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the_o exaltation_n of_o christ_n cause_v he_o to_o abate_v any_o thing_n of_o his_o goodness_n unto_o his_o people_n but_o if_o any_o way_n his_o love_n be_v alter_v it_o be_v by_o be_v make_v more_o than_o it_o be_v and_o when_o christ_n be_v upon_o earth_n you_o must_v have_v come_v to_o he_o by_o faith_n or_o you_o can_v obtain_v no_o mercy_n from_o he_o and_o by_o faith_n though_o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n you_o may_v obtain_v any_o mercy_n now_o you_o may_v consider_v any_o one_o or_o two_o or_o more_o of_o these_o consideration_n until_o your_o heart_n be_v so_o convince_v of_o and_o affect_v with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n that_o you_o may_v thereby_o be_v the_o better_o fit_v for_o the_o carry_v on_o the_o duty_n of_o meditation_n more_o effectual_o chap._n viii_o concern_v the_o preparatory_a prayer_n that_o be_v to_o be_v use_v before_o meditation_n the_o next_o preparatory_a consideration_n be_v prayer_n and_o it_o be_v to_o be_v perform_v in_o these_o word_n or_o to_o like_a purpose_n lord_n my_o design_n in_o this_o duty_n of_o meditation_n be_v not_o to_o be_v a_o hour_n sequester_v from_o worldly_a employment_n for_o that_o be_v to_o be_v idle_a a_o hour_n and_o to_o increase_v my_o sin_n not_o my_o grace_n but_o my_o business_n at_o this_o time_n be_v to_o be_v so_o convince_v and_o affect_v with_o those_o spiritual_a truth_n reveal_v in_o thy_o word_n that_o i_o may_v full_o resolve_v by_o thy_o strength_n and_o power_n to_o reform_v my_o life_n because_o i_o can_v neither_o understand_v the_o thing_n that_o belong_v to_o my_o peace_n nor_o understand_v they_o be_v convince_v of_o the_o certainty_n and_o truth_n of_o they_o nay_o lord_n though_o my_o understanding_n be_v enlighten_v yet_o without_o thou_o my_o affection_n can_v be_v inflame_v i_o can_v neither_o know_v resolve_v nor_o perform_v what_o be_v good_a without_o thou_o for_o from_o thou_o come_v both_o the_o will_n and_o the_o deed_n of_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n i_o beseech_v thou_o lord_n that_o thou_o will_v give_v i_o thy_o grace_n to_o make_v conscience_n of_o perform_v this_o duty_n with_o my_o whole_a strength_n and_o not_o careless_o and_o perfunctory_o and_o lord_n do_v thou_o enlighten_v i_o with_o and_o convince_v i_o of_o thy_o truth_n and_o so_o affect_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o love_n of_o holiness_n and_o hatred_n of_o sin_n etc._n etc._n that_o i_o may_v thereby_o be_v enable_v full_o firm_o notwithstanding_o all_o the_o opposition_n that_o the_o flesh_n world_n or_o devil_n can_v make_v to_o run_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n with_o joy_n and_o with_o speed_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v wrought_v in_o i_o the_o will_v so_o to_o do_v give_v i_o also_o the_o deed_n and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o trust_v to_o the_o strength_n of_o my_o resolution_n but_o to_o the_o continual_a gracious_a assistance_n of_o thy_o spirit_n for_o the_o performance_n of_o those_o thing_n that_o through_o thou_o i_o shall_v resolve_v to_o do_v holy_a and_o bless_a god_n christ_n have_v send_v i_o wish_v i_o to_o come_v to_o thou_o in_o his_o name_n for_o any_o mercy_n i_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o grant_v these_o thing_n which_o i_o have_v beg_v for_o the_o lord_n jesus_n sake_n amen_n this_o or_o a_o prayer_n to_o the_o like_a purpose_n thou_o be_v to_o put_v up_o unto_o god_n but_o it_o be_v to_o be_v do_v with_o thy_o whole_a heart_n for_o thou_o must_v know_v that_o it_o be_v by_o the_o strength_n which_o thou_o shall_v get_v from_o god_n by_o prayer_n whereby_o thou_o shall_v be_v enable_v to_o perform_v this_o or_o any_o other_o duty_n profitable_o for_o it_o be_v he_o that_o teach_v we_o to_o profit_v he_o that_o begin_v a_o holy_a duty_n without_o god_n will_v end_v it_o without_o god_n also_o it_o be_v a_o dangerous_a thing_n to_o think_v that_o we_o can_v by_o our_o natural_a part_n learning_n or_o by_o the_o strength_n of_o grace_n already_o receive_v without_o god_n further_a assistance_n perform_v any_o thing_n that_o can_v please_v 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chap._n ix_o several_a rule_n for_o manage_v the_o duty_n of_o consideration_n 1._o they_o must_v be_v plain_a consideration_n not_o intricate_a and_o abstruse_a for_o the_o main_a end_n of_o meditation_n be_v the_o affect_v of_o our_o heart_n and_o resorm_v of_o our_o life_n and_o not_o inform_v of_o our_o understanding_n our_o consideration_n shall_v be_v so_o plain_a that_o they_o may_v be_v without_o difficulty_n understand_v 2._o it_o must_v be_v certain_a and_o evident_a not_o controversial_a and_o doubtful_a for_o the_o end_n of_o meditation_n be_v not_o proper_o to_o increase_v our_o knowledge_n but_o to_o improve_v our_o knowledge_n 3._o much_o less_o shall_v our_o consideration_n be_v curious_a and_o nice_a speculation_n or_o if_o we_o choose_v any_o
book_n by_o read_v whereof_o to_o help_v our_o meditation_n we_o must_v not_o choose_v such_o as_o be_v fill_v with_o flourish_n and_o rhetoric_n for_o let_v a_o truth_n be_v dress_v never_o so_o curious_o the_o wit_n and_o eloquence_n wherewith_o the_o truth_n be_v clothe_v leave_v the_o truth_n before_o it_o come_v to_o the_o heart_n as_o some_o meat_n that_o be_v make_v in_o curious_a work_n be_v spoil_v of_o all_o those_o curiosity_n before_o they_o come_v to_o the_o stomach_n and_o the_o bee_n light_v not_o upon_o the_o rose_n which_o have_v the_o fresh_a colour_n and_o the_o sweet_a smell_n but_o upon_o the_o thyme_n that_o be_v a_o herb_n of_o little_a beauty_n beside_o eloquence_n to_o they_o that_o meditate_v be_v much_o like_o picture_n in_o book_n to_o child_n they_o neglect_v their_o lesson_n to_o look_v on_o their_o picture_n they_o will_v be_v look_v on_o their_o picture_n while_o they_o shall_v be_v get_v their_o lesson_n so_o the_o fancy_n will_v be_v play_v with_o 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tavern_n or_o a_o ale_n house_n he_o cry_v out_o of_o preciseness_n and_o say_v what_o do_v you_o count_v it_o a_o sin_n to_o drink_v in_o tavern_n or_o alehouse_n i_o answer_v therefore_o 1._o that_o when_o our_o heart_n be_v affect_v with_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o sin_n and_o wrought_v up_o to_o a_o hatred_n of_o it_o we_o do_v as_o when_o we_o exceed_o hate_v any_o man_n we_o avoid_v all_o those_o place_n where_o we_o be_v likely_a to_o meet_v he_o i_o may_v bid_v such_o a_o one_o ask_v god_n why_o he_o forbid_v the_o adulterer_n to_o walk_v by_o the_o door_n of_o the_o harlot_n may_v he_o not_o say_v why_o she_o live_v in_o a_o street_n and_o as_o honest_a and_o godly_a man_n walk_v that_o way_n as_o in_o any_o other_o place_n in_o the_o city_n 2._o consider_v that_o licitis_fw-la perimus_fw-la omnes_fw-la be_v a_o good_a say_n we_o general_o perish_v by_o lawful_a thing_n for_o in_o thing_n that_o be_v unlawful_a we_o be_v general_o more_o watchful_a 3._o know_v this_o that_o though_o to_o be_v tempt_v be_v not_o a_o sin_n yet_o when_o we_o have_v find_v by_o experience_n that_o go_v to_o a_o tavern_n etc._n etc._n have_v be_v a_o snare_n and_o temptation_n that_o have_v general_o prevail_v over_o we_o then_o to_o be_v tempt_v with_o such_o a_o temptation_n be_v a_o sin_n though_o one_o yield_v not_o because_o by_o go_v into_o temptation_n which_o we_o need_v not_o we_o sin_v for_o if_o one_o shall_v say_v i_o resolve_v that_o though_o i_o do_v speak_v with_o the_o harlot_n i_o will_v not_o consent_v though_o thou_o do_v so_o and_o resist_v all_o her_o enticement_n thou_o sin_v notwithstanding_o for_o thou_o plain_o break_v the_o command_n pro._n 5._o 8._o 5._o but_o suppose_v that_o it_o be_v lawful_a for_o thou_o to_o drink_v wine_n in_o a_o tavern_n that_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o often_o ensnare_v by_o it_o yet_o one_o effect_n of_o true_a repentance_n be_v a_o holy_a revenge_n by_o debar_v ourselves_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v lawful_a take_v god_n 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against_o and_o abhor_v of_o any_o sin_n yet_o take_v heed_n that_o you_o build_v not_o upon_o the_o strength_n of_o resolution_n but_o beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v enable_v you_o by_o his_o strength_n and_o that_o as_o he_o have_v give_v you_o the_o will_n so_o he_o will_v give_v you_o the_o deed_n also_o it_o be_v well_o observe_v by_o one_o as_o follow_v in_o effect_v it_o be_v true_a that_o we_o do_v understand_v many_o thing_n by_o experience_n which_o we_o shall_v not_o understand_v by_o knowledge_n as_o this_o i_o have_v oftentimes_o determine_v to_o do_v many_o thing_n the_o one_o more_o pious_a holy_a and_o christian_a then_o another_o and_o have_v see_v for_o the_o most_o part_n the_o issue_n and_o effect_n to_o be_v quite_o contrary_a to_o what_o i_o determine_v and_o on_o the_o contrary_a observe_v that_o other_o pious_a and_o christian_a thing_n be_v do_v by_o i_o without_o my_o praedetermination_n or_o forecast_n i_o stand_v as_o it_o be_v confound_v in_o myself_o not_o understand_v in_o what_o this_o secret_n do_v consist_v i_o do_v not_o wonder_v that_o in_o thing_n which_o i_o determine_v as_o a_o man_n the_o contrary_n shall_v come_v to_o pass_v of_o that_o which_o i_o will_v but_o i_o do_v wonder_v that_o in_o the_o thing_n which_o i_o determine_v as_o a_o christian_a the_o same_o shall_v befall_v i_o and_o find_v myself_o in_o this_o confusion_n it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o i_o read_v that_o resolution_n of_o saint_n peter_n though_o i_o shall_v die_v with_o thou_o yet_o will_v i_o not_o deny_v thou_o and_o consider_v that_o though_o the_o resolution_n be_v pious_a holy_a and_o christian_n the_o contrary_a of_o that_o which_o he_o resolve_v befall_v he_o i_o understand_v that_o my_o determination_n have_v not_o their_o issue_n and_o effect_n according_a to_o my_o desire_n because_o i_o do_v not_o well_o consider_v my_o own_o utter_a disability_n to_o perform_v any_o holy_a and_o good_a work_n so_o that_o i_o understand_v by_o experince_n that_o although_o god_n punish_v my_o inconsiderateness_n in_o not_o suffer_v that_o to_o come_v to_o pass_v which_o i_o intend_v yet_o on_o the_o other_o side_n he_o satisfy_v my_o general_a desire_n of_o do_v good_a by_o suffer_v that_o to_o come_v to_o pass_v which_o i_o do_v not_o procure_v nor_o hope_n nor_o pretend_v unto_o whence_o i_o have_v gather_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v that_o i_o shall_v depend_v on_o he_o in_o such_o manner_n that_o i_o shall_v determine_v or_o propound_v nothing_o without_o hold_v he_o before_o my_o eye_n show_v unto_o he_o my_o good_a will_n and_o refer_v unto_o he_o the_o issue_n and_o success_n of_o my_o
desire_n and_o endeavour_n chap._n xii_o direction_n for_o vow_n now_o because_o vow_n do_v very_o frequent_o especial_o in_o young_a beginner_n follow_v upon_o resolution_n and_o because_o that_o very_o many_o pious_a and_o religious_a person_n have_v be_v ensnare_v by_o rash_a vow_n and_o after_o vow_n it_o be_v not_o fit_a to_o make_v enquiry_n therefore_o i_o shall_v set_v down_o some_o caution_n of_o and_o direction_n for_o vow_n 1._o as_o we_o have_v say_v concern_v resolution_n let_v your_o vow_n be_v rather_o against_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n then_o against_o sin_n itself_o 2._o when_o the_o subject_n of_o your_o vow_n be_v of_o thing_n indifferent_a in_o themselves_o 1._o take_v heed_n of_o make_v any_o perpetual_a vow_n for_o the_o reason_n why_o you_o make_v any_o vow_n against_o any_o indifferent_a thing_n as_o in_o drink_v wine_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v because_o than_o it_o be_v a_o snare_n unto_o you_o but_o in_o process_n of_o time_n it_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v a_o snare_n unto_o you_o nay_o it_o may_v be_v a_o very_a great_a snare_n and_o occasion_n sickness_n or_o death_n not_o to_o drink_v it_o as_o in_o some_o case_n have_v happen_v 2._o let_v all_o vow_n concern_v indifferent_a thing_n be_v conditional_a and_o let_v these_o two_o constant_o be_v two_o of_o the_o condition_n first_o that_o you_o will_v abstain_v from_o such_o a_o thing_n or_o do_v such_o a_o thing_n unless_o you_o shall_v be_v otherwise_o advise_v by_o some_o godly_a minister_n or_o private_a christian._n i_o know_v a_o religious_a woman_n that_o have_v vow_v to_o read_v many_o chapter_n every_o day_n when_o she_o be_v unmarried_a she_o make_v this_o vow_n but_o afterward_o in_o the_o time_n of_o her_o lie_v in_o and_o other_o weakness_n the_o chapter_n be_v so_o many_o that_o the_o do_v much_o endanger_v the_o loss_n of_o her_o sight_n and_o the_o neglect_n of_o all_o other_o duty_n when_o her_o poverty_n and_o family_n grow_v great_a now_o have_v she_o add_v this_o 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spirit_n that_o thou_o have_v afford_v i_o and_o for_o any_o etc._n etc._n 3._o acknowledge_v thy_o weakness_n etc._n etc._n bless_a god_n if_o my_o heart_n be_v not_o so_o base_a so_o hard_o so_o vile_a that_o it_o always_o hinder_v i_o either_o in_o holy_a duty_n or_o from_o holy_a duty_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a but_o that_o such_o serious_a truth_n such_o powerful_a spiritual_a practical_a truth_n shall_v have_v wrought_v so_o mighty_o upon_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v never_o from_o this_o very_a hour_n be_v deceive_v any_o more_o with_o the_o vanity_n of_o the_o world_n but_o shall_v have_v set_v myself_o and_o make_v it_o my_o business_n to_o prepare_v for_o that_o great_a day_n etc._n etc._n after_o all_o 1._o think_v what_o passage_n most_o affect_v thou_o 2._o write_v down_o thy_o resolution_n etc._n etc._n 3._o go_v unwilling_o from_o the_o duty_n meditat._n v._o of_o the_o day_n of_o judgement_n 1._o be_v convince_v of_o and_o affect_v with_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n 2._o 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profit_n and_o pleasure_n so_o much_o to_o be_v value_v as_o for_o they_o to_o dwell_v in_o devour_a fire_n and_o be_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n that_o be_v but_o for_o a_o season_n to_o much_o worth_n that_o for_o they_o we_o shall_v dwell_v in_o everlasting_a burn_n have_v we_o not_o have_v frequent_a experience_n that_o the_o sorrow_n we_o have_v have_v for_o commit_v of_o sin_n have_v far_o exceed_v the_o pleasure_n that_o we_o have_v have_v in_o commit_v of_o it_o and_o sure_o the_o terror_n of_o a_o awaken_v conscience_n be_v not_o to_o be_v compare_v with_o the_o horror_n of_o the_o damn_a and_o other_o insupportable_a and_o endless_a misery_n of_o that_o place_n of_o torment_n come_v o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o not_o deceive_v and_o flatter_v ourselves_o with_o vain_a and_o false_a hope_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n it_o be_v true_a god_n be_v very_o merciful_a to_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o and_o we_o may_v be_v sure_a of_o this_o that_o if_o we_o do_v sincere_o desire_v 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the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n who_o endeavour_n day_n and_o night_n to_o drive_v we_o headlong_o into_o perdition_n if_o any_o one_o in_o the_o world_n much_o more_o if_o the_o devil_n shall_v appear_v to_o we_o and_o offer_v we_o such_o a_o sum_n of_o money_n if_o we_o will_v give_v he_o our_o soul_n that_o we_o may_v be_v damn_v we_o think_v we_o shall_v abhor_v he_o and_o his_o offer_n but_o alas_o do_v not_o every_o one_o that_o use_v by_o extortion_n and_o violence_n either_o get_v or_o keep_v what_o be_v not_o he_o do_v the_o same_o thing_n his_o damnation_n be_v as_o certain_a and_o as_o infallible_a though_o more_o secret_o and_o invisible_o contrive_v by_o satan_n as_o if_o satan_n shall_v visible_o appear_v to_o he_o and_o he_o make_v a_o contract_n with_o he_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o take_v heed_n of_o the_o wile_n of_o satan_n for_o he_o general_o work_v by_o the_o world_n and_o the_o flesh_n to_o deceive_v we_o therefore_o let_v we_o now_o 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