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grace_n richard_n baxter_n august_n 25._o 1661._o postscript_n madam_n since_o the_o write_n of_o this_o epistle_n find_v you_o under_o the_o afflict_a hand_n of_o god_n think_v meet_v to_o remember_v you_o of_o what_o â—ou_fw-mi know_v that_o god_n thus_o train_v up_o his_o child_n for_o their_o rest_n who_o he_o love_v â—e_n chasten_v and_o scourge_v every_o son_n â—hom_n he_o receive_v if_o we_o endure_v chasten_v god_n deal_v with_o we_o as_o with_o child_n â—nd_v if_o we_o be_v without_o chastisement_n whereof_o 〈◊〉_d be_v partaker_n than_o we_o be_v bastard_n and_o â—ot_n son_n heb._n 12.6_o 7_o 8._o the_o same_o flesh_n â—â—at_o will_v be_v please_v will_v grudge_v when_o it_o 〈◊〉_d displease_v and_o that_o which_o be_v our_o enticeâ—â—g_a enemy_n in_o prosperity_n will_v be_v our_o
disturb_a enemy_n in_o adversity_n as_o fleshly_a â—inds_n misjudge_v of_o the_o law_n and_o service_n of_o â—od_n and_o can_v be_v subject_a because_o of_o the_o amity_n against_o he_o rom._n 8.7_o so_o do_v they_o misjudge_v of_o his_o chastisement_n and_o so_o far_a 〈◊〉_d they_o participate_v of_o this_o disease_n the_o best_a â—â—ll_v be_v repine_v and_o tempt_v to_o unworthy_a â—oughts_n of_o god_n even_o innocent_a nature_n â—oth_o to_o suffer_v christ_n himself_o say_v if_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o anâ—_n nature_n so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v corrupt_v be_v yet_o mucâ—_n more_o averse_a because_o the_o flesh_n be_v more_o inâ—ordinately_o desirous_a of_o its_o ease_n and_o passion_n more_o turbulent_a when_o it_o be_v deny_v and_o thâ—_n soul_n have_v less_o apprehension_n and_o relish_n 〈◊〉_d that_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n anâ—_n end_v and_o shall_v sweeten_v all_o to_o a_o reconcile_v well-composed_a mind_n and_o it_o be_v alsâ—_n less_o satisfy_v in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o it_o be_v leâ—â—_n subject_a to_o it_o and_o patience_n be_v defective_a bâ—â—cause_n of_o the_o weakness_n of_o the_o grace_n thâ—_n shall_v support_v we_o beside_o which_o also_o tenderness_n of_o spirit_n and_o overmuch_o sensibâ—â—lity_n fear_n and_o trouble_n be_v ordinary_a effect_n of_o the_o weak_a and_o tender_a nature_n of_o maâ—_n especial_o of_o the_o more_o weak_a and_o tendâ—â—_n sex_n and_o when_o all_o these_o concur_v tâ—â—_n averseness_n of_o the_o most_o innocent_a nature_n tâ—â—_n remnant_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o special_a tenderness_n of_o your_o nature_n and_o sex_n your_o burdeâ—_n and_o trial_n be_v much_o the_o great_a and_o yoâ—_n grief_n must_v needs_o be_v much_o the_o moâ—â—_n but_o i_o beseech_v you_o remember_v that_o yoâ—_n have_v not_o to_o do_v with_o a_o enemy_n but_o a_o fâ—â—ther_n that_o know_v what_o he_o do_v aâ—â—_n mean_v you_o no_o hurt_n but_o that_o which_o be_v tâ—â—_n fit_a mean_n to_o your_o good_a and_o to_o yoâ—_n escape_v great_a hurt_n that_o love_v you_o 〈◊〉_d less_o in_o the_o great_a of_o your_o pain_n and_o danger_n than_o in_o the_o great_a of_o your_o prosperity_n and_o peace_n that_o you_o have_v a_o head_n in_o heaven_n that_o be_v partaker_n with_o we_o of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v we_o from_o our_o bondage_n which_o we_o be_v in_o through_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n who_o be_v make_v perfect_a by_o suffer_v and_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o call_v we_o brother_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n make_v like_a unto_o we_o that_o he_o may_v be_v a_o merciful_a and_o faithful_a high_a priest_n in_o thing_n pertain_v to_o god_n â—o_o make_v reconciliation_n for_o our_o sin_n who_o â—n_n that_o he_o himself_o have_v suffer_v be_v tempt_v be_v able_a to_o succour_v they_o that_o be_v tempt_v heb._n 2.10_o 11_o 14_o 15_o 17_o 18._o we_o have_v not_o a_o high_a priest_n that_o can_v be_v touch_v with_o the_o feel_n of_o our_o infirmity_n but_o be_v in_o all_o point_v tempt_v or_o try_v â—s_n we_o be_v but_o without_o sin_n he_o that_o himself_o in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o flesh_n do_v offer_v up_o prayer_n and_o supplication_n with_o strong_a cry_v and_o tear_n to_o he_o that_o be_v able_a to_o save_v he_o from_o death_n heb._n 5.7_o will_v not_o be_v angry_a if_o his_o servant_n complain_v and_o cry_v â—o_o he_o in_o their_o suffering_n he_o that_o cry_v â—ut_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o will_v pity_v his_o poor_a distress_a member_n and_o not_o forsake_v they_o when_o they_o â—hink_v themselves_o forsake_v and_o if_o they_o go_v beyond_o their_o bound_n in_o their_o complain_n he_o will_v not_o therefore_o disregard_n their_o moan_n but_o he_o that_o honour_v the_o patience_n of_o job_n though_o he_o so_o passionate_o curseâ—_n the_o day_n of_o his_o birth_n will_v love_v the_o faith_n anâ—_n patience_n of_o his_o people_n notwithstanding_o the_o mixture_n of_o unbelief_n and_o impatience_n he_o be_v ready_a with_o his_o gracious_a excuse_n matth._n 26.41_o the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a buâ—_n the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a and_o he_o consider_v that_o our_o strength_n and_o flesh_n be_v not_o of_o stone_n or_o brass_n job_n 6.12_o he_o will_v therefore_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o contrite_a and_o wiâ—â—_n not_o contend_v for_o ever_o nor_o be_v always_o wroth_a lest_o the_o spirit_n shall_v fail_v before_o he_o and_o the_o soul_n which_o he_o have_v make_v isai_n 57.15_o 16._o and_o though_o no_o chasten_n for_o the_o present_a seem_v to_o be_v joyous_a but_o grievous_a yet_o the_o end_n be_v that_o he_o may_v make_v uâ—_n partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n and_o afterwards_o it_o yield_v the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n to_o they_o that_o be_v exercise_v thereby_o heb._n 12.10_o 11._o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o endure_v temptation_n for_o when_o he_o be_v try_v he_o shall_v receive_v the_o crown_n of_o life_n which_o god_n have_v 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as_o he_o go_v further_a for_o the_o world_n and_o set_v it_o near_o to_o his_o heart_n and_o hold_v it_o fast_o and_o will_v do_v most_o for_o it_o and_o consequent_o love_v it_o better_o than_o christ_n he_o be_v no_o true_a christian_n nor_o in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n the_o scripture_n put_v this_o also_o out_o of_o doubt_n as_o you_o may_v see_v mat._n 10.37_o 38._o &_o luke_n â—4_n 26_o 27_o 33._o he_o that_o love_v father_n or_o mother_n more_o than_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o i_o etc._n etc._n whosoever_o do_v not_o bear_v his_o cross_n and_o come_v after_o i_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n whoever_o he_o be_v of_o you_o that_o forsake_v not_o all_o that_o â—e_n have_v he_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n know_v â—e_v not_o that_o the_o friendship_n of_o the_o world_n be_v enmity_n with_o god_n whosoever_o therefore_o will_v be_v a_o friend_n of_o the_o world_n be_v the_o enemy_n of_o god_n â—am_n 4.4_o no_o wonder_n then_o if_o the_o world_n must_v be_v renounce_v in_o our_o 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you_o may_v be_v save_v without_o reâ—generation_n or_o that_o you_o be_v regenerate_v wheâ—_n you_o be_v not_o be_v the_o pillar_n of_o satan_n forâ—tress_n in_o your_o heart_n and_o keep_v you_o froâ—_n the_o save_a hope_n of_o the_o regenerate_v thaâ—_n that_o will_v never_o make_v you_o ashamed_a upâ—hold_v not_o that_o which_o christ_n be_v engageâ—_n against_o down_o it_o must_v either_o by_o graâ—â—_n or_o judgement_n and_o therefore_o abuse_v noâ—_n your_o soul_n by_o underprop_a such_o a_o ill-grounded_a false_a deceitful_a hope_n you_o have_v now_o time_n to_o take_v it_o down_o so_o orderly_a and_o safe_o as_o that_o it_o fall_v not_o on_o your_o head_n and_o overwhelm_v you_o not_o for_o ever_o but_o if_o you_o stay_v till_o death_n shall_v undermine_v it_o the_o falâ—_n will_v be_v great_a and_o your_o ruin_n irreparable_a if_o you_o be_v wise_a therefore_o know_v yourselves_o in_o time_n ii_o i_o have_v do_v with_o that_o part_n of_o my_o special_a exhortation_n which_o 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you_o that_o you_o know_v your_o state_n and_o have_v find_v yourselves_o in_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o the_o faith_n of_o christ_n and_o possess_v by_o his_o spirit_n though_o this_o be_v a_o mercy_n worth_a many_o world_n yet_o this_o be_v not_o all_o concern_v yourselves_o that_o you_o have_v to_o know_v if_o yet_o you_o say_v that_o you_o have_v no_o sin_n you_o deceive_v yourselves_o if_o yet_o you_o think_v you_o be_v pass_v all_o danger_n your_o danger_n be_v the_o great_a for_o this_o mistake_n as_o much_o as_o you_o have_v be_v humble_v for_o sin_n as_o much_o as_o you_o have_v loathe_v it_o and_o yourselves_o for_o it_o as_o oft_o as_o you_o have_v confess_v it_o lament_v it_o and_o complain_v and_o pray_v against_o it_o yet_o it_o be_v alive_a though_o it_o be_v mortify_v it_o be_v alive_a it_o be_v say_v to_o be_v mortify_v as_o to_o the_o prevalency_n and_o reign_n but_o the_o relic_n of_o it_o yet_o survive_v be_v it_o perfect_o dead_a you_o be_v perfect_o deliver_v 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you_o ought_v because_o you_o know_v yourselves_o no_o better_o do_v you_o see_v your_o inside_n with_o a_o full_a view_n how_o deep_o will_v you_o aggravate_v your_o sin_n how_o heavy_o will_v you_o charge_v yourselves_o repentance_n will_v be_v more_o intense_a and_o more_o effectual_a and_o when_o you_o be_v more_o contrite_a you_o will_v be_v more_o meet_a for_o the_o sense_n of_o pardon_n and_o for_o god_n delight_n isa_n 51.15_o &_o 66.2_o it_o will_v fill_v you_o more_o with_o godly_a shame_n and_o self-abhorrence_a if_o you_o better_a know_v yourselves_o it_o will_v make_v you_o more_o sensible_o say_v with_o paul_n rom._n 7.23_o 24._o i_o see_v another_o law_n in_o my_o member_n war_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o bring_v i_o into_o captivity_n to_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v in_o my_o member_n o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o the_o body_n of_o this_o death_n and_o with_o david_n psal_n 38.18_o i_o will_v declare_v 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part_n what_o prayer_n will_v it_o teach_v we_o to_o indite_v that_o you_o be_v not_o proud_a of_o your_o holiness_n let_v i_o tell_v you_o christian_n that_o a_o full_a display_v of_o the_o corruption_n that_o the_o best_a of_o you_o carry_v about_o you_o will_v not_o only_o take_v down_o self-exalting_a thought_n that_o you_o be_v not_o lift_v up_o above_o measure_n but_o will_v teach_v you_o to_o pray_v with_o fervour_n and_o importunity_n and_o waken_v you_o out_o of_o your_o sleepy_a indifferency_n and_o make_v you_o cry_v o_o wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o if_o the_o sight_n of_o a_o lazar_n or_o cripple_n or_o naked_a person_n move_v you_o to_o compassion_n though_o they_o use_v no_o word_n if_o the_o sight_n
know_v himself_o and_o know_v what_o he_o shall_v do_v if_o he_o have_v the_o temptation_n of_o other_o man_n and_o o_o what_o sad_a discovery_n be_v make_v in_o the_o hour_n of_o temptation_n what_o swarm_n of_o vice_n break_v out_o in_o some_o like_a vermin_n that_o lay_v hide_v in_o the_o cold_a of_o winter_n and_o crawl_v about_o when_o they_o feel_v thâ—_n summers_n heat_n what_o horrid_a corruption_n which_o we_o never_o observe_v in_o ourselves_o before_o do_v show_v themselves_o in_o the_o hour_n oâ—_n temptation_n who_o will_v have_v think_v that_o righteous_a noah_n have_v in_o the_o ark_n 〈◊〉_d such_o a_o heart_n as_o will_v by_o carelessness_n 〈◊〉_d into_o the_o sin_n of_o drunkenness_n or_o that_o rightâ—â—ous_a lot_n have_v carry_v from_o sodom_n the_o seed_n 〈◊〉_d drunkenness_n and_o incest_n in_o he_o or_o thâ—â—_n david_n a_o man_n so_o eminent_a in_o holiness_n and_o a_o man_n after_o god_n own_o heart_n have_v 〈◊〉_d heart_n that_o have_v in_o it_o the_o seed_n of_o adultery_n and_o murder_n little_a thought_n peter_n when_o he_o profess_v christ_n mat._n 16.16_o that_o theâ—â—_n have_v be_v in_o he_o such_o carnality_n and_o unbelief_n as_o will_v have_v so_o soon_o provoke_v christ_n to_o say_v get_v thou_o behind_o i_o satan_n thou_o be_v a_o offence_n unto_o i_o for_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d not_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v of_o god_n but_o those_o that_o 〈◊〉_d of_o man_n ver_fw-la 22.23_o and_o little_o do_v he_o think_v â—hen_o he_o so_o vehement_o profess_v his_o resoluâ—â—on_n rather_o to_o die_v with_o christ_n then_o deny_v he_o â—â—at_v there_o have_v be_v then_o in_o his_o heart_n the_o 〈◊〉_d that_o will_v bring_v forth_o this_o bitter_a â—â—it_n mat._n 26.74_o 75._o who_o know_v what_o be_v virtual_o in_o a_o seed_n that_o never_o see_v the_o tree_n 〈◊〉_d taste_v of_o the_o fruit_n especial_o when_o we_o have_v not_o only_o a_o â—â—eedom_n from_o temptation_n but_o also_o the_o most_o powerful_a mean_n to_o keep_v under_o vicious_a habit_n 〈◊〉_d hard_a to_o know_v how_o far_o they_o be_v mortify_v 〈◊〉_d the_o root_n when_o man_n be_v among_o those_o â—â—at_a countenance_n the_o contrary_a virtue_n and_o â—here_o the_o vice_n be_v in_o disgrace_n and_o where_o â—_z of_o piety_n and_o temperance_n be_v still_o â—efore_o their_o eye_n if_o they_o dwell_v in_o such_o â—aces_n and_o company_n where_o authority_n and_o friendship_n and_o reason_n do_v all_o take_v part_n with_o 〈◊〉_d and_o cry_v down_o the_o evil_a no_o wonder_n 〈◊〉_d the_o evil_a that_o be_v unmortified_a in_o man_n heart_n â—o_o not_o much_o break_v out_o to_o their_o own_o or_o uther_n observation_n through_o all_o this_o opposition_n the_o instance_n of_o king_n joash_n be_v faâ—oâ—s_n for_o this_o who_o do_v that_o which_o be_v â—ight_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n all_o the_o day_n â—fâ—ehojada_n â—ehojada_z the_o priest_n that_o instruct_v he_o 2_o king_n 12.2_o but_o after_o his_o death_n when_o the_o prince_n of_o juda_n flatter_v he_o with_o their_o obeisance_n he_o leave_v the_o house_n of_o god_n and_o serve_v idol_n till_o wrath_n come_v upon_o the_o land_n and_o be_v so_o harden_v in_o sin_n as_o to_o murdeâ—_n zechariah_n the_o prophet_n of_o god_n and_o 〈◊〉_d of_o that_o jehojada_n that_o have_v bring_v he_o out_o of_o obscurity_n and_o set_v he_o upon_o the_o throneâ—_n even_o because_o he_o speak_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n against_o his_o sin_n 2_o chron._n 24.20_o 21_o 22._o who_o will_v have_v think_v that_o it_o have_v be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o solomon_n a_o man_n so_o wise_a so_o holy_a and_o so_o solemn_o engage_v to_o god_n by_o his_o public_a profession_n and_o work_n to_o have_v commit_v the_o abomination_n mention_v 1_o king_n 11.4_o if_o you_o say_v that_o all_o this_o prove_v not_o that_o there_o be_v any_o seed_n or_o root_n of_o such_o a_o sin_n in_o the_o heart_n before_o but_o only_o that_o the_o temptation_n do_v prevail_v to_o cause_v the_o act_n first_o and_o then_o such_o habit_n 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