innocency_n though_o thou_o do_v appoint_v it_o i_o unto_o judgement_n for_o thou_o be_v just_a o_o lord_n and_o righteous_a in_o all_o thy_o judgement_n for_o thou_o rendre_v to_o every_o one_o according_a to_o his_o work_n and_o i_o fear_v all_o mine_n because_o they_o be_v the_o work_n of_o darkness_n and_o i_o have_v be_v a_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n from_o the_o beginning_n and_o have_v always_o willing_o follow_v the_o work_n and_o path_n of_o unrighteousness_n i_o have_v wallow_v in_o sin_n as_o the_o swine_n in_o filthiness_n and_o as_o the_o prodigal_n be_v feed_v with_o husk_n so_o be_v i_o delight_v with_o filthy_a and_o evil_a word_n and_o grieve_v with_o earnest_n and_o profitable_a say_n i_o do_v communicate_v with_o those_o that_o wrought_v iniquity_n and_o do_v banquet_n with_o the_o chief_a of_o they_o and_o do_v glory_n in_o sin_n be_v mighty_a in_o iniquity_n i_o love_v to_o excuse_v and_o can_v not_o accuse_v myself_o and_o make_v heavy_a my_o heart_n and_o the_o more_o incurable_a be_v my_o sin_n for_o that_o i_o do_v not_o think_v myself_o to_o be_v a_o sinner_n neither_o do_v i_o not_o only_o seek_v a_o medicine_n for_o my_o soul_n which_o be_v sick_a unto_o death_n but_o refuse_v it_o be_v offer_v yea_o with_o a_o unreverent_a and_o untamed_a mind_n be_v wroth_a against_o they_o that_o will_v minister_v it_o unto_o i_o i_o despise_v they_o that_o reprove_v i_o and_o embrace_v they_o that_o speak_v please_v unto_o i_o and_o delight_v in_o their_o speech_n that_o have_v not_o their_o heart_n right_a unto_o i_o i_o study_v device_n and_o lie_v in_o all_o thing_n and_o love_v rather_o darkness_n then_o light_a behold_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v deliver_v myself_o unto_o thou_o this_o be_v the_o course_n of_o my_o life_n wherein_o i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n this_o will_v i_o answer_v unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v ask_v of_o i_o but_o do_v not_o remember_v the_o offence_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o my_o ignorances_n o_fw-fr lord_n and_o enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n for_o no_o live_a creature_n shall_v be_v justify_v in_o thy_o sight_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v enter_v because_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n that_o love_v judgement_n do_v judgement_n unto_o i_o but_o not_o justice_n and_o judge_v i_o according_a to_o the_o judgement_n of_o those_o that_o love_v thy_o name_n that_o i_o may_v sing_v unto_o thou_o mercy_n and_o judgement_n remember_v o_o lord_n that_o though_o i_o be_o wicked_a yet_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n and_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o do_v not_o look_v into_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o unto_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o when_o thou_o shall_v be_v angry_a with_o i_o for_o my_o wickedness_n remember_v thy_o mercy_n and_o be_v not_o angry_a with_o i_o for_o ever_o but_o have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o afflict_a servant_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v praise_v thou_o and_o confess_v thy_o mercifulness_n chap._n iii_o woe_n unto_o i_o wretched_a man_n because_o i_o have_v make_v my_o redeemer_n angry_a with_o i_o and_o i_o have_v rebellious_o neglect_v his_o law_n and_o i_o have_v willing_o forsake_v the_o right_a way_n and_o as_o a_o sheep_n that_o refuse_v the_o shepherd_n i_o have_v be_v carry_v far_o and_o wide_o round_o about_o through_o dry_a unwatered_a place_n wander_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o wickedness_n and_o not_o in_o the_o right_a way_n i_o have_v go_v to_o all_o rough_a and_o unaccessible_a place_n and_o every_o where_o be_v anguish_n and_o tribulation_n i_o have_v be_v weary_v in_o the_o way_n of_o iniquity_n and_o perdition_n and_o have_v walk_v in_o hard_a way_n seek_v rest_n and_o find_v none_o because_o i_o do_v not_o seek_v thou_o o_o lord_n but_o be_v in_o a_o barren_a land_n in_o the_o country_n of_o death_n where_o be_v no_o rest_n but_o continual_a labour_n &_o affliction_n of_o spirit_n dwell_v there_o i_o dwell_v in_o anguish_n with_o pleasure_n and_o among_o thorn_n do_v i_o make_v my_o bed_n and_o sleep_v in_o death_n and_o hope_v for_o rest_n in_o torment_n now_o therefore_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v whither_o shall_v i_o turn_v myself_o in_o these_o great_a danger_n all_o the_o hope_n of_o my_o youth_n be_v fall_v down_o and_o i_o be_o like_a one_o that_o suffer_v shipwreck_n who_o have_v lose_v all_o his_o wealth_n swim_v away_o naked_a be_v toss_v with_o the_o wind_n and_o sea_n and_o be_o drive_v far_o from_o the_o haven_n of_o happiness_n and_o do_v not_o take_v hold_n of_o the_o way_n of_o salvation_n but_o be_o carry_v away_o on_o the_o left_a hand_n the_o enemy_n have_v place_v net_n for_o i_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o go_v and_o snare_n for_o my_o foot_n and_o i_o despise_v they_o and_o walk_v secure_o in_o slippery_a place_n and_o flatter_v myself_o in_o sin_n i_o think_v youth_n be_v not_o hold_v by_o the_o law_n of_o death_n and_o be_v deceive_v by_o this_o confidence_n i_o follow_v the_o filthy_a desire_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o give_v the_o reins_n beyond_o the_o measure_n of_o sensuality_n follow_v it_o wheresoever_o the_o force_n thereof_o do_v carry_v i_o and_o say_v like_o a_o fool_n in_o my_o heart_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o think_v of_o the_o end_n before_o the_o middle_a thou_o have_v many_o day_n yet_o remain_v and_o may_v be_v convert_v when_o thou_o list_v so_o wax_v i_o old_a in_o sin_n and_o a_o most_o wicked_a custom_n be_v turn_v into_o nature_n and_o now_o as_o a_o bondslave_n to_o sin_n i_o serve_v as_o it_o be_v chain_v and_o as_o a_o mad_a man_n hale_v his_o own_o flesh_n seek_v to_o hurt_v himself_o all_o reason_n of_o deliberation_n be_v quench_v so_o i_o more_o grievous_o and_o dangerous_o have_v hate_v my_o own_o soul_n for_o the_o impenitency_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o obstinate_a wilfulness_n have_v lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o i_o and_o have_v distract_v and_o disturb_v my_o poor_a distress_a soul_n and_o so_o have_v bring_v unto_o myself_o the_o horror_n of_o hell_n every_o day_n more_o and_o more_o according_a to_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o impenitent_a heart_n i_o do_v heap_n up_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n i_o have_v make_v trial_n sometime_o to_o shake_v off_o the_o old_a yoke_n but_o be_o not_o able_a because_o it_o cleave_v to_o my_o bone_n oh_o that_o at_o length_n it_o may_v fall_v from_o my_o neck_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o though_o late_o it_o shall_v sure_o fall_v away_o if_o thou_o command_v o_o lord_n and_o send_v i_o help_v from_o above_o i_o confess_v i_o have_v not_o deserve_v it_o but_o thou_o o_o most_o gracious_a giver_n who_o make_v the_o sun_n to_o rise_v indifferent_o upon_o the_o good_a as_o also_o upon_o the_o bad_a and_o grant_v temporal_a blessing_n to_o the_o unworthy_a even_o when_o they_o ask_v they_o not_o how_o can_v thou_o deny_v spiritual_a thing_n to_o those_o that_o require_v they_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n and_o fulfil_v the_o desire_n of_o a_o poor_a penitent_a sinner_n thou_o that_o be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n and_o wont_a cheerful_o to_o have_v mercy_n and_o do_v purge_v the_o will_n from_o evil_a custom_n and_o hear_v the_o groan_n of_o those_o that_o be_v bind_v and_o lose_v we_o from_o the_o bond_n which_o we_o have_v make_v to_o ourselves_o unless_o we_o refuse_v thy_o mercy_n give_v thy_o right_a hand_n unto_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n that_o when_o i_o fall_v i_o may_v not_o be_v bruise_v and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v draw_v into_o the_o deep_a pit_n of_o perdition_n deliver_v i_o from_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o cruel_a lion_n that_o be_v ready_a for_o the_o prey_n and_o gape_v for_o my_o soul_n that_o he_o may_v devour_v it_o for_o thou_o only_o be_v my_o protector_n and_o my_o deliverer_n and_o in_o thy_o mercy_n be_v my_o hope_n let_v thy_o mercy_n therefore_o be_v show_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o have_v trust_v in_o thou_o lord_n in_o thou_o do_v i_o put_v my_o whole_a trust_n and_o confidence_n lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v confound_v chap._n iu._n my_o night_n pass_v away_o in_o grief_n and_o vex_v i_o with_o innumerable_a terror_n my_o conscience_n shake_v i_o while_o i_o be_o awake_a and_o i_o be_o torment_v therewith_o as_o if_o i_o be_v wound_v with_o a_o two_o edge_a sword_n my_o sleep_n be_v trouble_v with_o divers_a illusion_n bring_v i_o no_o rest_n but_o travel_n i_o watch_v all_o night_n in_o my_o thought_n and_o when_o as_o be_v weary_v i_o do_v endeavour_n to_o give_v some_o sleep_n to_o my_o eyelid_n by_o and_o by_o sleep_n depart_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o when_o i_o sleep_v i_o sleep_v always_o in_o sorrow_n be_v waken_v with_o a_o unquiet_a weariness_n from_o the_o care_n of_o the_o day_n and_o all_o
that_o trust_v in_o thou_o and_o deliver_v the_o poor_a from_o the_o mighty_a and_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o they_o that_o be_v strong_a than_o he_o hide_v not_o therefore_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o o_o lord_n neither_o despise_v i_o my_o save_a god_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o deliverer_n for_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o in_o misery_n and_o thy_o eye_n look_v upon_o the_o poor_a and_o if_o thy_o justice_n seek_v i_o hide_v i_o in_o the_o bosom_n of_o thy_o mercy_n wherein_o thou_o have_v with_o long_o suffer_v be_v with_o i_o and_o invite_v i_o to_o repentance_n for_o thou_o be_v long_a suffering_n and_o very_o patient_a and_o exceed_v merciful_a above_o all_o my_o wickedness_n yea_o nothing_o be_v more_o proper_a to_o thou_o o_o lord_n then_o to_o spare_v and_o therefore_o thou_o have_v mercy_n upon_o all_o and_o draw_v the_o son_n of_o man_n to_o repentance_n because_o thou_o can_v do_v all_o and_o thou_o spare_v all_o because_o they_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n thou_o love_v soul_n turn_v i_o therefore_o unto_o thou_o and_o deliver_v my_o poor_a afflict_a soul_n from_o danger_n that_o my_o mouth_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o thy_o praise_n and_o say_v unto_o thou_o bless_a be_v thou_o o_o lord_n who_o have_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v deliver_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o adversary_n except_o thou_o o_o lord_n have_v be_v my_o helper_n they_o have_v swallow_v i_o up_o quick_a my_o soul_n as_o a_o sparrow_n be_v deliver_v from_o the_o snare_n of_o the_o fowler_n the_o snare_n be_v break_v and_o i_o be_o deliver_v chap._n vi_o o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o what_o shall_v do_v for_o the_o great_a wild_a beast_n have_v almost_o devour_v my_o soul_n and_o i_o have_v be_v make_v a_o prey_n to_o the_o enemy_n he_o have_v spoil_v i_o of_o all_o those_o good_n wherewith_o thou_o o_o lord_n have_v beautify_v i_o and_o i_o be_o afraid_a to_o appear_v before_o thou_o i_o depart_v rich_a and_o beautiful_a from_o thy_o face_n and_o go_v wander_v after_o filthiness_n in_o a_o corrupt_a way_n and_o in_o the_o wickedness_n of_o my_o heart_n my_o soul_n be_v make_v black_a and_o the_o excellent_a colour_n thereof_o be_v change_v and_o i_o have_v so_o impoverish_v and_o deform_v myself_o by_o wear_v the_o foul_a garment_n of_o sin_n according_a to_o the_o likeness_n of_o adam_n offence_n as_o thou_o o_o lord_n will_v not_o know_v i_o according_a to_o the_o image_n wherein_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o will_v not_o suffer_v i_o as_o a_o scab_a sheep_n to_o dwell_v among_o the_o sheep_n of_o thy_o pasture_n how_o then_o shall_v i_o presume_v to_o return_v to_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n in_o who_o sight_n the_o heaven_n be_v not_o clean_o but_o empty_a vile_a and_o unclean_a or_o how_o shall_v i_o presume_v to_o communicate_v among_o thy_o choose_a people_n be_v make_v foolish_a by_o offend_v i_o desire_v to_o return_v unto_o thou_o though_o ashamed_a and_o afraid_a trust_v to_o thy_o mercy_n for_o thou_o be_v a_o sweet_a father_n to_o thy_o son_n that_o do_v travel_v into_o a_o far_a country_n be_v more_o sweet_a to_o he_o when_o he_o return_v from_o a_o long_a pilgrimage_n o_o my_o god_n i_o want_v power_n to_o come_v to_o thou_o for_o i_o be_o keep_v fast_o bind_v by_o a_o most_o cruel_a robber_n not_o with_o strong_a iron_n but_o with_o iron_n of_o my_o own_o will_n whereof_o the_o enemy_n have_v make_v a_o chain_n for_o i_o and_o bring_v my_o heart_n into_o sorrow_n slavery_n and_o bitterness_n my_o refuge_n be_v far_o from_o i_o for_o salvation_n be_v far_o from_o sinner_n and_o i_o be_o compel_v to_o die_v in_o most_o miserable_a bondage_n unless_o thou_o o_o lord_n look_v down_o from_o heaven_n do_v help_v i_o i_o stick_v fast_o in_o the_o slimy_a filth_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o a_o tempest_n of_o temptation_n even_o like_o the_o wau_n of_o the_o cruel_a sea_n have_v overwhelm_v i_o and_o almost_o drown_v i_o so_o that_o i_o be_o in_o despair_n of_o avoid_v these_o eminent_a danger_n unless_o thou_o o_o lord_n shall_v take_v i_o up_o for_o the_o more_o i_o endeavour_v to_o rise_v the_o more_o i_o be_o bruise_v i_o be_o both_o within_o and_o without_o troublesome_a to_o myself_o and_o every_o where_o i_o do_v find_v domestic_a enemy_n that_o do_v beat_v i_o down_o i_o look_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n and_o on_o the_o left_a and_o see_v none_o to_o who_o i_o may_v commit_v myself_o in_o safety_n but_o every_o where_o fear_n do_v shake_v i_o and_o to_o whosoever_o i_o come_v i_o find_v not_o a_o faithful_a friend_n and_o how_o shall_v i_o find_v any_o when_o myself_o do_v not_o keep_v my_o faith_n give_v to_o my_o god_n i_o have_v seek_v mean_n to_o comfort_v i_o in_o my_o affliction_n and_o calamity_n and_o there_o be_v none_o of_o my_o dear_a friend_n that_o will_v comfort_v i_o but_o i_o meet_v with_o friend_n that_o be_v full_a of_o word_n nay_o dumb_a rather_o and_o therefore_o dumb_a o_o my_o god_n because_o thy_o word_n do_v not_o sound_v from_o their_o lip_n who_o do_v condemn_v my_o want_n without_o compassion_n and_o do_v false_o provoke_v strife_n against_o i_o i_o have_v often_o consent_v to_o foolish_a deceiver_n and_o swerve_v from_o the_o right_a path_n i_o ignorant_a agree_v to_o their_o opinion_n and_o by_o little_a and_o little_o be_v bring_v to_o such_o toy_n and_o madness_n as_o though_o by_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o grace_n i_o never_o depart_v from_o thy_o true_a religion_n yet_o i_o do_v believe_v in_o many_o fable_n which_o make_v i_o unexcusable_a for_o that_o when_o i_o know_v thou_o to_o be_v always_o a_o god_n in_o truth_n i_o do_v not_o worship_v thou_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n but_o change_v this_o truth_n into_o lie_n and_o serve_v the_o creature_n rather_o than_o the_o creator_n and_o seek_v myself_o and_o my_o pleasure_n in_o corruptible_a thing_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n and_o my_o saviour_n proceed_v on_o and_o as_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o by_o true_a faith_n to_o acknowledge_v thou_o awaken_v i_o up_o from_o the_o sleep_n of_o sin_n that_o i_o never_o sleep_v unto_o death_n lighten_v kindle_v and_o lift_v up_o my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o that_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v behold_v the_o everlasting_a light_n the_o unquenchable_a light_n that_o never_o fail_v the_o sweet_a and_o delightful_a light_n that_o i_o may_v see_v and_o rejoice_v and_o covet_v that_o light_n and_o to_o know_v that_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v love_v beside_o thou_o but_o in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o true_a light_n that_o do_v illuminate_v all_o man_n come_v unto_o thou_o cause_v this_o light_n to_o rise_v in_o my_o darkness_n and_o make_v i_o to_o desire_v to_o see_v thy_o salvation_n that_o my_o soul_n be_v melt_v away_o with_o the_o force_n of_o love_n may_v attain_v to_o thy_o save_a health_n and_o thirst_n after_o thy_o delight_n my_o soul_n i_o say_v but_o let_v i_o not_o call_v it_o thou_o because_o thou_o do_v make_v it_o and_o give_v iâ—_n unto_o i_o and_o i_o because_o i_o receiced_a it_o from_o thou_o keep_v therefore_o thy_o creature_n which_o thou_o have_v especial_o frame_v according_a to_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o suffer_v not_o thy_o precious_a gift_n which_o thou_o have_v purchase_v with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o perish_v but_o upon_o my_o body_n and_o member_n work_v what_o it_o please_v thou_o let_v my_o flesh_n be_v clothe_v with_o rottenness_n and_o my_o bone_n consume_v with_o worm_n but_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n only_o to_o spare_v my_o soul_n and_o stretch_v not_o out_o thy_o hand_n against_o it_o but_o bring_v i_o back_o again_o into_o the_o way_n before_o the_o go_v down_o of_o the_o sun_n for_o it_o grow_v towards_o the_o evening_n of_o my_o age_n wherefore_o compel_v i_o to_o come_v unto_o thou_o if_o to_o call_v be_v too_o little_a compel_v i_o as_o it_o please_v thou_o so_o i_o may_v come_v and_o not_o perish_v not_o for_o myself_o who_o have_v so_o often_o abuse_v thy_o mercy_n and_o make_v myself_o unworthy_a thereof_o but_o for_o thy_o holy_a name_n sake_n take_v from_o i_o a_o stony_a heart_n and_o give_v unto_o i_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n and_o place_v thy_o spirit_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o i_o that_o i_o may_v walk_v in_o thy_o precept_n and_o keep_v thy_o judgement_n i_o come_v too_o late_o unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o confess_v i_o will_v to_o god_n i_o have_v come_v soon_o but_o i_o know_v and_o be_o assure_v that_o thou_o prescribe_v no_o time_n to_o those_o that_o come_v so_o they_o come_v at_o last_o and_o thou_o receive_v the_o last_o as_o gentle_o as_o thou_o do_v the_o first_o for_o although_o thou_o hate_v sin_n
staff_n of_o his_o pity_n wherefore_o o_o lord_n and_o father_n albeit_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n yet_o i_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o be_v thy_o son_n because_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o new_o make_v i_o again_o like_v as_o i_o have_v sin_v so_o correct_v i_o and_o amend_v i_o commit_v i_o to_o the_o care_n and_o custody_n of_o thy_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o woman_n to_o forget_v the_o child_n of_o her_o own_o womb_n and_o albeit_o she_o shall_v forget_v it_o yet_o thou_o o_o most_o merciful_a father_n have_v promise_v not_o to_o forget_v the_o same_o behold_v i_o cry_v and_o thou_o do_v not_o hear_v i_o i_o be_o afflict_v with_o grief_n and_o thou_o do_v not_o comfort_v i_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v or_o say_v be_v in_o this_o extreme_a misery_n alas_o i_o be_o altogether_o comfortless_a and_o which_o be_v worse_o be_o chase_v from_o thy_o presence_n wretch_n that_o i_o be_o from_o how_o great_a good_a into_o how_o great_a evil_a be_o i_o fall_v whither_o do_v i_o attempt_v to_o go_v and_o whither_o be_o i_o come_v where_o be_o i_o and_o where_o be_o i_o not_o how_o be_v it_o that_o i_o that_o do_v sigh_v after_o heaven_n do_v now_o sigh_v through_o so_o great_a tribulation_n i_o have_v seek_v comfort_n and_o have_v find_v affliction_n and_o true_o it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o be_v then_o to_o be_v without_o thou_o o_o sweet_a saviour_n it_o be_v better_a not_o to_o live_v then_o to_o live_v without_o thou_o the_o only_a true_a life_n where_o be_v now_o o_o lord_n jesus_n thy_o accustom_a mercy_n will_v thou_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o always_o be_v appease_v i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o take_v pity_n of_o i_o and_o turn_v not_o away_o thy_o love_a face_n from_o i_o who_o to_o redeem_v i_o have_v not_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n from_o those_o that_o do_v mock_v and_o spit_v upon_o thou_o i_o confess_v that_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o my_o conscience_n do_v adjudge_v i_o worthy_a of_o damnation_n neither_o be_v my_o repentance_n sufficient_a to_o make_v satisfaction_n nevertheless_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n infallible_a that_o thy_o mercy_n do_v surmount_v all_o offence_n whatsoever_o be_v it_o never_o so_o abominable_a wherefore_o o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n but_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n blot_v out_o my_o iniquity_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o at_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n when_o the_o book_n of_o our_o conscience_n shall_v be_v open_v wherein_o our_o action_n be_v register_v when_o of_o i_o it_o shall_v be_v open_o proclaim_v see_v here_o the_o man_n and_o his_o deed_n commit_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n at_o that_o dreadful_a day_n when_o the_o heaven_n shall_v reveal_v my_o iniquity_n and_o the_o earth_n shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o i_o very_o i_o shall_v be_v mute_a and_o able_a to_o say_v nothing_o but_o hold_v down_o my_o head_n through_o shame_n and_o confusion_n i_o shall_v stand_v before_o thou_o shake_v and_o blush_v alas_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o will_v call_v and_o cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n why_o be_o i_o consume_v be_v silent_a nevertheless_o if_o i_o speak_v my_o grief_n will_v not_o cease_v and_o if_o i_o hold_v i_o shall_v inward_o be_v torment_v with_o unspeakable_a bitterness_n weep_v o_o my_o soul_n and_o make_v lamentation_n as_o a_o young_a marry_a woman_n for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o new_a marry_a husband_n weep_v and_o bewail_v thy_o misery_n for_o that_o thy_o bridegroom_n which_o be_v christ_n have_v forsake_v thou_o o_o anger_n of_o the_o almighty_a rush_n not_o upon_o i_o because_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v contain_v in_o i_o very_o there_o be_v nothing_o in_o i_o that_o be_v able_a to_o contain_v thou_o take_v pity_n of_o i_o lest_o i_o despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o by_o despair_v of_o myself_o i_o may_v find_v comfort_n in_o thou_o and_o albeit_o i_o have_v do_v that_o for_o which_o thou_o may_v just_o condemn_v i_o yet_o thou_o have_v not_o lose_v thy_o accustom_a property_n of_o show_v mercy_n and_o pity_n thou_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o desire_v the_o death_n of_o sinner_n neither_o do_v thou_o take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o perdition_n of_o those_o that_o die_v nay_o rather_o that_o those_o that_o be_v dead_a may_v live_v thou_o thyself_o have_v die_v and_o thy_o death_n have_v be_v the_o death_n of_o that_o death_n that_o be_v due_a to_o sinner_n and_o if_o thou_o die_v they_o have_v live_v grant_v o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o live_v i_o may_v not_o die_v let_v thy_o heavenly_a hand_n help_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o that_o hate_v i_o lest_o they_o insult_v and_o rejoice_v over_o i_o say_v we_o have_v devour_v he_o how_o be_v it_o possible_a o_o bless_a saviour_n that_o ever_o any_o one_o can_v despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n haste_v redeem_v we_o with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n and_o reconcile_v we_o to_o god_n behold_v o_o lord_n protect_v with_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o run_v crave_v pardon_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o glory_n call_v and_o knock_v until_o thou_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o for_o if_o thou_o have_v call_v as_o to_o pardon_n even_o when_o we_o do_v not_o seek_v it_o by_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v we_o obtain_v pardon_n if_o we_o ask_v it_o remember_v not_o thy_o justice_n o_o bless_a saviour_n towards_o i_o thy_o creature_n remember_v not_o thy_o anger_n towards_o i_o guilty_a but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o in_o misery_n forget_v my_o pride_n provoke_v thou_o to_o displeasure_n and_o weigh_v my_o wretchedness_n implore_v thy_o favour_n for_o what_o do_v thy_o sacred_a name_n jesus_n signify_v but_o only_o a_o saviour_n wherefore_o o_o saviour_n jesus_n be_v thou_o my_o succour_n and_o protection_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n i_o do_v presume_v very_o much_o of_o thy_o divine_a bounty_n because_o thou_o thyself_o do_v teach_v we_o to_o ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n wherefore_o i_o do_v ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o thy_o door_n as_o by_o thy_o word_n thou_o have_v command_v i_o to_o do_v thou_o therefore_o that_o will_v i_o to_o ask_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v thou_o that_o do_v bid_v i_o seek_v grant_v i_o likewise_o to_o find_v thou_o that_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o knock_v open_v unto_o i_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n recover_v i_o be_v disease_v repair_v i_o be_v craze_v raise_v i_o be_v dead_a vouchsafe_v likewise_o so_o to_o direct_v and_o govern_v all_o my_o sense_n thought_n and_o action_n in_o that_o which_o be_v please_v unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v from_o henceforth_o faithful_o serve_v thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v live_v and_o give_v myself_o whole_o unto_o thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o i_o do_v owe_v myself_o unto_o thou_o and_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o and_o have_v be_v make_v man_n for_o i_o i_o do_v owe_v if_o i_o have_v it_o to_o give_v thou_o much_o more_o than_o myself_o unto_o thou_o by_o how_o much_o great_a than_o i_o thou_o be_v who_o have_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o i_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o give_v thou_o neither_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o this_o without_o thou_o take_v i_o therefore_o and_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o that_o i_o mâ—y_v be_v thou_o by_o imitation_n and_o affection_n like_a as_o i_o be_o by_o condition_n and_o creation_n chap._n ix_o take_v pity_n o_o lord_n take_v pity_n o_o merciful_a saviour_n of_o i_o a_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n do_v thing_n worthy_a of_o blame_n and_o worthy_o suffer_v for_o the_o same_o be_v by_o thou_o daily_o afflict_v for_o that_o continual_o i_o be_o find_v to_o offend_v if_o i_o ponder_v the_o evil_n which_o i_o daily_o commit_v that_o which_o i_o endure_v be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o it_o that_o which_o i_o have_v do_v be_v much_o more_o grievous_a than_o my_o affliction_n thou_o be_v just_a o_o lord_n and_o right_o be_v thy_o judgement_n all_o thy_o judgement_n be_v just_a and_o true_a thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n be_v just_a and_o full_a of_o goodness_n neither_o be_v there_o in_o thou_o any_o wickedness_n because_o when_o we_o do_v offend_v thou_o do_v not_o unjust_o and_o cruel_o afflict_v we_o who_o when_o we_o be_v not_o have_v powerful_o make_v we_o and_o when_o for_o our_o sin_n we_o be_v guilty_a of_o damnation_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o wonderful_a mercy_n and_o goodness_n set_v we_o in_o a_o state_n of_o
medicina_fw-la animae_fw-la or_o the_o lamentation_n and_o consolation_n of_o a_o sinner_n together_o with_o several_a collection_n out_o of_o the_o holy_a scripture_n by_o joshua_n mullard_n i_o say_v i_o will_v confess_v my_o sin_n unto_o the_o lord_n and_o so_o thou_o forgave_v the_o wickedness_n of_o my_o sin_n psa_fw-la 32.6_o london_n print_v by_o tho._n harper_n 1652._o to_o the_o reader_n gentle_a reader_n i_o begin_v some_o part_n of_o this_o penitential_a meditation_n long_o since_o when_o it_o please_v almighty_a god_n to_o give_v i_o a_o sight_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o grace_n to_o hate_v and_o forsake_v they_o it_o may_v seem_v strange_a that_o i_o shall_v make_v a_o public_a confession_n of_o they_o when_o they_o be_v only_o know_v to_o almighty_a god_n and_o myself_o but_o i_o find_v david_n confess_v his_o adultery_n and_o manasses_n his_o idolatry_n and_o s._n paul_n confess_v himself_o to_o be_v the_o great_a of_o sinner_n and_o also_o i_o find_v that_o whosoever_o confess_v his_o sin_n and_o forsake_v they_o shall_v find_v mercy_n i_o must_v confess_v i_o do_v not_o intend_v to_o publish_v they_o but_o that_o i_o be_v press_v by_o many_o of_o my_o friend_n to_o it_o but_o more_o especial_o when_o i_o have_v read_v the_o judgement_n pronounce_v against_o the_o unprofitable_a servant_n that_o hide_v his_o talon_n matth._n 25.30_o i_o think_v it_o more_o safety_n to_o show_v my_o imperfection_n to_o man_n then_o to_o disobey_v my_o redeemer_n and_o to_o lose_v my_o talon_n i_o desire_v thou_o reader_n to_o read_v it_o all_o over_o before_o thou_o censure_v and_o to_o pardon_v the_o imperfection_n thou_o meet_v with_o j._n m._n medicina_fw-la animae_fw-la or_o the_o great_a wound_n cure_v be_v pious_a meditation_n and_o prayer_n on_o the_o lamentation_n and_o consolation_n of_o a_o sinner_n chap._n i._n o_o who_o shall_v give_v water_n to_o my_o head_n and_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n to_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o bewail_v the_o loss_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o grief_n agreeable_a thereunto_o for_o there_o be_v a_o manifest_a and_o great_a cause_n of_o sorrow_n when_o with_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o mind_n i_o do_v behold_v my_o ancient_a day_n and_o my_o youthful_a year_n in_o this_o meditation_n my_o spirit_n have_v fail_v i_o for_o i_o know_v what_o i_o be_v nay_o rather_o what_o i_o shall_v have_v be_v and_o understand_v what_o i_o be_o and_o fear_v what_o i_o shall_v be_v and_o the_o less_o i_o sorrow_n so_o much_o more_o do_v i_o fear_v i_o will_v to_o god_n i_o sorrow_v more_o that_o i_o may_v fear_v less_o but_o woe_n to_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o now_o a_o long_a time_n thou_o smite_v and_o yet_o i_o sorrow_n not_o thou_o call_v i_o and_o yet_o i_o hear_v not_o thou_o knocke_v and_o yet_o i_o open_v not_o the_o bar_n of_o my_o hard_a heart_n unto_o thou_o the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n compass_v i_o round_o about_o and_o be_v fill_v with_o many_o sorrow_n without_o i_o feel_v inward_o no_o sorrow_n that_o may_v work_v unto_o salvation_n and_o i_o feel_v not_o only_a sorrow_n of_o old_a age_n but_o i_o be_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n from_o my_o youth_n upward_o and_o all_o my_o day_n be_v full_a of_o travel_n and_o grief_n and_o yet_o i_o sorrow_n because_o that_o always_o sorrow_v i_o can_v sorrow_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o sorrow_n o_o marvellous_a and_o unspeakable_a wisdom_n of_o the_o heavenly_a physician_n o_o wonderful_a goodness_n of_o the_o most_o merciful_a god_n o_o singular_a benefit_n of_o he_o that_o be_v the_o giver_n of_o all_o good_a thing_n for_o thou_o o_o lord_n give_v unto_o i_o sorrow_n lest_o i_o shall_v parish_n in_o pleasure_n and_o that_o i_o may_v learn_v to_o rejoice_v without_o offence_n thou_o give_v i_o sorrow_n for_o a_o time_n that_o i_o may_v not_o suffer_v everlasting_a pain_n thou_o afflict_a my_o body_n that_o thou_o may_v save_v my_o soul_n thou_o scourge_v that_o thou_o may_v heal_v thou_o kill_v that_o thou_o may_v quicken_v but_o alas_o how_o unwilling_o do_v i_o receive_v thy_o salve_n out_o of_o the_o secret_a hand_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o be_v ignorant_a do_v not_o acknowledge_v the_o sovereign_a medicine_n of_o healthful_a sorrow_n wherein_o thou_o be_v merciful_o severe_a against_o i_o and_o how_o do_v i_o acknowledge_v it_o if_o earnest_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o sorrow_n who_o without_o sorrow_n can_v be_v heal_v for_o how_o can_v he_o be_v heal_v without_o sorrow_n who_o by_o delight_n be_v make_v sick_a therefore_o o_o lord_n make_v i_o to_o sorrow_n and_o teach_v i_o a_o save_a sorrow_n that_o my_o grief_n may_v be_v turn_v into_o joy_n and_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thy_o salvation_n chap._n ii_o day_n pass_v away_o and_o year_n slide_v away_o but_o i_o unhappy_a man_n after_o so_o many_o corruption_n of_o my_o soul_n after_o so_o most_o grievous_a and_o long_a folly_n do_v not_o yet_o repent_v nor_o be_o not_o afflict_v for_o my_o sin_n but_o continue_v the_o often_o fall_v into_o they_o again_o and_o care_v not_o for_o rise_v from_o heap_v new_a unto_o old_a and_o great_a unto_o less_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v o_o lord_n or_o whither_o shall_v i_o go_v when_o my_o last_o time_n shall_v come_v where_o shall_v i_o be_v hide_v from_o thy_o wrathful_a countenance_n or_o whither_o shall_v i_o fly_v away_o from_o thy_o face_n when_o thou_o shall_v call_v i_o unto_o judgement_n and_o require_v of_o i_o a_o account_n of_o the_o talon_n bestow_v upon_o i_o what_o shall_v i_o answer_v unto_o thou_o or_o how_o shall_v i_o excuse_v my_o negligence_n when_o thou_o shall_v sit_v upon_o thy_o throne_n of_o majesty_n and_o command_v i_o to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o my_o stewardship_n to_o the_o uttermost_a farthing_n sure_o i_o have_v nothing_o to_o say_v but_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o answer_v for_o i_o for_o who_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v answer_v to_o thou_o in_o judgement_n but_o if_o thou_o compel_v i_o to_o answer_v i_o will_v say_v as_o a_o man_n confound_v tremble_a and_o fear_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v gain_v nothing_o thereupon_o but_o have_v wicked_o and_o vain_o misspend_v and_o consume_v thy_o talon_n by_o my_o base_a live_n i_o shall_v better_o have_v say_v by_o die_v but_o then_o i_o think_v i_o live_v but_o i_o be_v dead_a because_o i_o live_v without_o thou_o my_o true_a life_n yea_o the_o life_n of_o a_o wicked_a man_n may_v rather_o be_v call_v death_n then_o life_n i_o may_v say_v i_o soon_o begin_v to_o die_v then_o live_v first_o i_o do_v not_o understand_v what_o life_n be_v when_o i_o have_v forsake_v the_o life_n of_o life_n and_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o malice_n do_v supplant_v my_o young_a age_n in_o manifold_a wickedness_n i_o be_v scarce_o come_v out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n but_o i_o be_v already_o a_o sinner_n come_v into_o the_o world_n be_v yet_o ignorant_a of_o sin_n i_o do_v bewail_v the_o sin_n wherein_o my_o parent_n beget_v i_o neither_o do_v i_o altogether_o leave_v bewail_v other_o sin_n when_o i_o commit_v my_o 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