thy_o reformation_n let_v the_o pleasure_n be_v never_o so_o fair_a or_o ever_o so_o many_o be_v not_o deceive_v by_o thyself_o but_o be_v thou_o a_o doer_n of_o the_o work_n and_o not_o a_o pretender_n to_o it_o only_o it_o be_v a_o deceive_a and_o a_o deceive_a heart_n that_o make_v thou_o hitherto_o either_o defer_v the_o duty_n or_o do_v it_o slight_o ix_o direction_n 9_o if_o you_o will_v be_v thorough_o reform_v 15._o s._n 15._o convert_v and_o save_v in_o time_n then_o forthwith_o give_v up_o thyself_o to_o jesus_n christ_n and_o to_o the_o word_n of_o his_o grace_n let_v christ_n be_v thy_o physician_n go_v to_o he_o which_o be_v the_o fountain_n open_v for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n 1.7_o zac._n 13.1_o 1_o jo._n 1.7_o it_o be_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n that_o cleanse_v from_o all_o sin_n flee_v unto_o he_o and_o yield_v up_o thyself_o unto_o he_o show_v thy_o wound_n and_o beg_v his_o heal_n carry_v thy_o burden_n and_o let_v he_o ease_v thou_o come_v unto_o i_o say_v christ_n 29._o mat._n 11.28_o 29._o all_o you_o that_o be_v heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n take_v my_o yoke_n upon_o you_o and_o learn_v of_o i_o and_o you_o shall_v find_v rest_n for_o your_o soul_n let_v the_o word_n of_o god_n grace_n reach_v thou_o and_o rule_v thou_o be_v often_o at_o those_o ordinance_n where_o christ_n be_v apply_v to_o thy_o soul_n and_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n be_v work_v conversion_n give_v up_o and_o resign_v thyself_o to_o the_o teach_n of_o the_o spirit_n by_o the_o word_n hear_v that_o word_n and_o obey_v it_o which_o discover_v and_o debase_v sin_n and_o search_v the_o heart_n &_o frequent_v that_o preach_n that_o advance_v christ_n and_o holiness_n that_o woo_v thou_o off_o thy_o sin_n unto_o christ_n and_o holy_a walk_n if_o thou_o be_v convert_v it_o must_v be_v by_o those_o mean_n that_o god_n have_v appoint_v to_o convert_v soul_n 16._o s._n 16._o and_o bring_v they_o to_o save_v faith_n and_o repentance_n all_o true_a convert_n can_v say_v that_o god_n of_o his_o own_o will_n beget_v they_o with_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n 22._o jam._n 1.18.21_o 22._o wherefore_o lay_v apart_o all_o filthiness_n and_o receive_v with_o meekness_n the_o engraft_a word_n which_o be_v able_a to_o save_v your_o soul_n but_o he_o you_o doer_n of_o the_o word_n and_o not_o hearer_n only_o deceive_v your_o own_o self_n and_o every_o one_o that_o be_v make_v a_o new_a creature_n must_v say_v be_v bear_v again_o not_o of_o corruptible_a but_o of_o incorruptible_a seed_n 25._o 1_o pet._n 1.23_o 25._o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o live_v and_o abide_v for_o ever_o and_o this_o be_v the_o word_n which_o by_o the_o gospel_n be_v preach_v unto_o you_o therefore_o yield_v thyself_o free_o and_o whole_o to_o christ_n 17._o s._n 17._o and_o the_o word_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o thou_o may_v then_o be_v seasonable_o and_o save_o wrought_v on_o and_o convert_v x._o direction_n 10._o do_v thou_o intend_v to_o reform_v thy_o heart_n and_o life_n 18._o s._n 18._o will_v thou_o be_v a_o true_a convert_n and_o have_v thy_o fault_n pardon_v and_o thy_o life_n amend_v then_o be_v fervent_a and_o frequent_a in_o prayer_n to_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n for_o this_o very_a thing_n pray_v i_o say_v mighty_o fervent_o and_o frequent_o if_o ever_o thy_o reformation_n be_v wrought_v it_o must_v come_v from_o god_n and_o he_o will_v be_v seek_v unto_o by_o prayer_n and_o the_o desire_n of_o thy_o soul_n must_v be_v with_o earnestness_n that_o god_n will_v pardon_v thou_o and_o heal_v thou_o and_z separate_z sin_n and_o thy_o soul_n sin_n from_o thy_o conversation_n and_o instead_o thereof_o implant_v grace_n and_o nourish_v holiness_n and_o make_v thou_o a_o new_a man_n by_o renew_v thy_o judgement_n will_n and_o affection_n and_o introduce_v the_o image_n of_o the_o holy_a jesus_n in_o thy_o soul_n and_o conversation_n it_o be_v true_a 19_o s._n 19_o god_n have_v make_v free_a and_o gracious_a promise_n that_o he_o will_v give_v grace_n to_o convert_v and_o change_v the_o heart_n from_o evil_a to_o good_a that_o he_o will_v cleanse_v and_o purisie_n by_o his_o spirit_n say_v i_o will_v give_v grace_n i_o will_v pardon_v i_o will_v heal_v 37._o ezek._n 36.25_o 26_o 37._o i_o will_v sprinkle_v clean_a water_n upon_o you_o and_o you_o shall_v be_v clean_o from_o all_o your_o filthiness_n a_o new_a heart_n also_o will_v i_o give_v you_o and_o a_o new_a spirit_n will_v i_o put_v within_o you_o and_o i_o will_v take_v away_o the_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o your_o flesh_n and_o give_v you_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n and_o i_o will_v put_v my_o spirit_n within_o you_o and_o cause_v you_o to_o walk_v in_o my_o statute_n god_n will_v do_v all_o this_o for_o and_o to_o a_o poor_a sinner_n and_o except_o god_n give_v it_o and_o work_v it_o no_o man_n live_a can_v get_v it_o yet_o say_v the_o lord_n i_o will_v yet_o for_o all_o this_o be_v inquire_v of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n to_o do_v this_o thing_n for_o they_o god_n give_v david_n a_o aew_a heart_n and_o pardon_v his_o sin_n yet_o see_v that_o 51._o 51.10_o psal_n 51.10_o psalm_n david_n pray_v hearty_o create_v in_o i_o a_o clean_a heart_n o_o god_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o our_o saviour_n christ_n bid_v we_o ask_v 7._o mat_n 7.6_o 7._o and_o you_o shall_v have_v seek_v and_o you_o shall_v find_v knock_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v open_v for_o every_o one_o that_o ask_v receive_v and_o he_o that_o seek_v find_v and_o to_o he_o that_o knock_v it_o shall_v be_v open_v therefore_o if_o ever_o thou_o will_v be_v save_o convert_v seek_v it_o earnest_o of_o god_n cry_v incessant_o and_o mighty_o to_o the_o lord_n and_o give_v he_o no_o rest_n until_o he_o give_v thou_o conversion_n and_o pardon_n pray_v that_o thou_o may_v get_v it_o and_o pray_v that_o thou_o may_v keep_v it_o pray_v for_o this_o spirit_n and_o pray_v with_o it_o and_o never_o leave_v off_o pray_v as_o long_o as_o thou_o live_v and_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o no_o man_n shall_v attain_v unto_o save_a reformation_n but_o he_o that_o beg_v it_o of_o god_n and_o seek_v earnest_o after_o it_o and_o i_o be_o also_o persuade_v that_o he_o that_o beg_v it_o earnest_o and_o constant_o shall_v not_o be_v deny_v it_o if_o he_o neglect_v not_o to_o endeavour_v to_o practice_v what_o god_n command_v thus_o have_v i_o give_v you_o those_o direction_n 20._o s._n 20._o which_o if_o you_o will_v speedy_o and_o careful_o follow_v and_o put_v in_o practice_n will_v prove_v very_o successful_a towards_o your_o reformation_n those_o mean_v god_n have_v appoint_v to_o bring_v about_o this_o so_o great_a and_o necessary_a a_o work_n of_o reformation_n if_o conscientious_o and_o diligent_o use_v now_o i_o will_v persuade_v you_o to_o use_v all_o mean_n possible_a 21._o s._n 21._o and_o with_o all_o speed_n possible_a that_o may_v be_v any_o way_n conduce_v to_o thy_o reformation_n by_o these_o motive_n follow_v chap._n fourteen_o some_o motive_n to_o provoke_v man_n to_o be_v speedy_a and_o in_o good_a earnest_n about_o the_o one_o thing_n necessary_a which_o be_v sound_a reformation_n i._o motive_n 1._o remember_v that_o all_o thy_o weal_n and_o happiness_n depend_v upon_o this_o very_a thing_n 1._o s._n 1._o even_o that_o thou_o be_v worth_a in_o a_o other_o world_n if_o thou_o be_v convert_v in_o time_n thou_o be_v make_v for_o ever_o but_o if_o thou_o put_v off_o thy_o reformation_n and_o will_v not_o yield_v to_o become_v a_o penitent_a and_o thorough_o reform_v it_o will_v be_v thy_o mar_n for_o ever_o this_o must_v be_v do_v and_o do_v perfect_o or_o else_o thy_o poor_a soul_n will_v be_v quite_o undo_v and_o a_o lose_a man_n for_o ever_o thou_o will_v be_v it_o be_v as_o impossible_a for_o a_o man_n that_o live_v and_o die_v in_o a_o unregenerate_a estate_n to_o be_v happy_a in_o another_o world_n as_o it_o be_v for_o one_o damn_v in_o hell_n already_o to_o come_v thence_o or_o to_o be_v there_o happy_a where_o he_o be_v now_o or_o never_o be_v the_o time_n to_o provide_v for_o heaven_n by_o timely_a reformation_n here_o or_o no_o where_n must_v every_o one_o that_o mean_v to_o be_v save_v look_n to_o it_o for_o when_o death_n shall_v part_v soul_n and_o body_n there_o be_v no_o more_o work_v nor_o reform_v here_o and_o now_o be_v the_o time_n and_o place_n in_o this_o present_a world_n to_o do_v all_o we_o have_v to_o do_v in_o reformation_n in_o the_o other_o world_n every_o one_o must_v be_v reward_v according_a to_o what_o he_o have_v do_v in_o this_o world_n and_o receive_v a_o final_a unalterable_a sentence_n and_o the_o decree_n of_o the_o almighty_a will_v
mindful_a of_o they_o and_o be_v watchful_a over_o thy_o inward_a &_o outward_a self_n every_o hour_n in_o every_o place_n and_o action_n as_o thou_o ever_o hope_v to_o avoid_v sin_n to_o keep_v thyself_o pure_a and_o to_o please_v god_n for_o judas_n the_o 8_o verse_n speak_v of_o filthy_a dreamer_n who_o defile_v the_o flesh_n etc._n etc._n §._o vii_o worldly_n joy_n and_o sorrow_n i_o entreat_v likewise_o you_o will_v be_v warn_v about_o your_o joy_n and_o grief_n 34._o s._n 34._o for_o as_o they_o be_v more_o or_o less_o about_o worldly_a concernment_n so_o be_v they_o more_o or_o less_o sinful_a it_o be_v true_a we_o the_o best_a of_o we_o be_v but_o man_n at_o the_o best_a and_o easy_o be_v we_o surprise_v we_o have_v these_o passion_n in_o our_o nature_n and_o of_o themselves_o be_v not_o sinful_a but_o our_o fail_n be_v about_o their_o measure_n and_o their_o object_n and_o the_o more_o our_o delight_n be_v in_o the_o fruition_n of_o the_o object_n according_a to_o the_o value_n and_o esteem_v we_o have_v of_o the_o thing_n so_o the_o more_o be_v our_o sorrow_n arise_v from_o the_o want_n of_o or_o part_n with_o our_o belove_a whatever_o it_o be_v and_o this_o may_v be_v sometime_o good_a and_o gracious_a according_a to_o the_o sense_n &_o apprehension_n we_o have_v of_o good_a thing_n 35._o s._n 35._o to_o wit_n to_o rejoice_v exceed_o and_o delight_n much_o in_o the_o presence_n and_o fruition_n of_o god_n and_o grace_n his_o word_n and_o religious_a duty_n and_o hope_n of_o heaven_n after_o a_o holy_a life_n here_o it_o be_v good_a and_o a_o duty_n as_o also_o to_o grieve_v much_o and_o sorrow_n hearty_o for_o the_o absence_n of_o grace_n or_o breach_n of_o covenant_n and_o faith_n with_o god_n to_o be_v grieve_v at_o the_o heart_n for_o sin_n commit_v or_o interruption_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n by_o fail_n in_o our_o duty_n of_o religion_n etc._n etc._n this_o i_o say_v be_v godly_a joy_n and_o godly_a sorrow_n and_o need_v not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o but_o common_o this_o be_v not_o the_o kind_n of_o that_o joy_n delight_n sorrow_n and_o perplexity_n which_o man_n and_o woman_n be_v so_o much_o in_o alas_o it_o be_v otherwise_o indeed_o it_o be_v sinful_a too_o much_o for_o it_o be_v worldly_a too_o much_o &_o yet_o how_o few_o take_v notice_n of_o their_o joy_n and_o grief_n whether_o they_o be_v sinful_a or_o holy_a hurtful_a or_o profitable_a to_o their_o soul_n to_o be_v a_o worldling_n be_v to_o be_v a_o sinner_n 36._o s._n 36._o &_o he_o can_v never_o joy_v or_o grieve_v much_o about_o worldly_a concernment_n but_o he_o must_v be_v one_o that_o love_v and_o prize_n earthly_a thing_n beyond_o their_o proportion_n irregular_o and_o sinful_o godly_a sorrow_n work_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n not_o be_v repent_v of_o 7.10_o 2_o cor._n 7.10_o but_o the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o world_n work_v death_n so_o to_o delight_n rejoice_v and_o glory_n in_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a and_o please_a to_o god_n but_o to_o set_v one_o heart_n upon_o riches_n honour_n and_o pleasure_n and_o to_o rejoice_v in_o any_o of_o these_o be_v a_o sin_n and_o such_o a_o joy_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o heaviness_n and_o such_o laughter_n into_o mourning_n 4.9_o jam._n 4.9_o if_o thy_o joy_n and_o grief_n lie_v about_o worldly_a thing_n and_o trifle_n 37._o s._n 37._o if_o thou_o have_v more_o comfort_n in_o a_o good_a bargain_n or_o a_o friend_n legacy_n or_o some_o worldly_a emolument_n then_o in_o the_o favour_n of_o god_n then_o in_o the_o pardon_n of_o thy_o sin_n then_o in_o the_o mean_n of_o salvation_n than_o be_v thou_o yet_o in_o fault_n and_o if_o thou_o can_v grieve_v and_o lament_v with_o tear_n the_o loss_n or_o disappointment_n of_o some_o benefit_n or_o the_o unkindness_n of_o a_o friend_n or_o the_o crossness_n of_o a_o enemy_n or_o chain_n of_o a_o tyrant_n etc._n etc._n and_o yet_o can_v not_o sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n the_o loss_n of_o god_n favour_n nor_o of_o miss_v a_o opportunity_n of_o grace_n and_o communion_n with_o god_n than_o thy_o joy_n and_o sorrow_n be_v worldly_a and_o sinful_a and_o you_o must_v not_o permit_v such_o worldly_a joy_n and_o sorrow_n to_o prevail_v but_o you_o must_v repent_v for_o they_o and_o leave_v off_o to_o spend_v your_o comfort_n and_o your_o grief_n this_o way_n and_o look_v to_o that_o you_o shall_v rejoice_v in_o and_o lament_v for_o as_o afore_o have_v be_v show_v and_o as_o for_o all_o other_o outward_a thing_n 38._o s._n 38._o our_o rejoice_v or_o grieve_v shall_v not_o be_v much_o or_o last_a labour_v therefore_o to_o reform_v these_o passion_n and_o set_v they_o right_n and_o this_o you_o will_v do_v if_o you_o desire_v to_o be_v sincere_a upright_a and_o complete_a in_o the_o reformation_n and_o the_o like_a do_v i_o advise_v you_o to_o do_v about_o your_o impatiency_n and_o discontent_n 39_o s._n 39_o fretting_n and_o perplexity_n about_o these_o worldly_a temporary_a vain_a perish_v thing_n as_o also_o with_o your_o cark_n carefulness_n your_o thoughtfullnesse_n and_o distrustfulness_n about_o earthly_a thing_n to_o reform_v in_o each_o of_o these_o for_o all_o such_o disposition_n be_v evil_a and_o hurtful_a both_o to_o soul_n and_o body_n wound_v your_o own_o soul_n and_o tranquillity_n of_o spirit_n and_o reputation_n of_o christianity_n and_o do_v much_o hinder_v the_o progress_n and_o increase_v of_o grace_n and_o heavenly_a conversation_n and_o all_o our_o affection_n about_o earthly_a thing_n regulate_v so_o that_o it_o may_v be_v with_o we_o as_o to_o our_o take_a pleasure_n in_o worldly_a vanity_n or_o confidence_n and_o rely_v as_o our_o happiness_n or_o chief_a support_n that_o once_o we_o may_v be_v able_a to_o say_v true_o with_o st._n paul_n i_o account_v of_o all_o thing_n as_o dung_n and_o dross_n in_o comparison_n of_o the_o thing_n of_o christ_n and_o heaven_n and_o to_o this_o must_v we_o come_v ere_o we_o be_v complete_a in_o christ_n and_o thorough_o change_v in_o all_o our_o affection_n to_o a_o state_n wherein_o we_o may_v true_o and_o free_o say_v without_o dissimulation_n or_o constraint_n say_v true_o the_o world_n be_v crucify_v unto_o i_o and_o i_o unto_o the_o world_n these_o worldly_a concernment_n move_v i_o not_o much_o any_o way_n i_o see_v nothing_o here_o below_o as_o thing_n below_o that_o deserve_v either_o my_o joy_n in_o their_o possession_n or_o grief_n for_o their_o absence_n nothing_o that_o i_o need_v be_v trouble_v much_o about_o or_o that_o i_o shall_v rely_v upon_o or_o put_v any_o trust_n at_o all_o in_o for_o all_o be_v fly_v and_o lie_v vanity_n therefore_o do_v i_o labour_v for_o and_o seek_v the_o thing_n above_o and_o my_o treasure_n be_v with_o christ_n in_o heaven_n there_o also_o be_v my_o heart_n and_o thither_o will_v i_o go_v for_o my_o comfort_n and_o my_o grief_n be_v that_o i_o be_o not_o more_o in_o love_n with_o they_o and_o less_o in_o love_n with_o the_o world_n and_o trouble_n of_o spirit_n about_o they_o that_o each_o of_o we_o may_v say_v 40._o s._n 40._o in_o obedience_n to_o that_o command_n 1_o john_n 2.15_o i_o love_v not_o the_o world_n neither_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n because_o i_o will_v not_o lose_v the_o love_n of_o my_o heavenly_a father_n for_o all_o that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n the_o lust_n of_o the_o eye_n and_o the_o pride_n of_o life_n i.e._n worldly_a pleasure_n or_o pelf_n or_o pomp_n which_o be_v not_o of_o god_n nor_o for_o his_o child_n and_o servant_n to_o look_v after_o for_o they_o and_o this_o world_n pass_v away_o 17._o 1_o jo._n 2_o 15_o 16_o 17._o but_o he_o that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n abide_v for_o ever_o and_o as_o i_o do_v urge_v and_o press_v thou_o to_o be_v careful_a and_o watchful_a over_o your_o spirit_n in_o those_o forementioned_a quality_n and_o act_n of_o your_o soul_n about_o those_o thing_n which_o although_o they_o may_v seem_v frivolous_a nicety_n to_o man_n that_o judge_v not_o of_o thing_n spiritual_o but_o according_a to_o sense_n and_o common_a apprehension_n yet_o i_o earnest_o entreat_v thou_o as_o thou_o hope_v for_o pardon_n grace_n and_o heaven_n at_o last_o that_o thou_o will_v reform_v they_o all_o in_o every_o instance_n for_o until_o you_o do_v you_o be_v not_o a_o true_a sincere_a reform_a convert_n for_o though_o they_o be_v esteem_v but_o small_a thing_n and_o inevitable_a infirmity_n yet_o their_o account_n will_v be_v numerous_a at_o last_o and_o their_o burden_n intolerable_a they_o will_v if_o not_o pardon_v sink_v thy_o soul_n as_o low_a as_o hell_n &_o pardon_v they_o will_v not_o be_v except_o thou_o repent_v of_o they_o and_o labour_n against_o they_o to_o a_o reformation_n of_o they_o all_o for_o
19.1_o eccles_n 19.1_o as_o the_o son_n of_o syrach_n say_v he_o that_o despise_v little_a thing_n shall_v fall_v by_o little_a and_o little_a and_o experience_n tell_v we_o that_o many_o small_a leak_n will_v in_o time_n sink_v the_o stout_a ship_n even_o so_o will_v these_o small_a sin_n if_o let_v alone_o make_v shipwreck_n of_o faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n 1.19_o titus_n 1.19_o and_o cast_v away_o thy_o soul_n at_o last_o §._o viii_o unthankfulness_n murmur_a inconsiderateness_n worldly_a confidence_n vain_a opinion_n and_o recreation_n and_o with_o the_o same_o earnestness_n do_v i_o persuade_v thou_o to_o reform_v thy_o unthank_v fullness_n to_o god_n for_o those_o daily_a favour_n he_o show_v to_o thou_o a_o worthless_a wretch_n 41.1_o s._n 41.1_o how_o many_o blessing_n have_v thou_o receive_v already_o and_o how_o many_o more_o lay_v up_o for_o thou_o and_o yet_o how_o seldom_o have_v thou_o return_v thanks_o to_o god_n for_o all_o how_o many_o thy_o mercy_n and_o how_o few_o thy_o acknowledgement_n o_o ingratitude_n be_v a_o very_a high_a offence_n both_o to_o god_n and_o good_a man_n thy_o murmur_a against_o god_n providence_n 42.2_o s._n 42.2_o and_o distrust_n of_o his_o fidelity_n and_o truth_n of_o performance_n of_o thing_n promise_v to_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o whilst_o thou_o seek_v he_o in_o his_o way_n of_o upright_o walk_v and_o yet_o how_o be_v thou_o ever_o and_o anon_o complain_v and_o utter_v thy_o discontent_n and_o hard_a thought_n of_o thy_o gracious_a good_a god_n o_o this_o must_v be_v leave_v i_o pray_v thou_o leave_v off_o murmur_v and_o learn_v submission_n and_o resignation_n to_o divine_a providence_n in_o all_o his_o dispensation_n and_o if_o thou_o have_v think_v ot_fw-mi speak_v foolish_o lay_v thy_o hand_n upon_o thy_o mouth_n do_v so_o no_o more_o god_n can_v endure_v murmur_v nor_o murmurer_n leave_v it_o quick_o if_o thou_o mean_v not_o to_o provoke_v god_n as_o the_o israelite_n do_v 6.10_o 1_o cor._n 6.10_o and_o be_v punish_v severe_o for_o it_o thy_o rash_a attempt_n and_o inconsiderateness_n 43.3_o s._n 43.3_o be_v no_o more_o heady_a but_o heedful_a consider_v serious_o both_o the_o nature_n of_o thy_o action_n and_o the_o end_n of_o they_o all_o for_o god_n account_v all_o man_n sinful_a that_o be_v nor_o considerate_a and_o serious_a 1.3_o isai_n 1.3_o because_o inconsiderate_a and_o rash_a the_o ox_n know_v his_o owner_n and_o the_o ass_n his_o master_n crib_n but_o israel_n do_v not_o know_v my_o people_n do_v not_o consider_v 8.6.7_o jer._n 8.6.7_o for_o as_o consideration_n be_v the_o begin_n of_o reformation_n so_o be_v inconsideratness_n a_o inlet_n to_o all_o vice_n and_o villainy_n thy_o worldly_a confidence_n and_o trust_n on_o vain_a thing_n must_v be_v alter_v to_o a_o trust_n and_o dependence_n on_o god_n only_o 44.4_o s._n 44.4_o if_o thou_o aim_v at_o save_a reformation_n for_o he_o that_o rely_v on_o any_o thing_n under_o heaven_n man_n or_o money_n arm_n of_o strength_n or_o army_n of_o man_n wit_n policy_n friend_n health_n greatness_n or_o his_o own_o goodness_n do_v much_o derogate_a from_o god_n and_o become_v sinful_a because_o he_o set_v his_o heart_n upon_o that_o which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v confide_v in_o nor_o set_v up_o as_o any_o way_n able_a to_o support_v satisfy_v deliver_v or_o to_o make_v one_o happy_a man_n trust_n be_v always_o to_o be_v in_o god_n only_o and_o all_o his_o hope_n and_o expectation_n from_o he_o 26.4_o isai_n 26.4_o trust_v you_o in_o the_o lord_n for_o ever_o for_o in_o the_o lord_n jehovah_n be_v everlasting_a strength_n but_o when_o i_o lie_v out_o my_o first_o thought_n and_o chief_a hope_n upon_o worldly_a thing_n i_o put_v they_o up_o in_o stead_n of_o god_n and_o commit_v idolatry_n and_o go_v quite_o contrary_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n trust_v not_o in_o man_n nor_o riches_n nor_o prince_n say_v david_n if_o riches_n increase_v set_v not_o your_o heart_n upon_o they_o for_o you_o will_v find_v a_o disappointment_n in_o all_o without_o god_n 7._o jer._n 17.5_o 7._o and_o a_o curse_n too_o curse_a be_v the_o man_n that_o trust_v in_o man_n and_o make_v flesh_n his_o arm_n and_o who_o heart_n depart_v from_o the_o live_a god_n but_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o who_o hope_n the_o lord_n be_v job_n be_v once_o very_o rich_a and_o always_o very_o good_a which_o be_v his_o best_a riches_n and_o abide_v with_o he_o when_o all_o outward_a thing_n be_v fly_v away_o and_o go_v say_v in_o his_o most_o serious_a examination_n and_o plead_n with_o god_n if_o i_o have_v make_v gold_n my_o hope_n 28._o job_n 31.24_o 25_o 28._o or_o have_v say_v to_o fine_a gold_n thou_o be_v my_o confidence_n if_o i_o rejoice_v because_o my_o wealth_n be_v great_a and_o because_o my_o hand_n have_v get_v it_o this_o be_v iniquity_n to_o be_v punish_v by_o the_o judge_n for_o i_o shall_v have_v deny_v the_o god_n that_o be_v above_o you_o see_v what_o apprehension_n godly_a man_n have_v have_v of_o the_o trust_v worldly_a thing_n conclude_v it_o to_o be_v sin_n and_o iniquity_n folly_n and_o idolatry_n and_o what_o be_v the_o hope_n of_o a_o hypocrite_n what_o will_v his_o worldly_a confidence_n come_v to_o though_o he_o have_v gain_v much_o 9_o job_n 27.8_o 9_o when_o god_n take_v away_o his_o soul_n will_v god_n hear_v his_o cry_n when_o trouble_n come_v upon_o he_o so_o that_o it_o be_v not_o enjoin_v as_o a_o prudentiall_a thing_n only_o not_o to_o put_v confidence_n in_o these_o worldly_a thing_n nor_o depend_v upon_o they_o because_o of_o their_o vanity_n inconstancy_n insufficiency_n but_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n if_o we_o do_v and_o a_o great_a iniquity_n too_o which_o every_o gracious_a man_n shall_v avoid_v and_o every_o convert_n shall_v repent_v of_o and_o be_v ashamed_a that_o he_o have_v put_v confidence_n in_o pitiful_a worldly_a thing_n and_o make_v they_o his_o rock_n shelter_n and_o comfort_n and_o resolve_v he_o will_v do_v so_o no_o more_o while_o he_o have_v a_o god_n the_o rock_n of_o age_n and_o time_n to_o fly_v unto_o who_o will_v never_o fail_v nor_o forsake_v they_o that_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o he_o because_o they_o trust_v in_o he_o i_o counsel_v thou_o dear_a soul_n 45._o s._n 45._o to_o look_v careful_o what_o be_v that_o you_o put_v your_o confidence_n in_o and_o if_o you_o find_v the_o world_n or_o anâ—things_n in_o the_o world_n first_o come_n in_o your_o thought_n as_o to_o trust_v in_o they_o then_o conclude_v it_o be_v from_o a_o carnal_a principle_n within_o thou_o contrary_a to_o god_n mind_n and_o hold_v no_o conformity_n to_o the_o saint_n who_o have_v say_v within_o themselves_o and_o declare_v to_o the_o world_n too_o that_o nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n within_o they_o or_o without_o they_o shall_v be_v the_o object_n of_o their_o trust_n save_v god_n only_o a_o guess_n of_o this_o their_o frame_n we_o may_v take_v from_o psal_n 73.25_o who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o 26._o psal_n 73.25_o 26._o and_o there_o be_v none_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o desire_v beside_o thou_o my_o strength_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v but_o god_n be_v the_o strength_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o o_o then_o beware_v what_o thou_o make_v thy_o rock_n thy_o tower_n thy_o defence_n and_o portion_n be_v sure_a it_o be_v god_n only_o and_o repent_v if_o thou_o have_v do_v other_o thy_o vain_a and_o erroneous_a opinion_n in_o matter_n abour_v religion_n must_v be_v regulate_v by_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n 46.5_o s._n 46.5_o and_o reduce_v to_o the_o obedience_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o doctrine_n and_o that_o without_o prevarication_n or_o strife_n of_o word_n 6.5_o 1_o tim._n 6.5_o or_o perverse_a dispute_n &_o vain_a babble_n to_o no_o profit_n or_o edification_n towards_o charity_n and_o holiness_n 19.27_o 2_o tim._n 2.14_o 16._o pro._n 19.27_o cease_v my_o son_n say_v wisdom_n to_o hear_v the_o instruction_n that_o cause_v to_o err_v from_o the_o word_n of_o knowledge_n for_o it_o be_v a_o dangerous_a thing_n to_o be_v of_o a_o corrupt_a judgement_n about_o thy_o recreation_n 47.6_o s._n 47.6_o and_o those_o little_a indulgency_n to_o thy_o flesh_n which_o man_n be_v please_v to_o call_v refreshment_n and_o pastime_n not_o consider_v what_o sin_n and_o hurt_n may_v be_v in_o they_o and_o how_o too_o too_o often_o they_o become_v fuel_n to_o lust_n and_o a_o temptation_n to_o sin_n consumption_n of_o time_n and_o exhaust_v of_o spirit_n and_o effeminate_v man_n render_v they_o soft_a and_o unfit_a for_o exercise_v of_o religious_a duty_n and_o many_o other_o inconvenience_n which_o experience_n have_v instruct_v those_o that_o have_v be_v much_o and_o often_o in_o the_o service_n of_o pleasure_n which_o now_o they_o see_v but_o
they_o my_o enemy_n which_o yet_o be_v bad_a enough_o god_n know_v for_o i_o but_o i_o also_o sin_n away_o and_o lose_v by_o sin_v my_o felicity_n my_o comfort_n my_o peace_n my_o happiness_n all_o my_o heaven_n on_o earth_n alas_o what_o a_o poor_a miserable_a uncomfortable_a creature_n be_v a_o resolve_a sinner_n what_o be_v a_o man_n worth_a that_o have_v lose_v the_o rich_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o his_o own_o good_a conscience_n what_o a_o hell_n of_o darkness_n and_o horror_n be_v that_o soul_n in_o who_o have_v lose_v the_o light_n of_o god_n countenance_n and_o peace_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n many_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v to_o the_o wicked_a but_o he_o that_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n mercy_n shall_v compass_v he_o about_o so_o that_o the_o righteous_a and_o upright_a of_o heart_n the_o holy_a penitent_n may_v be_v glad_a in_o the_o lord_n and_o take_v joy_n and_o delight_v themselves_o in_o the_o lord_n he_o and_o he_o only_o that_o be_v reform_v have_v those_o comfort_n and_o delight_n which_o wicked_a man_n know_v not_o nor_o can_v ever_o attain_v unto_o as_o long_o as_o they_o continue_v wicked_a david_n though_o a_o great_a and_o potent_a monarch_n find_v not_o that_o happiness_n in_o his_o crown_n which_o the_o world_n may_v think_v to_o be_v a_o felicity_n 59_o s._n 59_o he_o do_v not_o say_v i_o be_o a_o king_n and_o have_v many_o subject_n at_o my_o command_n and_o a_o large_a dominion_n and_o much_o revenue_n 8._o psal_n 4.6_o 7_o 8._o and_o therefore_o be_o happy_a no_o but_o when_o he_o will_v comfort_v his_o soul_n and_o recount_v his_o worth_n and_o treasure_n say_v lord_n lift_v thou_o up_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n upon_o we_o give_v david_n but_o god_n favour_n and_o love_n and_o he_o will_v single_a out_o he_o from_o all_o to_o make_v his_o joy_n full_a and_o his_o happiness_n complete_a lord_n thou_o have_v put_v gladness_n in_o my_o heart_n more_o than_o in_o the_o time_n when_o their_o corn_n and_o wine_n be_v increase_v i_o will_v lay_v i_o down_o in_o peace_n etc._n etc._n how_o comfortable_o do_v he_o take_v to_o his_o rest_n when_o he_o lie_v down_o in_o god_n favour_n and_o have_v he_o keep_v his_o sin_n he_o have_v lose_v his_o peace_n and_o happiness_n for_o you_o may_v see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o the_o sadness_n of_o his_o soul_n and_o unquietness_n in_o that_o 51._o psalm_n when_o he_o cry_v out_o o_o his_o sin_n his_o sin_n why_o david_n what_o have_v thou_o do_v by_o sin_v what_o damage_n have_v fall_v on_o thou_o by_o thy_o sin_n why_o you_o shall_v see_v he_o lose_v his_o peace_n he_o lose_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o by_o this_o his_o only_a comfort_n and_o felicity_n he_o have_v lose_v the_o best_a jewel_n in_o his_o crown_n be_v drop_v out_o when_o he_o lose_v god_n favour_n he_o cry_v hearty_o for_o mercy_n the_o mercy_n of_o pardon_n the_o mercy_n of_o purification_n and_o clean_v from_o the_o filth_n of_o his_o sin_n &_o the_o mercy_n of_o his_o restauration_n to_o those_o joy_n comfort_n and_o happiness_n he_o have_v in_o god_n favour_n which_o then_o be_v hide_v from_o he_o which_o be_v his_o misery_n purge_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v clean_a cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n and_o i_o shall_v have_v joy_n and_o gladness_n again_o restore_v unto_o i_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o salvation_n once_o more_o see_v how_o he_o mourn_v and_o pray_v and_o for_o what_o be_v it_o why_o it_o be_v that_o his_o sin_n may_v be_v abolish_v his_o guilt_n pardon_v and_o his_o comfort_n restore_v which_o he_o have_v lose_v by_o his_o folly_n and_o which_o can_v never_o be_v restore_v but_o by_o repentance_n and_o leave_v off_o his_o sin_n and_o until_o this_o be_v get_v he_o know_v he_o can_v never_o see_v happy_a day_n nor_o enjoy_v a_o minute_n of_o true_a comfort_n in_o all_o the_o world_n though_o it_o have_v be_v one_o paradise_n of_o pleasure_n and_o thus_o it_o will_v be_v with_o every_o one_o that_o go_v on_o in_o his_o sin_n ah_o at_o what_o a_o loss_n do_v a_o sinner_n act_n and_o keep_v his_o sin_n and_o this_o be_v my_o case_n already_o and_o short_o it_o will_v be_v worse_o with_o i_o i_o know_v god_n and_o my_o conscience_n will_v not_o long_o hold_v peace_n and_o be_v silent_a i_o be_o sure_a i_o must_v leave_v my_o sin_n or_o lose_v my_o comfort_n lose_v my_o quiet_n lose_v my_o felicity_n and_o espouse_v a_o quarrel_n that_o will_v admit_v of_o no_o reconciliation_n if_o i_o keep_v my_o sin_n i_o must_v never_o look_v god_n in_o the_o face_n more_o or_o expect_v to_o have_v the_o least_o good_a look_n of_o favour_n from_o his_o grace_n nor_o any_o friendly_a deal_n from_o my_o own_o conscience_n but_o must_v be_v under_o perpetual_a rebuke_n and_o accusation_n of_o a_o wrong_a conscience_n and_o when_o this_o come_v to_o pass_v then_o farewell_n happy_a day_n no_o more_o comfort_n when_o god_n and_o my_o own_o conscience_n be_v against_o i_o as_o my_o sin_n increase_v true_a felicity_n cease_v and_o my_o comfort_n wither_v and_o decay_v and_o alas_o how_o sad_o do_v that_o poor_a wretch_n think_v on_o death_n when_o it_o will_v prove_v but_o the_o execution_n of_o a_o rebel_n and_o a_o change_n of_o this_o miserable_a life_n for_o a_o eternity_n of_o horror_n and_o reproach_n ah_o let_v i_o now_o consider_v whether_o my_o gain_n by_o sin_n any_o way_n will_v countervail_v this_o loss_n be_v it_o not_o more_o eligible_a and_o shall_v it_o not_o be_v a_o matter_n of_o my_o choice_n infinite_o rather_o to_o enjoy_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n and_o peace_n and_o tranquillity_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n than_o whatever_o pleasure_n gain_n or_o other_o emolument_fw-fr may_v come_v to_o my_o flesh_n by_o sin_v with_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o innocency_n integrity_n my_o happiness_n in_o god_n favour_n and_o that_o inward_a peace_n which_o be_v a_o continual_a feast_n pass_v all_o outward_a delight_n whatsoever_o 3._o sin_n do_v not_o only_o banish_v god_n and_o happiness_n from_o my_o soul_n 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sound_a reformation_n or_o quit_v my_o claim_n to_o salvation_n and_o let_v fall_v my_o suit_n and_o expectation_n though_o i_o seek_v it_o beg_v for_o it_o desire_v it_o cry_v for_o it_o in_o my_o settle_a course_n of_o sin_v i_o shall_v not_o find_v it_o nor_o attain_v it_o nay_o though_o i_o have_v to_o give_v and_o will_v free_o give_v all_o i_o have_v 8._o micah_n 6.7_o 8._o and_o ten_o thousand_o time_n more_o than_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v worth_a to_o purchase_v heaven_n at_o the_o end_n of_o a_o vicious_a life_n it_o will_v not_o be_v account_v of_o it_o will_v not_o open_v heaven-gate_n to_o i_o it_o can_v not_o procure_v for_o i_o one_o glimpse_n
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and_o affection_n till_o that_o time_n if_o i_o can_v command_v repentance_n at_o pleasure_n and_o be_v my_o own_o judge_n and_o carver_n as_o to_o proportion_v how_o much_o and_o so_o much_o will_v serve_v my_o turn_n if_o i_o may_v not_o limit_v god_n to_o my_o proportion_n and_o allow_v he_o to_o accept_v as_o much_o of_o it_o as_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o perform_v and_o at_o what_o time_n and_o in_o what_o degree_n and_o then_o that_o god_n shall_v seal_v i_o a_o pardon_n and_o give_v i_o heaven_n upon_o my_o own_o condition_n whether_o he_o will_v or_o no_o and_o sure_o this_o be_v high_a presumption_n and_o a_o arrogancy_n not_o to_o be_v bear_v by_o a_o mortal_a much_o less_o by_o the_o glorious_a supreme_a majesty_n of_o heaven_n who_o be_v lord_n of_o all_o man_n their_o life_n their_o strength_n their_o soul_n and_o all_o they_o have_v who_o have_v the_o sole_a power_n and_o disposal_n of_o all_o thing_n temporal_a spiritual_a and_o eternal_a all_o grace_n and_o glory_n and_o 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hearty_o about_o the_o work_n of_o reformation_n in_o your_o own_o soul_n and_o life_n and_o you_o may_v expect_v god_n grace_n will_v not_o be_v want_v to_o thou_o to_o assist_v thou_o in_o and_o carry_v thou_o through_o the_o work_n and_o so_o will_v it_o prove_v the_o blessed_a day_n thy_o eye_n ever_o yet_o behold_v but_o second_o 75._o s._n 75._o if_o this_o consideration_n move_v thou_o not_o to_o be_v speedy_a in_o thy_o reformation_n then_o think_v with_o thyself_o thus_o will_v i_o take_v it_o well_o and_o as_o sober_a counsel_n from_o any_o man_n especial_o from_o one_o i_o think_v that_o love_v i_o and_o that_o know_v my_o danger_n and_o see_v i_o go_v on_o in_o a_o course_n absolute_o destructive_a to_o i_o and_o that_o will_v inevitable_o procure_v my_o utter_a undo_n if_o he_o shall_v not_o only_o let_v i_o alone_o in_o it_o but_o persuade_v i_o to_o continue_v in_o that_o way_n which_o will_v certain_o bring_v i_o to_o ruin_v say_n well_o friend_n i_o perceive_v you_o 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