to_o be_v ignorant_a of_o our_o â—elves_n 3._o what_o evil_n follow_v this_o ignorance_n â—f_n ourselves_o and_o what_o benefit_n self-knowledge_a will_v procure_v 4._o how_o we_o shall_v â—â—prove_v this_o doctrine_n by_o application_n and_o practise_n of_o the_o first_o but_o brief_o i._o self-knowledge_n be_v thus_o distinguish_v according_a to_o the_o object_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o physical_a self_n knowledge_n when_o a_o man_n know_v what_o he_o be_v as_o a_o man_n what_o his_o soul_n be_v and_o what_o his_o body_n and_o what_o the_o compound_n call_v man_n the_o doctrine_n of_o man_n nature_n or_o this_o part_n of_o physics_n be_v so_o necessary_a to_o all_o that_o it_o be_v first_o lay_v down_o even_o in_o the_o holy_a scripture_n in_o gen._n ch_z 1_o 2_o 3._o before_o his_o duty_n be_v express_v and_o it_o be_v presuppose_v in_o all_o the_o moral_a passage_n of_o the_o word_n and_o in_o all_o the_o preach_n of_o the_o gospel_n the_o subject_n be_v presuppose_v to_o the_o 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and_o though_o these_o infirmity_n be_v their_o shame_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o the_o character_n or_o prognostic_n of_o their_o misery_n and_o everlasting_a shame_n 6._o the_o same_o person_n must_v needs_o be_v unacquainted_a with_o their_o justification_n reconciliation_n adoption_n and_o title_n to_o everlasting_a blessedness_n as_o long_o as_o they_o be_v uncertain_a of_o they_o sincerity_n yea_o though_o they_o upright_o examine_v themselves_o and_o desire_v help_v of_o their_o guide_n and_o watch_v and_o pore_v continual_o upon_o their_o heart_n and_o way_n and_o daily_o beg_v of_o god_n to_o acquaint_v they_o with_o their_o spiritual_a condition_n they_o may_v yet_o be_v so_o far_o unacquainted_a with_o it_o as_o to_o pass_v a_o unrighteous_a judgement_n on_o themselves_o and_o condemn_v themselves_o when_o god_n have_v justify_v they_o but_o 1._o to_o be_v total_o ignorant_a of_o the_o excellency_n and_o capacity_n of_o your_o immortal_a soul_n 2._o to_o
justification_n than_o now_o thou_o stand_v as_o afar_o off_o and_o dare_v scare_v look_v up_o to_o heaven_n but_o smite_v on_o thy_o breast_n and_o say_v lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n luke_n 18.11_o 12_o 13_o 14._o not_o that_o extortioner_n unjust_a adulterer_n or_o any_o that_o be_v ungodly_a be_v justify_v or_o can_v be_v save_v while_o they_o be_v such_o nor_o that_o a_o smite_v on_o the_o breast_n with_o a_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n will_v serve_v their_o turn_n while_o they_o continue_v in_o their_o wicked_a life_n but_o when_o thou_o be_v bring_v to_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v thyself_o thou_o be_v prepare_v for_o his_o grace_n that_o must_v renew_v and_o justify_v thou_o none_o speed_v better_a with_o christ_n than_o the_o woman_n that_o confess_v herself_o a_o dog_n and_o beg_v but_o for_o the_o child_n crumb_n and_o the_o centurion_n that_o send_v friend_n to_o christ_n to_o mediate_v for_o he_o and_o as_o be_v unworthy_a to_o come_v himself_o and_o unworthy_a that_o christ_n shall_v enter_v under_o his_o roof_n for_o of_o the_o first_o christ_n say_v o_n woman_n great_a be_v thy_o faith_n be_v it_o unto_o thou_o even_o as_o thou_o will_v mat._n 15.27_o 28._o and_o of_o the_o second_o he_o say_v with_o admiration_n i_o have_v not_o find_v so_o great_a faith_n no_o not_o in_o israel_n luke_n 7.6_o 7_o 8.9_o though_o thou_o be_v ready_a to_o deny_v the_o title_n of_o a_o child_n and_o to_o number_v thyself_o with_o the_o dog_n yet_o go_v to_o he_o and_o beg_v his_o crumb_n of_o mercy_n though_o thou_o think_v that_o christ_n will_v not_o come_v to_o such_o a_o one_o as_o thou_o and_o though_o thou_o beg_v prayer_n of_o other_o as_o think_v he_o will_v not_o hear_v thy_o own_o thou_o little_o think_v how_o this_o self-abasement_n and_o self-denial_n prepare_v thou_o for_o his_o tender_a mercy_n and_o his_o esteem_n when_o thou_o be_v contrite_a as_o the_o dust_n that_o be_v tread_v underfeet_n and_o poor_a and_o 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will_v do_v good_a evil_a be_v present_a with_o i_o a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n war_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o bring_v i_o into_o captivity_n to_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n when_o thou_o cry_v out_o with_o he_o o_fw-la wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n thou_o be_v then_o fit_a to_o look_v to_o thy_o redeemer_n and_o use_v the_o follow_a word_n i_o thank_v god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n when_o thou_o do_v exalt_v thyself_o thou_o be_v obnoxious_a to_o the_o storm_n of_o justice_n which_o be_v engage_v to_o bring_v thou_o low_o but_o now_o thou_o humble_a thyself_o thou_o lie_v in_o the_o way_n of_o mercy_n that_o be_v engage_v to_o exalt_v thou_o luke_n 14.11_o &_o 18.14_o mercy_n look_v downard_v and_o can_v quick_o â—pie_v a_o sinner_n in_o the_o dust_n but_o can_v leave_v he_o there_o nor_o deny_v he_o compassion_n and_o relief_n be_v thou_o cast_v out_o as_o helpless_a wound_v by_o thy_o sin_n and_o neglect_v by_o all_o other_o that_o pass_v by_o thou_o be_v the_o fit_a object_n for_o the_o skill_n and_o mercy_n of_o he_o that_o wash_v sinner_n in_o his_o blood_n and_o tender_o bind_v up_o their_o wound_n and_o undertake_v the_o perfect_a of_o the_o cure_n though_o yet_o thou_o must_v bear_v the_o surgeon_n hand_n till_o his_o time_n of_o perfect_a cure_n be_v come_v luke_n 10.33_o 34_o 35._o now_o thou_o perceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o misery_n thou_o be_v fit_a to_o study_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o mercy_n &_o with_o all_o saint_n to_o strive_v to_o comprehend_v what_o be_v the_o breadth_n &_o length_n &_o depth_n &_o height_n and_o to_o know_v the_o love_n of_o christ_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n ephes_n 3.18_o 19_o now_o thou_o have_v smite_v upon_o the_o thigh_n and_o say_v what_o have_v i_o do_v jerem._n 31.19_o &_o 8.6_o thou_o be_v fit_a to_o look_v unto_o he_o that_o be_v wound_v and_o smite_v for_o thy_o transgression_n and_o to_o consider_v what_o he_o have_v do_v and_o suffer_v how_o he_o have_v bear_v thy_o grief_n and_o carry_v thy_o sorrow_n and_o be_v bruise_v for_o thy_o iniquity_n the_o chastisement_n of_o our_o peace_n be_v lay_v upon_o he_o and_o we_o be_v heal_v by_o his_o stripe_n all_o we_o like_v sheep_n have_v go_v astray_o we_o have_v turn_v every_o one_o to_o his_o own_o way_n and_o the_o lord_n have_v lay_v on_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o 〈◊〉_d all_o isa_n 53.4_o 5_o 6_o etc._n etc._n be_v thou_o in_o doubt_n whether_o there_o be_v any_o forgiveness_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o whether_o there_o be_v any_o place_n for_o repentance_n remember_v that_o christ_n be_v exalt_v by_o god_n right_a hand_n to_o be_v a_o prince_n and_o a_o saviour_n to_o give_v repentnace_n unto_o israel_n and_o forgiuness_n of_o sin_n act._n 5.31_o and_o that_o he_o himself_o have_v speak_v it_o that_o all_o manner_n of_o sin_n and_o blasphemy_n shall_v be_v forgive_v unto_o man_n except_o the_o blasphemy_n against_o the_o spirit_n math._n 12.32_o and_o this_o forgiveness_n of_o sin_n thou_o be_v bind_v to_o believe_v as_o a_o article_n of_o thy_o creed_n that_o it_o be_v purchase_v by_o christ_n and_o free_o offer_v in_o the_o gospel_n mercy_n do_v but_o wait_v all_o this_o while_n till_o thou_o be_v bring_v to_o understand_v the_o want_n and_o worth_a of_o it_o that_o it_o may_v be_v thou_o when_o a_o peter_n that_o deny_v christ_n with_o oath_n and_o curse_v go_v out_o and_o weep_v he_o speedy_o find_v mercy_n from_o he_o without_o that_o he_o but_o now_o deny_v within_o when_o so_o bloody_a a_o persecuter_n as_o paul_n find_v mercy_n upon_o his_o prostration_n and_o confession_n and_o when_o so_o great_a a_o offender_n as_o manasseh_n be_v forgive_v upon_o his_o penitence_n in_o bond_n when_o all_o his_o witchcraft_n idolatry_n and_o crueltye_n be_v pardon_v upon_o a_o repentance_n that_o may_v seem_v to_o have_v be_v force_v by_o a_o grievous_a scourge_n what_o sinner_n that_o perceive_v his_o sin_n and_o misery_n can_v question_v his_o entertainment_n if_o he_o come_v to_o christ_n come_v to_o he_o sinner_n with_o thy_o load_n and_o burden_n come_v to_o he_o with_o all_o thy_o acknowledge_a unworthiness_n and_o try_v whether_o he_o will_v refuse_v thou_o he_o have_v profess_v that_o 〈◊〉_d that_o come_v to_o he_o he_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a 〈◊〉_d out_o joh._n 6.37_o he_o refuse_v not_o his_o very_a murderer_n when_o they_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o heart_n and_o inquire_v after_o a_o remedy_n act._n 2.37_o and_o will_v he_o refuse_v thou_o have_v our_o physician_n pour_v out_o his_o blood_n to_o make_v a_o medicine_n for_o distract_a sinner_n and_o now_o be_v he_o unwilling_a to_o work_v the_o cure_n fusus_n est_fw-la saâ—guis_fw-la medici_fw-la &_o factum_fw-la est_fw-la medicamental_a frenetici_fw-la say_v augustine_n o_o siner_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o be_v bring_v to_o know_v thyself_o know_v christ_n also_o and_o the_o cure_n be_v do_v let_v thy_o thought_n of_o the_o remedy_n be_v deep_a and_o large_a and_o long_o than_o all_o thy_o thought_n of_o thy_o misery_n it_o be_v thy_o sin_n and_o shame_n if_o it_o be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d why_o will_v thou_o have_v twenty_o thought_n of_o sin_n and_o misery_n for_o one_o that_o thou_o have_v of_o christ_n and_o mercy_n when_o mercy_n be_v so_o large_a and_o great_a and_o wonderful_a as_o to_o triumph_v over_o misery_n and_o grace_n abound_v much_o more_o where_o sin_n have_v abound_v rome_n 5.20_o inspice_fw-la vulnera_fw-la pendentis_fw-la sanguinem_fw-la mâ—rientis_fw-la pretium_fw-la redimente_n cicatrice_n reâ—â—â—gentis_fw-la caput_fw-la habet_fw-la inclinatum_fw-la ad_fw-la oscular_a dum_fw-la cor_fw-la apertum_fw-la ad_fw-la diligendum_fw-la bracâ—id_fw-la extensa_fw-la ad_fw-la
terrible_a avenger_n and_o you_o may_v confess_v his_o judgement_n to_o be_v just_a but_o can_v you_o amicable_o embrace_v the_o consume_a fire_n and_o love_n to_o dwell_v with_o the_o everlasting_a burn_n o_o therefore_o as_o ever_o you_o will_v have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n to_o animate_v and_o sanctify_v and_o delight_v your_o soul_n study_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o love_n to_o you_o and_o labour_n with_o all_o possible_a speed_n and_o diligence_n to_o find_v that_o christ_n by_o his_o spirit_n be_v within_o you_o it_o be_v the_o whole_a work_n of_o sanctification_n that_o satan_n will_v destroy_v or_o weaken_v by_o your_o doubt_n and_o it_o be_v the_o whole_a work_n of_o sanctification_n that_o by_o love_n will_v be_v promote_v if_o you_o know_v your_o interest_n in_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n 12._o it_o be_v the_o knowledge_n of_o christ_n dwell_v in_o you_o and_o so_o of_o the_o special_a love_n of_o god_n that_o must_v acquaint_v you_o with_o a_o life_n of_o holy_a thankfulness_n and_o prase_n these_o high_a and_o most_o acceptable_a duty_n will_v be_v out_o of_o your_o reach_n if_o satan_n can_v hide_v from_o you_o that_o mercy_n which_o must_v be_v the_o chief_a matter_n of_o your_o thanksgiving_n will_v that_o soul_n be_v in_o tune_n for_o the_o high_a praise_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o think_v he_o mean_v to_o use_v he_o as_o a_o enemy_n can_v you_o look_v for_o any_o cheerful_a thanksgiving_n from_o he_o that_o look_v to_o lie_v in_o hell_n will_v he_o not_o rather_o cry_v with_o david_n psal_n 6.5_o in_o death_n there_o be_v no_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o in_o the_o grave_n who_o shall_v give_v thou_o thanks_o psal_n 30.9_o what_o profit_n be_v there_o in_o my_o blood_n when_o i_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n shall_v the_o dust_n praise_v thou_o shall_v it_o declare_v thy_o truth_n shall_v the_o damn_a praise_v thou_o or_o shall_v they_o give_v thou_o thanks_o that_o must_v be_v scorch_v with_o the_o flame_n of_o thy_o indignation_n can_v you_o expect_v that_o joy_n shall_v be_v in_o their_o heart_n or_o cheerfulness_n in_o their_o countenance_n or_o praise_n in_o their_o mouth_n that_o think_v they_o be_v reprobate_v to_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n undoubted_o satan_n be_v not_o ignorant_a that_o this_o be_v the_o way_n to_o deprive_v god_n of_o the_o service_n which_o be_v most_o acceptable_a to_o he_o and_o you_o of_o the_o pleasure_n of_o so_o sweet_a a_o life_n and_o therefore_o he_o that_o envy_v both_o will_v do_v his_o worst_a to_o damp_n your_o spirit_n and_o breed_v uncomfortable_a doubt_n and_o fear_n and_o wrongful_a suspicion_n in_o your_o mind_n whereas_o the_o knowledge_n of_o your_o interest_n in_o christ_n will_v be_v a_o continual_a storehouse_n of_o thanksgiving_n and_o praise_n and_o teach_v your_o heart_n as_o well_o as_o your_o tongue_n to_o say_v with_o david_n blessed_n be_v the_o man_n who_o transgression_n be_v forgive_v who_o sin_n be_v cover_v blessed_n be_v the_o man_n unto_o who_o the_o lord_n impute_v not_o iniquity_n and_o in_o who_o spirit_n there_o be_v no_o guile_n be_v glad_a in_o the_o lord_n and_o rejoice_v you_o righteous_a and_o shout_n for_o joy_n all_o you_o that_o be_v upright_o in_o heart_n psal_n 32.1_o 2_o 11._o bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o forget_v not_o all_o his_o benefit_n who_o forgive_v all_o thy_o iniquity_n who_o heal_v all_o thy_o disease_n who_o redeem_v thy_o life_n from_o destruction_n and_o crown_v thou_o with_o lovingkindness_n and_o tender_a mercy_n psal_n 103.1_o 2_o 3_o 4._o o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o and_o thou_o have_v heal_v i_o o_o lord_n thou_o have_v bring_v up_o my_o soul_n from_o the_o grave_n thou_o have_v keep_v i_o alive_a that_o i_o shall_v not_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n sing_v unto_o the_o lord_n o_o you_o saint_n of_o he_o and_o give_v thanks_o at_o the_o remembrance_n of_o his_o holiness_n for_o his_o anger_n endure_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n in_o his_o favour_n be_v life_n psal_n 30.2_o 3_o 4_o 5._o thanksgiving_n will_v be_v the_o very_a pulse_n and_o breath_n of_o your_o assurance_n of_o christ_n dwell_v in_o you_o you_o will_v say_v with_o paul_n eph._n 1.3_o 4._o bless_a be_v the_o god_n and_o father_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o have_v bless_v we_o with_o all_o spiritual_a blessing_n in_o celestial_n in_o christ_n according_a as_o he_o have_v choose_v we_o in_o he_o before_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n that_o we_o shall_v be_v holy_a and_o blameless_a before_o he_o in_o love_n have_v predestinate_v we_o to_o the_o adoption_n of_o child_n by_o jesus_n christ_n to_o himself_o according_a to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o his_o will_n to_o the_o praise_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o his_o grace_n wherein_o he_o have_v make_v we_o accept_v in_o the_o belove_a in_o who_o we_o have_v redemption_n through_o his_o blood_n the_o remission_n of_o sin_n according_a to_o the_o riches_n of_o his_o grace_n wherein_o he_o have_v abound_v towards_o we_o etc._n etc._n thus_o faith_n and_o assurance_n as_o they_o have_v a_o unspeakable_a store_n to_o work_v upon_o so_o it_o be_v natural_a to_o they_o to_o expatiate_v in_o the_o praise_n of_o our_o redeemer_n and_o to_o delight_v in_o amplification_n and_o commemoration_n of_o the_o way_n of_o grace_n just_o so_o do_v peter_n begin_v his_o first_o epistle_n bless_a be_v the_o god_n and_o father_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n which_o according_a to_o his_o abundant_a mercy_n have_v beget_v we_o again_o unto_o a_o lively_a hope_n by_o the_o resurrection_n of_o jesus_n christ_n from_o the_o dead_a to_o a_o inheritance_n incorruptible_a undefiled_a that_o fade_v not_o away_o reserve_v in_o heaven_n for_o you_o who_o be_v keep_v by_o the_o power_n of_o goâ—_n through_o faith_n unto_o salvation_n ready_a to_o be_v reveal_v in_o the_o last_o time_n wherein_o you_o great_o rejoice_v etc._n etc._n no_o wonder_n if_o the_o heir_n of_o heaven_n be_v incline_v to_o the_o language_n and_o the_o work_n of_o heaven_n i_o think_v there_o be_v few_o of_o you_o that_o will_v not_o rejoice_v and_o by_o your_o speech_n and_o countenance_n express_v your_o joy_n if_o you_o have_v assurance_n but_o of_o the_o dignity_n and_o dominion_n of_o this_o world_n and_o can_v he_o choose_v but_o express_v his_o joy_n and_o thankfulness_n that_o have_v assurance_n of_o the_o crown_n of_o life_n what_o fragrant_a thought_n shall_v possess_v that_o mind_n that_o know_v itself_o to_o be_v possess_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o the_o live_a god_n how_o thankful_a will_v he_o be_v that_o know_v he_o have_v christ_n and_o heaven_n to_o be_v thankful_a for_o what_o sweet_a delight_n shall_v fill_v up_o the_o hour_n of_o that_o man_n life_n that_o know_v the_o son_n of_o god_n live_v in_o he_o and_o that_o he_o shall_v live_v in_o joy_n with_o christ_n for_o ever_o how_o glad_o will_v he_o be_v exercise_v in_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o creator_n redeemer_n and_o sanctifier_n that_o know_v it_o must_v be_v his_o work_n for_o ever_o no_o wonder_n if_o this_o joy_n be_v a_o stranger_n to_o their_o heart_n that_o be_v stranger_n to_o christ_n or_o stranger_n to_o their_o interest_n in_o his_o love_n no_o wonder_n if_o they_o have_v no_o heart_n for_o these_o celestial_a work_n that_o have_v no_o part_n in_o the_o celestial_a inheritance_n or_o that_o know_v not_o that_o they_o have_v any_o part_n therein_o how_o can_v they_o joyful_o give_v thanks_o for_o that_o which_o they_o know_v not_o that_o they_o have_v or_o ever_o shall_v have_v or_o have_v any_o probability_n to_o attain_v but_o to_o that_o man_n that_o be_v assure_v of_o christ_n within_o he_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o their_o store_n do_v offer_v themselves_o as_o the_o matter_n of_o his_o thanks_o and_o do_v furnish_v he_o with_o provision_n to_o feed_v his_o praise_n what_o a_o shame_n be_v it_o that_o a_o assure_a heir_n of_o heaven_n shall_v be_v scant_o and_o barren_a in_o comfort_n to_o himself_o or_o in_o thanks_o and_o praise_n to_o jesus_n christ_n when_o he_o have_v so_o full_a a_o heap_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n to_o fetch_v his_o motive_n from_o and_o have_v two_o world_n to_o furnish_v he_o with_o the_o pretious_a material_n and_o have_v no_o less_o than_o infinite_a goodness_n even_o god_n himself_o to_o be_v the_o subject_n of_o his_o praise_n o_fw-la give_v thanks_o unto_o the_o lord_n for_o he_o be_v good_a because_o his_o mercy_n endure_v for_o ever_o what_o ever_o other_o do_v let_v israel_n say_v let_v the_o house_n of_o aaron_n say_v let_v they_o that_o fear_v the_o lord_n say_v that_o his_o mercy_n endure_v for_o ever_o psal_n 118.1_o 2_o 3_o 4._o the_o
if_o you_o shall_v hear_v that_o i_o yet_o sufâ—â—â—_n more_o than_o i_o have_v do_v let_v it_o not_o be_v yoâ—_n discouragement_n or_o grief_n for_o i_o doubt_v 〈◊〉_d but_o it_o will_v be_v my_o crown_n and_o joy_n i_o 〈◊〉_d find_v no_o small_a consolation_n that_o i_o 〈◊〉_d not_o suffer_v for_o sinful_a or_o for_o small_a and_o inâ—â—â—â—ferent_a thing_n and_o if_o my_o plead_n against_o 〈◊〉_d ejection_n of_o the_o minister_n of_o christ_n â—nd_v the_o excommunicate_v of_o his_o member_n â—â—r_a a_o ceremony_n and_o the_o division_n of_o his_o church_n and_o the_o destruction_n of_o charity_n â—â—all_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o suffering_n be_v it_o ever_o so_o great_a it_o shall_v as_o much_o rejoice_v â—â—e_z to_o be_v a_o suffer_a witness_n for_o chariâ—y_n and_o unity_n as_o if_o i_o be_v a_o marâ—â—r_n for_o the_o faith_n i_o participate_v with_o paul_n 〈◊〉_d a_o expectation_n and_o hope_n that_o christ_n shall_v 〈◊〉_d magnify_v in_o my_o body_n whether_o by_o life_n or_o â—â—ath_n and_o as_o to_o live_v will_v be_v christ_n so_o to_o 〈◊〉_d will_v be_v gain_n only_o let_v your_o conversation_n 〈◊〉_d as_o it_o become_v the_o gospel_n of_o christ_n that_o â—hether_o i_o ever_o see_v you_o more_o or_o be_v absentâ—till_o â—till_z the_o joyful_a day_n i_o may_v hear_v of_o your_o affair_n that_o you_o stand_v fast_o in_o one_o spirit_n with_o 〈◊〉_d mind_n strive_v together_o for_o the_o faith_n of_o â—he_n gospel_n and_o in_o nothing_o terrify_v by_o your_o adversary_n which_o be_v to_o they_o a_o evident_a â—â—ken_n of_o perdition_n but_o to_o you_o of_o salvation_n â—nd_v that_o of_o god_n if_o to_o you_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v 〈◊〉_d the_o behalf_n of_o christ_n not_o only_o to_o â—â—lieve_v on_o he_o but_o also_o to_o suffer_v for_o his_o â—â—ke_v phil._n 1.20_o 21_o 27_o 28_o 29._o but_o let_v 〈◊〉_d injury_n from_o inferior_n provoke_v â—ou_v to_o dishonour_v the_o governor_n that_o god_n himself_o have_v set_v over_o you_o be_v meek_a â—nd_n patient_a the_o lord_n be_v at_o hand_n honour_v all_o man_n love_v the_o brotherhood_n fear_v god_n honour_n the_o king_n for_o so_o be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n that_o with_o well_o do_v you_o may_v put_v 〈◊〉_d silence_n the_o ignorance_n of_o foolish_a man_n 1_o pet_n 2.15_o 17._o it_o be_v soon_o enough_o for_o you_o anâ—_n i_o to_o be_v justify_v at_o the_o bar_n of_o christ_n by_o himself_o that_o have_v undertake_v it_o against_o all_o the_o calumny_n of_o malicious_a man_n tilâ—_n then_o let_v it_o seem_v no_o great_a a_o matter_n theâ—_n indeed_o it_o be_v to_o be_v slander_v vilify_v or_o abuse_v by_o the_o world_n keep_v close_o to_o hiâ—_n that_o never_o fail_v you_o and_o maintain_v youâ—_n integrity_n that_o he_o may_v maintain_v the_o joy_n that_o none_o can_v take_v from_o you_o farewell_o 〈◊〉_d dear_a brethren_n who_o be_v my_o glory_n and_o joy_v the_o presence_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n his_o come_n 1_o thes_n 2.18_o 19_o your_o faithful_a though_o unwoâ—â—thy_a pastor_n rich._n baxteâ—_n nou._n 11._o 1661._o the_o content_n the_o text_n open_v p._n 1_o self-knowledge_n what_o and_o of_o how_o many_o sort_n p._n 4_o how_o far_o it_o be_v shame_n to_o be_v ignorant_a of_o ourselves_o p._n 7_o the_o mischief_n of_o self-ignorance_n 1._o it_o cherish_v atheism_n p._n 11_o â—_o cause_v ignorance_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v p._n 15_o â—_o and_o of_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n p._n 17_o â—_o it_o keep_v the_o soul_n from_o true_a humiliation_n p._n 18_o â—_o it_o make_v christ_n undervalue_v p._n 19_o â—_o it_o make_v a_o holy_a conversation_n vilify_v p._n 20_o â—_o it_o make_v man_n cheat_v by_o the_o world_n p._n 22_o â—_o it_o cause_v pride_n p._n 24_o 9_o it_o make_v man_n run_v into_o temptation_n p._n 2d_o 10._o it_o make_v temptation_n prevalent_a p._n 2d_o 11._o it_o make_v man_n quarrel_v with_o god_n 〈◊〉_d and_o minister_n p._n â—â—_o 12._o it_o destroy_v charity_n p._n 3â—_n 13._o it_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o church-divisionâ—_a p._n 3â—_n 14._o it_o make_v man_n troubler_n of_o the_o state_n p._n 3â—_n 15._o it_o cause_v error_n p._n 4â—_n 16._o it_o make_v man_n unjust_a p._n 4â—_n 17._o it_o make_v man_n unthankful_a ibid._n 18._o it_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o true_a peace_n and_o joy_n p._n 4â—_n 19_o it_o make_v man_n repine_v at_o god_n provident_a p._n â—â—_o 20._o it_o make_v man_n lose_v their_o time_n and_o neâ—â—lect_v preparation_n for_o death_n p._n 4â—_n use_v self-ignorance_n detect_v and_o reprove_v p._n 4â—_n discover_v by_o some_o effect_n 1._o by_o man_n 〈◊〉_d humbledness_n p._n 5â—_n 2._o by_o the_o abound_a of_o hypocrisy_n p._n 6â—_n 3_o by_o the_o love_n of_o flattery_n and_o impatienceâ—_n plain_a reproof_n p._n 6â—_n 4._o by_o man_n partiality_n p._n 6â—_n 5._o when_o every_o man_n will_v be_v a_o rule_n to_o otherâ—_n p._n 7â—_n 6._o by_o the_o great_a change_n that_o approach_a death_n or_o other_o awake_n providence_n make_v p._n 75_o â—_o by_o man_n quarrel_v with_o other_o in_o their_o suffering_n and_o overlook_v the_o great_a cause_n in_o themselves_o p._n 82_o the_o discovery_n prosecute_v p._n 87_o motive_n â—_o if_o you_o know_v not_o yourselves_o you_o can_v repent_v p._n 93_o â—_o nor_o be_v due_o sensible_a of_o your_o misery_n ibid._n â—_o nor_o indeed_o be_v christian_n p._n 97_o â—_o you_o will_v not_o know_v what_o to_o do_v with_o yourselves_o p._n 108_o â—_o you_o will_v not_o know_v how_o to_o apply_v the_o word_n p._n 116_o â—_o nor_o how_o to_o confess_v or_o pray_v p._n 118_o â—_o nor_o how_o to_o give_v thanks_o p._n 125_o â—_o nor_o how_o to_o receive_v the_o lord_n supper_n p._n 129_o â—_o all_o your_o study_n will_v be_v irrational_a preposterous_a and_o impertinent_a p._n 130_o â—0_n you_o will_v be_v much_o unuseful_a to_o other_o p._n 140_o â—1_n you_o can_v well_o proceed_v to_o know_v extrinsic_a thing_n p._n 143_o 12._o how_o many_o and_o necessary_a thing_n have_v yoâ—_n to_o know_v about_o yourselves_o p._n 148_o exhortation_n p._n 15â—_n caution_n against_o excessive_a study_v of_o ouâ—_n self_n p._n 15â—_n who_o need_v this_o caution_n p._n 15â—_n information_n why_o the_o sincere_a can_v discourse_v so_o full_o and_o savoury_o about_o heart-affair_n p._n 16â—_n and_o why_o they_o be_v so_o full_a in_o prayer_n and_o otherâ—_n so_o empty_a p._n 17â—_n the_o excuse_n of_o the_o prayerless_a answer_v p._n 17â—_n why_o the_o upright_a be_v so_o prone_a to_o self-accusing_a p._n 1st_a motive_n to_o the_o ungodly_a 1._o if_o you_o know_v not_o yourselves_o you_o knâ—â—_n not_o whether_o you_o must_v dwell_v in_o heaven_n 〈◊〉_d hell_n p._n 1st_a 2._o all_o shall_v short_o know_v themselves_o p._n 1st_a how_o useful_a a_o companion_n conscience_n be_v converse_v with_o p._n 19â—_n 3_o it_o be_v satan_n chief_a design_n to_o keep_v you_o 〈◊〉_d ignorant_a p._n 20â—_n yet_o some_o can_v go_v on_o in_o know_a miseâ—â—_n p._n 2â—â—_n a_o threefold_a despair_n p._n 218_o in_o what_o case_n the_o sincere_a may_v go_v in_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n p._n 220_o but_o ordinary_o self-knowledge_n will_v do_v much_o p._n 122_o information_n why_o faithful_a minister_n search_v so_o deep_a and_o speak_v so_o hardly_o of_o unrenewed_a soul_n p._n 235_o question_n to_o the_o unsanctified_a p._n 257_o what_o christianity_n be_v and_o who_o sincere_a in_o the_o covenant_n p._n 267_o who_o certain_o unregenerate_a p._n 266_o exhortation_n to_o the_o regenerate_v to_o know_v 1._o their_o sin_n 2._o their_o grace_n 1._o for_o want_v of_o self-knowledge_n 1._o you_o confess_v not_o sin_n as_o you_o ought_v to_o god_n or_o man_n p._n 276_o â—_o you_o pray_v not_o against_o it_o or_o for_o grace_n as_o you_o ought_v p._n 277_o â—_o you_o be_v negligent_a in_o your_o watch_n p._n 281_o seek_v not_o help_v ibid._n lie_v in_o unobserved_a sin_n ibid._n in_o general_n when_o sin_n be_v most_o unobserved_a p._n 289_o particular_o 1._o the_o self-ignorant_a little_a think_v while_o they_o be_v orthodox_n what_o error_n they_o may_v fall_v into_o p._n 292_o or_o in_o adversity_n what_o sin_n prosperity_n may_v draw_v forth_o p._n 294_o 3._o or_o how_o soon_o the_o resolution_n of_o affliction_n may_v decay_v and_o come_v to_o nothing_o p._n 298_o 4._o or_o when_o the_o heart_n be_v warm_a and_o heavenly_a how_o quick_o it_o may_v cool_v and_o fall_v to_o earth_n p._n 303_o true_n mark_v of_o grace_n p._n 304_o 5._o and_o in_o prosperity_n they_o little_o think_v what_o sin_n adversity_n may_v detect_v or_o occasion_n p._n 316._o 6._o or_o what_o pride_n may_v appear_v in_o those_o thâ—â—_n be_v humble_a p._n 319._o 7_o some_o of_o the_o great_a sin_n of_o christian_n 〈◊〉_d little_o observe_v and_o lament_v as_o 1_o 〈◊〉_d remnant_n of_o infidelity_n p._n 32â—_n 2._o the_o great_a imperfection_n of_o love_n
mind_n be_v exercise_v in_o love_v he_o â—he_v tongue_n in_o sing_v he_o the_o hand_n in_o write_v he_o let_v these_o holy_a study_n be_v the_o believer_n work_v 2._o he_o that_o know_v himself_o may_v certainâ—â—_n know_v that_o there_o be_v another_o life_n of_o happiâ—ess_n or_o misery_n for_o man_n to_o live_v when_o this_o 〈◊〉_d end_v for_o he_o must_v needs_o know_v that_o his_o â—oul_n be_v capable_a of_o a_o spiritual_a and_o glorious_a felicity_n with_o god_n and_o of_o immaterial_a object_n and_o that_o time_n be_v as_o nothing_o to_o it_o and_o transitory_a creature_n afford_v it_o no_o satisfaction_n or_o rest_n and_o that_o the_o hope_n and_o fear_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v be_v the_o divine_a engine_n by_o which_o the_o moral_a government_n of_o the_o world_n be_v carry_v on_o and_o that_o the_o very_a nature_n of_o man_n be_v such_o as_o that_o without_o such_o apprehension_n hope_n and_o fear_n he_o can_v not_o in_o a_o connaturall_a way_n be_v govern_v and_o bring_v unto_o the_o end_n to_o which_o his_o nature_n be_v incline_v and_o adapt_v but_o the_o world_n will_v be_v as_o a_o wilderness_n and_o man_n as_o bruit_n and_o he_o may_v well_o know_v that_o god_n make_v not_o such_o faculty_n in_o vain_a nor_o suit_v they_o to_o a_o end_n which_o can_v be_v attain_v nor_o to_o a_o work_n which_o will_v prove_v but_o their_o trouble_n and_o deceit_n he_o may_v be_v sure_a that_o a_o mere_a probability_n or_o possibility_n of_o a_o everlasting_a life_n shall_v engage_v a_o reasonable_a creature_n in_o all_o possible_a diligence_n in_o piety_n &_o righteousness_n &_o charity_n to_o attain_v it_o and_o so_o religion_n and_o holy_a endeavour_n be_v become_v the_o duty_n of_o man_n as_o man_n there_o be_v few_o such_o infidel_n or_o atheist_n to_o be_v find_v on_o earth_n as_o dare_v say_v they_o be_v sure_a there_o be_v no_o other_o life_n for_o man_n and_o doubtless_o whatsoever_o be_v by_o nature_n and_o reason_n make_v man_n duty_n be_v not_o delusory_a and_o vain_a nor_o be_v it_o reasonable_a to_o think_v that_o falsehood_n frustration_n and_o deceit_n be_v the_o ordinary_a way_n by_o which_o mankind_n be_v govern_v by_o the_o most_o wise_a and_o holy_a god_n so_o that_o the_o end_n of_o man_n may_v be_v clear_o gather_v from_o his_o nature_n forasmuch_o as_o god_n do_v certain_o suit_v his_o work_n unto_o their_o proper_a use_n and_o end_n it_o be_v therefore_o the_o ignorance_n of_o ourselves_o that_o make_v man_n question_v the_o immortality_n of_o soul_n and_o i_o may_v add_v it_o be_v the_o ignorance_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o conscience_n and_o of_o all_o morality_n and_o of_o the_o reason_n of_o justice_n among_o man_n that_o make_v man_n doubt_v of_o the_o discriminate_a justice_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o be_v hereafter_o to_o be_v manifest_v 3._o do_v man_n know_v themselves_o they_o will_v better_o know_v the_o evil_a and_o odiousness_n of_o sin_n as_o poverty_n and_o sickness_n be_v better_o know_v by_o feel_v then_o by_o hearsay_n so_o also_o be_v sin_n to_o hear_v a_o discourse_n or_o read_v â—_o book_n of_o the_o nature_n prognostic_n and_o cure_n of_o the_o plague_n consumption_n or_o droâ—sie_n do_v little_o affect_v we_o while_o we_o seem_v â—o_o be_v sound_a and_o safe_a ourselves_o but_o when_o we_o find_v the_o malady_n in_o our_o flesh_n â—nd_v perceive_v the_o danger_n we_o have_v then_o â—nother_n manner_n of_o knowledge_n of_o it_o do_v â—ou_fw-mi but_o see_v and_o feel_v sin_n as_o it_o be_v in_o your_o heart_n and_o life_n as_o oft_o as_o you_o read_v and_o â—eare_z of_o it_o in_o the_o law_n of_o god_n i_o dare_v say_v sin_n will_v not_o seem_v a_o jest_a matter_n not_o will_v those_o be_v censure_v as_o too_o precise_a that_o be_v careful_a to_o avoid_v it_o any_o more_o than_o they_o that_o be_v careful_a to_o avoid_v infectious_a disease_n or_o crime_n against_o the_o law_n of_o man_n that_o hazard_v their_o temporal_a felicity_n or_o life_n 4._o it_o be_v want_n of_o 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careless_o and_o sleep_v as_o quiet_o and_o bless_v themselves_o from_o hell_n as_o confident_o when_o it_o be_v ready_a to_o devour_v they_o as_o if_o the_o bitterness_n of_o death_n be_v pass_v and_o hypocrisy_n will_v never_o be_v discover_v 5._o it_o be_v unacquaintednes_n with_o themselves_o that_o make_v christ_n so_o undervalue_v by_o the_o unhumbled_a world_n that_o his_o name_n be_v reverence_v but_o his_o office_n and_o save_v grace_n be_v disregard_v man_n can_v not_o set_v so_o light_a by_o the_o physician_n that_o feel_v their_o sickness_n and_o understand_v their_o danger_n be_v you_o sensible_a that_o you_o be_v under_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o shall_v short_o and_o certain_o be_v in_o hell_n if_o a_o christ_n receive_v by_o a_o hearty_a work_n purify_n faith_n do_v not_o deliver_v you_o i_o dare_v say_v you_o will_v have_v more_o serious_a savoury_a thought_n of_o christ_n more_o yearning_n after_o he_o more_o fervent_a prayer_n for_o his_o heal_a grace_n and_o sweet_a remembrance_n of_o his_o love_n and_o merit_n example_n doctrine_n and_o inestimable_a benefit_n then_o lifeless_a hypocrite_n ever_o be_v acquaint_v with_o imagine_v with_o what_o desire_n and_o expectation_n the_o disease_a blind_a and_o lame_a cry_v after_o he_o for_o heal_v to_o their_o body_n when_o he_o be_v on_o earth_n and_o will_v you_o not_o more_o high_o value_v he_o more_o importunate_o solicit_v he_o for_o your_o soul_n if_o you_o know_v yourselves_o 6._o it_o be_v unacquaintednes_n with_o themselves_o that_o make_v man_n think_v so_o unworthy_o of_o a_o holy_a heavenly_a conversation_n and_o that_o possess_v they_o with_o foolish_a prejudice_n against_o the_o holy_a care_n and_o diligence_n of_o believer_n do_v man_n but_o value_n their_o immortal_a soul_n as_o reason_n itself_o require_v they_o to_o do_v be_v it_o possible_a they_o shall_v venture_v they_o so_o easy_o upon_o everlasting_a misery_n and_o account_v it_o unnecessary_a strictness_n in_o they_o that_o dare_v not_o be_v as_o desperate_o venturous_a as_o they_o but_o fly_v from_o sin_n and_o fear_v the_o threaten_n of_o the_o lord_n do_v man_n but_o considerate_o understand_v the_o worth_n and_o concernment_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v it_o possible_a they_o shall_v hazard_v they_o for_o a_o thing_n of_o nought_o and_o set_v they_o at_o sail_n for_o the_o favour_n of_o superior_n or_o the_o transitory_a pleasure_n and_o honour_n of_o the_o world_n can_v they_o think_v the_o great_a care_n and_o labour_n of_o so_o short_a a_o life_n to_o be_v too_o much_o for_o the_o secure_n of_o their_o salvation_n can_v they_o think_v so_o many_o studious_a careful_a day_n and_o so_o much_o toil_n to_o be_v but_o meet_v and_o necessary_a for_o their_o body_n and_o yet_o think_v all_o too_o much_o that_o be_v do_v for_o their_o immortal_a soul_n do_v man_n but_o practical_o know_v that_o they_o be_v the_o subject_n of_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n they_o dare_v not_o think_v the_o diligent_a obey_v he_o to_o be_v a_o needless_a thing_n when_o they_o like_o that_o child_n or_o servant_n best_o that_o be_v most_o willing_a and_o diligent_a in_o their_o service_n alas_o be_v man_n but_o acquaint_v with_o their_o weakness_n and_o sinful_a fail_n when_o they_o have_v do_v their_o best_a and_o how_o much_o short_a the_o hoyle_v person_n do_v come_v of_o what_o they_o be_v oblige_v to_o by_o the_o law_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n they_o dare_v not_o make_v a_o scorn_n of_o diligence_n nor_o hate_n or_o blame_v man_n for_o endeavour_v to_o be_v better_o that_o be_v sure_a at_o best_a they_o shall_v be_v too_o bad_a when_o the_o worst_a of_o man_n that_o be_v themselves_o the_o great_a neglecter_n of_o god_n and_o their_o salvation_n shall_v cry_v out_o against_o a_o holy_a life_n and_o make_v so_o much_o a_o do_v for_o heaven_n as_o
〈◊〉_d the_o terrible_a threaten_n of_o god_n do_v man_n most_o of_o they_o little_o believe_v or_o consider_v what_o scripture_n say_v but_o few_o consider_v what_o conscience_n have_v to_o say_v within_o when_o once_o it_o be_v awaken_v and_o the_o curtain_n be_v draw_v back_o and_o the_o light_n appear_v the_o first_o proposition_n infer_v not_o the_o conclusion_n and_o the_o assumption_n they_o overlook_v do_v all_o that_o read_v and_o hear_v the_o scripture_n know_v themselves_o i_o will_v tell_v you_o how_o they_o will_v hear_v and_o read_v it_o when_o the_o scripture_n say_v to_o be_v carnal_o mind_v be_v death_n and_o if_o you_o live_v after_o the_o flesh_n you_o shall_v die_v rom._n 8.8_o 13._o the_o guilty_a hearer_n will_v say_v i_o be_o carnal_o mind_v and_o i_o live_v after_o the_o flesh_n therefore_o i_o must_v turn_v or_o die_v when_o the_o scripture_n say_v where_o your_o treasure_n be_v there_o will_v your_o heart_n be_v also_o mat._n 6.21_o the_o guilty_a conscience_n will_v assume_v my_o heart_n be_v not_o in_o heaven_n therefore_o my_o treasure_n be_v not_o there_o when_o scripture_n say_v except_o you_o be_v convert_v and_o become_v as_o little_a child_n you_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n matth._n 18.3_o and_o except_o a_o man_n be_v regenerate_v and_o bear_v again_o he_o can_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n john_n 3.3_o 5._o and_o if_o any_o man_n be_v in_o christ_n he_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n old_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o behold_v all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a 2_o cor._n 5.17_o and_o if_o any_o man_n have_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n the_o same_o be_v none_o of_o he_o rom._n 8.9_o the_o guilty_a hearer_n will_v assume_v i_o be_v never_o thus_o convert_v regenerate_a bear_v again_o and_o make_v a_o new_a creature_n i_o have_v not_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n therefore_o i_o be_o none_o of_o he_o and_o can_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n till_o this_o change_n be_v wrought_v upon_o i_o when_o the_o scripture_n say_v whoremonger_n and_o adulterer_n god_n will_v judge_v heb._n 13.4_o the_o guilty_a hearer_n will_v say_v how_o then_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a to_o stand_v before_o he_o yea_o do_v but_o hearer_n know_v themselves_o they_o will_v perceive_v their_o danger_n from_o remote_a principle_n that_o mention_v the_o deal_n of_o god_n with_o other_o when_o they_o hear_v of_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o ungodly_a &_o the_o enemy_n of_o the_o church_n they_o will_v say_v except_o i_o repent_v i_o shall_v likewise_o perish_v luke_n 13.3_o 5._o when_o they_o hear_v that_o judgement_n must_v begin_v at_o the_o house_n of_o god_n they_o will_v infer_v what_o then_o shall_v be_v the_o end_n of_o they_o that_o obey_v not_o the_o gospel_n of_o god_n and_o when_o they_o hear_v that_o the_o righteous_a be_v scarce_o save_v they_o will_v think_v where_o then_o shall_v the_o ungodly_a and_o the_o sinner_n appear_v 1_o pet._n 4.17_o 18._o 3._o 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yoâ—_n from_o misunderstanding_n what_o i_o say_v before_o concern_v the_o power_n of_o conviction_n 〈◊〉_d conversion_n for_o few_o auditorye_n waâ—â—_n hearer_n that_o will_v be_v still_o except_v if_o caâ—â—tion_n stop_v not_o every_o hole_n and_o also_o to_o 〈◊〉_d you_o to_o the_o full_a understanding_n of_o the_o â—â—â—â—ter_n its_o self_n of_o which_o i_o treat_v but_o exceptiâ—â—â—â—mat_fw-la regulam_fw-la in_o non_fw-la exceptis_fw-la exception_n strengthen_v and_o not_o weaken_v any_o rule_n 〈◊〉_d proposition_n in_o the_o point_v not_o exceptâ—â—_n still_o i_o say_v that_o out_o of_o these_o case_n the_o 〈◊〉_d knowledge_n of_o a_o sinful_a miserable_a state_n 〈◊〉_d so_o great_a a_o help_n to_o bring_v we_o out_o of_o it_o 〈◊〉_d it_o be_v hardly_o imaginable_a how_o rational_a meâ—â—_n can_v wilful_o continue_v in_o a_o state_n of_o suâ—â—_n exceed_v danger_n if_o they_o be_v but_o well_o acquaint_v that_o they_o be_v in_o it_o i_o know_v a_o harâ—â—ned_a heart_n have_v a_o 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mercy_n and_o beg_a forgiveness_n through_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o give_v up_o yourselves_o in_o covenant_n to_o the_o lord_n and_o speedy_o and_o resolute_o betake_v yourselves_o to_o a_o holy_a life_n can_v i_o but_o make_v you_o thorough_o know_v unto_o yourselves_o i_o shall_v hope_v that_o all_o the_o unsanctified_a that_o hear_v i_o will_v date_n their_o conversion_n from_o this_o very_a day_n and_o that_o you_o will_v not_o delay_v till_o the_o next_o morning_n to_o bewail_v your_o sin_n and_o misery_n and_o fly_v to_o christ_n lest_o you_o shall_v die_v and_o be_v past_a hope_n this_o night_n and_o do_v so_o much_o of_o our_o work_n and_o of_o your_o recovery_n lie_v upon_o this_o point_n and_o yet_o shall_v we_o not_o be_v able_a to_o acâ—complish_v it_o may_v you_o be_v bring_v into_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n if_o we_o can_v bâ—_n persuade_v you_o that_o you_o be_v yet_o out_o of_o tâ—â—_n way_n and_o will_v you_o be_v undo_v because_o yoâ—_n will_v not_o suffer_v so_o small_a and_o reasonable_a part_n of_o the_o cure_n as_o this_o be_v o_o god_n forbid_v o_o that_o we_o know_v how_o to_o illuminate_v yoâ—â—_n mind_n so_o far_o as_o to_o make_v you_o find_v that_o yoâ—_n be_v lose_v how_o ready_a will_v christ_n be_v theâ—_n to_o find_v you_o and_o to_o receive_v and_o welcome_v you_o upon_o your_o return_n here_o be_v the_o first_o difficulty_n which_o if_o we_o can_v but_o overcome_v 〈◊〉_d shall_v hope_v to_o conquer_v all_o the_o rest_n hâ—â—_n we_o but_o a_o wedge_n to_o cleave_v this_o knot_n the_o rest_n will_v the_o more_o easy_o be_v do_v coulâ—_n we_o draw_v but_o this_o one_o pin_n of_o selfdeceit_n the_o frame_n of_o satan_n building_n be_v like_a to_o tumble_v down_o o_o that_o any_o of_o you_o that_o know_v the_o nature_n of_o selfdeceit_n and_o know_v the_o access_n to_o the_o inward_o of_o a_o sinner_n and_o know_v the_o fallacious_a reason_n of_o the_o heart_n can_v tell_v we_o but_o how_o we_o may_v undeceive_v they_o o_o that_o 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corrupt_a nature_n by_o his_o spirit_n it_o tell_v we_o that_o he_o will_v free_o work_v the_o cure_n for_o all_o that_o will_v take_v he_o for_o their_o physician_n and_o will_v forgive_v and_o save_v they_o that_o penitent_o fly_v to_o he_o and_o value_n and_o accept_v and_o trust_v upon_o his_o grace_n and_o that_o except_o they_o be_v thus_o make_v new_a creature_n all_o the_o world_n can_v save_v they_o from_o everlasting_a wrath_n this_o be_v the_o doctrine_n that_o we_o all_o believe_v or_o say_v we_o do_v believe_v thus_o do_v it_o open_a the_o case_n of_o sinner_n we_o come_v now_o according_a to_o our_o office_n and_o the_o trust_v repose_v in_o we_o and_o we_o tell_v our_o hearer_n what_o the_o scripture_n say_v of_o man_n and_o what_o it_o command_v we_o to_o tell_v they_o we_o tell_v they_o of_o their_o
know_v himself_o and_o know_v what_o he_o shall_v do_v if_o he_o have_v the_o temptation_n of_o other_o man_n and_o o_o what_o sad_a discovery_n be_v make_v in_o the_o hour_n of_o temptation_n what_o swarm_n of_o vice_n break_v out_o in_o some_o like_a vermin_n that_o lay_v hide_v in_o the_o cold_a of_o winter_n and_o crawl_v about_o when_o they_o feel_v thâ—_n summers_n heat_n what_o horrid_a corruption_n which_o we_o never_o observe_v in_o ourselves_o before_o do_v show_v themselves_o in_o the_o hour_n oâ—_n temptation_n who_o will_v have_v think_v that_o righteous_a noah_n have_v in_o the_o ark_n 〈◊〉_d such_o a_o heart_n as_o will_v by_o carelessness_n 〈◊〉_d into_o the_o sin_n of_o drunkenness_n or_o that_o rightâ—â—ous_a lot_n have_v carry_v from_o sodom_n the_o seed_n 〈◊〉_d drunkenness_n and_o incest_n in_o he_o or_o thâ—â—_n david_n a_o man_n so_o eminent_a in_o holiness_n and_o a_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n have_v 〈◊〉_d heart_n that_o have_v in_o it_o the_o seed_n of_o adultery_n and_o murder_n little_a thought_n peter_n when_o he_o profess_v christ_n mat._n 16.16_o that_o theâ—â—_n have_v be_v in_o he_o such_o carnality_n and_o unbelief_n as_o will_v have_v so_o soon_o provoke_v christ_n to_o say_v get_v thou_o behind_o i_o satan_n thou_o be_v a_o offence_n unto_o i_o for_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d not_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v of_o god_n but_o those_o that_o 〈◊〉_d of_o man_n ver_fw-la 22.23_o and_o little_o do_v he_o think_v â—hen_o he_o so_o vehement_o profess_v his_o resoluâ—â—on_n rather_o to_o die_v with_o christ_n then_o deny_v he_o â—â—at_v there_o have_v be_v then_o in_o his_o heart_n the_o 〈◊〉_d that_o will_v bring_v forth_o this_o bitter_a â—â—it_n mat._n 26.74_o 75._o who_o know_v what_o be_v virtual_o in_o a_o seed_n that_o never_o see_v the_o tree_n 〈◊〉_d taste_v of_o the_o fruit_n especial_o when_o we_o have_v not_o only_o a_o â—â—eedom_n from_o temptation_n but_o also_o the_o most_o powerful_a mean_n to_o keep_v under_o vicious_a habit_n 〈◊〉_d hard_a to_o know_v how_o far_o they_o be_v mortify_v 〈◊〉_d the_o root_n when_o man_n be_v among_o those_o â—â—at_a countenance_n the_o contrary_a virtue_n and_o â—here_o the_o vice_n be_v in_o disgrace_n and_o where_o â—_z of_o piety_n and_o temperance_n be_v still_o â—efore_o their_o eye_n if_o they_o dwell_v in_o such_o â—aces_n and_o company_n where_o authority_n and_o friendship_n and_o reason_n do_v all_o take_v part_n with_o 〈◊〉_d and_o cry_v down_o the_o evil_a no_o wonder_n 〈◊〉_d the_o evil_a that_o be_v unmortified_a in_o man_n heart_n â—o_o not_o much_o break_v out_o to_o their_o own_o or_o uther_n observation_n through_o all_o this_o opposition_n the_o instance_n of_o king_n joash_n be_v faâ—oâ—s_n for_o this_o who_o do_v that_o which_o be_v â—ight_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n all_o the_o day_n â—fâ—ehojada_n â—ehojada_z the_o priest_n that_o instruct_v he_o 2_o king_n 12.2_o but_o after_o his_o death_n when_o the_o prince_n of_o juda_n flatter_v he_o with_o their_o obeisance_n he_o leave_v the_o house_n of_o god_n and_o serve_v idol_n till_o wrath_n come_v upon_o the_o land_n and_o be_v so_o harden_v in_o sin_n as_o to_o murdeâ—_n zechariah_n the_o prophet_n of_o god_n and_o 〈◊〉_d of_o that_o jehojada_n that_o have_v bring_v he_o out_o of_o obscurity_n and_o set_v he_o upon_o the_o throneâ—_n even_o because_o he_o speak_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n against_o his_o sin_n 2_o chron._n 24.20_o 21_o 22._o who_o will_v have_v think_v that_o it_o have_v be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o solomon_n a_o man_n so_o wise_a so_o holy_a and_o so_o solemn_o engage_v to_o god_n by_o his_o public_a profession_n and_o work_n to_o have_v commit_v the_o abomination_n mention_v 1_o king_n 11.4_o if_o you_o say_v that_o all_o this_o prove_v not_o that_o there_o be_v any_o seed_n or_o root_n of_o such_o a_o sin_n in_o the_o heart_n before_o but_o only_o that_o the_o temptation_n do_v prevail_v to_o cause_v the_o act_n first_o and_o then_o such_o habit_n as_o those_o act_n do_v tend_v to_o i_o answer_v 1._o i_o grant_v that_o temptation_n do_v not_o only_o discover_v what_o be_v in_o the_o heart_n but_o also_o make_v it_o worse_o when_o they_o prevail_v and_o that_o be_v no_o full_a proof_n that_o a_o man_n have_v a_o proper_a habit_n of_o sin_n before_o because_o by_o temptation_n he_o commit_v the_o act_n for_o adam_n sin_v by_o temptation_n without_o a_o antecedent_n habit_n 2._o but_o we_o know_v the_o nature_n of_o man_n to_o â—e_v now_o corrupt_v and_o that_o this_o corruption_n 〈◊〉_d virtual_o or_o seminal_o all_o sin_n dispose_v â—s_n to_o all_o and_o that_o this_o disposition_n be_v strong_a â—nough_o to_o be_v call_v a_o general_n habit._fw-la when_o grace_n in_o the_o sanctify_a be_v call_v a_o nature_n 2_o pet._n 1.4_o there_o be_v the_o same_o reason_n â—o_o call_v the_o sinful_a inclination_n a_o nature_n â—oo_o which_o can_v signify_v nothing_o else_o then_o â—_o strong_a and_o root_a inclination_n know_v therefore_o 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so_o that_o they_o wilâ—_n leave_v we_o nothing_o to_o do_v but_o exercise_v our_o compassion_n by_o lament_v the_o deliration_n of_o phrenetick_a man_n while_o we_o be_v unable_a to_o save_v the_o church_n their_o brethren_n or_o their_o own_o soul_n from_o the_o dilaceratious_a and_o calamitous_a effect_n of_o their_o furious_a self-ignorance_n but_o christ_n that_o have_v send_v we_o with_o the_o light_n which_o may_v be_v resist_v and_o abuse_v and_o in_o part_n blow_v out_o will_v speedy_o come_v with_o light_n unresistible_a and_o will_v teach_v the_o proud_a the_o scornful_a the_o unmerciful_a the_o self-conceited_a the_o malicious_a and_o the_o violent_a so_o effectual_o to_o know_v themselves_o as_o that_o no_o more_o exhortation_n shall_v be_v necessary_a for_o the_o reception_n of_o his_o conviction_n nor_o will_v he_o or_o his_o servant_n any_o more_o beseech_v man_n to_o consider_v and_o know_v their_o sin_n and_o misery_n nor_o be_v behold_v to_o they_o to_o believe_v and_o confess_v it_o see_v judas_n v._n 14.15_o and_o be_v there_o no_o remedy_n for_o a_o stupefy_v inconsiderate_a soul_n be_v there_o no_o prevention_n of_o so_o terrible_a a_o self-knowledge_n as_o the_o light_n of_o judgement_n and_o the_o fire_n of_o hell_n will_v else_o procure_v yes_o the_o remedy_n be_v certain_a easy_a and_o at_o hand_n even_o to_o know_v themselves_o till_o they_o be_v drive_v to_o study_v and_o seek_v and_o know_v the_o father_n and_o his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n joh._n 17.3_o and_o yet_o be_v the_o salvation_n of_o most_o as_o hopeless_a almost_o as_o if_o there_o be_v no_o remedy_n because_o no_o persuasion_n can_v prevail_v with_o they_o to_o use_v it_o lord_n what_o have_v thus_o lock_v up_o the_o mind_n and_o heart_n of_o sinner_n against_o thy_o truth_n and_o thou_o what_o have_v make_v reasonable_a man_n so_o unreasonable_a and_o a_o self-loving_a nature_n so_o mortal_o to_o hate_v itself_o o_o thou_o that_o open_v and_o no_o man_n shut_v use_v the_o 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especial_o when_o grace_n by_o its_o enmity_n to_o sin_n do_v â—ake_v the_o soul_n so_o suspicious_a and_o sensible_a of_o 〈◊〉_d as_o that_o the_o observation_n of_o it_o turn_v their_o â—ind_n from_o the_o observation_n of_o the_o contrary_a â—â—od_n that_o be_v in_o they_o health_n be_v not_o observe_v in_o other_o part_n when_o the_o feel_n of_o the_o â—one_n or_o but_o a_o toothache_n take_v we_o up_o the_o â—â—oughts_n be_v call_v all_o to_o the_o part_n affect_v â—nd_v sickness_n and_o wound_n be_v feel_v more_o sensible_o than_o health_n the_o fear_n of_o misery_n by_o 〈◊〉_d be_v easily_o excite_v and_o be_v more_o passionate_a than_o love_n and_o hope_n and_o all_o the_o â—_z that_o be_v employ_v in_o the_o prosecution_n of_o good_a and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d be_v hard_o to_o feel_v the_o matter_n of_o our_o joy_n â—ear_n be_v a_o tyrant_n if_o it_o exceed_v and_o will_v not_o â—ermit_v we_o to_o believe_v or_o observe_v the_o causeâ—f_a â—f_z hope_n quod_fw-la nimis_fw-la metuunt_fw-la miseri_fw-la hoc_fw-la â—â—cile_fw-la credunt_fw-la &_o nunquam_fw-la amoveri_fw-la putant_fw-la â—ith_o seneca_n what_o we_o too_o much_o fear_n we_o too_o â—â—sily_o believe_v and_o hardly_o believe_v that_o it_o be_v go_v and_o the_o danger_n past_a these_o fear_n be_v useful_a to_o our_o preservation_n but_o they_o too_o often_o pervert_v our_o judgement_n and_o hindeâ—_n our_o due_a consolation_n qui_fw-la insidias_fw-la timet_fw-la iâ—_n nullas_fw-la incidet_fw-la nec_fw-la cito_fw-la perit_fw-la ruina_fw-la qâ—â—_n rvinam_fw-la timet_fw-la semper_fw-la metuendo_fw-la sapiens_fw-la viâ—tat_fw-la malum_fw-la say_v seneca_n he_o that_o feareâ—â—_n snare_n do_v not_o fall_v into_o they_o nor_o do_v 〈◊〉_d quick_o perish_v by_o ruin_n that_o fear_v ruin_n 〈◊〉_d wise_a man_n escape_v evil_a by_o always_o fear_v it_o and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n say_v prov._n 28.14_o happy_a be_v the_o man_n that_o fear_v always_o but_o he_o that_o harden_v his_o heart_n shall_v fall_v into_o mischief_n moderate_a fear_n than_o be_v give_v to_o believer_n for_o their_o necessary_a preservation_n that_o walk_v among_o enemy_n and_o snare_n they_o may_v take_v heed_n and_o escape_v they_o but_o when_o this_o passion_n do_v exceed_v it_o abuse_v we_o and_o drown_v the_o voice_n of_o reason_n it_o make_v we_o believe_v that_o every_o temptation_n be_v a_o sin_n and_o every_o sin_n be_v such_o as_o can_v stand_v with_o grace_n and_o will_v hardly_o ever_o be_v pardon_v by_o christ_n every_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n and_o conscience_n do_v seem_v almost_o unpardonable_a and_o if_o be_v deliberate_a after_o profession_n of_o religion_n it_o seem_v to_o be_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n as_o child_n and_o other_o frightful_a person_n that_o fear_v the_o devil_n by_o way_n of_o apparition_n do_v think_v in_o the_o dark_a he_o be_v ready_a to_o lay_v hold_n on_o they_o and_o they_o look_v when_o they_o see_v he_o so_o the_o fearful_a christian_a as_o still_o think_v that_o thing_n he_o fear_v be_v upon_o he_o or_o come_v upon_o he_o the_o fear_n of_o a_o unrgenerate_a unpardoned_a state_n do_v make_v he_o think_v he_o be_v in_o it_o and_o that_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n do_v make_v he_o think_v that_o he_o be_v under_o it_o and_o the_o fear_n of_o damnation_n make_v he_o imagine_v he_o shall_v be_v damn_v it_o be_v wonderful_a hard_a in_o a_o frightful_a state_n or_o indeed_o in_o any_o passion_n that_o be_v strong_a to_o have_v the_o free_a use_n of_o judgement_n for_o the_o know_v of_o ourselves_o and_o to_o discern_v any_o grace_n or_o evidence_n or_o mercy_n which_o be_v contrary_a to_o our_o fear_n especial_o when_o the_o feel_n of_o much_o corruption_n do_v turn_v our_o eye_n from_o the_o observation_n of_o the_o good_a and_o we_o be_v still_o take_v up_o with_o the_o matter_n of_o our_o disease_n 2._o another_o cause_n that_o we_o hardly_o know_v our_o grace_n be_v because_o they_o be_v weak_a and_o small_a and_o therefore_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o much_o corruption_n be_v ofttimes_o hardly_o discern_v from_o none_o a_o little_a faith_n even_o as_o a_o grain_n of_o mustard_n seed_n may_v save_v we_o a_o little_a love_n to_o god_n that_o be_v sincere_a will_v be_v accept_v and_o weak_a desire_n may_v be_v fulfil_v but_o they_o be_v frequent_o undiscerned_a or_o their_o sincerity_n question_v by_o those_o that_o have_v they_o and_o therefore_o bring_v but_o little_a comfort_n peter_n little_a faith_n do_v keep_v he_o from_o drown_v but_o not_o from_o doubt_v and_o fear_v he_o shall_v be_v drown_v nor_o from_o beginning_n to_o sink_v mat._n 14.29_o 30_o 31._o he_o walk_v on_o the_o water_n to_o go_v to_o jesus_n but_o when_o he_o see_v the_o wind_n boisterous_a he_o be_v afraid_a and_o beginning_n to_o sink_v he_o cry_v say_v lord_n save_v i_o and_o immediate_o jesus_n stretch_v forth_o his_o hand_n and_o catch_v he_o and_o say_v unto_o he_o o_o thou_o of_o little_a faith_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o doubt_v so_o the_o little_a faith_n of_o the_o disciple_n keep_v they_o from_o perish_v but_o not_o from_o their_o fear_n of_o perish_v mat._n 8.24_o 25_o 26._o when_o a_o great_a tempest_n arise_v so_o that_o the_o ship_n be_v cover_v with_o wave_n they_o cry_v lord_n save_v we_o we_o perish_v and_o he_o say_v to_o they_o why_o be_v you_o afraid_a o_o you_o of_o little_a faith_n the_o little_a faith_n of_o the_o same_o disciple_n entitle_v they_o to_o the_o fatherly_a protection_n and_o provision_n of_o god_n but_o it_o keep_v they_o not_o from_o sinful_a care_n and_o fear_n about_o what_o they_o shall_v eat_v or_o drink_v or_o wherewith_o they_o shall_v be_v clothe_v as_o be_v intimate_v in_o mat._n 6.25_o 28_o 30._o take_v no_o thought_n for_o your_o life_n what_o you_o shall_v eat_v or_o drink_v or_o for_o your_o body_n what_o you_o shall_v put_v on_o why_o
shall_v move_v you_o to_o seek_v to_o be_v acquaint_v with_o it_o where_o it_o be_v 1._o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n be_v the_o most_o exceâ—â—lent_a knowledge_n and_o therefore_o the_o best_a sorâ—_n of_o creature_n knowledge_n be_v that_o which_o have_v the_o most_o of_o god_n in_o it_o and_o undoubted_o theâ—â—_n be_v more_o of_o god_n in_o holiness_n which_o be_v his_o image_n then_o in_o common_a thing_n sin_n and_o 〈◊〉_d have_v nothing_o of_o god_n in_o they_o they_o must_v be_v father_v on_o the_o devil_n and_o yourselves_o anâ—_n therefore_o the_o knowledge_n of_o they_o be_v gooâ—_n but_o by_o accident_n because_o the_o knowledge_n even_o of_o evil_n have_v a_o tendency_n to_o good_a anâ—_n therefore_o it_o be_v command_v and_o make_v ouâ—_n duty_n for_o the_o good_a which_o it_o tend_v to_o it_o be_v the_o divine_a nature_n and_o image_n within_o you_o which_o have_v the_o most_o of_o god_n and_o therefore_o â—o_o know_v this_o be_v the_o high_a and_o noble_a knowledge_n to_o know_v christ_n within_o we_o be_v our_o â—appiness_n on_o earth_n in_o order_n to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o he_o in_o glory_n face_n to_o face_n which_o be_v â—he_n happiness_n of_o heaven_n to_o know_v godâ—hough_o â—hough_z dark_o through_o a_o glass_n and_o but_o in_o â—art_n 1_o cor._n 13.12_o be_v far_o above_o all_o creature_n knowledge_n the_o knowledge_n of_o himâ—aiseth_v â—aiseth_z quicken_v sanctify_v enlarge_v â—nd_n advance_v all_o our_o faculty_n it_o be_v life_n â—ternal_a to_o know_v god_n in_o christ_n john_n 17.3_o therefore_o where_o god_n appear_v most_o there_o â—hould_v our_o understanding_n be_v most_o diligent_o exercise_v in_o study_n and_o observation_n 2._o it_o be_v a_o most_o delightful_a felicitate_v knowledge_n to_o know_v that_o christ_n be_v in_o you_o â—f_o it_o be_v delightful_a to_o the_o rich_a to_o see_v their_o wealth_n their_o house_n and_o land_n and_o good_n â—nd_v money_n and_o if_o it_o be_v delightful_a to_o the_o honourable_a to_o see_v their_o attendance_n and_o hear_v their_o own_o commendation_n and_o applause_n how_o delightful_a must_v it_o be_v to_o a_o true_a believer_n to_o find_v christ_n within_o he_o and_o to_o know_v his_o title_n to_o eternal_a life_n if_o the_o knowledge_n of_o full_a barn_n and_o much_o good_n lay_v up_o for_o many_o year_n can_v make_v a_o sensual_a worlding_n say_v soul_n take_v thy_o ease_n eat_v drink_v and_o be_v merry_a luke_n 12.19_o 20._o i_o think_v the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o interest_n in_o christ_n anâ—_n heaven_n shall_v make_v we_o say_v thou_o haste_v 〈◊〉_d gladness_n in_o my_o heart_n more_o than_o in_o the_o tiâ—â—_n that_o their_o corn_n and_o wine_n increase_v that_o 〈◊〉_d more_o than_o corn_n and_o wine_n can_v put_v inâ—â—_n they_o psal_n 4.7_o return_n unto_o thy_o rest_n 〈◊〉_d soul_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v deal_v bountiful_o wiâ—â—_n thou_o psal_n 116.7_o if_o we_o say_v with_o daviâ—_n bless_a be_v they_o that_o dwell_v in_o thy_o house_n they_o will_v be_v still_o praise_v thou_o psal_n 84_o â—_o much_o more_o may_v we_o say_v blessed_n anâ—_n they_o in_o who_o christ_n dwell_v and_o the_o holâ—_n ghost_n have_v make_v his_o temple_n they_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d still_o praise_v thou_o blessed_n be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d who_o thou_o choose_v and_o cause_v to_o approâ—â—â—_n unto_o thou_o that_o he_o may_v dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n 〈◊〉_d shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o goodness_n of_o thy_o house_n even_o of_o thy_o holy_a temple_n psal_n 65.4_o but_o this_o 〈◊〉_d upon_o supposition_n that_o he_o be_v first_o bless_v by_o christ_n approach_n to_o he_o and_o dwell_v in_o hiâ—_n if_o you_o ask_v how_o it_o be_v that_o christ_n dwelleâ—â—_n in_o we_o i_o answer_v 1._o objective_o as_o he_o be_v apâ—prehended_v by_o our_o faith_n and_o love_n as_o thâ—_n thing_n or_o person_n that_o we_o think_v of_o and_o louâ—_n and_o delight_n in_o be_v say_v to_o dwell_v in_o our_o 〈◊〉_d or_o heart_n 2._o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o 〈◊〉_d a_o principle_n 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communion_n with_o the_o saint_n it_o be_v your_o joy_n to_o think_v that_o you_o have_v near_a communion_n with_o the_o lord_n of_o saint_n you_o may_v well_o say_v with_o david_n psal_n 139.18_o when_o i_o awake_v i_o be_o still_o with_o thou_o psal_n 16.8_o i_o have_v set_v the_o lord_n always_o before_o i_o because_o he_o be_v at_o may_v right_a hand_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v move_v 4._o do_v you_o know_v christ_n within_o you_o it_o will_v much_o help_v you_o in_o believe_v what_o be_v write_v of_o he_o in_o the_o gospel_n though_o to_o the_o ungodly_a the_o mystery_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n do_v seem_v incredible_a yet_o when_o you_o have_v experience_n of_o the_o power_n of_o it_o on_o your_o soul_n and_o find_v the_o image_n of_o it_o on_o your_o heart_n and_o the_o same_o christ_n within_o you_o conform_v you_o to_o what_o he_o command_v in_o his_o word_n this_o will_v work_v such_o a_o sutableness_n to_o the_o gospel_n in_o your_o heart_n as_o will_v make_v the_o 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and_o to_o make_v use_n of_o his_o mediatorship_n with_o holy_a confidence_n when_o other_o fly_v from_o christ_n with_o tremble_v and_o know_v not_o whether_o he_o will_v speak_v for_o they_o or_o help_v they_o or_o have_v any_o regard_n to_o they_o but_o look_v at_o he_o with_o strange_a and_o doubtful_a thought_n it_o will_v be_v otherwise_o with_o you_o that_o have_v assurance_n of_o his_o continual_a love_n and_o presence_n nearness_n breed_v familiarity_n and_o overcome_v strangeness_n familiarity_n breed_v confidence_n and_o boldness_n when_o you_o find_v christ_n so_o â—â—er_v you_o as_o to_o dwell_v within_o you_o and_o so_o particular_a and_o abundant_a in_o his_o love_n to_o you_o as_o to_o have_v give_v you_o his_o spirit_n and_o all_o his_o grace_n iâ—_n will_v breed_v
〈◊〉_d with_o the_o heart_n and_o whether_o you_o have_v â—â—y_o special_a interest_n in_o he_o o_o what_o a_o damp_n 〈◊〉_d cast_v on_o the_o soul_n how_o it_o stifle_v its_o â—â—pes_n and_o joy_n and_o turn_v the_o sacrament_n â—hich_v be_v appoint_v for_o their_o comfort_n into_o â—â—eir_n great_a trouble_n it_o have_v many_o a_o time_n â—â—ieved_v i_o to_o observe_v that_o no_o ordinance_n â—â—th_v cast_v many_o upright_a soul_n into_o great_a perplexity_n and_o discouragement_n and_o â—â—stresses_n than_o the_o lord_n supper_n because_o â—â—ey_v come_v to_o it_o with_o double_a reverence_n and_o 〈◊〉_d the_o doubt_n of_o their_o title_n and_o question_v their_o preparedness_n and_o by_o their_o fear_n of_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o their_o â—â—uls_n be_v utter_o discompose_v with_o perplex_a passion_n and_o turn_v from_o the_o pleasant_a â—â—â—rcise_n of_o faith_n and_o the_o delightful_a intercourse_n that_o they_o shall_v have_v with_o god_n and_o â—â—ey_n be_v distemper_v 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