Comfort can I take from the Grant But when the Qualifications are found in the Soul which God hath made necessary to Salvation and to which Heaven and Happiness is promised when the sanctifying regenerating and adopting Works of the Spirit appears there and the Graces of it are found when God's Sheep-mark of Holiness is there impressed this must needs be refreshing to the Soul I know that full Assurance so as to set a man above all doubting the highest Pinacle of Assurance that maximum quod sic beyond which nothing but coelestial Enjoyment can be expected is so rare a Jewel that it adorns the Head or Heart of few Many in the World David himself was sometimes to seek and God's best Servants at a loss but yet through Mercy a comfortable Assurance to keep the Heart from despairing or desponding hath been and is given unto many of the Godly yet not without great Pains and Diligence much Examination and fervent Prayer We are not in this case to look into God's secret Cabinet of his Decrees and Councils to know whether we are elected or no for if we can find the effects of Electing Love and the Graces of the Spirit of God which none wear but the Spouse of Christ we may conclude the Marriage is consummate and we may say My beloved is mine and I am his Cant. 6.3 I am sure he is mine and I can boldly speak it her Faith is unfeigned and her Love unfailable she had got a full gripe of of Christ and is sure nothing can separate them Christ lays hold upon her by his Spirit and she lays hold of Christ by Faith she hath made a total resignation of her self to him and I accept of him in all his Offices and Efficacies saith she he hath given me that which he bestows upon no other and theâ—efore I am sure he loves me The like may we say when we find the like Tokens of his Love and when we find the first Steps of the Spirit in the Soul we may conclude he hath been there Now this Assurance however some men value it not is more comfortable both in Life and Death than the World can procure 't is Heaven upon Earth and a Cordial against the Fear of Death 'T is an Encouragement to work when we know we shall have good Wages and to suffer Loss when we know we shall gain by our Losses but without some comfortable Assurance we cannot look upon Death without Horror and may say of it as Ahab of Elijah Hast thou found me O my Enemy When a man apprehends himself lanching forth into an infinite Ocean of Eternity and knows not but it may be endless who in his right Wits would not tremble Though Grace be present Comfort will be absent if Assurance be wanting What good did Hagar's Well of Water do her when she saw it not or Marys Discourse with Christ when she knew him not What Comfort will a Pardon give to a Malefactor at the place of Execution if it be concealed In Worldly Business we are not so careless to leave all at Uncertainty and must the Soul only be neglected Shall we lye in Debt and not know of any Surety to discharge it and have Souls and not know what will come of them to Eternity 2 Dir. If ever we intend to dye happily we must see Sin dead before us for the Soul and Sin cannot live together but they will be the death of the one or of the other Now Sin is never kill'd till it be hated and looked upon as the most deadly Enemy for who will kill one that he loves 'T is Sin that is the Sting of Death which otherwise would be hurtless and harmless 1 Cor. 15.55 Oh death where is thy sting oh grave where is thy victory The sting of death is sin and the strength of sin is the law c. Here is the boldest and bravest Challenge that ever rung in Death's Ear wherein the Apostle bids him do his worst for when Sin is dead his Poyson is gone he may buz about our Ears as a drove Bee and haply fright us but cannot hurt us he may strike us but cannot sting us he may like Sampson when his Locks were shorn go forth as at other times and shake himself but his strength is gone the worst he can do is but to send us to our Father's House the sooner Sin in stinging Christ lost his Sting Christ overcame him and took from him the Weapons he trusted in and now we may hug the Serpent in our Bosom Sin when 't is alive sets a Bar in Heaven-gate against us and makes it impossible for us to enter for no unrighteous person nor unclean thing nothing that defileth or worketh abomination shall ever enter Rev. 21.27 no dirty Dog shall ever tread upon the Pavement And as it shuts Heaven-gates so it opens Hell-gates for us and Death as a Porter will let us in Sin is the only Weapon with which the Devil can hurt us and this Weapon we our selves put into his Hands they are Snares of our own making with which he entangles us Cords of our own twisting he leads us Captive in for there is nothing else in the World that can make the Soul miscarry and this is our Misery we naturally delight in those Fetters in which he holds us and glory in our own Slavery The Devil shews us Sin thro' his own Spectacles and by his Paint and Plaster that seems amiable which really is the most loathsome and deformed thing which really makes the Soul the most ugly deformed leprous thing in the World but did we see our selves in this Dress we should come trembling into the Presence of God with Tears in our Eyes Shame in our Faces Sorrow in our Hearts and Confession in our Mouths and if Sin look not with such an Aspect upon us 't is a sign 't is living and not dead in us for a dead Carcass cannot be lovely When a Believer's Sin is mortified he behaves himself to it as Ahasuerus the King towards Haman who had been his greatest Favourite and whom he had advanc'd next to himself in the Kingdom he hates the sight of him and cannot endure him in his presence Esth 7.7 it troubled him that he had lost his Love upon so unworthy a Wretch Even so a Believer mourns that ever he entertain'd such a treacherous Companion as Sin in his Bosom he deals by Sin as the Father of a rebellious Son was commanded to do Dan. 21.18 lays the first Hand upon it and throws the first Stone at it he bears so an irreconcilable a Hatred to it that nothing will satisfie him but its Hearts Blood he is not satisfied as too many are to lay it asleep but dye it must he doth not lop off here a Bough and there a Branch but stocks up the very Root he is not raking at the Channel but cleansing the very Fountain he knows Sin is his greatest Enemy and therefore he
terrible he may hum but not hurt strike but not sting kill a Believer yet not hurt him the worst is to send him to his Father's House the sooner But what is this to those in whom sin not only lives but raigns It will bring sad tidings to such 't is indeed the cause of all the Crosses and cross Providences they meet with here in this World but brings forth far bitterer Fruit which will not be ripe in this World which Reprobate Wretches must feed upon to Eternity Whatever we suffer here we may thank Sin for it haply we have laid some Creature-Comforts too near our hearts Well the Achan must be removed or God will not be pacified But if we dye while â—in is alive our present Suffering though to the â—oss of our Relations Wealth Honours Pleaâ—ures yea and Life it self is but a Flea-biting â—o our future Torments Then sin how pleaâ—ant soever it look now will be found our greatest Enemy All Men in the World and the Devil â—o help them can but kill the Body 't is Sin onâ—y that kills the Soul and God casts both Soul â—nd Body into Hell for sin the loss of which is more than the loss of the World Matth. 16.26 The loss of it is incomparable and irreparable â—he Rich Glutton could not with all his Wealth Purchase one drop of Water to cool his tongue Luke â—6 24 c. The Soul it self is a Precious Piece next the Angels the most precious that ever God made being made in his own Image and the greatest and richest Purchase that ever was made â—nd cost the greatest Price the Precious Blood of the Son of God 'T is that which is most like â—nto God himself and fitted for Communion with him and of Enjoying him for ever 'T is â—ndued with excellent Faculties the Understandâ—ng Will Affections Conscience Memory and many more which make a Man differ from a Beast and resemble an Angel And for duraâ—ion it runs parallel with the days of Heaven with the longest times of Eternity neither is â—here any thing in the World to be compared to 〈◊〉 and there is nothing but sin can hurt or wound it and this alone makes it subject to Eternal Torments and rents it out of the hands of God and the arms of Christ when nothing else can do it Sin makes Men in a worse condition than the Beasts that perish which were in the Creation little lower than the Angels the one is thrown into the Ditch and so ends their Misery the other into Hell with the Devil and his Angels where they are ever dying and never able to dye ever suffering those insufferable Pains out of which is no hope of Redemption for when they have been there as many thousands of Years as there are Grass-piles upon the Earth Stars in Heaven Sands upon the Sea-shore and Hairs upon their Heads they are never the nearer going forth than they were the first day they were cast into it for a thousand thousand Millions substracted from Eternity doth not lessen the Account Oh the horrible Nature of Sin which plucks the Soul from the Eternal Embraces of her dear Redeemer and from those Rivers of pleasures at God's right hand for evermore and lodges it among the Devils and the Damned in those Eternal Flames to all Eternity in those Rivers of Brimstone kindled by the Wrath of God Isa 30.33 Here we may behold the deadly Fruits of Sin and shall we bewail the Death of Relations which indeed is the Fruit of Sin and shall we not bewail and prevent its more deadly and dangerous Effects when without Repentance our Souls as well as our Bodies are like Eternally to perish Lesson 2. From this Lecture of Mortality before us is this It may plainly shew us how little good the World will do us when we have most need and by this we may take a true estimate of its Worth or rather of its Vanity We use to say that is good that will do us good and 't is a Friend that will help in time of need I am sure the World will not cannot do it 't is true if we look upon it through the Devil's Spectacles it will look fair and so will an Old Hag in her Paint and Plaister but this is the way to be egregiously deceived but that there is really little worth in it observe with me these following Considerations 1. Consid Riches Honours Pleasures or whatever else the World can brag of cannot prevent Death though sometimes it doth hasten it The truth of this is evidently seen in this Providence for had it been a vast Estate sumptuous Buildings costly Apparel Men or Means Food or Physick that could have preserved her Life doubtless she had not dyed but this could neither prevent the Disease remove it or take away the Malignity of it For when Death comes and come it will it will neither be bribed nor baffled Diseases are God's Servants when he bids them go they go and when he bids them come they come and what he bids them do they do it like the Centurion's Servant Mat. 8.9 Contra vim mortis non est medicamen in hortis If God strike the Creature cannot heal God hath the Keys of Life and Death at his Girdle and our way is to go to him and neither trust to Physicians as Asa or to Witches as Saul 'T is he that kills and makes alive and brings to the gates of death and back again Deut. 32.39 'T is he that passed that Decree more firm than the Laws of the Medes and Persians That all men should once dye and after death come to Judgment Heb. 9.27 By force of this your Daughter dyed and so will you ere long All that the Rich Man had Luke 12.19 20. could not bribe Death one Night neither can any Man Ransom his Brother from Death The Rich Cardinal Beuford found it true to his sorrow Though Money be the greatest Commander in the World it will be out of Commission in the World to come Death is a perfect Leveller it will Lodge the Poor and the Rich the Fair and the Foul the Young and the Old the King and the Beggar in the same Bed without Respect of Persons let the World say what it will to the contrary and Happy be those that are prepared or otherwise it will prove but a Trap-door to Hell Death regards not any however dignified or distinguished the King then must leave his Robes and the Beggar his Rags behind him the Scull of the one retains no impression of a Crown nor of the other of his Slavery Now great Men are like Capital Letters they take up more room and be more gorgeously adorned and clad commonly go before others but signifie the same thing So the greatest signifies no more than a Man and the meanest signifies no less Or like unto Counters some in the Account signifie Pounds some Shillings some Pence and some less but when they are in the Box they
Those are most like to neglect their Work that cast it out of sight and out of mind and those are likest to be surprized by an Enemy that neglect their Watch When the evil servant said in his heart my Lord deferreth his coming c. he was soon surprized and paid for his Folly Mat. 24.48 c. In the Psalmist's days there were many of whom he saith God is not in all their thoughts Psal 10.4 And are there not many in our days of whom it may be said Death is not in all their thoughts Do not the shew of their countenance the course of their lives testifie against them and they declare their sin 〈◊〉 Sodom and hide it not The course of their Lives cannot consist with a believing Meditation of God of Heaven and Hell Death and Judgment no no they put far from them the evil day Amos 6.3 This cursed Security is the source of all manner of sin and wickedness for God is neither in their Head nor Heart and therefore they sin boldly I have heard of some foolish Creatures that will thrust their Heads into a Bush and then because they see no body they think no body sees them such apprehension many Men seem to have of Death they think themselves secure because they have got Death out of their minds but misreckoning proves no Payment Many like the Rich Man Luke 12.16 c. promised himself a longer Lease than God had sealed him but Christ calls him Fool for his labour Many mens Glasses are almost run out when they thought they were but new turned but those that reckon without their Host must reckon twice 'T is folly in a Tenant to forget his Rent-day and then imagine his Land-lord forgets it also or for a Malefactor to forget the day of his Execution and think others forget it as well as he This was Jerusalem's fault and it proved her ruine Lam. 1.9 She remembred not her last end therefore she came down wonderfully and this proves many a man's ruine It was not in vain therefore that Moses prays Psal 90.12 So teach us to number our days that we may apply our hearts to wisdom We are apt to make some Preparation for the Body what to eat and what to drink and wherewithal we shall be cloathed and neglect not Fairs nor Markets where wanted Necessaries may be had many prepare in the Day for the Night in the Summer for Winter in Health for Sickness in Youth for Age yea and for their Posterity after them And what stupid Madness is it not to provide in time for Eternity and remember not the days of darkness for they are many Eccles 11.8 'T is the greatest folly to mind trifles and neglect the main The thoughts of Death will not hasten it the sooner but it may hasten our Preparation for it it can do us no harm but much good Let no day therefore pass without some serious thoughts and meditation of it this will make it less formidable 'T is fabled of the Fox that when he first saw a Lion he trembled but in process of time he grew bolder Thus by better Acquaintance we should do with Death that is most amazing that comes unexpectedly Let us put the Question to our selves Did I know I should dye the next Week or Month how should I spend this time And let 's live so seeing for ought we know we may not live so long Sure our Time-wasting Gallants would then find something else to do than to divide their Time as many do between Swearing Roaring Drinking and Whoring Death will make a wonderful change both in the good and in the bad In the good 't is an outlet to all their Misery and an inlet to Heaven and Glory In the bad 't is an end of all their Felicity and the date of their Misery and can this on either side be such a contemptible change as not worth thinking of Should a poor Woman upon a fixed day be to be married to some Mighty Prince could she forget the day or neglect to prepare for it Can a Maid forget her ornaments or a Bride her attire c. Or were a Man upon an appointed day to go to Prison to Banishment or to Execution would it signifie nothing to him Were our Houses on fiâ—e over our Heads or were we pursued by a Lion or Bear or other ravenous Beast or some deadly Enemy that sought our Lives should we be so unconcerned And is not the Soul in a thousand times greater danger of Eternal Death than the Body can be of Temporal and yet shall this be slighted Is it not high time for us when the Sergeant waits to Arrest us to take Christ's Counsel and agree with our Adversary before we are cast into Prison Mat. 5.25 And not as ill Husbands do stay till we are arrested and cast into Prison I know there are too many that think God and Devil Heaven and Hell are but Fables these will know to their sorrow they are Realities and deserve our serious thoughts And 't is not enough to think of Death for many do so against their wills but they must prepare for it also let us consider every Evening what we have done in reference to Preparation the day past and whether we are a days Journey nearer Heaven as we are nearer our Graves This course is likely to fit us for Death and Judgment Lesson 7. The Seventh Lesson we may learn from this sad and unexpected Providence is Seeing all are under a necessity of dying to bring our minds to be willing to dye how and when God in his Providence shall think fit It is appointed unto all men once to dye and after death the Judgment Heb. 9.27 Now 't is our Duty to subscribe our consent to this Law He that hateth not his father mother wife and children brethren and sisters and his own life also he cannot be my Disciple Luke 14.26 These are Love-Tokens God hath given us to win our Love and when he requires them again 't is to try whether we love Him or his Gifts better 'T is as I shew'd before our Duty to submit as Aaron patiently to the death of our Relations and sometimes the Lesson proves hard enough but here is a further tryal we shall be put upon to submit to our own Death When Job bore the loss of his Estate and Relations so well the Devil would try him by afflicting him in his Body and Mind Skin for skin and all that a man hath will he give for his life Job 2.4 As if he should say Any thing for his own Life Cattle Servants Children all shall go so he may sleep in a whole Skin I know the Lesson to be willing to dye seems hard to Flesh and Blood but we must have something more or we cannot dye well the same Reason that makes us submit to another's Death is good here I know there are greater Temptations lying at some mens doors than others 't is