Cross or any thing to molest us had it not been for sin yet are we apt to over-look it and yet have our finger always upon the Sore we cry out Oh my Back my Belly my Bones my Heart but seldom Oh my Sin we are like hâ—m that complains of the pain in his Foot but not of the Shooe that pincheth him of the Gout Stone Strangury Surfeit but not of the Intemperance that is the cause Pharaoh cries out Take away the Frogs the Lice the Darkness let there be no more Hail but not take away the Sin the hardness of Heart that brought them God when he threatens Death for sin threatens also all the Causes and Fore-runners of Death and all the Evils which accompany a sinful Life for these are the Natural Productions of sin and much worse Fruit it bears if Repentance prevent it not and like a mighty Wind blows it not down before it come to Maturity otherwise it will be bitter Fruit We have far greater cause to cry out Oh my filthy Sins Oh my Pride my Passion my Covetousness my Deadness Dulness Formality Hypocrisie c. than Oh my dead Father my Husband my Son my Daughter We should cease quarrelling God and turn the edge of our Anger Sorrow and Indignation against Sin and against our selves for our sin and so our Quarrel will be much more just 'T is a stubborn Child that when corrected for a known fault will rather quarrel his Father than acknowledge his own Guilt We are apt to cry out Oh my Loss Oh my Cross than Oh my Sin my Infidelity my inordinate Affections which forces God thus to Correct me Let us remove the Cause and the Effect will cease Thus you see whether we consider sin in it self in its pestiferous infectious Nature or whether we consider it in its direful Effects the Miseries that attend it we have more cause to bewail it than any Loss or Cross that can befal us for sins sake as the Cause is worse than the Effect 3. But this is not all for sin procures Spiritual Judgments as well as Temporal and these are far more deadly and dangerous for these Distempers reach the Soul when the other touch only the Body or Estate Sin defiles and deforms all the Powers and Faculties of Soul and Body Sin is so Infectious and Contagious and the Effects thereof so Malignant that the greatest and most dangerous Plague-sore even that which rendeth the Soul from the Body is not so dangerous 'T is sin that hardens the Heart and turns it into the Nature of a stone We read of a stony heart and of all the Plagues that fell upon Pharaoh this was the worst and a greater than this cannot befal a Mortal Man in this Life God complains of this That the house of Israel were impudent and hard-hearted Ezek. 3.7 c. And the great Gospel-promise is To take away thâ— stony heart and give them hearts of flesh And as it hardens the Heart so it blinds the Mind which by reason of sin is Naturally Judicially and Wilfully blind the Image of God consisted in Knowledge Righteousness and true Holiness these by the Fall were lost and Ignorance Wickedness and Profaness the very Image of the Devil were engraven in their stead 1 Cor. 3.14 And Men walk in Darkness till the Scales of Ignorance are wiped from their Eyes and Christ's Spiritual Eye-salve applyed Rev. 3.18 A natural maâ— cannot perceive the things of the spirit for they aâ—â— spiritually discerned Many also are Judicially blind God in his just Judgment giving them up to strong delusion to believe lies Mat. 13.13 c. They are Wilfully blind and God will not Cure them like Hagar they cannot see the Well of Water that is before them They are wilfully Ignorant that they may sin the more freely The God of this world hath blinded their eyes 2 Cor. 4.4 He draws a Curtain between them and the Light and holds his black hand before their faces and were they anatomized his Image would be found â—ngraven upon their hearts Light is come into â—â—e world and men love darkness rather than light â—ecause their works are evil They are willingly â—gnorant of what they are not willing to know â—hey have also cauterized Consciences seared with 〈◊〉 hot Iron and reprobate minds Rom. 1.28 And â—istempered and disordered Affections set upon â—rong Objects loving what they should hate â—nd hating what they should love fearing Men â—nd their threatnings and despising God and his â—hreatnings being given up to vile affections Rom. â— 26 1 Tim. 4.2 Yea they are given up to â—tubbornness of Will Judges 2.19 And of this â—e have Pharaoh for an Example that was beâ—ome Cannon-proof that all the Judgments â—rought upon Egypt could not work upon him â—uch are mentioned Jer. 44.19 that would bake â—akes to the Queen of Heaven let God himself say what he would to the contrary they will set up â—heir Post by God's Post and prefer their Dagon â—efore the Ark therefore God gives up such to â—trong delusions to believe lies Rom. 1.24 The Memory also though strong enough to retain what is bad yet 't is like a leaking Vessel that cannot retain any thing that is good In a word â—ll the Powers and Faculties of the Soul are polâ—uted and the Members of the Body are the unhappy Instruments to act the wickedness the Soul contrives So that a Toad or Serpent is not fuller of Poison than Man's heart is naturally of Sin and Wickedness and of noxious Qualities the Fruits and Effects of which if timely Repentance prevent not will be the loss of God's Favour which is better than life in whose presence is fulness of joy and at whose right hand are pleasureâ— for evermore Psal 16.11 The loss also of an Interest in the Blood of Christ will follow which is of more value than the World it self for such trample upon the blood of the Covenant as an unholy thing Heb. 10.29 Yea they do despight unto the Spirit of God and put themselves from under the favourable Protection of God and thaâ— Guard of Angels that God sends forth as ministring Spirits for the good of those that love him and makes Men uncapable of the sweet Communion of Saints which David made his chiefesâ— Delight on Earth Psal 16.2 It deprives them of the Peace of Conscience a Jewel of inestimable worth and brings many times such a Storm there that all the World cannot allay aâ— in Cain Judas Spira and many more that Bird in the Bosom when it sings sweetly makes better Melody than all the World can do Sin also deprives Men of all true Interest and Spirituaâ— Right to all our outward Enjoyments a Civiâ—â— Right we may have but a Covenant-Right we cannot have in a Natural condition for these things are not given but lent to a wicked Man and an Account will be required to the utmost Farthing In a word unrepented sin deprives Men of an Interest in God in
nations are as the drop of a bucket and are accounted as the small dust of the balance that taketh up the Isles as a very little thing And all nations are before him as nothing and are accounted to him less than nothing and vanity Isa 40.12.15.17 Fear ye not me saith the Lord do ye not tremble at my presence which have placed the sâ—nd for â—he bound of the sea by a perpetual decree that it cannot pass it and though the waves toss themselves yet can they not prevail though they roar yet can they not pass over it Jeâ— 5.22 He setteth bounds to the sea and saith Hitherto shalt thou go and no further and here shall thy proud waves be stayed Job 38.11 He numbreth the stars and calleth them by their names Psal 147.4 He removeth the mountains and they know not he overthroweth them in his anger He shaketh the earth out of her place and maketh the pillars thereof tremble He commandeth the Sun and it ariseth not and sealeth up the Stars He alone spreadeth forth the heavens and treadeth upon the waves of the sea Which maketh Arcturus Orion and Pleiades and the chambers of the south Which doth great things past finding out and wonders without number Job 9.5 c. Who layeth the beams of his chambers in the waters and the clouds are his chariot he walketh upon the wings of the wind He maketh his angels spirits and his ministers a flaming fire That layeth the foundations of the earth that they shall not be removed for ever Psal 104.3 c. Is it not he that made the World of nothing and can as easily reduce it into nothing He hangs the Earth upon nothing and that in the midst of the open Air and gave a Being to all his Creatures when they were nothing and nothing comes to pass without his Providence Nay is it not he that keeps the Keys of Life and Death at his Girdle I kill saith he and I make alive I wound and I heal neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand I lift up my hand and say I live for ever Deut. 32.39 He brings to the gates of death and back again and doth what pleaseth him in heaven and in earth and none can resist him neither dare any say What dost thou And is this he that hath done you this wrong and with him is it that you contend But consider Shall we provoke the Lord to jealousie are we stronger than he 1 Cor. 10.22 Shall we provoke him to a Duel as sometime Caligula did their Heathenish Jupiter Was there ever any that hardened himself against God and prospered Job 9.4 Who ever could boast of the last word or glory in the last blow The Walls of Aphek did Execution on the Blasphemous Syrians and the Angel of God upon the Assyrians If we harden our heart against God he will harden his hand against us for he will lay us upon our back ere he leave But haply though we do acknowledge God doth excel us in Power yet we imagine we have the better Cause and therefore with Jonab we think we do well to be Angry or at least with Job we would dispute the Point with him Job 13.3 Surely I would speak to the Almighty and I desire to reason with God Why what hath God done Why he hath taken away your Daughter in the midst of her days Well but hath he no Interest in her Is it not he whose we are and whom we serve Was it not he that gave her her Being and breathed into her the breath of Life and she became a living Soul Did he not give her her Being 'T is not long since there was nothing heard of her and did he not continue her in her Being till her death Was it not he that fed and cloathed her at his own Cost and Charges And was she not engaged to him for every bit of Bread she did eat and every drop of Drink she drank and for the Cloathes she did wear Was it not his wool and his flax that cloathed her his corn and his wine that fed her his silver and his gold that enriched her Hos 2.8 Let us take heed then of paying our Rent to a wrong Landlord her Limbs and Senses her Peace and Plenty her Wit and Reason yea her Life and Breath were given or rather lent her by God It was he that covered her in your Womb and through him she was born Psal 139.13 It was he that put bowels of Compassion into your Heart to make Provision for her when she could make none for her self and to him she was indebted for every breath she breathed and for every Mercy that rendred her Life more comfortable to her and doth it become Christians thus to quarrel with our great Benefactor Or is it meet that we should require of him an Account of his doings Or expect that he should bring his Will to ours Whose is the Pot but the Pot-makers and may not he if he please dash it in pieces with his foot And who can say why dost thou thus Now if this great God this Omnipotent Being this God that hath such an Interest in us and such Authority over us yea greater than any Man upon Earth hath over any thing he doth enjoy hath taken away one of his own Creatures and glorified himself with her that he had made for his own Glory shall we take Offence at it That it was his Hand I doubt not but you acknowledge for nothing comes to pass without his Providence Affliction springs not out of the dust neither doth trouble arise out of the ground yet man is born to trouble as the sparks fly upward Job 5.6 These things come not to pass by Fate or blind Fortune as the Heathens imaginee or by Chance as the Philistines supposed 1 Sam. 6.9 but the hand of God is in all this and therefore the lamenting Church concludes That she will bear the indignation of the Lord because she had sinned against him Why should a living man complain a man for the punishment of his sins Lam. 3.39 Is there evil in the city and the Lord hath not done it Amos. 3.6 That is the Evil of Punishment for the Evil of Sin He is not guilty of sin He is of purer eye than to behold iniquity with approbation Shall not the judge of all the earth do right Who is he that saith and it cometh to pass if the Lord commandeth it not Lam. 3.37 I form the light and I create darkness I make peace and create evil I the Lord do these things Isa 45.7 Yea we may find that the Evil that came upon Jerusalem came from God Micah 1.12 For God sits at the Stern and guides the great Affairs of the World and when we sin what can we expect from a Righteous Judge but Sufferings Where sin goes before sorrow follows as the shadow follows the substance But now you have found out the Person and the Fact
of Peace called home Hearing Reading Praying Meditating which were of use and now our Duty can then do us no good no Petition now can be accepted the Spirit hath now done striving here the worst of Sinners call God Father and would fain adopt the Devil's Brats to be God's Children but it will then appear these profligate Wretches are none of the Off-spring of Heaven for God will own no such Children here they are not perswadable but then their Consciences will inform them and their Torments instruct them that their courses were not good now Heavens Glory though never so lively set forth doth not much affect them their Eyes are not opened to behold it but had they but a glimpse of it as the Apostles had in the Transfiguration or such a sight as Paul had in the third Heaven it would convince them 'T is storied of Nicostratus that cunning Artist That seeing an admirable Piece of Work looked at it with admiration being observed he was asked by one why he looked so intent upon it replied Oh Sir had you my Eyes you would wonder as well as I at this inimitable Piece of Work And had the men of the World their Eyes open or had they ever tasted one dram of the Rivers of Pleasure which are at the right hand of God for evermore they would be of another mind they would see the Riches Honour Carnal Delights Friends and Favourites yea whatever the World affords we can spare but God we cannot spare And to miscarrying Souls the consideration that the Time was the enjoyment of these coelestial things was possible for us as well as for others we were set upon the Stage of the World to play our part we had the same Means Ministers Ordinances Helps and Furtherances as others had the motions of the Spirit and the Checks of our own Consciences as they but the Devil blinded our Eyes and hardened our Hearts and the World bewitched us but all these Means and Helps are gone and 't is too late alas too late to repent we indulged our Flesh we satisfied our Lusts we contented our carnal Companions and we deluded one another Nay we had not only a possibility of Glory but a fair probability We had many Convictions upon our Spirits that our way was not good and that the way of Holiness was to be chosen hence we had many Resolutions to alter our Courses yea especially in our Sickness and Distress we made many Promises yea Vows and Covenants to amend yea set upon the performances of some Duties and refrained from some Sins and made some Profession of Religion and were almost Christians and yet suffered the Temptations of Satan the Alurements of the World and the Enticements of our own Corruptions and the Perswasions of our wicked Companions to stifle these hopeful Beginnings these perswaded us there was time enough for Repentance and that we had many a fair day yet to live and now Death hath taken us away in our Sins cursed be the time that ever we listened to these Syren Songs which lull'd us asleep in the Cradle of Security we were not far from the Kingdom of Heaven but for want of a little more we shall never come there and now our Sun is set and will never rise again our day is over that will never dawn and the night is come that no man can work our golden hours are over and our Opportunities are lost and that sweet Gale of Mercy that once we had will never blow upon us more Oh that we were intrusted with one Year more the World should see what Reformed persons we would be we would live as mortified a Life as ever Saint did upon the Earth and scorn with the highest Disdain the Pleasures Profit and Honours of the World how exactly would we live how painfully would we work out our Salvation how would we watch our Hearts and our Tongues and order our Actions but alas these are vain Wishes our Time is gone our Glass is run out our Opportunity lost and our Hopes are perished God hath forsaken us and become our Enemy a Crown of Glory was once offered upon easie Terms but the Market-day is over and will never come again it was under our Feet and we would not stoop for it Life and Death were set before us and we had our Choice Heaven was offered and we refused it and chose the World before it and lodged it in the best Room of our Hearts and now it hath deceived us we should have forsaken all for Christ but we forsake Christ and all for a Lust we indulged the Flesh yielded to the Temptation and made a woful Choice for a few vanishing Pleasures we parted with Heavenly Joys and in the room had endless easeless and remediless Torments it had been better for us that we had been torn in pieces with wild Horses than to have yielded to the Temptations of Sin as we have done Now we find our Minister's Words true which warned us of the bitter Fruits of Sin but alas too late our time is gone and will not be recalled cursed be the time we fell into such lewd Company How did we delude each other to Destruction now I see the Fruits the Effects and Ends of all our merry Meetings drunken Matches of our merry Songs and wanton Catches and all our effeminate Dalliance how much better might the time have been spent in Prayer Hearing and Meditation Taverns Ale-houses and Whore-houses have been our Ruine These or such-like will be the sad Complaints of miscarrying Souls for when God forsakes them all that Good is will leave them then must they bid farewel to the Saints and Angels for ever for they will be in the presence of God to Eternity and had they but enjoyed them one day in Heaven now all their Corruptions are done away they would better know their worth and their own loss but Heaven and Hell as they are out of sight so they are out of mind but those that mind them of it are like Elijah accounted the Troublers of Israel and like Paul Pestilent Fellows for they at present scorn the Society of the Godly and then the Godly will scorn them they shall then reap the Fruit of their own Folly which will be a large Harvest But among all their Losses they shall lose their Souls also which Loss is considerable the Soul being of more value than the World Mat. 16.26 and this will be an aggravation to them they sold them for nothing Yet this Loss signifies not the annihilation of the Soul or that it shall be made nothing this would be joyful News to them for upon that Condition they would be willing the Devil should tear it into a thousand pieces supposing it divisible so he would tear it into nothing But this cannot be the Soul will run parallel with the longest Line of Eternity neither can the Faculties thereof be lost the Understanding Memory Conscience will remain and be much