and_o ungrateful_a of_o all_o other_o and_o i_o do_v bewail_v myself_o as_o such_o a_o one._n 2._o o_o my_o god_n i_o love_v and_o desire_v to_o love_v thou_o with_o a_o love_n pure_a and_o free_a from_o all_o respect_n of_o proper_a commodity_n and_o self_n interest_n 3._o i_o love_v thou_o my_o lord_n with_o a_o perseverant_fw-la love_n purposinge_v by_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o holy_a grace_n and_o assistance_n never_o to_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o by_o sin_n 4._o and_o if_o i_o be_v to_o live_v for_o million_o of_o year_n yet_o will_v i_o ever_o remain_v thy_o faithful_a servant_n and_o lover_n 5._o i_o wish_v all_o creature_n will_v adore_v and_o serve_v thou_o and_o that_o infidel_n may_v be_v convert_v to_o thy_o faith_n and_o all_o sinner_n to_o good_a life_n and_o all_o this_o only_o for_o thy_o supreme_a honour_n and_o glory_n 6._o i_o wish_v that_o neither_o myself_o nor_o any_o other_o have_v ever_o offend_v thou_o my_o god_n and_o that_o in_o particular_a i_o myself_o have_v ever_o serve_v thou_o faithful_o from_o the_o instant_n of_o my_o nativity_n 7._o i_o wish_v and_o desire_v that_o both_o i_o myself_o and_o all_o other_o may_v hereafter_o serve_v and_o love_v thou_o most_o faithful_o and_o this_o for_o the_o love_n and_o good_a will_v i_o bear_v thou_o 8._o i_o rejoice_v and_o congratulate_v that_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n be_v so_o rich_a and_o happy_a that_o all_o creatùre_n can_v add_v no_o more_o to_o thy_o happiness_n then_o already_o thou_o have_v 9_o nevertheless_o because_o thou_o may_v have_v external_a honour_n and_o worship_n from_o thy_o creature_n i_o do_v wish_v i_o do_v wish_v that_o all_o of_o they_o may_v accordinglye_o perform_v their_o service_n and_o the_o worship_n dew_n unto_o thou_o the_o best_a they_o can_v 10._o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o all_o the_o sin_n and_o indignity_n that_o be_v have_v or_o shall_v be_v do_v unto_o thou_o by_o myself_o or_o by_o all_o or_o any_o other_o 11._o and_o this_o principal_o and_o only_o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o because_o these_o sin_n be_v injury_n do_v to_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n who_o only_o be_v worthy_a to_o be_v honour_v and_o serve_v by_o all_o thy_o creature_n 12._o i_o do_v joyful_o accept_v and_o be_o glad_a of_o all_o that_o be_v please_a to_o god_n be_v it_o prosperity_n or_o adversity_n sweet_a or_o bitter_a and_o this_o meerelye_o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v he_o 13._o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o all_o that_o do_v displease_v god_n or_o be_v contrary_n to_o his_o divine_a will_n or_o commandment_n and_o all_o this_o only_o for_o the_o love_n of_o he_o and_o his_o glory_n the_o iii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o congratule_fw-la thou_o o_o my_o god_n and_o be_o glad_a that_o thou_o be_v god_n and_o for_o the_o blissednesse_n and_o all_o the_o perfection_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o which_o for_o all_o eternity_n thou_o have_v ever_o have_v as_o thy_o omnipotency_n wisdom_n goodness_n and_o the_o like_a 2._o i_o congratulate_v thou_o alsoe_o and_o be_o glad_a that_o thou_o have_v need_v of_o no_o extrinsecall_a thing_n but_o be_v in_o thyself_o most_o rich_a and_o ful_o sufficient_a both_o for_o thyself_o and_o all_o other_o creature_n 3._o i_o likewise_o with_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n rejoice_v in_o the_o sweet_a ordinance_n and_o disposition_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n &_o for_o all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o the_o marvellous_a creation_n of_o this_o world_n and_o for_o all_o the_o work_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v or_o shall_v yet_o make_v unto_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n 4._o i_o congratulate_v approve_v and_o rejoice_v in_o all_o the_o judgement_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n aswell_o manifest_a as_o secret_a concern_v the_o devil_n the_o soul_n of_o the_o damn_a the_o unbaptised_a child_n in_o limbo_n the_o soul_n that_o be_v in_o purgatory_n and_o the_o wicked_a man_n that_o live_v in_o this_o world_n 5._o i_o congratulate_v end_n rejoice_v with_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n in_o all_o the_o laud_n and_o praise_n which_o the_o angel_n &_o saint_n in_o heaven_n and_o thy_o servant_n of_o the_o earth_n do_v give_v thou_o and_o for_o all_o the_o worship_n they_o yield_v unto_o thou_o 6._o because_o i_o find_v myself_o altogether_o insufficient_a to_o praise_v my_o god_n i_o do_v for_o my_o help_n and_o assistance_n therein_o invite_v and_o call_v upon_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o all_o creature_n 7._o and_o withal_o my_o own_o soul_n with_o all_o the_o power_n of_o it_o that_o all_o of_o they_o together_o may_v glorifye_v my_o god_n for_o his_o infinitt_a excellency_n 8._o i_o be_o sorry_a i_o be_o not_o perfect_a and_o wish_v that_o so_o far_o as_o it_o may_v please_v my_o god_n to_o grant_v itt_v i_o may_v be_v perfect_a the_o more_o worthylie_a to_o praise_v thou_o 9_o and_o not_o out_o of_o any_o commodity_n by_o it_o to_o myself_o but_o pure_o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n who_o be_v infinite_o worthy_a of_o more_o love_n and_o honour_n then_o all_o creature_n that_o be_v or_o can_v be_v be_v able_a to_o perform_v towards_o thou_o 10._o exult_v and_o rejoice_v and_o be_v thou_o delight_v o_o my_o soul_n for_o all_o the_o excellency_n and_o good_a thing_n that_o be_v in_o thy_o god_n 11._o if_o it_o lie_v in_o my_o power_n and_o be_v lawful_a for_o i_o to_o choose_v what_o god_n i_o will_v have_v i_o will_v not_o choose_v any_o other_o god_n but_o thou_o alone_o sayinge_v with_o david_n dixi_fw-la domino_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la es_fw-la tu._n i_o say_v unto_o my_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n 12._o i_o rejoice_v in_o the_o dignity_n that_o our_o sawiour_n christ_n now_o have_v in_o heaven_n and_o congratulate_v he_o in_o it_o it_o be_v continue_v the_o iv_o exercise_n 1._o bliss_v be_v thy_o eternal_a father_n who_o so_o abundant_o bestow_v these_o felicity_n on_o thou_o do_v thou_o bliss_o and_o gloriouslye_o enjoy_v they_o for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o i_o congratulate_v the_o most_o blissed_a virgin_n marie_n and_o all_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n in_o heaven_n for_o the_o glory_n and_o happiness_n which_o they_o now_o enjoy_v 3._o and_o i_o praise_v and_o exalt_v my_o god_n for_o his_o great_a goodness_n and_o liberality_n therein_o show_v towards_o those_o thy_o most_o faithful_a and_o elect_a friend_n 4._o i_o do_v exceedinglye_o rejoice_v that_o since_o all_o creature_n together_o be_v in_o no_o sort_n able_a to_o praise_v thou_o my_o god_n accord_v to_o the_o very_a lest_o worth_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o yet_o thou_o thyself_o and_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a sufficient_o and_o perfect_o to_o praise_v and_o glorifye_v thyself_o 5._o i_o do_v rejoice_v indeed_o at_o this_o and_o do_v hartilye_o desire_v thou_o to_o do_v it_o ever_o more_o 6._o yea_o i_o do_v hearty_o crave_v of_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v incessantlye_o and_o most_o intensive_o praise_v thyself_o since_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a to_o do_v itt_n and_o deserve_v to_o have_v it_o do_v 7._o i_o do_v congratulate_v and_o rejoice_v with_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n in_o all_o the_o work_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v and_o this_o only_a because_o they_o be_v thy_o work_n 8._o as_o for_o the_o creation_n of_o the_o world_n thy_o providence_n about_o itt_n thy_o redemption_n of_o it_o wonderful_o esteeminge_v all_o these_o work_n because_o they_o be_v thy_o 9_o an_o i_o rejoice_v aswell_o in_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v a_o hell_n for_o the_o punishment_n of_o the_o wicked_a as_o a_o heaven_n for_o the_o reward_n of_o the_o good_a 10._o i_o wish_v and_o desire_v out_o of_o my_o love_n to_o god_n that_o he_o may_v be_v praise_v and_o know_v of_o all_o man_n and_o i_o do_v invite_v all_o creature_n to_o do_v the_o same_o with_o myself_o 11._o i_o offer_v myself_o for_o the_o love_n of_o my_o god_n to_o bear_v and_o suffer_v all_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v to_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n though_o no_o manner_n of_o commodity_n accurre_v to_o i_o thereby_o but_o pure_o to_o do_v it_o out_o of_o the_o free_a love_n i_o bear_v and_o desire_v to_o bear_v towards_o my_o god_n 12._o last_o i_o profess_v that_o if_o i_o can_v devise_v any_o thing_n wherein_o i_o may_v show_v or_o exercise_v my_o love_n towards_o my_o god_n i_o hope_v with_o the_o help_n of_o his_o grace_n i_o shall_v and_o will_v do_v it_o most_o cheerefullye_o and_o ready_o out_o of_o the_o pure_a and_o sincere_a love_n that_o i_o bear_v and_o wish_v to_o bear_v towards_o my_o god_n without_o respect_n of_o any_o commodity_n by_o it_o to_o myself_o which_o god_n grant_v i_o to_o do_v for_o his_o glory_n and_o my_o happiness_n amen_n finis_fw-la certain_a amorous_a aspiration_n to_o be_v use_v accord_v to_o the_o direstion_n and_o the_o disposition_n of_o
have_v forsake_v thy_o god_n 20._o alas_o poor_a wretch_n and_o what_o will_v thou_o do_v to_o who_o will_v thou_o fly_v from_o who_o will_v thou_o expect_v help_n 21._o from_o who_o but_o from_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v offend_v he_o be_v most_o pitiful_a most_o courteous_a and_o most_o merciful_a it_o be_v continue_v the_o iv_o exercise_n 1._o humble_v thyself_o prostrate_v thyself_o pour_v out_o thyself_o like_o water_n in_o his_o sight_n and_o he_o will_v take_v pity_n on_o thou_o 2._o o_o my_o soul_n if_o it_o be_v necessary_a daily_o to_o suffer_v torment_n yea_o to_o endure_v hell_n itself_o for_o a_o long_a time_n together_o that_o we_o may_v see_v christ_n in_o his_o glory_n and_o be_v join_v in_o fellowship_n with_o the_o saint_n in_o his_o heavenlye_a city_n be_v it_o not_o meet_a think_v thou_o to_o sustain_v all_o manner_n of_o misery_n that_o we_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o so_o great_a a_o good_a and_o so_o great_a a_o felicity_n 3._o o_o my_o soul_n who_o art_n most_o famous_a by_o be_v frame_v accord_v to_o the_o likeness_n of_o god_n be_v buy_v with_o the_o price_n of_o christ_n own_o blood_n espouse_v unto_o he_o by_o faith_n endow_v with_o the_o holy_a ghost_n adorn_v with_o virtue_n esteem_v equal_a with_o the_o angel_n 4._o love_v he_o then_o love_v he_o of_o who_o thou_o be_v belove_v 5._o attend_v to_o he_o that_o attend_v to_o thou_o and_o seek_v he_o that_o seek_v thou_o 6._o love_v this_o lover_n of_o who_o thou_o be_v belove_v with_o who_o love_n thou_o be_v prevent_v and_o who_o be_v the_o fountain_n from_o whence_o thy_o love_n flow_v 7._o be_v careful_a to_o please_v he_o who_o be_v careful_a to_o please_v thou_o think_v on_o he_o who_o think_v on_o thou_o be_v pure_a with_o he_o who_o be_v purity_n itself_o be_v holy_a with_o he_o who_o be_v holiness_n itself_o 8._o accoordinge_v to_o thy_o carriage_n towards_o god_n in_o thy_o conversation_n will_v he_o carry_v himself_o towards_o thou_o again_o 9_o god_n be_v courteous_a mild_a full_a of_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n and_o do_v require_v therefore_o of_o thou_o that_o thou_o likewise_o be_v courteous_a mild_a sweet_a humble_a and_o merciful_a towards_o all._n 10._o love_v he_o o_o my_o soul_n who_o have_v deliver_v thou_o from_o the_o lake_n of_o misery_n and_o from_o the_o mire_n of_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n 11._o choose_v he_o for_o thy_o special_a friend_n who_o alone_o will_v faithful_o adhere_v and_o stick_v unto_o thou_o when_o all_o other_o thing_n and_o friend_n will_v fail_v and_o shrink_v from_o thou_o 12._o one_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o burial_n when_o thou_o shall_v be_v abandon_v and_o forsake_v by_o all_o thy_o friend_n he_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o but_o will_v defend_v thou_o from_o those_o roaringe_n infernal_a fiend_n ready_a to_o devour_v thou_o &_o will_v conduct_v thou_o unto_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n 13._o o_o my_o soul_n sigh_v vehement_o and_o aspire_v feruentlye_o to_o that_o glorious_a city_n so_o high_o speak_v of_o 14._o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o therein_o contain_v do_v continual_o exhort_v thou_o to_o love_v thy_o lord_n god_n 15._o my_o soul_n bliss_n thou_o our_o lord_n my_o soul_n praise_n thou_o our_o lord_n 16._o why_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n sad_a and_o why_o be_v thou_o trouble_v hope_v in_o our_o lord_n for_o he_o will_v be_v thy_o comfort_n and_o solace_n 17._o sweet_a and_o amiable_a jesus_n be_v present_a with_o thou_o thou_o must_v with_o reverence_n and_o love_n attend_v unto_o he_o 18._o o_o will_v to_o god_n he_o will_v wash_v i_o with_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n &_o perfect_o cleanse_v and_o heal_v i_o and_o lighten_v i_o with_o the_o brightenesse_n of_o his_o grace_n 19_o o_o that_o he_o will_v wound_v my_o hart_n interiorlye_v and_o mollifye_v itt_v perfect_o and_o make_v it_o as_o it_o be_v drink_v with_o his_o mellifluous_a charity_n 20._o o_o will_v to_o god_n i_o may_v wholye_a burn_v and_o be_v consume_v and_o melt_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o his_o love_n 21._o i_o ask_v i_o wish_v i_o desire_v that_o the_o heavenlye_a king_n who_o vouchsafe_v to_o be_v my_o soul_n bridegroom_n will_v vouchsafe_v alsoe_o to_o make_v i_o please_a to_o he_o amen_n finis_fw-la a_o example_n of_o act_n which_o a_o soul_n may_v exercisee_fw-mi towards_o god_n as_o absent_v from_o she_o 1._o i_o will_v bless_v our_o lord_n at_o all_o time_n his_o praise_n shall_v ever_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n 2._o our_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o usâ—_n enlighten_v his_o countenance_n upon_o we_o and_o take_v pity_n on_o us._n 3._o it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o seek_v after_o our_o lord_n and_o get_v near_o unto_o he_o for_o he_o be_v our_o hope_n and_o our_o all_o the_o pfalme_n of_o david_n be_v full_a of_o these_o acts._n finis_fw-la a_o example_n of_o speakinge_n suppose_v to_o be_v make_v by_o god_n to_o the_o soul_n 1._o son_n it_o behove_v thou_o to_o give_v all_o for_o all_o and_o reserve_v nothing_o to_o thyself_o 2._o son_n where_o be_v true_a peace_n to_o be_v find_v be_v it_o not_o in_o i_o 3._o son_n thou_o can_v not_o attain_v to_o perfect_a liberty_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o wholye_a forsake_v thyself_o 4._o son_n abide_v constant_a and_o hope_v in_o i_o this_o be_v all_o in_o all._n finis_fw-la act_n of_o love_n and_o wellwishinge_v towards_o god_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o i_o do_v rejoice_v in_o all_o the_o perfection_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n as_o in_o thy_o wisdom_n goodness_n pour_v and_o all_o other_o thy_o divine_a prerogative_n and_o perfection_n 2._o let_v it_o please_v and_o suffice_v i_o that_o thou_o be_v infinitlye_o happy_a and_o rich_a my_o most_o benign_a and_o love_a father_n 3._o i_o do_v rejoice_v at_o the_o presence_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n in_o heaven_n where_o thou_o reign_v as_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v there_o worship_v adore_v and_o love_v by_o all_o thy_o angel_n and_o saint_n 4._o so_o that_o if_o it_o be_v in_o my_o pour_n i_o will_v love_n and_o honour_v thou_o with_o all_o that_o love_n and_o worship_n wherewith_o all_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n do_v there_o love_v thou_o 5._o i_o do_v joy_n in_o all_o the_o love_n and_o service_n that_o the_o just_a man_n in_o the_o church_n especial_o the_o perfect_a in_o all_o former_a age_n in_o the_o present_a age_n or_o in_o the_o future_a age_n have_v bear_v &_o perform_v do_v bear_v and_o perform_v or_o shall_v bear_v and_o perform_v towards_o thou_o 6._o and_o i_o desire_v to_o love_v thou_o with_o the_o love_n of_o they_o all_o and_o will_v for_o thy_o love_n do_v and_o perform_v if_o it_o lay_v in_o my_o power_n all_o their_o work_n aswell_o internal_a as_o external_a and_o will_v undergo_v all_o their_o labour_n and_o endure_v all_o their_o affliction_n 7._o i_o do_v hartilye_o rejoice_v in_o all_o the_o good_a thing_n that_o be_v in_o the_o elect_a servant_n of_o god_n but_o especial_o for_o the_o wonderful_a gift_n of_o the_o perfect_a and_o that_o they_o be_v by_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n illuminate_v inflame_v and_o sanctify_a 8._o my_o love_n and_o desire_v towards_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a that_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o i_o and_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o i_o will_v of_o each_o soul_n especial_o of_o my_o own_o make_v a_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v belove_v and_o praise_v in_o foe_n many_o heaven_n by_o the_o dweller_n in_o they_o 9_o which_o if_o it_o lay_v in_o my_o power_n shall_v be_v more_o in_o number_n then_o the_o grass_n pile_n on_o the_o earth_n the_o sand_n in_o the_o sea_n or_o drop_n of_o water_n therein_o 10._o i_o do_v here_o in_o thy_o presence_n o_o my_o god_n hold_v and_o repute_v myself_o as_o nothing_o and_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v above_o nothing_o natural_a or_o supernatural_a i_o acknowledge_v it_o to_o be_v thy_o and_o none_o of_o i_o 11._o and_o because_o of_o myself_o i_o be_o nothing_o and_o that_o my_o god_n be_v all_o good_a and_o that_o all_o good_a thing_n come_v only_o from_o he_o i_o do_v great_o rejoice_v and_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n confess_v that_o i_o be_o nothing_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o have_v nothing_o for_o both_o my_o be_v and_o ability_n to_o do_v and_o all_o i_o have_v be_v thy_o and_o from_o thou_o the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o do_v here_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n repute_n and_o judge_v myself_o the_o most_o vile_a of_o all_o creature_n and_o because_o i_o can_v feel_v or_o perceive_v this_o in_o myself_o but_o rather_o the_o contrary_n have_v a_o good_a and_o great_a opinion_n of_o myself_o i_o do_v acknowledge_v therefore_o that_o i_o be_o most_o proud_a
whatsoever_o displease_v thy_o sight_n and_o make_v i_o a_o man_n accord_v to_o thy_o hart_n 150._o wound_v i_o o_o lord_n wound_v the_o most_o inward_a part_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o the_o dart_n of_o thy_o love_n 151._o and_o make_v i_o drink_v with_o the_o wine_n of_o thy_o perfect_a charity_n 152._o o_o when_o shall_v this_o be_v 153._o when_o shall_v i_o please_v thou_o in_o all_o thing_n 154._o when_o shall_v all_o die_v in_o i_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o thou_o 155._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v altogether_o thou_o 156._o when_o shall_v i_o live_v to_o be_v no_o more_o my_o own_o 157._o when_o shall_v nothing_o else_o live_v in_o i_o but_o thou_o o_o jesus_n 158._o when_o shall_v i_o love_v thou_o most_o fervent_o 159._o when_o shall_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n whole_o consume_v i_o 160._o when_o shall_v i_o be_v altogether_o melt_v &_o pierce_v through_o with_o the_o wonderful_a efficacy_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n 161._o when_o will_v thou_o take_v i_o hence_o by_o force_n drown_v i_o transport_v i_o and_o hide_v i_o in_o thyself_o where_o i_o may_v never_o more_o be_v see_v 162._o when_o will_v thou_o free_v i_o from_o all_o these_o impediment_n and_o distraction_n and_o make_v i_o one_o spirit_n with_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v not_o any_o more_o depart_v from_o thou_o 163._o o_o dear_o belove_v o_o dear_a belove_v of_o my_o soul_n 164._o o_o sweetness_n of_o my_o hart_n 165._o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n not_o for_o my_o merit_n but_o for_o thy_o infinitt_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n 166._o teach_v i_o enlighten_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o assist_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n that_o i_o may_v do_v or_o say_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o blissed_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 167._o o_o my_o god_n my_o well_o belove_a my_o dear_a hart_n and_o the_o very_a god_n of_o my_o soul_n 168._o o_o my_o sweet_a love_n 169._o o_o my_o great_a delight_n 170._o o_o my_o strength_n help_v i_o 171._o o_o my_o light_n guide_v i_o towards_o thou_o 172._o o_o god_n of_o my_o soul_n why_o give_v not_o thou_o thyself_o to_o thy_o poor_a creature_n 17â—_n thou_o fille_v heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o will_v thou_o leave_v my_o hart_n empty_a 17â—_n thou_o bathe_v the_o lily_n of_o the_o field_n give_v meat_n to_o the_o little_a bird_n and_o feed_v the_o worm_n of_o the_o earth_n why_o then_o do_v thou_o forget_v i_o who_o endeavour_n to_o forget_v all_o other_o for_o thy_o sake_n 175._o too_o late_o have_v i_o have_v i_o knownâ—_n thou_o o_o infinitt_a goodness_n 176._o too_o late_o have_v i_o love_v thou_o o_o beauty_n so_o ancient_a and_o so_o new_a 177._o woo_v to_o the_o time_n i_o love_v thou_o not_o 178._o blind_a i_o be_v that_o i_o see_v thou_o not_o 179._o thou_o be_v within_o i_o and_o i_o go_v seek_v thou_o abroad_o 180._o but_o now_o that_o i_o have_v find_v thou_o though_o late_o suffer_v not_o good_a lord_n that_o i_o ever_o leave_v thou_o amen_n amen_n amen_n finis_fw-la act_n of_o resignation_n to_o be_v use_v accord_v to_o the_o 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sight_n of_o other_o as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o case_n of_o holy_a job_n lazarus_n and_o other_o that_o be_v full_a of_o biles_n botch_n and_o other_o more_o odious_a external_a defect_n in_o body_n 4._o extremity_n of_o heat_n such_o as_o we_o feel_v or_o may_v feel_v in_o some_o time_n of_o the_o summer_n extremity_n of_o cold_a such_o as_o we_o feel_v or_o may_v feel_v in_o some_o time_n of_o the_o winter_n and_o in_o time_n of_o summer_n to_o be_v drive_v to_o wear_v and_o bear_v perhaps_o out_o of_o obedience_n or_o other_o necessity_n more_o clothes_n then_o our_o nature_n need_v or_o be_v willinge_v to_o bear_v and_o in_o the_o cold_a of_o winter_n to_o be_v content_v to_o want_v clothes_n which_o we_o conceive_v our_o nature_n needs_o when_o that_o obedience_n or_o necessity_n deny_v they_o us._n 5._o want_v of_o sleep_n as_o when_o be_v in_o bed_n one_o can_v â—leepe_v through_o â—ome_v bodily_a indisposition_n or_o other_o or_o when_o obedience_n will_v not_o permit_v i_o to_o 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deserve_v and_o need_v as_o much_o as_o they_o do_v and_o yet_o obedience_n will_v not_o allow_v it_o i_o likewise_o when_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o other_o be_v more_o spare_v from_o corporal_a labour_n than_o i_o be_o &_o yet_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o they_o need_v or_o deserve_v no_o more_o indulgence_n or_o sparinge_v than_o i_o do_v 8._o indisgestion_n vomitinge_v or_o other_o pain_n or_o defect_n in_o the_o stomach_n not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o get_v down_o some_o meat_n that_o be_v ungrateful_a to_o the_o stomach_n or_o palate_n and_o yet_o obedience_n or_o poverty_n will_v perhaps_o afford_v i_o no_o better_o 9_o pain_n or_o defect_n about_o the_o 5._o external_a sense_n as_o bitter_a or_o unsavoury_a taste_n ungrateful_a smell_n hideous_a and_o horrible_a sight_n or_o representation_n to_o the_o eye_n as_o the_o sight_n of_o devil_n or_o damn_a soul_n hideous_a and_o fearful_a noise_n as_o thunder_v etc._n etc._n and_o noise_v displeasinge_a to_o the_o ear_n and_o so_o of_o the_o rest._n it_o be_v continue_v the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o as_o to_o the_o five_o sense_n of_o feelinge_v i_o resign_v myself_o to_o suffer_v and_o endure_v scorging_n buffet_n beat_n as_o our_o sawiour_n endure_v or_o stoneing_n as_o s._n stephen_n or_o incision_n and_o lancing_n or_o câ—ttinge_v of_o the_o flesh_n or_o any_o other_o corporal_a pain_n or_o torment_n be_v they_o external_a or_o internal_a to_o the_o loss_n of_o eye_n or_o pain_n in_o they_o to_o deafness_n or_o dumbenesse_n to_o undergo_v alsoe_o some_o external_a work_n or_o labour_n from_o which_o i_o be_o natural_o avert_v when_o that_o obedience_n appoint_v itt_a albeit_o i_o shall_v conceive_v it_o prejudicial_a to_o my_o health_n 3._o to_o attend_v and_o watch_v with_o the_o sick_a when_o that_o obedience_n appoint_v it_o 4._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o loose_v any_o member_n of_o my_o body_n when_o god_n shall_v permit_v or_o will_v have_v i_o to_o loose_a itt_n be_v it_o foot_n leg_n hand_n etc._n etc._n 5._o to_o undergo_v all_o sort_n of_o corporal_a labour_n and_o that_o with_o feebleness_n and_o indisposition_n of_o body_n so_o far_o as_o the_o will_n of_o god_n shall_v require_v 6._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o loose_v all_o pleasure_n delight_n and_o gust_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o taste_n so_o that_o i_o may_v find_v no_o more_o taste_n in_o the_o pleasant_a meat_n than_o i_o shall_v do_v in_o eatinge_v a_o chipp_n or_o a_o stone_n or_o in_o drink_v of_o a_o thing_n that_o have_v no_o taste_n or_o be_v of_o a_o very_a ungrateful_a tast._n 7._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o any_o disfiguringe_v in_o the_o face_n or_o other_o part_n of_o the_o body_n
4._o obtain_v for_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o perfect_a pardon_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o perfect_a grace_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 5._o that_o i_o may_v diligent_o worship_v chastlye_o and_o feruentlye_o love_v thy_o son_n my_o sawiour_n and_o thou_o the_o mother_n of_o mercy_n 6._o hail_o sweet_a marie_n who_o forshew_v in_o sundry_a figurative_a speech_n and_o promise_v in_o diverse_a oracle_n of_o the_o prophet_n the_o ancient_a father_n do_v coveâ—_n most_o earnest_o 7._o o_o my_o lady_n receive_v i_o for_o thy_o poor_a servant_n adopt_v i_o o_o mother_n for_o thy_o son_n 8._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v number_v among_o they_o who_o thou_o do_v love_n who_o name_n be_v write_v in_o thy_o virginal_a breast_n and_o who_o thou_o do_v teach_v direct_v help_v cherishâ—_n and_o protect_v 9_o hail_o sweet_a marie_n who_o god_n by_o a_o most_o honourable_a privilege_n do_v preserve_v from_o sin_n 10._o and_o adorn_v with_o most_o singular_a grace_n and_o most_o excellent_a gift_n 11._o o_o glorious_a virgin_n o_o gracious_a virgin_n o_o moâ—t_o pure_a virgin_n choose_v among_o thousand_o 12._o doâ—_n not_o repel_v i_o wicked_a sinner_n do_v not_o despise_v and_o reject_v i_o defile_v with_o the_o filth_n of_o sin_n 13._o but_o hear_v i_o miserable_a wretch_n dry_v unto_o thou_o comfort_v i_o desiringe_v thou_o and_o help_v i_o trustinge_v in_o thou_o amen_n a_o exercise_n to_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o especial_o the_o angel_n guardian_n 1._o i_o salute_v you_o o_o holy_a spirit_n and_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n congratulate_v your_o happiness_n who_o continual_o contemplate_v and_o behold_v the_o divine_a face_n and_o allsatiatinge_a goodness_n 2._o you_o o_o seraphin_n cherubin_n and_o throne_n who_o be_v of_o the_o high_a jerarchie_n you_o o_o domination_n virtue_n and_o power_n of_o the_o middle_n you_o o_o prince_n archangell_n and_o angel_n of_o the_o low_a who_o continual_o singe_v holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o sabaoth_n 3._o thou_o o_o my_o 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such_o as_o be_v in_o sufferance_n for_o thou_o 9_o great_a and_o very_o great_a be_v the_o honour_n do_v to_o man_n to_o have_v angel_n to_o wait_v on_o and_o assist_v he_o 10._o o_o my_o dear_a angel_n guardian_n govern_v protect_v and_o defend_v i_o illuminate_v comfort_n and_o direct_v i_o now_o and_o ever_o more_o 11._o o_o blissed_a angel_n be_v you_o ever_o bliss_v and_o praise_v for_o all_o and_o every_o favour_n and_o benefitt_a you_o have_v most_o lovinge_o and_o powrefullye_o bestow_v on_o i_o and_o vouchsafe_v i_o and_o one_o on_o my_o own_o experience_n a_o most_o singular_a one_o 12._o grant_v o_o father_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o they_o may_v ever_o rejoice_v concern_v we_o that_o be_v by_o our_o practice_n of_o virtue_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v ever_o be_v praise_v by_o they_o and_o we_o and_o that_o both_o they_o and_o we_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o one_o sheepefould_a that_o together_o we_o may_v confess_v to_o thy_o holy_a name_n o_o thou_o crâ—atsr_n of_o man_n and_o angel_n amen_n a_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n towards_o our_o holy_a father_n and_o religious_a founder_n s._n bennet_n 1._o hail_o most_o bliss_v â—and_n glorius_fw-la father_n i_o congratulate_v with_o all_o my_o hart_n thy_o glory_n and_o grace_n with_o god_n 2._o i_o praise_v likewise_o and_o thank_v the_o divine_a goodness_n that_o make_v thou_o worthy_a and_o bring_v thou_o to_o the_o same_o 3._o bestow_v on_o thou_o in_o this_o life_n very_o great_a natural_a and_o supernatural_a gift_n and_o grace_n by_o mean_n whereof_o thou_o have_v obtain_v thy_o present_n most_o glorious_a and_o happy_a condition_n 4._o in_o particular_a i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o that_o it_o give_v thou_o the_o grace_n in_o the_o very_a flower_n or_o prime_a of_o thy_o youth_n with_o a_o thristye_a mind_n to_o seek_v after_o the_o sole_a felicity_n of_o the_o future_a life_n 5._o and_o for_o that_o end_n to_o forsake_v all_o the_o vain_a pleasure_n of_o this_o life_n the_o solace_n of_o thy_o parent_n kindred_n and_o country_n the_o desire_n of_o humane_a science_n and_o learning_n and_o general_o all_o thing_n that_o may_v not_o be_v needful_a for_o thou_o towards_o attayninge_v the_o foresay_a felicity_n 6._o and_o i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o that_o by_o such_o call_n and_o take_v of_o thou_o so_o tymelye_o out_o of_o the_o world_n and_o the_o snare_n of_o it_o he_o free_v and_o secure_v thou_o from_o worse_a habit_n and_o multitude_n of_o sin_n which_o the_o world_n if_o thoâ—_n have_v remain_v long_o in_o it_o have_v beeâ—e_o apt_a to_o breed_v and_o cause_n in_o thou_o 7._o i_o praise_v and_o magnify_v the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n for_o leadinge_n thou_o to_o a_o place_n of_o solitude_n and_o there_o providinge_v for_o thou_o all_o corporal_a necessaries_n towards_o his_o holy_a service_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n good_a 8._o and_o especial_o for_o that_o the_o same_o divine_a goodness_n 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