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pile_n of_o wood_n simile_n to_o extinguish_v flame_a fire_n believe_v i_o it_o be_v not_o saul_n music_n which_o can_v tune_v his_o jar_a spirit_n nor_o belshazzars_n cup_n which_o can_v blot_v out_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o secret_a hand-writing_n it_o be_v not_o your_o mad_a miâ—th_n or_o jovial_a companion_n or_o worldly_a employment_n that_o can_v take_v of_o your_o sadness_n of_o spirit_n they_o may_v put_v of_o from_o some_o horror_n for_o the_o present_a but_o they_o double_a horror_n in_o their_o return_n even_o as_o cold_a water_n do_v the_o heat_n in_o a_o burn_a fever_n 3._o illnesse_n of_o diet_n diet_n be_v much_o in_o continue_v of_o bodily_a wound_n there_o be_v meat_n and_o drink_n which_o man_n must_v abstain_v from_o if_o that_o they_o intend_v to_o be_v cure_v and_o it_o be_v as_o true_a in_o the_o spiritual_a surgery_n if_o that_o we_o enlarge_v our_o desire_n after_o for_o bid_a fruit_n and_o delight_n to_o feed_v upon_o sinful_a husk_n and_o will_v be_v do_v 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the_o great_a of_o our_o spiritual_a wound_n suppose_v they_o to_o be_v more_o settle_v and_o permanent_a wound_n be_v capable_a of_o cure_n and_o may_v be_v cure_v god_n which_o have_v heal_v this_o wound_n in_o many_o of_o his_o dear_a child_n and_o be_v the_o wise_a and_o able_a physician_n estate_n three_o mean_n to_o get_v out_o of_o our_o wound_a estate_n for_o his_o people_n can_v and_o will_v heal_v all_o the_o wound_n of_o our_o spirit_n and_o it_o matter_n not_o how_o great_a and_o grievous_a the_o wound_n be_v if_o god_n be_v surgeon_n jer._n 17._o 14._o hosea_n 6._o 1._o he_o can_v heal_v one_o as_o well_o as_o another_o and_o all_o wound_n assoon_o as_o any_o and_o therefore_o say_v not_o my_o spirit_n be_v great_o wound_v but_o rise_v up_o to_o the_o cure_n and_o learn_v in_o the_o next_o place_n 2._o to_o be_v willing_a of_o cure_n i_o know_v that_o there_o can_v be_v no_o pleasure_n in_o stay_v under_o wound_n unto_o any_o wise_a man_n yet_o as_o many_o be_v ignorant_a of_o the_o true_a remedy_n so_o many_o be_v very_o unwilling_a to_o use_v those_o remedy_n provide_v and_o prescribe_v for_o their_o cure_n we_o find_v in_o some_o people_n such_o refusal_n of_o offer_a comfort_n such_o sleighting_n of_o able_a counsel_n yea_o and_o such_o shunnings_n of_o soule-searching_n that_o it_o make_v we_o to_o fear_v they_o and_o of_o many_o of_o they_o we_o may_v say_v we_o will_v have_v cure_v babel_n but_o she_o will_v not_o be_v cure_v jer._n 51._o 9_o and_o rest_v not_o here_o but_o three_o learn_v to_o follow_v the_o way_n and_o mean_v prescribe_v for_o your_o heal_n there_o be_v balm_n in_o gilead_n and_o a_o pool_n at_o bethesda_n wound_n there_o be_v five_o thing_n to_o be_v do_v if_o we_o do_v intend_v the_o cure_n of_o our_o wound_a spirit_n 1_o open_v the_o wound_n and_o physician_n enough_o among_o we_o only_o we_o must_v take_v the_o course_n and_o address_v ourselves_o 1._o unto_o the_o open_n and_o search_v of_o the_o wound_n it_o be_v not_o 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cure_v of_o you_o 2._o unto_o the_o wash_n and_o wound_n 2._o wash_v the_o wound_n cleanse_v of_o the_o wound_n there_o be_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o filth_n that_o fall_v into_o man_n spirit_n in_o the_o wound_n thereof_o which_o of_o necessity_n must_v be_v wash_v away_o or_o no_o cure_n will_v follow_v who_o so_o be_v not_o willing_a to_o be_v rid_v of_o sin_n that_o as_o extreme_a filthiness_n do_v lodge_v within_o he_o he_o shall_v never_o receive_v the_o right_a cure_n of_o his_o spiritual_a wound_n it_o be_v sin_n which_o be_v the_o core_n of_o the_o ulcer_n o_o remove_v it_o in_o the_o guilt_n of_o it_o and_o remove_v it_o in_o the_o
105_o the_o bend_v of_o the_o heart_n in_o duty_n page_n 263._o c._n comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n page_n 15._o contentment_n page_n 17._o clearness_n of_o conscience_n page_n 49_o care_n for_o conscience_n page_n 55._o content_a of_o conscience_n p._n 67_o 68_o confession_n of_o sin_n page_n 88_o change_v of_o life_n page_n 89._o compassion_n due_a to_o the_o wound_a in_o spirit_n page_n 121._o consideration_n to_o pity_v such_o p._n 123._o continuance_n under_o wound_n cause_v 6._o way_n p._n 133._o clear_v of_o warrant_n what_o p_o 173_o cause_n of_o god_n suspend_v his_o love_n page_z 177._o d._n desperation_n two_o fold_n page_n 79._o degree_n of_o wound_a page_n 81._o difference_n in_o the_o wound_a p_o 82_o detestation_n of_o sin_n page_n 89._o dress_v the_o wound_n page_n 145._o danger_n by_o sin_v page_n 168._o darken_v of_o warrant_n page_n 175._o doubt_n in_o their_o nature_n cause_v difference_n and_o sort_n page_n 195._o difference_n between_o christian_n and_o other_o in_o do_v duty_n page_n 266._o e._n inquire_v after_o sin_n page_n 87._o fruitless_a endeavour_n page_n 280._o f._n faith_n do_v four_o thing_n to_o strengthen_v the_o spirit_n page_n 19_o it_o do_v four_o way_n relieve_v the_o soul_n page_n 23._o fear_v of_o trouble_n twofold_a p._n 28_o 29._o faintness_n page_n 31._o a_o case_n about_o faint_v of_o spirit_n p._n 33._o faith_n in_o operation_n page_n 54._o feed_v of_o conscience_n what_o p._n 64_o sin_n feel_v three_o way_n page_n 85._o the_o fail_v of_o conscience_n what_o page_n 97._o to_o fear_v the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n page_n 126._o former_a feeling_n of_o love_n four_o sign_n of_o it_o page_z 185._o foundation_n of_o divine_a love_n to_o the_o soul_n page_n 192_o faith_n and_o doubt_n go_v together_o page_z 207._o faith_n to_o be_v cherish_v and_o advance_v pageâ—27_n â—27_z fail_n in_o duty_n page_n 260._o g._n a_o good_a cause_n for_o suffering_n p_o 41._o a_o good_a carriage_n under_o suffer_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 45._o the_o goodness_n of_o spirit_n see_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 48._o grace_n two_o way_n considerable_a page_n 254._o h._n humiliation_n a_o effect_n of_o the_o wound_n page_n 43._o hope_v page_n 44._o humility_n page_n 86._o harken_v to_o satan_n page_n 138._o humble_v necessary_a for_o three_o thing_n page_n 162._o i_o infirmity_n double_a p._n 3._o self_n jealousy_n p._n 99_o illnesse_n of_o diet_n p._n 136._o k._n six_o rule_n for_o keep_v off_o wound_n from_o the_o spirit_n p._n 128_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o spirit_n necessary_a p._n 114._o l._n liberty_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o the_o law_n and_o two_o thing_n about_o it_o p._n 94_o 95._o the_o life_n of_o sense_n p._n 137_o 225._o three_o thing_n about_o love_n and_o duty_n p._n 170._o love_n one_o for_o kind_a different_a in_o degree_n p._n 184._o littleness_n of_o faith_n cause_v doubt_n p._n 206._o little_a grace_n apprehend_v p._n 245._o m._n mean_n of_o make_v conscience_n good_a p._n 51._o the_o misery_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n in_o three_o thing_n p._n 97._o mistake_v about_o the_o wound_n of_o conscience_n p._n 115._o melancholy_n be_v not_o this_o wound_n p._n 117_o 118._o motive_n to_o pity_v wound_v spirit_n p._n 124._o mean_v to_o get_v off_o the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n three_o p._n 140._o misplace_v of_o warrant_n p._n 174._o motive_n and_o mean_n against_o doubt_n p._n 216._o n._n new_a rise_n of_o old_a sin_n p._n 102._o spiritual_a niceness_n 137._o o._n overlade_v of_o conscience_n what_o and_o how_o p._n 63._o operation_n of_o melancholy_n p._n 116._o open_v of_o the_o wound_n needful_a p._n 142._o p._n patience_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 16._o prevention_n p._n 69._o rule_n for_o preserve_v the_o spirit_n from_o wound_n p._n 6_o 128._o provision_n p._n 147._o promise_v the_o ground_n assure_v love_n p._n 185._o q._n quietness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o a_o question_n about_o the_o inequality_n of_o grace_n p._n 256._o r._n religion_n express_v under_o the_o cross_n p._n 43._o the_o remoovall_n of_o sin_n p._n 64._o seven_o reason_n prove_v the_o burden_n of_o conscience_n insupportable_a p._n 106._o releevement_n under_o the_o suspension_n of_o god_n love_n p._n 159._o for_o the_o regain_n of_o god_n love_n in_o sense_n four_o thing_n p._n 167._o ten_o releevement_n against_o doubt_n p._n 204._o ten_o releevement_n under_o imperfection_n of_o grace_n p._n 248._o five_o releevement_n against_o fail_n in_o duty_n p._n 261._o relapse_n afâ—er_v resolution_n p._n 286._o cause_n of_o relapse_n nine_o p._n 288._o the_o misery_n of_o relapse_n p._n 296._o the_o kind_n of_o relapse_n p._n 301._o s._n a_o twofold_a spirit_n p._n 6._o conscience_n call_v a_o spirit_n p._n 8._o man_n spirit_n consider_v two_o way_n ibid._n strength_n of_o spirit_n gradual_a p._n 36._o sink_v of_o spirit_n double_a p._n 37._o slight_v of_o cross_n evil_a p._n 39_o sin_n that_o be_v most_o wound_a p._n 92_o a_o sear_v spirit_n p._n 114._o sense_n of_o love_n gradual_a p._n 167._o to_o settle_v the_o soul_n in_o assurance_n of_o love_n p._n 176._o sin_n to_o be_v subdue_v p._n 231._o t._n thankfulness_n p._n 43_o 125._o tenderness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o tempt_v of_o conscience_n of_o what_o p._n 58._o to_o taste_v divine_a wrath_n p._n 96._o testimony_n of_o satan_n put_v by_o two_o way_n p._n 219._o thought_n 1._o in_o their_o sort_n p_o 319._o 2._o in_o their_o trouble_n 3._o in_o their_o trial_n 4._o in_o their_o cure_n v._o uprightness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o use_v conscience_n p._n 65._o conscience_n vex_v p._n 58._o vnstedfastnesse_n in_o walk_v p._n 163_o unworthiness_n p._n â—34_n w._n weakness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 28._o wound_v of_o spirit_n p._n 73._o want_v of_o good_a p._n 103._o will_v of_o cure_n p._n 141._o wash_v the_o wound_n p._n 143._o god_n wage_n p._n 281._o wait_a must_v be_v add_v to_o do_v page_n 283._o finis_fw-la a_o postscript_n to_o the_o reader_n thou_o have_v a_o promise_n of_o case_n in_o 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