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to_o reap_v profit_n by_o all_o his_o gracious_a administration_n towards_o us._n which_o way_n soever_o the_o lord_n in_o mercy_n use_v to_o reclaim_v we_o from_o our_o sin_n 3.10_o 1._o sam._n 3.10_o let_v we_o be_v ready_a to_o answer_v with_o young_a samuel_n speak_v lord_n for_o thy_o servant_n hear_v there_o shall_v be_v a_o echo_n as_o it_o be_v between_o the_o heart_n of_o every_o christian_a man_n and_o the_o lord_n to_o answer_v he_o at_o every_o call_n 40.7_o psal_n 40.7_o lo_o i_o come_v lord_n as_o david_n say_v use_v 3_o three_o it_o serve_v for_o the_o just_a reproof_n of_o all_o those_o that_o rebel_n and_o resist_v the_o lord_n when_o he_o call_v as_o there_o be_v too_o many_o that_o give_v the_o lord_n cause_n to_o complain_v as_o once_o he_o do_v of_o jerusalem_n 23.37_o mat._n 23.37_o o_o jerusalem_n jerusalem_n etc._n etc._n how_o often_o will_v i_o have_v gather_v thy_o child_n together_o as_o the_o hen_n gather_v her_o chicken_n under_o her_o wing_n and_o you_o 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