any sinne Psal. 130 Mercy is with thee that thou mayest be feared Psal. 1.03 As a father pittieth his sonne so the Lord him that feares him He that apprehendeth mercy will not bolster himselfe in sinne nor lay presumptuous sinnes vpon Gods backe but the sense of Gods mercy will leade him to Repentance Rom. 2. He knoweth that though mercy reioyceth against iustice yet it destroyeth not Gods iustice All the waies of God are mercy truth these are the two feet of God by which hee walketh in all his waies Let vs humbly fall downe and kisse both these his feet Bernard 5 Mercy belongeth to the mercifull to those that are charitable kind to their brethren Math 5. Blessed are the mercifull for they shall finde mercy but iudgement mercilesse shall be to them that shew no mercy Can we expect and receiue a full streame and not let fall a drop of mercy vpon others Hath the Maâ—â—er for iuen thee 10000. talents and wilt not thou forgiue pence and farthings Math 18.27 In spirituall things will not we beare with the infirmities of the weake are not we subiect to the same infirmities doe not we consider our selues Gal 6.1 Did not Christ become in all things like to vs to be a mercifull high Priest Haue we neuer had any sores which we would haue had others handle gently Doe old men forget they were children what lusts of youth and temptations they haue passed In temporall things we call for mercy on this and that occasion generall and speciall God in his members call for mercy Some men passe by as the Priest and Leuite without all bowels dry as flint without hearts hands bowels no charity no humanitie first looke they for no more secondly may it be their case thirdly is it not a great misery on themselues on their ill-gotten wealth on their iniustice to God his Ministers and others CAP. 29. Le ts of Repentance from our selues as first that it is vnpleasing to nature 3 NOw we come to the lets and hinderances of Repentance cast in our way by our selues for nothing can be a greater or stronger Let to Repentance than the naturall and idle vngrounded conceits of the vnregenerate heart which hath deuised many wandrings turnings to shift off the businesse of Repentance 1 A conceit that it is vnpleasing to nature and indeed sloathfull nature cannot indure the hardnesse of Repentance and no maruell that case slayeth the foole when it woundeth euen the godly themselues Cant. 5.3 The Church will not foule her dainty feet nor get off her bed to let in Christ after many knooks and perswasions Ans. But what a distemper is in that iudgement and how crazie is that vnderstanding of a sicke man that feareth â—he remedie more than the disease yet so foolish are wee in our owne wisedome as to feare the remedy of repentance more than the sinne to be repented We hold that extremitie of way wardnes and near to phrenzie when a patient will rather chuse to dye of his disease than to endure the taste of physicke because it is bitter and vnpleasant Euen so although godly sorrow be bitter and vnpleasant to corrupt nature yet wisedome will conclude many things to bee wholesome which are not so toothsome 2. Compare and weigh in an euen ballance whether the pains of wel-doing be matchable with the paines of sin whether the momentany paines of Repentance here bee comparable to the eternall paines of impenitency hereafter consider whether the crop of sin or haruest of repentance bee better The wages of sinne is death and is not death painefull but the haruest of repentance is eternall life 2. Cor. 7.10 Godly sorrow bringeth Repentance to saluation Say now whether is easier to sow in teares and reap in ioy or to sow in carnall iollitie and reape in eternall sorrow whether is easier to sow to the flesh and reape corruption or to sow to the spirit and reape eternall saluation 3. Bee it that Repentance be vnpleasing to nature yet a Christian hath more than nature he hath a spirit of grace changing nature and making the Commaundement easie Whence it is that those that haue entred this way and by the spirit haue mastred the flesh in part finde nothing more sweet than the tartest sorrow of sound Repentance and this Repentance they neuer repent of Be it as Basil. Laboriosa virtutis via yet render thy selfe as captiue to the commandement Bee at some paines in subduing thy heart thou shalt no sooner begin but â—ase and ioy wil come which shall aboundantly recompence all former griefe and labour Obiect Alas then I neuer repented for I feele no inward power or motion whence I can draw comfort from my repentance 〈…〉 Ans. It may bee so for perhaps 1. thou hast performed that duty in a cold and formall manner or 2. for sinister ends not for conscience and 3. by fits and starts vnconstantly And how can a man that goeth backward and forward make riddance of his way But goe about it heartily ioyne the inward seruice of the heart in seeking God with the outward tye thy selfe to a settled course in performance fauour not the fleshâ— nor care to fulfill it in the lusts of it and be assured to finde more ioy and sweet inward motion at least much lesse paine in the exercise of repentance than in the exercise of sin CAP. 25. Obiections against repentance from a mans election 2. BVt why should I thus abridge my selfe with needlesse sorrow and to very little purpose For if I look to God I am either elected or not If I be I shall bee saued without all this ado If I be not all the Repentance in the world wil not auayle Againe looke to men they be either such as repent not but enioy the world and their pleasures and their sins too and yet these liue and dye honestly and peaceably and as well as any other Or they be such as do repent and betake themselues to this strickt course and these many of them in their liues are as deceitfull vniust couetous proud hypocriticall as any men in the world and many of them in their death as vnquiet vncomfortable vnhappy as those that neuer vndertooke such businesse Ans. To meet this dangerous subtiltie 1. To those that conceiue Repentance a vaine thing because of the certainty of Gods decree concerning their saluation or damnation 1. The wise God in all his decrees to his maine ends hath also decreed the meanes seruing and leading to those ends The ends of his election are either next which is the glorification of the elect or the remote and highest his owne glory in the Saints The meanes decreed to these ends are Christ Regeneration by the spirit required in all that must be saued euen the smallest infant and in men of yeares Knowledge of the Word Faith Repentance Obedience And as those ends are stedfastly and vnchangeably so are the meanes as certainely decreed as those ends And
p. 216 Answer to this Temptation ibid. c. Cap. 22. 2. The Diuell labours to perswade men Christ dyed for all p. 220 That obiection answered ibid. c. Cap. 23. 3. The Deuill perswades men that God is mercifull and therefore they neede not so trouble themselues with repentance p. 230 Answer to this temptation p. 231 c. Cap. 24. Of the lets of Repentance from our selues which we cast in our owne way p. 239 1. A conceit wee haue that repentance is harsh and vnpleasing to nature ibid. Helps against this let 240 Cap. 25 2. Of the second let wee hinder our repentance withall viz. the certaintie of Gods decree of election and reprobation p. 243.244 If we are elected say men wee shall be saued without this repentance if reprobated all our repentance will not saue vs. This dangerous subtiltie met withall p. 245. c. Cap. 26. 3. Of the third rub men câ—st in thâ—ir own way to hâ—ld themselues from Repentance viz. the comfortable liues and deaths of many impenitents and the vncomfortable liues and ends of godly persons and such as haue beene most penitent p. 252 Answer tâ— this obiection p. 253 Cap. 27. 4. Of the fourth let to repentance from our selues Men conceiue Repentance very easie p 258 This conceit met withall ibid. c. Cap. 28. 5. Of the last lâ—t we hinder our repentance withall Men obiect the vnseasonablenesse of Repentance p. 263 Some thinke it too soone to repent ibid. These haue their answer ibid. c. Some think it too late to repent p. 269 These comforted and encouraged p. 270. Cap. 29. Of the meanes of Repentance in respect of sin Serious humiliation necessary to Repentance proud persons vncapable of it p. 273 Meanes to attaine Repentance 1. To get a cleare sight of sin and our miserie by it p. 274 2. True sorrow for it p. 275 3. A holy despaire in our selues of deliuerance by any meanes of our owne p. 276 A direction to get acquaintance with the morall Law very vsefull to worke our hearts to a sight of sin c. 277. c. Cap. 30. Of the meanes of Repentance in respect of God 1. His word a notable meanes to worke Repentance p. 281 The Law see how p. 283 The Gospell see how ibid. c. What men must doe that the Word may further their repentance p. 284. 2. Thoughts of Gods eye alwaies vpon vs in all our waies p. 285 3. A consideration of Gods hand both of mercie and iustice a forcible meanes to worke repentance Of mercie p. 286 Of iustice both on our selues and others p. 288. c. 4. A serious consideration of our relation to God a means to work Repentance p. 291 Cap. 31. Of the meanes of Repentance in respect of Christ viz. 1. Serious thoughts of the greatnes of his person and nearnesse to his Father p. 295 2. Of the heauy things hee suffered for sin p. 296 3. Of the basenesse of the persons for whom he suffred such things ibid. c. Cap. 32. Of the meanes of repentance in regard of our selues 1 T is a profitable means to further our repentance to consider our desires and affections both what they are and what they ought to be p. 300 2. To recount our liues and actions what they are and ought to be p. 301 3. To consider seriously the checks of our consciences p. 302 4. To remember our latter end p. 304 Cap. 33. Of the meanes of repentance in respect of others How we may further our repentance by good men p. 305 How repentance may be furthered by bad men and enemies to grace p. 306 Cap. 34. Of the markes of repentance in respect of sin 1 A true penitent remembers his sin though remitted with shame and sorrow p. 309 2 He will aggrauate his sin when he beholds it p. 311 3 He hates all sin euery where p. 314 4 He resists and holds fight against all sin 316 5 He relinquisheth his sin in true endeauours and neuer turneth to it any more 318 6 In his strife and resistance of sin he differenceth himselfe from the hypocrites in that he sets himselfe against sin vniuersally and sincerely p. 320. c. Cap. 35. Of the markes of repentance in respect of God 1 True repentance shewes it selfe by a sincere loue of God p. 327 2. By a childish feare awe of God p. 331. 3. By strong cries for grace against corruption p. 332 Cap. 36. Of markes of repentance in respect of others 1 A man truly humbled by repentance will esteeme of others better than himselfe p. 335 How a man ought to esteeme another better than himselfe though hee see in him grosse faults p. 337. c. 2. He is soft and gentle vnto others p. 339 3. The faults he espieth in others he will condemne in himselfe if not in the act and habit yet in the seede and inclination p. 340. 4. Hee will doe his best to draw others out of sin p. 341 Cap. 37. Of the signes of Repentance in respect of ones selfe 1. A true penitent iudgeth himself proceeds against himselfe iudicially and impartially p 344 The fruit and vse of iudging p. 345 The manner of a penitents iudging and proceeding against himselfe p. 345. c. 2 He reneweth himselfe daily p. 350 Wherein a true penitent reneweth and changeth himselfe p. 350. c. 3 He strengthens himselfe against lusts and the assaults of sin for time to come p. 354 How he armes himself see ibid. c. 4 Hee prepareth himselfe by daily exercise of repentance for Christs appearing p. 357. c. Cap. 38. Of the motiues to repentance from the necessity of it It is most necessary a man should repent p. 360 1 If we looke at the nature of sin ibid. c. 2 At the inseparable companions and effects of it p. 362. c. Cap. 39. Of motiues to repentance in regard of God 1 Our owne vnfitnesse to haue any fellowship with God without repentance p. 365 2 That strict iustice that is in God p. 366 3 His rich mercy p. 367 4 The vnprofitablenesse of all Gods ordinances without repentance p. 371 5 An impossibility of enioying God in glory without it p. 373 Cap. 40. Of motiues to repentance in respect of Christ. 1 His surpassing loue p. 375 2 His bitter passion with the end of it ibid. c. 3 Consider our relation to him p. 378 Cap. 41. Of motiues to repentance from ones selfe 1 Both the whole and parts of man call for repentance p. 379 2 His sins shew t is high time to practise repentance p. 380 FINIS A TREATISE Wherin is handled the PRACTICE of REPENTANCE LVK. 13.3 Except yee Repent c. CAP. 1. The ground of the Treatise FIrst the occasion of chusing this Text and argument Vpon occasion of Peters repentance which I haue opened vnto you I entred into a more serious consideration of the duty and conceiued 1 That Precepts and Examples must goe together
death and goe on in sinne and though the sword passe through the land to cry Peace Peace 3. Great is the difference betweene the sins of godly and wicked One sinneth of weaknesse the other of wickednesse one is drawne to sin violently the other runneth willingly the one sinneth against his purpose the other purposeth sin the one slippeth into sin the other lyeth downe and walloweth in it the one slumbers the other is in a dead sleep 4. We must hasten out of presumptuous sins because the sin against the holy Ghost is of this kind of sins though not euery sin of presumption and against knowledge and conscience but such a presumption as renounceth the whole Gospell and that of set purpose and malice against the maiesty of God and of Christ Heb. 10.29 If all sins then sins of aggrauating or scandalous circumstances as 1. Old and customable sins which are growne strong and habituall and neede a long and earnest Repentance to cut and breake them off and here especially our oldest and strongest sin of all the mother and nurse of all the rest our originall corruption had need bee bewailed being as a great wheele in a clocke that setteth all wheeles a mouing while it seemeth to moue slowest Yet not one of a hundreth taketh this of all other in hand as not seeing the danger of it But neuer did any truely repent that begun not here and first conquered this master esteeming it the most foulâ— and hatefull of all as Dauid Psal 51. and Paul cryeth out of it as most secret deceitfull powerfull euill Rom. 7. 2. Sweete pleasing and profitable sins the more pleasure thou hast taken in sin the more shall thy sorrow bee sooner or later and shalt know one day but the sooner the better that thy sweetest sin is a poison or rats-bane sweet in going down but forget the danger and please thy palate a while it shall work in thy bowels and bring death sure enough If sin bee not as a dagger at the heart before it shall after the commission The profit of sinne is like Achans wedge it cost his life Vnhappy is that profit of the world gotten by the losse of the soule 3. Sins of the godly after conuersion are greater than common mens 1. They are committed against more grace more means more knowledge 2. It is more noted being in a greater light Dauid caused the enemies to blaspheme and the godly bee ashamed because of sin 3. There is great profession of loue to God and this cannot but worke great sorrow for offending him Luke 7. The woman that had much forgiuen her loued much and so in Peter he sorrowed bitterly as his loue was great 4. The Lord taketh sinne more hainously at their hands than any others as a father abuse and dishonour from his son Christ complaineth it was thou my friend and familiar 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 4. Sins against meanâ— against warning admonition vowes promises correction much prouoke the Lord to wrath So Christ aggrauateth Iudas his sin he hath the greater sin Iohn 19. he not only knew my doctrine saw my miracles but was warned Peter after warning on Christs part and protestations on his owne so fowly denying Oh how the sin pricketh him and giueth him no rest till hee had met the Lord by Repentance Most sins of men in these daies of light are not for want of knowledge but against knowledge admonition and conscience the sins of men are taught among whom the Gospell is still preached and men follow with daily instructions All of them are against the vow and promise of Baptisme many of them against speciall motions of spirit against speciall promises and vowes to God either in time of affliction or terrour of conscience or bodily sicknesse or comming to saluation when men haue resolued and promised a change of life All these are fearefull sins and haue a loud voice to call either thee to repent or God to reuenge 5 Sinnes of open profanenesse As 1 Against holy times swearing whoring drinking gaming on the Sabbaoth day a time holy wherein ordinary lawfull actions are prohibited as Iourneyes Markets bying selling and euery piece of ordinary calling 2 Against holy places profane thoughtâ— speeches actions in the Church and house of God The holier the place the fouler the sinne 3 Against holy exercises disgracing reproching scorning the exercises of Religion Preaching Hearing Prayer Singing in the family and other godly duties 4 Against godly persons and such as excell in vertue reuiling godly men vnder titles of Puritans Hypocrites factious and troublers of the state Little know men the height of profanenesse they are growne to in these sins nor what nor whom they blaspheme nor what a fierce plague of GOD hangeth ouer them which nothing but timely Repentance can turne away Let such therefore try their Repentance if the wickednesse and profanenesse of their hearts may be forgiuen them CAP. 8. Concerning the manner of entrance into Repentance THe third rule for the direction of our Repentance concerneth the manner of it and this both of 1 Entrance 2 Proceeding 1. For the right entrance into this duty wee must know that there can be no true Repentance without due preparation Amos 4.12 Prepare to meet thy God O Israel And in all diuine duties the rule is Eccles. 5â—6 Be not hasty with thy feet nor rash in thy mouth but consider how thou must doe a good thing wel In this preparation remember 1 Thy selfe and thy owne estate For a man must returne into himselfe before he can returne to God The prodigall Sonne as he departed from his father so he departed from himselfe and therefore before hee returned to his Father he is said to be in se reuersus he returned into himselfe Esa. 46.8 Returne into your mindes O transgressors implying that sinners are as madde men out of their right mindes must come into themselues againe before they be well Now in considering thy selfe first remember from what an happy estate thou art fallen Reuel 2.5 Remember whence thou art fallen and repent So the Prodigall remembred from what an happy condition in his fathers house he was fallen 2 Remember thy waies and workes see and say how foolishly thou hast done so Dauid I considered my wayes and turned my feete Psal. 119.59 proclaime thine owne folly as Dauid I haue done very foolishly Ex lege agnitio paccati weigh thy sins in the Ballance not of crooked iudgement reason or affections but of the law of GOD which maketh them exceed all the mountaines of the world in weight for now must they needs presse thee downe to hell powring on thy head all the curses written in that Booke See them in the glasse of the Gospell committed against the bloud of the couenant thou hauing done what thou canst to make that of none effect See in them thy vile and abiect condition that durst commit such sins against God to abhorre thy selfe with Iob in dust and
ashes 3 Consider thy forlorne and cursed condition till thou dost repent thou art without GOD he that sinneth hath neither seene God nor knoweth him Iohn 3.6 Thou lyest in a state wherein thou art not capable of Gods mercy for God will not be mencifull to that man Deut. 29.120 Nay he cannot vnlesse he can be vniust in bestowing grace vpon the contemners of grace Say not God is mercifull for his bounty would lead thee to Repentance but the heart that cannot repent treasureth vp wrath against the day Rom. 2. Yea thou lyest in a state in which the Angell of the Lords wrath is ready to meet thee as Balaam with death at euery corner Reuel 16.2 The Angell that powred out the Vâ—oâ—s of Gods wrath on the earth the reason is giuen because they repented not of their works and except ye repent ye must perish euerlastingly 2 In this Preparation remember with whom thou hast to deale Repentance is a drawing neere vnto God Iam. 4. Men draw neere vnto GOD many waies by outward profession by inward faith apprehension by prayer and inuocation but especially by Repentance and Conuersion therefore saith Iames Draw neere to God cleanse your hands ye sinners and wash your hearts ye wauering minded for sin estrangeth separateth withdraweth from God but Repentance is a returning to him and striking a new league In this approach to God it will notably set forward Repentance If 1 Thou set him before thee a God cloathed with Maiesty and honour with iustice and wrath against sin this striketh the soule with an awfull feare and dread of God to make it stoope before him See we how the idolatrous person will cast himselfe on his face before his idoll he will goe barefoot creepe along as a worme from one end of the Church to another to get a kisse of it and shall we approach the true God with so little reuerence when they shew so much to Idols It is the feare of God that diminisheth the power of sinne 2 If thou set him before thee in the riches of his mercy in prouiding so excellent a remedy against sinne as is the precious bloud of his deare Sonne when nothing in the world else would serue 1. Pet. 1.10 3 And now to set thy face towards God as Daniel did DaÌ„ 9.2 1 Implying a drawing of the minde from all other distractions occasions as now hauing onely to doe with God who in this duty requireth the whole heart and the powring out of the soule before him 2 To testifie that we are turned quite out of our selues in whom is no helpe and depend onely vpon him for all supplies and mercy 3 In this preparation consider the necessity benefit and vse of Repentance 1 That nothing else can free vs from the snare of the death in which we are captiues 2. Tim. 2.9 2 Nothing else reconcileth vs vnto God and restoreth vs to his fauour 3 Nothing else correcteth the corruption of nature and returneth into innocency 4 Nothing else reneweth our life and course and maketh vs capable of holinesse or happinesse All this preparation is requisite not onely because of Gods command but rash and temerarious vndertaking of religious duties is a taking of Gods name in vaine and fruitlesse 2 If Daniel be not fit till hee be prepared much lesse we who haue so many distractions so much earth so dull spirits 3 There is no comfort in doing the duty but in the well and acceptable doing of it and neuer is it well performed but when we are well prepared CAP. 9. Concerning the wise proceeding in Repentance 2 THe wise proceeding in Repentance standeth in these things 1 To begin the worke within with cleansing the heart Ezek. 18.31 Cast away your transgressions and make you a new heart a new spirit For 1 The heart is the fountaine of actions as that is so are they Out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh the hand acteth If the heart bee a fusty vessell the Lord will powre none of his gracious liquor into it As that is so is the whole man If the roote be naught so are the branches so are the fruits 2 This is the most compendious way Wash the inside first saith Christ all shall be cleane A vaine and lost labour it is to offer to stoppe the current of a streame if you goe not to the fountaine a vaine thing in a Gardener to cut off the toppes of weedes and leaue the root which fasteneth it selfe so much the deeper And therefore the Prophet Dauid praying for the grace of Repentance Psal. 51. Wash me purge me hee telleth the Lord where he would haue him begin Create in me a new heart and renew a right spirit 2 Comming outwardly begin with those master sins that are most rooted and haue most foyled vs for as in an army if the Generals and Captaines bee cut off the common souldiers are easily routed so if our chiefest sins which haue been Commanders and borne most sway and rule in vs be mortified and killed the lesser sins will bee more easily subdued and chased 1. Sam. 17.51 When the Philistimâ— saw their Champion Goliah was dead they fled Blast and plucke vp the roote the branches and succours withers of themselues Cut off the right hand right eye Herod had bin in a faire way of Repentance if he could haue begun with Herodias 2. It is obseruable in the Scripture of most true penitents that they begun with the strongest sins Dauid beginneth with his Bathsabeh and testifieth a notable Repentance Psal. 51. Saul once mastering his fury and rage in persecuting hee shall quickly become a zealous Preacher If we could see some men lay aside their malice and hatred of good men which is a strong snare of the deuill wee would hope to see them forward and louing and ioyne themselues with such as walke in the waies of God Zacheus once mastering his pilling and polling and couetous catching after the world becometh a notable example of a true penitent So could we see a worldling an vsurer an oppressour once giue vp his couetousnesse wee should expect any good thing from them Wee should hope to see them diligent in Gods house which now in the weeke day they thinke a losse of time Wee should see them restoring as fast as they fetched in we should see them as liberall to Gods worship and good vses as they haue beene basely griple Wee should see them as mercifull and charitable as they haue beene cruell and vnmercifull We should see with Couetousnesse the roote of all euill all the boughes and branches fall Till this bee done neuer say thou hast repented of any sin for he neuer repented of any sin whose master-sin is alone is spared and vnrepented 3. In wise proceeding when thou hast begun with any sin go through stitch with it not only to the shaking of the root but to the vnrooting and casting it out of the ground for 1. In all
Gods iustice 2 God is iust and therefore when he hath made mee of vniust iust and righteous in Christ hee will for euer repute me so Nay euen his iustice cannot but bestow mercy and grace on mee a beleeuer because in Christ I haue fully satisfied his iustice and in Christ deserued his loue 3 God is iust and this is a strong motiue to repent and beleeue in Christ for his iustice will not suffer him to punish one sinne twice nor to demand a debt once paid the second time Nay his iustice assureth mee of mercy 1. Iohn 1.9 If wee acknowledge our sins he is faithfull and iust to forgiue our sins his iustice assureth repentance of mercy 3 Because I am a grieuous sinner I am no childe of God and so all my Repentance is in vaine Ans. 1. Why are not all grieuous sinners before they repent what was Adam Dauid Peter Paul or what be grieuous sins if poligamie adulterie murder lying denying and forswearing Christ blasphemy persecution breathing slaughter and threatning against the Church bee not Doe not all euen the regenerate pray daily Forgiue vs our trespasses 2 Am I a grieuous sinner I must therefore so much more carefully and earnestly repent I want not encouragement I see that woman who was called a great sinner a notorious adultresse Luke 7. 37. seeeking mercy from Christ receiue that comfortable answer Thy sinnes are forgiuen thee 48. Thy faith hath saued thee Go in peace 50. I see that poor Canaanite whom Christ calleth a dogge yet earnestly seeking mercy gathered some crummes that fel from the Table Gods mercy shall bee more manifested in restoring great sinners his power more magnified in raising dead and rotten sinners my loue more footed as that woman Luke 7.47 Many sins were forgiuen her for she loued much 4 Because I sin daily against God I am none of his in vain seeke for fauour Ans. 1. Our Sauiour teacheth vs to say Our father and yet to pray daily Forgiue vs our trespasses Therefore hee that sins daily may call God father 2 Paul was a child of God being regenerate yet had a body of death and a law of sinne about him daily Rom. 7.24 3 I sinne daily but I repent daily The wicked reioyce in it I sinne and yet resist sinne and striue against it daily I do hatefull things but I hate that I doe I breake the law but yet I loue the law as holy iust good flesh is in me but I am not in the flesh Now tell mee Sathan canst thou gather such sigs of thistles or grapes of thornes who euer heard a childe of hell repent Ob. No did not Esau Iudas Ans. To repent is not onely to know and confesse what is bad and naught as they and as the Gentiles Rom. 2.19 but a change of the heart seene in an earnest affection and strife to loathe the bad and embrace the good And this had not did not they Howsoeuer therefore I confesse my naturall disease discouereth it selfe in daily issues and symptomes yet this sicknesse is not vnto death but that God may bee glorified in raising mee vp by his mighty power I am not 〈◊〉 so low not so long in the graue of sin but his mighty word can and will call mee forth to life CAP. 18. Le ts from Sathan by Temptations to despaire of our Repentance from Impossibilitie Difficultie 3. IF Sathan cannot preuaile to make vs despaire neither of Gods mercie nor our owne estates then he assayeth to bring vs to despaire of our repentance And this in three respects 1. of impossibilitie 2. vnprofitablenesse 3. of relapses or relinquishing Repentance 1. What an impossible thing dost thou attempt dost thou euer thinke to master thy sinnes which are so inbred so neare so necessary so profitable as eyes hands yea as ayre fire or water wilt thou striue against the streame where it is so impossible to ouercome and forsake them How often hast thou purposed promised vowed and resolued to enter the way of Repentance but couldst neuer attaine to goe through against any one sin 2. Thou shalt finde another manner of taske in Repentance than thou dreamest off it calleth for more paines sorrow mortification difficultie prickings of heart than euer thou lookest for or art able to indure and therefore neuer goe about it vnlesse thou hadst more hope to attaine it Answ. Thus the diuell like churlish Laban neuer persecuted Iacob so much as when hee was departing from him and our owne sloathfull corruption saith A Lyon is in the way Prou. 20. and the sluggard saith It is too cold he dareth not goe forth to plow Pro. 29. But to the first concerning the multitude masterfulnesse and necessarinesse of thy sinnes answer thus 1 I discerne indeed an huge army of sinnes and sweet lusts to encounter and these sonnes of Zeruiah are too strong for mee and it is impossible for mee to ouercome them if I looke at my selfe or my owne strength but as Dauid against Goliah I come against these Gyants in the name and strength of the Lord by whom I shall behead them It is he that teacheth my hands to warre and my fingers to fight It is his battaile and hee will giue the victory and close my enemies in my hand 2 I discerne many enemies against me I caÌ„not stand before them but the Lord hath opened mine eyes with Elishâ—'s seruant 2. King 6. that I see more now with me ready to fight on my side than they that are against me thou wouldest deceiue me in carrying both mine eyes in things against me but I behold the Lord neare mee with grace sufficient I see what spirituall helpe and succour he is ready to supply me with while I constantly cleaue to his helpe 3 Though I be to deale with many and mighty sins yet they are already conquered enemies spoyled of their power by the victory of Iesus Christ my Lord so as I haue nothing to doe but follow the chase and spoyle of vanquished forces 4 Though they were neuer so deare and beloued sinnes yet must I heare the voice of God saying as to Abraham Take thy sonne Isaac whom thou louest and offer to mee in sacrifice though indeed what euer they pretend such is their loue as if I kill not them they will kill me and therefore though I haue sometimes vowed resolued and purposed Repentance in vaine now by the grace of God I will make a new onset to better purpose A Souldier though hee haue once turned his backe will fight againe and wounded the second time will seeke cure againe A Merchant brought behind hand will trade againe more cautelously a Mariner that hath suffered shipwracke will to sea againe and trafficke againe and I will neuer be such a slaue as though I be preuented againe and againe yet I will seeke my liberty still 2 But whereas thou obiectest the difficulty sorrow paine and vnconquerable labour of Repentance I answer 1 Were the worke of
speaketh they are willingly ignorant yea wilfully ignorant as those that will not bee ruled and guided by their teachers affraid to be resolued As the beggars that will not haue their soares cured because they are a couer for their ease and idleness and now and then get many a penny by them and are affraid of none so much as the Surgeon Thus hee sends among Salomons simples that are friends of sinne but enemies to their own soules 3. Here is a man branded with an high wickednesse by the spirit of God Psal. 36.1 2. Wickednesse saith to the wicked man there is no feare of God before his eyes for he blesseth and flattereth himselfe in his sinne euen while his owne heart findeth his wickednesse There is no grace Loue would not displease a friend in the least discourtesie So the loue of God A chast wife will rule her selfe not to show the least looke or behauiour to offend her husband Holinesse would abhorre all sinne repentance would feare all euen the least CAP. 22. Le ts of presumption in that Christ dyed for all men THe second Obiection to bring men to presumption vrged by Sathan is this But Christ dyed for all men and if thy sins be forgiuen in him what needeth all this ado as if thou wouldest satisfie againe for that which Christ hath once satisfied If Christ haue redeemed all then thou art safe if he haue redeemed but some bee as carefull as thou canst thou canst neuer bee assured that thou art of that number and therefore howsoeuer thou mayest enioy thy sin Ans Christs precious bloud the price of redemption was for the vertue and value of it for the sins of the whole world and euery person but neither in the purpose of God nor in the will and intention of our blessed Sauiour nor in the spirituall application of it by liuely faith is it effectuall to all and euery one neither are all vniuersally redeemed by it 1. The Scripture meaneth by all not euery particular but many Matth. 26. This is the bloud shed for many for remission of sins Matth. 20 28. The sonne of man came to giue his life a ransome for many Isay 52.11 My righteous seruant shall iustifie many Luke 2.34 Hee is for the rising and fall of many in Israel 2. All is taken for all kindes not persons And this ground answereth a number of places alledged to the contrary Titus 2.11 The grace of God appeared bringing saluation to all men that is all kindes rankes and conditions of men euen seruants as well as masters vnto whom and for whose comfort he directed his spirit Heb. 2.9 Christ tasted death for all men that is for all kinds of men not all particulars Rom. 11.32 that he might haue mercie on all that is as God shut vp all vnder vnbeliefe aswel Iewes as Gentiles so hee will haue mercie on all aswell Iewes as Gentiles that neither Iew nor Gentile should bee saued but by mercy The word all cannot be taken collectiue but distributiue Vt quosdam ax illis omnibus saluaret Dionysius Carthus So 1. Tim. 2.6 2. There is an all or vniuersalitie of the elect Esay 53.6 The Lord hath layd on him the iniquitie of vs all that is beleeuers in the Mesiah the Prophet including himselfe in their number And as there is a world of reprobates for whom Christ prayeth not Iohn 17.9 so there is Mundu◠è mundo electus saith Augustine for whom Christ is the propitiation 1 Iohn 2.2 He is the propitiation for our sins Ob. Yea and of the whole word Ans. 1. Of the whole world of beleeuers 2. of the whole world in generall in respect of sufficiencie price and vertue of his death but not in respect of efficacie which is hindered by the infidelitie of the wicked Thus the vniuersall particle includeth not vnbeleeuers impenitent contemners and enemies of Christ. For howsoeuer 1. Christ dyed for all in respect of the sufficiencie of the price the vertue of his death being infinite in himselfe and sufficient for all that by faith can apprehend it and the preaching and publishing of it appertaineth to all yet in respect of the fruit and application it belongeth onely to the faithfull because this remedy is propounded vnto all vpon condition of faith which condition onely the beleeuer performes Ioh. 3.16 God so loued the world that whoseuer beleeueth in him c. Whosoeuer fayle in this condition neuer tast any benefit by the death of Christ and what were I better if I had a plaister neuer so sufficient for my wound if I apply it not to the â—ure as no vnbeleeuer doth 2 The Scripture speaketh of some whom Christ neuer knew Math. 7. therefore there are some whom he dyed not for for he will know them whom hee will dye for there are some whom he will not pray for will he dye for those whom he will not pray for 3 The Scripture plainely distinguisheth the persons for whom Christ dyed from such as neuer shall haue benefit by his death 1 He gaue his life for the Church Ephes. 5.25 that is that part of the world that is washed and sanctified through the word he dyed for those that part from their sinnes not those that will hold on a course in them he dyed for his people his name is IESVS for hee shall saue his people from their sins implying there is a people that are not his for whom he dyeth not a people that are strangers and aliens from the Common-wealth of Israel I must therefore be one of those I must dwell in Sion the true Church of those that dwell there is said their sinnes shall be forgiuen 2 He dyed onely for his sheepe Ioh. 10.15 not for the goates who be they those that heare his voâ—ce that follow him in obedience that heare not the voyce of a stranger nor the voice of the tempting seducer to draw him aside from following the true shepheard 3 Hee dyed onely for his friends Ioh. 15.13 not for the wicked for enemies that say we will not haue this man to raigne ouer vs. Obiect He dyed also for his enemies Rom. 5.10 Answ. Those for whom Christ dyed were enemies in their nature corrupt constitution but now are friends by grace recoÌ„ciliatioÌ„ Obiect But Christ dyed for Reprobates for they were sanctified by the bloud of Christ Heb. 10.29 Answ. Sanctification by the bloud of Christ is either externall or internall the former is onely in outward profession of Faith and participation of Word and Sacraments and so these Apostates were sanctified â—d est seuered from the Iewes and Pagans in profession But they were neuer inwardly sanctified nor the bloud of Christ neuer purified their hearts 2 The Apostle speaketh of these Apostates as they were in the iudgement of charity reputed of men who holdeth all them sanctified that consent to the doctrine of faith but not that they were so in the iudgement of certainty before God for they were neuer of the
vnto these the elect are as certainly predestinated as to the ends themselues Ephes. 1 4 Hee hath chosen vs in him that we should be holy and without blame before him in loue 2. Gods wisedome teacheth euery Christian to imitate God in tying his meanes and ends together because as they cannot attaine those ends without the meanes so they cannot digresse from the meanes but misse of their ends Gods decree stablisheth the meanes not remoue them God had giuen Paul the life of all in the ship Acts 27.31 but when the shipmen would haue forsaken the ship Paul saith Except these men abide in the ship ye cannot be saued because God will saue them by meanes 3. See the fallacie of this generall delusion à bene coniunctis ad male diuisa And indeed Sathan wofully ouerreacheth vs who in outward things would haue men wholly to distrust God and relye wholly on the meanes but in these spirituall things maketh vs lay all on Gods purpose and decree and vtterly despise the meanes What a false conclusion is it If I be elected doe what I will I shall bee saued For as it is impossible that the elect should not be saued so impossible is it he should doe what hee list and as impossible to bee saued without Repentance And though it bee true that Election and Saluation bee coupled together inseparably yet the meanes run between them and Gods order as stable as his decree So as hee that is chosen to saluation is chosen to faith holinesse loue perseuerance that by these steps he may walke in the way of saluation Quae Deus coniunxit nemo separet 4. Obserue the absurditie of this allegation against Repentance and in all temporall things wee can scorne the conclusion If God haue appointed thee to saluation why commest thou to Church what needest thou heare what neede of the Sacraments why prayest thou all this cannot alter his decree why turnest not thou then Atheist See here the battry of all godlinesse pietie and all worship So in temporall things why dost thou not refuse meate in thy health and medicine in thy sicknesse and say If GOD haue decreed my life I shal liue and neuer eate nor vse meanes So cast off thy calling and trade and say If God haue appointed me to be rich I shall bee rich though I do nothing and if not all my trading will not auaile me 5. Another delusion hideth it selfe in this allegation wherby the deceitful heart would lay the cause of his impenitencie vpon Gods decree whereas thy impenitencie is not an effect of Gods decree but a consequent The cause being in thy selfe a darknesse and wilfull blindnesse in thy minde an obstinate contumacie of thine owne will resisting grace offred yea a depraued delight and desire in thy affection who willingly deliuerest thy selfe to bee bound in the chaines of vnrighteousnesse So as thy destruction is of thy self and no sinner is condemned till himselfe haue worthily deserued it 6. The guilefull heart willingly deceiueth it selfe with Ifs and And 's If I be elected and if I be reiected that in things secret which belong to God letting passe things that are reuealed where as euery Christian ought to know himself elected and to beleeue it Gods order reuealed to bring vs to glory Christ would haue vs reioyce that our names are written in the Booke of life And this is not by any extraordinary ladder to climbe to heauen but by an ordinary way here in earth For if we can finde sound faith or holinesse in our selues or others we may conclude certainly our owne or others election How did the Apostle know and pronounce the Thessalonians to bee the elect of God 1. Thes. 1.4 but by their holines faith loue and patient hope verse 3. whence he concludeth their election So may we know our selues and ought to know our selues elected by being called out of the world If my father haue giuen me an estate and assurance in Land or Goods now I know it was his purpose within himselfe before to giue it me If I see a manchilde borne I now know that a manchilde was conceiued in the wombe the number of moneths before If by faith and holinesse I can discerne my selfe or others born into the Church of God I am now as sure that this party was before all worlds conceaued in the wombe of GODS eternall election So as cleane contrary to this obiection nothing can more vrge and fasten the practice of Repentance on the soule than the consideration of the decree of Gods election Thus I haue insisted longer on this Obiection because of the generalitie of it and the subtiltie couched in it and I finde it no where so throughly sifted CAP. 26. Obiections against Repentance of some that seeme not to repent yet liue and dye honestly and others that doe dye as fearefully 2. NOw to the instances of men 1. Some repent not and yet liue and dy honestly and peaceably Ans. 1. All things fall alike to all for outward thing Eccles. 9.2 As is the good so is the sinner in death And the iudgement of a man is not to bee fetched from his outward death but from his life and faith and fruits 2. A wicked man may bee quiet and peaceable in death because 1. Their blinde presumption of a good estate in death as in their life assuring themselues of heauen 〈…〉 though they neuer 〈…〉 2 Satans 〈…〉 knowing then to be his 〈…〉 not onely to hold 〈◊〉 in thâ— snare but their companion that outliue them left they seeâ—â—g the terror and perplexities of their death should be mooued to change their liues 3 Gods iustice on them who leaueth them to dye as they liued not allotting them vnderstanding sense memory to remember themselues who haue all their liues forgotten sinne But this iustice of God on them should make vs rather hasten our Repentance betimes while our season lasteth and our vnderstanding health and senses than longer to defer it 1 Others made shew of Repentance and strict walking but very vniust deceitfull in a word the worst of men in their dealing Answ. This is for the most part an vngrounded clamor against holinesse and is a parcell of that poysoned sloud cast out of the Dragon Reu. 12. 2 But sometimes hath grounds in the neglected liues of Professors Oh remember the woe pronounced on them by whom offences come Why takest thou the Law into thy mouth and hatest to bee reformed how darest thou call on the name of the Lord and not depart from iniquity 3 But how vnhappy art thou that stumblest on this rocke to cast thy selfe headlong from thine owne saluation thou shouldest bring thy selfe to the Rule and see thy worke bee straight and not scandalize thy selfe by croâ—ked and faulty examples 4 In temporall things thou wouldest not wrong thy selfe on these silly grounds Who euer refused to goe in a right way because some in that way haue fallen and miscarried But the right
way to heauen is Repentance Would a man refuse wholesome physicke because some dye that take physicke The proper physicke of a diseased soule is Repentance Would we thinke that man in his wits that would disclayme and wilfully refuse good and wholesome meate because some surfeit and cast vp all againe Where shall we finde a Trader or dealer in the world that will refuse to meddle with all money and gold because there is some clipt and counterfeit or will therefore cast off all trading because some of the same trade breake and deceiue and much lesse the most gainefull trade of godlinesse 3 Some others that haue very busily followed the worke of Repentance haue found as little peace and comfort in their death as any Some of them haue dyed despairing some blaspheming perhaps some on their owne hand Answ. The way of dying well is the way of Repentance and in this way none can dye ill But precious in the eyes of the Lord is the death of all such whatsoeuer it seeme Psal. 116. 2 Gods children may want sense of comfort but this argueth not but he might haue formerly the presence of sound comfort and the true ground of it present still A tree in winter liueth but seemeth dead present paine and sicknesse of body argue not it had neuer health 3 Gods child may want sense of faith and in death seeme to be in the gulfe of despaire and yet passe to heauen by the gates of hell as Christ did 4 Gods childe may haue rauings blasphemies fierce actions against themselues and others which are the effects of diseases melancholy frenzy burning agues pestilence from which they are not freed but howsoeuer diseases may depriue the childe of GOD of health sense comfort and life it selfe it cannot depriue him of saluation Rom. 8. I am perswaded that neither life nor death c. 5 Christian wisedome iudgeth not of a man by the strangenesse of his death but by the goodnesse of his life and no kind of death is euill to him that is in Christ for he is freed from the curse of the law CAP. 27. Obiections from the conceit of the easinesse of Repentance Obiect OThers conceiue Repentance so easie a thing and soone done as needeth no such care or time A Lord haue mercy at death and what need a man martyr himselfe all his life Answ. 1. These men that so sleight the remedy neuer saw the danger of the disease Is the disease but a little languishing of nature as the Papists would make vs beleeue or rising out of a few sleight veniall sinnes cured by a a Creed or Aue or a knocke on the breast They deale with their Proselites as the mother with an infant if it hurt the finger the mother bloweth it and these babies beleeue presently the blowing hath soundly healed it But he that measureth either the disease by the remedy or the remedy by the disease shall find it mortall enough being the foulest and most contagious and incurable disease that appertaineth to man compared in the law to the leprosie which was not cured so easily but required an infinite toyle to goe through the cure according to the law often proued inuincible and incurable Naaman cured by miracle must yet wash seuen times to know the difficultie of the cure 2 The whole power of nature cannot doe it and yet a naturall man thinketh it easie Is it easie for an Ethiopian to be washed white or a Leopard to part with his spots So easie is it for him to doe good that is accustomed to euill Ier. 13.23 Is it easie for an old man to become young againe and so easie is it in nature for an old sinner to be renued by Repentance Is it easie for a dead man to be raised to life it cost Christ himselfe teares and groanes to raise Lazarus not because it was hard to him but to shew the impossibility in Lazarus and is it easie for a dead man to raise himselfe and so easie is it for a man dead in sins trespasses to raise himselfe to Repentance Ephes. 2.1 3 Is it so easie which the whole power of grace cannot conquer while we are here below All the grace in the world cannot cleane fetch out the soyle of sinne while wee are here Is it easie to wash out a scarlet or crimson to become white which was dyed both in wooll and cloath nay the cloath will be torne to pieces first and so easie is it euen to get out by Repentance the deepe dye of our scarlet sinnes of our nature and practice 4 Didst thou euer try how easie it was to turne away from some outward act of sinne to which thou wast addicted and yet a hypocrite by some restraining grace can doe it he can for some reasons forbeare some acts of adultery swearing But this is another thing it is the killing and mortifying of inward affections lusts as deare as members Col. 3.5 Mortifie your earthly members this is not the cutting off a washbow of sinne but the stocking vp the roots which is another manner of taske A naturall man would offer any thing to God but his beloued sin he would rather come before the Lord with riuers of oyle and offer the fruits of his body than any one lust and therefore it is not so easie as many conceit 5 Is it so easie what maketh wicked men take on so at godly Preachers when they cal them to Repentance dealing with them as some distempered patient who feeling the smart of a drawing plaister and corasiue driueth away the Surgeon with rayling speeches and casting bedstaues at him when he commeth to touch and to cure his wound Canst thou not abide a drawing playster to driue away corrupt bloud and humours much lesse wilt thou finde ease in cutting off ioynts and members and putting out eyes which Repentance must doe Thinke on these things and then tell mee what an easie thing Repentance is CAP. 28. Obiections from the vnseasonablenesse of Repentance that it is yet too soone or else it is now too late 4 OThers obiect against themselues the vnseasonablenesse of their Repentāce And this hath two branches some conceiue it is yet too soone others that it is too late 1 It is yet too soone I may inioy my sweet sinne a while for sinne is like his father is loath to bee tormented before his time Answ. 1. No man will reason so senselesly for his body I haue a wound or gash but it is not yet time to looke to it I will let it rot and gangrene and then I will looke to it but then it is too late and incurable Or I haue a thorne in my foot it is not yet time to pull it out We know all delayes in bodily diseases dangerous much more in the soule neither will a man be so void of common reason for his goods My house is on fire but it is not yet time to quench it why should this be admitted for
because hee hath appointed a day wherein to iudge the world When heathenish Felix heard of the iudgement to come he trembled happy were it for Christians who repeat it as an Article of faith that they did so Wee will end this point with that exhortation 2. Pet. 3.14 Considering these terrours of the Lord what manner of men ought wee to be c. 4 Consider in God our relation which will be a meanes to further our Repentance 1 Looke vpon him as our Lord and our selues as seruants as a Lord he hath hyred vs into his seruice and hath freed vs from the seruice of all other creatures that we should onely serue himselfe But alas who can serue him according to his holinesse and greatnesse and when we haue done all that we can how vnprofitable seruants are we We haue wasted our Masters goods and cannot shew our talents againe and therfore we haue need to humble our selues in Repentance and pray with Dauid Psal. 119.124 Deale with thy seruant according to thy mercy and enter not into iudgement with thy seruants O Lord. A sorry seruant is he that can neither doe what is agreeable to his Masters wiâ—l nor yet be grieued for fayling in the euill he doth or leauing vndone the good he should doe 2 Looke vpon him as our shepheard ourselues as sheep but wandred from the fold Oh the misery of a lost sheepe It is without the flocke and fold without a certaine pasture and food without a keeper or shepheard without God and Christ without protection and safety subiect to all annoyances and becommeth a prey to all rauening beasts neuer able of it selfe to returne And this is the state of euery man and no man can reckon vp the errours and wandrings of his life All this should helpe vs to returne to the shepheard of our soules 1. Pet. 2.10 to seek to him betimes and pray him to seeke vs as Dauid Psal. 119.10 3 Looke vpon him as our father and our selues as his sons and children A Father that hath giuen his deare Sonne to death for vs the dearest thing and price that was in heauen or earth A Father that hath reserued for vs an inheritance immortall and vndefiled among the Saints in light Is not this a strong inducement to loath and leaue sinne will not the loue of a father make thee hate sin the more can any stripes worke so powerfully vpon an ingenuous nature as to see his louing father offended A poore mans sonne who cannot be much hurt or helped by his father will be grieued that hee hath iustly offended his father Awaken thy selfe to Repentance and say to thy soule as Moses to Israel Deut. 32.2 Doe you so reward the Lord O foolish people Is not hee thy father that bought thee that made thee and proportioned thee What else gaue hope to the Prodigall to returne but the sight of loue lurking in his father and therefore resolued I will returne to my father CAP. 31. Meanes of Repentance in respect of Iesus Christ. 3 A Third sort of meanes to helpe forward our Repentance is to looke vpon Iesus Christ. Zach. 12.10 They shall looke on him whom they haue pierced and mourne The effect of beholding Christ whom by their sinnes they haue crucified is great sorrow for sinne and indeed among them all there is no meanes so auaileable to the working of the heart to due and deepe sorrow for sinne as the serious consideration of Christs death and passion If we consider the person who suffered the eternall Sonne of God the beloued Sonne in the bosome of the Father the most innocent lambe of God The things hee suffered that this person was so abased and plagued with the curse of the Law the wrath of his father shame sorrowes of first and second death such hard and heauie things as would haue crushed all men and angels And for whom hee suffred all this euen for our sins in speciall while we were yet vngodly sinners enemies the iust suffred for the vniust hee was cursed that we might be blessed wounded that wee might bee healed hee endured torments of hell that we might partake of heauenly ioyes Oh then shall this chiefe of ten thousand the worthiest of men and Angels bee murthered not by the treachery of others but by thy hands thy sins for which else thou hadst beene euerlastingly damned and doth not this wound thy heart shall the earth tremble at this and shall not our hearts feare shal the Sun be darkned and the Heauens couered with mourning and shall not wee mourne and be ashamed to show our heads shal the stones rend asunder earth tremble and all senslesse creatures suffer at the suffring of the Lord of glorie at the death of the Lord of life and shal not our stony hearts bee rent with sorrow who were the occasion of so execrable a passion to so honourable a person Surely if there be a drop of spiritual life grace in vs we must needs loathe those sins of ours that brought such woful miserie on the Son of God And it will make our hearts bleed as a man would do at the sight of a knife or instrument whereby vnawares he had slaine his childe wife or dearest friend in the world Thus the Gospell sheweth the hainousnesse of sinne aboue all the curses of the Law Wouldst thou see the execration of sinne see it not in the dreadful curse of the Law but in the blood of the Gospell The most ougly visage of sin is not in the death of the world of sinners but in the death of the Son of God no sinner the most dreadful spectacle of Gods wrath that euer was And although the menaces of the Law prepare the sinner to Repentance yet it is the sight of sinne in the Gospel both in the transcendence of the remedie and infinitenesse of Christs suffrings that sheweth the true face of sin and indeed worketh Repentance The Faith of the Gospel is that internall meanes that turneth a man round about and causeth him to sâ—t his face vpon God and Iesus Christ and leaue his sins Acts 15.9 This putteth a difference between vs and others who are yet in their sins CAP. 32. Meanes of Repentance in regard of ones selfe 3. IN thy selfe for the helping forward of Repentance keep a continuall audit and take account of thy selfe and estate A speciall way and meanes to bring the Prodigall back to Repentance was that he returned and came into himselfe And Dauid Psal. 119.59 I considered my waies and turned my feet To which purpose for further direction consider in thy selfe foure things 1. Take notice of thy heart and disposition of it in the desires and affections of it both in what they haue beene and what they ought to be 1. Consider how thou hast loued thy sins what a deale of poison and hatred thou hast had of grace how thou hast beene wedded to the lusts of the flesh how hand-fasted to the world how
and yet this is by Faith 2. He will indite and accuse himselfe hee will cast the first stone at himselfe hee will as a Iudge on the bench sift out and narrowly examine his sins in the most odious circumstances of them This is the searching and fanning of our selues and finding out what wee haue done Zeph. 2.1 Search your selues Search oh Nation not worthy to be beloued But who must do it Verse 3. Seek the Lord in this manner all the meeke of the earth which haue wrought his iudgement Euen such as haue repented must thus search and fan themselues the Church Lam. 3.40 Let vs try our waies that is lay our liues to GODS law sift the secret corners of our hearts as the Marriners in the tempest would find out by lot for whose sake the storme was The Church conuerted hath not done with the Law but maketh vse of it for further conuiction and humiliation Now where is the man that doth thus narrowly and vnpartially sift himselfe as the Kings Attourney sifteth out and aggrauateth euery circumstance of the crime and fact of the Traytor at the Bar to make it as odious and hatefull as may bee Wee may complaine as Ieremie No man smiteth vpon his thigh no man saith What haue I done Many a man like a desperate Bankrupt is affraid to looke on his reckonings and goeth on till he be clapt vp in prison 3. Hee will confesse against himselfe and plead guilty This is the Couenant He that confesseth and forsaketh his sin shall finde mercy Pro. 28.13 The hardned heart Ier. 2.35 saith Because I am guiltlesse surely his wrath shall turne from me but the answer is Behold I will enter into iudgement with thee because thou sayest I haue not sinned This is a speciall end why God maketh his own sicke in smiting them yea maketh their flesh to faile and their bones to clatter in the skin and draw them neare to the graue and their life to the Buryers and then looketh on a man and if he say I haue sinned and peruerted right and it did not profit mee then will he deliuer his soule from the pit and his life shall see the light Iob 32.27 Nay not only a Rebell yet vnconuerted shal be brought to this but Dauid himselfe by his broken bones and drying vp his moisture shall roare all day long vnder the heauy hand of God so long as hee will keepe close his sin He must resolue â—o confesse and the Lord will râ—mit the iniquitie of his sin 2. Sam. 12.13 Now this confession is of speciall sins it summeth not vp all in a word nor is in the mouth only but in the heart nor without faith apprehending mercy nor without affection but proceedeth out of hatred of sin not without purpose of change and reformation 4. He will read the sentence of death and condemnation against himselfe and abhor himselfe in dust and ashes as Iob 42. He is now a dead man in Law condemned by the sentence of the Law as a dead man the world hath cast him off hee is no longer of the world 5. Hee pleadeth now for pardon and seeketh for mercy as a condemned person would sue for life euen as Benhadads seruants came with ropes about their necks and most submissiuely sued for their liues 2. He reneweth himselfe daily and is changed into another man 1. His person is changed of a childe of hell and darknes he is become a son of God a son of the light of a sty and habitation of foule lusts and spirits he is become the habitation of the liuing God 2. Cor. 6.16 2. His powers and parts are changed For 1. Hee is renewed in the spirit of his minde that now in the inner man he serueth the Law of God holdeth strife against the Law of the members Time was when hee regarded wickednesse in his heart his wil was set vpon euil works but now he knoweth if hee should do so God would not hear him Psal. 66.18 In all the faculties of his soule there is an embracing of righteousnesse 2. His outward members are now weapons of righteousnesse ready seruants for grace As his heart and will are bended towards God so his tongue and hand are quicke instruments to expresse the grace that is within 3. His motions and actions are happily changed He reuerseth all that hitherto hee hath done he condemneth for nought all that is done before grace he pulleth downe all old ruines and setteth vp a new frame vpon a new foundation and leaueth not a stone vpon a stone that was before And indeed there can be no lesse in true Repentance than a departure from euill and an accesse vnto good Saul conuerted will build vp as fast as euer hee plucked downe and preach as zealously as euer he persecuted 4. A great and remarkeable change is in his whole estate and condition The change of all other in nature most sensible is the change from life to death the same is here from the life of sin to the death of sin And is not this sensible 2. What an happy and miraculous change is that from death to life as in the raysing of Lazarus and of our bodies at the last Such is this happy change of the first Resurrection My sonne was dead saith the Father of the Prodigall but is aliue Ephes. 2. Yee that were dead in sins hath he quickned Blessed and happy are they that haue part in the first Resurrection Reuel 20.5 that is of soules not of bodies vnto grace not vnto glorie 3. What a remarkeable and blessed change is that after the resurrection to ascend into heauen and fit with Iesus Christ But such a change is here for the Beleeuer is not onely risen with Christ but ascended already and sitteth now in heauenly places with him We goe vp now after the Lord in cogitation and conuersation and by faith and hope actually sit in our head in heauenly places for looke what is the happy state of the head is also the condition of the members and faith maketh things absent to be present Oh then neuer be at rest till thou findest this happy change in thee which is as euident as the shine of the sunne to all eyes being awakened so full of miracles making the blind to see the dumbe to speake the deafe to heare yea the dead to rise to ascend and sit with Christ. 3 He strengtheneth himselfe against the assaults of sinnes and lusts for time to come 1. Ioh. 5.18 He that is born of God keepeth himselfe 1. Ioh. 3.3 He that hath this hope c. 1 With watchfulnesse against sinne and here first he casteth a most vigilant eye vpon those sins to which he hath beene most inclinable and which haue bred him most smart And 2 Knowing that nemo diu tutus periculo proximus he watcheth against occasions meanes and first motions to sin to auoid them Sure he is that an assaulted City cannot long hold out but by most carefull
custody of their Watch and therefore though sometimes he may nod sleepe yet his heart waketh Cant. 5.3 2 He strengtheneth himselfe with a diligent care to prosper in grace and grow daily to perfection Phil. 3.12 Hee hath not yet attained but striueth To which end 1 He listeneth heedfully to the silent and secret motions of the spirit to cherish and foster them 2 Hee waiteth vpon the meanes and ministery as Mary sitteth downe at the feet of Christ with humility and constancy as that gesture implyeth and seeketh and apprehendeth all occasions of good 3 He obserueth and carefully vndertaketh good duties to which he is directed and indeauoureth to performe them in an holy manner with cheerefulnesse and wisedome and to a good end sincerely ayming at Gods glory and the saluation of himselfe and others And as hee must needs thriue who in a gainefull trade is diligent to apprehend all good opportunities so in this gainfull trade of godlinesse it is the diligent hand that maketh rich and in euery labour is abundance whereas the idle person quickly wasteth his stock and commeth to nothing 3 He strengtheneth himselfe with spirituall armour and weapons of Gods making against temptations assaults persecutions stormes and all kinde of resistances he knoweth the enemies are many their malice restlesse and inappeasable and therfore he hath need to stand as the Iewes in building the wall of Ierusalem with the trowell in the one hand and the sword of the spirit in the other And 2 Hauing had experience of the safety and strength in this armour of proofe he is carefull to put it on and keepe it on being well assured that he cannot be hurt but onely in the want or carelesse vse of it 4 He prepareth himselfe by daily exercise of Repentance for Christs appearing Acts 17.31 God admonisheth euery man to repent because he hath appointed a day And this exercise is in these things 1 Hee looketh for his head and in the meane time comforteth himself as a member which must be of the same nature and qualities if the head be a liuing spirituall holy gratious head so must the member Our head admitteth no rotten gangrenous and incurable member 2 He feareth God because of the great day of his wrath which commeth Reuel 14.7 Being stricken with a reuerend feare he shunneth euery sinne yea euery idle word whereof he must giue account 3 He cleareth himselfe from sin daily because as the day of death leaueth him so that day of iudgement findeth him he prepareth himselfe by doing that daily which he would be found doing on his dying day his care is not onely to bee found blamelesse but wel-doing Blessed is that seruant whom his Master â—indeth so doing 4 He getteth and keepeth a good conscience before God and all men thus he prepareth an Arke for himselfe to sit safe in Well he knoweth that the sentence of the great Iudge at that day shall concurre with the sentence of this little inward Iudge 5 Because the sentence of that day shall be passed according to the soundnesse of faith and fruits his daily care is to get oyle into his lampe and light of shining and sauing graces and holy duties which onely admit him into the Bridegroome chamber Thus he prepareth his reckoning daily and fitteth his account that he may giue it vp with ioy 6 He longeth and sigheth and waiteth to put off all corruption of sinne and misery and put on fulnesse of grace ioy and glory Rom. 8.23 we sigh in our selues 2. Cor 5.4 We sigh and are burdened to be cloathed vpon and loue to remoue out of the body and to dwell with the Lord chap. 8.2 The Spirit saith come and the Bride saith come Reuel 22.17 These are the true characters of sound Repentance which euery Beleeuer shall finde in himselfe in some comfortable measure CAP. 38. Motiues to Repentance first from the necessity of it THe fifth and last generall is the motiues to excite vs to this so necessary a duty of Repentance The first of these motiues shal be out of the Text which inforceth the necessitie of RepentaÌ„ce Except yee Repent yee shall perish This will appeare if we looke on sinne vnrepented 1 In the nature of euery one being first a worke of the flesh which to doe is to dye The wages of sin is death Rom. 6.23 If ye liue after the flesh ye shall dye Rom. 8.13 And the end of these things is death Rom. 6.21 And when we were in the flesh the motions of sin which were by the law had force in our meÌ„bers to bring forth fruit vnto death Rom. 7.5 2 Euery sinne separateth from God the fountaine of life and so slayeth vs holdeth all good things from vs Isay. 59.2 3 Euery sinne vnrepented fighteth against the soule 1. Pet. 2.11 Lusts warre against the soule and wound it with many deadly gashes Paul telleth Timothy that they drowne the soule in perdition 1. Tim. 6.9 4 Euery sinne putteth vs vnder the power of the diuell and so in state of perdition 1. Ioh. 3.8 He that committeth sinne is of the diuell and maketh vs resemble the diuell and the impenitent person is said to be in the snare of the diuell taken at his will 2. Tim. 2.10 5 Euery sinne vnrepented shutteth heauen Gal. 3. â—2 They that doe shoh things shall not inherit the kingdome of heauen and God hath sworne that neuer an impenitent sinner shall enter into his rest 2 Looke on sinne in the inseparable companions and effects of it 1 The wrath of God as a fire kindled burning to the bottome of hell Psal. 7.12 God is angry with the wicked euery day and raineth downe on the head of the sinner stormes and haile and shooteth all the arrowes of reuenge out of his quiuer How did he lay about him and cast out his curses as thicke as haâ—le vpon the first sinne committed against the serpent the woman the man the earth and all about him 2 This wrath hath linked as with an iron chaine sinne and punishment together which goe inseparably as the cause and the effect as the body and the shadow as the worke and the wages as the parent and the childe one begetting another heauy and smart is the rod that is prepared for the fooles backe and thou canst not goe on in sin but vnto punishment 3d. Effect Gods iustice requireth that as a man soweth so he must reape Gal. 6.7 Sinne is the seed of wrath and the haruest of the sinner is proportioned to his seed time Iob 4.8 I haue seene that they that plow iniquity sow wickednesse reape the same If thou sowest iniquity thou must reape affliction Pro. 22.8 He that soweth to the flesh must reape corruption Look not to reape wheate if thou sowest tares euery seed bringeth vp his owne kinde sow the winde and reape the whirlewinde Hos. 8.7 4 There is no way in the world to auoid this wrath and iustice but Repentance for first to
not that hee will to heauen with the formost but no repentance no heauen no other gate of heauen nor passage but by Repentance Men are well pleased so long as wee speake of heauen happinesse saluation eternall life but when we speake of repentance it is an hard saying an vnpleasing doctrine a duety which will not down If they could get to heauen by any thing else than by leauing their sins were it thousands of Rams or ten thousand Riuers of oyle if by giuing their first borne or fruits of body for the sin of their soules these they would exchange but to mortifie lusts that the hypocrite cannot yeeld But 1. Thou must come to heauen by no meanes but GODS owne 2. There is but one way and that a narrow and straight way of Repentance and to dreame of heauen without Repentance is to dreame to passe ouer a deep and broad Riuer without bridge or barge Thou mayst poast and wander vp and down and tyre thy selfe in coasting euery way to auoyde the stoninesse roughnesse and straightnesse of the way but if thou meanest to come to thy iournies end thou must passe this narrow lane and there is no way in the world to shift it CAP. 40. Motiues to Repentance in respect of Christ. THe third Motiue in respect of Christ in whom we see 1. Surpassing loue aboue the loue of women hee loued vs better than himselfe than his life when we were no better than rebels and enemies Shall I loue my sinne better than him who loued my soule better than his own life Oh let this coard of loue draw vs to Repentance He came to call sinners to Repentance 2. Looke vpon his bitter passion and therein see the merit and desert of the least sin for which God must shed his blood and pay the greatest price that heauen or earth contained Consider the end of his suffering Hee dyed that sin might dye in me and shall I put life in it againe and frustrate the death of Christ The fountaine was opened in his side and streames of blood issued out that my soule should be cleansed from the filthinesse of sin and shall I wallow in the puddle still Consider that Christ was crucified for none in whom sin is not crucified None haue part in his death but such as are dead to sin none haue the benefit of his death but such as feele the vertue of it in themselues Isay 59.20 Hee is a Redeemer of none but such as turne from transgression in Iacob Consider in whomsoeuer there is sound application of Christs death there is a similitude of his death As he dyed for sin so here is a dying vnto sin Rom. 6.5 Wee are grafted with him to the similitude of his death As Christs body was nayled to the Crosse so must wee nayle our sins to his Crosse. As his body and strength was infeebled and weakned vpon the Crosse till he dyed so must our body of sin bee daily weakned and subdued till it be wholly dead in vs. As Christ spared no part of himselfe but gaue himselfe wholly in all parts and members to death for vs so must we not spare any sin or lust but put them all to paine mortifying one as well as another And as Christ after death was raysed to life and dyed no more so wee hauing dyed to sinne by mortification must rise againe by daily renewing our Repentance neuer to returne vnder the power of sin and death any more This is the similitude of CHRIST'S death 3. Looke vpon Christ as our head and there is no member of that head but the true penitent he admits no rotten or stinking member 2. Cor. 5.17 If any man be in Christ he is a new creature Truth of Christianitie is discerned by truth of Repentance Without faith vnfained is no vnion with Christ and all that faith is fained and false which worketh not in Repentance This grace discerneth vs from hypocrites and wicked men CAP. 41. Motiues to Repentance from ones selfe THe fourth Motiue to Repentance may be drawne from thy selfe And here looke on thy person and thy selfe both whole and parts will call on thy selfe to hasten thy Repentance 1. Thy soule Was it redeemed with gold siluer or any corruptible thing or rather with the precious bloud of Iesus Christ and wilt thou basely sell it again for gold or siluer or corruptible things or any sinfull pleasure will the winning of the whole world recompence the losse of thy soule 2. Thy bodie is or should be a Temple of the holy Ghost else art thou none of Christs and wilt thou prophane thy body with filthy sins and lusts to vexe the spirit and make him weary of his lodging Is it nothing to prophane a Temple to turne it into a Tap-house by drunkennesse into a stewes by vncleanenesse Is it nothing to make thy fathers house a den of theeues by vniustice falshood 3 Thy selfe was a slaue and vassall of Satan and sinne and set free by Iesus Christ wilt thou runne into bondage againe Art thou now a Christian then thou art in vnion with Christ the Spouse of Christ and wilt thou behaue thy selfe as a strumpet and be led away with euery alluring harlot to the dishonour and high displeasure of so louing a husband 2 Cast thine eyes vpon thy sinnes and see it high time by Repentance to renounce them As 1 How hatefull euery sinne is to God as for which he abhorreth his most excellent creatures Angels and men nay so perfectly hated by God as hee could not chuse but punish it in his deare Sonne while he sustained our persons and bare our sins 2 What an extreame folly sinne is who but a foole hauing light sight and reason would walke vpon rockes and quick-sands and bolt on into pits and ponds being warned of the danger for all these cannot threaten such danger to the body as sinne doth to the soule Who but a foole being warned that theeues and murtherers lye in such a way and such and such they haue robbed slaine and that they lye in waite for himselfe and if he goe on hee cannot auoid present death yet will be bold and foole-hardy to goe on after such warning But thy sinnes are so many theeues and robbers that lye in wait to destroy thee and if thou goest on in that way thou canst not auoid euerlasting perdition Who but a mad man would stirre vp the wrath of the King against him and run daily into the lurch of the Law as the sinner doth who maketh God his enemy stirreth vp a Lyon against himselfe maketh the Law of God but a cobweb as if no execution waited the transgressor What a folly is it to offend and not seeke to satisfie nay a frenzie farre beyond that for a traytor going to execution and hauing a pardon brought him for accepting scorneth the pardon breaketh the seales tramples the writing reuiles the Prince the messenger and iustifieth his treasonable practices still The