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ourselves_o for_o they_o thus_o the_o prophet_n teach_v the_o people_n hos_fw-la 14.2_o to_o say_v take_v away_o all_o iniquity_n etc._n etc._n and_o holy_a daniel_n the_o man_n belove_v of_o god_n do_v practice_v this_o rule_n dan._n 9.18.19_o o_o god_n incline_v thy_o ear_n open_v thy_o eye_n and_o behold_v etc._n etc._n prou._n 28.13_o he_o that_o confess_v his_o sin_n and_o forsake_v they_o shall_v have_v mercy_n a_o holy_a and_o inward_a anger_n against_o ourselves_o for_o our_o carelessness_n in_o look_v to_o our_o own_o way_n job._n 42.6_o i_o abhor_v myself_o so_o when_o ephraim_n repent_v this_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o her_o repentance_n jer._n 31.19_o she_o smite_v upon_o her_o thigh_n a_o fear_n not_o so_o much_o of_o god_n judgement_n as_o lest_o we_o fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n again_o and_o so_o offend_v our_o merciful_a father_n psal_n 130.4_o with_o thou_o be_v mercy_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v pro._n 28.14_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o fear_v always_o 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thy_o law_n a_o revenge_n or_o punish_v of_o ourselves_o for_o our_o offence_n commit_v against_o god_n which_o be_v when_o we_o deny_v some_o thing_n unto_o ourselves_o to_o free_v we_o thereby_o from_o sin_n which_o otherwise_o we_o may_v use_v lawful_o for_o our_o comfort_n thus_o david_n will_v not_o drink_v 1._o chro._n 11.18.19_o of_o the_o water_n of_o bethelem_n and_o thus_o have_v offend_v in_o gluttony_n and_o drunkenness_n let_v we_o revenge_v ourselves_o by_o fast_v and_o abstinence_n now_o have_v thou_o find_v these_o worthy_a fruit_n in_o thyself_o then_o certtain_o as_o they_o say_v unto_o peter_n math._n 26.73_o that_o his_o speech_n bewray_v he_o to_o be_v a_o galilean_a so_o these_o gracious_a sign_n will_v assure_v thou_o that_o thou_o have_v sorrow_v with_o a_o godly_a sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n unto_o these_o thing_n i_o may_v add_v the_o judgement_n of_o that_o reverend_a divine_a mr._n grenham_n who_o speech_n be_v that_o the_o often_o sin_n and_o the_o less_o grief_n be_v a_o note_n of_o the_o child_n of_o the_o devil_n but_o contrariwise_o the_o often_o sin_n and_o the_o more_o grief_n be_v a_o note_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n if_o a_o man_n be_v not_o trouble_v for_o sin_n here_o it_o be_v the_o way_n to_o hell_n if_o he_o trouble_v here_o it_o be_v the_o way_n to_o heaven_n and_o as_o they_o which_o have_v not_o be_v trouble_v have_v have_v a_o little_a joy_n shall_v have_v eternal_a pain_n so_o they_o which_o here_o have_v have_v a_o little_a pain_n shall_v afterward_o have_v everlasting_a joy_n luk._n 16.25_o they_o that_o be_v correct_v here_o and_o profit_v by_o it_o be_v afflict_v of_o the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n but_o they_o that_o be_v vex_v and_o amend_v not_o receive_v a_o token_n of_o god_n further_a wrath_n therefore_o we_o must_v not_o look_v to_o feel_v comfort_n in_o the_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n unless_o we_o also_o have_v sorrow_n for_o commit_v of_o out_o sin_n for_o never_o be_v any_o of_o god_n child_n comfort_v thorough_o but_o they_o be_v first_o humble_v for_o their_o sin_n deut._n 32.39_o i_o kill_v and_o give_v life_n i_o wound_v and_o make_v whole_a say_v the_o lord_n for_o shall_v christ_n have_v his_o heart_n prick_v with_o a_o spear_n and_o shall_v not_o we_o have_v we_o prick_v with_o sorrow_n we_o can_v never_o without_o the_o knowledge_n and_o feel_n of_o sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n hearty_o long_a for_o christ_n in_o all_o their_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o law_n wherein_o christ_n be_v perfigure_v be_v also_o manifest_v under_o dark_a sign_n the_o contrition_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o acknowledgement_n of_o their_o unworthines_n psal_n 4.5_o tremble_v and_o sin_v not_o say_v david_n where_o he_o show_v that_o this_o be_v a_o effectual_a thing_n to_o true_a repentance_n to_o quake_v and_o tremble_v for_o fear_n of_o god_n judgement_n therefore_o we_o must_v fear_v and_o humble_v ourselves_o because_o before_o terror_n and_o quake_n at_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n we_o will_v never_o 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sinner_n which_o condemn_v sin_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v weary_a and_o lade_v with_o his_o sin_n mal._n 11.28_o christ_n prefer_v the_o harlott_n and_o publican_n before_o the_o pharise_n matth._n 21.32_o for_o they_o be_v prick_v for_o their_o sin_n and_o convict_v do_v sorrow_n so_o then_o christ_n give_v righteousness_n to_o they_o that_o feel_v themselves_o sinner_n ease_n to_o they_o which_o be_v burden_a light_a to_o they_o which_o be_v in_o darkness_n life_n to_o they_o which_o be_v dead_a and_o salvation_n to_o they_o that_o condemn_v themselves_o to_o conclude_v that_o we_o may_v the_o better_o get_v this_o holy_a affection_n of_o sorrow_n into_o our_o heart_n we_o must_v use_v all_o help_n needful_a for_o this_o purpose_n
faith_n by_o the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o faith_n heb._n 12.2_o to_o this_o effect_n make_v excellent_o that_o worthy_a speech_n of_o christ_n matth._n 11.12_o say_n that_o the_o violent_a take_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n by_o force_n that_o be_v the_o true_a israelite_n though_o they_o endure_v bitter_a conflict_n yet_o by_o faith_n hold_v fast_a god_n apprehend_v in_o his_o word_n and_o through_o the_o same_o faith_n and_o patience_n obtain_v the_o promise_n heb._n 6.12_o to_o conclude_v therefore_o we_o be_v not_o to_o build_v our_o assurance_n upon_o our_o own_o sense_n and_o feeling_n but_o upon_o god_n unchangeable_a and_o gracious_a promise_n make_v unto_o we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n and_o if_o at_o any_o time_n our_o sense_n and_o feeling_n tell_v one_o thing_n that_o be_v that_o god_n have_v withdraw_v his_o love_n from_o we_o ps_n 77.7.8.9_o and_o forsake_v we_o esa_n 54.7_o and_o the_o word_n of_o god_n assure_v we_o of_o a_o other_o thing_n that_o be_v that_o god_n will_v never_o forsake_v we_o heb._n 13.5_o but_o continue_v his_o love_n unto_o we_o unto_o the_o end_n esa_n 49.8_o we_o be_v not_o to_o trust_v our_o own_o feel_n but_o unto_o god_n promise_n for_o otherwise_o what_o do_v we_o else_o but_o prefer_v our_o deceive_a sense_n before_o god_n infallible_a truth_n and_o make_v god_n a_o liar_n because_o we_o believe_v not_o the_o truth_n of_o his_o write_a promise_n 1._o joh._n 5.10_o after_o that_o we_o have_v attain_v to_o faith_n and_o have_v feel_v some_o effectual_a work_n of_o god_n spirit_n in_o we_o common_o in_o many_o of_o god_n child_n succeed_v not_o long_o after_o some_o deadness_n and_o dulness_n and_o they_o think_v in_o themselves_o that_o they_o have_v lose_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n as_o we_o have_v before_o show_v here_o we_o be_v to_o search_v the_o cause_n whether_o it_o be_v for_o some_o sin_n commit_v or_o for_o some_o present_a duty_n not_o practise_v for_o leave_v and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n of_o 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