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noon_n prayer_n o_o most_o holy_a most_o good_a and_o gracious_a lord_n god_n i_o the_o most_o unclean_a and_o most_o defile_a wretch_n of_o all_o the_o world_n do_v humble_o beseech_v thy_o most_o bless_a and_o glorious_a majesty_n that_o even_o for_o that_o right_n dear_a love_n which_o be_v between_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o beget_v sonn_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n god_n and_o man_n crucify_v thou_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o make_v know_v thy_o wonderful_a grace_n in_o cleanse_v i_o from_o the_o most_o abominable_a defilement_n of_o my_o sin_n to_o this_o end_n i_o humble_o pray_v thou_o to_o make_v i_o always_o very_o mindful_a of_o thy_o presence_n fearful_a of_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o desirous_a of_o thy_o favour_n o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n grant_v i_o this_o mercy_n this_o exceed_a great_a mercy_n and_o then_o do_v unto_o i_o every_o way_n that_o which_o shall_v be_v most_o to_o thy_o own_o good_a pleasure_n and_o to_o thy_o own_o glory_n yea_o bless_a lord_n god_n unto_o thou_o be_v all_o good_a pleasure_n praise_n honour_n worship_n and_o glory_n in_o jesus_n christ_n now_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n amen_n ¶_o my_o noon_n psalm_n to_o a_o tune_n which_o in_o cambridge_n be_v call_v mr._n perkins_n tune_n o_o holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n the_o pure_a of_o all_o thing_n the_o blessefull_a glorious_a majesty_n from_o whence_o all_o goodness_n spring_v look_v down_o from_o thy_o most_o holy_a place_n behold_v good_a lord_n and_o see_v a_o sinful_a woeful_a wretched_a man_n most_o loathsome_a unto_o thou_o most_o foul_a and_o filthy_a be_v my_o sin_n ah_o fie_o upon_o i_o fie_o o_o father_n of_o all_o holiness_n to_o thou_o for_o grace_n i_o cry_v for_o grace_v to_o wash_v and_o make_v i_o clean_o from_o
be_v very_o gracious_a unto_o i_o oh_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o devilish_o bend_v to_o sin_n that_o no_o vow_n no_o oath_n nothing_o can_v turn_v it_o o_o lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o be_o as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v most_o deadly_o wound_v himself_o and_o die_a will_v not_o die_v but_o woe_n be_v i_o there_o be_v no_o remedy_n he_o that_o be_v wound_v to_o death_n must_v die_v yea_o but_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o raise_v up_o some_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o thy_o son_n true_a lord_n true_a it_o be_v but_o few_o of_o that_o company_n be_v such_o as_o have_v be_v dissemble_v hypocrite_n and_o of_o all_o counterfeit_n the_o most_o uncurable_a be_v a_o counterfeit-preacher_n of_o thy_o righteousness_n my_o soul_n can_v hardly_o think_v how_o such_o a_o one_o shall_v have_v the_o grace_n of_o repentance_n of_o all_o such_o if_o any_o such_o there_o be_v beside_o i_o i_o be_o the_o worst_a o_o good_a lord_n be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o the_o worst_a of_o all_o sinner_n amen_n friday_n the_o twenty_o of_o may_n i_o pray_v thus_o o_o good_a lord_n though_o the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n be_v exceed_o great_a yet_o ought_v i_o not_o to_o despair_v for_o thy_o son_n liken_v the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o grace_n unto_o a_o grain_n of_o muster_v seed_n and_o unto_o a_o little_a leaven_n o_o my_o soul_n have_v thou_o not_o a_o little_a faith_n look_v up_o unto_o heaven_n and_o crave_v of_o thy_o maker_n that_o the_o fullness_n of_o grace_n which_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n may_v have_v some_o little_a influence_n and_o entrance_n into_o thou_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n o_o my_o good_a lord_n my_o soul_n be_v full_a of_o unbelief_n i_o beseech_v thou_o to_o be_v merciful_a unto_o my_o unbelieve_a soul_n amen_n about_o noon_n the_o same_o day_n have_v dine_v with_o two_o stranger_n for_o i_o lodge_v and_o table_n in_o a_o vitteling-house_n come_v into_o my_o chamber_n i_o confess_v and_o pray_v thus_o o_o lord_n what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v undertake_v to_o walk_v 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