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A49553 Mr. Langhorn's memoires, with some meditations and devotions of his, during his imprisonment as also his petition to His Majesty, and his speech at his execution. Langhorne, Richard, 1654-1679. 1679 (1679) Wing L397; ESTC R5132 29,740 24

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