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nature_n and_o possess_v and_o love_n and_o in_o which_o we_o live_v the_o power_n of_o death_n shall_v be_v know_v to_o all_o thing_n live_v but_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o difficulty_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a knowledge_n some_o have_v on_o this_o earth_n for_o at_o the_o time_n of_o death_n all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v give_v up_o to_o god_n and_o then_o all_o thing_n be_v shut_v up_o and_o end_v in_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n the_o lord_n unite_v we_o with_o himself_o who_o himself_o be_v the_o beginning_n and_o end_n old_a and_o new_a yet_o be_v he_o one_o and_o immutable_a void_a of_o all_o increase_n in_o himself_o though_o in_o the_o temporary_a creature_n he_o be_v know_v with_o increase_n and_o decrease_v as_o much_o therefore_o as_o we_o depart_v from_o temporariness_n so_o much_o be_v we_o unite_v with_o god_n in_o who_o there_o be_v no_o time_n and_o in_o he_o who_o be_v the_o last_o and_o the_o first_o with_o a_o everlasting_a presence_n and_o in_o he_o all_o 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nature_n to_o a_o sick_a man._n i_o hearty_o salute_v thou_o in_o the_o lord_n most_o dear_a n._n as_o to_o what_o concern_v thy_o disease_n i_o hope_v the_o best_a of_o thou_o according_a to_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o that_o his_o hand_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a lift_v up_o over_o thou_o for_o he_o by_o his_o discipline_n will_v lead_v and_o conserve_v we_o that_o no_o rottenness_n shall_v grow_v in_o we_o but_o that_o by_o his_o judgement_n we_o be_v still_o more_o and_o more_o purify_v and_o cleanse_v from_o all_o impurity_n of_o nature_n breed_v with_o we_o and_o dead_a still_o lurk_v in_o we_o the_o grace_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o thou_o dear_a n._n in_o that_o thy_o misery_n and_o disease_n which_o thou_o must_v bear_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o may_v he_o grant_v to_o thou_o true_a submission_n and_o yield_v up_o under_o his_o hand_n that_o with_o a_o bow_a heart_n thou_o may_v bear_v all_o thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o he_o according_a to_o his_o holy_a 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his_o brother_n d._n john_n w._n dear_a brother_n that_o that_o man_n be_v affect_v with_o such_o strait_n and_o with_o such_o grief_n of_o heart_n that_o we_o also_o must_v suffer_v together_o with_o he_o for_o in_o that_o that_o he_o be_v always_o subject_v to_o suffering_n nor_o can_v come_v at_o any_o peace_n be_v indeed_o not_o the_o work_n of_o man_n but_o the_o gift_n of_o god_n yea_o a_o great_a and_o eminent_a gift_n to_o endure_v the_o folly_n of_o another_o and_o to_o cover_v it_o over_o with_o a_o unvariable_a mind_n towards_o his_o neighbour_n for_o though_o we_o be_v undue_o use_v or_o handle_v by_o our_o neighbour_n yet_o in_o truth_n a_o purify_a heart_n ought_v not_o to_o be_v move_v by_o it_o but_o must_v always_o act_v according_a to_o the_o bond_n of_o charity_n which_o be_v alone_o its_o aim_n for_o in_o that_o there_o arise_v no_o suspicion_n of_o evil_n and_o although_o modest_a reason_n also_o may_v descend_v to_o make_v a_o excuse_n yet_o even_o all_o that_o too_o must_v be_v always_o do_v without_o any_o motion_n of_o mind_n for_o as_o much_o as_o he_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o the_o injury_n and_o trouble_n of_o no_o creature_n can_v move_v he_o because_o he_o remain_v confirm_v in_o that_o which_o be_v true_o immovable_a dear_a brother_n i_o therefore_o write_v thus_o that_o if_o that_o same_o trouble_n shall_v be_v reiterated_a thou_o may_v always_o have_v this_o aim_v fix_v in_o thy_o sight_n for_o although_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n the_o justice_n be_v on_o your_o part_n yet_o the_o mind_n ought_v to_o remain_v always_o free_a without_o the_o use_n of_o this_o right_n otherwise_o there_o will_v arise_v a_o enmity_n from_o thence_o and_o a_o bitterness_n of_o heart_n for_o thus_o that_o which_o be_v earthly_a overwhelm_v that_o which_o be_v heavenly_a with_o such_o a_o blindness_n that_o it_o plain_o seem_v to_o a_o man_n that_o he_o have_v some_o divine_a right_n whenas_o yet_o god_n can_v but_o love_n nor_o do_v he_o require_v any_o other_o thing_n of_o we_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o his_o justice_n not_o as_o if_o i_o will_v willing_o lay_v some_o blame_n upon_o thou_o do_v i_o say_v thus_o but_o that_o thy_o heart_n may_v not_o be_v nor_o that_o any_o rule_n shall_v be_v want_v to_o thou_o if_o you_o behave_v yourself_o otherwise_o thou_o will_v be_v obnoxious_a to_o a_o heavy_a judgement_n except_o thou_o proceed_v with_o caution_n my_o brother_n strive_v to_o have_v a_o mind_n unmoved_a which_o can_v be_v hinder_v but_o rather_o promote_v by_o the_o enmity_n of_o the_o creature_n all_o thing_n to_o a_o just_a man_n turn_v to_o good_a whether_o it_o be_v death_n or_o life_n or_o dissension_n or_o love_n for_o such_o a_o one_o overlook_v the_o creature_n
take_v all_o as_o from_o the_o creator_n whether_o they_o be_v grateful_a or_o ungrateful_a and_o though_o we_o may_v not_o as_o yet_o come_v thus_o far_o yet_o be_v this_o to_o be_v account_v for_o a_o rule_n and_o to_o be_v follow_v with_o all_o endeavour_n and_o with_o this_o i_o will_v have_v thou_o recommend_v to_o the_o lord_n who_o will_v be_v helpful_a to_o we_o all_o and_o keep_v and_o promote_v we_o all_o more_o and_o more_o in_o his_o own_o way_n epist._n xxx_o how_o a_o noble_a plant_n spring_v up_o out_o of_o the_o dead_a seed_n through_o the_o divine_a fuitfulness_n to_o his_o brother_n a._n w._n dear_a brother_n the_o herb_n we_o have_v receive_v the_o omnipotent_a lord_n who_o from_o his_o eternal_a beam_a forth_o have_v make_v to_o come_v forth_o the_o outflowing_a power_n of_o all_o his_o creature_n according_a to_o the_o common_a and_o outstreaming_a operation_n of_o the_o law_n of_o nature_n replenish_v thou_o and_o the_o common_a emptiness_n of_o other_o with_o increase_n in_o the_o blessing_n of_o the_o most_o noble_a plant_n of_o god_n according_a to_o his_o nature_n that_o that_o only_a seed_n which_o by_o the_o benefit_n of_o corruption_n have_v utter_o lose_v all_o its_o own_o propriety_n in_o a_o deadly_a and_o eternal_a intemperance_n and_o be_v eternal_o unite_v with_o the_o earth_n of_o a_o imperserutable_a perfection_n will_v fructify_v in_o thou_o through_o god_n contrary_a to_o all_o hope_n or_o glory_n to_o the_o great_a glorification_n in_o the_o virtue_n of_o god_n moreover_o my_o brother_n we_o receive_v all_o which_o be_v to_o be_v bring_v back_o again_o to_o god_n as_o to_o the_o original_a of_o all_o with_o thansgiving_n even_o unto_o the_o scope_n of_o our_o death_n thus_o we_o miserable_a wretch_n in_o this_o our_o receive_a way_n be_v fall_v down_o into_o to_o that_o which_o we_o call_v our_o propriety_n so_o that_o when_o we_o be_v to_o depart_v from_o that_o our_o assume_v life_n we_o be_v overwhelm_v with_o sorrow_n and_o bitterness_n although_o all_o this_o be_v do_v out_o of_o the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n that_o all_o may_v come_v unto_o his_o truth_n even_o as_o the_o heaven_n and_o the_o earth_n be_v call_v unto_o the_o truth_n because_o undeniable_o all_o thing_n must_v come_v to_o this_o state_n and_o to_o render_v their_o source_n glorify_v by_o their_o death_n and_o by_o their_o be_v melt_v down_o thereinto_o i_o wish_v thou_o my_o small_a portion_n of_o health_n in_o my_o state_n of_o rejection_n and_o disertion_n from_o the_o lord_n which_o i_o suffer_v but_o yet_o not_o without_o mercy_n that_o which_o may_v happen_v also_o to_o thou_o but_o with_o real_a commiseration_n according_a to_o thy_o call_n as_o also_o to_o all_o that_o be_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o god_n my_o brother_n be_v mindful_a of_o we_o all_o may_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o his_o eternal_a and_o to_o all_o creature_n his_o incomprehensible_a grace_n come_v upon_o we_o with_o plenty_n that_o by_o the_o virtue_n thereof_o that_o miracle_n of_o the_o supernatural_a spiritual_a and_o eternal_a life_n may_v be_v discover_v and_o acknowledge_v together_o with_o the_o spiritual_a salvation_n in_o christ_n his_o eternal_a and_o only_o beget_v son_n in_o who_o miserable_a we_o be_v depress_v down_o into_o death_n with_o verity_n epist._n xxxi_o concern_v the_o right_a uncloathing_n of_o self_n and_o of_o the_o yield_n up_o of_o the_o soul_n in_o all_o suffering_n dear_a brother_n the_o lord_n be_v mindful_a of_o our_o misery_n and_o first_o to_o behold_v i_o the_o most_o miserable_a one_o with_o commiseration_n and_o offer_v to_o himself_o my_o heart_n make_v bare_a and_o empty_v by_o many_o press_n together_o and_o that_o he_o will_v renunerate_v it_o with_o the_o blessing_n of_o fruitfulness_n in_o a_o divine_a and_o eternal_a redemption_n and_o freedom_n from_o all_o the_o enemy_n of_o my_o heart_n who_o hold_v it_o captive_a in_o the_o chain_n of_o darkness_n out_o of_o the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n to_o who_o i_o be_o subject_v be_v ignorant_a whither_o at_o last_o i_o must_v go_v hence_o see_v that_o my_o anxiety_n the_o long_a it_o be_v be_v so_o much_o the_o more_o vehement_a so_o that_o i_o must_v always_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n see_v all_o else_o be_v fall_v away_o from_o i_o the_o lord_n look_v upon_o my_o nakedness_n and_o be_v my_o preserver_n that_o be_v keep_v up_o by_o and_o in_o he_o i_o may_v bring_v forth_o fruit_n to_o his_o glory_n and_o to_o the_o sanctification_n of_o thing_n temporaneous_a in_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o own_o proper_a life_n and_o in_o the_o liberty_n of_o the_o divine_a obedience_n with_o these_o i_o recommend_v thou_o to_o the_o lord_n who_o can_v advance_v we_o high_o in_o his_o way_n and_o can_v fasten_v we_o firm_o to_o the_o cross_n in_o true_a submission_n and_o yield_v up_o of_o our_o will_n that_o in_o he_o we_o may_v be_v keep_v safe_a all_o that_o short_a space_n of_o our_o faint_n in_o this_o time_n be_v in_o his_o fear_n deliver_v up_o unto_o death_n according_a to_o the_o ordination_n of_o his_o judgement_n impend_v over_o we_o that_o so_o we_o may_v be_v lead_v and_o get_v forward_o in_o his_o way_n and_o that_o we_o may_v bid_v farewell_n with_o all_o our_o might_n to_o time_n that_o eternity_n may_v take_v place_n in_o we_o and_o that_o we_o may_v so_o die_v to_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v walk_v here_o on_o the_o earth_n only_o as_o pilgrim_n the_o omnipotent_a god_n deal_v with_o we_o in_o his_o good_a pleasure_n according_a to_o his_o mercy_n and_o lead_v we_o through_o with_o victory_n even_o in_o our_o imbecility_n unto_o the_o very_a end_n epist._n xxxii_o concern_v the_o death_n of_o all_o create_a thing_n and_o of_o all_o those_o which_o be_v bear_v out_o of_o they_o most_o belove_a brother_n all_o thing_n do_v tend_v to_o the_o end_n and_o death_n of_o their_o create_a nature_n whence_o do_v arise_v many_o sigh_n and_o a_o most_o bitter_a agony_n but_o the_o lord_n will_v again_o bring_v forth_o his_o holy_a one_o out_o of_o death_n and_o the_o grave_n that_o he_o may_v not_o see_v corruption_n my_o brother_n thy_o pressure_n be_v great_a and_o severe_a i_o know_v thou_o desire_v comfort_n but_o from_o god_n only_o who_o can_v come_v but_o through_o the_o death_n of_o all_o creature_n or_o of_o the_o whole_a create_a nature_n until_o the_o last_o breath_n of_o life_n be_v also_o breathe_v out_o nor_o can_v any_o refreshment_n of_o member_n be_v hope_v for_o let_v we_o in_o a_o free_a communion_n be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thy_o suffering_n with_o divine_a compassion_n patient_o expect_v the_o accomplishment_n of_o the_o judgement_n in_o its_o own_o order_n furthermore_o we_o will_v labour_v according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o we_o will_v sweat_v till_o we_o come_v to_o the_o appoint_a end_n even_o as_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n shall_v over_o rule_v we_o may_v the_o omnipotent_a lord_n by_o his_o fatherly_a grace_n lead_v we_o through_o this_o most_o difficult_a labour_n and_o strengthen_v we_o according_a to_o the_o inward_a man_n that_o we_o may_v forsake_v that_o which_o be_v external_a and_o deliver_v it_o up_o to_o eternal_a corruption_n from_o out_o of_o the_o first_o judgement_n to_o his_o eternal_a praise_n and_o glory_n to_o which_o we_o all_o aspire_v everyone_o of_o we_o according_a to_o his_o own_o manner_n and_o service_n but_o not_o for_o our_o sake_n or_o for_o our_o commodity_n as_o some_o now_o unjust_o do_v and_o think_v wherefore_o also_o this_o counterfeit_n opinion_n shall_v sink_v down_o into_o defect_n and_o death_n together_o with_o the_o death_n of_o the_o creature_n by_o a_o most_o hard_a and_o terrible_a fall_n because_o all_o that_o that_o we_o possess_v with_o a_o lie_n in_o time_n must_v be_v yield_v up_o to_o the_o eternal_a truth_n but_o all_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n so_o that_o at_o length_n one_o may_v become_v a_o looking-glass_n to_o the_o other_o and_o god_n at_o last_o may_v overcome_v all_o and_o persist_v alone_o but_o we_o in_o our_o lie_n must_v perish_v my_o brother_n the_o time_n of_o our_o parent_n and_o forefather_n be_v pass_v and_o labour_n belong_v now_o to_o our_o time_n to_o the_o end_n also_o of_o which_o all_o thing_n preparatory_a be_v at_o hand_n the_o lord_n stretch_v out_o his_o hand_n with_o mercy_n over_o wretched_a i_o and_o over_o we_o all_o that_o we_o may_v be_v take_v into_o the_o order_n which_o be_v please_v to_o he_o through_o faith_n under_o the_o obedience_n of_o his_o eternal_a will_n so_o that_o our_o will_n life_n and_o choice_n be_v subject_v to_o his_o judgement_n may_v be_v condemn_v and_o consume_v may_v the_o lord_n give_v to_o we_o all_o communion_n in_o god_n with_o a_o
from_o he_o and_o have_v give_v he_o the_o wisdom_n that_o he_o can_v behold_v god_n in_o the_o person_n of_o man_n and_o can_v take_v all_o thing_n from_o his_o hand_n and_o so_o he_o can_v give_v all_o glory_n to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o true_a worshipper_n of_o he_o chap._n xxvi_o all_o fear_n of_o god_n which_o any_o one_o have_v before_o the_o birth_n of_o jacob_n be_v a_o servile_a fear_n and_o the_o filial_a fear_n come_v not_o at_o first_o but_o when_o there_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n the_o servile_a go_v before_o but_o last_v not_o and_o the_o filial_a follow_v and_o abideeth_n when_o esau_n be_v bear_v he_o know_v nothing_o as_o yet_o of_o jacob_n but_o suppose_v that_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o blessing_n be_v he_o first_o he_o come_v forth_o but_o in_o part_n and_o in_o time_n be_v put_v further_o out_o till_o also_o his_o foot_n come_v forth_o then_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o jacob_n and_o be_v smite_v with_o grief_n and_o he_o see_v also_o his_o own_o danger_n and_o yet_o he_o contrive_v to_o kill_v he_o and_o to_o take_v he_o out_o of_o the_o way_n but_o the_o more_o he_o endeavour_v to_o suppress_v he_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v jacob_n come_v forth_o it_o be_v write_v concern_v esau_n though_o thou_o shall_v build_v thy_o nest_n among_o the_o star_n yet_o i_o will_v pull_v thou_o thence_o betwixt_o esau_n and_o jacob_n there_o be_v no_o die_v for_o jacob_n hold_v esau_n by_o the_o heel_n and_o follow_v he_o esau_n be_v the_o beginning_n that_o which_o follow_v be_v jacob_n the_o habitation_n of_o esau_n be_v in_o the_o desert_n moreover_o concern_v esau_n and_o jacob_n esau_n proceed_v from_o isaac_n which_o be_v a_o divine_a birth_n yet_o the_o judgement_n come_v upon_o he_o such_o a_o thing_n be_v righteousness_n in_o a_o man_n upon_o which_o also_o come_v judgement_n esau_n have_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n as_o if_o it_o be_v his_o propriety_n and_o he_o appli_v it_o unto_o his_o delight_n and_o he_o seek_v life_n for_o himself_o therein_o and_o therefore_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n must_v come_v upon_o esau_n that_o he_o must_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n till_o he_o come_v into_o the_o state_n of_o jacob_n who_o abide_v resign_v up_o unto_o god_n and_o whether_o god_n give_v or_o whether_o god_n take_v away_o any_o thing_n he_o be_v satisfy_v therewith_o so_o soon_o as_o a_o man_n receive_v a_o new_a life_n he_o â—s_v again_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n and_o be_v force_v to_o suffer_v death_n chap._n xxvii_o that_o which_o be_v move_v together_o with_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n that_o be_v a_o member_n in_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n be_v a_o middle_a thing_n between_o god_n and_o we_o and_o god_n can_v come_v into_o we_o but_o by_o mediation_n of_o this_o the_o feed_n on_o the_o most_o pure_a body_n of_o christ_n transfer_v we_o into_o a_o divine_a essence_n and_o that_o food_n consume_v all_o flesh_n christ_n when_o he_o have_v take_v the_o bread_n say_v in_o do_v this_o you_o shall_v declare_v my_o death_n this_o be_v the_o sense_n and_o the_o impression_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n the_o expression_n of_o which_o be_v the_o declaration_n thereof_o hence_o it_o may_v be_v observe_v what_o kind_n of_o food_n it_o be_v to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n viz._n such_o as_o many_o who_o former_o have_v be_v feed_v and_o fill_v by_o christ_n go_v back_o do_v forsake_v he_o when_o they_o shall_v have_v come_v unto_o his_o food_n great_a be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o essential_a truth_n and_o the_o notional_a truth_n also_o between_o the_o essential_a death_n and_o the_o notional_a death_n there_o be_v also_o great_a difference_n between_o those_o who_o know_v god_n in_o nature_n aâ—â—â—â—cordingly_o do_o possess_v and_o use_v he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d who_o know_v god_n in_o god_n and_o accorâ—â—â—ly_o do_v possess_v and_o use_v he_o for_o purâ—â—â—ture_n such_o as_o be_v create_v from_o god_n â—â—â—â—eth_v into_o god_n without_o all_o adamicaâ—â—â—cidents_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o the_o israeâ—_n 〈◊〉_d who_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n do_v eat_v heaâ—â—ly_a bread_n in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o that_o coâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d not_o preserve_v they_o so_o as_o that_o they_o shoâ—â—_n abide_v but_o die_v they_o must_v as_o christ_n saâ—â—â—â—_n your_o father_n do_v eat_v the_o bread_n from_o heauâ—â—_n and_o be_v dead_a when_o first_o we_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o pass_v that_o we_o can_v in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n see_v know_v possete_v and_o use_v god_n yea_o and_o hold_v he_o in_o oâ—_n propriety_n but_o that_o nature_n must_v come_v 〈◊〉_d to_o death_n and_o be_v judge_v of_o god_n anâ—_n than_o we_o possess_v and_o know_v god_n not_o 〈◊〉_d the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n bâ—â—_n in_o the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o then_o god_n be_v possess_v without_o appropriation_n without_o touch_v or_o handle_v for_o whatever_o feel_v or_o touch_v in_o we_o be_v the_o flesh_n and_o be_v deliver_v up_o into_o death_n from_o god_n but_o afterward_o in_o a_o true_a quiet_a resignation_n god_n behold_v himself_o in_o we_o and_o there_o know_v and_o love_v himself_o and_o although_o former_o we_o know_v and_o apply_v god_n in_o nature_n or_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n yet_o that_o state_n remain_v no_o long_o but_o by_o and_o through_o judgement_n be_v press_v down_o into_o death_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o god_n neither_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n nor_o comfort_n and_o although_o nature_n or_o the_o flesh_n have_v for_o some_o time_n some_o such_o thing_n in_o god_n yet_o now_o it_o have_v it_o no_o more_o whatsoever_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o do_v rejoice_v to_o go_v forward_o into_o the_o promise_a land_n that_o must_v fall_v in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o die_v but_o the_o child_n spring_v from_o they_o do_v come_v into_o that_o land_n now_o thouâ—â—_n the_o flesh_n be_v thus_o condemn_v unto_o death_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o delight_n nor_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d god_n yet_o the_o mind_n be_v and_o rest_v in_o peaâ—â—_n and_o joy_n and_o then_o the_o man_n when_o thâ—_n flesh_n be_v thus_o dead_a be_v like_a to_o wax_v which_o soften_v by_o the_o fire_n and_o be_v make_v fit_n receive_v all_o impression_n as_o often_o as_o a_o 〈◊〉_d be_v willing_a upon_o the_o appearance_n of_o gâ—â—_n to_o gain_v his_o life_n in_o god_n and_o he_o himself_o reprehend_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o ought_v therefore_o again_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o to_o suffer_v a_o new_a death_n it_o behoove_v the_o thief_n to_o remain_v under_o judgement_n upon_o the_o cross_n retain_v no_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n nor_o for_o the_o obtain_n of_o life_n can_v they_o be_v hear_v until_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n forsake_v all_o accident_n shall_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n it_o also_o behoove_v this_o man_n to_o remain_v in_o judgement_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n till_o as_o to_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v dead_a nor_o shall_v he_o ever_o be_v raise_v up_o again_o into_o that_o life_n according_a to_o which_o he_o have_v dye_v but_o he_o be_v eternal_o to_o forsake_v it_o out_z of_o or_o from_o that_o just_a judgement_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v raise_v into_o another_o life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o this_o be_v then_o that_o pure_a nature_n that_o pure_a humanity_n that_o pure_a flesh_n which_o christ_n assume_v as_o it_o be_v write_v zach._n 2.12_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v possess_v judah_n his_o portion_n in_o the_o sanctify_a earth_n and_o such_o purify_a flesh_n have_v access_n to_o god_n and_o god_n do_v manifest_v himself_o to_o it_o with_o delight_n and_o it_o stand_v give_v up_o under_o god_n and_o possess_v god_n without_o appropriation_n see_v he_o leave_v he_o also_o free_a such_o a_o man_n possess_v god_n no_o more_o in_o nature_n that_o be_v in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o possess_v god_n in_o the_o death_n of_o nature_n it_o possess_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v god_n in_o god_n it_o see_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v christ_n no_o more_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o former_o but_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n god_n in_o this_o man_n enjoy_v all_o thing_n and_o do_v with_o he_o according_a to_o his_o pleasure_n both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n and_o this_o man_n be_v at_o rest_n in_o god_n but_o the_o anxiety_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n he_o indeed_o perceive_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v he_o but_o he_o so_o be_v at_o rest_n that_o he_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v if_o therefore_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o possess_v god_n
when_o all_o exercise_n and_o all_o strength_n of_o our_o own_o fail_v even_o then_o be_v these_o the_o exercise_n of_o god_n and_o his_o strength_n when_o all_o our_o strength_n be_v vanish_v away_o and_o we_o have_v so_o long_o labour_v under_o the_o law_n that_o we_o can_v do_v no_o more_o then_o be_v god_n present_a whether_o we_o will_v or_o no_o for_o here_o a_o man_n must_v go_v on_o nor_o be_v it_o permit_v he_o to_o go_v back_o again_o for_o he_o be_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n into_o which_o he_o often_o desire_v to_o come_v and_o that_o hand_n will_v not_o then_o let_v he_o go_v till_o it_o have_v right_o break_v he_o in_o piece_n by_o affliction_n and_o have_v tumble_v he_o up_o and_o down_o through_o various_a case_n whence_o it_o come_v that_o healwaye_v more_o and_o more_o lose_v himself_o till_o he_o be_v free_v from_o all_o his_o flesh_n and_o be_v make_v capable_a of_o the_o heavenly_a influence_n whoever_o they_o be_v who_o be_v not_o thus_o exercise_v but_o abide_v in_o their_o own_o labour_n can_v never_o be_v advance_v high_a but_o stand_v at_o a_o stay_n always_o in_o the_o same_o state_n and_o if_o one_o shall_v return_v after_o the_o space_n of_o a_o year_n or_o two_o year_n yea_o of_o ten_o unto_o they_o he_o shall_v find_v they_o still_o as_o he_o former_o leave_v they_o how_o much_o soever_o they_o exercise_v themselves_o under_o the_o law_n and_o severity_n and_o good_a work_n and_o labour_n and_o fasting_n and_o abstinence_n etc._n etc._n yet_o they_o all_o stop_v their_o course_n here_o be_v still_o inward_o unchanged_a and_o unregenerate_v and_o of_o the_o new_a creature_n or_o regeneration_n know_v nothing_o because_o they_o be_v not_o exercise_v in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o lord_n by_o mean_n of_o the_o aforesaid_a suffering_n for_o affliction_n alone_o be_v this_o way_n to_o the_o new_a generation_n to_o wisdom_n and_o to_o true_a knowledge_n the_o aforesaid_a labour_n also_o must_v be_v under_o the_o law_n yea_o and_o go_v before_o that_o other_o else_o we_o can_v arrive_v at_o the_o say_a state_n of_o suffer_v so_o that_o no_o one_o abide_v therein_o for_o the_o mind_n be_v not_o yet_o so_o purify_v and_o there_o still_o stick_v unto_o its_o bottom_n somewhat_o that_o be_v worldly_a though_o one_o may_v appear_v otherwise_o outward_o consequent_o we_o become_v not_o in_o our_o mind_n partaker_n with_o christ_n until_o be_v purify_v by_o that_o purgatory_n and_o these_o suffering_n we_o be_v make_v capable_a of_o he_o for_o light_n and_o darkness_n christ_n and_o belial_n dwell_v not_o together_o those_o middle_a thing_n which_o be_v interpose_v between_o god_n and_o we_o and_o unto_o which_o we_o always_o remain_v fix_o hold_v our_o eye_n so_o as_o we_o can_v see_v god_n those_o middle_a thing_n i_o say_v be_v to_o be_v remove_v by_o the_o mean_n of_o suffering_n from_o god_n if_o we_o be_v to_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o if_o gold_n can_v be_v sensible_a and_o speak_v it_o will_v certain_o say_v what_o it_o shall_v suffer_v before_o it_o can_v be_v purify_v and_o so_o the_o earth_n will_v say_v how_o much_o it_o must_v suffer_v and_o how_o much_o it_o will_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o before_o the_o seed_n be_v produce_v out_o of_o its_o bowel_n when_o a_o man_n have_v bring_v all_o his_o labour_n to_o a_o end_n nor_o can_v go_v on_o further_a then_o be_v the_o chief_a and_o high_a work_n yet_o before_o his_o hand_n lie_v as_o undo_v if_o this_o must_v be_v perfect_v and_o do_v it_o must_v be_v do_v by_o god_n for_o it_o behoove_v that_o he_o shall_v accomplish_v these_o thing_n which_o be_v impossible_a for_o a_o man_n to_o do_v chap._n xxxii_o a_o man_n who_o have_v beg_v help_n from_o the_o lord_n judge_n other_o man_n honest_a than_o himself_o for_o he_o confess_v that_o if_o other_o have_v have_v this_o grace_n which_o be_v do_v to_o he_o that_o they_o have_v be_v more_o faithful_a and_o more_o honest_a by_o much_o than_o himself_o be_v whence_o also_o he_o abstain_v from_o rash_a judgement_n and_o commiserate_v poor_a man_n because_o he_o behold_v their_o future_a misery_n out_o of_o which_o he_o himself_o through_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n without_o any_o merit_n of_o his_o own_o be_v snatch_v and_o therefore_o he_o can_v extol_v himself_o above_o other_o nor_o tax_v they_o or_o delude_v they_o but_o rather_o humble_v himself_o beneath_o all_o and_o burn_v with_o a_o universal_a charity_n moreover_o he_o will_v willing_o renounce_v his_o own_o salvation_n that_o other_o might_n but_o be_v save_v nor_o can_v he_o do_v otherwise_o because_o this_o be_v the_o property_n of_o regeneration_n he_o who_o have_v regeneration_n and_o be_v arrive_v at_o the_o true_a substance_n adher_v to_o no_o thing_n whatsoever_o he_o do_v or_o omit_v to_o do_v or_o eat_v or_o drink_v or_o go_v or_o stand_v whether_o he_o be_v with_o other_o or_o whether_o he_o be_v alone_o but_o he_o always_o be_v free_a from_o all_o and_o uncessant_o behold_v god_n who_o he_o be_v proper_o and_o for_o who_o sake_n he_o use_v all_o thing_n at_o what_o time_n he_o be_v rapt_v upward_o he_o be_v put_v beyond_o himself_o and_o be_v without_o all_o discretion_n and_o when_o he_o be_v let_v down_o again_o from_o that_o same_o mountain_n he_o incessant_o look_v back_o upward_o again_o the_o new_a man_n by_o a_o continual_a ascent_n every_o hover_v and_o moment_n go_v away_o unto_o god_n nor_o do_v he_o ever_o stop_v his_o course_n because_o god_n be_v unsearchable_a and_o past_o find_v out_o he_o regard_v not_o temporal_n though_o he_o may_v seem_v so_o and_o though_o he_o do_v eat_v drink_v sleep_n and_o be_v clothe_v for_o if_o he_o shall_v regard_v they_o he_o will_v still_o stand_v in_o time_n but_o all_o the_o aforementioned_a thing_n be_v snatch_v from_o he_o by_o fire_n that_o he_o may_v ascend_v above_o time_n and_o stand_v in_o god_n he_o die_v and_o rise_v again_o in_o god_n he_o fall_v oil_n from_o all_o thing_n and_o perish_v both_o in_o body_n soul_n and_o spirit_n at_o first_o every_o one_o be_v a_o infant_n than_o a_o youth_n and_o thence_o he_o go_v into_o manhood_n and_o at_o length_n into_o old_a age_n than_o we_o falter_v and_o can_v no_o long_o enjoy_v the_o pleasure_n of_o youth_n and_o at_o last_o we_o say_v i_o remember_v that_o i_o have_v be_v a_o young_a man_n but_o time_n be_v go_v when_o young_a man_n rejoice_v i_o be_o in_o sadness_n and_o whilst_o they_o live_v i_o die_v chap._n xxxiii_o there_o be_v not_o a_o letter_n in_o the_o holy_a scripture_n which_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v and_o interpret_v concern_v the_o body_n of_o christ_n now_o there_o be_v many_o member_n of_o christ_n body_n that_o which_o be_v not_o in_o one_o member_n be_v in_o another_o the_o whole_a scripture_n of_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n with_o all_o figure_n and_o ceremony_n prefigure_v the_o very_a substance_n of_o the_o matter_n and_o be_v a_o type_n of_o the_o internal_a truth_n as_o the_o image_n in_o the_o glass_n be_v the_o representation_n of_o the_o face_n and_o as_o the_o image_n can_v be_v in_o the_o glass_n of_o who_o there_o be_v no_o truth_n or_o substance_n so_o there_o be_v no_o representation_n of_o scripture_n or_o of_o ceremony_n or_o of_o figure_n to_o which_o there_o belong_v not_o some_o truth_n and_o substance_n when_o therefore_o a_o representation_n or_o image_n be_v true_a there_o be_v also_o a_o true_a essence_n or_o substance_n there_o be_v no_o shadow_n without_o a_o body_n nor_o figure_n or_o image_n without_o a_o essence_n the_o book_n of_o psalm_n begin_v mature_o with_o man_n and_z continues_z with_o he_o unto_o old_a age_n and_o even_o to_o his_o end_n and_o with_o man_n it_o rise_v up_o from_o bottom_n to_o top_n no_o christian_n transcend_v the_o exercise_n of_o the_o psalm_n nor_o can_v he_o get_v so_o high_a but_o the_o psalm_n accompany_v he_o still_o and_o express_v his_o mind_n how_o long_o do_v the_o faithful_a man_n wait_v for_o god_n till_o he_o come_v and_o when_o he_o be_v come_v he_o depart_v again_o and_o hide_v himself_o that_o a_o man_n can_v find_v he_o and_o by_o this_o very_a thing_n god_n will_v purge_v a_o man_n that_o he_o may_v learn_v true_o to_o possess_v he_o without_o appropriation_n for_o at_o first_o he_o assume_v god_n with_o appropriation_n and_o this_o than_o be_v that_o same_o subtle_a flesh_n of_o hiâ—_n which_o ought_v to_o be_v consume_v chap._n xxxiiii_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o desolate_a thing_n juâ—â—_n as_o when_o many_o thing_n be_v reach_v out_o to_o any_o one_o and_o he_o catch_v at_o theâ—_n but_o then_o they_o be_v pull_v away_o again_o but_o at_o last_o a_o door_n of_o escape_n be_v open_v 〈◊〉_d he_o which_o then_o
to_o his_o heart_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o it_o shall_v be_v express_v from_o out_o of_o the_o cross_n and_o from_o anguish_n if_o it_o spring_v from_o joy_n or_o from_o speculation_n it_o be_v vain_a and_o want_v spirit_n or_o life_n experience_n teach_v all_o thing_n and_o that_o which_o be_v void_a of_o experience_n be_v in_o vain_a we_o pass_v through_o time_n into_o eternity_n and_o time_n be_v mutable_a so_o also_o be_v man_n produce_v with_o mutability_n till_o he_o come_v thither_o where_o there_o be_v no_o corruption_n nor_o mutation_n no_o man_n be_v to_o be_v reject_v with_o how_o gross_a or_o how_o low_o a_o zeal_n his_o spirit_n boil_v with_o because_o they_o may_v be_v change_v and_o therefore_o we_o be_v to_o be_v quiet_a with_o a_o man_n that_o stand_v in_o his_o own_o zeal_n we_o be_v first_o in_o time_n before_o we_o come_v into_o eternity_n we_o first_o begin_v with_o low_a thing_n and_o by_o degree_n be_v we_o transfer_v unto_o high_a till_o we_o come_v there_o where_o perfection_n be_v paul_n say_v not_o as_o if_o i_o have_v apprehend_v &c_n &c_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v the_o saint_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v their_o desire_n by_o how_o much_o the_o high_a be_v the_o perfection_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o sublime_a be_v the_o defect_n a_o man_n make_v conformable_a by_o letter_n rule_n ceremony_n or_o as_o to_o outward_a appearance_n be_v like_o a_o body_n which_o have_v indeed_o a_o nose_n a_o mouth_n etc._n etc._n but_o yet_o it_o want_v life_n every_o thing_n by_o its_o contrary_n be_v make_v of_o great_a esteem_n account_v for_o holy_a and_o be_v not_o right_o know_v its_o contrary_a not_o be_v know_v than_o it_o be_v not_o so_o for_o if_o cold_a be_v not_o heat_n will_v not_o be_v care_v for_o heaven_n be_v more_o clear_o understand_v by_o hell_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n by_o his_o wrath_n or_o anger_n he_o that_o right_o know_v the_o fall_n of_o adam_n and_o understand_v his_o restauration_n can_v rejoice_v because_o a_o man_n must_v perish_v for_o its_o sake_n and_o as_o to_o all_o these_o thing_n he_o must_v be_v annihilate_v as_o to_o what_o he_o be_v make_v for_o gladness_n be_v assign_v over_o to_o posterity_n and_o to_o that_o fruit_n which_o shall_v grow_v out_o of_o corruption_n where_o a_o man_n become_v to_o be_v that_o which_o he_o attain_v to_o out_o of_o corruption_n and_o then_o he_o appear_v in_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o acknowledge_v god_n from_o god_n and_o love_v god_n from_o god_n and_o be_v sanctify_v and_o justify_v and_o renew_v in_o god_n and_o he_o be_v make_v that_o â—y_a grace_n which_o god_n be_v by_o nature_n before_o death_n all_o thing_n be_v vain_a and_o â—nconstant_a and_o mere_a fancy_n but_o now_o â—re_n become_v essence_n or_o substance_n which_o abide_v the_o truth_n be_v incorruptible_a the_o â—â—uth_n have_v make_v all_o thing_n free_a and_o have_v â—nited_v a_o man_n to_o himself_o and_o all_o thing_n â—re_n therefore_o do_v that_o we_o may_v get_v up_o hither_o all_o thing_n be_v dispose_v to_o a_o certain_a end_n autumn_n winter_n snow_n &_o c._n â—or_a the_o fruit_n of_o summer_n to_o this_o end_n and_o scope_n therefore_o be_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v direct_v and_o for_o its_o sake_n be_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v exercise_v and_o apply_v and_o not_o for_o its_o own_o sake_n the_o flower_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o the_o fruit_n and_o not_o of_o its_o self_n the_o flower_n perish_v but_o the_o fruit_n remain_v whatsoever_o go_v before_o have_v respect_n hitherto_o but_o â—abideth_v not_o but_o the_o fruit_n remain_v â—nd_v this_o be_v the_o truth_n in_o which_o a_o man_n be_v confirm_v and_o found_v that_o he_o may_v be_v 〈◊〉_d it_o eternal_o by_o a_o true_a union_n the_o small_a treatise_n of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n be_v very_o useful_a to_o they_o that_o be_v labour_v and_o strive_v for_o it_o give_v we_o the_o best_a instruction_n unto_o life_n and_o i_o be_o much_o delight_v therewith_o but_o the_o german_a divinity_n excel_v in_o which_o be_v the_o representation_n of_o god_n the_o book_n of_o the_o imitation_n be_v more_o profitable_a for_o the_o public_a but_o the_o other_o small_a treatise_n of_o the_o german_a divinity_n be_v for_o private_a use_n chap._n vii_o because_o god_n exercise_v his_o judgement_n so_o severe_o in_o his_o child_n and_o yet_o his_o judgement_n be_v just_a it_o must_v be_v well_o consider_v what_o become_v we_o and_o that_o though_o we_o suffer_v in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n yet_o be_v it_o do_v unto_o we_o with_o grace_n and_o mercy_n and_o that_o indeed_o the_o thousand_o part_n of_o affliction_n according_a to_o our_o sin_n be_v not_o inflict_v upon_o we_o but_o god_n spare_v we_o and_o unless_o it_o be_v so_o where_o shall_v we_o abide_v whence_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v proud_a but_o fearful_a rather_o yea_o fright_a and_o to_o hold_v our_o peace_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o a_o man_n recede_v from_o himself_o so_o much_o the_o near_o he_o approach_v unto_o god_n and_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o heavy_o be_v he_o punish_v also_o in_o respect_n of_o nature_n which_o be_v therefore_o subject_v unto_o death_n if_o a_o man_n shall_v at_o first_o know_v this_o misery_n and_o calamity_n he_o will_v die_v for_o very_a grief_n but_o now_o he_o can_v be_v sensible_a of_o it_o till_o he_o fall_v into_o it_o and_o then_o also_o do_v god_n notwithstanding_o lead_v he_o through_o it_o he_o fall_v into_o the_o gulf_n scylla_n who_o endeavour_v to_o avoid_v the_o rock_n charybdis_n for_o when_o a_o man_n desire_v to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o legal_a accusation_n of_o his_o conscience_n he_o come_v and_o be_v condemn_v into_o death_n so_o that_o endeavour_v to_o avoid_v the_o difficulty_n on_o that_o part_n on_o the_o other_o he_o fall_v into_o it_o that_o be_v into_o a_o state_n where_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v condemn_v when_o the_o law_n do_v no_o long_o accuse_v a_o man_n be_v condemn_v like_o a_o malefactor_n who_o be_v first_o accuse_v and_o at_o length_n be_v punish_v then_o the_o accusation_n cease_v he_o suffer_v death_n by_o the_o mean_n of_o which_o alone_o he_o be_v free_v from_o the_o accusation_n of_o the_o law_n he_o that_o tri_v this_o shall_v find_v it_o no_o liar_n which_o have_v promise_v to_o he_o no_o sweetness_n if_o it_o be_v say_v but_o yet_o it_o be_v well_o that_o the_o conscience_n â—s_v free_a though_o nature_n may_v suffer_v it_o be_v answer_v how_o good_a the_o state_n of_o thaâ—_n man_n be_v god_n know_v the_o truth_n be_v iâ—_n be_v a_o miserable_a condition_n but_o it_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n and_o he_o that_o be_v in_o it_o be_v make_v near_o to_o god_n but_o by_o how_o much_o the_o near_o he_o be_v to_o god_n by_o so_o much_o the_o heavy_a be_v his_o suffering_n as_o to_o nature_n here_o the_o restrain_v or_o bridle_v in_o of_o nature_n suffice_v not_o we_o must_v go_v beyond_o that_o viz._n we_o must_v die_v and_o we_o muâ—â—_n perish_v that_o 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willing_a or_o nill_v cast_v thereinto_o and_o then_o the_o will_n reason_n memory_n and_o understanding_n of_o a_o man_n be_v so_o bind_v and_o tie_v down_o that_o the_o man_n think_v that_o he_o alone_o be_v smite_v and_o that_o no_o man_n suffer_v but_o himself_o and_o from_o thence_o forward_o he_o can_v neither_o take_v joy_n in_o any_o thing_n nor_o can_v he_o draw_v comfort_n from_o the_o evil_n of_o other_o man_n and_o that_o usual_a say_n that_o common_a mischief_n do_v bring_v comfort_n with_o they_o yet_o be_v not_o true_a in_o he_o he_o that_o be_v yield_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v without_o choice_n yea_o his_o very_a word_n which_o infer_v election_n do_v terrifiy_n he_o
the_o creature_n shall_v do_v unto_o he_o he_o ought_v not_o to_o entangle_v himself_o with_o they_o because_o they_o be_v all_o of_o god_n who_o he_o be_v when_o one_o run_v so_o long_o that_o for_o want_v of_o breath_n he_o lie_v down_o than_o he_o despise_v whatever_o be_v his_o own_o and_o so_o at_o length_n room_n be_v make_v for_o faith_n to_o stand_v therefore_o in_o faith_n be_v a_o most_o miserable_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v man_n estate_n quite_o consume_v so_o that_o he_o live_v upon_o the_o savour_n of_o another_o from_o who_o he_o expect_v that_o which_o he_o want_v paul_n say_v if_o you_o live_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n you_o shall_v die_v they_o who_o be_v in_o death_n if_o they_o will_v draw_v life_n from_o else_o where_o yet_o have_v they_o no_o time_n for_o to_o be_v accuse_v because_o judgement_n be_v forthwith_o ready_a at_o hand_n and_o the_o sword_n slay_v they_o but_o other_o who_o be_v yet_o accuse_v be_v not_o yet_o in_o death_n a_o malefactor_n who_o 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and_o do_v arrive_v at_o he_o only_o through_o grace_n and_o yet_o he_o must_v not_o look_v upon_o they_o for_z â—â—e_z ought_v behold_v nothing_o but_o his_o infirmity_n far_o be_v it_o from_o such_o a_o one_o to_o say_v he_o can_v fall_v for_o he_o that_o say_v that_o be_v either_o fall_v already_o or_o very_o nigh_o unto_o fall_v he_o who_o meditate_v what_o way_n thing_n will_v go_v with_o he_o he_o understand_v not_o the_o thing_n itself_o as_o that_o which_o be_v pleasant_a but_o think_v it_o to_o be_v against_o he_o and_o be_v fright_v with_o death_n when_o a_o man_n come_v under_o grace_n than_o also_o he_o come_v under_o the_o cross_n for_o then_o the_o natural_a man_n be_v in_o a_o continual_a death_n when_o a_o man_n understand_v what_o he_o be_v to_o lay_v aside_o he_o speak_v not_o of_o corruption_n rash_o and_o with_o joy_n there_o be_v such_o a_o thing_n as_o a_o resurrection_n but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o gross_a a_o thing_n as_o be_v believe_v god_n indeed_o pardon_v infant_n if_o they_o speak_v foolish_a word_n but_o he_o do_v not_o so_o to_o other_o for_o far_o be_v it_o from_o they_o to_o speak_v like_o infant_n now_o such_o be_v infant_n who_o have_v not_o yet_o be_v exercise_v by_o god_n a_o cut_v finger_n be_v cure_v again_o but_o a_o heart_n wound_v be_v never_o cure_v that_o which_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o abstinence_n can_v return_v into_o the_o first_o state_n of_o life_n but_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a rise_v not_o again_o in_o that_o state_n in_o which_o it_o be_v dead_a chap._n xii_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o martyr_n be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n for_o these_o have_v demonstrate_v that_o a_o man_n be_v to_o be_v lead_v in_o a_o certain_a way_n above_o nature_n through_o the_o death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n which_o way_n be_v impossible_a to_o nature_n we_o must_v then_o die_v to_o all_o humane_a strength_n that_o the_o virtue_n of_o christ_n may_v operate_v all_o these_o thing_n whence_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v call_v the_o light_n of_o mankind_n because_o they_o be_v lead_v above_o all_o the_o strength_n understanding_n and_o will_v of_o man_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n can_v the_o virtue_n of_o the_o life_n death_n and_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n perform_v if_o it_o be_v not_o without_o a_o man_n but_o real_o come_v into_o he_o where_o there_o be_v a_o real_a death_n and_o corruption_n there_o also_o succee_v a_o real_a life_n and_o salvation_n but_o where_o that_o be_v not_o real_o do_v but_o notional_o only_a and_o remain_v without_o a_o man_n there_o also_o life_n and_o salvation_n be_v not_o real_a but_o notional_a only_o and_o without_o a_o man_n the_o martyr_n in_o their_o torment_n give_v glory_n unto_o god_n glory_n be_v not_o give_v to_o god_n before_o that_o a_o man_n arrive_v at_o or_o come_v unto_o his_o death_n and_o be_v estrange_v from_o himself_o and_o god_n do_v take_v up_o his_o room_n or_o place_n who_o keep_v govern_v 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away_o he_o must_v at_o length_n come_v into_o death_n that_o god_n may_v come_v and_o take_v his_o place_n and_o administer_v all_o thing_n himself_o then_o a_o man_n be_v draw_v another_o way_n than_o what_o he_o walk_v before_o and_o it_o be_v that_o which_o excel_v his_o own_o will_n knowledge_n and_o strength_n this_o man_n be_v become_v passive_a and_o god_n operate_v in_o he_o as_o the_o conscience_n and_o the_o mind_n be_v captivate_v and_o saden_v when_o it_o be_v well_o with_o the_o flesh_n so_o when_o the_o flesh_n come_v into_o death_n the_o mind_n and_o conscience_n be_v exhilerate_v and_o set_v at_o liberty_n many_o and_o great_a gift_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n do_v come_v real_o into_o a_o man_n which_o yet_o be_v not_o regeneration_n but_o they_o go_v and_o come_v whereas_o that_o be_v regeneration_n when_o &_o where_o god_n have_v plant_v his_o habitation_n and_o god_n be_v become_v one_o with_o man_n in_o god_n neither_o the_o world_n not_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n be_v suffer_v nature_n must_v want_v all_o these_o when_o the_o mind_n stand_v in_o god_n they_o who_o stand_v under_o grace_n their_o outward_a man_n be_v always_o conserve_v or_o keep_v by_o a_o deadly_a judgement_n their_o internal_a man_n by_o vital_a nourishment_n thus_o they_o be_v always_o keep_v by_o god_n into_o the_o mind_n which_o stand_v in_o god_n no_o motion_n to_o joy_n or_o grief_n can_v penetrate_v but_o there_o come_v a_o great_a sorrow_n which_o descend_v into_o the_o flesh_n that_o the_o mind_n may_v remain_v free_a what_o be_v patience_n be_v it_o or_o not_o when_o a_o man_n suffer_v and_o complain_v to_o no_o man_n no_o no_o for_o this_o be_v
concupiscence_n be_v viz._n proper_o that_o sin_n which_o lead_v away_o a_o man_n into_o captivity_n therefore_o because_o common_o he_o be_v account_v a_o pious_a man_n who_o study_v to_o be_v of_o a_o good_a outward_a conversation_n for_o more_o than_o what_o be_v without_o a_o man_n can_v see_v hence_o it_o be_v that_o a_o man_n stick_v always_o about_o these_o thing_n suppose_v that_o â—e_n have_v accomplish_v all_o thing_n unless_o by_o chance_n he_o fall_v again_o into_o some_o gross_a sin_n yet_o for_o all_o this_o the_o root_n of_o sin_n still_o remain_v deep_o fasten_v in_o he_o but_o the_o mind_n take_v no_o further_a care_n how_o it_o may_v come_v to_o the_o true_a purge_n out_o of_o all_o these_o see_v it_o may_v seem_v impossible_a for_o a_o man_n to_o be_v free_v from_o they_o which_o indeed_o be_v very_o true_a as_o to_o we_o but_o to_o god_n all_o thing_n be_v possible_a hence_o it_o be_v find_v in_o the_o elect_a that_o god_n even_o quite_o conquer_v sin_n in_o man_n and_o will_v rule_v and_o govern_v in_o the_o man_n not_o only_o by_o pluck_v out_o all_o the_o external_a act_n of_o the_o more_o gross_a sin_n bâ—â—_n also_o in_o the_o very_a bottom_n itself_o of_o the_o heat_n yea_o and_o in_o the_o most_o inward_a faculty_n 〈◊〉_d sensuality_n love_n appetite_n and_o our_o proper_a will_n by_o which_o all_o our_o external_a action_n be_v govern_v if_o this_o thing_n be_v make_v more_o common_o know_v and_o shall_v be_v receive_v by_o many_o in_o good_a earnest_n man_n will_v not_o go_v up_o and_o down_o with_o such_o merry_a gesture_n and_o in_o such_o security_n as_o the_o do_v but_o without_o all_o doubt_n will_v be_v convince_v that_o the_o be_v sinner_n and_o be_v 〈◊〉_d yet_o at_o a_o great_a distance_n from_o the_o son-shâ—â—â—_a of_o god_n although_o now_o they_o think_v themselves_o set_v on_o the_o high_a step_n of_o divine_a grace_n and_o that_o they_o have_v just_a hope_n of_o the_o inheritance_n of_o son_n but_o if_o the_o lord_n shall_v 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addition_n of_o work_n which_o i_o grant_v but_o because_o these_o under_o the_o law_n obtain_v no_o righteousness_n by_o the_o benefit_n of_o work_n there_o be_v put_v no_o study_n or_o rigour_n therefore_o they_o also_o can_v for_o christ_n sake_n renounce_v nor_o forsake_v their_o good_n see_v as_o yet_o they_o have_v gain_v none_o for_o they_o will_v have_v they_o renounce_v what_o they_o have_v not_o but_o in_o the_o interim_n they_o suffer_v loss_n also_o in_o that_o which_o they_o have_v not_o yet_o arrive_v at_o that_o therefore_o which_o they_o say_v be_v true_a but_o it_o be_v not_o right_o apply_v by_o they_o as_o all_o the_o scripture_n do_v demonstrate_v that_o it_o be_v by_o their_o own_o fault_n that_o they_o come_v not_o to_o the_o truth_n nevertheless_o i_o be_o unwilling_a to_o deny_v unto_o they_o all_o grace_n for_o their_o portion_n and_o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o their_o gift_n see_v that_o they_o study_v with_o all_o their_o might_n for_o christ_n and_o by_o the_o help_n of_o the_o scripture_n do_v hear_v somewhat_o of_o he_o provide_v they_o be_v faithful_a in_o what_o they_o acknowledge_v and_o that_o to_o the_o utmost_a he_o that_o neglect_v this_o be_v condemn_v by_o his_o own_o proper_a judgement_n epist._n xxi_o the_o difference_n between_o repentance_n and_o regeneration_n in_o relation_n to_o a_o little_a book_n of_o diederick_n phillips_n which_o be_v print_v concern_v the_o new_a creature_n to._n j._n w._n dear_a john_n that_o acknowledgement_n of_o diederick_n phillips_n concern_v the_o new_a creature_n i_o do_v partly_o own_o for_o truth_n if_o it_o be_v not_o stretch_v further_o than_o it_o reach_v viz._n that_o it_o can_v according_a to_o the_o testimony_n of_o scripture_n lead_v to_o repentance_n and_o to_o lead_v a_o pious_a life_n but_o if_o that_o repentance_n and_o life_n so_o correct_v thereby_o he_o will_v have_v to_o be_v put_v for_o the_o new_a creature_n whilst_o yet_o the_o conscience_n be_v still_o 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grace_n and_o his_o mind_n stand_v in_o no_o need_n to_o be_v sustain_v by_o the_o external_a comfort_n of_o the_o scripture_n or_o also_o by_o the_o absolution_n from_o sin_n according_a to_o the_o testimony_n of_o scripture_n it_o shall_v bring_v forth_o to_o he_o a_o great_a confidence_n for_o his_o life_n be_v in_o the_o spirit_n and_o consist_v under_o the_o law_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n wherefore_o also_o the_o conscience_n in_o its_o purity_n enjoy_v the_o high_a peace_n remain_v seal_v by_o the_o holy-ghost_n but_o in_o they_o who_o be_v still_o under_o conscience_n the_o law_n of_o sin_n still_o exercise_v its_o power_n and_o conscience_n do_v still_o accuse_v perpetual_o for_o some_o sin_n so_o that_o it_o hence_o appear_v open_o that_o such_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a to_o the_o law_n because_o the_o accusation_n of_o the_o law_n do_v still_o remain_v in_o its_o power_n so_o long_o as_o by_o the_o transgression_n of_o the_o law_n somewhat_o be_v commit_v against_o 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consideration_n of_o eternity_n according_a to_o his_o unspeakable_a mercy_n moreover_o my_o brother_n as_o to_o my_o state_n or_o condition_n that_o abide_v in_o perpetual_a agony_n of_o death_n with_o most_o sharp_a persecution_n perform_v within_o i_o after_o various_a manner_n yet_o to_o one_o only_a end_n for_o who_o sake_n all_o must_v be_v do_v what_o the_o lord_n may_v in_o time_n do_v with_o i_o be_v know_v only_o to_o himself_o and_o his_o eternal_a decree_n but_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o turn_v myself_o and_o whatsoever_o i_o consider_v or_o behold_v nothing_o but_o a_o vast_a abyss_n and_o a_o parch_a heat_n of_o all_o misery_n do_v continual_o represent_v themselves_o to_o my_o eye_n the_o lord_n in_o his_o commiseration_n lead_v most_o wretched_a i_o by_o his_o fatherly_a hand_n through_o thing_n present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o this_o unknown_a uncertain_a desert_n and_o desolate_a condition_n yet_o i_o give_v thanks_o to_o his_o goodness_n that_o under_o this_o his_o 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