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concern_v the_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d garden_n of_o eden_n or_o pleasure_n that_o be_v above_o answerable_a to_o that_o which_o be_v below_o where_o they_o speak_v of_o delightful_a river_n of_o table_n furnish_v with_o leviathan_n and_o behemoth_n by_o which_o it_o be_v likely_a their_o doctor_n first_o understand_v some_o spiritual_a dainty_n and_o under_o this_o mythology_n do_v hide_v a_o excellent_a meaning_n but_o the_o great_a impostor_n mahomet_n have_v from_o thence_o fabricate_v his_o carnal_a brutish_a paradise_n take_v they_o in_o a_o gross_a and_o unworthy_a sense_n the_o like_a they_o speak_v of_o wine_n keep_v from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n in_o a_o certain_a place_n i._n e._n excellent_a old_a wine_n of_o which_o their_o messiah_n shall_v first_o taste_v together_o with_o the_o leviathan_n and_o then_o the_o just_a they_o expect_v shall_v be_v feast_v so_o r._n hai_o in_o his_o book_n of_o the_o interpretation_n of_o dream_n say_v that_o it_o be_v a_o 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