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more_o question_n and_o answer_n ibid._n vi_o short_a prayer_n upon_o any_o abate_n of_o pain_n page_n 90_o vii_o friend_n to_o help_v with_o short_a ejaculation_n page_n 91_o viii_o more_o of_o these_o short_a ejaculation_n page_n 92_o ix_o a_o prayer_n by_o friend_n at_o leave_v this_o life_n page_n 93_o x._o another_o by_o friend_n at_o yield_v up_o the_o ghost_n page_n 95_o part_n v._o be_v ten_o bless_v example_n of_o holy_a person_n relate_v to_o a_o happy_a passage_n out_o of_o this_o life_n to_o a_o better_a i._o the_o sickness_n and_o death_n of_o the_o earl_n of_o hanaw_n page_n 97_o ii_o the_o last_o word_n of_o mr._n john_n meauty_n page_n 113_o iii_o mrs._n juxons_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 114_o iu_o archbishop_n of_o armagh_n life_n and_o death_n page_n 118_o v._o mr._n rhodes_n his_o life_n and_o death_n page_n 123_o vi_o mrs._n rhodes_n her_o life_n and_o death_n page_n 128_o vii_o dr._n harris_n his_o life_n and_o death_n page_n 133_o viii_o mrs._n scot_n life_n 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certain_o persuade_v that_o there_o be_v no_o salvation_n in_o any_o other_o nor_o any_o other_o name_n under_o heaven_n by_o which_o thou_o can_v be_v save_v jesus_n be_v the_o only_a saviour_n of_o the_o world_n therefore_o let_v all_o creature_n bow_v down_o before_o he_o and_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n do_v thou_o from_o thy_o heart_n forgive_v all_o injury_n and_o offence_n do_v unto_o thou_o by_o any_o person_n whatsoever_o and_o do_v thou_o as_o free_o from_o thy_o heart_n ask_v forgiveness_n of_o all_o who_o thou_o have_v any_o way_n wrong_v in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n do_v thou_o cast_v out_o of_o thy_o heart_n all_o rancour_n and_o malice_n against_o any_o person_n so_o as_o to_o appear_v before_o the_o face_n of_o jesus_n christ_n the_o prince_n of_o peace_n in_o perfect_a love_n and_o charity_n i_o do_v humble_o pray_v for_o such_o true_a charity_n as_o to_o forgive_v all_o and_o i_o do_v from_o my_o heart_n ask_v forgiveness_n of_o all_o do_v thy_o conscience_n accuse_v thou_o of_o any_o thing_n that_o thou_o have_v unjust_o take_v still_o withhold_a the_o same_o for_o which_o without_o restitution_n there_o can_v be_v no_o true_a repentance_n and_o without_o such_o repentance_n there_o can_v be_v no_o salvation_n nor_o shall_v thou_o be_v able_a to_o look_v christ_n in_o the_o face_n when_o thou_o shall_v appear_v before_o his_o judgement-seat_n i_o have_v be_v willing_a to_o satisfy_v all_o who_o i_o have_v wrong_v but_o alas_o who_o be_v able_a to_o number_v all_o his_o error_n do_v thou_o firm_o believe_v that_o thy_o body_n shall_v be_v raise_v out_o of_o the_o grave_n at_o the_o sound_n of_o the_o last_o trumpet_n and_o that_o both_o thy_o body_n and_o thy_o soul_n shall_v be_v unite_v together_o again_o in_o the_o resurrection-day_n to_o appear_v before_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o thence_o to_o go_v with_o he_o into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n there_o to_o live_v in_o everlasting_a bliss_n and_o glory_n my_o faith_n 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ejaculation_n when_o faintness_n increase_v sweet_a jesus_n receive_v my_o soul_n sweet_a jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n or_o thus_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v for_o thy_o servant_n come_v i_o be_o willing_a lord_n help_v my_o weakness_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n let_v thy_o holy_a angel_n stand_v round_o about_o my_o bed_n and_o guard_v i_o from_o that_o evil_a one_o or_o thus_o o_o lord_n lay_v not_o my_o sin_n to_o my_o charge_n but_o look_v upon_o he_o that_o make_v the_o atonement_n thy_o christ_n my_o jesus_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n to_o thou_o belong_v mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n have_v pity_n on_o my_o soul_n and_o pardon_v my_o sin_n or_o thus_o o_o lord_n say_v to_o my_o soul_n everlasting_a joy_n and_o comfort_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n or_o thus_o o_o lamb_n of_o god_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o or_o thus_o o_o lord_n make_v clean_a my_o heart_n within_o i_o and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o or_o thus_o 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increase_v his_o faith_n preserve_v his_o soul_n from_o the_o malice_n and_o danger_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o all_o his_o evil_a angel_n comfort_v he_o with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n cause_v he_o now_o to_o feel_v and_o find_v that_o thou_o be_v his_o gracious_a father_n and_o thou_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o he_o in_o thy_o dear_o belove_v save_v he_o o_o lord_n o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n save_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o own_o blood_n and_o suffer_v not_o he_o to_o be_v lose_v who_o thou_o have_v so_o dear_o purchase_v oh_o receive_v his_o poor_a soul_n as_o thou_o do_v the_o penitent_a thief_n into_o thy_o heavenly_a paradise_n let_v thy_o bless_a angel_n conduct_v he_o thither_o as_o they_o carry_v the_o soul_n of_o thy_o belove_a lazarus_n and_o vouchsafe_v unto_o
god_n to_o which_o he_o add_v the_o short_a prayer_n which_o dr._n luther_n use_v to_o call_v stossgebete_a he_o do_v many_o time_n repeat_v these_o short_a sentence_n psa_n 50.15_o &_o 91.15_o &_o 27.14_o &_o 23.1_o &_o 3.8_o l_o and_o yet_o it_o do_v appear_v that_o soul_n and_o body_n flesh_n &_o spirit_n be_v in_o conflict_n after_o several_a groan_n he_o do_v keep_v himself_o quiet_a a_o while_n say_v one_o combat_n be_v now_o pass_v aug._n 8._o very_o early_o he_o send_v for_o his_o lady_n and_o the_o lady_n emilia_n from_o who_o they_o hear_v many_o comfortable_a expression_n and_o then_o with_o abundance_n of_o tear_n and_o sad_a complaint_n they_o take_v their_o leaf_n of_o he_o though_o he_o complain_v much_o of_o pain_n he_o never_o be_v without_o comfort_n but_o be_v often_o time_n hear_v to_o say_v mors_fw-la mihi_fw-la gloriosa_fw-la erit_fw-la in_o the_o night_n he_o be_v in_o a_o very_a great_a conflict_n and_o turn_v from_o the_o minister_n say_v he_o can_v not_o receive_v his_o consolation_n he_o can_v not_o hold_v they_o fast_o whereupon_o the_o minister_n go_v present_o to_o the_o bed_n and_o fall_v about_o his_o neck_n and_o speak_v to_o he_o out_o of_o that_o place_n psal_n 23.2_o which_o have_v be_v his_o delight_n so_o he_o turn_v to_o the_o minister_n again_o and_o put_v his_o hand_n into_o the_o minister_n hand_n then_o offer_v to_o sleep_v the_o minister_n say_v these_o word_n in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n i_o do_v lay_v my_o hand_n upon_o your_o head_n beseech_v he_o to_o strengthen_v and_o refresh_v you_o so_o he_o sleep_v and_o when_o he_o do_v awake_a he_o call_v for_o he_o again_o to_o do_v the_o like_a which_o he_o do_v and_o also_o pray_v so_o he_o do_v sleep_v again_o aug._n 9_o sunday_n the_o sermon-bell_n in_o the_o old_a city_n ring_v he_o say_v never_o do_v that_o bell_n sound_v so_o sweet_a in_o my_o ear_n as_o now_o it_o do_v then_o he_o say_v let_v we_o sing_v and_o lay_v down_o his_o head_n he_o 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word_n beforementioned_a of_o john_n 3.16_o while_o his_o excellency_n yield_v up_o his_o spirit_n quiet_o and_o bless_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n the_o minister_n cry_v often_o aloud_o by_o he_o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n i_o do_v commit_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o o_o thou_o most_o true_a and_o faithful_a god_n the_o word_n of_o our_o saviour_n john_n 3.16_o wherewith_o the_o minister_n as_o have_v be_v say_v do_v comfort_v his_o excellency_n at_o the_o last_o hour_n those_o word_n be_v by_o himself_o write_v as_o be_v many_o other_o particular_a remarkable_a sentence_n in_o his_o germane_a bible_n it_o be_v observable_a that_o his_o excellency_n do_v depart_v this_o life_n after_o the_o end_n of_o the_o sermon_n in_o the_o old_a church_n and_o of_o the_o prayer_n which_o be_v there_o conceive_v and_o use_v for_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o soul_n thus_o do_v this_o pious_a protestant_a prince_n end_v his_o day_n in_o much_o honour_n and_o peace_n 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