And the suffering of Christ without the Gate was not without some Allusion to the placing of this Altar without the Tabernacle Vide Heb. 13.12 And as the situation of the Altar so the Sacrifice upon this Altar not without a Mystery for besides those many Sacrifices which were diversified according to the several natures of the Occasion here was one Sacrifice appropriate to this Altar the continual Burnt-Offering a Lamb of the first year in the Morning a Lamb of the first year at Even Exod. 29.38 Numb 28.3 And the Spirit of Truth takes up this description of Christ more frequently than any John 1.29 Behold the Lamb of God that taketh away the sins of the world 1 Pet. 1.19 Redeemed with the precious blood of Christ as of a Lamb without blemish or spot Revel 5.6 The Lamb that was slain c. Revel 13.8 The Lamb slain from the foundation of the world And between this Altar and the Sanctuary stood the Laver of Brass not only typifying the Sacramental Initiation by Baptism but that Purity and Cleansing that is required of all those that partake of this Altar before they enter into the Sanctuary John 3.5 Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit he cannot enter into the kingdom of God As the Blood of Christ cleanseth from the Guilt of our Sin so it cleanseth us from the Power of our Sin before we are to expect an admission into the Sanctuary It was as well Water to cleanse as Bloud to expiate 6. The typifying of Christ in the Priesthood of Aaron and his Successors High Priests Divers of the Ceremonies especially in the Consecration of them were meerly relative to their natural pollutions and the cleansing of them Heb. 7 27. Offering Sacrifices first for their own Sins such was the Sin-offering Levit. 9.7 Levit. 8. â—4 Others in reference to their service and designation thereunto and exercise thereof as their washing with Water Levit. 8.6 Their anointing with the holy Oyl Ibid. Verse 12. The Ram of Consecration Ibid. Verse 22. Their residence at the door of the Tabernacle seven days Ibid. Verse 33. And some parts of his Garments But there were some things that in a special manner were typical of Christ 1. The Breast-plate of Aaron bearing the Names of the Children of Israel called the Breast-plate of Judgement Exod. 28.29 And Aaron shall bear the Names of the Children of Israel in the Breast-plate of Judgment when he goeth into the holy place for a memorial before the Lord continually importing not only the nearness of the Church and redeemed of Christ unto him but also his continual presenting of their Names their Persons in his Righteousness before his Father 2. The Plate of Gold upon the Mitre engraven with Holiness to the Lord Exod. 28.38 And it shall be upon Aaron's forehead that Aaron may bear the iniquity of their holy things that they may be accepted before the Lord. As our Persons are accepted by God in the Righteousness of Christ presented for them to his Father so our Services are accepted in the strength of the same Mediation Christ presenting our Prayers and Services to his Father discharged of those Sins and Defects with which they are mingled as they come from us 3. His Solemn Atonement when he entred into the Holy of Holies Levit. 16. Wherein we shall observe 1. A most special Reconsecration almost of all the things incident to that Service before it was performed the Priest was to make an Atonement for himself by the Blood of the Bullock Verse 11. and for the Altar Verse 18. which signifie that Purification of the Humane Nature of Christ from all Sin Original and Actual from all Sin even in his Conception that so he might be a fit High Priest Heb. 7.26 For such a high priest became us who is Holy Harmless Vndefiled Separate from Sinners and made higher than the Heavens The difference was this Aaron notwithstanding his first Consecration to his Office needed a new Atonement when he entred into the Holy of Holies and exercised that high Type of Christ's Ascension and Intercession But Christ being once Consecrate needed no new Consecration Heb. 7.28 For the Law maketh men High Priests which have infirmities but the Word of the Oath which was since the Law maketh the Son who is Consecrated for evermore 2. This was to be done but once in the year Some services had frequent iterations but those special Services that were but once in the Year were Types of those things that were to be done but once though remembred yearly such was the killing of the Passover Christ by one Offering hath perfected them that are sanctified Heb. 10.14 3. This great Atonement not made but by Blood Heb. 9.7 The high Priest entred not without Blood Livit. 26. And this Atonement was to be made upon the Horns of the Altar Levit. 16.18 viz. The Golden Altar of Incense Exod. 30.10 Hence Christ called the Blood of sprinkling Hebr. 12.24 The Offering that was to be used in this solemn Atonement for so much as concerned the Sins of the People were two Goats which were to be presented before the Lord at the door of the Tabernacle Levit. 16.7 And Lots to be cast one for the Lord the other for the Scape-Goat the former was to be the Sin-offering for the People and his Blood to be brought within the Veil Verse 23. And the other was to bear the Iniquity of the Children of Israel but to be sent into the Wilderness Ibid. Vers 21. Although in the Sacrifice of Christ his Body only died and his Soul escaped yet both were but one Sacrifice he did bear our sins in both his Soul was heavy unto death as well as his Body crucified and as God had prepared him a Body in order to this Sacrifice Heb. 10.5 So he made his Soul an Offering for Sin Isa 53.10 4. As after all this the Priest entred into the most Holy and presented this Blood of Reconciliation before the Mercy Seat and no Man was to be in the Tabernacle when he goeth in Levit. 16.17 So Christ having trodden alone the Wine press of his Father's Wrath Isaiah 63.3 Is entred into the Holy Place not made with Hands now to appear in the presence of God for us Hebr. 9.24 And as the People did representatively by their Mediatour Aaron pass into the Holiest so our High Priest hath consecrated for us Access into the Holiest by a new and living way through the Veil of his Flesh Hebr. 10.20 Who as he is our Advocate with the Father John 2.1 To bear our Names before him as the High Priest did the Names of Israel to present his own Blood before the Father of Mercy as the High Priest did the Blood of the Sin-Offering before the Mercy Seat to bear the Iniquity of our holy things as the High Priest did upon his Forehead so likewise to present our Prayers to the Father Ephes 2.18 Through him we have access
and Moral And we may observe that even in this fundamental Truth That there is a God where these and the like Instructions are wanting Men that are naturally endued with the same Faculties of Reason and Understanding with us have not or not so clearly this Principle as among Atheists and Pagans 2. This Book sheweth us clearly the Essence Nature and Attributes of God as far forth as is comprehensible by our humane Understanding Many of these are by the help of natural Reason and Discourse legible in the things that are seen so far forth as to leave our Ignorance thereof unexcusable Rom. 1.20 yet as in the former so much more in this our Reason is helped and strengthened in our speedy discovery and firmer assent thereunto as likewise appears by the many Errors of Men of the same Faculties with us even concerning these Principles Herein we learn his Vnity Deut. 6.4 The Lord our â—â—d is one Lord. His Self-sufficiency and Subsistence of himself Exod. 3.14 I am that I am His Immâ—sity â— Kings 8.27 Behold the Heaven and the Heaven of Heavens cannot contain thee His Vbiquity Deut. 4.39 The Lord he is God in Heaven above and upon Earth beneath Psal 13.9 Whither shall I go from thy Spirit or fly from thy presence Jer. 23.24 Can any hide himself that I shall not see him Do not I fill Heaven and Earth His Eternity Psal 90.2 Before the Mountains were brought forth or ever thou hadst formed the Earth and the World even from everlasting to everlasting thou art God. His Omniscience and intellectual Nature Psal 94.10 11. The Lord knoweth the thoughts of Man that they are vanity Prov. 15.11 Hell and destruction are before the Lord how much more the Hearts of the Children of Men His Omnipotence Gen. 17.1 I am the Almighty God. Psal 145.3 His Greatness is unsearchable His Wisdom Jer. 10.12 He hath established the World by his Wisdom and hath stretched out the Heavens by his Discretion Psal 147.5 His Vnderstanding is infinite His Will the only motive of all his actions Prov. 16.14 The Lord hath made all things for himself Exod. 33.19 And will be gracious to whom I will be gracious and will shew mercy to whom I will shew mercy Isa 43.25 I am he that blotted out thy transgressions for my own sake Himself the End of all de doth Prov. 16.4 The Lord hath made all things for himself Irresistibility Prov. 21.30 There is no Wisdom nor Vnderstanding nor Counsel against the Lord. Invisible Exod. 33.19 No Man can see my face and live Immutability Matth. 3.6 I am the Lord I change not Psal 102.6 Thou art the same and thy years have no end Isa 40.28 Hast thou not known hast thou not heard that the everlasting God the Lord the Creator of the ends of the Earth fainteth not neither is weary there is no searching of his Vnderstanding It is true in these and the like Expressions or Attributions unto the Divine Nature we are nevertheless to observe 1. That it is impossible for any thing below God himself fully and clearly to understand the Nature or Essence of God because he is actually Infinite and nothing besides himself hath or can have an Act of his Intellect spacious enough to comprehend what is actually Infinite Hand Arm Goings Ways wherein nevertheless the Scripture whiles it useth these Expressions to help our Understanding and excite our Affections it nevertheless provides Cautions to avoid grossness and mistakes that so it may appear that they are only helps to us not derogations to the incomprehensible Purity Perfection and Majesty of God and for that very reason not any one thing so much fenced out by it as Image-making and Worshiping 3. By this Book we are taught the manner of his Subsistence in three Persons the Father the Word and the Spirit and that these three are one The Plurality of Persons in one Essence is a Mystery that is not attainable by all the Reason in the World and is but obscurely hinted in the Old Testament Gen. 1.26 c. and therefore it seems not understood by the Jews but in the New Testament more plainly related the diversity of Persons of the Father and Son in one Essence John 14.9 John 17.5 22. The Spirit All three together Matth. 28.19 1 John 5.7 The Manner of the Subsistence in Unity of Essence and Trinity of Persons is of that transcendent and incomprehensible Nature that as it could never be discovered without an immediate revelation from God himself so being discovered it is scarce conceptible by us The Disputes concerning it farther than it is there revealed are groundless and dangerous for it is utterly impossible that the Notion of Personality or Subsistence as we take it up from these inferiour Beings can fit that which is the highest and most arcane Mystery of the infinite Being and consequently those Disputes which are built upon those disproportionable Notions are not without a necessity of erring CHAP. II. Of the Acts and Works of God and 1. Of his Eternal Counsel 4. THE next great Point that we learn in this Book is concerning the Acts or Works of God 1. His Eternal Counsel 2. The Execution of that Counsel 1. Creation 2. Providence 1. General Concerning all things 2. Special Concerning Man. 1. Concerning the Eternal Counsel of God whereby he did predetermine all things that should be from all Eternity This as it evidently appears in all the Prophecies of the Old Testament which were fulfilled in their times so by divers Affirmations even of God himself by his Spirit The Creation Prov. 8.27 When he prepared the Heavens 29. When he appointed the Foundations of the Earth Job 38.4 When I laid the Foundations of the Earth 10. and brake up for it my decreed place The Redemption of Man by Christ 1 Pet. 1.20 Who was foreordained before the Foundation of the World. Acts 2.23 Him by the determinate Counsel and foreknowledge of God ye have taken c. Election of his Church and People Rom. 9.11 The Purpose of God according to Election The Successes of Nations and Kingdoms Isa 14.26 27. This is the Purpose that is purposed upon the whole Earth c. For the Lord hath purposed and who shall disanul it Dan. 4.35 The Extorted Confession of Nebuchadnezzar The particular and voluntary motions of Men Isa 10.5 O Assyrian the Rod of mine Anger c. yet he thinketh not so Jer. 10.23 The way of Man is not in himself Prov. 20.24 Man's goings are of the Lord. Prov. 21.30 There is no Wisdom nor Counsel against the Lord. The most contingent and inconsiderable Events that are the casting of a Lot Prov. 16.33 The falling of a Sparrow Matth. 10.29 Now touching the Counsel of the Almighty we are to distinguish between the act of Counsel and the act of Knowledge the first is properly an act of his Will predetermining what shall be the latter an act of his infinite understanding which foresees what shall be
in his Friend scorn and oppression from his Superiour supplanting from his Equal envy and mischief from his Inferiour falsness and temptation from the Wife of his Bosom rebellion from his Children vanity and disappointment in his Purposes Diseases Distempers and infections in his Body madness and blindness in his Understanding perverseness in his Will tumult and confusion in his Affections guilt and preapprehensions of terrour in his Conscience Death and dissolution of Body and Soul and Judgment Vengeance Hell and yet Eternity after all this Then let Man know that in all this and that which is all this and more than this the Aversion of the Favour and Light of the Countenance of God he eats but the Fruit of his own ways and thou O God art just when thou thus judgest and whatsoever is better than the worst of all this to any of the Children of men is meer Mercy and more than their due But if now in the midst of Judgment God remembers Mercy and Mankind being now condemned and concluded under sin if the merciful God that at first gave Being and Blessing shall after we had spent that Patrimony and lost our selves provide for our Restitution that when we of Free-Men had made our selves Slaves and Vessels of Wrath shall provide a Means for our Deliverance This engageth us to a higher degree both of Admiration and Duty than even our first Creation did This then is the next thing considerable viz. The means and way of Man's Restitution CHAP. V. Of the Restitution of Man by Christ ALL Mankind lay by the Fall under Guilt which is an Obligation to Punishment both of loss of Happiness and everlasting subjection both to temporal and eternal Curse And this estate of Man and his Posterity even to the end of the World was present in the infallible Foresight of God from all Eternity In that consideration he had a Kingdom but over Rebels and Traitors and had everlasting cause of the execution of his Justice and the Power of his Wrath but nothing to deserve or draw out his Mercy among all the Sons of Men who were all present and stood up together in his Eternal Foresight Thus Man had as far forth as was in him disappointed the End of God in his Creation insomuch that in the outward dispensation of God's Providence it seemed that he repented that he had made Man on the Earth Gen. 6.6 But though Man as much as in him lay had made himself an useless Creature and interrupted the possibility of attaining an End answerable to his Being yet God's Counsel was not disappointed But the great Lord of his own free Goodness did in his Eternal Counsel fore-appoint some of lost Men to Remission of their Sin and eternal Happiness in Christ by such Means as he had before ordained to be effectual for that purpose And this is the great Discovery of the Scripture and contains that great Business which Man hath to do in this World because it is that which concerns his great and everlasting End without which his very Being is not only unprofitable but miserable and now comes to be consider'd This then is the sum of all That Almighty God out of his own Free-will and Goodness did in his Eternal Counsel fore appoint some of lost Mankind to Remission of sin and guilt and Reconciliation and Eternal Happiness in Christ by such Means as he had before ordained in the same Counsel to be effectual for that purpose In this description we have these Particulars to be sifted and we have done our Business 1. What the Motive of this Purpose God's meer good Will 2. What the Object of it some of Mankind 3. What the End of this Counsel Remission of sin and Restoration to Happiness 4. What the Hand or immediate Instrument of effecting it Christ 5. What those subordinate Means of attaining it 6. What the Consequents of it 1. Touching the Motive nothing at all meritorious in Man but only the good will of God thus to select some out of the lost multitude of Men to be Vessels of Mercy And this is that which is so often inculcated in the Book of God in all the successions of it Exod. 33.19 I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious and will shew mercy to whom I will shew mercy So Deut. 9.5 Moses's sad Admonition to the Jews who in all things were typical Vnderstand therefore that the Lord thy God giveth thee not this good land for thy righteousness for thou art a stiff-necked people Ezek. 16.6 When I passed by thee and saw thee polluted in thy own blood I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood Live yea I said unto thee when thou wast in thy blood Live. Isaiah 43.25 I even I am he that blotteth out thy transgressions for mine own sake and will not remember thy sins Luke 10.21 And hast revealed them to babes even so Father for so it seemed good in thy sight Ephes 2.3 When we were by nature children of wrath even as others But God who is rich in mercy for his great love wherewith he hath loved us even when we were dead in sins hath quickned us together with Christ by grace are ye saved 2 Tim. 1.10 Who hath saved us and called us with an holy calling not according to our works but according to his own purpose and grace which was given us in Christ before the world began but now made manifest by the appearing of Christ 1 John 4.10 Here is love not that we loved God but that he loved us Ibid. 19. We love him because he loved us first Rom. 5.8 God commendeth his love towards us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us And indeed it is impossible it should be otherwise for the Scripture hath concluded all under sin Galat. 3.22 And we have shewed before an utter impossibility in Man to extricate himself The fore-appointing therefore of any to Eternal Life could not be from any Cause in the Creature meritoriously moving God to this Mercy The Freedom and Liberality of this Purpose of God. 1. In respect of the Elect to take away all matter of boasting Ephes 2.8 To keep them humble and to keep them thankful that God may be all in all It pleaseth the great God to order the Execution of his Counsels touching Man that they are brought about as with a powerful and irrisistible Hand so they are brought about by such means as is naturally suitable to the nature of Man Rationally and Freely Psal 110. Thy people shall be willing in the day of thy Power Now there cannot be a more engaging Argument to Humility and Thankfulness than the consideration of this Free Goodness of God that when I had thrown away my Happiness lay in the common lump of condemned Men God should freely single me out among thousands that he passed by and make me a Vessel of Mercy And this doth most sweetly and effectually win upon the Heart So
a guilty and condemning Conscience when I look behind me I see the avenger of blood pursuing me and ready to overtake me when I look before me I see nothing but a Hell to receive me in my flight when I look upward I behold an offended and angry God aâ—med with Power and Justice to condemn me 〈◊〉 is true he is a Merciful and Bountiful God but that aggravates my Misery What Comfort can the thought of a neglected an abused Mercy add unto 〈◊〉 so that now as my Misery is intolerable so it is inextricable as I cannot help my self so I can see nothing without me but storms but trouble and darkness and dimness and anguish Isa 8.22 and a guilt within me still telling me worse is to come and to prevent my despair I turn me to the Creatures to Friends to Pleasures but alas they have no more taste in them than the white of an Egg like Drink in a Fever they increase my Torment In the midst of all this tempest of the Soul the Love of God like the Dove to the drowning Ark le ts fall an Olive Branch a 〈◊〉 a Message and Promise of Life and Deliveâ—â—â—â— an invitation to Peace and Salvation Let any 〈◊〉 judge now whether a Soul sensible of his own Condition will not greedily and even before it hath leisure to contemplate the Mercy lay hold upon it rest upon it get unto it so that the condition of the Soul and the sense of it doth even drive the Heart in the first act of its Illumination to coming unto Christ and resting upon him And then the Soul hath more opportunity to discover and contemplate and value the Goodness of God whereby the Love of the Soul to God is more and more excited and increased And thus we see how the Believer is united unto Christ not corporeally nor yet substantially yet really and spiritually these motions of the Soul being met and entertained with Objects suitable to their utmost latitude Our motion unto him by Faith and Adherence finds not only an invitation before it come Matth. 11.28 Come unto me all ye that labour and are heavy ladâ—n and I will give you rest But a rest when it doth come Our motion unto him by our Love finds an entertainment with Fruition John 14.23 If a man love we he will keep my words and my Father will love him and we will come unto him and make our abode with him Our Hope entertained with Assurance and the Prepossession of our Expectation John 14.2 I go to prepare a place for you 1 Pet. 1.4 An inheritance incorruptible and undefiled reserved in Heaven In the creation of Man as likewise of Angels God placed in them Powers suceptive and able to receive a great measure of his Truth Glory and Goodness And when he had furnished them with Vessels as I may say of this Capacity he filled them with his Light and Goodness And herein consisted that great Union between God and his Creature and consequently his great Happiness And in Man's Restitution the same course is taken to make him happy again Here is the difference and our accession of Happiness that this Mercy 〈◊〉 put into our own hands but into the hands of our Mediator for our use For as in him dwells the fulness of God so every true Believer dwells in him and makes up that Body which is the fulness of him that filleth all in all Ephes 1.23 And is thereby filled with the Fulness of God Ephes 3.19 CHAP. XII The Effects of our Vnion with Christ NOW we come to consider the Effects of this our Vnion with Christ more distinctly 1. Remission of Sins Ephes 1.7 Colos 1.14 In whom we have redemption through his blood even the forgiveness of sins For by virtue of our Union with him the Father looks upon us as having made that Satisfaction for Sin which in truth his Son made 2. Justification For as by virtue of our Union with him his Satisfaction is ours so is his Righteousness And hence that Righteousness by which we are made righteous in the sight of God is called the Righteousness of God 2 Cor. 5.21 That we might be made the Righteousness of God in him Phil. 3.9 That I may be found in him not having mine own righteousness which is of the Law but that which is through the Faith of Christ the Righteousness which is of God by Faith And therefore Jer. 23.6.33.16 he is called The Lord our Righteousness And indeed without this though it were possible that we could have our sins forgiven yet without this Righteousness we could not actually attain Happiness Christ therefore must present us Holy as well as unblameable Colos 1.22 So then being one with him as our sins by imputation were his and his Satisfaction ours so was also his Righteousness 3. Peace and Reconciliation with God For as God from Heaven proclaimed himself well pleased in his Son so if we are one with him he is consequently well pleased with us And this Conclusion follows naturally from our Justification in the sight of God The controversie between God and his Creature was Sin and when Christ took up that Controversie there must needs follow peace Rom. 5.1 Being justified by Faith we have Peace with God through Christ Colos 1.20 Having made Peace through the blood of his Cross Eph. 2.14 For he is our Peace And the consequent of this Peace with God is Peace with the Creature who when Man became Rebel to God became Rebel to Man unuseful vain full of vexation but by our Peace restored with our God our Peace with the Creature is part of our Portion Godliness having the Promise of this Life as well as that to come 1 Tim. 4.8 Matt. 6.33 and peace with our own Consciences Conscience was God's Vicegerent in Man and when her Lord is angry the Conscience will chide It is a Glass wherein a Man may by reflection see the face of Heaven and of his own Soul. But when once the Heart is sprinkled from an evil Conscience by the Blood of Christ Heb. 10.2.22 the Conscience is quiet for Heaven is quiet As Peace was the Proclamation of an Angel at the Birth of Christ Luke 2.14 so Peace was the Legacy of Christ when he was leaving the World John 14.27 My Peace I leave with you And the Fruit of this Peace must needs be Joy When a Man upon sound grounds doth find that his Peace is made with Heaven there cannot chuse but be a Joy answerable to the sense of so beneficial a Peace Therefore Rom. 14.17 The Kingdom of God is Righteousness and Peace and Joy in the Holy Ghost Rom. 15.13 The God of Hope fill you with all Joy and Peace in believing Where there is Faith there will be Peace and where Peace Joy and therefore when Christ had finished the work of our Redemption that Spirit which he sent into the World is called the Comforter John 15.26 4. The Spirit of Christ and that
not the Gift 2 Tim. 6.17 that though he give the possession of what we desire he can deny the fruition of what we possess Eccles 2.24 That a Man should enjoy good in his Labour is the gift of God Eccles 4.19 He can grant us Quails but with it can send leanness into the Soul Psal 106.15 and can increase the Wealth to the Owners hurt Eccles 5.13 That it is not the Bread I eat but the Word the Commission of God to his Creature that maintains my Life Matth. 2.4 He can make holes in our Bags and blow upon our Labours Hab. 1.6 9. That he will withhold no good thing from them that fear him Psal 84.11 Psal 35.10 Though Men of low degree are Vanity yet Men of high degree are a Lie and therefore though Riches increase yet he hath commanded me not to set my Heart upon them Psal 62.9 10. These and the like Considerations deeply digested will make a Man to carry a loose affection and pursuit of Riches or Honour and put the Soul upon such Resolutions and Contemplations as these O Lord thou hast brought me into this World wherein is great variety of all things and I see the men of this World hunting and pursuing after Wealth and Honour and Power and making it the business of their Lives and in this their pursuit often disappointments and if successful yet full of anxiety and if they attain any measure of what they pursue yet are still unsatisfied in what they have attained and yet consider not that there is a Lie in their right hand and what Profit hath he that laboureth for the Wind A Wind that may swell and torment but not satisfie the Soul And it is evident that oftentimes though thy Providence succeed their Desires and Ambitions so that they seem to have rolled up their Stone almost to the top of their Wishes yet the encounter of it may be a small and seemingly inconsiderable Circumstance tumbles all down again if not to their ruine yet to their vexation and disappointment And thus we walk in a vain shadow and disquiet our selves in vain and spend that stock of Time and Life and Strength and Opportunity in unprofitable unsatisfactory Labour till the Night overtakes us and then whose shall all these things be Luke 12.20 Blessed be thy Name that in the midst of all this variety those many things about which we are careful and troubled yet thou hast shewed us that there is one thing needful Luke 1â— 42 and hast shewed us what it is and how to attain it and this shall be the greatest Business of any because of greatest Consequence to work out my Salvation with fear and trembling Phil. 2.12 To give all diligence to make my Calling and Election sure 2 Pet. 1.10 That when the terrible Cry of Death and Judgment shall come I may have Oyl in my Lamp before the Door be shut and may be able to give my Lord an account of my Stock with Comfort and Joy. It is true the condition of my Nature stands in need of outward supplies for my defence and preservation and the wise Dispensation of thy Providence as it hath fitted this our Habitation on Earth with things useful for our Pilgrimage so it hath made Industry and Diligence the way to attain them he that will not labour let him not eat and the same Wise and Bountiful Hand hath not only furnished our way with supplies for our necessity but with provisions for our delight I will therefore diligently go on in that course wherein thy Providence hath cast me for it is the â—avel thou hast given me to be exercised withall Eccles 3.10 But I will not make this the End the Business of my Life The one thing necessary shall be always in my Eye and that it may be continually my Work I will endeavour to improve even my worldly Imployment into a spiritual by doing it in Obedience to the Command of God and that Order which he hath set in the World by walking conscionably in it as in the presence of God by casting my Care upon him nothing solicitous concerning the success but leaving it to him that governs all things by observing the passages of his Wisdom Mercy and Power in the passages and Successes of it by recumbence and resting upon his Promise for a subsistence Psal 37.3 Verily thou shalt be fed by my Patience and Contentedness with whatsoever Condition he shall cast me into and a chearful Resignation of my self into his hands who hath given me Christ and how shall he not with him give me all things else If he is pleased to straiten my Condition and make my Labours unsuccessful and feed me with Bread of Affliction and Water of Affliction yet if he afford me the Light of his Countenance the assurance of his Favour the pardon of my Sins the sound hope of Eternity blessed be his Name In the midst of my Exigences I shall learn with the Prophet Hab. 3.7 Although the fig-tree shall not blossom neither shall fruit be in the vines the labour of the olive shall fail and the field shall yield no meat c. yet I will rejoyce in the Lord I will joy in the God of my salvation I shall learn with Moses to esteem the reproach of Christ greater Riches than the Treasures of Egypt Heb. 11.26 I shall improve my Necessities and Exigences to take off my Soul from the over-greedy pursuit of these Inferiours to establish and settle my Heart in the hope of that eternal weight of Glory the Contemplation and Expectation whereof is able to swallow up the momentany Sufferings as well as Pleasures of this Life with Job 14.14 to wait till my change come to magnifie the Mercy and Bounty of my Lord who whiles my sins deserve the loss of all is pleased to continue unto me that which is best and makes my Wants not so much the Punishment as the Cure of my Sin and though he brings me into a Wilderness yet there he speaks comfortably to me I shall learn to make his Will the measure of mine own and whiles I remember that he is the absolute Lord of his own Creature that he manageth and ordereth all the Events and Concurrences in the World by a most Wise and most Righteous Providence that he feeds the young Ravens when they cry Creatures that need a liberal supply and yet have no means to procure it that he is pleased to reveal himself in his Word unto me in such terms as are most comprehensive of Power and Mercy I will learn to wait upon him patiently chearfully and dependingly If it be his Pleasure to enlarge his hand I shall thankfully receive it as a free addition if not yet I will not change my Wants my Necessities my Scorns accompanied with the Favour of God nor sell the least degree of the Light of his Countenance for all the Supplies of Glory and Abundance that Heaven and Earth can afford If I can but
Terrors by the least word of his Power 2. But if their Commission extend to thy very Life yet the Son of God hath taken away that sting that terror that is in Death hath by his own Death sanctified Death unto thee and made it a door unto a better Life so that Death though in it self terrible and bitter yet this Tree being himself cast into this bitter Water Exod. 15.25 hath sweetned them and as he hath taken away the Venome of it by destroying that Serpent that had the power of it Heb. 2.14 so he hath made it though not for it self yet in respect of him that stands on the other side of this Gulf with Immortality and Glory in his hand desirable Phil. 1.23 Having a desire to depart and to be with Christ which is far better It is true thou art pursued with an Army of Egyptians of Sins and of Miseries and when thou comest to the Shore thou seest a raging and a bloody Sea But remember thou hast an Angel even the Angel of the Covenant that hath gone before and yet goes with thee and turns this Sea into a Passage of Ease and Safety and though of either side the Waves may affright thy Sense they shall not hurt thee and remember that though thy Passage may be difficult and troublesome yet thou hast not as once the Israelites a Wilderness behind it but a Canaan Therefore in all Objects or Occurrences of Terror first look inward and see how the case stands between thy God and thy Conscience indeed if there remain a Guilt unwashed by the Blood of Christ a secret sin entertained and not repented of thou hast cause to fear because thy Lord is angry But if thou keep thy daily Watch upon thy Soul and thy Life if thou find the presence of thy Saviour in thy Soul and thy Heart though of it self a sinful Heart yet cleansed and delivered from the power of any evil way an honest Heart acted by the love of God in Christ thou mayest then look above them and having thine Eye fixed upon the Lord of Events walk quietly and untroubled through the midst of those dangers that do incompass thee It is true that in the great Concussions of the World God expects a suitable affection even from the most innocent Heart an affection of Reverence and awe of his Presence and working Jeremiah 10.7 Who would not fear thee O king of nations But the fear of an honest Heart is the fear of Reverence not of Consternation a Fear mingled with Love a Fear mingled with Faith and confidence a Fear mingled with Praise and Glorifying God a Fear terminated in the great Lord that works not in the Instrument not in the immediate Object of Terror a Fear mingled with Comfort not over-run with distraction When therefore thou meetest with Objects of Fear first learn to distinguish their kinds some there are that come as it were from the immediate hand of God such are Famine Pestilence Wars Fires Inundations Earthquakes and the like entertain them with Reverence to the great and Just and Powerful hand of God not slightly or saucily or presumptuously yet without consternation or distraction of Mind carry up thy Soul above the Objects to the Hand that guides them make him thy Dependance and his Will the measure of thine own under them use all warrantable means with Dependance upon his Power and Submission to his Will to avoid them The wise Man seeth the Plague and hideth himself Prov. 22.3 Prov. 27.12 If thou escape the danger bless the God that hath preserved thee if thou fall in them yet still bless the God that hath not left thee and value ten thousand Deaths with his Presence and Light upon thy Soul above the most sublimated Life without it Again there are some Objects of Fear which though they are guided and mastered by the hand of God yet they are immediately the works of Men and so less terrible such are wrought by the power oppression cruelty and malice of Men these may and ought to be entertained with more resolution and confidence That one Example may serve for all when the power and injustice of Man shall meet with an unarmed and weak innocence Dan. 3.16 O Nebuchadnezzar we are not careful to answer thee in this matter our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace and he will deliver us out of thine hand O king But if not be it known unto thee O king we will not serve thy Gods As if they should have said It is true thou art a King and where the word of a King is there is Power and to magnifie thy self and thy Glory in the face of thy Kingdom thou hast taken up this publick Resolution of the Dedication of thine Idol and this thy Purpose is stablished by a Decree a Mischief framed by a Law and this Decree armed with Death and a cruel and terrible Death we know we cross thy proud and impious Will impatient of the seeming neglect of thy Power by three poor despised Hebrews in the midst of thy Glory and People we see fury and rage enough in thy countenance to devour us before the Furnace be hot we see thy Courtiers adding fewel to thy rage and thy Instruments greedily catching after the least Warrant from thee for our Execution and we are compassed with Flesh and Blood which cannot but shrink at the preapprehension of this inevitable and terrible dissolution yet for all this know that we have learned to tutor our Fear not to fear a Man that shall die and the Son of Man that shall be made as Grass Isa 51.11 we have learned that the fear of Man bringeth a snare but he that trusteth in the Lord shall be safe Prov. 29.25 And therefore we are not much perplexed what Answer to return to these thy Commands and Threats we serve that God in whose hand thou art as the Ax or the Saw in his hand that shaketh it in whose hand thy Breath is and he can command away thy Breath and then what becomes of thy Word that Lord in whose hand thy Heart is and he can turn it as the River of Water and can set thy Command against thy Decree that God in whose hands are the issues of death and who can arm an inconsiderable Occurrence to divert and frustrate thy Purpose in whose hands are all the Powers of Heaven and Earth and can correct and controll that Fire which thou intendest for the execution of thy Fury And this is the God whom we serve and hath made a Covenant with us to preserve us in the Fire and we are no less confident of his Love and of his Truth than of his Wisdom and Power to deliver us he hath taught us that he is a present help in trouble Psal 46.1 that if we call upon him in the day of trouble he will deliver us Psal 50.15 Psalm 91.15 that in the Fire he will be with us and
in the Water and it shall not come near us Therefore O King we value not thy Power nor thy Rage for our Dependance is above them But this is not all If that great God whom we serve deliver us over to the swing of thy Rage we have learnt yet a higher Lesson our Faith and Experience hath taught us to trust in him and our Love hath taught us to obey him though he seem to disappoint our trust by delivering us unto thy Fury yet we will not forget to obey him he hath taught us to make his Will the measure and rule of ours both in what we suffer and in what we do we owe our Lives to him and thou art but his Instrument to take them from us when his Will commands our Lives we shall resign them with Patience but now his Glory requires them we will give them up with Chearfulness If we cannot live but upon so dear a rate as to offend our bountiful God farewell Life with Guilt and welcome Death with Innocence Know O King that the Presence and Love of our God hath taught us how to fear to offend yet to dare to die CHAP. XXI Of Watchfulness over our Hope Confidence and Joy. SET a Watch upon thy Hope and Confidence Place it aright and remember thou art essentially depending upon the great God and upon him only and all things below him have no more worth or strength in them than he derives to them and when they take up his place he ever breaks and disappoints them Yet such is the Atheism the Pride and Folly of our Hearts that it will place its confidence in any thing rather than where it should The distemper of this as of all other our Affections hath its beginning in the Blindness of our Judgments the want of a deep and practical knowledge of God and from hence our Confidences and Hopes fix and rest oftentimes in most vain and deceitful Objects Have therefore a watch and a corrective upon the motion of thy Soul towards any thing which thou hast wherein there seems any though never so little strength thy evil Heart will make it thy confidence and so a snare unto thee Is thy Wealth increased take heed to thy Confidence thy evil Heart will make it all one to have and to trust in Riches it will make thy Gold thy Confidence Job 31.24 to trust in thy Wealth and boast thy self in the multitude of thy Riches Psal 49.6 Psal 52.7 to make it thy strong Tower Prov. 10.15 to set thy Heart upon them Psal 62.10 And then this thy Confidence shall be thy Fall Prov. 11.28 Hast thou a fair Success in Externals look to thy Confidence though thou seest thy Creator in them yet thy evil Heart will make thee at least share thy Confidence between thy God and the Creature to conclude with Job that now thou shalt die in thy Nest Job 29.18 to behold the Sun when it shineth Job 31.26 to conclude with David that thou shalt never be moved Psal 30.6 and the jealous yet merciful God will hide his face and thou art troubled thereby to unsaâ—n thy Confidence upon the Creature and to teach thee to fix it upon thy Maker only Hast thou a Friend a Prince or Nation Confederate take heed to thy Confidence thou art apt to make this thy Friend thy Confidence Psal 41.9 my own familiar Friend in whom I trusted to put Confidence in this Prince Psal 118.9 Psal 146.3 And then he makes Egypt a broken Reed Isa 36.6 Ezek. 29.6 sends a Vengeance to pursue and overtake thee in the midst of thy Confederates Jer. 42.16 pours contempt upon thy Confidence Job 12.21 Hast thou Munitions Provisions for War take heed to thy Confidence thou wilt be ready to make thy Chariots and thy Horsemen thy Trust Psal 20.7 the multitude of thine Host thy Salvation Psal 33.16 â—o vaunt that thou art mighty and strong for the War Jer. 48.14 and then the great Lord rejects thy Confidences and writes disappointment upon them all Jer. â— 37 Hast thou a strong Body a dexterous deep foreseeing preventing Wit thy Counsels and Purposes followed with Successes answerable to thy Mind take â—eed to thy Confidence thy Heart is blind and cannot see rather than the next Causes not observing the great and fast Mover who manageth all things and will swell thee up into a self-confidence and dependance But suppose thy Confidence be right set â—eâ—ect of the Object yet see that it be grounded upon right Principles otherwise thy Confidence may be thy Presumption Examine thy very Recumbence upon thy Creator The immediate ground of any Confidence in God is a perswasion of his Power and a perswasion of his Love and in both these the corruption of our Nature doth discover it self and is fit to be considered 1. Touching his Power the Errors of our Trust on either hand in the Defect and in the Excess 1. Diffidence in his Power Psal 78.19 Can God furnish a table in the wilderness therefore the Lord heard this and was wroth Upon any Extremity though never so black and inevitable look upon the Power of God as able most easily to over-match it 2. Resting upon his Power without consulting with his Will This is Presumption when a Man without any Commission from his Maker shall entertain any desperate attempt This is for a vain Man to go about to ingage the Power of the great God against himself his Will his Purity his Wisdom his Purpose See thou hast a Commission from the Will of thy Creator for what thou art about and if so then cast thy self upon his Power when thou art acting by his Command doubt not but thou shalt act by his Power 2. Touching his Love this likewise yields Errors on both hands 1. In the defect principally when a Soul that doubts not of his Power because she knows him nor hath cause to doubt of his Love because her Peace is made yet such black storms and pre-apprehensions of dangers are gathered round about her that she cannot see the Love or Care of God towards her Psal 77.9 Hath God forgotten to be gracious hath he shut up his tender mercies 2. In the Excess an ungrounded Presumption of the Love and Favour of God and herein are divers Mistakes 1. When a Man shall argue a personal and special Love of God unto him from External Successes and Events It is true that the Mercy and Love of God is over all his Works and the Happiness of Externals is the fruit of the Love of God as to his Creature but not a sufficient evidence of that special Love of God as to his Child they are fruits of his Bounty not always evidences of his Favour Experience of former Mercies in external successes and deliverances may and ought to strengthen that Confidence which is well grounded upon the Love of God Psal 77.11 1 Sam. 17.37 But they are not always infallible arguments of that Love When Blessings in Externals
make us more humble more thankful more watchful then they may justly make us more confident because then the Love of God comes in with his Blessings And then are External Blessings arguments of the Love of God when they teach the Soul as well to love God as to trust in him 2. When a Man shall argue a personal and special Love of God by the presence of External Priviledges when there wants sincere Obedience Jer. 7.4 10. Trust ye not in lying words saying The Temple of the Lord c. and therefore God sends them to the Example of Shiloh Ibid. Verse 12. And the reason why this must needs be as well a deceiving Inference as displeasing to God is because in truth in such a case the Soul placeth her ultimate confidence in these things and robs God of part of that Confidence which belongs unto him 3. When a Man shall argue the Love of God to him from his External Performances of those things which God commanded Isa 1.11 Amos 5.21 This hath this double Error in it 1. A grossly mistaken Apprehension of the Will of God which is most just as if the God that judgeth the Heart and measures all the Actions of Men by their Hearts should be pleased with the Shell of Duties and Obedience whereas the things that are so done as they are in themselves without the Heart but indifferent Actions and so cannot be pleasing so they are but hypocritical and false and must needs be displeasing 2. A sharing of our Confidence between God and our selves de quo infra 4. When a Man shall argue the Love of God as an Effect and Price of his Obedience and Sincerity towards him The Error in this is that in truth a Man makes himself his Confidence for he that trusts in the Love of God because he thinks he hath purchased or procured the Love of God doth in truth resolve his Confidence into himself Therefore look upon the best Dress of thy Soul thy Humility thy Faith thy Love thy Sincerity thy Obedience not as Causes of the Love of thy God or the Price or Purchace of it but as Effects and Evidences of his Love to thee Look upon thy Sincerity Love and Obedience to God as the fruit and sign of his Love that will make thy God thy Confidence not as the Purchace or Price of his Love for that will make thy self thy Presumption were they thy own thou owest them and infinitely more to thy Creator and therefore canst not deserve by them But alas they are not thine own his Love as it is the Motive of thine so it is the Cause of it and of all that can be acceptable to him 5. When a Man from well grounded Arguments of the Love of God to his Person shall conclude the Favour of God to his Actions without measuring of them by his Will. This was the Error of Josiah's Confidence 2 Chron. 35.21 22. he hearkened not to the words of Necho from the mouth of God and fell 6. When a Man who hath a sound ground of the Love of God unto his Person shall yet go along in any known or unrepented Sin. Such sins by any that hath entred into Covenant with God have more Malignity and Presumption in them than the very same sins committed by others because committed against more Light and against more Love and the Merciful God is yet a Jealous God and one that accepteth not Persons his ways are equal and uniform Ezek. 18.25 If the best of Men walk contrary to him it must of necessity be that he walk contrary to them and therefore he hates with the same hatred a course of sin even in his subject as well as in his enemy And the same sin that puts a Stranger unto God in the Condition of an Enemy puts a Subject in the Condition of a Rebel and therefore though he will not utterly take his loving kindness from them he will visit their transgression with the rod and their sins with stripes Psal 89.32 will hide his face from them Deut. 31.18 a frequent expression of God's withdrawing the Actual Communication of his Love and Presence even from his own Psal 30.7 Psal 74.9 11. Psal 69.17 What ever be the Purpose of God concerning thee be assured of this that so long as thou art in a course of sin against him though his Counsel concerning thee be not thereby interrupted yet till thy returning to him and repenting of thy sin the Actual Fruition of thy interest in him is interrupted thou art actually in the same condition if not a worse than before thy first Covenant with thy Creator and hast as little cause of Confidence in his Love now as thou hadst then And as the Act of thy Love to God is most apparently interrupted by this thy practice of a known sin till thy return so thou mayest most justly conclude an interruption of the Act of his Love to thee till thou return though that return of thine is the fruit of that Love which was still in him though thou didst go along in the frowardness of thy ways when God hides himself by reason of sin thy Instruction thereby is to seek him out otherwise that which thou callest thy Confidence may be thy Presumption and may cause the Wrath and Jealousie of thy Creator to smoke against thee because thou hast blessed thy self in thy Heart saying I shall have peace though I walk in the imagination of my heart Deut. 29.19 Every motion of the Heart to God if it be right is conformable to the Mind of God throughout When thy Life is sinful and thy Heart not humble suspect thy Confidence to have more of thy Corruption than of Grace in it Take heed to thy Joy. Regularly as is the object or measure of thy Love such is the object and measure of thy Joy Joy is nothing else but a result of the Soul in the fruition of what is loved yet though thou hadst a watch over thy Love before thou enjoyedst have a stricter watch over the temper of thy Spirit in thy fruition Look to the object of thy Joy thy evil Heart will rejoyce will glory in thy sin in thy shame unless thou hast a watch upon thy Heart folly and mischief will be thy Joy Prov. 10.23 Prov. 15.21 the fall of thine Enemy will be thy Joy and the Lord will see and it will displease him Prov. 24.17 thou wilt make Excess Impurity Oppression Cruelty Injustice Pride thy Joy and thy Delight Thy Affections are blind and mad and must be led Examine the object of thy Joy and consider beforehand whether there be not in it more cause of grief than of delight But suppose thy fruition deserve some delight God hath blessed thee with a good Wife which the wise Man calls the Crown of her Husband Pro. 12.4 with a numerous and hopeful Issue which the wise Man calls the Crown of Old Age Prov. 17.6 with a Good Name which the wise Man calls a
to him but he is but what he was before he had it and when he loseth it will be what he was before he left it in all points save meerly outside and vulgar opinion He looks upon himself under the Beauty of his external Ornaments as a little Clay drest up in Gallantry that that may more justly make him proud that made it than him that wears it that alters not the Soul or Body that is under it nor is become part of it he looks upon his Strength or Beauty or temperature of Body as that which a few years will lay in the Dust and the Worms will master it as that which is not able to contest with the least Distemper either within it or without it and yet the good that is in it while it lasts is but a borrowed good He looks upon his Knowledge Vnderstanding and Wisdom as that which is infinitely short of what it was or what it might be the most that we know being infinitely short of what we know not and what we should know that his increase of Knowledge is but an increase of his Account an aggravation of those sins which would be of lesser magnitude had they not been committed against a greater Light that the most of what we know and that makes up the most of Men great in their own conceits is that which will be utterly unuseful after this life Of what use will those Volumes of Learning concerning Human Laws Physicks the Mathematicks Natural Philosophy and the Knowledge of the Contemperation of mixt Bodies be when the Earth with the works thereof shall be burnt up Political dispensations shall cease either the things shall not continue and so the knowledge of them be useless or the truth shall be more compendiously and clearly discovered to us and so the Labour to acquire them unnecessary It looks upon the best practical Habits or Actions it doth as things that need an expiation rather than deserving a reward it finds in it self a little small Grain of Gold in them but so covered and stifled with dross and filth that that which is good is scarce worth the accepting Finally he looks upon nothing as his own but the sin of his Nature that hath stained and polluted the sin of his Life that makes him odious in the Presence of God the sin of his Services as that which adulterates and spoyls them and whatsoever is useful or comfortable in his external Accessions whatsoever is beautiful in his Body or Soul he looks upon as anothers not as his and blesseth him for it carries the glory to him takes upon himself the shame and abhorrence of his own Deformities and magnifies the patience of his Creator in sparing him and his bounty in lending to him whatsoever of good he finds in himself or any way belonging to him And out of this right and sober judgment concerning himself and the reflection of the mind thereupon spring those Vertues of Humility Meekness Gentleness Patience Moderation Contentedness Thankfulness Quietness whereby a Man entertains all the Dispensations of God with such a frame and Temper of Spirit as he expects In thy addresses to God it will teach thee Lowliness and Reverence remembring thee of thy own Vileness and his Perfection and that infinite distance between thee a Man a sinful Man and Him the great and glorious God Gen. 18.27 Now I have taken upon me to speak unto the Lord that am but Dust and Ashes Luk. 18.13 the Publican standing a far off would not lift up his eyes to Heaven In the midst of Blessings either of this Life or that to come it will teach thee Admiration and Thankfulness 2 Sam. 7.18 What am I O Lord and what is my Fathers house that thou hast brought me hitherto Psal 8.4 When I consider the Heavens c. What is Man that thou art mindful of him that a sinful Man that owes so much to God and performs so little should receive such Blessings such Mercies and such Bounty from the hand of an injured God. In the midst of the severest Afflictions it will teach thee Patience and Quietness of mind and Contentedness when the Soul shall sit down and consider it self and justifie yea and magnifie God in this very dealing with her O Lord by that light that thou hast lent me I do see my self and therein behold nothing of my own but Deformity and Rebellion against thee unthankfulness and vileness and now I eat but the Fruit of my own ways and thou art just when thou judgest Nay thou dealest not with me according to the severest Rule of Justice thou hast punished me less than mine iniquities deserve Ezra 9.13 I have forfeited all unto thee but thou hast not taken all from me I have deserved that thy whole fury should be poured out upon me but thou hast afflicted me in measure thou hast left me my life thou hast left me my hope thou hast left me some Light of thy Countenance which is better than my Life thou hast left me Liberty and Encouragement to pour out my Soul before thee and dost entertain it if thou hadst deprived me of all this yet thou hadst not been unjust and in that thou hast left me these or any of these or any other mercy thou art gracious Nay more than all this I find in that very thing wherein thy hand lyeth heaviest upon me a mercy and that thou hast afflicted me in very faithfulness Psal 119.75 in love Rev. 3.19 and for my profit and advantage Heb. 12.10 that I should not be condemned with the World 1 Cor. 11.32 my heart began to grow wanton to be lingring too much after the World to be taken up too much with Vanity and things that must perish to me and I to them I began to grow confident upon my Wit my Wealth my Power to grow negligent cold and careless in my Duty to thee in my Dependance upon thee in my Obedience to thee The Consolations of God the Presence of my Saviour my Life by Faith my hope of Glory began to grow small unto me Job 15.11 And this I plainly see was the state of my Soul and therefore I desire to receive these thy Afflictions not only as Punishments but as Medicines as Messages as well of thy care of me and thy mercy to me as of thy Justice upon me that they may not only be an exercise of my Patience but an Object of my Thankfulness of my Joyfulness that they may not only be a conviction of thy Detestation of my sin but a pledge of thy Love to my Person I shall therefore endeavour to bear thy hand as becomes me with Patience because I deserve them with Thankfulness because they are moderate and with Comfort because they are thy Ministers sent me for my good and as I shall thus learn to entertain them so I shall endeavour to use and improve them to that end thou sendest them to take me off from the World to bring me
How then canst thou think to draw near to the Holy God when thy Heart and thy Lips and thy Life are clothed with Impurity and Filthiness when thy Thoughts the only Instruments whereby thou canst converse with him are busied in Considerations unworthy of a Spirit much more unworthy of the God of Spirits Canst thou think that this Holy God will accept of the productions of that Soul thy Prayers and Meditations who but now was imployed in base unclean earthy Thoughts and didst but now part with them with a resolution to resume them Every impure thought leaves a mark and blot upon thy Soul that remains when thy Thought is past and canst thou bring that spotted Soul into the presence of the Pure and Holy God without confusion and shame Thou art now going about with thy Lips to draw near unto God Remember how many vain and unprofitable words how many murmuring and unthankful words how many unclean and filthy words how many false and dissembling words how many proud and arrogant words how many malicious and vindictive words how many hypocritical and deceitful words how many seducing and misleading words how many ungodly and blasphemous words have stain'd and polluted those calves of thy Lips thou art now about to sacrifice to thy Creator Thou art about to undertake a Conversation and walking with God Can two walk together unless they are agreed Amos 3.3 How then canst thou a polluted Man in all thy actions even those of the best denomination expect to have a Conversation with the Holy Holy Holy Lord The stains of thy Life past stick upon thee and thou art not cleansed from them and the Sea of Corruption that is within thee will notwithstanding thy highest Resolutions never cease to cast out mire and dirt O Lord it is true I am a sinful Man and the whole frame of my Heart and Lips and Life hath been only evil and that continually and as I have been so still I must continue without thy Mercy to pardon and cleanse me My pollutions and impurities are such as may justly affright me from coming near thy Holiness lest I should be consumed such as may discourage my Prayers and Applications unto thee lest I should stain and infect them and it is no more in my power to change or cleanse my self from the stains of my sins past or from the growing evils of my Nature than in the Leopard to change his spots so that I may most justly conclude that it were extream presumption for me to draw near unto thee and rather cry out with the Disciple Depart from me O Lord for I am a sinful man Luk. 5.8 But if I sit where I am I shall perish and if I draw near unto thee I can but die That Purity that I behold in thee is the Purity of the great God and my sins are the sins of a finite Creature my sinfulness cannot defile thy Holiness but thy Holiness may cleanse my impurity That Fire which will consume an impure and a proud Heart will cleanse an impure and unhumble Heart O Lord I desire to abhor my self in dust and ashes Unless thou hadst shewn me my filthiness I could not have seen it and unless thy Grace had been with my Heart I could not have humbled my self before thee Unless thou hadst called me I could not have moved toward thee Thy Promises upon which my Soul shall ever fix till thou throw me off are full of bounty and tenderness even to the vilest of Sinners No sin of so deep a dye but thy Mercy can wash away No Corruption so hideous but thy Grace can cleanse And so far hast thou condescended to the weakness of thy Creature that thou hast given us a visible Sacrifice whose Blood is sufficient to cleanse us from all our Guilt a visible Fountain to wash for Sin and for Uncleanness even the Blood of the Son of God which cleanseth us from all Sin which cleanseth our Consciences from the guilt and stain of Sin and washeth our Bodies from the dominion and pollution of Sin and by that Blood hath opened a new and living way for us into the presence of God Hebr. 10.20 and given access thereby into the Holiest and given us a Commission to draw near with acceptation into his presence Hebr. 10.19 2. The Presence of God. Whither shall I fly from thy presence Psal 139.7 He seeth the secretest corners of the World and the secretest chambers of thy Heart and all the Guests that are there even thy closest Thoughts and Contrivances and Purposes much more thy most retired and deepest Actions are as legible to him as if they were graved in Brass And the deep and setled and frequent Consideration of this will be of excellent use upon all occasions Is thy Heart sollicited by thy self as our unhappy Hearts are our own tempters or by any Object or by the perswasions of others or by the suggestion of the Devil to impure Speculations or sinful Resolutions to atheistical Disputations to proud or arrogant Conceptions of thy self to revengeful or uncharitable or forbidden Wishes to vain and unprofitable thoughts Remember thou and all those thy Thoughts which even natural Modesty or Prudence would shame thee to publish before a mortal Man as thou art are all naked and manifest before the Great Holy and Immortal God whose Eyes walk through all the corners of thy Heart And darest thou in his presence to entertain such Guests as these in that place where thy Creator is present in that place which thou pretendest to make a Temple for him in that place which the Lord of Heaven is pleased most justly and most mercifully to claim as his own Consider what a Presence thou art in he is not only an Eye-witness of the impurities of thy Heart which yet if there were nothing else might justly shame thee but it is his Presence who hath forbidden thee to entertain such Vermin as these in thy Heart under pain of eternal Death it is thy Judge that sees thee it is the great Creator before whom the Angels of Heaven cover their Faces not being able to behold his Glory And which is more than all this to an ingenuous Nature it is he to whom thou owest thy self and all thou art he to whom thou hast given up thy name that hath purchased thy heart from Hell with the price of his Son's blood And how canst thou chuse but tremble and be confounded to think that thou shouldest contrary to all the bonds of duty and gratitude even in his presence and before his face let in again those abominations into thy heart from which it was cleansed by the Blood of Christ Again Hath a sinful thought through incogitancy of the presence of God entred into thy heart Yet remember the presence of God before it grow into a purpose or resolution or if it hath gone so far as a Resolution yet remember that presence and thou canst not dare to perfect this hideous
conception unto action and improve Joseph's question Gen. 39.9 How can I do this great wickedness and sin against God Thy Creator thy Judge beholds thee Let it be the matter of thy humiliation to consider that thou hast stained the habitation of his presence by admitting a sinful thought that thou hast in his presence and in his place nourished it into a resolution And therefore let it be at last thy care at least to kill this resolution before it comes to action by improving this practical consideration of the presence of the Holy Glorious and Terrible God And if notwithstanding this consideration thy Soul shrink not from thy purpose or if thou reject the consideration of his presence that thou mayest the more quietly and contentedly sin or if thou precipitate thy resolution into action lest the consideration of his presence should step into thy heart and divert thee Thy sin is heightned and thou addest contempt of God unto thy offence by rejecting the Light and Grace that might and would if brought to thy heart restrain thee and with the presumptuous sinner in Job 21.14 thou sayest to God Depart from me for I desire not the knowledge of thy ways And it is no wonder if he take thee at thy word and depart from thee to all Eternity by the presence of his Love and Goodness though his severe and angry Eye and presence ever rest upon thee Again Is the God of Heaven an Eye-witness of thy carriage when either by thy self or others thou art solicited to evil Take courage to resist this temptation because thy Creator sees thee Ask thy temptation whether it can secure thee from the sight and wrath of God whether it can countervail thy damage in displeasing him that beholds thee Dost thou want Courage or Resolution to oppose it Consider thy Lord stands by to see and observe and reward thee in thy opposition Couldest thou see but that Glory that hath commanded thy resistance of evil and how near it stands by thee all the choicest solicitations to any sin would die in their first offer against thee Dost thou doubt thy strength to oppose it Know that thou canst not want strength if thou hast but resolution It is thy cowardise makes thee weak it is not thy weakness that makes thee cowardly All the men in the World nor all the Devils in Hell could not fasten a sin upon thee unless thou first consent But suppose thou doubtest thy own heart yet consider thy Maker's presence who is by thee and able to support thee if thou wilt but lay hold of his strength and that strength of his he offers thee if thou wilt but take it And it is not possible thou shouldest wanr it if thou seriously consider that he is present for it is an act of thy Faith whereby thou dost believe his presence and by the same act thou dost partake of all that Goodness and Truth and Mercy which accompanies his presence and will bear thee up against the most accomplisht temptation Consider that the Presence of God that beholds thy carriage in a temptation as it must needs add an infinite dishonour and shame and confusion that in the presence of the Glorious and Pure God thou shouldest sink under a base temptation contrary to the Commands and Holiness of him that beholds thee so it cannot chuse but strengthen thee against the strongest temptation by the anticipation of that comfort and contentment that thou must needs have by holding thine integrity when such thoughts as these shall move thy heart I am now solicited to break my Maker's Command for a perishing profit or pleasure whatsoever my success be I know the Glorious Holy Mighty God sees my demeanour even he that hath his reward in his hand of Indignation and Vengeance and shame in case I yield to this unworthy solicitation And Approbation Glory and Immortality in case I stick to his Command and shall I in the presence of the Almighty and Glorious God prefer the satisfaction of an unworthy lust or temptation with shame in the presence of my Creator before my Obedience unto him even in his own sight when he looks upon me and encourageth me with a promise of strength to assist me and of Glory to reward me To be able to hear in my own conscience the suffrage of the Lord of Heaven beholding me Well done good and faithful servant were enough to overweigh all my Obedience though it were possible that it could be divided from what follows Enter into thy master's joy Again Art thou in any temporal Calamity be it what it will the consideration of the presence of God will make thy condition comfortable Psal 23.3 Though I walk in the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me My Wants are great and my Reproaches are great and my Enemies my Pains my Dangers my Losses my Discomforts are great But they are not hid from God he is present and his Wisdom and if he saw it not fit for me to be afflicted it is enough I have learned to acknowledge his Wisdom and with patience and chearfulness to submit to him who measures out every dram of this bitter potion to most wise Ends and yet stands by to manage it He is present and his Power and Omnipotence and my Prayers have no long journey to come unto him when my Exigences are at the highest his Power is enough and near enough to help me in the very article of necessity and when I am sinking with Peter he hath an arm near enough to rescue me from the ripe and victorious danger He is present and his Compassion and Mercy and Tenderness and Faithfulness who will not suffer me to be tempted above what I am able to bear It is his Mercy that hath thus much or thus long afflicted me for so much the necessity of my Soul it may be did require Psal 119.75 Thy Judgments are right and thou in faithfulness hast afflicted me And that I am afflicted no more it is thy Mercy For he stands by and sees what measure consists with my Good and when the measure begins to exceed my strength and either easeth my burden or helps me to bear it In all their afflictions he was afflicted Isa 63.9 He is present and his All-sufficiency and this is enough to swallow up all the bitterness and darkness of my extreamest misery The comfort and beauty and goodness of every thing in it self or which it can reach out to me by fruition or participation is that which is derived to it only from the Wisdom Power and Goodness of God and there is no more of good in the Creature than what he lends it neither can it communicate to me more nor can I receive more from it than what he enables it to give and me to receive And the Creatures are but those Vessels accommodated and fitted to my Nature out of which I drink that good that he hath
Wisdom is within my call and within my vieâ— and I can beg his counsel and I am sure to have it and his is the best counsel Are my losses great and of those things wherein I took most delight yet they cannot countervail the enjoyment of the Presence of the All-sufficient God. Is my body full of tortures or diseases and death looks in upon me between the Curtains and my Soul sitting upon my lips and like the light of a dying Candle taking her flight from my body yet the Presence of the All-sufficient God is able to make this valley of the shadow of death lightsom and those pains easie and bear up my Soul against the horrour and amazement of death for he stands by me with strength to support me with Victory and Immortality to receive that Soul the only seat where my fear can dwell into a more near and immediate sense of his Presence than in my body it could feel Only remember that though the Presence of his Essence cannot be excluded from any place or person Jer. 23.34 yet there are occasions that may separate from the sense of his presence or make his presence terrible unto thee Isa 59.2 Your iniquities have separated between you and your God and your sins have hid his face from you that he will not hear And if such an unhappy time befal thee that he hide from thy Soul his comfortable presence let it be thy care to return unto him by humbling of thy heart sincerely before him for thy relapse He never departs from any till man first depart from him and he never hides himself long from any that in sincerity return unto him The very moving of thy heart to seek him is the work of his Power and Mercy upon thee and is an undeniable evidence that he hath not utterly forsaken thee unless he first did seek and find thee and touch that heart of thine with his own finger thy heart would rather die in her sin than return unto God and therefore be sure thy returning to him shall not be without a finding of him Only make this use of thy Experience of such a case bless the Mercy of God that hath not rejected thee though thou hast forsaken him bless the Mediation of thy Redeemer that when thou little thinkest of it intercedes for thy pardon and sends out his Spirit to reduce his wayward sinful wandring Creature bless the Bounty and Patience of God that is so ready to accept again into favour his relapsed but humbled Creature and remember that it is an evil thing and a bitter to depart from him fall upon thy knees with tears of sorrow for thy ingratitude and tears of joy for thy re entertainment into the presence of him that yet is pleased to own thee as a Father take up indignation against thy sin that hath deprived thee of so great a Good as the comfortable Presence of God and take up jealous thoughts over thy self and all thy ways and consider well of all thy enterprises before thou undertake them whether there be any thing in them that may offend thy reconciled Father and because thy Judgment is weak and cannot so clearly discern thy way and thy strength is weak in opposing of temptation suspect thy own judgment and strength and beg his Wisdom to teach thee and his Strength to assist thee and lean not to thy own Understanding Again The consideration of the Presence of God is of singular use in all thy Duties of Piety and Charity In the doing of them it will cleanse thy heart from Hypocrisie because thou art before the God that searcheth the heart and accordingly accepteth of the action It will keep thee from unseemliness and want of Reverence because the Lord of Heaven and Earth is present and an Eye-witness to all the deportment of thy Body and Soul. It will keep thee from sluggishness formality and deadness of heart because he stands by thee that sees not as man sees It will keep thee from Pride and vain Glory it will make thy heart sincere reverent watchful earnest and humble in all thou dost because as he that stands by thee requires all this in all thy Duties so these affections or habits of the Soul become the Creature that knows he is in the Presence of the Glorious and Infinite God that searcheth the hearts and sees the actions And as in thy Duties it will fit thee for them so after thy Duties it will comfort thee in them Hath thy heart been truly humbled in his presence for any sin for which thou hast begged pardon and mingled the Blood and Intercession of thy Saviour with thy Prayers Hast thou been upon thy knees before him for any thing necessary for thy Soul Body or Relations Hast thou endeavoured by a serious Meditation to consider of Divine Truths Hast thou examined the state of thy Soul and of thy Life and upon the view thereof taken up resolutions of amendment of what is amiss and persevering and increasing in what is agreeable to his Will Hast thou sought out to relieve those that are in want to recompense those that thou hast injured to advance the Gospel of Jesus Christ Hast thou been doing any thing that is the duty of thy general Calling as thou art a Christian or that particular Calling or Employment into which God's Providence hath cast thee And can thy heart bear thee witness that in all this thou hast endeavoured with all sincerity as in the Presence of God to walk and act in obedience to him and with a clear and upright heart and conscience Be sure thy heart cannot more clearly evidence it self to thy self than it doth to God and God was all this while present with thee beholding of thee there is not one grain of the sincerity and integrity of any of these thy actions not one tear not one thought of thy heart lost but most exactly observed and weighed by him that weigheth the Spirits and they shall not return unto thee empty Acts 10.4 Thy Prayers and thy Alms are come up for a memorial before God. 3. The Truth and Vnchangeableness of God he is unchangeable in his Nature Psal 102.27 They shall be changed but thou art the same Mal. 3.6 I am the Lord I change not therefore ye Sons of Jacob are not consumed James 1.17 The Father of lights with whom is no variableness nor shadow of turning And from this Immutability of his Essence flows the Truth of his Word in his Covenant in his Promises in his Threatnings in his Works Psal 111 7. The works of his hands are Verity and Judgment and all his Commandments are sure And the very variety of his Dispensations of Mercy and Justice to the Children of men ariseth from the very unchangeable Nature of God even from the very first Creation until now Gen. 4.7 If thou dost well shalâ— thou not be accepted and if thou dost not well sin lyes at the door which is the very same
several men or one man at several times and yet they may be of different natures one may be a Chastisement another may be a Trial and another may be a Favour it is according as the thing sent hath its Commission from him that sends it If it be a Chastisement it is not without a sting If it be a Tryal it is not without an issue If it be a Favour it is not without a great measure of comforts mingled with it 1. A Chastisement for a sin past carries with it the poison and malignity of the sin which causes it as the fruit carries the nature of that seed from whence it grows Jer. 21.14 Thy way and thy doings have procured these things unto thee this is thy wickedness because it is bitter Jer. 4.18 the Affliction tasted of the sin Psal 40.12 Mine iniquities have taken hold upon me Psal 38.3 There is no rest in my bones because of my sin And this like the Trumpet in the Mount waxeth louder and louder and Prayers for Deliverance prove fruitless though they come from a Joshua Josh 7.10 till the accursed thing be sought out for till then the message that the Affliction brings is not received and it will not give over vexing the man till it hath done his Errand When a man begins to examine his ways and finds out the root of his trouble and humbles himself before God for his sin then and not till then can he expect a Deliverance When David Psal 38. had run over the Catalogue of his Sufferings his Prayer for Deliverance was never seasonable v. 22. till he had undertaken Confession and Repentance of his Sin v. 18. If upon the gentle Admonitions of the Almighty in the Conscience a man listens not he hath a Messenger sent to him that will be heard Job 33.16 Then he openeth the ear of man and it may be by a disease in his Body or some other affliction and he stands by to see how this message is entertained v. 27 28. And if any say I have sinned and perverted what was right and it profited me not then he will deliver his Soul c. A Chastisement for a sin hath at the same time an Act of Justice as it looks backward to the sin and an Act of Mercy as it looks forward to an Amendment and the latter is the principal End of God in it And therefore with the Repentance either the Chastisement is ........ if immanent or if transient and past is sweetned with a sense of God's Reconciliation 2. If it be a Tryal that carries with it his message for if upon an impartial inquiry a man cannot find any eminent sin unrepented of yet it pleaseth God to lay his hand upon him yet it brings these Lessons with it 1. To acknowledge the Justice of God for all this It is somewhat strange that Job could so much justifie himself against his Sufferings and yet was made to possess the sins of his youth Those little sins which were passed twenty or thirty years since and had all the extenuations of the infirmity of Nature have malignity enough in them to deserve those Sufferings that thou now art under and it was the Patience of God towards thee that they were thus long before they bore their fruit when thou art in a better condition to make use of the punishment than thou wert shortly after their commission And it may be thy Repentance even for those long past transgressions was not particular or deep enough and it is no loss of time or labour to thee to mourn again over thy stale transgressions but howsoever let it be thy care to search thy self it will make thee better acquainted with thy self If thou find a sin not deeply enough sorrowed for thy affliction hath deserved well at thy hands and if thou find it not yet thy affliction is well recompensed by giving thee an opportunity to discover that to thy self which contents thy Conscience more valuably than thy affliction hath done thee prejudice 2. To acknowledge the Sovereignty of God and to submit to his Will with an obedient Patience 1 Sam. 3.18 It is the Lord let him do what seemeth him good Psal 39.9 I was dumb and opened not my mouth because thou didst it Jer. 18.6 Behold as the clay is in the hand of the potter so are ye in my hands Though thou canst not see a cause for thy afflictions that might signally deserve it nor canst see an end in it yet thou canst not chuse but find a use of it to teach thee with Wisdom to acknowledge and with Patience to submit unto the most justly unlimited Power and Authority of the Almighty God over the Work of his own hands and to put thy mouth in the dust and to wait for him and upon him Jam. 3.28 29. till he give an expected End Jer. 29.11 3. To depend and rest upon his Mercy and Goodness for deliverance from or strength and comfort in thy Affliction As the Creature is essentially dependent upon God so it is its Duty and Perfection and he useth the absence of external confidences and comforts upon which we are most apt to rest to call man to his duty to fix his heart upon him Psal 112.7 External Confluences many times rob God of that Love and that Dependence we owe to him and if the loss or want of them send thy Love and Confidence to him to whom it belongs thou art no loser by thy loss 4. To walk more strictly and vigilantly with God. Though thou canst not upon thy Examination find a cause of thy cross that may eminently discover it self in it yet thou canst not chuse but know thou art far short of that Duty and degree of Perfection in thy heart and life which by that assistance of his Grace that thou hast thou mayest arrive unto thy affliction though it put thee not in mind of any notable sin which should humble thee it may very well put thee in mind of thy neglects and want of intention in thy duty 5. Though thy Disease needs not this Physick to cure thee yet thy Corruption needs it to prevent thee thou hast within thee a Fountain of Corruptions that were they not restrained or allayed would upon a small opportunity turn to a desperate disease in thy Soul and those Corruptions of thine live and feed upon external superfluities and supplies and the Wise God foresees it may be that in a month or two or more or less thy full Enjoyments would ripen this or that corruption into a distemper that might be dangerous if not fatal to thy Soul and he sends this Messenger to abate or allay or divert or cross or weaken this corruption to put in a little Wormwood into thy sweet Cup that thou mayest take it with more moderation and not so greedily to throw some dirt upon thy self-opinion or growing pride that may spoil the growth of it to give a check to thy desires of external Wealth or