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A92856 The parable of the prodigal. Containing, The riotous prodigal, or The sinners aversion from God. Returning prodigal, or The penitents conversion to God. Prodigals acceptation, or Favourable entertainment with God. Delivered in divers sermons on Luke 15. from vers. 11. to vers. 24. By that faithfull servant of Jesus Christ Obadiah Sedgwick, B.D. Perfected by himself, and perused by those whom he intrusted with the publishing of his works. Sedgwick, Obadiah, 1600?-1658. 1660 (1660) Wing S2378; Thomason E1011; ESTC R203523 357,415 377

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himself_o in_o dust_n and_o ash_n so_o the_o penitent_a upon_o the_o manifestation_n of_o divine_a favour_n do_v more_o acknowledge_v his_o vileness_n judge_v his_o folly_n and_o abhor_v his_o iniquity_n it_o be_v ever_o true_a that_o the_o great_a mercy_n set_v the_o heart_n at_o great_a distance_n with_o sin_n but_o now_o it_o be_v demand_v why_o shall_v the_o expression_n of_o mercy_n elicit_v confession_n of_o sin_n if_o it_o be_v pardon_v why_o any_o more_o confession_n reason_n though_o hereof_o be_v many_o 1._o piety_n in_o man_n be_v god_n reason_n of_o it_o piety_n in_o man_n be_v not_o opposite_a but_o subordinate_a to_o pity_v in_o god_n not_o opposite_a but_o only_o subordinate_a to_o pity_n in_o god_n divine_a love_n do_v not_o destroy_v but_o increase_v duty_n assurance_n follow_v the_o habit_n and_o always_o advance_v the_o act_n of_o grace_n as_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o seek_v our_o pardon_n by_o confession_n so_o also_o to_o carry_v away_o the_o same_o with_o 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more_o pardon_v mercy_n the_o more_o humility_n for_o who_o can_v behold_v much_o pardon_n but_o withal_o must_v know_v it_o be_v much_o sin_n that_o have_v that_o much_o pardon_n he_o have_v great_a cause_n of_o shame_n because_o all_o this_o while_n a_o god_n of_o such_o mercy_n have_v be_v offend_v so_o that_o here_o be_v more_o cause_n for_o the_o heart_n to_o abase_v itself_o and_o to_o confess_v its_o own_o vileness_n 4._o upon_o arise_v new_a and_o more_o ground_n of_o confession_n do_v arise_v gracious_a remission_n more_o and_o new_a ground_n of_o confession_n do_v arise_v before_o i_o be_o pardon_v i_o confess_v my_o sin_n because_o god_n require_v confession_n and_o also_o because_o he_o do_v upon_o a_o right_a confession_n promise_v remission_n when_o i_o be_o pardon_v more_o reason_n of_o confession_n be_v upon_o mercy_n namely_o mercy_n grant_v and_o mercy_n seal_v o_o then_o have_v i_o not_o more_o cause_n to_o confess_v my_o sinful_a vileness_n have_v taste_v of_o most_o unspeakable_a goodness_n in_o the_o pardon_n of_o it_o do_v the_o penitent_a person_n humble_o confess_v his_o sin_n after_o the_o so_o use_v upon_o sense_n of_o pardon_n let_v we_o do_v so_o pardon_n of_o they_o why_o let_v we_o if_o any_o of_o we_o think_v that_o we_o be_v pardon_v do_v so_o too_o it_o be_v a_o truth_n that_o of_o all_o thing_n we_o be_v most_o willing_a to_o forget_v our_o sin_n we_o have_v much_o ado_n to_o keep_v our_o thought_n on_o they_o in_o a_o penitential_a way_n its_o death_n almost_o to_o some_o man_n to_o think_v on_o their_o sin_n thus_o and_o in_o case_n if_o by_o a_o little_a duty_n we_o have_v get_v the_o least_o hope_n of_o pardon_n we_o ordinary_o put_v those_o sin_n off_o from_o any_o future_a solemn_a confession_n this_o i_o conceive_v arise_v from_o two_o cause_n the_o one_o be_v the_o sensible_a influence_n which_o sin_n often_o to_o be_v think_v on_o imprint_n on_o the_o conscience_n after_o consideration_n of_o sin_n we_o have_v usual_o must_v bitterness_n and_o trouble_n which_o we_o willing_o will_v not_o feel_v another_o be_v a_o ignorance_n of_o the_o power_n and_o use_v of_o pardon_v mercy_n which_o as_o it_o bring_v rest_n peace_n so_o most_o hearty_a grief_n and_o confession_n i_o will_v say_v to_o no._n such_o as_o fa●l_v in_o after_o confession_n it_o be_v suspicious_a whether_o ever_o they_o have_v any_o pardon_n at_o all_o or_o whether_o they_o ever_o true_o repant_v or_o no._n man_n presume_v on_o pardon_n and_o yet_o fail_v in_o a_o after_o confession_n of_o their_o sin_n 1._o it_o be_v suspicious_a whether_o ever_o they_o have_v any_o pardon_n at_o all_o or_o real_a assurance_n thereof_o forasmuch_o as_o they_o fail_v in_o this_o after_o effect_n of_o confession_n which_o be_v always_o the_o more_o increase_v by_o the_o great_a evidence_n of_o divine_a mercy_n 2._o it_o be_v suspicious_a whether_o they_o ever_o true_o repent_v or_o no_o for_o as_o much_o as_o true_a repentance_n do_v incline_v we_o to_o 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believe_a eye_n a_o humble_a spirit_n and_o in_o a_o soul_n accustom_v to_o the_o strict_a exercise_n of_o repentance_n the_o way_n to_o get_v assurance_n of_o pardon_n be_v ever_o the_o best_a way_n to_o preserve_v and_o enlarge_v confession_n our_o conscience_n will_v hereby_o acquit_v we_o for_o the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o confession_n it_o 2._o hereby_o our_o conscience_n shall_v most_o acquit_v we_o for_o the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o confession_n antecedent_n act_n do_v not_o always_o yield_v unto_o we_o that_o solid_a ground_n as_o subsequent_a act_n as_o about_o our_o outward_a mercy_n after_o prayer_n do_v more_o denominate_v the_o celestial_a frame_n then_o former_a prayer_n because_o those_o may_v be_v depend_v on_o self-love_n and_o necessity_n but_o the_o other_o spring_v out_o of_o spiritual_a love_n and_o piety_n and_o respect_n to_o divine_a glory_n so_o be_v it_o in_o the_o business_n of_o confession_n of_o sin_n to_o confess_v under_o the_o beam_n of_o mercy_n be_v 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be_v to_o be_v diffusive_a as_o the_o nature_n of_o fire_n be_v to_o heat_n and_o of_o the_o sun_n be_v to_o give_v light_n the_o love_n of_o christ_n constrain_v i_o say_v paul_n do_v he_o adorn_v his_o holy_a profession_n with_o a_o answerable_a conversation_n why_o how_o can_v it_o be_v otherwise_o but_o that_o gracious_a habit_n shall_v breed_v gracious_a act_n and_o glorious_a quality_n shall_v breed_v glorious_a effect_n it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o star_n to_o shine_v as_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o dirt_n to_o defile_v and_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o diamond_n to_o sparkle_v as_o it_o be_v of_o the_o earth_n to_o be_v b●ack_o etc._n etc._n 2._o the_o peculiar_a disposition_n of_o repentance_n repentance_n in_o repentance_n from_o the_o peculiar_a disposition_n of_o repentance_n the_o proper_a nature_n produce_v two_o effect_n 1._o one_o in_o newness_n of_o life_n it_o be_v against_o the_o truth_n of_o repentance_n for_o a_o man_n to_o live_v the_o same_o life_n 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to_o himself_o by_o they_o for_o these_o be_v the_o people_n who_o he_o do_v form_n for_o his_o glory_n and_o raise_v up_o to_o declare_v his_o praise_n as_o be_v evident_a in_o paul_n and_o all_o other_o singular_a penitent_n they_o have_v be_v the_o great_a instrument_n of_o his_o glory_n but_o they_o can_v bring_v he_o glory_n unless_o they_o be_v enable_v to_o live_v better_a life_n than_o before_o if_o they_o be_v alienate_v from_o the_o life_n of_o god_n they_o necessary_o be_v alienate_v from_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n right_o believe_v and_o right_a live_n these_o be_v our_o method_n to_o display_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n 2._o he_o do_v intend_v much_o peace_n and_o joy_n they_o and_o much_o pea●e_n and_o joy_n unto_o they_o unto_o their_o conscience_n a_o peace_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n and_o a_o joy_n which_o pass_v all_o expression_n even_o that_o which_o spring_v from_o his_o gracious_a favour_n and_o reconciliation_n with_o they_o in_o christ_n which_o both_o 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good_a behaviour_n if_o you_o consent_v and_o obey_v you_o shall_v eat_v the_o good_a of_o the_o land_n 4._o he_o do_v intend_v they_o glory_n before_o man_n and_o glory_n heaven_n and_o glory_n before_o man_n and_o with_o himself_o in_o heaven_n with_o himself_o in_o heaven_n for_o the_o penitent_a he_o make_v to_o be_v the_o excellent_a on_o earth_n his_o refine_a piece_n of_o gold_n a_o choice_a people_n who_o nation_n shall_v honour_v and_o the_o people_n shall_v call_v bless_v when_o a_o man_n leave_v a_o sordid_a and_o ignominious_a course_n of_o sin_v he_o than_o become_v honourable_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n and_o reputable_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n now_o the_o spot_n of_o leprosy_n fall_v off_o from_o naoman_n and_o his_o flesh_n grow_v clear_a and_o fair_a but_o how_o shall_v this_o sun_n break_v out_o if_o the_o cloud_n still_o remain_v of_o necessity_n the_o life_n must_v alter_v if_o we_o will_v have_v the_o opinion_n of_o man_n to_o alter_v yea_o and_o to_o what_o 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to_o make_v a_o dead_a man_n to_o live_v 6._o that_o true_a conversion_n be_v a_o very_a great_a and_o conspicuous_a alteration_n no_o change_n be_v like_a that_o from_o death_n to_o life_n 7._o that_o true_a conversion_n be_v a_o inward_a or_o a_o soul-alteration_n not_o of_o clothes_n or_o paint_v it_o be_v the_o put_n of_o life_n into_o a_o dead_a man_n 8._o that_o a_o sinner_n contribute_v nothing_o at_o all_o towards_o his_o conversion_n but_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n be_v the_o sole_a work_n of_o a_o god_n for_o it_o be_v god_n only_o who_o can_v quicken_v the_o dead_a no_o dead_a man_n can_v make_v himself_o alive_a 9_o that_o the_o lord_n take_v notice_n of_o every_o condition_n of_o man_n of_o the_o prodigal_n former_a condition_n he_o be_v dead_a and_o of_o his_o present_a condition_n but_o he_o be_v alive_a again_o 10._o that_o the_o lord_n do_v own_o every_o convert_a person_n as_o a_o father_n own_v a_o son_n this_o my_o son_n 1._o that_o a_o impenitent_a or_o 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ephesian_n what_o be_v they_o before_o their_o conversion_n see_v chap._n 2._o 1._o dead_a in_o sin_n and_o trespass_n the_o colossian_n what_o be_v they_o before_o their_o conversion_n see_v chap._n 2._o 13._o and_o you_o be_v dead_a in_o your_o sin_n etc._n etc._n 1_o pet._n 4._o 6._o the_o gospel_n be_v preach_v to_o they_o that_o be_v dead_a i_o to_o wicked_a and_o impenitent_a person_n nay_o judas_n v._o 12._o speak_v of_o some_o that_o be_v twice_o dead_a dead_a in_o respect_n of_o original_a sin_n and_o dead_a in_o respect_n of_o actual_a sin_n or_o dead_a in_o respect_n of_o corruption_n and_o dead_a in_o respect_n to_o their_o former_a profession_n i_o grant_v that_o a_o unconverted_a sinner_n may_v be_v alive_a 1._o in_o respect_n of_o his_o own_o opinion_n i_o be_v once_o alive_a say_v paul_n rom._n 7._o 9_o but_o when_o the_o commandment_n come_v sin_n revive_v and_o i_o die_v 2._o in_o the_o opinion_n of_o man_n rev._n 3._o 1._o thou_o have_v a_o name_n that_o thou_o 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de_fw-fr spiritu_fw-la &_o litera_fw-la cap._n 3._o without_o i_o say_v christ_n you_o can_v do_v nothing_o joh._n 15._o 5._o no_o man_n come_v to_o i_o except_o the_o father_n draw_v he_o joh._n 6._o 44._o it_o be_v god_n who_o work_v in_o we_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v say_v the_o apostle_n phil._n 2._o 13._o and_o work_v i_o grant_v un●o_o this_o man_n but_o spiritual_a work_n i_o deny_v to_o they_o quid_fw-la boni_fw-la pete_v perditus_fw-la nisi_fw-la in_o quantum_fw-la à_fw-la perditione_n liberatus_fw-la austin_n in_o enchirid_n c._n 30._o they_o that_o be_v in_o the_o flesh_n can_v please_v god_n say_v the_o apostle_n rom._n 8._o 8._o a_o evil_a tree_n can_v bring_v forth_o good_a fruit_n so_o our_o saviour_n mat._n 7._o 18._o
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