death_n of_o a_o sinner_n drown_v in_o my_o sin_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o if_o i_o live_v long_o yet_o i_o may_v now_o die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a die_v to_o sin_n which_o death_n be_v a_o resurrection_n to_o a_o new_a life_n thou_o kill_v and_o thou_o give_v life_n which_o soever_o come_v it_o come_v from_o thou_o which_o way_n soever_o it_o come_v let_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o 17._o nunc_fw-la lento_fw-la sonitu_fw-la dicunt_fw-la morieris_fw-la now_o this_o bell_n toll_v soft_o for_o another_o say_v to_o i_o thou_o must_v die_v 17._o meditation_n perchance_o he_o for_o who_o this_o bell_n toll_v may_v be_v so_o ill_o as_o that_o he_o know_v not_o it_o toll_v for_o he_o and_o perchance_o i_o may_v think_v myself_o so_o much_o better_a than_o i_o be_o as_o that_o they_o who_o be_v about_o i_o and_o see_v my_o state_n may_v have_v cause_v it_o to_o toll_v for_o i_o and_o i_o know_v not_o that_o the_o church_n be_v catholic_a universal_a so_o be_v all_o her_o action_n all_o that_o she_o do_v belong_v to_o all_o when_o she_o baptise_n a_o child_n that_o action_n concern_v i_o for_o that_o child_n be_v thereby_o connect_v to_o that_o head_n which_o be_v my_o head_n too_o and_o engrafted_a into_o that_o body_n whereof_o i_o be_o a_o member_n and_o when_o she_o bury_v a_o man_n that_o action_n concern_v i_o all_o mankind_n be_v of_o one_o author_n and_o be_v one_o volume_n when_o one_o man_n die_v one_o chapter_n be_v not_o tear_v out_o of_o the_o book_n but_o translate_v into_o a_o better_a language_n and_o every_o chapter_n must_v be_v so_o translate_v god_n employ_v several_a translator_n some_o piece_n be_v translate_v by_o age_n some_o by_o sickness_n some_o by_o war_n some_o by_o justice_n but_o god_n hand_n be_v in_o every_o translation_n and_o his_o hand_n shall_v bind_v up_o all_o our_o scatter_a leaf_n again_o for_o that_o library_n where_o every_o book_n shall_v lie_v open_a to_o one_o another_o as_o therefore_o the_o bell_n that_o ring_v to_o a_o sermon_n call_v not_o upon_o the_o preacher_n only_o but_o upon_o the_o congregation_n to_o come_v so_o this_o bell_n call_v we_o all_o but_o how_o much_o more_o i_o who_o be_o bring_v so_o near_o the_o door_n by_o this_o sickness_n there_o be_v a_o contention_n as_o far_o as_o a_o suit_n in_o which_o both_o piety_n and_o dignity_n religion_n and_o estimation_n be_v mingle_v which_o of_o the_o religious_a order_n shall_v ring_v to_o prayer_n first_o in_o the_o morning_n and_o it_o be_v determine_v that_o they_o shall_v ring_v first_o that_o rise_v early_a if_o we_o understand_v aright_o the_o dignity_n of_o this_o bell_n that_o roll_v for_o our_o evening_n prayer_n we_o will_v be_v glad_a to_o make_v it_o we_o by_o rise_v early_o in_o that_o application_n that_o it_o may_v be_v we_o as_o well_o as_o he_o who_o indeed_o it_o be_v the_o bell_n do_v toll_v for_o he_o that_o think_v it_o do_v and_o though_o it_o intermit_v again_o yet_o from_o that_o minute_n that_o that_o occasion_n wrought_v upon_o he_o he_o be_v unite_v to_o god_n who_o cast_v not_o up_o his_o eye_n to_o the_o sun_n when_o it_o rise_v but_o who_o take_v off_o his_o eye_n from_o a_o comâ—t_n when_o that_o break_v out_o who_o bend_v not_o his_o ear_n to_o any_o bell_n which_o upon_o any_o occasion_n ring_v but_o who_o can_v remove_v it_o from_o that_o bell_n which_o be_v pass_v a_o piece_n of_o himself_o out_o of_o this_o world_n no_o man_n be_v a_o island_n entire_a of_o itself_o every_o man_n be_v a_o piece_n of_o the_o continent_n a_o part_n of_o the_o main_a if_o a_o clod_n be_v wash_v away_o by_o the_o sea_n europe_n be_v the_o lâ—sse_n as_o well_o as_o if_o a_o promontory_n be_v as_o well_o as_o if_o a_o manor_n of_o thy_o friend_n or_o of_o thy_o own_o be_v any_o man_n death_n diminish_v i_o because_o i_o be_o involue_v in_o mankind_n and_o therefore_o never_o send_v to_o know_v for_o who_o the_o bell_n toll_v it_o toll_v for_o thou_o neither_o can_v we_o call_v this_o a_o beg_n of_o misery_n or_o a_o borrow_n of_o misery_n as_o though_o we_o be_v not_o miserable_a enough_o of_o ourselves_o but_o must_v feâ—ch_v in_o more_o from_o the_o next_o house_n in_o take_v upon_o we_o the_o misery_n of_o our_o neighbour_n true_o it_o be_v a_o excusable_a covetousness_n if_o we_o do_v for_o affliction_n be_v a_o treasure_n and_o scarce_o any_o man_n have_v enough_o of_o it_o no_o man_n have_v affliction_n enough_o that_o be_v not_o matured_a and_o ripen_v by_o it_o and_o madâ—â—it_v for_o god_n by_o that_o affliction_n if_o a_o man_n carry_v treasure_n in_o bullion_n or_o in_o a_o wedge_n of_o gold_n and_o have_v none_o coin_v into_o currant_n monies_n his_o treasure_n will_v not_o defray_v he_o as_o he_o travel_n tribulation_n be_v treasure_n in_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o but_o it_o be_v not_o current_a money_n in_o the_o use_n of_o it_o except_o we_o get_v near_o and_o near_o our_o home_n heaven_n by_o it_o another_o man_n may_v be_v sick_a too_o and_o sick_a to_o death_n and_o this_o affliction_n may_v lie_v in_o his_o bowel_n as_o gold_n in_o a_o mine_n and_o be_v of_o no_o use_n to_o himâ—_n but_o this_o bell_n that_o tell_v i_o of_o his_o affliction_n dig_v out_o and_o apply_v that_o gold_n to_o meeâ—_n â—_z if_o by_o this_o consideration_n of_o another_o danger_n i_o take_v minâ—_n own_o into_o contemplation_n and_o so_o secure_v myself_o by_o make_v my_o recourse_n to_o my_o god_n who_o be_v our_o only_a security_n 17._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n be_v this_o one_o of_o thy_o way_n of_o draw_v light_n out_o of_o darkness_n to_o make_v he_o for_o who_o this_o bell_n toll_v now_o in_o this_o dimness_n of_o his_o sight_n to_o become_v a_o superintendent_n a_o overseer_n a_o bishop_n to_z as_o many_o as_o hear_v his_o voice_n in_o this_o bell_n and_o to_o give_v we_o a_o confirmation_n in_o this_o action_n be_v this_o one_o of_o thy_o way_n to_o raise_v strength_n out_o of_o weakness_n to_o make_v he_o who_o can_v rise_v from_o his_o bed_n nor_o stir_v in_o his_o bed_n come_v home_o to_o i_o and_o in_o this_o sound_n give_v i_o the_o strength_n of_o healthy_a and_o vigorous_a instruction_n o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n what_o thunder_n be_v not_o a_o well-tuned_a cymbal_n what_o hoarseness_n what_o harshness_n be_v not_o a_o clear_a organ_n if_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o set_v thy_o voice_n to_o it_o and_o what_o organ_n be_v not_o well_o play_v on_o if_o thy_o hand_n be_v upon_o it_o thy_o voice_n thy_o hand_n be_v in_o this_o sound_n and_o in_o this_o one_o sound_n i_o hear_v this_o whole_a consort_n i_o hear_v thy_o jaacob_n call_v unto_o his_o son_n and_o â—ay_n 49.1_o gather_v yourselves_o together_o that_o i_o may_v tell_v you_o what_o shall_v befall_v you_o in_o the_o last_o day_n he_o say_v that_o which_o i_o be_o now_o you_o must_v be_v then_o i_o hear_v thy_o moses_n tell_v i_o and_o all_o within_o the_o compass_n of_o this_o sound_n this_o be_v the_o blessing_n wherewith_o i_o bless_v you_o before_o my_o death_n 1._o this_o that_o before_o your_o death_n you_o will_v consider_v your_o own_o in_o i_o i_o hear_v thy_o prophet_n say_v to_o ezechias_n set_v thy_o house_n in_o order_n for_o thou_o shall_v die_v and_o not_o live_v 20.1_o he_o make_v we_o of_o his_o family_n and_o call_v this_o a_o set_n of_o his_o house_n in_o order_n to_o compose_v we_o to_o the_o meditation_n of_o death_n i_o hear_v thy_o apostle_n say_v i_o think_v it_o meet_v to_o put_v â—ou_fw-mi in_o remembrance_n 2.13_o know_v that_o short_o i_o must_v go_v out_o of_o this_o tabernacle_n this_o be_v the_o publish_n of_o his_o will_n &_o this_o bell_n be_v our_o legacy_n the_o apply_v of_o his_o present_a condition_n to_o our_o use_n i_o hear_v that_o which_o make_v all_o sound_n music_n and_o all_o music_n perfect_a i_o hear_v thy_o son_n himself_o â—aying_v 14.1_o let_v not_o your_o heart_n be_v troubledâ—_n â—_z only_o i_o hear_v this_o change_n that_o whereas_o thy_o son_n say_v there_o i_o go_v to_o prepare_v a_o place_n for_o you_o this_o man_n in_o thiâ—_n sound_n say_v i_o send_v to_o prepare_v you_o for_o a_o place_n for_o a_o grave_n but_o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n since_o heaven_n be_v glory_n and_o joy_n why_o do_v not_o glorious_a and_o joyful_a thing_n lead_v we_o induce_v we_o to_o heaven_n thy_o legacy_n in_o thy_o first_o will_n in_o thy_o old_a testament_n be_v plenty_n and_o victory_n wine_n and_o oil_n milk_n and_o honey_n alliance_n of_o friend_n ruin_n of_o enemy_n peaceful_a heart_n &_o cheerful_a countenance_n and_o by_o these_o gallery_n thou_o bring_v they_o
fear_n of_o death_n 12.30_o that_o there_o be_v not_o a_o house_n where_o there_o be_v not_o one_o dead_a for_o thereupon_o the_o egyptian_n say_v we_o be_v all_o deaâ—_n man_n the_o death_n of_o other_o shall_v catechise_v usâ—_n to_o death_n 1.5_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n be_v the_o first_o beget_v of_o the_o dead_a he_o rise_v first_o the_o elder_a brother_n and_o he_o be_v my_o master_n in_o this_o science_n of_o death_n but_o yet_o for_o i_o i_o be_o a_o young_a brother_n too_o to_o this_o man_n who_o die_v now_o and_o to_o every_o man_n who_o i_o see_v or_o hear_v to_o die_v before_o i_o and_o all_o they_o be_v usher_n to_o i_o in_o this_o school_n of_o death_n i_o take_v therefore_o that_o which_o thy_o servant_n david_n wife_n say_v to_o he_o to_o be_v say_v to_o i_o 19.11_o if_o thou_o save_v not_o thy_o life_n to_o night_n to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v be_v slay_v if_o the_o death_n of_o this_o man_n work_v not_o upon_o i_o now_o i_o shall_v die_v worse_o than_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o his_o sin_n his_o particular_a sin_n for_o my_o sin_n i_o shall_v die_v whensoever_o i_o die_v for_o death_n be_v the_o wage_n of_o sin_n but_o i_o shall_v die_v in_o my_o sin_n in_o that_o particular_a sin_n of_o resist_v thy_o spirit_n if_o i_o apply_v not_o thy_o assistance_n do_v it_o not_o call_v we_o to_o a_o particular_a consideration_n that_o thy_o bless_a son_n vary_v his_o form_n of_o commination_n and_o aggravate_v it_o in_o the_o variation_n when_o he_o say_v to_o the_o jew_n because_o they_o refuse_v the_o light_n offer_v you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n 8.21_o and_o then_o when_o they_o proceed_v to_o far_a disputation_n and_o vexation_n and_o tentation_n he_o add_v 24._o you_o shall_v die_v in_o your_o sin_n he_o multiply_v the_o former_a express_v â—o_o a_o plural_a in_o this_o sinneâ—_n â—_z and_o in_o all_o your_o sin_n do_v not_o the_o resist_n of_o thy_o particular_a help_n at_o last_o draw_v upon_o we_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o all_o our_o former_a sin_n may_v not_o the_o neglect_v of_o this_o sound_n minister_v to_o i_o in_o this_o man_n death_n bring_v i_o to_o that_o misery_n as_o that_o i_o who_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n love_v so_o as_o to_o die_v for_o i_o shall_v die_v and_o a_o creature_n of_o my_o own_o shall_v be_v immortal_o â—_z that_o i_o shall_v die_v 66.14_o and_o the_o worm_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n shall_v never_o die_v 18._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n i_o have_v a_o new_a occasion_n of_o thanks_o and_o a_o new_a occasion_n of_o prayer_n to_o thou_o from_o the_o ring_n of_o this_o bell_n thou_o tell_v i_o in_o the_o other_o voice_n that_o i_o be_v mortal_a and_o approach_v to_o death_n in_o this_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o say_v that_o i_o be_o dead_a in_o a_o irremediable_a in_o a_o irrecoverable_a state_n for_o bodily_a health_n if_o that_o be_v thy_o language_n in_o this_o voice_n how_o infinite_o be_o i_o bind_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n for_o speak_v so_o plain_o unto_o i_o for_o even_o that_o voice_n that_o i_o must_v die_v now_o be_v not_o the_o voice_n of_o a_o judge_n that_o speak_v by_o way_n of_o condemnation_n but_o of_o a_o physician_n that_o present_v health_n in_o that_o thou_o present_v i_o death_n as_o the_o cure_n of_o my_o disease_n not_o as_o the_o exaltation_n of_o it_o if_o i_o mistake_v thy_o voice_n herein_o if_o i_o overrun_v thy_o pace_n and_o prevent_v thy_o hand_n and_o imagine_v death_n more_o instant_a upon_o i_o than_o thou_o have_v bid_v he_o be_v yet_o the_o voice_n belong_v to_o i_o i_o be_o dead_a i_o be_v bear_v dead_a and_o from_o the_o first_o lay_v of_o these_o mud-wall_n in_o my_o conception_n they_o have_v moldr_v away_o and_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o life_n be_v but_o a_o active_a death_n whether_o this_o voice_n instruct_v i_o that_o i_o be_o a_o dead_a man_n now_o or_o remember_v i_o that_o i_o have_v be_v a_o dead_a man_n all_o this_o while_n i_o humble_o thank_v thou_o for_o speak_v in_o this_o voice_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o i_o humâ—ly_o beseech_v thou_o also_o to_o accept_v my_o prayer_n in_o his_o behalf_n by_o who_o occasion_n this_o voice_n this_o sound_n be_v come_v to_o i_o â—or_a though_o he_o be_v by_o death_n transplant_v to_o thou_o and_o so_o in_o possession_n of_o inexpressible_a happiness_n there_o yet_o here_o upon_o earth_n thou_o have_v give_v we_o such_o a_o portion_n of_o heaven_n as_o that_o though_o man_n dispute_v whether_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n do_v know_v what_o we_o in_o earth_n in_o particular_a do_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o yet_o without_o all_o disputation_n we_o upon_o earth_n do_v know_v what_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n lack_v yet_o for_o the_o consummation_n of_o their_o happiness_n and_o therefore_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o the_o dignity_n that_o we_o may_v pray_v for_o they_o that_o therefore_o this_o soul_n now_o new_o depart_v to_o thy_o kingdom_n may_v quick_o return_v to_o a_o ioâ—full_a reunion_n to_o that_o body_n which_o it_o have_v leave_v and_o that_o we_o with_o it_o may_v soon_o enjoy_v the_o full_a consummation_n of_o all_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n i_o humble_o beg_v at_o thy_o hand_n o_o our_o most_o merciful_a god_n for_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n sake_n that_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o thou_o may_v have_v the_o comsummation_n of_o his_o dignity_n by_o enter_v into_o his_o last_o office_n the_o office_n of_o a_o judge_n and_o may_v have_v society_n of_o humane_a body_n in_o heaven_n as_o well_o as_o he_o have_v have_v ever_o of_o soulesâ—_n and_o that_o as_o thou_o hate_v sin_v itself_o thy_o hate_n to_o sin_n may_v be_v express_v in_o the_o abolish_n of_o all_o instrument_n of_o sin_n the_o allurement_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o world_n itself_o and_o all_o the_o temporary_a revenge_n of_o sin_n the_o sting_n of_o sickness_n and_o of_o death_n and_o all_o the_o castle_n and_o prison_n and_o monument_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o grave_n that_o time_n may_v be_v swallow_v up_o in_o eternity_n and_o hope_v swallow_v in_o possession_n and_o end_v swallow_v in_o infiniteness_n and_o all_o man_n ordain_v to_o salvation_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n bâ—_n one_o entire_a and_o everlasting_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o where_o thou_o may_v receive_v delight_n from_o they_o and_o they_o glory_n from_o thou_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 19_o oceano_fw-la tandem_fw-la emenso_fw-la aspicienda_fw-la resurgit_fw-la terra_fw-la vident_fw-la iustis_fw-la medici_fw-la iam_fw-la cocta_fw-la mederi_fw-la se_fw-la posse_fw-la indicijs_fw-la at_o last_o the_o physician_n after_o a_o long_a and_o stormy_a voyage_n see_v land_n they_o have_v so_o good_a sign_n of_o the_o concoction_n of_o the_o disease_n as_o that_o they_o may_v safe_o proceed_v to_o purge_v 19_o meditation_n all_o this_o while_n the_o physician_n themselves_o have_v be_v patient_n patient_o attend_v when_o they_o shall_v see_v any_o land_n in_o this_o sea_n any_o earth_n any_o cloud_n any_o indication_n of_o concoction_n in_o these_o water_n any_o disorder_n of_o i_o any_o pretermission_n of_o they_o exalt_v the_o dâ—sease_n accelerate_v the_o rage_n of_o it_o no_o diligence_n accelerate_v the_o concoction_n the_o maturity_n of_o the_o disease_n they_o must_v stay_v till_o the_o season_n of_o the_o sickness_n come_v and_o till_o it_o be_v ripen_v of_o itself_o and_o then_o they_o may_v put_v to_o their_o hand_n to_o gather_v it_o before_o it_o fall_v off_o but_o they_o can_v hasten_v the_o ripen_n why_o shall_v we_o look_v for_o it_o in_o a_o disease_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n the_o discord_n the_o irregularity_n the_o commotion_n and_o rebellion_n of_o the_o body_n it_o be_v scarce_o a_o disease_n if_o it_o can_v be_v order_v and_o
adam_n sin_v for_o eve_n sake_n and_o solomon_n to_o gratify_v his_o wife_n 3_o it_o be_v a_o uxorious_a sin_n when_o the_o judge_n sin_v for_o jezabels_n sake_n 21_o and_o joab_n to_o obey_v david_n 3._o it_o be_v a_o ambitious_a sin_n 23.23_o when_o pilate_n sin_v to_o humour_v the_o people_n 12.3_o and_o herod_n to_o give_v far_a contentment_n to_o the_o jew_n it_o be_v a_o popular_a sin_n any_o thing_n serve_v to_o occasion_n sin_n at_o home_n in_o my_o bosom_n or_o abroad_o in_o my_o mark_n and_o aim_v that_o which_o i_o be_o and_o that_o which_o i_o be_o not_o that_o which_o i_o will_v be_v prove_v coal_n and_o ember_n and_o fuel_n and_o bellows_n to_o sin_n and_o do_v thou_o put_v i_o o_o my_o god_n to_o discharge_v myself_o of_o myself_o before_o i_o can_v be_v well_o when_o â—hou_n bid_v i_o to_o put_v off_o â—he_v old_a man_n 4.22_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o my_o old_a habit_n of_o actual_a sin_n but_o the_o old_a of_o all_o original_a sin_n when_o thou_o bid_v i_o purge_v out_o the_o â—even_n 5.7_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o the_o sourness_n of_o my_o own_o ill_a contract_a custom_n but_o the_o innate_a tincture_n of_o sin_n imprint_v by_o nature_n how_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o require_v and_o not_o falsify_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o sin_n be_v go_v over_o all_o but_o o_o my_o god_n i_o press_v thou_o not_o with_o thy_o own_o text_n without_o thy_o own_o comment_n i_o know_v that_o in_o the_o state_n of_o my_o body_n which_o be_v more_o discernible_a than_o that_o of_o my_o soul_n thou_o do_v effigiate_n my_o soul_n to_o i_o and_o though_o no_o anatomist_n can_v say_v in_o dissect_v a_o body_n here_o lay_v the_o coal_n the_o fuel_n the_o occasion_n of_o all_o bodily_a disease_n but_o yet_o a_o man_n may_v have_v such_o a_o knowledge_n of_o his_o own_o constitution_n and_o bodily_a inclination_n to_o disease_n as_o that_o he_o may_v prevent_v his_o danger_n in_o a_o great_a part_n so_o though_o we_o can_v assign_v the_o place_n of_o original_a sin_n nor_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o so_o exact_o as_o of_o actual_a or_o by_o any_o diligence_n divest_v it_o yet_o have_v wash_v it_o in_o the_o water_n of_o thy_o baptism_n we_o have_v not_o only_o so_o cleanse_v it_o that_o we_o may_v the_o better_a look_n upon_o it_o and_o discern_v it_o but_o so_o weaken_v it_o that_o howsoever_o it_o may_v retain_v the_o former_a nature_n it_o do_v not_o retain_v the_o former_a force_n and_o though_o it_o may_v have_v the_o same_o name_n it_o have_v not_o the_o same_o venom_n 22._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n the_o god_n of_o security_n and_o the_o enemy_n of_o security_n too_o who_o will_v have_v we_o always_o sure_o of_o thy_o love_n and_o yet_o will_v have_v we_o always_o do_v something_o for_o it_o let_v i_o always_o so_o apprehend_v thou_o as_o present_v with_o i_o and_o yet_o so_o follow_v after_o thou_o as_o though_o i_o have_v not_o apprehend_v thou_o thou_o enlargedst_a ezechias_n lease_n for_o fifteen_o year_n thou_o renew_v lazarus_n his_o lease_n for_o a_o time_n which_o we_o know_v not_o but_o thou_o do_v never_o so_o put_v out_o any_o of_o these_o fire_n as_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o rake_v up_o the_o ember_n and_o wrap_v up_o a_o future_a mortality_n in_o that_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v then_o so_o reprieve_v thou_o proceed_v no_o otherwise_o in_o our_o soul_n o_o our_o good_a but_o fearful_a god_n thou_o pardone_v no_o sin_n so_o as_o that_o that_o sinner_n can_v sin_v no_o more_o thou_o make_v no_o man_n so_o acceptable_a as_o that_o thou_o makâ—st_v he_o impeccable_a though_o therefore_o it_o be_v a_o diminution_n of_o the_o largeness_n and_o derogatory_n to_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n to_o look_v back_o upon_o those_o sin_n which_o in_o a_o true_a repentanceâ—_n â—_z i_o have_v bury_v in_o the_o wound_n of_o â—hy_a son_n with_o a_o jealous_a or_o suspicious_a eye_n as_o though_o they_o be_v now_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o have_v so_o transfer_v they_o upon_o â—hy_a son_n as_o though_o â—hey_n can_v now_o be_v raise_v to_o life_n again_o to_o condemn_v i_o to_o death_n when_o they_o be_v dead_a in_o â—im_n who_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n yet_o be_v it_o a_o irregular_a anticipation_n and_o a_o insolent_a presumption_n to_o think_v that_o thy_o present_a mercy_n extend_v to_o all_o my_o future_a sin_n or_o that_o there_o be_v no_o ember_n no_o coal_n of_o future_a sin_n leave_v in_o i_o temper_v therefore_o thy_o mercy_n so_o to_o my_o soul_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o decline_v to_o any_o faintness_n of_o spirit_n in_o suspect_v thy_o mercy_n now_o to_o be_v less_o hearty_a less_o sincere_a than_o it_o use_v to_o be_v to_o those_o who_o be_v perfect_o reconcile_v to_o thou_o nor_o presume_v so_o of_o it_o as_o either_o to_o think_v this_o present_a mercy_n a_o antidote_n against_o all_o poison_n and_o so_o expose_v myself_o to_o tentation_n upon_o confidence_n that_o this_o thy_o mercy_n shall_v preserve_v i_o or_o that_o when_o i_o do_v cast_v myself_o into_o new_a sin_n i_o may_v have_v new_a mercy_n at_o any_o time_n because_o thou_o do_v so_o easy_o afford_v i_o this_o 23._o metusque_fw-la relabi_fw-la they_o warn_v i_o of_o the_o fearful_a danger_n of_o relapse_v 23._o meditation_n it_o be_v not_o in_o man_n body_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o city_n that_o when_o the_o bell_n have_v ring_v to_o cover_v your_o fire_n and_o â—ake_z up_o the_o ember_n you_o may_v lie_v down_o and_o sleep_v without_o fear_n though_o you_o have_v by_o physic_n and_o diet_n rake_v up_o the_o ember_n of_o your_o â—isease_n still_o there_o be_v a_o fear_n of_o a_o relapse_n and_o the_o great_a danger_n be_v in_o that_o â—uen_v in_o pleasure_n and_o in_o â—â—ines_n there_o be_v a_o propriety_n â—_o meum_fw-la &_o tuum_fw-la and_o a_o man_n be_v most_o affect_a with_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v he_o he_o by_o former_a enjoy_n and_o experience_n and_o most_o intimidated_a with_o those_o pain_n which_o be_v his_o he_o by_o a_o woeful_a â—ense_n of_o they_o in_o former_a affliction_n a_o covetousâ—erson_n â—erson_z who_o have_v preoccupate_v all_o his_o sense_n fill_v all_o his_o capacity_n with_o the_o delight_n of_o gather_v wonder_n how_o any_o man_n can_v have_v any_o taste_n of_o any_o pleasure_n in_o any_o openness_n or_o liberality_n so_o also_o in_o bodily_a pain_n in_o a_o fit_a of_o the_o stone_n thâ—_n patient_a wonder_n why_o any_o man_n shall_v call_v the_o gout_n a_o pain_n and_o he_o that_o have_v feel_v neither_o but_o the_o toothache_n be_v as_o much_o afraid_a of_o a_o â—it_n of_o that_o as_o either_o of_o the_o other_o of_o either_o of_o the_o other_o disease_n which_o we_o â—ever_v feel_v in_o ourselves_o â—ome_v but_o to_o a_o compassiâ—â—_n of_o other_o that_o have_v â—ndured_v they_o nay_o compassion_n itself_o come_v â—o_o no_o great_a degree_n if_o we_o â—ave_n not_o feel_v in_o some_o proportion_n in_o ourselves_o â—hat_n which_o we_o lament_v â—nd_n condole_v in_o another_o but_o when_o we_o have_v have_v â—hose_v torment_n in_o their_o exaltation_n ourselves_o we_o â—emble_v at_o a_o relapse_n â—hen_o we_o must_v pantâ—hrough_a â—hrough_z all_o those_o fiery_a â—eats_n and_o sail_v through_o â—ll_o those_o overflow_a sweat_n when_o we_o must_v watch_v through_o all_o those_o long_a night_n and_o mourn_v through_o all_o those_o long_a day_n day_n and_o night_n so_o long_o as_o that_o nature_n herself_o shall_v seem_v to_o be_v pervert_v and_o to_o hauâ—_n put_v the_o long_a day_n and_o the_o long_a night_n which_o shall_v be_v six_o month_n asunder_o into_o one_o natural_a unnatural_a day_n when_o we_o must_v stand_v at_o the_o same_o bar_n expect_v the_o return_n of_o physician_n from_o â—heir_a consultation_n and_o not_o be_v sure_a of_o the_o sâ—me_a verdict_n in_o any_o good_a indication_n when_o we_o must_v go_v the_o same_o way_n over_o again_o and_o not_o see_v the_o same_o issue_n this_o be_v a_o state_n a_o condition_n a_o calamity_n in_o respect_n of_o which_o any_o other_o sickness_n be_v a_o â—onualescence_n and_o any_o great_a less_o it_o add_v to_o the_o affliction_n that_o relapse_n be_v and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n just_o impute_v to_o ourselves_o as_o occasion_v by_o some_o disorder_n in_o we_o and_o so_o we_o be_v not_o only_o passive_a but_o active_a in_o our_o own_o ruin_n we_o do_v not_o only_o stand_v under_o a_o fall_a house_n but_o pull_v it_o down_o upon_o we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o only_o execute_v that_o imply_v guiltiness_n but_o we_o be_v executioner_n that_o imply_v dishonour_n and_o executioner_n of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o imply_v impiety_n and_o we_o fall_v from_o that_o
comfort_n which_o we_o may_v have_v in_o our_o first_o sickness_n from_o that_o meditation_n alas_o how_o general_o miserable_a be_v man_n and_o how_o subject_a to_o disease_n for_o in_o that_o it_o be_v some_o degree_n of_o comfort_n that_o we_o be_v but_o in_o the_o staâ—e_v common_a to_o all_o we_o fall_v i_o say_v to_o this_o discomfort_n and_o self_n accuse_v &_o self_n condemn_v alas_o how_o unprovident_a and_o in_o that_o how_o unthankful_a to_o god_n and_o his_o instrument_n be_o i_o in_o make_v so_o ill_o use_v of_o so_o great_a benefit_n in_o destroy_v so_o soon_o so_o long_o a_o work_n in_o relapse_v by_o my_o disorder_n to_o that_o from_o which_o they_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o so_o my_o meditation_n be_v fearful_o transfer_v from_o the_o body_n to_o the_o mind_n and_o from_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o sickness_n to_o that_o sin_n that_o sinful_a carelessness_n by_o which_o i_o have_v occasion_v my_o relapse_n and_o among_o the_o many_o weight_n that_o aggravate_v a_o relapse_n this_o also_o be_v one_o that_o a_o relapse_n proceed_v with_o a_o more_o violent_a dispatch_n and_o more_o irremediable_o because_o it_o find_v the_o country_n weaken_v and_o depopulate_v before_o upon_o a_o sickness_n which_o as_o yet_o appear_v not_o we_o can_v scarce_o fix_v a_o fear_n because_o we_o know_v not_o what_o to_o fear_v but_o as_o fear_n be_v the_o busy_a and_o irksome_a affection_n so_o be_v a_o relapse_n which_o be_v still_o ready_a to_o come_v into_o that_o which_o be_v but_o new_o go_v the_o near_a object_n the_o most_o immediate_a exercise_n of_o that_o affection_n of_o fearâ—_n 23._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o mighty_a father_n who_o have_v be_v my_o physician_n thou_o glorious_a son_n who_o have_v be_v my_o physic_n thou_o bless_a spirit_n who_o have_v prepare_v and_o apply_v all_o to_o i_o shall_v i_o alone_o be_v able_a to_o overthrow_v the_o work_n of_o all_o you_o and_o relapse_n into_o those_o spiritual_a sickness_n from_o which_o your_o infinite_a mercy_n have_v withdraw_v i_o though_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n hâ—ue_v fill_v my_o measure_n with_o mercy_n yet_o my_o measure_n be_v not_o so_o large_a as_o that_o of_o thy_o whole_a people_n the_o nation_n the_o numerous_a and_o glorious_a nation_n of_o israel_n and_o yet_o how_o often_o how_o often_o do_v they_o fall_v into_o relapse_n and_o then_o where_o be_v my_o assurance_n how_o easy_o thou_o passedst_a over_o many_o other_o sin_n in_o they_o and_o how_o vehement_o thou_o insi_v in_o those_o into_o which_o they_o so_o often_o relapse_v those_o be_v their_o murmur_n against_o thou_o in_o thy_o instrument_n and_o minister_n and_o their_o turn_n upon_o other_o god_n and_o embrace_v the_o idolatry_n of_o their_o neighbour_n o_o my_o god_n how_o slippery_a a_o way_n to_o how_o irrecoverable_a a_o bottom_n be_v murmur_v and_o how_o near_o thyself_o he_o come_v that_o murmur_n at_o he_o who_o come_v from_o thou_o the_o magistrate_n be_v the_o garment_n in_o which_o thou_o apparelle_v thyself_o and_o he_o that_o shoot_v at_o the_o clothes_n can_v say_v he_o mean_v no_o ill_a to_o the_o man_n thy_o people_n be_v fearful_a example_n of_o that_o for_o how_o often_o do_v their_o murmur_a against_o thy_o minister_n end_n in_o a_o depart_n from_o thou_o when_o they_o will_v have_v other_o officer_n they_o will_v have_v other_o god_n and_o still_o to_o day_n murmur_v be_v to_o morrow_n idolatry_n as_o their_o murmur_a induce_v idolatry_n and_o they_o relapse_v often_o into_o both_o i_o have_v find_v in_o myself_o o_o my_o god_n o_o my_o god_n thou_o have_v find_v it_o in_o i_o and_o thy_o find_v it_o have_v show_v it_o to_o i_o such_o a_o transmigration_n of_o sin_n as_o make_v i_o afraid_a of_o relapse_v too_o the_o soul_n of_o sin_n for_o we_o have_v make_v sin_n immortal_a and_o it_o must_v have_v a_o soul_n the_o soul_n of_o sin_n be_v disobedience_n to_o thou_o and_o when_o one_o sin_n have_v be_v dead_a in_o i_o that_o soul_n have_v pass_v into_o another_o sin_n our_o youth_n die_v and_o the_o sin_n of_o our_o youth_n with_o it_o some_o sin_n die_v a_o violent_a death_n and_o some_o a_o natural_a poverty_n penury_n imprisonment_n banishment_n kill_v some_o sin_n in_o we_o and_o some_o die_v of_o age_n many_o way_n we_o become_v unable_a to_o do_v that_o sin_n but_o still_o the_o soul_n live_v and_o pass_v into_o another_o sin_n and_o that_o that_o be_v licentiousness_n grow_v ambition_n and_o that_o come_v to_o indevotion_n and_o spiritual_a coldness_n we_o have_v three_o life_n in_o our_o state_n of_o sin_n and_o where_o the_o sin_n oâ—_n youth_n expire_v those_o of_o our_o middle_a year_n enter_v and_o those_o of_o our_o age_n after_o they_o this_o transmigration_n of_o sin_n find_v in_o myself_o make_v i_o afraid_a o_o my_o god_n of_o a_o relapse_n but_o the_o occasion_n of_o my_o fear_n be_v more_o pregnantâ—han_n â—han_z so_o for_o i_o have_v have_v i_o have_v multiply_v relapse_n already_o why_o o_o my_o god_n be_v a_o relapse_n so_o odious_a to_o thou_o not_o so_o much_o their_o murmur_a and_o their_o idolatry_n as_o their_o relapse_v into_o those_o sin_n seem_v to_o affect_v thou_o in_o thy_o disobedient_a people_n they_o limit_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n 78.41_o as_o â—hou_a complain_v of_o they_o that_o be_v a_o murmur_a but_o before_o thou_o charge_v they_o with_o the_o fault_n itself_o in_o the_o same_o place_n thou_o charge_v they_o with_o the_o iterate_n the_o redouble_v of_o â—hat_n fault_n before_o the_o fault_n be_v name_v how_o oft_o do_v they_o provoke_v i_o in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o grieve_v i_o in_o the_o desert_n that_o which_o bring_v thou_o to_o that_o exasperation_n against_o they_o as_o to_o say_v that_o thou_o will_v break_v thy_o own_o oath_n 22._o rather_o than_o leave_v they_o unpunished_a they_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o land_n which_o i_o swear_v unto_o their_o father_n be_v because_o they_o have_v tempt_v thou_o ten_o time_n infinite_o upon_o that_o thou_o threaten_v with_o that_o vehemency_n 23.12_o if_o you_o do_v in_o any_o wise_a go_v back_o know_v for_o a_o certainty_n god_n will_v no_o more_o drive_v out_o any_o of_o these_o nation_n from_o before_o you_o but_o they_o shall_v be_v snare_n and_o trap_n unto_o you_o and_o scourge_n in_o your_o side_n and_o thorn_n in_o your_o eye_n till_o you_o perish_v no_o tongue_n but_o thy_o own_o o_o my_o god_n can_v express_v thy_o indignation_n against_o a_o nation_n relapse_v to_o idolatry_n idolatry_n in_o any_o nation_n be_v deadly_a but_o when_o the_o disease_n be_v complicate_v with_o a_o relapse_n a_o knowledge_n and_o a_o profession_n of_o a_o former_a recovery_n it_o be_v desperate_a and_o thy_o anger_n work_v not_o only_a where_o the_o evidence_n be_v pregnant_a and_o without_o exception_n so_o thou_o say_v when_o it_o be_v say_v 12._o that_o certain_a man_n in_o a_o city_n have_v withdraw_v other_o to_o idolatry_n and_o that_o inquiry_n be_v make_v and_o it_o be_v find_v true_a the_o city_n and_o the_o inhabitant_n and_o the_o cattle_n be_v to_o be_v destroy_v but_o where_o there_o be_v but_o a_o suspicion_n a_o rumour_n of_o such_o a_o relapse_n to_o idolatry_n thy_o anger_n be_v awaken_v and_o thy_o indignation_n stir_v 22.11_o in_o the_o government_n of_o thy_o servant_n josua_n there_o be_v a_o voice_n that_o reuben_n and_o gad_n with_o those_o of_o manasseh_n have_v build_v a_o new_a altar_n israel_n do_v not_o send_v one_o to_o inquire_v 1.12_o but_o the_o whole_a congregation_n gather_v to_o go_v up_o to_o war_n against_o they_o and_o there_o go_v a_o prince_n of_o every_o tribe_n and_o they_o object_n to_o they_o not_o so_o much_o their_o present_a declination_n to_o idolatry_n as_o their_o relapse_n 4._o be_v the_o iniquity_n of_o peor_n too_o little_a for_o we_o a_o idolatry_n former_o commit_v and_o punish_v with_o the_o slaughter_n of_o twenty_o four_o thousand_o delinquent_n at_o last_o reuben_n and_o gad_n satisfy_v they_o that_o that_o altar_n be_v not_o build_v for_o idolatry_n but_o build_v as_o a_o pattern_n of_o they_o that_o they_o may_v thereby_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v of_o the_o same_o profession_n that_o they_o be_v and_o so_o the_o army_n return_v without_o blood_n even_o where_o it_o come_v not_o so_o far_o as_o to_o a_o actual_a relapse_n into_o idolatry_n thou_o o_o my_o god_n becom_a sensible_a of_o it_o though_o thou_o who_o see_v the_o heart_n all_o the_o way_n prevent_a all_n dangerous_a effect_n where_o there_o be_v no_o ill_a meaning_n how_o ever_o there_o be_v occasion_n of_o suspicious_a rumour_n give_v to_o thy_o israel_n of_o relapse_v so_o odious_a to_o thou_o &_o so_o aggravate_v a_o weight_n upon_o sin_n be_v a_o relapse_n but_o o_o my_o
god_n why_o be_v it_o so_o so_o odious_a it_o must_v be_v so_o because_o he_o that_o have_v sin_v and_o then_o repent_v have_v weigh_v god_n and_o the_o devil_n in_o a_o balance_n he_o have_v hear_v god_n and_o the_o devil_n plead_v and_o after_o hear_v give_v judgement_n on_o that_o side_n to_o which_o he_o adhere_v by_o his_o subsequent_a practice_n tertull._n if_o he_o return_v to_o his_o sin_n he_o decree_v for_o satan_n he_o prefer_v sin_n before_o grace_n and_o satan_n before_o god_n and_o in_o contempt_n of_o god_n declare_v the_o precedency_n for_o his_o adversary_n and_o a_o contempt_n wound_v deep_a than_o a_o injury_n a_o relapse_n deep_o than_o a_o blasphemy_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o a_o relapse_n be_v more_o odious_a to_o thou_o need_v i_o ask_v why_o it_o be_v more_o dangerous_a more_o pernicious_a to_o i_o be_v there_o any_o other_o measure_n of_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o danger_n than_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n how_o fit_o and_o how_o fearful_o have_v thou_o express_v my_o case_n in_o a_o stormâ—t_a â—t_z sea_n if_o i_o relapse_n they_o mount_v up_o to_o heaven_n 26._o and_o they_o go_v down_o again_o to_o the_o depth_n my_o sickness_n bring_v i_o to_o thou_o in_o repentance_n and_o my_o relapse_n have_v cast_v i_o far_o from_o thou_o 12.45_o the_o end_n of_o that_o man_n shall_v be_v worse_o than_o the_o beginning_n say_v thy_o word_n thy_o son_n my_o beginning_n be_v sickness_n punishment_n for_o sin_n but_o a_o worse_a thing_n may_v follow_v 8.14_o say_v he_o also_o if_o i_o sin_v again_o not_o only_a death_n which_o be_v a_o â—nd_n worse_o than_o sickness_n which_o be_v the_o beginning_n but_o hell_n which_o be_v a_o beginning_n worse_o than_o that_o end_n 70._o thy_o great_a servant_n deny_v thy_o son_n and_o he_o deny_v he_o again_o but_o all_o before_o repentance_n here_o be_v no_o relapse_n o_o if_o thou_o have_v ever_o readmit_v adam_n into_o paradise_n how_o abstinent_o will_v he_o have_v walk_v by_o that_o tree_n and_o will_v not_o the_o angel_n that_o fall_v have_v fix_v themselves_o upon_o thou_o if_o thou_o have_v once_o readmit_v they_o to_o thy_o sight_n they_o never_o relapse_v if_o i_o do_v must_v not_o my_o case_n be_v as_o desperate_a not_o so_o desperate_a for_o 2.18_o as_o thy_o majesty_n so_o be_v thy_o mercy_n both_o infinite_a and_o thou_o who_o have_v command_v i_o to_o pardon_v my_o brother_n seventy_o seven_o time_n have_v limit_v thyself_o to_o no_o number_n if_o death_n be_v ill_o in_o it_o self_n thou_o will_v never_o have_v raise_v any_o dead_a man_n to_o life_n again_o because_o that_o man_n must_v necessary_o die_v again_o if_o thy_o mercy_n in_o pardon_v do_v so_o far_o aggravate_v a_o relapse_n as_o that_o there_o be_v no_o more_o mercy_n after_o it_o our_o case_n be_v the_o worse_a for_o that_o former_a mercy_n for_o who_o be_v not_o under_o even_o a_o necessity_n of_o sin_v whilst_o he_o be_v here_o if_o we_o place_v this_o necssity_n in_o our_o own_o infirmity_n and_o not_o in_o thy_o decree_n but_o i_o speak_v not_o this_o o_o my_o god_n as_o prepare_v a_o way_n to_o my_o relapse_n out_o of_o presumption_n but_o to_o preclude_v all_o access_n of_o desperation_n though_o out_o of_o infirmity_n i_o shall_v relapse_n 23._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o be_v ever_o infinite_a yet_o enlarge_v thyself_o by_o the_o number_n of_o our_o prayer_n and_o take_v our_o often_o petition_n to_o thou_o to_o be_v a_o addition_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o thy_o greatness_n as_o ever_o upon_o all_o occasion_n so_o now_o o_o my_o god_n i_o come_v to_o thy_o majesty_n with_o two_o prayer_n two_o supplication_n i_o have_v meditate_a upon_o the_o jelouzie_n which_o thou_o hâ—st_v of_o thy_o own_o honour_n and_o consider_v that_o nothing_o can_v come_v near_o a_o violate_v of_o that_o honour_n near_o to_o the_o nature_n of_o a_o scorn_n to_o thou_o then_o to_o sue_v out_o thy_o pâ—rdon_n and_o receive_v the_o seal_n of_o reconciliation_n to_o thou_o and_o then_o return_v to_o thâ—t_v sin_n for_o which_o i_o need_v and_o have_v thy_o pardon_n before_o i_o know_v that_o this_o come_v to_o near_a to_o a_o make_v thy_o holy_a ordinance_n thy_o word_n thy_o sacrament_n thy_o seal_n thy_o grace_n instrument_n of_o my_o spiritual_a fornication_n since_o therefore_o thy_o correction_n have_v bring_v i_o to_o such_o a_o participation_n of_o thyself_o thyself_o o_o my_o god_n can_v be_v part_v to_o such_o a_o entire_a possession_n of_o thou_o as_o that_o i_o dare_v deliver_v myself_o over_o to_o thou_o this_o minute_n if_o this_o minute_n thou_o will_v accept_v my_o dissolution_n preserve_v i_o o_o my_o god_n the_o god_n of_o constancy_n and_o perseverance_n in_o this_o state_n from_o all_o relapse_n into_o those_o sin_n which_o have_v induce_v thy_o former_a judgement_n upon_o i_o but_o because_o by_o too_o lamentable_a experience_n i_o i_o know_v how_o slippery_a my_o custom_n of_o sin_n have_v make_v my_o way_n of_o sin_n i_o presume_v to_o add_v this_o petition_n too_o that_o if_o my_o infirmity_n overtake_v i_o thou_o forsake_v i_o not_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n my_o son_n thou_o have_v sin_v do_v so_o no_o more_o 21.1_o but_o say_v also_o that_o though_o i_o do_v thy_o spirit_n of_o remorse_n and_o compunction_n shall_v never_o depart_v from_o i_o thy_o holy_a apostle_n saint_n paul_n 11.25_o be_v shipwrackd_v thrice_o &_o yet_o still_o save_v though_o the_o rock_n and_o the_o sand_n the_o height_n and_o the_o shallows_n the_o prosperity_n and_o the_o adversity_n of_o this_o world_n do_v diverse_o threaten_v i_o though_o my_o own_o leak_n endanger_v i_o yet_o o_o god_n let_v i_o never_o put_v myself_o aboard_o with_o hymeneus_n 1.19_o nor_o make_v shipwreck_n of_o faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n and_o then_o thy_o long-liud_a thy_o everlasting_a mercy_n will_v visit_v i_o though_o that_o which_o i_o most_o earnest_o pray_v against_o shall_v fall_v upon_o i_o a_o relapse_n into_o those_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v true_o repent_v and_o thou_o have_v full_o pardon_v finis_fw-la gen._n 28.16_o mat._n 13â—_n 16._o 2_o reg._n 4.40_o prou._n 13.17_o esa._n 58.8_o 1_o sam._n 24_o 15._o 2_o sam._n 9.8_o 2_o sam._n 24.14_o psa._n 34.8_o prou._n 14.30_o psa._n 38.3_o ibid._n mat._n 19.13_o amos_n 6_o 4._o psal._n 132_o 3._o apoc._n 2.22_o mat._n 8.6_o 8.4_o 8.14_o psa._n 26.8_o 84.4_o 5.8_o 69.10_o 1_o cor._n 9.27_o 2._o reg._n 2.11_o exod._n 21_o 18._o psa._n 41.3_o psal._n 4.4_o job_n 13.3_o ezâ—c_fw-la 47.12_o joh._n 5.6_o jer._n 8.22_o ecclus._n 38.4_o ecclus._n 38.15_o 1._o chro._n 16.12_o ecclusâ—8_n â—8_z 9_o ps._n 6.2_o v_o 10._o v_o 12._o act._n 9_o â—4_n luc._n 5.17_o apo._n 22_o 2d_o jer._n 51.9_o ose_n 5.13_o esa._n 2_o châ—o_o 7.14_o ezech_v 47.11_o mat._n 4.23_o luc._n 6.19_o io_n 7.23_o 2._o reg._n 20._o â—_o num_fw-la 12.14_o io_n 13.23_o num_fw-la 23.9_o deu_fw-la 33.28_o eccles._n 4.10_o sap._n 1.9_o mat._n 14.23_o mat._n 26.13_o io._n 8.16_o psa._n 38.11_o esa._n 63.3_o 1._o regâ—â—4_n â—4_z 14_o luc._n 10.40_o jer._n 1.1_o leu_n 13.46_o exo_n 14.2_o gen._n 32.24_o ecclus._n 6.16_o 2_o sam_n 3.11_o 9.34_o job_n 9.34_o luc_n 18.1_o luc._n 11.5_o psa._n 27.1_o num_fw-la 14.9_o ps_n 35.70_o 46.5_o ecclus_n 41_o 3._o mar._n 6.20_o psa_n 25.14_o pro_fw-la 2.5_o act._n 9.31_o gen._n 3.10_o pro_fw-la 1.26_o 10.24_o ps_n 14.5_o 53_o 6._o io_n 7.13_o 19.38_o 29.19_o esai_n 33.6_o mat._n 8.26_o jud_n 7.3_o apo_n 21.8_o job._n 6.20_o mat._n 28.8_o ps_n 111.10_o pro._n 1.7_o ecclus._n 1.20.27_o deu_fw-la 4.10_o heb_n 11.7_o ecclus_n 18.27_o 2_o sam._n 18_o 25._o so_o all_o but_o our_o translation_n take_v it_o even_o burcdorf_n &_o schindler_n 2.4.11_o exod._n 18_o 13._o num._n 11_o 16._o heb._n 1.6_o mat._n 26.53_o mat._n 25.31_o luc._n 21.15_o io._n 20.12_o gen._n 28.12_o psa._n 91.13_o gen._n 19.15_o apo._n 1.20_o apo._n 8.2_o mat._n 13.39_o luc._n 16.22_o apoc._n 21.12_o 1._o reg._n 19.35_o luc._n 4.18_o eph._n 4.11_o 1._o pet_n 2.25_o io._n 20.22_o ecclus._n 13.23_o augustus_n 2_o sam._n 19.12_o 2_o sam._n 24._o â—â—_o v_o 17._o 2_o chro._n 14.8_o 2._o chro._n 25.16_o 42.13_o 9.6_o 11.2_o gen._n 1.26_o job._n 1._o tim._n 4.1_o ose._n 4.12_o esa._n 19.14_o apoc._n 7.1_o josephus_n jere._n 9.21_o io._n 8.44_o joh._n 6.70_o ps._n 19.12_o isaiah_n 47.10_o gen._n 4.10_o jer._n 20.27_o eccle._n 10.20_o gen._n 3.8_o eccles._n 12.14_o mat._n 10.26_o psal._n 32.34_o 8.5_o prou._n 23.26_o job._n 1.8_o jer._n 17_o 9_o gen._n 6.5_o amos_n 4.14_o 1_o sam._n 13_o 14._o jer._n 3.15_o ezech._n 11_o 19_o eccles._n 7.26_o prou._n 28.26_o io._n 13.2_o ecclus._n 50.23_o levit._n 26_o 36._o jos._n 2.11_o 1_o sam._n 7.3_o 2._o cor._n 1.22_o 1._o sam._n 25.37_o 24.5_o 1._o sam._n 24.10_o 1._o reg._n 8.38_o phil._n 4.7_o coma_o latro_fw-la in_o val._n max._n ardionus_fw-la 4.14_o gen._n 2.6_o levit._n 16_o 23._o ezech._n 8.11_o sap._n 7.24_o sap._n 11.18_o joel._n 2.30_o act._n 2.19_o psa._n 78.8_o esa._n 6.4_o apo._n 9.2_o psa._n 91.13_o eze._n 7.16_o 37.3_o can._n 4.7_o jud._n 23._o job_n 9.30_o ephes._n 5.29_o josua_n 22.17_o sap._n 13.14_o gen._n 30.33_o mat._n 9.12_o job_n 11.15_o dan._n 7_o 9_o mat._n 20.6_o 6â—34_n 4.10_o 2_o 16â—_n 2._o cor._n 6.2_o apoc._n 6.17_o eph._n 6.1_o 3._o joh._n v_o 2._o heb._n 1.2_o 2._o thes._n 5.8_o mat._n 23_o 30â—_n mat._n 22.15_o v._o 23._o v._o 34._o v._o 46._o gen._n 32.26_o 2_o pet._n 3.8_o ecclus._n 41.1_o mat._n 28.20_o psa._n 121.1_o 2_o pet._n 2.3_o psa._n 127_o 1._o leu._n 26.6_o jon._n 1.5_o mat._n 8.24_o io._n 11.12_o eccles._n 8.16_o pro._n 4.16_o eccles._n 5.12_o mat._n 13.25.28.13_o 26.40_o jud._n 16.3_o vers_fw-la 19_o eph._n 5.14_o 1_o thes._n 5.6_o jer._n 51.59_o can._n 5.8_o 1_o thes._n 5.6_o vers_fw-la 10._o magius_n antwerp_n rouen_n roccha_n num._n 10_o 1._o exo._n 18._o apoc._n 14_o 13._o gen._n 49.1_o deut._n 33_o 1._o 2_o reg._n 20.1_o 2_o pet._n 2.13_o joh._n 14.1_o psal._n 31.5_o levit._n 21_o 1._o sap._n 14.14_o sap._n 13.9_o sap._n 13.18_o isaiah_n 8.14_o deu._n 33.6_o zechar._n 11.9_o jud._n 12._o exo._n 12.30_o apo._n 1.5_o 1_o sam._n 19.11_o apoc._n 3_o 2d_o jud._n 6.23_o num._n 20.26_o 1_o reg._n 16_o 18._o joh._n 8.21_o vers._n 24._o isaiah_n 66.14_o psal._n 46.3_o psa._n 33.7_o psa._n 8.29_o jos._n 3.17_o ecelus_fw-la 43.24_o vers_fw-la 27._o sap._n 14.3_o act._n 17.11_o luc._n 5.3_o act._n 27.24_o mar._n 5.2_o act._n 27.31_o jac._n 3.4_o apo._n 8.9_o io._n 6.21_o lam._n 3.26_o exo._n 13.21_o 16.10_o 1_o reg._n 19.43_o august_n eccles._n 11.4_o prou._n 10_o 4._o psal._n 24.3_o exod._n 31.29_o 1_o sam._n 22.17_o levit._n 8.36_o galâ—n_n galen_n galen_n psa._n 106_o 12._o mar._n 15_o 23._o io._n 12.28_o mat._n 27_o 46.50_o deut._n 5.22_o 2_o sam._n 22.14_o psal._n 68_o 33._o psal._n 29._o io._n 5.25_o apo._n 1.12_o job._n 4.16_o psa._n 93.3.4_o ecclus._n 8.8_o ibid._n v_o 7._o 1_o sam._n 19.15_o 2_o chro._n 24.25_o amos_n 3.12_o act._n 5.15_o mat._n 96_o leu._n 5.2_o num._n 15_o 22._o rom._n 1.32_o eph._n 2.3_o 1_o â—o_z 3.4_o rom._n 7.23_o jer._n 6.7_o 7.26_o jacob_n 1.14_o gen._n 3.6_o 1_o reg._n 1â—_n 3_o 1_o reg._n 21_o 1_o par._n 22_o 3._o luâ—_n 23.23_o act._n 12.3_o eph._n 4.22_o 1_o cor._n 5.7_o psal._n 78.41_o num._n 14_o 22._o jos._n 23.12_o deut._n 13_o 12._o iâ—s_n 22.11_o 1.12_o num._n 25_o 4._o tertull._n psa._n 107_o 26._o mat._n 12.45_o io._n 8.14_o mar._n 14_o 70._o ecclus._n 2.18_o ecclus._n 21.1_o 2._o cor._n 11.25_o timo._n 1.19_o
eye_n to_o testify_v my_o spiritual_a sickness_n i_o stand_v in_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n natural_o necessary_o all_o man_n do_v so_o for_o there_o be_v a_o snake_n in_o every_o path_n tentation_n in_o every_o vocation_n but_o i_o go_v i_o run_v i_o fly_v into_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n which_o i_o may_v shun_v nay_o i_o break_v into_o house_n where_o the_o plague_n be_v i_o press_v into_o place_n of_o tentation_n and_o tempt_v the_o devil_n himself_o and_o solicit_v &_o importune_v they_o who_o have_v rather_o be_v leave_v unsolicit_v by_o i_o i_o fall_v sick_a of_o sin_n and_o be_o bed_v and_o bedrid_a bury_v and_o putrify_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o this_o while_o haâ—e_v no_o presage_n no_o pulse_n no_o sense_n of_o my_o sickness_n o_o height_n o_o depth_n of_o misery_n where_o the_o first_o symptom_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v hell_n &_o where_o i_o never_o fee_v the_o fever_n of_o lust_n of_o envy_n of_o ambition_n by_o any_o other_o light_n than_o the_o darkness_n and_o horror_n of_o hell_n itself_o â—_z &_o where_o the_o first_o messenger_n that_o speak_v to_o i_o do_v not_o sayâ—_n thou_o may_v die_v no_o nor_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o thou_o be_v dead_a and_o where_o the_o first_o notice_n that_o my_o soul_n have_v of_o her_o sickness_n be_v irrecoverablenes_n irremediablenes_n but_o o_o my_o god_n job_n do_v not_o charge_v thou_o foolish_o in_o his_o temporal_a affliction_n nor_o may_v i_o in_o my_o spiritual_a thou_o have_v imprint_v a_o pulse_n in_o our_o soul_n but_o we_o do_v not_o examine_v it_o a_o voice_n in_o our_o conscience_n but_o we_o do_v not_o hearken_v unto_o it_o we_o talk_v it_o out_o we_o jest_v it_o out_o we_o drink_v it_o out_o we_o sleep_v it_o out_o and_o when_o we_o wake_v we_o do_v not_o say_v with_o jacob_n 28.16_o sure_o the_o lord_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o but_o though_o we_o may_v know_v it_o we_o do_v not_o we_o will_v not_o but_o will_v god_n pretend_v to_o make_v a_o watch_n and_o leave_v out_o the_o springe_n to_o make_v so_o many_o various_a wheel_n in_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o the_o organ_n of_o the_o body_n and_o leave_v out_o grace_n that_o shall_v move_v they_o or_o will_v god_n make_v a_o springe_n and_o not_o wind_v it_o up_o infuse_v his_o first_o grace_n &_o not_o second_v it_o with_o more_o without_o which_o we_o can_v no_o more_o use_v his_o first_o grace_n when_o we_o have_v it_o than_o we_o can_v dispose_v ourselves_o by_o nature_n to_o have_v it_o but_o alas_o that_o be_v not_o our_o case_n we_o be_v all_o prodigal_a son_n and_o not_o disinherit_v we_o have_v receive_v our_o portion_n and_o mis-spend_v it_o not_o be_v deny_v it_o we_o be_v god_n tenant_n here_o and_o yet_o here_o he_o our_o landlord_n pay_v we_o rent_n not_o yearly_a nor_o quarterly_a but_o hourly_o and_o quarterly_a every_o minute_n he_o renew_v his_o mercy_n but_o we_o will_v not_o understand_v 16._o lest_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v convert_v and_o he_o shall_v heal_v us._n 1._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o consider_v in_o thyself_o be_v a_o circle_n first_o and_o last_o and_o altogether_o but_o consider_v in_o thy_o work_n upon_o we_o be_v a_o direct_a line_n and_o lead_v we_o from_o our_o beginning_n through_o all_o our_o way_n to_o our_o end_n enable_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n to_o look_v forward_o to_o my_o end_n and_o to_o look_v backward_o to_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o mercy_n afford_v i_o from_o the_o beginning_n that_o so_o by_o that_o practice_n of_o consider_v thy_o mercy_n in_o my_o beginning_n in_o this_o world_n when_o thou_o plant_v i_o in_o the_o christian_a church_n and_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o begin_n in_o the_o other_o world_n when_o thou_o write_v i_o in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n in_o my_o election_n i_o may_v come_v to_o a_o holy_a consideration_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o all_o my_o action_n hereâ—_n that_o in_o all_o the_o beginâ—nings_n in_o all_o the_o access_n and_o approach_n of_o spiriâ—tuall_a sickness_n of_o sinn_n may_v hear_v and_o harken_v to_o that_o voice_n 4.40_o o_o thou_o maâ—_n of_o god_n there_o be_v death_n in_o thâ—_n pot_n and_o so_o refrain_v from_o that_o which_o i_o be_v so_o hungerly_o so_o greedy_o fly_v to_o 13.17_o a_o faithful_a amâ—bassador_n be_v health_n say_v thy_o wise_a servant_n solomonâ—_n â—_z thy_o voice_n receive_v in_o the_o begin_n of_o a_o sickness_n of_o a_o sin_n be_v true_a health_n if_o i_o can_v see_v that_o light_n betimes_o and_o hear_v that_o voice_n early_o then_o shall_v my_o light_n break_v forth_o as_o the_o morning_n 58.8_o and_o my_o health_n shall_v spriug_n forth_o speedy_o deliver_v i_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n from_o these_o vain_a imagination_n that_o it_o be_v a_o overcurious_a thing_n a_o dangerous_a thing_n to_o come_v to_o that_o tenderness_n that_o rawness_n that_o scrupulousness_n to_o fear_v every_o concupiscence_n every_o offer_n of_o sin_n that_o this_o suspicious_a &_o jealous_a diligence_n will_v turn_v to_o a_o inordinate_a dejection_n of_o spirit_n and_o a_o diffidence_n in_o thy_o care_n &_o providence_n buâ—_n keep_v i_o still_o establish_a both_o in_o a_o constant_a assurance_n that_o thou_o wilâ—_n speak_v to_o i_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o every_o such_o sickness_n at_o the_o approach_n of_o every_o such_o sin_n and_o that_o if_o i_o take_v knowledge_n of_o that_o voice_n then_o anâ—_n fly_v to_o thou_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v i_o from_o fall_v or_o raise_v i_o again_o when_o by_o natural_a infirmity_n i_o be_o fall_v doâ—_n this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o know_v our_o natural_a infirmity_n for_o he_o have_v they_o and_o know_v the_o weight_n of_o our_o sin_n for_o he_o pay_v a_o dear_a price_n for_o they_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n chr_n jesus_n amen_n 2._o actio_fw-la laesa_fw-la the_o strength_n and_o the_o function_n of_o the_o sense_n &_o other_o faculty_n change_v and_o fail_v 2._o meditation_n the_o heaven_n be_v not_o the_o less_o constant_a because_o they_o move_v continual_o because_o they_o move_v continual_o one_o and_o the_o same_o way_n the_o earth_n be_v not_o the_o more_o constant_a because_o it_o lie_v still_o continual_o because_o continual_o it_o change_v and_o melt_v in_o all_o the_o part_n thereof_o man_n who_o be_v the_o noble_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n melt_v so_o away_o as_o if_o he_o be_v a_o statue_n not_o of_o earth_n but_o of_o snowe_n we_o see_v his_o own_o envy_n melt_v he_o he_o grow_v lean_a with_o that_o he_o will_v say_v another_o beauty_n melt_v he_o but_o he_o feel_v that_o a_o fever_n do_v not_o melt_v he_o like_o snow_n but_o power_n he_o out_o like_o lead_n like_o iron_n like_o brass_n melt_v in_o a_o furnace_n it_o do_v not_o only_o melt_v he_o but_o calcine_v he_o reduce_v he_o to_o atom_n and_o to_o ash_n not_o to_o water_n but_o to_o lime_n and_o how_o quick_o soon_o than_o thou_o can_v receive_v a_o answer_n soon_o than_o thou_o can_v conceive_v the_o question_n earth_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o body_n heaven_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o soul_n these_o two_o be_v the_o natural_a place_n of_o these_o two_o but_o thoâ—_n go_v not_o to_o these_o two_o iâ—_n a_o equal_a place_n my_o bâ—â—dy_n fall_v down_o without_o push_v my_o soul_n doâ—â—_n not_o go_v up_o without_o puâ—ling_v ascension_n be_v mâ—_n soul_n pace_n &_o measure_n but_o precipitation_n my_o body_n and_o even_o angellâ—_n who_o home_n be_v heaveâ—_n and_o who_o be_v wingeâ—_n too_o yet_o have_v a_o ladder_n 〈◊〉_d go_v to_o heaven_n by_o stepâ—_n the_o sun_n who_o go_v 〈◊〉_d many_o mile_n in_o a_o minuâ—â—_n the_o star_n of_o the_o fiâ—â—mament_n which_o go_v so_o very_a many_o more_o go_v not_o so_o fast_o as_o my_o body_n to_o the_o earth_n in_o the_o same_o instant_n that_o i_o feel_v the_o first_o attempt_n of_o the_o disease_n i_o feel_v the_o victory_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n i_o can_v scarce_o see_v instant_o the_o taste_n be_v insipid_a and_o fatuous_a instant_o the_o appetite_n be_v dull_a and_o desirelesseâ—_n instant_o the_o knee_n be_v sink_v and_o strengthless_a and_o in_o a_o instant_n sleep_n which_o be_v the_o picture_n the_o copy_n of_o death_n be_v take_v away_o that_o the_o original_a death_n itself_o may_v succeed_v and_o that_o so_o i_o may_v have_v death_n to_o the_o life_n it_o be_v part_n of_o adam_n punishment_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o thy_o brow_n thou_o shall_v eat_v thy_o breadâ—_n â—_z it_o be_v multiply_v to_o i_o i_o have_v earn_v bread_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o my_o brow_n in_o the_o labour_n of_o my_o call_n and_o i_o have_v itâ—_n and_o i_o sweat_v again_o &_o
again_o he_o that_o collect_v both_o call_v this_o fear_n 1.20.27_o the_o root_n of_o wisdom_n and_o that_o it_o may_v embrace_v all_o he_o caâ—ls_v it_o wisdom_n itself_o a_o wise_a man_n therefore_o be_v never_o without_o it_o never_o without_o the_o exercise_n of_o it_o therefore_o thou_o sentâ—st_v moses_n to_o thy_o people_n that_o they_o may_v learneâ—_n fear_v thou_o all_o the_o day_n â—_o their_o life_n 4.10_o not_o in_o heâ—â—uy_n and_o calamitous_a buâ—_n in_o good_a and_o cheerful_a day_n too_o for_o noâ—â—_n who_o have_v assurance_n 〈◊〉_d his_o deliverance_n yet_o mâ—â—ued_v with_o fear_n 11.7_o prepare_v a_o ark_n for_o the_o savingâ—_v his_o house_n 18.27_o a_o wise_a man_n 〈◊〉_d fear_n in_o every_o thing_n anâ—_n therefore_o though_o i_o prâ—â—tend_v to_o no_o other_o degreâ—_n of_o wisdom_n i_o be_o aâ—bundantly_o rich_a in_o thiâ—_n that_o i_o lie_v here_o posseâ—â—_n with_o that_o fear_n which_o â—s_v thy_o fear_n both_o that_o â—his_v sickness_n be_v thy_o immediate_a correction_n and_o â—ot_n mere_o a_o natural_a â—ccident_n and_o therefore_o â—earefull_a because_o it_o be_v a_o â—earefull_a thing_n to_o fall_v into_o â—hy_a hand_n and_o thâ—t_o this_o â—eare_z preserve_v i_o from_o all_o inordinate_a fear_n arise_v out_o of_o the_o infirmity_n of_o nature_n because_o â—hy_a hand_n be_v upon_o i_o thou_o will_v never_o let_v i_o fall_v out_o of_o thy_o hand_n 6._o prayer_n o_o most_o mighty_a god_n 〈◊〉_d merciful_a god_n 〈◊〉_d god_n of_o all_o true_a sorrow_n 〈◊〉_d true_a joy_n to_o of_o all_o fear_n â—_o of_o all_o hope_n to_o as_o thou_o haâ—â—_n give_v i_o a_o repentance_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 〈◊〉_d give_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o feaâ—â—_n of_o which_o i_o may_v not_o bâ—_n afraid_a give_v i_o tendeâ—_n and_o supple_a and_o confoâ—â—mable_a affection_n that_o 〈◊〉_d i_o joy_v with_o they_o that_o iâ—â—_n and_o mourn_v with_o they_o that_o mourn_v so_o i_o maâ—_n fear_v with_o they_o that_o fear_n and_o since_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o discover_v to_o i_o in_o his_o fear_n who_o thou_o have_v admit_v to_o be_v my_o assistance_n â—n_o this_o sickness_n that_o â—here_o be_v danger_n therein_o â—et_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n go_v aâ—out_a to_o overcome_v the_o sense_n of_o that_o fear_n so_o far_o as_o to_o pretermit_v the_o fit_a and_o prepare_v of_o myself_o for_o the_o worst_a â—hat_n may_v be_v fear_v the_o passage_n out_o of_o this_o life_n many_o of_o thy_o bless_a martyr_n have_v pass_v out_o of_o this_o life_n without_o aâ—â—_n show_v of_o fear_n but_o thâ—_n most_o bless_a son_n himâ—selfe_n do_v not_o so_o tâ—â—_n martyr_n be_v knownâ—_n be_v but_o man_n and_o therefore_o it_o please_v thou_o to_o fill_v tâ—â—_n with_o thy_o spirit_n and_o thâ—_n power_n in_o that_o they_o dâ—â—_n more_o than_o man_n thy_o sâ—â—_n be_v declare_v by_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d by_o himself_o to_o be_v gâ—â—_n and_o it_o be_v requisite_a thâ—â—_n he_o shall_v declare_v himâ—selfe_n to_o be_v man_n also_o iâ—_n the_o weakness_n of_o maâ—â—_n let_v i_o not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v ashamed_a of_o these_o fear_n but_o let_v i_o feel_v they_o to_o determine_v where_o his_o fear_n â—id_v in_o a_o present_a submit_v of_o all_o to_o thy_o will_n and_o when_o thou_o shall_v â—ave_n inflame_v &_o thawd_n my_o former_a coldness_n â—nd_v indevotion_n with_o â—hese_fw-mi heat_n and_o quench_v my_o former_a heat_n with_o these_o sweat_n and_o inundation_n and_o rectify_v my_o former_a presumption_n and_o negligence_n with_o these_o fear_n â—ee_o please_v o_o lord_n as_o one_o make_v so_o by_o thou_o to_o think_v i_o fit_a for_o thâ—â—_n and_o whether_o it_o be_v thâ—_n pleasure_n to_o dispose_v 〈◊〉_d this_o body_n this_o garment_n so_o aâ—_n to_o put_v it_o to_o a_o faâ—â—ther_n wear_v in_o thâ—_n world_n or_o to_o lay_v it_o up_o iâ—_n the_o common_a wardrobe_n thâ—_n grave_n for_o the_o next_o gloâ—rifie_v thyself_o in_o thâ—_n choice_n now_o &_o glorify_v it_o then_o with_o that_o glory_n which_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n christ_n jesus_n hatâ—_n purchase_v for_o they_o who_o thou_o makeâ—_n partaker_n of_o his_o resuâ—â—rection_n amen_n 7._o socios_fw-la sibi_fw-la iungier_fw-la instat_fw-la the_o physician_n desire_v to_o have_v other_o join_v with_o he_o 7._o meditation_n there_o be_v more_o fear_n therefore_o more_o cause_n if_o the_o physician_n desire_v help_v the_o burden_n grow_v great_a there_o be_v a_o growth_n of_o the_o disease_n then_o but_o â—here_o must_v be_v a_o autumn_n to_o but_o whether_o a_o autumn_n of_o the_o disease_n or_o i_o it_o be_v not_o my_o paâ—â—_n to_o choose_v but_o if_o it_o be_v of_o i_o it_o be_v of_o both_o my_o disease_n can_v survive_v i_o i_o may_v over_o live_v iâ—_n howsoever_o his_o desire_v of_o other_o argue_v his_o caâ—â—dor_n and_o his_o ingenuity_n 〈◊〉_d the_o danger_n be_v great_a heâ—_n justify_v his_o proceeding_n &_o he_o disguise_v nothing_o that_o call_v in_o witnessesâ—_n â—_z and_o if_o the_o danger_n be_v not_o great_a he_o be_v not_o aâ—â—bitious_a that_o be_v so_o readâ—_n to_o divide_v the_o thanks_n and_o the_o honour_n of_o thâ—_n work_n which_o he_o begâ—â—_n alone_o with_o other_o it_o diminish_v not_o the_o dignity_n of_o a_o monarch_n that_o he_o derive_v part_n of_o his_o care_n upon_o other_o god_n have_v not_o make_v many_o sun_n but_o he_o have_v make_v many_o body_n that_o receive_v and_o give_v light_a the_o roman_n begin_v with_o one_o king_n they_o come_v to_o two_o consul_n they_o return_v in_o extremity_n to_o one_o dictatory_n â—_z whether_o in_o one_o or_o many_o the_o sovereignty_n be_v the_o same_o in_o all_o state_n and_o the_o danger_n be_v not_o the_o more_o and_o the_o providence_n be_v the_o more_o wheâ—_n there_o be_v more_o physician_n as_o the_o state_n be_v the_o happy_a where_o business_n be_v carry_v by_o more_o counsel_n then_o can_v be_v in_o one_o breast_n how_o large_a soever_o disease_n themselves_o hold_v consultation_n and_o conspire_v how_o they_o may_v multiply_v and_o join_v with_o one_o another_o &_o exalt_v one_o another_o force_n so_o and_o shall_v we_o not_o calâ—_n physician_n to_o consultation_n death_n be_v in_o a_o old_a man_n door_n he_o appeareâ—_n and_o tell_v he_o so_o &_o deaâ—â—_n be_v at_o a_o young_a man_n back_n and_o say_v nothings_o age_n be_v a_o sickness_n and_o youth_n be_v a_o ambush_n and_o we_o need_v so_o many_o physician_n as_o may_v make_v up_o a_o watch_n and_o spy_v every_o inconvenience_n there_o be_v scarce_o any_o thing_n that_o have_v not_o kill_v some_o body_n a_o hair_n a_o feather_n have_v do_v itâ—_n nay_o that_o which_o be_v our_o best_a antidote_n against_o it_o have_v donn_v it_o the_o best_a cordial_n have_v be_v deadly_a poison_n man_n have_v die_v of_o joy_n and_o almost_o forbid_v their_o friend_n to_o weep_v for_o they_o when_o they_o have_v see_v they_o die_v laugh_v even_o that_o tiran_n dyâ—â—nisius_n i_o think_v the_o sameâ—_n that_o suffer_v so_o much_o aâ—â—ter_a who_o can_v not_o dâ—â—_n of_o that_o sorrow_n of_o thaâ—_n high_a fall_n from_o a_o king_n tâ—_n a_o wretched_a private_a maâ—â—_n â—_z die_v of_o so_o poor_a a_o joy_n as_o to_o be_v declare_v by_o the_o people_n at_o a_o theatre_n that_o heâ—_n be_v a_o good_a poet._n we_o saâ—_n often_o thâ—t_a a_o man_n may_v liâ—â—_n of_o a_o little_a but_o alas_o oâ—_n how_o much_o less_o may_v a_o man_n die_v and_o therefore_o the_o more_o assistant_n thâ—_n better_o who_o come_v to_o a_o day_n of_o hear_v in_o a_o cause_n of_o any_o importance_n with_o one_o advocate_n in_o our_o funeral_n we_o ourselves_o have_v no_o interest_n there_o we_o can_v advise_v we_o can_v direct_v and_o though_o some_o nation_n the_o egyptian_n in_o particular_a build_v themselves_o better_a tomb_n than_o house_n because_o they_o be_v to_o dwell_v long_o in_o they_o yet_o among_o ourselves_o the_o great_a man_n of_o style_n who_o we_o have_v have_v the_o conqueror_n be_v lest_o as_o soon_o as_o his_o soul_n leave_v he_o not_o only_o without_o person_n to_o assist_v at_o his_o grave_n but_o without_o a_o grave_n who_o will_v keep_v we_o then_o we_o know_v notâ—_n as_o long_o as_o we_o can_v lâ—t_v we_o admit_v as_o much_o help_n as_o we_o can_v another_o and_o another_o physician_n be_v not_o another_o and_o another_o indication_n and_o symptom_n of_o death_n but_o a_o otherâ—_n and_o another_o assistant_n and_o proctor_n of_o life_n noâ—_n do_v they_o so_o much_o feed_v the_o imagination_n with_o apprehension_n of_o danger_n as_o the_o understanding_n with_o comfort_n let_v not_o one_o bring_v learning_n another_o diligence_n another_o religion_n but_o every_o one_o bring_v all_o and_o as_o many_o ingredient_n enter_v into_o a_o receipt_n so_o may_v many_o man_n make_v the_o receipt_n but_o why_o do_v i_o exercise_v my_o meditation_n so_o long_o upon_o this_o of_o have_v plentiful_a help_n in_o time_n
mention_v the_o flea_n as_o the_o viper_n because_o the_o flea_n ardionus_fw-la though_o he_o kill_v none_o he_o do_v all_o the_o harm_n he_o can_v so_o even_o these_o libellous_a and_o licentious_a jester_n utter_v the_o venom_n they_o have_v though_o sometime_o virtue_n and_o always_o power_n be_v a_o good_a pigeon_n to_o draw_v this_o vapour_n from_o the_o head_n and_o from_o do_v any_o deadly_a harm_n there_o 12._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n as_o thy_o servant_n james_n when_o he_o ask_v that_o question_n what_o be_v your_o life_n provide_v i_o my_o answer_n 4.14_o it_o be_v even_o a_o vapour_n that_o appear_v for_o a_o little_a time_n &_o then_o vanish_v away_o so_o if_o he_o do_v ask_v i_o what_o be_v your_o death_n i_o be_o provide_v of_o my_o answer_n it_o be_v a_o vapour_n too_o and_o why_o shall_v it_o not_o be_v all_o one_o to_o i_o whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v if_o life_n and_o death_n be_v all_o one_o both_o a_o vapour_n thou_o haâ—t_v make_v vapour_n so_o indifferent_a a_o thing_n as_o that_o thy_o blessing_n and_o thy_o judgement_n be_v equal_o express_v by_o it_o and_o be_v make_v by_o thou_o the_o hierogliphique_a of_o both_o why_o shall_v not_o that_o be_v always_o good_a by_o which_o thou_o have_v declare_v thy_o plentiful_a goodness_n to_o we_o 2.6_o a_o vapour_n go_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n and_o water_v the_o whole_a face_n of_o the_o ground_n and_o that_o by_o which_o thou_o have_v impute_v a_o goodness_n to_o we_o and_o wherein_o thou_o have_v accept_v our_o service_n to_o thou_o sacrifice_n for_o sacrifice_n be_v vapour_n 23._o and_o in_o thâ—m_n it_o be_v say_v that_o a_o thick_a cloud_n of_o incense_n go_v up_o to_o thou_o 8.11_o so_o it_o be_v of_o that_o wherein_o thou_o come_v to_o we_o the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n and_o of_o that_o wherein_o we_o come_v to_o theeâ—_n both_o be_v vapour_n and_o he_o in_o who_o we_o have_v and_o be_v all_o that_o we_o be_v or_o have_v temporal_o or_o spiritual_o thy_o bless_a son_n in_o the_o person_n of_o wisdom_n be_v call_v so_o to_o she_o be_v that_o be_v he_o be_v the_o vapour_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n 7.24_o and_o the_o pure_a influence_n from_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o almighty_a have_v thou_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n perfume_a vapour_n with_o thy_o own_o breath_n with_o so_o many_o sweet_a acceptation_n in_o thy_o own_o word_n and_o shall_v this_o vapour_n receive_v a_o ill_a and_o infectious_a sense_n it_o must_v for_o since_o we_o have_v displease_v thou_o with_o that_o which_o be_v but_o vapour_n for_o what_o be_v sin_n but_o a_o vapour_n but_o a_o smoke_n though_o such_o a_o smoke_n as_o take_v away_o our_o sight_n and_o disable_v we_o from_o see_v our_o danger_n it_o be_v just_a that_o thou_o punish_v we_o with_o vapour_n to_o for_o so_o thou_o do_v as_o the_o wiseman_n tell_v we_o thou_o can_v punish_v we_o by_o those_o thing_n wherein_o we_o offend_v thou_o as_o he_o have_v express_v it_o there_o bâ—_n beast_n new_o create_v breathe_v vapour_n 11.18_o therefore_o that_o commination_n of_o â—hine_n by_o thy_o prophet_n 2.30_o i_o will_v show_v wonder_n in_o the_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o earth_n blood_n and_o fire_n and_o pillar_n of_o smokeâ—_n â—_z 2.19_o thy_o apostle_n who_o know_v thy_o meaning_n best_o call_v vapour_n of_o smoke_n 78.8_o one_o prophet_n present_v thou_o in_o thy_o terriblenesse_n so_o there_o go_v out_o a_o smoke_n at_o his_o nostril_n and_o another_o the_o effect_n of_o thy_o anger_n so_o 6.4_o the_o house_n be_v fill_v with_o smoke_n and_o he_o that_o continue_v his_o prophecy_n as_o long_o as_o the_o world_n can_v continue_v describe_v the_o misery_n of_o the_o latter_a time_n so_o out_o of_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n arise_v a_o smoke_n 9.2_o that_o darken_v the_o sun_n and_o out_o of_o that_o smoke_n come_v locust_n who_o have_v the_o power_n of_o scorpion_n now_o all_o smoke_n begin_v in_o fire_n &_o all_o these_o will_v end_v so_o too_o the_o smoke_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o thy_o wrath_n will_v end_v in_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n but_o have_v thou_o afford_v we_o no_o mean_n to_o evaporate_v these_o smoke_n to_o withdraw_v these_o vapour_n when_o thy_o angel_n fall_v from_o heaven_n thou_o take_v into_o thy_o care_n the_o reparation_n of_o that_o place_n &_o do_v it_o by_o assume_v by_o draw_v we_o thitherâ—_n when_o we_o fall_v from_o thou_o here_o in_o this_o world_n thou_o take_v into_o thy_o care_n the_o reparation_n of_o this_o place_n too_o and_o do_v it_o by_o assume_v we_o another_o way_n by_o descend_v down_o to_o assume_v our_o nature_n in_o thy_o son_n so_o that_o though_o our_o last_o act_n be_v a_o ascend_n to_o glory_n we_o shall_v ascend_v to_o the_o place_n of_o angel_n yet_o our_o first_o act_n be_v to_o go_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o sonn_n descend_v and_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n too_o who_o descend_v in_o the_o dove_n therefore_o have_v thou_o be_v please_v to_o afford_v we_o this_o remedy_n in_o nature_n by_o this_o application_n of_o a_o dove_n to_o our_o low_a part_n to_o make_v these_o vapour_n in_o our_o body_n to_o descend_v and_o to_o make_v that_o a_o type_n to_o we_o that_o by_o the_o visitation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n the_o vapour_n oâ—_n sin_n shall_v descend_v &_o we_o tread_v they_o under_o our_o foot_n at_o the_o baptism_n of_o thy_o son_n the_o dove_n descend_v &_o at_o the_o exalt_v of_o thy_o apostle_n to_o preach_v the_o same_o spirit_n descend_v let_v we_o draw_v down_o the_o vapour_n of_o our_o own_o pride_n our_o own_o wit_n our_o own_o will_n our_o own_o invention_n to_o the_o simplicity_n of_o thy_o sacrament_n &_o the_o obedience_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o these_o dove_n thus_o apply_v shall_v make_v we_o live_v 12._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v we_o to_o destroy_v ourselves_o &_o have_v not_o give_v we_o the_o power_n of_o reparation_n in_o our_o sâ—lues_n have_v yet_o afford_v we_o such_o mean_n of_o reparation_n as_o may_v easy_o and_o familiar_o be_v compass_v by_o we_o prosper_v i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o this_o mean_n of_o bodily_a assistance_n in_o this_o thy_o ordinary_a creature_n and_o prosper_v thy_o mean_n of_o spiritual_a assistance_n in_o thy_o holy_a ordinance_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v carry_v this_o thy_o creature_n the_o dove_n through_o all_o thy_o way_n through_o nature_n and_o make_v it_o natural_o proper_a to_o conduce_v medicinal_o to_o our_o bodily_a health_n through_o the_o law_n and_o make_v it_o a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n there_o and_o through_o the_o gospel_n and_o make_v it_o &_o thy_o spirit_n in_o it_o a_o witness_n of_o thy_o son_n baptism_n there_o so_o carry_v it_o and_o the_o quality_n of_o it_o home_o to_o my_o soul_n and_o imprint_v there_o that_o simplicity_n that_o mildness_n that_o harmlessness_n which_o thou_o have_v imprint_v by_o nature_n in_o this_o creature_n that_o so_o all_o vapour_n of_o all_o disobedience_n to_o thou_o be_v subdue_v under_o my_o foot_n i_o may_v in_o the_o power_n and_o triumph_n of_o thy_o son_n tread_v victorious_o upon_o my_o grave_n and_o trample_v upon_o the_o lion_n and_o dragon_n 91.13_o that_o lie_v under_o it_o to_o devour_v i_o thou_o o_o lord_n by_o the_o prophet_n call_v the_o dove_n 7.16_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n but_o promise_v that_o the_o dove_n of_o the_o valley_n shall_v be_v upon_o the_o mountain_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v i_o low_o in_o this_o valley_n of_o sickness_n so_o low_a as_o that_o i_o be_o make_v fit_a for_o that_o question_n ask_v in_o the_o field_n of_o bone_n 37.3_o son_n of_o man_n can_v these_o bone_n live_v so_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n carry_v i_o up_o to_o these_o mountain_n of_o which_o even_o in_o this_o valley_n thou_o afforde_o i_o a_o prospect_n the_o mountain_n where_o thou_o dwell_v the_o holy_a hill_n unto_o which_o none_o can_v ascend_v but_o he_o that_o have_v clean_a hand_n which_o none_o can_v have_v but_o by_o that_o one_o and_o that_o strong_a way_n of_o make_v they_o clean_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n amen_n 13._o ingeniumque_fw-la malum_fw-la numeroso_fw-la stigmate_fw-la fassus_fw-la pellitur_fw-la ad_fw-la pectus_fw-la morbique_fw-la suburbia_fw-la morbus_fw-la the_o sickness_n declare_v the_o infectionâ—â—nd_a malignity_n thereof_o 〈…〉_z 13._o meditation_n we_o say_v that_o the_o world_n be_v make_v of_o sea_n &_o land_n as_o though_o they_o be_v equal_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o sea_n in_o the_o western_a they_o in_o the_o eastern_a hemisphere_n â—_z we_o say_v that_o the_o firmament_n be_v full_a of_o star_n as_o though_o it_o be_v equal_o full_a but_o we_o know_v that_o there_o be_v more_o star_n under_o the_o northern_a then_o
seven_o day_n my_o everlasting_a saboth_n in_o thy_o rest_n thâ—_n glory_n thy_o joy_n thy_o sight_n thy_o sâ—lfe_n and_o where_o i_o shall_v live_v as_o long_o without_o reckon_v any_o more_o day_n after_o as_o thy_o son_n and_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n live_v with_o thou_o before_o you_o three_o make_v any_o day_n in_o the_o creation_n 14._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o do_v permit_v darkness_n to_o be_v before_o light_n in_o the_o creation_n yet_o in_o the_o make_n of_o light_n do_v so_o multiply_v that_o light_n as_o that_o it_o enlighten_v not_o the_o day_n only_o but_o the_o night_n too_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v some_o dimness_n some_o cloud_n of_o sadness_n &_o disconsolateness_n to_o shed_v themselves_o upon_o my_o soul_n i_o humble_o bless_v and_o thankful_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n that_o thou_o have_v afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o spirit_n against_o which_o the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n can_v prevail_v nor_o hinder_v his_o illumination_n of_o our_o dark_a night_n of_o our_o sad_a thought_n even_o the_o visitation_n of_o thy_o most_o bless_a spirit_n upon_o the_o bless_a virgin_n be_v call_v a_o overshadow_a there_o waâ—_n the_o presence_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o fountain_n of_o all_o light_n and_o yet_o a_o overshadow_a nay_o except_o there_o be_v some_o light_n there_o can_v be_v no_o shadow_n let_v thy_o merciful_a providence_n so_o govern_v all_o in_o this_o sickness_n that_o i_o never_o fall_v into_o utter_a darkness_n ignorance_n of_o thou_o or_o inconsideration_n of_o myself_o and_o let_v those_o shadow_n which_o do_v fall_v upon_o i_o faintness_n of_o spirit_n and_o condemnation_n of_o myself_o be_v overcome_v by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o irresistible_a light_n the_o god_n of_o consolation_n that_o when_o those_o shadow_n have_v do_v their_o office_n upon_o i_o to_o let_v i_o see_v that_o of_o myself_o i_o shall_v fall_v into_o irrecoverable_a darkness_n thy_o spirit_n may_v do_v his_o office_n upon_o those_o shadow_n and_o disperse_v they_o and_o establish_v i_o in_o so_o bright_a a_o day_n here_o as_o may_v be_v a_o critical_a day_n to_o i_o a_o day_n wherein_o and_o whereby_o i_o may_v give_v thy_o judgement_n upon_o myself_o and_o that_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o son_n speak_v to_o his_o apostle_n may_v reflect_v upon_o i_o 28.20_o behold_v i_o be_o with_o you_o always_o even_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n intereà _fw-la insomnes_fw-la noctes_fw-la ego_fw-la duco_n diesque_fw-la i_o sleep_v not_o day_n nor_o night_n 15._o meditation_n natural_a man_n have_v conceive_v a_o two_o fold_v use_n of_o sleep_n that_o it_o be_v a_o refresh_n of_o the_o body_n in_o this_o life_n that_o it_o be_v a_o prepare_v of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o next_o that_o it_o be_v a_o feast_n and_o it_o be_v the_o grace_n at_o that_o feast_n that_o it_o be_v our_o recreation_n and_o cheer_v we_o and_o it_o be_v our_o catechism_n and_o instruct_v we_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o hope_n that_o we_o shall_v rise_v the_o strong_a and_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v rise_v no_o more_o sleep_n be_v a_o opiate_n which_o give_v we_o rest_n but_o such_o a_o opiate_n as_o perchance_o be_v under_o it_o we_o shall_v wake_v no_o more_o but_o though_o natural_a man_n who_o have_v induce_v secondary_a and_o figurative_a consideration_n have_v find_v out_o this_o second_o this_o emblematical_a use_n of_o sleep_n that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o representation_n of_o death_n god_n who_o wrought_v and_o perfect_v his_o work_n before_o nature_n begin_v for_o nature_n be_v but_o his_o apprentice_n to_o learn_v in_o the_o first_o seven_o day_n and_o now_o be_v his_o foreman_n and_o work_v next_o under_o he_o god_n i_o say_v intend_v sleep_v only_o for_o the_o refresh_n of_o man_n by_o bodily_a rest_n and_o not_o for_o a_o figure_n of_o death_n for_o he_o intend_v not_o death_n itself_o then_o but_o man_n have_v induce_v death_n upon_o himself_o god_n have_v take_v man_n creature_n death_n into_o his_o hand_n and_o mend_v it_o and_o whereas_o it_o have_v in_o itself_o a_o fearful_a form_n and_o aspect_n so_o that_o man_n be_v afraid_a of_o his_o own_o creature_n god_n present_v it_o to_o he_o in_o a_o familiar_a in_o a_o assiduous_a in_o a_o agreeable_a and_o acceptable_a form_n in_o sleep_n that_o so_o when_o he_o awake_v from_o sleep_n and_o say_v to_o himself_o shall_v i_o be_v no_o otherwise_o when_o i_o be_o dead_a than_o i_o be_v even_o now_o when_o i_o be_v asleep_a he_o may_v be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o wake_a dream_n and_o of_o his_o melancholic_a fancy_v out_o a_o horrid_a and_o a_o affrightful_a figure_n of_o that_o death_n which_o be_v so_o like_a sleep_n as_o than_o we_o need_v sleep_v to_o live_v out_o our_o threescore_o and_o ten_o year_n so_o we_o need_v death_n to_o live_v that_o life_n which_o we_o can_v outlive_v and_o as_o death_n be_v our_o enemy_n god_n allow_v we_o to_o defend_v ourselves_o against_o it_o for_o we_o victual_v ouâ—_n self_n against_o death_n twice_o every_o day_n as_o often_o as_o we_o eat_v so_o god_n have_v so_o sweeten_v death_n unto_o we_o as_o he_o have_v in_o sleep_n we_o put_v ourselves_o into_o our_o enemy_n hand_n once_o every_o day_n so_o far_o as_o sleep_n be_v death_n and_o sleep_n be_v as_o much_o death_n as_o meat_n be_v life_n this_o then_o be_v the_o misery_n of_o my_o sickness_n that_o death_n as_o it_o be_v produce_v from_o i_o and_o be_v i_o own_o creature_n be_v now_o before_o my_o eye_n but_o in_o that_o form_n in_o which_o god_n have_v mollify_v it_o to_o we_o and_o make_v it_o acceptable_a in_o sleep_n i_o can_v see_v it_o how_o many_o prisoner_n who_o have_v even_o hollow_v themselves_o their_o grave_n upon_o that_o earth_n on_o which_o they_o have_v lion_n long_o under_o heavy_a fetter_n yet_o at_o this_o hour_n be_v asleep_a though_o they_o be_v yet_o work_v upon_o their_o own_o grave_n by_o their_o own_o weight_n he_o that_o have_v see_v his_o friend_n die_v to_o day_n or_o know_v he_o shall_v see_v it_o to_o morrow_n yet_o will_v sink_v into_o a_o sleep_n between_o i_o can_v and_o oh_o if_o i_o be_v enter_v now_o into_o eternity_n where_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o distinction_n of_o hour_n why_o be_v it_o all_o my_o business_n now_o to_o tell_v clock_n why_o be_v none_o of_o the_o heaviness_n of_o my_o heart_n dispense_v into_o my_o eyelid_n â—hat_n they_o may_v fall_v as_o my_o heart_n do_v and_o why_o since_o i_o have_v loâ—t_v my_o delight_n in_o all_o object_n can_v i_o discontinue_v tâ—e_v faculty_n of_o see_v they_o by_o close_v my_o eye_n in_o sleep_n but_o why_o rather_o be_v enter_v into_o that_o presence_n where_o i_o shall_v wake_v continual_o and_o never_o sleep_v more_o do_v i_o not_o interpret_v my_o continual_a wake_v here_o to_o be_v a_o pâ—rasceve_fw-mi and_o a_o preparation_n to_o that_o 15._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o know_v for_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o that_o he_o that_o keep_v israel_n 121.1_o shall_v neither_o slumber_n nor_o sleep_n but_o shall_v not_o that_o israel_n over_o who_o thou_o watch_v sleep_n i_o know_v for_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o that_o there_o be_v man_n 2.3_o who_o damnation_n sleep_v not_o but_o shall_v not_o they_o to_o who_o thou_o be_v salvation_n sleep_n or_o will_v thou_o take_v from_o they_o that_o evidence_n and_o that_o testimony_n that_o they_o be_v thy_o israel_n or_o thou_o their_o salvation_n thou_o give_v thy_o belove_a sleep_n 1._o shall_v i_o lack_v that_o seal_n of_o thy_o love_n you_o shall_v lie_v down_o 26.6_o and_o none_o shall_v make_v you_o afraid_a shall_v i_o be_v outlawd_v from_o that_o protection_n 1.5_o jonas_n sleep_v in_o one_o dangerous_a storm_n and_o thy_o bless_a son_n in_o another_o 8.24_o shall_v i_o have_v no_o use_n no_o benefit_n no_o application_n of_o those_o great_a example_n lord_n if_o he_o sleep_v he_o shall_v do_v well_o 11.12_o say_v thy_o son_n disciple_n to_o he_o of_o lazarus_n and_o shall_v there_o be_v no_o room_n for_o that_o argument_n in_o i_o or_o shall_v i_o be_v open_a to_o the_o contrary_a if_o i_o sleep_v not_o shall_v i_o not_o be_v well_o in_o their_o sense_n let_v i_o not_o o_o my_o god_n take_v this_o too_o precise_o too_o literal_o there_o be_v that_o neither_o day_n nor_o night_n see_v sleep_n with_o his_o eye_n 8.16_o say_v thy_o wise_a servant_n solomon_n and_o whether_o he_o speak_v that_o of_o worldly_a man_n or_o of_o man_n that_o seek_v wisdom_n whether_o in_o justification_n or_o condemnation_n of_o their_o watchfulness_n we_o can_v not_o tell_v we_o can_v tâ—ll_v 4.16_o that_o there_o be_v man_n that_o can_v sleep_v till_o they_o have_v do_v mischief_n
and_o â—hen_o they_o can_v and_o we_o can_v tell_v that_o the_o rich_a man_n can_v sleep_v 5.12_o because_o his_o abundance_n will_v not_o let_v he_o 13.25.28.13_o the_o tare_n be_v sow_v when_o the_o husbandman_n be_v asleep_a and_o the_o elder_n think_v it_o a_o probable_a excuse_n a_o credible_a lie_n that_o the_o watchman_n which_o keep_v the_o sepulchre_n shall_v say_v 26.40_o that_o the_o body_n of_o thy_o son_n be_v steal_v away_o when_o they_o be_v asleep_a since_o thy_o bless_a son_n rebuke_v his_o disciple_n for_o sleep_v shall_v i_o murmur_v because_o i_o do_v not_o sleep_v 16.3_o if_o samson_n have_v sleep_v any_o long_a in_o gaza_n he_o have_v be_v take_v and_o when_o he_o do_v sleep_v long_o with_o delilah_n he_o be_v take_v 19_o sleep_n be_v as_o often_o take_v for_o natural_a death_n in_o thy_o scripture_n as_o for_o natural_a rest_n nay_o sometime_o sleep_n haâ—h_v so_o heavy_a a_o sense_n as_o to_o be_v take_v for_o sin_n itself_o 5.14_o as_o well_o as_o for_o the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n death_n 5.6_o much_o comfort_n be_v not_o in_o much_o sleep_n when_o the_o most_o fearful_a and_o most_o irrevocable_a malediction_n be_v present_v by_o thou_o 51.59_o in_o a_o perpetual_a sleep_n i_o will_v make_v their_o feast_n and_o i_o will_v make_v they_o drink_v and_o they_o shall_v sleep_v a_o perpetual_a sleep_n and_o not_o wake_v i_o must_v therefore_o o_o my_o god_n look_v far_o than_o into_o the_o very_a act_n of_o sleep_v before_o i_o misinterpret_v my_o wake_n for_o since_o i_o find_v thy_o whole_a hand_n light_n shall_v any_o finger_n of_o that_o hand_n seem_v heavy_a since_o the_o whole_a sickness_n be_v thy_o physic_n shall_v any_o accident_n in_o it_o be_v my_o poison_n by_o my_o murmur_a the_o name_n of_o watchman_n belong_v to_o our_o profession_n thy_o prophet_n be_v not_o only_a seer_n endue_v with_o a_o power_n of_o see_v able_a to_o see_v but_o watchman_n evermore_o in_o the_o act_n of_o see_v and_o therefore_o give_v i_o leave_v o_o my_o bless_a god_n to_o invert_v the_o word_n of_o thy_o son_n spouse_n she_o say_v 5.8_o i_o sleep_v but_o my_o heart_n wake_v i_o say_v i_o wake_v but_o my_o heart_n sleep_v my_o body_n be_v in_o a_o sick_a weariness_n but_o my_o soul_n in_o a_o peaceful_a rest_n with_o thou_o and_o as_o our_o eye_n in_o our_o health_n see_v not_o the_o air_n that_o be_v next_o they_o nor_o the_o fire_n nor_o the_o sphere_n nor_o stop_v upon_o any_o thing_n till_o they_o come_v to_o star_n so_o my_o eye_n that_o be_v open_a see_v nothing_o of_o this_o world_n but_o pass_v through_o all_o that_o and_o fix_v themselves_o upon_o thy_o peace_n and_o joy_n and_o glory_n above_o almost_o as_o soon_o as_o thy_o apostle_n have_v say_v let_v we_o not_o sleep_v 5.6_o lest_o we_o shall_v be_v too_o much_o discomfort_a if_o we_o do_v he_o say_v again_o 10._o whether_o we_o wake_v or_o sleep_v let_v we_o live_v together_o with_o christ._n though_o then_o this_o absence_n of_o sleep_n may_v argue_v the_o presence_n of_o death_n the_o original_a may_v exclude_v the_o copy_n the_o life_n the_o picture_n yet_o this_o gentle_a sleep_n and_o rest_n of_o my_o soul_n betroth_v i_o to_o thou_o to_o who_o i_o shall_v be_v marry_v indissoluble_o though_o by_o this_o way_n of_o dissolution_n 15._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o be_v able_a to_o make_v and_o do_v make_v the_o sick_a bed_n of_o thy_o servant_n chapel_n of_o ease_n to_o they_o and_o the_o dream_n of_o thy_o servant_n prayer_n and_o meditation_n upon_o thou_o let_v not_o this_o continual_a watchfulness_n of_o i_o this_o inability_n to_o sleep_v which_o thou_o have_v lay_v upon_o i_o be_v any_o disquiet_n or_o discomfort_v to_o i_o but_o rather_o a_o argument_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v i_o sleep_v in_o thy_o presence_n what_o it_o may_v indicate_v or_o signify_v concern_v the_o state_n of_o my_o body_n let_v they_o consider_v to_o who_o that_o consideration_n belong_v do_v thou_o who_o only_o be_v the_o physician_n of_o my_o soul_n tell_v she_o that_o thou_o will_v afford_v she_o such_o defensative_n as_o that_o she_o shall_v wake_v ever_o towards_o thou_o and_o yet_o ever_o sleep_v in_o thou_o &_o that_o through_o all_o this_o sickness_n thou_o will_v either_o preserve_v my_o understanding_n from_o all_o decay_n and_o distraction_n which_o these_o watch_n may_v occasion_v or_o that_o thou_o will_v reckon_v and_o account_v with_o i_o from_o before_o those_o violence_n and_o not_o call_v any_o piece_n of_o my_o sickness_n a_o sin_n it_o â—s_v a_o heavy_a and_o indelible_a sin_n that_o i_o bring_v into_o the_o world_n wiâ—h_v meâ—_n it_o be_v a_o heavy_a and_o innuâ—merable_a multitude_n of_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v heap_v up_o since_o i_o have_v sin_v behind_o thy_o back_n if_o that_o can_v be_v do_v by_o wilful_a abstain_v from_o thy_o congregation_n and_o omit_v thy_o service_n and_o i_o have_v sin_v before_o thy_o face_n in_o my_o hypocrisy_n in_o prayer_n in_o my_o ostentation_n and_o the_o mingle_v a_o respect_n of_o myself_o in_o preach_v thy_o word_n i_o have_v sin_v in_o my_o fast_n by_o repine_v when_o a_o penurious_a fortune_n have_v keep_v i_o low_o and_o i_o have_v sin_v even_o in_o that_o fullness_n when_o i_o have_v be_v at_o thy_o table_n by_o a_o negligent_a examination_n by_o a_o wilful_a prevarication_n in_o receive_v that_o heavenly_a food_n and_o physic_n but_o as_o i_o know_v o_o my_o gracious_a god_n that_o for_o all_o those_o sin_n commit_v since_o yet_o thou_o will_v consider_v i_o as_o i_o be_v in_o thy_o purpose_n when_o thou_o wrote_v my_o name_n in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n in_o my_o election_n so_o into_o what_o deviation_n soever_o i_o stray_v and_o wander_v by_o occasion_n of_o this_o sickness_n o_o god_n return_v thou_o to_o that_o minute_n wherein_o thou_o be_v please_v with_o i_o and_o consider_v i_o in_o that_o condition_n 16._o et_fw-la properare_fw-la meum_fw-la clamant_fw-la è_fw-la turre_n propanqua_fw-la obstreperae_fw-la campanae_fw-la aliorum_fw-la in_o funere_fw-la funus_fw-la from_o the_o bell_n of_o the_o church_n adjoin_v i_o be_o daily_o remember_v of_o my_o burial_n in_o the_o funeral_n of_o other_o 16._o meditation_n magius_n we_o have_v a_o convenient_a author_n who_o write_v a_o discourse_n of_o bell_n when_o he_o be_v prisoner_n in_o turkey_n how_o will_v he_o have_v enlarge_v himself_o if_o he_o have_v be_v my_o fellow_n prisoner_n in_o this_o sick_a bed_n so_o near_o to_o that_o steeple_n which_o never_o cease_v no_o more_o than_o the_o harmony_n of_o the_o sphere_n but_o be_v more_o hear_v when_o the_o turk_n take_v constantinople_n they_o melt_v the_o bell_n into_o ordnance_n i_o have_v hear_v both_o bell_n and_o ordnance_n but_o never_o be_v so_o much_o affect_v with_o those_o as_o with_o these_o bell_n i_o have_v lie_v near_o a_o steeple_n antwerp_n in_o which_o there_o be_v say_v to_o be_v more_o than_o thirty_o bell_n and_o near_o another_o where_o there_o be_v one_o so_o big_a rouen_n as_o that_o the_o clapper_n be_v say_v to_o weigh_v more_o than_o six_o hundred_o pound_n have_v yet_o never_o so_o affect_v as_o here_o here_o the_o bell_n can_v scarce_o solemnise_v the_o funeral_n of_o any_o person_n but_o that_o i_o know_v he_o or_o know_v that_o he_o be_v my_o neighbour_n we_o dwell_v in_o house_n near_o to_o one_o another_o before_o but_o now_o he_o be_v go_v into_o that_o house_n into_o which_o i_o must_v follow_v he_o there_o be_v a_o way_n of_o correct_v the_o child_n of_o great_a person_n that_o other_o child_n be_v correct_v in_o their_o behalf_n and_o in_o their_o name_n and_o this_o work_n upon_o they_o who_o indeed_o have_v more_o deserve_v it_o and_o when_o these_o bell_n tell_v i_o that_o now_o one_o and_o now_o another_o be_v bury_v must_v not_o i_o acknowledge_v that_o they_o have_v the_o correction_n due_a to_o i_o and_o pay_v the_o debt_n that_o i_o owe_v there_o be_v a_o story_n of_o a_o bell_n in_o a_o monastery_n roccha_n which_o when_o any_o of_o the_o house_n be_v sick_a to_o death_n ring_v always_o voluntary_o and_o they_o know_v the_o inevitablenesse_n of_o the_o danger_n by_o that_o it_o ring_v once_o when_o no_o man_n be_v sick_a but_o the_o next_o day_n one_o of_o the_o house_n fall_v from_o the_o steeple_n and_o die_v and_o the_o bell_n hold_v the_o reputation_n of_o a_o prophet_n still_o if_o these_o bell_n that_o warn_v to_o a_o funeral_n now_o be_v appropriate_v to_o none_o may_v not_o i_o by_o the_o hour_n of_o the_o funeral_n supply_n how_o many_o man_n that_o stand_v at_o a_o execution_n if_o they_o will_v ask_v for_o what_o die_v that_o man_n shall_v hear_v their_o own_o fault_n condemn_v and_o see_v themselves_o execute_v by_o attorney_n
we_o scarce_o hear_v of_o any_o man_n prefer_v but_o we_o think_v of_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v very_o well_o have_v be_v that_o man_n why_o may_v not_o i_o have_v be_v that_o man_n that_o be_v carry_v to_o his_o grave_n now_o can_v i_o â—it_n myself_o to_o stand_v or_o sit_v in_o any_o man_n place_n &_o not_o to_o lie_v in_o any_o man_n grave_n i_o may_v lack_v much_o of_o the_o good_a part_n of_o the_o mean_a but_o i_o lâ—cke_v nothing_o of_o the_o mortality_n of_o the_o weak_a thâ—y_o may_v have_v acquire_v better_a ability_n than_o i_o but_o i_o be_v bear_v to_o as_o many_o infirmity_n as_o they_o to_o be_v a_o incumbent_n by_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o grave_n to_o be_v a_o doctor_n by_o teach_v mortification_n by_o example_n by_o die_v though_o i_o may_v have_v senior_n other_o may_v be_v elder_a than_o i_o yet_o i_o have_v proceed_v apace_o in_o a_o good_a university_n and_o go_v a_o great_a way_n in_o a_o little_a time_n by_o the_o furtherance_n of_o a_o vehement_a fever_n and_o whosoever_o these_o bell_n bring_v to_o the_o ground_n to_o day_n if_o he_o and_o i_o have_v be_v compare_v yesterday_o perchance_o i_o shall_v have_v be_v think_v likely_a to_o come_v to_o this_o preferment_n then_o than_o he_o god_n have_v keep_v the_o power_n of_o death_n in_o his_o own_o hand_n lest_o any_o man_n shall_v bribe_v death_n if_o man_n know_v the_o gain_n of_o death_n the_o ease_n of_o death_n he_o will_v solicit_v he_o will_v provoke_v death_n to_o assist_v he_o by_o any_o â—and_n which_o he_o may_v use_v but_o as_o when_o man_n see_v many_o of_o their_o own_o profession_n prefer_v it_o minister_v a_o hope_n that_o that_o may_v light_v upon_o they_o so_o when_o these_o hourly_a bell_n tell_v i_o of_o so_o many_o funeral_n of_o man_n like_o i_o it_o present_v if_o not_o a_o desire_n that_o it_o may_v yet_o a_o comfort_n whensoever_o i_o shall_v come_v 16._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o do_v not_o expostulate_v with_o thou_o but_o with_o they_o who_o dare_v do_v that_o who_o dare_v expostulate_v with_o thou_o when_o in_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o church_n thou_o give_v allowance_n to_o this_o ceremony_n of_o bell_n at_o funeral_n be_v it_o enough_o to_o refuse_v it_o because_o it_o be_v in_o use_n among_o the_o gentile_n so_o be_v funeral_n too_o be_v it_o because_o some_o abuse_n may_v have_v creep_v in_o among_o christian_n be_v that_o enough_o that_o their_o ring_n have_v be_v say_v to_o drive_v away_o evil_a spirit_n true_o that_o be_v so_o far_o true_a as_o that_o the_o evil_a spirit_n be_v vehement_o vex_v in_o their_o ring_n therefore_o because_o that_o action_n bring_v the_o congregation_n together_o and_o unite_v god_n and_o his_o people_n to_o the_o destruction_n of_o that_o kingdom_n which_o the_o evil_a spirit_n usurp_v in_o the_o first_o institution_n of_o thy_o church_n in_o this_o world_n in_o the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o militant_a church_n among_o the_o jew_n thou_o do_v appoint_v the_o call_n of_o the_o assembly_n in_o 1._o to_o be_v by_o trumpet_n and_o when_o they_o be_v in_o than_o thou_o give_v they_o the_o sound_n of_o bell_n in_o the_o garment_n of_o thy_o priest_n â—_z in_o the_o triumphant_a church_n 18._o thou_o imploie_v both_o too_o but_o in_o a_o invert_v order_n we_o enter_v into_o the_o triumphant_a church_n by_o the_o sound_n of_o bell_n for_o we_o enter_v when_o we_o die_v and_o then_o we_o receive_v our_o further_a edification_n or_o consummation_n by_o the_o sound_n of_o trumpet_n at_o the_o resurrection_n the_o sound_n of_o thy_o trumpet_n thou_o do_v impart_v to_o secular_a aâ—d_n civil_a use_n too_o but_o the_o sound_n of_o bell_n only_o to_o sacred_a lord_n let_v not_o we_o break_v the_o communion_n of_o saint_n in_o that_o which_o be_v intend_v for_o the_o advancement_n of_o it_o let_v not_o that_o pull_v we_o asunder_o from_o one_o another_o which_o be_v intend_v for_o the_o assemble_v of_o we_o in_o the_o militant_a and_o associate_a of_o we_o to_o the_o triumphant_a church_n but_o he_o for_o who_o funeral_n these_o bell_n ring_v now_o be_v at_o home_n at_o his_o journey_n end_n yesterday_o why_o ring_v they_o now_o a_o man_n that_o be_v a_o world_n be_v all_o the_o thing_n in_o the_o world_n he_o be_v a_o army_n and_o when_o a_o army_n march_v the_o vaunt_v may_v lodge_v to_o night_n where_o the_o rear_n come_v not_o till_o to_o morrow_n a_o man_n extend_v to_o his_o act_n and_o to_o his_o example_n to_o that_o which_o he_o do_v and_o that_o which_o he_o teach_v so_o do_v those_o thing_n that_o concern_v he_o so_o do_v these_o bell_n that_o which_o ring_v yesterday_o be_v to_o convey_v he_o out_o of_o the_o world_n in_o his_o vaunt_n in_o his_o souleâ—_n that_o which_o ring_v to_o day_n be_v to_o bring_v he_o in_o his_o rear_n in_o his_o body_n to_o the_o church_n and_o this_o continue_n of_o ring_v after_o his_o enter_v be_v to_o bring_v he_o to_o i_o in_o the_o application_n where_o i_o lie_v i_o can_v hear_v the_o psalm_n and_o do_v join_v with_o the_o congregation_n in_o it_o but_o i_o can_v not_o hear_v the_o sermon_n and_o these_o latter_a bell_n be_v a_o repetition_n sermon_n to_o i_o but_o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n do_v i_o that_o have_v this_o fever_n need_v other_o remembrance_n of_o my_o mortality_n be_v not_o my_o own_o hollow_a voice_n voice_z enough_o to_o pronounce_v that_o to_o i_o need_v i_o look_v upon_o a_o deaths-head_n in_o a_o ring_n that_o have_v one_o in_o my_o face_n or_o go_v for_o death_n to_o my_o neighbour_n house_n that_o have_v he_o in_o my_o bosom_n we_o can_v we_o can_v o_o my_o god_n take_v in_o too_o many_o help_n for_o religious_a duty_n i_o know_v i_o can_v have_v any_o better_a image_n of_o thou_o than_o thy_o son_n nor_o any_o better_a image_n of_o he_o than_o his_o gospel_n yet_o must_v not_o i_o with_o thanks_o confess_v to_o thou_o that_o some_o historical_a picture_n of_o he_o have_v sometime_o put_v i_o upon_o better_a meditation_n than_o otherwise_o i_o shall_v have_v fall_v upon_o i_o know_v thy_o church_n need_v not_o to_o have_v take_v in_o from_o jew_n or_o gentile_n any_o supply_n for_o the_o exaltation_n of_o thy_o glory_n or_o our_o devotion_n of_o absolute_a necessity_n i_o know_v â—hee_o need_v not_o but_o yet_o we_o owe_v thou_o our_o thanks_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v her_o leave_n to_o do_v so_o and_o that_o as_o in_o make_v we_o christian_n thou_o do_v not_o destroy_v that_o which_o we_o be_v before_o natural_a man_n so_o in_o the_o exalt_v of_o our_o religious_a devotions_n noâ—_n we_o be_v christian_n thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o continue_v to_o we_o those_o assistance_n which_o do_v work_v upon_o the_o affection_n of_o natural_a man_n before_o for_o thou_o love_v a_o good_a man_n as_o thou_o love_v a_o good_a christian_a and_o though_o grace_n be_v mere_o from_o thou_o yet_o thou_o do_v not_o plant_v grace_n but_o in_o good_a nature_n 16._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o have_v consecrate_v our_o live_a body_n to_o thy_o own_o spirit_n and_o make_v we_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v also_o requirâ—_n a_o respect_n to_o be_v give_v to_o these_o temple_n even_o when_o the_o priest_n be_v go_v out_o of_o they_o to_o these_o body_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v depart_v from_o they_o i_o bless_v and_o glorify_v thy_o name_n that_o as_o thou_o take_v care_n in_o our_o life_n of_o every_o hair_n of_o our_o head_n so_o do_v thou_o also_o of_o every_o grain_n of_o ash_n after_o our_o death_n neither_o do_v thou_o only_o do_v good_a to_o we_o all_o in_o life_n and_o death_n but_o also_o will_v have_v we_o do_v good_a to_o one_o another_o as_o in_o a_o holy_a life_n so_o in_o those_o thing_n which_o accompany_v our_o death_n in_o that_o contemplation_n i_o make_v account_n that_o i_o hear_v this_o dead_a brother_n of_o we_o who_o be_v now_o carry_v out_o to_o his_o burial_n to_o speak_v to_o i_o and_o to_o preach_v my_o funeral_n sermon_n in_o the_o voice_n of_o these_o bell_n in_o he_o o_o god_n thou_o have_v accomplish_v to_o i_o even_o the_o request_n of_o dives_fw-la to_o abraham_n thou_o have_v send_v one_o from_o the_o dead_a to_o speak_v unto_o i_o he_o speak_v to_o i_o aloud_o from_o that_o steeple_n he_o whisper_v to_o i_o at_o these_o curtain_n and_o he_o speak_v thy_o word_n 13._o bless_v be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n from_o henceforth_o let_v this_o prayer_n therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v as_o my_o last_o gasp_n my_o expire_a my_o die_a in_o thou_o that_o if_o this_o be_v the_o hour_n of_o my_o transmigration_n i_o may_v die_v the_o
into_o thy_o bedchamber_n by_o these_o glory_n and_o joy_n to_o the_o joy_n and_o glory_n of_o heaven_n why_o have_v thou_o change_v thy_o old_a way_n and_o carry_v we_o by_o the_o way_n of_o discipline_n and_o mortification_n by_o the_o way_n of_o mourning_n and_o lamentation_n by_o the_o way_n of_o miserable_a end_n and_o miserable_a anticipation_n of_o those_o misery_n in_o appropriate_v the_o exemplar_n misery_n of_o other_o to_o ourselves_o and_o usurp_v upon_o their_o misery_n as_o our_o own_o to_o our_o own_o prejudice_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n no_o perfect_a in_o itself_o but_o that_o it_o need_v a_o foil_n of_o depression_n and_o ingloriousness_n in_o this_o world_n to_o set_v it_o off_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n no_o perfect_a in_o itself_o but_o that_o it_o need_v the_o sourness_n of_o this_o life_n to_o give_v it_o a_o taste_n be_v that_o joy_n and_o that_o glory_n but_o a_o comparative_a glory_n and_o a_o comparative_a joy_n not_o such_o in_o itself_o but_o such_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o ioilesnesse_n and_o the_o ingloriousness_n of_o this_o world_n i_o know_v my_o god_n it_o be_v far_o far_o otherwise_o as_o thou_o thyself_o who_o be_v all_o be_v make_v of_o no_o substance_n so_o the_o joy_n &_o glory_n which_o be_v with_o thou_o be_v make_v of_o none_o of_o these_o circumstance_n essential_a joy_n and_o glory_n essential_a but_o why_o then_o my_o god_n will_v thou_o not_o begin_v they_o here_o pardon_v o_o god_n this_o unthankful_a rashness_n i_o that_o ask_v why_o thou_o do_v not_o find_v even_o now_o in_o myself_o that_o thou_o do_v such_o joy_n such_o glory_n as_o that_o i_o conclude_v upon_o myself_o upon_o all_o they_o that_o find_v not_o joy_n in_o their_o sorrow_n glory_n in_o their_o deiection_n in_o this_o world_n be_v in_o a_o fearful_a danger_n of_o miss_v both_o in_o the_o next_o 17._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o have_v be_v please_v to_o speak_v to_o we_o not_o only_o in_o the_o voice_n of_o nature_n who_o speak_v in_o our_o heart_n and_o of_o thy_o word_n which_o speak_v to_o our_o ear_n but_o in_o the_o speech_n of_o speechless_a creature_n in_o balaams_n ass_n in_o the_o speech_n of_o unbelieve_a man_n in_o the_o confession_n of_o pilate_n in_o the_o speech_n of_o the_o devil_n himself_o in_o the_o recognition_n and_o attestation_n of_o thy_o son_n i_o humble_o accept_v thy_o voice_n in_o the_o sound_n of_o this_o sad_a and_o funeral_n bell_n and_o first_o i_o blessethy_o glorious_a name_n that_o in_o this_o sound_n and_o voice_n i_o can_v hear_v thy_o instruction_n in_o another_o man_n to_o consider_v my_o own_o condition_n and_o to_o know_v that_o this_o bell_n which_o toll_v for_o another_o before_o it_o come_v to_o ring_v out_o may_v take_v in_o i_o too_o as_o death_n be_v the_o wage_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v due_a to_o meâ—_n as_o death_n be_v the_o end_n of_o sickness_n it_o belong_v to_o i_o and_o though_o so_o disobedient_a a_o servant_n as_o i_o may_v be_v afraid_a to_o die_v yet_o to_o so_o merciful_a a_o master_n as_o thou_o i_o can_v be_v afraid_a to_o come_v and_o therefore_o into_o thy_o hand_n o_o my_o god_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n a_o surrender_n which_o i_o know_v thou_o will_v accept_v whether_o i_o live_v or_o die_v for_o thy_o servant_n david_n make_v it_o 31.5_o when_o he_o put_v himself_o into_o thy_o protection_n for_o his_o life_n and_o thy_o bless_a son_n make_v it_o when_o he_o deliver_v up_o his_o soul_n at_o his_o death_n declare_v thou_o thy_o will_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o life_n or_o death_n in_o thy_o time_n receive_v my_o surrender_n of_o myself_o now_o into_o thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n and_o be_v thus_o o_o my_o god_n prepare_v by_o thy_o correction_n mellow_v by_o thy_o chastisement_n and_o conform_v to_o thy_o will_n by_o thy_o spirit_n have_v receive_v thy_o pardon_n for_o my_o soul_n and_o ask_v no_o reprieve_n for_o my_o body_n i_o be_o bold_a o_o lord_n to_o bend_v my_o prayer_n to_o thou_o for_o his_o assistance_n the_o voice_n of_o who_o bell_n have_v call_v i_o to_o this_o devotion_n lay_v hold_n upon_o his_o soul_n o_o god_n till_o that_o soul_n have_v thorough_o consider_v his_o account_n and_o how_o few_o minute_n soever_o it_o have_v to_o remain_v in_o that_o body_n let_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o spirit_n recompense_v the_o shortness_n of_o time_n and_o perfect_a his_o account_n before_o he_o pass_v away_o present_v his_o sin_n so_o to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o may_v know_v what_o thou_o forgive_v &_o not_o doubt_v of_o thy_o forgiveness_n let_v he_o stop_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o those_o sin_n but_o dwell_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v he_o discern_v his_o own_o demerit_n but_o wrap_v himself_o up_o in_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n breath_n inward_a comfort_n to_o his_o heart_n and_o afford_v he_o the_o power_n of_o give_v such_o outward_a testimony_n thereof_o as_o all_o that_o be_v about_o he_o may_v derive_v comfort_n from_o thence_o and_o have_v this_o edification_n even_o in_o this_o dissolution_n that_o though_o the_o body_n be_v go_v the_o way_n oâ—_n all_o flesh_n yet_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o saint_n when_o thy_o son_n cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o he_o speak_v not_o so_o much_o in_o his_o own_o person_n as_o in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o church_n and_o of_o his_o afflict_a member_n who_o in_o deep_a distress_n may_v fear_v thy_o forsake_v this_o patient_a o_o most_o bless_a god_n be_v one_o of_o they_o in_o his_o behalf_n and_o in_o his_o name_n hear_v thy_o son_n cry_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o forsake_v he_o not_o but_o with_o thy_o left_a hand_n lay_v his_o body_n in_o the_o grave_n if_o that_o be_v â—hy_a determination_n upon_o he_o and_o with_o thy_o right_a hand_n receive_v his_o soul_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o unite_v he_o &_o we_o in_o one_o communion_n of_o saint_n amen_n 18._o at_o inde_fw-la mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la the_o bell_n ring_v out_o and_o tell_v i_o in_o he_o that_o i_o be_o dead_a 18._o meditation_n the_o bell_n ring_v out_o the_o pulse_n thereof_o be_v change_v the_o toll_n be_v a_o faint_a and_o intermit_a pulse_n upon_o one_o side_n this_o strong_a and_o argue_v more_o and_o better_a life_n hiâ—_n soul_n be_v go_v out_o and_o as_o a_o man_n who_o have_v a_o lease_n of_o 1000_o year_n after_o the_o expiration_n of_o a_o short_a one_o or_o a_o inheritance_n after_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n in_o a_o consumption_n he_o be_v now_o enter_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o better_a estate_n his_o soul_n be_v go_v whither_o who_o see_v it_o come_v in_o or_o who_o see_v it_o go_v out_o no_o body_n yet_o every_o body_n be_v sure_a he_o have_v one_o and_o have_v none_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v mere_a philosopher_n what_o the_o soul_n be_v i_o shall_v find_v among_o they_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o temperament_n and_o harmony_n and_o just_a and_o equal_a composition_n of_o the_o element_n in_o the_o body_n which_o produce_v all_o those_o faculty_n which_o we_o ascribe_v to_o the_o soul_n and_o so_o in_o itself_o be_v nothing_o no_o separable_a substance_n that_o over-live_n the_o body_n they_o see_v the_o soul_n be_v nothing_o else_o in_o other_o creature_n and_o they_o affect_v a_o impious_a humility_n to_o think_v as_o low_o of_o man._n but_o if_o my_o soul_n be_v no_o more_o than_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o beast_n i_o can_v not_o think_v so_o that_o soul_n that_o can_v reflect_v upon_o itself_o consider_v itself_o be_v more_o than_o so_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o mere_a philosopher_n but_o mix_v man_n philosophical_a divine_n how_o the_o soul_n be_v a_o separate_a substance_n enter_v into_o man_n i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o generation_n &_o procreation_n from_o parent_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o charge_v thâ—_n soul_n with_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o original_a sin_n if_o the_o soul_n be_v infuse_v into_o a_o body_n in_o which_o it_o must_v necessary_o grow_v foul_a and_o contract_v original_a sin_n whether_o it_o will_v or_o no_o and_o i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o immediate_a infusion_n from_o god_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o maintain_v a_o immortality_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n as_o shall_v be_v beget_v and_o derive_v with_o the_o body_n from_o mortal_a parent_n if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o a_o few_o man_n but_o almost_o whole_a
body_n whole_a church_n what_o become_v of_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a at_o the_o depart_n thereof_o from_o the_o body_n i_o shall_v be_v tell_v by_o some_o that_o they_o attend_v a_o expiation_n a_o purification_n in_o a_o place_n of_o torment_n by_o some_o that_o they_o attend_v the_o fruition_n of_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n in_o a_o place_n of_o rest_n but_o yet_o but_o of_o expectation_n by_o some_o that_o they_o pass_v to_o a_o immediate_a possession_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n s._n augustine_n study_v the_o nature_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o much_o as_o any_o thing_n but_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o he_o send_v a_o express_a messenger_n to_o saint_n hierome_n to_o consult_v of_o some_o thing_n concern_v the_o soul_n but_o he_o satisfy_v himself_o with_o this_o let_v the_o departure_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o salvation_n be_v evident_a to_o my_o faith_n and_o i_o care_v the_o less_o how_o dark_a the_o entrance_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o my_o body_n be_v to_o my_o reason_n it_o be_v the_o go_v out_o more_o than_o the_o come_n in_o that_o concern_v us._n this_o soul_n this_o bell_n tell_v i_o be_v go_v out_o whither_o who_o shall_v tell_v i_o that_o i_o know_v not_o who_o it_o be_v much_o less_o what_o he_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o man_n and_o the_o course_n of_o his_o life_n which_o shall_v tell_v i_o whither_o he_o be_v go_v i_o know_v not_o i_o be_v not_o there_o in_o his_o sickness_n nor_o at_o his_o death_n i_o see_v not_o his_o way_n nor_o his_o end_n nor_o can_v aâ—ke_v themâ—_n who_o do_v thereby_o to_o conclude_v or_o argue_v whither_o he_o be_v go_v but_o yet_o i_o have_v one_o near_o i_o than_o all_o these_o my_o own_o charity_n i_o ask_v that_o &_o that_o tell_v i_o he_o be_v go_v to_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o joy_n and_o glory_n i_o owe_v he_o a_o good_a opinion_n it_o be_v but_o thankful_a charity_n in_o i_o because_o i_o receive_v benefit_n and_o instruction_n from_o he_o when_o his_o bell_n tell_v and_o i_o be_v make_v the_o fit_a to_o pray_v by_o that_o disposition_n wherein_o i_o be_v assist_v by_o his_o occasion_n do_v pray_v for_o he_o and_o i_o pray_v not_o without_o faith_n so_o i_o do_v charitable_o so_o i_o do_v faithful_o believe_v that_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v to_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o joy_n and_o glory_n but_o for_o the_o body_n how_o poor_a a_o wretched_a thing_n be_v that_o we_o can_v express_v it_o so_o fast_o as_o it_o grow_v worse_a and_o worse_o that_o body_n which_o scarce_o three_o minute_n since_o be_v such_o a_o house_n as_o that_o that_o soul_n which_o make_v but_o one_o step_n from_o thence_o to_o heaven_n be_v scarce_o thorough_o content_a to_o leave_v that_o for_o heaven_n that_o body_n have_v lose_v the_o name_n of_o a_o dwell_a house_n because_o none_o dwell_v in_o it_o and_o be_v make_v haste_n to_o lose_v the_o name_n of_o a_o body_n and_o dissolve_v to_o putrefaction_n who_o will_v not_o be_v affect_v to_o see_v a_o clear_a &_o sweet_a river_n in_o the_o morning_n grow_v a_o kennel_n of_o muddy_a land_n water_n by_o noon_n and_o condemn_v to_o the_o saltness_n of_o the_o sea_n by_o night_n and_o how_o lame_a a_o picture_n how_o faint_a a_o representation_n be_v that_o of_o the_o precipitation_n of_o man_n body_n to_o dissolution_n now_o all_o the_o part_n build_v up_o and_o knit_v by_o a_o lovely_a soul_n now_o but_o a_o statue_n of_o clay_n and_o now_o these_o limb_n melt_v off_o as_o if_o that_o clay_n be_v but_o snowâ—_n â—_z and_o now_o the_o whole_a house_n be_v but_o a_o handful_n of_o sand_n so_o much_o dust_n and_o but_o a_o peck_n of_o rubbish_n so_o much_o bone_n if_o he_o who_o as_o this_o bell_n tell_v i_o be_v go_v now_o be_v some_o excellent_a artificer_n who_o come_v to_o he_o for_o a_o clock_n or_o for_o a_o garment_n now_o or_o for_o counsel_n if_o he_o be_v a_o lawyer_n if_o a_o magistrate_n for_o justice_n man_n before_o he_o have_v his_o immortal_a soul_n have_v a_o soul_n of_o sense_n and_o a_o soul_n of_o vegitation_n before_o that_o this_o immortal_a soul_n do_v not_o forbid_v other_o soul_n to_o be_v in_o we_o before_o but_o when_o this_o soul_n depart_v it_o carry_v all_o with_o it_o no_o more_o vegetation_n no_o more_o sense_n such_o a_o mother_n in_o law_n be_v the_o earthâ—_n â—_z in_o respect_n of_o our_o natural_a mother_n in_o her_o womb_n we_o grow_v and_o when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o we_o we_o be_v plant_v in_o some_o place_n in_o some_o call_n in_o the_o world_n in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n we_o diminish_v and_o when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o we_o our_o grave_n open_v for_o another_o we_o be_v not_o transplant_v but_o transport_v our_o dust_n blow_v away_o with_o profane_a dust_n with_o every_o wind_n 18._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n if_o expostulation_n be_v too_o bold_a a_o word_n do_v thou_o mollify_v it_o with_o another_o leâ—_n it_o be_v wonder_n in_o myself_o let_v it_o be_v but_o problem_n to_o other_o but_o let_v i_o ask_v why_o will_v thou_o not_o suffer_v those_o that_o serve_v thou_o in_o holy_a service_n 1._o to_o do_v any_o office_n about_o the_o dead_a nor_o assist_v at_o their_o funeral_n thou_o have_v no_o counsellor_n thou_o need_v none_o thou_o have_v no_o controller_n thou_o admitte_v none_o why_o do_v i_o ask_v in_o ceremonial_a thing_n as_o that_o be_v any_o convenient_a reason_n be_v enough_o who_o can_v be_v sure_a to_o propose_v that_o reason_n that_o move_v thou_o in_o the_o institution_n thereof_o i_o satisfy_v myself_o with_o this_o that_o in_o those_o time_n the_o gentile_n be_v over-full_a of_o a_o over-reverent_a respect_n to_o the_o memory_n of_o the_o dead_a a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o idolatry_n of_o the_o nation_n flow_v from_o that_o a_o over-amorous_a devotion_n a_o overzealous_a celebrate_n and_o overstudious_a preserve_n of_o the_o memory_n and_o the_o picture_n of_o some_o dead_a person_n 14.14_o and_o by_o the_o vain_a glory_n of_o man_n they_o enter_v into_o the_o world_n and_o their_o statue_n and_o picture_n contract_v a_o opinion_n of_o divinity_n by_o age_n that_o which_o be_v at_o first_o but_o a_o picture_n of_o a_o friend_n grow_v a_o god_n in_o time_n as_o the_o wise_a man_n note_n 13.9_o they_o call_v they_o god_n which_o be_v the_o work_n of_o a_o ancient_a hand_n and_o some_o have_v assign_v a_o certain_a time_n when_o a_o picture_n shall_v come_v out_o of_o minority_n and_o be_v at_o age_n to_o be_v a_o god_n in_o 60._o year_n after_o it_o be_v make_v those_o image_n of_o man_n that_o have_v life_n and_o some_o idol_n of_o other_o thing_n which_o never_o have_v any_o be_v be_v by_o one_o common_a name_n call_v promiscuous_o dead_a and_o for_o that_o the_o wise_a man_n reprehend_v the_o idolater_n for_o health_n he_o pray_v to_o that_o which_o be_v weak_a 13.18_o and_o for_o life_n he_o pray_v to_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a shall_v we_o do_v so_o say_v thy_o prophet_n 8.14_o shall_v we_o go_v from_o the_o live_n to_o the_o dead_a so_o much_o ill_a then_o be_v occasion_v by_o so_o much_o religious_a compliment_n exhibit_v to_o the_o dead_a thou_o o_o god_n i_o think_v will_v therefore_o inhibit_v thy_o principal_a holy_a servant_n from_o contribute_v any_o thing_n at_o all_o to_o this_o dangerous_a intimation_n of_o idolatry_n and_o that_o the_o people_n may_v say_v sure_o those_o dead_a man_n be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v magnify_v as_o man_n mistake_v since_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v his_o holy_a officer_n so_o much_o as_o to_o touch_v they_o not_o to_o see_v they_o but_o those_o danger_n be_v remove_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n do_v certain_o allow_v that_o we_o shall_v do_v office_n of_o piety_n to_o the_o dead_a and_o that_o we_o shall_v draw_v instruction_n to_o piety_n from_o the_o dead_a be_v not_o this_o o_o my_o god_n a_o holy_a kind_n of_o raise_v up_o â—eed_o to_o my_o dead_a brother_n if_o i_o by_o the_o meditation_n of_o his_o death_n produce_v a_o better_a life_n in_o myself_o it_o be_v the_o blessing_n upon_o reuben_n let_v reuben_n live_v 33.6_o &_o not_o die_v and_o let_v not_o his_o man_n be_v few_o let_v he_o propagate_v many_o and_o it_o be_v a_o malediction_n that_o that_o die_v let_v it_o die_v 11.9_o let_v it_o do_v no_o good_a in_o die_v for_o tree_n without_o fruit_n 12._o thou_o by_o thy_o apostle_n call_v twice_o dead_a it_o be_v a_o second_o death_n if_o none_o live_v the_o better_a by_o i_o after_o my_o death_n by_o the_o manner_n of_o my_o death_n therefore_o may_v i_o just_o think_v that_o thou_o make_v that_o a_o way_n to_o convey_v to_o the_o egyptian_n a_o fear_n of_o thou_o and_o a_o