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A26716 A Murderer punished and pardoned, or, A true relation of the wicked life and shameful-happy death of Thomas Savage imprisoned, justly condemned, and twice executed at Ratcliff for his bloody fact in killing his fellow-servant on Wednesday, Octob. 28, 1668 / by us who were often with him in the time of his imprisonment in Newgate and at his execution, Robert Franklin ... [et al.]. To which is annexed a sermon preached at his funeral. R. A. (Richard Alleine), 1611-1681.; Franklin, Robert, 1630-1684. 1671 (1671) Wing A997; ESTC R26456 48,011 81

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