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pride_n in_o men._n 1._o from_o the_o ignorance_n of_o the_o former_a of_o the_o subjection_n we_o owe_v to_o god_n proceed_v that_o pride_n that_o manifest_v itself_o in_o rebellion_n and_o disobedience_n against_o god._n god_n challenge_v the_o subjection_n of_o our_o will_n to_o he_o as_o just_o he_o may_v and_o man_n will_v have_v his_o own_o will_v take_v place_n jer._n 42.14_o no_o but_o we_o will_v go_v into_o the_o â—and_n of_o egypt_n luke_n 19.14_o we_o will_v not_o have_v this_o man_n to_o rule_v over_o we_o and_o as_o among_o man_n pride_n be_v the_o mother_n of_o contention_n because_o it_o put_v a_o man_n out_o of_o that_o place_n wherein_o he_o be_v and_o he_o do_v consequent_o put_v himself_o in_o the_o place_n of_o another_o and_o thence_o come_v contention_n so_o from_o this_o pride_n of_o man_n put_v themselves_o into_o the_o place_n of_o god_n come_v the_o contention_n between_o god_n and_o man_n he_o that_o have_v say_v he_o will_v not_o give_v his_o glory_n to_o 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uncertainty_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o any_o external_a trouble_v without_o a_o refuge_n and_o so_o full_a of_o despair_n as_o we_o can_v have_v confidence_n to_o go_v to_o our_o offend_a god_n by_o our_o prayer_n so_o it_o make_v he_o withdraw_v and_o hide_v himself_o from_o they_o a_o continual_a disquietness_n and_o heaviness_n of_o spirit_n mingle_v and_o wind_n itself_o into_o all_o our_o thought_n even_o in_o our_o pursuit_n of_o diversion_n from_o it_o the_o same_o aspect_n that_o be_v between_o god_n and_o we_o be_v between_o our_o own_o conscience_n and_o we_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n be_v able_a to_o give_v life_n and_o comfort_n and_o serenity_n to_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o the_o loss_n and_o pain_n and_o death_n in_o the_o world_n and_o the_o want_n of_o that_o light_n make_v the_o most_o happy_a external_a condition_n to_o be_v dark_a and_o disconsolate_a and_o all_o this_o good_a i_o lose_v by_o a_o transient_a unprofitable_a sin_n a_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v have_v avoid_v and_o therefore_o a_o loss_n that_o i_o may_v have_v avoid_v a_o loss_n that_o come_v not_o to_o i_o by_o my_o necessity_n but_o by_o my_o foolish_a choice_n i_o will_v therefore_o sit_v down_o and_o mourn_v in_o secret_a for_o that_o comfort_n and_o light_n that_o i_o have_v thus_o foolish_o sin_v away_o and_o measure_v out_o my_o sorrow_n and_o tear_n proportionable_a in_o some_o degree_n to_o that_o loss_n i_o have_v sustain_v the_o time_n be_v when_o it_o please_v the_o great_a god_n to_o let_v his_o presence_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n to_o shine_v into_o my_o soul_n and_o when_o i_o can_v with_o comfort_n and_o confidence_n upon_o any_o occasion_n go_v to_o he_o and_o present_v my_o want_n my_o desire_n my_o acknowledgement_n unto_o he_o and_o he_o that_o sit_v in_o heaven_n be_v please_v to_o accept_v and_o entertain_v they_o at_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o creature_n but_o now_o that_o influence_n of_o he_o have_v meet_v with_o a_o filthy_a and_o backslide_a heart_n and_o be_v weary_a of_o it_o and_o have_v withdraw_v itself_o as_o just_o it_o may_v and_o my_o prayer_n be_v lade_v with_o my_o gild_n and_o can_v get_v up_o to_o he_o and_o he_o hide_v himself_o i_o have_v regard_v iniquity_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o as_o he_o have_v say_v so_o i_o find_v he_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n but_o though_o he_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n yet_o he_o will_v not_o neglect_v my_o tear_n a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n o_o lord_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v o_o lord_n though_o i_o have_v thus_o trifle_v away_o my_o peace_n and_o my_o comfort_n and_o have_v destroy_v myself_o yet_o in_o thou_o be_v my_o help_n as_o i_o will_v not_o rest_v in_o my_o sin_n so_o neither_o will_v i_o rest_v in_o my_o grief_n but_o will_v never_o give_v myself_o nor_o thou_o rest_n till_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n to_o wash_v away_o my_o gild_n and_o restore_v unto_o i_o thy_o presence_n and_o peace_n again_o and_o when_o i_o have_v recover_v this_o loss_n i_o will_v by_o the_o assistance_n of_o that_o good_a spirit_n of_o thou_o learn_v by_o this_o my_o sin_n to_o revenge_v myself_o upon_o my_o sin_n to_o value_v the_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n of_o my_o creator_n that_o have_v yet_o once_o more_o entrust_v into_o my_o hand_n the_o life_n and_o comfort_n which_o i_o have_v so_o late_o lose_v to_o value_v the_o necessity_n as_o well_o as_o the_o love_n of_o my_o saviour_n that_o have_v be_v please_v by_o a_o reapplication_n of_o his_o own_o blood_n to_o wash_v i_o again_o after_o my_o late_a relapse_n to_o value_v the_o kindness_n of_o the_o pure_a and_o bless_a spirit_n that_o though_o by_o my_o sin_n i_o make_v he_o weary_a and_o forsake_v that_o pollute_a chamber_n of_o my_o heart_n yet_o be_v please_v to_o return_v and_o cleanse_v and_o take_v up_o again_o that_o room_n from_o which_o i_o have_v so_o unworthy_o exclude_v he_o i_o will_v learn_v to_o prize_v that_o peace_n and_o comfort_n which_o once_o i_o have_v and_o value_v not_o but_o lose_v it_o for_o a_o unprofitable_a perish_a sin_n i_o will_v strive_v to_o sense_n my_o heart_n with_o renew_a covenant_n and_o resolution_n of_o more_o watchfulness_n over_o myself_o that_o i_o return_v not_o again_o to_o folly_n i_o will_v sit_v down_o and_o bless_v the_o mercy_n goodness_n patience_n bounty_n of_o god_n that_o have_v not_o leave_v i_o in_o that_o condition_n which_o i_o can_v neither_o endure_v nor_o remove_v and_o study_v to_o return_v a_o heart_n and_o life_n in_o some_o measure_n answerable_a to_o so_o great_a love_n and_o goodness_n and_o when_o i_o have_v do_v all_o o_o lord_n jesus_n let_v that_o eternal_a covenant_n between_o thou_o and_o the_o father_n that_o thou_o shall_v give_v eternal_a life_n to_o as_o many_o as_o he_o have_v give_v thou_o john_n 17.2_o that_o power_n and_o promise_n of_o thou_o that_o none_o shall_v pluck_v i_o out_o of_o thy_o hand_n john_n 10.28_o that_o union_n with_o thou_o that_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o give_v to_o as_o many_o as_o believe_v on_o thou_o john_n 15.4_o 5._o that_o spirit_n of_o thou_o which_o by_o that_o union_n with_o thou_o convey_v life_n and_o influence_n to_o the_o small_a branch_n in_o thou_o preserve_v and_o support_v i_o in_o all_o my_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n in_o all_o my_o frailty_n and_o temptation_n for_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o 2._o in_o reference_n to_o outward_a object_n and_o occasion_n of_o sorrow_n as_o loss_n of_o friend_n wealth_n reputation_n health_n life_n itself_o have_v a_o guard_n upon_o this_o passion_n 1._o look_v upon_o they_o as_o the_o fruit_n and_o effect_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o so_o let_v they_o carry_v thy_o grief_n beyond_o the_o immediate_a object_n to_o the_o meritorious_a cause_n of_o they_o this_o be_v the_o sting_n of_o all_o affliction_n the_o plague_n in_o thy_o heart_n be_v the_o core_n and_o fountain_n of_o the_o plague_n of_o thy_o external_o and_o when_o thou_o have_v humble_v thy_o soul_n before_o thy_o creator_n and_o get_v the_o blood_n of_o thy_o saviour_n to_o wash_v thy_o conscience_n thy_o affliction_n shall_v be_v remove_v or_o thy_o soul_n enable_v with_o cheerfulness_n and_o comfort_n to_o bear_v it_o 2._o labour_v to_o find_v out_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o rod_n the_o mind_n of_o thy_o creator_n for_o if_o thou_o diligent_o observe_v it_o there_o be_v not_o a_o dispensation_n of_o divine_a providence_n but_o it_o bring_v a_o message_n with_o it_o to_o thy_o soul._n look_v into_o thy_o heart_n it_o may_v be_v there_o be_v a_o accurse_a thing_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o thou_o joshua_n 7.13_o and_o this_o affliction_n bid_v thou_o be_v up_o and_o remove_v it_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o heart_n be_v lean_v too_o much_o upon_o that_o very_a blessing_n wherein_o thou_o find_v thy_o cross_n or_o affliction_n which_o rob_v thy_o maker_n of_o some_o of_o the_o love_n and_o duty_n thou_o owe_v to_o he_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o heart_n be_v grow_v dead_a and_o careless_a in_o thy_o application_n to_o thy_o creator_n secure_a and_o rest_v in_o thy_o temporal_a enjoyment_n and_o he_o have_v send_v his_o messenger_n to_o awake_v thou_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o have_v have_v a_o dull_a and_o heavy_a ear_n that_o will_v not_o listen_v or_o can_v not_o perceive_v god_n speak_v once_o yea_o twice_o unto_o thou_o in_o a_o still_a voice_n job_n 33.14_o and_o now_o he_o have_v send_v a_o instruction_n with_o a_o loud_a voice_n it_o may_v be_v thou_o beganne_v too_o much_o to_o set_v up_o thy_o rest_n here_o to_o place_v thy_o confidence_n in_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n to_o be_v overtake_v with_o the_o delight_n in_o they_o to_o overâ—expect_a they_o and_o he_o have_v send_v a_o disappointment_n into_o thy_o counsel_n a_o worm_n into_o thy_o gourd_n a_o moth_n into_o thy_o store_n a_o canker_n into_o thy_o bag_n a_o distemper_n into_o thy_o body_n to_o show_v thou_o the_o vanity_n of_o thy_o dependence_n to_o make_v thou_o let_v go_v thy_o hold_n of_o that_o which_o may_v fall_v upon_o and_o hurt_v thou_o but_o can_v secure_v thou_o to_o make_v the_o look_n upward_o to_o quicken_v thy_o life_n of_o faith_n by_o shake_v thy_o life_n of_o sense_n it_o may_v be_v thou_o be_v grow_v presumptuous_a in_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n saucy_a in_o thy_o carriage_n towards_o he_o insolent_a towards_o he_o opinionative_n of_o thyself_o and_o he_o have_v send_v this_o search_a medicine_n to_o fallow_a and_o purge_v these_o disorderly_a and_o dangerous_a humour_n but_o gâ—ant_v that_o upon_o all_o thy_o search_n thou_o find_v that_o for_o a_o long_a time_n thou_o have_v keep_v a_o watch_n over_o thy_o heart_n that_o thou_o
have_v endeavour_v to_o walk_v humble_o and_o perfect_o before_o god_n that_o thou_o can_v not_o find_v any_o thing_n upon_o the_o most_o faithful_a search_n thou_o can_v make_v that_o may_v be_v the_o spring_n of_o this_o affliction_n yet_o be_v not_o thy_o labour_n lose_v the_o clearness_n of_o thy_o conscience_n will_v be_v thy_o support_n in_o thy_o affliction_n and_o make_v thy_o burden_n the_o easy_a but_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o know_v thy_o affliction_n have_v a_o voice_n still_o if_o it_o look_v not_o backward_o yet_o it_o look_v forward_o if_o it_o be_v not_o a_o medicine_n to_o cure_v thou_o yet_o it_o may_v be_v a_o antidote_n to_o preserve_v thou_o a_o cordial_a to_o strengthen_v thou_o it_o bid_v thou_o improve_v thy_o patience_n thy_o faith_n thy_o dependence_n upon_o god_n thy_o experience_n of_o his_o presence_n thy_o earnestness_n in_o prayer_n thy_o neglect_n of_o the_o world_n thy_o denial_n of_o thyself_o learn_v therefore_o before_o thou_o pour_v out_o thy_o sorrow_n upon_o any_o affliction_n to_o examine_v thy_o heart_n to_o search_v out_o the_o meaning_n of_o god_n in_o it_o it_o will_v regulate_v thy_o grief_n and_o instruct_v thy_o mind_n both_o how_o to_o bear_v it_o and_o how_o to_o use_v it_o 3._o beware_v thou_o put_v not_o on_o a_o resolution_n not_o to_o be_v grieve_v or_o trouble_v at_o all_o upon_o any_o occasion_n of_o grief_n the_o put_v on_o of_o such_o a_o stoical_a resolution_n be_v to_o arm_v a_o man_n self_n against_o god_n to_o harden_v the_o heart_n not_o to_o receive_v correction_n and_o as_o much_o as_o in_o a_o man_n be_v to_o disappoint_v the_o purpose_n of_o god_n he_o that_o put_v these_o passion_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n now_o send_v this_o messenger_n to_o stir_v up_o this_o passion_n though_o thereby_o he_o intend_v a_o far_a end_n and_o for_o a_o man_n to_o fence_v his_o soul_n against_o any_o object_n of_o sorrow_n so_o as_o not_o to_o be_v move_v thereby_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o find_v either_o a_o absolute_a ruin_n or_o that_o god_n will_v so_o plant_v his_o battery_n against_o that_o resolution_n that_o at_o length_n he_o will_v master_v he_o and_o melt_v his_o soul_n into_o a_o more_o pliable_a disposition_n 4._o when_o god_n send_v a_o occasion_n of_o sorrow_n entertain_v it_o with_o a_o affection_n answerable_a to_o the_o object_n both_o in_o kind_n and_o measure_n let_v thy_o grief_n be_v a_o humble_a grief_n not_o mingle_v with_o murmur_a or_o discontent_a if_o thou_o can_v imagine_v thou_o have_v not_o deserve_v it_o yet_o remember_v who_o it_o be_v that_o inflict_v it_o even_o he_o that_o be_v absolute_a lord_n of_o his_o creature_n and_o owe_v he_o not_o his_o be_v when_o thou_o go_v and_o tread_v upon_o a_o worm_n or_o a_o snail_n thou_o do_v a_o injury_n to_o thy_o fellow_n creature_n yet_o thou_o pass_v away_o and_o take_v no_o notice_n of_o it_o but_o thy_o creator_n can_v owe_v thou_o nothing_o take_v up_o that_o incomparable_a resolution_n and_o temper_n of_o mind_n with_o old_a eli_n 1_o sam._n 3.18_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n let_v he_o do_v what_o seem_v he_o good_a and_o this_o same_o consideration_n as_o it_o will_v teach_v thou_o to_o mingle_v humility_n with_o thy_o grief_n so_o it_o will_v teach_v thou_o patience_n and_o quietness_n in_o thy_o sorrow_n because_o the_o occasion_n come_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o a_o most_o just_a and_o wise_a and_o merciful_a god._n impatience_n under_o any_o affliction_n arise_v from_o the_o termination_n of_o the_o motion_n of_o our_o soul_n upon_o the_o immediate_a object_n he_o that_o know_v and_o fear_n and_o love_v his_o creator_n and_o see_v his_o hand_n dispense_n the_o affliction_n will_v learn_v patience_n and_o moderation_n though_o he_o can_v forget_v sorrow_n and_o grief_n under_o it_o 4._o let_v thy_o grief_n be_v moderate_a in_o extent_n measure_n and_o duration_n nothing_o but_o sin_n and_o the_o displeasure_n of_o god_n can_v deserve_v thy_o intense_v grief_n learn_v to_o put_v a_o true_a value_n upon_o thy_o loss_n and_o measure_v out_o sorrow_n answerable_a to_o it_o consider_v 1._o thy_o loss_n be_v not_o of_o thy_o chief_a good_a and_o therefore_o deserve_v not_o thy_o intense_v sorrow_n thy_o peace_n with_o thy_o creator_n thy_o everlasting_a hope_n as_o long_o as_o they_o be_v safe_a thou_o have_v enough_o leave_v to_o over-weigh_a the_o great_a loss_n thou_o can_v suffer_v what_o be_v light_a affliction_n and_o but_o for_o a_o moment_n when_o put_v in_o the_o balance_n with_o a_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n 2._o consider_v thy_o loss_n be_v not_o of_o thy_o own_o good._n can_v the_o almighty_a lend_v thou_o a_o blessing_n but_o thou_o must_v call_v it_o thou_o and_o deny_v the_o absolute_a lord_n of_o it_o the_o property_n of_o it_o it_o be_v his_o corn_n and_o his_o wine_n and_o his_o oil_n and_o all_o our_o blessing_n be_v he_o and_o as_o they_o be_v his_o so_o they_o be_v take_v away_o by_o he_o learn_v to_o make_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o lord_n the_o measure_n of_o thou_o and_o than_o though_o nature_n teach_v thou_o to_o grieve_v grace_n will_v teach_v thou_o not_o to_o exceed_v in_o thy_o grief_n chap._n xxiii_o of_o watchfulness_n over_o our_o will_n conscience_n and_o spirit_n and_o as_o thus_o thou_o must_v carry_v a_o watch_n over_o thy_o affection_n so_o learn_v to_o carry_v a_o watch_n over_o thy_o will_n 1._o learn_v to_o principle_n it_o aright_o the_o great_a lord_n that_o have_v put_v this_o power_n or_o faculty_n in_o the_o soul_n have_v therefore_o place_v it_o there_o that_o it_o shall_v have_v a_o conformity_n to_o his_o will_n and_o when_o thou_o cross_v his_o will_n it_o be_v thy_o sin_n and_o deformity_n and_o it_o will_v be_v thy_o misery_n learn_v therefore_o to_o make_v his_o will_n the_o rule_n of_o thou_o 1._o â—n_n what_o thou_o do_v and_o herein_o god_n have_v not_o leave_v thou_o without_o a_o line_n to_o guide_v thou_o he_o have_v show_v thou_o o_o man_n what_o to_o do_v and_o what_o do_v the_o lord_n require_v at_o thy_o hand_n etc._n etc._n he_o have_v give_v thou_o a_o rule_n or_o law_n which_o be_v to_o be_v the_o guide_n of_o thy_o obedience_n 1._o the_o rule_n of_o his_o write_a word_n traduce_v unto_o thou_o by_o a_o wonder_n of_o mercy_n and_o providence_n a_o word_n that_o be_v nigh_o unto_o thou_o deut._n 30.14_o a_o light_n that_o shine_v in_o a_o dark_a place_n 2._o the_o rule_n secret_o convey_v into_o thy_o conscience_n by_o the_o power_n and_o wisdom_n of_o god_n rom._n 2.15_o a_o law_n write_v in_o thy_o heart_n and_o conscience_n 3._o the_o rule_n manifest_v in_o the_o dispensation_n of_o divine_a providence_n assert_v and_o confirm_v the_o two_o former_a if_o exact_o observe_v in_o the_o measure_n out_o of_o reward_n and_o punishment_n 2._o in_o what_o thou_o suffer_v the_o great_a lord_n be_v absolute_a lord_n over_o all_o his_o creature_n and_o can_v owe_v they_o nothing_o but_o what_o he_o please_v only_o to_o confirm_v our_o faith_n and_o encourage_v our_o obedience_n he_o have_v be_v please_v to_o give_v a_o covenant_n that_o he_o will_v be_v our_o god_n if_o we_o remain_v his_o people_n yet_o in_o the_o dispensation_n of_o outward_a thing_n he_o have_v not_o absolute_o bind_v himself_o though_o such_o be_v his_o goodness_n that_o even_o in_o those_o he_o observe_v a_o measure_n of_o justice_n which_o he_o do_v not_o owe_v we_o learn_v therefore_o to_o make_v the_o will_n of_o thy_o maker_n in_o all_o thing_n the_o measure_n of_o thou_o 2._o observe_v it_o in_o the_o first_o motion_n of_o it_o while_o they_o be_v green_a and_o flexible_a and_o before_o they_o be_v harden_v into_o resolution_n and_o so_o grow_v masterless_a bring_v they_o to_o their_o rule_n and_o examine_v they_o by_o it_o and_o according_o entertain_v or_o reject_v they_o clog_v they_o with_o deliberation_n and_o by_o that_o mean_v thou_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o take_v off_o the_o violence_n and_o eagerness_n of_o they_o and_o likewise_o the_o error_n of_o 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chastisement_n be_v be_v if_o immanent_a or_o if_o transient_a and_o past_a be_v sweeten_v with_o a_o sense_n of_o god_n reconciliation_n 2._o if_o it_o be_v a_o trial_n that_o carry_v with_o it_o his_o message_n for_o if_o upon_o a_o impartial_a inquiry_n a_o man_n can_v find_v any_o eminent_a sin_n unrepented_a of_o yet_o it_o please_v god_n to_o lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o he_o yet_o it_o bring_v these_o lesson_n with_o it_o 1._o to_o acknowledge_v the_o justice_n of_o god_n for_o all_o this_o it_o be_v somewhat_o strange_a that_o job_n can_v so_o much_o justify_v himself_o against_o his_o suffering_n and_o yet_o be_v make_v to_o possess_v the_o sin_n of_o his_o youth_n those_o little_a sin_n which_o be_v pass_v twenty_o or_o thirty_o year_n since_o and_o have_v all_o the_o extenuation_n of_o the_o infirmity_n of_o nature_n have_v malignity_n enough_o in_o they_o to_o deserve_v those_o suffering_n that_o thou_o now_o be_v under_o and_o it_o be_v the_o patience_n of_o god_n towards_o thou_o that_o they_o be_v thus_o long_o before_o they_o bear_v their_o fruit_n when_o thou_o be_v in_o a_o better_a condition_n to_o make_v use_n of_o the_o punishment_n than_o thou_o be_v short_o after_o their_o commission_n and_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o repentance_n even_o for_o those_o long_a past_a transgression_n be_v not_o particular_a or_o deep_a enough_o and_o it_o be_v no_o loss_n of_o time_n or_o labour_n to_o thou_o to_o mourn_v again_o over_o thy_o stale_a transgression_n but_o howsoever_o let_v it_o be_v thy_o care_n to_o search_v thyself_o it_o will_v make_v thou_o better_o acquaint_v with_o thyself_o if_o thou_o find_v a_o sin_n not_o deep_o enough_o sorrow_v for_o thy_o affliction_n have_v deserve_v well_o at_o thy_o hand_n and_o if_o thou_o find_v it_o not_o yet_o thy_o affliction_n be_v well_o recompense_v by_o give_v thou_o a_o opportunity_n to_o discover_v that_o to_o thyself_o which_o content_v thy_o conscience_n more_o valuable_o than_o thy_o affliction_n have_v do_v thou_o prejudice_n 2._o to_o acknowledge_v the_o sovereignty_n of_o god_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o his_o will_n with_o a_o obedient_a patience_n 1_o sam._n 3.18_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n let_v he_o do_v what_o seem_v he_o good_a psal_n 39.9_o i_o be_v dumb_a and_o open_v not_o my_o mouth_n because_o thou_o do_v it_o jer._n 18.6_o behold_v as_o the_o clay_n be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o potter_n so_o be_v you_o in_o my_o hand_n though_o thou_o can_v not_o see_v a_o cause_n for_o thy_o affliction_n that_o may_v signal_o deserve_v it_o nor_o can_v see_v a_o end_n in_o it_o yet_o thou_o can_v not_o choose_v but_o find_v a_o use_n of_o it_o to_o teach_v thou_o with_o wisdom_n to_o acknowledge_v and_o with_o patience_n to_o submit_v unto_o the_o most_o just_o unlimited_a power_n and_o authority_n of_o the_o almighty_a god_n over_o the_o work_n of_o his_o own_o hand_n and_o to_o put_v thy_o mouth_n in_o the_o dust_n and_o to_o wait_v for_o he_o and_o upon_o he_o jam._n 3.28_o 29._o 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