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the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n answ_n 1._o no_o question_n by_o his_o royal_a prerogative_n he_o may_v do_v that_o which_o no_o earthly_a prince_n may_v act_v above_o and_o contrary_a to_o his_o own_o prescribe_a rule_n when_o he_o please_v but_o 2._o it_o be_v unlikely_a that_o he_o will_v and_o it_o be_v unusual_o that_o he_o do_v renew_v any_o man_n that_o be_v a_o apostate_n from_o former_a conviction_n without_o deeep_v humiliation_n and_o indeed_o if_o he_o shall_v this_o will_v encourage_v convince_v sinner_n to_o cast_v off_o their_o cord_n and_o break_v the_o bond_n of_o the_o spirit_n at_o their_o pleasure_n these_o be_v grievous_a affront_n to_o god_n himself_o and_o it_o be_v reason_n that_o he_o shall_v have_v reparation_n from_o we_o at_o our_o return_n to_o he_o now_o the_o only_a reparation_n in_o this_o kind_n be_v deep_a sense_n and_o humble_a selfe-condemning_a acknowledgement_n of_o our_o sin_n chap._n xxiv_o objection_n of_o another_o nature_n answer_v object_n 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wet_a seed_n time_n but_o it_o may_v be_v a_o dry_a summer_n and_o so_o the_o hazard_n be_v not_o over_o therefore_o have_v have_v a_o wet_a seed_n time_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d he_o expect_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o latter_a rain_n too_o to_o perfect_v the_o harvest_n so_o thou_o have_v sow_o in_o tear_n god_n have_v blessed_v the_o seed_n of_o the_o word_n so_o far_o to_o thou_o expect_v the_o perfect_a his_o work_n in_o thou_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o continue_a trouble_n be_v the_o latter_a rain_n it_o be_v well_o when_o god_n follow_v thou_o with_o such_o shower_n keep_v the_o ground_n thy_o heart_n tender_a fear_v not_o man_n this_o make_v for_o the_o improvement_n of_o it_o to_o a_o joyful_a harvest_n they_o that_o sow_v in_o tear_n shall_v though_o long_o first_o yet_o at_o last_o reap_v in_o joy_n ps_n 126._o 5._o and_o their_o precious_a seed_n will_v yield_v sheaf_n at_o the_o last_o obj._n but_o i_o can_v wait_v i_o have_v such_o a_o impatient_a fretful_a spirit_n and_o i_o have_v so_o long_o wait_v to_o so_o little_a purpose_n that_o i_o be_o even_o quite_o weary_v though_o my_o spirit_n be_v willing_a yet_o my_o flesh_n be_v weak_a answ_n 1_o it_o be_v not_o less_o a_o duty_n because_o thou_o can_v not_o do_v it_o 2._o pray_v against_o this_o distemper_n lord_n i_o have_v a_o evil_a impatient_a overhasty_a heart_n that_o must_v be_v relieve_v present_o or_o it_o will_v be_v go_v from_o thy_o door_n lord_n give_v i_o a_o heart_n willing_a to_o stay_v thy_o leisure_n indeed_o the_o thing_n i_o will_v have_v be_v precious_a necessary_a my_o endeavour_n have_v be_v frequent_a my_o prayer_n urgent_a and_o importunate_a and_o therefore_o my_o froward_a spirit_n seem_v to_o take_v it_o ill_o to_o be_v so_o long_o disappoint_v in_o its_o expectation_n lord_n give_v i_o a_o wait_a depend_v endure_a spirit_n 3_o fetch_v in_o strength_n from_o a_o promise_n to_o this_o purpose_n there_o be_v abundance_n of_o promise_n make_v of_o and_o to_o 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not_o from_o every_o one_o that_o can_v talk_v of_o scripture_n but_o from_o a_o lawful_a preacher_n rom._n 10._o 14._o see_v the_o connexion_n between_o call_v and_o preach_v and_o hear_v and_o faith_n see_v joh._n 17._o 17._o and_o the_o promise_n that_o wisdom_n make_v be_v to_o those_o that_o wait_v at_o her_o gate_n and_o the_o post_n of_o her_o door_n and_o constant_o do_v so_o he_o that_o wait_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d day_n by_o day_n ie_fw-fr upon_o all_o opportunity_n pro._n 8._o 34_o 35._o and_o the_o word_n must_v be_v wait_v on_o for_o peace_n too_o it_o be_v the_o gospel_n of_o peace_n too_o as_o follows_z loco_fw-la dicto_fw-la rom._n 10._o 15._o and_o that_o in_o the_o mouth_n of_o preacher_n and_o eph._n 6._o 15._o and_o isa_n 57_o 19_o i_o create_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o lip_n peace_n 2_o prayer_n ezek._n 36_o 37._o i_o will_v yet_o be_v inquire_v of_o etc._n etc._n and_o acts._n 9_o 11._o the_o same_o spirit_n be_v a_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_z 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spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o supplication_n be_v usual_o pour_v out_o in_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o duty_n luke_n 11._o 13._o 3._o conference_n the_o great_a reason_n why_o person_n go_v heat_v and_o warm_v from_o sermon_n and_o within_o a_o few_o minute_n become_v key-cold_a again_o be_v the_o want_n of_o this_o holy_a help_n how_o do_v our_o heart_n burn_v within_o we_o say_v the_o disciple_n luke_n 24._o 32._o when_o he_o talk_v with_o we_o 4._o meditation_n beast_n that_o chew_v the_o cud_n be_v the_o only_a clean_a beast_n because_o they_o best_o turn_v their_o food_n into_o nourishment_n it_o be_v a_o special_a advantage_n that_o a_o man_n have_v in_o memory_n see_v it_o be_v that_o bag_n whence_o a_o man_n octava_fw-la vid._n infrà _fw-la n._n octava_fw-la by_o meditation_n fetch_v back_o truth_n and_o chew_n on_o they_o see_v psal_n 40._o 3._o 5_o seek_v in_o they_o conversion_n rather_o than_o comfort_n and_o grace_n then_o peace_n the_o reason_n of_o this_o advice_n 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trifle_a business_n to_o hinder_v you_o how_o can_v you_o expect_v but_o that_o he_o shall_v serve_v you_o in_o the_o same_o kind_n true_o a_o man_n may_v lay_v bond_n upon_o himself_o in_o appointment_n of_o time_n of_o duty_n which_o as_o he_o may_v order_v the_o matter_n that_o be_v if_o he_o lay_v they_o so_o upon_o himself_o as_o to_o pronounce_v it_o absolute_o unlawful_a upon_o any_o occasion_n to_o overslip_a that_o very_a time_n may_v prove_v but_o snare_n to_o entangle_v his_o conscience_n but_o yet_o on_o the_o other_o side_n to_o set_v apart_o appoint_v hour_n for_o this_o duty_n as_o a_o convenient_a mean_n to_o keep_v our_o heart_n from_o frame_v petty_a occasion_n from_o hour_n to_o hour_n to_o put_v off_o the_o duty_n and_o that_o with_o resolution_n not_o to_o fail_v at_o the_o appoint_a time_n but_o upon_o very_o weighty_a occasion_n and_o upon_o such_o fail_n at_o any_o time_n to_o resolve_v to_o make_v up_o that_o defect_n double_o as_o soon_o as_o the_o occasion_n 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when_o god_n saint_n be_v more_o acquaint_v with_o it_o there_o be_v far_o more_o acquaintance_n with_o god_n then_o i_o fear_v if_o i_o may_v guess_v at_o other_o condition_n by_o my_o own_o there_o now_o be_v there_o be_v some_o devil_n say_v our_o saviour_n that_o will_v not_o be_v cast_v out_o without_o prayer_n and_o fast_v mar._n 9_o 29._o so_o may_v i_o say_v in_o this_o case_n there_o be_v some_o doubt_n that_o will_v not_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o the_o soul_n till_o a_o man_n try_v this_o way_n not_o that_o fast_v add_v any_o thing_n to_o prayer_n in_o itself_o or_o by_o any_o proper_a efficiency_n of_o its_o own_o but_o it_o dispose_v a_o man_n to_o
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sacrament_n to_o have_v that_o seal_v to_o i_o suppose_v this_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n make_v weary_a of_o sin_n and_o account_v it_o the_o great_a burden_n in_o the_o world_n i_o apply_v myself_o to_o christ_n to_o ease_v i_o of_o it_o hereupon_o i_o lay_v claim_n to_o the_o promise_n thus_o lord_n jesus_n thou_o have_v do_v thus_o for_o i_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n whereas_o i_o account_v sin_v a_o pleasure_n once_o now_o i_o account_v it_o a_o burden_n make_v good_a thy_o promise_n to_o i_o ease_v i_o i_o claim_v this_o on_o the_o credit_n of_o thy_o promise_n mat._n 11._o 28._o if_o hereupon_o i_o come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n desire_v god_n to_o seal_v to_o this_o promise_n which_o i_o lie_v hold_v upon_o i_o can_v be_v say_v to_o come_v unworthy_o though_o i_o have_v no_o witness_n in_o my_o heart_n from_o the_o spirit_n that_o i_o belong_v to_o christ_n i_o tell_v you_o before_o that_o it_o be_v the_o claim_n of_o christ_n and_o stand_v to_o that_o claim_n and_o be_v resolve_v to_o adventure_v my_o soul_n upon_o it_o that_o entitle_v i_o to_o he_o and_o that_o that_o entitle_v i_o to_o christ_n give_v i_o a_o right_n to_o the_o sacrament_n as_o i_o say_v but_o now_o upon_o the_o former_a head_n object_n but_o let_v this_o faith_n be_v what_o it_o will_v i_o must_v know_v that_o i_o have_v it_o ere_o i_o come_v else_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o require_v examination_n before_o i_o come_v and_o if_o so_o then_o it_o be_v all_o one_o for_o substance_n to_o be_v assure_v that_o i_o be_o in_o christ_n and_o to_o be_v assure_v that_o i_o believe_v in_o he_o because_o believe_v in_o he_o necessary_o imply_v be_v in_o he_o answ_n sacramental_a examination_n do_v not_o presuppose_v a_o necessity_n of_o a_o certain_a or_o assure_a knowledge_n that_o i_o have_v the_o grace_n which_o i_o examine_v myself_o for_o but_o only_o a_o find_v those_o act_n in_o myself_o which_o ordinary_o those_o grace_n appear_v in_o my_o heart_n deal_v plain_o and_o faithful_o with_o 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therefore_o the_o church_n in_o affliction_n be_v expert_a in_o this_o argument_n where_o be_v thy_o zeal_n and_o thy_o strength_n the_o sound_v of_o thy_o bowel_n and_o of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o isai_n 63._o 15._o and_o god_n delight_v exceed_o to_o show_v his_o pity_n and_o his_o tender_a mercy_n to_o his_o people_n in_o such_o a_o time_n he_o be_v a_o god_n that_o delight_v in_o mercy_n micah_n 7._o 18._o and_o therefore_o delight_v to_o be_v urge_v with_o it_o and_o to_o have_v it_o plead_v in_o a_o time_n of_o misery_n and_o for_o this_o very_a reason_n he_o make_v our_o great_a misery_n and_o most_o forlorn_a condition_n a_o time_n of_o love_n and_o mercy_n ezek._n 16._o 4_o 5_o 6._o ps_n 136._o 23._o luk._n 1._o 48._o and_o no_o wonder_n he_o take_v such_o a_o time_n see_v he_o have_v most_o glory_n from_o his_o people_n for_o remember_v they_o in_o a_o low_a estate_n 2._o add_v to_o this_o another_o which_o indeed_o be_v the_o occasional_a motive_n to_o it_o our_o own_o misery_n the_o proper_a object_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o correlative_a of_o it_o this_o be_v a_o good_a argument_n to_o plead_v with_o god_n lord_n now_o i_o be_o a_o fit_a object_n of_o mercy_n thou_o be_v a_o god_n of_o tender_a mercy_n and_o thy_o compassion_n fail_v not_o if_o ever_o any_o soul_n need_v tender_a mercy_n i_o be_o that_o soul_n behold_v lord_n my_o affliction_n see_v lord_n and_o consider_v behold_v lord_n and_o consider_v remember_v o_o lord_n what_o be_v come_v upon_o we_o etc._n etc._n say_v the_o church_n often_o in_o the_o lamentation_n lam._n 1._o 9_o 20._o &_o 2._o 20._o &_o 3._o 1._o thence_o the_o people_n of_o god_n in_o scripture_n use_v to_o make_v such_o large_a description_n of_o their_o sad_a condition_n as_o psalm_n 38._o throughout_o psalm_n 41._o 5_o 6_o 7._o &_o 69_o throughout_o isai_n 37._o 14_o 15._o a_o beggar_n that_o have_v a_o maim_n a_o soldier_n that_o have_v the_o scar_n of_o his_o dangerous_a wound_n to_o show_v have_v a_o great_a advantage_n in_o beg_v above_o those_o ordinary_a beggar_n that_o can_v show_v no_o such_o argument_n and_o inducement_n to_o pity_n misery_n speak_v aloud_o when_o he_o that_o suffer_v it_o it_o may_v be_v have_v not_o a_o tongue_n to_o utter_v it_o 3._o the_o seasonableness_n of_o relief_n in_o such_o a_o time_n may_v be_v a_o prevail_a motive_n god_n season_n of_o mercy_n and_o pity_n be_v our_o depth_n of_o want_n and_o misery_n relief_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n divers_a time_n be_v double_a relief_n when_o god_n help_v a_o abraham_n upon_o the_o mount_n when_o he_o step_v in_o between_o a_o man_n and_o the_o very_a brink_n of_o danger_n this_o endear_v a_o mercy_n now_o when_o a_o man_n can_v plead_v with_o god_n thus_o lord_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o hear_v much_o of_o thy_o mercy_n pity_n and_o bounty_n lord_n if_o ever_o thou_o will_v give_v i_o a_o experiment_n of_o it_o now_o be_v a_o fit_a time_n to_o do_v it_o now_o i_o be_o at_o a_o loss_n every_o way_n else_o now_o i_o be_o at_o the_o very_a brink_n of_o despair_n o_o what_o a_o season_n may_v thou_o now_o take_v to_o engage_v my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o as_o it_o be_v prevalent_a with_o a_o friend_n to_o urge_v sir_n you_o have_v often_o bid_v i_o make_v use_n of_o you_o you_o have_v promise_v i_o many_o time_n what_o you_o will_v do_v for_o i_o now_o sir_n if_o you_o will_v ever_o relieve_v i_o now_o be_v the_o time_n when_o you_o may_v do_v i_o a_o most_o engage_v kindness_n thus_o david_n pray_v psalm_n 69._o 13._o my_o prayer_n be_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n in_o a_o acceptable_a time_n save_v i_o now_o deliverance_n will_v be_v welcome_a so_o psalm_n 143._o 7._o 4._o the_o present_a hindrance_n that_o a_o man_n find_v in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n by_o a_o affliction_n be_v of_o much_o importance_n by_o way_n of_o argument_n in_o such_o a_o season_n for_o god_n main_a inducement_n in_o all_o that_o he_o do_v be_v his_o own_o glory_n and_o it_o be_v a_o great_a discovery_n of_o a_o gracious_a spirit_n when_o a_o man_n desire_v not_o his_o own_o ease_n so_o much_o as_o god_n glory_n nor_o his_o own_o ease_n but_o for_o and_o in_o subservience_n unto_o god_n glory_n in_o such_o petition_n there_o be_v much_o self-denial_n and_o therefore_o such_o petition_n please_v god_n most_o these_o kind_n of_o plea_n be_v very_o usual_a in_o the_o saint_n and_o servant_n of_o god_n through_o all_o the_o scripture_n in_o death_n say_v david_n there_o be_v no_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o in_o the_o grave_n who_o shall_v give_v thou_o thanks_o psalm_n 6._o 5_o and_o what_o profit_n be_v there_o in_o my_o blood_n when_o i_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n shall_v the_o dust_n praise_v thou_o psalm_n 30._o 9_o and_o heman_n psalm_n 88_o 10_o 11_o 12._o will_v thou_o show_v wonder_n to_o the_o dead_a etc._n etc._n shall_v thy_o wonder_n be_v know_v in_o the_o dark_a and_o thy_o righteousness_n in_o the_o land_n of_o forgetfulness_n in_o the_o same_o tune_n be_v hezekiah_n isai_n 38._o 18_o 19_o the_o live_a the_o live_n they_o shall_v praise_v thou_o the_o grave_n can_v praise_v thou_o lord_n say_v they_o this_o sickness_n this_o danger_n of_o life_n hazard_v the_o the_o loss_n of_o many_o opportunity_n to_o do_v thou_o service_n in_o the_o world_n therefore_o grant_v life_n and_o health_n when_o a_o man_n can_v go_v to_o god_n and_o say_v in_o sickness_n lord_n thou_o know_v i_o will_v live_v to_o glorify_v thâ—e_n i_o have_v do_v thou_o little_a service_n i_o will_v fain_o do_v thou_o more_o ere_o i_o go_v hence_o and_o be_v no_o more_o see_v cut_v i_o not_o off_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o day_n etc._n etc._n
time_n of_o judgement_n and_o it_o be_v part_n of_o their_o plague_n that_o god_n will_v laugh_v at_o their_o destruction_n prov._n 1._o 26._o 27._o be-fool_n thyself_o and_o be-beast_n thyself_o before_o god_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o improvident_a as_o to_o neglect_v the_o provide_v of_o any_o material_n to_o build_v thou_o a_o shed_v against_o a_o storm_n or_o to_o think_v that_o thou_o shall_v never_o see_v a_o time_n in_o which_o thou_o shall_v have_v need_n of_o god_n say_v lord_n thou_o be_v just_a but_o i_o be_o wicked_a it_o be_v righteous_a with_o thou_o to_o stamp_v my_o punishment_n with_o the_o very_a image_n of_o my_o sin_n thou_o be_v righteous_a though_o thou_o shall_v never_o open_v my_o lip_n or_o my_o heart_n though_o thou_o shall_v seal_v my_o condemnation_n to_o my_o soul_n by_o seal_v up_o both_o my_o heart_n &_o mouth_n and_o not_o suffer_v i_o so_o much_o as_o to_o open_v my_o mouth_n to_o petition_v for_o a_o pardon_n 3._o earnest_o gâ—oan_n and_o sigh_v before_o the_o lord_n as_o thou_o can_v desire_v he_o that_o he_o will_v not_o take_v against_o thou_o the_o advantage_n which_o thy_o provocation_n have_v give_v he_o that_o he_o will_v enlarge_v thy_o heart_n and_o bestow_v upon_o thou_o the_o spirit_n of_o supplication_n and_o who_o know_v whether_o in_o pray_v that_o thou_o may_v pray_v god_n may_v not_o teach_v thou_o to_o pray_v it_o be_v not_o for_o nothing_o that_o god_n bid_v even_o carnal_a man_n to_o pray_v act._n 8._o â—…_n though_o they_o can_v pray_v acceptable_o without_o the_o spirit_n sure_a it_o be_v because_o in_o his_o ordinary_a way_n of_o dispensation_n the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n be_v give_v in_o pray_v as_o the_o spirit_n of_o faith_n be_v give_v in_o hear_v though_o we_o can_v hear_v acceptable_o without_o faith_n i_o think_v the_o word_n hold_v forth_o no_o less_o luke_n 11._o 13._o he_o give_v the_o holy_a spirit_n to_o they_o that_o ask_v he_o we_o can_v ask_v the_o spirit_n as_o we_o ought_v without_o the_o spirit_n yet_o we_o get_v the_o spirit_n in_o ask_v 4._o think_v not_o thy_o present_a estate_n utter_o irremediable_a for_o though_o there_o be_v a_o time_n when_o god_n will_v not_o be_v find_v of_o sinner_n though_o they_o seek_v the_o blessing_n with_o tear_n heb._n 12._o 17._o yet_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o time_n in_o which_o he_o exclude_v a_o penitent_a and_o sincere_a heart_a petitioner_n and_o the_o reason_n why_o many_o a_o profane_a esau_n fail_v in_o find_v be_v because_o he_o fail_v in_o seek_v if_o thy_o heart_n be_v now_o so_o affect_v as_o be_v before_o describe_v know_v god_n have_v in_o part_n hear_v thou_o in_o give_v thou_o a_o heart_n so_o serious_o affect_v with_o its_o own_o barrenness_n deadness_n and_o impenitency_n and_o know_v far_o that_o barrenness_n feel_v and_o complain_v of_o and_o groan_v under_o be_v no_o more_o barren_a but_o occasional_o fruitful_a in_o many_o sweet_a affection_n though_o yet_o thou_o be_v straighten_v in_o expression_n and_o there_o may_v be_v more_o prayer_n in_o one_o groan_n from_o a_o heart_n that_o be_v sensible_a of_o its_o own_o inability_n to_o pray_v then_o in_o many_o large_a discourse_n and_o â—rations_n to_o god_n from_o a_o formal_a and_o customary_a devotion_n 5._o shall_v thou_o die_v in_o this_o condition_n with_o thy_o face_n towards_o heaven_n yet_o thou_o may_v die_v with_o hope_n that_o thy_o present_a seed_n time_n of_o tear_n shall_v end_v in_o a_o harvest_n of_o joy_n that_o though_o thy_o mouth_n be_v shut_v on_o earth_n yet_o see_v god_n have_v open_v thy_o heart_n it_o shall_v also_o be_v open_v in_o heaven_n the_o have_v prayer_n on_o the_o cross_n be_v a_o effectual_a prayer_n though_o but_o a_o short_a one_o let_v that_o keep_v thou_o from_o despair_n but_o let_v it_o not_o encourage_v thou_o to_o presume_v he_o that_o make_v but_o one_o prayer_n in_o his_o life_n and_o that_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n yet_o that_o one_o prayer_n prevail_v to_o open_a paradise_n i_o fear_v his_o example_n have_v occasional_o shut_v it_o to_o thousand_o of_o presume_a sinner_n that_o have_v presume_v upon_o the_o same_o admittance_n yet_o as_o to_o thou_o who_o heart_n god_n have_v open_v i_o dare_v present_v it_o as_o a_o encouragement_n tell_v i_o not_o god_n open_v not_o thy_o mouth_n if_o the_o heart_n be_v open_a it_o be_v far_o more_o than_o if_o the_o mouth_n be_v never_o so_o enlarge_v one_o sigh_n in_o secret_a of_o a_o break_a heart_n be_v more_o than_o many_o loud_a howl_n of_o fright_a formalist_n and_o hypocrite_n that_o key_n that_o open_v the_o heart_n will_v open_v heaven_n too_o 6_o and_o last_o now_o resolve_v in_o the_o strength_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n which_o have_v lay_v help_n upon_o he_o for_o thou_o that_o if_o ever_o thou_o get_v out_o of_o the_o present_a trouble_n if_o ever_o thou_o be_v enable_v to_o break_v these_o bar_n of_o indisposition_n &_o streightnednesse_n of_o spirit_n thou_o will_v never_o be_v so_o neglectful_a of_o maintain_v the_o acquaintance_n thou_o have_v get_v with_o god_n as_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o get_v it_o and_o take_v heed_n for_o time_n to_o come_v that_o thou_o perform_v thy_o resolution_n in_o that_o kind_n take_v heed_n prove_v not_o so_o ungrateful_a or_o ill-natured_a as_o to_o look_v no_o more_o after_o god_n when_o once_o the_o present_a turn_n be_v serve_v and_o thou_o think_v thou_o can_v go_v alone_o let_v god_n see_v that_o thou_o seek_v his_o acquaintance_n for_o his_o own_o worth_n and_o excellency_n not_o mere_o for_o mercenary_a end_n and_o thy_o own_o necessity_n lest_o god_n deal_v with_o thou_o for_o time_n to_o come_v as_o man_n use_v to_o deal_v with_o those_o that_o haunt_v they_o only_o when_o they_o have_v need_n of_o they_o lest_o he_o resolve_v not_o to_o be_v at_o home_o when_o thou_o knocke_v for_o he_o henceforward_o and_o avoid_v all_o occasion_n of_o be_v speak_v withal_o walk_v on_o the_o other_o side_n of_o the_o street_n that_o he_o may_v not_o meet_v thou_o and_o be_v occasion_v to_o take_v notice_n of_o thou_o and_o know_v thou_o afar_o off_o look_v high_a psalm_n 138._o 6._o and_o keep_v distance_n and_o either_o in_o judgement_n shut_v up_o thy_o mouth_n and_o heart_n to_o prayer_n again_o which_o he_o may_v easy_o do_v it_o be_v but_o withhold_a the_o supply_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o thou_o be_v as_o dead_a as_o a_o doornaile_n as_o we_o use_v to_o say_v or_o else_o open_v it_o in_o a_o great_a judgement_n to_o let_v thou_o tire_v and_o weary_a out_o thyself_o with_o such_o cry_n and_o howl_n as_o he_o be_v resolve_v to_o turn_v the_o deaf_a ear_n unto_o and_o that_o be_v a_o heavy_a judgement_n to_o have_v the_o mouth_n open_v in_o prayer_n and_o heaven_n shut_v against_o it_o lam._n 3._o 8._o 2_o if_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o that_o holy_a generation_n of_o seeker_n not_o above_o duty_n but_o under_o it_o psalm_n 24._o 6._o have_v by_o a_o constant_a intercourse_n with_o god_n enter_v a_o holy_a acquaintance_n with_o he_o in_o former_a time_n and_o therefore_o take_v it_o ill_o that_o thou_o can_v neither_o send_v to_o he_o nor_o hear_v from_o he_o now_o that_o at_o so_o needful_a a_o time_n thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o wont_a correspondence_n and_o can_v not_o because_o all_o thy_o wont_a post_n of_o holy_a and_o flame_a affection_n and_o importunate_a expression_n be_v stop_v give_v he_o intelligence_n of_o thy_o condition_n 1_o do_v not_o judge_v over_o harsh_o of_o thyself_o because_o thereof_o for_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n under_o the_o greatness_n of_o trouble_n incident_a to_o the_o best_a of_o god_n saint_n and_o be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v impute_v to_o they_o as_o to_o the_o burden_n that_o oppress_v they_o curae_fw-la leves_fw-la loquuntur_fw-la ingentes_fw-la stupent_fw-la little_a trouble_n be_v loud_a but_o great_a one_o dumb_a it_o be_v hezekiahs_n case_n isaiah_n 38._o 14._o lord_n i_o be_o oppress_v the_o hebrew_a word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v a_o verb_n of_o the_o three_o person_n and_o feminine_a gender_n say_v one_o of_o the_o rabbin_n have_v relation_n â—o_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ver_fw-la 12._o which_o we_o translate_v a_o pine_a sickness_n and_o it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v my_o waste_a disease_n have_v so_o spend_v my_o very_a spirit_n that_o i_o be_o grow_v a_o mere_a stock_n so_o dull_a and_o stupid_a that_o i_o can_v perform_v any_o duty_n of_o religion_n as_o i_o will_v and_o it_o be_v the_o usual_a complaint_n of_o most_o of_o god_n people_n that_o the_o weakness_n of_o their_o body_n in_o such_o a_o condition_n much_o deadn_v the_o vigour_n and_o activity_n of_o their_o spirit_n it_o be_v job_n case_n chap._n 6
of_o it_o if_o i_o have_v never_o so_o good_a a_o evidence_n and_o lay_v it_o out_o of_o the_o way_n or_o blot_v it_o the_o fault_n be_v not_o in_o my_o evidence_n if_o the_o title_n be_v questionable_a again_o which_o it_o confirm_v and_o the_o truth_n be_v very_o few_o of_o god_n people_n enjoy_v a_o uninterrupted_n actual_a assurance_n indeed_o it_o be_v such_o a_o sparkle_n of_o glory_n that_o a_o soul_n can_v bear_v it_o and_o as_o a_o testimony_n though_o never_o so_o full_a to_o a_o cause_n so_o that_o in_o one_o court_n it_o carry_v the_o judgement_n without_o far_a ado_n may_v be_v upon_o review_v in_o another_o court_n call_v into_o question_n again_o and_o be_v perplex_v so_o by_o a_o cunning_a lawyer_n that_o it_o may_v seem_v questionable_a again_o so_o the_o evidence_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o once_o give_v full_a assurance_n in_o the_o conscience_n may_v by_o satan_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o court_n of_o sense_n and_o reason_n and_o make_v disputable_a again_o yet_o as_o to_o habitual_a assurance_n it_o be_v true_a that_o it_o can_v never_o be_v quite_o extinguish_v by_o doubt_v it_o may_v be_v dip_v but_o not_o drown_v it_o may_v be_v in_o a_o swoon_n but_o not_o die_v a_o saint_n may_v say_v to_o satan_n when_o he_o triumph_n most_o over_o his_o assurance_n as_o the_o church_n mic._n 7_o 8_o 9_o rejoice_v not_o over_o i_o etc._n etc._n when_o i_o be_o in_o darkness_n etc._n etc._n god_n have_v promise_v it_o isa_n 57_o 15_o 16_o 17._o heaviness_n may_v endure_v for_o a_o night_n but_o joy_n come_v in_o the_o morning_n psal_n 306._o and_o indeed_o assurance_n be_v god_n seal_n and_o earnest_n if_o this_o gift_n of_o god_n be_v not_o without_o repentance_n neither_o be_v his_o covenant_n for_o eternal_a life_n and_o glory_n irrevocable_a if_o god_n recall_v his_o earnest_n he_o recant_v his_o bargain_n as_o the_o take_v a_o earnest_n back_o again_o among_o mâ—n_z make_v the_o bargain_n void_a and_o the_o puâ—ling_n off_o a_o seal_n cancel_v the_o deed._n yet_o let_v i_o not_o herein_o be_v mistake_v i_o will_v caution_n caution_n not_o be_v conceive_v to_o affirm_v that_o a_o child_n of_o god_n always_o recover_v his_o assurance_n again_o after_o loss_n in_o this_o life_n in_o as_o full_a a_o measure_n as_o he_o once_o have_v it_o a_o man_n may_v lose_v his_o assurance_n for_o his_o ill_a manage_n of_o it_o and_o possible_o such_o may_v be_v the_o heinousness_n of_o such_o a_o miscarriage_n as_o may_v provoke_v god_n to_o let_v he_o lie_v long_o under_o break_a bone_n and_o whenever_o by_o renew_v repentance_n he_o recover_v it_o he_o may_v just_o withdraw_v from_o he_o some_o measure_n of_o that_o boldness_n and_o confidence_n in_o his_o presence_n which_o he_o have_v before_o nay_o i_o know_v not_o why_o a_o true_a child_n of_o god_n may_v not_o after_o lose_v assurance_n if_o lose_v in_o such_o a_o way_n of_o provocation_n on_o his_o part_n go_v mourn_v all_o his_o day_n and_o hardly_o ever_o be_v able_a to_o 15._o isai_n 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