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promise_n which_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v from_o time_n to_o time_n to_o make_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v live_v and_o live_a dye_n that_o i_o may_v die_v and_o die_v ever_o live_v to_o the_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n of_o thou_o ever_o bless_a eternal_a most_o holy_a and_o most_o great_a most_o sacred_a and_o most_o glorious_a name_n so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o 97._o heaven_n be_v heaven_n because_o it_o be_v holy_a yea_o because_o o_o lord_n god_n thou_o be_v there_o that_o be_v holiness_n therefore_o be_v heaven_n heaven_n and_o heaven_n holy_a yea_o such_o a_o holy_a and_o therefore_o bless_a heaven_n as_o it_o be_v so_o as_o to_o those_o that_o be_v there_o a_o thousand_o year_n seem_v but_o as_o one_o day_n so_o great_o sweet_a be_v its_o enjoyment_n and_o one_o day_n seem_v as_o a_o thousand_o year_n so_o great_a be_v their_o joy_n in_o its_o enjoyment_n and_o holiness_n be_v the_o chief_a joy_n felicity_n and_o happiness_n in_o heaven_n because_o it_o make_v they_o all_o like_a unto_o thyself_o o_o all_o heavenly_a god_n who_o be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n be_v the_o holiness_n of_o heaven_n and_o therefore_o heaven_n chief_a joy_n felicity_n and_o happiness_n 98._o if_o earth_n sweet_n be_v so_o sweet_a to_o earthly_a heart_n as_o they_o desire_v nothing_o but_o earth_n that_o be_v the_o thing_n on_o earth_n ah_o how_o sweet_a then_o be_v heaven_n sweet_n to_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n and_o how_o shall_v ah_o how_o shall_v heaven_n ravish_v their_o heart_n with_o joy_n and_o contentment_n when_o that_o their_o heart_n soul_n and_o body_n shall_v be_v in_o heaven_n and_o all_o fill_v with_o heaven_n that_o be_v with_o all_o holiness_n and_o blessedness_n even_o with_o god_n himself_o the_o ever_o bless_a and_o holy_a god_n then_o shall_v they_o be_v all_o holy_a all_o heavenly_a yea_o all_o a_o holy_a heaven_n be_v holy_a as_o god_n be_v holy_a but_o not_o so_o holy_a 99_o if_o earth_n then_o or_o earthly_a thing_n on_o earth_n be_v able_a to_o satisfy_v any_o on_o earth_n sure_o heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n shall_v be_v able_a and_o will_v satisfy_v all_o in_o heaven_n for_o that_o all_o there_o shall_v enjoy_v all_o that_o be_v there_o even_o all_o god_n father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n who_o be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o 100_o and_o therefore_o by_o how_o much_o god_n be_v above_o all_o thing_n and_o more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n by_o so_o much_o yea_o so_o much_o more_o do_v i_o value_v my_o interest_n in_o he_o above_o all_o thing_n for_o have_v he_o sure_o i_o have_v all_o thing_n sure_a i_o be_o sure_a 101._o ah_o when_o i_o enjoy_v that_o true_a joy_n of_o enjoy_v that_o true_a communion_n with_o the_o true_a god_n though_o here_o on_o earth_n i_o think_v i_o be_o not_o on_o earth_n but_o in_o heaven_n and_o yet_o i_o know_v all_o this_o be_v but_o a_o earthly_a heaven_n though_o a_o heaven_n 102._o but_o how_o then_o ah_o how_o then_o do_v my_o heart_n rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a know_v that_o the_o time_n will_v come_v and_o be_v ever_o near_o at_o hand_n when_o i_o shall_v ever_o enjoy_v heaven_n true_a joy_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o the_o joy_n of_o all_o joy_n yea_o all_o joy_n that_o be_v true_a 103._o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v that_o the_o heaven_n which_o my_o soul_n desire_v on_o earth_n be_v to_o do_v thy_o whole_a holy_a and_o bless_a will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 104._o i_o desire_v to_o live_v o_o god_n and_o give_v my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o that_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n give_v thy_o own_o unto_o i_o 105._o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n let_v i_o so_o hear_v thy_o bless_a most_o bless_a voice_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v live_v and_o so_o live_v as_o to_o praise_v thou_o for_o to_o praise_v thou_o be_v to_o live_v yea_o to_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o which_o to_o do_v be_v the_o desire_n i_o have_v to_o live_v 106._o give_v i_o then_o power_n o_o god_n that_o have_v all_o power_n in_o thyself_o that_o i_o may_v fight_v powerful_o against_o all_o my_o powerful_a enemy_n and_o by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n which_o be_v a_o almighty_a power_n i_o may_v tread_v and_o trample_v all_o their_o power_n under_o my_o foot_n 107._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n give_v i_o such_o fear_n as_o may_v cause_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o and_o such_o love_n as_o to_o fear_v thou_o and_o to_o cast_v out_o all_o fear_n 108._o meditation_n be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o heart_n the_o soul_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o strength_n and_o life_n of_o all_o devotion_n 109._o when_o in_o meditation_n god_n have_v speak_v peace_n unto_o thy_o soul._n ah_o then_o do_v thou_o by_o thanksgiving_n with_o thy_o heart_n praise_v laud_n and_o he_o extol_v 110._o he_o that_o will_v have_v heaven_n on_o earth_n must_v meditate_v on_o earth_n of_o heaven_n 111._o to_o have_v god_n abide_v with_o we_o we_o must_v by_o meditation_n abide_v with_o he_o 112._o to_o have_v god_n live_v in_o we_o we_o must_v with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n and_o endeavour_n of_o life_n live_v to_o he_o 113._o to_o have_v god_n dwell_v in_o we_o we_o must_v open_v our_o affection_n which_o be_v the_o door_n of_o our_o heart_n to_o let_v he_o into_o our_o heart_n and_o continual_o feast_v he_o with_o true_a and_o unfeigned_a love_n love_v none_o but_o he_o in_o comparison_n of_o he_o 114._o to_o have_v god_n love_v we_o we_o must_v love_v he_o that_o be_v make_v he_o our_o choice_n above_o and_o beyond_o all_o other_o thing_n choose_v he_o for_o our_o chief_n and_o superior_a good_a that_o be_v beyond_o above_o and_o more_o than_o all_o other_o thing_n he_o must_v have_v all_o our_o heart_n that_o be_v our_o heart_n more_o than_o all_o other_o thing_n 115._o to_o have_v god_n delight_n in_o we_o our_o delight_n end_n and_o aim_n must_v be_v to_o delight_v he_o that_o be_v by_o walk_v well_o please_v unto_o he_o all_o the_o day_n of_o our_o whole_a life_n as_o christ_n do_v yesterday_o to_o day_n and_o for_o ever_o 116._o to_o have_v god_n direct_v we_o how_o we_o shall_v walk_v we_o must_v be_v careful_a and_o heedful_a to_o walk_v as_o he_o do_v and_o shall_v direct_v we_o 117._o to_o have_v god_n preserve_v we_o we_o must_v believe_v in_o he_o trust_v on_o he_o depend_v and_o roll_v ourselves_o upon_o he_o 118._o to_o have_v god_n maintain_v we_o we_o must_v cast_v all_o our_o care_n upon_o he_o for_o the_o earth_n be_v he_o and_o the_o fullness_n thereof_o 119._o to_o have_v god_n sustain_v we_o and_o be_v our_o help_n we_o must_v hope_v only_o in_o he_o for_o he_o will_v fail_v we_o never_o and_o not_o put_v any_o trust_n in_o prince_n or_o in_o the_o son_n of_o man_n for_o in_o they_o there_o be_v no_o help_n their_o breath_n go_v forth_o they_o return_v to_o the_o earth_n in_o that_o very_a day_n his_o thought_n perish_v 120._o to_o have_v god_n be_v all_o we_o we_o must_v be_v all_o his_o that_o be_v in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o not_o think_v our_o own_o thought_n or_o speak_v our_o own_o word_n nor_o do_v our_o own_o work_n but_o do_v all_o to_o the_o praise_n of_o his_o holy_a holy_a holy_a name_n 121._o he_o that_o will_v live_v with_o the_o lord_n in_o heaven_n must_v live_v to_o the_o lord_n on_o earth_n 122._o he_o that_o will_v have_v the_o lord_n to_o be_v his_o lord_n and_o his_o god_n must_v serve_v honour_n and_o obey_v he_o as_o his_o lord_n and_o fear_v worship_n and_o adore_v he_o as_o his_o god_n 123._o he_o that_o will_v reign_v with_o the_o lord_n christ_n in_o heaven_n must_v be_v content_v to_o be_v arraign_v for_o he_o as_o he_o be_v for_o we_o on_o earth_n 124._o he_o that_o will_v sit_v with_o he_o there_o in_o glory_n above_o must_v be_v content_a to_o sit_v with_o he_o that_o be_v as_o he_o do_v in_o contempt_n here_o below_o 125._o he_o that_o will_v rejoice_v with_o he_o there_o must_v be_v content_v to_o sigh_v and_o grieve_v and_o weep_v and_o mourn_v as_o he_o do_v here_o 126._o he_o that_o will_v have_v all_o thing_n with_o he_o there_o must_v be_v content_a if_o he_o will_v so_o have_v it_o to_o have_v as_o he_o have_v nothing_o here_o 127._o he_o that_o will_v be_v receive_v by_o god_n his_o father_n there_o as_o by_o his_o father_n must_v do_v his_o will_n as_o christ_n do_v here_o that_o be_v as_o his_o son_n 128._o he_o that_o will_v wear_v a_o incorruptible_a crown_n of_o glory_n for_o ever_o there_o must_v be_v content_a if_o he_o will_v so_o have_v it_o to_o wear_v a_o crown_n of_o thorn_n his_o ever_o here_o 129._o he_o that_o
my_o inward_a man_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n whether_o the_o body_n live_v or_o die_v as_o for_o the_o body_n sake_n i_o care_v not_o though_o the_o body_n be_v hunger_n starve_v it_o shall_v for_o sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n alalwy_v 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 63._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o heart_n earthly_a but_o covet_n for_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n heavenly_a 64._o covet_n after_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n godlike_a according_a to_o his_o heart_n covet_n after_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n or_o beside_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n ungodly_a that_o be_v ungodlike_a and_o contrary_a to_o his_o heart_n 65._o covet_n after_o the_o flesh_n make_v the_o heart_n fleshly_a or_o a_o heart_n in_o the_o flesh_n covet_n after_o the_o spirit_n make_v the_o heart_n spiritual_a yea_o a_o heart_n live_v in_o god_n spirit_n 66._o i_o suppose_v that_o if_o a_o man_n love_n at_o time_n unlawful_o lust_a after_o strange_a flesh_n only_o with_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v desire_n and_o will_v their_o love_n with_o the_o flesh_n but_o not_o with_o the_o will_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o heart_n though_o the_o flesh_n say_v yea_o and_o yield_v if_o the_o spirit_n faith_n nay_o and_o yield_v not_o and_o do_v much_o more_o ardent_o and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o willing_o most_o willing_o will_v if_o it_o may_v be_v love_v none_o but_o my_o god_n alone_o 68_o true_a lord_n true_a it_o be_v the_o outward_a man_n that_o be_v the_o flesh_n desire_v and_o delight_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n because_o it_o be_v fleshly_a as_o the_o inner_a man_n the_o heart_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o faculty_n thereof_o delight_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n because_o it_o be_v spiritual_a 69._o i_o have_v no_o heaven_n here_o lord_n because_o my_o heaven_n be_v in_o thou_o and_o yet_o i_o have_v a_o heaven_n lord_n here_o because_o thou_o that_o be_v heaven_n be_v here_o and_o in_o i_o 70._o above_o all_o keep_n keep_v o_o lord_n o_o lord_n keep_v my_o heart_n my_o poor_a heart_n from_o sin_n from_o choose_v delight_v approve_v countenance_v or_o maintain_v sin_n 71._o but_o this_o be_v not_o all_o no_o lord_n no_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v to_o be_v thy_o servant_n to_o work_v thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v satisfy_v though_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v unless_o i_o do_v all_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o appoint_v i_o to_o do_v 72._o it_o be_v not_o ah_o it_o be_v not_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o honey_n of_o earth_n but_o heaven_n honey_n that_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o taste_v and_o ever_o to_o feed_v upon_o 73._o if_o i_o have_v and_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o have_v all_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o ever_o creature_n have_v and_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o o_o my_o god_n for_o my_o portion_n as_o i_o firm_o believe_v i_o have_v i_o shall_v and_o will_v account_v myself_o of_o all_o man_n on_o earth_n the_o most_o miserable_a 74._o i_o will_v not_o give_v the_o part_n and_o portion_n that_o i_o have_v at_o present_a in_o my_o god_n for_o all_o this_o world_n good_a for_o all_o its_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n 75._o ah_o lord_n how_o much_o nothing_o do_v all_o thing_n seem_v to_o be_v when_o compare_v to_o thou_o 76._o i'faith_o hope_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v be_v give_v that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o 77._o who_o be_v able_a or_o can_v express_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o that_o soul_n unto_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v love_n cordial_a faithful_a sincere_a and_o persevere_v love_n to_o love_v thou_o 78._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n ah_o how_o pleasant_a and_o delightsome_a to_o walk_v always_o in_o all_o his_o way_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o will_n willing_o 79._o ah_o lord_n my_o only_a grief_n and_o trouble_n be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n and_o for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o regard_v to_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o will_v 80._o ah_o that_o i_o be_v even_o as_o a_o barren_a wilderness_n to_o bear_v no_o fruit_n for_o myself_o and_o as_o a_o dry_a spring_n to_o give_v no_o refreshment_n to_o myself_o to_o my_o own_o self_n that_o be_v my_o flesh_n ah_o that_o i_o be_v as_o it_o be_v liveless_a and_o lovelesse_a to_o myself_o â—hat_n i_o may_v only_o live_v to_o love_n and_o adore_v thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n 81._o what_o be_v my_o life_n or_o myself_o if_o it_o be_v not_o spend_v for_o thou_o and_o what_o be_v all_o my_o day_n if_o i_o walk_v not_o only_o and_o
love_v we_o so_o much_o he_o do_v love_v we_o and_o yet_o much_o more_o by_o much_o and_o so_o strong_o and_o continual_o as_o we_o will_v that_o he_o do_v love_v we_o so_o do_v he_o and_o so_o will_v he_o even_o unto_o the_o end_n for_o there_o be_v nor_o never_o shall_v be_v any_o end_n of_o his_o love_n he_o will_v love_v who_o he_o do_v love_n world_n without_o end_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 182._o so_o sure_a as_o we_o be_v god_n creature_n so_o sure_o be_v he_o our_o god_n and_o so_o sure_a as_o he_o be_v the_o father_n of_o all_o mercy_n so_o sure_o be_v he_o our_o father_n and_o therefore_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o we_o be_v his_o dear_a child_n and_o therefore_o sure_o he_o will_v be_v ever_o unto_o we_o a_o most_o love_a and_o merciful_a father_n delight_v to_o do_v we_o good_a and_o to_o make_v we_o his_o very_a delight_n in_o jesus_n christ_n out_o elder_a brother_n bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n 183._o o_o lord_n i_o have_v no_o good_a in_o i_o but_o what_o come_v from_o thou_o i_o say_v none_o at_o all_o either_o great_a or_o small_a 184._o from_o thou_o o_o lord_n alone_o i_o have_v all_o that_o i_o have_v therefore_o i_o and_o all_o i_o i_o confess_v and_o acknowledge_v be_v all_o thou_o 185._o how_o weary_a ah_o how_o weary_a be_o i_o of_o myself_o and_o yet_o not_o so_o weary_a as_o i_o will_v be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n 186._o how_o loathsome_a ah_o how_o loathsome_a be_o i_o to_o myself_o and_o yet_o not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o as_o i_o will_v be_v because_o i_o love_v thou_o not_o o_o god_n my_o god_n as_o i_o will_v and_o as_o i_o shall_v love_v thou_o 187._o that_o god_n be_v what_o he_o be_v be_v the_o great_a and_o chief_a joy_n of_o all_o those_o that_o love_v he_o fear_v he_o know_v he_o and_o have_v give_v up_o themselves_o unto_o he_o 188._o the_o presence_n of_o god_n which_o be_v communion_n with_o he_o through_o his_o holy_a spirit_n be_v the_o feast_n of_o fat_a and_o pleasant_a thing_n yea_o the_o feast_n of_o feast_n unto_o that_o soul_n and_o every_o soul_n that_o have_v true_o taste_v of_o he_o 189._o in_o his_o presence_n be_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n and_o from_o his_o right_a hand_n flow_v continual_a pleasure_n for_o evermore_o 190._o the_o good_a and_o the_o only_a good_a that_o a_o soul_n in_o god_n desire_v choose_v long_v for_o and_o pant_v continual_o after_o be_v ever_o hungry_a and_o a_o thirst_n to_o enjoy_v be_v in_o some_o measure_n to_o be_v like_o he_o in_o all_o thing_n always_o to_o be_v conformable_a unto_o he_o to_o put_v he_o on_o and_o that_o he_o may_v never_o put_v he_o off_o 191._o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n be_v suc_n ah_o soul_n only_a goodness_n the_o glory_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a glory_n the_o honour_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a honour_n the_o wisdom_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a wisdom_n the_o riches_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a riches_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v such_o a_o soul_n only_a love_n god_n be_v only_o he_o his_o only_a good_a his_o only_a all_o in_o all_o always_o all_o that_o be_v god_n be_v dear_a and_o near_o unto_o he_o yea_o be_v his_o dear_a and_o his_o near_a of_o all_o thing_n either_o in_o heaven_n above_o or_o on_o earth_n below_o his_o cause_n such_o a_o soul_n make_v he_o and_o his_o truth_n and_o way_n he_o be_v so_o wed_v unto_o as_o he_o only_o joy_v in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o and_o for_o that_o he_o be_v by_o his_o holy_a spirit_n thus_o strict_o wed_v unto_o they_o have_v choose_v they_o for_o his_o love_n his_o delight_n his_o refresh_n and_o rejoice_n have_v his_o heart_n in_o some_o measure_n according_a to_o god_n heart_n and_o his_o mind_n according_a to_o the_o mind_n of_o god_n 192._o all_o that_o be_v in_o all_o creature_n both_o in_o heaven_n above_o and_o here_o on_o earth_n below_o be_v from_o god_n all_o their_o strength_n be_v from_o his_o strength_n all_o their_o power_n from_o his_o power_n all_o their_o might_n from_o his_o might_n all_o their_o wisdom_n from_o his_o wisdom_n all_o their_o love_n from_o his_o love_n and_o all_o their_o loveliness_n from_o his_o loveliness_n all_o their_o goodness_n from_o his_o goodness_n and_o all_o their_o greatness_n from_o his_o greatness_n all_o their_o riches_n from_o his_o riches_n and_o all_o their_o peace_n from_o he_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o peace_n all_o their_o rest_n from_o he_o who_o be_v their_o rest_n all_o their_o joy_n from_o he_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o joy_n all_o happiness_n felicity_n and_o bliss_n from_o he_o who_o be_v all_o happiness_n in_o himself_o and_o be_v his_o own_o felicity_n and_o bliss_n thus_o from_o god_n all_o all_o creature_n saint_n and_o angel_n have_v their_o all_o and_o therefore_o they_o return_v unto_o he_o always_o as_o all_o due_a be_v all_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 193._o ah_o god_n how_o great_a be_v thy_o greatness_n how_o good_a ah_o how_o good_a be_v thy_o great_a goodness_n how_o delicious_o sweet_a be_v thy_o sweetness_n how_o lovely_a ah_o how_o transcendent_o lovely_a be_v thy_o loveliness_n how_o beautiful_a ah_o how_o beautiful_a be_v thy_o beautifulness_n who_o ah_o who_o be_v a_o god_n like_o unto_o thou_o our_o god_n abundant_a in_o lovingkindnesse_n always_o do_v good_a 194._o ah_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o glorious_a lord_n god_n full_a of_o all_o grace_n and_o all_o glory_n thou_o be_v all_o fullness_n of_o all_o blessedness_n all_o the_o bless_a be_v all_o bless_a in_o thou_o even_o from_o thy_o ever_o bless_a blessedness_n 195._o the_o lord_n will_v not_o give_v i_o the_o world_n at_o full_a till_o he_o have_v first_o full_o give_v i_o heaven_n to_o the_o end_n that_o i_o may_v not_o love_v what_o i_o shall_v not_o but_o what_o i_o shall_v that_o i_o may_v not_o love_v most_o the_o less_o but_o the_o most_o that_o be_v have_v the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o the_o worth_n of_o heaven_n i_o may_v choose_v it_o prize_v it_o love_v it_o and_o make_v it_o my_o whole_a choice_n delight_n and_o love_n for_o if_o the_o lord_n have_v first_o give_v i_o my_o fill_n of_o the_o world_n i_o shall_v doubtless_o have_v satisfy_v myself_o therewith_o and_o rest_v on_o it_o and_o seek_v only_o after_o it_o and_o not_o have_v mind_v heaven_n nor_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n i_o shall_v have_v make_v these_o low_a thing_n here_o below_o the_o high_a thing_n in_o my_o esteem_n and_o choice_n and_o seek_v no_o other_o heaven_n than_o thus_o to_o have_v live_v on_o earth_n possess_v earthly_a thing_n 196._o but_o now_o bless_v be_v god_n for_o his_o goodness_n though_o i_o have_v earthly_a thing_n in_o abundance_n i_o esteem_v account_n and_o prize_v they_o but_o as_o the_o thing_n of_o earth_n even_o as_o dirt_n dung_n and_o dross_n compare_v with_o the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n yea_o with_o those_o thing_n of_o heaven_n that_o god_n give_v here_o on_o earth_n to_o those_o that_o love_v he_o for_o he_o that_o have_v see_v that_o have_v taste_v and_o that_o know_v the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o must_v needs_o acknowledge_v confess_v and_o say_v ah_o how_o low_o be_v all_o these_o thing_n here_o below_o when_o compare_v with_o the_o thing_n above_o they_o be_v all_o even_o nothing_o at_o all_o empty_a poor_a despicable_a poor_a low_a thing_n 197._o the_o lord_n will_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o possess_v the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n first_o ere_o he_o have_v feast_v resatiate_v and_o satisfy_v i_o with_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o spirit_n with_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a thing_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o make_v a_o fit_a choice_n to_o choose_v fit_o and_o now_o he_o alone_o know_v my_o desire_n my_o choice_n my_o aim_n and_o my_o end_n let_v he_o do_v all_o that_o seem_v he_o good_a his_o will_n and_o not_o i_o be_v do_v 198._o ah_o lord_n make_v i_o more_o and_o more_o by_o much_o to_o hate_v all_o evil_a because_o it_o be_v evil_a altogether_o hateful_a and_o therefore_o to_o be_v hate_v 199._o but_o ah_o lord_n god_n let_v i_o much_o more_o by_o much_o love_n all_o good_a because_o it_o be_v good_a and_o only_a lovely_a and_o therefore_o only_o to_o be_v love_v 200._o let_v i_o hate_v all_o evil_a because_o it_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o o_o lord_n nor_o from_o thou_o nor_o according_a unto_o thou_o but_o contrary_a yea_o altogether_o contrary_a unto_o thou_o and_o therefore_o hateful_a only_o hateful_a and_o to_o be_v hate_v only_o 201._o but_o let_v i_o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o love_v all_o good_a and_o in_o
be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_v my_o god_n always_o then_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_a heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ._n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o i_o think_v be_v ever_o afflict_v then_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o kiss_v the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n lead_v i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o but_o all_o thing_n in_o subordination_n to_o thou_o 24._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o in_o it_o i_o see_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o myself_o in_o thou_o 25._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o i_o see_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o 26._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o teach_v i_o to_o love_v thy_o statute_n to_o choose_v they_o embrace_v they_o and_o delight_n in_o they_o 27._o and_o i_o will_v love_v affliction_n because_o it_o will_v keep_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o statute_n 28._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o they_o be_v lovely_a and_o send_v from_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o love_n to_o i_o in_o love_n 29._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v sanctify_v they_o to_o i_o and_o i_o by_o they_o 30._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o since_o that_o i_o be_v deep_o afflict_v for_o sin_n i_o have_v not_o be_v afflict_v with_o sin_n triumph_v nor_o reign_v 31._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o o_o god_n unto_o i_o lovely_a 32._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v ever_o sweeten_v they_o unto_o i_o by_o sanctification_n 33._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o bear_v affliction_n 34._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o afflict_v myself_o that_o be_v my_o flesh_n for_o sin_n affliction_n 35._o o_o my_o god_n give_v i_o what_o affliction_n thou_o will_v so_o by_o they_o thou_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o afflict_v thou_o who_o i_o know_v never_o take_v pleasure_v to_o afflict_v i_o 36._o if_o i_o have_v not_o know_v affliction_n i_o think_v i_o have_v never_o seek_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thou_o nor_o thy_o knowledge_n 37._o if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v undo_v i_o may_v just_o fear_v i_o have_v be_v for_o ever_o undo_v 38._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n as_o many_o sanctify_a affliction_n as_o thou_o please_v for_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v please_v thou_o 39_o o_o lord_n suffer_v not_o any_o affliction_n to_o afflict_v i_o with_o murmur_n or_o repyning_n which_o i_o be_o sure_a will_v afflict_v thou_o 40._o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o that_o i_o never_o have_v affliction_n in_o the_o flesh_n to_o my_o remembrance_n but_o it_o bring_v i_o comfort_n in_o the_o spirit_n 41._o so_o that_o i_o may_v say_v through_o grace_n my_o affliction_n have_v be_v my_o best_a and_o choice_a benediction_n 42._o so_o esteem_v they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n this_o grace_n to_o esteem_v they_o as_o token_n and_o sign_n of_o grace_n 43._o o_o lord_n make_v i_o ever_o thankful_a for_o all_o these_o thy_o affliction_n which_o deserve_v so_o much_o thanks_o 44._o o_o lord_n i_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o heart_n such_o as_o it_o do_v true_o thank_v thou_o for_o they_o 45._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n to_o will_v thy_o will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o all_o thy_o will_n will._n 46._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o know_v thy_o will_n and_o a_o will_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thy_o grace_n 47._o thy_o glory_n be_v my_o glory_n end_v thy_o end_n be_v my_o glory_n aim_v 48._o i_o desire_v no_o other_o honour_n o_o lord_n then_o to_o have_v the_o honour_n to_o be_v thy_o servant_n 49._o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o any_o condition_n so_o i_o may_v be_v in_o the_o condition_n of_o thy_o servant_n 50._o o_o lord_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o do_v any_o work_n so_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o work_n 51._o thy_o glory_n o_o lord_n be_v my_o only_a longing_n my_o only_a joy_n delight_n desire_v aim_v and_o end_n 52._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a to_o do_v thy_o work_n though_o never_o so_o mean_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n let_v it_o be_v always_o beautiful_a honourable_a and_o glorious_a to_o my_o eye_n heart_n will_n and_o affection_n 53._o give_v i_o christ_n o_o god_n on_o any_o term_n and_o condition_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v they_o to_o be_v honourable_a term_n and_o condition_n advantageous_a and_o glorious_a 54._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v communion_n with_o christ_n in_o a_o dungeon_n then_o be_v adorn_v and_o ever_o possess_v all_o solomon_n outward_a glory_n in_o a_o palace_n 55._o communion_n with_o christ_n will_v i_o be_o sure_a make_v i_o content_a in_o all_o place_n and_o condition_n 56._o in_o christ_n i_o be_o sure_a there_o be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o all_o true_a peace_n and_o comfort_n though_o without_o any_o of_o all_o the_o world_n comfort_n 57_o in_o christ_n there_o be_v all_o pleasure_n though_o in_o the_o world_n frown_n disgrace_n and_o displeasure_n 58._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v true_a light_n though_o in_o the_o world_n dark_a dungeon_n 59_o thy_o smile_n o_o christ_n my_o christ_n be_v my_o heaven_n and_o thy_o frown_n let_v i_o never_o know_v for_o i_o fear_v they_o as_o the_o worst_a of_o hell_n 60._o let_v i_o enjoy_v that_o heaven_n and_o i_o care_v not_o for_o all_o other_o hell_n 61._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v my_o will_n that_o my_o will_n may_v be_v always_o according_a to_o thy_o will_n 62._o let_v nothing_o o_o lord_n satisfy_v i_o but_o my_o assurance_n of_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o 63._o let_v i_o always_o o_o lord_n meditate_v on_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n in_o love_v i_o 64._o ah_o suffer_v not_o any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n of_o this_o world_n to_o content_v or_o delight_v i_o unless_o thou_o be_v in_o it_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 65._o o_o lord_n grant_v that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o do_v sin_n i_o may_v sigh_v and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o earnest_o desire_v to_o sin_n no_o more_o 66._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v set_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o love_n on_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o father_n glory_n the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 67._o grant_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o good_a that_o in_o all_o condition_n i_o may_v abundant_o rejoice_v with_o true_a contentment_n and_o not_o at_o all_o to_o murmur_v or_o repine_v at_o thy_o hand_n though_o heavy_a on_o i_o 68_o ah_o lord_n be_v thou_o always_o all_o my_o thought_n all_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o only_a and_o all_o the_o rejoice_v of_o my_o heart_n 69._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v always_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n more_o than_o my_o life_n yea_o then_o the_o life_n that_o be_v the_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n 70._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o labour_n for_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n to_o myself_o as_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n in_o love_n only_o to_o thyself_o 71._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o all_o my_o solace_n may_v be_v in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n to_o serve_v thou_o 72._o o_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n that_o whilst_o i_o be_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v labour_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n with_o my_o whole_a will_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 73._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n yet_o all_o the_o day_n long_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o the_o spirit_n
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which_o i_o may_v glorify_v thou_o most_o be_v all_o and_o the_o only_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o soul_n so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o amen_o amen_n ah_o lord_n god_n that_o know_v all_o thing_n thou_o know_v what_o be_v my_o end_n and_o aim_v in_o publish_v this_o thy_o work_n thy_o it_o be_v and_o i_o trust_v thou_o will_v own_v it_o and_o therefore_o i_o seek_v no_o other_o power_n to_o patronize_v or_o protect_v it_o and_o thou_o own_v of_o it_o i_o care_v not_o who_o disown_n it_o thou_o esteem_v of_o it_o i_o care_v not_o who_o disesteem_n it_o thou_o approve_v of_o it_o i_o care_v not_o who_o disapprove_v of_o it_o and_o that_o thou_o will_v do_v this_o and_o bless_v it_o too_o unto_o the_o heart_n of_o many_o o_o lord_n i_o believe_v and_o therein_o rejoice_v that_o it_o shall_v prove_v a_o cordial_n to_o some_o and_o a_o corrisive_n unto_o other_o a_o plaster_n of_o heal_v to_o some_o and_o a_o sharp_a lance_n to_o make_v the_o wound_n deep_o of_o other_o even_o 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spiritual_o wise_a unto_o salvation_n that_o be_v able_a to_o judge_v of_o all_o thing_n have_v that_o anoint_v in_o they_o that_o be_v truth_n and_o no_o lie_n and_o which_o teach_v and_o instruct_v they_o in_o the_o truth_n many_o such_o i_o hope_v and_o trust_v it_o shall_v also_o meet_v with_o and_o for_o they_o and_o for_o they_o only_o it_o be_v i_o hope_v by_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n intend_a and_o so_o thou_o know_v it_o be_v by_o i_o that_o they_o with_o i_o may_v together_o laud_v and_o praise_v thou_o and_o give_v thou_o the_o honour_n due_a unto_o thy_o holy_a name_n for_o all_o thy_o gracious_a work_n of_o wonder_n wrought_v in_o and_o on_o my_o poor_a soul._n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o what_o thou_o have_v thus_o in_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o mercy_n give_v i_o be_v not_o for_o myself_o alone_o neither_o may_v i_o monopolise_v it_o to_o myself_o hide_v away_o this_o my_o talon_n in_o this_o my_o house_n of_o clay_n not_o keep_v this_o star_n or_o rather_o sun-light_n from_o other_o but_o thou_o expect_v and_o require_v i_o know_v well_o that_o as_o i_o have_v free_o receive_v so_o that_o i_o free_o impart_v of_o it_o and_o give_v it_o as_o thou_o unto_o other_o that_o i_o shall_v refresh_v they_o with_o the_o same_o refresh_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v refresh_v my_o poor_a unworthy_a soul_n and_o comfort_n and_o make_v glad_a their_o heart_n with_o the_o same_o comfort_n that_o thou_o have_v make_v glad_a and_o comfort_v i_o and_o give_v they_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v of_o that_o true_a bread_n and_o water_n of_o life_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v so_o abundant_o and_o frequent_o feed_v feast_v solace_v and_o refresh_v i_o and_o as_o it_o be_v enrich_v they_o with_o the_o true_a riches_n of_o save_a knowledge_n to_o know_v thou_o the_o true_a god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n who_o thou_o have_v send_v which_o thou_o have_v i_o praise_v thou_o in_o some_o measure_n cause_v i_o to_o know_v to_o my_o everlasting_a comfort_n thus_o even_o thus_o i_o be_o sure_a o_o god_n be_v thy_o good_a will_n and_o pleasure_n that_o i_o communicate_v and_o forget_v not_o what_o thou_o have_v in_o so_o much_o love_v communicate_v unto_o i_o impart_v unto_o they_o all_o that_o thou_o have_v impart_v unto_o i_o and_o i_o praise_v thy_o goodness_n o_o god_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n in_o some_o measure_n hearty_o to_o desire_v it_o and_o longing_o and_o love_o to_o embrace_v with_o much_o comfort_n joy_n and_o content_v all_o occasion_n whatsoever_o to_o do_v it_o unto_o all_o without_o any_o respect_n of_o person_n to_o the_o
of_o grace_n my_o sole_a comforter_n and_o only_a comfort_n 74._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v will_v nothing_o but_o thy_o will_n o_o thou_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 75._o i_o have_v rather_o have_v thy_o smile_n in_o hell_n o_o my_o sweet_a and_o dear_a jesus_n if_o it_o can_v be_v than_o thy_o frown_n in_o heaven_n 76._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o if_o it_o can_v be_v be_v in_o hell_n and_o obey_v god_n then_o in_o heaven_n and_o sin_n against_o he_o 77._o o_o god_n give_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n on_o earth_n as_o may_v prepare_v i_o and_o make_v i_o fit_a for_o heaven_n 78._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o choose_v death_n then_o choose_v to_o sin_n 79._o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n here_o yet_o whilst_o i_o live_v here_o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o god_n at_o any_o time_n to_o consent_v unto_o sin_n 80._o i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n jesus_n be_v my_o jesus_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o that_o he_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o every_o moment_n and_o ever_o will_v even_o to_o my_o very_a last_o moment_n 81._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o enjoy_v affliction_n with_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o my_o saviour_n than_o all_o manner_n of_o prosperity_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o prosper_v it_o 82._o as_o long_o o_o god_n as_o thou_o give_v i_o bread_n water_n and_o grace_n i_o will_v acknowledge_v that_o i_o have_v sufficient_a meat_n drink_n and_o raiment_n yea_o that_o i_o fare_v delicious_o and_o be_o array_v more_o glorious_o then_o if_o i_o be_v with_o purple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n 83._o to_o do_v thy_o work_n o_o god_n be_v the_o wage_n i_o desire_v and_o which_o will_n and_o shall_v ever_o content_v i_o 84._o ah_o lord_n i_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o part_v from_o all_o thing_n most_o willing_o so_o i_o may_v part_v from_o all_o sin_n also_o 85._o dispose_v of_o all_o thing_n as_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n do_v but_o only_o leave_v i_o thyself_o in_o possession_n 86._o all_o good_a thought_n come_v in_o love_n o_o god_n from_o thou_o to_o i_o but_o woo_v i_o miserable_a i_o for_o that_o all_o evil_a thought_n come_v from_o myself_o in_o hatred_n to_o thou_o 87._o good_a lord_n make_v my_o heart_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n such_o that_o i_o may_v be_v only_o such_o and_o always_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v 88_o do_v thou_o o_o christ_n live_v and_o reign_v by_o thy_o power_n and_o might_n in_o i_o that_o the_o mighty_a power_n and_o reign_v of_o sin_n may_v be_v cast_v out_o of_o i_o 89._o let_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n put_v thou_o o_o lord_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n not_o sin_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n to_o abhor_v it_o 90._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n grace_n and_o power_n to_o conquer_v and_o cast_v out_o all_o worldly_a lust_n and_o affection_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n that_o there_o be_v a_o place_n for_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o to_o dwell_v in_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 91._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v esteem_v the_o world_n gift_n without_o thou_o my_o saviour_n as_o the_o devil_n gift_n that_o will_v destroy_v i_o 92._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o believe_v and_o esteem_v my_o best_a duty_n and_o performance_n as_o from_o myself_o to_o deserve_v nothing_o but_o shame_n &_o confusion_n be_v but_o as_o filthy_a rag_n and_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o that_o i_o be_o less_o and_o less_o worth_a at_o the_o best_a than_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n 93._o nothing_o but_o thy_o blood_n o_o lord_n can_v wash_v i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o death_n can_v satisfy_v for_o i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o resurrection_n can_v raise_v i_o and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o live_n can_v make_v i_o live_v 94._o let_v thy_o bless_a ordinance_n o_o lord_n be_v more_o delightful_a to_o i_o then_o my_o meat_n and_o drink_n and_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n then_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n let_v they_o much_o more_o please_v i_o then_o the_o pleasure_n of_o egypt_n which_o be_v but_o for_o a_o season_n 95._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v nothing_o of_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o than_o all_o the_o world_n and_o love_n it_o 96._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v the_o poor_a in_o the_o world_n than_o the_o rich_a as_o for_o my_o own_o good_a and_o profit_n alone_o 97._o i_o be_o more_o afraid_a of_o honour_n then_o of_o dishonour_n of_o riches_n then_o of_o poverty_n of_o high_a degree_n then_o of_o low_a degree_n of_o applause_n then_o of_o contempt_n or_o scorn_n of_o health_n then_o of_o sickness_n and_o of_o my_o life_n then_o of_o my_o death_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o god_n be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o these_o therefore_o i_o will_v fear_v neither_o for_o i_o know_v that_o that_o which_o he_o give_v be_v the_o best_a and_o i_o shall_v profit_v best_a by_o it_o 98._o ah_o that_o i_o have_v so_o much_o grace_n as_o to_o be_v always_o able_a to_o meditate_v on_o the_o love_n and_o sweetness_n that_o be_v in_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v not_o leave_v that_o bless_a condition_n of_o communion_n with_o he_o one_o hour_n to_o gain_v all_o that_o the_o world_n have_v to_o give_v 99_o sure_o if_o i_o can_v always_o think_v on_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v willing_o always_o think_v on_o he_o i_o will_v not_o only_o have_v he_o in_o all_o my_o thought_n but_o i_o will_v have_v he_o be_v all_o my_o thought_n 100_o one_o moment_n communion_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v incomparable_o above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o sweet_n of_o sin_n though_o their_o end_n be_v not_o bitter_a but_o sweet_a 101._o i_o will_v willing_o loose_v all_o that_o i_o have_v of_o the_o world_n if_o so_o be_v i_o can_v loose_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o 102._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v not_o any_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n then_o have_v all_o it_o have_v and_o be_v of_o it_o 103._o i_o can_v be_v poor_a than_o to_o have_v the_o world_n and_o love_v it_o nor_o rich_a then_o to_o be_v without_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o 104._o though_o i_o can_v remember_v what_o i_o shall_v yet_o i_o remember_v well_o i_o never_o do_v nor_o i_o do_v not_o do_v what_o i_o will_v 105._o i_o have_v rather_o say_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o word_n when_o i_o speak_v by_o prayer_n or_o any_o other_o way_n unto_o god_n 106._o oh_o bless_a spirit_n sanctify_v my_o thought_n and_o my_o word_n when_o i_o take_v upon_o i_o to_o speak_v unto_o god_n or_o of_o god_n 107._o oh_o sweet_a jesus_n present_a i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o my_o prayer_n and_o myself_o unto_o thy_o father_n that_o he_o may_v receive_v and_o accept_v of_o both_o through_o thy_o merit_n and_o mediation_n 108._o o_o god_n my_o god_n give_v i_o grace_v so_o to_o live_v as_o i_o may_v be_v always_o ready_a willing_a and_o rejoice_v to_o die_v let_v thy_o time_n be_v my_o time_n whether_o it_o be_v sleep_v or_o wake_v on_o thy_o day_n or_o on_o we_o while_o i_o be_o do_v thy_o work_n or_o i_o own_o thy_o time_n and_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v o_o lord_n not_o i_o 109._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o leave_v sigh_v for_o sin_n till_o i_o leave_v sin_v 110._o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n be_v much_o more_o bitter_a unto_o i_o after_o repentance_n than_o it_o be_v sweet_a before_o repentance_n 111._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n esteem_v any_o death_n much_o sweet_a than_o the_o bitter_a life_n of_o any_o sin_n though_o it_o live_v but_o a_o moment_n in_o i_o 112._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n any_o affliction_n unless_o that_o which_o i_o can_v bear_v sin_n 113._o let_v i_o live_v so_o long_o here_o o_o lord_n till_o i_o be_o utter_o dead_a to_o all_o sin_n and_o sin_n dead_a to_o i_o and_o then_o lord_n take_v i_o to_o thyself_o when_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o to_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o 114._o o_o lord_n though_o thou_o give_v i_o poverty_n and_o contempt_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o content_n i_o shall_v be_v as_o rich_a and_o as_o honourable_a as_o i_o desire_v 115._o take_v my_o thought_n o_o lord_n from_o the_o world_n and_o then_o take_v the_o world_n from_o i_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o will_v 116._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o much_o grace_n to_o love_v thou_o that_o it_o may_v extinguish_v all_o other_o love_v that_o be_v in_o i_o 117._o make_v i_o o_o lord_n thy_o servant_n and_o let_v i_o know_v it_o and_o i_o will_v