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the_o person_n that_o have_v but_o gain_v this_o good_a and_o the_o first_o can_v not_o have_v be_v without_o this_o the_o eternal_a death_n of_o the_o soul_n consist_v in_o its_o far_a separation_n from_o that_o god_n who_o favour_n be_v far_o better_a than_o life_n this_o be_v the_o low_a round_n in_o that_o ladder_n by_o which_o thou_o shall_v descend_v into_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n this_o be_v the_o foot_n of_o this_o black_a bloody_a account_n the_o head_n of_o that_o arrow_n which_o pierce_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o damn_a this_o be_v the_o worst_a effect_n and_o fruit_n of_o sin_n that_o it_o be_v privative_a of_o our_o union_n with_o and_o fruition_n of_o god_n 23._o vine_n on_o james_n 4.8_o pag._n 23._o depart_v from_o i_o be_v as_o terrible_a a_o word_n as_o everlasting_a fire_n ah_o whether_o do_v they_o go_v that_o go_v from_o he_o when_o he_o alone_o have_v the_o power_n of_o eternal_a life_n how_o dismal_a how_o dark_a must_v that_o dungeon_n be_v where_o this_o sun_n will_v not_o shine_v in_o the_o least_o degree_n with_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n well_o may_v it_o be_v call_v blackness_n of_o darkness_n for_o ever_o judas_n 15._o the_o hell_n of_o the_o hypocrite_n which_o will_v be_v hot_a of_o all_o be_v set_v out_o by_o this_o job_n 13.16_o the_o hypocrite_n shall_v not_o come_v before_o god_n can_v thou_o have_v all_o the_o mercy_n that_o the_o world_n can_v give_v yet_o in_o this_o want_n of_o god_n thou_o will_v be_v complete_o miserable_a ten_o thousand_o word_n can_v speak_v a_o soul_n more_o unhappy_a than_o those_o two_o word_n without_o god_n ephes_n 2.12_o thou_o may_v be_v without_o riches_n without_o friend_n without_o health_n without_o liberty_n nay_o without_o all_o outward_a blessing_n and_o yet_o bless_v but_o if_o without_o god_n thou_o be_v curse_v with_o a_o curse_n when_o god_n will_v couch_v all_o argument_n in_o one_o to_o persuade_v to_o duty_n this_o be_v instead_o of_o all_o obey_v my_o voice_n and_o i_o 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he_o shall_v hide_v his_o face_n from_o thou_o for_o ever_o and_o not_o bestow_v on_o thou_o the_o least_o mercy_n or_o the_o small_a kindness_n this_o will_v be_v a_o woe_n with_o a_o witness_n suffer_v may_v be_v the_o portion_n of_o saint_n but_o separation_n from_o god_n the_o punishment_n of_o devil_n as_o the_o face_n and_o comfortable_a presence_n of_o god_n be_v the_o great_a felicity_n of_o the_o save_v 6._o summa_fw-la mors_fw-la animae_fw-la est_fw-la alienatio_fw-la à _fw-la vita_fw-la dei_fw-la in_o aeternitate_fw-la supplicii_fw-la aug._n the_o civet_n dei_fw-la lib._n 6._o so_o the_o full_a withdrawing_n or_o absence_n of_o god_n will_v be_v the_o great_a misery_n of_o the_o damn_a now_o thou_o do_v not_o value_v the_o enjoyment_n of_o god_n thou_o think_v often_o that_o he_o be_v too_o near_o thou_o the_o come_n of_o god_n to_o thou_o be_v as_o to_o the_o devil_n a_o torment_n matth._n 8.29_o if_o he_o draw_v nigh_o to_o thou_o sometime_o in_o a_o sermon_n in_o a_o private_a instruction_n in_o a_o motion_n of_o his_o spirit_n or_o in_o a_o conviction_n of_o thy_o conscience_n thou_o wish_v he_o far_o off_o with_o his_o precise_a law_n that_o thou_o may_v have_v more_o liberty_n for_o thy_o fleshly_a lust_n the_o voice_n of_o thy_o hellish_a heart_n unto_o god_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o i_o desire_v not_o the_o knowledge_n of_o thy_o way_n job_n 21.14_o well_o thy_o petition_n shall_v be_v grant_v to_o thy_o destruction_n and_o god_n will_v take_v thou_o at_o thy_o word_n and_o give_v thou_o thy_o wish_n to_o thy_o woe_n when_o thy_o doom_n shall_v be_v to_o depart_v from_o he_o luke_n 13.27_o matth._n 25.41_o and_o then_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o incomparable_a worth_n of_o he_o thy_o understanding_n shall_v
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behind_o i_o i_o see_v all_o the_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v and_o the_o time_n which_o i_o have_v spend_v unprofitable_o if_o i_o look_v before_o i_o i_o see_v death_n every_o day_n draw_v near_o and_o near_o unto_o i_o if_o i_o look_v on_o my_o right_a hand_n i_o see_v my_o conscience_n accuse_v i_o of_o all_o the_o evil_n i_o have_v do_v and_o good_a i_o have_v leave_v undo_v in_o this_o world_n and_o if_o i_o look_v on_o my_o left_a hand_n i_o see_v the_o creature_n on_o their_o maker_n behalf_n cry_v out_o for_o vengeance_n against_o i_o a_o rebel_n now_o then_o cease_v hereafter_o to_o wonder_n why_o i_o can_v rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n this_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o every_o unsanctified_a man_n and_o woman_n and_o do_v they_o but_o know_v it_o they_o will_v see_v but_o little_a cause_n to_o spend_v their_o day_n in_o pastime_n and_o pleasure_n but_o what_o the_o eye_n see_v not_o the_o heart_n grieve_v not_o have_v haman_n know_v he_o have_v be_v so_o nigh_o his_o funeral_n he_o will_v hardly_o have_v boast_v so_o much_o to_o his_o friend_n but_o it_o be_v the_o policy_n of_o the_o god_n of_o this_o world_n to_o blind_a man_n eye_n lest_o they_o shall_v see_v and_o avoid_v damnation_n as_o when_o a_o malefactor_n be_v for_o some_o capital_a crime_n cast_v at_o the_o assize_n man_n diogenes_n be_v demand_v what_o burden_n the_o earth_n do_v dâ—d_v beaâ—_n most_o heavy_a answer_v a_o ignorant_a man_n he_o be_v then_o carry_v into_o a_o dark_a dungeon_n and_o thence_o to_o execution_n so_o the_o devil_n know_v that_o all_o the_o son_n and_o daughter_n of_o adam_n be_v cast_v by_o the_o law_n of_o god_n the_o law_n shut_v they_o all_o up_o under_o sin_n and_o wrath_n endeavour_v to_o keep_v they_o in_o the_o dungeon_n of_o ignorance_n till_o the_o day_n of_o their_o execution_n when_o nabuchadnezzar_n have_v conquer_v zedekiah_n 2_o king_n 25._o and_o 7._o he_o put_v out_o his_o eye_n bind_v he_o in_o fetter_n and_o then_o 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so_o hearty_o embrace_v do_v he_o but_o know_v where_o sin_n be_v in_o the_o premise_n sorrow_n and_o hell_n without_o faith_n and_o sanctification_n must_v be_v in_o the_o conclusion_n do_v man_n i_o say_v but_o know_v these_o thing_n how_o quick_o will_v they_o turn_v from_o sin_n unto_o god_n give_v a_o bill_n of_o divorce_n to_o their_o most_o belove_a lust_n and_o enter_v into_o a_o most_o solemn_a covenant_n with_o the_o lord_n but_o have_v their_o understanding_n darken_v they_o be_v alienate_v from_o the_o life_n of_o god_n that_o be_v a_o life_n of_o holiness_n through_o the_o ignorance_n that_o be_v in_o they_o because_o of_o the_o blindness_n of_o their_o heart_n eph._n 4.18_o observe_v how_o express_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n speak_v ignorance_n to_o be_v the_o reason_n why_o man_n be_v such_o stranger_n to_o the_o power_n of_o religion_n reader_n thou_o may_v by_o all_o this_o see_v the_o necessity_n of_o knowledge_n if_o ever_o thou_o will_v be_v convert_v and_o save_v the_o devil_n as_o i_o say_v before_o carry_v man_n hoodwinked_a to_o hell_n but_o god_n will_v never_o carry_v thou_o blindfold_a to_o heaven_n the_o end_n of_o a_o saint_n be_v the_o inheritance_n in_o light_n col._n 1.12_o and_o the_o way_n thither_o be_v a_o way_n of_o light_n the_o path_n of_o the_o just_a be_v as_o shine_a light_n prov._n 4.18_o and_o sure_o in_o respect_n of_o knowledge_n as_o well_o as_o in_o other_o respect_n do_v not_o please_v thyself_o that_o though_o thou_o be_v not_o book-learned_a yet_o thou_o have_v as_o good_a a_o heart_n as_o other_o as_o thy_o foolish_a ignorant_a neighbour_n will_v prate_v for_o when_o thou_o thus_o speak_v thou_o speak_v beside_o thy_o book_n for_o the_o book_n of_o god_n tell_v we_o otherwise_o the_o soul_n without_o knowledge_n be_v not_o good_a proverb_n 19.2_o there_o may_v be_v a_o clear_a head_n without_o a_o clean_a heart_n the_o light_n of_o knowledge_n without_o the_o heat_n of_o grace_n but_o a_o gracious_a heart_n in_o 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