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why_o with_o wo_n my_o heart_n be_v fill_v and_o do_v in_o trouble_n dwell_v my_o life_n and_o breath_n almost_o do_v yield_v and_o draw_v nigh_o to_o hell._n o_o lord_n 14.7_o jer._n 14.7_o though_o my_o sin_n witness_v against_o i_o yet_o do_v thou_o pardon_v and_o put_v away_o my_o iniquity_n for_o thy_o great_a name_n sake_n which_o i_o invoke_v for_o thy_o wrath_n endure_v but_o a_o moment_n 30.5_o psal_n 30.5_o and_o in_o thy_o favour_n be_v life_n behold_v my_o trouble_n lord_n how_o they_o with_o baste_v advance_v patr._n psal_n 70.1_o patr._n o_o do_v not_o stay_v but_o come_v as_o fast_o to_o my_o deliverance_n like_a 42.1_o psal_n 42.1_o as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water_n brook_v so_o belong_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o 2._o v._o 2._o o_o god_n my_o soul_n be_v athirst_a for_o god_n yea_o even_o for_o the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o god_n look_v dawn_n to_o i_o and_o be_v the_o same_o woodford_n psal_n 119._o v._n 132._o woodford_n as_o thou_o be_v use_v to_o be_v to_o they_o who_o love_v thy_o name_n it_o be_v for_o thy_o favour_n that_o i_o sue_v woodf_n psal_n 119.57_o woodf_n and_o hasten_v of_o that_o promise_n which_o thy_o word_n make_v due_a all_o the_o night_n long_o she_o be_v rehearse_v the_o most_o pathetical_a verse_n of_o the_o psalm_n and_o in_o the_o morning_n be_v monday_n a_o roman_a catholic_n be_v come_v to_o see_v she_o about_o nine_o of_o the_o clock_n and_o express_v his_o grief_n upon_o the_o score_n of_o her_o sickness_n she_o answer_v his_o civility_n and_o withal_o give_v he_o a_o account_n of_o her_o faith_n and_o the_o hope_n that_o be_v in_o she_o assure_v he_o she_o be_v resolve_v to_o die_v in_o that_o religion_n which_o she_o be_v bring_v up_o in_o and_o always_o have_v profess_v some_o few_o day_n after_o this_o a_o divine_a by_o name_n mounseur_fw-fr boursault_n be_v come_v to_o visit_v she_o discourse_v she_o a_o little_a while_n and_o then_o pray_v with_o she_o she_o instance_v to_o he_o after_o his_o prayer_n be_v end_v what_o part_n of_o it_o have_v most_o affect_v she_o this_o whole_a day_n as_o the_o forego_n she_o pass_v in_o continual_a sigh_n and_o tear_n often_o cry_v out_o oh_o how_o much_o weakness_n and_o infirmity_n o_o my_o god_n be_o i_o sensible_a of_o oh_o how_o unworthy_a be_o i_o to_o appear_v before_o thou_o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n mark_v my_o transgression_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o abide_v it_o but_o o_o my_o god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o speak_v peace_n unto_o i_o and_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n incline_v thy_o ear_n to_o hear_v my_o voice_n transl_n psal_n 119.149_o old_a transl_n and_o pity_n on_o i_o take_v as_o thou_o be_v wont_a so_o help_v i_o lord_n lest_o life_n shall_v i_o forsake_v since_o my_o sin_n do_v abound_v 5.20_o rom._n 5.20_o o_o lord_n so_o make_v thy_o grace_n much_o more_o abound_v towards_o i_o 69.16_o psal_n 69.16_o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v good_a turn_v unto_o i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 17._o v._o 17._o and_o hide_v not_o thy_o face_n from_o thy_o servant_n for_o i_o be_o in_o trouble_n o_o haste_v thou_o and_o hear_v i_o draw_v nigh_o unto_o my_o soul_n 18._o v._o 18._o and_o save_v it_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n with_o these_o she_o rehearse_v also_o several_a admirable_a sentence_n she_o have_v learn_v out_o of_o a_o book_n entitle_v comfort_n against_o the_o terror_n of_o death_n which_o be_v slip_v out_o of_o our_o mind_n be_v not_o mention_v here_o she_o have_v be_v from_o the_o sunday-morning_n in_o continual_a fright_n and_o disquiet_v occasion_v by_o the_o sense_n of_o her_o sin_n and_o her_o apprehension_n of_o god_n judgement_n find_v her_o spirit_n calm_v and_o her_o mind_n much_o compose_v about_o seven_o of_o the_o clock_n in_o the_o evening_n when_o she_o feel_v the_o comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o be_v fill_v with_o that_o unspeakable_a joy_n and_o glory_n which_o god_n diffuse_v in_o their_o heart_n who_o be_v strike_v with_o a_o lively_a sorrow_n for_o have_v offend_v he_o now_o at_o the_o time_n of_o these_o happy_a inspiration_n it_o be_v that_o she_o hear_v they_o who_o be_v about_o she_o talk_v of_o give_v she_o something_o to_o refresh_v her_o body_n say_v to_o they_o all_z that_o be_v do_v to_o i_o be_v to_o no_o purpose_n for_o from_o my_o god_n i_o have_v receive_v the_o only_a remedy_n my_o soul_n so_o much_o long_v for_o 118.5_o psal_n 118.5_o i_o call_v upon_o the_o lord_n in_o my_o trouble_n and_o the_o lord_n hear_v i_o at_o large_a i_o feel_v my_o god_n be_v on_o my_o side_n 6._o v._o 6._o therefore_o i_o will_v fear_v no_o evil_n 16._o v._o 16._o for_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v exalt_v the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o lord_n bring_v mighty_a thing_n to_o pass_v 116.2_o psal_n 116.2_o the_o lord_n have_v incline_v his_o ear_n unto_o i_o therefore_o will_v i_o call_v upon_o he_o as_o long_o as_o i_o breath_n 3._o v._o 3._o the_o snare_n of_o death_n compass_v i_o about_o and_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n get_v hold_v of_o i_o 4._o v._o 4._o i_o find_v trouble_v and_o heaviness_n but_o i_o will_v call_v upon_o the_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o deliver_v my_o soul._n gracious_a be_v the_o lord_n 5._o v._o 5._o and_o righteous_a yea_o our_o god_n be_v merciful_a 6._o v._o 6._o the_o lord_n preserve_v the_o simple_a i_o be_v in_o misery_n and_o he_o help_v i_o 7._o v._o 7._o turn_v again_o then_o unto_o thy_o rest_n o_o my_o soul_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v deal_v bountiful_o with_o thou_o here_o she_o make_v a_o stop_n they_o give_v she_o that_o which_o be_v prepare_v for_o she_o and_o some_o of_o the_o company_n tell_v she_o she_o shall_v endeavour_v to_o take_v some_o rest_n she_o answer_v that_o the_o rest_n and_o peace_n she_o feel_v in_o her_o soul_n be_v her_o sole_a joy_n and_o happiness_n and_o when_o it_o be_v far_o say_v to_o she_o that_o 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how_o do_v you_o know_v i_o will_v not_o have_v love_v the_o world_n if_o i_o have_v be_v bring_v up_o as_o other_o people_n of_o my_o quality_n be_v be_o not_o i_o more_o happy_a now_o that_o my_o saviour_n will_v take_v i_o from_o it_o let_v we_o therefore_o pray_v he_o that_o be_v will_v so_o dispose_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v go_v to_o he_o with_o a_o full_a assurance_n of_o his_o mercy_n o_o lord_n this_o be_v the_o needful_a time_n help_v i_o my_o god_n have_v thou_o to_o my_o relief_n than_o another_o say_n to_o she_o but_o madam_n suppose_v god_n will_v
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