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i_o can_v that_o i_o may_v not_o too_o far_o transcend_v the_o bound_n of_o a_o epistle_n the_o ensue_a narrative_n present_v you_o with_o a_o worthy_a example_n of_o a_o dear_a decease_a virgin-saint_n once_o a_o member_n of_o your_o fellowship_n now_o translate_v into_o the_o celestia-chore_n early_o live_v and_o timely_a die_a iâ—_n the_o lord_n and_o to_o the_o lord_n not_o permitteâ—_n by_o he_o to_o have_v other_o husband_n than_o himself_o in_o great_a mercy_n doubtless_o to_o herself_o whilst_o other_o seek_v she_o he_o senâ—_n for_o she_o and_o unexpected_o but_o not_o unprepared_o take_v she_o from_o all_o her_o relation_n and_o lover_n to_o marry_v she_o in_o glory_n who_o hâ—_n have_v espouse_v in_o grace_n who_o piety_n prudence_n gravity_n modesty_n with_o other_o gifâ—â—_n and_o ornament_n natural_a and_o supernatural_a be_v illustrious_a in_o she_o above_o most_o of_o her_o age_n and_o sex_n but_o i_o will_v detain_v you_o no_o long_o from_o the_o natratives_n 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god_n who_o name_n and_o incommunicable_a title_n be_v the_o god_n hear_v prayer_n and_o therefore_o to_o he_o shall_v the_o desire_n of_o all_o flesh_n come_v and_o if_o all_o to_o he_o than_o none_o to_o saint_n yet_o with_o the_o honour_n of_o benediction_n and_o imitation_n of_o their_o virtue_n and_o grace_n they_o they_o only_o be_v the_o most_o magnificent_a illustrious_a noble_a excellent_a one_o in_o the_o world_n psal_n 16.3_o they_o be_v more_o noble_a than_o other_o act_v 17.11_o they_o be_v king_n and_o priest_n rev._n 1.6_o they_o be_v more_o excellent_a than_o their_o neighbour_n prov._n 12.26_o more_o excellent_a in_o regard_n of_o their_o descent_n and_o stock_n as_o have_v god_n for_o their_o father_n in_o regard_n of_o their_o inheritance_n heir_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n 1_o cor._n 3.20_o 21._o in_o regard_n of_o their_o food_n they_o be_v feed_v with_o heavenly_a manna_n they_o eat_v angel_n food_n eat_v the_o flesh_n and_o drink_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o in_o regard_n of_o their_o clothing_n their_o clothing_n be_v of_o embroider_v gold_n psal_n 45.13_o they_o have_v put_v on_o the_o wedding-garment_n the_o garment_n of_o salvation_n the_o white_a robe_n of_o christ_n righteousness_n the_o white_a linen_n yea_o christ_n himself_o whereas_o the_o unjust_a be_v man_n of_o no_o name_n vile_a person_n though_o never_o so_o great_a dan._n 11.21_o to_o be_v contemn_v and_o despise_v psal_n 15.4_o they_o deserve_v not_o the_o name_n of_o man_n jerem._n 5.1_o they_o be_v not_o to_o be_v honour_v in_o some_o case_n so_o much_o as_o with_o a_o look_v or_o with_o a_o word_n or_o with_o a_o bow_n 2_o king_n 3_o 14._o luk._n 23.9_o esth_n 3.2_o but_o the_o godly_a be_v man_n of_o renown_n they_o want_v nothing_o that_o can_v make_v any_o true_o honourable_a and_o noble_a they_o be_v admit_v into_o the_o king_n of_o heaven_n service_n servant_n of_o the_o great_a king_n god_n attendant_n and_o courtier_n employ_v in_o
be_v describe_v among_o other_o qualification_n by_o this_o also_o that_o he_o be_v a_o man_n that_o honour_v they_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n psal_n 15.4_o they_o honour_v they_o while_o live_v and_o when_o dead_a by_o a_o honourable_a interment_n and_o after_o death_n by_o honourable_a thought_n of_o they_o by_o honourable_a speech_n in_o the_o mention_n of_o they_o and_o by_o the_o imitation_n of_o their_o virtue_n and_o grace_n and_o thus_o the_o memory_n of_o the_o just_a be_v bless_v prov._n 10.7_o when_o person_n in_o after-age_n shall_v remember_v they_o and_o the_o thing_n memorable_a in_o they_o they_o shall_v bless_v they_o and_o high_o esteem_v they_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v so_o much_o as_o mention_v or_o spokeâ—_n without_o praise_n or_o benediction_n this_o be_v honour_n to_o their_o memory_n the_o end_n therefore_o of_o the_o follow_a narrative_n of_o the_o holy_a life_n of_o mary_n wilson_n next_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n the_o edification_n of_o the_o church_n 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that_o though_o be_v dead_a she_o â—ight_a yet_o speak_v she_o real_o deserve_v both_o glory_n raise_v and_o honour_n glory_n that_o she_o be_v account_v virtuous_a and_o gracious_a praise_v a_o honourable_a â—ention_n of_o she_o for_o her_o virtue_n and_o honour_n viz._n a_o testification_n of_o the_o former_a good_a opinion_n by_o some_o outward_a sign_n as_o commendation_n erect_v of_o statue_n or_o pillar_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v say_v of_o abâ—lom_n that_o in_o his_o life-time_n he_o have_v take_v and_o rear_a â—p_n for_o himself_o a_o pillar_n and_o call_v it_o after_o his_o own_o â—ame_n because_o he_o have_v no_o son_n to_o keep_v his_o name_n in_o remembrance_n 2_o sam._n 18.18_o yet_o that_o remembrance_n of_o he_o as_o job_n say_v prove_v like_o ash_n the_o â—ollowing_v narrative_n will_v be_v a_o far_o better_a monument_n to_o preserve_v the_o memory_n of_o her_o name_n and_o â—he_v name_n of_o her_o parent_n it_o have_v ever_o be_v the_o custom_n of_o the_o church_n 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