that_o i_o may_v die_v from_o my_o vanity_n and_o sin_n in_o the_o death_n of_o my_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ._n o_o thou_o breath_n of_o the_o great_a love_n of_o god_n quicken_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o weak_a breath_n in_o i_o that_o it_o may_v begin_v to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o thou_o o_o lord_n jesus_n thou_o sweet_a strength_n i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v my_o soul_n to_o drink_v of_o thy_o fountain_n of_o grace_n thy_o sweet_a water_n of_o eternal_a life_n that_o it_o may_v awake_v from_o death_n and_o thirst_n after_o thou_o o_o how_o extreme_a faint_a i_o be_o for_o want_v of_o thy_o strength_n o_o merciful_a god_n do_v thou_o turn_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o i_o can_v not_o turn_v myself_o o_o thou_o vanquisher_n of_o death_n help_v i_o i_o pray_v thou_o to_o wrestle_v how_o fast_o do_v the_o enemy_n hold_v i_o with_o his_o three_o chain_n and_o will_v not_o suffer_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o come_v before_o thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o come_v and_o take_v 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and_o inform_v another_o that_o may_v happen_v to_o be_v in_o the_o like_a case_n now_o if_o it_o so_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o such_o a_o heart_n with_o a_o strong_a resolution_n and_o purpose_n do_v thus_o come_v before_o god_n and_o enter_v into_o repentance_n it_o happen_v to_o it_o as_o with_o the_o canaanitish_a woman_n as_o if_o god_n will_v not_o hear_v the_o heart_n remain_v without_o comfort_n its_o sin_n and_o unworthynesse_n do_v also_o present_v themselves_o as_o if_o it_o be_v unworthy_a of_o comfort_n the_o mind_n be_v as_o it_o be_v dumb_a speechless_a the_o soul_n groan_v in_o the_o deep_a the_o heart_n receive_v nothing_o nor_o can_v it_o so_o much_o as_o pour_v forth_o its_o confession_n before_o god_n as_o if_o the_o heart_n and_o soul_n be_v shut_v up_o the_o soul_n will_v feign_v but_o the_o flesh_n keep_v it_o captive_a the_o devil_n shut_v it_o up_o strong_o and_o represent_v to_o it_o the_o way_n of_o vanity_n again_o and_o tickle_v it_o with_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o say_v in_o the_o mind_n stay_v a_o while_n do_v this_o or_o that_o first_o gather_v money_n or_o good_n aforehand_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o the_o world_n and_o then_o afterward_o enter_v into_o a_o life_n honest_a life_n into_o repentance_n it_o will_v be_v time_n enough_o then_o o_o how_o many_o hundred_o do_v perish_v in_o such_o a_o beginning_n if_o they_o go_v back_o again_o into_o vanity_n and_o be_v as_o a_o young_a graft_n break_v off_o with_o the_o wind_n or_o weither_v by_o the_o heat_n belove_a soul_n mark_n if_o thou_o will_v be_v a_o champion_n in_o thy_o saviour_n christ_n against_o death_n and_o hell_n and_o will_v have_v thy_o young_a graft_n grow_v &_o become_v a_o tree_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o christ_n thou_o must_v go_v on_o and_o stand_v fast_o in_o thy_o first_o earnest_a purpose_n it_o cost_v thy_o first_o paternal_a inheritance_n and_o thy_o body_n and_o soul_n too_o to_o become_v either_o a_o angel_n in_o god_n or_o a_o devil_n in_o hell_n if_o thou_o will_v be_v crown_v thou_o must_v fight_v thou_o must_v overcome_v in_o christ_n and_o not_o yield_v to_o the_o devil_n thy_o purpose_n must_v stand_v firm_a thou_o must_v not_o prefer_v temporal_a honour_n and_o good_n before_o it_o when_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o flesh_n say_v stay_v a_o while_n it_o be_v not_o convenient_a yet_o then_o the_o soul_n must_v say_v now_o be_v my_o time_n for_o i_o to_o go_v back_o again_o into_o my_o father_n my_o native_a country_n out_o of_o which_o my_o father_n
he_o he_o this_o we_o understand_v to_o be_v both_o out_o of_o the_o eternal_a and_o temporal_a birth_n out_o of_o the_o inward_a spiritual_a world_n which_o he_o breathe_v into_o he_o into_o the_o create_a image_n and_o then_o out_o of_o the_o substance_n of_o the_o inward_a spiritual_a world_n which_o be_v holy_a 31._o for_o as_o there_o be_v a_o nature_n and_o substance_n in_o the_o outward_a world_n so_o also_o in_o the_o inward_a spiritual_a world_n there_o be_v a_o nature_n and_o substance_n which_o be_v spiritual_a out_o of_o which_o the_o outward_a world_n be_v breathe_v forth_o and_o produce_v out_o of_o light_n and_o darkness_n and_o create_v into_o to_o have_v a_o beginning_n and_o time_n 32._o and_o out_o of_o the_o substance_n of_o the_o inward_a and_o outward_a world_n man_n be_v create_v out_o of_o &_o in_o the_o likeness_n of_o the_o birth_n of_o all_o thing_n substance_n the_o body_n be_v a_o be_v limbus_n of_o the_o earth_n &_o also_o a_o limbus_n of_o the_o heavenly_a substance_n for_o the_o earth_n be_v express_v breathe_v forth_o out_o of_o the_o dark_a and_o light_a world_n in_o the_o word_n word_n fiat_n viz._n in_o the_o eternal_a desire_n man_n be_v take_v out_o of_o the_o earth_n and_o so_o create_v a_o image_n out_o of_o time_n and_o eternity_n 33._o this_o image_n be_v in_o the_o inward_a and_o spiritual_a element_n from_o whence_o the_o four_o element_n proceed_v and_o be_v produce_v in_o that_o one_o element_n be_v paradise_n for_o the_o property_n of_o nature_n from_o the_o fire-dark-and-light-world_n be_v all_o in_o concordance_n harmony_n in_o like_a agreement_n both_o in_o number_n weight_n and_o measure_n none_o of_o they_o be_v manifest_v eminent_o more_o than_o another_o and_o so_o there_o be_v no_o fragility_n therein_o for_o one_o property_n be_v not_o predominanr_o ovet_v another_o neither_o be_v there_o any_o strife_n or_o contrariety_n among_o the_o power_n and_o property_n 34._o into_o this_o create_a image_n god_n breathe_v the_o spirit_n and_o breath_n of_o understanding_n out_o of_o all_o the_o three_o world_n as_o one_o only_a soul_n which_o consist_v be_v in_o the_o inward_a dark_a and_o fire_n world_n of_o the_o eternal_a spiritual_a nature_n according_a to_o which_o god_n call_v himself_o a_o strong_a zealous_a god_n and_o a_o consume_a fire_n 35._o and_o this_o now_o be_v the_o eternal_a creature_o great_a soul_n a_o magical_a breath_n of_o fire_n in_o which_o fire_n consist_v the_o original_n of_o life_n from_o the_o great_a power_n of_o variation_n god_n anger_n and_o the_o eternal_a darkness_n be_v in_o this_o property_n so_o far_o as_o sire_n reach_v without_o give_v light_n 36._o the_o second_o property_n of_o the_o breath_n of_o god_n be_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o source_n of_o light_n proceed_v from_o the_o great_a fiery_a desire_n of_o love_n from_o the_o great_a meekness_n according_a to_o which_o god_n call_v himself_o a_o love_a merciful_a god_n in_o which_o consist_v the_o true_a spirit_n of_o understanding_n and_o of_o life_n in_o power_n 37._o for_o as_o light_n shine_v from_o fire_n and_o as_o the_o power_n of_o understanding_n be_v discern_v in_o the_o light_n so_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o light_n be_v join_v to_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o fire_n of_o god_n and_o breathe_v into_o the_o image_n of_o man_n 38._o the_o three_o property_n of_o the_o breath_n of_o god_n be_v the_o outward_a air_n with_o its_o astrnm_n constellation_n wherein_o the_o life_n and_o constellation_n of_o the_o outward_a substance_n and_o body_n do_v consist_v this_o he_o breathe_v into_o his_o nostril_n and_o as_o time_n and_o eternity_n hang_v together_o and_o as_o time_n be_v produce_v out_o of_o eternity_n so_o the_o inward_a breath_n of_o god_n hang_v to_o the_o outward_a and_o this_o threefold_a soul_n be_v at_o once_o breathe_v into_o man_n 39_o each_o substance_n of_o the_o body_n receive_v the_o spirit_n according_a to_o its_o property_n thus_o the_o outward_a flesh_n 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concordance_n agreement_n and_o weight_n that_o which_o be_v inward_a and_o holy_a rule_v through_o the_o outward_a viz._n through_o the_o outward_a part_n of_o the_o outward_a life_n of_o the_o outward_a constellation_n star_n and_o the_o four_o element_n and_o that_o be_v the_o holy_a paradise_n 42._o and_o thus_o man_n be_v both_o in_o heaven_n and_o also_o in_o the_o outward_a world_n and_o be_v lord_n over_o all_o the_o creature_n of_o this_o world_n nothing_o can_v destroy_v he_o 43._o for_o such_o be_v the_o earth_n also_o till_o the_o curse_n of_o god_n be_v the_o holy_a property_n of_o the_o spiritual_a world_n spring_v up_o also_o through_o the_o earth_n and_o bring_v forth_o holy_a paradisicall_a fruit_n which_o man_n can_v then_o eat_v in_o a_o magical_a paradisicall_a manner_n 44._o and_o have_v neither_o need_n of_o tooth_n nor_o gut_n entrail_n in_o his_o body_n for_o as_o the_o light_n swallow_v up_o darkness_n and_o as_o the_o fire_n devour_v water_n and_o yet_o be_v not_o fill_v therewith_o just_o such_o a_o centre_n man_n also_o have_v in_o for_o his_o mouth_n to_o to_o eat_v withal_o according_o to_o the_o manner_n of_o eternity_n 45._o and_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n he_o can_v also_o beget_v generate_v his_o like_a out_o of_o himself_o without_o any_o divide_n or_o open_v of_o his_o body_n and_o spirit_n as_o god_n do_v generate_v the_o outward_a world_n and_o yet_o do_v not_o divide_v himself_o but_o do_v in_o his_o desire_n viz._n in_o the_o word_n fiat_n manifest_v himself_o and_o bring_v it_o into_o a_o figure_n according_a to_o the_o eternal_a spiritual_a birth_n so_o also_o man_n be_v create_v such_o a_o image_n and_o likeness_n according_a to_o time_n and_o eterntiy_n out_o of_o both_o time_n and_o eternity_n yet_o in_o and_o for_o a_o eternal_a immortal_a life_n which_o be_v without_o enmity_n and_o contrariety_n 46._o but_o the_o devil_n have_v be_v a_o prince_n and_o hierarcha_fw-la in_o the_o place_n of_o this_o world_n and_o have_v be_v cast_v out_o for_o his_o pride_n into_o the_o dark_a anguish_a painful_a and_o hostile_a property_n and_o source_n into_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n he_o therefore_o envy_v man_n that_o glory_n of_o be_v create_v in_o and_o for_o the_o spiritual_a world_n the_o place_n which_o he_o himself_o have_v and_o therefore_o bring_v his_o imagination_n into_o the_o image_n of_o man_n and_o make_v it_o so_o lust_a that_o the_o dark_a world_n and_o also_o the_o outward_a world_n arise_v in_o man_n and_o depart_v from_o the_o equal_a agreement_n and_o harmony_n and_o so_o one_o over_o weigh_v the_o other_o 47._o and_o then_o the_o property_n be_v every_o one_o make_v manifest_a in_o itself_o and_o every_o one_o of_o they_o lust_v after_o that_o which_o be_v like_o itself_o viz._n that_o which_o be_v out_o of_o the_o birth_n of_o the_o dark_a world_n and_o also_o that_o which_o be_v out_o of_o the_o birth_n of_o the_o light_a world_n will_v each_o of_o they_o eat_v of_o the_o limbus_n of_o the_o earth_n before_o according_a to_o its_o hunger_n and_o so_o evil_a and_o good_a become_v manifest_a in_o adam_n 48._o and_o when_o the_o hunger_n of_o the_o property_n go_v into_o the_o earth_n from_o whence_o the_o property_n of_o the_o body_n be_v extract_v than_o the_o fiat_n draw_v such_o a_o branch_n out_o of_o the_o earth_n as_o the_o property_n can_v eat_v of_o in_o their_o awaken_v vanity_n for_o this_o be_v possible_a 49._o be_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o strong_a and_o great_a magical_a power_n of_o time_n and_o eternity_n be_v in_o adam_n from_o which_o the_o earth_n with_o its_o property_n be_v breathe_v forth_o and_o so_o the_o fiat_n â—_o viz._n the_o strong_a desire_n of_o the_o eternal_a nature_n attract_v the_o essence_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o thus_o god_n let_v the_o tree_n of_o knowledge_n of_o good_a evil_n grow_v for_o adam_n
imagination_n and_o make_v it_o my_o own_o this_o it_o be_v to_o believe_v 90._o the_o will_n must_v go_v forth_o from_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o willing_o yield_v itself_o up_o to_o the_o suffering_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o all_o the_o reproach_n of_o vanity_n which_o scorn_v it_o because_o it_o go_v forth_o from_o its_o own_o house_n wherein_o it_o be_v bear_v and_o mind_n vanity_n no_o more_o but_o mere_o desire_v love_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n jesus_n 91._o in_o such_o a_o hunger_n and_o desire_v the_o will_n impress_v into_o itself_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n with_o his_o heavenly_a corporality_n that_o be_v its_o great_a hunger_n and_o desire_n take_v hold_v of_o and_o receive_v the_o body_n of_o christ_n viz._n the_o heavenly_a substantiality_n into_o its_o disappear_v image_n within_o which_o the_o word_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n be_v the_o work_n 92._o the_o hunger_n of_o the_o soul_n bring_v its_o desire_n quite_o through_o the_o bruise_a property_n of_o its_o humanity_n in_o the_o heavenly_a part_n which_o disappear_v in_o adam_n which_o humanity_n the_o sweet_a fire_n of_o love_n in_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n do_v bruise_v when_o the_o death_n of_o that_o heavenly_a humanity_n be_v destroy_v 93._o and_n so_o the_o hunger_n of_o the_o soul_n receive_v into_o it_o into_o its_o disappear_v corporality_n through_o the_o desire_n the_o holy_a heavenly_a substance_n viz._n the_o heavenly_a corporality_n christ_n heavenly_a corporality_n which_o fill_v the_o father_n all_o over_o and_o be_v high_a unto_o all_o and_o through_o all_o thing_n and_o through_o that_o the_o disappear_v heavenly_a body_n rise_v in_o the_o power_n of_o god_n in_o the_o sweet_a name_n jesus_n and_o this_o raise_v heavenly_a spiritual_a body_n be_v the_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n a_o true_a mansion_n of_o the_o holy_a trinity_n according_a to_o christ_n promise_n say_v we_o will_v come_v to_o you_o and_o make_v our_o abode_n in_o you_o 95._o that_o essence_n of_o that_o life_n eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o drink_v his_o blood_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n viz._n the_o word_n which_o make_v itself_o visible_a with_o the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n out_o of_o and_o in_o our_o disappear_v humanity_n through_o the_o outward_a man_n of_o the_o substance_n of_o this_o world_n swallow_v its_o holy_a substance_n into_o its_o fiery_a every_o spirit_n eat_v of_o its_o own_o body_n 96._o now_o if_o the_o soul_n eat_v of_o this_o sweet_a holy_a and_o heavenly_a food_n than_o it_o kindle_v itself_o with_o the_o great_a love_n in_o the_o name_n jesus_n whence_o its_o fire_n of_o anguish_n become_v a_o great_a triumph_n and_o glory_n and_o the_o true_a sun_n arise_v to_o it_o wherein_o it_o be_v bear_v to_o another_o will_n 97._o and_o here_o be_v the_o wedding_n of_o the_o lamb_n which_o we_o hearty_o wish_v that_o the_o titular_a and_o lip-christians_a might_n once_o find_v by_o experience_n and_o so_o pass_v from_o the_o history_n into_o the_o substance_n 98._o but_o the_o soul_n obtain_v not_o the_o pearl_n of_o the_o divine_a power_n and_o virtue_n for_o its_o proper_a own_o during_o the_o time_n of_o this_o life_n because_o it_o have_v the_o outward_a bestial_a flesh_n stick_v to_o its_o outward_a man_n 99_o the_o power_n of_o which_o espouse_v itself_o in_o the_o wedding_n of_o the_o lamb_n sink_v itself_o down_o into_o the_o heavenly_a image_n viz._n into_o the_o substance_n of_o the_o heavenly_a man_n who_o be_v the_o temple_n of_o christ_n and_o not_o into_o the_o fire-breath_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v yet_o during_o this_o whole_a life_n time_n fast_a bond_n to_o the_o outward_a kingdom_n to_o the_o bond_n of_o vanity_n with_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o air_n and_o be_v in_o great_a danger_n 100_o it_o dart_v its_o beam_n of_o love_n indeed_o very_o often_o into_o the_o soul_n whereby_o the_o soul_n receive_v light_a but_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n yield_v not_o itself_o up_o to_o the_o fire-breath_n in_o this_o life_n time_o but_o to_o the_o breath_n of_o light_n only_o which_o be_v extinguish_v in_o adam_n in_o which_o the_o temple_n of_o christ_n be_v for_o it_o be_v the_o true_a and_o holy_a heaven_n 101._o understand_v aright_o now_o what_o the_o new-birth_n or_o regeneration_n be_v and_o how_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v as_o follow_v the_o outward_a earthly_a mortal_a man_n be_v not_o bear_v anew_o in_o this_o life_n time_o nor_o the_o outward_a flesh_n nor_o the_o outward_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n they_o continue_v both_o of_o they_o in_o the_o vanity_n of_o their_o will_n which_o awake_v in_o adam_n they_o love_v their_o mother_n in_o who_o body_n they_o live_v viz._n the_o dominion_n of_o this_o outward_a world_n and_o therein_o the_o birth_n of_o sin_n be_v manifest_a 102._o the_o outward_a man_n in_o soul_n &_o flesh_n we_o mean_v the_o outward_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o divine_a will_n neither_o do_v he_o understand_v any_o thing_n of_o god_n as_o the_o scripture_n say_v the_o natural_a man_n perceive_v nothing_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n 103._o but_o the_o fire-breath_n of_o the_o inward_a world_n if_o it_o be_v enlighten_v once_o understand_v it_o it_o have_v a_o great_a longing_n sigh_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o christ_n it_o refresh_v itself_o by_o hunger_a and_o desire_v which_o be_v the_o true_a faith_n in_o the_o sweet_a fountain_n of_o christ_n from_o his_o new_a body_n from_o the_o heavenly_a substantiality_n as_o a_o hungry_a branch_n in_o the_o vine_n christ._n 104._o and_o the_o cause_n why_o the_o fiery_a soul_n can_v attain_v to_o perfection_n during_o this_o life_n time_o be_v because_o it_o be_v fast_o bind_v with_o the_o outward_a bond_n of_o vanity_n through_o which_o the_o devil_n continual_o cast_v his_o venomous_a ray_n of_o influence_n upon_o it_o and_o so_o fift_v it_o that_o it_o often_o bit_v at_o his_o bait_n and_o poison_v itself_o from_o whence_o misery_n and_o anguish_n arise_v so_o that_o the_o noble_a sophia_n hide_v herself_o in_o the_o fountain_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o heavenly_a humanity_n for_o she_o can_v draw_v near_o to_o vanity_n 105._o for_o she_o know_v how_o it_o go_v with_o she_o in_o adam_n when_o she_o lose_v her_o pearl_n which_o be_v of_o grace_n free_o bestow_v again_o upon_o the_o inward_a humanity_n therefore_o she_o be_v call_v sophia_n viz._n the_o bride_n of_o christ._n 51._o 106._o here_o she_o faithful_o call_v to_o the_o fiery_a soul_n viz._n to_o her_o bridegroom_n and_o exhort_v he_o to_o repentance_n and_o to_o the_o unburthen_v of_o himself_o or_o go_v from_o the_o abomination_n of_o vanity_n 107._o here_o war_n assault_v the_o whole_a man_n wherein_o the_o outward_a fleshly_a man_n lust_v against_o the_o inward_a spiritual_a man_n and_o the_o spiritual_a against_o the_o fleshly_a and_o so_o man_n be_v in_o continual_a warfare_n and_o strife_n full_a of_o trouble_n misery_n anguish_n and_o care_n 108._o the_o inward_a say_v to_o the_o fiery_a soul_n o_o my_o soul_n o_o my_o love_n turn_v i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o go_v forth_o from_o vanity_n or_o else_o thou_o lose_v my_o love_n and_o the_o noble_a pearl_n 109._o then_o say_v the_o outward_a reason_n viz._n the_o bestial_a soul_n thou_o be_v foolish_a will_v thou_o be_v a_o fool_n and_o the_o scorn_n of_o the_o world_n thou_o need_v the_o outward_a world_n to_o maintain_v this_o life_n beauty_n power_n and_o glory_n be_v thy_o chief_a treasure_n wherein_o only_o thou_o can_v rejoice_v and_o take_v delight_n why_o will_v thou_o cast_v thyself_o into_o anguish_n misery_n and_o reproach_n take_v thyâ—_n pleasure_n which_o will_v do_v both_o thy_o flesh_n and_o thy_o â—mind_n good_a 110_o with_o such_o filth_n the_o true_a man_n be_v often_o defile_v viz._n the_o outward_a man_n defile_v himself_o as_o a_o sow_n in_o the_o mire_n and_o obscure_v his_o noble_a 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but_o all_o of_o one_o kind_n all_o be_v but_o one_o in_o christ_n as_o a_o tree_n and_o its_o branch_n be_v one_o and_o yet_o several_a creature_n but_o god_n all_o in_o all._n indeed_o there_o will_v be_v spiritual_a knowledge_n of_o what_o every_o one_o have_v be_v and_o what_o he_o have_v do_v but_o no_o enjoy_v possess_v or_o desire_n of_o possess_v such_o thing_n any_o more_o the_o scholar_n 49._o shall_v they_o all_o have_v that_o eternal_a joy_n and_o glorification_n alike_o the_o master_n the_o scripture_n say_v such_o as_o the_o people_n be_v such_o be_v their_o god_n also_o it_o say_v with_o the_o holy_a thou_o be_v holy_a and_o with_o the_o perverse_a thou_o be_v perverse_a and_o saint_n paul_n say_v in_o the_o resurrection_n they_o shall_v excel_v one_o another_o as_o the_o sun_n moon_n and_o star_n therefore_o know_v they_o the_o bless_a shall_v indeed_o enjoy_v divine_a work_n but_o their_o virtue_n and_o illustration_n illumination_n shall_v be_v very_o different_a all_o according_a as_o they_o have_v be_v endue_v in_o this_o life_n time_o with_o power_n and_o virtue_n in_o their_o painful_a work_n for_o the_o painful_a work_n of_o the_o creature_n in_o this_o life_n time_o be_v the_o open_n and_o beget_v of_o divine_a power_n by_o which_o god_n power_n be_v make_v movable_a and_o work_a now_o those_o that_o have_v wrought_v with_o christ_n in_o this_o life_n time_o and_o not_o in_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n shall_v have_v great_a power_n and_o excellent_a glorification_n in_o they_o and_o upon_o they_o but_o other_o who_o have_v only_o expect_v and_o rely_v upon_o a_o impute_a satisfaction_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n have_v serve_v their_o belly-god_n and_o yet_o at_o last_o have_v turn_v and_o obtain_v grace_n those_o i_o say_v shall_v not_o have_v so_o great_a power_n and_o illumination_n so_o that_o there_o will_v be_v as_o great_a a_o difference_n between_o they_o as_o be_v between_o the_o sun_n moon_n and_o star_n and_o as_o 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master_n hell_n shall_v remain_v in_o the_o place_n of_o this_o world_n every_o where_o but_o hide_v to_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n as_o the_o night_n be_v hide_v in_o the_o day_n the_o light_n shall_v shine_v for_o ever_o in_o the_o darkness_n and_o the_o darkness_n can_v comprehend_v it_o and_o thus_o the_o light_n be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o darkness_n be_v hell_n wherein_o the_o devil_n and_o the_o wicked_a dwell_v and_o so_o they_o shall_v be_v suppress_v by_o the_o kingdom_n of_o christ_n and_o make_v a_o footstool_n viz._n a_o reproach_n the_o scholar_n 52._o how_o shall_v all_o people_n and_o nation_n be_v bring_v to_o judgement_n the_o master_n the_o eternal_a word_n of_o god_n out_o of_o which_o every_o spiritual_a creature_o life_n have_v come_v will_v move_v itself_o at_o that_o hour_n according_a to_o love_n and_o anger_n in_o every_o life_n which_o be_v come_v out_o of_o the_o eternity_n and_o will_v draw_v every_o creature_n before_o the_o sentence_n judgement_n of_o christ_n to_o be_v sentence_v by_o this_o motion_n of_o the_o word_n the_o life_n will_v be_v manifest_v in_o all_o its_o work_n and_o every_o one_o shall_v see_v and_o feel_v its_o judgement_n and_o sentence_n in_o itself_o for_o the_o judgement_n shall_v immediate_o in_o the_o departure_n of_o the_o body_n be_v manifest_v in_o the_o soul_n the_o last_o judgement_n be_v but_o a_o return_n of_o the_o spiritual_a body_n and_o a_o separation_n of_o the_o world_n when_o the_o evil_a shall_v be_v separate_v from_o the_o good_a upon_o in_o the_o substance_n of_o the_o world_n and_o in_o the_o body_n and_o every_o thing_n enter_v into_o its_o eternal_a reservatory_n and_o be_v a_o manifestation_n of_o the_o mystery_n of_o god_n in_o every_o substance_n and_o life_n the_o scholar_n 53._o how_o will_v the_o sentence_n be_v pronounce_v the_o master_n here_o consider_v the_o word_n of_o christ_n he_o will_v say_v unto_o those_o on_o his_o right_a hand_n come_v you_o 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but_o i_o give_v thou_o not_o my_o pearl_n for_o a_o possession_n during_o this_o time_n thou_o must_v continue_v in_o resignation_n and_o hearken_v what_o the_o lord_n play_v in_o thy_o harmony_n in_o thou_o moreover_o thou_o must_v give_v sound_a and_o essence_n to_o thy_o tune_n out_o of_o my_o strength_n and_o virtue_n for_o thou_o be_v now_o a_o messenger_n of_o his_o mouth_n and_o must_v set_v forth_o his_o praise_n and_o glory_n for_o this_o cause_n i_o have_v now_o contract_v myself_o anew_o with_o thou_o and_o set_v my_o triumphant_a garland_n upon_o thou_o which_o i_o have_v get_v in_o the_o battle_n against_o the_o devil_n and_o death_n but_o the_o crown_n of_o pearl_n wherewith_o i_o crown_v thou_o i_o have_v lay_v that_o aside_o for_o thou_o thou_o must_v wear_v it_o no_o more_o till_o thou_o be_v become_v pure_a in_o my_o fight_n iii_o the_o soul_n say_v further_a to_o the_o noble_a sophia_n o_o thou_o fair_a and_o sweet_a consort_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v before_o thou_o let_v i_o be_v only_o commend_v unto_o thou_o i_o can_v preserve_v myself_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o now_o give_v i_o thy_o pearl_n i_o leave_v it_o to_o thy_o will_n give_v i_o but_o thy_o ray_n of_o love_n and_o carry_v i_o through_o this_o pilgrimage_n awake_v thou_o and_o bring_v forth_o what_o thou_o will_v in_o i_o i_o will_v from_o henceforth_o be_v thy_o own_o i_o will_v or_o desire_v nothing_o for_o myself_o but_o what_o thou_o thyself_o will_v through_o i_o i_o have_v fool_v away_o thy_o sweet_a love_n and_o not_o keep_v my_o faith_n with_o thou_o whereby_o i_o be_v fall_v into_o eternal_a punishment_n but_o see_v of_o love_n thou_o be_v
make_v himself_o merry_a with_o his_o desire_n in_o his_o seven_o form_n of_o life_n of_o the_o centre_n of_o nature_n nor_o what_o abominable_a error_n he_o set_v up_o 13_o from_o this_o understanding_n false_a babel_n be_v bring_v forth_o in_o the_o christian_a church_n on_o earth_n where_o man_n rule_v and_o teach_v by_o the_o conclusion_n of_o reason_n and_o have_v set_v the_o child_n which_o be_v drink_v in_o its_o own_o pride_n and_o selfecovetousnesse_n as_o a_o fair_a virgin_n upon_o the_o throne_n 14_o but_o the_o devil_n be_v enter_v into_o its_o seven_o form_n of_o life_n of_o the_o centre_n viz._n into_o its_o own_o self_n conceited_a reason_v &_o continual_o bring_v his_o desire_n into_o this_o trim_v virgin_n which_o the_o star_n receive_v he_o be_v her_o beast_n on_o which_o she_o ride_v well_o adorn_v in_o she_o own_o force_n of_o life_n as_o may_v be_v see_v in_o the_o revelation_n thus_o it_o have_v take_v into_o possession_n the_o outward_a glance_n of_o divine_a holiness_n viz._n the_o light_n of_o reason_n and_o suppose_v itself_o to_o be_v the_o fair_a child_n in_o the_o house_n but_o the_o devil_n have_v his_o lodging_n within_o it_o 15_o and_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o all_o these_o that_o have_v be_v once_o enlighten_v by_o god_n and_o after_o go_v forth_o again_o from_o true_a resignation_n and_o wean_v themselves_o from_o the_o true_a milk_n of_o their_o mother_n viz._n true_a humility_n the_o way_n which_o a_o true_a christian_a must_v follow_v 16_o reason_n will_v object_v and_o say_v be_v it_o not_o right_a for_o a_o man_n to_o attain_v the_o light_n of_o god_n and_o also_o the_o light_n of_o the_o outward_a nature_n and_o reason_n that_o he_o may_v be_v able_a to_o order_v his_o life_n wise_o as_o the_o scripture_n say_v 17_o yes_o it_o be_v very_o right_a nothing_o can_v be_v more_o profitable_a to_o a_o man_n neither_o can_v any_o better_a thing_n happen_v to_o he_o nay_o it_o be_v a_o treasure_n above_o all_o earthly_a treasure_n for_o a_o man_n to_o have_v the_o light_n of_o god_n and_o of_o time_n for_o it_o be_v the_o eye_n of_o time_n and_o of_o eternity_n 18_o but_o mark_v how_o thou_o ought_v to_o use_v it_o the_o light_n of_o god_n first_o manifest_v itself_o in_o the_o soul_n it_o shine_v forth_o as_o light_v from_o a_o candle_n and_o kindle_v the_o outward_a light_n of_o reason_n immediate_o yet_o it_o yield_v not_o itself_o whole_o up_o to_o reason_n to_o be_v under_o the_o dominion_n of_o the_o outward_a man_n no_o the_o outward_a man_n behold_v himself_o in_o this_o through_o shine_a lustre_n as_o he_o do_v his_o likeness_n in_o a_o lookingglass_n he_o present_o learn_v to_o know_v himself_o which_o be_v good_a and_o profitable_a for_o he_o 19_o and_o when_o he_o do_v so_o reason_n which_o be_v the_o creature_o self_n can_v do_v better_a than_o to_o behold_v itself_o in_o the_o self_n of_o the_o creature_n nor_o to_o enter_v with_o the_o will_n of_o the_o desire_n into_o the_o centre_n in_o seek_v 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and_o whole_o resign_v itself_o to_o the_o life_n of_o god_n in_o love_n that_o he_o may_v do_v how_o and_o what_o he_o will_v with_o it_o as_o with_o his_o own_o instrument_n 21_o it_o be_v own_o reason_n ought_v not_o to_o enter_v upon_o any_o speculation_n in_o divine_a or_o in_o the_o ground_n or_o foundation_n of_o humane_a matter_n nor_o to_o will_n and_o desire_v any_o thing_n but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o christ_n and_o as_o a_o child_n continual_o long_v after_o the_o breast_n of_o the_o mother_n so_o must_v its_o hunger_n continual_o enter_v into_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o not_o suffer_v itself_o to_o be_v break_v off_o from_o this_o hunger_n by_o any_o mean_n when_o the_o outward_a reason_n triumph_v in_o the_o light_n say_v i_o have_v the_o true_a child_n but_o then_o the_o will_n of_o the_o desire_n must_v bow_v itself_o down_o to_o the_o earth_n and_o bring_v itself_o into_o the_o deep_a humility_n and_o simple_a ignorance_n and_o say_v thou_o be_v foolish_a and_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n thou_o must_v wrap_v thyself_o up_o into_o that_o with_o great_a humility_n and_o become_v nothing_o at_o all_o in_o thyself_o and_o neither_o know_v nor_o love_v thyself_o all_o that_o thou_o have_v or_o be_v in_o thou_o must_v esteem_v itself_o as_o nothing_o but_o a_o mere_a instrument_n of_o god_n and_o then_o must_v bring_v the_o desire_n only_o into_o god_n mercy_n and_o go_v forth_o from_o all_o thy_o own_o know_v and_o will_v and_o esteem_v it_o as_o nothing_o at_o all_o nor_o must_v thou_o ever_o entertain_v any_o will_n to_o enter_v into_o it_o again_o 22_o as_o soon_o as_o this_o be_v do_v the_o natural_a with_o enter_v into_o weakness_n and_o then_o the_o devil_n be_v not_o able_a to_o five_o it_o thus_o any_o more_o with_o his_o false_a evil_a desire_n for_o the_o place_n of_o his_o rest_n become_v very_o barren_a weak_a and_o dry_a and_o then_o the_o holy_a spirit_n proceed_v from_o god_n take_v possession_n of_o the_o form_n of_o life_n and_o make_v his_o dominion_n prevail_v viz._n he_o kindle_v the_o form_n of_o life_n with_o his_o flame_n of_o love_n and_o then_o the_o high_a skill_n and_o knowledge_n of_o the_o centre_n of_o all_o substance_n thing_n arise_v according_a to_o the_o inward_a and_o outward_a constellation_n of_o the_o creature_n in_o a_o very_a subtle_a dry_a fire_n with_o great_a delight_n and_o desire_v to_o sink_v down_o into_o that_o light_n and_o esteem_v itself_o nothing_o and_o think_v itself_o to_o be_v unworthy_a of_o it_o 23._o and_o thus_o it_o be_v own_o desire_n pierce_v into_o that_o nothing_o viz._n into_o that_o wherein_o god_n creat_v and_o do_v what_o he_o will_v therein_o and_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n spring_v forth_o through_o the_o desire_n of_o the_o resign_v humility_n and_o so_o the_o humane_a self_n immediate_o follow_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n in_o tremble_v and_o joy_n of_o humility_n and_o so_o it_o may_v behold_v what_o be_v in_o time_n and_o eternity_n for_o all_o be_v present_a before_o it_o 24._o when_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n rise_v up_o as_o a_o fire_n and_o the_o flame_n of_o love_n than_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o soul_n descend_v and_o say_v lord_n glory_n be_v to_o thy_o name_n not_o to_o i_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o take_v virtue_n power_n strength_n wisdom_n &_o knowledge_n do_v as_o thou_o will_v i_o can_v do_v nothing_o i_o know_v nothing_o i_o will_v go_v no_o whither_o but_o whither_o thou_o lead_v i_o as_o thy_o instrument_n do_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o with_o i_o what_o thou_o will_v 25._o in_o such_o a_o humble_a and_o total_a resignation_n the_o spark_n of_o divine_a power_n fall_v into_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o form_n of_o life_n as_o a_o spark_n into_o tinder_n and_o kindle_v it_o viz._n the_o zeal_n fire_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o adam_n make_v to_o be_v a_o dark_a coal_n in_o himself_o so_o that_o it_o glimmer_v and_o when_o the_o light_n of_o divine_a power_n have_v kindle_v itself_o therein_o the_o creature_n must_v go_v on_o as_o a_o instrument_n of_o god_n spirit_n and_o speak_v what_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n it_o tell_v it_o and_o then_o it_o be_v no_o more_o in_o its_o own_o proper_a possession_n but_o it_o be_v the_o instrument_n of_o god_n 26._o but_o the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n must_v without_o cease_v in_o this_o fiery-driving_a sink_n into_o nothing_o viz._n into_o the_o deep_a humility_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n for_o no_o soon_o do_v the_o will_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o the_o least_o measure_n go_v on_o in_o its_o own_o speculation_n or_o search_v but_o lucifer_n lay_v hold_v of_o it_o in_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o form_n of_o life_n and_o sift_v
those_o child_n that_o come_v to_o he_o be_v his_o reward_n which_o he_o have_v merit_v and_o deserve_v 128._o for_o thus_o he_o say_v father_n the_o man_n be_v thou_o and_o thou_o have_v give_v they_o to_o i_o as_o my_o reward_n and_o i_o will_v give_v they_o eternal_a life_n but_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n will_v be_v give_v to_o none_o unless_o they_o come_v to_o he_o in_o his_o spirit_n into_o his_o humanity_n suffer_v and_o merit_n and_o in_o his_o merit_n be_v bear_v a_o true_a child_n of_o the_o merit_n 129_o we_o must_v be_v bear_v of_o his_o merit_n &_o put_v on_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o passion_n and_o death_n not_o extra_fw-la outward_o with_o verbal_a flattery_n with_o bare_a comfort_v of_o ourselves_o and_o still_o remain_v alien_n and_o strange_a child_n of_o a_o strange_a seed_n essence_n no_o the_o strange_a essence_n inherit_v not_o the_o childship_n but_o the_o innate_a essence_n inherit_v it_o 130._o this_o innate_a essence_n be_v not_o of_o this_o world_n but_o in_o heaven_n of_o which_o st._n paul_n speak_v say_v our_o conversation_n be_v in_o heaven_n the_o filial_a essence_n walk_v in_o heaven_n and_o heaven_n be_v in_o man_n 131._o but_o if_o heaven_n in_o man_n be_v not_o open_a and_o a_o man_n stand_v without_o heaven_n flatter_v himself_o and_o say_v i_o be_o still_o without_o but_o christ_n will_v receive_v i_o in_o by_o his_o grace_n be_v not_o his_o merit_n i_o such_o a_o one_o be_v in_o vanity_n and_o sin_n with_o the_o outward_a man_n and_o with_o the_o soul_n in_o hell_n viz._n in_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n 132._o therefore_o learn_v to_o understand_v right_o what_o christ_n have_v teach_v we_o and_o do_v for_o we_o he_o be_v our_o heaven_n he_o must_v get_v a_o form_n in_o we_o or_o else_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v in_o heaven_n thus_o then_o the_o soul_n inward_a man_n with_o the_o holy_a body_n of_o christ_n viz._n in_o the_o new-birth_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o the_o outward_a mortal_a man_n be_v in_o the_o world_n of_o which_o christ_n speak_v say_v my_o sheep_n be_v in_o my_o hand_n and_o none_o shall_v pluck_v they_o away_o the_o father_n which_o give_v they_o to_o i_o be_v great_a than_o all_o chap._n vi_o of_o the_o right_n and_o of_o the_o wrong_n go_v to_o church_n receive_v the_o sacrament_n and_o absolution_n 133._o belove_a brethren_n we_o will_v tell_v you_o faithful_o not_o with_o flatter_a lip_n to_o please_v the_o antichrist_n but_o from_o our_o christ._n pearl_n from_o a_o christian_a essence_n and_o knowledge_n not_o from_o the_o husk_n and_o history_n but_o from_o a_o filial_a spirit_n from_o christ_n knowledge_n as_o a_o branch_n grow_v on_o the_o vine_n christ_n from_o the_o measure_n of_o that_o knowledge_n which_o be_v open_v in_o we_o according_a to_o the_o counsel_n of_o god_n 134._o man_n tie_v we_o nowadays_o to_o the_o history_n to_o the_o material_a church_n of_o stone_n which_o be_v indeed_o good_a in_o their_o kind_n if_o man_n do_v also_o bring_v the_o temple_n of_o christ_n into_o they_o and_o man_n teach_v that_o their_o absolution_n be_v a_o forgive_n of_o sin_n etc._n etc._n that_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lord_n take_v away_o sin_n also_o that_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v infuse_v into_o man_n by_o the_o ministry_n all_o this_o have_v a_o proper_a meaning_n if_o it_o be_v true_o expound_v and_o if_o man_n do_v not_o cleave_v mere_o to_o the_o husk_n 135._o many_o a_o man_n go_v to_o church_n twenty_o of_o thirty_o year_n hear_v sermon_n receive_v the_o sacrament_n and_o some_o hear_v absolution_n read_v or_o declare_v and_o yet_o be_v as_o much_o a_o beast_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o vanity_n at_o the_o last_o as_o at_o the_o first_o a_o beast_n go_v into_o the_o church_n and_o to_o the_o supper_n and_o a_o beast_n come_v out_o from_o thence_o again_o 136._o how_o will_v he_o eat_v that_o have_v no_o mouth_n how_o will_v he_o hear_v that_o have_v no_o hear_n can_v any_o man_n eat_v that_o food_n which_o be_v so_o shut_v up_o that_o he_o can_v get_v it_o how_o will_v he_o drink_v that_o can_v come_v by_o no_o water_n 137._o what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o i_o to_o go_v to_o the_o material_a church_n of_o stone_n and_o there_o fill_v my_o ear_n with_o empty_a breath_n or_o to_o go_v to_o the_o supper_n and_o feed_v nothing_o but_o the_o earthly_a mouth_n which_o be_v mortal_a and_o corruptible_a can_v i_o feed_v and_o satisfy_v it_o with_o a_o piece_n of_o bread_n at_o home_n what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v a_o immortal_a life_n to_o have_v the_o bestial_a man_n observe_v the_o form_n of_o christ_n institution_n if_o it_o can_v obtain_v the_o jewel_n of_o the_o institution_n for_o st._n paul_n say_v of_o the_o supper_n you_o receive_v it_o to_o judgement_n because_o you_o discern_v not_o the_o lord_n body_n 138._o the_o covenant_n stand_v firm_a and_o be_v stir_v in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o institution_n christ_n proffer_v his_o spirit_n to_o we_o in_o his_o word_n viz._n in_o his_o preach_v word_n and_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n in_o the_o sacrament_n and_o his_o absolution_n in_o a_o brotherly_a reconciliation_n one_o to_o another_o 139._o but_o what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o a_o beast_n to_o stand_v and_o listen_v and_o yet_o have_v no_o hear_n to_o receive_v the_o inward_a live_a word_n nor_o any_o ground_n vessel_n wherein_o to_o lay_v the_o word_n that_o it_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o who_o christ_n say_v the_o devil_n pluck_v the_o word_n out_o of_o their_o heart_n lest_o they_o believe_v and_o be_v save_v but_o how_o can_v he_o do_v so_o yes_o be_v the_o word_n find_v no_o place_n in_o the_o hear_n to_o stick_v fast_o in_o 140._o and_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o absolution_n what_o good_a do_v it_o i_o for_o one_o to_o say_v i_o pronounce_v or_o declare_v to_o thou_o the_o absolution_n of_o thy_o sin_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v whole_o shut_v up_o in_o sin_n whosoever_o say_v thus_o to_o a_o sinner_n so_o shut_v up_o err_v and_o he_o that_o receive_v it_o without_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n within_o himself_o deceive_v himself_o none_o can_v forgive_v sin_n but_o god_n only_o 141._o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o preacher_n have_v not_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n in_o his_o own_o power_n but_o it_o be_v the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o priest_n mouth_n that_o have_v the_o power_n if_o he_o be_v also_o a_o christian._n 142._o what_o good_a do_v it_o do_v to_o those_o that_o hear_v christ_n himself_o teach_v on_o earth_n when_o he_o say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v &_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o those_o that_o hear_v it_o and_o yet_o labour_v not_o nor_o be_v heavy_a lade_v what_o become_v of_o the_o refreshment_n or_o rest_v then_o be_v they_o have_v dead_a ear_n and_o hear_v only_o the_o outward_a christ_n and_o not_o the_o word_n of_o the_o divine_a power_n sure_o they_o be_v not_o refresh_v and_o so_o much_o good_a the_o bestial_a man_n have_v also_o of_o his_o absolution_n and_o so_o much_o good_a also_o the_o sacrament_n do_v he_o 143._o the_o covenant_n now_o be_v open_a in_o the_o sacrament_n and_o in_o the_o ministry_n office_n of_o teach_v also_o the_o covenant_n be_v stir_v the_o soul_n do_v enjoy_v it_o but_o in_o that_o property_n the_o mouth_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v of_o 144._o that_o be_v the_o outward_a beast_n receive_v bread_n and_o wine_n which_o it_o may_v have_v as_o well_o at_o home_n and_o the_o fiery_a soul_n receive_v the_o testament_n according_a to_o its_o property_n viz._n in_o the_o anger_n of_o god_n it_o receive_v the_o substance_n of_o the_o eternal_a world_n but_o according_a to_o the_o property_n of_o the_o dark-world_n as_o the_o mouth_n be_v so_o be_v the_o food_n also_o which_o belong_v to_o the_o mouth_n he_o receive_v it_o to_o his_o own_o judgement_n or_o condemnation_n and_o after_o that_o manner_n the_o wicked_a shall_v behold_v christ_n at_o the_o last_o judgement_n as_o a_o severe_a judge_n but_o the_o saint_n shall_v behold_v he_o as_o a_o love_a immanuel_n 145._o god_n anger_n stand_v open_a in_o his_o testament_n towards_o the_o wicked_a but_o towards_o the_o saint_n the_o heavenly_a love_a kindness_n and_o in_o it_o the_o power_n of_o christ_n in_o the_o holy_a name_n jesus_n stand_v open_a what_o good_a do_v the_o holy_a thing_n do_v to_o the_o wicked_a that_o can_v enjoy_v it_o and_o what_o then_o be_v it_o that_o can_v take_v away_o his_o sin_n when_o his_o sin_n be_v but_o stir_v and_o make_v manifest_a by_o it_o 146._o the_o sacrament_n do_v not_o take_v away_o sin_n neither_o be_v sin_n forgive_v
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its_o darkness_n and_o this_o be_v the_o hand_n of_o christ_n where_o the_o love_n of_o god_n thorough_o inhabit_v the_o soul_n all_o over_o and_o be_v a_o shine_a light_n and_o a_o new_a life_n in_o it_o and_o than_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o a_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o be_v itself_o the_o very_a heaven_n of_o god_n in_o which_o he_o dwell_v but_o the_o ungodly_a soul_n will_v not_o in_o the_o time_n of_o this_o life_n enter_v into_o the_o divine_a resignation_n of_o its_o will_n but_o go_v on_o continual_o in_o its_o own_o lust_n and_o falsehood_n in_o the_o will_n of_o the_o devil_n it_o receive_v into_o itself_o nothing_o but_o wickedness_n lie_v pride_n covetousness_n envy_n and_o anger_n and_o yield_v ît_n will_v into_o they_o and_o so_o this_o vanity_n also_o become_v manifest_a and_o work_v in_o the_o soul_n and_o thorough_o penetrate_v it_o all_o over_o as_o fire_n do_v he_o burn_v hot_a iron_n and_o this_o soul_n can_v come_v to_o divine_a rest_n for_o god_n anger_n be_v manifest_v in_o it_o now_o when_o the_o body_n part_v from_o this_o soul_n eternal_a grief_n and_o despair_n begin_v for_o it_o perceive_v and_o find_v that_o it_o be_v become_v a_o mere_a tormentive_a abomination_n and_o be_v ashamed_a to_o strive_v to_o enter_v with_o its_o false_a will_n into_o god_n nay_o it_o can_v for_o it_o be_v captivate_v in_o the_o wrath_n and_o be_v itself_o mere_a wrath_n and_o have_v shut_v itself_o up_o therewith_o by_o its_o evil_a false_a desire_n which_o it_o have_v raise_v up_o in_o itself_o and_o since_o the_o light_n of_o god_n shine_v not_o in_o it_o and_o that_o his_o love_n touch_v it_o not_o it_o be_v a_o great_a darkness_n and_o a_o ache_a anguish_a source_n of_o fire_n and_o carry_v hell_n in_o itself_o and_o can_v see_v the_o light_n of_o god_n thus_o it_o dwell_v in_o itself_o in_o hell_n and_o need_v no_o enter_v into_o it_o for_o wherein_o soever_o it_o be_v it_o be_v in_o hell_n and_o though_o it_o shall_v cast_v 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hell_n into_o heaven_n but_o that_o thou_o say_v why_o do_v not_o the_o wicked_a feel_v hell_n in_o the_o time_n of_o this_o life_n i_o answer_v he_o feel_v it_o indeed_o in_o his_o false_a or_o wicked_a conscience_n but_o he_o understand_v it_o not_o for_o he_o have_v earthly_a vanity_n yet_o with_o which_o he_o be_v enamour_v and_o in_o which_o he_o take_v delight_n and_o pleasure_n also_o the_o outward_a life_n have_v yet_o the_o light_n of_o the_o outward_a nature_n and_o so_o the_o pain_n can_v be_v reveal_v but_o when_o the_o body_n die_v the_o soul_n can_v enjoy_v such_o temporal_a pleasure_n any_o long_o and_o the_o light_n of_o this_o outward_a world_n be_v also_o extinguish_v to_o it_o and_o then_o it_o stand_v in_o eternal_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o such_o vanity_n as_o it_o be_v in_o love_n withal_o here_o in_o this_o â—â—e_z yet_o it_o can_v reach_v nothing_o but_o that_o false_a will_n which_o it_o *_o imprint_v in_o impress_v itself_o which_o it_o have_v too_o much_o of_o in_o this_o life_n and_o yet_o be_v not_o content_v but_o than_o it_o have_v as_o little_a of_o it_o which_o make_v it_o to_o be_v in_o everlasting_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o vanity_n wickedness_n and_o vile_a lewdness_n it_o will_v fain_o do_v more_o evil_a still_o but_o it_o have_v not_o wherein_o or_o wherewith_o to_o perform_v it_o and_o therefore_o it_o perform_v it_o onein_o itself_o and_o this_o hellish_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n can_v be_v full_o manifest_v in_o it_o till_o the_o body_n die_v wherewith_o the_o soul_n have_v play_v the_o wanton_a in_o voluptuousness_n and_o which_o have_v minister_v to_o the_o soul_n what_o it_o lust_v after_o the_o scholar_n 40._o heaven_n and_o hell_n be_v in_o we_o in_o be_v strife_n in_o this_o life_n time_o and_o god_n be_v also_o thus_o near_o we_o where_o do_v the_o angel_n and_o devil_n dwell_v the_o master_n where_o thou_o do_v not_o dwell_v as_o to_o thyself_o and_o thy_o own_o will_n there_o the_o angel_n dwell_v with_o thou_o and_o every_o where_o all_o over_o but_o where_o thou_o dwell_v as_o to_o thyself_o and_o thy_o own_o will_n there_o the_o devil_n dwell_v with_o thou_o and_o every_o where_o all_o over_o the_o scholar_n 41._o i_o understand_v not_o this_o the_o master_n where_o the_o will_n of_o god_n will_v in_o any_o thing_n there_o god_n be_v reveal_v manifest_v and_o in_o that_o manifestation_n the_o angel_n also_o dwell_v but_o where_o god_n in_o any_o thing_n will_v not_o with_o the_o will_n of_o the_o thing_n there_o god_n be_v not_o manifest_v to_o it_o but_o dwell_v in_o himself_o without_o the_o cooperate_a of_o the_o thing_n in_o that_o
be_v one_o in_o christ_n as_o a_o tree_n and_o its_o branch_n be_v one_o the_o scholar_n 55._o how_o then_o will_v those_o subsist_v in_o the_o day_n of_o that_o judgement_n who_o torment_n and_o vex_v the_o poor_a and_o distress_a and_o deprive_v he_o of_o his_o very_a sweat_n necessitate_v and_o constrain_a he_o by_o force_n to_o be_v subject_a to_o their_o will_n and_o account_v they_o their_o footstool_n only_o that_o they_o may_v domineer_v and_o spend_v his_o sweat_n labour_n and_o pain_n in_o voluptuousness_n pride_n and_o vainglory_n the_o master_n those_o do_v it_o to_o christ_n himself_o and_o that_o which_o they_o do_v belong_v to_o his_o severe_a sentence_n and_o judgement_n for_o in_o so_o do_v they_o lay_v violent_a hand_n on_o christ_n and_o persecute_v he_o in_o his_o member_n and_o beside_o they_o help_v the_o devil_n to_o augment_v his_o kingdom_n and_o by_o such_o press_a and_o constrain_a they_o they_o draw_v the_o poor_a off_o from_o christ_n and_o make_v he_o seek_v a_o lewd_a and_o unlawful_a way_n to_o fill_v his_o belly_n nay_o they_o do_v the_o very_a same_o which_o the_o devil_n himself_o do_v who_o without_o intermission_n resist_v the_o kingdom_n of_o chrîst_n which_o consist_v in_o love_n all_o these_o if_o they_o do_v not_o turn_v with_o their_o whole_a heart_n to_o christ_n and_o he_o minister_v to_o he_o must_v go_v into_o hell_n fire_n where_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o such_o mere_a self_n as_o that_o which_o he_o have_v exercise_v over_o the_o poor_a the_o scholar_n 56._o but_o how_o will_v it_o fare_v with_o those_o and_o how_o will_v they_o subsist_v that_o in_o this_o time_n do_v so_o contend_v about_o the_o kingdom_n of_o christ_n and_o persecute_v reproach_n slander_n and_o revile_v one_o another_o for_o it_o viz._n for_o their_o religion_n the_o master_n all_o those_o that_o have_v not_o yet_o know_v christ_n and_o be_v also_o but_o as_o a_o type_n or_o figure_n of_o heaven_n and_o hell_n strive_v with_o each_o other_o 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