COMPUNCTION OR Pricking of Heart With the Time Meanes Nature Necessity and Order of it and of Conversion With Motives Directions Signes and Means of cure of the wounded in Heart with other Consequent or Concomitant Duties Especially SELF-DENIALL All of them gathered from the Text ACTS 2.37 And Fitted Preached and Applied to his Hearers at Dantzick in Pruse-land in Ann. 1641. and partly 1642. Being the sum of 80. Sermons With a POST-SCRIPT concerning these Times and the sutableness of this Text and argument to the same and to the calling of the Jews By R. J. Doctor of Divinity LONDON Printed by Ruth Raworth for Thomas Whitaker and are to be sold at his Shop at the Kings Armes in Pauls Church-yard 1648. To the Right Worshipfull Mr. THOMAS BVRNEL Governour the Worshipfull Deputy Assistants and whole body of the Right worshipfull Company of East-land Merchants residing in London and in other parts of England AS ALSO To my loving Hearers here at Dantzick of the same Society R. J. prayeth and wisheth to you all and each a Share and Partnership in that Society and Communion of Saints whereof Christ Jesus is sole Governour and Head THat I do prefixe your names and make choise of you Right worshipfull c. before all other in this Dedication and publication of these Sermon-notes is not done without good ground and reason First I account it very sutable to my duty to give you this taste of my labours and thus to render an account unto you in part how my ministeriall pains have been imployed here for the spirituall good of your sons servants factors and friends respectively seeing your prayers and desires attested under so many of your hands at first were that my ministery might prevail mightily in these parts and that those of our Nation here might walk answerable to the profession of the Gospel I have to these your good desires joyned not my prayers only but my best indeavours that by the good fruit and efficacy of my ministery here you may have no cause to repent you either of your choice of me or cost on me and them but that you may by Gods mercy reap the harvest of that your seed and fruit of your expectation and desires You by this taste may perceive the method and manner of my plain teaching which is framed not to tickle the ear but by Gods mercy to touch the heart and not to please any man in his sin and security but only in that which is good My indeavours I say tend this way the blessing and success is from God of whom it is still and ever to be sought Again I should be unthankfull both to God and to you all by whose desires votes and good liking I was called to this imployment if I did not by some more then private acknowledgement take notice and give testimony of Gods good hand of providence towards me by making you his instruments to call me to this place and meanes of imployment at such a time when through the malignancy of some degenerate spirits sensualists and time-servers and through their hatred of the truth power and life of religion and godliness they by false reports defamations and accusations without proof got their lies if not credited and beleeved yet made use of though under other pretexts to my unjust deprivation yea and banishment from mine own dwelling house and native home by procuring letters in his Majesties name whom by like mis-reports they mis-informed and abused not only for the setling of another in my place and means but to require my removall from Newcastle by which means I was cast meerly upon Gods providence who yet in the riches of his wisedome and mercy to me I say not to yours in these parts who yet had been so long destitute but to my self who desired nothing more then imployment had provided as those here to desire supply so your selves upon the recommendation at first of a private friend without my privity seconded by the approbation and recommendation of a worthy Divine to pitch upon my self and to put me otherwise an ancient born and sworn-brother of your Company into imployment again by the free and unanimous vote of your Generall Court procuring me also a warrant from the Councel for my transportation and so to provide for me not only a competent yeerly maintenance and minervall but a convenient dwelling house as also to be at further cost for a place of our asembling and meeting This I acknowledge as a great favour and providence 〈◊〉 God who till he again gather the outcasts of Israel provided you to give me a call as once he commanded the widow of Sarepta to sustain the persecuted Prophet Elijah 1 Kings 17.9 sending him in like mercy to her only as me now a Prophet not accepted at least generally in mine own countrey Luke 4.24 25 26. to your friends here when yet there were many widowes in Israel as then were many places destitute of faithfull Pastors in England Thus it fared here in some proportion with me and many other in England as once when the Jewes in envy and opposition against Paul and Barnabas Acts 13.45 46 did put the word of God from them and so judged themselves unworthy of everlasting life whereby those servants of the Lord turned to the Gentiles God so commanding who hearing it were glad and glorified the word of the Lord. The Gentils we see with the woman of Canaan were glad of that which the Jewes did surfet on and of those Crumbs which fell from the richer but loathed table of the Children Even as many now who loathing the homely Manna of the Word in the simplicity of the Gospel and longing after such teachers as are according to their own minde humour and heart find as those in the wildernesse who had other meat according to their lusts given them indeed but with a curse both of body for while their meat was yet in their mouths Psal 78.30 31. the wrath of God came upon them and slew the fattest of them and of soul too for he gave them their request but sent leannesse into their soul Psal 106.15 3. By this not undesired by some here my desire is by penning and printing to water that seed which at first was sown by preaching Joh. 14.26 and as neer as I can to become a Remembrancer this way also as well as by prayer at the throne of grace to my hearers here even after my departure and decease by stirring up that spirit in them which as a Remembrancer is promised to them in due time and season to bring to their remembrance what hath by Christ and his Minister been said unto them 2 Pet. 1.15 that so they may either reap that good which was and is intended by me or that this may prove a testimony on Gods behalf in time to come against them that hee hath not wholly been wanting to them And thus with hope that my
the truth And these are not all but some onely who there opposed to such the followers of Antichrist who shall be damned This makes Saint Paul speak with distinction when he mentions vessels of mercy which God hath afore prepared to glory Even us saith he Rom. 9.23 24. whom he hath called not of the Jewes onely but also of the Gentiles Yet not all Jewes nor all Gentiles but us whom he he hath called of the Jewes and of the Gentiles And S. John brings the foure Beasts and foure and twenty Elders in praising the Lamb and saying For thou wast slaine Rev. 5.9 and hast redeemed us to God by thy blood out of every kindred and tongue and people and Nation Not all Nations but some out of all Whence is this Which depends on his free Election Rom. 9.15 Jer. 31.3 but from Gods free Election and soveraigne will who will have mercy on whom he will have mercy c. According to that in Jeremy I have loved thee with an everlasting love therefore with loving kindnesse have I drawn thee 1Vse God excludes no sorts calling or kind of men if they repent VVhich is for comfort Vse 1. God being so free in his choyce and calling of men as that he chusing where he will calling or chusing none for any goodnesse either actually in them or foreseen nor rejecting any of any sort of men for their unworthinesse simply It is for comfort to such as receive the word in humility who hearing it repent and beleeve Let their condition or state be what it will be in the world let not them exclude themselves by impenitency and unbeleef and God will not exclude them He will have none make arguments against themselves saying I am an Eunuch I am separate or an heathen c. no Isai 36.3 6. let them but joyne in covenant with God and doe the thing which God commands and they shall be welcome to him as any So I say also for the rich whose salvation is most difficult and for the noble 1 Cor. 1.26 of whom not so many are called yea for the greatest sinners let them hear and obey Gods word and they may rest assured of acceptation with God Yet not for any worth in them but by vertue onely of Gods free Promise grounded on his free Election So that we further inferre That Vse 2 the difference between man and man in regard of saving grace is not from men themselves God mades the difference between man and man singling out some to whom only he sends the Gospel but from God from his Election his saving free and powerfull grace who in and by his Spirit accompanying the word preached singles out by effectuall calling whom he pleaseth and so separates between man and man To which end God with choice and according to his freedom and will sends the word so to some as that he denyes it to others Acts 16.6 7. where he hath any belonging to his Election whom he will save thither he sends his word in the ministry of it chiefly for their sakes Acts 16.6 7 14 30 31 and 13 10. So it was send and directed to Philippi and Thyatira for the convesion and salvation as of others so of Lydia and the Jailour and to Corinth in which City God had much people And however the Promise is to be propounded to all and some to whom he makes it effectuall near or far off that will hear it yet the thing promised that is Christ life and salvation belongs not simply and without exception to all and each but to all with this restraint To you and to your children and to all that are afar off even as many as the Lord our God shall call as it is in this Chapter vers 39. Now these are only the Elect as Acts 17.48 where it is said As many as were ordained to eternall life beleeved but none else These are they whose hearts the Lord openeth as he did Lydia's that they attend to the things spoken and beleeve them which all doe not Of which more anon Onely this teacheth such as finde the fruit and effects of this grace of God in themselves Vse 3 to be specially and singularly thankfull unto God for the same To be thankfull to God more then others even as God hath specially singled them out from among others and made them vessels of mercy Lord what am ' I that thou hast manifested thy choyce of me as thou passest by Whence is it that thou thus by thy saving grace comest to me and not to ' many others For if Christ on the behalfe of such who partake not of like choyce mercies confessed to God saying I thanke thee O Father Lord of Heaven and Earth because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent and hast revealed them unto babes Even so Father for so it seemed good in thy sight then I conclude such as have found this mercy and speciall grace should on their own behalfe blesse God from the soul and seek more to glorifie God in their lives then such great ones on earth who having a name of wise prudent learned holy yea and of the Church dishonour God by their pride insolency and arrogancy too ascribing whatsoever wisedom grace and holinesse which they pretend and presume they have not to Gods free saving and effectuall grace but onely to his common grace and favour vouchsafed alike to the reprobates as well as to them but which they have made a better use of then those others by using their own Free-will better Vse 4 A reproof of the unthankfull and of the enemies of Gods grace Oh unthankfulnesse Who that effectually and truly did partake of Gods saving and speciall grace did ever long at least seeke to take the honour and praise of the work from God to themselves as these do who meerly fancying that grace they have not will have the stroke the casting voyce or the casting of the ballance in their own hands Let God have the honour then of making the difference as well as of giving of grace common to all hearers as the Apostle beating down mans pride doth teach us 1 Cor. 4.7 Of which place more below CHAP. 3. Concerning the Means of Conversion SECT 1. Of the efficacy of Gods word Whence it is And of the Vses of it 3 The Meanes of their Conversion the hearing of the word preached THe third thing here considerable is the Instrumentall Cause or Meanes of these Jewes Conversion And this is on Gods part the word preached on mans the same word heard and received by faith First generally by which through beleef of the threats and law the heart comes to be pricked and wounded being convinced of sin and wrath due unto it then speciall by which through beleefe of the speciall promise and by particular application and use of the remedy here prescribed vers 38. the heart comes to be healed Now when
or find content in their present condition they were stung and till they got ease in a very hell Thus it was with these Converts here what will then be the condition and sorrows of such as do remain live and dye impenitent Let it then be hence observed that sinne must never want sorrow Observe Sinne carries a sting with it never wants sorrow it carries a sting with it which will shew it self at one time or other It s like those locusts spoken of Revel 9.7.10 which have faces like men but stings in their tails like scorpions Such a thing is sinne though at first it may seem to have a beautifull face and appearance yet such as dally with it will find it will leave pricks at least and venemous wounds in the conscience such as have been named And though the conscience at length grow to be seared Though the conscience be seared senseles sometime yet it wil awaken here or in hell yet not onely the searing of it is not without pain or without many conflicts and terrours before it be deprived of all fence but God after awakens it to feel the horrour of hel even in this life though he deny such repentance as we see Judas Julian Nero Brutus King Saul who having an evil spirit which formerly had haunted him yet though as Brutus his malus Genius or Ghost which haunted him at Rome having for a while left him yet met with him at Philippi a little before his death though I say it left Saul often yet often it returned especially at Endor where Satan in the likenesse of Samuel told him that to morrow he should be with him 1. Sam. 28 29.20 which struck him with horrible amazement as there was cause Let this be thought on by all such as can find no delight in any thing but in sinne Vse For such as delight in sinne to expect bitternes Prov. 9.17.18 or so farre as there is sinne in the same The forbidden fruit seemed even because forbidden to promise more delight then all other trees yet it proved bitternesse in the end as sin will do so stollen waters and bread of deceit end in hell and prove like poyson given in sugar which may go down sweetly Which young men Eccles 11.9 but kindleth a fire in the bowels and bereaves of life Think of this you young men and rejoyce but know c. as you have lately heard remember the threefold sting which accompanyed and followed that of sin especially that of Conscience and of eternall torments Think of this ye Joviall and merry men of the world and merry men should think of how can ye be merry when so many thousand woes curses and vengeances belong unto you and hang over your heads sorrow you will find enough one day which may be to you without repentance but know assuredly that true repentance and conversion cannot be without sorrow seeing then sorrow must and will follow sin And either by godly sorrow in time to prevent it 1 Learn in time to sorrow soundly for sinne to be pricked wounded and in heart truly grieved for your sinne for such sorrow onely will prove saving and prepare you for through conversion and for sound and lasting joy as in these converts here 2 Otherwise know that you will gain nothing by sin or by living in it 2 Or assuredly to to look for it Grief of heart and pricking and wounding of the soul in some measure is the easiest which if you be afraid of chusing rather to enjoy your ease pleasures liberties then to be interrupted in the same by godly sorrow There is nothing gained by sinne then expect nothing in the end but hellish horrour terrours and torments not a pricking but piercing of the heart a breaking an opening a cutting a cleaving of it it may be even in this life and then a wounded spirit who can hear Prov. 18.14 but assuredly hereafter and for ever in hell For the prevention of which consider now well what you do what will be the end of your courses what the bitter and accursed fruits of your sinnes and of your smothering of the checks of your conscience Be now in time sensible of these things and consider this you that make nothing or but a jest of sinne or of conscience Take heed of lading A wounded name estate and broken bones nothing to the wounding of the spirit Psal 38.4 wounding and piercing your souls by voluntary and wilfull transgressions The soul hereby though for the present it be not perhaps so sensible yet insensibly is wounded and burthened with the guiltinesse of sinne whereby wrath is a treasuring up the burthen increaseth so long till at length your iniquities grow and go over your heads and as an heavy burthen prove too heavy for you Sinne long harboured within will at length fester break out into torments and in a word prove the death of the soul eternally The madnesse of men in falling into the greater evil for avoiding the lesse How is it to be wished then that men were as sensible of pricks and wounds in their hearts and spirits which by sinne are alwayes made though not perceived or believed or that they feared these half so much as they do a wounded body estate or name how sensible are men of the one and how fearlesse of the other hence they receive wounds on the inside and gashes in their consciences that the outside may be saved they will steal and do wrong to prevent poverty and yet poverty no such burthen as the guilt of theft they lye will falsifie word promise and oath to prevent or get out of debt and yet debt with man is no such burthen as debt with God which will exclude them out of heaven They will voluntarily smother the checks of conscience and repell the reproofs of the word that they may sinne more securely and with lesse trouble and yet this fire which thus smothered will once yea and for ever break out into flames doth infinitely surpasse that small seeming sorrow or lesser prickings which are in repentance They will go to witches to gain health and yet no sicknesse so ill as to be the devils devoted slave yea to save their skin their liberties their offices and to avoid reproach for Christ and persecution they will deny the truth of God and give the soul a thousand gashes to keep the skin whole and yet no losse to that of the soul Mark 8.36 What madnesse * Mr. Harris of a wounded spirit saith one is this This is to prick the hand to save the glove to hazard the head for the saving of the hat or of a feather to prick and wound the heart yea to kill the soul rather then to forgo a little vain and sinfull pleasure gain or honour alas they know not yet neither will they be told what the sorrows of a wounded spirit and conscience meane when God shall
set himself against them yea them against themselves making them a terrour to themselves A wounded name estate leg or arm wounded or broken may be born but who can bear a wounded spirit saith Solomon when the bones within are broken will it not cause roaring ask David Psal 32.3.4 and 51.8 ask Hezekiah Isa 38.13 And yet what is all this to the eternall endlesse and easelesse torments of hell These things would be considered Oh consider this then in time you that are so secure and fearlesse that care not what you say or do how many oaths you swear how many Sabbaths and Sermons you neglect how many you cozen or wrong in their goods name chastity your sinne one day will shew it self in its colours and your consciences will prove burthens to you heavier then mountains your hard hearts shall be broken and you crushed punished and tormened for ever Rather in time chuse to be when ye hear these things and in the timely belief of them savingly pricked as these here were who in the apprehension of such effects of sinne as you have now heard did presently seek to prevent them and being thus pierced and pricked sought help and healing which accordingly they presently found becoming true converts and partakers of Christ And so leaving the consideration of this sorrow as a bare affection in the sinner The third Relation of this pricking of heart is to the whole work of Conversion as the beginning thereof and an effect of sinne we come to speak more of it in relation to this great work of conversion and as the first step and beginning thereof leading to Christ and to salvation So that taking these first words They were pricked in heart with those their other words following what shall we do and upon direction given them their doing accordingly verse 38.39 c. they will afford unto us this observation That a legal terrour of conscience and sorrow for sin through sence of misery thereby deserved is the beginning of Repentance and first step to Conversion So that we are occasioned here to take notice or at least to consider of the order of conversion and of the steps and degrees thereof and how men are brought to Christ to faith and to salvation which we will speak of in its place after some generals are first observed CHAP. V. SECT 4. Pricicking of heart considered as the first step to true Conversion And that Conversion must begin at the heart with reasons and uses of the point THe most generall observation which we will hence first raise is this Doctr. Conversion must begin at the heart that true and saving Conversion begins and must begin at the heart By heart in Scripture is generally meant the soul and all the severall powers and faculties of the same as understanding What is meant by heart here memory conscience will and affections joyntly and severally as might easily be shewed but for our present use we here by heart chiefly understand the Conscience and will with the affections which by this pricking came both to be pained and to be severed and parted from sinne which was all one with it and the corruption of the same to be let out Yet I take the Conscience here is more specially meant Especially the conscience as in Davids case when he came to see and to be convinced of his sinne of Pride in numbring of the people it is said and Davids heart smote him and David said as these here were pricked in heart and said 2 Sam. 24.10 c. and we shall anon see that this pricking issued out of the conclusion of that practicall syllogisme which being thus convinced their consciences made The heart in true conversion must first be pricked wounded and put to pain as David was in his repentance and as it was here with these Converts yea and as God requires of all true Penitents Turn you even to me saith the Lord by Joel with all your heart and rent your heart and not your garments Joel 2.12.13 c. Reasons why Reasons why Hebr. 3.12 The heart is the First and chief offender Math. 15.18.19 It hatcheth and harbours sinne Jer. 4 14. 1 The heart is the first and chief offender It first turns from God and by unbelief departs from him if the body or bodily parts act any evill that evil is first hatched and forged in the heart for out of the heart proceed evill thoughts murders adulteries fornications thefts false witnesse blasphemies which defile a man yea it is the heart that harbours sinne and evil thoughts as in a common June O Jerusalem wash thy heart from wickednesse how long shall thy vain thoughts lodge with in thee yea it is the receptacle and lodging of the Devil himself who takes up the chief rooms thereof And Satan and filleth the same Act. 5.3 Joh. 13.2 The whole imagination and all the purposes and desires of the thoughts of the heart are onely evil continually Gen. 6.5 It s a proud heart festered The heart of man is a proud heart swollen with pride as is a bladder and therefore stands need of pricking It is a festered heart full of corruption and putrifying sores and stands need of opening searching and lancing by the knife of the law and sword of the spirit which is the word of God It is a hard heart hard as a stone and stands need of breaking and bruising There is a stone in the heart and hard heart hard 1 as a stone the cure whereof is like that which is of the stone in the bladder there must be sharp incision and God must come with his pulling and plucking instruments ere sin and that hardnesse can be got out of it 2 as mettal Yea It is hard as mettal men being said to have their necks as iron sin news and their brow brasse Isa 48.4 Jer. 6.28.29 whereby is meant the hardnesse of their hearts and obstinacy and to be brasse and iron so that the founder often melteth in vain the bellows that is the lungs of the Preacher shall sooner be burnt then the wicked and their wickednesse plucked away Yet being so hard it must be not onely broken with the hammer of the Law but molten if it be possible with the fire partly of Gods judgements threatned by the Prophets and in part executed by God himself who threatens to blowe upon his obdurate people in the fire of his wrath Ezek. 22 18-20 21. and to melt them in the midst thereof but chiefly of his love in the Gospel ere it can be cast into a new mold It then especially musst be dealt withal in the first place 2. The heart is most acceptable to God 2 The heart of all other parts is the most acceptable sacrifice to God indeed seasoning all the rest God requires it as his sacrifice My son give me thine heart Prov. 23.26 It s that which every one accounts
blood if it be done and therefore becoming man for us his head was pricked with thorns his hands and feet pierced with nails his heart pricked pierced and wounded with a spear his body broken for us yea his soul heavy grieved wounded in a sense of his Fathers wrath against him making him not onely sweat drops of blood being in an agony but complain and cry out My God my God why hast thou forsaken me All this and more then I can expresse the onely beloved Son of God suffered from his Father ere he overcame death or recovered the sense of his Fathers love or yet a possibility of salvation for thee And what we Vnlesse here we sorrow savingly and dost thou think to passe thy whole time in pleasures ease vanity and sinne and yet not so much as be pricked in heart or wounded in conscience for thy sin and troubled in sould in the fear and apprehension of thy so justly deserved damnation yea wilt thou also expect and presume of heaven and the joyes thereof Let me then tell thee from God that unlesse thou in time beest pricked in thy heart for thy sin yea many sins especially such as these converts as hath been said were pricked for crucifying of Christ unthankfulnesse unbelief impenitency rejection of him in the offers of his grace hardnesse of heart obstinacy ignorance and disobedience c. I say neither shal Christs pricking and piercing his wounds and sufferings avail thee any thing and which more is thou thy self in thine own person most inevitably shalt and must suffer the vengeance of everlasting fire must in our own persons suffer in well and all those sorrows eternally which the Son of God did suffer as thy surety if thou couldst believe and rest on him and repent and which made him so cry out And then see how thou wilt be able to endure it or rather O my brother O my sister O every one of you now in love to your own selves consider this in time O consider this saith God himself unto you what your own ill doings and desert Psal 50.22 and yet my patience and forbearance a while now consider this ye that forget God lest I tear you in pieces and there be none to deliver Consider that the sins thou hast not sorrowed for which would be considered thou must sorrow for here or hereafter chuse where thou wilt have thy portion whether here where thy sorrow may be saving accompanied with inward and true joy and followed with eternall and unspeakable comfort or hereafter where endlesse sorrows in soul and body shall be the just reward of thy security now Thy sins will be thy ruine one day Sin else will be our ruine and tear thee in pieces if thou be not their ruine now by mortification of them and of thy self so farre as to be pierced and wounded savingly for them in time God forgets them not though thou do they are written before him as with a pen of iron and point of a diamond in his book which one day will be opened against thee and be more terrible to thee then was the hand writing against Belshazzar for such an hand writing there is for every sinne of thine unrepented and uncancelled how many then are the curses wraths and vengeances that are due to thee and will most inevitably befall thee for thy so many sins not repented of A wonder that any in this case can be merry Isa 5.14 how can you then be merry or light-hearted when so many thousand woes belong unto you compasse you about and dog you continually at the heels all waking and watching against you like so many hungry bears starved wolves and lions yea when hell it self gapeth for you enlarging her self and opening her mouth without measure as for all other sinners so particularly for such as follow strong drink and in whose feasts are the harp and viol tabret pipe and wine but no regard of the works of the Lord with 11 12. no consideration of the operation of his hands or of any thing either their own sins or Gods judgements which is seasonable Futher to convince the secure a few questions are propouneded to them O then in the feare of God be convinced of these truths and of the necessity of such sorrow and let me ask thee yet a a question or two 1 Dost thou so live or canst thou so live as not to sin or transgresse Gods Law surely no thou wilt say at least thou wilt find that is impossible Wel then 2 art thou able to undergo the curse and penalty of the Law by suffering Gods wrath everlastingly no alas thou accountest that and well mayest intollerable 3 I ask again what wilt thou then do seeing thou art so many wayes a transgressour and liable to all this wrath If thou resolvest to do nothing but sittest still in thy security and setlest still on thy lees thou mayest certainly conclude against thy self as the foure lepers at the gates of Samaria suffering a famine within and a siege of strong enemies without that thou shalt undoubtedly perish and die Oh then be sensible at length of thine own danger see thine own inevitable destruction unlesse in time thou humble thy self with God and judge thy self that he judge thee not in hell be sensible of the fire of his wrath and of hel hold no skreens any longer between thee and it seek to quench it in time by thy tears and hearty sorrow for sin lest thou be cast into it irrecoverably and in consideration of the torments of it now cry earnestly to God in Christ O Lord here give me my part of sorrow and teach my heart more truly to mourn for my sinne and be mercifull unto me here O God here burn cut launce wound prick and pierce my heart savingly that I never may know what belongs to everlasting burnings woundings and gnawings 4 Or now again to bar thee off and to stop all starting holes dost thou think that thou art exepted and exempted from this curse and wrath Will God be partiall for thy cause Doth not thy sin bring thee under this curse and wrath as well as others Deceive not thy self see Deut. 29. where verse 10 c. All without exception of any present or absent born or not yet born are either in their own persons or persons of their Parents presented before the Lord Deut. 29.10.18 19 20. c. to enter into his covenant lest saith Moses there should be any among you man or woman or family or tribe whose heart turneth away this day from the Lord our God c. And it cometh to passe when he heareth the words of this curse that he blesse himself in his heart saying I shall have Peace though I walk in the imagination of mine heart The Lord will not spare him but then the anger of the Lord and his jealousie shall smoke against that man and all the curses
have him to rule over us Thus in true account and as God takes it you say and do Then let me tell you who this is against whom you thus by and in your pride and stoutnesse and partly ignorance do sin It is Christ the Lord of glory a dreadful Majestie even against the mighty God and their Judge the Soveraigne Lord who is appointed to be your Judge and who shall come in flaming fire rendering vengeance to all that know him not nor obey his Gospel This is he whom you provoke against whom you have so long trespassed whom you have so much dishonoured whom you have crucified and persecuted in his Saints and people whom you as little know or respect as himself who yet are of price and worth to him and as dear as the apple of his own eye whose wrongs he is sensible of as done to himself and which accordingly he will avenge Isai 57.3 4. But do you consider this are you convinced of it Let the daunkard then which should be considered the unclean person and voluptuous the profaner of the Lords Name and Sabbath and every sinner know and that assuredly that God hath made this same Jesus whom ye thus crucifie and wound both Lord and Christ the glorious and dreadful Judge of quick and dead Doth not this strike terrour into your hearts doth it not prick wound and sting your conscience God expects it should If he have winked at the former times of your ignorance Act. 17.30 31 yet now he commandeth all men every where to repent because he hath appointed a day in the which he will judge the world in righteousnesse by that man whom he hath ordained c. An dear brethren let us not mock when we hear these things or put off repentance as if ye cared not much whether ye perform it or no with the Athenians who heard these things from Paul and 32 and said We will hear thee again of this matter 34. but rather with Dionysius and Damaris there and others Let us cleave to Paul and believe and with these converts here cleave and cling to Peter out of true compunction of heart and repent saying to him and to such as now are in place of him even Gods faithful servants and our teachers who so tell us Men and brethren what shall w do Ah that I could see such blessed effects of the self-same doctrine And so having in a manner done with the instrumental cause of this Compunction and Conversion of these Jews which was their hearing of Gods word preached we come to the effects of the same the first whereof is to be considered in that which they suffered expressed in these words 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 They were pricked in their heart CHAP. V. SECT 1. The effect of saving hearing is pricking of heart THis pricking in heart notes an Inward Conviction of conscience 2. The effects of this their hearing 1. What they suffered whereby they came at once in the acknowledgement of Christ and his glory to see their horrible sin in murthering and crucifying of him and their own deserved condemnation thereby so bringing the curse of the Law home to their own consciences They were pricked in heart savingly as not able any longer to put by the thrust as I may call it or the dint of Peter's accusation which came as a dagger to the heart and struck them both with fear of wrath through a consciousnesse of this their hainous sin of murder and parricide and with hearty grief and sorrow for their sin not without some mixture of hope which made them enquire after a remedy and say What shall we do Wherein this pricking of heart differs from that cutting to the heart which was in others of the Jews Acts 7.54 who being alike charged by Steven as these were by Peter with the murder of Christ verse 52 yet as others by the same word were cut to the heart deadly Act â—â— 52 54-58 not convinced that Jesus was the Messiah or Christ and so that they were murderers of their Saviour they inwardly justifying themselves when they heard these things were cut to the heart and they gnashed on him with their teeth and cast him out of the city and stoned him to death as taking ill at his hands thus falsly as they conceived to be charged So that the same Word had a different effect in the Jews in regard of the issue though all of them were some way or other pricked in heart yea cut and wounded the same Word proving the savour of life to the one and of death to the other true compunction of heart in the one where was sorrow not onely in fear of punishment but also in desire general hope and some apprehension of goodnesse and mercy in God which asswaged their fears but in the other a senslesse security and benummednesse of soul not to see their sin and danger with grief and anger onely so to be charged And so in the one was true compunction of spirit or of heart whereby the Aposteme of it was opened as by the prick of a sharp instrument and the corruption of it discovered yea whereby the heart became sick of the love of God and desire after him as the least prick at the heart causeth a present fit of sicknesse and in the other 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Rom. 11.8 Isai 6.9 a spirit onely of compunction or remorse as it may be called or rather as it is translated in our Bible a spirit of slumber whereby God gave them eyes that they should not see and ears that they should not hear even a spirit of slumber sottishnesse want of spiritual senses and blindnesse not to see the light of Truth and of the Word which yet pricked their hearts as the light of the sun doth fore eyes yea cut them to the heart through the accusations if not convictions of it though they still remained stupid and accordingly perished It concerns us then to see how we hear that we melt by it as was and be not clay Now for this pricking mentioned in my Text it proved a saving and healing wound And we will now consider it according to three several Relations This pricking considered according to three Relations First to Peters Sermon as an effect of it Secondly to the sinners themselves as a fruit and consequent of their sin and so as an affection of sorrow in the subject or convicted sinner Thirdly and chiefly to the whole work of Conversion as the first degree and beginning of the same and as a preparative to Christ and to salvation CHAP V. SECT 11. Pricking of heart considered as the work of the word and of the best kind of preaching 1 To Peters sermon as an effect of it Note The best kind of preaching is that which pricks the heart 1 in what respects 2 For what reasons God himself useth this method 1 the Father 1 AS this
pricking in heart is an effect of Peters Sermon it will teach us this lesson that The best kind of teaching and preaching is that which pricks mens hearts and toucheth woundeth and convinceth their consciences I call it best and that both in regard of Gods glory whose word is thus by convincing men most magnified whether it prove the savour of life or of death seeing men once convinced by it God can more glorifie himself whether in his mercy or justice manifested towards convicted sinners and also in regard of our good and conversion and that for these reasons 1. Because this course is according to Gods own order in the conversion of souls 1 God convinced Adams conscience and so prepared him for the promise of the Messias 2 Christ began his Ministery by preaching repentance 2 Sonne Matth. 4.17 he so dealt with the Jews and with the woman of Samaria Joh. 4 18. 3 yea the comforter 3 Yea the first work of the Comforter is to convince men of sin to their condemnation before he convince them in their judgement of righteousnesse in Christ to their justification see John 16.8.9.10 for indeed there is no true consolation but out of deep humiliation no true joy and comfort but such as issues out of straits of conscience if we speak of men capable and legal convictions The spirit before it comfort it shakes a man and makes him fear see Hebr. 2.14 c. It s a course which God prescribes us his Ministers to use even to cry aloud and not to spare to tell men of their sinnes 2 God prescribes the use of it to cause them to know their abominations and to give them warning of their danger Isa 58.1 2. Ezek. 3.17 and 16.2 3 he blesseth it 3 Lastly its that method which God most blesseth as in Nathans plain dealing with David thou art the man and in other Prophets and in the Baptists preaching Vse 1 For Ministers thus to preach and to leave stings behind them Matth. 3.7 8.9.10 or Luk. 3.7.8 9. with 10 11 c. in his Apostles preaching here Vse 1. It is for the direction of us Ministers who as occasion serves must be full of the wrath of the Lord not preaching pleasing things to tickle the eare but sound saving and wholsome things to prick and wound the heart leaving stings behind us in mens hearts before we bring hony to please their tast first using corrosives by pouring in wine then lenitives oyl to supple heal The words of the wise saith Solomon are as goads and as nails fastened by the Masters of Assemblies whech are given from one shepheard Eccles 12 11. Jer. 23.29 yea Gods word in the mouth of his servants is like a hammer not onely to break the rock in pieces but to drive in those nails even to the head into mens not skins onely goads pierce the skin but flesh and hearts too thence to fetch and draw teares which Saint Augustine calls the blood of the soul Our manner of teaching should be such as not to seek applause to our selves but sobs and tears in you our prayse should be your teares your sighs not your hemms not the clapping of your hands To wring tears from their hearers or Plaudite as at a play but the knocking of your breasts and Plangite as at a funerall It was said of one after an oration made to the people of Athens that he left certain stings in their minds so did Peter here and so should we send you home as much as we can weeping to your closets Pericles in a sence of sinne and danger and so should we wield this sword of the spirit as to aim chiefly at your hearts and so stedfastly and strongly follow home the thrust like Masters of defence as not to suffer you to put it by And to convince 1 Sam. 15.13 14. c. Though such conviction prove not saving Gen. 4.7 Call to Newcastle or methods for discovery of sinne in the Ministers method by your shifts evasions excuses extenuations justifications no more if we had the skill then Samuel would suffer King Saul to evade him till he had convinced him and brought him to confesse his sin And this we must do though our reproofs and convictions do not alwayes prove saving so did not Samuels so did not Gods own reproof and conviction of Cain And Stephens reproof and conviction of the Jews to be the murtherers of Christ had not the same effect with Peters here it was the same sword or word of God but with the point it pricked the one savingly and with the one or both of the edges of it it being not kindly received cut the other to the heart and wōunded them mortally 2 For hearers 1 to submit meekly to the reproofs of the word but of this more elsewhere 2 This teacheth you to desire such kind of teaching not to be displeased with such as so faithfully deale with your souls and to learn of these here who though deeply charged by Peter yea pricked and wounded did not rise against him or say what or who is he this that thus boldly chargeth us but meekly receiving the word of reproof and as guilty persons convinced of their sinnes what shall we do its true alas we indeed are guilty neither should you shew your selves unwilling to have your wounds searched to the bottome 2 Therefore the law is now to be taught under the Gospel 3 It s a good sign to be pricked Treat on Ezek. 16.2 or Gods charge to his Messengers concerning conviction of sinners p. 237. c. or to have your sins discovered and brought to triall seeing all sinne is a traytor to God and his glory and by your unwillingnesse to have it found and brought to judgement you make your selves more guilty But of this as also other uses concerning the needfulnesse much more lawfulnesse of preaching the Law now in time of the Gospel not to justification but to the conviction of sinners and to prepare and bring them to Christ as also that it is no ill signe simply to be met withall netled pricked and troubled in conscience by the word so that we seek or accept of ease and help by the word I say of these and such like uses elsewhere more largely and purposedly CHAP. V. SECT 3. Pricking of heart considered as the fruit of sinne and that sin carries a sting with it 2 The second relation which this Pricking hath is to the sinners themselves and to their sinnes THE second Relation that this pricking hath is to the sinners themselves and to their sinne the fruit whereof we see is at best sorrow fear pricking and wounding of the heart and spirit The word they heard brought to remembrance their sinne and their sinne presented them with wrath and so their heart is struck with horrour fear amazement and confusion the conscience awakened would not suffer them any longer to rest
highly of All delight to have the hearts of men The Pope giving his devoted servants leave for a while to go to our Church in England in the first yeers of Queen Elizabeths raign in the words now lastly mentioned required of his sons and children that so doing they should give him their heart He knew if he had their heart he could soon command all the rest So the devil is well enough pleased to let his devoted servants make shew of Religion or of some good duties as of alms good words c. so long as he can keep their hearts glued first to any one or more lusts The like I may say of lovers seeking chiefly to insinuate into the hearts love and affections of their beloved Yea great Kings on earth who stand not in much need of their meaner subjects yet like well to be loved of all and to have their hearts And even thus it is with God himself who chiefly requires the heart who knows if it be wanting nothing can be sincere or lasting and where it is it will bring on all the rest The broken heart is Gods sacrifice He requires the heart as his sacrifice for and in stead of a sacrifice yea before all sacrifice But what heart If the heart be a saccrifice then as other sacrifices it must be slain and mortified at least pierced and wounded It must be a broken heart else it is not right It is not whole or entire with God Non est Cor integrum nisi sit scissum till it be broken and cut Outward sacrifices where beasts were slain and offered were but types of this sacrifice of a contrite heart so that where the heart was not contrite the sacrifice was an abomination To this man will I look saith the Lord even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit and trembleth at my word But of others it is said He that killeth an ox as if he slew a man Isai 66.2 3. he that sacrificeth a Lamb as if he cut off a dogs neck he that offereth an oblation as if he offered swines blood c. God will none of such sacrifices where the heart which should give him praise and prayer is wanting Psal 50.9 10-14 15. I will take no bullock out of thine house c. Offer unto God thanksgiving and pay thy vows unto the most High And call upon me in the day of trouble and 51.16 17. So again Thou desirest not sacrifice saith David else would I give it thou delightest not in burnt-offerings The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit a broken and a contrite heart O God thou wilt not despise For as one noteth the visible sacrifice of beasts slain is but a Sacrament August l. 10. de civit cap. 5. that is a holy and sacred signe of the invisible sacrifice of the heart Even as in Circumcision God required chiefly and firstly the circumcision of the heart Deut. 10.16 by which is meant this pricking and cutting of the heart This is that true Circumcision which being in and from the heart Rom. 2.28 29. findes praise with God This circumcised heart is the truely humbled heart unto which a promise and a blessing doth belong Levit. 26.41 42. If their uncircumcised heart be humbled c. or bowed down or at the Chaldee hath it be broken and it is opposed to pride as when it s said 2 Chro. 52 26. King Hezekiah humbled himself for the pride or lifting up of his heart And so it implieth repentance and turning in heart to the Lord as 2 Chron. 32.26 Yet divers of Ashur c. humbled themselves and came to Jerusalem when others mocked as these here now were pricked when formerly they or others mocked Hence it is truely said by one God pours not the oil of his mercy Bern. save into a broken vessel Vse 1 This shews the preposterous course of Popish penitentiaries who professing compunction and pricking of heart and spirit 1. To confute Popish penitentiaries whip onely scourge and otherwise afflict the body and make that a matter of satisfaction and merit and so under such shew of austerity and humility Coloss 2. not sparing the body they become vainly puffed up with pride in their fleshly mindes They seem to shew a kinde of revenge which yet is not against their sins lodged in the heart which they spare yea and fatten it in pride but onely against their skins and carcases which without the heart have done little or nothing Let the flesh be tamed and outward senses restrained as cause shall require but first let the heart and inward affections be mortified and subdued else it is but a mock-repentance Pag. 34 35. But of this a little before 2. To instruct and direct us to begin at the heart So do true Converts 2 A second Use is to learn hence to begin our repentance and conversion at the heart so do true converts First King Davids heart smote him then he confessed saying I have sinned The poor publican smote on his brest and then said God be merciful to me a sinner he by so smiting aimed at the chief offender Their sorrow is in the heart before it be in the face or sowre countenance as in a like case of Nehemiah mourning for the afflictions of his people which the King took notice of saying Why is thy countenance sad Nehem. 2.2 this is nothing but sorrow of heart So it was with good King Josiah who in heart and soul first apprehending his and his peoples sins and the wrath of God due to the same then rends his clothes and weeps Therefore saith God 2 Chro. 34.27 Because thine heart was tender and thou didst humble thy self i. e. in heart first before God and didst rend thy clothes and weep c. As sadnesse of countenance in true penitents argues and presupposeth sorrow of heart and their sorrow is first in the heart before it be in the garment so it is quite contrary with hypocrites Not so hypocrites Joel 2.12 13. to such God speaks by his Prophet Joel saying Turn unto me with all your heart and rend your hearts and not your garments The countenances of hypocrites onely are sad but not their hearts like hired mourners Know we then Matth. 6. that outward expressions of sorrow are not further good then so far onely as they come from inward grief and affection as in these converts here who by saying What shall we do shewed much inward grief in the apprehension of wrath much fear care and anxiety of spirit but then they were first upon such apprehension and fear pricked in their heart 3 Exhortation to begin our reformation at the heart Why 3 Let us hence be exhorted to begin our conversion and reformation at the heart you have heard reason enough for it otherwise it were but to lop off boughs and to leave the corrupt and bitter root to purge
the Lord as water out of buckets whilst they fasted and prayed And did they not after fear and confesse their sin Did not Davids heart smite him before he repented of that his sin in numbering the people And did he not David Psal 32.3 4. before he confessed and got ease in another case roar all the day Josiah 2 Chro. 34.27 How did Josiah's heart melt and how did he weep upon hearing of Gods threatnings Did not Ephraim bemoan himself and smite upon his thigh Jer. 31.18 19. these Jews Zech. 12.10 And was not that foretold which here in my Text was in part effected that they should look on him whom they had pierced and mourn and so be pierced and pricked themselves And was not the ax laid to the root of the hearts of those Jews whom John the Baptist converted Luke 3. Did not he convince them to be a generation of vipers before they did flee from the wrath to come Did not penitent Mary wash Christs feet with tears Was not Paul struck from heaven Mary Paul Acts 9.6 charged with persecution of Christ and his people and so made to see his sin before he was converted Yea after did not the sense of his sin make him cry out Miserable man that I am Rom. 7. and 2 Cor. 12.7 8. c. yea and complain of a prick or thorn in the flesh c And was not the converted Jaylour in the like plight the Jaylour Act. 16.29 30. when the earth did quake under him and his heart within him Moe examples need not Psal 4.4 We know that before we can cease to sinne we must tremble in the sight of sinne and there must be a spirit of bondage unto fear before the spirit of adoption to free us from that fear Matth. 11.29 A man must be heavy laden before he can come to Christ and lost in his own sense before Christ seek and save him sick and feel his sicknesse before he seek to the Physician and get cure to his wounded conscience as these here As then there is no birth without the pain of travail going before Simil. though some have easier labour then others as the Hebrew women Exod. 1. So no true Repentance without some terrours of the Law Thinkest thou then to convert and come to heaven when these holy men so roared and were wounded canst thou be saved in thy security and before thou be in thine own sense lost CHAP. VII SECT 3. That all in some measure must be pricked though not all alike and why BUt to Illustrate and make this point more clear we will first seek to satisfie this main doubt and question which some make concerning this point of doctrine Quest Whether all Converts are thus pricked and wounded Reason of this doubt whether all converted are necessarily subject to terrors of conscience whether all must be thus wounded prick'd humbl'd who are truly converted The reason of this doubt may be because many of whose sound coversion and sincerity of grace and of repentance we have no cause to doubt yet cannot themselves name the time meanes oâ— instrument or other circumstances of their conversion which in all likelyhood if it were truly effected they could not be ignorant of or at least not easily forget seeing conversion is our new birth and marriage to Christ and few or none but can tell either by the relation of witnesses or otherwise their own age the time of their marriage place where and person by whom they were married and we read of some that have been made other men then formerly with little or no trouble of conscience as Matthew who at his first conversion as it is thought entertained Christ with a feast as Lydia did the Apostles But I answer Answ All in some measure must be pricked and troubled though I acknowledge a great difference in the manner and measure of this work of conversion yet it must not be denyed but that for the substance of it there must be at least some pricking some griping of conscience and trouble of thoughts Even as there is no birth without some pain lesse or more both to the mother and child if it come alive into the world though sometime the extremity of the birth and straits it pasteth maketh it seem yea the mother too as dead for the time after which yet the pains revive and return which is shewed 1 From Satans opposition 1 Can it be denyed but we all naturally are by sin under the power of Satan Acts 26.18 who hath got possession of us and may we think he wil willingly without some violence and greater power part with his prey and if so must not the poore soul which of it self is as willing as he to remain in its former condition as yet not knowing any better must it not I say be miserably distracted and almost rent in pieces as the poor lamb which David delivered out of the jaw of the lion and paw of the bear will not Satan the strong man like Pharaoh put his power out to the utmost to keep his hold and to keep out the entrie of the stronger there may be peace till then but no longer til it after a full deliverance and freedom be better grounded and bottomed the Israelites in Egypt found their burthens increased ere they departed so here II From that close union and marriage beween sin and the soul 2 Is not sin and the soul in a manner all one before conversion yea is not sinne every sinne which a man delights in and every man delights in some sinne more then other as a God in him commanding his thoughts and affections and is it not more and sooner obeyed then God himself Now before a man be converted unto God and made plyable to his will as these Converts here were saying in a self deniall what shall we do or as Paul was Acts 9.6 Lord what wilt thou have me to do he must be averted which cannot be severed from the soul yea and divided and separated from himself and his own will and so that knot that union and onenesse so to call it which was between the soul and sinne comes in some measure to be broken and the soul and sinne to part which how can it be done or how can the venome or corruption lying in the ventricles of the soul be let out without some pricking at least of the heart if not some deeper incision which therefore God is pleased to make use of causing men to feel the smart piercing and woundings and burthen of sin that the soul may be willing to part with it or the soul divorced from sin and to be severed from it which if it as formerly found onely delight ease and pleasure in it would never yield or submit it self to the obedience of Christ such pricking wounding and sorrow must first make the divorce between the soul and sinne
I take it in this sence said to be our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ not that it taught Christ but that it convincing us of sin and of the curse and bringing us to self-despair so sent or forced us to seek help if any or wheresoever any could be had and that only is in and from Christ for it as a schoolmaster first strips us naked of our own conceited wisdom righteousnesse holinesse power and then whips lasheth our naked consciences as with the strokes of an iron rod it so sends us out of our selves wholly without affording us any help hope or succour to seek and inquire first if help may be had or hoped for elsewhere and then where or in and from whom it may be had and by what means which conceit of possibility of help made the heathen of old and many superstitious ones now fly to so many devices and superstitious practices of their own devising And thus by the law and these works thereof on the conscience the way is prepared for the mercy of the Gospel so that were it not for that which reacheth out an hand to such as are otherwise ready to perish no flesh could be saved SECT 4. The order of the works of the Gospel 2 The distinct and orderly work of the Gospel 2 THe workes then of the Gospel presupposing those of the Law and the orderly proceeding of the same are now briefly to be noted The Gospel hath also its preparatory works before conversion and faith be fully wrought and the order is this 1 Knowledge of the Gospel 1 God having by the law first humbled the sinner if he intend him any further good he doth first support and keep him from utter despair by publishing the glad tidings of the Gospel and by letting him hear and know of a remedy and that his case is though to him in himself yet not absolutly desperate and that upon some termes salvation may be had Joh. 3.16 and is possible so an assent is wrought in him to the Gospel as true Which knowledge by Gods further grace works affections and actions sutable in him 2 Hope 2 So hearing of a remedy though the conditions of self-deniall in his sweet and beloved sins of repentance and faith seem things impossible as to him considered in himself they are yet being pricked forward by the aforesaid terrours of the law as by so many piercing goads and thereupon put upon it to do something not to sit still but with the Lepers at the gate of Samaria in the famine to put it to the adventure as knowing he must either do something or else dye eternally this despair of help in himself makes him seek help elsewhere not without some general and confused hope that he also 1 General as well as some others he told of it may get case to his distressed conscience which as yet he findes not And thus he generally assents to the Gospel as good as well as to the law presenting him with wrath yea as good to him and so God gives him particular hope from the generality of the promise 2 particular Mat. 11.28 to all that are heavy laden whereby he excludes none but such as exclude themselves 3 Melting and true Contrition 3. Hereupon the heart which though broken before yet retaines its hardnesse begins to melt and to thaw being warmed with a sense of Gods goodnesse and readinesse to shew mercy to him so unworthy so old a sinner and it may be frozen in the same what any hope for such a vile wretch and that from so great and holy a God oh beast that I am that I should ever so much and so long have offended so good a God! c. Thus the heart is brought to true contrition and now grieves not in sense of the curse and wrath deserved so much as of love ready to be shewed to such a vile and immeriting wretch as he both thinks and will call him self not for the punishment of sin so much as for the sin it self as it is disobedience and disloyaltie to God dishonour to his name and that which hath made and doth still make a separation between the soul and God thus he begins to conceive of sin as alone able to make a man miserable without any other misery even in abundance With pliablenesse to Gods will And thus the heart being molten is made pliable and ready to be cast into the mould of Gods will as in my Text. And hereof I take the reprobate come short who as Ahab Cain Judas Felix may be broken and wounded and tremble but still be heard-harted and unpliable to Gods will 4 Self-denial 4. Herewith goeth self-denial renouncing of all parts and priviledges gifts and abilities in a mans self with an inward acknowledgement of his own impotency guiltinesse unworthinesse 5 High esteem of Christ 5. Together with an high estimation of Christ above all as in Paul Philip. 3.7 8 c. 6 Desire of pardon 6 Desire of ease and pardon by Christ and of direction what to do to be saved oh he should be one of a thousand to him most welcome who could bring him such tidings and bring him an olive-leafe 7. Then upon good direction given as in my Text and the next verse to it 7 Approch to the throne of grace where verse 38. and as Acts 16.31 there is an Approach and coming to the throne of grâ—ce with resolution there to speed or there to dye 1 Confession Where particularly iâ— 1 humble confession of sin with all the aggravations of it as Luke 18.13 and 15.19 in the publican and prodigall 2 Prayer 3 Hope of being heard 4 Joy c. Luke 19. 2 Prayer with 3 hope in speciall of pardon 4 joy in that hope grounded on Gods call and promise and not as in Agug but as in Zacheus and the blind man Mark 10.49 50. be of good comfort rise he the Master calleth thee 5 A willingnesse to part with all to sell all for Christ 8 Special application and closing with Christ 8 After which or with which is a speciall application of Christ unto a mans self and of the promise of pardon and of salvation with a trusting and relying on him for acceptation of his person prayers and indeavours and for salvation and all good things This is his closing with Christ 9 Assurance 9 Then follows the sealing of the promise assurance and perswasion 10 Perseverance Then Perseverance in the faith and grace of conversion to the end not without some failings but without falling away from that grace either wholly and habitually or finally 11 Salvation 11 After all follows the consummation of grace in glory and the end of our faith the salvation of our souls 1 Pet. 1.9 The scope of this last discourse which is not to prescribe God or to build our justification upon duties or
qualifications or to derogate from free grace or to hold men to a legal faith c. And the main Doctrine repeated Such an order as this there is in the work of Conversion which I name not to bind the Lord to an order or to an uniform dealing with all converts some whereof he humbles more some lesse and accordingly comforts some sooner then others in some he works all these in a shorter time it may be at one Sermon whereas others are long held under the spirit of bondage before they come to hope or to any assurance some stick longer in the birth then others neither do I intend to tye every convert to give a strict account of all these particulars or of the severall degrees and steps by which he hath been brought along But my chief aim in naming these in this order is to shew and declare and withall to make good the former point of Doctrine which is that such as God will convert and save must first be pricked in heart that Conversion and faith is not wrought in an instant without some preparatory works going before and that in the generall God first humbles before he comforts there is constantly this Order first sight of sinne sense of wrath wounding pricking self-despair and then and not before or not without the other hope of mercy joy comfort true conversion faith assurance 5 The application and use of the said Doctrine perseverance and salvation So that now at length this main doctrine being explaned illustrated Demonstrated and both reasons of it given and the manner order steps and degrees of Conversion shewed It remains that it be applied and made use of CHAP. XI Containing an use preparative to the rest or of triall 1Vse of triall of our estate 1 THe first Vse shall be preparatory to the rest and it is for Triall and by way of Query I ask thee then whosoever whether thou ever hast been savingly or at all pricked in in conscience or wounded in spirt for thy sins thou mayest try thy self and know the state and condition of thy soul by that which hath been taught and proved at least negatively so that not finding such things and such effects of the word of God and particularly of the legal part of it wrought in thee thou hast just cause to suspect thy faith yea undoubtedly to conclude that as yet thou art no true Convert nor in state of grace and that thou hast not Christ as wanting faith for when all such effects of the Law are wrought in thee thou hast yet much to do but if these things be not done then art thou farre off from grace and if so in that state before thou be so humbled thou diest thou art for ever undone Now whereas these works are the effects of the Law and word 1 preached Foure Interrogatories put to each conscience whereby sinne both against the Law and Gospel is made known and discovered 2 Applyed whereby sinners are convinced and made guilty 3. Pressed upon them and followed home with curses and denunciations of wrath c. whereby 1 in the conscience follows self-judging and self-condemnation 2 In the Affections horrour sorrow shame self-despair Yea and 3 it may be hereupon in the understanding consultation what to do I ask first dost thou know thy self and thy wayes to be sinfull and vile Dost thou now see that evill by thy self which formerly thou knewest not 1 Concerning our knowledge Doth thine uncleannesse evill concupiscence covetousnesse appeare to thee no longer tricks of youth naturall desires good thrift and husbandy and thine excesse and abuse of Gods good creatures in and for company of others no longer good fellowship and neighbourhood and sociablenesse and so in other particulars where thou hast called evil good and good evil by condemning in thy self others and the good wayes of God of too much precisenesse humour folly and madnesse but do the aforesaid vices now shew themselves to thee in the glasse of the Law and word preached to be what indeed they are horrible sins of dishonour done to God provocations of the eyes of his glory pernicious to thy soul c. and hast thou another judgement then formerly of the good wayes of God and of his people This is a good beginning and signe that God intends further good unto thee and throughly to convert thee But if thou art not touched with a sight or sense of thy evill estate and wayes if yet through thy ignorance thou be alive in thine own conceit I must tell thee thou art dead in sinnes and in thy naturall and lost estate and so continuing shalt die in thy sinnes and perish for ever 2 Concerning the judging of our selves Revel 3.17 2 Hast thou yet never been made by the word and Law to judge thy self thine estate and wayes Hast thou never been made guilty self-convinced self condemned to be under wrath or at least to be most worthy of wrath I must tell thee thou must then be judged of God and that eternally Hast thou not been sensible of thine estate under darknesse under Gods wrath under the curse and damnation and so hast thou not been weary of thy naturall estate and condition I say then thou hast cause to fear eternal darknesse wrath and damnation Dost thou think thy self in good estate and wast thou never convinced or sensible of worser condition then thou art in Suspect thy self all is not well with thee He that dreams of a conversion or state of grace and of a fulnesse without some sense of his former estate shall when he a wakes prove hungry empty of grace deceived in and by a false birth yea and hardened to his destruction Judge then thy self in time that thou be not for ever judged of the Lord I exhort thee to take heed of security to arraigne thy self at thine own bar and to suffer the word to judge try yea and to condemn thee Try by it not onely thy cursed estate by nature and thy grosser sinnes but thy omissions yea thy best actions thy vertues and righteousnesse thy services and sacrifices in which thou restest and seemest to trust 3 Concerning our sorrow 3 Let me ask thee hast thou never yet sorrowed when thou hast heard and been wounded for thy sinne nor trembled at the voice Habbak 3.16 I must say and tell thee the more is behind and for the present thou art far from true joy know that sorrow must be in the evening before there be joy in the morning thou must sow in tears before reap in joy 4 Concerning our consultation Lastly hast thou never as yet either questioned thine estate or come so farre as to consult about the bettering of it and to come out of thine old and naturall condition I say do both the one and the other in time and know now till I tell thee more fully of it hereafter on this Text that God fills those mens heads with care
shall despair of fastening any nailes in you by the hammer of the word by which ye may be surely nailed sewed and fastened to Jesus Christ a sensuall heart is a senselesse heart like that of Nabals whose drunken heart 1 Sam. 25.37 though merry within him died and he became as a stone CHAP. XIIII SECT 3. Where three more lets removed which are great sins lesser sins custome in sinning 2 Great and hâ—inous sinnes 2 SEcondly and more brieflly take heed of great sins such as lay wast and dead the conscience As the body is subject to two kinds of diseases and maimes some that affect and afflict sense some that deprive of sense as violent blows so is the soul also As then a prick will make a man start but a heavy blow will dazzle and stond or astonish him which astonish and make us unsensible of lesser sins so some lesser sinnes will be felt when greater shall not at least not so soon or easily as we see in David who no sooner had received the muster of the people whom in pride he would needs have to be numbred but his heart did smite him and he was pricked and wounded in conscience but in the case of Bathsheba but especially of Vriah he lay long dead and senselesse till after many months Nathan being sent of God brought life at least sense into him again Watch then and pray with David Keep back thy servant from presumptuous sins let them not have dominion over mee so shalt thou be innocent from the great transgression Psal 19.13 If a man once by some great blow be stonded he is not easily sensible of smaller hurts or prickings so for one that is cast into a deep or dead sleep or being the divels vassal is marked by him by his sucking life and sense out of him or casting him into a trance c. Give once way to grosse impiety to wilfull profannesse or obstinate contempt of God his word and ministers and never look that lesser sins shall any why annoy or trouble thy conscience of which thou wilt never make bones as we say or scruple the soul so becomes desperate and carelesse hardened and past feeling to work all uncleannesse with greedinesse this is when men once give themselves over unto lasciviousnesse Ephes 4.19 or to any other like grosse sin The heart is so full of corruption and filthy matter as it is not sensible grieved or pained when otherwise it is pierced and met withall by the word and threatenings yea curses woundings and hewings of the Law and Prophets of God 3 Lesser sins against conscience 3 Yet neglect not small sins as they may be accounted or beginnings to give way wittingly and against conscience to the least sin leads the way to hardnesse of heart to senselesnesse and stupidity of conscience Tendernesse of conscience would be preserved The heart commonly of young men especially if wel educated 2 Chro. 34.27 as we see in King Josiah is tender and startles at the least sin and thought of Gods judgements is soon pierced and troubled the least sin will trouble it and make it tremble which being given way unto make way for hardnesse of heart but if once least way be given to such small sins or to beginnings especially against knowledge or that a man begins once to detain the truth in unrighteousnesse to quench the spirit and to quell checks of conscience the heart by degrees grows hard and senselesse and at length can swallow and without any great trouble digest even greater and grosser evils without all sense of sin or fear of wrath One well compares it thus The heart at first being tender will endure nothing but the least sin will trouble it as water when it begins to freeze will not endure any thing no not so much as the weight of a pin upon it but after a while will bear the weight of a laden cart against which we must watch Let young men especially make use of this yea let all men take heed of giving way to the least sins against conscience Sin at first to a conscience not enured thereunto may seem intolerable and unsupportable but unlesse the heart watch well over it self and maintain its life tendernesse and sensiblenesse or if once it begin to favour it self and wittingly give way to the least beginnings of sin lest we become at length senseless as in examples it shall be given over by degrees to senselesnesse and searednesse of conscience yea to delight in desire defend and plead for it as in King Hazaâ—l first abominating that cruelty which he after practised and in Alipius Saint Austine's friend first abhorring the bloudy spectacles of the gladiatory combatants but giving himself leave by the importunity of friends to be but present though at first he winked and would not open his eys to behold the same yet at length not onely beheld them and that with delight but drew others to behold that which at first himself loathed Thus the soul by steps descends to hell when men shew not themselves from first to last sensible of sin Bernard makes the steps to be seven Seven steps to hell whereby sin seems 1 Insupportable a burthen not to be born 2 afterwards onely Heavie 3 Light 4 Insensible 5 Delightfull 6 Desirable 7 Defensible or pleaded for and justified If ever then thou wouldst be truely sensible of and sorrowfull for sin It s not to dally with suggestions first thoughts of sin take heed and watch against the first suggestions and occasions of sin and that especially by the government of the senses as two things especially undid David Otium Oculus his ease and his eye so against Cogitation or of tossing any sinful objects in thy thoughts or of dallying with them These are the divels baits at which wee must not nioble and his harbingers which if kindly entertained he is invited to come with his legions and so thou art intangled with delight and drawn on to consent resolution practice yea custome and so to senselesnesse defence and boasting as Isa 3.9 Jer. 6.15 Psal 52.1 And thus sin like a serpent whilest â—tstings benums us and casts us into a deadly sleep and lethargie of which we die 4 Custome of stnning ab assuetis non fit passio 4. Specially beware of Custome of sinning It s an old and experienced saying Custome of sinning takes away all sense of sin neither are we much moved with such things as wee are much used to use and custome makes men sleep quietly by the falls of great waters and where much noise is and not to be afraid of that which at first was terrible as in Nottingham-shire upon the murther of a woman Which bereaves of sense of sin buried and hid under a tree in a wood a voyce was heard in that place of one hollowing and whooping at which all were afraid and passengers left that way but
be plyable and yielding both to God and man 1 It stands not out against or resists Gods word but quakes at threatnings melts at promises is humbled at judgements as 2 Chron. 30.10.11 not such as was in Zedekiah 2 Chron. 36.12 of whom it is said he did evill in the sight of the Lord his God and humbled not himself before Jeremiah the Prophet speaking from the mouth of the Lord or in Belshazzar framing to his will Dan. 5.21.22 who did not humble his heart though he knew all such evils and judgements as befell his father for hardening his mind in pride verse 20. In a word the soft heart yields like soft wax to the impressions of Gods grace word and spirit and like molten metal frames to the form and obeys that form of Doctrine whereto it is delivered as the phrase is Rom. 6.17.2 The tender heart shews it self also towards others by shewing forth bowels of pity to men in misery and man by pity and kindnesse Heb. 13.3 and of kindnesse and forgivenesse to such as do it wrong Ephes 4.32 2. This heard heart I speak of as it is stiffe stony and unpliable so it is also insensible void of all spirituall sense especially that of feeling this is through want of spiritual life 2 unsensible and without life where no life is there is no sense at all and where life is though other senses may be wanting yet not that of feeling that sense though it be not the most noble for so is the sense of sight and hearing yet it is the most necessary sense there being no life without it where it is wholly wanting or lost it of all senses alone is diffused throughout all parts almost of the whole body and it being lost there is no more intercourse of vital and animal spirits or influence of them by the nerves into other parts and consequently no longer any proportion or harmony of qualities or of temperament in which proportion the native moysture and heat is founded and consisteth So that feeling and sense of pain is needful to the very being of every creature arguing spiritu-death and so is spiritual feeling as necessary to the being of the new creature so that we may conclude that the heart which is an insensible heart is a dead heart Eph. 4.18.19 alienated from the life of God at least and that is bad enough possessed with a spirit of slumber and dead sleep whilest not one but all the senses of the soul are holden in it as the bodily senses in and by bodily sleep and that through a kind of dregginesse which stoppeth the passages of the spirits Or at least a dead sleep depriving men of their spiritual senses by which the whole heart and soul is made unsensible for hereby men are without 1 Hearing Isa 6.9 2 Seeing Isa 6.9 Ephes 4.18 3 without all spiritual Tast Rom. 8.5 4 Smel 2 Cor. 2.16 Lastly without feeling Ephes 4.19 having their hearts fat and insensible Isa 6.10 yea in a dead sleep and sleep of death and therefore insensible insensible of good and evil of mercies and of judgements of grace and sin without true love desire and joy in the one and without Fear Being contrary to the sensible heart 1 Kings 3.9 shame anger and godly sorrow in the other contrary to which heart is that which having a new life put into it and it awakened out of the Lethargie or rather death of sin begins spiritually and savingly 1 to hear for so we read of an hearing heart for which Solomon prayed 2 to see Ephes 1.18 1 Cor. 2.14.15 3 to tast 1 Pet. 2.2 3. with Psal 34.8 Cantic 4.11 4 to smel Cantic 1.3.13 16. 4.10 11. 2 Cor. 2.14.16 and 5 lastly to feele when by self-denial the fat of this grosse heart as it is called Mat. 13.15 which makes it also without sense Psal 119.70 Mat. 13.15 is consumed and offered in sacrifice to God according to the type Levit. 3.3 such a sensible heart was in these converts here who being self convinced self condemned and denying themselves were pricked in heart and through sense of pain cried out and sought help elsewhere then in themselves and accordingly found it I have thus set the benefit of the tender sensible heart against the other that by the opposition I might better shew the wofull condition and miserable estate of such as who being past feeling The miserable condition of senselesse and hard-hearted sinners give themselves over whether unto Laciviousnesse or to any other sensual and sinful course of life and who accordingly are given over in Gods most terrible but just wrath to this the worst of all evills on earth even the judgement of an hard and senselesse heart and all with this further aym that hereby the sinner that would attain to true compunction and pricking of heart for his sin and so to true conversion and salvation would above all be most afraid of this heavy judgement of hardnesse of heart and of whatsoever may cause or procure the same Such as are given over to it are irrecoverably left to the judgement of the great day seeing their judgement here is to be denied all sense of their dangerous and damned condition into which they have voluntarily brought themselves and so being left to themselves and to their own lusts as incorrigible Psal 81. and to Satan Hardnesse of heart the greatest Let to saving pricking 2 Pet. 2 4. and most to be laboured against as his prisoners to be reserved in chains of darknesse of mind and dedolent and final impenitencie kept and brought forth to that judgement wherein their case is now become like that of the devil and his angels whose judgement that is Of all lets then to this pricking of heart take heed of this of hardnesse of heart for where it is the judgement is to be deprived of all sense of sin and feeling of wrath till the soul be plunged into hell and become irrecoverably miserable and then lie under the sense of Gods severest wrath and eternall displeasure not to fear it is a signe of it Oh therefore get your hearts possessed continually with fear of this dismal evil and ever be afraid to be given over to it Now let me tell you not to fear it when you hear so much of it is a signe it hath already seazed upon you and benummed your spirituall senses especially if you have any long while lived fruitlesly or presumptuously under the means Young men especially to take heed of it and therefore especially it belongs to young men to take notice hereof who by reason of their age are not yet perhaps so hardened in sin through the deceitfulnesse of it There is a naturall tendernesse in us whilst we are young or a lesser degree rather of hardnesse which gets strength and proves habituall through use and age if it be not in time prevented Let such then
seeing nothing is more opposite or a greater enemy to this pricking of heart or to the tender plyable humble and contrite heart such as I desire and endeavour to bring you to then is hardnesse and senselesnesse of heart and soul And thus having according to my office endeavoured to prepare the way for you and to gather out the stones I will come a little nearer to direct you to the Means Isa 62.10 by the use of which with Gods blessing you may attain to true compunction of heart and contrition of spirit the thing I aim at CHAP XV. SECT 1. Of the means of true compunction and sensiblenesse and first of Gods word heard Meanes of compunction and sensiblenesse such as was in these Jews and shall be at their calling again recalled and applyed THis pricking of heart as we have heard doth imply first tendernesse and withall pliablenesse to Gods word and will Secondly sensiblenesse and sorrow for sin not excluding fear of Gods judgements such as was in these Converts in my Text who were 1 pricked in heart that is wounded in conscience and made sensible of their sin and danger 2 Pliable to Gods will saying what shall we do And such as shall be again in these Jews at their conversion when first they also being convinced and made sensible of their sin in piercing and crucifying their Saviour shall mourn bitterly for the same Zach. 12.10 and shall no longer be stiffe-necked or abide in unbelief Rom. 11.23 such a heart was that of King Josiah and such as was in good King Josiah which was both tender and humbled yea rent and sorrowfull which made him both mourn within himself and send to enquire of the Lord with readinesse of heart to obey 2 Chron. 34.19 21 27. That then which I desire to bring or at least to direct you to The divers phrases signifying this compunction of heart is that which the Scripture in variety of phrases signifies not onely by the tender heart and heart of flesh Ezek. 11.19 and 36.26 but thus to have the heart pricked as in my Text to be of an humble and contrite heart Isa 57.15 to be of a wounded spirit Prov. 18.14 of a broken heart Psal 51.17 and to have the caul of the heart rent as Hos 13.8 Joel 2.13 God onely can and doth soften the heart Now howsoever we are exhorted hereunto and directed to the means by which it may be wrought in us yet we must know it for an undoubted truth that it is God who onely makes the heart truly humble tender and senfible Ezek. 11.19 and 36.26 Jer. 23.29 I will give them an heart of flesh which he doth by the meanes of his word which becomes as fire and as an hammer by his Judgements Mercies which yet he doth by Meanes 1 by his word and Corrections c. which he requires we attend unto and make a right use of by hearing meditation application and prayer so that whilst we thus do we are said to humble our selves though it be God by whose hand and power such hearts are given us 2 Chron. 30.11 12. 1 by our hearing his word faithfully taught 1 Make conscience of hearing of Gods word as it is taught especially by such as Peter here and other the Apostles were who without flattery in a zeal of Gods glory and of the Conversion of those they preached unto in power also and demonstration of the spirit now more abundantly powred upon them told these Jewes and convinced them of their sins that they were the crucifiers of Christ whose glory also they set forth Such teaching convinceth and judgeth the harers yea makes them judge themselves fall down and worship God and whilst the secrets of their hearts are made manifest acknowledge a divine presence and power in the preacher 1 Cor. 14.24 25 So was it here with these Converts who found a greater and more effectuall power in the word preached and thus brought home to their consciences The power of Gods word in pricking the heart which Miracles did not in these Jews then in all the miracles which God shewed either before and at the death of Christ when yet the very stones and rocks and the vail of the Temple were rent asunder or now at this time when besides the mighty noise and shew of fire or fiery tongues from heaven they saw and heard the Apostles men of no note nor learning speak in all languages the wonderfull things of God Acts 2.13 so in David they mocked at that but were pricked wounded with this Thus David after his sin of numbring the people came to a sense of his sin and his heart pricked or smote him for it and brought him to confession of it but when after the Lord had sent the Prophet Gad unto him to convince him by offering him an hard choice for that is given as the reason so that a Sam. 24.10 11 12. I do not say the word is alwayes thus powerfull or in all some are more hardened by such a ministery as the anvile by the strokes of the hammer God justly denying them his grace and not working in power with his word onely I say if the word thus preached do not prick if the word do it not nothing will do it wound and mollifie the heart nothing will do it If God by his word and spirit breath not upon the soul the soul cannot breath out so much as a sigh for sin if that wind blow not the waters of repentance will not flow if he send not out his word Psal 147.17 18. Exod. 17.6 our icy hearts will not be thawen if Gods presence promise and power be not there mans indeavours are not of effect If God stand not upon the rock our rocky hearts though Moses smiting the same shall never bring forth water onely where God will soften and wound the heart he by such a Ministery as is named shews out his power and poures out his spirit and makes his word effectuall to that purpose Wherefore if indeed we would have such hearts wrought in us we must indeavour to live under such a ministery we must desire yea and strive to live under a searching and forcible Ministery where we may hear such doctrine and so handled and applyed as that the secrets of our soul our secret sins and our hearts may be ransacked sifted and tried we may be made known to our selves and become vile in our own eys the deceits of our false hearts discovered and our sin and danger fully revealed to us without all flattery and partiality Till we be within such a distance and compass as within which the word is onely except extraordinarily active wee can expect no such at least saving effect from it Buy the truth then and spare for no cost rather then want it and accordingly to spare for no cost that is such wholsome and powerfull teaching account
Isa 46.8 and shew your selves men bring it again to minde O ye transgressors This is the way to bring men to true shame and compuction withall for their sins yee shall remember your wayes saith the Lord and all your doings wherein ye have been defiled Ezek. 20.43 36.31 and ye shall your selves in your own sight for all your iniquities and for your abominations So David when upon Nathans coming to him hee confessed and bewayled his sins complaining of broken bones Psalm 51.3 8. indeed of a broken heart and sorrowfull soul which he desired might be made to rejoyce he set his sin ever before him This helped to humble him when he considered what he had done Remembrance of sin causeth sorrow whom he had offended and that his sins had deprived him of the comfortable presence of God without which consideration and viewing of a mans wayes no trouble of heart or repentance can be expected I hearkened and heard saith the Lord but they spake not aright no man repented him of his wickednesse Jer. 8.6 saying what have I done As the remembrance of a deceased deer friend reneweth a mans sorrow As of our deceased friends when he so thinks of his losse so the remembrance of such sins as whereby wee have estranged God from us or hazarded the losse of him altogether wil at least should wound the soul and cause it grieve for grieving him so good a God and particularly 1 Gather Catalogues of thy sins or read them in Mr Perkins Mr Bifield Mr Brinsley in his first part of the Watch. Dr Downams Abstract Now to this end it were good 1. To gather a Catalogue of thy daily sins both omissions or neglects of duty and commissions and to set them down in writing as some have done or often to make use of such helps as are afforded by some good Writers of late who have gathered the particular sins under each commandement and often to read the same and examine our selves therewith 2 To take the advantage of sins newly committed and presently whilest conscience is not hardened through delay to work upon thy heart 2 Look on sins newly committed seeing sin is then better known and all such circumstances better remembred by which it may be aggravated so some upon their drunkennesse have come to repentance 3 Often remember some of thy foulest faults 3 Howsoever labour to keep in memory some of thy foulest and grossest faults whether lately or longer since committed two three or moe of them being such as by which thou hast most wounded thy conscience or such as thou wouldst most of all be ashamed of if they were written in thy forehead and publickly known and compell thy self daily or often to remember them as God would have Israel do Thus the Lord would humble Israel Remember and forget not how thou provokedst the Lord to wrath in the wildernesse Deut. 9.7 So did Paul 1 Cor. 15.9 This kept Paul low in his own eyes and no question much wounded his spirit when he called often to minde and recorded it how he had been a blasphemer and a persecuter 1 Tim. 1.13 Thus David remembred the sins of his youth Psal David 25.17 intreating the Lord not to remember them and Job and Job in reading such bitter things as God did write against him had his soul imbittered whilest he was made to possesse the iniquities of his youth Job 13.26 Thou whosoever whose heart tels thee of thy wickedness or whose sins are or have been more gross and scandalous think thou of this Grosse sinners sooner repent then civil men and justiciaries Matth. 21.31 By making good use hereof thou mayst be neerer the Kingdom of heaven then such as seem to be not far from it much neerer then such as live or have lived more civilly as that rich young man Matth. 19.20 who could say All these things that is the duties of the second Table have I kept from my youth up who yet went away from Christ sorrowful So did not Publicans and harlots those great and known sinners who coming to Christ sorrowful went away from him rejoycingâ— Such commonly repent sooner then civill Pharisees Matth. 21.32 as being sooner convinced of their sins The heart of a Turk Jew or Pagan is not so hard as of a ceremonious hypocrite The vail of the Temple rent in twain the earth did quake and the rocks rent and the graves were opened and many bodies of dead Saints arose at Christs death and resurrection Matth. 27.51 52. when none of the hypocriticall Pharisees so much as trembled but remained hard-hearted senseless and still dead in their sins 4 But seeing the least sin is gross bad and foul enough it will behove thee to think and consider how foul a thing sin is 4 Consider the foul nature of every sin which made of Angels such foul fiends being impurity it self how it is compared to mire to the filthy vomit of a dog and they no better then dogs and swine that defile themselves therewith 2 Pet. 2.22 This should make thee hate and loath it and for ever to have an aversion of will from it But considering also that it is unthankfulness disobedience and the provocations in it and dishonour to God and is against his goodness and mercies against his Soveraignty yea and glory it should make thee quake pierce thy heart and bring thee to true contrition and repentance left for such thy provocations thou be utterly consumed in his wrath 5 Above p. 113. Look on thy sins in all the aggravations thereof especially 1 In their multitude 2 Thy relapses 3 Thy willingness with the weaknesse of the temptation 4 and strength of means to resist it 5 Consider thy sins in all the aggravations thereof many whereof wee have touched already to which I referr Think moreover of the multitude of thy sins how often in the same kinde thou hast relapsed how voluntarily thou hast sinned how weak and light the temptations have been nay how thou hast tempted thy self yea tempted Satan to tempt thee by walking carelesly and not watching lastly against how many and strong means of grace thou hast sinned which makes thy sin and condemnation greater then that of Sodom Matth. 11.24 So that if such Infidels as never heard of Christ shall yet perish and suffer the vengeance of hell fire Rom. 2.12 Jude 7. yea if poor Infants as one well noteth deserve death and damnation Rom. 5.24 who yet sin not actually or yet against knowledge or means what dost thou deserve and what will be thy doom Sin would thus be weighed and poised Thus take up thy sins and weigh them and though they may seem light and little and thou be not sensible of them yet thou shalt feel the burthen of them at length and be laden with them Thou perhaps now goest as lightly away with thy sins as Samson with the brazen gates of
and condition out of their own houses in some parts of England but especially in Ireland as also by Sea as they go for New-England and other parts putting them to most miserable slaverie so by Antichrist and spiritual Babylon tyrannizing over soules and bodies as elsewkere and formerly killing massacring spoiling and laying waste whole Townes Cities Provinces and Countries by their cruell and mercilesse Souldiers witnesse not onely of later times Roehel in France and those of the Valtoline where Christians have been forced to flie their Countrey others staying to renounce their Religion in hope and promise of life and then cruelly slain the Enemie boasting they had now slain both bodies and soules of Heretickes so at this time in the lower Hassia but especially divers places of Germany and of the Reformed Churches there as the Palatinate Bohemia Silesia anno 1640. and now at this present the Lower Hassia over-run with barbarous Souldiers burning killing and spoiling without all respect to Sex Age or Order forcing men to leave their own homes to seek to maintain life by feeding on carrion and such like burning and demolishing their Churches and Colledges and School-houses impoverishing all of all sorts especially their Ministers and School-masters three hundred and more of whom at this time are forced to seek and by the recommendation of their Princesse The Landgrave of Hassia to desire the charitable and bountifull relief of Christians in other Provinces and Kingdomes for the present relief of the foresaid Ministers and Rectors of Schooles Octob. 1641. And for the re-edifying of their Churches and Schoole and should not we be affected with these things and weep with them that weep and shew a fellow-feeling with them making their case our own We should be alike affected with them not knowing how soon it may be so indeed in the mean time so remembring them that are in bonds as bound with them c. which is the Apostles exhortation Hebr. 13.3 Herein following the example not onely of Moses as was Moses whose heart melted when he looked on his brethrens afflictions in Egypt but especially of that worthy Nehemiah who at a great distance and Nehemiah hearing of the miseries of the Jewes that had escaped and which were left of the captivity Nehem. 1.3 4 5 c. that they were in great affliction and reproach that the wall of Jerusalem was broken down and the gates thereof burnt with fire sate down and wept and mourned certain dayes and fasted and prayed before the God of Heaven This made him no doubt mourne for his own and others sinnes against which God by every judgement of his doth testifie that he hath just cause and matter against us and ours This is a noble president for us to follow seeing we want not like occasion and it would bring us to a mourning temper and disposition to weep even for our own as well as others sins At this time also the bleeding condition of Ireland would not be forgotten 3 specially we are to meditate on the sufferings of Christ for us 3. Lastly view we in our thought and meditations attentively the sufferings and greatnesse of the sorrowes of our Lord and blessed Saviour Jesus Christ dying for us with the cause thereof in our selves and sinnes together with the love of God and Christ himselfe in giving himselfe for us We should look on his sorrowes not with a spirit so much of compassion as of compunction not weeping for him in pitie so much which silly ignorant people and women can do when they see his Passion prophanely acted on the Stage and on our wounding him or in the streets in their Corpus Christi Playes or when they look upon the Crucifix striking and beating on their breastâ— as in true sorrow for out own sinnes by which we pierced him and in some sense do daily pierce him by the same so these Jewes here in my Text no sooner had Christ by the Word evidently set forth to be the true and onely Messias Gal. 3.1 and crucified among them by being charged and convinced that they were the Crucifiers of him but they were thus savingly pricked in heart as it was foretold of them and of those yet to be called by the Prophet Zechary They shall look upon him by the eye of meditation whom they have pierced Zech. 12.10 and they shall mourn for him as one mourneth for his onely son and shall be in bitternesse for him as on that is in bitternesse for his first-borne Consider herein Christ his bitter death not onely what thou must expect to suffer in thine own person for ever unlesse thou now be pricked in heart for him as well as he was pierced in heart head and hands and feet for thee but his infinite love as also on his infinite love in suffering such things for us who would suffer so much for thee and interpose himselfe between his Fathers wrath and thee yea receiving in his own bowels the javelin of his Fathers anger to keep it from thee to whom onely it was due as in like case did it not thinke we both trouble David to thinke of Jonathans hazards for him and also cause his heart to melt in true love to Jonathan who shewed himselfe so loving to him Will it not pricke and wound thy heart to consider this thy dear and truest Friend for thus he was wounded in the house of his friends one the racke of the Crosse for thee to the end that thou mightest never come unto it Zech. 13.6 how should yea and would this meditation if seriously made use of melt and mollifie our hard hearts and overcome all our obstinacies His sorrowes well thought on would helpe to break our hard hearts but his love appearing in the same would and should melt and thaw them 3 God softens our hearts by his mercies which we should often thinke of to that end And so generally the meditation of his mercies a thousand wayes manifested to every one of us How did hard-hearted Sauls heart melt into teares when he saw and was convinced of Davids love integritie and respects to him and his life when in the very act of his hostilitie against David yet David spared his life And how was Davids own heart humbled at the relation of Gods many mercies against which he had sinned The like in the Israelites 1 Sa. 24.16 17. 2 Sam. 12.7 8 9-13 who upbraided by Gods mercies in bringing them out of Egypt lift up their voice and wept so that the place had its name thence and was called Bochim or Weepers Judges 2.1 2 3 4 5. They considered Gods kindnesse to them and their unkindnesse to him and thereupon wept such consideration of mercie shewed or offered to the unworthy is foretold to worke shame in the sinners and loathing themselves Ezek. 36.25 26 c. with verses 31.32 O then hearts harder than the Adamant that are not
Text they presumed on nothing in themselves but said to the Apostles What shall wee do yet not by our own strength no and on no power or worthiness in man as Peter and John in case of healing the lame man ascribed all to Christ his power and grace Act. 4.12 16. and nothing at all to their own power or holinesse so is it much more in the conversion of a sinner and in true repentance where is not onely the restoring the lame to his feet but the born blinde to his sight the deaf to hearing and in a word the dead to sense and life This presumption keeps men in whole or in part from Christ that they feek not to him or depend not wholly on him for this and all other grace as having the same at least in part within the compasse of their own power and so not fully and heartily seeking to Christ or depending on Christ his grace and power for it by going wholly out of themselves they wholly go without true and saving contrition otherwise then in seeming and in theiorwâ—n presumption and thus harbouring though secretly it may be and so as they take no great notice of it a conceit of some sufficiency in themselves they misse of Christ whose grace and power must either do all or in effect it doth nothing at all these by presumption think they need not so much be beholding to the grace of Christ as contrariwise some men apprehending the greatnesse of wrath due to them for their sin which whiles some closely conceit suffer themselves to be swallowed up of despair for seeing no power or sufficiency at all in themselves for their own help they fall to despaire as well of Gods help as their own and will not seek to Christ which is through a kind of pride stoutnesse and stubbornnesse of heart whereby seeing they cannot have what is needful of their own they will not go to any other to receive it and so their despaire is not out of sight and sense of sin and punishment so much as out of stoutnesse of heart as in Cain whose sins were not so great as King Manasses his were who yet despaired not being both humbled in himself and not without hope of help in God They either despair wholly or in part and so are long kept from comfort And this sometimes keeps even such as otherwise are broken-hearted and prove true Converts from their comfort a long while an apprehension of their own unworthinesse which makes them repel mercy as so exceedingly unworthy of it that they dare not apply the promise Belike then if they were in themselves more worthy they then durst go to Christ as if Christ were not able alone without some worthinesse or power of theirs to save and succour them through a secret Pride undiscerned by them whereby they still object their own unworthinesse but that they must joyn something with Christ in furthering the work of their salvation As such a conceit as this keeps the proud Papist for all his seeming austerity and Compunction from true sorrow for sin and from saving repentance they like Naaman in his fit of pride and scorn refusing their own help healing and salvation because they will not have it so easily without somewhat of their own so these though they have as much Compunction as would and should drive them to Christ yet in a nicenesse because they are such great sinners so disabled so unworthy they dare not be so bold and so couch and lie down under the burthen of their sins conceiting if their sins were lesse fewer or not so hainous they could better hope for mercy and might be bolder to beg it or to cast themselves on it as if God ever accepted any for any righteousnesse of their own whether simple or comparative because they are not so great sinners as some others or yet rejected from mercy the greatest of sinners that in a sense of sin and of the burthen thereof could or would come unto him True Compunction then and contrition of heart must be grounded on some Hope generall at least True Compunction is grounded on Hope in God and not in our selves if not speciall and particular but then that hope must be grounded on nothing in our selves on no power worthinesse and lesse unworthinesse and sinfullnesse of ours but onely on the mercy and goodnes of God in Christ and so by such hope our sorrow shall prove saving and not end in despaire If either thy hope be presumptuous as grounded on thine own power or worthines or none at all in God because thou canst see nothing in thy self to make thee hope thou hast cause to think that thy sorrow is not found It s true many mans sense of sin and miserry is such that in a fit and for a time they either cannot or will not see any ground of hope yet such as God will save are not alwayes left to themselves True Converts are sustained by some hope in God as Lam. 3.18 19 20 21. but are secretly sustained with some hope and perswaded of a possibility of help in God and from his All sufficiency free love and abundance of mercy which he hath for the greatest sinners upon their repentance whereby they are able to say when their soul is humbled or bowed in them this I recall to mind therefore have I hope though formerly they could say my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord so Jonah in the fishes belly I am cast out of thy sight yet I will look again toward thy holy Temple so these Converts in my Text secretly sustain themselves with hope Jonah 2 2 4. and in these Converts in my Text. they say not desperately there is no hope there is nothing to be done all means are in vain but what shall we do Is there no way for us being so guilty to escape our deserved punishment yes certainly if we could light on it ah good Sirs men and brethren let us know it tell us what 's to be done what course is to be holden that we may be saved so that they conceiving some hope and possibility resolve not to go on or to continue in their guiltiness or to adde sin to sin as some in like case desperately would say seeing we must go to hell and be damned we will take our pleasure while we live as one expresseth it and be damned for something but being inwardly and truly touched in soul and heart with sence of their sin as well as of hell and wrath deserved they become truly remorsefull and resolve not to despaire of that goodness and saving mercy offered them in Christ against which they had thus grievously sinned and therefore sustained with some hope of acceptance if they might be well directed to the means thereof they ask saying What shall we do Whereupon they are directed to the true meanes in the next Verse And thus we see their
wounding and pricking was not meerly Legall with respect to punishment only but Evangelical tending to true contrition and Repentance and therefore not wholly an effect of the law but in part also of the Gospel and a work of the saving spirit of God CHAP. XVIII SECT 1. Signes of true sorrow from the true grounds of it And first that it is and must be for sin TRy we our sorrow then henee whether it be wrought by the Gospel Other Tryals of our sorrow from the grounds of it or only by the Law If it be true and saving sorrow it is grounded 1. On some sight and sense of sin 2. On some glimpse of mercy and goodness in God True sorrow is procured 1 by the sight of sin and is for sin 1. He that savingly sorroweth seeth his sin and miserie by sin and groanes under the burthen of both Matth. 11.28 he is sensible thereof his heart is become like his eye tender and sensible of the least sin as it is of the least mote in it he looking on his sin mourns and that heartily and secretly If then the sight of sin be not the procurer of thy sorrow thou hast cause to suspect it Yea but how shall I know whether my sorrow be for my sin and fault or for the punishment of it either felt or feared This is a needfull quaere Herein many deceive themselves seeing men are commonly more sensible of the evill of smart then of the evill of fault and of sin and if their sorrow be either only by sorrowing more for the punishment then for sin or more for the shame and punishment of sin in this life or in hell then for the fault it is unfound howsoever it may seem or be pretended to be only for the sin Many herein being like one Polus an Actor who being to act a sorrowfull part on the stage to move him thereunto had secretly conveyed into a corner of the Stage his fathers or some dear friends Urne in which were the ashes of the deceased on which whiles he looked his sorrow was so much the more excited only with this difference he being to fain sorrow came thus to act it truly and truly to mourn these while they pretend to sorrow truly for their sin do it but in seeming for sin but truly for the punishment of it on which their eie is chiefly set Howsoever it is a good sign when men grieve when Gods hand is upon them or threatned It is not denied but that men may and ought to shew themselves sensible of and grieve for the punishment of their sin be it present and incumbent whether it be publike or private and personall or imminent and only threatned Nay it is an ill sign for men not to be moved in such case but to give themselves to feasting and jollity when God by his judgements calls to weeping and mourning Jer. 5.3 as Isai 22.12 13 14. where God threatens the want of it and elsewhere complains by his Prophet that though he had stricken them yet they grieved not And the best men in such case fear and tremble most and shew greatest humiliation The best do it as David in time of pestilence 2 Sam. 24.17 Jehoshaphat when God threatned an invasion 2 Chron. 20.3 4. and generally the godly in their own and the Churches miseries So true converts do mourn even in respect of the evill and miserie which their sin threatens them withall as reverencing his Word and are made to fear the falling into the like sins again as Job 31.23 The reason hereof is Because they reverence Gods Word and fear all signs of his anger And this God pleaseth to sanctifie as a beginning of saving sorrow as in these converts in my Text. So that we here conclude as formerly we have shewed that it is a sign of an ungracious and hard heart that is not some way humbled under the tokens of Gods wrath on or towards our selves or others and that such come short of many Reprobates To tremble at Gods word and judgements a good sign as of Pharaoh Ahab Jehoram c. 1 Kings 21.29 and 2 Kings 6.30 And on the other hand it is a good sign of true sorrow indeed and such as God doth accept of when men tremble at Gods word and at the tokens of his displeasure Isa 66.1 2. so do hearts truly humbled which howsoever before they were stout and stubborn against God and relented not at his judgements yet now an angry word of God humbles them And when it is so as it was with good King Josiah Such as are not humbled at Judgements and at the word are not sound 2 Kings 22.10 11. its a good sign of a heart truly compunct contrite and humbled Let such look to this as hearing of Gods judgements with Ahah doe quarrell with the Minister as he with Micaiah as never speaking good unto them far are they from the humble spirit of good K. Hezekiah who though he had sinned through pride yet soon humbled himself for it when Isaiah so sore threatned him saying 2 Chro. 32.26 Isai 39.8 Good is the word of the Lord which thou hast spoken A heart truly humbled for sin and hating it can be content to have it searched out by the word discovered and reproved Yet such sorrow is not enough Psal 139.24 Yet though it be a thing needfull that in reverence to God to his Word and threatnings men do humble themselves under Gods hand and stroke and in apprehension of his dipleasure befalling or otherwise due for their sins unlesse it be also and chiefly for sin yet this is to be taken as a sign of true contrition and saving sorrow when withall or chiefly their sorrow is for sin and upon the sight thereof as it was in Josiah and Hezekiah more then for punishment who formerly had tasted of Gods goodness and now finding God displeased upon the breach of his Commandments and by reason of the dishonours done unto him melt into teares and sorrow and in true grief of heart for their own and peoples sin seek to appease his wrath by humbling of themselves If then we would know whether our sorrow be sound and good we must try and consider whether it be for sin or for the punishment of sin and that first when Gods hand of correction is upon us for our sin Hypocrites may then humble themselves as is said but true converts only mourn and are humbled for sin as cause of those judgements yea more for the sin then for the judgement Such was the sorrow of David who was willing to endure punishment The judgement and evill inflicted they are most willing to undergoe but the sin procuring it is intollerable as we see in David when for his sin the Pestilence devoured his people in whose multitude and strength he trusted too much and gloried Lo saith he I have sinned and I have
much more then will it concern others to try themselves hereby who are so ready to be deceived in this point mourning not to God but to themselves and therefore hypocritically CHAP. XX. An Vse of Comfort to the truly contrite HAving now spoken to mourners or to such as at least pretend to mourn and that by way of Caveat more briefly A third Use more concerning such as mourn as also more largely by way of Counsell we must speak a word or two of Comfort to such as upon Triall doe find themselves truly and sincerely to have mourned or now to mourn for their sin And I wish I knew many such among you that I might also be as large in this point as in the last and in some others which concerned the secure Doest thou then find that thou are truly touched in conscience for thy sin thou hast then true cause to rejoyce and never till now Comfort to such as truly mourn for sin As there is no sound joy but such as issues out of true sorrow so true sorrow for sin alwaies sooner or later ends in joy There is cause of joy even in and for such sorrow to sin is cause and matter of sorrow shame but to sorrow for sin is cause and matter of unspeakable joy glory and thanksgiving Such sorrow affords cause of joy as being wrought by the holy Spirit of God Zech. 12.10 for none can so in a godly manner mourn but by the holy Spirit of God he cannot pour out any tears for sin till God pour upon him and into him the spirit of grace and of supplication then shall they mourns and not till then as it was with these converts on whom inwardly as well as on the Apostles outwardly on this day of Pentecost the spirit was poured out The very spirit of bondage as Gods spirit is called in that it discovers sin and misery and affects the heart therewith is in that regard and a gift of God Rom. 8.15 requiring our Thankfulness a gift which we are said to receive how much more when it proves also a spirit of Adoption And if a gift yea a saving gift what cause of thankfulness have such seeing God might have left them in a senceless blockishness to perish therein for ever or otherwise to stick in themselves and so utterly to despair how ought such to rejoyce in this so great a testimony of his goodness and mercy to them Comfort promised to such Such as so sorrow shall not sorrow alwaies God hath promised them comfort God himself will dwell with him that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble Isai 57.15 and to revive the heart of the contrite ones Psal 34.18 The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart and saveth such as be of a contrit spirit God is said to be one that comforteth those that are cast down 2 Cor. 7.6 Be thou then but truly cast down in thine own eies and God will comfort and raise thee up Comfort and ease belongs to none but such thus to tremble is the way to true quietness Habbak 3.16 Thus the Prophet Habbakuk I trembled in my self that I might rest in the day of trouble I may truly say the only remedy against not only all worldly crosses but especially against all legall desperate hellish and comfortless feares and sorrows is true sorrow and repentance for sin Such sorrow for sin is the remedie of all hellish fears and sorrows and that thereby we have offended God which is that medicine which Peter prescribed to those here who were pricked in heart for crucifying Christ Repent saith he and shew your sorrow not as you now seem to do with respect only to your selves out of fear of wrath but with respect to God that you have so offended him and sinned against your Saviour Thus weep for your sins and you shall withall have assurance of the remission of your sins And assuredly never do nay finde such comfort in God and in his mercy as when they are deepliest humbled and weep most bitterly for their sins How true is it even in regard of inward joy in God after trouble for sin which is said and promised Isa 29.19 The meek shall increase their joy in the Lord and the poor among men shall rejoyce in the holy one of Israel Come then and let us reason a little together Comfort 1 to the pricked and wounded 1 Art thou pricked indeed and wounded in conscience for sin fear not it is not the wound of an enemie that seeks to kill thee but of thy Surgeon who means to cure thee such wounds are not mortall but medicinable Thou hast a stone in thine heart and it must be broken and thou cut for it But as in the cutting of one for the stone in the bladder the pain may be sharp and sore for the present but it is to ease the patient of continuall and greater pain for ever after so is it it here Thou gettest ease and comfort for ever by Gods mercy especially after this life ended for putting thy self to some smaller sorrow now for sin so it be sincere and true and truely humble sorrow 2 To such as tremble at Gods wrath threatned 2 Quakest thou in the fear of wrath from him whom by sin thou hast offended yet hope well God may shew himself terrible to thee but no otherwise then Joseph shewed himself rough to his brethren with purpose to reveal himself as a loving brother yea father unto them This fear of wrath is a signe it shall not befall thee even as the rain-bow though it threaten rain yet it is a signe yea a seal to assure us wee shall not be drowned by it As therefore on the one hand security and not to fear wrath is a signe that wrath shall befall as we see in the world destroyed by water and are told of like destruction to befall such by fire in the end of the world 1 Thes 5.3 so contrariwise terrours upon a due apprehension and acknowledgement of deserved wrath is a sign no such thing shall come upon us 3 To the sininen and bruised 3 Hath God smitten thee in thy conscience for sin he will also binde thee up Hos 6.1 2. his rod even smiting comforts Psal 23.4 he will not break the bruised reed we have his promise for it Isa 42.3 and elsewhere He healeth the broken in heart and bindeth up their wounds and griefs Psal 147.3 I will binde up that which was broken saith the Lord and will strengthen that which was sicke Ezek. 36. ver 16 4 To the burthened in conscience 4 Art thou burthened in conscience for sin God and Christ thereby calleth thee to him that coming thou mayst finde ease Matth. 11.28 Therefore in such case as it was said to the blinde man Be of good comfort the Master calleth thee Thou thus burdened
tender humble soft and relenting hearts and when we have got them to keep and preserve them so in and by the frequent use of the same and other like means and keep them so How and holy exercises of prayer meditation hearing reading conference with such as have been humbled through neglect of which we shall find ovr hearts insensibly to grow hard and through cold performance of duty to freez again Even as the water in the cold of winter soon freezeth into hard ice which once broken in some parts of it that cattell may drink thereat or for other uses is kept open by daily breaking of it which care being for some few dayes neglected requires greater pains to break and open it again Simile So a soft heart and Gods Spirit once had are easily kept by daily care but hardly recovered when through negligence we have lost them CHAP. XXIII Where is shewed what these Converts said and that the heart being once affected sheweth it self by words and thereby may be discovered It followeth And said unto Peter and the rest of the Apostles Men and brethren The second effect of Peters Sermon or What these Converts said What shall we do IT hath already been considered what these Converts heard and what they suffered we must next consider what they said And said unto Peter c. where me thinks I see them framing into true Christians and becoming like a well set and tuned clock where the heart which in them was pricked and moved is like the master-wheel They are compared to a clock moving by the weights of their own sin and of Gods wrath not without some sense allurement and hope of mercy their tongue like the bell on which the hammer after the moving of the first wheel doth strike which truely sheweth the inward disposition of the heart and how it is affected and then their hand like the pointer shews it self ready to do and put in execution whatsoever it according to Gods word shall be directed unto as being right in heart tongue and hand as we should be in all other duties as of thankfulnes for they being pricked in heart said What shall we do here is heart tongue and hand agreeing in a sweet harmony together in this first work of conversion as indeed they do and should do in all other parts and particulars of Christian practise and duty as in our thankefulnesse towards God where the heart must begin Non sola vox sonet sed manus consonet verbis facta concordent Aug. in Psal 149. and in the inward acknowledgement of Gods mercies and Attributes love God Psal 116.1 and the soul yea all that is within understanding memory will and affections must praise him Psal 103.1 Then accordingly our mouths must speak of and shew forth his praises Psal 51. and our hands work and shew us really thankfull which is the end of all mercies temporall Psal 105.43 44 45. Deut. 10.12 13. and spirituall Luke 1.74 75. So God would have us perform duty to men even to our enemies much more to himself as Matth. 5.44 45. where you will finde both a Diligite of the heart and of love of enemies Love your enemies a Benedicite of the tongue Blesse them that curse you and a Benefacite of the hand This their behaviour is a signe of the sincerity of their sorrow Do good to them that hate you And so here It was a good signe that they were rightly and savingly pricked in heart when in this humble and loving manner they spake unto the Apostles sought direction from them and offered themselves ready and willing to do accordingly Others being pricked are more hardened then before and kick against the prick hating that word and those persons that do rebuke them as those other Jews did Stephen Acts 7. which puts a manifest difference between such as are savingly pricked and such as are not Four particulars to be spoken of here by which we may and should examine and try our selves 1. Who thus spake and said Such as were pricked Here we will consider 1 Who thus said or spake 2 When. 3 To whom 4 What said they 1 Who Such as were pricked in heart No marvell if thus by the tongue they shewed the grief and sorrow of their hearts It s a signe they were now sensible of their own hatefull sins and of Gods just judgements due unto them of both which formerly they were insensible as indeed the greatest evils always are such as men are least sensible of as the heathen Philosopher instanceth in ignorance folly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Arist Rhet. 2. injustice c. Now that Gods word and grace began secretly to put some life into them and that they began to be at some distance with their sin having it now not so much in them as before them they become sensible of the same and shew so much by speech Where the heart is truely and inwardly affected in any kind especially where it is inwardly wounded and in anguish Doctr. The heart shews it self by words and thereby may be judged it shews vents and bewrayeth it self by the mouth and by words Words will burst our like fire which cannot be hid David resolving to keep his mouth with a bridle Psal 39.1 2 3. while the wicked was before him yet when by holding his peace his sorrow was stirred my heart saith he was hot within me while I was musing the fire burned then spake I with my tongue So in matter of joy where the heart rejoyceth Acts 2.26 the tongue will be glad so where faith is in the heart there wil be confession of faith in the mouth Rom. 10.10 where the heart boyleth bubleth up or as we English it enditeth a good matter there the tongue will be the pen of a ready writer Psal 45.1 The mouth of the righteous speaketh wisdome and his tongue taketh of judgement Why The Law of his God is in his heart Psal 37.30 31. A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good and an evill man out of the evill treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evill for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh Luke 6.45 This here appears in the passion of sorrow where being pricked in heart especially in sorrow and anguish the tongue expresseth truely the sorrow of it as the stroaks on the instrument or voice of the singer answers the notes that are prickt in the rules Dr. Featly So that by the quality and nature of the speech or words uttered the inward condition the sincerity and soundnesse or unsoundnesse of its sorrow is commonly discovered as we see differently in David David's conscience being inwardly troubled for sin whilest he kept silence he found Gods hand still more heavie upon him Then said he I acknowledged my sin unto thee and mine iniquitie have I not
a lying tongue a deceitfull tongue as Psalm 109.2 and 120.2 3. Psal 50.19 and 52.2 4. such as God will cut out and as is but for a moment Prov. 12.19 a signe of a gross hypocrite and of a fool Prov. 10.18 -20 Such dissembling with God and man argues abundance of wickedness in the heart which if it were truly and sincerely affected would without all simulation and dissimulation accordingly vent it self to others as it did in these here who being soundly and savingly pricked in heart and humbled did in all humility meekness and reverence to the Apostles of Christ truly and sincerely beg their advice with full purpose of heart to follow the same which they also did See Deut. 5.28 29. Others perhaps purpose and promise fair but their hearts deceive them CHAP. XXIV Shewing that in trouble of Conscience for sin Means would presently be used 2 When Presently BUt secondly When did they this When sought they after ease and after the means of their cure forthwith presently and immediately It s said They hearing were pricked in heart and said They did not suffer the Apostles to depart from them till they had sought their advice and obtained it I know many seek ease too soon but I have fully I hope warned such of that deceit These here were truly and sufficiently humbled as hath been shewed from pregnant proofs from the Text and when thou findest thy self so then defer not to seek relief so thy joy and comfort shall be seasonable and not over-hasty as it is in many hypocrites signified by the stony ground who immediately without any touch of conscience or true humiliation going before receive the word with joy Matth. 13.20 Note Means would presently be used for the cure and ease of consciences truly touched The Observation hence is That when mens Consciences are truly pricked and wounded by the word good means would presently be sought after and used as we see here in Paul Acts 8. and in the jaylor Acts 16. and in King Josiah 2 Chr. 34.19 20 21. It s not enough that a man be sensible of his pain but he must also seek to the Physician as it is not enough that a man that is wounded in a fray complain of his sore cry out of brawling and repent of his anger rashnesse and hastiness yea and resolve not to be so hasty again but it will behove him presently to seek to the Surgeon for help and cure So is it here in the prickings and woundings of conscience where a man must not desay to seek to Christ and to his word and Ministers for direction and comfort and afterward he must follow and practise the same Why 1 Wounds as of body so of soul neglected prove dangerous And good reason for it 1 Nature and experience tels us that green wounds are soonest cured if balsome be presently poured in an hurt breach or sore long neglected doth the more deeply fester and so may prove gangrained and deathfull so a bleeding upon a little wound or prick not stayed in time may prove mortall and desperate or as a bone dislocated or out of joynt the longer the setting of it is forborn the cure and setting of it will be with much greater pain to the Patient and with much more difficultie yea it may so long be neglected that no skill or art of man can bring it right again So it is in the cure of a wounded spirit and of a bleeding conscience 2 The heart being sofined is fittest to be wrought upon 2 The heart being newly pricked softned and made sensible is more plyable and soft to receive the impressions of grace as the ground is fittest to receive the seed after it is newly riven up and plowed and wax the impreffion of the seal when it is once softned and molten We use to say It is good striking while the iron is hot for as iron after heating being suffered to cool is less malleable and frameable then before and as water once heated will sooner cool and freez into ice then other water so is it with the heart of man if being once softned through sense of sin we take not the time to bind it up and to work upon it it will be more uncapable of cure and comfort 3 To neglect or defer cure 3 Yea men once touched in conscience for sin if they neglect to seek for remedy or to submit unto it when it is shewed as they are apter to forget their sorrows and to be carried away by many occasions and worldly affairs Psal 51.3 when sin newly committed is better known and remembred with all the aggravating circumstances of it so it is just with God to deny them cure that with Esan they shall find no place of repentance though they seek it carefully with teares provokes God to deny it Hebr. 12.17 and to reject them as he did the five foolish Virgins when they would inherit the blessing and to shut the door of mercy and of heaven upon them who when they stood in need and were some way sensible of their need of mercy seeing we so refuse his first offers yet neglected and deferred to seek it or to accept it when it was offered Now God by such prickings of the conscience comes near us and would awaken us out of the deep sleep of our sins which his mercie if we do neglect we provoke him to leave us to depart from us and must not expect he should come so near us again but leavens wholly to our own hardnesse even to perish in the same Use 1. Not to conceal our sin and anguish for it either through love to sin This is of Use 1. For such as in their anguish of conscience for some sin or sins of theirs do conceal and smother the same some through pride and love to their sins which they will though inwardly they smart for them desire to hide under their tongues as sweet morsels till at length they become as the gall of Aspes within them Job 20.11 12. They would be comforted but secretly in heart still cleaving to their sin they resolve not to confesse the same though to such as are both able to direct and comfort them and faithfull to conceal their shame Thus concealing the true cause of their inward maladie the wound festers and at length it may be on their deathbed if not sooner they are so overwhelmed with horror and despair and that by Gods just judgement that all the spirituall Physitians in the Town or City can afford them no true comfort or ease They may thank their love to their sin for this in that though they smarted inwardly for it yet they were loth to bewray it or make it known even then loving it when they were in torment for it Others 2. Or through shame fac'dness through shame and bashfulnesse keep close their sin which yet they both sorrow for and do hate and so
unto otherwise then by prescribing rules of moderation on both sides seeing he goes not by Peters rule Nay the truth is he goes not by the same rule with these Apostles here or with Peter but in like case prescribes unlike remedies for how doth he and his Priests satisfie wounded consciences or comfort men distressed for their sins but in like case prescribes unlike remedies he goes not Peters way here nor Pauls who send men to Christ to receive pardon and so true comfort by beleeving on him and resting on his only merits and satisfaction by true repentance and to the right use of Baptisme to seal their pardon and comfort No such consciences by them are healed only with a false peace whilest for pardon they are sent to mumble over their beads and to the saying of so many Ave-Maries as Ave Maries and Pater-nosters to go on Pilgrimage pilgrimages and works of satisfaction and to visit the tombes and relicks of such or such Saints to workes of satisfaction by whippings and hard usage of the body when it is the soul which chiefly sinneth and should be humbled or after this life to their satisfactory sufferings in Purgatory and so telling them of Purgatory penance if now and in death they can be free and liberall to procure Masses Dirigies c. they may hope by the Indulgence and great mercy of the Pope who keeps the keyes to have those dayes of Purgatory-pennance shortned So they are sent to salute holy graves so to holy graves and crosses hallowed by the Pope and dispersed into other countries which will purchase them a pardon for a 100. yeares if not a plenary indulgence or to the shriving of themselves to Popish shavelings and so to Popish pardons and power of absolution to popish pardons especially at the houre of death and so to their extream unction at that time to holy water crosses and crucifixes unctions to Agnus Dei's to their Masses as if thereby were made that most speciall application of Christs merits and to their Sacraments crucifixes masses even the very bare work done and wrought which yet even Baptisme it self which in the right use of it is and to the bare partaking of the Sacrament as is said for remission of sin is not effectuall by any power of its own but of the word and promise of God and so as joyned with faith Acts 8.37 and for the Eucharist upon the same superstitious conceit that remission is necessarily conferred in and by the bare partaking of the Sacraments it is by them held necessary to be administred to parties ready to depart this world that whatsoever their troubles of conscience are or have been they may die with comfort Such superstitious waies and meanes Peter and Paul never used or injoyned any to use Ill then may the Pope be thought to be Peters successor No comfort to be expected from such as teach the doctrine of doubting as not going by Peters rule In a word never a Popish Priest in the world can soundly cure a wounded conscience or apply that spirituall salve which should comfort it without delusion so long as they teach that most uncomfortable doctrine of doubting If they sind men in trouble of mind and in doubtings they so hold them and are sure to leave them in the same if not in desperation or at best they can bid them but hope well yet so as still to be in doubt and fear but true faith would expell all such slavish fear and bring assurance of pardon and certain comfort So much for this first relation CHAP. XXVII Gods word cures as well as kills The second relation of these Apostles being the same that wounded 2. COnsider These who are sought unto for comfort and direction are the parties who by their preaching and convictions did first wound these Jewes And thence we may note That the Word of God rightly taught and applied doth cure as well as cut heal as well as hurt binde up as well as bruise save as well as kill yea save by sauciating cure by killing Note Gods word heals the wounds it maketh Isai 53.5 and bring to heaven by the very gates of hell The wounds of the word being the wounds of a friend are like the wounds of Christ of a healing nature for by his stripes we are healed Isai 53.5 The word heals in and by vertue of Christs suffering for us This is the mercy of the word It cures when it might kill It cures whom in some sence it doth kill Not that every one who is pricked by it is therefore healed but that those whom God will save being of yeares and capable he will have to be pricked and those who so are pricked in heart by the word and in their own sence dead and slain shall also be healed and quickned by it The wounds of it are to health and life This is from Christ only whom the word throughout teacheth and aimeth at Reason hereof from Christ crucified whom it teacheth and applieth Who came with healing under his wings The wounds of Christ properly heal as procuring pardon and favour The Scriptures and word of God make these known to us and the faithfull Ministers of the word apply them and these wisely and rightly applied heal our wounds he being wounded for our transgressions that we being pricked in our eies sides and hearts with the thorns of our sins brought close to us by the word might not be hurt but healed and that our wounds might not prove mortall but saving Christ died and was wounded that those for whom intentionally he died might not die in or by their sins eternally Pricked wounded and to our own sence dead we must be in our selves before we be healed or revived that we might know our own desert and case if the whole burthen of our sin were to be born by us as also how to prize the benefit of spirituall health and life and how to give God his glory Vse 1. It concerns Ministers 1. Use who are hence taught to see that they be not only as ready and forward For Ministers to be as willing and able to answer doubts us to make them but also as able to heal as to hurt to raise up with true comforts as to cast down by terrors and convictions Some can apply the word to the wounding convicting and amazing the conscience and perplexing the heart by laying home the judgements of God and beating men from all their false holds and from resting in their own performances yea and on Christ in a false manner a thing most needfull yet it were to be wished they were as clear in laying down distinguishing notes of trial and of true sincerity and did direct how to lay true hold and to rest savingly on Christ and how clearly to to see it when it is so and not to leave the soul perplexed for want of clear and
righteousness these lose their souls through meer sloth and negligence through want of serious and strict examination of their ways courses yea righteousness and seeming graces so suffering Satan to cheat them of their souls and their own deceitful and false hearts to betray them into the hands and power of the Divell None of these as yet it seems are so inwardly touched or pricked in heart so truly apprehensive of their own sins and of Gods wrath as these here in my Text who could rest in nothing till they had the state and safety of their souls secured to them or were sufficiently directed what course to take and follow that they might be at peace with God and save their souls CHAP. XXXV How such as God will save must be qualified and first that they must question their estate and shake off security with Vses 3. In that they thus do consult we see how those must be qualified whom God will save NOw thirdly and lastly from this their consultation with the Apostles before they were truly or throughly converted or brought to Christ or at least saved by him wee may take notice how all they must be qualified whom God will convert and save which will appear especially in three particulars which as they are effects and signs of one truly humbled we have already considered and shewed We will now consider them as so many usefull observations 1. Observation They must consult and shew their care of the main 1. We may hence infer That those whom God meaneth to save he moveth to shew care about the estate of their souls and in their straits to deliberate what to do and so to come to some resolution So did these here There is little good to be expected from mens casting down if in distresse of mind they consult not seriously about their estate Nay generally Why men must shew themselves very carefull and solicitous that would walk worthy of God and attain to life and salvation Rashness doth nothing well Nothing no not in earthly matters of any moment is well done without care and consultation every mans experience will tell him this Ecclus 37.16 Vse 1 To condemn the careless So that we may easily see what to judge of secure and carelesse livers who without all care or fear doubt or distrust of their spirituall estate passe their time and leave all to God or to the last not knowing or caring much either what estate they are in for the present or in what condition they shall die they hope well and that 's all or else they cast all upon Gods Predestination and conclude to the certain hazzard of their souls that all their care is needless no care of theirs can alter Gods purpose These men overlook Gods word which is their only rule and so by prying beyond the Moon especially such as cast all upon Gods predestination cast away their souls carelesly and desperately by neglecting the meanes and course which God would have them take and use It is God indeed that saves us and that according to the counsell and purpose of his own will But he saves by meanes which he will have us to use and on which only to expect a blessing from him and so he calls on us to save our selves Save your selves saith Peter here to these from this untoward generation Acts 2.40 Now the meanes he had shewed them before in answer to this their question Repent and be baptized c. v. 38. So he that beleeveth and is baptized shall be saved Mark 16.16 So Beleeve and thou shalt be saved said Paul to the Jaylour Acts 16.31 And We are of them that beleeve to the saving of the soul Hebr. 10.39 So God will have all men to be saved and to come unto the knowledge of the truth 1 Tim. 2.4 We are saved by hope Rom. 8.24 We are saved by well doing and by obedience as Noah by faith obeying God and by perseverance in the same Hebr. 11.7 He that endureth to the end shall be saved Mark 13.13 To what end is all this if we be not to shew care to save our selves may we at our pleasure neglect baptisme Means of salvation must be used the knowledge of God according to his word repentance faith hope new obedience and perseverance in the same and yet look to be saved or if we carefully labour to do and observe all these shall we not undoubtedly be saved Doth not God say in effect to us as Paul to Timothy 1 Tim. 4.15 16. Moditate on these things give thy self wholly to them take heed to thy self continue in them for in doing this thou shalt save thy self See 2 Pet. 1.5.6 c. 10. Such as are saved being capable of the means are brought by the word to see their need of salvation to apprehend nothing but wrath as their just desert and accordingly in doubt and fear of their estate to use all diligence to avoid and escape the same O generation of vipers saith the Baptist Mat. 3.7 to the Pharisees and Sadduces that came to his Baptism who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come The Lord looks that men being warned especially God requires this care in those he will save should in care to their souls question themselves concerning their estate and doings but in vain in respect of too many I hearkned and heard saith the Lord by Jeremy Jer. 8.6 7. but they spake not aright no man repented him of his wickednesse saying what have I done Every one turned to his course as the horse rusheth into the battel This is too harsh a work for them and loth they are to sift into their former courses they account it a trouble and torment and loth they are with the Divels to be tormented before their time In a foolish pitty and self-love to themselves they cast off all care and whatsoever might unsettle them in their false peace and so live at all adventures with God and indeed contrary unto him Levit. 26.21 And all this is because they never truly were in straits of conscience for their evill waies nor will be convinced of their damned condition and so they willfully run blindfolded and headlong to their own perdition their security being a certain sign nay a cause and certain fore-runner of their ruine Whereas when God will bring home a wandring sinner he giveth him an heart to suspect himselfe to question his estate course of life and doings as thus What is this I have been doing all my life time hitherto and that they question themselves I was made by God for God himself and his glory but have I lived to him and to his glory or rather not to my self how have I spent my time what good have I either done to others or got to mine own soul what glory have I brought to God Oh unprofitable wretch how have I spent my precious time in vain in the service of
them Luke 15.18 CHAP. XXXVI SECT 1. Such as are converted and saved must seek salvation out of themselves Where largely of self-denyall But first That men by sin bring themselves into great straits 2 Observation They who are saved must seek salvation out of themselves NOw secondly In these Converts thus consulting we see That those whom God will save must by self-denyal seek salvation out of themselves and not stand upon any thing in themselves They being pinched in conscience in the straits thereof and at their wits end not knowing what to do as of themselves fly wholly out of themselves consult and advise with the Apostles of Christ saying As did those here What shall we do being further ready to do whatsoever they in the name of Christ should direct them unto without any reservation exception or respect to themselves in their name and credit in their ease delights liberty wealth friends earthly hopes or contentments whatsoever as finding now that hitherto they in rejecting Christ had but kicked against the pricks and made him an enemy to them who is the Lord of Lords and Judge of the whole world hereof they are now convinced in their consciences and seek help and counsell how they may obtain his favour and pardon but as the Priests and Pharisees did not Thus did not the chief Priests and Pharisees who convinced of Christs mighty power and God-head whereby he did great works specially in raising the dead and particularly Lazarus who had been dead four dayes yet they acknowledged him not neither sought his favour but standing upon their own wisdom righteousnesse and holinesse which they would not seek from him as also upon their own power and authority though gathering a Councel they could say What do we who consulted for this man doth many miracles yet their counsel was for to put him to death John 11.39 47 53. Whereas if they had been as soundly convinced as these here in my Text to put Christ to death they would not onely have asked saying What do we and thereby have seen the desperate madnesse of their doings in opposing him and been sorry and humbled for it as these here were when they considered what they had done in consenting to Christs death and so saw the vilenesse of their doings but they would with these here also have given over their own counsels seen their own folly denyed themselves and asked not to seek salvation by him What shall we do to be saved from his wrath whom we have so hated blasphemed even against the light of our own consciences and sought to destroy No they were justly denyed the grace to deny themselves who against the light of conscience yea of the holy Ghost opposed their Saviour Whereas it was a mercy to these here first to be convinced of their sin then to be driven into such plunges and straits as not of themselves to know what to do especially to deny themselves withall so far as to seek and submit absolutely to such direction as should be given them by these Apostles A Note previous to the other Men by sin bring themselves into inextricable straits till God shew and give the issue Now before we prosecute the Observation formerly made let this as it were by the bie be noted How sin our own and others brings us often into great straits so that we shall not be able to know either what to do or say or chuse or think So that if Gods mercy did nor succour us and shew an issue we should be quite swallowed up of despair Thus was it here Men and brethren what shall we do Where they are as men distressed grievously and inwardly pained whose sores throb and rage or as men invironed with danger or ready to drown crying out Help for the Lords sake we are ready to perish and know not how to help our selves Peter gives them vent by breaking the sore by further pricking it calling them to repentance and faith Repent saith he c. So when the Jaylour in like distresse and straits cryed out Sirs what must I do to be-saved Paul delivers him out of his straits Beleeve on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved and thy house Thus faithfull Ministers as sent of God afford succours and as it were reach out the hand to draw distressed souls out of the pit and gulf of dangers It s an easie thing to throw a stone a jewel or a mans self into a pit but the great difficulty is how to get it or him out againe This in the case of sinners requires help from heaven and such was the estate of all mankind through the sin of our first Parents which was so easily and with delight committed that unlesse God had become man It s an easie thing to destroy a mans self as we see in the fall of Adam man could never have known what to have done no more then the Divels now who being left to themselves perish without hope Now and in our selves our case being for any helpe we can make our selves alike desperate we yet come not through the hardness of our hearts and our insensibleness God only must save us by convincing us of our ill condition of wrath due to it and of our own impotency and inability to help our selves And Gods course is before he save from sin and wrath his elect to let them see their own case and helpless condition only in that and in all other temptations afterwards he is pleased to make a way to escape 1 Cor. 10.13 by opening some door of hope to them but that wholly out of themselves As here They are at their wits end in themselves helpless only God lets them apprehend some possibility of help in and from him and moves them to seek direction from his Ministers which following they are delivered from their straits and fears and brought into a blessed condition Vse See what we get by sin and sinfull courses and evill men But see hence and learn what we get by sin by such courses suppose of unlawfull gain rapine and wrong as in King Ahab and Judas of intemperance and pleasures as in Esau so greedy after pottage and Baltazzar in his cups of revenge hatred and violence as in Cain c. and by such companions as tempt us and draw us into sin It and these courses other mens temptations and allurements with our own corruptions and lusts bring us into a snare into straits into a state of perdition They bring us into straits and there leave us and there leave us to wrastle with the wrath of an angry God with the terrors of hel with millions of Divels ready to accuse us and with the hellish affrightments of a convicted and tormenting conscience This is the best that sin can or will bring us unto Only if God help us out of whose help yet sinning we are not neither can presume his mercie
my face my heart said unto thee thy face Lord will I seek And elsewhere Lo I come Psal 40.7 8. I delight to do thy will O my God yea thy law is within my heart This was chiefly verified in Christ who herein is an example to us Hebr. 10.5 so if God call us to suffer of whom also we must learn to become obedient if need be unto death even the death of the Crosse that is the most shamefull painfull and accursed death if we bee called thereunto for his names sake Rev. 2.10 In all these we must obey First before laying aside 1. All excuses Now in all these whether in matters of salvation religion and worship or of obedience generally we are being called to obey God cheerfully and sincerely as is said laying aside before 1. all excuses whereby we shew our selves both to obey as did Moses Exod. 4.1 2. 10.13 with whom God was therefore angry vers 14. Where God injoynes any thing hard dangerous and impossible to us we must trust to his promised assistance which is ever implied 2. 2. All delayes All delayes I made haste said David and delayed not to keep thy Commandments 3. All feares Psal 119.60 3. All feares such feares would not excuse Saul in his disobedience but increased his sin as fearing man more then God 1 Sam. 15.24 Let us hear what God said to Jeremy Whatsoever I command thee thou shalt speake Be not afraid of their faces for I am with thee to deliver thee saith the Lord be not dismayed at their faces lest I confound thee before them Jer. 1.7 8 17. Yea let us consider what Christ saith to his Disciples and to us incouraging and comforting against persecution Fear not them which kill the body but are not able to kill the soul but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell Matth. 10.28 2. After we have done any thing which is good 1. Let us lay aside all opinion of merit Secondly After we must 1. Renounce merit and empty and cast down our selves before him confessing that as Christ adviseth us when we shall have done all those things which are commanded us we are unprofitable servants we have done that which was our duty to do Luke 17.10 Can a man be profitable unto God as he that is wise may be profitable to himself Is it any pleasure to the Almighty that thou art righteous Job 22.2 3. understand it of our gratifying and adding ought to God which he hath not otherwise our obedience rightly performed is a thing pleasing and acceptable to him If thou be righteous what givest thou him or what receiveth he at thine hand Job 35.7 Our well doing extendeth not to him Psal 16.2 neither for our works faith or any other grace done or foreseen to be done Rom. 3.28 and 9 11. hath he saved us and called us but according to his own purpose and grace which was given us in Christ Iesus before the world began 2 Tim. 1.9 and Tit. 2.5 2. And as we are to renounce merit so are we not to rest in any duty done by us though never so good and holy and not performed without some assistance from Christ 2. Not rest in the duty done so as to thinke the duty is good and commanded which we have done yea and we as we thinke have done it with a good heart and intention too therefore our estate is good and we doubt not of salvation Indeed duties sincerely and in poverty of spirit and self-deniall performed are testimonies of true faith and so of election as being effects of the same and may assure us as hath been said of our finall perseverance and salvation 2 Pet. 1.10 But then we must not take up therewith and rest therein as done by our selves or own strength or for our selves and our own ends unlesse as we acknowledge them to proceed from the free and powerfull grace of God in us so they carry us further even to Christ and that wee give God the glory of his grace in us and expect acceptance only from his favour and grace and good will in his Christ with whom only he is well pleased and accept of us and all we doe in his beloved Eph. 1.6 It s a sign of one left to himself and out of Christ as yet to rest in his own legall righteousness and to take up with the performance simply of his duty but of denying our selves in duty formerly SECT 2. An Exhortation to obedience with the comfort of it at Christs coming contra Conclusion of all exhorting and shewing the needfulness 1 Of submitting our selves to the word at first NOw for the conclusion of this and of the whole Treatise how will it concern us all first to become and truly to be as these converts here ready to submit in all things to the convictions and ordering of Gods holy word in the ministerie of it to be guided by it to embrace Christ upon his own termes not barely by outward profession but by answering effectually our baptisme and by performing the vowes and promises there made wherein we seem to make as free an offer and to profess as much if not more and as fair as these here and by an effectuall faith in Christ and obedience and submission to the Gospell 2. Of living according to it over after Secondly to walk constantly with God throughout the course of our whole lives according to the only rule of his Word framing our selves to the obedience thereof as in the main business of our salvation so in the religion worship and service of God and generally in all duties both of our generall and particular callings and that constantly to the end Thus doing besides the true and full content and satisfaction 1. The comfort of so doing at Christs coming which for the present we shall find to our wounded 02 consciences if ever we be truly pricked in heart for our sins it will be matter of unspeakeable comfort for us to be found when Christ comes to us either by death or by the last judgement and shall find us each one walking in his uprightness or before him Isa 57.2 Oh blessed and for ever blessed is that servant whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing Matth. 24.46 When Christ shall come and find us his servants hard at work watching and in a readiness nor only to every good work but at his coming ready to give up our acounts to him with joy With what boldness may such stand before the Lamb as not only being now at peace with him but found in his service and doing his work when hee comes and his reward with him Paul was such an one who as at his first conversion submitted to the voice of Christ as we see in Paul and by his confidence at death and freely offered himself to do whatsoever Christ should direct him to saying Lord what