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christ_n who_o now_o come_v to_o save_v his_o elect_a from_o sin_n the_o end_n of_o his_o work_n what_o be_v the_o man_n the_o better_a for_o conviction_n affection_n to_o christ_n name_v what_o you_o can_v that_o remain_v still_o in_o his_o sin_n when_o the_o apostle_n will_v sum_n up_o all_o the_o misery_n of_o man_n he_o do_v it_o in_o those_o word_n 15.17_o you_o be_v yet_o in_o your_o sin_n so_o i_o say_v thou_o be_v convict_v but_o be_v yet_o in_o thy_o sin_n be_v affect_v with_o christ_n and_o take_v hold_v of_o christ_n but_o be_v yet_o in_o thy_o sin_n he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n shall_v find_v mercy_n 28.13_o you_o
and_o death_n for_o sin_n that_o this_o end_n may_v be_v attain_v gal._n 3.22_o and_o therefore_o feel_v of_o sin_n and_o death_n and_o misery_n be_v the_o mean_n must_v precede_v the_o other_o as_o the_o end_n and_o therefore_o as_o grace_n may_v be_v see_v by_o conviction_n of_o misery_n so_o the_o sweetness_n of_o it_o only_o can_v be_v feel_v by_o feel_a misery_n in_o this_o work_n of_o compunction_n quest._n but_o you_o will_v say_v what_o be_v this_o compunction_n and_o wherein_o do_v it_o consist_v this_o be_v the_o three_o particular_a to_o be_v open_v answ._n in_o general_a it_o be_v whereby_o the_o soul_n be_v affect_v with_o sin_n and_o make_v sensible_a of_o sin_n but_o more_o particular_o compunction_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o the_o prick_n of_o the_o heart_n or_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o such_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o misery_n as_o sever_v the_o soul_n from_o sin_n and_o from_o go_v on_o towards_o its_o eternal_a misery_n so_o that_o it_o 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of_o adoption_n never_o have_v and_o therefore_o they_o be_v such_o as_o pursue_v the_o soul_n with_o some_o threaten_n of_o the_o word_n pronounce_v death_n and_o perdition_n to_o he_o in_o that_o estate_n ex._n gr_n he_o that_o believe_v not_o be_v condemn_v already_o thus_o the_o word_n speak_v to_o conscience_n john_n 3.17_o thou_o believe_v not_o sai_z a_o man_n own_o conscience_n the_o spirit_n witness_v with_o it_o therefore_o thou_o be_v condemn_v say_v conscience_n now_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n be_v the_o testimony_n of_o god_n spirit_n witness_v to_o both_o the_o premise_n and_o conclusion_n now_o this_o spirit_n no_o regenerate_a man_n indeed_o ever_o have_v after_o this_o time_n but_o the_o fear_n he_o have_v arise_v from_o another_o principle_n of_o corruption_n of_o conscience_n and_o malice_n of_o satan_n through_o the_o present_a desertion_n of_o the_o spirit_n leave_v he_o not_o from_o any_o positive_a witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o any_o such_o untruth_n 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affright_a like_o man_n in_o a_o dream_n that_o think_v they_o be_v in_o hell_n yet_o can_v tell_v what_o that_o evil_a be_v which_o they_o fear_v but_o they_o be_v clear_a fear_n whereby_o they_o distinct_o know_v and_o see_v that_o they_o be_v miserable_a and_o what_o that_o misery_n be_v 3._o hence_o it_o follow_v that_o they_o be_v strong_a fear_n because_o the_o almighty_a hand_n of_o the_o spirit_n set_v they_o on_o and_o shake_v the_o soul_n they_o be_v not_o weak_a fear_n which_o a_o man_n can_v shake_v off_o or_o cure_v by_o weak_a hope_n sleep_n or_o business_n etc._n etc._n like_o some_o wind_n that_o shake_v the_o tree_n but_o never_o blow_v it_o down_o but_o these_o fear_n cast_v down_o
shall_v smart_v and_o bleed_v too_o before_o god_n will_v heal_v 2._o second_o it_o be_v a_o great_a mourning_n because_o it_o be_v call_v a_o spirit_n of_o mourn_a as_o a_o spirit_n of_o slumber_n be_v a_o deep_a slumber_n when_o the_o poor_a jew_n shall_v be_v convert_v their_o great_a sin_n shall_v then_o be_v present_v before_o they_o of_o curse_v and_o crucify_a the_o lord_n of_o life_n as_o it_o be_v to_o those_o act_n 2.36_o and_o by_o reason_n of_o this_o there_o shall_v be_v a_o great_a mourning_n 12.11_o that_o they_o shall_v desire_v to_o go_v alone_o in_o secret_a every_o one_o apart_o and_o take_v their_o fill_n of_o mourning_n before_o the_o lord_n open_v the_o fountain_n of_o grace_n 13.1_o it_o be_v not_o a_o summer_n cloud_n or_o a_o april_n shower_n that_o be_v soon_o spend_v but_o a_o great_a mourning_n for_o 1._o before_o this_o spirit_n of_o sorrow_n come_v a_o man_n heart_n take_v great_a delight_n in_o his_o sin_n it_o be_v his_o god_n his_o life_n and_o sweet_a than_o christ_n and_o all_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n and_o therefore_o there_o must_v be_v great_a sorrow_n sin_n must_v be_v make_v exceed_o bitter_a a_o man_n that_o be_v very_o hungry_a and_o thirsty_a after_o his_o lust_n must_v find_v such_o meat_n and_o drink_n exceed_v bitter_a else_o he_o will_v feed_v on_o it_o solomon_n take_v great_a content_n in_o woman_n but_o what_o say_v he_o when_o the_o lord_n humble_v he_o i_o find_v a_o woman_n more_o bitter_a than_o death_n 7.26_o hear_v this_o you_o harlot_n and_o you_o that_o live_v in_o your_o wanton_a lust_n the_o lord_n will_v make_v your_o sweet_a morsel_n more_o bitter_a than_o death_n to_o you_o if_o the_o lord_n save_v you_o 2._o because_o the_o great_a evil_n be_v the_o object_n of_o this_o sorrow_n viz._n sin_n and_o death_n it_o be_v true_a a_o man_n may_v mourn_v for_o small_a evil_n soon_o but_o when_o the_o spirit_n set_v on_o the_o great_a evil_n â—_o than_o they_o sad_a much_o more_o my_o iniquity_n be_v too_o 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sin_n reign_n i_o can_v subdue_v it_o nay_o the_o lord_n will_v not_o that_o i_o fear_v the_o lord_n have_v leave_v i_o over_o to_o it_o the_o increase_n of_o sin_n it_o feel_v make_v it_o mourn_v also_o i_o grow_v worse_o and_o worse_o say_v the_o soul_n the_o leak_n come_v in_o fast_a than_o he_o can_v cast_v it_o out_o 9.12_o the_o greatness_n of_o sin_n make_v it_o mourn_v be_v there_o ever_o such_o a_o sinner_n as_o i_o and_o last_o the_o sense_n of_o condemnation_n for_o sin_n lie_v upon_o he_o ult_n this_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o your_o evil_a way_n say_v the_o spirit_n the_o soul_n do_v not_o let_v sin_n pass_v by_o it_o now_o as_o water_v down_o the_o mill_n but_o be_v stop_v by_o conviction_n and_o fear_n of_o the_o evil_a of_o it_o it_o swell_v very_o high_a and_o fill_v the_o heart_n full_a of_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n that_o many_o time_n it_o be_v overwhelm_v therewith_o 3._o because_o christ_n will_v not_o be_v very_o sweet_a unless_o this_o mourning_n under_o misery_n 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