leasing_n and_o vain_a story_n o_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o and_o enter_v not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n for_o how_o shall_v dust_n and_o ash_n stand_v up_o before_o thou_o or_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n contend_v with_o his_o creator_n have_v pity_n on_o i_o o_o lord_n according_a to_o thy_o great_a goodness_n and_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n blot_v out_o all_o my_o iniquity_n save_v i_o and_o be_v near_o unto_o i_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n that_o i_o may_v magnify_v thy_o name_n and_o give_v all_o honour_n power_n and_o glory_n to_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o father_n and_o fountain_n of_o all_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n amen_n at_o noone._n 20._o a_o prayer_n concern_v the_o benefit_n of_o creation_n i_o be_o amaze_v o_o lord_n to_o consider_v of_o thy_o wonderful_a mercy_n my_o soul_n be_v lose_v in_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o never-ceasing_a goodness_n and_o like_o the_o wise_a of_o philosopher_n the_o more_o i_o learn_v the_o less_o i_o may_v true_o profess_v to_o know_v so_o bottomless_a and_o unsearchable_a be_v thy_o love_n and_o favour_n when_o i_o be_v nothing_o o_o lord_n why_o think_v thou_o of_o i_o and_o call_v i_o to_o be_v something_o which_o have_v any_o subsistence_n of_o beast_n or_o plant_v be_v better_a than_o not_o to_o be_v at_o all_o but_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o according_a to_o thy_o own_o image_n give_v i_o a_o reasonable_a soul_n like_o the_o angel_n endue_v with_o noble_a faculty_n and_o power_n enable_v i_o to_o reach_v the_o height_n of_o thy_o mystical_a divinity_n and_o divine_a mystery_n and_o make_v i_o capable_a of_o everlasting_a and_o infinite_a glory_n o_o lord_n before_o thou_o and_o in_o comparison_n of_o thy_o majesty_n i_o be_o just_a nothing_o and_o how_o be_v thou_o then_o mindful_a of_o i_o to_o create_v i_o alas_o my_o soul_n thou_o be_v hide_v in_o the_o abyss_n of_o nothing_o and_o in_o this_o abyss_n of_o nothing_o shall_v thou_o have_v remain_v until_o this_o 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most_o willing_o do_v i_o dedicate_v and_o consecrate_v it_o to_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n strengthen_v i_o in_o these_o affection_n and_o resolution_n and_o give_v i_o perseverance_n to_o the_o end_n 21._o evening_n prayer_n i_o humble_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v o_o merciful_a lord_n and_o saviour_n that_o i_o have_v not_o employ_v and_o bestow_v the_o bless_a time_n of_o this_o hallow_a day_n so_o devout_o and_o religious_o as_o i_o ought_v and_o be_o command_v to_o do_v i_o beseech_v thou_o of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n to_o forgive_v and_o pardon_v so_o weak_a and_o frail_a a_o creature_n that_o can_v entertain_v the_o least_o good_a thought_n one_o moment_n without_o thou_o and_o vouchsafe_v of_o thy_o accustom_a goodness_n and_o clemency_n continual_o to_o visit_v nay_o my_o most_o bless_a saviour_n to_o inhabit_v and_o dwell_v with_o i_o that_o so_o i_o may_v do_v the_o thing_n which_o please_v thou_o give_v unto_o i_o o_o lord_n a_o kind_o relent_v and_o remorse_n for_o the_o sin_n i_o have_v this_o day_n commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o against_o my_o neighbour_n by_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o by_o omission_n of_o those_o thing_n thou_o have_v leave_v i_o in_o charge_n to_o have_v do_v moderate_a o_o lord_n my_o sleep_n and_o banish_v from_o i_o all_o vain_a and_o wander_a fancy_n unclean_a and_o idle_a illusion_n that_o i_o may_v awake_v in_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o offer_v my_o morning_n thought_n who_o art_n only_o worthy_a of_o all_o that_o only_o have_v create_v redeem_v sanctify_a and_o preserve_v i_o for_o which_o be_v thou_o ever_o praise_v and_o honour_a world_n without_o end_n amen_n 22._o a_o prayer_n to_o our_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n prostrate_v thyself_o o_o my_o soul_n before_o the_o lord_n of_o all_o majesty_n and_o glory_n sit_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o his_o father_n crown_v with_o mightiness_n and_o power_n rich_o adorn_v with_o a_o garland_n of_o all_o virtue_n bright_o shine_v in_o the_o company_n of_o his_o glorious_a angel_n holy_a saint_n and_o bloody_a martyr_n honour_v and_o serve_v he_o without_o cease_v or_o intermission_n sing_v hymn_n of_o his_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n and_o have_v thus_o behold_v he_o in_o this_o great_a pomp_n and_o triumph_n cast_v thy_o eye_n upon_o this_o bless_a saviour_n poor_o lie_v in_o the_o manger_n have_v scarce_o any_o thing_n to_o cover_v his_o tender_a and_o delicate_a body_n or_o save_v it_o from_o the_o injury_n of_o the_o air_n consider_v well_o and_o serious_o how_o he_o which_o give_v heat_n and_o motion_n to_o the_o sun_n be_v here_o content_v as_o unable_a to_o help_v himself_o to_o take_v warmth_n and_o comfort_n from_o the_o breath_n of_o the_o beast_n who_o he_o there_o disdain_v not_o to_o be_v his_o chamber-fellow_n o_o wonderful_a example_n of_o all_o humility_n how_o dare_v thou_o from_o henceforth_o contemn_a dust_n and_o ash_n swell_v in_o thy_o vainglory_n and_o deck_v with_o a_o few_o gay_a rag_n forget_v thy_o creator_n who_o be_v clothe_v with_o eternity_n humble_a o_o lord_n my_o high_a and_o proud_a thought_n abase_v and_o bring_v down_o my_o lofty_a and_o rebellious_a imagination_n make_v i_o abject_a in_o my_o own_o eye_n that_o walk_v with_o my_o poor_a brethren_n who_o wander_v naked_a and_o hungry_a lie_v upon_o the_o bare_a &_o cold_a earth_n i_o may_v with_o they_o praise_v and_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n who_o be_v the_o first_o founder_n and_o beginner_n of_o this_o poor_a and_o contemn_a order_n why_o shall_v we_o from_o henceforth_o so_o high_o esteem_v honour_n and_o riches_n when_o thou_o the_o lord_n of_o both_o do_v so_o contemn_v it_o voluntary_a for_o our_o instruction_n submit_v thyself_o to_o so_o great_a and_o miserable_a poverty_n happy_a be_v we_o if_o we_o be_v distress_v and_o patient_o suffer_v it_o happy_a if_o we_o be_v contemn_v and_o neglect_v for_o thy_o sake_n teach_v i_o o_o lord_n the_o way_n to_o despise_v all_o worldly_a preferment_n and_o promotion_n that_o have_v my_o thought_n only_o fix_v upon_o thou_o i_o may_v pass_v forth_o these_o transitory_a &_o short_a misery_n to_o dwell_v in_o eternal_a rest_n and_o felicity_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n which_o be_v promise_v to_o all_o those_o which_o serve_v thou_o to_o who_o be_v ascribe_v all_o honour_n power_n and_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n 23._o another_o prayer_n for_o assistance_n in_o danger_n and_o trouble_n complain_v thou_o discontent_a and_o ungrateful_a creature_n that_o thy_o enemy_n lie_v in_o wait_n to_o take_v thy_o life_n from_o thou_o and_o think_v thyself_o not_o well_o deal_v with_o to_o be_v so_o persecute_v and_o afflict_a when_o thou_o may_v behold_v the_o creator_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n
may_v not_o only_a endeavour_n well_o purpose_v good_a thing_n and_o perhaps_o begin_v a_o reformation_n and_o virtuous_a amendment_n but_o continue_v o_o lord_n and_o persevere_v all_o my_o life_n long_o that_o by_o the_o practice_n of_o a_o holy_a and_o religious_a life_n i_o may_v be_v wean_v and_o withdraw_v from_o the_o transitory_a and_o seduce_a pleasure_n which_o gaudiness_n and_o custom_n have_v make_v strong_a in_o i_o and_o await_v the_o subversion_n and_o root_n out_o of_o all_o thing_n good_a and_o virtuous_a settle_v firm_a in_o i_o o_o lord_n a_o unwearied_a determination_n of_o a_o daily_a progress_n and_o go_v forward_o in_o thy_o service_n since_o to_o stand_v still_o be_v to_o expect_v the_o enemy_n and_o bridle_n and_o take_v from_o i_o the_o feed_v and_o blooming_n of_o vice_n that_o i_o deceive_v with_o their_o seduce_a yield_v not_o to_o they_o but_o perfect_o and_o zealous_o labour_v to_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o so_o good_a and_o great_a a_o majesty_n may_v at_o last_o receive_v the_o hire_n which_o thou_o have_v reserve_v for_o those_o that_o diligent_o employ_v themselves_o in_o thy_o vineyard_n 75._o a_o prayer_n in_o affliction_n most_o gracious_a redeemer_n which_o be_v always_o merciful_a always_o a_o preserver_n whether_o thou_o send_v we_o joy_n or_o sadness_n for_o great_a be_v thy_o mercy_n which_o by_o outward_a affliction_n as_o by_o a_o sharp_a medicine_n heate_v the_o inward_a man_n and_o by_o temporary_a trouble_n prepare_v we_o for_o everlasting_a joy_n even_o as_o thyself_o have_v open_v the_o way_n for_o we_o to_o true_a felicity_n by_o thy_o own_o step_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v drink_v this_o cup_n patient_o and_o obedient_o as_o give_v of_o thou_o but_o these_o trouble_n o_o bless_a and_o meek_a saviour_n fall_v heavy_a on_o i_o my_o proud_a and_o envious_a disposition_n grudge_v and_o repine_v at_o they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o cure_v the_o happy_a and_o heart_n comfort_v spectacle_n of_o thy_o precious_a passion_n that_o behold_v thou_o over-flowed_n with_o blood_n and_o sweat_n cruelty_n have_v use_v several_a torment_n to_o let_v it_o forth_o i_o may_v account_v myself_o happy_a in_o so_o sweet_a a_o society_n and_o my_o rancour_n and_o swell_a desire_n ambitious_o puff_v up_o with_o malicious_a and_o aspire_a thought_n may_v at_o this_o sight_n fall_v low_a and_o be_v assuage_v the_o venomous_a and_o poison_a sting_n of_o the_o subtle_a serpent_n be_v draw_v and_o cast_v from_o i_o by_o behold_v thou_o the_o example_n of_o all_o patience_n and_o gentleness_n endue_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o a_o absolute_a contempt_n of_o all_o these_o vain_a and_o gawdy_a shadow_n who_o pomp_n and_o outward_a glory_n be_v rate_v at_o so_o high_a a_o estimation_n let_v i_o look_v inward_o only_a and_o all_o my_o care_n be_v to_o be_v rich_o and_o sumptuous_o attire_v within_o let_v i_o aim_v at_o no_o peace_n but_o that_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n fear_v only_o thy_o rebuke_n and_o displeasure_n but_o for_o thy_o sake_n high_o esteem_v all_o the_o contempt_n the_o world_n can_v throw_v upon_o i_o the_o scoff_n disdain_n and_o base_a regard_n they_o can_v afflict_v i_o with_o the_o revile_n slander_n imputation_n which_o envy_n and_o ill_a tongue_n can_v lay_v upon_o i_o since_o promotion_n and_o high_a respect_n be_v no_o badge_n of_o thy_o servant_n commendation_n and_o graceful_a language_n no_o title_n of_o thy_o follower_n nor_o security_n and_o worldly_a felicity_n any_o testimony_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o favour_n to_o which_o only_o o_o glorious_a example_n of_o all_o virtue_n let_v i_o ambitious_o aspire_v through_o the_o burn_a furnace_n the_o lion_n den_n the_o axe_n stone_n or_o what_o new_a cruelty_n soever_o tyrant_n witty_a only_o in_o mischievous_a invention_n can_v for_o the_o profess_v thou_o inflict_v upon_o i_o since_o to_o lose_v all_o the_o world_n and_o win_v thou_o be_v a_o purchase_n unualuable_a &_o unspeakable_a which_o grant_n for_o thy_o own_o name_n sake_n i_o may_v happy_o attain_v amen_n 76._o a_o prayer_n in_o extremity_n of_o sickness_n o_o jesu_n christ_n the_o only_a hope_n of_o they_o that_o live_v and_o eternal_a life_n of_o they_o that_o die_v i_o wretched_a sinner_n submit_v myself_o whole_o to_o thy_o divine_a will_n whether_o it_o please_v thou_o my_o soul_n shall_v long_o remain_v in_o the_o prison_n of_o this_o my_o body_n to_o serve_v thou_o or_o depart_v out_o of_o this_o world_n i_o be_o sure_a what_o be_v commit_v to_o thy_o mercy_n can_v never_o perish_v i_o will_v lay_v down_o this_o my_o frail_a and_o miserable_a body_n with_o a_o willing_a mind_n namely_o in_o hope_n of_o resurrection_n which_o render_v it_o to_o i_o again_o much_o more_o happy_a strengthen_v o_o truely-mercifull_a and_o all-loving_a saviour_n my_o soul_n with_o thy_o grace_n against_o all_o temptation_n against_o all_o the_o assault_n of_o satan_n environ_v i_o with_o the_o shield_n of_o thy_o mercy_n by_o which_o in_o time_n past_a thou_o restore_v thy_o martyr_n unconquered_a against_o grievous_a torment_n and_o cruel_a death_n i_o see_v nothing_o in_o myself_o which_o can_v be_v a_o help_n unto_o i_o all_o my_o hope_n be_v in_o thy_o inestimable_a goodness_n i_o have_v no_o merit_n or_o good_a work_n to_o allege_v to_o thou_o but_o alas_o i_o behold_v on_o every_o side_n many_o wicked_a and_o sinful_a offence_n many_o malicious_a and_o envious_a transgression_n many_o lewd_a and_o lascivious_a act_n which_o be_v here_o ready_a to_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v and_o as_o much_o as_o their_o exclamation_n can_v further_o desirous_a to_o throw_v i_o to_o everlasting_a hell_n and_o perdition_n what_o advocate_n so_o merciful_a as_o thyself_o who_o so_o powerful_a and_o who_o more_o willing_a and_o ready_a who_o can_v better_a deliver_v what_o must_v at_o this_o time_n prevail_v for_o i_o be_v a_o story_n of_o thy_o own_o love_n and_o mercy_n who_o can_v show_v the_o scar_n of_o those_o honourable_a wound_n which_o be_v get_v in_o the_o redemption_n of_o mankind_n but_o thy_o almighty_a self_n who_o the_o print_n of_o those_o lash_n which_o all_o over_o skarrify_v thy_o innocent_a flesh_n for_o the_o paint_n and_o artificial_a discolour_v we_o who_o with_o forty_o day_n fast_v expiate_v our_o riotous_a and_o superfluous_a feast_n but_o thy_o most_o merciful_a self_n wash_v away_o o_o lord_n with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n the_o contagious_a spot_n of_o my_o heinous_a offence_n and_o let_v thy_o never-failing_a justice_n answer_v in_o judgement_n for_o my_o presumptuous_a injustice_n thy_o great_a and_o mighty_a merit_n be_v a_o acceptable_a propitiatory_a for_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o misdeed_n and_o grant_v o_o love_n and_o all-gracious_a lord_n that_o thy_o grace_n may_v increase_v above_o my_o sickness_n let_v not_o my_o faith_n fail_v my_o hope_n faint_a my_o charity_n wax_v cold_a nor_o humane_a infirmity_n join_v with_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n cast_v i_o into_o the_o bottomless_a gulf_n of_o despair_n but_o that_o when_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o body_n be_v shut_v and_o close_v up_o the_o everwaking_a eye_n of_o my_o mind_n may_v look_v up_o and_o be_v comfort_v in_o thou_o and_o that_o when_o the_o use_n of_o my_o tongue_n shall_v be_v take_v from_o i_o my_o soul_n may_v then_o incessant_o and_o continual_o cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n to_o who_o be_v honour_n and_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n 77._o a_o prayer_n in_o the_o spring_n time_n o_o almighty_a and_o everliving_a god_n the_o powerful_a creator_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n ordain_v they_o with_o their_o several_a light_n and_o ornament_n for_o the_o necessary_a use_n of_o mankind_n appoint_v they_o in_o their_o distinguish_v season_n to_o yield_v food_n and_o sustenance_n for_o the_o maintenance_n of_o thy_o people_n we_o give_v thou_o humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_n for_o this_o moderate_a and_o timely_a spring_n refresh_v the_o decay_a earth_n with_o the_o kindly_a heat_n of_o the_o sun_n and_o temperate_a fall_n of_o rain_n and_o water_n renew_v in_o we_o a_o comfortable_a expectation_n of_o our_o resurrection_n in_o behold_v how_o thy_o merciful_a and_o all-able_a hand_n have_v fresh_o apparel_v the_o naked_a and_o barren_a field_n beautify_v they_o with_o several_a sort_n of_o flower_n load_v the_o tree_n disrobe_v and_o wither_a with_o new_a bud_n and_o blossom_n the_o earth_n herself_o shoot_v forth_o her_o seed_n long_a time_n bury_v in_o her_o womb_n with_o the_o hope_n of_o a_o happy_a and_o plentiful_a increase_n to_o the_o great_a joy_n and_o consolation_n of_o thy_o servant_n grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o we_o be_v renew_v and_o bear_v again_o by_o holy_a baptism_n and_o have_v cast_v and_o throw_v off_o the_o old_a man_n may_v become_v new_a creature_n never_o more_o to_o return_v to_o our_o old_a sin_n but_o
patience_n obedience_n humbleness_n without_o malice_n vainglory_n envy_v none_o and_o fix_v all_o my_o thought_n action_n and_o endeavour_n to_o recover_v thou_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n to_o who_o be_v all_o honour_n power_n and_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n 2._o a_o prayer_n before_o dinner_n almighty_a and_o everlasting_a god_n which_o have_v create_v all_o thing_n for_o the_o good_a and_o benefit_n of_o mankind_n give_v he_o power_n and_o dominion_n over_o all_o thy_o creature_n grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v so_o moderate_o use_v these_o blessing_n thou_o have_v in_o thy_o mercy_n provide_v for_o i_o as_o may_v stand_v with_o thy_o good_a like_n and_o pleasure_n let_v i_o eat_v to_o help_v not_o pamper_v nature_n lest_o of_o a_o servant_n she_o become_v a_o enemy_n and_o make_v i_o unfit_a for_o thy_o service_n and_o glory_n which_o be_v the_o only_a end_n of_o our_o creation_n and_o be_v let_v temperance_n not_o my_o appetite_n oversway_v i_o ever_o remember_v and_o with_o dutiful_a thanks_n acknowledge_v thy_o love_n and_o favour_n who_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o refresh_v and_o comfort_v i_o when_o many_o thousand_o of_o my_o poor_a brethren_n who_o fearful_a sin_n call_v not_o for_o vengeance_n like_o i_o suffer_v under_o the_o tyranny_n of_o hunger_n give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n to_o pity_v they_o and_o mean_n to_o relieve_v they_o that_o we_o may_v together_o glorify_v thou_o in_o thy_o work_n and_o praise_v thy_o judgement_n which_o be_v unsearchable_a show_v mercy_n on_o who_o thou_o please_v chastise_v thy_o child_n that_o be_v make_v obedient_a in_o their_o punishment_n they_o may_v come_v to_o thou_o and_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o that_o never-ending_a glory_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o those_o that_o true_o serve_v thou_o even_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n our_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o with_o thou_o and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n three_o person_n and_o one_o god_n live_v and_o reign_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n 3._o evening_n prayer_n most_o merciful_a and_o love_a god_n father_n of_o all_o consolation_n who_o in_o thy_o infinite_a wisdom_n and_o providence_n have_v ordain_v the_o night_n for_o rest_n by_o which_o our_o bodily_a sense_n weary_v with_o the_o day_n labour_n may_v be_v renew_v and_o refresh_v we_o praise_v and_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n in_o that_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v of_o thy_o accustom_a bounty_n and_o goodness_n to_o protect_v we_o from_o all_o the_o bodily_a danger_n of_o this_o day_n which_o our_o enemy_n the_o devil_n practise_v for_o our_o destruction_n how_o many_o o_o pitiful_a and_o sweet_a saviour_n have_v his_o snare_n betray_v and_o undo_v lead_v they_o by_o temptation_n and_o strong_a persuasion_n with_o their_o own_o hand_n to_o be_v their_o own_o murderer_n how_o many_o have_v thou_o suffer_v to_o fall_v by_o fire_n some_o by_o the_o cruelty_n of_o their_o brother_n father_n by_o their_o child_n wife_n by_o their_o husband_n sudden_o and_o unexpected_o in_o apparent_a danger_n without_o thy_o mercy_n and_o benediction_n of_o eternal_a woe_n and_o damnation_n how_o shall_v a_o heart_n load_v and_o overcome_v with_o these_o thy_o benefit_n express_v thy_o power_n and_o glory_n with_o his_o own_o shame_n and_o opprobriousnesse_n i_o acknowledge_v and_o confess_v most_o bless_a and_o pitiful_a lord_n that_o my_o sin_n daily_a increase_n nay_o hourly_o grow_v upon_o i_o have_v deserve_v hell_n fire_n and_o everlasting_a damnation_n i_o have_v know_v thy_o commandment_n and_o not_o follow_v they_o i_o have_v hearken_v to_o thy_o will_n and_o not_o obey_v it_o pursue_v with_o swift_a foot_n the_o unlawful_a desire_n and_o lust_n of_o my_o flesh_n give_v i_o grace_n o_o merciful_a lord_n and_o father_n that_o i_o may_v with_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n strive_v and_o endeavour_n to_o amend_v and_o reform_v this_o sinful_a and_o abominable_a course_n be_v please_v to_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o by_o what_o mean_v soever_o thou_o shall_v think_v my_o unbridled_a and_o stubborn_a disposition_n will_v be_v tame_v and_o subdue_v i_o refuse_v no_o punishment_n without_o exception_n of_o greatness_n or_o choice_n of_o quality_n poverty_n send_v by_o thou_o shall_v be_v my_o chief_a riches_n shame_n and_o contempt_n be_v thy_o affliction_n shall_v be_v the_o propagation_n of_o my_o glory_n the_o neglect_n of_o friend_n shall_v not_o trouble_v i_o for_o in_o all_o thing_n o_o lord_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v who_o wish_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o that_o he_o may_v repent_v and_o live_v with_o thou_o in_o the_o company_n of_o angel_n and_o saint_n who_o be_v fill_v with_o thy_o goodness_n and_o continual_o sing_v thy_o praise_n to_o who_o only_o belong_v just_a praise_n and_o honour_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n tvesday_n 4._o morning_n prayer_n o_o almighty_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n which_o have_v open_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o servant_n to_o behold_v thy_o glorious_a and_o wondrous_a work_n send_v thy_o bless_a and_o comfortable_a light_n to_o banish_v and_o put_v to_o flight_v the_o thick_a and_o black_a darkness_n which_o cover_v the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n lighten_v o_o lord_n my_o understanding_n that_o i_o may_v see_v thou_o in_o thy_o reveal_v will_n and_o not_o curious_o wander_v far_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o know_v what_o be_v good_a and_o rectify_v my_o will_n to_o follow_v it_o that_o in_o my_o life_n and_o conversation_n i_o may_v glorify_v thou_o and_o profit_v other_o i_o confess_v o_o lord_n and_o humble_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n and_o offence_n and_o my_o transgression_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o pardon_v o_o merciful_a father_n and_o be_v please_v to_o put_v away_o from_o thy_o remembrance_n all_o my_o iniquity_n let_v the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n and_o my_o only_a saviour_n be_v available_a against_o thy_o justice_n and_o bury_v my_o misdeed_n in_o his_o sepulchre_n that_o they_o may_v never_o rise_v up_o against_o i_o bless_v o_o mighty_a and_o only_a powerful_a god_n all_o the_o labour_n of_o this_o day_n and_o grant_v thou_o will_v help_v we_o to_o perform_v what_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n we_o do_v that_o every_o speech_n and_o action_n have_v his_o beginning_n from_o thou_o may_v tend_v to_o our_o own_o comfort_n and_o salvation_n let_v not_o o_o lord_n which_o be_v the_o comfort_n and_o succour_v of_o all_o distress_a and_o afflict_a the_o greedy_a and_o unlawful_a desire_n of_o gain_n and_o increase_v raise_v our_o heart_n to_o affect_v falsehood_n and_o dissimulation_n set_v a_o watch_n o_o lord_n before_o our_o lip_n that_o we_o may_v speak_v true_o to_o every_o man_n in_o the_o uprightness_n and_o sincerity_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n we_o may_v be_v at_o peace_n with_o ourselves_o set_a over_o we_o thou_o great_a and_o only_a protector_n thy_o holy_a angel_n to_o guard_v and_o defend_v we_o that_o the_o devil_n who_o lie_v in_o wait_n to_o betray_v we_o may_v be_v put_v to_o flight_n and_o confound_v either_o take_v away_o o_o lord_n or_o give_v we_o strength_n to_o overcome_v his_o subtlety_n and_o temptation_n that_o endeavour_v to_o spend_v this_o day_n according_a to_o thy_o holy_a word_n we_o may_v rest_v in_o peace_n till_o thou_o again_o shall_v call_v we_o to_o perform_v our_o duty_n even_o for_o jesus_n christ_n sake_n our_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n 5._o a_o prayer_n at_o noon_n i_o will_v not_o cease_v to_o cry_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n because_o thou_o be_v merciful_a and_o regard_v the_o complaint_n of_o thy_o servant_n who_o as_o in_o a_o wilderness_n encompass_v with_o ravenous_a beast_n be_v it_o not_o for_o thy_o assist_a grace_n look_v instant_o to_o be_v devour_v my_o flesh_n rebell_v against_o i_o and_o my_o unbridled_a and_o lawless_a sense_n will_v give_v i_o up_o as_o a_o prey_n unto_o the_o enemy_n be_v near_o o_o lord_n unto_o i_o and_o assist_v i_o in_o the_o conflict_n lest_o i_o shameful_o fall_v and_o be_v confound_v inspire_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o virtuous_a and_o holy_a motion_n unresistable_a and_o never-yeelding_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v fight_v manful_o under_o thy_o glorious_a standard_n follow_v thou_o my_o captain_n and_o leader_n through_o all_o the_o dangerous_a and_o fearful_a opposition_n which_o satan_n bring_v against_o i_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o unwearied_a courage_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o faint_v under_o the_o heat_n of_o my_o desire_n nor_o be_v dull_v and_o benumb_v with_o the_o cold_a and_o â—â—â—â—tie_a carelessness_n of_o my_o lazy_a and_o lukewarm_a devotion_n but_o with_o able_a and_o lusty_a vigour_n overcome_v the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n i_o may_v in_o spirit_n rejoice_v with_o thou_o and_o sing_v thy_o praise_n and_o glory_n who_o be_v the_o only_a bless_a and_o gracious_a redeemer_n from_o all_o temptation_n and_o trouble_n 6._o evening_n
servant_n who_o remember_v thy_o promise_n humble_o prostrate_v himself_o before_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n confess_v all_o his_o sin_n and_o acknowledge_v all_o his_o iniquity_n remember_v not_o o_o lord_n our_o offence_n nor_o the_o offence_n of_o our_o forefather_n neither_o take_v thou_o vengeance_n of_o our_o sin_n for_o who_o dare_v abide_v thy_o judgement_n cast_v i_o not_o away_o from_o thy_o face_n but_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o let_v my_o cry_n come_v unto_o thou_o for_o my_o sin_n be_v heavy_a upon_o i_o and_o threaten_v to_o overthrow_v i_o yea_o they_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n where_o be_v now_o thy_o god_n turn_v unto_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o they_o shall_v be_v turn_v speak_v unto_o i_o and_o they_o shall_v be_v scatter_v be_v unto_o i_o a_o sure_a rock_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o trouble_n that_o i_o fall_v not_o under_o it_o for_o i_o have_v hope_v in_o thou_o oh_o forsake_v not_o thy_o servant_n forgive_v o_o lord_n all_o the_o pass_v error_n of_o this_o day_n pardon_v my_o irreverence_n in_o thy_o company_n my_o negligence_n at_o prayer_n my_o faintness_n in_o good_a purpose_n and_o what_o evil_a i_o have_v commit_v or_o what_o good_a through_o frailty_n and_o my_o own_o heedlessness_n i_o have_v omit_v be_v please_v not_o to_o remember_v even_o for_o thy_o own_o name_n sake_n who_o be_v god_n most_o mighty_a one_o and_o the_o same_o world_n without_o end_n amen_n friday_n 13._o morning_n prayer_n o_o most_o merciful_o love_v lord_n and_o saviour_n the_o glory_n and_o brightness_n of_o thy_o father_n who_o descend_v from_o all_o thy_o joy_n take_v on_o thou_o humane_a frailty_n to_o recall_v and_o recover_v the_o sinner_n and_o those_o which_o be_v disease_v with_o the_o uncurable_a plague_n of_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n vouchsafe_v of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o unspeakable_a love_n to_o be_v aid_v and_o assist_v to_o i_o this_o day_n and_o by_o thy_o might_n and_o power_n defend_v i_o from_o all_o temptation_n which_o may_v overthrow_v my_o unsettled_a though_o well-directed_n resolution_n preserve_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o all_o bodily_a danger_n which_o without_o thou_o continual_o hang_v over_o i_o threaten_v my_o ruin_n and_o destruction_n make_v good_a o_o lord_n to_o i_o my_o determination_n and_o purpose_n which_o may_v be_v answerable_a to_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a inspiration_n and_o grant_v i_o patience_n o_o lord_n meek_o and_o content_o to_o suffer_v whatsoever_o i_o shall_v fail_v or_o be_v hinder_v in_o refer_v myself_o with_o all_o humility_n and_o ardency_n of_o desire_n to_o thy_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n which_o be_v do_v o_o lord_n in_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n take_v away_o all_o rancour_n and_o malicious_a imagination_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o by_o revile_v defame_v my_o brother_n or_o swell_v and_o torment_v myself_o with_o any_o disgrace_n he_o shall_v lay_v upon_o i_o but_o acknowledge_v my_o baseness_n and_o wickedness_n as_o worthy_a of_o all_o reproach_n and_o dishonour_n call_v to_o mind_n the_o servant_n be_v not_o above_o his_o master_n in_o the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o example_n who_o above_o the_o meekness_n of_o a_o lamb_n underwente_v all_o kind_n of_o pain_n and_o revile_n i_o may_v behold_v a_o timely_a evening_n rejoice_v my_o anger_n have_v not_o await_v the_o sun_n set_v ever_o endeavour_v and_o labour_v against_o my_o frail_a concupiscence_n and_o desire_n even_o for_o thy_o holy_a name_n sake_n which_o whosoever_o ardent_o and_o continual_o call_v on_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o obtain_v unspeakable_a happiness_n and_o felicity_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n at_o noone._n 14._o a_o prayer_n to_o our_o bless_a saviour_n ask_v he_o forgiveness_n for_o our_o sin_n which_o crucify_v he_o o_o bountiful_a jesu_n o_o sweet_a jesu_n o_o jesu_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n how_o dare_v i_o wretched_a and_o detestable_a sinner_n approach_v before_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n how_o can_v i_o overcome_v with_o sin_n and_o shame_n stay_v any_o long_o in_o thy_o presence_n do_v ever_o the_o murderer_n and_o slaughterer_n of_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n presume_v to_o offend_v he_o with_o his_o sight_n while_o yet_o the_o wound_n be_v fresh_a and_o bleed_a while_o his_o body_n be_v cruel_o mangle_v and_o tear_v and_o his_o head_n with_o a_o un-used_a cruelty_n pain_v and_o torment_v lest_o the_o smart_n and_o rage_n of_o his_o wound_n the_o shame_n and_o dishonour_n of_o his_o usage_n shall_v take_v away_o all_o hope_n and_o pity_n of_o pardon_n deliver_v he_o in_o his_o fury_n to_o the_o judge_n and_o he_o to_o the_o executioner_n to_o carry_v he_o where_o be_v continual_a weep_v and_o gnash_n of_o tooth_n but_o consider_v o_o my_o soul_n how_o this_o merciful_a and_o meek_a saviour_n behave_v himself_o towards_o his_o bloody_a and_o tyrannous_a persecutor_n behold_v he_o drop_v with_o blood_n buffet_v by_o the_o wicked_a minister_n scorn_v of_o the_o people_n forsake_v of_o his_o disciple_n hoist_v into_o the_o air_n cruel_o nail_v on_o the_o cross_n not_o curse_v not_o revile_v but_o pray_v not_o for_o himself_o but_o those_o that_o persecute_v he_o among_o who_o run_v with_o the_o foremost_a may_v thou_o in_o thy_o eternal_a providence_n o_o glorious_a pattern_n of_o all_o suffering_n behold_v i_o with_o more_o cruelty_n lay_v on_o thou_o with_o my_o sin_n than_o the_o stonie-hearted_n jew_n with_o their_o weapon_n tear_v thou_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a piecemeal_o with_o my_o horrible_a and_o blaspheme_a oath_n my_o loose_a and_o lascivious_a thought_n wound_v thy_o fair_a head_n with_o more_o spite_n and_o rigour_n than_o the_o sharpe-pointed_n thornes_n my_o malice_n envy_n pride_n drunkenness_n concupiscence_n with_o innumerable_a other_o sin_n and_o transgression_n flay_v thy_o reverend_a body_n all_o this_o o_o lord_n have_v i_o do_v all_o this_o commit_v know_v thou_o and_o confess_v thou_o to_o be_v jesus_n the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n and_o only_a redeemer_n of_o the_o world_n pray_v for_o i_o most_o gentle_a and_o mild_a lord_n speak_v for_o i_o to_o thy_o eternal_a father_n without_o which_o most_o abominable_a and_o wretched_a sinner_n i_o shall_v for_o ever_o be_v condemn_v forsake_v i_o not_o now_o o_o lord_n go_v not_o away_o from_o i_o but_o renew_v in_o i_o a_o clean_a heart_n and_o create_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o that_o i_o may_v plain_o see_v the_o deformity_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o ouglinesse_n of_o my_o misdeed_n give_v i_o grace_v earnest_o to_o seek_v thou_o and_o have_v find_v thou_o ardent_o to_o love_v thou_o overcome_v with_o which_o i_o may_v employ_v all_o my_o action_n endeavour_n and_o labour_n whole_o to_o serve_v thou_o which_o if_o i_o faithful_o and_o true_o do_v i_o shall_v at_o the_o end_n of_o my_o year_n have_v so_o indulgent_a and_o love_a a_o master_n be_v make_v a_o freeman_n of_o heaven_n and_o those_o unconceivable_a joy_n which_o no_o eye_n have_v see_v ear_n have_v hear_v or_o tongue_n can_v tell_v they_o only_o know_v they_o that_o enjoy_v they_o which_o o_o benign_a and_o merciful_a lord_n grant_v all_o thy_o servant_n to_o inherit_v for_o thy_o holy_a name_n sake_n which_o shall_v be_v honour_v and_o praise_a world_n without_o end_n 15._o evening_n prayer_n grant_v i_o o_o lord_n after_o the_o many_o and_o wild_a distraction_n of_o this_o day_n a_o holy_a and_o inward_a recollection_n that_o i_o may_v return_v into_o myself_o with_o due_a care_n and_o examination_n how_o i_o have_v spend_v and_o employ_v my_o faculty_n of_o soul_n and_o function_n of_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v lend_v i_o for_o thy_o use_n and_o service_n and_o give_v unto_o i_o a_o true_a compunction_n and_o sorrowful_a feel_n for_o all_o the_o pass_v error_n and_o transgression_n of_o this_o day_n that_o i_o may_v hearty_o lament_v and_o bewail_v my_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n with_o a_o full_a resolution_n and_o constant_a determination_n of_o my_o amendment_n and_o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n this_o night_n i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o thy_o incomprehensible_a divinity_n and_o majesty_n chastity_n of_o mind_n cleanness_n of_o heart_n simplicity_n of_o spirit_n and_o most_o sincere_a purity_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n that_o i_o may_v earnest_o seek_v after_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o alone_o take_v my_o rest_n since_o whatsoever_o be_v without_o thou_o be_v only_a vexation_n and_o trouble_n of_o mind_n that_o have_v enjoy_v a_o comfortable_a and_o peaceable_a repose_n both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o may_v awake_v with_o much_o alacrity_n and_o cheerfulness_n of_o spirit_n to_o praise_v and_o honour_v thou_o in_o all_o my_o work_n and_o labour_n which_o the_o follow_a day_n shall_v call_v i_o to_o for_o his_o only_a sake_n in_o who_o we_o be_v
thou_o for_o that_o eternal_a and_o all-comforting_a name_n of_o thy_o sweet_a son_n jesus_n to_o give_v i_o a_o feel_n of_o my_o own_o desperate_a and_o dangerous_a estate_n to_o take_v away_o the_o dead_a and_o imposthume_n vice_n which_o have_v overgrow_v goodness_n and_o virtue_n so_o that_o i_o may_v perceive_v what_o be_v wicked_a or_o sinful_a make_v the_o same_o with_o i_o by_o a_o long_a custom_n grant_v i_o o_o bountiful_a and_o love_a lord_n constancy_n and_o perseverance_n in_o the_o good_a determination_n wherewith_o thou_o shall_v inspire_v lest_o i_o fall_v into_o a_o relapse_n &_o perish_v unsuccourable_o even_o for_o thy_o own_o mercy_n sake_n which_o from_o the_o beginning_n of_o the_o world_n be_v intend_v to_o save_v sinner_n amen_n 71._o a_o prayer_n in_o sickness_n now_o i_o be_o weak_a o_o lord_n in_o estate_n be_v thou_o strong_a and_o inlighten_v and_o comfort_v my_o soul_n in_o this_o darkness_n and_o torment_n of_o my_o body_n satan_n have_v encompass_v i_o on_o every_o side_n and_o as_o assure_v of_o victory_n have_v lay_v aside_o all_o his_o fair_a and_o eye-pleasing_a disguise_n pull_v off_o his_o beautiful_a visor_n and_o in_o his_o own_o horrible_a and_o dreadful_a deformity_n tell_v i_o plain_o i_o be_o he_o there_o be_v no_o sin_n my_o most_o merciful_a and_o everlasting_a redeemer_n which_o he_o be_v not_o in_o the_o ugly_a and_o desperate_v manner_n ready_a to_o lay_v before_o i_o more_o careful_a now_o to_o call_v they_o to_o my_o memory_n than_o he_o be_v before_o to_o banish_v they_o for_o ever_o he_o tell_v i_o it_o be_v thy_o own_o doctrine_n that_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n and_o that_o everlasting_a world_n without_o end_n but_o shall_v he_o o_o just_a and_o righteous_a judge_n be_v my_o accuser_n and_o witness_n against_o i_o shall_v he_o betray_v i_o to_o a_o sin_n and_o be_v reward_v for_o reveal_v it_o i_o protest_v before_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n that_o he_o alone_o join_v with_o the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n have_v wrought_v upon_o my_o frailty_n and_o subtle_o seduce_v i_o to_o all_o kind_n of_o sin_n and_o enormity_n that_o he_o alone_o have_v persuade_v i_o to_o offend_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o maker_n lay_v thy_o heavy_a displeasure_n and_o terror_n of_o thy_o judgement_n before_o i_o seek_v either_o to_o draw_v i_o to_o despair_v or_o a_o unwillingnes_n to_o enter_v into_o the_o due_a consideration_n of_o my_o heinous_a mis-deed_n i_o do_v therefore_o whole_o abjure_v and_o detest_v he_o abandon_v for_o ever_o his_o friendship_n and_o service_n and_o rely_v on_o thy_o powerful_a and_o available_a passion_n in_o the_o preciousness_n and_o value_n of_o it_o offer_v up_o myself_o unto_o thou_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o merit_n and_o goodness_n to_o accept_v a_o forlorn_a and_o despair_a sinner_n who_o without_o thy_o mercy_n be_v ready_a to_o be_v swallow_v up_o by_o the_o eternal_a gulf_n of_o hell_n fire_n moderate_a o_o lord_n my_o sickness_n and_o pain_n that_o i_o may_v the_o free_o have_v recourse_n unto_o thou_o strengthen_v and_o confirm_v my_o faint_a and_o decay_a voice_n that_o i_o may_v the_o earnestly_o cry_v unto_o thou_o and_o above_o all_o o_o my_o most_o sweet_a and_o amiable_a lord_n comfort_n and_o aid_v my_o droop_a and_o fearful_a heart_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o meditate_v on_o thou_o that_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o may_v escape_v the_o vengeance_n prepare_v for_o those_o that_o die_v out_o of_o thy_o favour_n and_o if_o thou_o shall_v please_v to_o call_v i_o forth_o of_o this_o mortal_a life_n i_o may_v live_v with_o thou_o &_o put_v on_o immortality_n even_o for_o thy_o holy_a name_n sake_n to_o which_o be_v all_o honour_n &_o glory_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n 72._o a_o prayer_n to_o be_v say_v before_o any_o work_n we_o go_v about_o in_o vain_a o_o lord_n rise_z we_o early_o and_o sit_v up_o late_o eat_v the_o bread_n of_o carefulness_n turmoyl_a and_o torment_v ourselves_o with_o great_a labour_n and_o wearisomeness_n unless_o thou_o o_o lord_n give_v a_o blessing_n in_o vain_a toil_v the_o husbandman_n plough_v and_o sow_v unless_o thou_o water_v it_o and_o give_v the_o increase_n in_o vain_a endanger_v himself_o the_o merchant_n furrow_n and_o turn_v up_o the_o water_n unless_o thou_o prosper_v and_o guide_v his_o ship_n since_o thou_o fille_v every_o thing_n with_o blessing_n be_v please_v at_o this_o time_n only_o lord_n and_o saviour_n to_o look_v merciful_o and_o favourable_o on_o the_o industry_n and_o labour_n of_o thy_o servant_n and_o multiply_v they_o as_o thou_o do_v the_o old_a woman_n jar_n who_o give_v of_o it_o to_o the_o prophet_n grant_v that_o we_o may_v prosper_v and_o have_v give_v of_o our_o abundance_n to_o those_o poor_a brethren_n that_o want_v it_o rather_o than_o to_o be_v drive_v to_o ask_v it_o yet_o in_o all_o o_o lord_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v to_o the_o extreme_a poverty_n nay_o death_n itself_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o true_a feel_n of_o myself_o that_o i_o may_v rather_o respect_v goodness_n than_o gain_n and_o aim_v rather_o to_o live_v honest_o then_o rich_o affect_v a_o mediocrity_n not_o abundance_n lest_o i_o be_v puff_v up_o with_o the_o vain_a and_o gawdy_a show_n of_o uncertain_a wealth_n grant_v o_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n that_o i_o may_v in_o all_o my_o course_n and_o enterprise_n have_v before_o my_o eye_n the_o end_n whereunto_o they_o shall_v be_v direct_v which_o be_v only_o in_o this_o warfare_n and_o pilgrimage_n to_o provide_v i_o necessary_n for_o my_o voyage_n to_o that_o holy_a land_n wherein_o all_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n have_v before_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n a_o portion_n and_o inheritance_n lay_v out_o and_o reserve_v that_o i_o may_v with_o that_o providence_n and_o care_n so_o furnish_v and_o store_n myself_o that_o i_o be_v neither_o force_v with_o esau_n for_o want_n and_o indiscretion_n to_o sell_v my_o birthright_n for_o fade_a and_o transitory_a relief_n nor_o with_o the_o proud_a and_o mighty_a exalt_v with_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o their_o treasure_n despise_v and_o grow_v careless_a of_o it_o but_o in_o all_o thing_n make_v myself_o obedient_a to_o thy_o will_n be_v find_v worthy_a to_o take_v possession_n of_o it_o grant_v this_o o_o sweet_a jesus_n amen_n 73._o a_o prayer_n for_o remission_n of_o sin_n i_o humble_o confess_v o_o almighty_a and_o everliving_a lord_n that_o i_o be_o unworthy_a the_o bread_n thou_o in_o thy_o mercy_n bestow_v on_o i_o unworthy_a to_o infect_v the_o air_n with_o my_o breath_n who_o spend_v it_o to_o thy_o dishonour_n and_o my_o own_o defamation_n most_o unworthy_a the_o least_o of_o thy_o blessing_n which_o i_o have_v plentiful_o receive_v of_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o tremble_v to_o come_v into_o thy_o presence_n my_o sin_n strike_v horror_n and_o terror_n to_o my_o heart_n lest_o i_o be_v swallow_v up_o for_o my_o offence_n and_o wickedness_n daily_o commit_v and_o yet_o unrepented_a but_o o_o most_o merciful_a and_o all-loving_a father_n take_v thy_o eye_n i_o beseech_v thou_o from_o they_o lest_o thou_o in_o thy_o justice_n bring_v i_o to_o destruction_n and_o fix_v it_o on_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n behold_v he_o o_o lord_n scourge_v buffet_v revile_v spit_v upon_o and_o despiteful_o crucify_v for_o the_o heinousness_n of_o these_o my_o transgression_n and_o in_o the_o preciousness_n of_o this_o satisfaction_n be_v please_v o_o lord_n to_o give_v ear_n to_o the_o humble_a and_o sorrow_a lamentation_n of_o a_o despise_a and_o contemn_a sinner_n who_o be_v hearty_o and_o true_o sorry_a for_o these_o his_o misdeed_n and_o trespass_n desire_v thou_o of_o thy_o infinite_a bounty_n to_o inspire_v he_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o he_o may_v for_o ever_o hate_v and_o detest_v the_o guilt_n and_o monstrousness_n of_o they_o strike_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o a_o true_a fear_n not_o only_o of_o thy_o mightiness_n and_o judgement_n but_o 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