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what_o phrase_n soever_o it_o be_v express_v sure_o i_o be_o such_o desire_n so_o qualify_v as_o before_o shall_v be_v fulfil_v satisfy_v accomplish_a possess_v of_o the_o well_o of_o life_n and_o that_o be_v abundant_a to_o put_v the_o thirst_a party_n into_o a_o comfortable_a and_o saving-state_n as_o i_o say_v at_o first_o the_o word_n of_o scripture_n be_v punctual_a and_o downright_a for_o this_o which_o i_o say_v bless_a be_v they_o which_o do_v hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v mat._n 5.6_o if_o any_o man_n thirst_n let_v he_o come_v unto_o i_o and_o drink_v joh._n 7.37_o the_o lord_n hear_v the_o desire_n of_o the_o humble_a psal._n 10.17_o he_o will_v fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o psal._n 145.19_o the_o lord_n fill_v the_o hungry_a with_o good_a thing_n luk._n 1.53_o let_v he_o that_o be_v athirst_a come_v and_o whosoever_o will_v let_v he_o take_v the_o water_n of_o life_n free_o rev._n 22.17_o hâ—_n every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n etc._n etc._n isa._n 55.1_o i_o will_v pour_v water_n upon_o he_o that_o be_v thirsty_a &_o flood_n upon_o the_o dry_a ground_n cap._n 44.3_o these_o long_n and_o desire_n this_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n before_o a_o sensible_a apprehension_n and_o enjoyment_n of_o christ_n arise_v from_o a_o sense_n of_o the_o necessity_n and_o want_n of_o his_o bless_a person_n and_o precious_a bloodshed_n which_o the_o afflict_a soul_n now_o prize_v before_o ten_o thousand_o world_n and_o for_o who_o sake_n be_v most_o willing_a to_o sell_v all_o and_o to_o abandon_v whole_o the_o devil_n service_n for_o ever_o those_o after_o a_o full_a entrance_n into_o the_o holy_a path_n and_o joyful_a grasp_a of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o our_o faith_n arise_v partly_o from_o the_o former_a taste_n of_o unutterable_a sweetness_n we_o find_v in_o he_o partly_o from_o the_o want_n of_o a_o more_o full_a and_o further_a fruition_n of_o he_o especial_o when_o he_o be_v depart_v in_o respect_n of_o present_a feel_n as_o in_o time_n of_o desertion_n extraordinary_a temptation_n etc._n etc._n in_o the_o passage_n that_o be_v past_a i_o understand_v the_o former_a in_o those_o that_o follow_v the_o latter_a 2._o second_o concern_v desertion_n i_o intend_v a_o large_a and_o more_o particular_a discourse_n and_o therefore_o i_o pass_v by_o they_o here_o 3._o three_o we_o may_v have_v recourse_n for_o comfort_n to_o this_o precious_a point_n in_o some_o special_a temptation_n of_o doubtfulness_n and_o fear_v about_o our_o spiritual_a state_n when_o spiritual_a life_n be_v run_v as_o it_o be_v into_o the_o root_n in_o some_o particular_n and_o actual_a ability_n to_o exercise_v some_o grace_n and_o discharge_v some_o duty_n be_v return_v to_o nothing_o for_o the_o present_a but_o groan_n desire_n and_o long_n to_o do_v as_o god_n will_v have_v we_o for_o instance_n thou_o be_v much_o afflict_v because_o thou_o feel_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n not_o to_o stir_v and_o work_v in_o thou_o with_o that_o life_n and_o vigour_n as_o it_o be_v wont_n but_o begin_v to_o langvish_v in_o the_o inward_a man_n for_o lack_v of_o that_o vital_a heat_n and_o feeling_n in_o the_o mutual_a intercourse_n and_o commerce_n between_o god_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n which_o heretofore_o have_v many_o time_n warm_v thy_o heart_n with_o many_o sweet_a refresh_n spring_v from_o a_o comfortable_a correspondence_n between_o thy_o holy_a ejaculation_n and_o his_o heavenly_a inspiration_n between_o thy_o humble_a complaint_n at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o his_o gracious_a answer_n nay_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o throw_v down_o thyself_o before_o his_o seat_n of_o mercy_n in_o much_o bitterness_n of_o spirit_n and_o for_o the_o time_n can_v say_v little_a or_o nothing_o the_o present_a dullness_n and_o indisposition_n of_o thy_o heart_n stop_v all_o passage_n to_o thy_o wont_a prayer_n and_o damn_v up_o as_o it_o be_v the_o ordinary_a course_n of_o thy_o most_o bless_a heart-ravishing_a conference_n with_o thy_o god_n in_o secret_a but_o tell_v i_o true_a poor_a soul_n though_o at_o such_o a_o time_n and_o in_o such_o a_o uncomfortable_a damqe_n and_o spiritual_a deadness_n thou_o feel_v not_o thy_o heart_n enable_v and_o enlarge_v for_o the_o present_a to_o pour_v out_o itself_o with_o accustom_a fervency_n and_o freedom_n yet_o do_v not_o that_o heart_n of_o thou_o with_o a_o unutterable_a thirst_n and_o desire_n long_o to_o offer_v up_o unto_o his_o throne_n of_o grace_n thy_o suit_n and_o sacrifice_n of_o prayer_n and_o praise_n with_o that_o heartiness_n and_o feeling_n with_o all_o those_o break_a and_o bleed_a affection_n which_o a_o grieve_a sense_n of_o sin_n that_o hang_v so_o fast_o on_o and_o a_o holy_a greediness_n after_o pardon_n grace_n and_o near_a communion_n with_o his_o heavenly_a highness_n be_v wonâ—_n to_o beget_v in_o truly-humbled_n soul_n if_o so_o assure_v thy_o selâ—â—_n this_o very_a desire_n be_v a_o prayer_n of_o 103.13_o extraordinary_a strength_n dearness_n and_o acceptation_n with_o thy_o god_n i_o say_v with_o that_o thy_o merciful_a lord_n god_n who_o be_v as_o far_o more_o compassionate_o and_o love_o affect_v to_o his_o child_n than_o the_o kind_a father_n to_o his_o dearly_a belove_a son_n as_o the_o infinite_a love_n of_o a_o tender-hearted_a god_n do_v surpass_v the_o faint_a affection_n of_o a_o frail_a and_o mortal_a man_n suppose_v thy_o dear_a child_n be_v in_o great_a extremity_n and_o shall_v at_o last_o grow_v so_o low_a and_o weak_a that_o it_o be_v not_o able_a to_o speak_v but_o only_a groan_n and_o sigh_v and_o cast_v its_o eye_n upon_o thou_o as_o one_o from_o who_o alone_o it_o look_v for_o help_v will_v not_o thy_o heart_n melt_v over_o thy_o child_n a_o great_a deal_n more_o in_o that_o misery_n than_o ever_o before_o when_o it_o be_v able_a to_o express_v its_o mind_n i_o be_o sure_a it_o will_v it_o be_v just_a so_o in_o the_o present_a point_n for_o like_a as_o a_o father_n pity_v his_o child_n so_o the_o lord_n pity_v they_o that_o fear_n he_o nay_o and_o much_o 23._o more_o if_o we_o consider_v the_o muchness_n and_o quantity_n for_o look_v how_o far_o god_n be_v high_a than_o man_n in_o majesty_n and_o greatness_n which_o be_v with_o a_o infinite_a distance_n and_o disproportion_n so_o far_o do_v he_o pass_v he_o in_o tenderheartedness_n and_o mercy_n see_v isa._n 55.8.9_o thou_o may_v sometime_o upon_o the_o awaken_n illumination_n and_o search_v of_o thy_o conscience_n after_o some_o drowsy_a repose_n and_o deep_a sleep_n upon_o the_o bed_n of_o security_n some_o foul_a ensnarement_n and_o long_a abode_n in_o some_o know_a scandalous_a sin_n after_o the_o canker_n of_o earthly_a care_n and_o tooth_n of_o worldly-mindednesse_a have_v ere_o thou_o be_v well-aware_a with_o a_o insensible_a please_a consumption_n eat_v too_o far_o into_o the_o heart_n of_o thy_o zeal_n and_o other_o grace_n in_o the_o apprehension_n of_o some_o present_a terror_n arise_v from_o a_o more_o serious_a and_o sensible_a survey_n of_o the_o now_o abhor_a villainy_n and_o abomination_n of_o thy_o unregenerate_a time_n or_o from_o the_o grieve_a remembrance_n of_o thy_o fall_n and_o fail_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o unservice-ablenes_a since_o thy_o conversion_n which_o i_o be_o persuade_v trouble_v the_o christian_a most_o and_o go_v near_a to_o his_o heart_n etc._n etc._n i_o say_v in_o such_o case_n as_o these_o thou_o may_v feel_v such_o a_o fearfulness_n and_o faintness_n to_o have_v surprise_v the_o hand_n of_o thy_o faith_n that_o it_o can_v so_o present_o and_o easy_o recover_v it_o be_v former_a hold_n nor_o clasp_v about_o the_o glorious_a justice_n and_o meritorious_a blood_n of_o christ_n with_o that_o fastness_n and_o firmness_n of_o assent_n with_o that_o comfort_n and_o
the_o disease_n be_v dangerous_o upon_o we_o for_o recovery_n there_o be_v give_v unto_o paul_n a_o thorn_n in_o the_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n 2.12_o if_o we_o will_v take_v the_o interpretation_n of_o some_o learned_a divine_n a_o wound_n in_o the_o spirit_n the_o sting_n of_o conscience_n press_v he_o down_o to_o the_o nethermost_a hell_n in_o his_o sense_n that_o be_v erst_o take_v up_o to_o the_o high_a heaven_n upon_o purpose_n lest_o he_o shall_v swell_v with_o spiritual_a pride_n be_v puff_v up_o and_o exalt_v above_o measure_n with_o the_o abundance_n of_o revelation_n if_o we_o well_o weigh_v the_o admirable_a story_n of_o that_o gracious_a and_o holy_a servant_n of_o christ_n mistress_n bretâ—ergh_n we_o may_v probable_o conceive_v that_o a_o principal_a end_n why_o those_o most_o grievous_a spiritual_a affliction_n of_o soul_n upon_o her_o last_o bed_n be_v lay_v upon_o she_o be_v in_o god_n just_a judgement_n to_o blind_v yet_o more_o those_o bloody_a papist_n about_o she_o and_o because_o they_o wilful_o shut_v their_o eye_n against_o that_o glorious_a light_n of_o true_a religion_n which_o she_o so_o bless_o and_o fruitful_o express_v in_o her_o godly_a life_n to_o let_v they_o thereby_o sink_v yet_o deepely_o into_o strong_a delusion_n that_o they_o may_v stick_v still_o more_o stiff_o to_o popish_a lie_n according_a to_o that_o prophecy_n of_o the_o antichristian_o a_o thess._n 2.10.11.12_o because_o they_o receive_v not_o the_o love_n of_o the_o truth_n that_o they_o may_v be_v save_v for_o this_o cause_n god_n shall_v send_v they_o strong_a delusion_n that_o they_o shall_v believe_v a_o lie_n that_o they_o all_o may_v be_v damn_v who_o believe_v not_o the_o truth_n etc._n etc._n which_o we_o see_v at_o this_o day_n verify_v with_o a_o witness_n in_o popish_a doctor_n even_o their_o great_a scholar_n as_o bellarmine_n and_o other_o polemicall_a writer_n and_o therefore_o let_v we_o never_o marvel_v that_o though_o they_o be_v load_v with_o much_o learning_n yet_o that_o they_o shall_v lie_v egregious_o and_o defend_v with_o infinite_a obstinacy_n and_o clamour_n the_o doctrine_n of_o devil_n that_o accurse_a hydra_n of_o heresy_n in_o their_o voluminous_a dunghill_n now_o god_n judgement_n in_o harden_v they_o hereby_o as_o i_o have_v say_v be_v the_o more_o just_a because_o they_o be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v wrought_v upon_o and_o win_v by_o her_o heavenly_a conversation_n that_o they_o be_v extraordinary_o enrage_v against_o her_o goodness_n and_o profession_n of_o the_o gospel_n as_o appear_v in_o that_o beside_o their_o continual_a rail_n and_o roar_v against_o she_o as_o a_o eminent_a light_n like_v so_o many_o furious_a bedlam_n they_o barbarous_o wreck_v their_o malice_n and_o spite_n upon_o the_o dumb_a and_o innocent_a creature_n 6._o by_o kill_v at_o two_o several_a time_n her_o husband_n horse_n and_o cattle_n in_o the_o night_n that_o her_o fiery_a trial_n through_o which_o she_o pass_v as_o pure_a gold_n into_o abraham_n bosom_n do_v thus_o harden_v they_o be_v manifest_a by_o the_o event_n for_o as_o the_o reverend_a penman_n of_o that_o story_n report_v papist_n those_o of_o the_o romish_a faction_n brag_v as_o though_o a_o oracle_n have_v come_v from_o heaven_n to_o prove_v they_o catholic_n and_o we_o heretic_n prodigious_a folly_n damnable_a delusion_n it_o be_v so_o then_o that_o god_n in_o his_o inflict_v of_o affliction_n do_v not_o ever_o etc._n aim_v at_o sin_n as_o at_o the_o principal_a end_n and_o yet_o do_v not_o mistake_v though_o he_o punish_v sometime_o and_o not_o for_o sin_n yet_o never_o without_o sin_n either_o inherent_a or_o impute_v there_o be_v ever_o matter_n enough_o in_o our_o sinful_a soul_n and_o body_n and_o life_n to_o afflict_v we_o infinite_o the_o best_a of_o we_o bring_v with_o we_o into_o this_o world_n that_o corruption_n 9_o which_o may_v bring_v upon_o we_o all_o the_o plague_n of_o this_o and_o the_o other_o life_n every_o man_n have_v in_o himself_o sufficient_a fuel_n for_o the_o fire_n of_o god_n wrath_n to_o work_v upon_o still_o if_o it_o please_v he_o in_o justice_n to_o set_v it_o on_o flame_n as_o in_o the_o present_a point_n of_o spiritual_a terror_n and_o trouble_n of_o mind_n if_o god_n shall_v out_o of_o his_o just_a and_o causeful_a indignation_n put_v the_o full_a sting_n but_o into_o the_o least_o sin_n it_o be_v able_a to_o put_v a_o man_n into_o the_o very_a mouth_n of_o hell_n but_o i_o speak_v of_o god_n more_o ordinary_a way_n and_o deal_n with_o the_o son_n of_o man_n and_o so_o i_o say_v god_n may_v sometime_o for_o some_o hide_a and_o holy_a end_n see_v and_o seem_v good_a to_o his_o heavenly_a wisdom_n bring_v a_o less_o heinous_a sinner_n through_o extraordinary_a horror_n out_o of_o his_o natural_a state_n into_o the_o good_a way_n 2._o aggravation_n of_o horror_n be_v occasion_v terror_n and_o trouble_n may_v be_v multiply_v and_o enlarge_v in_o our_o enlargement_n from_o the_o state_n of_o darkness_n and_o chain_n of_o the_o devil_n by_o 1._o some_o precedent_n and_o preparative_n which_o god_n sometime_o in_o his_o unsearchable_a wisdom_n do_v immediate_o premise_v or_o suffer_v to_o fall_v out_o as_o 1._o some_o heavy_a cross_n and_o grievous_a affliction_n to_o make_v the_o power_n of_o the_o law_n more_o passable_a and_o fall_v more_o heavy_o upon_o our_o stubborn_a and_o stony_a heart_n this_o we_o see_v in_o manasses_n who_o be_v as_o it_o be_v fire_v out_o of_o his_o bloody_a and_o abomiable_a course_n by_o the_o heaviness_n and_o horror_n of_o his_o chain_n and_o so_o be_v humble_v great_o before_o the_o god_n of_o his_o father_n 33.11_o god_n extraordinary_a angry_a visitation_n make_v man_n many_o time_n cry_v with_o trouble_a and_o grieve_a heart_n come_v let_v we_o turn_v unto_o the_o lord_n he_o have_v wound_v we_o etc._n etc._n a._n strange_a terror_n sometime_o arise_v from_o external_a accident_n yea_o hide_a natural_a cause_n uncouth_a vision_n and_o apparition_n full_a of_o amazement_n and_o fear_n bodily_a distemper_n horrible_a injection_n hideous_a thought_n etc._n etc._n whereby_o they_o be_v mighty_o affright_v before_o hand_n and_o prepare_v to_o pass_v through_o the_o pang_n of_o the_o new-birth_n more_o terrible_o 3._o some_o heinous_a and_o cry_a sin_n which_o he_o suffer_v some_o to_o fall_v into_o and_o immediate_o upon_o it_o awake_v the_o conscience_n that_o almighty_a physician_n who_o be_v able_a to_o bring_v health_n out_o of_o poison_n death_n out_o of_o life_n light_v out_o of_o darkness_n heaven_n out_o of_o hell_n may_v by_o accident_n as_o they_o say_v prepare_v one_o to_o conversion_n by_o give_v he_o over_o to_o the_o height_n of_o some_o one_o or_o more_o abhor_a abomination_n and_o crimson_a sin_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o peter_n hearer_n act._n 2._o paul_n manasses_n the_o sinful_a woman_n publican_n and_o harlot_n leave_v to_o the_o kill_n of_o christ_n spill_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o saint_n those_o horrible_a 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etc._n a_o weak_a a_o woeful_a a_o wretched_a a_o forsake_a woman_n desertion_n i_o have_v no_o more_o sense_n of_o grace_n then_o these_o curtain_n oh_o how_o woeful_a and_o miserable_a be_v my_o estate_n that_o must_v thus_o converse_v with_o hellhound_n it_o be_v against_o the_o course_n of_o god_n proceed_n to_o save_v i_o etc._n etc._n but_o now_o herein_o the_o desert_a in_o the_o sense_n i_o have_v say_v be_v much_o deceive_v and_o extreme_o wrong_v their_o own_o soul_n in_o such_o extremity_n not_o consider_v that_o their_o walk_n in_o darkness_n and_o have_v no_o light_n may_v most_o certain_o consist_v with_o a_o save_a estate_n and_o a_o be_v in_o god_n favour_n though_o for_o the_o present_v not_o perceive_v which_o appear_v plain_o by_o the_o quote_v place_n wherein_o he_o that_o walk_v in_o darkness_n and_o have_v no_o light_n be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o fear_v the_o lord_n and_o obey_v the_o voice_n of_o his_o servant_n now_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n and_o obedience_n to_o the_o ministry_n be_v evident_a mark_n of_o a_o gracious_a man_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o when_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n be_v something_o come_v again_o unto_o themselves_o they_o see_v and_o censure_v their_o own_o unadvisednesse_n in_o that_o respect_n disavow_v and_o disclaim_v all_o term_n tend_v that_o way_n which_o they_o let_v hasty_o fall_v from_o they_o in_o heat_n of_o temptation_n and_o i_o say_v faith_n david_n this_o be_v my_o infirmity_n but_o i_o will_v remember_v the_o year_n of_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o most_o high_a ibid._n true_o say_v master_n peacocke_n my_o heart_n and_o soul_n have_v be_v far_o lead_v and_o deep_o trouble_v with_o temptation_n and_o sting_n of_o conscience_n but_o i_o thank_v god_n they_o be_v ease_v in_o good_a measure_n wherefore_o i_o desire_v that_o i_o be_v not_o brand_v with_o the_o note_n of_o a_o forlorn_a reprobate_n such_o question_n opposition_n and_o all_o tend_v thereto_o i_o renounce_v here_o then_o be_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o comfort_n in_o the_o great_a darkness_n of_o a_o spiritual_a desertion_n for_o we_o may_v assure_v ourselves_o that_o god_n by_o his_o bless_a spirit_n have_v a_o secret_a influence_n and_o save_a work_n upon_o the_o soul_n of_o his_o child_n when_o there_o be_v no_o light_n or_o feel_v of_o his_o favour_n at_o all_o the_o sun_n we_o know_v though_o he_o leave_v his_o light_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n yet_o notwithstanding_o descend_v by_o a_o real_a effectual_a influence_n into_o the_o bosom_n and_o dark_a bowel_n thereof_o and_o there_o exercise_v a_o most_o excellent_a work_n in_o beget_v metal_n gold_n silver_n and_o other_o precious_a thing_n it_o be_v proportionable_o so_o in_o the_o present_a point_n a_o poor_a soul_n may_v lie_v grovel_v in_o the_o dust_n afflict_a toss_v with_o tempest_n and_o in_o present_a apprehension_n have_v no_o comfort_n and_o yet_o bless_o partake_v still_o of_o the_o sweet_a influence_n of_o god_n everlasting_a love_n of_o a_o secret_a save_a work_n of_o grace_n and_o almighty_a support_n of_o the_o sanctify_a spirit_n let_v we_o look_v upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n himself_o agony_n his_o holy_a soul_n though_o he_o be_v lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n upon_o the_o cross_n be_v even_o as_o a_o scorch_a heath-ground_n without_o so_o much_o as_o any_o drop_n of_o dew_n of_o comfort_n either_o from_o heaven_n or_o earth_n and_o yet_o at_o the_o same_o time_n he_o be_v glorious_o sustain_v by_o a_o omnipotent_a influence_n and_o god_n be_v never_o near_o unto_o he_o than_o then_o neither_o he_n ever_o so_o obedient_a unto_o god_n and_o i_o make_v no_o doubt_n but_o that_o the_o judicious_a eye_n of_o the_o well-experienced_a physician_n may_v many_o time_n easy_o observe_v it_o in_o those_o trouble_a tempt_v and_o desert_a soul_n which_o they_o
true_a some_o one_o or_o two_o of_o a_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o that_o have_v how_o then_o shall_v we_o not_o therefore_o follow_v our_o instruction_n and_o seek_v he_o before_o some_z going_z a_o journey_n have_v sound_v a_o purse_n by_o the_o way_n it_o be_v mad_a counsel_n to_o advise_v we_o to_o leave_v oâ—â—_n money_n behind_o upon_o hope_n of_o like_a hap_n in_o we_o etc._n etc._n winchester_n serm._n pag._n 180._o si_fw-mi mille_fw-la homines_fw-la perussent_fw-fr ex_fw-la cibi_fw-la aliâ—uius_fw-la â—enenali_fw-la perceptione_n uno_fw-la duntoxat_fw-la miraculose_a servito_fw-la 〈◊〉_d cibum_fw-la illum_fw-la gustares_fw-la harmon_n evang._n cap._n 15._o pag._n 18â—_n 18â—_n we_o digest_v not_o they_o that_o call_v on_o we_o for_o the_o seek_n of_o god_n but_o seek_v ourselves_o as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v magistros_fw-la secundum_fw-la desideria_fw-la that_o may_v entertain_v we_o with_o speculation_n of_o what_o may_v be_v do_v by_o miracle_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n that_o may_v give_v we_o day_n &_o elbowroom_n enough_o to_o seek_v other_o thing_n and_o to_o shrink_v up_o his_o seek_n into_o a_o narrow_a time_n at_o our_o end_n and_o tell_v we_o time_n enough_o then_o winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 179._o 179._o dyke_n upon_o repentance_n cap._n 17._o 17._o inebriatus_fw-la es_fw-la ventri_fw-la indulsisti_fw-la rapuisti_fw-la siste_v iam_fw-la gradum_fw-la verte_z te_z in_o diversum_fw-la conficere_fw-la deo_fw-la gratiam_fw-la quòd_fw-la non_fw-la in_o medijs_fw-la peccatis_fw-la te_fw-la abstulit_fw-la ne_fw-la quaere_fw-la aliud_fw-la privilegium_fw-la ut_fw-la malè_fw-la opereris_fw-la multi_fw-la quum_fw-la iam_fw-la alijs_fw-la dimnum_fw-la fraudulentèr_fw-la facerent_fw-la subitò_fw-la periérunt_fw-la &_o ad_fw-la manifestum_fw-la iudicium_fw-la abiérunt_fw-la time_n ne_fw-fr &_o in_fw-la hoc_fw-la patiare_fw-la inexcusabilis_fw-la sed_fw-la multis_fw-la inquis_fw-la dedit_fw-la deus_fw-la hoc_fw-la privelegium_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o ultimâ_fw-la senectâ_fw-la consiterentur_fw-la quid_fw-la igitur_fw-la an_fw-mi tibi_fw-la quoque_fw-la concedet_fw-la concedet_fw-la fortasse_fw-la inquis_fw-la quidais_n sortasse_fw-la &_o interdum_fw-la etc._n etc._n cogita_fw-la quòd_fw-la &_o dâ—_n animâ_fw-la deliberas_fw-la proinde_fw-la etiam_fw-la de_fw-la contrario_fw-la cogita_fw-la &_o dic_fw-la quid_fw-la autem_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la det_fw-la etc._n etc._n tuni_fw-la bellum_fw-la egressus_fw-la non_fw-la dicis_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la opus_fw-la ut_fw-la testamentum_fw-la condam_fw-la fortassis_fw-la redibo_fw-la neque_fw-la de_fw-la nuptijs_fw-la deliberans_fw-la dices_fw-la vxorem_fw-la egentem_fw-la accipiam_fw-la multi_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o sic_fw-la praeter_fw-la spem_fw-la ditati_fw-la sunt_fw-la neque_fw-la domum_fw-la extruens_fw-la subijciam_fw-la fundamenta_fw-la putria_fw-la multae_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o sic_fw-la constitére_n domus_fw-la de_fw-fr anima_fw-la autem_fw-la agens_fw-la apprehendis_fw-la magis_fw-la putria_fw-la dicens_fw-la fortassis_fw-la &_o sapiùs_fw-la â—venit_fw-la &_o contingit_fw-la aliquando_fw-la téque_fw-la incertis_fw-la tradis_fw-la chrysost._n hom._n 22._o in_o 2._o ad_fw-la cor._n 10._o 10._o tempore_fw-la mortes_fw-la sâ—eviùs_fw-la maiorÃque_fw-la dolo_fw-la â—entat_fw-la &_o consligit_fw-la sâ—â—ens_fw-la si_fw-la tunc_fw-la defecerit_fw-la penitùs_fw-la se_fw-la frustratum_fw-la gerson_n de_fw-fr temptationibus_fw-la diver_n diver_n job_n 14.14_o 14.14_o repentinam_fw-la &_o insperatam_fw-la corum_fw-la mortem_fw-la quâ_fw-la opprimantur_fw-la innuit_fw-la merc._n in_o loc._n elevati_fw-la sunt_fw-la ad_fw-la modicum_fw-la &_o non_fw-la subsistent_n iniquorum_fw-la potentia_fw-la â—oeni_fw-la â—loribus_fw-la comparatur_fw-la quia_fw-la nimirùm_fw-la carnalis_fw-la gloria_fw-la dum_fw-la nitet_fw-la cadit_fw-la dum_fw-la apudse_fw-la extollitur_fw-la repentino_fw-it intercepta_fw-la sine_fw-la terminatur_fw-la sic_fw-la aurarum_fw-la statu_fw-la in_o altum_fw-la stipula_fw-la rapitur_fw-la sed_fw-la casu_fw-la concito_fw-la adima_fw-la revocatur_fw-la sic_fw-la ad_fw-la nubila_fw-la sumus_fw-la attollitur_fw-la sed_fw-la repentè_fw-fr in_fw-la nihilum_fw-la tumâ—scendo_fw-la dissipatur_fw-la sic_fw-la ab_fw-la insimis_fw-la nebula_fw-la descendendo_fw-la se_fw-la erigit_fw-la sed_fw-la exortus_fw-la hanc_fw-la solis_fw-la radius_fw-la ac_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la suerit_fw-la abstergit_fw-la sic_fw-la in_o herbarum_fw-la supersicie_fw-la noctâ—rni_fw-la roris_fw-la humour_n aspergitur_fw-la sed_fw-la diurni_fw-la luminis_fw-la subito_fw-la calore_fw-la siâ—catur_fw-la sic_fw-la spumosae_fw-la aquarum_fw-la bullae_fw-la inchoantibus_fw-la pluvijs_fw-la excitaâ—ae_fw-la abintimis_fw-la certatim_fw-la prodeunt_fw-la sedeò_fw-la celeruis_fw-la diruptae_fw-la depereunt_fw-la quò_fw-la instatae_fw-la citiùs_fw-la extenduntur_fw-la cumque_fw-la excrescunt_fw-la ut_fw-la appareant_fw-la cresâ—endo_fw-la peragunt_fw-la ne_fw-la subsistant_fw-la gregor_n ibid._n ibid._n nemo_fw-la nec_fw-la post_fw-la centum_fw-la peccata_fw-la nec_fw-la post_fw-la misle_n crimina_fw-la de_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la divinâ_fw-la desperet_fw-la sic_fw-la tamen_fw-la non_fw-la desperet_fw-la ut_fw-la since_o ullâ_fw-la morâ_fw-la deum_fw-la sibi_fw-la repropitiari_fw-la festinet_fw-la ne_fw-la fortè_fw-la si_fw-la consuetudinem_fw-la fecerit_fw-la etiam_fw-la sivelit_fw-la de_fw-la diabolilaqueis_fw-la liberari_fw-la non_fw-la possit_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr tâ—mpore_fw-la serm._n 58._o 58._o viste_n de_fw-fr dubio_fw-la liberare_fw-la vis_fw-la quod_fw-la incertum_fw-la est_fw-la evadere_fw-la age_fw-la pâ—â—nitentiam_fw-la dum_fw-la sanus_fw-la es_fw-la sienimagis_n veram_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la dum_fw-la sanuse_n &_o invenerit_fw-la te_fw-la novissimus_fw-la dies_fw-la securus_fw-la es_fw-la ergo_fw-la cur_n ut_fw-la reconcilieris_fw-la si_fw-la sic_fw-la age_n securus_fw-la es_fw-la quare_fw-la securus_fw-la es_fw-la quâ—â—_n egisti_fw-la poenitentiameo_fw-la tempore_fw-la quo_fw-la &_o peccare_fw-la potuisti_fw-la sâ—_n autem_fw-la vis_fw-la agere_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la ipsam_fw-la tunc_fw-la quando_fw-la peccare_fw-la non_fw-la potes_fw-la peccata_fw-la te_fw-la dimiserunt_fw-la non_fw-la tu_fw-la illa_fw-la august_n tom._n 10._o de_fw-fr veer_fw-la poenitentibus_fw-la hom._n 41._o ex_fw-la 50._o ambros_n exhort_v ad_fw-la porniâ—ent_fw-la porniâ—ent_fw-la this_o time_n be_v the_o time_n when_o all_o hypocrite_n atheist_n tag_n and_o rag_n come_v in_o and_o seek_v he_o in_o a_o sort_n and_o shall_v not_o we_o be_v confound_v to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o their_o number_n winchester_n serm._n pag._n 181._o 181._o what_o be_v our_o seek_v they_o be_v it_o not_o to_o lie_v still_o on_o our_o bed_n and_o suffer_v a_o few_o word_n to_o be_v speak_v in_o our_o ear_n have_v a_o little_a opiate_n divinity_n minister_v to_o our_o soul_n and_o so_o send_v away_o winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 181._o be_v this_o it_o will_v we_o then_o seek_v he_o when_o we_o be_v not_o in_o case_n to_o seek_v any_o thing_n else_o will_v we_o turn_v to_o he_o then_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o turn_v ourselves_o in_o our_o bed_n or_o rise_v early_o to_o seek_v he_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o rise_v at_o all_o or_o inquire_v after_o he_o when_o our_o breath_n fail_v we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o speak_v three_o word_n together_o no_o hour_n but_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n no_o time_n but_o when_o he_o take_v time_n from_o we_o idem_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 180._o 180._o oportet_fw-la dei_fw-la sacerdotem_fw-la non_fw-la obsequijs_fw-la decipientibus_fw-la faâ—ere_fw-la sed_fw-la remedijs_fw-la salutaribus_fw-la providere_fw-la imperitus_fw-la est_fw-la medice_fw-la qui_fw-la tumentes_fw-la vulnerum_fw-la sinus_fw-la manu_fw-la parcente_fw-la contrectaâ—_n &_o in_o altis_fw-la recessibus_fw-la viscerum_fw-la virus_fw-la inclusum_fw-la dum_fw-la seruat_fw-la exaggerate_v aperâ—endum_fw-la vulnus_fw-la est_fw-la &_o secandum_fw-la &_o putaminibus_fw-la amputatis_fw-la mâ—delâ_fw-la sortiore_fw-la curandum_fw-la vociseretur_fw-la &_o clamet_fw-la licâ—t_fw-la &_o conqueratur_fw-la aeger_fw-la impatiens_fw-la per_fw-la dolorem_fw-la gratias_fw-la agit_fw-fr postmodum_fw-la cum_fw-la senserit_fw-la sanitatem_fw-la cyprian_n de_fw-fr lapsis_fw-la medice_fw-la crudelit_fw-la est_fw-la qui_fw-la exaudit_fw-la hominem_fw-la &_o parcit_fw-la vulneri_fw-la &_o putredini_fw-la august_n in_o psal._n 34._o soothe_v preacher_n be_v like_o unskilful_a surgeon_n who_o soft_o touch_v the_o wound_n on_o the_o outside_n thereby_o make_v it_o to_o fester_v the_o more_o dangerous_o in_o the_o inside_n who_o observe_v not_o that_o the_o smooth_a tongue_n of_o the_o preacher_n make_v a_o impostume_a heart_n of_o the_o hearer_n squire_n in_o his_o assize_n sermon_n pag._n 12._o out_o of_o cyprian_a cyprian_a the_o true_a minister_n of_o christ_n never_o cure_v and_o comfort_v the_o sick_a hasty_o as_o wizard_n and_o impostor_n do_v greenham_n have_v to_o deal_v with_o divers_a humble_a conscience_n he_o will_v mislike_v they_o that_o will_v not_o abide_v to_o tarry_v the_o lord_n leisure_n but_o they_o must_v needs_o be_v help_v at_o once_o even_o by_o and_o by_o as_o soon_o as_o they_o hear_v he_o speak_v or_o else_o they_o will_v then_o think_v far_o worse_o of_o he_o then_o ever_o before_o notwithstanding_o the_o good_a opinion_n conceive_v of_o he_o for_o beside_o he_o that_o believe_v make_v not_o haste_n this_o be_v a_o come_n rather_o as_o it_o be_v to_o a_o magician_n who_o by_o a_o incantation_n of_o word_n make_v silly_a soul_n look_v for_o health_n then_o to_o a_o minister_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n in_o his_o grave_a counsel_n and_o godly_a observation_n pag._n 5._o 5._o greenham_n in_o his_o treatise_n for_o a_o afflict_a conscience_n pag._n 136._o 136._o for_o i_o own_o part_n say_v hooker_n i_o think_v calvin_n incomparable_o the_o wise_a man_n that_o ever_o the_o french_a church_n do_v