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heavenly_a desire_n gracious_a speech_n and_o holy_a affection_n etc._n etc._n but_o i_o feel_v no_o breathe_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o i_o if_o i_o have_v the_o grace_n that_o other_o have_v can_v walk_v with_o god_n as_o they_o do_v be_v so_o holy_a and_o heavenly_a in_o my_o conversation_n as_o they_o be_v i_o shall_v not_o fear_v but_o i_o feel_v myself_o so_o barren_a frothy_a and_o empty_a of_o all_o good_a that_o i_o can_v scarce_o discern_v any_o breathe_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n in_o i_o at_o all_o i_o answer_v to_o every_o one_o be_v give_v grace_n 7._o eph._n 4._o 7._o according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o the_o gift_n of_o christ_n some_o be_v babe_n and_o some_o be_v man_n in_o christ_n jesus_n as_o in_o david_n army_n some_o be_v common_a soldier_n some_o captain_n and_o some_o his_o worthy_n in_o the_o body_n there_o be_v the_o foot_n and_o toe_n and_o head_n and_o heart_n god_n give_v that_o measure_n of_o grace_n to_o thou_o that_o he_o see_v fit_a for_o thou_o some_o have_v five_o talent_n other_o two_o some_o but_o one_o even_o as_o it_o please_v god_n who_o have_v appoint_v some_o for_o eminency_n and_o some_o but_o for_o sincerity_n as_o paul_n that_o be_v a_o choose_a vessel_n to_o bear_v his_o name_n before_o king_n act._n 9_o 15._o and_o therefore_o must_v have_v eminent_a grace_n answerable_a to_o his_o employment_n now_o be_v not_o a_o soldier_n a_o faithful_a subject_n because_o he_o be_v not_o a_o captain_n be_v not_o the_o foot_n a_o member_n of_o the_o body_n because_o it_o be_v not_o the_o head_n or_o heart_n have_v a_o babe_n no_o life_n because_o it_o have_v not_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n and_o have_v a_o man_n no_o faith_n because_o he_o have_v not_o the_o faith_n of_o abraham_n have_v a_o man_n no_o love_n nor_o zeal_n to_o god_n and_o his_o glory_n because_o he_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o moses_n nor_o the_o zeal_n of_o eliâs_n be_v there_o no_o fire_n because_o it_o do_v not_o flame_n christ_n will_v not_o quench_v the_o smoke_a flax_n which_o smoke_v only_o with_o desire_n but_o can_v flame_v with_o comfort_n nor_o break_v the_o bruise_a âeed_n thou_o have_v some_o grace_n to_o love_v righteousness_n and_o hate_n wickedness_n and_o though_o to_o desire_v and_o emulate_v the_o grace_n of_o other_o be_v good_a yet_o it_o may_v 20._o matth._n 12._o 20._o proceed_v from_o âride_n because_o we_o will_v be_v eminent_a and_o have_v none_o above_o we_o when_o we_o so_o desire_v more_o grace_n that_o we_o forget_v to_o be_v thankful_a for_o what_o we_o have_v second_o this_o objection_n bring_v its_o own_o comfort_n with_o it_o for_o how_o can_v i_o love_v the_o grace_n i_o see_v in_o other_o and_o long_o after_o it_o and_o not_o have_v grace_n in_o my_o own_o heart_n it_o be_v impossible_a doubt_v 13_o 13._o doubt_n i_o fear_v i_o have_v no_o part_n in_o christ_n because_o i_o have_v no_o gift_n of_o prayer_n 10_o zac._n 12._o 10_o whereas_o god_n have_v promise_v to_o pour_v upon_o we_o a_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o supplication_n as_o be_v say_v before_o but_o i_o make_v rope_n of_o sand_n such_o break_a stuff_n as_o i_o will_v be_v ashamed_a man_n shall_v hear_v i_o i_o can_v pray_v i_o answer_v though_o they_o be_v break_v prayer_n yet_o thou_o make_v conscience_n to_o pray_v and_o they_o be_v the_o best_a prayer_n thou_o can_v make_v that_o be_v the_o best_a prayer_n that_o come_v from_o faith_n and_o where_o there_o be_v most_o affection_n suppose_v a_o child_n be_v sick_a and_o can_v not_o speak_v but_o only_o give_v a_o sad_a look_n towards_o the_o father_n and_o groan_n do_v it_o not_o even_o thereby_o pray_v the_o father_n to_o help_v it_o certain_o our_o sigh_n groan_n and_o tear_n be_v prayer_n when_o we_o know_v scarce_o our_o own_o meaning_n the_o lord_n know_v the_o meaning_n of_o the_o spirit_n rom._n 8._o 27._o and_o god_n will_v accept_v of_o a_o willing_a mind_n according_a to_o that_o a_o man_n have_v and_o not_o that_o he_o have_v not_o the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a say_v our_o saviour_n when_o the_o disciple_n sleep_v but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a matth._n 26._o 41._o 1._o object_n but_o i_o can_v change_v my_o word_n to_o bring_v new_a expression_n every_o time_n except_o there_o be_v some_o new_a occasion_n but_o i_o have_v almost_o the_o same_o word_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v the_o same_o prayer_n i_o answer_v some_o man_n make_v too_o much_o of_o a_o set-forme_n of_o word_n and_o some_o too_o little_a for_o he_o that_o tie_v himself_o to_o a_o form_n of_o word_n and_o can_v go_v no_o further_o than_o his_o stint_n of_o word_n neither_o in_o private_a nor_o as_o any_o new_a occurrence_n happen_v he_o may_v suspect_v himself_o that_o he_o want_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n but_o some_o on_o the_o contrary_n dote_v too_o much_o upon_o change_n of_o word_n as_o if_o their_o prayer_n be_v better_o accept_v of_o god_n for_o new_a word_n or_o new_a invention_n indeed_o we_o judge_v of_o the_o prayer_n by_o the_o elegancy_n and_o invention_n of_o word_n but_o god_n judge_v of_o they_o by_o the_o strength_n of_o our_o affection_n we_o think_v god_n delight_n in_o prayer_n as_o dainty_a stomach_n do_v in_o choice_n of_o meat_n as_o man_n do_v in_o flower_n sweet_a only_o while_o they_o be_v new_a but_o in_o god_n esteem_v that_o be_v a_o new_a prayer_n that_o come_v though_o with_o old_a word_n yet_o with_o new_a affection_n do_v not_o christ_n himself_o pray_v three_o time_n together_o say_v the_o same_o word_n when_o it_o be_v for_o the_o same_o thing_n and_o do_v he_o not_o leave_v we_o not_o only_o as_o a_o pattern_n but_o also_o as_o a_o precept_n a_o set-forme_n of_o prayer_n to_o wit_n the_o lord_n prayer_n many_o man_n study_v sometime_o so_o much_o for_o new_a invention_n that_o they_o lose_v affection_n method_n and_o devotion_n and_o many_o there_o be_v that_o have_v good_a affection_n but_o want_v invention_n 2._o object_n but_o i_o pray_v not_o in_o faith_n i_o be_o like_o those_o in_o jam._n 1._o 6._o 7._o that_o waver_v and_o doubt_v who_o shall_v receive_v nothing_o from_o the_o lord_n i_o answer_v there_o be_v difference_n between_o doubt_n rise_v and_o doubt_n reign_v such_o as_o proceed_v from_o weakness_n of_o faith_n and_o be_v resist_v and_o such_o as_o proceed_v from_o total_a want_n of_o faith_n now_o thou_o have_v some_o faith_n though_o it_o be_v mingle_v with_o doubt_n which_o thou_o fight_v against_o 3._o object_n if_o christ_n be_v i_o god_n 7._o mat_n 7._o 7._o will_v hear_v my_o prayer_n but_o alas_o i_o pray_v but_o they_o be_v all_o lose_v i_o have_v no_o return_n of_o my_o prayer_n i_o answer_v thy_o prayer_n be_v always_o hear_v and_o like_v so_o far_o as_o they_o be_v agreeable_a to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o answer_v so_o far_o as_o god_n see_v good_a for_o thou_o because_o thou_o be_v his_o child_n now_o if_o a_o child_n cry_v a_o mother_n regard_v not_o but_o when_o she_o know_v it_o her_o own_o child_n that_o cry_v than_o she_o run_v to_o help_v it_o 2._o thy_o prayer_n be_v the_o voice_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n &_o he_o can_v deny_v the_o inspiration_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n rom._n 8._o 26._o 27._o 3._o christ_n pray_v thou_o may_v be_v hear_v who_o can_v never_o be_v deny_v but_o thou_o must_v distinguish_v between_o delay_n and_o denial_n if_o god_n deny_v it_o be_v because_o it_o be_v not_o good_a for_o thou_o if_o he_o delayth_o it_o be_v because_o it_o be_v not_o yet_o good_a for_o thou_o doubt_v 14_o 14._o doubt_n i_o fear_v i_o be_o not_o in_o christ_n because_o i_o do_v not_o grow_v in_o grace_n for_o the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n be_v reveal_v from_o faith_n to_o faith_n that_o be_v from_o one_o degree_n of_o grace_n to_o 17._o rom._n 1._o 17._o another_o and_o the_o way_n of_o the_o righteous_a be_v like_o the_o way_n of_o the_o light_n that_o shine_v more_o 18._o prov._n 4._o 18._o and_o more_o unto_o the_o perfect_a day_n but_o i_o be_o decay_v i_o have_v lose_v my_o first_o love_n rev._n 2._o 4._o i_o answer_v a_o man_n may_v grow_v when_o he_o discern_v it_o not_o as_o the_o sun_n move_v upon_o the_o dial_n insensible_o quanto_fw-la despectior_fw-la tibi_fw-la tanto_fw-la pretiosior_fw-la deo_fw-la say_v aug._n the_o more_o vile_a we_o be_v in_o our_o own_o eye_n the_o more_o precious_a we_o be_v in_o god_n eye_n true_a grace_n like_o a_o tree_n grow_v in_o the_o root_n as_o well_o as_o in_o the_o branch_n and_o downward_o under_o ground_n as_o well_o as_o above_o ground_n ever_o the_o more_o humility_n the_o more_o grace_n 1_o pet._n 5._o 5._o so_o paul_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 10._o eph._n 3._o 8._o
we_o know_v jesus_n christ_n saving_o p._n 136._o 1._o because_o christ_n be_v the_o great_a gift_n that_o god_n have_v to_o give_v or_o that_o we_o can_v receive_v p._n 138_o 2._o because_o christ_n be_v the_o rich_a gift_n p._n 138_o 3._o because_o christ_n be_v the_o choice_a gift_n ibid._n 4._o because_o christ_n be_v the_o rare_a gift_n p._n 141_o 5._o because_o christ_n be_v the_o sweet_a gift_n p._n 143_o 6._o because_o christ_n be_v the_o free_a gift_n p._n ibid._n chap._n xvi_o use_v 5._o a_o exhortation_n to_o all_o to_o study_v the_o knowledge_n of_o christ_n saving_o p._n 146_o 1._o because_o we_o want_v nothing_o more_o than_o christ_n p._n 147_o 2._o because_o god_n be_v ready_a and_o willing_a to_o give_v christ_n to_o those_o that_o seek_v he_o ibid._n help_v ormeane_n to_o attain_v to_o the_o save_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n p._n 149_o 1._o to_o see_v the_o worth_n of_o christ_n ibid._n 2._o to_o see_v thy_o need_n of_o christ_n and_o misery_n without_o he_o p._n 150_o 3._o to_o be_v sick_a with_o thy_o sin_n p._n 153_o 4._o to_o be_v sick_a for_o christ_n p._n 154_o 5._o to_o be_v willing_a to_o part_v withal_o for_o christ_n p._n 155_o 6._o to_o seek_v christ_n with_o prayer_n and_o tear_n p._n 156_o chap._n xvii_o use_v 6._o a_o use_n of_o examination_n whether_o we_o know_v christ_n jesus_n saving_o p._n 157_o because_o 1._o our_o heart_n be_v deceitful_a p._n 158_o 2._o the_o danger_n of_o this_o deceit_n p._n 158_o 3._o satan_n will_v try_v it_o p._n 159_o 4._o the_o benefit_n of_o trial_n be_v very_o great_a whether_o we_o be_v deceive_v p._n 159._o not_o deceive_v ibid._n four_o general_a rule_n to_o preserve_v we_o from_o be_v deceive_v p._n 159._o 1._o to_o be_v willing_a to_o know_v the_o truth_n concern_v our_o spiritual_a condition_n p._n 161._o 2._o to_o judge_v ourselves_o by_o the_o right_a rule_n that_o be_v by_o a_o promise_n in_o thy_o word_n p._n 162._o 3._o to_o get_v aright_o understand_v of_o that_o rule_n or_o promise_v p._n 166._o 4._o to_o rest_v upon_o that_o promise_n and_o not_o be_v beat_v off_o from_o it_o p._n 167._o eleven_o sign_n or_o mark_n whereby_o a_o man_n may_v know_v christ_n be_v he_o in_o particular_a p._n 167._o the_o first_o sign_n 1._o if_o it_o be_v wrought_v and_o be_v confirm_v by_o the_o word_n preach_v 169_o the_o second_o sign_n 2._o if_o the_o heart_n be_v ever_o prepare_v for_o the_o receive_n of_o christ_n p._n 170_o the_o 3_o sign_n 3._o from_o the_o right_a operation_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o heart_n which_o be_v four_o 1._o it_o be_v little_a at_o the_o first_o p._n 173_o 2._o it_o increase_v daily_o 174_o 3._o it_o oppose_v infidelity_n ib._n 4._o it_o believe_v temporal_a promise_n p._n 175_o the_o 4_o sign_n 4._o repentance_n for_o sin_n p_o 176_o the_o 5_o sign_n 5._o poverty_n of_o spirit_n p._n 179_o chap_n xviii_o the_o six_o sign_n of_o the_o save_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n be_v love_n p._n 181_o i._n love_n to_o god_n ib._n ii_o love_n to_o christ_n p._n 182_o iii_o if_o we_o love_v the_o saint_n 3._o way_n ibid._n 1._o with_o a_o spiritual_a love_n p._n 183._o 2._o with_o a_o universal_a love_n ibid._n 3._o with_o a_o special_a love_n which_o consist_v in_o four_o particular_n 1._o in_o a_o high_a esteem_n of_o they_o p._n 184_o 2._o in_o a_o readiness_n to_o help_v they_o ibid._n 3._o in_o delight_v in_o their_o company_n ib._n 4._o in_o sympathize_v with_o they_o p._n 187._o iv_o if_o we_o love_v the_o word_n of_o god_n with_o a_o sincere_a love_n p._n 188._o v._o if_o we_o love_v the_o wicked_a with_o a_o love_n of_o pity_n p._n 189._o chap._n xix_o the_o seven_o sign_n of_o the_o save_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n namely_o the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n p._n 192._o the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n consist_v of_o two_o particular_n 1._o the_o heart_n be_v excite_v to_o be_v often_o with_o god_n in_o prayer_n p._n 193._o 2._o the_o heart_n be_v enable_v to_o pray_v spiritual_o that_o be_v 1._o to_o pray_v in_o faith_n p._n 195._o 2._o to_o pray_v fervent_o p._n 196._o 3._o to_o pray_v with_o spiritual_a desire_n p._n 197._o chap_n xx._n the_o eight_o sign_n of_o the_o save_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n be_v universal_a obedience_n p._n 198._o the_o nine_o sign_n be_v self-denial_n p._n 201._o the_o ten_o sign_n when_o the_o utmost_a end_n of_o all_o our_o action_n be_v supernatural_a caap._n xxi_o the_o eleven_o sign_n be_v the_o witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 207._o 1._o the_o spirit_n persuade_v thy_o conscience_n thou_o be_v a_o child_n of_o god_n ibid._n 2_o the_o spirit_n fill_v the_o soul_n with_o ravish_a joy_n p._n 208._o how_o to_o know_v it_o be_v the_o witness_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o not_o a_o delusion_n 1._o this_o witness_n be_v usual_o send_v when_o the_o soul_n be_v mourn_v for_o sin_n p._n 208._o 2._o it_o witness_v always_o according_a to_o the_o word_n p._n 209_o 3._o it_o fill_v the_o heart_n with_o love_n and_o thankfulness_n ibid._n 4._o the_o spirit_n bear_v witness_v with_o our_o spirit_n that_o it_o be_v not_o a_o delusion_n ibid._n chap._n xxii_o a_o assoyl_a of_o some_o doubt_n and_o scruple_n whereby_o a_o true_a believer_n do_v question_n whether_o christ_n be_v his_o or_o no._n p._n 211._o the_o first_o doubt_n because_o i_o know_v not_o the_o time_n of_o my_o conversion_n p._n 212._o the_o second_o doubt_n because_o i_o know_v not_o whether_o i_o be_v ever_o sufficient_o prepare_v to_o receive_v christ_n p._n 213._o the_o three_o doubt_n because_o i_o be_o molest_v with_o so_o many_o temptation_n and_o doubt_n p._n 215._o the_o four_o doubt_n because_o my_o faith_n fail_v i_o p._n 216._o the_o five_o doubt_n because_o i_o want_v assurance_n and_o comfort_n p._n 217._o the_o six_o doubt_n because_o i_o have_v such_o strong_a lust_n still_o remain_v p._n 220._o the_o seven_o doubt_n because_o i_o have_v relapse_v unto_o my_o old_a sin_n ibid._n object_n yea_o but_o old_a sin_n relapse_v into_o be_v not_o pardon_v before_o actual_a repentance_n p._n 22â_n answer_v they_o be_v pardon_v to_o a_o believer_n before_o actual_a repentance_n ibid._n 1._o because_o after_o faith_n there_o be_v no_o place_n or_o time_n for_o condemnation_n p._n 222._o 2._o he_o be_v still_o regenerate_v p._n 224._o 3._o he_o be_v still_o a_o believer_n and_o penitent_a person_n in_o habit_n at_o least_o p._n 224._o 4._o he_o be_v still_o a_o member_n of_o christ_n ibid._n 5._o he_o be_v still_o a_o adopt_a child_n p._n 225._o 6._o then_o actual_a repentance_n be_v require_v necessary_o for_o the_o pardon_n of_o the_o small_a sin_n ibid._n 7._o then_o a_o believer_n shall_v certain_o live_v so_o long_o after_o agrosse_v sin_n till_o he_o do_v actual_o repent_v p._n 226._o 8._o why_o be_v not_o actual_a faith_n also_o necessary_a before_o actual_a pardon_n p._n 227._o 9_o then_o a_o believer_n may_v fear_v at_o that_o time_n to_o be_v damn_v ibid._n 10._o the_o opinion_n of_o many_o learned_a divine_n p._n 230._o the_o objection_n answer_v 1._o object_n from_o rom._n 3._o 15._o answer_v p._n 231._o 2._o object_n from_o matth._n 10._o 28._o ibid._n 3._o object_n from_o 1._o cor._n 6._o 9_o 10._o 11._o ibid._n 4._o object_n a_o lapse_v believer_n have_v not_o lose_v his_o right_n to_o but_o fitness_n for_o heaven_n answer_v p._n 232._o 5._o object_n sin_n must_v be_v commit_v before_o it_o can_v be_v pardon_v answer_v p._n 233._o 7._o object_n what_o need_v we_o then_o fear_v our_o sin_n or_o ask_v pardon_n for_o they_o answer_v p._n 234._o 8._o object_n the_o qualification_n require_v for_o pardon_n be_v repentance_n answer_v p._n 235._o 9_o object_n then_o david_n may_v joy_v in_o god_n as_o his_o god_n whilst_o he_o lie_v in_o his_o sin_n answer_v p._n 236._o 10._o object_n from_o jer._n 3._o i_o will_v forgive_v their_o iniquity_n therefore_o they_o be_v not_o pardon_v before_o answer_v p._n 237._o 8._o doubt_n because_o i_o fear_v i_o be_o a_o hypocrite_n p._n 238._o 9_o doubt_n because_o i_o have_v hardness_n of_o heart_n p._n 239._o 10._o doubt_v because_o i_o have_v such_o atheistical_a and_o blasphemous_a thought_n p._n 240._o 11._o doubt_n because_o i_o profit_v not_o by_o hear_v the_o word_n preach_v p._n 241._o 12._o doubt_n from_o the_o little_a measure_n of_o grace_n receive_v p._n 243._o 13._o doubt_n because_o i_o have_v no_o gift_n of_o prayer_n p._n 245_o 1._o because_o i_o can_v pray_v but_o in_o a_o form_n p._n 246_o 2._o because_o i_o pray_v not_o in_o faith_n p._n 247_o 3._o because_o god_n do_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n ibid._n 14._o doubt_n i_o do_v not_o grow_v in_o grace_n p_o 248_o 15._o doubt_n the_o saint_n do_v not_o love_v i_o p._n 251_o 16._o
yet_o ever_o remember_v the_o more_o sin_n be_v mortify_v the_o more_o faith_n be_v vivify_v the_o more_o the_o disease_n weaken_v the_o more_o health_n strengthen_v doubt_n 7_o yea_o but_o i_o have_v relapse_v into_o my_o old_a sin_n that_o i_o have_v vow_v and_o covenant_v against_o a_o thousand_o time_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o but_o a_o dog_n that_o have_v return_v to_o my_o former_a vomit_n or_o as_o a_o sow_n that_o be_v wash_v i_o have_v return_v to_o my_o former_a mire_n i_o answer_v there_o be_v relapse_n into_o enormity_n which_o be_v peccata_fw-la vastantia_fw-la conscientiam_fw-la these_o a_o godly_a heart_n do_v seldom_o relapse_n into_o though_o sometime_o through_o weakness_n of_o grace_n they_o may_v as_o peter_z and_o other_o second_o there_o be_v relapse_n into_o infirmity_n which_o be_v peccata_fw-la quotidianae_fw-la incursionis_fw-la which_o we_o can_v help_v and_o god_n have_v leave_v daily_o to_o humble_v we_o with_o all_o and_o of_o which_o none_o be_v free_a as_o rash_a anger_n idle_a word_n vain_a thought_n distraction_n in_o prayer_n etc._n etc._n and_o these_o the_o best_a do_v daily_a relapse_n into_o for_o original_a sin_n do_v still_o retain_v its_o inclination_n to_o sin_v in_o the_o most_o sanctify_a heart_n rom._n 7._o 23._o col._n 3._o 4._o 5._o again_o there_o be_v relapse_n of_o wilfulness_n 20._o jer._n 31._o 18._o 19_o 20._o and_o of_o weakness_n now_o thy_o relapse_n be_v of_o weakness_n and_o not_o of_o wilfulness_n thy_o heart_n still_o be_v on_o god_n side_n there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n between_o a_o woman_n force_v and_o a_o allure_a adulteress_n between_o our_o entertainment_n we_o show_v to_o a_o friend_n who_o we_o rejoice_v to_o see_v and_o bid_v welcome_a etc._n etc._n and_o to_o a_o thief_n that_o break_v into_o our_o house_n of_o who_o company_n we_o be_v weary_a and_o long_o to_o be_v rid_v of_o he_o be_v not_o a_o swine_n that_o be_v drive_v into_o the_o mire_n but_o he_o that_o delight_v to_o wallow_v in_o the_o mire_n now_o if_o thy_o relapse_n be_v of_o weakness_n fear_v not_o for_o he_o will_v forgive_v we_o that_o so_o offend_v not_o seventy_o time_n 7_o time_n but_o seventy_o thousand_o time_n &_o every_o day_n as_o long_o as_o we_o live_v we_o must_v pray_v lord_n forgive_v we_o our_o trespass_n neither_o do_v future_a sin_n repeal_v former_a pardon_n peccata_fw-la semel_fw-la remissa_fw-la nunquam_fw-la redeunt_fw-la neither_o can_v a_o child_n of_o god_n so_o sin_n as_o some_o think_v as_o to_o be_v in_o the_o stata_fw-la of_o damnation_n by_o they_o no_o not_o for_o a_o hour_n and_o because_o it_o be_v a_o assertion_n that_o have_v much_o trouble_v many_o i_o shall_v be_v large_a in_o set_v down_o the_o argument_n some_o make_v against_o it_o with_o the_o answer_n to_o their_o objection_n object_n some_o affirm_v that_o gross_a sin_n of_o believer_n be_v not_o pardon_v no_o not_o in_o heaven_n till_o they_o do_v actual_o repent_v of_o they_o that_o they_o can_v say_v my_o god_n and_o my_o christ_n etc._n etc._n but_o do_v incur_v a_o actual_a guilt_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n redundant_fw-la upon_o the_o person_n at_o lest_o pro_fw-la tempore_fw-la so_o as_o if_o david_n shall_v have_v die_v before_o his_o actual_a repentance_n etc._n etc._n he_o shall_v have_v be_v damn_v it_o be_v answer_v the_o sin_n of_o believer_n be_v not_o only_o actual_o pardon_v in_o heaven_n after_o actual_a repentance_n but_o before_o any_o subsequent_a act_n of_o repentance_n even_o at_o once_o in_o the_o first_o act_n of_o believe_v and_o repent_v so_o as_o if_o david_n and_o peter_n have_v die_v one_o in_o the_o act_n of_o his_o adultery_n and_o the_o other_o in_o the_o act_n of_o his_o denial_n of_o christ_n yet_o they_o have_v be_v save_v though_o as_o they_o say_v they_o can_v conceive_v a_o regenerate_a person_n can_v commit_v a_o know_a actual_a sin_n without_o some_o present_a act_n of_o repentance_n some_o resistance_n of_o spirit_n call_v displicentia_fw-la vel_fw-la renisus_fw-la voluntatis_fw-la cum_fw-la peccant_a ea_fw-la tantum_fw-la parte_fw-la qua_fw-la non_fw-la sunt_fw-la regeniti_fw-la peccant_a secundum_fw-la vero_fw-la interiorem_fw-la partem_fw-la nolunt_fw-la detestantur_fw-la peccatum_fw-la ergo_fw-la non_fw-la plena_fw-la voluntate_fw-la peccant_a zanch._n epist_n 91._o p._n 114._o and_o to_o this_o agree_v that_o in_o gal._n 5._o 17._o 1_o john_n 3._o 9_o rom._n 7._o 13._o 24._o but_o that_o he_o stand_v a_o condemn_a man_n till_o solemn_a act_n of_o repentance_n as_o confession_n petition_n etc._n etc._n they_o deny_v 1._o because_o in_o the_o first_o act_n of_o believe_a our_o sin_n be_v so_o pardon_v as_o there_o be_v no_o place_n or_o time_n after_o leave_v for_o condemnation_n he_o that_o believe_v have_v everlasting_a life_n john_n 3._o ult_n and_o cap._n 5._o 23._o but_o if_o at_o any_o time_n any_o one_o sin_n be_v not_o pardon_v he_o be_v for_o that_o time_n under_o the_o curse_n &_o in_o the_o state_n of_o condemnation_n gal._n 3._o 10._o but_o can_v a_o man_n have_v right_a to_o heaven_n and_o hell_n at_o the_o same_o time_n 2._o because_o still_o he_o be_v regenerate_v 1_o john_n 3._o 9_o the_o seed_n of_o god_n remain_v in_o he_o but_o he_o that_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o regeneration_n can_v be_v in_o a_o state_n of_o condemnation_n at_o the_o same_o time_n 3._o still_o he_o remain_v a_o believer_n and_o a_o penitent_a person_n in_o habit_n at_o least_o except_o by_o his_o fall_n he_o have_v lose_v all_o grace_n as_o the_o arminian_o hold_v but_o a_o believer_n be_v still_o a_o justify_v person_n rom._n 5._o 1._o &_o they_o say_v they_o can_v see_v how_o that_o man_n can_v be_v proper_o say_v to_o be_v justify_v though_o he_o be_v acquit_v of_o a_o thousand_o offence_n if_o he_o stand_v guilty_a of_o any_o one_o offence_n for_o which_o at_o that_o time_n he_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o condemnation_n except_o we_o will_v say_v a_o man_n may_v be_v in_o a_o state_n of_o justification_n and_o condemnation_n of_o life_n and_o death_n at_o the_o same_o time_n 4._o in_o the_o present_a act_n of_o his_o sin_n he_o be_v unite_v to_o christ_n and_o a_o member_n of_o christ_n but_o a_o member_n of_o christ_n can_v be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o condemnation_n for_o then_o at_o the_o same_o time_n a_o member_n of_o christ_n may_v be_v a_o member_n of_o the_o devil_n 5._o he_o be_v still_o a_o adopt_a child_n of_o god_n notwithstanding_o his_o fall_n john_n 1._o 12._o 13._o but_o every_o adopt_a child_n be_v a_o heir_n of_o heaven_n if_o son_n than_o heir_n rom._n 8._o therefore_o till_o he_o lose_v his_o sonship_n he_o can_v lose_v his_o right_n to_o life_n it_o will_v seem_v strange_a that_o god_n at_o the_o same_o time_n shall_v be_v pater_fw-la &_o hostess_fw-la reconciliatus_fw-la &_o infensus_fw-la a_o father_n and_o a_o enemy_n 6._o if_o great_a sin_n be_v not_o forgive_v till_o after_o actual_a repentance_n then_o neither_o be_v the_o least_o and_o small_a sin_n commit_v every_o moment_n forgive_v till_o after_o actual_a repentance_n for_o all_o sin_n deserve_v condemnation_n as_o well_o the_o least_o as_o the_o great_a though_o some_o deserve_v a_o great_a degree_n of_o torment_n gal._n 3._o 10._o rom._n 6._o ult_n &_o second_o there_o be_v the_o same_o way_n appoint_v by_o god_n for_o the_o pardon_n of_o the_o small_a sin_n as_o of_o the_o great_a viz._n faith_n and_o repentance_n but_o it_o can_v be_v true_a of_o the_o small_a sin_n because_o then_o a_o believer_n shall_v never_o be_v justify_v a_o minute_n together_o for_o as_o for_o idle_a thought_n etc._n etc._n we_o be_v continual_o act_v and_o so_o a_o believer_n shall_v almost_o every_o minute_n be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o death_n and_o then_o they_o see_v not_o but_o in_o ictu_fw-la mortis_fw-la he_o may_v perish_v except_o the_o last_o operation_n of_o his_o spirit_n be_v actual_a repentance_n yea_o if_o lesser_a sin_n peccata_fw-la quotidianae_fw-la incursionis_fw-la need_v daily_a repentance_n sure_o that_o daily_a repentance_n be_v actual_a repentance_n and_o then_o even_o those_o sin_n be_v not_o forgive_v till_o actual_a repentance_n 7._o then_o it_o be_v certain_a a_o believer_n after_o his_o fall_n into_o some_o gross_a sin_n shall_v live_v so_o long_o by_o god_n decree_n till_o he_o actual_o repent_v as_o the_o elect_n shall_v till_o they_o believe_v but_o they_o conceive_v this_o have_v no_o warrant_n from_o scripture_n that_o a_o believer_n shall_v not_o die_v in_o the_o act_n of_o a_o gross_a sin_n as_o adultery_n self-murder_n bitter_a and_o malicious_a speech_n when_o perhaps_o the_o provoke_v party_n may_v immediate_o run_v he_o through_o &_o kill_v he_o yea_o this_o they_o say_v seem_v to_o judge_v too_o rigid_o of_o those_o that_o die_v by_o self-murder_n as_o drown_v hang_a stab_a themselves_o etc._n