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almighty_a lord_n god_n thou_o have_v call_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a table_n and_o have_v set_v out_o a_o part_n of_o consecrate_a bread_n and_o wine_n for_o i_o i_o acknowledge_v my_o ignorance_n that_o i_o must_v be_v instruct_v by_o such_o mean_n as_o thou_o in_o thy_o bounty_n have_v appoint_v for_o i_o and_o i_o acknowledge_v thy_o divine_a goodness_n that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v i_o to_o be_v teach_v by_o those_o 〈…〉_z of_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v come_v to_o that_o of_o 〈…〉_z i_o do_v hear_v thy_o word_n and_o thy_o dear_a son_n be_v 〈…〉_z my_o â—â—r_fw-fr i_o receive_v this_o sacrament_n 〈…〉_z ffer_v unto_o my_o eye_n in_o the_o testimony_n of_o these_o two_o witness_n this_o truth_n be_v establish_v in_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o saviour_n suffer_v death_n for_o my_o sin_n ii_o as_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o thus_o to_o offer_v i_o thy_o favour_n so_o i_o beseech_v thou_o give_v i_o that_o grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v walk_v worthy_a of_o it_o be_o i_o thus_o invite_v to_o the_o heavenly_a banquet_n to_o the_o table_n of_o the_o king_n of_o king_n o_o let_v i_o not_o go_v without_o my_o wedding_n garment_n last_o the_o bridegroom_n of_o this_o feast_n say_v unto_o i_o how_o come_v thou_o in_o hither_o without_o thy_o rich_a vestment_n which_o be_v suitable_a to_o this_o great_a solemnity_n thou_o have_v now_o command_v i_o to_o examine_v myself_o and_o let_v i_o now_o try_v and_o examine_v my_o heart_n and_o be_v acquaint_v with_o it_o whereby_o i_o may_v find_v out_o all_o my_o spiritual_a want_n and_o necessity_n and_o look_v how_o i_o stand_v in_o thy_o sight_n by_o make_v a_o severe_a scrutiny_n into_o myself_o the_o jew_n will_v not_o eat_v with_o unwashed_a hand_n dare_v i_o eat_v with_o a_o unwashed_a heart_n they_o will_v not_o drink_v but_o their_o vessel_n must_v be_v purify_v and_o dare_v i_o now_o drink_v and_o my_o soul_n not_o purify_v before_o the_o passover_n they_o sanctify_v themselves_o and_o before_o this_o sacrament_n shall_v not_o i_o now_o prepare_v myself_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v it_o lord_n help_v my_o desire_n lest_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o i_o eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n a_o prayer_n before_o examination_n o_o holy_a jesus_n who_o be_v a_o merciful_a embracer_n of_o true_a penitent_n but_o yet_o a_o consume_a fire_n to_o obstinate_a offender_n i_o be_o now_o prepare_v myself_o to_o come_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n unfeigned_o confess_v my_o own_o unworthiness_n commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o thou_o many_o way_n and_o that_o since_o i_o last_o receive_v this_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n i_o have_v not_o know_v thou_o in_o thy_o word_n behold_v thou_o in_o thy_o work_n apprehend_v thou_o in_o thy_o son_n serve_v thou_o in_o the_o spirit_n apply_v thou_o by_o faith_n fâ—â—râ—d_v thou_o for_o thy_o justice_n nor_o admire_v thou_o as_o i_o ought_v for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n i_o have_v not_o frequent_v thy_o house_n hear_v thy_o word_n lay_v it_o up_o in_o my_o heart_n nor_o practise_v it_o in_o my_o life_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v 〈…〉_z even_o i_o by_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o eye_n the_o lust_n of_o thâ—_n flâ—sh_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n have_v dishonour_v thy_o great_a and_o glorious_a name_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v forgive_v i_o ten_o thousand_o talent_n i_o will_v not_o forgive_v my_o brother_n a_o hundred_o penny_n ii_o as_o one_o deep_a call_v upon_o another_o the_o depth_n of_o misery_n upon_o the_o depth_n of_o mercy_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v unto_o thou_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o all_o man_n much_o more_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o inherit_v eternal_a life_n i_o will_v arise_v and_o go_v unto_o god_n my_o father_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o father_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o in_o thy_o sight_n and_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n but_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o he_o which_o hide_v his_o sin_n shall_v not_o prosper_v but_o he_o which_o confess_v they_o shall_v obtain_v mercy_n i_o confess_v and_o be_o true_o sorrowful_a i_o have_v sin_v lord_n do_v pardon_n and_o forgive_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o grant_v that_o in_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o my_o life_n hereafter_o i_o may_v live_v to_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o great_a name_n and_o to_o the_o comfort_n and_o salvation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n iii_o o_o lord_n give_v unto_o i_o now_o a_o break_a heart_n a_o contrite_a spirit_n a_o sorrowful_a soul_n and_o a_o mind_n hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o jesus_n christ_n and_o his_o righteousness_n give_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o grace_n to_o know_v thou_o the_o only_a true_a god_n the_o creator_n and_o preserver_n of_o all_o mankind_n o_o give_v i_o grace_v now_o to_o feel_v the_o burden_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v speak_v peace_n unto_o my_o soul_n and_o say_v unto_o it_o thou_o be_v my_o salvation_n o_o let_v i_o be_v ease_v of_o this_o lump_n of_o sin_n by_o wash_v it_o away_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n i_o do_v believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n i_o be_o sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n make_v i_o to_o be_v hearty_o and_o unfeigned_o sorrowful_a i_o promise_v to_o live_v near_o to_o thou_o than_o ever_o i_o have_v do_v give_v i_o power_n to_o perform_v my_o promise_n i_o forgive_v all_o that_o have_v wrong_v i_o even_o as_o thou_o for_o christ_n sake_n have_v forgive_v i_o let_v this_o forgiveness_n of_o i_o be_v without_o dissimulation_n and_o lord_n grant_v that_o i_o may_v humble_v myself_o under_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o ignorance_n and_o dulness_n and_o weakness_n and_o wickedness_n and_o spiritual_a deadness_n of_o heart_n and_o have_v empty_v myself_o of_o myself_o i_o may_v receive_v of_o thy_o fullness_n and_o grace_n for_o grace_n in_o who_o name_n i_o put_v up_o these_o my_o imperfect_a prayer_n our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n hallow_a be_v thy_o name_n thy_o kingdom_n come_v thy_o will_n be_v do_v on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v we_o this_o day_n our_o daily_a bread_n and_o forgive_v we_o our_o trepass_n as_o we_o forgive_v they_o that_o trespass_n against_o we_o and_o lead_v we_o not_o into_o temptation_n but_o deliver_v we_o from_o evil_a amen_n still_o upon_o your_o knee_n say_v almighty_a god_n unto_o who_o all_o heart_n be_v open_a all_o desire_v know_v and_o from_o who_o no_o secret_n be_v hide_v cleanse_v the_o thought_n of_o my_o heart_n by_o the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o love_v thou_o and_o worthy_o magnify_v thy_o holy_a name_n through_o christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o some_o head_n of_o self_n examination_n by_o the_o x._o commandment_n to_o be_v express_v on_o
service_n begin_v upon_o thy_o knee_n use_v these_o ejaculation_n 1._o this_o be_v the_o day_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v i_o will_v be_v joyful_a and_o glad_a in_o it_o 2._o he_o have_v redeem_v my_o soul_n from_o death_n my_o eye_n from_o tear_n and_o my_o foot_n from_o fall_v 3._o thou_o shall_v prepare_v a_o table_n before_o i_o against_o they_o that_o trouble_v i_o thou_o have_v anoint_v my_o head_n with_o oil_n my_o cup_n shall_v be_v full_a 4._o but_o sure_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o mercy_n will_v follow_v i_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n and_o i_o shall_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o ever_o 5._o i_o will_v wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocency_n o_o lord_n and_o so_o will_v i_o go_v to_o thy_o altar_n 6._o that_o i_o may_v show_v the_o voice_n of_o thanksgiving_n and_o tell_v of_o all_o thy_o wondrous_a work_n 7._o lord_n i_o have_v love_v the_o habitation_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o the_o place_n be_v thy_o honour_n dwell_v 8._o o_o shut_v not_o up_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o sinner_n nor_o my_o life_n with_o the_o blood_n thirsty_a 9_o my_o foot_n stand_v the_o right_n i_o will_v prase_v the_o lord_n in_o the_o great_a congregation_n a_o meditation_n to_o be_v use_v at_o the_o lord_n table_n when_o there_o be_v many_o communicant_n o_o what_o a_o heavenly_a sight_n be_v this_o to_o behold_v such_o a_o assembly_n of_o christian_n meet_v with_o one_o accord_n at_o this_o great_a mystery_n how_o joyful_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v for_o brethren_n to_o dwell_v together_o in_o unity_n and_o to_o worship_v the_o almighty_a in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n i_o feel_v my_o heart_n be_v more_o raise_v and_o my_o devotion_n kindle_v by_o their_o zeal_n and_o all_o lukew_n armness_n be_v pass_v away_o my_o spirit_n be_v refresh_v and_o have_v take_v new_a life_n by_o see_v such_o a_o appearance_n in_o the_o house_n of_o god_n ii_o this_o be_v the_o perfection_n of_o religion_n to_o seek_v god_n face_n while_o he_o may_v be_v find_v and_o to_o call_v upon_o he_o while_o he_o be_v near_o which_o none_o of_o we_o can_v do_v too_o often_o to_o have_v he_o in_o remembrance_n who_o so_o oft_o remember_v we_o here_o we_o receive_v spiritual_a thing_n and_o taste_v and_o see_v how_o good_a the_o lord_n be_v which_o food_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v i_o never_o want_v but_o give_v it_o i_o as_o my_o daily_a bread_n for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n a_o prayer_n before_o the_o sacrament_n o_o dear_a saviour_n how_o excellent_a be_v thy_o goodness_n and_o love_a kindness_n to_o i_o and_o to_o all_o thy_o creature_n thou_o be_v please_v o_o lord_n to_o vouchsafe_v i_o this_o opportunity_n in_o the_o wait_n upon_o thou_o in_o thy_o solemn_a ordinance_n where_o thou_o do_v communicate_v unto_o i_o thy_o precious_a body_n and_o blood_n and_o do_v give_v i_o that_o interest_n in_o thou_o and_o peace_n which_o the_o world_n can_v give_v nor_o none_o can_v take_v away_o this_o be_v that_o treasure_n which_o moth_n can_v corrupt_v nor_o thief_n break_v through_o and_o steal_v ii_o o_o then_o where_o my_o treasure_n be_v let_v my_o heart_n be_v there_o also_o away_o fond_a world_n and_o all_o the_o vanity_n thereof_o for_o the_o god_n of_o holiness_n have_v touch_v my_o heart_n i_o do_v now_o purpose_v to_o return_v from_o my_o evil_a way_n and_o as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v to_o renew_v those_o purpose_n daily_o o_o then_o dear_a lord_n fit_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thyself_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v with_o that_o joy_n and_o spiritual_a comfort_n this_o thy_o body_n that_o be_v break_v and_o thy_o precious_a blood_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o i_o whereby_o i_o may_v partake_v of_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n and_o become_v one_o with_o thou_o in_o receive_v all_o that_o either_o my_o soul_n do_v need_n or_o desire_n for_o thy_o alone_a sake_n my_o only_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n amen_n when_o the_o minister_n be_v say_v the_o offertory_n use_v this_o meditation_n at_o thy_o offering_n thy_o alms._n o_o almighty_a god_n what_o i_o offer_v be_v but_o what_o thou_o lent_v i_o here_o for_o a_o time_n and_o what_o i_o now_o give_v to_o my_o poor_a brethren_n thou_o have_v promise_v to_o repay_v it_o but_o i_o have_v receive_v more_o at_o thy_o all-merciful_a hand_n than_o my_o heart_n and_o tongue_n can_v ever_o express_v o_o that_o i_o can_v have_v give_v ten_o thousand_o talent_n instead_o of_o this_o poor_a mite_n my_o charity_n thou_o have_v no_o need_n of_o but_o for_o as_o much_o as_o i_o have_v do_v it_o to_o my_o poor_a brethren_n who_o soul_n thou_o have_v redeem_v with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n thou_o own_v it_o to_o be_v do_v to_o thyself_o o_o what_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o o_o lord_n or_o render_v unto_o thou_o for_o all_o the_o eà rthly_a comfort_n and_o benefit_n i_o have_v receive_v from_o thou_o i_o can_v give_v thou_o nothing_o but_o what_o be_v thy_o own_o and_o no_o earthly_a thing_n can_v bear_v proportion_n with_o thy_o majesty_n therefore_o in_o all_o humility_n i_o resign_v my_o soul_n up_o into_o thy_o hand_n who_o be_v my_o faithful_a creator_n and_o who_o send_v thy_o son_n to_o save_v i_o a_o lose_a sinner_n to_o who_o be_v all_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n then_o say_v after_o the_o minister_n the_o prayer_n for_o the_o whole_a state_n of_o christ_n church_n militant_a here_o on_o earth_n and_o be_v very_o attentive_a to_o the_o exhortation_n which_o follow_v begin_v with_o these_o word_n dear_o belove_v in_o the_o lord_n then_o harken_v diligent_o to_o the_o invitation_n and_o when_o the_o minister_n express_v these_o word_n draw_v near_o with_o faith_n and_o take_v this_o holy_a sacramint_n then_o use_v these_o ejaculation_n 1._o i_o be_o unworthy_a o_o lord_n to_o appear_v before_o thou_o 2._o but_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o save_v they_o to_o the_o uttermost_a that_o come_v unto_o thou_o 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which_o begin_v thus_o we_o do_v not_o presume_v to_o come_v to_o this_o thy_o holy_a table_n o_o merciful_a lord_n etc._n etc._n at_o the_o time_n of_o the_o consecration_n fix_v your_o eye_n upon_o the_o element_n and_o at_o the_o action_n of_o the_o minister_n in_o order_v the_o bread_n and_o wine_n we_o ought_v joyful_o and_o thankful_o to_o meditate_v after_o this_o manner_n o_o who_o can_v but_o admire_v and_o wonder_v that_o the_o son_n of_o god_n shall_v become_v food_n to_o the_o soul_n of_o man_n and_o to_o humble_v himself_o so_o low_o as_o to_o be_v represent_v by_o bread_n which_o be_v the_o poor_a man_n food_n though_o necessary_a
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