Life Amen Amen The Prayer O Holy Jesu thou Lord of Life and Glory who by thy Death hast overcome Death and open'd unto us the Gate of Everlasting Life at the hour of Death and in the Day of Judgment Good Lord Deliver us Grant that the End of our life on Earth may be the Beginning to us of a blessed Eternity in Heaven that the Second Death the never-ceasing one may have no Dominion over us but that when we discontinue Living with men we may dwell with thee our God and Converse with all the blessed Society Above Grant Heavenly Father that when we come to lye on a Death-bed we may be able to look backward with Comfort and Consolation on a well spent Life and forward with a bright prospect of Glory and Immortality beyond the Grave that when we are nigh unto Death and our bodyly strength Languishing our faith and hope may Revive and become vigorous and we may then feel the joyous Approaches of that Salvation which we before had wrought out with fear and trembling We know O Lord that 't is appointed for all men once to Dye and that no one can rescue his life from the pit of Destruction and yet do we live as if we had made an Agreement with Hell and had an unforfeitable Lease of our lives O give us to Dye unto sin Now that we may sleep in Christ at our Departure and be Awaken'd be Rais'd to life again in the Restitution of all things Afford us some Refreshing beams of the Light of thy Reconciled Countenance when passing through the dark valley of the Shadow of Death grant that we may then fear no evil but may have the Testimony of a Good Conscience which may be a supporting Cordial to our weak and fainting Spirits Grant that we may not live in such an unprepar'd state of Soul as that we should be afraid to Dye and Appear before thy Judgment seat but cause us so to Demean our selves as that the Sting and Terrour of Death Sin may be taken away before Death it self lays hold on us that when it comes we may welcome it with Smiles and Gladness may lift up our heads with Joy at our hastening Dissolution as knowing that then the time of our Redemption draweth near Be Thou present with us at the hour of Death O blessed Jesu who sufferedst Death for us upon the Cross by the vertue of that thy precious Death Sweeten we beseech thee the bitterness of ours When our Eyes shall be Darkned in the Agonies of Death kindle in our hearts the Light of saving Faith when our Speech shall fail and leave us O do thou speak Inwardly unto us by the Comforts of thy Spirit and grant that we may speak mentaily unto Thee by Devoul Sighs and Groans which cannot be utter'd when we are nigh unto the End of our Days may we be nigh the end of our Hopes even the Salvation of out Souls O give us in our last Exiremities Joy in believing Hope in our Latter End humble Resignation of our Spirits into thy hands an holy Contempt of this Earth an Enflamed Love of Heaven Longing desires to be with Thee with our Saviour christ with Angels and Glorified Saints which is much better than being here Amen Amen for thy Mercies sake Meditation XVII On the Last Judgment MEthinks I view the Judge of the whole Earth Terrible and yet Gracious coming in the Clouds of Heaven with all his Glorious Retinue of holy Angels methinks I hear the Arowzing Call of the last Trumpet see the innumerable Dead take the Alarm Awake Move and Rise at its all-powerful Summons I behold methinks the Righteous Rising first with Smiles and Exultation in their Faces as knowing that their Redemption that the Reward of all their Pious Labours draweth near I behold also the ungodly Rising Last and yet even then most unwillingly shaking and trembling for fear of their approaching Tryal and Condemnation Heaven above Threatning them Hell beneath Gaping wide for their Reception I bâ—hold too the Court-Book of an Universal Registry open'd each Mans Indictment and Accusation publickly Read his own Conscience the while bearing Witness and either Accusing or Excusing him in that fearful Judgment I hear methinks the Decisive Sentence 〈◊〉 ronourced of either Eternal Happyness or Misery of either come ye Blessed of my Father inherit the Kingdom prepar'd for you before the foundations of the World or else of Depart from me ye Accursed into Everlasting fire prepared for the Devil and his Angels Oh the different Effects these different Sentences have on the Persons they are directed unto The Righteous receive their Sentence with Joy and Acclamations with transporting Thanks and Hallelujahs with an humble Admiration that the Recompence of their finite Defective Services should be a far more Exceeding and Eternal weight of Glory The ungodly Reprobates entertain their Doom with hideous Howlings and Lamentations with heart-piorcing Sorrows and Affrightments with fruitless desires to return again into their Graves or to be perfectly destroyed and Annihilated Come ye blessed O Delightsome sound O wellcome hearing wellcome especially from the moâ—â—â— of our Judge Come There is no need sure of a pressing Invitation to accept of so much Bliss and Happyness behold they Run they draw near upon the first Intimation of it they fly with haste into the possession of their Eternal Inheritance They now please themselves in the Remembrance of their former Godly Sorrows Mortifications and Self-denyals which through the Mercy 's of God and Merits of their Saviour have procured them such an exceeding Great Rejoycing All their former Tears dry up at the sight of their Glorious Redemption and they would not for a World but they had Denyed themselves in the Life past that now in the Resurrection of the Just they may be own'd and Approved of by their Advocate and Acquitter Depart ye Cursed blessed Lord whither should they depart Can they Goe any where where thou art not present who sillest all things tho' they descend into the Deep and remain in the uttermost parts of the Sea yet Thou art there though they make the Darkness of Hell their hiding-place yet thou art there also thine Omniscient Eye shall even there find them out and thine Almighty Arm shall punish them Depart from Me A Dâ—parture from thy Beatifick presence O God must needs render the Departed Accursed for Thou art all that 's Good the Loss therefore of Thee is an Universal Loss Thou art the Center and Rest of the Soul and therefore to be separated from Thee must be the most unquiet and miserable Condition imaginable A Departure from the Joyous Light of thy Countenance O blessed Jesu who only hast the words of Eternal Life can certainly be no other than Eternal Death One would have thought indeed that to be Deprived of Thy Sight might have been punishment enough without the Damneds Entrance in Hell-flames and tortures but that besides the mental Anguish for their
Loss of the Enjoyment of God for their Loss of Heavenly Joys unspeakable and full of Glory they should be tormented with the positive sufferings of infernal Regions should be banish'd into fire into fire Everlasting into fire Everlasting prepared for the Devil and his Angels the worst of Company the most Dismal Society Oh how Doubly afflictive and vexatious must this prove unto them We believe O Lord all this most solemne process of a final Judgment we believe and tremble thereat O make it an ingenuous fear converting our Souls We behold with an Eye of faith this thy Judiciary Tryal and Enquiry as clearly as if it was the Object of our bodyly vision O Grant it may have such an Effectual influence upon our hearts as to make us live in continual Expectation of it as if the last Trump were already sounding in our Ears and we saw the Graves open'd the Dead coming forth and the Divine Judge Seated on his Dreadful Tribunal May our habitual mindfulness of this Day of future Reckoning cause us to place a watch over our most Secret Thoughts a Guard over our most Innocently pleasant words over our most conceal'd Retired actions always remembring that God is about our path and our bed and will bring every Secret thought and purpose of the heart into Judgment with every Idle word and most clandestine performance O the brightness of the Discoveries of that time of Tryal How Searching how penetrating No Defence no Palliation no Denyal will that Day serve either to countenance or to cover our unrepented sins in vain will it be to offer at either Excuse or Concealment the Darkness of hidden wickedness shall appear no Darkness at all but shall be unto God as clear as the Noon-day Then shall not a well-dissembled Hypocrisie in Religion any longer pass for Sincerity and the power of Godliness then shall not habitually indulged vicious appetites and passions any longer pass for pardonable humane Infirmities a bare Negative holyness the not having done any Enormous evil shall not then Satisfie for the want of Real Positive piety for the want of having done all the Good we could neither shall bare Desires after Grace without the effectual Endeavours be reputed Grace it self But all false Disguises shall be taken off from both our selves and others and a Man shall be accepted only for that he Really hath of Vertue and Goodness not for that which he seem'd to have of it in this World but truely had not The Just shall then be Hardly found Just the Righteous shall Scarcely be Saved O where then shall the Sinner and Ungodly appear How shall they Stand as Justified when Judged O may we in serious thoughtfulness thereon fancy our selves before the Judgment-Seat of Christ may we Examine our selves whether we are Ready prepared for the giving up our Accounts Whether our Lives are able to bear a strict Scrutiny at the Day of our Judges Appearance What holy work we would then more especially desire to be found Eminent in And that let us Now more peculiarly be busied about what it is we would then be most Ashamed of and wish it had never been acted or sincerely Repented of And that let us Repent of Immediately in this our season of Grace and Salvation May we think no Religious pains too Great no Self-denyals too severe no Addresses to Heaven too frequent or too fervent to render us provided for our future Tryals but may we enter at present into Judgment with our selves Accusing and Condemning our own ways that when we shall appear before the Great Judge he may find that before-hand we are accused and Judged Let us often meditate Lord who can Stand before Thee when Thou art Angry Who can be cleared when judged shouldst not thou in the midst of Judgment remember Mercy Woe were it to the most innocent unblameable Life if Thou O God laying aside thy Clemency shouldst sift and Judge it Rigorously The Prayer O Blessed Saviour Thou most Righteous Judge Eternal ordain'd by thy Father to be Judge both of the Quick and Dead whereof he hath given us Assurance in that he hath raised thee from the Dead O Raise us from the Death of sin unto the Life of Righteousness and hereby fit and prepare us for the Day of Judgment Cause us so Effectually to think on it at present as that we may not Dread its Terrors hereafter but may be Justified by thy Sentence and cleared when we are Judged not Trusting in our own Righteousness which is but as filthy Rags but being cloathed with the imputed Righteousness which is of God through faith in Christ Jesus O that when we are Judged we may be found in Him having an Interest in the Merits of his Death and passion O that he who is to be our Judge may likewise be our Advocate and Acquitter Blessed be God the Father blessed be the holy Trinity that thou merciful Jesu art to be our Judge who by Assuming humane Nature wast toucht with a fellow-feeling of our infirmities being in all points Tempted as we are yet without sin that thou mightest have Compassion on us thy brethren who are Tempted and that we might come the more boldly to thy Judgment-seat finding Grace to help in that Greatest time of Need O may we obtain Mercy when our Lord enters into Judgment with us May we be Acquitted when Tryed May our Saviour look on all he has Done on all he has Suffered in our behalf when making tion what we have done Spoke or Thought and may he for the Satisfaction purchased by his Blood be Gracious unto us Give us Gracious God so to Accuse and Condemn our selves for sin by a penitent abhorrence of it that we may not be Accused and Condemned in thy fearful Judgment but may stand in the Judgment as found upright and Absolved therein O that our own hearts may pass that True Judgment on us in this world which Thou blessed Redeemer wilt pass on us in the other and if upon Calling our selves to an Account at present we find that our Consciences Condemn us Grant that we may make void that Condemnation by immediate Amendment considering that if our hearts condemn us Thou our God art Greater than our hearts and knowing all things will much more Condemn us Allay holy Saviour by the pleadings of thy Mediation and Intercession the Rigour and Severity of thy final Sentence cause us to live as if we ever heard that arouzing Summons in our Ears Awake ye dead and come to Judgment O make us in apprehension hereof to Judge and Examine our past Courses and to Correct and Reform whatever we find Amiss in them let the habitual Remembrance of the last Day of Tryal Quicken us unto a more than ordinary holy preparation for it That we may Expect it with comfortable Hope meet it with an humble well-grounded Assurance be Acquitted in it pleading our Lord 's most perfect Obedience and Relying wholely on his Meritorious Expiation
Imprimatur Geo. Royse RRmo in Christo Patri ac Dom. Dom. Johanni Archiep. Cantuar. a Sacris Domest Januar. 17 169â— Conversation in Heaven BEING DEVOTIONS Consisting of MEDITATIONS and PRAYERS ON Several Considerable Subjects in Practical Divinity Written for the Raising the Decay'd Spirit of PIETY By LAWRENCE SMITH LLD. Fellow of St. John's College in Oxford LONDON Printed by J. R. for Thomas Speed at the Three Crowns near the Royal Exchange in Cornhill 1693. TO The most Reverend Father in God JOHN Lord Arch-Bishop of Canterbury Primate and Metropolitan of all England and one of Their Majesties most Honourable Privy-Council May it please your Grace I Beg your Pardon for my Presumption in Dedicating this Performance to your Name but my Experience of your Goodness and Obliging Temper has encouraged me to this freedom of Recommending it to your Patronage My Lord 't was not an Ambition of appearing in Print which induced me to this Publication but an hearty Desire since I am not in a Publick Station to do all the Good I can in my Private Capacity and if this Endeavour may but prove Instrumental to the encrease of Piety and Devotion in any I shall not Repent my Pains but acknowledge the Success with all Thankfulness to God's Glory May the Almighty long preserve your Grace and make you a great Blessing to this Church which is the earnest Prayer of My Lord Your Grace's most Obedient Son and humbly devoted Servant Lawrence Smith THE PREFACE TO THE READER Christian Reader THE Subjects here treated on are some of the weightiest and most considerable in all Practical Divinity and being Matters of the greatest Importance to a good Life and consequently to our future Everlasting Welfare were therefore industriously handled with all imaginable Plainness and Perspicuity that Persons of all Ranks and Qualities being nearly concern'd in them they might accordingly lye Level to the Capacities of all men The Author is not Ignorant that several excellent Treatises of this Nature have been transmitted into publick View and Consideration which though he has not the Vanity to think he has excell'd yet he hopes this further Help to Devotion may not be without its proper Vsefulness The Composer of these Devotions is indeed conscious of his inability to Gratifie the Expectations of a nicely Critical Reader but however he had much rather expose himself to the Censures of the Over-curious than fail of promoting in the least the Piety and Devotion of â—ruly Religious and well-disposed People To such he Writes who having a Spiritual discerning of Spiritual things these Spiritual Exercises of Prayer and Holy Meditation are the likeliest to prove Relishing and Acceptable unto them Devout and Pious Meditation is that which at once Delights and Profits Recreates and improves in Goodness rendering the Mind by degrees of a Godlike Celestial Temper It ennobles the faculties of our Souls by making them conversant about truly Great and Noble Objects things Spiritual Divine and Heavenly It withdraws us from the Noise and Tumult exempts us from the Cares Fears Troubles and Vexations of this Lower World and causing us to dwell much in our thoughts and desires Above it makes our Spirits too Big and Haughty too Nice and Delicate for any impure sublanary Enjoyments nay of such an Indifferency of Affection even to this Worlds Innocent and Allowable Gratifications as that no Loss or Detriment which befalls them no imaginary Excellency which is in them is able to Excite our Passions to Discompose our Thoughts to abate our Religious Diligence to weaken our Faith impair our Trust or so much as Cool our Love for God Holiness and Celestial Happiness All other things Cloy and Satiate with their often Repeated use but the more we exercise this most Excellent Duty devout Contemplation the more shall we desire to be still exercised therein Its Pleasures will grow upon our Hands and we shall find no Sensual Entertainment half so Quick and Relishing our Vnderstandings will be hereby Enlarged and Exalted our Wills Rightly Byassed and Inclined our Affections Purified and Refined and our whole Spiritual Powers Disintangled from the Depraving Profits and Delights of this inferiour Animal Life and Refreshed with new varieties of a lively prospect into the Joys Celestial which are Pure Sincere Holy and Intellectual Let us then in frequent Solemn Meditation on the Divine most Amiable Perfections the very Life and Employment of Angels become more exact Representations of the Divine Purity and Holiness Let us Spiritualize our Minds Becalme our Passions Deaden and Suppress our Appetites to all Earthly Pomps and Vanities and then neither this World's Honours Profits or Pleasures shall seduce and soften us nor shall its Changes and Mischances Grieve and Disquiet us but being Exalted in our Devout Conversation to Regions whither the Storms and Tempests of this Lower State never reach we shall enjoy an undisturbed Peace and Tranquillity nay a delightsom Enravishment of Mind while Living and when we Dye shall go whither our Pious Thoughts Holy Desires Zealous Endeavours Fervent Prayers and Grateful Thanksgivings went before to prepare us Mansions even into the Heavenly Jerusalem Of which that we may be all Inheritors is the Hearty Prayer of him who earnestly desires thy Spiritual and Eternal wellfare L. Smith The CONTENTS Meditation I. ON the Vanity Vexation and Contempt of the World page 1 The Prayer p. 14 Meditation II. On the Redemption of Time p. 17 The Prayer p. 28 Meditation III. On the Folly and Danger of deferring Repentance p. 32 The Prayer p. 41 Meditation IV. On the Malignity and Evil Nature of Sin p. 45 The Prayer p. 60 Meditation V. On Watchfulness against Sin and Temptations p. 65 The Prayer p. 73 Meditation VI. Against the Sin of Pride p. 77 The Prayer p. 85 Meditation VII Against the Sin of Vnchastity p. 89 The Prayer p. 97 Meditation VIII Against the sin of Immoderate Anger p. 101 The Prayer p. 114 Meditation IX Against the sin of Murmuring and Impatience amidst Divine Chastisements p. 119 The Prayer p. 129 Meditation X. On Love to God p. 135 The Prayer p. 140 Meditation XI On Zeal in the Service of God p. 145 The Prayer p. 151 Meditation XII On Trust in God p. 155 The Prayer 162 Meditation XIII On the Fear of God p. 166 The Prayer p. 176 Meditation XIV On Love and Charity to our Neighbour p. 179 The Prayer p. 197 Meditation XV. On Improvement in Grace p. 202 The Prayer p. 211 Meditation XVI On Death p. 215 The Prayer p. 225 Meditation XVII On the Last Judgment p. 229 The Prayer p. 240 Meditation XVIII On Heaven p. 244 The Prayer p. 253 Meditation XIX On Hell and the Eternity of its Torments p. 258 The Prayer p. 271 Meditation XX. On Prayer and the Powerful Efficacy thereof p. 276 The Prayer p. 291 A Prayer for the Morning p. 298 A Prayer for the Evening p. 311 A Prayer for a Sick Person p. 320 Another Prayer for the
be over-purchased we cannot do too much for such a far more exceeding and endless weight of Glory and the more we do in Holy Services the Greater in all Likelihood will be our future Recompence of Reward By instantly beginning to live well we shall render the work the easier shall be better disposed to it our selves and shall have less to Repent of and Reform but the longer we delay Redeeming our time the Greater and more Difficult undertaking shall we find it when we set about it Every man has his Religious Task appointed him at his coming into this World to discharge before his Going out of it and each day has its peculiar Godly work and business assign'd it wherefore if we imprudently omit the proper employment of this day we shall have so much the more to do to morrow both this days Religious work and to morrow 's also Since then sufficient unto its own day is the vertuous Task thereof let us not through our present Omissions double and multiply our future pious Pains and Labours encrease by delays of Redeeming Time our work of Salvation and diminish at the same instant our strength and ability to perform it with So much Time as we have lost in the neglect of Piety and Vertue so much have we lost of our increase of future Happiness and of our weight of Eternal Glory and can we be content to loose yet more of it Can we be content through our mispence of Time to hazard the whole of Everlasting Blessedness Time present is our only state of Trial and Probation the After-Life determines our Condition to either Everlasting Happiness or Misery and therefore we ought to improve to the utmost instant Opportunities and to work out our Salvation to Day while 't is call'd to Day For our Religious Work is large and difficult the putting off a whole Body of Sin the putting on the whole Armour of Righteousness the subduing old evil habits a contracting by the Grace of God in Conjunction with our Endeavours new Vertuous habits the improving them into a Second Nature into a participation of the Divine Nature and Likeness All this we have to do in the short space of our Mortality in a Life but a Span long and therefore ought to supply our Poverty of Time by its frugal Well-management and by the Intenseness of our Affections and Services God-ward Making up in Industry and Zeal what we want in Time and obeying God universally chearfully fervently and constantly unto the End But oh the quite contrary Practice of the Generality of the World who are forward to improve every thing but Time which most of all requires improvement who pursue eagerly every Advantage but the Highest one their Eternal Salvation Ah doubtless he is unworthy of Eternal Life who seeks it not diligently as for hid Treasure who lives not to God and his own Soul Certainly he is unworthy to win the Prize of Heavenly Glory who runs so carelesly as if he matter'd not whether he obtain'd it or no! All that Time is but wasted whereof no part is spent in the Concerns of Religion The Prayer O Eternal God who wast before all Time and shalt continue to be when Time shall have an End in whose hands are the Issues and Disposal thereof seeing time past cannot be Recall'd by us cannot be lived over again Grant that we may Redeem it by a double diligence and improvement of the Remaining Season We improve O Lord every thing else O give us Grace to husband well our Time also we put out our Moneys to Interest we Till and Manure our Grounds we watch and make our best of every opportunity of growing Rich O cause us likewise to put out the precious Talent of Time to Interest cause us to Till and Cultivate our Souls that they may fructifie with saving Graces make us to be intent upon and manage to the best opportunities of growing wise unto salvation of becoming Rich in Faith and Good Works Convince us that unless we Redeem Time the Redemption purchased by our Saviour will nothing avail us Convince us that Time is the only season wherein to make provision for a blessed Eternity O may the dying man's wish the dying man's Good Resolution more Time better improvement of it might it be afforded him be the study of us Living men be our most constant care and exercise Give us to consider holy Father what one of the damned would give but for one more of those Probationary days which we squander away without any due regard or vertuous improvement Give us to consider that the abuse or neglect of Time will occasion us if persisted in a sad and mournful Eternity full of bitter Regrets and stinging Self-condemnations Ah gracious God do we live upon Moments Is each minute's Preservation a kind of Creation and yet do we make light of and trifle them away Ah wretched Triflers with our own safety and Everlasting Salvation Convince us convince us good Lord that the Day-time of our Lives is far spent that the short Remainder is hazardous and uncertain that the Night of Death may be nigh at hand and let these convictions cause us to walk as Children of the Day not in the evil works of Darkness but in employing well our Time and other Talents that we may not fall into the condemnation of the slothful and wicked Servant O suffer us not to fold our hands to sleep in the midst of so many and great spiritual Dangers wherewith we are encompass'd but make us to be intent on all Religious opportunities Since our days O Lord are but few upon Earth cause us by walking circumspectly to Redeem the time that they may not be Evil likewise or unprofitable Are holy Jesu Death and the Grave Judgment and Eternity not far from us and yet are we far from being ready prepared for them Live we as if we were to live always As if this was the only life and no future one to be expected O cause us to shake off this our careless security cause us to give all diligence to make our Calling and Election sure May the time past of our lives suffice ah far too much was it to have been mis-spent in sin and vanity wherefore for the time to come make us industrious and always abounding in the work of the Lord for as much as we know that our Labour shall not be in vain in the Lord. O Grant that every moment of time present may be precious unto us because the Interests of our precious immortal Souls depend upon it make us so well to improve Time as that it may be the securing unto us of an happy Eternity Amen Amen Meditation III. On the Folly and Danger of deferring Repentance TO delay present Repentance in hopes of future Conversion is alike imprudent as for a sick Man to neglect the present use of Medicines in hopes of future Health and Recovery whenas by his neglect of Remedies he in
thy allowance of Grace and the opportunity of making use of it may be over with thee Which God grant that it may not be Amen Amen The Prayer MOST Merciful Father Patitient and Long-suffering who waitest to be Gracious and yet whose Spirit will not always strive with obstinate impenitent sinners dost Thou O Lord call unto us Behold Now is the Accepted Time behold Now is the Day of Salvation and do we cry to morrow is soon enough some Days or Years hence will be as Acceptable a time as this present one Ah Mad-men that we are Ah foolish Self-deceiving Creatures who should know best the Day of our Salvation Thou our God the Author of it or We Who should know best how Long thy Spirit will strive with us How Long Thou wilt wait to be Gracious O cause us to Day while 't is call'd to Day to hear thy voice and not harden our hearts against thy Invitations to Repentance Convince us blessed Lord in order to a present amendment that 't is some degree of hardening our hearts not to hearken to thy Voice this Day That every continuance in sin is one Advance more towards final Impenitence a rendering our future Conversion the more Grievous and Difficult and our Confirmation in wickedness the Greater and nearer to irretrievable And in a sense of all this make us we beseech thee to Retire out of the ways of Iniquity immediately For would we be willing to be surprized by Death Judgment and Eternal Torments in an Impenitent State Would we be willing to be summon'd before thy Judgment-seat to give an Account of our Stewardship before our Accompts are duely Stated and made up If we would not O cause us then to give all Diligence at present to make our Calling and Election Sure to work the Religious work for which we were sent into this World while 't is Day before the Night of Death cometh wherein 't is impossible to work out our Salvation Is there Lord any one of us but would willingly Repent and turn unto Thee sometime before he Dyes because otherwise he knows he cannot be saved but who of us can be sure he shall Repent before Death that delays the work till to morrow For who can tell what a Day may bring forth Cause us therefore Gracious God to live every day as if it were to be our last for that we know not but it may be such Cause us to live so at present as we shall wish we had done when we come to Dye O grant we may not Dye with any Guilt upon our Consciences or any known sin unrepented of Grant that we may not put far from us the Evil Day and thereby flatter our selves into a state of impenitence and endless Destruction but give us Grace to use well the means of Grace and improve the opportunities of Salvation while they are mercifully afforded us lest we provoke thee our God to swear in thy wrath that such obstinate sinners shall never enter into thy Rest Let holy Father the uncertainty of the time of our Saviour's coming to Judgment either to the universal one or that of each particular person soon after his Death make every one of us live in a continual Readiness and Preparation for it that we may not have our Oyl of Grace to seek our Lamp of an holy Conversation to Trim and Replenish when we should enter in with the Bridegroom of our Souls Christ Jesus into his Marriage-Feast But grant that at what Season soever our Lord comes to call us to an Account of the Talents committed to our trust he may behold all our Debts to his Divine Justice ready Cancell'd by our Repentance through the Merits of his Blood and finding us perseveringly employ'd in Good Works he may say unto us Well done Good and Faithful Servants Enter ye into your Master's Joy Amen blessed Jesu Amen Meditation IV. On the Malignity and Evil Nature of Sin O Sin how common art thou and yet how little understood How Common and therefore how little Dreaded and Abhorr'd Did men consider and understand thee more they would sure Love and Practice thee Less Alass they consider not thy direct opposition to God's Soveraign Authority Rectitude of Will and purity of Divine Essence thy contrariety to the Laws of Nature of Reason and of Grace How thou art a Violation of God's Revealed Will and Pleasure in the Sacred Scriptures Writings which contain nothing but precepts Holy Just and Good and which consequently 't is our greatest Interest and Advantage as well as Bounden-Duty to observe and our greatest Disadvantage as well as Disobedience to break and violate They consider not Sin how opposite thou art to their own Personal Welfare and Happiness Temporal Spiritual and Eternal how Degrading and Defiling to their Souls and Consciences what an Ignominy and Reproach to our Understandings what a Violence and Affront to our Reasons what a perversion and wrong-byass of our Wills and Affections what a cause of Regret and Disquietude of Mind to those who voluntarily Commit thee how offensive to God how injurious to Man how prejudicial to the Common Order Peace and Prosperity of the Universe What an ungrateful Return thou art to the Divine Goodness Patience and Forbearance how thou art an offering despite to the Spirit of Holiness a Grieving a Quenching a total Driving it away from us a Crucifying afresh the blessed Son of God a Treading him under foot and accounting the Blood of the New-Covenant an unholy thing a Rejection of all the Merciful Terms and offers of Gospel-Reconciliation a rendering the means and instruments of begetting Grace in us ineffectual a choosing Death Eternal Death rather than Life Eternal Life a wilful Treasuring up of Wrath against the day of Wrath and Revelation of the Righteous Judgment of a provok'd offended Deity All this and much more the Commission of known voluntary Sin implies and can we be so irrational so Vile and Dis-ingenuous so even like Beasts before God as to continue practicing vicious Impurity with Greediness after having thus weigh'd and consider'd how Evil how bitter and Lothsom a thing it is Oh is there no knowledge no understanding in the Workers of Impiety is there no Shame no Fear no Regard in them to their Everlasting Salvation that they drink down Iniquity like Water and Rush into the occasions of their own Ruin into the performance of all Wickedness as the War-Horse rusheth into the Battle fearlessly and inconsiderately Ah Vice how stupifying a thing art thou What a polluter first of our Souls and Consciences and after long Custom of sinning what a layer of them Asleep what an hardener of our hearts through thy continued and dayly advancing deceitfulness Thou Wickedness art pleasurable indeed in the Act but alass how transient the Act how vain and inconsiderable the pleasure whereas the after-Memory of thee is tormenting and much more exquisite much more Durable a Pain than thy vicious Enjoyment was a Delight
or at least permissive Providence will be to no purpose we cannot as of our selves add onâ— Cubit to either our Bodily or Spiritual Stature we shall be Dwarfs iâ— Grace as well as in Natural Growth without the Aids of God's Spirit 〈◊〉 we cast all our Care upon the Deity this will be an Engagement on him to take Care of us if we Trust in God we need not fear any thing else He will mightily Defend or Support us All other Objects of Trust are Deceitful because Vanishing Empty Unsatisfying either they are willing to help and want Ability or they have Ability and want willingness or else they are Destitute of both and so deserve not any Trust to be reposed in them Thus 't is with all Foundations of Reliance on the Creature but now God is such an Adequate Object of our hope and comfortable Expectation that we may be sure in him to meet with no Disappointment for he is willing and Able and earnestly desirous to supply all our Wants to Relieve all our Distresses to pardon all our Sins heal all our Infirmities Sanctifie our depraved Nature He never yet fail'd any one who put his Confidence in him his Truth his Goodness his Justice will not suffer him to do it We shall ease our selves of much Anxiety and Tormenting Solicitude if we remove all immoderate Care from our own Breasts and refer our Affairs more to God's providential Management We must Trust our selves with the Deity and into his hands commit our Spirits when we are Dying why not Resign our selves and our Concernments into his keeping now in our Life-time Wheâ—â— 't will be more Acceptable to do soâ— because more voluntary but theâ— 't will be at the best in some measure constrain'd If we do not now in time of health and prosperity as well as at the hour of Death and Day of Judgment commend our Souls and ways to God's Custody as into the hands of a faithful Creator and most Merciful Redeemer we Ruin and undo our selves for if God keeps us not the most vigilant Watchman waketh but in vain if left alone to our selves the Evil one the Devil will presently bear us Company and this one would think should be enough to make us fear being out of the Divine Charge and Protection The Deity has the tender Affection of a Father toward us and consequently the Carefulness of a Father concerning us 'T is He alone can deliver us from all Dangers and cause that we dwell in perfect peace and safety why then Stay we not our Minds on him Why deliver we not up our persons to his Tuition Which is as the munition of Rocks for strength and preservation O Lord I commit my self to Thee I Trust thee with all I have and am the Trust is no more than what thou Gavest me be Thou the more careful of it because it came originally from Thee Though Thou should'st Kill me yet would I Trust in Thee as knowing that thou canst bring Life out of Death Light out of Darkness In the Lord have I put my Trust O let me never be confounded Amen The Prayer O Thou who art the hope and confidence of all the Ends of thâ— Earth who never failest them who putâ— their Trust in Thee make us ever tâ— have Recourse to thy Goodness make 〈◊〉 ever firmly to Rely and depend oâ— Thee in our most Grievous Difficulties and Distresses Keep us O Lord in perfect peace both of Body and Soul whose Minds are stay'd on Thee O suffer us not to Trust in Creature-Comforts broken Reeds which will deceive us if we lean upon them But make us solely to conâ—ide in thee the everliving God who givest us all things Richly to Enjoy Grant that we may be inordinately careful for nothing but in every thing by Prayer and Supplication with Thanksgiving may makeâ— knownour Requests unto Thee our God the liberal Rewarder of all those who seek Thee faithfully Permit us not O Lord our safety to cast away our Trust and Confidence in thy Mercy but cause us to Retain it as a sure Anchor of our Souls firm and stable unto the End when all Temporal Blessings seem to fail us when our Eyes are even weary with looking for thy Salvation yet never let our Faith fail but give us to comfort our selves in thy word to look unto the Truth of thy Promises and to the Almightiness of thy Ability to perform them and from these supporting Considerations O make us to Receive strength and Consolation In the multitude of the Sorrows and perplexities of our hearts cause us to cast all our Care upon thee being assured that Thou carest for us that Thou watchest over us by thy Providence consultest our welfare by thy Wisdom and wilt in thy due time effect it by thy Goodness and Power O Grant that we may commit the Keeping of our selves our ways and concernments unto Thee in well-doing as into the hands of a faithful Creator Preserver and Redeemer as knowing in whom we have believed and being perswaded that thou art able to keep that which we have committed unto thee against the Great Day of Redemption When our Souls are most cast down when they are most Disquieted within us O give us still to Trust in Thee who art the help of our Countenance and our God let we beseech thee that thought of our Relation unto of our propriety in Thee as Our God silence all our Doubts Root out all Distrust and Despondency from our hearts and cause us to adhere unto Thee with a full Assurance of being either Rescued from our trouble or else Graciously sustained under it O make us chearfully to Rely upon thee our God in all our fears in all our wants in all our Afflictions seeking first the Kingdom of Heaven and its Righteousness and then not doubting but all other things truly needful either for our Support or Deliverance shall be Added unto us Amen Amen Meditation XIII On the Fear of God 'T IS our Duty and 't is our Advantage and happyness fear the Lord all ye his Saints there 's the Duty for there is no want to them that fear him there is the Happyness Psalm 30. 9. We naturally fear any one we know will do us harm or who has it in his power to do it and sure then we have just reason to fear God's Judgments for our sins who is able to do us more harme than all the world besides for he hath power after he hath kill'd to cast into Hell to pursue us with his Vengeance into another state and he ever lives as to Reward the Godly so to punish Everlastingly the impenitent Sinner And therefore our Saviour at the same time that he reproves our folly of fearing man forewarnes us whom we should fear God Almighty and he Reinforceth this his Exhortation with a yea I say unto you fear him And who would not fear thee O Lord God of hosts and Reverence thy Name For thou only