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shall_v make_v choice_n of_o such_o a_o poor_a creature_n as_o i_o be_o to_o be_v employ_v in_o his_o work_n i_o must_v further_o say_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v crooked_a thing_n straight_o and_o rough_a way_n plain_a and_o hard_a and_o difficult_a thing_n easy_a to_o i_o through_o the_o free_a and_o rich_a love_n of_o christ_n oh_o he_o hâ—th_v make_v death_n nothing_o unto_o i_o now_o but_o yet_o i_o have_v no_o strength_n of_o my_o own_o no_o my_o strength_n lie_v in_o my_o weakness_n and_o it_o be_v christ_n alone_a that_o can_v renew_v my_o strength_n which_o he_o do_v daily_a by_o set_v upon_o my_o heart_n these_o follow_a scripture_n which_o have_v be_v a_o constant_a relief_n to_o i_o the_o lord_n be_v my_o light_n and_o salvation_n who_o shall_v i_o fear_v the_o lord_n be_v the_o rock_n of_o my_o life_n of_o who_o shall_v i_o be_v afraid_a psal._n 28.14_o wait_v on_o the_o lord_n be_v of_o good_a courage_n and_o he_o shall_v strengthen_v thy_o heart_n wait_v i_o say_v 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the_o lord_n you_o his_o saint_n for_o there_o be_v no_o want_n to_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o psal._n 11.22_o though_o hand_n join_v in_o hand_n the_o wicked_a shall_v not_o be_v unpunished_a but_o the_o seed_n of_o the_o righteous_a shall_v be_v deliver_v some_o experimental_a passage_n in_o discourse_n with_o a_o friend_n a_o friend_n come_v to_o he_o the_o week_n of_o his_o trial_n and_o suffer_v do_v partake_v of_o many_o choice_a breathe_n from_o he_o some_o of_o they_o which_o he_o can_v call_v to_o mind_n be_v here_o faithful_o collect_v we_o be_v to_o esteem_v suffering_n the_o better_a when_o they_o be_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n and_o we_o must_v not_o esteem_v the_o way_n of_o god_n the_o worse_a because_o they_o be_v accompany_v with_o suffering_n in_o this_o world_n a_o believe_a soul_n suffering_n for_o christ_n do_v confirm_v he_o the_o more_o in_o the_o way_n of_o christ._n a_o principle_n of_o faith_n find_v three_o sort_n of_o promise_n in_o the_o gospel_n first_o 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