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be_v not_o give_v we_o to_o lift_v up_o ourselves_o above_o other_o but_o to_o humble_v we_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o imperfection_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o our_o own_o grace_n true_a grace_n cause_v we_o to_o glorify_v god_n by_o they_o and_o for_o they_o but_o by_o no_o mean_n to_o glory_n in_o they_o object_n but_o i_o know_v many_o great_a evil_n in_o other_o which_o i_o praise_v god_n i_o find_v not_o in_o myself_o i_o know_v other_o far_o inferior_a in_o knowledge_n wisdom_n watchfulness_n unto_o myself_o may_v i_o for_o humility_n prejudice_n the_o truth_n may_v i_o give_v false_a testimony_n or_o judge_v unrighteous_o to_o prefer_v a_o wicked_a person_n before_o myself_o answ._n 1._o charity_n rejoice_v in_o the_o truth_n therefore_o the_o apostle_n command_v to_o judge_v better_o of_o every_o man_n than_o ourselves_o must_v be_v understand_v with_o limitation_n first_o he_o write_v of_o man_n convert_v call_v before_o saint_n and_o brethren_n a_o man_n call_v may_v with_o 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tempt_v 3_o the_o fault_n he_o espi_v in_o other_o he_o will_v condemn_v in_o himself_o if_o not_o in_o the_o act_n and_o habit_n which_o grace_n preserve_v he_o from_o yet_o in_o the_o seed_n and_o inclination_n or_o he_o will_v fall_v upon_o some_o worse_a thing_n in_o himself_o which_o in_o his_o own_o sense_n shall_v cast_v he_o far_o below_o they_o master_n bradford_n seldom_o see_v any_o man_n fall_v into_o sin_n or_o misery_n but_o use_v to_o say_v lord_n be_v merciful_a a_o good_a heart_n have_v so_o much_o to_o do_v at_o home_n as_o it_o be_v not_o at_o leisure_n or_o list_v so_o much_o to_o judge_v or_o condemn_v other_o as_o himself_o 4_o he_o will_v do_v his_o best_a to_o draw_v other_o out_o of_o sin_n hos._n 6.1_o come_v let_v we_o return_v unto_o the_o lord_n act_v 26.29_o will_v god_n not_o thou_o only_o but_o all_o that_o hear_v i_o this_o day_n be_v altogether_o as_o i_o be_o except_v my_o band_n the_o thief_n on_o the_o cross_n in_o that_o straight_a time_n bewray_v the_o soundness_n of_o repentance_n by_o admonish_v his_o fellow_n rail_v on_o christ_n to_o win_v he_o fear_v not_o thou_o etc._n etc._n 1_o the_o commandment_n be_v reason_n general_a ezek._n 18.4_o return_v and_o cause_v other_o to_o return_v 2_o grace_n be_v as_o fire_n spread_v and_o catch_v mal._n 3.16_o then_o speak_v every_o one_o that_o fear_v god_n to_o his_o neighbour_n by_o admonition_n counsel_n 3_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o compassion_n will_v pull_v man_n out_o of_o the_o fire_n jude_n 22._o and_o draw_v they_o out_o of_o the_o danger_n 4_o well_o he_o know_v how_o by_o his_o sin_n and_o bad_a example_n he_o have_v draw_v other_o from_o god_n and_o now_o will_v manifest_v repentance_n by_o draw_v other_o with_o himself_o unto_o god_n use_v do_v thou_o seek_v by_o exhortation_n advice_n admonition_n persuasion_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o meekness_n to_o turn_v they_o right_a that_o be_v go_v astray_o here_o be_v a_o argument_n thou_o have_v be_v humble_v for_o thy_o own_o sin_n and_o misery_n thou_o declare_v thy_o repentance_n by_o thy_o care_n of_o other_o man_n soul_n but_o a_o careless_a disposition_n towards_o other_o thou_o trouble_v not_o thyself_o with_o sin_n of_o other_o as_o not_o concern_v thou_o argue_v a_o careless_a disposition_n within_o thyself_o especial_o 1._o the_o magistrate_n must_v reclaim_v or_o restrain_v evil_a doer_n prevent_v and_o hinder_v the_o sin_n of_o other_o else_o lie_v under_o the_o guilt_n of_o other_o sin_n 2._o the_o minister_n must_v set_v himself_o to_o win_v soul_n to_o save_v other_o with_o himself_o peter_n convert_v must_v strengthen_v the_o brethren_n the_o servant_n must_v resemble_v christ_n who_o not_o only_o mourn_v over_o jerusalem_n but_o warn_v jerusalem_n that_o their_o habitation_n shall_v be_v desolate_a 3._o the_o master_n of_o a_o family_n must_v have_v care_n to_o bring_v all_o the_o family_n to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n to_o reform_v his_o house_n job_n 12.23_o he_o that_o put_v sin_n away_o in_o himself_o put_v iniquity_n from_o his_o tabernacle_n and_o will_v not_o abide_v to_o dwell_v where_o sin_n dwell_v unreform_v cap._n 37._o sign_n of_o repentance_n in_o respect_n of_o one_o self_n 4._o the_o convert_a person_n will_v discover_v the_o truth_n of_o his_o repentance_n in_o sundry_a practice_n concern_v himself_o 1._o he_o judge_v himself_o and_o will_v set_v up_o a_o throne_n of_o judgement_n in_o his_o soul_n and_o proceed_v judicial_o and_o unpartial_o against_o himself_o as_o in_o ordinary_a form_n of_o trial_n of_o malefactor_n 1._o the_o practice_n we_o have_v in_o the_o church_n ezek._n 36.31_o when_o the_o lord_n have_v renew_v his_o covenant_n with_o his_o people_n and_o bestow_v new_a heart_n upon_o they_o and_o put_v his_o spirit_n within_o they_o and_o deliver_v they_o from_o their_o filthiness_n then_o shall_v they_o remember_v their_o wicked_a way_n &_o judge_v themselves_o worthy_a to_o be_v destroy_v for_o their_o iniquity_n 2._o 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sinner_n commit_v high_a treason_n against_o the_o crown_n and_o dignity_n of_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n and_o be_v daily_a draw_n near_a his_o execution_n a_o pardon_n be_v offer_v free_o in_o the_o gospel_n grace_n and_o mercy_n be_v offer_v but_o he_o by_o impenitency_n thrust_v away_o the_o word_n of_o life_n scorn_v the_o messenger_n justify_v and_o defend_v his_o sin_n here_o be_v a_o spiritual_a madness_n and_o frenzy_n what_o a_o folly_n be_v it_o whereas_o a_o man_n will_v do_v nothing_o to_o make_v his_o finger_n ache_v he_o will_v not_o be_v hire_v to_o hold_v his_o finger_n in_o the_o flame_n of_o a_o candle_n a_o moment_n for_o any_o money_n or_o gold_n he_o will_v scarce_o taste_v a_o bitter_a potion_n for_o recovery_n of_o health_n yet_o this_o man_n make_v no_o bone_n of_o that_o which_o will_v bring_v endless_a torment_n in_o hell_n fire_n he_o stick_v not_o to_o drink_v up_o a_o cup_n of_o poison_n the_o nature_n of_o which_o be_v the_o further_a it_o go_v the_o 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now_o you_o say_v you_o see_v your_o sin_n remain_v in_o the_o guilt_n in_o the_o stain_n in_o the_o domination_n and_o reign_n in_o the_o damnation_n of_o it_o thou_o be_v a_o swearer_n a_o adulterer_n a_o hater_n of_o god_n and_o a_o enemy_n to_o grace_n a_o persecutor_n of_o christ_n and_o thou_o be_v so_o still_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o repent_v sin_n hang_v like_o a_o burr_n on_o the_o impenitent_a person_n it_o part_v not_o in_o life_n nor_o in_o death_n but_o lie_v down_o in_o the_o dust_n with_o he_o and_o rise_v with_o he_o it_o go_v to_o judgement_n with_o he_o and_o be_v send_v to_o hell_n with_o he_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n abide_v on_o he_o because_o his_o sin_n abide_v with_o he_o 4_o of_o all_o sin_n impenitency_n be_v the_o great_a and_o near_a to_o judgement_n revel_v 2.20_o jezabel_n have_v time_n to_o repent_v give_v she_o but_o repent_v not_o and_o therefore_o be_v cast_v into_o a_o bed_n of_o sorrow_n this_o be_v note_v in_o saul_n 1._o chron._n 10_o 13._o saul_n die_v for_o his_o transgression_n but_o what_o be_v his_o transgression_n first_o he_o disobey_v the_o commandment_n second_o he_o seek_v to_o a_o witch_n three_o he_o seek_v not_o to_o the_o lord_n and_o therefore_o the_o lord_n slay_v he_o true_a it_o be_v that_o every_o sin_n be_v damnable_a but_o no_o sin_n actual_o condemn_v but_o impenitency_n and_o therefore_o the_o great_a of_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o repent_v of_o sin_n let_v it_o not_o be_v say_v of_o thou_o as_o of_o herod_n yet_o he_o add_v this_o above_o all_o that_o thou_o be_v so_o great_a a_o sinner_n have_v not_o yet_o repent_v 3_o look_v upon_o thyself_o in_o respect_n of_o thy_o good_a duty_n 1_o none_o can_v be_v good_a in_o thou_o till_o thou_o have_v repent_v first_o the_o tree_n must_v be_v good_a and_o then_o the_o fruit_n first_o abel_n person_n be_v accept_v and_o then_o his_o sacrifice_n but_o to_o cain_n and_o his_o sacrifice_n he_o have_v no_o respect_n 2_o nay_o in_o the_o best_a even_o the_o best_a duty_n 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