into_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n the_o three_o be_v the_o book_n of_o the_o scripture_n according_a to_o the_o prescript_n rule_v whereof_o our_o faith_n and_o good_a work_n shall_v be_v judge_v the_o word_n that_o i_o have_v speak_v 12.48_o say_v our_o saviour_n shall_v judge_v they_o at_o the_o last_o day_n the_o four_o book_n contain_v in_o it_o the_o testimony_n of_o the_o poor_a which_o in_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n shall_v receive_v we_o into_o a_o everlasting_a habitation_n 16.9_o the_o five_o book_n contain_v the_o inward_a testimony_n of_o the_o conscience_n for_o the_o conscience_n be_v the_o book_n in_o which_o all_o sin_n be_v write_v bernard_n the_o conscience_n be_v a_o great_a volume_n in_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v write_v by_o the_o finger_n of_o truth_n the_o damn_a can_v deny_v their_o sin_n at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n because_o they_o shall_v be_v convince_v by_o the_o testimony_n of_o their_o own_o conscience_n they_o can_v fly_v from_o the_o 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science_n profit_n if_o there_o be_v a_o foul_a conscience_n thou_o shall_v be_v judge_v hereafter_o before_o the_o throne_n of_o god_n not_o by_o the_o book_n of_o thy_o science_n but_o by_o the_o book_n of_o thy_o conscience_n if_o thou_o will_v write_v this_o book_n right_o indeed_o write_v it_o according_a to_o the_o copy_n of_o the_o book_n of_o life_n 13.8_o christ_n be_v the_o book_n of_o life_n let_v the_o profession_n of_o thy_o faith_n be_v conform_v to_o the_o rule_n of_o christ_n doctrine_n and_o let_v the_o course_n of_o thy_o life_n be_v conform_v to_o the_o rule_n of_o christ_n life_n thy_o conscience_n shall_v be_v good_a if_o there_o be_v purity_n in_o thy_o heart_n truth_n in_o thy_o tongue_n and_o honesty_n in_o thy_o action_n use_v thy_o conscience_n for_o a_o lantern_n in_o all_o thy_o action_n bish·_n for_o that_o will_v plain_o show_v unto_o thou_o what_o action_n in_o thy_o life_n be_v good_a and_o what_o be_v evil_a avoid_v that_o judgement_n of_o thy_o 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or_o evil_n she_o keep_v for_o the_o live_n and_o restore_v to_o the_o dead_a that_o which_o be_v commit_v to_o her_o keep_n so_o it_o be_v true_a that_o a_o man_n enemy_n be_v they_o of_o his_o own_o household_n 10.36_o so_o in_o thy_o own_o house_n and_o among_o thy_o own_o family_n thou_o have_v those_o that_o do_v observe_v accuse_v and_o torment_v thou_o vives_n what_o do_v it_o profit_v thou_o to_o live_v in_o all_o abundance_n and_o plenty_n and_o to_o be_v torment_v with_o the_o whip_n of_o conscience_n the_o fountain_n of_o man_n felicity_n and_o misery_n be_v in_o his_o mind_n what_o do_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n in_o a_o burn_a fever_n to_o lie_v upon_o a_o bed_n of_o gold_n what_o do_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n torment_v with_o the_o firebrand_n of_o a_o â—â—conscience_n to_o enjoy_v all_o outward_a felicity_n as_o much_o as_o we_o regard_v everlasting_a salvation_n so_o much_o let_v we_o regard_v our_o conscience_n for_o if_o a_o good_a conscience_n be_v lose_v faith_n be_v lose_v and_o if_o faith_n be_v lose_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v lose_v and_o if_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v lose_v how_o can_v we_o hope_v for_o everlasting_a life_n as_o the_o testimony_n of_o thy_o conscience_n be_v such_o judgement_n may_v thou_o expect_v from_o christ._n sinner_n shall_v become_v their_o own_o accuser_n though_o none_o accuse_v they_o or_o bring_v aught_o against_o they_o chrysost._n as_o the_o drunkard_n while_o he_o be_v overwhelm_v with_o wine_n have_v no_o sense_n of_o the_o hurt_n which_o he_o receive_v by_o the_o wine_n but_o when_o he_o have_v sleep_v out_o his_o drunken_a fit_n than_o he_o feel_v the_o hurt_n so_o sin_n while_o it_o be_v in_o action_n do_v blind_v the_o mind_n and_o like_o a_o thick_a cloud_n do_v obscure_v the_o brightness_n of_o true_a judgement_n but_o at_o length_n the_o conscience_n be_v rouse_v and_o gnaw_v more_o grievous_o than_o any_o accuser_n there_o be_v three_o judgement_n the_o judgement_n of_o the_o world_n the_o judgement_n of_o thyself_o and_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n and_o as_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n so_o neither_o can_v thou_o escape_v the_o judgement_n of_o thyself_o although_o sometime_o thou_o may_v escape_v the_o judgement_n of_o the_o world_n no_o wall_n can_v hinder_v this_o witness_n from_o see_v all_o thy_o action_n what_o excuse_n can_v save_v thou_o when_o thy_o conscience_n within_o do_v accuse_v thou_o the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n be_v the_o begin_n of_o everlasting_a life_n thou_o may_v more_o true_o and_o hearty_o rejoice_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o trouble_n have_v a_o good_a conscience_n than_o thou_o can_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o thy_o delight_n have_v a_o evil_a conscience_n against_o the_o backbiting_a of_o all_o that_o bear_v thou_o ill_o will_v thou_o may_v confident_o oppose_v the_o defence_n and_o excuse_n of_o thy_o conscience_n inquire_v of_o thyself_o concern_v thyself_o bernard_n because_o thou_o know_v thyself_o far_o better_o than_o any_o other_o man_n do_v at_o the_o last_o judgement_n what_o will_v the_o false_a praise_n of_o other_o profit_v thou_o or_o the_o backbiting_n of_o other_o without_o a_o cause_n hurt_v thou_o by_o god_n and_o thou_o own_o judgement_n shall_v thou_o either_o stand_v or_o fall_v thou_o shall_v not_o stand_v or_o fall_v by_o the_o testimony_n of_o other_o the_o conscience_n be_v immortal_a as_o the_o soul_n be_v immortal_a and_o the_o punishment_n of_o hell_n shall_v torment_v the_o damn_a as_o long_a as_o the_o accusation_n of_o conscience_n shall_v endure_v no_o external_a fire_n do_v so_o afflict_v the_o body_n as_o this_o inward_a fire_n do_v inflame_v the_o conscience_n the_o soul_n which_o be_v burn_v be_v eternal_a and_o the_o fire_n of_o the_o conscience_n be_v eternal_a no_o outward_a scourge_n be_v so_o grievous_a unto_o the_o body_n as_o these_o inward_a whip_n of_o conscience_n be_v unto_o the_o soul._n avoid_v therefore_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v avoid_v the_o torment_n of_o conscience_n by_o true_a repentance_n blot_v thy_o sin_n out_o of_o the_o book_n of_o thy_o conscience_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v read_v at_o the_o judgement_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o be_v afraid_a of_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n sentence_n mortify_v the_o worm_n of_o conscience_n by_o the_o heat_n of_o devotion_n that_o it_o do_v not_o bite_v thou_o and_o so_o beget_v eternal_a horror_n extinguish_v this_o inward_a fire_n by_o thy_o tear_n that_o so_o thou_o may_v attain_v to_o the_o joy_n of_o a_o heavenly_a cool_a grant_v o_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v fight_v the_o good_a fight_n 4.7_o keep_v faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n that_o at_o length_n we_o may_v come_v safe_a and_o sound_a into_o our_o heavenly_a country_n meditat._n xxxiiii_o of_o the_o study_n of_o true_a humility_n what_o be_v a_o
be_v at_o variance_n that_o member_n of_o the_o body_n be_v dead_a which_o have_v not_o a_o sense_n of_o another_o grief_n neither_o let_v he_o judge_v himself_o a_o member_n of_o christ_n mystical_a body_n whosoever_o do_v not_o grieve_v with_o another_o that_o suffer_v we_o have_v all_o one_o father_n that_o be_v god_n who_o christ_n have_v teach_v thou_o daily_o to_o call_v our_o father_n vives_n and_o how_o shall_v he_o own_v thou_o to_o be_v his_o true_a son_n unless_o thou_o again_o own_o his_o son_n to_o be_v thy_o brethren_n love_v he_o that_o be_v commend_v unto_o thou_o by_o god_n if_o he_o be_v worthy_a because_o he_o be_v worthy_a and_o if_o he_o be_v not_o worthy_a yet_o love_v he_o because_o god_n be_v worthy_a who_o thou_o ought_v to_o obey_v if_o thou_o love_v a_o man_n that_o be_v thy_o enemy_n thou_o show_v thyself_o to_o be_v the_o friend_n of_o god_n do_v not_o mark_v what_o man_n do_v against_o thou_o but_o what_o thou_o have_v do_v against_o god_n observe_v not_o the_o injury_n offer_v thou_o by_o thy_o enemy_n but_o observe_v the_o benefit_n confer_v upon_o thou_o by_o god_n who_o command_v thou_o to_o love_v thy_o enemy_n we_o be_v neighbour_n by_o the_o condition_n of_o our_o earthly_a nativity_n austin_n and_o brother_n by_o the_o hope_n of_o our_o celestial_a inheritance_n let_v we_o therefore_o love_v one_o another_o kindle_v in_o we_o o_o god_n the_o fire_n of_o love_n and_o charity_n by_o thy_o spirit_n meditat._n xxxvii_o of_o the_o study_n of_o chastity_n the_o soul_n that_o be_v chaste_a be_v christ_n his_o spouse_n his_o bed_n of_o rest_n his_o lodging-house_n he_o that_o will_v be_v the_o true_a disciple_n of_o christ_n must_v study_v to_o be_v chaste_a and_o holy_a our_o most_o gracious_a god_n be_v a_o pure_a and_o chaste_a spirit_n and_o thou_o must_v call_v upon_o he_o with_o chaste_a prayer_n it_o be_v the_o say_n of_o a_o wise_a man_n berosus_n that_o the_o chastity_n of_o the_o body_n and_o the_o sanctity_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o two_o key_n of_o religion_n and_o felicity_n if_o the_o body_n be_v not_o keep_v pure_a and_o immaculate_a from_o whoredom_n the_o soul_n can_v be_v ardent_a in_o prayer_n 6.19_o our_o body_n be_v the_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n we_o must_v beware_v therefore_o and_o be_v very_o careful_a that_o we_o pollute_v not_o this_o holy_a habitacle_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n our_o member_n be_v the_o member_n of_o christ_n 15_o we_o must_v beware_v that_o we_o take_v not_o the_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o make_v they_o the_o member_n of_o a_o harlot_n let_v we_o cleave_v unto_o the_o lord_n by_o faith_n and_o chastity_n 17_o that_o we_o may_v be_v one_o spirit_n with_o he_o let_v we_o not_o cleave_v unto_o a_o harlot_n that_o we_o be_v not_o make_v one_o body_n with_o she_o 19.11_o the_o sodomite_n burn_v with_o lust_n be_v smite_v by_o the_o lord_n with_o blindness_n corporal_a and_o spiritual_a and_o such_o be_v the_o punishment_n of_o unchaste_a man_n even_o unto_o this_o day_n the_o sodomite_n lust_n be_v punish_v with_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n fall_v down_o from_o heaven_n so_o god_n shall_v inflame_v the_o heat_n of_o this_o evil_a concupiscence_n in_o whoredom_n with_o everlasting_a fire_n this_o fire_n be_v not_o to_o be_v extinguish_v 22.15_o but_o the_o smoke_n of_o the_o torment_n ascend_v up_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o without_o that_o be_v without_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n be_v dog_n that_o be_v impure_a and_o lustful_a man_n christ_n have_v wash_v we_o with_o his_o precious_a blood_n in_o baptism_n and_o therefore_o we_o must_v beware_v and_o be_v careful_a that_o we_o do_v not_o defile_v ourselves_o with_o filthy_a lust_n even_o nature_n herself_o have_v teach_v man_n to_o blush_v and_o to_o be_v ashamed_a to_o commit_v such_o filthiness_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o commit_v it_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o his_o angel_n no_o wall_n can_v hinder_v god_n from_o see_v for_o his_o eye_n be_v bright_a than_o the_o sun_n no_o angle_n or_o corner_n can_v exclude_v the_o presence_n of_o the_o holy_a angel_n no_o secret_a turn_n can_v keep_v away_o the_o testimony_n of_o the_o conscience_n this_o be_v a_o wonderful_a thing_n that_o the_o heat_n of_o lust_n shall_v ascend_v up_o into_o heaven_n granat_n when_o the_o stink_n thereof_o descend_v even_o unto_o hell_n this_o short_a pleasure_n shall_v bring_v forth_o everlasting_a sorrow_n beda_n that_o which_o delight_v be_v momentany_a but_o that_o which_o torment_v be_v everlasting_a the_o pleasure_n of_o fornication_n be_v short_a but_o the_o punishment_n of_o the_o fornicatour_n be_v for_o ever_o let_v the_o memory_n of_o he_o that_o be_v crucify_v crucify_v in_o thou_o thy_o flesh_n bernard_n let_v the_o remembrance_n of_o hell_n quench_v in_o thou_o the_o heat_n of_o concupiscence_n let_v the_o tear_n of_o repentance_n extinguish_v in_o thou_o the_o fire_n of_o lust_n let_v the_o fear_n of_o god_n wound_v thy_o flesh_n that_o the_o love_n of_o the_o flesh_n deceive_v thou_o not_o consider_v with_o thyself_o that_o the_o appetite_n of_o lust_n be_v full_a of_o anxiety_n and_o folly_n the_o act_n full_a of_o abomination_n and_o ignominy_n and_o the_o end_n full_a of_o repentance_n and_o shame_n look_v not_o upon_o the_o fawn_a face_n of_o the_o devil_n incite_v thou_o to_o lust_n but_o look_v back_o upon_o his_o tail_n when_o he_o fly_v which_o be_v full_a of_o prick_n think_v not_o upon_o the_o shortness_n of_o the_o pleasure_n but_o rather_o think_v upon_o the_o eternity_n of_o the_o punishment_n hierome_n love_v the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o scripture_n and_o then_o thou_o will_v not_o love_v the_o vice_n of_o the_o flesh_n be_v always_o do_v somewhat_o that_o the_o tempter_n when_o he_o come_v may_v find_v thou_o busy_v 39.8_o he_o deceive_v david_n when_o he_o be_v idle_a he_o can_v not_o deceive_v joseph_n for_o he_o be_v busy_v in_o his_o master_n service_n think_v every_o hour_n that_o death_n be_v at_o hand_n and_o thou_o will_v easy_o despise_v all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n love_n temperance_n and_o thou_o shall_v easy_o overcome_v evil_a concupiscence_n the_o belly_n set_v on_o fire_n with_o wine_n do_v present_o some_o with_o lust_n amid_o thy_o dainty_n thy_o chastity_n be_v in_o danger_n if_o therefore_o thou_o feed_v thy_o flesh_n dainty_o and_o immoderate_o thou_o nourish_v thy_o own_o enemy_n so_o feed_v thy_o flesh_n that_o it_o may_v serve_v thou_o keep_v it_o so_o under_o hugo_n that_o it_o be_v not_o proud_a think_v upon_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o last_o judgement_n and_o thou_o shall_v easy_o extinguish_v the_o fire_n of_o lust_n for_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n the_o secret_n of_o the_o heart_n shall_v be_v reveal_v 4.5_o and_o then_o how_o much_o more_o those_o thing_n that_o be_v do_v in_o secret_a 12.36_o thou_o must_v give_v a_o account_n for_o unprofitable_a word_n and_o how_o much_o more_o than_o for_o filthy_a speech_n thou_o must_v give_v a_o account_n for_o filthy_a speech_n how_o much_o more_o than_o for_o impure_a action_n as_o long_o as_o thy_o life_n have_v be_v bernard_n so_o long_o shall_v thy_o accusation_n be_v as_o many_o as_o thy_o sin_n have_v be_v so_o many_o shall_v thy_o accuser_n be_v those_o thought_n which_o man_n make_v no_o reckon_n of_o shall_v come_v to_o judgement_n what_o then_o do_v it_o profit_v thou_o to_o have_v thy_o fornication_n for_o a_o time_n conceal_v from_o man_n see_v that_o it_o must_v be_v reveal_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o all_o man_n at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n what_o do_v it_o profit_v thou_o to_o escape_v the_o judgement-seat_n of_o a_o earthly_a judge_n see_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o escape_v the_o judgement-seat_n of_o the_o supreme_a judge_n this_o judge_n thou_o can_v not_o corrupt_v with_o gift_n for_o he_o be_v a_o most_o just_a judge_n this_o judge_n thou_o can_v not_o move_v with_o prayer_n for_o he_o be_v a_o most_o severe_a judge_n this_o judge_n his_o province_n and_o jurisdiction_n thou_o can_v not_o flee_v from_o for_o he_o be_v a_o most_o powerful_a judge_n he_o thou_o can_v not_o deceive_v with_o vain_a excuse_n for_o he_o be_v a_o most_o wise_a judge_n from_o his_o broad_a and_o proclaim_a sentence_n thou_o can_v not_o appeal_v for_o he_o be_v the_o supreme_a judge_n there_o shall_v be_v truth_n in_o the_o inquisition_n bonavent_n nakedness_n in_o the_o publication_n and_o severity_n in_o the_o execution_n therefore_o o_o soul_n devout_a towards_o god_n let_v the_o fear_n of_o this_o judge_n be_v always_o before_o thy_o eye_n and_o the_o fire_n of_o lust_n shall_v not_o deceive_v thou_o be_v thou_o the_o rose_n of_o charity_n the_o violet_n of_o humility_n bernard_n and_o the_o lily_n of_o chastity_n 11.29_o learn_v
mud_n of_o my_o offence_n have_v in_o a_o wonderful_a and_o miserable_a manner_n defile_v i_o the_o first_o age_n of_o man_n be_v among_o all_o the_o rest_n the_o fit_a for_o the_o service_n of_o god_n but_o i_o have_v spend_v a_o good_a part_n thereof_o in_o the_o service_n of_o the_o devil_n the_o memory_n of_o many_o sin_n which_o the_o unbridled_a looseness_n of_o my_o youth_n have_v commit_v be_v set_v in_o my_o sight_n and_o yet_o there_o be_v many_o more_o which_o i_o can_v call_v to_o memory_n 19.12_o who_o know_v how_o oft_o he_o offend_v cleanse_v thy_o servant_n from_o secret_a fault_n for_o these_o offence_n of_o my_o youth_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o holy_a father_n the_o most_o holy_a obedience_n and_o perfect_a innocency_n of_o thy_o son_n who_o be_v obedient_a to_o thou_o unto_o death_n even_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n 2.42_o when_o he_o be_v but_o a_o child_n of_o twelve_o year_n old_a he_o perform_v holy_a obedience_n unto_o thou_o and_o begin_v to_o execute_v thy_o will_n with_o great_a alacrity_n this_o obedience_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o just_a judge_n for_o a_o price_n and_o satisfaction_n for_o the_o manifold_a disobedience_n of_o my_o youth_n amen_n prayer_n iii_o he_o reckon_v up_o our_o daily_a fall_n and_o slip_n holy_a god_n and_o just_a judge_n there_o be_v no_o man_n innocent_a in_o thy_o sight_n no_o man_n free_a from_o the_o spot_n of_o sin_n and_o i_o be_o bereave_v of_o that_o glory_n which_o i_o shall_v bring_v with_o i_o to_o judgement_n i_o be_o strip_v of_o that_o garment_n of_o innocence_n with_o which_o i_o ought_v to_o appear_v array_v before_o thou_o â—1_n seven_o time_n yea_o and_o often_o every_o hour_n i_o fall_v seventy_o time_n seven_o time_n i_o sin_v every_o day_n the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v sometime_o ready_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v always_o weak_a the_o inward_a man_n flourish_v and_o be_v strong_a but_o the_o outward_a man_n languish_v and_o be_v weak_a 7.19_o for_o i_o do_v not_o the_o good_a that_o i_o will_v but_o the_o evil_a that_o i_o will_v not_o how_o often_o do_v vain_a wicked_a and_o impious_a cogitation_n arise_v in_o my_o heart_n how_o often_o do_v vain_a unprofitable_a and_o hurtful_a word_n break_v forth_o how_o often_o do_v perverse_a wicked_a and_o ungodly_a action_n pollute_v i_o all_o my_o righteousness_n be_v as_o the_o cloth_n of_o a_o menstruous_a woman_n 6._o therefore_o i_o dare_v not_o plead_v for_o my_o righteousness_n before_o thou_o but_o i_o humble_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thy_o most_o just_a tribunal_n and_o out_o of_o the_o deep_n do_v i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o lord_n 143·3_n if_o thou_o shall_v decree_v to_o impute_v sin_n who_o shâ—ll_v abide_v it_o if_o thou_o will_v enter_v into_o judgement_n who_o shall_v stand_v if_o thou_o will_v call_v i_o to_o appear_v according_a to_o the_o severity_n of_o thy_o justice_n how_o shall_v i_o come_v before_o thou_o 3._o if_o thou_o will_v exact_v a_o strict_a account_n of_o my_o life_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o answer_v thou_o one_o for_o a_o thousand_o therefore_o my_o mouth_n be_v stop_v and_o i_o acknowledge_v before_o thou_o that_o i_o have_v deserve_v eternal_a torment_n and_o withal_o i_o confess_v with_o tear_n that_o thou_o may_v just_o cast_v i_o into_o prison_n for_o ever_o therefore_o for_o these_o daily_a sin_n of_o my_o life_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o holy_a father_n the_o most_o precious_a blood_n of_o thy_o son_n which_o be_v pour_v forth_o on_o the_o altar_n of_o the_o cross_n which_o wash_v i_o from_o all_o my_o sin_n my_o sin_n which_o lead_v i_o captive_a be_v many_o in_o number_n and_o most_o powerful_a but_o the_o ransom_n of_o thy_o son_n be_v much_o more_o precious_a and_o of_o more_o efficacy_n let_v that_o most_o perfect_a plenary_a and_o holy_a price_n pay_v by_o christ_n obtain_v for_o i_o remission_n of_o sin_n amen_n prayer_n four_o he_o examine_v our_o life_n according_a to_o the_o rule_n of_o the_o first_o table_n of_o the_o commandment_n holy_a god_n and_o just_a judge_n thou_o give_v unto_o we_o thy_o law_n in_o mount_n sinai_n 20.1_o and_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o to_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o all_o our_o action_n word_n and_o thought_n that_o whatsoever_o be_v not_o square_v by_o it_o shall_v in_o thy_o judgement_n be_v account_v sin_n as_o often_o as_o i_o look_v upon_o that_o most_o clear_a glass_n i_o perceive_v my_o own_o filthiness_n and_o tremble_v every_o part_n of_o i_o i_o ought_v to_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n but_o how_o often_o do_v i_o love_v the_o world_n and_o forget_v the_o love_n of_o thou_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o fear_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n but_o how_o often_o do_v i_o consent_v to_o sin_n and_o let_v thy_o fear_n slip_v out_o of_o my_o memory_n thou_o require_v that_o i_o shall_v trust_v in_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n but_o how_o often_o in_o adversity_n do_v my_o soul_n waver_v and_o anxious_o and_o careful_o doubt_v of_o thy_o fatherly_a goodness_n i_o be_o bind_v to_o obey_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n but_o how_o often_o do_v my_o refractory_a flesh_n resist_v the_o resolution_n of_o obedience_n 7.23_o and_o lead_v i_o captive_a into_o the_o prison_n of_o sin_n my_o cogitation_n ought_v to_o be_v holy_a my_o desire_n pure_a and_o holy_a but_o how_o often_o be_v the_o quiet_a state_n of_o my_o mind_n trouble_v with_o vain_a and_o impious_a cogitation_n i_o ought_v to_o call_v upon_o thou_o o_o god_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n but_o how_o often_o do_v my_o mind_n wander_v in_o prayer_n and_o do_v anxious_o doubt_v whether_o her_o prayer_n be_v hear_v or_o no_o how_o often_o be_o i_o remiss_a in_o prayer_n and_o demisse_fw-la in_o conceive_a confidence_n how_o often_o do_v my_o tongue_n pray_v and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o worship_v thou_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n 4.23_o how_o profound_a oblivion_n of_o thy_o benefit_n do_v seize_v upon_o i_o thou_o do_v daily_o pour_v thy_o benefit_n upon_o i_o in_o a_o love_a manner_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o daily_o return_v unto_o thou_o thanksgiving_n how_o cold_a be_v my_o meditation_n of_o thy_o immense_a and_o infinite_a gift_n bestow_v upon_o i_o what_o slender_a devotion_n be_v there_o for_o the_o most_o part_n in_o my_o heart_n i_o use_v thy_o gift_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o praise_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o giver_n i_o stick_v in_o the_o river_n and_o come_v not_o to_o the_o fountain_n thy_o word_n be_v the_o word_n of_o spirit_n and_o life_n 6.51_o but_o i_o through_o sin_n and_o corruption_n have_v destroy_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n within_o i_o the_o spark_n of_o a_o good_a resolution_n often_o enkindle_v i_o as_o often_o extinguish_v and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o sue_v to_o thou_o for_o increase_v of_o thy_o gift_n for_o these_o and_o all_o other_o my_o sin_n and_o default_n i_o offer_v unto_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n the_o most_o pure_a and_o perfect_a obedience_n of_o thy_o son_n who_o love_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o incarnation_n most_o perfect_o with_o his_o whole_a heart_n and_o cleave_v unto_o thou_o most_o firm_o with_o all_o his_o soul_n in_o who_o deed_n word_n and_o thought_n there_o be_v find_v no_o blot_n of_o sin_n 53.9_o nor_o spot_n of_o the_o least_o offence_n that_o which_o i_o want_v by_o faith_n i_o draw_v from_o his_o fullness_n therefore_o for_o this_o thy_o well-beloved_n son_n sake_n have_v mercy_n lord_n upon_o thy_o servant_n amen_o prayer_n v._o he_o consider_v our_o life_n according_a to_o the_o rule_n of_o the_o second_o table_n of_o the_o commandment_n holy_a god_n and_o just_a judge_n it_o be_v thy_o eternal_a and_o immutable_a will_n that_o i_o shall_v honour_v with_o due_a respect_n my_o parent_n 20.12_o and_o the_o magistrate_n but_o how_o often_o do_v i_o think_v too_o mean_o of_o their_o authority_n how_o often_o do_v i_o in_o heart_n refuse_v to_o obey_v then_o how_o often_o do_v i_o traduce_v their_o infirmity_n o_o how_o often_o do_v i_o omit_v by_o serious_a prayer_n to_o further_a their_o safety_n i_o often_o cherish_v anger_n conceive_v against_o they_o whereas_o i_o ought_v with_o patience_n to_o submit_v myself_o unto_o they_o thy_o sacred_a will_n require_v that_o i_o shall_v do_v good_a to_o my_o neighbour_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o my_o power_n but_o how_o often_o do_v it_o irk_v i_o to_o do_v he_o good_a how_o do_v it_o go_v against_o my_o stomach_n to_o forgive_v he_o how_o often_o be_o i_o solicit_v by_o my_o flesh_n to_o anger_n hatred_n envy_n and_o brawl_a how_o often_o do_v the_o fire_n of_o my_o angry_a heart_n burn_v within_o i_o although_o contentious_a word_n be_v not_o hear_v without_o thy_o holy_a will_n