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of_o reformation_n be_v annex_v to_o confession_n prov._n 28._o 13._o saul_n confess_v his_o sinful_a injury_n to_o david_n his_o son_n in_o law_n 2_o sam._n 24._o 16._o ch._n 26._o 2._o and_o weep_v but_o then_o he_o pursue_v he_o again_o so_o do_v pharaoh_n exod._n 9_o 27_o 34._o but_o then_o he_o harden_v his_o heart_n and_o sin_v yet_o more_o they_o love_v ease_v but_o not_o cure_v but_o david_n desire_v medicine_n as_o much_o as_o quiet_a grace_n to_o heal_v as_o well_o as_o mercy_n to_o quiet_a he_o do_v not_o open_v his_o wound_n and_o then_o make_v more_o but_o desire_v those_o which_o be_v make_v that_o they_o may_v be_v bind_v up_o and_o heal_v so_o do_v shecaniah_n not_o only_o confess_v their_o trespass_n in_o take_v of_o strange_a wife_n ezra_n 10._o 2_o 3._o but_o intend_v reformation_n now_o therefore_o let_v we_o make_v a_o covenant_n with_o god_n to_o put_v they_o all_o away_o these_o ingredient_n i_o do_v conjecture_n that_o they_o make_v up_o the_o very_a form_n 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i_o proceed_v to_o the_o second_o proposition_n viz._n that_o personal_a unworthiness_n be_v not_o prejudicial_a to_o spiritual_a supplication_n supplication_n doct._n 2._o personal_a unworthiness_n be_v not_o prejudicial_a to_o spiritual_a supplication_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a yet_o make_v i_o as_o of_o this_o proposition_n i_o will_v give_v you_o 1._o the_o sense_n 2._o argument_n to_o confirm_v it_o 3._o some_o useful_a application_n touch_v the_o sense_n or_o explication_n of_o it_o premise_v these_o particular_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o twofold_a unworthiness_n privative_a when_o there_o be_v no_o quality_n or_o act_n which_o the_o person_n can_v show_v to_o god_n as_o a_o unworthiness_n there_o be_v a_o twofold_a unworthiness_n meritorious_a cause_n why_o he_o shall_v accept_v of_o he_o or_o his_o service_n negative_a when_o there_o be_v no_o meetness_n or_o fitness_n of_o capacity_n in_o the_o subject_n enable_v of_o he_o to_o receive_v any_o thing_n from_o god_n for_o as_o 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