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grief_n can_v not_o with_o hold_v thou_o whereby_o thou_o will_v not_o provide_v and_o impart_v this_o singular_a and_o precious_a gift_n for_o we_o o_o sweet_a jesus_n it_o have_v be_v enough_o to_o call_v we_o brethren_n when_o thou_o be_v humble_v on_o earth_n but_o will_v thou_o so_o call_v we_o in_o thy_o throne_n in_o heaven_n math_n 25_o 50_o the_o prophet_n elisha_n in_o the_o second_o of_o the_o king_n 2.8_o great_o esteem_v the_o cloak_n of_o his_o master_n eliath_n leave_v he_o at_o his_o departure_n wherewith_o he_o divide_v the_o water_n of_o jordaine_n and_o pass_v over_o on_o dry_a foot_n but_o the_o lord_n and_o god_n of_o eliath_n have_v leave_v unto_o thou_o not_o any_o garment_n but_o his_o most_o sacred_a body_n that_o he_o may_v be_v a_o companion_n with_o thou_o in_o this_o laboursome_a pilgrimage_n strength_n in_o tribulation_n and_o wholesome_a food_n in_o a_o spiritual_a life_n judge_n now_o then_o how_o much_o thou_o ought_v to_o reverence_v he_o and_o with_o what_o â—â—dent_a affection_n receive_v he_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n beseech_v this_o benefactor_n that_o it_o happen_v not_o unto_o thou_o as_o unto_o the_o people_n of_o the_o jew_n to_o who_o when_o our_o lord_n jesus_n have_v offer_v himself_o for_o their_o master_n and_o captain_n they_o renounce_v his_o doctrine_n and_o mastership_n keep_v still_o the_o cover_n of_o their_o eye_n and_o which_o be_v worse_o join_v to_o their_o blindness_n the_o sin_n of_o unthankfullnesse_n the_o excellency_n and_o worthiness_n of_o this_o sacrament_n most_o high_a and_o sumptuous_a be_v that_o preparation_n which_o wisdom_n have_v ordain_v bounty_n furnish_v &_o christ_n himself_o with_o his_o honourable_a presence_n beautify_v this_o preparation_n be_v not_o as_o that_o in_o time_n pass_v in_o the_o wilderness_n or_o in_o the_o movable_a tabernacle_n of_o moses_n or_o the_o fix_a temple_n of_o solomon_n but_o in_o a_o great_a chamber_n a_o large_a upper_a room_n in_o the_o most_o ample_a church_n disperse_v far_o and_o wide_o upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n here_o christ_n himself_o be_v the_o giver_n and_o the_o gift_n the_o feeder_n and_o the_o food_n it_o be_v say_v of_o ezechiah_n in_o the_o second_o of_o chronicle_n 30._o that_o he_o keep_v a_o passover_o and_o such_o a_o passover_o as_o never_o be_v there_o any_o the_o like_a before_o but_o much_o more_o may_v be_v say_v of_o christ_n holy_a supper_n admire_v not_o any_o long_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o gift_n of_o the_o king_n assuerus_n in_o the_o 4._o of_o hester_n after_o he_o betroth_v unto_o he_o hester_n in_o marriage_n for_o those_o gift_n be_v earthly_a and_o can_v not_o give_v life_n and_o spirit_n admire_v rather_o thâ—_n precious_a gift_n of_o christ_n give_v unto_o his_o church_n after_o he_o have_v espouse_v unto_o himself_o the_o nature_n of_o man_n which_o gift_n be_v heavenly_a and_o of_o infinite_a value_n give_v life_n to_o theâ—_n that_o worthy_o receive_v it_o maâ—ny_n be_v the_o nourrishmente_n of_o the_o body_n but_o this_o of_o thâ—_n soul_n do_v exceed_v they_o all_o the_o three_o meditation_n consider_v the_o great_a excellency_n of_o this_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a feast_n where_o christ_n be_v receive_v the_o memory_n of_o his_o death_n &_o passion_n recount_v the_o mind_n fill_v with_o grace_n and_o a_o pledge_n oâ—_n future_a glory_n give_v unto_o us._n 2_o consider_v these_o 5._o diffeâ—rences_n which_o be_v between_o this_o feast_n and_o the_o feast_n of_o the_o world_n 1_o these_o feast_n be_v profane_a for_o in_o they_o neither_o be_v there_o holy_a meat_n neither_o be_v the_o ordain_v for_o the_o health_n of_o the_o soul_n but_o this_o feast_n be_v a_o sanctify_a feast_n and_o ordain_v principal_o for_o the_o health_n of_o the_o soul_n 2_o in_o the_o feast_n of_o the_o world_n there_o be_v variety_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o the_o variety_n be_v the_o great_a by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o be_v the_o feast_n commend_v in_o this_o spiritual_a banquet_n it_o be_v not_o so_o wherein_o christ_n be_v infinite_a contain_v in_o he_o all_o perfection_n and_o can_v alone_o satisfy_v the_o soul_n 3_o in_o the_o feast_n of_o the_o world_n there_o be_v little_a speech_n have_v of_o death_n suffer_v affliction_n and_o tribulation_n rather_o discourse_n be_v have_v of_o matter_n of_o pleasure_n but_o in_o this_o feast_n of_o christ_n the_o memorial_n oâ—_n his_o death_n and_o passion_n his_o suffering_n of_o love_n for_o our_o salvation_n be_v remember_v 4_o in_o this_o banquet_n the_o mind_n be_v fill_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o christ_n which_o bring_v salvation_n and_o the_o increase_n of_o heavenly_a gift_n but_o in_o the_o banquet_n of_o the_o world_n the_o body_n be_v replenish_v with_o meat_n that_o often_o bring_v disease_n to_o the_o body_n and_o spiritual_a destruction_n to_o the_o soul_n 5_o in_o the_o feast_n of_o the_o world_n for_o the_o great_a excess_n use_v in_o they_o they_o open_v a_o way_n to_o hell_n but_o this_o holy_a feast_n of_o christ_n set_v open_a unto_o we_o the_o ready_a way_n to_o heaven_n farther_o consideration_n of_o this_o heavenly_a banquet_n consider_v how_o well_o please_v it_o be_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n that_o we_o do_v all_o those_o thing_n in_o this_o his_o feast_n which_o guest_n invite_v of_o the_o prince_n to_o some_o solemn_a preparation_n be_v wont_a to_o do_v 1_o first_o they_o expect_v with_o great_a desire_n the_o hour_n of_o this_o banquet_n and_o give_v their_o diligent_a attendance_n that_o they_o come_v in_o decent_a and_o seemly_a manner_n well_o adorn_v 2_o second_o they_o know_v that_o nothing_o be_v more_o acceptable_a unto_o the_o prince_n who_o invit_v they_o then_o to_o feed_v hearty_o on_o the_o meat_n prepare_v they_o come_v with_o empty_a
under_o the_o accident_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n by_o faith_n and_o after_o a_o most_o heavenly_a manner_n he_o show_v that_o he_o be_v come_v unto_o thou_o not_o only_o to_o converse_v with_o thou_o &_o bestow_v salvation_n as_o he_o do_v to_o the_o house_n of_o zachee_n but_o also_o to_o unite_v he_o self_n to_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v be_v one_o certain_a thing_n with_o he_o which_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o this_o heavenly_a meat_n who_o do_v not_o see_v then_o that_o this_o be_v a_o far_o great_a benefit_n oh_o my_o gracious_a lord_n see_v thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o enter_v this_o poor_a house_n of_o i_o give_v i_o grace_v that_o it_o happen_v not_o to_o i_o as_o to_o the_o ungrateful_a jew_n who_o in_o the_o day_n of_o palm_n receive_v thou_o with_o great_a joy_n and_o triumph_v into_o jerusalem_n but_o a_o little_a after_o they_o cry_v to_o pilate_n crucify_v he_o crucify_v he_o &_o cast_v thy_o cross_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n cast_v thou_o forth_o of_o this_o city_n let_v i_o die_v o_o lord_n before_o yea_o let_v i_o die_v a_o thousand_o death_n then_o that_o i_o cast_v thou_o out_o of_o i_o for_o that_o be_v to_o thrust_v thou_o out_o of_o thy_o own_o house_n a_o meditation_n upon_o those_o word_n of_o christ_n luk._n 19.5_o hodie_fw-la oportet_fw-la i_o manere_fw-la in_o domo_fw-la tua_fw-la to_o day_n i_o must_v abide_v in_o thy_o house_n who_o be_o i_o o_o most_o bountiful_a jesu_n that_o thou_o desire_v to_o abide_v with_o i_o who_o be_o i_o that_o may_v deserve_v to_o entertain_v thou_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n what_o do_v thou_o find_v in_o i_o '_o that_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v thou_o and_o invite_v thou_o to_o come_v under_o my_o roof_n be_v thou_o ignorant_a of_o my_o most_o vile_a beginning_n i_o be_o not_o of_o the_o number_n of_o that_o celestial_a and_o divine_a legion_n i_o be_o not_o a_o seraphin_n not_o a_o archangel_n not_o a_o angel_n nor_o any_o of_o the_o throne_n or_o other_o most_o sacred_a spirit_n my_o be_v differ_v much_o from_o they_o free_v be_v they_o from_o all_o admixtion_n of_o body_n pure_a and_o innocent_a i_o be_v bear_v in_o sin_n draw_v my_o beginning_n from_o the_o earth_n so_o mean_v a_o subject_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a o_o my_o saviour_n of_o thy_o divine_a presence_n happy_o thy_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v with_o the_o son_n of_o man_n true_a but_o i_o be_o not_o abraham_n i_o be_o not_o moses_n i_o be_o not_o as_o the_o bless_a virgin_n no_o i_o bear_v not_o the_o least_o similitude_n of_o these_o bless_a saint_n in_o heaven_n while_o they_o remain_v in_o the_o world_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o be_o sorry_a o_o my_o lord_n i_o be_o no_o more_o worthy_a to_o receive_v thou_o then_o i_o be_o but_o my_o comfort_n be_v thou_o take_v mercy_n on_o the_o woman_n of_o canaan_n and_o all_o distress_a people_n that_o come_v unto_o thou_o a_o short_a form_n of_o confession_n to_o be_v make_v in_o private_a before_o the_o receive_n of_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n i_o miserable_a sinner_n confess_v &_o acknowledge_v with_o bend_a heart_n and_o hand_n lift_v up_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o almighty_a god_n my_o many_o and_o manifold_a sin_n and_o that_o i_o have_v transgress_v sundry_a way_n against_o the_o precept_n of_o the_o first_o and_o second_o table_n i_o be_o sorry_a from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o it_o grieve_v i_o that_o i_o have_v so_o often_o offend_v thou_o i_o come_v unto_o thou_o as_o a_o humble_a suitor_n to_o obtain_v mercy_n and_o pardon_n for_o all_o my_o offence_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o sanctify_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o strengthen_v my_o faith_n against_o all_o assault_n so_o seal_v up_o in_o i_o by_o this_o holy_a mystery_n that_o comfortable_a hope_n of_o the_o life_n to_o come_v direct_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o now_o approach_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n that_o i_o may_v abide_v with_o thou_o and_o be_v a_o fit_a habitation_n for_o thy_o holy_a presence_n both_o now_o and_o for_o evermore_o when_o i_o consider_v thou_o do_v create_v i_o not_o be_v ask_v redeem_v i_o not_o be_v require_v it_o turn_v my_o tear_n of_o sorrow_n into_o tear_n of_o joy_n my_o tear_n of_o fear_n into_o tear_n of_o love_n o_o my_o saviour_n show_v mercy_n for_o with_o such_o great_a sinner_n as_o i_o be_o thou_o gette_v great_a honour_n as_o thou_o do_v by_o mary_n magdalen_n a_o admonition_n move_v all_o to_o reconcile_v themselves_o and_o forgive_v their_o enemy_n before_o they_o be_v partaker_n of_o the_o most_o holy_a sacrament_n when_o thou_o bring_v thy_o gift_n to_o he_o altar_n say_v christ_n our_o saviour_n matthew_n 5.25_o and_o there_o remembere_v that_o thy_o brother_n have_v aught_o against_o thou_o leave_v thy_o offering_n before_o the_o altar_n &_o go_v thy_o way_n first_o be_v reconcile_v to_o thy_o brother_n &_o then_o come_v and_o offer_v thy_o gift_n in_o the_o 11._o also_o of_o saint_n mar._n and_o 25._o he_o say_v unto_o his_o disciple_n when_o you_o shall_v stand_v to_o pray_v forgive_v if_o you_o 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