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a_o sickness_n before_o she_o say_v it_o grieve_v i_o i_o go_v no_o long_o though_o she_o go_v long_o than_o well_o she_o can_v oh_o how_o much_o do_v she_o rejoice_v and_o how_o glad_a be_v she_o to_o go_v into_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n how_o bless_a do_v she_o count_v those_o who_o dwell_v there_o oh_o i_o make_v account_v say_v she_o to_o be_v ready_a betimes_o and_o i_o shall_v get_v in_o etc._n etc._n how_o ready_a and_o willing_a be_v the_o spirit_n when_o the_o body_n be_v weak_a i_o get_v cold_a say_v she_o by_o go_v at_o such_o a_o time_n to_o hear_v but_o i_o do_v not_o repent_v for_o i_o have_v a_o sweet_a refresh_n there_o bless_a be_v god_n thus_o how_o lovely_a amiable_a and_o desirable_a to_o she_o be_v the_o tabernacle_n of_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n and_o how_o do_v her_o soul_n long_o yea_o even_o saint_n for_o his_o court_n i_o how_o true_o may_v she_o say_v with_o david_n psal_n 26.8_o lord_n i_o have_v love_v the_o habitation_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o the_o place_n where_o thy_o konour_n dwell_v and_o one_o thing_n have_v i_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o will_v i_o seek_v after_o that_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n to_o bekold_n the_o beauty_n of_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n and_o how_o true_o may_v she_o call_v sabbath_n and_o ordinance_n her_o delight_n she_o have_v there_o see_v god_n and_o his_o face_n his_o power_n and_o glory_n his_o go_n in_o his_o sanctuary_n yea_o sabbath_n be_v to_o she_o as_o the_o suburb_n of_o heaven_n ordinance_n be_v not_o in_o heaven_n but_o heaven_n she_o have_v many_o a_o time_n meet_v with_o in_o ordinance_n and_o she_o drink_v but_o that_o wine_n new_a now_o in_o heaven_n which_o she_o begin_v to_o drink_v in_o ordinance_n here_o matt._n 26_o 29._o 13._o as_o concern_v some_o further_a evidence_n for_o heaven_n i_o have_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o comfort_n in_o this_o that_o i_o be_o as_o willing_a to_o take_v christ_n for_o my_o 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this_o pitiful_a poor_a world_n this_o low_a valley_n the_o lord_n have_v wean_v i_o from_o the_o thing_n here_o below_o i_o can_v not_o say_v what_o it_o be_v i_o delight_v in_o here_o but_o my_o delight_n be_v in_o god_n and_o in_o his_o sweet_a word_n etc._n etc._n when_o i_o live_v in_o the_o country_n the_o casement_n be_v one_o day_n open_a i_o be_v â—ooking_v into_o the_o garden_n and_o i_o think_v thus_o with_o myself_o many_o they_o much_o delight_n in_o garden_n and_o flower_n etc._n etc._n but_o methinks_v i_o have_v no_o delight_n in_o these_o nor_o in_o any_o outward_a thing_n though_o the_o most_o i_o have_v have_v in_o any_o outward_a thing_n have_v be_v in_o garden_n and_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o field_n trouble_v i_o no_o more_o with_o these_o thing_n i_o be_o now_o leave_v all_o here_o below_o let_v i_o only_o mind_n now_o how_o to_o get_v to_o that_o heavenly_a zion_n above_o etc._n etc._n i_o be_o seek_v a_o city_n to_o come_v a_o habitation_n with_o god_n in_o who_o 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