Selected quad for the lemma: heaven_n
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Complaynt of the soule
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&_o derkenesse_n of_o my_o soul_n /_o my_o soul_n be_v make_v bynome_n &_o impotent_a to_o all_o perfyte_n dede_n of_o virtue_n /_o &_o not_o only_o it_o want_v will_v /_o but_z in_o manner_n it_o want_v power_n to_o do_v well_o /_o &_o what_o have_v make_v i_o this_o feebleness_n but_o only_a sin_n &_o what_o have_v make_v in_o i_o such_o sin_n but_o only_o a_o crooked_a and_o froward_a will_n a_o wretched_a dysposycyon_n of_o my_o soul_n of_o the_o which_o i_o be_o cause_n myself_o /_o &_o therefore_o my_o impotensy_n /_o &_o indisposycyon_n to_o holy_a &_o perfyte_n lyve_v be_v none_o excuse_v to_o i_o /_o for_o this_o myself_o have_v make_v i_o by_o long_a custom_n in_o lyve_a ¶_o a_o good_a lord_n a_o unkind_a soul_n be_o i_o to_o the._n i_o can_v not_o dyssymyle_v to_o the_o /_o for_z no_o thing_n i_o may_v withdraw_v from_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o /_o of_z ah_o child_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o power_n to_o live_v virtuous_o and_o to_o please_v the_o not_o for_o thy_o avayle_n but_o for_o my_o avayle_n for_o the_o endless_a promocyon_n &_o joyefull_a reward_n to_o be_v receyve_v of_o the_o /_o thou_o haste_v call_v i_o /_o and_z yet_o thou_o contynue_v it_o by_o good_a thought_n /_o by_z good_a counseyle_n /_o by_z holy_a prechynge_n /_o by_z virtuous_a example_n /_o by_z great_a gift_n /_o calling_n to_o i_o for_o to_o come_v to_o the._n and_o i_o as_o a_o wretch_n repel_v the_o &_o all_o the_o gift_n yâ_z thou_o gyve_v i_o i_o abuse_v to_o the_o dyspleasure_n of_o the_o and_o to_o the_o great_a accusacyon_n and_o without_o thy_o mercy_n to_o the_o great_a dampnacyon_n of_o i_o i_o desire_v sudden_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n to_o come_v upon_o i_o there_o thou_o haste_v give_v to_o i_o this_o respite_n &_o time_n of_o great_a delyberacyon_n to_o avoid_v the_o painful_a doungen_fw-mi of_o hell_n and_o to_o come_v to_o the_o joyful_a empire_n of_o thy_o glory_n there_o everlastynge_o for_o to_o dwell_v with_o the_o i_o attend_v it_o not_o wherefore_o i_o deserve_v hasty_o for_o to_o be_v cast_v down_o by_o the_o painful_a blast_n of_o the_o great_a horryble_a tempest_n of_o death_n i_o know_v well_o yâ_z i_o may_v not_o here_o always_o abide_v /_o &_o yet_o my_o mind_n /_o and_z my_o love_n be_v more_o here_o than_o there_o yâ_z i_o must_v always_o abide_v ¶_o a_o merueylous_a god_n a_o great_a blindness_n be_v in_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v desire_v for_o to_o abide_v in_o yâ_z same_o place_n of_o misery_n there_o as_o i_o well_o know_v yâ_z i_o may_v not_o abide_v than_o for_o to_o be_v in_o the_o place_n of_o bliss_n and_o of_o mirth_n and_o great_a felycyte_n there_o as_o i_o may_v come_v if_o i_o will_v and_o for_o ever_o abide_v /_o god_n have_v make_v i_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n for_o to_o choose_v yâ_z best_a life_n /_o and_z i_o make_v myself_o a_o unreasonable_a creature_n for_o to_o choose_v the_o worst_a life_n /_o &_o i_o love_v yâ_z i_o shall_v not_o love_v /_o and_z i_o hate_v that_o i_o shall_v love_v /_o and_o thus_o both_o my_o mind_n &_o my_o will_n i_o abuse_v unto_o my_o great_a hurt_n which_o thou_o haste_v give_v i_o to_o my_o help_v /_o if_o i_o shall_v complain_v upon_o myself_o all_o that_o i_o can_v reduce_v to_o my_o mind_n of_o my_o own_o wretchedness_n &_o unkyndnesse_n to_o god_n /_o remember_a the_o great_a benefeyte_n &_o gift_n yâ_z i_o have_v receyve_v of_o he_o /_o and_o how_o gentyll_a a_o lord_n he_o have_v be_v to_o i_o without_o my_o deserve_v certain_o all_o the_o wretchedness_n &_o dyscommendacyon_n &_o that_o i_o can_v say_v of_o myself_o be_v to_o lytell_a in_o regard_n of_o yâ_z great_a dyscommendacyon_n and_o blame_n which_o i_o have_v deserve_v /_o my_o wretched_a dysposycyon_n be_v more_o ready_a to_o do_v evyll_n than_o my_o memory_n &_o many_o moo_o if_o they_o be_v knytte_a togyder_n with_o i_o be_v able_a to_o receyve_v i_o feel_v myself_o full_a of_o wretchedness_n i_o be_o prone_a and_o all_o ready_a to_o all_o evyll_n /_o elles_fw-fr dulle_a &_o slow_a to_o all_o goodness_n a_o sythen_a i_o may_v here_o or_o see_v my_o default_n show_v afore_o i_o like_a as_o thy_o be_v i_o shall_v abhor_v with_o myself_o like_o as_o with_o a_o toode_v or_o a_o serpent_n a_o what_o drede_n shall_v my_o herte_n unbrace_v of_o that_o terryble_a jugement_n which_o must_v be_v give_v of_o myself_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n where_o yâ_z moo_v right_a wise_a juge_n himself_o shall_v accuse_v i_o /_o &_o my_o own_o conscyence_n shall_v wytnesse_v against_o i_o how_o i_o have_v mysuse_v my_o soul_n and_o lytel_n hede_v the_o valour_n thereof_o which_o be_v buy_v with_o the_o precyouse_a blood_n of_o cryste_n very_a god_n and_o man_n creator_n and_o maker_n of_o the_o unyversal_a world_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o who_o name_n all_o creature_n shall_v do_v obedience_n i_o shall_v gyve_v account_n how_o i_o have_v abuse_v my_o mind_n my_o will_n my_o body_n all_o my_o fyve_o wytte_n my_o tongue_n my_o beaute_n my_o health_n my_o strength_n cunning_a virtue_n /_o how_o i_o have_v mysordr_v myself_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n the_o evyll_n mocyoâs_v both_o of_o soul_n and_o body_n how_o i_o have_v not_o do_v yâ_z be_v in_o i_o to_o repress_v they_o but_o rather_o to_o keep_v /_o they_o &_o to_o werke_v they_o all_o these_o good_a lord_n i_o forgete_v &_o of_o all_o these_o i_o shall_v gyve_v a_o straight_o account_v also_o of_o meet_a &_o drink_v /_o gold_n silver_n &_o clothes_n /_o &_o of_o all_o these_o which_o have_v be_v under_o my_o tuytion_n /_o as_o child_n servant_n /_o &_o of_o the_o evyll_n dede_n that_o i_o have_v do_v /_o and_z of_o all_o the_o good_a dede_n which_o i_o may_v have_v do_v /_o &_o for_o sloth_n &_o sloggysshenes_n of_o myself_o i_o have_v leave_v they_o undo_v of_o all_o the_o time_n yâ_z i_o have_v receyve_v sythen_a i_o have_v use_v of_o reason_n ¶_o a_o dear_a lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v at_o yâ_z dreadful_a hour_n of_o reken_v where_o as_o shall_v be_v show_v ryghtwysnesse_n wtout_fw-fr grace_n if_o i_o now_o labour_n not_o for_o grace_v ¶_o o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v dry_a tree_n that_o i_o be_o and_o bring_v forth_o no_o good_a fruit_n in_o yâ_z chirche_fw-fr of_o god_n /_o but_o rather_o sew_v fruit_n by_o many_o evyll_n word_n evyll_n werke_n and_o evyll_n example_n i_o be_o a_o unproufytable_a tree_n apt_a &_o worthy_a to_o be_v cast_v in_o to_o endless_a fire_n ¶_o a_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o day_n when_o i_o shall_v gyve_v acompte_n of_o all_o yâ_z time_n give_v to_o i_o of_o our_o lord_n how_o i_o have_v spend_v it_o to_o yâ_z honour_n of_o he_o i_o may_v say_v nothing_o be_v my_o own_o for_o i_o must_v gyve_v a_o straight_o reken_v of_o all_o that_o i_o have_v i_o be_o but_o as_o a_o bailie_n &_o a_o mynystre_n under_o god_n and_o take_v charge_n well_o to_o spend_v his_o good_n dear_a lord_n gyve_v i_o grace_n among_o all_o temporal_a mirth_n oft_o to_o remember_v the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o dredeful_a account_n that_o i_o may_v that_o day_n receyve_v yâ_z kingdom_n of_o endless_a joy_n and_o mercy_n âedet_fw-la animam_fw-la meam_fw-la vite_fw-la i_o ¶_o a_o dear_a lord_n sing_v the_o myspend_n of_o my_o life_n i_o be_o weary_a of_o my_o life_n i_o myself_o be_o grevous_a to_o myself_o my_o burden_n be_v great_a &_o be_v light_v to_o my_o body_n /_o but_o it_o be_v hevy_a to_o my_o soul_n /_o it_o be_v so_o great_a yâ_z it_o be_v like_a to_o press_v i_o down_o from_o heaven_n unto_o the_o pytte_n of_o hell_n except_o specyall_a grace_n and_o help_v of_o my_o savyoure_n ¶_o o_o my_o merciful_a lord_n send_v i_o teere_n yâ_z may_v lament_v day_n &_o night_n my_o miserable_a life_n &_o wasshe_n away_o the_o filth_n of_o so_o long_o gadere_v of_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o woo_v when_o i_o remember_v so_o long_o as_o i_o have_v be_v in_o this_o life_n &_o so_o wretched_a /_o and_z my_o wretchedness_n daily_o greve_v i_o /_o my_o mind_n be_v all_o occupy_v in_o vanytee_n and_o my_o will_n in_o frowardness_n /_o my_o mouth_n in_o shrewednes_n my_o body_n in_o ydelnesse_n /_o &_o my_o werke_n in_o wretchedness_n a_o who_o shall_v gyve_v to_o my_o eye_n a_o welle_v of_o teere_n yâ_z i_o may_v contynual_o weep_v &_o wail_v my_o woeful_a life_n my_o neclygent_a life_n /_o my_o unwyse_a &_o folysshe_a life_n i_o live_v not_o as_o a_o reasonable_a creature_n ought_v to_o live_v reform_v my_o soul_n &_o body_n and_o my_o werke_n to_o my_o lord_n which_o have_v ordain_v i_o in_o this_o life_n yâ_z by_o my_o werke_n well_o order_v to_o