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all_o thy_o people_n to_o old_a man_n prudence_n and_o liberality_n to_o young_a man_n obedience_n temperance_n health_n and_o diligence_n to_o merchant_n justice_n and_o faithfulness_n to_o mechanic_n and_o artisan_n truth_n and_o honesty_n to_o all_o marry_a pair_n faith_n and_o holiness_n charity_n and_o sweet_a compliance_n to_o all_o christian_a woman_n the_o ornament_n of_o a_o meek_a and_o a_o quiet_a spirit_n chastity_n and_o charity_n patience_n and_o obedience_n a_o zeal_n of_o duty_n and_o religion_n iv_o to_o all_o that_o be_v sick_a and_o afflict_a distress_a in_o conscience_n or_o persecute_v for_o it_o give_v patience_n and_o comfort_n a_o sincere_a repentance_n and_o a_o perfect_a resignation_n a_o love_n of_o god_n and_o a_o perseverance_n in_o duty_n proportionable_a comfort_n in_o this_o
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bring_v to_o great_a misery_n help_v i_o o_o help_n m_o o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n o_o deliver_v i_o and_o be_v merciful_a unto_o my_o sin_n for_o thy_o name_n sake_n iu._n but_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o judgement_n remember_v mercy_n pardon_v all_o my_o cry_a sin_n reverse_v thy_o fearful_a though_o just_o deserve_v judgement_n and_o that_o which_o be_v the_o most_o dreadful_a of_o all_o judgement_n and_o continue_v thy_o judgement_n bardness_n of_o heart_n contempt_n of_o thy_o word_n and_o commandment_n restore_v thy_o wont_a though_o undeserved_a mercy_n give_v peace_n in_o my_o time_n o_o lord_n and_o let_v the_o gospel_n of_o truth_n flourish_n even_o until_o thy_o son_n come_v to_o judgement_n and_o that_o for_o his_o sake_n who_o be_v the_o prince_n of_o peace_n and_o that_o shed_v his_o most_o precious_a blood_n to_o purchase_v our_o peace_n v._o o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o author_n of_o peace_n and_o lover_n of_o concord_n compose_v i_o beseech_v thou_o all_o unhappy_a difference_n and_o division_n that_o be_v among_o we_o take_v away_o from_o all_o man_n heart_n the_o spirit_n of_o division_n and_o contention_n the_o spirit_n of_o blood_n thirstiness_n and_o revenge_n the_o spirit_n of_o pride_n blindness_n of_o heart_n vain_a glory_n and_o hypocrisy_n of_o envy_n hatred_n malice_n and_o all_o vncharitableness_n and_o give_v we_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n unity_n and_o concord_n the_o spirit_n of_o moderation_n the_o spirit_n of_o due_a obedience_n and_o above_o all_o the_o spirit_n of_o thy_o fear_n that_o we_o may_v at_o length_n meet_v and_o live_v in_o the_o unity_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o in_o the_o bond_n of_o peace_n and_o with_o one_o mouth_n praise_v thou_o our_o god_n and_o with_o one_o heart_n love_v one_o another_o read_v psal_n 69.88_o 1_o lesson_n isa_n 53._o 2_o lesson_n 1_o pet._n 2._o saturday_n morning_n meditation_n lord_z i_o confess_v without_o thou_o my_o endeavour_n be_v in_o vain_a and_o without_o thy_o blessing_n my_o hope_n can_v never_o succeed_v but_o i_o also_o know_v thou_o rewarde_a those_o who_o obey_v thou_o and_o fail_v not_o to_o relieve_v with_o a_o generous_a bounty_n those_o who_o depend_v on_o thou_o o_o give_v i_o 1._o thy_o grace_n to_o observe_v my_o part_n and_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v the_o performance_n of_o thou_o thou_o call_v to_o thyself_o the_o poor_a and_o humble_a to_o eat_v and_o drink_v at_o thy_o holy_a table_n those_o who_o faithful_o live_v together_o in_o unity_n thou_o gracious_o invite_v to_o thy_o royal_a feast_n prefer_v they_o all_o to_o thy_o friendship_n here_o that_o they_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o thy_o glory_n hearafter_o ii_o my_o soul_n if_o thou_o at_o any_o time_n loose_a the_o presence_n of_o thy_o god_n thou_o will_v besure_n to_o find_v he_o at_o his_o holy_a table_n there_o seek_v he_o with_o grace_n and_o perseverance_n seek_v he_o with_o prayer_n and_o sigh_n and_o tear_n and_o be_v sure_a at_o last_o thou_o 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into_o thy_o presence_n with_o confidence_n see_v that_o my_o conscience_n tell_v i_o i_o have_v break_v all_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o have_v sin_v in_o thought_n and_o word_n in_o thought_n more_o than_o i_o can_v think_v and_o in_o word_n more_o than_o i_o be_o able_a to_o express_v the_o number_n of_o they_o be_v so_o great_a that_o i_o have_v scarce_o room_n for_o any_o more_o i_o be_o impure_a but_o thou_o of_o pure_a eye_n than_o to_o behold_v iniquity_n ii_o but_o if_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o i_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o stand_v before_o thou_o i_o confess_v there_o be_v but_o one_o way_n to_o sly_a from_o thou_o as_o a_o angry_a god_n which_o be_v to_o sly_a to_o thou_o as_o a_o reconcile_a father_n reconcile_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n jesus_n christ_n to_o fly_v from_o the_o strict_a bar_n of_o thy_o judgement_n to_o thy_o tender_a bowel_n of_o compassion_n not_o according_a to_o my_o merit_n but_o according_a to_o my_o necessity_n so_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n past_a and_o strengthen_v i_o against_o sin_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v iii_o to_o this_o end_n i_o beseech_v thou_o awake_v my_o dead_a conscience_n confirm_v my_o judgement_n enlighten_v my_o understanding_n conform_v my_o will_n reform_v my_o life_n inflame_v my_o zeal_n strengthen_v my_o faith_n and_o that_o from_o henceforth_o i_o may_v live_v unto_o thou_o and_o serve_v thou_o lord_n give_v i_o repentance_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o that_o hope_v which_o will_v not_o make_v i_o ashamed_a and_o that_o peace_n of_o conscience_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n give_v i_o the_o world_n but_o that_o world_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n give_v i_o faith_n but_o that_o faith_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n and_o that_o wisdom_n which_o lead_v to_o understanding_n iv_o lord_n prepare_v my_o soul_n and_o heart_n to_o meet_v thou_o at_o thy_o holy_a yable_a that_o i_o may_v feed_v my_o soul_n with_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o not_o depart_v from_o thence_o without_o a_o blessing_n give_v i_o grace_n evermore_o to_o fear_v thou_o and_o to_o preserve_v a_o tender_a sense_n of_o my_o duty_n towards_o thou_o and_o conscientious_o obey_v thou_o in_o all_o thing_n that_o so_o by_o the_o virtue_n of_o his_o sacrifice_n of_o himself_o all_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v wash_v away_o in_o his_o blood_n and_o be_v remember_v no_o more_o read_v the_o psalm_n and_o proper_a lesson_n appoint_v for_o the_o day_n saturday_n evening_n meditation_n behold_v i_o o_o lord_n in_o this_o state_n of_o misery_n and_o no_o hope_n leave_v i_o but_o in_o thy_o mercy_n â—â—here_o i_o must_v lie_v keep_v down_o with_o my_o sin_n unless_o thy_o clemency_n take_v pity_n on_o i_o enlighten_v o_o
lord_n the_o blindness_n of_o my_o understanding_n and_o straighten_v the_o crookedness_n of_o my_o will_n and_o heal_v all_o the_o infirmity_n of_o my_o weak_a nature_n o_o do_v thou_o thorough_o cure_v i_o that_o i_o sin_v no_o more_o but_o immediate_o take_v up_o my_o heart_n which_o too_o long_o have_v cleaved_a to_o this_o earth_n and_o bear_v it_o after_o thou_o to_o walk_v from_o henceforth_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n ii_o when_o thou_o be_v present_a with_o i_o o_o thou_o heavenly_a spouse_n of_o my_o soul_n when_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o stay_v and_o dwell_v in_o my_o heart_n how_o strange_o do_v thou_o fill_v it_o with_o joy_n and_o sweetness_n whatever_o happen_v i_o can_v be_v sad_a while_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o nor_o pleasant_a if_o thou_o leave_v i_o infuse_v thy_o holy_a love_n into_o my_o heart_n o_o lord_n and_o make_v i_o faithful_o hold_v it_o fast_o for_o ever_o that_o i_o lose_v not_o myself_o by_o neglect_v thy_o grace_n but_o preserve_v they_o 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not_o for_o flesh_n and_o blood_n to_o perform_v the_o excellency_n of_o a_o evangelical_n life_n but_o to_o the_o almighty_a grace_n of_o god_n nothing_o be_v impossible_a every_o exense_n be_v welcome_a to_o i_o every_o little_a difficulty_n be_v enough_o to_o divert_v i_o i_o be_o afraid_a of_o the_o hardship_n of_o poverty_n i_o be_o in_o love_n with_o my_o kindred_n and_o acquaintance_n and_o never_o can_v nature_n alone_o overcome_v these_o difficulty_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n can_v find_v a_o remedy_n and_o compose_v in_o i_o such_o a_o frame_n of_o spirit_n whereby_o i_o may_v vanquish_v all_o those_o thought_n which_o keep_v i_o from_o thy_o glorious_a presence_n the_o prayer_n oeternal_a lord_n god_n infinite_a in_o thy_o greatness_n incomprehensible_a in_o thy_o glory_n who_o pure_a and_o just_a eve_n can_v behold_v either_o sin_n or_o sinner_n with_o the_o least_o look_n of_o approbation_n be_v not_o offend_v with_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n o_o lord_n who_o be_v a_o 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