appear_a &_o stand_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n everlasting_a and_o of_o all_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n have_v consider_v the_o exceed_a mercy_n of_o his_o divine_a goodness_n towards_o i_o most_o unworthy_a and_o miserable_a caitiff_n who_o he_o have_v create_v of_o nothing_o preserve_v sustain_v and_o deliver_v from_o so_o many_o danger_n &_o endow_v with_o so_o many_o benefit_n but_o above_o all_o consider_v the_o incomprehensible_a sweetness_n &_o clemency_n wherewith_o this_o most_o good_a god_n have_v so_o bountiful_o tolerate_v i_o in_o my_o iniquity_n so_o often_o and_o so_o love_o inspire_v i_o invite_v i_o to_o amendment_n and_o so_o patient_o expect_v my_o penance_n &_o conversion_n until_o this_o n._n year_n of_o my_o age_n notwithstanding_o all_o my_o unthanckfulnes_n disloyalty_n and_o infidelity_n whereby_o differ_v my_o conversion_n &_o despise_v his_o grace_n i_o have_v so_o impudent_o offend_v he_o have_v moreover_o consider_v that_o at_o the_o day_n of_o my_o christen_n i_o be_v so_o happy_o &_o holy_o vow_v and_o dedicate_v unto_o my_o god_n to_o be_v his_o child_n and_o that_o contrary_a to_o the_o profession_n which_o then_o be_v make_v in_o my_o name_n i_o have_v so_o many_o and_o sundry_a time_n so_o execrable_o and_o detestable_o profane_v &_o violate_v my_o soul_n employ_v it_o &_o oppose_v it_o against_o his_o divine_a majesty_n at_o length_n recall_v myself_o &_o prostrate_v myself_o in_o hart_n and_o mind_n before_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o divine_a justice_n i_o acknowledge_v confess_v and_o yield_v myself_o lawful_o attach_v &_o convict_v of_o high_a treason_n against_o his_o divine_a majesty_n &_o guilty_a of_o the_o death_n &_o passion_n of_o jesus_n christ_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o heinous_a sin_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v for_o which_o he_o die_v and_o suffer_v the_o torment_n of_o the_o cross_n so_o that_o consequent_o i_o be_o worthy_a to_o be_v cast_v away_o and_o damn_v for_o ever_o 2._o but_o turn_v myself_o towards_o the_o throne_n of_o the_o infinite_a mercy_n of_o the_o self_n same_o eternal_a god_n have_v detest_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o hart_n &_o with_o all_o my_o force_n the_o iniquity_n of_o my_o life_n forepast_a i_o most_o humble_o require_v &_o crane_n pardon_n grace_n and_o mercy_n with_o entire_a absolution_n from_o my_o crime_n through_o virtue_n of_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o the_o same_o saviour_n &_o redeemer_n of_o my_o soul_n upon_o who_o rely_v as_o upon_o the_o only_a foundation_n of_o my_o hope_n i_o confirm_v again_o advowe_v and_o renew_v the_o sacred_a profession_n of_o loyal_a service_n and_o fidelity_n make_v in_o my_o name_n &_o behalf_n unto_o my_o god_n at_o my_o baptise_v renounce_v the_o devil_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o world_n abhor_v their_o execrable_a suggestion_n vanity_n and_o concupiscence_n for_o all_o the_o time_n of_o this_o present_a life_n and_o for_o all_o eternity_n and_o convert_n myself_o unto_o my_o most_o gracious_a and_o merciful_a god_n i_o desire_v deliberate_a purpose_n and_o full_o resolve_v irrevocable_o to_o honour_v he_o serve_v he_o and_o love_v he_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o give_v he_o for_o this_o end_n and_o dedicate_a and_o consecrate_v my_o spirit_n with_o all_o his_o faculty_n my_o soul_n with_o all_o her_o function_n my_o hart_n with_o all_o his_o affection_n &_o my_o body_n with_o all_o his_o sense_n protest_v never_o more_o to_o abuse_v any_o one_o part_n of_o my_o be_v or_o nature_n against_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o sovereign_a majesty_n to_o who_o i_o offer_v up_o and_o sacrifice_v myself_o in_o spirit_n to_o be_v to_o he_o a_o loyal_a obedient_a &_o faithful_a creature_n for_o ever_o without_o ever_o unsay_n revoke_v or_o repent_v i_o of_o my_o promise_n 3._o but_o if_o alas_o through_o suggestion_n of_o my_o enemy_n or_o through_o humane_a frailty_n i_o chance_v at_o any_o time_n to_o transgress_v in_o any_o thing_n whatsoever_o this_o my_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n i_o protest_v and_o determine_v from_o this_o very_a hour_n through_o the_o grace_n and_o aid_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o arise_v again_o so_o soon_o as_o i_o shall_v perceive_v my_o fall_n &_o so_o to_o return_v a_o new_a to_o the_o divine_a mercy_n without_o any_o stay_n or_o delay_v whatsoever_o this_o be_v my_o will_n intention_n and_o resolution_n irrevocable_a &_o inviolable_a which_o i_o advowe_v and_o confirm_v without_o reservation_n or_o exception_n in_o the_o same_o sacred_a presence_n of_o my_o god_n and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o triumphant_a church_n and_o in_o the_o face_n of_o the_o church_n militant_a my_o mother_n who_o understand_v &_o register_v this_o my_o declaration_n in_o person_n of_o he_o who_o as_o her_o officer_n hearth_n i_o &_o take_v my_o confession_n in_o this_o action_n 4._o let_v it_o please_v thou_o o_o my_o eternal_a god_n allmightie_a and_o all_o good_a father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n to_o confirm_v &_o strengthen_v i_o in_o this_o resolution_n and_o to_o accept_v this_o my_o cordial_a and_o inward_a sacrifice_n in_o the_o odour_n of_o sweetness_n and_o as_o it_o please_v thou_o to_o lighten_v i_o with_o thy_o holy_a inspiration_n &_o to_o give_v i_o the_o will_v to_o purpose_v full_o so_o grant_v i_o also_o force_v and_o grace_n to_o perform_v it_o perfect_o o_o my_o god_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n god_n of_o my_o hart_n god_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o god_n of_o my_o spirit_n and_o for_o such_o do_v i_o reverent_o thanckful_o and_o love_o acknowledge_v honour_n and_o adore_v thou_o now_o and_o for_o ever_o live_v o_o jesus_n a_o devoute_a manner_n to_o receive_v absolution_n chap._n 21._o 1._o this_o protestation_n end_v be_v very_o attentive_a and_o open_v the_o ear_n of_o thy_o hart_n to_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o thy_o absolution_n which_o the_o saviour_n of_o thy_o soul_n himself_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o mercy_n will_v pronounce_v from_o above_o in_o heaven_n before_o all_o his_o angel_n and_o saint_n at_o the_o same_o time_n that_o the_o priest_n in_o his_o name_n do_v absolve_v thou_o here_o beneath_o upon_o earth_n so_o that_o all_o that_o glorious_a troop_n of_o the_o bless_a citizen_n of_o heaven_n rejoice_v at_o this_o happy_a success_n of_o thou_o will_v sing_v a_o spiritual_a canticle_n with_o incomparable_a joy_n and_o all_o give_v the_o kiss_n of_o peace_n &_o fellowship_n unto_o thy_o hart_n now_o sanctify_v and_o reestablish_v in_o grace_n 2._o behold_v here_o my_o philotheus_n a_o admirable_a contract_n which_o pass_v between_o thou_o and_o thy_o god_n by_o which_o thou_o make_v so_o happy_a a_o peace_n with_o his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o as_o much_o as_o give_v thyself_o to_o he_o thou_o gain_v he_o &_o thyself_o also_o for_o life_n everlasting_a it_o remain_v only_o to_o take_v pen_n in_o hand_n &_o subscribe_v with_o a_o joyful_a hart_n to_o the_o act_n of_o thy_o protestation_n and_o afterward_o thou_o shall_v go_v to_o the_o sacred_a altar_n where_o god_n on_o the_o other_o side_n will_v reciprocallie_o sign_n and_o seal_v thy_o absolution_n and_o the_o promise_n which_o he_o make_v unto_o thou_o of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n put_v himself_o by_o his_o venerable_a sacrament_n as_o a_o sacred_a seal_n &_o signet_n upon_o thy_o renew_a hart_n 3._o thus_o i_o trow_v philotheus_n thy_o soul_n will_v be_v whole_o purge_v from_o sin_n and_o all_o sinful_a affection_n yet_o because_o these_o affection_n be_v easy_o breed_v &_o bear_v a_o new_a in_o the_o soul_n through_o our_o failtie_n &_o our_o rebellious_a concupiscence_n which_o may_v well_o be_v mortify_v but_o never_o whole_o extinguish_v while_o we_o live_v in_o this_o mortal_a life_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o some_o instruction_n which_o be_v well_o practise_v may_v preserve_v thou_o hereafter_o from_o mortal_a sin_n and_o from_o all_o inclination_n or_o affection_n thereof_o so_o that_o it_o may_v never_o henceforth_o find_v place_n in_o thy_o hart_n and_o for_o so_o much_o as_o the_o self_n same_o instruction_n serve_v also_o for_o a_o more_o perfect_a and_o high_a purification_n of_o the_o soul_n before_o i_o deliver_v they_o i_o will_v say_v a_o word_n or_o two_o of_o this_o absolute_a and_o perfect_a purity_n of_o mind_n whereunto_o i_o will_v so_o willing_o conduct_v thou_o that_o we_o must_v purify_v ourselves_o from_o the_o affection_n which_o we_o have_v to_o venial_a sin_n chapter_n 22._o 1._o as_o the_o day_n light_a increase_n we_o see_v by_o degree_n more_o clear_o in_o a_o look_a glass_n the_o spot_v and_o blemish_n of_o our_o countenance_n even_o so_o as_o the_o inward_a light_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n illustrate_v our_o conscience_n we_o see_v more_o plain_o and_o distinct_o the_o sin_n inclination_n and_o imperfection_n which_o may_v hinder_v we_o to_o attain_v unto_o true_a devotion_n and_o the_o very_a same_o light_n
to_o thy_o desire_n in_o any_o point_n after_o thou_o have_v try_v a_o little_a by_o discource_v on_o it_o &_o like_o a_o good_a merchant_n have_v as_o it_o be_v cheapen_v a_o while_n in_o that_o point_n for_o to_o gain_v some_o swetnes_n of_o devotion_n then_o pass_v on_o fair_a and_o soft_o to_o some_o other_o point_n or_o consideration_n and_o all_o without_o force_v thy_o thought_n to_o much_o make_v to_o speedy_a haste_n to_o run_v over_o all_o the_o point_n of_o thy_o meditation_n for_o one_o point_n well_o ponder_v be_v enough_o for_o once_o and_o the_o other_o point_n may_v serve_v thou_o for_o another_o time_n of_o the_o affect_n and_o resolution_n of_o our_o will_n the_o three_o part_n of_o meditation_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o meditation_n pour_v out_o abundance_n of_o good_a motion_n in_o our_o will_n or_o the_o affective_a part_n of_o our_o soul_n such_o as_o be_v the_o love_n of_o god_n &_o of_o our_o neighbour_n the_o desire_n of_o paradise_n and_o eternal_a glory_n zeal_n of_o the_o salvation_n of_o soul_n imitation_n of_o the_o life_n of_o our_o lord_n compassion_n joy_n fear_v of_o judgement_n of_o hell_n of_o be_v in_o the_o disgrace_n of_o god_n hatred_n of_o sin_n confidence_n in_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n shame_n and_o confusion_n for_o our_o naughty_a life_n pass_v in_o these_o and_o such_o like_a affection_n our_o spirit_n must_v burst_v out_o and_o extend_v and_o stretch_v itself_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a and_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o learn_v a_o easy_a method_n how_o to_o do_v so_o read_v the_o preface_n of_o the_o meditation_n of_o andrew_n capillia_n where_o he_o show_v plain_o the_o manner_n and_o trace_v of_o dilate_v and_o amplifi_v and_o extend_v these_o affect_n of_o out_o soul_n and_o more_o large_o do_v arias_n declare_v the_o same_o in_o his_o treatise_n of_o prayer_n 2._o now_o thou_o must_v not_o content_v thyself_o with_o these_o general_a affection_n be_v they_o never_o so_o feruourous_a and_o holy_a nor_o stand_v only_o upon_o they_o but_o descend_v to_o special_a and_o particular_a resolution_n for_o thy_o correction_n and_o amendment_n for_o example_n the_o first_o word_n that_o our_o lord_n speak_v upon_o the_o cross_n will_v doubtless_o stir_v up_o in_o thy_o soul_n a_o good_a affect_v of_o imitation_n and_o a_o desire_n to_o pardon_v thy_o enemy_n and_o to_o love_v they_o for_o thy_o saveour_n sake_n and_o example_n but_o this_o general_n affect_v and_o desire_n be_v to_o small_a purpose_n if_o thou_o add_v not_o to_o it_o a_o particular_a resolution_n in_o this_o manner_n well_o since_o my_o bless_a redeemer_n so_o love_o do_v pardon_v these_o obstinate_a enemy_n of_o he_o hang_v upon_o the_o bitter_a cross_n i_o will_v not_o hereafter_o be_v trouble_v or_o vex_v when_o i_o hear_v my_o neighbour_n or_o my_o servant_n or_o fellow_n n._n use_v such_o or_o such_o tant_a word_n against_o i_o i_o will_v not_o be_v aggrieve_v at_o this_o or_o that_o despite_n or_o contemptuous_a trick_n that_o he_o or_o she_o do_v use_v against_o i_o but_o rather_o i_o will_v endeavour_n to_o say_v &_o do_v such_o and_o such_o a_o thing_n to_o gain_v his_o good_a will_n and_o to_o mollify_v his_o anger_n or_o indignation_n conceive_v against_o i_o and_o the_o like_a descent_n to_o particular_a purpose_n of_o amendment_n must_v be_v make_v in_o all_o other_o general_a affection_n by_o this_o mean_n philotheus_n thou_o shall_v correct_v and_o amend_v thy_o defect_n in_o very_o short_a time_n whereas_o otherwise_o by_o only_a general_a affect_n and_o desire_n amendment_n will_v be_v make_v but_o hardly_o and_o slow_o of_o the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o exercise_n and_o spiritual_a posy_n to_o be_v gather_v out_o of_o it_o chapter_n 7._o 1._o last_o of_o all_o we_o must_v conclude_v our_o meditation_n by_o three_o act_n which_o must_v be_v do_v with_o the_o great_a humility_n that_o we_o can_v the_o first_o act_n be_v thanksgiving_a unto_o god_n for_o the_o holy_a affection_n and_o resolution_n or_o purpose_n which_o he_o have_v inspire_v into_o we_o and_o for_o his_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n which_o we_o have_v discover_v in_o the_o discourse_n of_o our_o meditation_n 2._o the_o second_o act_n be_v a_o oblation_n wherein_o we_o present_v and_o offer_v unto_o god_n the_o self_n same_o goodness_n &_o mercy_n of_o he_o which_o we_o have_v taste_v in_o meditate_v the_o death_n also_o and_o passion_n virtue_n and_o merit_n of_o his_o only_a son_n our_o redeemer_n and_o consequent_o with_o they_o all_o the_o affection_n and_o resolution_n which_o by_o his_o holy_a grace_n we_o make_v in_o our_o exercise_n 3._o the_o three_o act_n be_v a_o petition_n or_o supplication_n in_o which_o we_o demand_v of_o god_n and_o earnest_o conjure_v he_o as_o it_o be_v to_o communicate_v and_o impart_v unto_o we_o the_o grace_n virtue_n and_o merit_n of_o his_o dear_a son_n and_o to_o bless_v the_o affection_n and_o resolution_n which_o we_o have_v make_v in_o his_o honour_n and_o name_n to_o the_o end_n we_o may_v faithful_o put_v they_o in_o execution_n after_o these_o three_o act_n we_o must_v pray_v for_o the_o whole_a church_n of_o god_n for_o our_o country_n pastor_n parent_n and_o friend_n employ_v and_o implore_v to_o that_o end_n the_o intercession_n of_o our_o bless_a lady_n of_o the_o glorious_a angel_n &_o holy_a saint_n of_o heaven_n last_o i_o have_v advise_v that_o thou_o shall_v say_v a_o pater_n a_o aue_fw-la and_o a_o creed_n which_o be_v the_o general_a and_o necessary_a prayer_n of_o all_o the_o faithful_a 4._o to_o all_o these_o act_n i_o have_v add_v that_o thou_o shall_v gather_v a_o little_a nosegay_n of_o devotion_n my_o meaning_n in_o this_o may_v be_v understand_v by_o this_o example_n such_o as_o have_v delight_v themselves_o walk_v in_o a_o pleasant_a garden_n go_v not_o ordinary_o from_o thence_o without_o take_v in_o their_o hand_n four_o or_o five_o flower_n to_o smell_v on_o and_o keep_v in_o their_o hand_n all_o the_o day_n after_o even_o so_o when_o our_o mind_n have_v spiritual_o recreate_v itself_o by_o affective_a discource_a and_o meditation_n of_o some_o sacred_a mystery_n we_o shall_v cull_v out_o one_o or_o two_o point_n which_o we_o have_v find_v most_o please_a to_o our_o taste_n and_o most_o agreeable_a to_o our_o understanding_n upon_o which_o we_o may_v busy_v our_o mind_n and_o as_o it_o be_v mental_o smell_v thereon_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n and_o this_o must_v be_v do_v immediate_o in_o the_o self_n same_o place_n where_o we_o make_v our_o meditation_n walk_v alone_o a_o turn_n or_o two_o and_o bind_v those_o point_n in_o our_o memory_n as_o we_o will_v do_v flower_n in_o a_o little_a nosegay_n some_o profitable_a instruction_n and_o advice_n for_o meditation_n chapter_n 8._o 1._o above_o all_o thing_n philotheus_n when_o thou_o arise_v from_o thy_o meditation_n remember_v careful_o the_o resolution_n &_o purpose_n which_o thou_o have_v deliberate_v and_o make_v endeavour_v to_o put_v they_o in_o practice_n that_o very_a day_n this_o be_v the_o chief_a fruit_n of_o meditation_n without_o which_o oft_o time_n it_o be_v not_o only_o unprofitable_a but_o hurtful_a for_o virtue_n meditate_a and_o not_o practise_v do_v puff_n up_o the_o mind_n and_o make_v we_o overboldlie_o presume_v that_o we_o be_v such_o in_o deed_n as_o we_o resolve_v and_o purpose_v to_o be_v which_o doubtless_o be_v true_a when_o our_o resolution_n be_v livelie_a &_o solid_a but_o they_o be_v not_o such_o but_o rather_o they_o be_v vain_a and_o dangerous_a if_o they_o be_v not_o bring_v to_o practice_v and_o exercise_v we_o must_v therefore_o use_v all_o mean_n and_o search_v out_o all_o occasion_n of_o execute_v our_o good_a purpose_n so_o that_o if_o in_o my_o meditation_n i_o resolve_v by_o god_n grace_n to_o win_v the_o mind_n of_o such_o as_o have_v offend_v i_o by_o fair_a mean_n and_o sweet_a behaveour_n i_o must_v cast_v this_o very_a day_n how_o to_o meet_v with_o they_o to_o salute_v they_o courteous_o or_o if_o i_o can_v meet_v with_o they_o to_o speak_v well_o of_o they_o and_o to_o pray_v unto_o god_n for_o they_o 2._o at_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o exercise_n take_v heed_n thou_o give_v not_o thy_o hart_n scope_n to_o range_v and_o wander_v lest_o thou_o spill_v the_o delicious_a balm_n of_o good_a thought_n and_o holy_a desire_n which_o thou_o have_v receive_v by_o prayer_n my_o meaning_n be_v that_o for_o some_o time_n after_o thou_o keep_v thyself_o silent_a and_o quiet_a &_o not_o present_o with_o hastiness_n but_o fair_a &_o soft_o remove_v thy_o hart_n from_o thy_o prayer_n to_o thy_o affair_n and_o in_o the_o very_a entrance_n into_o other_o business_n endeavour_n to_o keep_v as_o long_o as_o be_v possible_a the_o feeling_n and_o taste_n of_o those_o good_a affect_n
which_o thou_o have_v receive_v in_o meditation_n any_o man_n that_o have_v receive_v some_o precious_a liquor_n in_o a_o fair_a porcellan_o or_o china_n platter_n to_o carry_v home_o to_o his_o house_n will_v go_v with_o it_o fair_a and_o soft_o never_o almost_o look_v aside_o but_o always_o either_o before_o he_o for_o fear_v that_o by_o stumble_v he_o shall_v mar_v all_o or_o else_o upon_o his_o vessel_n to_o see_v that_o he_o spill_v not_o the_o liquor_n which_o he_o so_o much_o esteem_v even_o so_o must_v thou_o do_v when_o thou_o have_v end_v thy_o meditation_n not_o distract_v thyself_o all_o at_o once_o but_o look_v simple_o before_o thou_o as_o for_o example_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o meet_v with_o any_o who_o thou_o be_v bind_v to_o hear_v or_o entertain_v so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o remedy_n but_o thou_o must_v needs_o accommodate_v thyself_o to_o his_o conversation_n yet_o look_v oftentimes_o also_o upon_o thy_o hart_n that_o the_o precious_a liquor_n of_o holy_a prayer_n be_v not_o pour_v out_o but_o the_o lest_o that_o may_v be_v 3._o accustom_v thyself_o to_o pass_v with_o facility_n and_o easiness_n from_o prayer_n to_o all_o kind_n of_o business_n which_o thy_o vocation_n and_o profession_n just_o and_o lawful_o require_v of_o thou_o be_v they_o never_o so_o different_a from_o the_o affection_n which_o thou_o receave_v in_o prayer_n so_o let_v the_o advocate_n learn_v to_o pass_v from_o prayer_n to_o plead_v the_o merchant_n to_o his_o traffic_n the_o marry_a woman_n to_o her_o houswifrie_n and_o care_n of_o her_o family_n with_o that_o sweetness_n and_o tranquillity_n that_o their_o mind_n be_v never_o a_o whit_n trouble_v or_o vex_v therewith_o for_o since_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o that_o be_v prayer_n and_o our_o necessary_a occupation_n be_v according_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n we_o must_v learn_v to_o go_v from_o the_o one_o to_o the_o other_o with_o a_o humble_a and_o devout_a spirit_n and_o follow_v the_o will_n and_o ordnance_n of_o god_n both_o in_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o 4._o many_o time_n immediate_o after_o preparation_n thy_o affection_n will_v be_v altogether_o fire_v and_o inflame_v with_o devotion_n to_o god_n and_o then_o philotheus_n thou_o must_v let_v go_v the_o bridle_n to_o thy_o affection_n that_o they_o may_v run_v free_o after_o the_o invite_a of_o god_n spirit_n without_o keep_v that_o method_n which_o i_o have_v set_v down_o for_o although_o ordinary_o consideration_n ought_v to_o go_v before_o affection_n and_o resolution_n yet_o nevertheless_o when_o the_o holy_a ghost_n pour_v forth_o devout_a affection_n and_o holy_a motion_n in_o to_o thy_o soul_n without_o discourse_n and_o consideration_n thou_o must_v not_o then_o spend_v time_n in_o discource_v the_o point_n of_o thy_o exercise_n for_o those_o discource_n serve_v for_o no_o other_o end_n but_z to_z stur_z up_o good_a affection_n which_o in_o this_o case_n the_o holy_a ghost_n gracious_o stir_v up_o and_o therefore_o need_v no_o discourse_n at_o all_o in_o a_o word_n when_o so_o ever_o good_a affect_n and_o devout_a motion_n offer_v themselves_o unto_o thou_o receive_v they_o present_o and_o make_v they_o room_n in_o thy_o hart_n whether_o they_o come_v before_o or_o after_o all_o the_o consideration_n propose_v in_o thy_o exercise_n though_o i_o have_v place_v in_o the_o abovewritten_a example_n of_o meditation_n the_o affection_n in_o order_n after_o all_o the_o consideration_n and_o point_n of_o discourse_n i_o do_v it_o only_o to_o distinguish_v more_o plain_o and_o intelligiblie_o the_o part_n and_o act_n to_o be_v use_v in_o prayer_n so_o that_o notwithstanding_o that_o order_n there_o set_v down_o take_v this_o for_o a_o general_a rule_n never_o to_o restrain_v or_o withhold_v thy_o affection_n once_o inflame_v with_o any_o devout_a motion_n but_o let_v they_o have_v their_o free_a course_n and_o this_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v not_o only_o of_o the_o affection_n follow_v the_o consideration_n but_o also_o of_o the_o three_o act_n of_o thanks_o give_v oblation_n and_o petition_n which_o may_v likewise_o be_v use_v amid_o the_o consideration_n when_o they_o offer_v themselves_o fervent_o although_o afterward_o for_o the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o meditation_n thou_o must_v repeat_v they_o again_o 5._o as_o for_o resolution_n and_o particular_a purpose_n draw_v from_o those_o general_a affection_n make_v they_o always_o after_o the_o affection_n themselves_o and_o about_o the_o end_n of_o thy_o exercise_n before_o the_o conclusion_n of_o it_o for_o if_o we_o shall_v present_v unto_o our_o thought_n particular_a and_o familiar_a object_n in_o the_o heat_n of_o our_o meditation_n and_o affection_n they_o will_v put_v we_o in_o danger_n of_o cool_v our_o devotion_n and_o to_o enter_v into_o distraction_n 6._o amid_o these_o affection_n and_o resolution_n it_o be_v good_a to_o use_v colloquy_n or_o familiar_a talk_n as_o it_o be_v sometime_o with_o god_n our_o lord_n sometime_o with_o our_o bless_a lady_n with_o the_o angel_n and_o person_n represent_v in_o the_o mystery_n which_o we_o meditate_v with_o the_o saint_n of_o heaven_n with_o ourselves_o with_o our_o own_o hart_n with_o sinner_n yea_o and_o with_o insensible_a creature_n as_o we_o see_v that_o holy_a david_n do_v in_o his_o psalm_n and_o other_o devout_a saint_n in_o their_o prayer_n and_o meditation_n of_o the_o dryness_n of_o affection_n which_o often_o happen_v in_o meditate_v chapter_n 9_o 1._o if_o it_o chance_v thou_o to_o find_v no_o taste_n or_o comfort_n in_o thy_o meditation_n i_o charge_v thou_o philotheus_n notwithstanding_o to_o be_v in_o no_o sort_n trouble_v or_o vex_v therefore_o but_o in_o such_o occasion_n sometime_o open_a the_o door_n to_o vocal_a prayer_n and_o with_o devout_a word_n in_o the_o best_a manner_n thou_o can_v complain_v of_o thyself_o unto_o our_o lord_n confess_v thy_o unworthynes_n desire_v he_o to_o be_v thy_o helper_n somtme_v kiss_v reverent_o some_o image_n of_o he_o and_o say_v unto_o he_o these_o word_n of_o jacob_n i_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o lord_n until_o thou_o give_v i_o thy_o blessing_n or_o those_o of_o the_o cananaean_a woman_n yes_o in_o deed_n lord_n i_o be_o a_o dog_n but_o yet_o dog_n eat_v the_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o their_o master_n table_n other_o time_n take_v some_o spiritual_a book_n in_o thy_o hand_n read_v it_o with_o heed_n and_o attention_n until_o such_o time_n as_o thy_o spirit_n be_v awake_v and_o reestablish_v in_o itself_o again_o stir_v up_o thy_o hart_n other_o time_n with_o corporal_a gesture_n of_o outward_a devotion_n prostrate_v thyself_o upon_o the_o ground_n lay_v thy_o arm_n a_o cross_n before_o thy_o breast_n embrace_v a_o crucifix_n which_o exterior_a act_n be_v only_o to_o be_v use_v when_o thou_o be_v retire_v alone_o into_o some_o secret_a closet_n 2._o but_o if_o after_o all_o this_o thou_o obtain_v no_o comfort_n be_v the_o dryness_n and_o barennesse_n never_o so_o great_a afflict_v not_o thyself_o with_o it_o but_o persevere_v constant_o in_o as_o devout_a a_o manner_n as_o thou_o can_v before_o almighty_a god_n how_o many_o courtier_n be_v there_o that_o go_v a_o hundred_o time_n in_o the_o year_n into_o the_o prince_n chamber_n with_o out_o hope_v of_o once_o speak_v unto_o he_o only_o to_o be_v see_v of_o he_o &_o that_o he_o may_v take_v notice_n of_o they_o that_o they_o endeavour_n to_o show_v their_o duty_n to_o he_o so_o must_v we_o my_o dear_a philotheus_n come_v to_o the_o exercise_n of_o prayer_n which_o be_v as_o it_o be_v god_n chamber_n of_o presence_n pure_o and_o mere_o to_o do_v our_o duty_n and_o testify_v our_o fidelity_n if_o it_o will_v please_v his_o divine_a majesty_n to_o talk_v with_o we_o to_o entertain_v himself_o with_o we_o by_o his_o holy_a inspiration_n and_o interior_a consolation_n it_o will_v be_v doubtless_o a_o inestimable_a honour_n to_o we_o and_o a_o pleasure_n above_o all_o pleasure_n but_o if_o it_o please_v he_o not_o to_o do_v we_o this_o favour_n leave_v we_o without_o once_o speak_v unto_o we_o no_o otherwise_o then_o if_o he_o see_v we_o not_o or_o if_o we_o be_v not_o in_o his_o presence_n we_o must_v not_o for_o all_o that_o go_v our_o way_n grumble_a or_o melancholy_n but_o continue_v still_o patient_o and_o with_o devout_a behaveour_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o his_o sovereign_a goodness_n and_o then_o without_o fail_v our_o perseverance_n will_v be_v acceptable_a unto_o he_o he_o will_v take_v notice_n of_o our_o constancy_n and_o diligence_n so_o that_o another_o time_n when_o we_o shall_v come_v before_o he_o he_o will_v favour_v we_o and_o pass_v his_o time_n as_o we_o may_v say_v with_o we_o in_o heavenly_a consolation_n and_o make_v we_o see_v and_o taste_v the_o beauty_n and_o deliciousness_n of_o holy_a prayer_n and_o all_o though_o he_o shall_v not_o show_v we_o this_o favour_n let_v we_o
repugn_v to_o thy_o mind_n and_o if_o thou_o find_v any_o such_o holy_a exercise_n to_o which_o this_o hart_n of_o thou_o have_v less_o inclination_n than_o it_o shall_v examine_v the_o cause_n from_o whence_o that_o disgust_n arise_v 5._o how_o do_v thy_o hart_n remain_v affect_v towards_o god_n himself_o take_v it_o pleasure_n in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n feel_v it_o not_o a_o sweet_a delight_n in_o call_v he_o to_o mind_n ah_o say_a david_n i_o have_v think_v upon_o god_n and_o take_v delight_n therein_o do_v thou_o find_v a_o certain_a promptness_n readiness_n and_o facility_n in_o thy_o hart_n to_o love_n god_n and_o a_o particular_a savour_n in_o taste_v this_o his_o love_n thy_o hart_n do_v it_o not_o recreate_v itself_o to_o think_v upon_o the_o immensity_n bounty_n and_o marvellous_a swetnes_n of_o almighty_a god_n if_o thou_o chance_v to_o think_v upon_o god_n amid_o thy_o worldly_a affair_n and_o vanity_n do_v this_o thought_n make_v place_n and_o win_v room_n and_o seize_v upon_o thy_o hart_n do_v it_o seem_v to_o thou_o that_o in_o such_o case_n thy_o hart_n take_v god_n part_n and_o turn_v to_o his_o side_n and_o as_o it_o be_v go_v before_o he_o to_o lead_v he_o reverent_o into_o the_o chamber_n of_o thy_o hart_n for_o there_o be_v many_o soul_n of_o this_o metal_n in_o the_o world_n 6._o a_o love_a wife_n when_o her_o husband_n come_v home_o from_o some_o far_a journey_n so_o soon_o as_o she_o perceave_v any_o sign_n of_o his_o return_n or_o hear_v his_o voice_n what_o business_n of_o ever_o she_o have_v in_o hand_n though_o she_o be_v constrain_v by_o some_o forcible_a consideration_n to_o stay_v herself_o yet_o her_o hart_n can_v be_v hold_v from_o look_v for_o her_o husband_n but_o abandon_v all_o other_o cogitation_n to_o think_v upon_o his_o joyful_a return_n soul_n that_o love_v god_n do_v the_o very_a same_o howsoever_o they_o be_v employ_v when_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n present_v itself_o unto_o they_o they_o neglect_v all_o thing_n else_o for_o joy_n that_o their_o belove_a be_v return_v unto_o they_o and_o this_o be_v a_o very_a good_a sign_n 7._o how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o jesus_n christ_n god_n &_o man_n take_v thou_o pleasure_n in_o thinck_v on_o his_o life_n and_o death_n the_o bee_n delight_n in_o their_o delicious_a honey_n wasp_n and_o beetle_n in_o ill-favoured_a savour_n so_o holy_a soul_n have_v all_o their_o contentment_n place_v in_o our_o sweet_a redeemer_n jesus_n christ_n with_o a_o exceed_a tenderness_n of_o ardent_a love_n to_o he_o but_o such_o as_o be_v vain_a and_o wicked_a plant_v their_o affection_n altogether_o upon_o unprofitable_a vanity_n 8._o how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o our_o bless_a lady_n thy_o good_a angel_n the_o saint_n of_o heaven_n do_v thou_o love_v honour_n &_o reverence_v they_o have_v thou_o a_o special_a trust_n in_o their_o intercession_n a_o respect_n &_o worship_n to_o their_o image_n delight_n in_o their_o life_n take_v thou_o pleasure_n to_o hear_v they_o praise_v 9_o concern_v thy_o tongue_n how_o speak_v thou_o of_o god_n be_v it_o a_o delight_n unto_o thou_o to_o talk_v and_o discourse_n in_o his_o honour_n according_a to_o thy_o condition_n and_o ability_n do_v thou_o love_v to_o sing_v hymn_n to_o his_o praise_n and_o glory_n 10._o concern_v work_n think_v whether_o thou_o have_v a_o true_a hearty_a desire_n of_o the_o outward_a glotie_n of_o god_n and_o to_o do_v somewhat_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o worship_n for_o such_o as_o love_n god_n do_v according_a to_o david_n love_v the_o ornament_n of_o his_o house_n 11._o consider_v whether_o thou_o have_v leave_v any_o affection_n or_o renounce_v any_o delight_n or_o forsake_v any_o thing_n for_o god_n cause_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a sign_n of_o true_a love_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o we_o love_v to_o deprive_v ourselves_o of_o any_o thing_n what_o then_o have_v thou_o in_o all_o this_o time_n since_o thy_o protestation_n forsake_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n a_o examination_n of_o our_o estate_n touch_v ourselves_o chap._n 5._o 1._o how_o do_v thou_o love_v thyself_o love_v thou_o thyself_o overmuch_o for_o the_o vanity_n of_o this_o world_n for_o if_o it_o be_v so_o thou_o will_v desire_v to_o dwell_v always_o in_o the_o world_n with_o a_o extraordinary_a care_n to_o establish_v thyself_o here_o upon_o earth_n but_o if_o thou_o love_v thyself_o for_o heaven_n sake_n then_o will_v thou_o desire_v at_o least_o wise_a thou_o will_v easy_o consent_v to_o depart_v from_o hence_o at_o the_o time_n and_o hour_n that_o it_o shall_v please_v our_o lord_n to_o call_v thou_o 2._o do_v thou_o keep_v due_a order_n in_o the_o love_n of_o thyself_o for_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o mar_v we_o but_o only_o the_o inordinate_a love_n of_o ourselves_o as_o for_o well_o order_v love_n it_o require_v that_o we_o love_v the_o soul_n bitter_a than_o the_o body_n that_o we_o take_v more_o pain_n to_o get_v virtue_n then_o any_o thing_n else_o that_o we_o make_v more_o account_n of_o heavenly_a glory_n then_o of_o base_a and_o transitory_a honour_n a_o well_o order_v hart_n will_v more_o often_o say_v in_o itself_o what_o will_v the_o angel_n say_v if_o i_o think_v or_o do_v such_o a_o thing_n they_o what_o will_v man_n say_v 3._o what_o love_n bear_v thou_o to_o thy_o soul_n be_v thou_o unwilling_a and_o loath_a to_o help_v it_o when_o it_o be_v spiritual_o distemper_v and_o disease_v alas_o thou_o owe_v this_o care_n and_o attendance_n unto_o it_o to_o help_v it_o thyself_o and_o procure_v it_o to_o be_v holpen_v by_o other_o when_o passion_n do_v torment_v it_o and_o to_o set_v a_o side_n all_o other_o care_n when_o thy_o soul_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o thy_o care_n 4._o how_o do_v thou_o esteem_v of_o thyself_o before_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n almighty_a to_o be_v nothing_o at_o all_o doubtless_o but_o it_o be_v no_o great_a humility_n in_o a_o fly_n to_o think_v herself_o nothing_o in_o regard_n of_o a_o mountain_n or_o for_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o esteem_v itself_o nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o main_a sea_n nor_o for_o a_o sparkle_n of_o fire_n to_o hold_v itself_o nothing_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o sun_n it_o be_v humility_n indeed_o not_o to_o prefer_v ourselves_o before_o other_o nor_o to_o affect_v or_o desire_v to_o be_v esteem_v of_o and_o well_o like_v by_o other_o how_o do_v thou_o feel_v thyself_o affect_v in_o this_o point_n 5._o touch_v thy_o tongue_n do_v thou_o not_o brag_v and_o vaunt_v of_o thyself_o one_o way_n or_o other_o do_v thou_o not_o flatter_v thyself_o when_o thou_o speak_v of_o thy_o own_o self_n 6._o for_o work_n &_o action_n do_v thou_o use_v to_o take_v any_o pleasure_n or_o passetime_o contrary_a to_o thy_o bodily_a or_o spiritual_a health_n i_o mean_v vain_a pleasure_n unprofitable_a recreation_n overwatching_a too_o much_o disorde_o labour_n and_o such_o like_a a_o examination_n of_o the_o estate_n of_o our_o soul_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n chapter_n 6._o 1._o the_o love_n between_o husband_n and_o wife_n oughts_z io_o be_v sweet_a quiet_a earnest_a and_o constant_a and_o ground_v principal_o upon_o the_o ordinance_n of_o god_n who_o command_v it_o to_o be_v so_o and_o the_o self_n same_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v of_o love_n between_o parent_n and_o their_o child_n between_o we_o and_o our_o neighbour_n and_o our_o friend_n every_o one_o in_o his_o rank_n and_o degree_n 2._o but_o to_o speak_v in_o general_n how_o be_v thy_o hart_n affect_v towards_o thy_o neighbour_n do_v thou_o love_v he_o from_o thy_o hart_n and_o for_o god_n sake_n to_o discern_v well_o whether_o it_o be_v so_o or_o no_o thou_o must_v prepose_v and_o represent_v unto_o thyself_o certain_a person_n that_o be_v troublesome_a and_o intractable_a for_o there_o it_o be_v and_o towards_o such_o kind_n of_o man_n where_o we_o exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o true_a charity_n towards_o our_o neighbour_n and_o much_o more_o towards_o such_o as_o have_v injury_v we_o either_o in_o work_n or_o in_o word_n examine_v well_o if_o thy_o hart_n be_v free_a from_o passion_n in_o this_o behalf_n and_o whether_o thou_o feel_v not_o a_o contradiction_n within_o thou_o to_o love_v any_o body_n 3._o be_v thou_o prone_a to_o speak_v ill_o of_o thy_o neighbour_n and_o especial_o of_o such_o as_o love_v thou_o not_o do_v thou_o any_o harm_n to_o thy_o neighbour_n direct_o or_o indirect_o though_o thou_o have_v never_o so_o little_a reason_n or_o discourse_n thou_o will_v easy_o find_v out_o thy_o defect_n in_o this_o point_n a_o examination_n of_o the_o affection_n of_o our_o soul_n chap._n 7._o 1._o i_o have_v extend_v these_o point_n at_o large_a because_o in_o the_o examination_n of_o they_o consist_v the_o knowledge_n of_o our_o spiritual_a
lewis_n s._n amé_n and_o s._n edward_n in_o their_o royal_a throne_n &_o dukedom_n nay_o it_o have_v oftentimes_o happen_v that_o many_o have_v lose_v their_o perfection_n in_o solitude_n which_o not_o withstand_v be_v so_o much_o desire_v to_o perfection_n and_o have_v conserve_v it_o amid_o the_o multitude_n which_o seem_v little_a favourable_a to_o perfection_n lott_n say_v s._n gregory_n that_o be_v so_o chaste_a in_o the_o city_n defile_v himself_o in_o solitude_n whersoever_o we_o be_v or_o of_o whatsoever_o calling_n we_o be_v we_o may_v and_o aught_o to_o aspire_v to_o perfection_n the_o necessity_n of_o a_o guide_n to_o enter_v and_o go_v forward_o in_o exercise_n of_o devotion_n chapter_n four_o 1._o young_a tobias_n command_v by_o his_o father_n to_o go_v to_o the_o city_n of_o rage_n say_v i_o know_v no_o whit_n of_o the_o way_n go_v then_o reply_v his_o father_n and_o seek_v out_o some_o faithful_a guide_n to_o conduct_v thou_o the_o same_o say_v i_o to_o thou_o my_o belove_a philotheus_n desire_v thou_o in_o good_a earnest_n to_o walk_v to_o the_o city_n of_o devotion_n seek_v some_o skilful_a man_n to_o direct_v and_o lead_v thou_o this_o be_v the_o rule_n of_o rule_n and_o the_o advertisement_n of_o advertisment_n for_o albeit_o thou_o search_v never_o so_o curious_o say_v the_o devout_a auila_n thou_o shall_v never_o so_o secure_o and_o certain_o find_v out_o the_o will_n of_o god_n as_o by_o this_o safe_a way_n of_o humble_a obedience_n so_o much_o recommend_v and_o practise_v by_o all_o his_o devout_a and_o faithful_a servant_n in_o former_a time_n the_o bless_a mother_n teresa_n foundress_n of_o the_o reform_a carmelit_n see_v the_o strange_a and_o extraordinary_a penance_n which_o the_o great_a lady_n catherine_n of_o cardova_n exercise_v in_o a_o cave_n in_o a_o wilderness_n of_o spanie_n be_v much_o move_v in_o hart_n to_o imitate_v she_o therein_o contrary_a to_o the_o advice_n of_o her_o confessor_n who_o have_v forbid_v she_o such_o kind_n of_o austerity_n yet_o be_v she_o tempt_v not_o to_o obey_v he_o in_o that_o behalf_n but_o god_n who_o many_o time_n familiar_o talk_v with_o she_o say_v unto_o she_o my_o daughter_n thou_o have_v already_o begin_v a_o very_a fafe_a and_o assure_v way_n see_v thou_o the_o penance_n of_o that_o good_a lady_n but_o i_o do_v make_v more_o account_n of_o thy_o obedience_n and_o therefore_o this_o bless_a woman_n ever_o after_o so_o love_v this_o virtue_n that_o beside_o the_o ordinary_a obedience_n due_a unto_o her_o superior_n she_o make_v one_o vow_n in_o particular_a to_o a_o certain_a learned_a &_o excellent_a man_n to_o follow_v in_o all_o thing_n his_o direction_n by_o which_o she_o find_v inestimable_a comfort_n and_o profit_n as_o both_o before_o and_o after_o she_o many_o devout_a soul_n have_v do_v the_o like_a who_o to_o subject_v themselves_o more_o perfect_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n submit_v their_o own_o will_n to_o the_o disposition_n of_o his_o servant_n a_o thing_n which_o holy_a s._n catherine_n of_o sienna_n high_o commend_v in_o her_o spiritual_a dialogue_n the_o most_o virtuous_a princess_n s._n elizabeth_n submit_v herself_o most_o extraordinarilie_o to_o the_o direction_n of_o her_o ghostly_a confessor_n conradus_n and_o one_o of_o the_o last_o advice_n that_o great_a s._n lewis_n give_v to_o his_o son_n before_o his_o death_n be_v in_o this_o in_o kind_n confess_v often_o &_o choose_v a_o confessor_n of_o learning_n and_o discretion_n that_o can_v and_o dare_v advertise_v thou_o to_o do_v such_o thing_n as_o be_v necessary_a for_o thy_o salvation_n 2._o a_o faithful_a friend_n say_v the_o holy_a scripture_n be_v a_o strong_a protection_n he_o that_o have_v find_v he_o have_v find_v a_o treasure_n a_o faithful_a friend_n be_v a_o medicine_n of_o life_n and_o immortality_n such_o as_o fear_v god_n do_v find_v such_o a_o friend_n these_o sacred_a word_n as_o you_o may_v see_v be_v principal_o speak_v of_o immortality_n for_o the_o obtain_n whereof_o it_o be_v needful_a above_o all_o thing_n to_o have_v this_o faithful_a friend_n who_o may_v guide_v our_o action_n by_o his_o prudentiall_a council_n and_o countergard_v we_o against_o the_o ambushment_n and_o slight_n of_o our_o ghostly_a enemy_n such_o a_o one_o shall_v be_v unto_o we_o as_o a_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n in_o all_o our_o affliction_n desolation_n and_o fall_v he_o shall_v serve_v we_o as_o a_o medicine_n to_o ease_v and_o comfort_v our_o heart_n in_o our_o ghostly_a disease_n he_o will_v keep_v we_o from_o evil_a and_o make_v what_o be_v good_a in_o we_o agreat_a deal_n better_o and_o if_o any_o infirmity_n chance_v to_o befall_v we_o his_o careful_a assistance_n will_v procure_v that_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v mortal_a for_o he_o will_v lift_v we_o up_o again_o from_o our_o downfall_n 3._o but_o who_o be_v he_o say_v you_o that_o shall_v be_v so_o happy_a as_o to_o find_v such_o a_o friend_n the_o wise_a man_n in_o the_o same_o place_n tell_v we_o say_v they_o that_o fear_v god_n they_o that_o with_o a_o humble_a mind_n affectuouf_o desire_v their_o advacement_n in_o piety_n and_o in_o the_o service_n and_o worship_n of_o their_o creator_n see_v then_o that_o it_o import_v thou_o so_o much_o my_o philotheus_n to_o go_v accompany_v with_o a_o good_a guide_n in_o this_o holy_a voyage_n of_o devotion_n pray_v unto_o god_n with_o very_o great_a instance_n that_o he_o will_v furnish_v thou_o with_o one_o according_a to_o his_o hart_n and_o doubt_v not_o albeit_o it_o be_v needful_a for_o this_o end_n to_o send_v a_o angel_n from_o heaven_n as_o he_o do_v to_o young_a tobias_n but_o that_o he_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o good_a one_o and_o a_o faithful_a 4._o and_o in_o very_a deed_n in_o place_n of_o a_o angel_n ought_v he_o to_o be_v unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o have_v once_o find_v he_o regard_v he_o not_o simple_o as_o a_o man_n nether_a trust_n in_o he_o nor_o in_o his_o human_a prudence_n but_o in_o the_o providence_n of_o almighty_a god_n who_o will_v no_o doubt_n favour_v thy_o endeavour_n and_o speak_v unto_o thou_o by_o the_o mean_n and_o interposition_n of_o this_o man_n put_v into_o his_o mind_n and_o into_o his_o mouth_n that_o which_o shall_v be_v most_o expedient_a for_o thy_o spiritual_a advancement_n so_o that_o thou_o ought_v to_o hearken_v unto_o he_o as_o unto_o a_o angel_n descend_v from_o heaven_n to_o conduct_v and_o lead_v thou_o thither_o treat_v with_o he_o free_o and_o with_o a_o open_a hart_n manifest_v without_o all_o dissimulation_n or_o feign_v the_o good_a and_o evil_a which_o thou_o find_v in_o thy_o soul_n and_o by_o this_o mean_n thy_o good_a shall_v be_v more_o examine_v and_o assure_v and_o thy_o evil_a correct_v and_o amend_v thou_o shall_v be_v both_o ease_v and_o fortify_v in_o thy_o affliction_n and_o moderate_v and_o order_v in_o thy_o consolation_n place_v then_o a_o exceed_a confidence_n in_o he_o join_v with_o a_o religious_a and_o respective_a reverence_n yet_o so_o that_o the_o reverence_n diminish_v not_o thy_o confidence_n in_o he_o nor_o thy_o confidence_n hinder_v the_o reverence_n due_a unto_o he_o but_o trust_v in_o he_o with_o tremble_a as_o a_o chaste_a maiden_n do_v respect_v her_o severe_a but_o love_a father_n and_o respect_v he_o with_o a_o assure_a trust_n in_o his_o love_n and_o care_n as_o a_o obedient_a son_n will_v do_v his_o dear_a and_o tender_a heart_a mother_n in_o a_o word_n the_o friendship_n betwixt_o thou_o and_o thy_o ghostly_a instructor_n must_v be_v strong_a and_o sweet_a all_o holy_a all_o sacred_a and_o all_o celestial_a 5._o for_o this_o cause_n choose_v one_o among_o a_o thousand_o say_v auilla_n but_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o one_o among_o ten_o thousand_o for_o there_o be_v few_o to_o be_v find_v then_o man_n imagine_v who_o be_v fit_a and_o capable_a of_o such_o a_o office_n he_o must_v be_v replenish_v with_o charity_n knowledge_n and_o with_o prudence_n for_o if_o but_o one_o of_o these_o three_o part_n be_v want_v in_o he_o it_o will_v be_v dangerous_a for_o thy_o soul_n therefore_o once_o again_o i_o advise_v thou_o to_o demand_v he_o instant_o at_o the_o hand_n of_o almighty_a god_n and_o have_v once_o obtain_v he_o bless_v his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o so_o great_a a_o benefit_n stand_v firm_a and_o steadfast_a under_o his_o conduct_n and_o change_v he_o not_o light_o for_o any_o other_o but_o go_v to_o he_o simple_o humble_o and_o confident_o and_o so_o shall_v thou_o make_v a_o prosperous_a voyage_n that_o the_o begin_n of_o a_o devout_a life_n must_v be_v take_v from_o the_o purgation_n of_o the_o soul_n chapter_n v._n 1._o flower_n appear_v in_o our_o ground_n say_v the_o spouse_n in_o the_o canticle_n the_o time_n of_o prune_v our_o vine_n be_v come_v what_o be_v the_o flower_n of_o our_o heart_n o_o philotheus_n
hart_n 5._o i_o will_v do_v all_o that_o i_o can_v to_o pull_v up_o by_o the_o very_a root_n all_o the_o plant_n of_o sin_n from_o my_o hart_n &_o in_o particular_a such_o and_o such_o which_o do_v most_o annoy_v i_o 6._o to_o accomplish_v this_o i_o will_v constant_o embrace_v the_o mean_n which_o shall_v be_v advise_v i_o and_o never_o think_v i_o have_v do_v evough_o to_o repair_v the_o ruin_n of_o so_o great_a offence_n conclusion_n 1._o give_v god_n thanks_o for_o expect_v thy_o amendment_n until_o this_o hour_n and_o bless_v he_o that_o he_o have_v give_v thou_o these_o good_a affection_n 2._o offer_v he_o up_o thy_o soul_n frank_o and_o free_o that_o thou_o may_v put_v they_o in_o execution_n by_o the_o help_n of_o his_o grace_n 3._o desire_v he_o to_o strengthen_v thou_o with_o his_o heavenly_a aid_n for_o his_o dear_a son_n precious_a death_n for_o our_o bless_a lady_n intercession_n &_o the_o prayer_n of_o all_o his_o saint_n etc._n etc._n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la remember_v to_o make_v a_o little_a nosegay_n of_o devotion_n as_o aforesaid_a the_o fifte_a meditation_n of_o death_n chapter_n 13._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o reverent_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o inspire_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n 3._o imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v extreme_o sick_a li_v upon_o thy_o deathbed_n without_o any_o hope_n at_o all_o of_o ever_o escape_v consideration_n 1._o consider_v the_o uncertainty_n of_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o death_n o_o my_o poor_a soul_n thou_o must_v out_o of_o this_o body_n one_o day_n but_o when_o shall_v that_o day_n be_v will_v it_o be_v in_o winter_n or_o in_o summer_n in_o city_n or_o contrie_n by_o day_n or_o by_o night_n shall_v it_o be_v unaware_o or_o with_o advertisement_n by_o sickness_n or_o by_o casuallity_n shall_v thou_o have_v leisure_n to_o confess_v thou_o or_o not_o shall_v thou_o have_v the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n or_o not_o alas_o o_o my_o soul_n of_o all_o these_o thing_n we_o know_v not_o one_o only_o certain_a it_o be_v that_o die_v we_o must_v and_o always_o soon_o than_o we_o imagine_v 2._o consider_v that_o at_o that_o time_n the_o whole_a world_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o concern_v thou_o that_o be_v there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o world_n for_o thou_o yea_o it_o will_v turn_v upside_o down_o before_o thy_o eye_n for_o then_o the_o pleasure_n the_o vanity_n the_o worldly_a joy_n the_o fond_a affection_n of_o our_o life_n will_v seem_v unto_o we_o like_o fly_v shadow_n and_o fadinge_n cloud_n ah_o wretched_a caitiff_a that_o i_o be_o for_o what_o trifle_n and_o babble_n have_v i_o offend_v almighty_a god_n thou_o shall_v then_o evident_o see_v that_o we_o have_v offend_v he_o for_o just_a nothing_o contrariwise_a at_o that_o hour_n all_o devotion_n piety_n and_o other_o good_a work_n will_v seem_v unto_o thou_o the_o great_a and_o sweet_a treasure_n in_o the_o world_n o_o wherefore_o do_v i_o not_o follow_v this_o fair_a and_o pleasant_a path_n at_o that_o sorrowful_a time_n thy_o sin_n which_o before_o seem_v unto_o thou_o but_o little_a moule-hille_n will_v appear_v biggar_n then_o huge_a mountain_n and_o thy_o devotion_n so_o little_a that_o thou_o will_v scarce_o be_v able_a to_o perceive_v it_o 3._o consider_v the_o long_a &_o languish_a farewell_n that_o thy_o distress_a soul_n will_v then_o give_v to_o this_o world_n how_o sorrowful_o she_o will_v bid_v adieu_o to_o riches_n to_o honour_n to_o vanity_n to_o vain_a company_n to_o pleasure_n to_o pastime_n to_o friend_n to_o neighbour_n to_o parent_n to_o kinsfolk_n to_o husband_n to_o wife_n to_o child_n and_o in_o a_o word_n to_o all_o creature_n and_o final_o to_o her_o own_o body_n which_o she_o must_v likewise_o leave_v all_o pale_a wrinkle_a hideous_a loathsome_a and_o most_o detestable_o stink_v 4._o consider_v the_o impression_n that_o one_o shall_v have_v to_o lift_v up_o or_o lay_v hand_n on_o this_o thy_o body_n the_o great_a haste_n that_o even_o thy_o best_a friend_n will_v make_v to_o carry_v thy_o carcase_n out_o of_o door_n and_o to_o hide_v the_o same_o full_a deep_a under_o the_o ground_n far_o enough_o from_o their_o sight_n &_o behold_v and_o this_o do_v how_o seldom_o afterwards_o the_o world_n will_v think_v upon_o thou_o sure_o no_o more_o than_o thou_o thyself_o have_v think_v upon_o other_o man_n who_o have_v decease_v before_o thou_o god_n have_v mercy_n on_o his_o soul_n say_v they_o and_o there_o be_v all_o o_o death_n how_o be_v thou_o to_o be_v ponder_v how_o be_v thou_o terrible_a pitiless_a and_o without_o compassion_n 5._o that_o at_o this_o departure_n from_o the_o body_n the_o soul_n take_v his_o way_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n or_o the_o left_a alas_o alas_o wither_v then_o shall_v thou_o go_v what_o way_n shall_v it_o take_v sure_o no_o other_o than_o that_o which_o it_o have_v heretofore_o begin_v in_o this_o world_n affection_n and_o resolution_n 1._o pray_v earnest_o to_o god_n and_o cast_v thyself_o with_o tremble_a love_n beiwixt_n his_o arm_n alas_o o_o my_o lord_n receive_v i_o into_o thy_o protection_n at_o that_o dreadful_a day_n make_v that_o last_o hour_n happy_a and_o favourable_a unto_o i_o and_o let_v rather_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o life_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o day_n of_o sorrow_n affliction_n and_o calamity_n 2._o despise_v the_o world_n see_v i_o know_v not_o the_o hour_n wherein_o i_o must_v leave_v thou_o o_o wretched_a world_n i_o will_v no_o more_o set_v my_o love_n upon_o thou_o o_o you_o my_o dear_a friend_n knisfolke_n and_o ally_n suffer_v i_o to_o bearge_n you_o only_o that_o affection_n which_o be_v compatible_a with_o a_o holy_a amity_n and_o may_v therefore_o last_v eternal_o for_o why_o shall_v i_o unite_v myself_o unto_o you_o in_o such_o sort_n as_o that_o afterwards_o we_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o break_v the_o knot_n of_o amity_n betwixt_o we_o 3._o i_o will_v therefore_o from_o this_o very_a instant_n prepare_v myself_o for_o that_o perilous_a hour_n and_o take_v that_o care_n which_o be_v requisite_a to_o end_v this_o journey_n happy_o i_o will_v secure_v the_o estate_n of_o my_o conscience_n to_o the_o utmost_a of_o my_o ability_n and_o take_v present_a order_n for_o the_o reformation_n and_o amendment_n of_o such_o and_o such_o defaulte_n conclusion_n give_v thanks_n unto_o god_n for_o these_o resolution_n which_o he_o have_v infuse_v and_o give_v unto_o thou_o and_o offer_v they_o again_o thankful_o love_o and_o lowly_a unto_o his_o majesty_n entreat_v he_o a_o new_a to_o give_v thou_o a_o happy_a death_n for_o the_o death_n of_o his_o dear_o belove_a son_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n implore_v the_o assistance_n of_o the_o b._n virgin_n thy_o angel_n guardian_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n in_o heaven_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la and_o bound_v up_o a_o sweet_a posy_n of_o myrrh_n to_o recreate_v thy_o soul_n the_o day_n follow_v the_o sixth_o meditation_n of_o judgement_n chapter_n 14._o 1._o place_v thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o pray_v he_o to_o assist_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o after_o the_o time_n that_o god_n have_v ordain_v for_o the_o continnance_n of_o the_o world_n and_o after_o a_o number_n of_o dreadful_a sign_n and_o horrible_a presage_n the_o terror_n whereof_o shall_v make_v man_n wither_v for_o fear_n and_o anguish_n a_o consume_a fire_n come_v like_o aflood_n shall_v burn_v and_o reduce_v to_o ash_n every_o thing_n that_o be_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n nothing_o which_o we_o see_v except_v nothing_o to_o be_v privileged_a from_o this_o fiery_a deluge_n 2._o after_o this_o flood_n of_o flame_n and_o lightning_n all_o man_n shall_v arise_v from_o their_o grave_n except_v such_o as_o already_o be_v rise_v and_o at_o the_o summon_n of_o the_o archangel_n voice_n they_o shall_v appear_v before_o the_o judgement_n throne_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o josaphat_n but_o alas_o with_o what_o difference_n for_o the_o one_o sort_n shall_v arise_v with_o glorifed_a body_n cast_v forth_o ray_n of_o exceed_a light_n and_o the_o other_o in_o body_n or_o rather_o in_o carrion_n most_o hideous_a and_o loath_a some_o to_o behold_v 3._o consider_v the_o majesty_n where_o with_o the_o sovereign_a judge_n will_v appear_v environ_v with_o all_o the_o army_n of_o his_o angel_n and_o saint_n before_o he_o shall_v be_v bear_v triumphant_o his_o sacred_a cross_n shine_v much_o more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n a_o standard_n of_o grace_n to_o the_o good_a and_o of_o righour_n and_o terror_n to_o the_o wicked_a 4._o this_o sovereign_a judge_n by_o his_o redoubted_a commandment_n and_o which_o shall_v sudden_o and_o in_o a_o moment_n be_v put_v in_o execution_n shall_v separate_v the_o good_a from_o the_o bad_a place_v the_o one_o
be_v unite_v everlasting_o to_o their_o begin_n they_o be_v there_o like_o happy_a bird_n which_o fly_v chirp_a &_o sing_v perpetual_o in_o the_o heaven_n of_o the_o divinity_n which_o encompass_v they_o on_o all_o side_n with_o unspeakable_a pleasure_n there_o every_o one_o strive_v with_o a_o holy_a emulation_n who_o may_v do_v best_a and_o without_o any_o envy_n sing_v the_o praise_n of_o their_o creator_n bless_a be_v thou_o o_o sweet_a lord_n and_o sovereign_a maker_n who_o be_v so_o bountiful_a unto_o we_o &_o do_v communicate_v unto_o we_o so_o liberal_o the_o everlasting_a treasure_n of_o thy_o glory_n and_o god_n on_o the_o other_o side_n bless_v they_o all_o with_o a_o eternal_a benediction_n bless_a be_v you_o for_o ever_o say_v he_o my_o belove_a creature_n who_o have_v so_o faithful_o serve_v i_o and_o who_o shall_v laud_v i_o everlasting_o with_o so_o great_a love_n courage_n and_o contentment_n affection_n and_o resolution_n 1._o admire_v and_o praise_v this_o heavenly_a country_n o_o how_o beautiful_a be_v thou_o my_o dear_a jerusalem_n 2._o reproache_v unto_o thy_o hart_n the_o little_a courage_n which_o it_o have_v have_v unto_o this_o present_a for_o have_v go_v so_o much_o awry_o from_o the_o way_n of_o this_o glorious_a habitation_n o_o wherefore_o have_v i_o so_o much_o estrange_v myself_o from_o my_o sovereign_a good_a ah_o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o for_o these_o pleasure_n so_o displeasant_a and_o pight_v have_v i_o a_o thousand_o and_o a_o thousand_o time_n leave_v the_o eternal_a and_o insinit_fw-la delight_n where_o be_v my_o wit_n and_o understanding_n to_o despise_v such_o good_n so_o desirable_a to_o desire_n so_o vain_a and_o contemptible_a 3._o aspire_v notwithstanding_o with_o uchement_n resolution_n to_o this_o delicious_a &_o desire_a abode_n o_o my_o gracious_a god_n since_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o at_o the_o length_n to_o recall_v my_o wander_a step_n and_o to_o direct_v they_o into_o the_o right_a way_n never_o hereafter_o will_v i_o turn_v back_o to_o those_o byway_n never_o hereafter_o will_v i_o stray_v from_o the_o true_a path_n let_v we_o go_v with_o courage_n my_o dear_a soul_n let_v we_o run_v towards_o this_o bless_a country_n which_o be_v promise_v we_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n what_o make_v we_o so_o long_o in_o this_o beggarly_a country_n of_o egypt_n i_o will_v therefore_o dispatch_v myself_o from_o all_o such_o thing_n as_o may_v put_v i_o out_o of_o the_o way_n or_o hinder_v i_o in_o so_o happy_a a_o journey_n i_o will_v perform_v such_o and_o such_o thing_n as_o may_v bring_v i_o safe_o and_o speedy_o to_o my_o iornye_n end_v give_v thanks_n offer_n pray_v pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la the_o nine_o meditation_n by_o way_n of_o election_n or_o choice_n of_o paradise_n chapter_n 17._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o humble_a thyself_o before_o his_o majesty_n pray_v he_o to_o inspire_v thou_o with_o his_o grace_n 3._o imagine_v thyself_o to_o be_v in_o a_o plain_a field_n all_o alone_a in_o company_n of_o thy_o good_a angel_n as_o young_a toby_n go_v to_o rage_n and_o that_o he_o cause_v thou_o to_o see_v above_o thou_o paradise_n open_a with_o all_o the_o pleasure_n represent_v in_o the_o former_a meditation_n of_o paradise_n and_o beneathe_v that_o he_o make_v thou_o see_v the_o pit_n of_o hell_n wide_o open_a with_o all_o the_o torment_v describe_v in_o the_o meditation_n of_o hell_n thou_o be_v thus_o place_v upon_o thy_o knee_n before_o thy_o good_a angel_n consideration_n 1._o consider_v that_o it_o be_v most_o certain_a that_o thou_o be_v in_o very_a deed_n in_o the_o midway_n to_o paradise_n and_o hell_n and_o that_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o be_v open_a to_o receive_v thou_o according_a to_o the_o choice_n which_o thou_o shall_v make_v 2._o consider_v that_o the_o choice_n which_o now_o thou_o make_v of_o the_o one_o or_o the_o other_o place_n in_o this_o world_n shall_v last_v for_o all_o eternity_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v 3._o consider_v that_o although_o both_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o be_v open_a to_o receive_v thou_o according_a to_o thy_o choice_n yet_o that_o god_n who_o be_v ready_a to_o give_v thou_o either_o the_o one_o by_o his_o justice_n or_o the_o other_o by_o his_o mercy_n desire_v not_o with_o stand_v with_o a_o incomparable_a desire_n that_o thou_o will_v make_v choice_n of_o paradise_n and_o thy_o good_a angel_n also_o urge_v and_o press_v thou_o with_o all_o his_o power_n offer_v thou_o on_o god_n behalf_n a_o thousand_o succour_n and_o a_o thousand_o grace_n to_o help_v thou_o to_o ascend_v and_o mount_v up_o thither_o 4._o consider_v that_o jesus_n christ_n from_o heaven_n above_o love_o behould_v thou_o and_o invit_v thou_o sweet_o say_v come_v o_o my_o dear_a soul_n to_o everlasting_a repose_n between_o the_o arm_n of_o my_o goodness_n where_o i_o have_v prepare_v immortal_a delight_n for_o thou_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o love_n behold_v likewise_o with_o thy_o inward_a eye_n the_o holy_a virgin_n who_o with_o a_o mother_n tender_a love_n exhort_v thou_o say_v take_v hart_n &_o courage_n my_o child_n despise_v not_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o son_n nor_o the_o manifold_a sigh_n which_o i_o have_v cast_v forth_o for_o thou_o earnest_o together_o with_o my_o son_n tender_v thy_o eternal_a salvation_n behold_v the_o saint_n also_o which_o exhort_v thou_o and_o a_o million_o of_o holy_a soul_n courteous_o allure_a thou_o and_o wish_v nothing_o else_o but_o that_o one_o day_n thy_o hart_n may_v be_v join_v with_o they_o in_o that_o happy_a company_n there_o to_o praise_n god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o assure_v thou_o that_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n be_v not_o so_o uneasy_a as_o the_o world_n will_v make_v it_o come_v bold_o dear_a soul_n say_v they_o forward_o with_o courage_n for_o he_o that_o shall_v ponder_v diligent_o the_o way_n of_o devotion_n by_o which_o we_o have_v ascend_v hither_o shall_v perceive_v that_o we_o arrive_v to_o these_o eternal_a joy_n through_o pleasure_n without_o comparison_n more_o pleasant_a than_o all_o the_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o the_o world_n election_n 1._o o_o hell_n i_o detest_v thou_o now_o and_o for_o evermore_o i_o detest_v thy_o torment_n and_o pain_n i_o detest_v thy_o unfortunat_a and_o accurse_a eternity_n and_o above_o all_o i_o detest_v those_o eternal_a blasphemy_n and_o execration_n which_o thou_o vomite_v out_o eternal_o against_o my_o god_n and_o turn_v my_o soul_n to_o thou_o o_o beautiful_a paradise_n everlasting_a glory_n and_o endless_a felicity_n i_o make_v choice_n for_o ever_o and_o irrevocable_o of_o my_o dwell_n &_o habitation_n within_o thy_o fair_a and_o beautiful_a buyldinge_n within_o thy_o holy_a and_o most_o lovely_a tabernacle_n i_o bless_v thy_o mercy_n o_o my_o god_n and_o accept_v the_o offer_n which_o it_o please_v thou_o to_o make_v i_o o_o sweet_a saviour_n jesus_n i_o likewise_o embrace_v thy_o everlasting_a love_n and_o agree_v to_o the_o purchase_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v for_o i_o of_o a_o happy_a lodging_n in_o this_o bless_a jerusalem_n not_o so_o much_o for_o any_o thing_n else_o as_o to_o love_v and_o bless_v thou_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o 2._o in_o like_a manner_n accept_v the_o favour_n which_o the_o virgin_n and_o all_o the_o b._n saint_n present_a unto_o thou_o promise_v they_o that_o thou_o will_v walk_v towards_o they_o and_o give_v thy_o hand_n to_o thy_o good_a angel_n that_o he_o may_v guide_v thou_o thither_o and_o encourage_v thy_o soul_n to_o make_v this_o choice_n pater_fw-la aue._n credo_fw-la the_o ten_o meditation_n by_o way_n of_o election_n and_o choice_n which_o the_o soul_n make_v of_o the_o devout_a life_n chapter_n 18._o preparation_n 1._o place_v thyself_o fore_o god_n 2._o prostrate_v thyself_o before_o he_o and_o crave_v the_o assistance_n of_o his_o grace_n consideration_n 1._o imagine_v thyself_o once_o again_o to_o be_v in_o a_o plain_a field_n all_o alone_a with_o thy_o good_a angel_n &_o that_o thou_o see_v on_o thy_o left_a hand_n the_o devil_n seat_v upon_o a_o great_a high_a throne_n with_o many_o infernal_a fiend_n by_o he_o &_o round_o about_o he_o a_o great_a troop_n of_o worldling_n which_o all_o bareheaded_a acknowledge_v he_o for_o their_o lord_n and_o do_v he_o homage_n some_o by_o one_o sin_n &_o some_o by_o another_o behold_v the_o countenance_n of_o all_o these_o unfortunate_a courtier_n of_o this_o abominable_a king_n behold_v some_o of_o they_o furious_a and_o mad_a with_o hatred_n envy_n and_o choler_n other_o kill_v one_o another_o with_o spite_n and_o rancour_n other_o wither_v away_o pensive_a &_o busy_a only_a to_o heap_v up_o riches_n other_o attend_v only_o to_o vanity_n lead_v away_o with_o pleasure_n altogether_o fond_a and_o unprofitable_a other_o filthy_a ugly_a rot_a &_o putrify_a in_o
consider_v how_o the_o wave_n float_v upon_o the_o sand_n leave_v behind_o they_o many_o little_a cockle-shell_n periwinkle_n stalk_n of_o herb_n little_a oyster_n and_o such_o like_a stuff_n which_o the_o sea_n cast_v up_o &_o spit_v as_o it_o be_v upon_o the_o shore_n &_o they_o return_v with_o other_o wave_n sweep_v they_o away_o &_o swallow_v they_o up_o again_o while_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n the_o rock_n round_o about_o he_o continue_v firm_a and_o immovable_a though_o the_o billow_n never_o so_o rude_o beat_v &_o batter_v upon_o they_o out_o of_o this_o sight_n &_o consideration_n i_o say_v s._n gregory_n deduce_v this_o goodly_a cogitation_n that_o feeble_a &_o weak_a mind_a man_n like_o cockle_n shell_n &_o stalk_n of_o rush_n suffer_v themselves_o to_o be_v toss_v up_o &_o down_o &_o carry_v sometime_o by_o affliction_n sometime_o by_o consolation_n live_v always_o at_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o unconstant_a wave_n of_o chance_n and_o fortune_n but_o that_o great_a &_o well_o 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to_o which_o their_o prey_n have_v take_v recourse_n a_o sight_n true_o very_o extraordinary_a whereat_o when_o all_o the_o train_n laugh_v great_a s._n anselme_n answer_v weep_v &_o sigh_v ah_o say_v he_o you_o laugh_v at_o the_o matter_n but_o the_o poor_a beast_n laugh_v not_o the_o enemy_n of_o the_o soul_n combat_v &_o ill-handled_n on_o all_o side_n by_o multitude_n of_o tentation_n &_o sin_n do_v expect_v &_o besiege_v she_o at_o the_o narrow_a passage_n of_o death_n &_o she_o whole_o affright_v seek_v succour_n and_o refuge_n on_o every_o side_n which_o if_o she_o find_v not_o then_o do_v her_o ghostly_a enemy_n laugh_v and_o mock_v at_o she_o which_o when_o the_o good_a bishop_n have_v say_v he_o go_v on_o forward_o in_o his_o journey_n s._n francis_n on_o a_o time_n see_v a_o sheep_n all_o alone_a amid_o a_o hear_v of_o goat_n behold_v say_v he_o to_o his_o companion_n how_o meek_a be_v this_o little_a poor_a sheep_n among_o those_o wanton_a kid_n our_o bless_a lord_n go_v in_o such_o meek_a manner_n among_o the_o proud_a pharisee_n and_o at_o another_o time_n see_v a_o little_a lamb_n devour_v by_o a_o hog_n ah_o little_a silly_a lambkin_n say_v he_o weep_v for_o compassion_n how_o lively_o do_v thou_o express_v the_o death_n of_o my_o saviour_n that_o great_a and_o excellent_a personage_n of_o our_o day_n francis_n borgia_n while_o he_o be_v yet_o duke_n of_o gandia_n go_v a_o hunt_n make_v to_o himself_o a_o thousand_o of_o these_o devout_a conceit_n i_o be_v wont_a to_o admire_v say_v he_o recount_v it_o afterward_o how_o the_o falcon_n come_v to_o hand_n suffer_v their_o eye_n to_o be_v hood-winckd_a and_o their_o talent_n to_o be_v bind_v to_o the_o perch_n &_o that_o man_n be_v so_o stubborn_a &_o rebellious_a to_o the_o voice_n &_o call_v of_o almighty_a god_n s._n basil_n the_o great_a say_v that_o the_o rose_n among_o the_o thorn_n &_o brier_n seem_v to_o make_v this_o exhortation_n to_o man_n whatsoever_o be_v most_o pleasant_a in_o this_o world_n o_o mortal_a man_n be_v intermingle_v with_o serow_n nothing_o be_v pure_a and_o unmixed_a grief_n be_v always_o companion_n of_o mirth_n and_o widdowhead_n of_o marriage_n and_o care_n of_o education_n be_v join_v with_o fertilty_n &_o ahoundance_n of_o child_n shame_n follow_v glory_n expense_n wait_v upon_o honour_n disgust_n be_v the_o sauce_n of_o delicate_a dish_n and_o sickness_n pue-felow_n of_o health_n a_o fair_a flower_n be_v the_o rose_n say_v this_o holy_a man_n but_o yet_o it_o fill_v i_o with_o sadness_n put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o my_o sin_n for_o which_o the_o earth_n have_v be_v condemn_v to_o bring_v forth_o thorn_n and_o brier_n adevout_a soul_n behold_v the_o sky_n and_o the_o star_n in_o a_o fair_a moonshine_a night_n represent_v in_o a_o clear_a fountain_n o_o my_o god_n say_v she_o these_o self_n same_o star_n shall_v one_o day_n be_v under_o my_o foot_n when_o thou_o shall_v vouchsafe_v to_o lodge_v i_o in_o thy_o holy_a tabernacle_n and_o as_o the_o star_n of_o heaven_n be_v represent_v in_o this_o fountain_n upon_o earth_n even_o so_o all_o man_n of_o this_o earth_n be_v livenly_a represent_v in_o heaven_n in_o the_o live_n well_o of_o the_o divine_a charity_n a_o neither_o soul_n see_v a_o river_n swift_o flow_v cry_v out_o in_o this_o manner_n my_o soul_n shall_v never_o take_v rest_n until_o she_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o the_o boundless_a sea_n of_o the_o deity_n from_o whence_o she_o have_v her_o beginning_n s._n francisca_n consider_v &_o view_v attentive_o a_o pleasant_a brook_n upon_o the_o bank_n whereof_o she_o kneel_v to_o pour_v forth_o her_o prayer_n be_v rapt_v into_o a_o ecstasy_n repeat_v oft_o time_n to_o herself_o these_o word_n thus_o sweet_o &_o pleasant_a flow_v the_o grace_n of_o my_o god_n unto_o our_o heart_n as_o this_o riverett_n dance_v down_o his_o channel_n another_o look_v upon_o the_o fruittree_n of_o a_o orchard_n which_o be_v all_o bedeck_v with_o their_o timely_a blossom_n sigh_v &_o say_v ay_o i_o wretch_n that_o i_o be_o wherefore_o be_o i_o alone_o without_o blossom_n or_o bud_v in_o the_o orchard_n of_o holy_a church_n another_o see_v little_a chicken_n gather_v together_o under_o their_o mother_n wing_n that_o sit_v love_o cower_v over_o they_o o_o lord_n say_v he_o preserve_v we_o under_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o divine_a providence_n another_o look_v upon_o the_o heliotropium_fw-la that_o open_v and_o shut_v his_o leaf_n with_o the_o rise_n and_o set_v of_o the_o sun_n when_o shall_v the_o time_n be_v say_v he_o o_o my_o god_n that_o my_o soul_n in_o this_o manner_n shall_v whole_o follow_v the_o invitement_n of_o thy_o goodness_n and_o attraction_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n another_o see_v the_o flower_n which_o we_o call_v pansy_n fair_a to_o the_o eye_n but_o without_o any_o sweet_a odour_n ah_o say_v he_o such_o be_v my_o thought_n such_o be_v my_o deed_n fair_a in_o conceit_n and_o show_n but_o in_o effect_n fruitless_a and_o unprofitable_a see_v my_o philotheus_n how_o easy_o and_o redilie_o a_o man_n may_v draw_v good_a thought_n and_o holy_a inspiration_n from_o all_o thing_n great_a and_o small_a that_o be_v present_v to_o our_o sense_n and_o understanding_n in_o the_o variety_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n most_o unhappy_a be_v they_o which_o do_v turn_v aside_o the_o creature_n from_o their_o creator_n to_o change_v &_o apply_v they_o to_o sin_n and_o happy_a be_v they_o that_o turn_v all_o the_o creature_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o their_o creator_n and_o do_v employ_v their_o fade_a vanity_n to_o the_o honour_n of_o the_o everlasting_a verity_n my_o custom_n say_v s._n gregory_n nazianzen_n have_v be_v always_o to_o accommodate_v and_o apply_v all_o thing_n to_o my_o spiritual_a profit_n read_v the_o epitaphe_n or_o funeral_n sermon_n which_o
s._n hierom_n have_v make_v in_o honour_n of_o holy_a paula_n for_o it_o be_v worthy_a the_o read_n to_o see_v how_o it_o be_v all_o as_o it_o be_v powder_v with_o sacred_a affect_n aspiration_n and_o devout_a conceit_n which_o that_o bless_a matron_n be_v wont_a to_o draw_v from_o all_o occasion_n and_o occurrence_n whatsoever_o well_o then_o in_o this_o exercise_n of_o spiritual_a retire_n iaculatorie_a prayer_n fervent_o dart_v from_o a_o inflame_a desire_n consist_v the_o great_a work_n of_o devotion_n this_o exercise_n may_v supply_v the_o want_n of_o all_o other_o prayer_n but_o the_o want_n of_o it_o can_v not_o almost_o be_v repair_v by_o any_o other_o exercise_n without_o it_o we_o can_v well_o lead_v a_o contemplative_a life_n and_o but_o bad_o perform_v the_o active_a life_n without_o it_o repose_n be_v but_o idleness_n and_o labour_n be_v but_o drudgery_n therefore_o i_o charge_v and_o conjure_v thou_o of_o all_o love_n to_o embrace_v this_o exercise_n from_o thy_o hart_n &_o never_o to_o omit_v it_o or_o leave_v it_o of_o how_o we_o ought_v to_o hear_v the_o holy_a mass_n chap._n 14._o 1._o hitherto_o i_o have_v not_o speak_v any_o thing_n of_o the_o bright_a sun_n of_o all_o spiritual_a exercise_n i_o mean_v the_o most_o holy_a dreadful_a &_o sovereign_a sacrifice_n and_o sacrament_n of_o the_o mass_n the_o very_a centre_n of_o christian_a religion_n the_o hart_n of_o devotion_n and_o soul_n of_o piety_n a_o unspeakable_a mystery_n which_o comprehend_v in_o it_o the_o bottomless_a depth_n of_o god_n charity_n and_o by_o which_o god_fw-we unite_n himself_o real_o unto_o we_o do_v most_o liberal_o communicate_v his_o grace_n and_o favour_n to_o our_o soul_n 2._o the_o prayer_n make_v in_o union_n of_o this_o divine_a sacrifice_n have_v a_o unspeakable_a force_n and_o efficacy_n so_o that_o the_o soul_n my_o philotheus_n by_o the_o aid_n hereof_o abound_v with_o heavenly_a favour_n as_o lean_v and_o repose_v upon_o her_o well-beloved_a who_o fill_v her_o hart_n brim_n full_a of_o odour_n and_o spiritual_a sweetness_n that_o she_o may_v be_v right_o resemble_v to_o a_o pillar_n of_o smoke_n proceed_v from_o aromatical_a wood_n from_o myrrh_n and_o incense_v and_o all_o the_o powder_n of_o sweet_a perfume_n as_o it_o be_v say_v in_o the_o canticle_n 3._o use_v then_o all_o diligence_n to_o assist_v every_o day_n at_o the_o holy_a mass_n that_o thou_o may_v joint_o with_o the_o priest_n offer_v up_o thy_o redeemer_n unto_o god_n his_o father_n for_o thyself_o and_o for_o all_o the_o church_n the_o angel_n of_o heaven_n as_o s._n john_n chrysostom_n say_v be_v always_o present_a in_o great_a number_n to_o honour_v this_o sacred_a mystery_n &_o we_o be_v present_a with_o they_o &_o assist_v with_o the_o same_o intention_n can_v but_o receive_v many_o excellent_a influence_n by_o such_o a_o society_n the_o two_o quire_n of_o the_o triumphant_a and_o militant_a church_n join_v themselves_o to_o our_o lord_n in_o this_o divine_a action_n with_o he_o in_o he_o &_o by_o he_o to_o ravishe_v the_o hart_n of_o god_n the_o father_n &_o to_o make_v we_o owner_n of_o his_o mercy_n o_o what_o felicity_n enjoy_v that_o soul_n that_o with_o so_o glorious_a a_o company_n contribute_v her_o devout_a affection_n for_o so_o precious_a and_o desire_v a_o good_a 4._o if_o upon_o some_o urgent_a necessity_n thou_o be_v force_v to_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o celebrate_n of_o this_o sovereign_a sacrifice_n at_o the_o least_o though_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v real_o present_a yet_o send_v thy_o hart_n and_o desire_n thither_o to_o assist_v there_o with_o a_o spiritual_a presence_n at_o some_o time_n then_o of_o the_o morning_n when_o thou_o forsee_v any_o impediment_n of_o hear_v mass_n go_v in_o spirit_n if_o otherwise_o thou_o can_v not_o into_o the_o church_n &_o there_o unite_v thy_o intention_n with_o the_o intention_n of_o all_o faithful_a christian_n &_o use_v the_o same_o interior_a action_n in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o have_v thus_o retire_v thyself_o which_o thou_o will_v use_v if_o thou_o be_v real_o present_v in_o some_o church_n at_o the_o office_n of_o the_o holy_a mass_n 1._o now_o to_o hear_v either_o real_o or_o mentallie_o the_o holy_a mass_n as_o we_o ought_v first_o from_o the_o beginning_n until_o the_o priest_n go_v up_o to_o the_o altar_n prepare_v thyself_o with_o he_o which_o preparation_n consist_v in_o place_v thyself_o reverentlie_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o acknowledge_v thy_o own_o unworthines_n and_o crave_v pardon_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o offence_n 2._o from_o the_o time_n that_o the_o priest_n ascend_v to_o the_o altar_n until_o the_o gospel_n consider_v the_o advent_a or_o come_v of_o our_o saviour_n into_o this_o world_n and_o his_o life_n among_o we_o by_o a_o simple_a and_o general_a apprehension_n thereof_o 3._o from_o the_o gospel_n to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o creed_n consider_v the_o preach_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o protest_v that_o thou_o do_v purpose_n by_o his_o good_a grace_n to_o live_v and_o die_v in_o the_o faith_n and_o obedience_n of_o his_o holy_a word_n and_o in_o the_o unity_n of_o his_o catholic_a church_n 4._o from_o the_o creed_n unto_o the_o paternoster_n apply_v thy_o consideration_n hearty_o to_o the_o death_n and_o passion_n of_o our_o redeemer_n which_o be_v actuallie_o and_o essential_o represent_v in_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n which_o with_o the_o priest_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o faithful_a people_n thou_o shall_v offer_v up_o unto_o god_n the_o father_n for_o his_o eternal_a honour_n and_o thy_o own_o salvation_n 5._o from_o the_o pater_fw-la noster_fw-la unto_o the_o communion_n endeavour_n to_o produce_v a_o thousand_o fervent_a desire_n from_o thy_o hart_n wish_v ardent_o to_o be_v for_o ever_o join_v &_o unite_v to_o thy_o saviour_n through_o everlasting_a love_n 6._o from_o the_o communion_n until_o the_o end_n give_v thanck_n unto_o his_o divine_a majesty_n for_o his_o incarnation_n life_n death_n and_o passion_n and_o for_o the_o infinite_a love_n which_o he_o abundantlie_o witness_v unto_o we_o in_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n suppliantlie_o beseech_v he_o for_o his_o own_o self_n sake_n to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o thou_o to_o thy_o parent_n and_o friend_n &_o to_o all_o the_o whole_a church_n and_o humble_v thyself_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o thy_o hart_n receive_v with_o devotion_n the_o heavenly_a blessing_n which_o our_o lord_n give_v unto_o thou_o by_o the_o mean_n of_o the_o priest_n his_o lieutenant_n in_o this_o sacrifice_n but_o if_o thou_o purpose_v during_o the_o mass_n to_o make_v thy_o meditation_n upon_o the_o mystery_n which_o thou_o prosecute_a from_o day_n to_o day_n it_o will_v not_o then_o be_v needful_a that_o thou_o divert_v to_o make_v all_o these_o particular_a action_n and_o consideration_n but_o it_o will_v suffice_v that_o at_o the_o begin_n thou_o rectify_v thy_o intention_n to_o adore_v and_o offer_v up_o this_o heavenly_a sacrifice_n by_o the_o exercise_n of_o thy_o meditation_n for_o in_o all_o meditation_n be_v find_v the_o aforesaid_a action_n either_o expresselie_o or_o else_o virtuallie_o and_o equivalentlie_o of_o other_o public_a and_o common_a exercise_n chap._n 15._o 1._o beside_o all_o these_o exercise_n philotheus_n on_o holy_a day_n and_o sunday_n thou_o must_v be_v present_a at_o the_o ecclesiastical_a office_n of_o the_o morning_n hour_n and_o evensong_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o thy_o state_n and_o opportunity_n will_v permit_v for_o these_o day_n be_v dedicate_v unto_o god_n peculiarlie_o therefore_o in_o they_o thou_o must_v perform_v many_o more_o act_n of_o his_o honour_n and_o worship_n then_o upon_o other_o day_n so_o do_v thou_o shall_v feel_v a_o thousand_o diversity_n of_o pleasure_n in_o thy_o devotion_n as_o s._n austen_n do_v who_o confess_v of_o himself_o that_o when_o he_o assist_v at_o the_o churche-seruice_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o conversion_n his_o hart_n do_v melt_v in_o sweet_a content_n and_o his_o eye_n over-flowed_n with_o tear_n of_o devotion_n and_o to_o say_v the_o verity_n once_o for_o all_o there_o be_v ever_o more_o comfort_n and_o merit_n to_o be_v gain_v at_o the_o public_a service_n of_o the_o church_n then_o in_o our_o other_o particular_a action_n god_n have_v so_o ordain_v that_o the_o community_n be_v prefer_v before_o all_o kind_n of_o particularity_n 2._o enter_v thyself_o willing_o into_o the_o devout_a confraternity_n which_o be_v institute_v in_o the_o place_n where_o thou_o dwell_v principal_o in_o those_o who_o exercise_n be_v of_o most_o fruit_n and_o edification_n so_o thou_o shall_v exercise_v a_o kind_n of_o obedience_n very_o acceptable_a unto_o almighty_a god_n for_o though_o these_o confraternity_n be_v not_o command_v yet_o be_v they_o commend_v by_o holly_n church_n which_o to_o witness_v how_o much_o she_o desire_v that_o many_o shall_v enroll_v themselves_o in_o such_o sodality_n give_v
large_a indulgence_n and_o privilege_n unto_o all_o such_o as_o enter_v into_o they_o and_o beside_o these_o indulgence_n of_o the_o church_n which_o be_v gain_v by_o they_o it_o be_v a_o deed_n of_o excellent_a charity_n in_o itself_o to_o concur_v with_o many_o in_o welldoing_a and_o to_o cooperate_v with_o other_o in_o their_o good_a work_n and_o designment_n and_o although_o it_o may_v so_o happen_v that_o one_o do_v as_o good_a exercise_n alone_o as_o in_o the_o confraternitie_n with_o other_o and_o perchance_o feel_v more_o spiritual_a delight_n and_o comfort_n by_o perform_v they_o alone_o in_o particular_a yet_o be_v god_n much_o more_o glorify_v by_o the_o union_n and_o contribution_n which_o we_o make_v with_o our_o brother_n and_o neighbour_n in_o good_a work_n and_o devout_a exercise_n 3._o the_o like_a do_v i_o say_v of_o all_o other_o kind_n of_o public_a prayer_n and_o act_n of_o religion_n which_o as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a we_o shall_v honour_v and_o grace_n with_o our_o example_n for_o the_o edification_n of_o our_o neighbour_n and_o our_o own_o soul_n and_o for_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n and_o for_o the_o common_a intention_n both_o of_o the_o church_n and_o all_o the_o faithful_a of_o honour_n and_o invocation_n of_o the_o saint_n chapter_n 16._o 1._o since_o god_n do_v oftentimes_o send_v down_o to_o we_o his_o holy_a inspiration_n by_o ministry_n of_o his_o angel_n we_o shall_v likewise_o be_v diligent_a to_o send_v up_o unto_o he_o our_o devout_a aspiration_n by_o the_o self_n same_o heavenly_a messenger_n the_o holy_a soul_n of_o the_o dead_a which_o be_v in_o paradise_n in_o company_n of_o the_o bless_a angel_n and_o be_v as_o our_o saveoursayth_n equal_a and_o fellow_n of_o the_o angel_n do_v likewise_o do_v we_o the_o same_o good_a office_n of_o inspire_v we_o and_o aspire_v for_o we_o by_o their_o sacred_a intercession_n 2._o my_o philotheus_n let_v we_o join_v our_o heart_n unto_o these_o heavenly_a spirit_n and_o happy_a soul_n for_o as_o the_o little_a young_a nightingale_n learn_v to_o sing_v by_o chirp_n in_o company_n of_o the_o old_a one_o so_o by_o the_o holy_a association_n which_o we_o frequent_v with_o the_o saint_n and_o angel_n of_o heaven_n we_o shall_v learn_v far_o better_a to_o pray_v and_o sing_v god_n divine_a praise_n i_o will_v sing_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n say_v david_n in_o the_o sight_n and_o company_n of_o thy_o angel_n 3._o honour_n reverence_n and_o respect_v the_o sacred_a and_o glorious_a virgin_n mary_n with_o a_o especial_a love_n she_o be_v the_o mother_n of_o our_o sovereign_a father_n &_o consequent_o our_o grand_a mother_n let_v we_o run_v then_o unto_o she_o and_o like_o her_o little_a nephew_n cast_v ourselves_o about_o she_o &_o in_o her_o lap_n with_o perfect_a confidence_n in_o all_o affair_n and_o occurrence_n let_v we_o call_v upon_o this_o sweet_a mother_n of_o we_o let_v we_o invoke_v her_o motherlie_a affection_n towards_o we_o and_o endeavour_v to_o imitate_v her_o excellent_a virtue_n let_v we_o bear_v a_o true_a filial_a hart_n and_o affection_n towards_o she_o 4._o make_v thyself_o very_o familiar_a with_o the_o holy_a angel_n behold_v they_o often_o time_n in_o spirit_n and_o in_o thought_n as_o if_o they_o be_v visible_o present_a with_o thou_o above_o all_o love_n and_o reverence_v the_o angel_n of_o the_o diocese_n where_o thou_o dwell_v and_o the_o angel_n of_o those_o person_n with_o who_o thou_o live_v but_o especial_o thy_o own_o angel_n guardian_n beseech_v they_o often_o praise_v they_o ordinary_o request_v their_o assistance_n and_o succour_n in_o all_o thy_o affair_n spiritual_a or_o temporal_a that_o they_o may_v cooperate_v with_o thy_o intention_n 5._o that_o great_a personage_n peter_n faber_n the_o first_o priest_n first_o preacher_n first_o divinity_n reader_n of_o the_o holy_a company_n of_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n and_o first_o companion_n of_o b._n ignatius_n the_o founder_n of_o that_o institute_n come_v on_o a_o day_n out_o of_o germany_n where_o he_o have_v do_v great_a good_a service_n to_o the_o glory_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o go_v through_o this_o diocese_n the_o place_n of_o his_o nativity_n relate_v that_o have_v pass_v many_o heretical_a place_n he_o have_v receive_v thousand_o of_o consolation_n by_o salute_v at_o the_o entry_n of_o every_o parish_n the_o angel_n protector_n of_o the_o same_o and_o that_o he_o sensible_o perceave_v they_o to_o have_v be_v favourable_a unto_o he_o both_o by_o preserve_v he_o from_o the_o ambushment_n of_o the_o heretic_n as_o all_o so_o in_o mollifi_v many_o soul_n and_o make_v they_o supple_a and_o docil_n to_o receive_v from_o he_o the_o doctrine_n of_o salvation_n this_o do_v he_o tell_v with_o so_o livelie_a a_o affection_n that_o a_o gentlewoman_n than_o very_o young_a hear_v it_o from_o his_o own_o mouth_n tell_v i_o it_o but_o four_o year_n pass_v to_o wit_n above_o threescore_o year_n after_o he_o have_v tell_v it_o himself_o with_o a_o extraordinary_a feel_n of_o devotion_n i_o myself_o have_v the_o comfort_n this_o last_o year_n to_o consecrate_v a_o altar_n in_o the_o place_n on_o which_o god_n appoint_v this_o bless_a man_n to_o be_v bear_v at_o a_o little_a village_n call_v villaret_n among_o these_o craggy_a mountain_n of_o our_o country_n 6._o choose_v some_o particular_a saint_n among_o the_o rest_n who_o life_n thou_o may_v more_o peculiarlie_o read_v taste_n and_o imitate_v and_o in_o who_o intercession_n thou_o may_v place_v a_o especial_a trust_n and_o confidence_n the_o saint_n who_o name_n thou_o bear_v be_v already_o assign_v to_o be_v thy_o devote_v intercessor_n even_o from_o thy_o christen_n how_o we_o ought_v to_o hear_v and_o read_v god_n holy_a word_n chap._n 17._o 1._o bear_v always_o a_o especial_a devotion_n to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n whether_o thou_o hear_v it_o in_o familiar_a discourse_n among_o thy_o spiritual_a friend_n or_o at_o a_o public_a sermon_n in_o the_o church_n hear_v it_o always_o with_o attention_n and_o reverence_n and_o make_v thy_o profit_n and_o commodity_n of_o it_o to_o thy_o uttermost_a power_n suffer_v it_o not_o to_o fall_v upon_o the_o ground_n but_o receive_v it_o thanckfullie_o into_o thy_o hart_n as_o a_o sovereign_a balm_n imitate_v in_o this_o the_o bless_a virgin_n our_o lady_n who_o keep_v careful_o in_o the_o treasure_n house_n of_o her_o hart_n all_o the_o word_n which_o she_o hear_v speak_v in_o praise_n of_o her_o son_n remember_v that_o our_o lord_n esteem_v of_o the_o word_n which_o we_o speak_v to_o he_o in_o our_o prayer_n accord_v as_o we_o esteem_v of_o those_o which_o he_o speak_v unto_o we_o in_o holy_a sermon_n 2._o have_v still_o lie_v by_o thou_o some_o good_a book_n of_o devotion_n as_o some_o work_n of_o s._n bonaventure_n of_o gerson_n of_o denis_n the_o charterhouse_n monk_n of_o lewes_n blosius_n monk_n of_o s._n benet_n of_o grenada_n stella_n arias_n pinelli_n auila_n the_o spiritual_a conâ—…t_n s._n augustin_n confession_n s._n hieroms_n epistle_n and_o such_o like_a read_v every_o day_n a_o little_a in_o some_o one_o of_o they_o with_o great_a devotion_n as_o if_o it_o be_v a_o letter_n missive_a which_o some_o saint_n in_o heaven_n have_v send_v unto_o thou_o to_o show_v thou_o the_o way_n thither_o and_o to_o encourage_v thou_o in_o thy_o journey_n 3._o reed_n also_o the_o life_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o which_o as_o in_o a_o mirror_n thou_o may_v see_v the_o pourtraicture_n of_o christian_a perfection_n and_o accommodate_v all_o their_o action_n to_o thy_o own_o profit_n according_a to_o thy_o vocation_n for_o although_o very_o many_o action_n of_o the_o saint_n be_v not_o absolute_o imitable_a by_o such_o as_o live_v in_o the_o world_n yet_o all_o of_o they_o may_v be_v in_o some_o degree_n follow_v either_o near_a or_o far_o of_o so_o the_o solitarienesse_n of_o s._n paul_n the_o first_o eremite_n be_v imitate_v in_o some_o sort_n by_o the_o spiritual_a retreat_n of_o which_o we_o have_v speak_v and_o the_o extreme_a poverty_n of_o s._n francis_n may_v be_v imitate_v by_o these_o practice_n or_o exercise_n of_o spiritual_a poverty_n which_o we_o will_v hereafter_o set_v down_o 4._o true_a it_o be_v that_o there_o be_v some_o saint_n life_n which_o more_o direct_o serve_v to_o guide_v and_o order_v our_o life_n than_o other_o do_v as_o the_o life_n of_o the_o bless_a mother_n teresa_n which_o be_v most_o admirable_a for_o that_o purpose_n as_o also_o the_o life_n of_o the_o first_o jesuit_n of_o the_o holy_a cardinal_n borromeus_n s._n lewes_n s._n bernard_n the_o chronicle_n of_o s._n francis_n of_o s._n dominck_n of_o s._n benet_n and_o such_o like_a other_o saint_n live_v there_o be_v which_o contain_v more_o matter_n of_o admiration_n then_o of_o imitation_n as_o the_o life_n of_o s._n mary_n of_o egypt_n of_o s._n simeon_n shilites_fw-la of_o the_o
thyself_o that_o as_o the_o bee_n gather_v from_o flower_n the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n and_o choice_a ivice_n upon_o the_o earth_n convert_v it_o into_o honey_n and_o carry_v it_o into_o her_o hive_n just_a so_o the_o priest_n take_v the_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n from_o the_o altar_n true_a son_n of_o god_n as_o dew_n come_v from_o heaven_n and_o true_a son_n of_o the_o virgin_n like_o a_o flower_n spring_v from_o the_o earth_n of_o our_o humanity_n convert_v he_o into_o delightful_a meat_n in_o thy_o mouth_n and_o in_o thy_o body_n have_v thus_o receive_v he_o summon_v all_o thy_o thought_n and_o desire_n to_o come_v and_o do_v homage_n to_o this_o king_n of_o salvation_n treat_v with_o he_o of_o thy_o inward_a affair_n and_o necessity_n confer_v with_o he_o as_o a_o noble_a guest_n now_o lodge_v within_o thou_o for_o thy_o soul_n good_a to_o conclude_v do_v he_o all_o reverence_n possible_a and_o carry_v thyself_o with_o such_o behaveour_n that_o man_n way_n judge_v by_o thy_o action_n that_o god_n be_v within_o thou_o 4._o when_o thou_o can_v not_o have_v the_o benefit_n and_o commodity_n of_o communicate_v real_o and_o indeed_o at_o the_o holy_a sacrifice_n of_o the_o mass_n communicate_v at_o least_o in_o hart_n and_o spirit_n unite_n thyself_o with_o a_o ardent_a desire_n to_o this_o life-bringing_a flesh_n of_o our_o b._n saviour_n 5._o thy_o principal_a intent_n in_o communicate_v must_v be_v to_o advance_v comfort_n and_o strengthen_v thyself_o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n thou_o must_v receive_v only_o for_o love_n sake_n that_o which_o only_a love_n have_v cause_v to_o be_v give_v thou_o can_v not_o consider_v out_o saviour_n in_o any_o action_n more_o amiable_a more_o tender_a heart_a towards_o thou_o then_o in_o this_o sacrament_n in_o which_o he_o annihilate_v himself_o in_o a_o manner_n and_o turn_v himself_o into_o meat_n that_o so_o he_o may_v penetrate_v our_o soul_n &_o unite_v himself_o most_o straight_o and_o intrinscicallie_o with_o the_o heart_n &_o body_n of_o his_o faithful_a servant_n 6._o if_o worldling_n demand_v of_o thou_o why_o thou_o communicate_a so_o often_o tell_v they_o thou_o do_v it_o to_o learn_v to_o love_n god_n to_o be_v purify_v from_o thy_o imperfection_n to_o be_v deliver_v from_o thy_o misery_n to_o be_v comfort_v in_o thy_o affliction_n and_o to_o find_v rest_n repose_n and_o ease_v in_o thy_o weakness_n tell_v they_o that_o two_o sort_n of_o person_n shall_v communicate_v very_o often_o the_o perfect_a because_o be_v well_o dispose_v they_o shall_v do_v themselves_o wrong_v in_o not_o approach_v to_o the_o wellspring_n and_o source_n itself_o of_o perfection_n the_o imperfect_a that_o they_o may_v with_o better_a reason_n and_o title_n aspire_v to_o perfection_n the_o strong_a lest_o they_o become_v feeble_a and_o the_o feeble_a to_o become_v strong_a the_o sick_a to_o be_v heal_v and_o the_o healthy_a lest_o they_o fall_v into_o sickness_n tell_v they_o that_o for_o thy_o own_o part_n as_o one_o very_o unperfect_a feeble_a and_o sick_a thou_o have_v great_a need_n to_o communicate_v often_o with_o he_o who_o be_v thy_o only_a perfection_n strength_n and_o health_n tell_v they_o such_o as_o have_v not_o many_o worldly_a affair_n shall_v communicate_v often_o because_o they_o have_v good_a leisure_n and_o such_o as_o have_v many_o temporal_a occupation_n shall_v likewise_o so_o do_v because_o they_o have_v need_v and_o that_o he_o that_o labour_v much_o and_o take_v great_a pain_n must_v use_v often_o to_o eat_v and_o strengthen_v himself_o with_o hearty_a meat_n tell_v they_o that_o thou_o receave_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n to_o learn_v to_o receive_v it_o well_o for_o no_o man_n can_v do_v a_o action_n well_o which_o he_o have_v not_o often_o practise_v 7._o communicate_v often_o philotheus_n and_o as_o often_o as_o thou_o can_v with_o counsel_n and_o advice_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n for_o believe_v i_o the_o leverette_n in_o these_o mountain_n of_o we_o become_v all_o white_a because_o they_o neither_o see_v nor_o eat_v any_o thing_n but_o drive_v snow_n so_o by_o adore_v and_o eat_v beauty_n goodness_n and_o purity_n itself_o in_o this_o divine_a sacrament_n thou_o will_v become_v altogether_o virtuous_a pure_a and_o beautiful_a the_o three_o part_n of_o the_o introduction_n contain_v sundry_a rule_n and_o advice_n concern_v the_o exercise_n of_o virtue_n of_o the_o choice_n which_o we_o must_v make_v in_o the_o exercise_n of_o virtue_n chapter_n i._n 1._o the_o king_n of_o the_o bee_n never_o go_v a_o progress_n into_o the_o field_n but_o enuiron_v with_o all_o his_o little_a people_n and_o charity_n never_o enter_v into_o the_o hart_n of_o man_n but_o she_o lodge_v with_o she_o all_o the_o whole_a train_n of_o other_o virtue_n exercise_v and_o set_v they_o a_o work_n as_o a_o captain_n do_v his_o soldier_n but_o she_o set_v they_o a_o work_n neither_o all_o at_o once_o nor_o all_o alike_o nor_o in_o all_o season_n nor_o in_o every_o place_n for_o the_o just_a man_n be_v like_o a_o tree_n plant_v upon_o the_o water_n side_n which_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n in_o due_a season_n and_o charity_n as_o it_o be_v water_v the_o soul_n bring_v forth_o in_o her_o the_o action_n and_o work_n of_o virtue_n every_o one_o in_o their_o proper_a time_n music_n be_v so_o pleasant_a a_o thing_n in_o itself_o be_v troublesome_a in_o time_n of_o mourning_n say_v the_o proverb_n it_o be_v a_o great_a fault_n in_o many_o who_o undertake_v the_o exercise_n of_o some_o particular_a virtue_n enforce_v themselves_o to_o practice_v the_o act_n thereof_o at_o every_o encounter_n and_o in_o all_o occurence_n imitate_v the_o ancient_a philosopher_n democritus_n and_o heraclitus_n always_o laugh_v or_o always_o weep_v and_o which_o be_v yet_o worse_o blame_v and_o censure_v such_o as_o do_v not_o always_o exercise_v the_o self_n same_o virtue_n one_o must_v rejoice_v with_o the_o joyful_a and_o weep_v with_o the_o sorrowful_a say_v the_o apostle_n and_o charity_n be_v patient_a bountiful_a liberal_a discreet_a and_o condescend_v or_o accommodate_v itself_o to_o all_o occasion_n and_o exigence_n of_o our_o brethren_n 2._o there_o be_v notwithstanding_o some_o virtue_n who_o use_n be_v almost_o universal_a and_o must_v not_o work_v their_o action_n only_o several_o and_o a_o part_n but_o must_v spread_v and_o extend_v they_o amid_o the_o quality_n and_o operation_n of_o all_o other_o virtue_n occasion_n be_v seldom_o present_v to_o exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o fortitude_n magnanimity_n and_o magnificence_n but_o meekness_n mildness_n temperance_n modesty_n and_o humility_n be_v virtue_n with_o which_o all_o the_o action_n of_o our_o life_n shall_v be_v die_v and_o colour_v many_o virtue_n may_v be_v more_o excellent_a than_o this_o one_o but_o the_o use_n of_o this_o one_o may_v be_v more_o necessary_a sugar_n be_v of_o more_o excellence_n than_o salt_n but_o salt_n be_v more_o often_o and_o general_o use_v we_o must_v always_o therefore_o have_v good_a store_n and_o ready_a provision_n of_o these_o general_a and_o common_a virtue_n since_o the_o use_n of_o they_o be_v so_o ordinary_a 3._o among_o the_o virtue_n which_o we_o will_v exercise_v we_o must_v prefer_v that_o which_o be_v most_o conformable_a to_o our_o call_n not_o that_o which_o be_v most_o agreeable_a to_o our_o own_o taste_n and_o will_n saint_n paula_n delight_v in_o the_o exercise_n of_o asperity_n and_o corporal_a mortification_n that_o so_o she_o may_v more_o easy_o enjoy_v the_o sweet_a tranquillity_n of_o the_o spirit_n but_o she_o have_v more_o obligation_n to_o obey_v her_o superior_n then_o to_o seek_v she_o own_o contentment_n and_o therefore_o s._n hierom_n amid_o her_o commendation_n say_v that_o in_o this_o she_o be_v to_o be_v reprehend_v that_o she_o use_v immoderate_a abstinence_n against_o her_o bishop_n advice_n the_o apostle_n on_o the_o other_o side_n appoint_v by_o god_n to_o preach_v the_o gospel_n and_o distribute_v the_o bread_n of_o heaven_n to_o hungry_a soul_n judge_v exceed_v well_o that_o they_o shall_v do_v wrong_a to_o this_o great_a function_n of_o they_o if_o they_o shall_v employ_v their_o time_n in_o serve_v &_o look_v to_o the_o poor_a although_o to_o do_v so_o be_v the_o act_n of_o a_o excellent_a virtue_n every_o calling_n and_o vocation_n stand_v in_o need_n of_o the_o practice_n of_o some_o peculiar_a virtue_n difference_n be_v there_o between_o the_o virtue_n of_o a_o prelate_n and_o of_o a_o prince_n or_o a_o soldier_n the_o virtue_n of_o a_o marry_a man_n be_v different_a from_o the_o virtue_n of_o a_o widow_n and_o although_o every_o man_n shall_v be_v endow_v with_o all_o virtue_n every_o one_o notwithstanding_o be_v not_o bind_v to_o practice_v they_o alike_o but_o each_o one_o must_v give_v himself_o in_o more_o particular_a manner_n to_o those_o virtue_n that_o belong_v to_o that_o kind_n of_o life_n where_o
all_o this_o sweetness_n tenderness_n and_o consolation_n separate_v our_o affection_n from_o it_o as_o much_o as_o we_o can_v protest_v that_o albeit_o we_o receive_v these_o favour_n humble_o and_o love_n and_o esteem_v they_o because_o god_n send_v they_o to_o we_o as_o it_o be_v dish_n and_o dainty_n from_o his_o own_o table_n to_o provoke_v we_o the_o more_o to_o his_o love_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o those_o delight_n that_o we_o seek_v and_o desire_v but_o god_n himself_o and_o his_o perfect_a love_n not_o the_o comfort_n but_o the_o comforter_n not_o the_o sweetness_n but_o the_o sweet_a saviour_n that_o give_v they_o not_o that_o tenderness_n of_o delight_n but_o he_o that_o be_v the_o delight_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o in_o this_o affectuous_a abrenunciation_n of_o these_o delight_n we_o must_v dispose_v ourselves_o to_o persevere_v constant_a and_o firm_a in_o the_o holy_a love_n of_o god_n though_o in_o all_o our_o life_n long_o we_o shall_v not_o taste_v one_o dram_n of_o consolation_n and_o procure_v unfeigned_o to_o say_v as_o well_o upon_o the_o mount_n of_o caluary_n as_o on_o the_o mount_n of_o tabor_n o_o lord_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o be_v thou_o in_o torment_n upon_o thy_o cross_n or_o be_v thou_o in_o glory_n in_o heaven_n 6._o to_o conclude_v i_o advertise_v thou_o that_o if_o thou_o shall_v chance_v to_o feel_v any_o extraordinary_a abundance_n of_o such_o consolation_n tenderness_n sweetness_n devout_a tear_n or_o some_o unwoonted_a thing_n that_o then_o thou_o confer_v it_o faithful_o with_o thy_o spiritual_a conductour_n that_o be_v may_v teach_v thou_o how_o to_o moderate_v and_o behave_v thyself_o therein_o for_o it_o be_v write_v have_v thou_o find_v honey_n eat_v of_o it_o but_o as_o much_o as_o be_v sufficient_a of_o dryness_n and_o barrenness_n in_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n chapter_n 14._o 1._o thus_o then_o must_v thou_o behave_v thyself_o as_o i_o have_v now_o describe_v in_o time_n of_o spiritual_a comfort_n but_o alas_o philotheus_n this_o fair_a weather_n will_v not_o last_v always_o and_o the_o time_n will_v come_v when_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o destitute_a and_o deprive_v of_o all_o feel_n of_o this_o devotion_n that_o thy_o soul_n will_v seem_v unto_o thou_o a_o fruictlesse_a and_o barren_a field_n or_o a_o desert_a wilderness_n in_o which_o there_o appeer_v neither_o cawsee_a nor_o pathway_n to_o find_v god_n nor_o any_o dew_n of_o grace_n to_o moisten_v and_o water_v it_o through_o excessive_a driene_n which_o threaten_v to_o reduce_v she_o altogether_o to_o dust_n alas_o the_o poor_a soul_n in_o this_o case_n deserve_v compassion_n and_o especial_o when_o this_o desolation_n be_v vehement_a for_o at_o that_o time_n like_o holy_a david_n she_o feed_v herself_o with_o sad_a tear_n night_n and_o day_n mean_v while_o the_o enemy_n by_o a_o thousand_o suggestion_n endeavour_n to_o drive_v she_o to_o despair_v and_o mock_v she_o bitter_o say_v in_o derision_n 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be_v very_o profitable_a for_o i_o for_o before_o i_o be_v humble_v i_o do_v offend_v thou_o 2._o when_o we_o neglect_v to_o gather_v the_o sweetness_n and_o deliciousness_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o due_a time_n then_o in_o punishment_n of_o our_o slothfullnesse_n he_o absent_v his_o delight_n from_o us._n the_o israelite_n in_o the_o desert_n that_o gather_v not_o manna_n early_o in_o the_o morning_n can_v not_o find_v any_o after_o the_o sunrising_a for_o than_o be_v it_o all_o melt_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n 3._o we_o be_v also_o sometime_o lay_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o sensual_a contentment_n and_o transitory_a comfort_n as_o the_o sacred_a spouse_n be_v in_o the_o canticle_n come_v i_o the_o bridegroom_n and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o our_o hart_n and_o inspire_v we_o to_o return_v to_o our_o spiritual_a exercise_n but_o we_o play_v the_o niggardly_a chapman_n with_o he_o for_o it_o anger_v we_o to_o leave_v of_o our_o toy_n and_o to_o separate_v 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life_n be_v sorrowful_a 2._o this_o be_v the_o success_n of_o the_o temptation_n of_o that_o devout_a personage_n &_o mark_v in_o it_o my_o deer_n philotheus_n 1._o first_o that_o god_n ordinary_o give_v some_o fore-tasts_a of_o heavenly_a joy_n to_o such_o as_o new_o enter_v into_o his_o service_n so_o to_o draw_v they_o from_o earthly_a pleasure_n and_o encourage_v they_o in_o the_o poursuite_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n just_a as_o a_o mother_n to_o entice_v &_o allure_v her_o little_a child_n to_o her_o breast_n lay_v honey_n upon_o her_o teat_n 2._o that_o notwithstanding_o the_o same_o good_a god_n which_o according_a to_o the_o disposition_n of_o his_o wisdom_n take_v from_o we_o this_o milk_n and_o honey_n of_o consolation_n to_o the_o end_n that_o wean_a his_o child_n in_o this_o manner_n they_o may_v learn_v to_o eat_v the_o dry_a but_o more_o substantial_a bread_n of_o lively_a and_o sound_a devotion_n exercise_v by_o the_o trial_n of_o distaste_n and_o desolation_n 3._o that_o sometime_o very_o vehement_a temptation_n arise_v amid_o these_o desolate_a and_o dry_a discontentment_n of_o sterility_n of_o spirit_n and_o then_o it_o behove_v we_o to_o resist_v these_o temptation_n constant_o for_o they_o come_v not_o from_o god_n but_o withal_o we_o must_v patient_o suffer_v this_o desolate_a estate_n of_o want_n of_o spiritual_a feel_n in_o our_o devotion_n for_o god_n have_v ordain_v &_o dispose_v it_o for_o our_o exercise_n and_o merit_n 4._o that_o we_o must_v not_o lose_v hart_n &_o courage_n among_o these_o inward_a grief_n nor_o say_v as_o this_o good_a geoffrie_n do_v i_o shall_v never_o be_v joyful_a hereafter_o for_o in_o the_o night_n season_n we_o must_v expect_v the_o daylight_n approache_v again_o in_o the_o fair_a weather_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o we_o can_v have_v we_o must_v not_o say_v now_o shall_v i_o never_o be_v sad_a hereafter_o no_o for_o as_o the_o wise_a man_n say_v in_o time_n of_o prosperity_n we_o must_v be_v mindful_a of_o adversity_n and_o in_o our_o travail_n hope_v for_o rest_n and_o as_o well_o in_o the_o one_o occasion_n as_o in_o the_o other_o we_o must_v always_o humble_v our_o self_n 5._o that_o it_o be_v a_o sovereign_a remedy_n to_o discover_v our_o evel_n unto_o some_o spiritual_a friend_n that_o may_v be_v able_a to_o comfort_v us._n 3._o in_o fine_a for_o conclusion_n of_o this_o so_o necessary_a advertisement_n i_o note_v that_o as_o in_o all_o other_o thing_n so_o in_o these_o dry_a sterility_n of_o our_o spirit_n god_n and_o the_o devil_n have_v contrary_a pretension_n for_o god_n will_v thereby_o bring_v we_o to_o purity_n of_o hart_n to_o a_o general_a renunciation_n of_o our_o proper_a interest_n in_o his_o service_n and_o to_o a_o perfect_a depose_n of_o our_o own_o will_n but_o the_o devil_n go_v about_o by_o the_o same_o way_n to_o lead_v we_o to_o pusillanimity_n to_o abate_v our_o courage_n to_o make_v we_o step_v a_o side_n to_o sensible_a passetimes_o and_o at_o length_n to_o render_v we_o irksome_a and_o loathsome_a to_o ourselves_o &_o other_o that_o live_v with_o we_o that_o so_o devotion_n may_v be_v diminish_v and_o defame_v but_o if_o thou_o observe_v diligent_o these_o lesson_n which_o i_o have_v give_v thou_o thou_o shall_v augment_v thy_o perfection_n in_o those_o exercise_n which_o thou_o perform_v in_o time_n of_o these_o interior_a affliction_n whereof_o one_o word_n more_o before_o i_o make_v a_o end_n 4._o sometime_o these_o distaste_v this_o drought_n and_o barrenness_n of_o spirit_n do_v proceed_v from_o the_o indispositio_fw-la of_o our_o body_n as_o when_o through_o too_o much_o watch_v labour_a fast_a one_o find_v himself_o overload_v with_o weerinesse_n drowsiness_n heaviness_n &_o such_o like_a infirmity_n which_o although_o they_o depend_v of_o the_o body_n yet_o let_v they_o not_o to_o hinder_v and_o trouble_v the_o spirit_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o straight_a bond_n with_o which_o they_o be_v tie_v one_o to_o another_o in_o these_o 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advancement_n or_o progress_n which_o we_o have_v make_v for_o as_o for_o examine_v our_o sin_n that_o be_v for_o confession_n and_o for_o such_o as_o never_o think_v upon_o go_v forward_o in_o piety_n and_o devotion_n 2._o yet_o nevertheless_o we_o must_v not_o labour_v to_o exact_o and_o curious_o in_o examine_v every_o one_o of_o these_o article_n or_o interrogatory_n but_o fair_a and_o soft_o consider_v with_o quiet_a and_o repose_v of_o mind_n in_o what_o estate_n our_o hart_n have_v be_v in_o every_o one_o of_o they_o since_o our_o resolution_n and_o protestation_n and_o what_o notable_a defect_n we_o have_v commit_v therein_o 3._o but_o to_o make_v a_o short_a abridgement_n of_o all_o we_o may_v reduce_v the_o whole_a examination_n to_o the_o search_n and_o survey_v of_o our_o passion_n and_o if_o it_o be_v tedious_a and_o troublesome_a to_o consider_v so_o exact_o what_o we_o have_v be_v we_o may_v in_o this_o manner_n follow_v examine_v ourselves_o how_o we_o have_v behave_v 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will_v for_o ever_o praise_v he_o for_o the_o inestimable_a favour_n bestow_v upon_o thou_o and_o especial_o for_o draw_v thou_o from_o thy_o bad_a inclination_n by_o this_o present_a amendment_n 4._o demand_n pardon_n of_o he_o for_o thy_o unfaithfulnes_n &_o disloyalty_n for_o not_o correspond_v with_o his_o inspiration_n and_o grace_n 5._o offer_v he_o up_o thy_o hart_n to_o the_o end_n he_o may_v be_v the_o sole_a master_n and_o lord_n of_o it_o 6._o beseech_v he_o to_o make_v thou_o faithful_o accomplish_v his_o will_n hereafter_o 6._o invoke_v the_o saint_n of_o heaven_n our_o b._n lady_n thy_o good_a angel_n thy_o patron_n joseph_n and_o the_o rest_n to_o who_o thou_o have_v a_o especial_a devotion_n to_o help_v thou_o with_o their_o intercession_n consideration_n proper_a to_o renew_v our_o good_a purpose_n chap._n 9_o 1._o this_o examination_n be_v make_v and_o diligent_o confer_v with_o some_o worthy_a expert_a and_o skilful_a guide_n to_o learn_v the_o quality_n of_o thy_o fault_n and_o the_o fit_a remedy_n for_o they_o begin_v those_o meditation_n follow_v make_v one_o of_o they_o every_o day_n and_o in_o it_o spend_v the_o ordinary_a time_n which_o other_o day_n thou_o appoint_v to_o pass_v in_o thy_o meditation_n with_o the_o self_n same_o method_n preparation_n and_o affection_n which_o thou_o have_v use_v heretofore_o in_o the_o meditation_n set_v down_o in_o the_o first_o part_n place_v thyself_o first_o of_o all_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o then_o implore_v his_o grace_n to_o establish_v thou_o in_o his_o holy_a love_n and_o service_n the_o first_o consideration_n of_o the_o excellency_n of_o our_o soul_n chap._n 10._o 1._o consider_v the_o nobility_n and_o excellence_n of_o thy_o soul_n endue_v with_o a_o understanding_n which_o know_v not_o only_o all_o this_o visible_a world_n but_o moreover_o understand_v that_o there_o be_v invisible_a angel_n and_o a_o happy_a paradise_n that_o there_o be_v a_o sovereign_a god_n unspeakable_a most_o good_a most_o mighty_a that_o there_o be_v a_o eternity_n of_o immortal_a spirit_n and_o withal_o know_v the_o mean_n how_o to_o live_v well_o in_o this_o visible_a world_n and_o to_o associate_v herself_o with_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n and_o to_o attain_v to_o the_o familiarity_n and_o friendship_n of_o god_n himself_o for_o ever_o 2._o thy_o soul_n have_v also_o a_o freewill_n of_o a_o most_o noble_a excellency_n which_o be_v able_a to_o love_n god_n and_o can_v hate_v he_o consider_v in_o himself_o loe_o what_o a_o excellent_a soul_n thou_o have_v as_o no_o corruptible_a or_o ill-savouring_a thing_n can_v stay_v the_o little_a bee_n but_o only_a flower_n be_v their_o rest_n only_o upon_o they_o do_v they_o settle_v their_o flight_n so_o thy_o hart_n can_v find_v no_o repose_n but_o in_o god_n alone_o no_o creature_n else_o can_v fill_v or_o satisfy_v it_o remember_v hardly_o &_o recount_v with_o thyself_o all_o the_o dear_a and_o great_a entertainment_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v ever_o occupy_v thy_o hart_n and_o judge_v in_o good_a sadness_n whether_o they_o be_v not_o all_o full_a of_o unquiet_a of_o molestation_n of_o restless_a and_o sting_a thought_n importunate_a care_n with_o which_o thy_o poor_a hart_n be_v most_o miserable_o distract_v and_o afflict_v 3._o alas_o thy_o hart_n run_v hasty_o and_o headlong_o after_o the_o creature_n of_o this_o world_n thinck_v it_o possible_a to_o appease_v its_o desite_n in_o they_o but_o so_o soon_o as_o thou_o meet_v with_o they_o and_o taste_v they_o thou_o be_v as_o ready_a to_o begin_v again_o as_o before_o for_o nothing_o be_v able_a to_o content_v thy_o hart_n god_n will_v not_o permit_v that_o it_o shall_v find_v rest_n in_o any_o place_n no_o more_o than_o the_o dove_n that_o noah_n send_v out_o of_o the_o ark_n that_o so_o it_o may_v always_o earn_v to_o return_v to_o god_n from_o whence_o it_o come_v ah_o how_o admirable_a be_v this_o natural_a beauty_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o why_o then_o do_v thou_o endeavour_n to_o withhold_v she_o against_o her_o will_n to_o serve_v these_o fade_a creature_n 4._o oh_o my_o fair_a and_o lovely_a soul_n master_n thou_o say_v thou_o can_v understand_v and_o love_n god_n himself_o and_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o entertain_v thyself_o in_o thing_n inferior_a to_o god_n thou_o may_v if_o thou_o will_v pretend_v eternity_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o hunt_v after_o moment_n this_o be_v one_o of_o the_o chief_a complaint_n of_o the_o prodigal_a child_n that_o whereas_o he_o may_v have_v feast_v delicious_o at_o his_o father_n table_n he_o be_v force_v through_o his_o own_o wilfulness_n to_o feed_v at_o the_o trough_n of_o his_o swine_n o_o my_o soul_n thou_o be_v capable_a of_o god_n himself_o woe_n be_v to_o thou_o if_o thou_o rest_v content_v with_o any_o thing_n less_o than_o god_n lift_v up_o thy_o
shall_v do_v that_o which_o to_o do_v we_o be_v place_v in_o this_o world_n but_o do_v thou_o not_o see_v the_o decept_n no_o doubt_n if_o all_o these_o exercise_n be_v to_o be_v perform_v every_o day_n they_o will_v busy_v we_o enough_o &_o take_v up_o most_o of_o our_o time_n but_o it_o be_v only_o require_v to_o practice_v they_o every_o one_o in_o their_o time_n and_o place_n as_o they_o come_v in_o their_o turn_n how_o many_o law_n be_v there_o in_o the_o digest_v &_o code_n which_o must_v be_v keep_v and_o observe_v but_o all_o man_n know_v and_o understand_v that_o their_o obseruamce_n be_v require_v according_a to_o the_o occurrence_n of_o occasion_n and_o action_n not_o that_o one_o shall_v practice_v they_o all_o every_o day_n otherwise_o the_o holy_a king_n david_n practise_v many_o more_o spiritual_a exercise_n in_o a_o day_n amid_o his_o weighty_a affair_n than_o i_o have_v here_o prescribe_v s._n lewes_n a_o admirable_a king_n both_o in_o peace_n and_o in_o war_n and_o that_o with_o a_o wonderful_a care_n administer_v justice_n and_o manage_v affair_n of_o state_n be_v wont_v to_o hear_v two_o mass_n every_o day_n to_o say_v evensong_n and_o complin_n with_o his_o chaplain_n have_v every_o day_n set_v time_n to_o meditate_v and_o visit_v hospital_n very_o often_o every_o wednesday_n confess_v &_o disipline_v himself_o very_o oft_o hear_v holy_a sermon_n and_o use_v spiritual_a conference_n and_o for_o all_o this_o never_o omit_v one_o the_o least_o occasion_n of_o the_o public_a weal_n exterior_o offer_v which_o he_o do_v not_o most_o diligent_o put_v in_o execution_n and_o his_o court_n be_v more_o gallant_a more_o frequent_v more_o flourish_a then_o ever_o it_o have_v be_v in_o time_n of_o his_o predecessor_n practice_n then_o these_o exercise_n cheerful_o as_o i_o have_v prescribe_v they_o and_o god_n will_v allot_v unto_o you_o time_n leisure_n and_o strength_n enough_o to_o do_v your_o other_o affair_n though_o he_o shall_v make_v the_o sun_n for_o that_o end_n to_o stay_v his_o course_n as_o he_o do_v for_o his_o servant_n josua_n we_o work_v enough_o always_o when_o god_n work_v with_o us._n 2._o the_o world_n will_v say_v again_o that_o almost_o throughout_o all_o this_o book_n i_o presuppose_v that_o my_o philotheus_n have_v receive_v of_o god_n the_o guifte_n of_o mental_a prayer_n and_o yet_o every_o man_n have_v it_o not_o so_o that_o this_o introduction_n will_v not_o serve_v for_o every_o body_n it_o be_v true_a without_o all_o doubt_n i_o presuppose_v it_o and_o it_o be_v true_a too_o that_o every_o man_n have_v not_o the_o guifte_n of_o mental_a prayer_n but_o it_o be_v likewise_o true_a that_o almost_o every_o man_n may_v obtain_v that_o precious_a guifte_n even_o the_o most_o rude_a and_o unlearned_a so_o that_o they_o have_v good_a spiritual_a master_n and_o guide_n and_o that_o they_o themselves_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o take_v as_o much_o pain_n in_o the_o search_n of_o it_o as_o in_o itself_o it_o require_v and_o if_o there_o be_v any_o that_o in_o no_o sort_n nor_o degree_n have_v this_o precious_a gift_n which_o i_o think_v can_v happen_v but_o very_o seldom_o a_o sage_a conductour_n and_o master_n will_v easy_o supply_v that_o want_n by_o make_v they_o to_o read_v or_o hear_v read_v these_o meditation_n and_o consideration_n with_o good_a heed_n and_o attention_n three_o pricipall_a advice_n for_o this_o introduction_n chapter_n 18._o 1._o the_o first_o day_n of_o every_o mouth_n repeat_v and_o renew_v the_o protestation_n set_v down_o in_o the_o first_o part_n at_o the_o end_n of_o the_o meditation_n and_o protest_v at_o all_o time_n to_o have_v a_o will_n &_o purpose_n to_o keep_v every_o point_n of_o it_o say_v with_o david_n no_o my_o god_n never_o will_v i_o forget_v thy_o justification_n for_o in_o they_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o life_n and_o when_o thou_o find_v any_o spiritual_a battle_n in_o thy_o soul_n take_v in_o hand_n the_o self_n same_o protestation_n and_o prostrate_v in_o spirit_n with_o all_o humility_n pronounce_v it_o all_o from_o thy_o hart_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v great_a ease_n in_o thy_o conflict_n 2._o profess_v to_o all_o the_o world_n that_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v devout_a be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o that_o holy_a desire_n and_o profession_n i_o say_v make_v profession_n of_o a_o true_a desire_n of_o devotion_n and_o not_o make_v profession_n of_o devotion_n blush_v not_o to_o use_v those_o common_a and_o ordinary_a action_n which_o help_v we_o to_o obtain_v the_o love_n of_o god_n advow_v and_o admit_v hardy_o that_o thou_o do_v thy_o endeavour_n to_o meditate_v and_o thou_o have_v rather_o die_v then_o sin_n mortal_o that_o thou_o will_v by_o god_n grace_n frequent_v the_o sacrament_n and_o follow_v the_o counsel_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n though_o for_o good_a consideration_n it_o be_v not_o expedient_a to_o name_v he_o for_o this_o frank_a and_o free_a confession_n of_o god_n service_n that_o we_o be_v with_o a_o special_a affection_n consecrate_v and_o addict_v to_o his_o love_n be_v most_o acceptable_a to_o the_o divine_a majesty_n who_o by_o no_o mean_n allow_v his_o servant_n to_o be_v ashamed_a of_o his_o cross_n beside_o this_o open_a profession_n cut_v of_o many_o a_o summon_n many_o a_o enticement_n which_o the_o world_n will_v make_v to_o the_o contrary_a and_o bid_v we_o to_o stand_v upon_o our_o reputation_n in_o the_o constant_a poursuite_n of_o devotion_n the_o philosopher_n open_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v philosopher_n that_o so_o man_n may_v permit_v they_o to_o live_v philosophicallie_o and_o we_o must_v make_v ourselves_o know_v to_o be_v lover_n of_o devotion_n and_o holy_a exercise_n that_o man_n may_v let_v we_o live_v devout_o if_o any_o man_n tell_v thou_o that_o one_o may_v live_v devout_o without_o the_o practice_n of_o these_o exercise_n and_o advice_n deny_v it_o he_o not_o but_o answer_v he_o love_o that_o thy_o weakness_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o stand_v in_o much_o more_o need_n of_o help_n than_o other_o man_n do_v 3._o last_o of_o all_o i_o conjure_v and_o entreat_v thou_o my_o dear_a philotheus_n by_o all_o that_o which_o be_v holy_a in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n by_o the_o baptism_n which_o thou_o have_v receive_v by_o the_o sweet_a milk_n of_o mercy_n which_o thou_o have_v suck_v from_o the_o breast_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n by_o the_o most_o love_a hart_n in_o which_o thou_o place_v all_o thy_o hope_n and_o confidence_n continue_v and_o persevere_v in_o this_o happy_a enterprise_n of_o spiritual_a life_n our_o day_n run_v on_o a_o pace_n death_n be_v hand_n at_o our_o gate_n the_o trompett_n sound_v the_o retreat_n say_v saint_n gregory_n nazianzen_n let_v every_o man_n be_v read_v for_o the_o judge_n be_v at_o hand_n saint_n symphorians_n mother_n see_v he_o lead_v to_o martyrdom_n cry_v after_o he_o my_o son_n my_o son_n remember_v everlasting_a life_n look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o think_v upon_o he_o that_o reign_v there_o a_o short_a end_n will_v quick_o end_v the_o course_n of_o this_o life_n i_o say_v the_o same_o to_o thou_o my_o philotheus_n look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o leave_v it_o not_o for_o this_o base_a earth_n think_v upon_o hell_n and_o cast_v not_o thyself_o into_o that_o dreadful_a gulf_n for_o moment_n of_o pleasure_n remember_v jesus_n christ_n deny_v he_o not_o for_o the_o world_n and_o though_o the_o labour_n of_o a_o devout_a life_n seem_v hard_o unto_o thou_o sing_v merry_o with_o saint_n francis_n since_o heaven_n be_v for_o my_o pain_n assign_v '_o pain_n be_v sweet_a passetimes_o to_o my_o mind_n live_v for_o ever_o sweet_a jesus_n to_o who_o with_o the_o father_n and_o holy_a ghost_n be_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n now_o and_o always_o and_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n the_o errata_fw-la pag._n 14_o line_n 13._o picaustes_n read_v piraustes_n p_o 17._o l._n 24._o many_o soul_n read_v of_o many_o soul_n p._n 37._o l._n 23._o of_o riches_n read_v of_o the_o rich_a p._n 39_o l._n 26._o fowl_n read_v soul_n p._n 68_o l._n 3._o be_v create_v read_v we_o be_v create_v p._n 91_o l._n 17._o infinitle_n read_v infinite_a p_o 91_o l._n 19_o certify_v read_v terrify_v p._n 95._o l._n 11._o pight_v read_v right_o p._n 120_o l._n 18._o of_o read_v or_o p._n 135_o l._n 22._o force_n read_v species_n p._n 139._o l._n 2._o thy_o read_v the._n p._n 141._o l._n 20._o of_o read_v or_o p._n 172._o l._n 12._o this_o read_v he_o p._n 191._o l._n 22._o consiliat_fw-la read_v conflict_n p._n 235._o l._n 19_o perfection_n read_v thing_n p._n 277._o l._n 20._o king_n read_v kind_n p._n 337._o l._n 12._o and_o read_v it_o &_o l._n 13._o it_o and._n p._n 344._o trade_n read_v trace_v p._n 365._o l._n 22._o cord_n read_v the_o cord_n l._n 376._o l._n 16._o back_n