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and_o sin_v spryng_v here_o of_o comyth_n to_o nowght_fw-mi wherefore_o it_o be_v very_o profitable_a to_o such_o as_o be_v imperfect_a to_o make_v obedience_n to_o some_o discrete_a person_n and_o to_o geve_v themselves_o up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o another_o to_o such_o as_o be_v perfect_a it_o be_v necessary_a to_o have_v a_o will_n to_o submyt_n then selfe_o to_o other_o when_o so_o ever_o it_o please_v god_n it_o be_v expedyent_n for_o every_o man_n to_o mark_v well_o and_o to_o execute_v in_o themselves_o the_o will_n and_o pleasure_n of_o almyghty_a god_n thou_o shall_v mark_v three_o kynde_n of_o obedience_n and_o thou_o shall_v labour_v to_o come_v to_o the_o high_a which_o be_v the_o obedience_n of_o union_n the_o first_o be_v of_o vow_n this_o aught_o to_o be_v outward_o in_o all_o commandment_n &_o precept_n of_o thy_o prelate_n with_o all_o
my_o lord_n god_n perfect_o and_o profound_o be_v the_o syngule_a gift_n of_o thou_o which_o i_o can_v come_v unto_o without_o thy_o special_a grace_n which_o i_o most_o herte_o and_o most_o meke_o beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v i_o that_o thereby_o i_o may_v perfect_o know_v thou_o and_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o moo_v bless_v and_o acceptable_a pleasure_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n now_o at_o this_o present_a and_o oftentimes_o to_o consider_v profound_o &_o perfect_o to_o know_v that_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n art_n most_o higheste_n and_o moo_v excellent_a above_o all_o thing_n moo_v bless_a wysedom_n everlasting_a and_o unchaungeable_a goodness_n a_o very_a incomprehensible_a and_o sempiternal_a substance_n a_o infinite_a and_o mooste_o bless_a bryghtnes_n and_o a_o everlasting_a and_o incomparable_a light_n of_o bliss_n which_o in_o thyself_o be_v so_o mighty_a so_o glorious_a so_o good_a and_o so_o perfect_v that_o there_o can_v nothing_o be_v think_v so_o good_a so_o 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