tender humble soft and relenting hearts and when we have got them to keep and preserve them so in and by the frequent use of the same and other like means and keep them so How and holy exercises of prayer meditation hearing reading conference with such as have been humbled through neglect of which we shall find ovr hearts insensibly to grow hard and through cold performance of duty to freez again Even as the water in the cold of winter soon freezeth into hard ice which once broken in some parts of it that cattell may drink thereat or for other uses is kept open by daily breaking of it which care being for some few dayes neglected requires greater pains to break and open it again Simile So a soft heart and Gods Spirit once had are easily kept by daily care but hardly recovered when through negligence we have lost them CHAP. XXIII Where is shewed what these Converts said and that the heart being once affected sheweth it self by words and thereby may be discovered It followeth And said unto Peter and the rest of the Apostles Men and brethren The second effect of Peters Sermon or What these Converts said What shall we do IT hath already been considered what these Converts heard and what they suffered we must next consider what they said And said unto Peter c. where me thinks I see them framing into true Christians and becoming like a well set and tuned clock where the heart which in them was pricked and moved is like the master-wheel They are compared to a clock moving by the weights of their own sin and of Gods wrath not without some sense allurement and hope of mercy their tongue like the bell on which the hammer after the moving of the first wheel doth strike which truely sheweth the inward disposition of the heart and how it is affected and then their hand like the pointer shews it self ready to do and put in execution whatsoever it according to Gods word shall be directed unto as being right in heart tongue and hand as we should be in all other duties as of thankfulnes for they being pricked in heart said What shall we do here is heart tongue and hand agreeing in a sweet harmony together in this first work of conversion as indeed they do and should do in all other parts and particulars of Christian practise and duty as in our thankefulnesse towards God where the heart must begin Non sola vox sonet sed manus consonet verbis facta concordent Aug. in Psal 149. and in the inward acknowledgement of Gods mercies and Attributes love God Psal 116.1 and the soul yea all that is within understanding memory will and affections must praise him Psal 103.1 Then accordingly our mouths must speak of and shew forth his praises Psal 51. and our hands work and shew us really thankfull which is the end of all mercies temporall Psal 105.43 44 45. Deut. 10.12 13. and spirituall Luke 1.74 75. So God would have us perform duty to men even to our enemies much more to himself as Matth. 5.44 45. where you will finde both a Diligite of the heart and of love of enemies Love your enemies a Benedicite of the tongue Blesse them that curse you and a Benefacite of the hand This their behaviour is a signe of the sincerity of their sorrow Do good to them that hate you And so here It was a good signe that they were rightly and savingly pricked in heart when in this humble and loving manner they spake unto the Apostles sought direction from them and offered themselves ready and willing to do accordingly Others being pricked are more hardened then before and kick against the prick hating that word and those persons that do rebuke them as those other Jews did Stephen Acts 7. which puts a manifest difference between such as are savingly pricked and such as are not Four particulars to be spoken of here by which we may and should examine and try our selves 1. Who thus spake and said Such as were pricked Here we will consider 1 Who thus said or spake 2 When. 3 To whom 4 What said they 1 Who Such as were pricked in heart No marvell if thus by the tongue they shewed the grief and sorrow of their hearts It s a signe they were now sensible of their own hatefull sins and of Gods just judgements due unto them of both which formerly they were insensible as indeed the greatest evils always are such as men are least sensible of as the heathen Philosopher instanceth in ignorance folly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Arist Rhet. 2. injustice c. Now that Gods word and grace began secretly to put some life into them and that they began to be at some distance with their sin having it now not so much in them as before them they become sensible of the same and shew so much by speech Where the heart is truely and inwardly affected in any kind especially where it is inwardly wounded and in anguish Doctr. The heart shews it self by words and thereby may be judged it shews vents and bewrayeth it self by the mouth and by words Words will burst our like fire which cannot be hid David resolving to keep his mouth with a bridle Psal 39.1 2 3. while the wicked was before him yet when by holding his peace his sorrow was stirred my heart saith he was hot within me while I was musing the fire burned then spake I with my tongue So in matter of joy where the heart rejoyceth Acts 2.26 the tongue will be glad so where faith is in the heart there wil be confession of faith in the mouth Rom. 10.10 where the heart boyleth bubleth up or as we English it enditeth a good matter there the tongue will be the pen of a ready writer Psal 45.1 The mouth of the righteous speaketh wisdome and his tongue taketh of judgement Why The Law of his God is in his heart Psal 37.30 31. A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good and an evill man out of the evill treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evill for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh Luke 6.45 This here appears in the passion of sorrow where being pricked in heart especially in sorrow and anguish the tongue expresseth truely the sorrow of it as the stroaks on the instrument or voice of the singer answers the notes that are prickt in the rules Dr. Featly So that by the quality and nature of the speech or words uttered the inward condition the sincerity and soundnesse or unsoundnesse of its sorrow is commonly discovered as we see differently in David David's conscience being inwardly troubled for sin whilest he kept silence he found Gods hand still more heavie upon him Then said he I acknowledged my sin unto thee and mine iniquitie have I not
they heard this Where is first the Act of hearing VVhere 1 The Act of hearing which implyeth preaching Rom. 10.14 15. Secondly The Object what they heard First Hearing implyeth teaching and preaching as here Peter preacheth and they hear and how shall men hear without a Preacher saith Paul and how shall they preach except they be sent first of God So that we have here to note Note 1. The power and efficacy of Gods VVord First the power and efficacie of the Word of God preached Secondly the profit and good fruit of hearing it aright Peter speaking onely in the outward eare they that heard are pricked in the heart and by further hearing are fully converted 1. The word of God is a powerfull word because soundly taught and wisely applyed as here we see where not onely for number three thousand but for quality scoffers mockers yea persecuters were converted by it so the like afterwards and in some measure to the end of the world No word of man no not in the mouth of the most eloquent Oratour can worke such effect as this doth In changing the effections and verting soules Acts 26.18 this hath a power on the soule not onely to move the affections but to change them to renew them to convert them and turn the soule to God from death to life from darknesse to light by opening of the eyes yea from the power even of hell Psalm 19.7 of the very Devill himselfe of Satan unto God The law of God converts soules and changeth stones into bread yea flesh base metall into pure gold beyond all Chymicall transmutation turning beasts into men yea beasts into men in which regard the Church differs from the Arke of Noah a type of it in other things for there the beasts that entred into the Arke received no chainge nor alteration but if they went in uncleane wilde and savage they also came out uncleane wilde and savage but in the Church of God where Gods word is powerfully taught it is not so with every one we come in unclean but go out clean we come in wilde we go out tame we come in wolves lions vultures we goe out lambs deere and doves we come in beasts and go out men yea new men regenerate as one well noteth Here it might be shewed how that by the power of one text only some hath been converted Iun. in vita as Junius reclaimed from Atheisme by casting his eye on Job 1.1 Saint Austin See Dr. Featlyes sermons on this text by taking up the Bible and reading the first place he lighted on which was Rom. 13.13.14 not in gluttony and drunkennesse not in chambering and wontonnesse c. was fully converted from his wantonnesse yea his friend Alypius desiring to peruse that place and reading the next words Rom. 14.1 Him that is weake in the faith receive you besought Saint Austin to strengthen him in the faith and he became a Convert also And I beleeve if every one would tell their experiences in this kind and how the word either at first or since in their anguish distresse temptations hath strengthened comforted and upheld them we should â—eed no other proof of this truth But whence hath the word this power Not from it selfe 2 VVhence hath it this efficacy from God and his spirit Psal 149.6 7 8 9. but from the Author which is God who when and where he pleaseth maketh it powerfull and effectuall by his spirit accompanying the same It is a two edged sword and cuts both wayes as God shall please to weild and use it either to wound or prick savingly like the Surgeons lancing-knife or to wound to death like the sword of an Enemy but we speake especially of the former work of it whereby it shewes it self quick and powerfull Heb. 4.12 whose instrument it is sharper then a two edged sword piercing even to the deviding asunder of soul and spirit and of the joints and marrow being a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart And so it is called the power of God to salvanion to every one that beleeveth Rom. 1.16 that is Gods powerfull instrument by which he worketh faith in men and converts their souls Now as the instrument hath no power of or from it self but onely a fitnesse thus or so to be used and workes in and by the power of the chief workman working in the power of him the principall Agent as the steele with which the Load-stone is capped so it is here The sword cuts not without a hand to weild it and then it cuts according to the power strength and will lesse or more of him that useth it so the word or words of the Preachers being quantity have no efficacy of themselves or considered as a sound or beating and dividing of the ayre but as it is an instrument of God appointed and sanctified to produce such great effects so that the power is from Gods Ordinance and not from the word of the Preachers who by the sounding of rams hornes made the walls of Jericho fall down â—nd by vertue of â—is ordinance as did the rammes horns of old Moses rod in dividing the sea which sounding was rather a signe at which then any cause by which the walls fell even as Moses his rod by which he smote the Sea had not that power in it selfe but by vertue of Gods appointment Moses smote with it because God had so commanded but God did the worke And though the Word preached work after another manner yet the worke done by it whether it be conversion comfort pricking melting bruising c. is from the effectuall power of God and of his Spirit who doth the deed 1 Cor. 3.6 so that Paul may plant Apollos may water but it is God that gives the increase and so the Word is compared to a sword and hammer which bruiseth Jer. 23.29 Isa 55.10 Acts 2.1 3. to a nayle which pierceth and to fire which melts and mollifieth to a mighty winde and thunder which shakes the heart of the stoutest Thus here Gods Spirit being like water both for abundance and strength poured out in the signes of a rushing mighty wind and of fire makes the word of Peter and others thus powerful the power of which spirit shewed it selfe not onely in the tongues of the Preachers but in the hearts of the hearers so afterwards the Apostles being armed with the promise of this power Mat. 28.18 19 20. are sent out to all Nations to convert them which thing they also did but who a few men of no account of no learning some of them of no authority or state whom Kings of the earth whom with these chains comming out from their mouth as is fabled of Hercules Celticus they did binde and bring into subjection under Christ Bodin de rep lib. 4. cap. 7. So wise Philosophers and the learned the proud and refractory but by what meas and
wounding and pricking was not meerly Legall with respect to punishment only but Evangelical tending to true contrition and Repentance and therefore not wholly an effect of the law but in part also of the Gospel and a work of the saving spirit of God CHAP. XVIII SECT 1. Signes of true sorrow from the true grounds of it And first that it is and must be for sin TRy we our sorrow then henee whether it be wrought by the Gospel Other Tryals of our sorrow from the grounds of it or only by the Law If it be true and saving sorrow it is grounded 1. On some sight and sense of sin 2. On some glimpse of mercy and goodness in God True sorrow is procured 1 by the sight of sin and is for sin 1. He that savingly sorroweth seeth his sin and miserie by sin and groanes under the burthen of both Matth. 11.28 he is sensible thereof his heart is become like his eye tender and sensible of the least sin as it is of the least mote in it he looking on his sin mourns and that heartily and secretly If then the sight of sin be not the procurer of thy sorrow thou hast cause to suspect it Yea but how shall I know whether my sorrow be for my sin and fault or for the punishment of it either felt or feared This is a needfull quaere Herein many deceive themselves seeing men are commonly more sensible of the evill of smart then of the evill of fault and of sin and if their sorrow be either only by sorrowing more for the punishment then for sin or more for the shame and punishment of sin in this life or in hell then for the fault it is unfound howsoever it may seem or be pretended to be only for the sin Many herein being like one Polus an Actor who being to act a sorrowfull part on the stage to move him thereunto had secretly conveyed into a corner of the Stage his fathers or some dear friends Urne in which were the ashes of the deceased on which whiles he looked his sorrow was so much the more excited only with this difference he being to fain sorrow came thus to act it truly and truly to mourn these while they pretend to sorrow truly for their sin do it but in seeming for sin but truly for the punishment of it on which their eie is chiefly set Howsoever it is a good sign when men grieve when Gods hand is upon them or threatned It is not denied but that men may and ought to shew themselves sensible of and grieve for the punishment of their sin be it present and incumbent whether it be publike or private and personall or imminent and only threatned Nay it is an ill sign for men not to be moved in such case but to give themselves to feasting and jollity when God by his judgements calls to weeping and mourning Jer. 5.3 as Isai 22.12 13 14. where God threatens the want of it and elsewhere complains by his Prophet that though he had stricken them yet they grieved not And the best men in such case fear and tremble most and shew greatest humiliation The best do it as David in time of pestilence 2 Sam. 24.17 Jehoshaphat when God threatned an invasion 2 Chron. 20.3 4. and generally the godly in their own and the Churches miseries So true converts do mourn even in respect of the evill and miserie which their sin threatens them withall as reverencing his Word and are made to fear the falling into the like sins again as Job 31.23 The reason hereof is Because they reverence Gods Word and fear all signs of his anger And this God pleaseth to sanctifie as a beginning of saving sorrow as in these converts in my Text. So that we here conclude as formerly we have shewed that it is a sign of an ungracious and hard heart that is not some way humbled under the tokens of Gods wrath on or towards our selves or others and that such come short of many Reprobates To tremble at Gods word and judgements a good sign as of Pharaoh Ahab Jehoram c. 1 Kings 21.29 and 2 Kings 6.30 And on the other hand it is a good sign of true sorrow indeed and such as God doth accept of when men tremble at Gods word and at the tokens of his displeasure Isa 66.1 2. so do hearts truly humbled which howsoever before they were stout and stubborn against God and relented not at his judgements yet now an angry word of God humbles them And when it is so as it was with good King Josiah Such as are not humbled at Judgements and at the word are not sound 2 Kings 22.10 11. its a good sign of a heart truly compunct contrite and humbled Let such look to this as hearing of Gods judgements with Ahah doe quarrell with the Minister as he with Micaiah as never speaking good unto them far are they from the humble spirit of good K. Hezekiah who though he had sinned through pride yet soon humbled himself for it when Isaiah so sore threatned him saying 2 Chro. 32.26 Isai 39.8 Good is the word of the Lord which thou hast spoken A heart truly humbled for sin and hating it can be content to have it searched out by the word discovered and reproved Yet such sorrow is not enough Psal 139.24 Yet though it be a thing needfull that in reverence to God to his Word and threatnings men do humble themselves under Gods hand and stroke and in apprehension of his dipleasure befalling or otherwise due for their sins unlesse it be also and chiefly for sin yet this is to be taken as a sign of true contrition and saving sorrow when withall or chiefly their sorrow is for sin and upon the sight thereof as it was in Josiah and Hezekiah more then for punishment who formerly had tasted of Gods goodness and now finding God displeased upon the breach of his Commandments and by reason of the dishonours done unto him melt into teares and sorrow and in true grief of heart for their own and peoples sin seek to appease his wrath by humbling of themselves If then we would know whether our sorrow be sound and good we must try and consider whether it be for sin or for the punishment of sin and that first when Gods hand of correction is upon us for our sin Hypocrites may then humble themselves as is said but true converts only mourn and are humbled for sin as cause of those judgements yea more for the sin then for the judgement Such was the sorrow of David who was willing to endure punishment The judgement and evill inflicted they are most willing to undergoe but the sin procuring it is intollerable as we see in David when for his sin the Pestilence devoured his people in whose multitude and strength he trusted too much and gloried Lo saith he I have sinned and I have
hid I said I will confesse my transgressions unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Psal 32.3 4 5. These here in effect do the same by these words of theirs confessing as hath been said their sins and finding like mercy ver 38. On the other hand Cain being pricked in heart and conscience for his bloody sin and in Cain doth also speak and utter and some other Jews but what words of despair so those Acts 7.54 being cut to the heart gnashed upon Stephen with their teeth and uttered words of desperate rage and madnesse crying out with a loud voice and stoning him v. 57. And howsoever in affliction the tongue sometime belie the heart Hypocrites may counterfeit Psal 78.34 35 36. as in the grosser hypocrite yea also self-deceiver who when God smites them enquire early after him as did the Israelites in the wildernesse Neverthelesse they did flatter him with their mouth and they lyed unto him with their tongues Yet I say in true grief the tongue truly sympathizeth with the heart and expresseth the affections of it truly as in the Parrot Yet they bewray themselves by their words c. which being beaten cryes like it self with its naturall voyce and not as at other times like a man artificially And though Pharaoh Judas and many like unto them seem to shew by their words and confession some compunction of heart yet both their words being well weighed at least their after-deeds do shew the hypocrisie or deceit of their hearts and that their grief was not true and genuine for their sins but for the punishment and through legall terrours or meer naturall conscience within them Contrariwise a good heart being smitten of God will either be silent unto God and not dare to mutter or murmure against him or withall it will utter onely good words as we see in Job chap. 1.21 22. and chap. 13.15 Though he slay me yet will I trust in him Thus it is constantly with it though perhaps in a fit it may forget it self and utter words of discontent as we see in the same Job and Jeremiah and others The reason of all this is that sincerity and integrity which is in the heart of those whom God doth soundly touch Reason which is a single heart not a heart and a heart or a tongue and life different from the heart which it seems Nature it self would teach us all seeing Anatomists teach that the heart and tongue hang upon one string Dr. F. ibid. so that when the heart is moved with any passion or perturbation the hammer as in the former resemblance beats upon the bell and the mouth soundeth and answers the motions and affections of the heart Vse 1 In our sorrows to shew our sincerity by our words and by the nature of them Let us therefore when Gods hand toucheth us shew by our words and deeds also sutable that our hearts are inwardly well affected and truly humbled under his hand for our sins truly desirous how to pacifie him and to procure true peace to our consciences It s a signe the hearts of many are but lightly pricked or touched with remorse for their sins they do so little complain or make their moan to others who may afford them ease by their counsell and good directions As on the other hand such as most complain out of an inward feeling of their sins and who accordingly move doubts and questions concerning their estate of soul are none of the worst Christians at least they are in a good way 2 And so generally For more general Vse It were to be wished that men by their words and language as also by the nature and quality of their discourse and speech did shew the soundnesse holinesse and integrity of their hearts within more then they do The heart will be venting it self by the tongue and commonly according to that abundance which is in the heart the mouth will be speaking A reproof of such as pretending good hearts yet are tongue-tied Many talk much of their good hearts to God ward but if their hearts within were so good holy hearts believing hearts humble hearts hungering hearts zealous hearts as they pretend they would not be so tongue-tied as they are either to God-ward or towards others If Gods word were in the heart of many Ministers 1 In Preaching at least as a burning fire they would soon grow weary with forbearing to preach and to speak in his Name Jer. 20.8 9. though his word should be made a reproach to them and a derision daily So if the hearts whether of many Ministers or others 2 In Prayer were truly pinched with sense of their own and peoples wants they could not take up with bare generall forms of words in their seeming prayers or with a generall invitation of others to pray or at best to joyn with them in rehearsing more then praying the Lords prayer The heart truly touched with a sense of its own guiltinesse and of Gods displeasure or of its own wants could not take up with forms of words framed by others or at least long rest in them but would vent it self by words at least by sighs and groans sutable to its condition Such as complain that for any expressions of their own they are tongue-tied in Prayer let them strive to get better hearts sensible hearts sanctified hearts hearts full of the spirit of God which is a spirit of grace and of supplication Zech. 12.10 for were they full of it they would otherwise vent themselves then they do whereas now they draw neer to God onely with the mouth and with their lips honour him but have their hearts removed far from him Isa 29. ver 13. their hearts are more tyed and shut up then their tongues and so in effect both are tyed to God-ward So many are and some complain that they are not so profitable in discourse and in private conversation with others by holy conference as they should be 3 In speaking of good things by instructing exciting and for God exhorting encouraging of others yea admonishing and reproving them for their vanity oaths reviling of Gods people and his people and for their speaking evill of Gods good ways But if these would look into the true cause hereof they would finde that either the Law of God is not at all in their hearts for then they would speak wisdome and their tongue would talk of judgement or that their hearts are not so holy so charitable and compassionate towards others so zealous for God and his honour and such beleeving hearts as they should be or for time of profession calling and means might be But for a tongue that straitens it self to speak of better things then are in the heart A dissembling tongue reproved c. either in matters of God and of profession of godliness or in duties and profession of love towards others this is
ministeriall pains and conceptions which with some of my ancient hearers proved altogether abortive will yet find better acceptance here and such as I blesse God with many other of better temper among my ancient hearers they have found and that the seed cast on the thornie and stonie ground and hearts of many in England will take better root and thrive better in another soil as some trees transplanted do I recommend this mite of my good will to your Worships and to their perusall here as also to the Churches service and use elsewhere resting Dantzick June 28 1642. Your Worships and the Churches Servant R. J. An Advertisement to the Reader KNow that this insuing Treatise was sent into England and should have been printed in Anno 1642 but what by the death of one undertaker after the book was approved according to Order of Parliament and what by the inconstancy of another who after hee had printed the first three sheets gave it over and fell to a more gainfull trade of printing Diurnals it hath been laid aside thus long But now since my return into England the Copy being recovered and the printing of it by a third person procured I thought good though after six yeers of the date of it to let it passe in the stile it was written in at first and so as if I were still with my Hearers at Dantzick Judge of it then according to time place and persons when where and to whom it was preached and it being of generall use make improvement of it for thine own spirituall good for which thou hast the prayers of the unworthy Author The general Contents of each Chapter of this Treatise and of the several Sections under their several Chapters respectively containing the chief doctrines handled therein As for the many particulars under each Chapter and Section they may by a short glance of the eye be viewed in the margine of the booke it self CHAP. I. Concerning the time of mens Conversion Section 1. But first of the Change which is in Conversion Section 2. Why Christ converted not so many at any one Sermon as Peter and the rest here did with Uses Section 3. Why mens Conversion is often so long delayed by God with Reasons and Vses CHAP. II. Concerning the Persons converted by Peter c. their Quality Number Section 1. That some otherwise devout men need Conversion Section 2. God freely singles out some of many of whom his Church consists And of the freenesse of Gods Grace with four Vses CHAP. III. Concerning the Means of Conversion the hearing of Gods word preached Section 1. Of the Act of hearing and of the power of Gods Word whence it is with five Vses Sect. 2. Of the profit of hearing Gods word aright whence it is with three Vses CHAP. IIII. The Object of hearing generall and speciall here And what doctrine is like to do the greatest good even that which most advanceth Christ and debaseth man with reasons sons and uses respectively CHAP. V. The effects of saving hearing of Gods Word Section 1. 1 Pricking of heart Section 2. Pricking of heart considered 1 As the work of the Word And that the best kinde of preaching is that which pricks the heart Why With two Vses Sect. 3. Pricking of heart considered 2 As the fruit of sin And that sin carries a sting with it With Vse Section 4. Pricking of heart considered here as the first step to true Conversion And that Conversion must begin at the heart With two Reasons and three Vses CHAP. VI. How these Converts in the Text came to be pricked in Conscience CHAP. VII Shewing that all true Converts must first in some measure be pricked in heart Section 1. The Explication of this point of Doctrine and of whom and how it is meant with the difference between the Elect and Reprobate in their legall sorrows Sect. 2. The former point illustrated by Scripture and examples Sect. 3. That all in some measure must be pricked in conscience though not all alike Where four Reasons why Sect. 4. Who are more roughly and who more gently dealt withall in their Conversion Which difference is shewed with respect of their different conditions 1. present 2. past 3. to come Wherein Gods wisdome wonderfully appeareth CHAP. VIII The Demonstration of the former Point with the Reasons both on mans behalf and Gods why God will have all Converts of age to be first brought under the spirit of bondage CHAP. IX Of the Order of Conversion and 1. As it depends on Love in God Where ten approaches of Gods grace towards us all free CHAP. X. Sect. 1. Conversion is also a work of Gods power Sect. 2. The Order of Conversion as it depends on Power And first In regard of the Persons and Means imployed in working of it which is onely the Word and no other means without the word neither Sacraments Miracles Afflictions c. without it Sect. 3. The order of the work it self of Conversion And first seven orderly works of the Law Sect. 4. Eleven orderly works of the Gospel CHAP. XI Containing anVse of Triall as preparative to the rest CHAP. XII Vses for such 1. as have not been pricked And first The danger of a false peace and the desperate estate of secure sinners CHAP. XIII 2. A large Exhortation to the secure And Motives urging them to be afflicted and to mourn for sinne CHAP. XIIII Containing Means of Contrition and first A removall of Lets Sect. 1. Such lets removed as hinder the Word of God to pierce And they are six Sect. 2. Le ts removed which make the soul senselesse And first Sensuality and worldlinesse Sect. 3. Three moe lets removed Which are Great sins Little sins Custome of sinning Sect. 4. Two moe Lets Gods secret vengeance and Hardnesse of heart with the nature and danger of it and means to prevent it CHAP. XV. 2. Of the Means of true Compunction and Sensiblenesse Sect. 1. And first Of Gods Word heard recalled and applyed With the power of it in pricking the heart Sect. 2. Of the Consideration of sin Originall and Actuall in the aggravations of it Sect. 3. Gods judgements on our selves past present and to come should humble us Sect. 4. Others sufferings especially Christs should move us Sect. 5. Gods high Majesty well thought on would abase us Sect. 6. Earnest prayer with God a meanes of Humiliation and a way to derive power from him when especially it is joyned with watchfulnesse Sect. 7. A reproof of the secure with an exhortation and caveat CHAP. XVI Vses for such secondly as have been wounded Sect. 1 And first that they return not to sins for which they formerly have smarted Sect. 2. That secondly they goe on with the work of humiliation and that they seek not ease too soon Sect. 3. An Exhortation hereunto that we follow home Gods strokes till we be throughly humbled and cured Sect. 4. Divers reasons why men are not to take up with legal qualms til they
know of God or of his will concerning the meanes of our recovery and salvation till God in and by Christ declare it to us Joh. 1.18 neither know we the things of God or any saving truth as of our selves 1 Cor. 2.14 Nay Secondly such is our impotency that we cannot either know them or yet doe any thing for our selves in the businesse of our conversion 2 Our impotency both which he healeth us of till God by his word and spirit work the same in us God must create us anew by the same mighty power of his word by which at first he made the world Psal 33.6 John 3. We must be drawn Joh. 6.44 and born again of water and the Spirit as the ship cannot move it self but as it is first born up of the water Secondly set forward by the wind both being without her selfe Now this is done whilest we receive into our soules and affections the gales of Gods grace and blasts and breath of his Spirit by attentive hearing of his word by which his Spirit is ministred to us 2 How Let us then attentively hearken to Gods word and so seek and expect the good and profit of it Let us chuse Maries part Luke 10. 1 Take heed of lets and take heed of Martha's incombrances and of such lets as prove hinderances to the fruitfull hearing of it as of worldly cares pleasures and in a word of having our hearts set upon the things of the world as Oxen Farmes Wives c. 2 So hear as first meditate 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Now we cannot hear it aright unlesse we first seriously meditate on the things we do hear as the word here seems to carry a continued act when they had heard there was not an end the word still sounded in their ears that they were the Crucifiers of Christ that Christ whom they crucified was the Lord of life these nailes stuck in them whether they did eat drink lie down or arise Whilest the heart museth and meditates on an object it comes to be affected as Psal 33. Lament 3.19 20. 2 Pet. 2.8 Lot in seeing and hearing vexed his soul i. e. he pondered the evils done and was the more vexed with their unlawfull deeds 2 Apply it Secondly We must so hear as to apply particularly to our selves what we hear for so these here came to be wounded when the point of this sword was set to their breasts and they could not neither did offer to put it by This belongs both to the Preacher to doe who must not draw and only flourish his sword this sword of the Spirit but strike home with it his mark being only or chiefly the heart for so the word both hits soonest and pierceth deeper and becomes as nailes fastened by the Masters of Assemblies and also to hearers themselves who must help their spirituall Surgeons and Physicians to apply the plaister or potion by keeping the one close to the sore and the other in their stomack without casting it up But of these two On 1 Cor. 11.31 pag. 1332. c. Meditation and Application as meanes of Humiliation more largely elsewhere 3 Beleeve it Thirdly The word heard must be mingled with faith in those that hear it else it profits them not Heb. 4.1 2. 4 Obey it Yea fourthly it must be followed with obedience as here these both beleeved the things taught them to be true and being directed to repent and to be baptized they both repented beleeved and were baptized If then we would reap the fruit and benefit of hearing and be blessed thereby we must both hear and keep the word we hear Luk. 11. otherwise God will not hear us Zach. 7.13 Exhortation with other reasons In a word if we will be Christs sheep we must receive his mark and that must be in the eare John 10.3 27. Mat. 13.43 17.5 If we will be his servants for ever we must suffer him to bore our eares that the pearles of the Gospel may hang at them If we will either beleeve or pray aright we must hear aright the first link of that golden chaine of the Apostle is hung at the eare Faith cometh by hearing c. Rom. 10.14 17. And if we would find such saving effects of the word as these here we must so hear as they heard and as is said for when they heard they were pricked in heart and said Men and brethren what shall we do It s said of the Weasel Mustella concipit aure parit ore She conceiveth at the ear and brings forth her young ones at her mouth So the seed of Gods word received in at the eare and conceived there and in the heart bringeth forth the fruit of holy thoughts meditations and devotion and expressions of inward sorrow for sin at the mouth Vse 2 Vse 2 This being the profit of hearing and duty of hearers let us see what to judge Of reproofe 1. of scoffers 2. of enemies to hearing in others first of scoffers at the word c. Secondly of such as hinder and keep back others from hearing as Elymas would have done the Deputy such as are enemies to the spirituall good of soules and shew themselves children of the Devill Who are of the Devill whose office is to make the hearing of the word unfruitfull if he cannot keep them from hearing then he steales the Word heard out of their hearts as the birds pick up the seed after it is sown Luke 8. lest men beleeve and be saved but if he can he will keep them from hearing it herein like the Jaylour who though he suffered his Prisoners to have their hands and feet free yet he keeps the prison doore fast lockt and bard and so long he fears no escape of his prisoners so Satan lets such as he keeps captive it may be to have their hands at liberty to reach out an almes and sometimes their feet to go to Church to hear Prayers saith one but he will be sure to keep the eares Dr. Featly And under Gods wrath which are the gates and doores of their souls fast Yea such are also under the wrath of God 1 Thess 2.16 3. Of such as lightly account of hearing who to discountenance it prefer before it 3. Generally we see what to conceive of such as with whom Satan prevailes so far as either through meer negligence refuse to hear Gods word when they may preferring their ease and sloth or at least to hear it onely of such as are like themselves and will flatter them and are time-servers or through prejudice of the word to hear the voice of a man the Pope forbidding them to hear when yet God calls them to hear as our Popish Recusants or to stop their ears from hearing and lock up that door by breeding in them a contempt at least neglect of hearing not onely by pretending that we all know enough already practice is more needfull
highly of All delight to have the hearts of men The Pope giving his devoted servants leave for a while to go to our Church in England in the first yeers of Queen Elizabeths raign in the words now lastly mentioned required of his sons and children that so doing they should give him their heart He knew if he had their heart he could soon command all the rest So the devil is well enough pleased to let his devoted servants make shew of Religion or of some good duties as of alms good words c. so long as he can keep their hearts glued first to any one or more lusts The like I may say of lovers seeking chiefly to insinuate into the hearts love and affections of their beloved Yea great Kings on earth who stand not in much need of their meaner subjects yet like well to be loved of all and to have their hearts And even thus it is with God himself who chiefly requires the heart who knows if it be wanting nothing can be sincere or lasting and where it is it will bring on all the rest The broken heart is Gods sacrifice He requires the heart as his sacrifice for and in stead of a sacrifice yea before all sacrifice But what heart If the heart be a saccrifice then as other sacrifices it must be slain and mortified at least pierced and wounded It must be a broken heart else it is not right It is not whole or entire with God Non est Cor integrum nisi sit scissum till it be broken and cut Outward sacrifices where beasts were slain and offered were but types of this sacrifice of a contrite heart so that where the heart was not contrite the sacrifice was an abomination To this man will I look saith the Lord even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit and trembleth at my word But of others it is said He that killeth an ox as if he slew a man Isai 66.2 3. he that sacrificeth a Lamb as if he cut off a dogs neck he that offereth an oblation as if he offered swines blood c. God will none of such sacrifices where the heart which should give him praise and prayer is wanting Psal 50.9 10-14 15. I will take no bullock out of thine house c. Offer unto God thanksgiving and pay thy vows unto the most High And call upon me in the day of trouble and 51.16 17. So again Thou desirest not sacrifice saith David else would I give it thou delightest not in burnt-offerings The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit a broken and a contrite heart O God thou wilt not despise For as one noteth the visible sacrifice of beasts slain is but a Sacrament August l. 10. de civit cap. 5. that is a holy and sacred signe of the invisible sacrifice of the heart Even as in Circumcision God required chiefly and firstly the circumcision of the heart Deut. 10.16 by which is meant this pricking and cutting of the heart This is that true Circumcision which being in and from the heart Rom. 2.28 29. findes praise with God This circumcised heart is the truely humbled heart unto which a promise and a blessing doth belong Levit. 26.41 42. If their uncircumcised heart be humbled c. or bowed down or at the Chaldee hath it be broken and it is opposed to pride as when it s said 2 Chro. 52 26. King Hezekiah humbled himself for the pride or lifting up of his heart And so it implieth repentance and turning in heart to the Lord as 2 Chron. 32.26 Yet divers of Ashur c. humbled themselves and came to Jerusalem when others mocked as these here now were pricked when formerly they or others mocked Hence it is truely said by one God pours not the oil of his mercy Bern. save into a broken vessel Vse 1 This shews the preposterous course of Popish penitentiaries who professing compunction and pricking of heart and spirit 1. To confute Popish penitentiaries whip onely scourge and otherwise afflict the body and make that a matter of satisfaction and merit and so under such shew of austerity and humility Coloss 2. not sparing the body they become vainly puffed up with pride in their fleshly mindes They seem to shew a kinde of revenge which yet is not against their sins lodged in the heart which they spare yea and fatten it in pride but onely against their skins and carcases which without the heart have done little or nothing Let the flesh be tamed and outward senses restrained as cause shall require but first let the heart and inward affections be mortified and subdued else it is but a mock-repentance Pag. 34 35. But of this a little before 2. To instruct and direct us to begin at the heart So do true Converts 2 A second Use is to learn hence to begin our repentance and conversion at the heart so do true converts First King Davids heart smote him then he confessed saying I have sinned The poor publican smote on his brest and then said God be merciful to me a sinner he by so smiting aimed at the chief offender Their sorrow is in the heart before it be in the face or sowre countenance as in a like case of Nehemiah mourning for the afflictions of his people which the King took notice of saying Why is thy countenance sad Nehem. 2.2 this is nothing but sorrow of heart So it was with good King Josiah who in heart and soul first apprehending his and his peoples sins and the wrath of God due to the same then rends his clothes and weeps Therefore saith God 2 Chro. 34.27 Because thine heart was tender and thou didst humble thy self i. e. in heart first before God and didst rend thy clothes and weep c. As sadnesse of countenance in true penitents argues and presupposeth sorrow of heart and their sorrow is first in the heart before it be in the garment so it is quite contrary with hypocrites Not so hypocrites Joel 2.12 13. to such God speaks by his Prophet Joel saying Turn unto me with all your heart and rend your hearts and not your garments The countenances of hypocrites onely are sad but not their hearts like hired mourners Know we then Matth. 6. that outward expressions of sorrow are not further good then so far onely as they come from inward grief and affection as in these converts here who by saying What shall we do shewed much inward grief in the apprehension of wrath much fear care and anxiety of spirit but then they were first upon such apprehension and fear pricked in their heart 3 Exhortation to begin our reformation at the heart Why 3 Let us hence be exhorted to begin our conversion and reformation at the heart you have heard reason enough for it otherwise it were but to lop off boughs and to leave the corrupt and bitter root to purge
the streams when the fountain and spring is muddy In a word it is the next way to hypocrisie in conversion it s but an acting of humility not a being humble a shew onely of humility and devotion not the having of the grace of the same in the heart I say then Humble your souls and hearts before the Lord if ye would enter into the Holiest Heb. 10.19.22 draw neer with a true heart and have your hearts first sprinkled from an evil conscience and then your bodies washed with pure water first be renewed in the spirit of your mindes and then shew your reformation without as Ephes 4.23 with 24 c. and 28. Let him that stole steal no more This is the right order This is the right order first to change the heart and then the life first to hate sin in heart and then to leave it first to fear an oath and then to forbear swearing rashly first to loath drunkennesse in heart and to be touched with remorse of soul for it and then withal to give over drunkennesse Till this be done that the conscience inwardly be pricked and convinced of the vilenesse of every or any sin the life will never be thorowly or constantly reformed otherwise sin will break out again Simil. if then It is but as with the hand to hold down the water in a spring which will ever be springing up or as by force to hold a blown bladder under water which will be bolting up again whereas if it once be pricked it will with little ado be kept under or sink of it self This is the reason why we Preachers who truely intend and seek your true and thorow conversion in our applications and otherwise do still aim at your hearts it is the mark the butt The heart the butt and white which godly Ministers chiefly aim aâ— yea the white which we chiefly shoot at and direct the point and edge of the sword of the Spirit the Word of God against till we pierce and hit that we think we have done nothing Though when we do onely civilize you and that you through the knowledge of the Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ 2 Pet. 2.20 escape the common pollutions of the world it be also the work of our Ministery and tend to much outward order peace and comlinesse yet alas this makes little for your inward peace and comfort when thus by the over powering force of the Word you are curbed kept in and constrained as it were through fear or shame to bite in your sins where this is onely you will be ready to be again intangled and overcome and so your later end will be worse then the beginning Therefore our aim is still at the heart as knowing that unlesse it be pierced and wounded sin still lives in you and like a bitter and venemous root or corrupt spring will ever be sprouting and sending out bitter fruit and muddy waters but if the heart once be savingly wounded mortified cleansed we know the outward man and conversation will soon be reformed as when the root is deaded the fruit and leaves fall of themselves and the branches wither if the fountain be once stopt the streams soon dry up which makes them not so eager against the outward carriage and fashions of men always Will you then know why wise and discreet Preachers do not in their Reproofs insist so much and so long and frequently at least in inveighing against mens wearing of long hair womens cut locks men and womens garishnesse in their attire and fashions gestures and outward unseemly behaviour some kindes of sports and abuse of lawful sports Is it because they allow and applaud you in such things Nothing lesse make not that ill use of our silence or more sparing reproofs But know the true reason hereof is because we are assured that if these things were outwardly reformed and yet the heart not touched or pricked they like Samson's hair once clipt would soon grow again the heart not mortified all vice would be sprouting again yea to cry out against such things and not to convince the heart of the sinfulnesse and danger of them would never have any good effect Nay we may I know as well hope to rob a bear of her whelps as to make you leave such fashions so long as your hearts are set thereon experience shews it No arguments perswasions disswasives threatnings though out of Gods Word will prevail with men to leave such fashions and customs till the heart be wounded and pierced And when this is done all these will in great part fall of themselves and people will not be ashamed to be out of the common and corrupt fashions and customs of the time Give us leave then to preach such Doctrines and make such Applications as may be as hammers shall I say yea as goads and nails as pricks and the point of a sword to prick your hearts and to touch you even in your best beloved sins that so we may take your hearts from off them and make them bitter and loathsom to you The heart must indeed first be humbled and then there will follow moderation in outward things and reformation of life and conversation and the outward behaviour will suit well with the inward disposition of the humbled heart the heart as the first or master-wheel in the clock being well set will order both the tongue as the bell and conversation and outward behaviour as the hand and pointer there will be a consonancie among them Let no man then deceive himself and tell me he thanks God his heart is good to God ward and he hath a good heart and meaning howsoever he outwardly frame to the times and common customs of the world if the heart were so good as is pretended the hand tongue eye and generally the whole outward conversation would not be so dissonant at least so much and so constantly as is in many who yet brag much of that which few sees of their good hearts Now as saving Conversion must begin at the heart so it would not be much out of our way to observe that it and all the consequents of it all the comforts of a regenerate condition and all the happinesse of heaven All Comforts begin with some sorrow as All Sin ends in sorrow begins with pricking and wounding with sorrow and compunction Wherein God is contrary to the devil the world and sin which make offer and promise of much pleasure gain and honour at the first and men finde some such like thing at first as gives content to their sensual desires and corrupt taste but all at the last ends in bitternesse and sorrow endlesse and easelesse Neither do such things long enjoyed See this in Dives and Lazarus Luke 16.25 give that content they promised as on the other side such as make trial of the ways of God finde much more content in and comfort from them then they could have
expected finding themselves to have been worse afraid then hurt This should teach us wisedom and not either to be led away with pleasures present or to be so out of love with Gods ways But I hasten CHAP. VI. How Peters Converts came to be pricked in conscience BEfore we particularly shew the Order and Degrees of Conversion It would first be inquired and considered How these converts came to be pricked Answ how these Converts here upon Peters Sermon came thus to be pricked I answer They God opening their hearts as he did Lydia's to attend came upon Peters wise and skilfull handling and applying of the sharp sword of the spirit or word of God which pierceth to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit and by piercing pricketh at once to see and be convinced within themselves of their sinne against Christ in crucifying of him 1 Generall and of Gods wrath thereupon and vengeance hanging over their heads and of their own just damnation and hereupon were pricked in heart struck with fear made sorrowful When Peter so deeply charged them that they were the crucifiers of Christ they knew well and remembred that they indeed had desired Pilate to crucifie him and now hearing and by such apparant signes from heaven as on that day which in some degree had astonished them all seeing a divine power therein and being told that it was Jesus now exalted to glory Verse 33. who shed forth that which they did now see and hear and apprehending him to be indeed a King the Christ and that Lord who now as David foretold did sit at the right hand of God they are afraid of him as of an avenger now raigning in heaven whom on earth as a bountifull and mercifull Saviour they contemned and slew 2 Particular By being convinced of their sinne 1 Of murder 2 Parricide More particularly they hearing and generally believing that to be true which they were told concerning Christs glory do see and are convinced 1 Of sinne their sinne 1 Of murther whereby they procured or consented to the death of Jesus as a man yea an innocent man 2 Of Parricide and withall of extream ingratitude and unthankfulnesse in crucifying him as Jesus as a Saviour yea as their own Jesus who came to save them 3 Of Infidelity and unbelief whereby they so long had rejected him their onely Messias or Christ 3 Of unbelief refusing him that spake unto them and whom God had annointed to be their teacher or their Prophet 4 Disobedience and their Priest yea King 4 Of Disobedience in not submitting themselves to him as their Lord and King 5 Of Impenitency 5 Impenitency obstinacy and hardnesse of heart in not repenting and relenting at his doctrine and preaching who was incarnate and came into the world to call them to repentance 6 Ignorance 1 Cor. 2.8 6 Lastly of their Ignorance of him as Lord of glory whom if so they had sooner known to be they would not have crucified him But now conceiving of him as Lord and Christ they are wounded and pricked in that they wounded and pierced him Even as Pauls conscience was touched a little after he had reviled the high Priest when once he came to know him so to be Act. 23.5 but much more when he came first to know Christ and that it was he even the Lord of glory whom he persecuted in his ignorance and unbelief Act. 9.5.6 1 Tim. 1.13 2 of judgement which made them 1 fear 2 These Jews thus convinced of their sinne 1 fear and quake in apprehension of Gods judgements due to such grievous sinnes and offences as have been named whilst they now see that as Christ himself told Paul afterwards they did all this while but kick against the pricks and run upon their own death and destruction in provoking the mighty God and Christ their Lord and King against them Now they look upon him whom they had peirced and see him whom they slew to be one who being Lord of heaven and earth was able yea for ought they then saw ready to destroy them in souls and bodies and therefore they tremble 2 Despair of themselves 2 Yea they withall despair in themselves and see themselves unworthy of that salvation which they rejected and are at their wits end not knowing what to do to undo what they have done or to appease Gods wrath Thus they came to be perplexed troubled and sorrowfull and pricked in heart 3 Sorrow They came thus to be pricked by reasoning within themselves Now this was done by a kind of reasoning with themselves and communing with their own hearts by a practicall syllogisme The Proposition whereof the Law written in their hearts and word of God afforded them in effect this Murtherers especially of their Saviour and of the Lord of life are under the curse Gal. 3.10 and no murtherer or none that hates his brother hath eternall life abiding in him John 3.15 But saith Peter and their own consciences We are murtherers and that even of Christ then follows the conclusion Therefore we are under the curse and debarred of life Now out of this conclusion made by conscience follows in the affections fear despair in themselves sorrow horrour and perplexity in a word wounding and pricking and it is as when an evil doer a secure sinner thief or murtherer Out of the conclusion of which syllogisine issued this pricking is apprehended and brought to the barre where the Judge giving the charge declares what is Law what sinnes and crimes are against Law and by Law deserve death after which the Malefactour is accused of such crimes as deserve death and by sufficient witnesse proved to be guilty and he himself cannot deny the fact whereupon the Judge passeth sentence of condemnation and of death at which the party is stricken with astonishment and pricked at heart as with the point of a sword Such is the work of conscience in sinners the same conscience being as a Law to inlighten and to judge generally of good and evil it is also a witnesse to convince and lastly a Judge to give sentence against it self and so to terrifie Thus it was with these Jews and no otherwise it is with other Converts as comes now to be shewed so that looking on this pricking of heart as the beginning of or first step to conversion we do raise and make this Generall observation following namely that CHAP. VII SECT 1. That all true Converts must first be pricked in heart Hence with the explication of the point True Converts must first be pricked in heart SVch as God will convert and save must lesse or more be first pricked in heart for their sin Such as to whom God intends to shew mercy must in some measure be troubled in mind and conscience in sight of their sinne and miserie So that so long as sinne never troubles men there is no conversion as we see
without pain ere ever it consent to marry to Christ Now can there be a divorce wrought between loving couples otherwise most loth thereunto without sorrow ask Phaltiel who being married to Michal when David her first husband sent for her 2 Sam. 3.16 went with her along weeping behind her 3 From the nature of Conversion which is such a change as a man cannot but be sensible of it first or last 3 This brings us to consider of the nature of conversion which implyeth as much as I intend which being a change from darknesse to light from bondage to liberty in a word from one contrary to another how should a man discern of his contrary new estate without feeling in some measure the horrour of his former condition under darknesse and bondage at least he can have no comfort in his Conversion unlesse he find and feel a difference between the one estate and the other which cannot be felt without some shaking and affrightment as he apprehends the greatnesse of the benefit of his deliverance by Christ so is he touched with a proportionable fence of his danger either imminent or passed as we have heard of some who having at first in their sleep drink or otherwise ignorance passed some very great danger as over some narrow or broken and crackt bridge pit or the like being brought after to see their danger they have quaked trembled been amazed if they have not wholly expired and given up the Ghost Thus such as perhaps at the very first are not so sensible of their dangerous condition or yet of their change as others are Christ being truly in them yet afterwards when they come to better consideration and deeper apprehension of their wayes and former dangers they find a proportionable measure of inward trouble terrour yea and grief for such their hainous offences whereof they were not so sensible before and so they have their portion of terrour first or last in lesse or greater measure Lastly whom doth Christ call to Repentance 4 From Christs calling of such Matth. 9.13 Even of such onely as are sinners and laden and 11.29 Lost enemies 2 Cor. 5 Isa 27.5 in bondage Rom 8.15 2 Tim. 1. he came to call sinners to repentance such as in their own sense are sinners and if Christ call none but such to repentance who can have repentance but such yea but such as are heavy laden with sin and sense of Gods wrath for sin for these and such onely he calleth also to come unto him And as he came to call such so to save the lost sheep but who are these but such as feel themselves to be lost Christ calls and sends his Ministers to call us to be reconciled to him and to make peace with him but who will ever thus do that doth not first find and feel himself under his displeasure and can a man find that and not be troubled he calls us to liberty and must we not then first be under the spirit of bondage that unto fear In a word how can any either hunger after Christ or prize him aright as a Saviour and Redeemer till they through fence of misery and of their hopelesse helplesse worthlesse and desperate condition see their need of him or who will ever fly to him till by the Law as by a Schoolmaster discovering their fearfull condition to them they be whipped and scourged and so forced to go out of themselves to him This Law then must go before and as the needle by pricking doth pierce the cloth and make way for the threed to follow and sow so it must prepare the way for faith to follow by which we are knit to Christ otherwise we would prove but loose Christians and break off when we list as we know many Libertins to do who tell us much of comfort and joy they find in and by Christ and his Spirit but neither they nor any other can tell us of any sorrow wounding or pricking going before I shall ever suspect that joy yea that Conversion which issues not in some measure out of true sorrow pricking compunction and contrition for sinne It s but a dream of joy and a false conception and birth This point yet further cleared and it shewed that though all be wounded yet not all alike Here then for the further clearing of this point of doctrine we must know that all who are truly converted do not suffer trouble and terrour of conscience in the same measure or yet manner neither doth God deal with all alike some are pricked onely as with a Pinne others as with a spear yet all pricked There are three degrees as in divers Resemblances and all of them saving by Gods mercy 1 A pricking as in my text wherein were some grudgings of conscience and such a hurt as was presently healed again and they filled with the holy Ghost 2 A wounding or a wounded spirit and who can bear that such as was sometime in Job and David from whom God seemed to withdraw himself by forsaking them c. and in such as wrestle long with God yea and with diffidence in themselves even many yeares before they can out wrestle their sorrows which at length they do And 3 there is a killing whereof Saint Paul speaks Rom. 7.9.10.11 Sinne revived and I died and the commandement which was ordained unto life I found to be unto death for sinne taking occasion by the commandement deceived me and by it slew me and yet lo Paul alive to God so All are shut up under the spirit of bondage as in a prison Gal. 3.23 before faith come we are kept under the Law shut up unto faith some as Jeremy let down to a dungeon Jer. 38.6 some as Paul put into an inner prison and his feet fast not in the mire in which Jeremy did sink but in the stocks some onely as Joseph who though a prisoner yet found favour and had more liberty Gen. 39 20.21.22 And so all being locked up under infidelity some are more easily set at liberty and their hearts sooner opened being like new and fresh locks easily opened whereas others are like old rusty locks which the key hardly and with much ado opens if at all so that they must not be broken by force and violence such is the difference of mens hearts some kept clear from rusting by restraining grace good education and example others are old rusty and cankered in sin whose doores must be broken open by strong hand and consciences awakened by terrours All hearts are hard naturally as we have heard but some as stones some as mettal which must not onely be broken but molten and as among stones some are softer then others and soon crushed some are harder as the flint without seams and sutures so is it with hearts some sooner humbled and made to relent then others some are more hardy bold crabbed and crooked then others an angry word or look will work more upon
be throughly converted CHAP. VIII Shewing the reasons why God will have all Converts of age to be first brought under the spirit of bondage THese Reasons I reduce to these two generall Heads 3 The Demonstration or reasonâ— of the main Doctrine And why God will bring all Converts under the spirit of bondage This he doth with respect 1 to their good 1 To their profit 1 Mans own Good 2 Gods Glory 1 God will in his providence have our hearts to ake by bringing us in some measure under the spirit of bonage and have us thus wounded at least pricked before he receive us for our own Good who otherwise would neither know our selves aright nor acknowledge our want and need of Christ whilst we missed him not nor prize him aright For methods sake know the good which God intends his elect by thus dealing with them is according to that usuall division of good Profitable Comfortable Honourable 1 The Profit of this method which God useth with his so far as it is to be reaped in this life may be referred to their Justification and Sanctification 1 God thus brings home to himself wandring sinners as he did the Prodigall 1 To their Justification who never had any thought of returning to his fathter till all outward means and succours failed him and till he saw himself destitute of mony friends food yea of very husks the meanest of meats he like a man out of his wits and not himself never came unto himself neither thought of coming or returning to his father till then Luk. 15. Now in this prodigall every wandring sinner who proves a true Convert is meant who is also compared to a lost or wandring sheep after which the shepherd sends out his dog to bring it into the fold Particularly God will have us feel somewhat of our own burthen and see as it were the flashes of hell-fire Particularly and so he turns the Law loose upon us a while both in the strict commands of it 1 To cause them see their own guiltinesse as also in the curse annexed to the transgressours of it 1 That we might acknowledge see and be convinced of our own guiltinesse and of the infinitenesse of our desert and debt which our Saviour signifieth unto us in the parable of the debter who ought his Master ten thousand talents which howsoever he at length did graciously remit yet before he forgave it he strictly required the whole debt of him commanding all he had to be sold even wife and children that it might be paid yet this was but to bring him on his knees that he might desire beg sparing and compassion Matth. 18.25 26. God thus wounds the spirit and lets men feel the burthen of their sinne which who can beare that so they may cry out with Davd Mine iniquities are gone over mine head Psal 38.4 as a heavy burthen they are too heavy for me 2 God thus doth 2 To humble them in sight of their inability that in a sense of our burthen of our own inability to undergo it we might be humbled and have those proud high and lofty thoughts which we have had or have of our selves brought down and levelled with the ground Till this be done the sinner will ever find something in himself to oppose against the work of grace who els would never seek to Christ Luk. 8.43.44 either his own righteousnesse and morall vertues and civil life his own power of will or somewhat ese like the woman in the Gospel whom Christ healed of her bloody issue who so long as she had any thing of her own left to bestow upon Physicians she never thought of Christ onely when after twelve years she had spent all her living upon Phsicians neither could be healed of any she sought to Christ and was healed Man naturally is like the wild asse colt or like the asse used to the wildernesse Jer. 2.24 that snuffeth up the winde at pleasure which must first be taken down and tamed and like the wild young horse that must be ridden in deep and tough lands run against the wall and otherwise affrighted by being brought to the brow of some high hill and rock before it be tamed or made serviceable 3 To make them willing to seek after help 3 Thus God makes the heart plyable and bores the ear to receive instruction and to hearken after the means by which it may receive help or ease making it to seek help out of it self else where as Paul smitten down from his horse Lord what wilt thou have me to do and as the Jailour humbled by an earth quake What shall I do to be saved and as these in my Text who when they were pricked in heart said What shall we do as the hunted or shot hart flees to his harbour or to Dictamnum the herb which causeth as they say the dart to fall out or as the stout lion which sought to Androgeus a man to get the thorn pulled out of his foot 2 Cor. 12.4 Or to accept of it being offered as Paul having a thorn in the flesh sought earnestly and often unto Christ 4 At least men thus are made willing to accept of help when it is offered which so many daily having never been in such straiâ—s nor suffered any pangs of conscience do neglect the sick only not the whole do see their need of the Physician 5 To prize Christ 5 God will thus beat men off their own bottomes to see their accursed condition that they may more highly prize Christ and his benefits as thirst makes us relish our drink and by sickness we better know how to value health by imprisonment liberty and in a word as one contrary makes us better to judge of the other None can ever so truly prize the worth of Christs bloud as those that have groned under the burthen of their sinne and have been filled with Gods wrath God then by such stings in the conscience causeth men seek to Christ and make use of him as of old he sent fiery serpents Numb 21.8 that such as were stung by them might look to the brazen Serpent which was a type of Christ crucified and be healed as Absolom set Joabs corn on fire 2 Sam. 14 30. to cause him to come unto him 2 God takes this course with sinners 2 Their sanctification and to affright them from sin to make them weary of their sin and willing to part with it which otherwise would never be there is that nearnesse yea Onenesse between the soul and sin as hath been said The corruption of the soul would never be let out but for this pricking When are men willing to pluck out the right eye or When do they yield their hand or foot to the surgeon to be seared or cut off but when they see and are perswaded that they cannot retain these and their lives too when the Gangrene
I take it in this sence said to be our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ not that it taught Christ but that it convincing us of sin and of the curse and bringing us to self-despair so sent or forced us to seek help if any or wheresoever any could be had and that only is in and from Christ for it as a schoolmaster first strips us naked of our own conceited wisdom righteousnesse holinesse power and then whips lasheth our naked consciences as with the strokes of an iron rod it so sends us out of our selves wholly without affording us any help hope or succour to seek and inquire first if help may be had or hoped for elsewhere and then where or in and from whom it may be had and by what means which conceit of possibility of help made the heathen of old and many superstitious ones now fly to so many devices and superstitious practices of their own devising And thus by the law and these works thereof on the conscience the way is prepared for the mercy of the Gospel so that were it not for that which reacheth out an hand to such as are otherwise ready to perish no flesh could be saved SECT 4. The order of the works of the Gospel 2 The distinct and orderly work of the Gospel 2 THe workes then of the Gospel presupposing those of the Law and the orderly proceeding of the same are now briefly to be noted The Gospel hath also its preparatory works before conversion and faith be fully wrought and the order is this 1 Knowledge of the Gospel 1 God having by the law first humbled the sinner if he intend him any further good he doth first support and keep him from utter despair by publishing the glad tidings of the Gospel and by letting him hear and know of a remedy and that his case is though to him in himself yet not absolutly desperate and that upon some termes salvation may be had Joh. 3.16 and is possible so an assent is wrought in him to the Gospel as true Which knowledge by Gods further grace works affections and actions sutable in him 2 Hope 2 So hearing of a remedy though the conditions of self-deniall in his sweet and beloved sins of repentance and faith seem things impossible as to him considered in himself they are yet being pricked forward by the aforesaid terrours of the law as by so many piercing goads and thereupon put upon it to do something not to sit still but with the Lepers at the gate of Samaria in the famine to put it to the adventure as knowing he must either do something or else dye eternally this despair of help in himself makes him seek help elsewhere not without some general and confused hope that he also 1 General as well as some others he told of it may get case to his distressed conscience which as yet he findes not And thus he generally assents to the Gospel as good as well as to the law presenting him with wrath yea as good to him and so God gives him particular hope from the generality of the promise 2 particular Mat. 11.28 to all that are heavy laden whereby he excludes none but such as exclude themselves 3 Melting and true Contrition 3. Hereupon the heart which though broken before yet retaines its hardnesse begins to melt and to thaw being warmed with a sense of Gods goodnesse and readinesse to shew mercy to him so unworthy so old a sinner and it may be frozen in the same what any hope for such a vile wretch and that from so great and holy a God oh beast that I am that I should ever so much and so long have offended so good a God! c. Thus the heart is brought to true contrition and now grieves not in sense of the curse and wrath deserved so much as of love ready to be shewed to such a vile and immeriting wretch as he both thinks and will call him self not for the punishment of sin so much as for the sin it self as it is disobedience and disloyaltie to God dishonour to his name and that which hath made and doth still make a separation between the soul and God thus he begins to conceive of sin as alone able to make a man miserable without any other misery even in abundance With pliablenesse to Gods will And thus the heart being molten is made pliable and ready to be cast into the mould of Gods will as in my Text. And hereof I take the reprobate come short who as Ahab Cain Judas Felix may be broken and wounded and tremble but still be heard-harted and unpliable to Gods will 4 Self-denial 4. Herewith goeth self-denial renouncing of all parts and priviledges gifts and abilities in a mans self with an inward acknowledgement of his own impotency guiltinesse unworthinesse 5 High esteem of Christ 5. Together with an high estimation of Christ above all as in Paul Philip. 3.7 8 c. 6 Desire of pardon 6 Desire of ease and pardon by Christ and of direction what to do to be saved oh he should be one of a thousand to him most welcome who could bring him such tidings and bring him an olive-leafe 7. Then upon good direction given as in my Text and the next verse to it 7 Approch to the throne of grace where verse 38. and as Acts 16.31 there is an Approach and coming to the throne of grâ—ce with resolution there to speed or there to dye 1 Confession Where particularly iâ— 1 humble confession of sin with all the aggravations of it as Luke 18.13 and 15.19 in the publican and prodigall 2 Prayer 3 Hope of being heard 4 Joy c. Luke 19. 2 Prayer with 3 hope in speciall of pardon 4 joy in that hope grounded on Gods call and promise and not as in Agug but as in Zacheus and the blind man Mark 10.49 50. be of good comfort rise he the Master calleth thee 5 A willingnesse to part with all to sell all for Christ 8 Special application and closing with Christ 8 After which or with which is a speciall application of Christ unto a mans self and of the promise of pardon and of salvation with a trusting and relying on him for acceptation of his person prayers and indeavours and for salvation and all good things This is his closing with Christ 9 Assurance 9 Then follows the sealing of the promise assurance and perswasion 10 Perseverance Then Perseverance in the faith and grace of conversion to the end not without some failings but without falling away from that grace either wholly and habitually or finally 11 Salvation 11 After all follows the consummation of grace in glory and the end of our faith the salvation of our souls 1 Pet. 1.9 The scope of this last discourse which is not to prescribe God or to build our justification upon duties or
qualifications or to derogate from free grace or to hold men to a legal faith c. And the main Doctrine repeated Such an order as this there is in the work of Conversion which I name not to bind the Lord to an order or to an uniform dealing with all converts some whereof he humbles more some lesse and accordingly comforts some sooner then others in some he works all these in a shorter time it may be at one Sermon whereas others are long held under the spirit of bondage before they come to hope or to any assurance some stick longer in the birth then others neither do I intend to tye every convert to give a strict account of all these particulars or of the severall degrees and steps by which he hath been brought along But my chief aim in naming these in this order is to shew and declare and withall to make good the former point of Doctrine which is that such as God will convert and save must first be pricked in heart that Conversion and faith is not wrought in an instant without some preparatory works going before and that in the generall God first humbles before he comforts there is constantly this Order first sight of sinne sense of wrath wounding pricking self-despair and then and not before or not without the other hope of mercy joy comfort true conversion faith assurance 5 The application and use of the said Doctrine perseverance and salvation So that now at length this main doctrine being explaned illustrated Demonstrated and both reasons of it given and the manner order steps and degrees of Conversion shewed It remains that it be applied and made use of CHAP. XI Containing an use preparative to the rest or of triall 1Vse of triall of our estate 1 THe first Vse shall be preparatory to the rest and it is for Triall and by way of Query I ask thee then whosoever whether thou ever hast been savingly or at all pricked in in conscience or wounded in spirt for thy sins thou mayest try thy self and know the state and condition of thy soul by that which hath been taught and proved at least negatively so that not finding such things and such effects of the word of God and particularly of the legal part of it wrought in thee thou hast just cause to suspect thy faith yea undoubtedly to conclude that as yet thou art no true Convert nor in state of grace and that thou hast not Christ as wanting faith for when all such effects of the Law are wrought in thee thou hast yet much to do but if these things be not done then art thou farre off from grace and if so in that state before thou be so humbled thou diest thou art for ever undone Now whereas these works are the effects of the Law and word 1 preached Foure Interrogatories put to each conscience whereby sinne both against the Law and Gospel is made known and discovered 2 Applyed whereby sinners are convinced and made guilty 3. Pressed upon them and followed home with curses and denunciations of wrath c. whereby 1 in the conscience follows self-judging and self-condemnation 2 In the Affections horrour sorrow shame self-despair Yea and 3 it may be hereupon in the understanding consultation what to do I ask first dost thou know thy self and thy wayes to be sinfull and vile Dost thou now see that evill by thy self which formerly thou knewest not 1 Concerning our knowledge Doth thine uncleannesse evill concupiscence covetousnesse appeare to thee no longer tricks of youth naturall desires good thrift and husbandy and thine excesse and abuse of Gods good creatures in and for company of others no longer good fellowship and neighbourhood and sociablenesse and so in other particulars where thou hast called evil good and good evil by condemning in thy self others and the good wayes of God of too much precisenesse humour folly and madnesse but do the aforesaid vices now shew themselves to thee in the glasse of the Law and word preached to be what indeed they are horrible sins of dishonour done to God provocations of the eyes of his glory pernicious to thy soul c. and hast thou another judgement then formerly of the good wayes of God and of his people This is a good beginning and signe that God intends further good unto thee and throughly to convert thee But if thou art not touched with a sight or sense of thy evill estate and wayes if yet through thy ignorance thou be alive in thine own conceit I must tell thee thou art dead in sinnes and in thy naturall and lost estate and so continuing shalt die in thy sinnes and perish for ever 2 Concerning the judging of our selves Revel 3.17 2 Hast thou yet never been made by the word and Law to judge thy self thine estate and wayes Hast thou never been made guilty self-convinced self condemned to be under wrath or at least to be most worthy of wrath I must tell thee thou must then be judged of God and that eternally Hast thou not been sensible of thine estate under darknesse under Gods wrath under the curse and damnation and so hast thou not been weary of thy naturall estate and condition I say then thou hast cause to fear eternal darknesse wrath and damnation Dost thou think thy self in good estate and wast thou never convinced or sensible of worser condition then thou art in Suspect thy self all is not well with thee He that dreams of a conversion or state of grace and of a fulnesse without some sense of his former estate shall when he a wakes prove hungry empty of grace deceived in and by a false birth yea and hardened to his destruction Judge then thy self in time that thou be not for ever judged of the Lord I exhort thee to take heed of security to arraigne thy self at thine own bar and to suffer the word to judge try yea and to condemn thee Try by it not onely thy cursed estate by nature and thy grosser sinnes but thy omissions yea thy best actions thy vertues and righteousnesse thy services and sacrifices in which thou restest and seemest to trust 3 Concerning our sorrow 3 Let me ask thee hast thou never yet sorrowed when thou hast heard and been wounded for thy sinne nor trembled at the voice Habbak 3.16 I must say and tell thee the more is behind and for the present thou art far from true joy know that sorrow must be in the evening before there be joy in the morning thou must sow in tears before reap in joy 4 Concerning our consultation Lastly hast thou never as yet either questioned thine estate or come so farre as to consult about the bettering of it and to come out of thine old and naturall condition I say do both the one and the other in time and know now till I tell thee more fully of it hereafter on this Text that God fills those mens heads with care
instrument working by the spirit without the fruit of the word true repentance hath not had as yet any healing or saving work on the soul What vertue is there in that Physick which makes not the Patient sicker then he was and puts him not to pain What healing vertue is in the plaister if it smart not and it s a sure signe that the dislocated or broken bone is not brought right to its place if there be no pain felt in the setting Where no sorrow follows sin where no remorse of conscience is in sinners and come short of Reprobates as not so humbled and sensible as was 1 King Ahab 2 King Pharaoh who confessed his sinne they may justly seem to be in worse case then many who now are deeply plunged into hell How many have we that never hung down the head with King Ahab nor were moved with any denunciation of judgement How many who never yet were so much humbled as King Pharaoh a very reprobate but remain yet obstinate and obdurate they are called upon to let their beloved and gainfull sinnes go and to part with them as he was to let the people of Israel to go out of his land which at length he did though with little thanks being forced thereunto by the extremity of plagues from God but do many of us so much as he Exod. 9 27.28 and 10.16 17. he confessed his sin and said I have sinned this time the Lord is righteous and I and my people are wicked intreat the Lord for it is enough c. and I have sinned against the Lord your God said he to Moses and Aaron and against you sought the prayer of Moses and 12.31 32 33. now therefore forgive and intreat the Lord your God that he may take away this death onely yea at length he did according to Gods command let the people go yea was urgent upon them apprehending nothing but death for him and his who said we be all dead men and dismissing them he said go and at length though forced did obey be gone and blesse me also But have we not many that never yet confest their sinness as he did who never intreated Moses or any faithfull Minister of God to pray for them in all their life who never yet obeyed God or put away their beloved sins neither in love to God nor in fear How many amongst us are there that never see not confess their sin or shew any readiness to turn from their evil way when God stands in their way by his judgements threatned as yet did Balaam Num. 22.34 that never had any such good motions savoury thoughts and speeches as hee had 3 Balaam but wil go on in the very face of God and in despite of his judgements threatned yea it may be also inflicted as Isa 57.17 and so in other sins God meets men in the way of infamy for their uncleanness and yet they wil go on in that way stil in the way of their hatred and plotting mischief against Gods faithful servants and yet they wil on stil in that way which yet Balaam did not for seeing at length the Angel and his sword drawn in his hand hee bowed down his head and fell shat on his face saying I have sinned for he went with a purpose to curse Gods people now therefore if it displease thee Numb 22.31 -34. I wil get mee back again How many who never relent for any wrong they do Gods faithful servants as yet did Saul a reprobate towards David 4 Saul 1 Sam. 24.16 17 18 19. 5. Herod Who never reverence Gods Ministers or hear them gladly or upon hearing reform and do many things as yet did Herod who yet afterwards took off John's head and yet not without sorrow Who never tremble when they hear Discourses and Sermons of righteousness temperance and judgement to come as yet Felix did and yet they I beleeve as unrighteous 6 Felix Acts 24.25 intemperate and lyable to judgement in many other regards as Felix was Nay never complain so much as Cain did 7 Cain either of sin or punishment or of being cast out of Gods presence but rather please themselves in their sins and cast themselves daily out of Gods presence and favour and make themselves unworthy to partake with Gods people in the communion of Saints Yea lastly Have we not many who come short even of Popish penance who never were yet so compunct in heart and troubled in conscience as was Judas 8 Judas who never confessed their sins by name and with aggravation of it as he saying I have sinned in betraying innocent blood neither ever made restitution as he did of goods ill gotten or sought to give satisfaction for any wrong done by them The folly of such secure sinners Oh then the extreme folly and madness of such secure sinners who think themselves in good case and wil hope to be saved as wel as any and yet come short of very reprobates But if those named and such like who shewed more compunction of heart and therein and in their confessions of sins and other works and their certain damnation Jude ver 7. have so far outstripped and gone before you be yet gone to hel to the divel and to destruction and now suffer the vengeance of eternal fire what wil become of you secure and senselesse sinners who feed sport play minde the world use means of unlawful gain without all fear of Gods judgements so much and so often threatned in his name by his ministers and executed by himself on others How shal you escape the damnation of hell where shall you appear who yet shew not such remorse as these reprobates did You must needs then in this your case be thought to be next door to hel and to the estate of damned spirits being so stupified as not to be moved with Gods threatnings no not with his gracious promises and peremptory commands Vnlesse they do not onely outstrip these but all Temporizers whosoever And yet my deerly Beloved whose salvation I long after and do thus seek though you should do as much as these named yea though you should go as far in humiliation sorrow zeal and reformation as either these or any other bare Temporary yea as far as hee did to whom our Saviour said Thou art not far from the Kingdom of heaven even as far as Jehu in zeal against other mens sin as far as Ananias to part with a great portion of thy goods for the publick good of others as far as Demas and Alexander to forsake the world and thy hopes in it and to follow poor Christ yea to venture thy self as Alexander the Coppersmith did in cleaving to the truth as far as Nicolas who was chosen Deacon by the Church for that reverend respect they had of his gifts or lastly as is said as far as Judas who being an Apostle could both pray and preach with great
in the rest but in all through the breach of every Commandement and neglect of every duty though of some more then other 3 Continnance 3 For long continuance in thy sin til it may be thou art old in the same and hast given the Divel and thy lusts the best of thy time 4 Danger Yea 4. For Danger as bringing thee into hazrard of hardnesse of heart and final impenitency yea of hell torments and so in the apprehension thereof thou must feel thy sin to abound 5 Weight 5. For waight and burthen without making light of it as formerly II. From the curse and judgements due to sin Sin will have sorrow here or hereafter II. Come then tel me again Do not these thy sins bring thee under the Curse wil they not hale thee to judgement either going before thee or following after to judgement Wil not sin even thy sin have sorrow here or hereafter for ever Shall you always rejoyce Is not God of most pure eys Ah! who knows the power of his anger What are millions of men to him though they be never so great when hee is angry What are those glorious Angels of light which he made to him if once they provoke him shewed 1 In examples as of the Angels 2 Pet. 2.4 5 6. Doth hee not turn both Angels and men to destruction for their sin God spared not the Angels that sinned but cast them down to hell and delivered them into chains of darknesse to be reserved unto judgement c. and that for their pride and it may be thou comest but little short of them in Luciferian pride thou man thou woman Yea he spared not the whole race of mankinde which sinning in Adam Of the whole race of mankind in Adam was with him cast out of Paradise into a state of damnation and what was his sin was it not the doing of that which was forbidden him a tasting of forbidden fruit And do thou think with thy self how guilty thou art not onely of that original and first sin of thy nature but of many actuall and wilfull transgressions since and that in the same kinde most eager after such things as of which thou art most restrained And was not the whole world of men women The old world and children eight onely excepted drowned for like lâ—sts violence excess and secure eating and drinking c. as thou art guilty of Did not God turn the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah into ashes for their lusts and uncleanness pride fulness of bread Sodom Idleness and uncharitableness And did hee not bring first the Captivity Ezek. 16. The Jews and since that fearfull dispersion and curse of Cain upon the Jews which lyeth upon them in soul as wel as body to this very day and all for their unbelief and rejection of Christ added to their other sins And in effect art thou not guilty of the same sins who rejectest Christ in his grace and in his offices Ah! think not onely on such hellish torments as often seize on wicked men here on earth 2 In the torments of hel in regard of terrours and horrours of conscience but of the torments of hell it self both endlesse and easelesse prepared for secure sinners when God shall unresistibly come in fury and judgement against them and against all such as now contemn or neglect the time of mercy when his wrath being once kindled shall burn to the bottom of hell into which they shall be cast where their worm dieth not Mark 9.44 and the fire is not quenched This shall be effected on all out of Christ when Christ shall come and be revealed from heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God 2 Thes 1.7 8 9 which would seriously be thought on by secure ones now and that obey not the Gospel of our Lord jesus Christ who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power Ah whose heart trembles not at these things ah that men would seriously think of that tearing of heart and gnashing of teeth which will be in that eternall separation The heart which is not now pricked will be gnawn and eaten yet not consumed which were a mercy by that worm of conscience when in those hellish torments which are endlesse easelesse remedilesse men shall consider how God every Sabbath did stretch out his armes of mercy to embrace them The worm which then will gnaw and they would not how Christ offered a plaister of his own hearts blood to cure them if they would have been but pricked in heart but they made light accout of it and trampled it under their feet The holy Ghost put good motious into their heart convincing them of sinne and judgement and inviting them to godly sorrow with hope of pardon but they rejected those motions and would not be interrupted in their ease joy and false peace The Minister pressed hard to have them yield but they withstood him Oh the deep wounds the grievous bitings and stingings and the hellish cries that these and like thoughts then but too late will work and fetch from such poor souls And what a grief is it now to the hearts of their godly and conscionable Ministers and others who wish them well parents friends and kindred that these men wil not lay any of these things now in time to heart or be perswaded or intreated to prevent their own everlasting ruine as if all were fables which we tell them and framed onely to scare them What fables and scarecrows Ah dearly beloved let neither the Devil or your own treacherous hearts delude you but know that God is truly displeased with your sins as being many wayes dishonoured grived and wounded in his name and glory by the same yea 3 In and by the sufferings of Christ and of Gods severity against sin appearing therein is infinitely just as as well as mercifull and that howsoever he gave his Sonne in the greatest mercy to become man for us yet his justice against sin did equally appear in subjecting him his onely dear and beloved Son to such a cursed shamefull and opprobrious and painfull death for sinners in whom thus dying we may see Gods severity which was shewed against this his beloved Son oncestanding in our stead His justice could not be satisfied with Gold or any thing corruptible not with thousands of rams or with ten thousands of rivers of oyl yea 1 Pet. 1 18 19 Micah 6 7. Psal 49.7 8. not with the death and sacrifice of our onely or first-born children The redemption of souls is precious and in regard of any humane or created power price or means ceaseth for ever It is not the death or intreaty of an Angel could do it no nor barely the intreaty of God the Son himself How Christ was pricked for us It must cost the price of his
that are written in this book shall lie upon him c. such an one shall be cursed with a witnesse Know then thou man thou woman thou rich man thou poor man thou young man thou old man even thou whosoever thou art as thou art a sinner yea a secure sinner even thou art such a wretch thou art under wrath and therefore thou must mourn thou must be pricked and wounded for thy sin let us reason it a little And they are reasoned withall according to such general propositions as both Law and Gospel will afford us The Law curseth every one that continueth not in all things which are written in the booke of the Law to do them Gal. 3.10 Deut. 27.26 Joh. 3 18-36 Generally all impenitent ones and unbelevers The Gospel doth no lesse for such as obey and beleeve it not He that beleeves not is condemned already he shall not see life but the wrath of God abideth on him so excepe ye repent ye shall all likewise perish here is no exemption of any then But now the conscience of the guilty will it cannot but apply but I have not continued to do all things written I as yet have not repented of my sins and transgressions of the Law I do not yet beleeve on Christ aright or bring forth the fruits of a true faith therefore will the conscience infer I am under the curse I am under condemnation and under wrath Now doth not this come to thy heart as the point of a sword to wound thee if not it s a signe of a seared heart sealed up for damnation Particularly 1. Swearers The Word of God saith more particularly The Lord will not hold such guilesse as take his Name in vaine but saith the conscience of the profane swearer and forswearer I have often and still do take Gods Name in vain by perjury or at least by rash swearing therefore it cannot smoother but infer I am a guilty person and holden in the guilt of that sin beside the custome of it as in cords unto condemnation what swearers heart doth not now quake that considers this So adulterers and fornicators God will judge 2 Adulterers this the word saith but I am an adulterer a fornicator and an unclean person I know not now whom I touch Heb. 13.4 but the conscience of the guilty will apply therefore God will bring me to judgement for this sin Now how can any thus infer without remorse of conscience and many others in a word know ye not saith the Apostle appealing to the conscience even of natural men informed yet with some knowledge of the word that the unrighteous shall not inherit the Kingdom of God be not deceived 1 Cor. 6.9.10.11 neither fornicators nor idolaters nor adulterers nor effeminate nor abusers of themselves with mankind nor theeves nor covetous nor drunkards nor revilers nor extortioners shall inherit the kingdom of God Whom doth not the word now touch seeing there is the like reason of all other sins that can be named but saith the conscience of the guilty Such an one am I and as yet I am unwashed I have not yet mourned or been troubled for this my sin of Idolatry Adultery Covetousnesse Theft Drunkennesse Railing Extortion c. Therefore I shall not inherit the Kingdom of God Ah woful case of such a soul I how should it never rest till it bewail mourn and grieve for such sins and till at length with a good and true conscience it be able truly to say such I was but I am washed but I am sanctified but I am justified c. For conclusion of these motives though the thing exhorted unto namely sorrow and humiliation for sin be an unpleasant argument for every mans heart is in the house of mirth more and rather then of mourning Eccles 7.4 Amos 6.3 5 6. 3 The former exhortations urged also and men put far away the evil day and give themselves to mirth c. yet it is wholsome yea necessary if we will shew any care of our precious soules and if we were but truly sensible of our cause of sorrow as in bodily diseases as the stone toothach and agues we are as from examples so from Gods promise made to contrite ones and their priviledge we needed not be so much perswaded or urged to seek the true method for our cure But if neither our danger of Gods heavy judgements will move us which we might prevent by timely judging of our selves nor the examples of the elect and of true converts unto which we must be conformable and who lost nothing by their sorrow for by godly sorrow the heart is made better and it is the only way to true comfort and blessednesse and to have our prayers heard Psal 34.17.18 yet if there be any sparke of ingenuity in us or desire to partake of communion and fellowship with God let us be moved thereunto by this gratious promise and priviledge made and communicated to such Isa 57.15 for thus saith the high and lofty one that inhabiteth eternity whose Name is holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones for besides the assured promise of reviving and of comfort here is a wonderful priviledge that our hearts shall become as new heavens for God to dwell in which he doth as by our faith so by our contrition The great and holy God hath but two heavens to dwell in the heaven of heavens for his greatnesse and glory and the heart of a contrite sinner for his holinesse and grace for till this be done God and our soules will never close or dwell together Let these things be thought on by all on both sides both by true mourners in Israel which would be considered by all good and bad whose sorrow hence appears is not to be sorrowed for as being accompanied with Gods presence and ending in eternall joy and by our joviall Gentlemen and such as are all for their mirth to make themselves and others sport by breaking jests on Religion and on the servants of God whose end as lives now will be different who as Jeremy at their sitting down to drink and feast and at their rising up are their musick Lam. 3.63 and 64. these men are rewarded with sorrow of heart and with Gods curse upon them as Jeremy prayeth They cease from their musick and from their joy and dance their dance as hath been said is or will be turned into mourning Lam. 4.14 15. The word of truth hath pronounced true mourners to be blessed and all others to be cursed Blessed are ye that weep now for ye shall laugh And wo unto you that laugh now for ye shall mourn and weep Luke 6.21 and 25. Behold saith the Lord my servants shall rejoyce but ye shall be ashamed Behold my
from him Or otherwise as is said by a good but ungrounded conceit of thy self and of thine own estate being alive before the Law come closer and neerer home to thy conscience thou thinkest thy self safe and in good estate Rom. 7.8 and apprehendest no danger or judgement as belonging to thee but onely to others But in a word know and remember that though thou be thus partiall towards thy self yet God is not as hath been said though thou hide cover and conceal thy bosom sin neither searching it out thy self nor suffering the word to search thee yet God will search thee and finde it out Thy safest way were to judge and condemn thy self that thou mayst not be condemned and judged of the Lord and to imitate the poor and humble Publican who smote on his brest and heart confessing and craving mercy for his sin and to beware of the proud Pharisee his self-justification 5. Flattery of soothing Prophets 5. And as part cause of the former beware of smoothing and flattering teachers who howsoever sometimes they may make a flourish and declame it may be against sin and tell of Gods judgements yet they will have a care that they come not so neer as to offend thee or to touch thee in thy speciall sin if especially thou be one in place or who mayst come even with them again These men heal before they hurt and what stings others the faithfull servants of God have left in the mindes and consciences of any they seek to pluck out and to heal the wound with their oyly words being like the false Prophets of old of whom and of the Priests it was said They have healed the hurt bruise or breach of the daughter of my people slightly saying Peace peace when there is no peace Jer. 6. v. 14. And when Gods deerest servants tell the people of particular judgements belonging to them and so by wounding and pricking their consciences bring them on in a good way towards repentance these flattering Prophets strengthen their hands that they should not return from their wicked wayes by promising them life Ezek. 13.22 onely wounding and making sad the heart of the righteous whom God hath not made sad In this case I must say to you if you would be pricked and savingly wounded for your sins as the Lord in another case said to the Kings of the Nations Therefore hearken not ye to your Prophets nor to your Diviners c. for they prophesie a lie unto you to remove you far from your Land and that ye should perish Jer. 27.9 10. and Jer. 29.8 6. Lastly 6. Vnbelief take heed of unbelief want of faith to beleeve Gods true Prophets when they tell you of the danger of your sin keeps you from applying the threatnings of God to your selves so that you reap no fruit by the word but though fairly warned and called to repentance with hope of mercy perish through your own unbelief in his wrath as it was with those of the old world whereas Noah himself by faith being warned of God of things not seen as yet moved with fear prepared an ark to the saving of his house Hebr. 11.7 So wee read of Enoch Jude v. 7. though but the seventh from Adam and in the beginning of the world who yet set the end of the world or the day of judgement before him prophesying thereof whereas secure men through their unbelief never humble themselves if then till judgements be upon them being herein like such as hearing thunderclaps far off are not moved till they be as present over their heads and some hurt in their sight be done then with Pharaoh they tremble but not till then So want of faith in Christ keeps men from being sensible of their sin and from being pricked in conscience for it When was it that these Converts in my Text were pricked in heart It was when they heard and withall beleeved that Christ whom they crucified was the true Messias So it was foretold Zech. 12.10 that when they should look upon him whom they had pierced they should be pierced themselves and mourn bitterly and be sensible of their sin which shall be fulfilled especially at the conversion of their Nation but then they must no longer abide in unbelief Rom. 11.23 Seeing then faith is the gift of God we must earnestly pray for it and carefully attend to the ministry of the word by which it is begotten To withdraw from the hearing of the word either in regard of presence of body or attention of mind is to keep our selves out of the sphere and compasse within which onely the word of God that sword of the Spirit is active and operative and will reach and pierce us SECT 2. Le ts removed which make the soul senseless And first Sensuality and worldliness 2 Lets keeping the soul from being sensible of pricking BUt men who cannot avoid the stroke of the word the scorching of that fire the smiting of heart and conscience having such teachers as smite home and will not suffer them by their evasions shifts excuses and extenuations to put by the blow yet as experience sheweth shew themselves little sensible of the same neither are they truely made sorrowful thereby being like Jacob or Israel Mens senselsness for blindnesse deafnesse incredulity senselessness and stupidity on whom it is said the Lord poured the fury of his anger and the strength of battell and it set him on fire round about yet he knew not and it burned him yet he laid it not to heart Isa 42.25 or like the drunkard who may say They have stricken me and I was not sick they have beaten me and I felt it not Prov. 23 25. being past feeling Ephes 4.19 and of cauterized consciences 1 Tim. 4.2 Now there are divers things which bereave men of all spirituall sense and pain which accordingly if we would become true mourners for sin we must carefully beware of and see that wee give no way unto them Men have ways and means by which they for the while especially become insensible of pain by pricking Divers things bereaving men of the sense of bodily pain As Deep sleep Searing burning bone-setting incision cutting off a member and the like as by the use and application of narcoticall or stupefactive medicines and potions by being cast into a deep and dead sleep by which all their senses even that of feeling are bound up so by searing and burning whereby the part is mortified and the inward humidity dried up So I have heard and read Bewithching how in the body of witches in covenant with the Divel in the place where by sucking or otherwise he sets his mark or Sacramental signe the place is so benummed and deaded that a pin of a great largeness and length may be thrust in to the head without the grief or any sense of the party by which means if that mark or bewitched place can be but once found out
in the suspected party it is accounted detection sufficient So when a member of the body becomes once to be gangrained by excessive heat Gangrenes or upon a wound or hurt not looked to in time it becomes to be void of sense as being deprived of vital heat and spirit to be blasted and like wilde-fire some call it S. Anthonies fire to spread and so tends to the destruction of the party So when that uneven swelling or tumour called a Cancer possesseth any part Cancers that part comes to be black or wan and without all sense or pain In like manner where much fatness is or corruption Mcuh fatness corrupt matter the outward skin or rind once pricked or pierced the pin weapon or instrument being thrust further in is not much felt such corruption hath no sense in it and that part is so far without sense till the corruption be drawn or purged out Now if we would be truly sensible and mourn savingly for sin in a sense of Gods displeasure as also spirituall pain and grief when and after that the word meets with us Let us take heed of such things as in a proportionable manner stupifie benum and bereave the soul of all spirituall sense of sin or judgements Take heed then of these things 1 Sensuality and worldlinesse First of sensuality love of pleasures gluttony drunkennesse good fellowship to which also let me adde cares and too much minding of the world Some give themselves purposely to sensuall courses to stop the mouth and cries of their conscience and to prevent or put away heart-qualms as they will call them binds all the spirituall senses Howsoever such courses as these do besot and stupifie the conscience dull and fill the spirituall senses of the soul cast it into a dead sleep whereby through present delectation in sin and sensuall courses and through cares of the world Isa 6.9 they have not eyes to discern distinctly of any thing or object which concerns them not an eare for God or for his word and judgements so as to hear the rod and who hath appointed it when God calls them to mourning Micah 6. sensuall courses cry louder and more prevailingly with them Isa 22.12 and 5 11 12. Psal 34.8 1 Pet. 2.2 3. God and the works of his hand can have no attention they are so taken up with sensuall delights they cannot be brought to taste the things or goodnesse of God and of his wayes all wayes leading them to repentance are so distastfull to them all the good means used for their good humbling are the savour of death to them 2 Cor. 2.16 yea their hearts are fat and so brawny that they are past feeling and insensible herein like unto Idols and images Ephes 4.19 having eyes and see not ears and hear not c. Psal 115.6 Howsoever as outward heat abates the inward as the love of one thing lessens the love of another and as the distempered eye will not let a man see any thing in its own and right colour but like it self Simil. so mens love and affection to their lusts and other distempers of their souls will not suffer any thing to work upon or affect them but what is sensuall they are so taken up in their thoughts and affections with such things as that what savours not of the flesh or of the world doth no whit affect them Talk of Religion especially of duties of mortification to a voluptuous man he hath no eare for that and of like duties to the worldling and you shall find his soul so filled and taken up with the love of the world that you shall have him go a way sorrowfull from you indeed but not for his sin or covetousnesse but because you interrupt his thoughts and courses which he is not minded to leave as we see in that rich young man who upon that ground though he seemed to have an ear to obey in all things else Matth. 19. yet not in that his love to the world made the duty of self deniall unpleasant to him So generally wine women and the world steal away and besot the heart the immoderate use of yea or love to any earthly thing takes away all spirituall sense the more sensible the soul is of such things the lesse it is of spirituall and so the soul as well as the body becomes spiritually drunken and casts into a dead sleep and so farre senselesse when once it is drowned and drenched with the pleasures and cares of the world this casts it into a dead sleep which binds all the senses of the soul and possesses it with a spirit of slumber Isay 29.10 Rom. 10 7 8. The godly like the five wise virgins may sometimes slumber but yet their heart waketh but these mens hearts are asleep yea even in a dead sleep to whom that belongs Eph. 5.14 awake thou that sleepest and stand up from the dead they cannot be got awaked like such as be oppressed with soporiferous diseases Abernethy physick for the soul chap. 7. as with Lethargies Caro's Catalepsies Cataphoraes or Typhomanes which are all deadly except they be speedily cured Now to prevent senselesnes from sensuality I onely tell you of our Saviours advice and commend it to you The Remedy is watch fulnesse Take heed to your selves lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeting and drunkennesse and cares of this life and so that day come upon you unawares for so it came upon the old world Luk. 21 34.36 Matth. 24.37 watch ye therefore and pray alwayes c. yea the Scripture joynes fasting and prayer together Math. 17.21 that so we might take heed of bodily drunkennesse as well as spirituall All deadly sleeps proceed of a cold humor or vapor replenishing the brain and oppressing the animal spirits and senses so this deadly spirit of slumber is when men are frozen in the cold dregs of their sins and sensualitie and sobriety Jer. 48.11 whom God therefore will visit Zeph. 1.12 Take heed then of ebriety both corporall and spirituall and be ye sober and watch As ebriety causeth sleep 1 Pet. 5.18 so sobriety keeps men waking and sensible Let us be sober both in body and in mind that we also may be kept waking and affected with such things as do concern us even with sense of sin and wrath Let us not onely when we heare Gods word but at all times wholly put away the lusts of youth and for other delights and cares use a moderation The like let us spiritually do in all our joyes yea sorrows in our desires delights designes hopes and confidence take we heed especially of spirituall drunkennesse and of the immoderate love and use of the creature especially when we go about any good duties as this of hearing Gods word For my part I otherwise in handling this argument of godly sorrow compunction and conversion
be plyable and yielding both to God and man 1 It stands not out against or resists Gods word but quakes at threatnings melts at promises is humbled at judgements as 2 Chron. 30.10.11 not such as was in Zedekiah 2 Chron. 36.12 of whom it is said he did evill in the sight of the Lord his God and humbled not himself before Jeremiah the Prophet speaking from the mouth of the Lord or in Belshazzar framing to his will Dan. 5.21.22 who did not humble his heart though he knew all such evils and judgements as befell his father for hardening his mind in pride verse 20. In a word the soft heart yields like soft wax to the impressions of Gods grace word and spirit and like molten metal frames to the form and obeys that form of Doctrine whereto it is delivered as the phrase is Rom. 6.17.2 The tender heart shews it self also towards others by shewing forth bowels of pity to men in misery and man by pity and kindnesse Heb. 13.3 and of kindnesse and forgivenesse to such as do it wrong Ephes 4.32 2. This heard heart I speak of as it is stiffe stony and unpliable so it is also insensible void of all spirituall sense especially that of feeling this is through want of spiritual life 2 unsensible and without life where no life is there is no sense at all and where life is though other senses may be wanting yet not that of feeling that sense though it be not the most noble for so is the sense of sight and hearing yet it is the most necessary sense there being no life without it where it is wholly wanting or lost it of all senses alone is diffused throughout all parts almost of the whole body and it being lost there is no more intercourse of vital and animal spirits or influence of them by the nerves into other parts and consequently no longer any proportion or harmony of qualities or of temperament in which proportion the native moysture and heat is founded and consisteth So that feeling and sense of pain is needful to the very being of every creature arguing spiritu-death and so is spiritual feeling as necessary to the being of the new creature so that we may conclude that the heart which is an insensible heart is a dead heart Eph. 4.18.19 alienated from the life of God at least and that is bad enough possessed with a spirit of slumber and dead sleep whilest not one but all the senses of the soul are holden in it as the bodily senses in and by bodily sleep and that through a kind of dregginesse which stoppeth the passages of the spirits Or at least a dead sleep depriving men of their spiritual senses by which the whole heart and soul is made unsensible for hereby men are without 1 Hearing Isa 6.9 2 Seeing Isa 6.9 Ephes 4.18 3 without all spiritual Tast Rom. 8.5 4 Smel 2 Cor. 2.16 Lastly without feeling Ephes 4.19 having their hearts fat and insensible Isa 6.10 yea in a dead sleep and sleep of death and therefore insensible insensible of good and evil of mercies and of judgements of grace and sin without true love desire and joy in the one and without Fear Being contrary to the sensible heart 1 Kings 3.9 shame anger and godly sorrow in the other contrary to which heart is that which having a new life put into it and it awakened out of the Lethargie or rather death of sin begins spiritually and savingly 1 to hear for so we read of an hearing heart for which Solomon prayed 2 to see Ephes 1.18 1 Cor. 2.14.15 3 to tast 1 Pet. 2.2 3. with Psal 34.8 Cantic 4.11 4 to smel Cantic 1.3.13 16. 4.10 11. 2 Cor. 2.14.16 and 5 lastly to feele when by self-denial the fat of this grosse heart as it is called Mat. 13.15 which makes it also without sense Psal 119.70 Mat. 13.15 is consumed and offered in sacrifice to God according to the type Levit. 3.3 such a sensible heart was in these converts here who being self convinced self condemned and denying themselves were pricked in heart and through sense of pain cried out and sought help elsewhere then in themselves and accordingly found it I have thus set the benefit of the tender sensible heart against the other that by the opposition I might better shew the wofull condition and miserable estate of such as who being past feeling The miserable condition of senselesse and hard-hearted sinners give themselves over whether unto Laciviousnesse or to any other sensual and sinful course of life and who accordingly are given over in Gods most terrible but just wrath to this the worst of all evills on earth even the judgement of an hard and senselesse heart and all with this further aym that hereby the sinner that would attain to true compunction and pricking of heart for his sin and so to true conversion and salvation would above all be most afraid of this heavy judgement of hardnesse of heart and of whatsoever may cause or procure the same Such as are given over to it are irrecoverably left to the judgement of the great day seeing their judgement here is to be denied all sense of their dangerous and damned condition into which they have voluntarily brought themselves and so being left to themselves and to their own lusts as incorrigible Psal 81. and to Satan Hardnesse of heart the greatest Let to saving pricking 2 Pet. 2 4. and most to be laboured against as his prisoners to be reserved in chains of darknesse of mind and dedolent and final impenitencie kept and brought forth to that judgement wherein their case is now become like that of the devil and his angels whose judgement that is Of all lets then to this pricking of heart take heed of this of hardnesse of heart for where it is the judgement is to be deprived of all sense of sin and feeling of wrath till the soul be plunged into hell and become irrecoverably miserable and then lie under the sense of Gods severest wrath and eternall displeasure not to fear it is a signe of it Oh therefore get your hearts possessed continually with fear of this dismal evil and ever be afraid to be given over to it Now let me tell you not to fear it when you hear so much of it is a signe it hath already seazed upon you and benummed your spirituall senses especially if you have any long while lived fruitlesly or presumptuously under the means Young men especially to take heed of it and therefore especially it belongs to young men to take notice hereof who by reason of their age are not yet perhaps so hardened in sin through the deceitfulnesse of it There is a naturall tendernesse in us whilst we are young or a lesser degree rather of hardnesse which gets strength and proves habituall through use and age if it be not in time prevented Let such then
especially labour to keep tendernes of heart take advantage of their youth and without delayes and procrastination begin to repent and to shew themselves sensible of their sin and of Gods displeasure lest whilst they presume of more time stregth God give them up to hardnesse and finall impenitency Jer. 13.23 It is hard doing good when once we are accustomed to evil The longer the young plant or tree groweth the deeper root it taketh and whilst custome is not in time resisted it becometh necessity Directions and Means to prevent it 1 Fear it above all evils Therefore that hardnesse of heart prove no let to thy repentance follow these few directions 1 Fear it as thou woulest fear the devil himself blessed is he that thus feareth None are further from the danger of it then those that fear it most the not fearing it is the next way to fall into it or rather a signe it hath taken hold on us already If now when you heare so much of it your hearts be not struck with some terrour but that you account all you heare as an idle and empty sound of words your case is dangerous and much to be suspected Fear it then when it is so and fear it lest it be so with you a Pray against it Now if you fear it as you have good reason then in the next place Pray most earnestly and continually against it pray that God would not take his word and ministery of it from thee whereby thou shouldest be hardened and left without the direction instruction and reproof of the same as he threatens to such as in time repent not by it Revel 2.5 Pray that through thy abuse of the word he deny thee not the blessing of it and make it to thee as the white of an eg as the savour of death Pray that he would not send thee such teachers as never or sleightly reproving thee shall so seem to approve of thy courses and help to harden thee to thy destruction and that thou be not hardened under the reproof of Gods faithfull Ministers as were the Jews Isa 6.10 and 63.17 pray that God would not take away his fear from thee Jer. 32.40 or harden thy heart against it Psalm 51.11 or his holy Spirit which commonly in the motions of it accompanieth the word preached but having given way to thy lusts with David pray with him and say Oh cast me not away from thy presence and take not thy holy Spirit from mee Whatsoever thou deny me or take from me be it wealth estate friends office c. yet take not thy holy Spirit from thee Oh beloved it is the Spirit of God which mollifieth the heart and therefore pray that God would never suffer thee so much or so long to provoke him as that he should say of thee as of the old world a little before their destruction Gen 6. Psal 19.13 my spirit shall not alwayes strive with him Pray and say Lord keep me from presumptuous sins and yea pray as he himself hath taught thee lead us not into tentation Psal 81.11.12 Pray that God would not give thee up to thine own hearts lusts to thine own will desires affections or to doe evil without check or controll of thy conscience or of his spirit that he would deny and crosse thee in all evill or hurtfull purposes desires endeavours and teach thee withall to account such crosses thy greatest blessings on earth and that he would in mercy rather hedge up our way then that we should lose our selves by straying out of the right way as Hos 2.6 7. 3 Beware of evil company and example 3 Take heed of evill and lewd company whose example and encouragement may help to harden thee and acquaint thy self with those that are good and provoke and exhort one another daily while it is called to day lest any of you be hardened through the deceitfulnesse of sinne 4 Take heed of such things as make way for hardnes Heb. 3.13 Take heed of such evils and sins as procure it as of all those lets formerly named that of inconsideration First set thy sinne before thee be at some distance with it whilst sin and thou art all one thou wilt never be sensible of it It is an experienced rule The objects of senses being close placed to the organ of the senses makes no sensation as colour near the sight is not discerned and so in the rest And withall take heed of such sinnes as procure hardnesse and provoke God to give thee up to it as especially these first little love to the word and truth this makes God give men up to strong delusion 2 Thes 2.10 11. 2 too much love and desire to be flattered as in Ahab hating Michaiah and giving heed to flattering prophets he shall have such sent him in wrath 1 Kings 22.8 22 23. 3. Idolatry as Hos 4.17 Ephraim is joyned to idols let him alone and Rom. 1.21 22 23 with 24 26. there is like reason for spirituall Idolatry with the creature and when mens hearts are joyned to their lusts 4. Presumptuous sinnes as in Elies sonnes 1 Sam. 2.22 -25. Heb. 10.26.27 and 12.16.17 5. Corrupt affections which provoke God to punish by giving up to a reprobate mind Rom. 1.27 28. 6 generally rejection of God and disobedience to his word Psal 81.11.12 1 Pet. 2.7 8. with scandall unjustly taken at the truth Matth. 15.12 13 14. Let them alone c. 5 Make not light of sinne be not greedy after it retain shamefastnesse Lastly Make not light of 1 sin account no sin light or little make it not so by your extenuations and justifications catch not at occasions of sin be not greedy after sinfull delights gain c. This will either make you or prove you to be past feeling retain shamefastnes tendernes lest once passing those bounds you grow extremely impudent in sinning as Isa 3 9. Jer. 8.12 and as young women or men when once they have lost modesty and shamefastnesse they grow impudent and blush at nothing Or of reproof of the word 2 Of reproof snuffe not at it hate not your reprovers so onely do scorners Prov. 15.12 be not grieved when the word of God finds you out 3 Of Gods threatnings Or of Gods threatnings which strikes terrour into tender souls 2 Cor. 5.11 they tremble at Gods word Isa 66.3 Gods punishments are fear full to them Job 31.23 and Pal. 119.20 account not Gods threatnings as wind Jer. 5.13 make not a jest of them Jer. 23.33 flatter not thy self against them Deut. 29.14 20. These are ill signes and would in time be abandoned Thus you have heard somewhat largely of the hard heart and the evill and danger of it it being a senselesse heart a sensuall heart a fat and grosse heart a seared and a gangrened heart a brawny and callous heart a stony heart in a word a bewitched heart yet not impertinently I hope
seeing nothing is more opposite or a greater enemy to this pricking of heart or to the tender plyable humble and contrite heart such as I desire and endeavour to bring you to then is hardnesse and senselesnesse of heart and soul And thus having according to my office endeavoured to prepare the way for you and to gather out the stones I will come a little nearer to direct you to the Means Isa 62.10 by the use of which with Gods blessing you may attain to true compunction of heart and contrition of spirit the thing I aim at CHAP XV. SECT 1. Of the means of true compunction and sensiblenesse and first of Gods word heard Meanes of compunction and sensiblenesse such as was in these Jews and shall be at their calling again recalled and applyed THis pricking of heart as we have heard doth imply first tendernesse and withall pliablenesse to Gods word and will Secondly sensiblenesse and sorrow for sin not excluding fear of Gods judgements such as was in these Converts in my Text who were 1 pricked in heart that is wounded in conscience and made sensible of their sin and danger 2 Pliable to Gods will saying what shall we do And such as shall be again in these Jews at their conversion when first they also being convinced and made sensible of their sin in piercing and crucifying their Saviour shall mourn bitterly for the same Zach. 12.10 and shall no longer be stiffe-necked or abide in unbelief Rom. 11.23 such a heart was that of King Josiah and such as was in good King Josiah which was both tender and humbled yea rent and sorrowfull which made him both mourn within himself and send to enquire of the Lord with readinesse of heart to obey 2 Chron. 34.19 21 27. That then which I desire to bring or at least to direct you to The divers phrases signifying this compunction of heart is that which the Scripture in variety of phrases signifies not onely by the tender heart and heart of flesh Ezek. 11.19 and 36.26 but thus to have the heart pricked as in my Text to be of an humble and contrite heart Isa 57.15 to be of a wounded spirit Prov. 18.14 of a broken heart Psal 51.17 and to have the caul of the heart rent as Hos 13.8 Joel 2.13 God onely can and doth soften the heart Now howsoever we are exhorted hereunto and directed to the means by which it may be wrought in us yet we must know it for an undoubted truth that it is God who onely makes the heart truly humble tender and senfible Ezek. 11.19 and 36.26 Jer. 23.29 I will give them an heart of flesh which he doth by the meanes of his word which becomes as fire and as an hammer by his Judgements Mercies which yet he doth by Meanes 1 by his word and Corrections c. which he requires we attend unto and make a right use of by hearing meditation application and prayer so that whilst we thus do we are said to humble our selves though it be God by whose hand and power such hearts are given us 2 Chron. 30.11 12. 1 by our hearing his word faithfully taught 1 Make conscience of hearing of Gods word as it is taught especially by such as Peter here and other the Apostles were who without flattery in a zeal of Gods glory and of the Conversion of those they preached unto in power also and demonstration of the spirit now more abundantly powred upon them told these Jewes and convinced them of their sins that they were the crucifiers of Christ whose glory also they set forth Such teaching convinceth and judgeth the harers yea makes them judge themselves fall down and worship God and whilst the secrets of their hearts are made manifest acknowledge a divine presence and power in the preacher 1 Cor. 14.24 25 So was it here with these Converts who found a greater and more effectuall power in the word preached and thus brought home to their consciences The power of Gods word in pricking the heart which Miracles did not in these Jews then in all the miracles which God shewed either before and at the death of Christ when yet the very stones and rocks and the vail of the Temple were rent asunder or now at this time when besides the mighty noise and shew of fire or fiery tongues from heaven they saw and heard the Apostles men of no note nor learning speak in all languages the wonderfull things of God Acts 2.13 so in David they mocked at that but were pricked wounded with this Thus David after his sin of numbring the people came to a sense of his sin and his heart pricked or smote him for it and brought him to confession of it but when after the Lord had sent the Prophet Gad unto him to convince him by offering him an hard choice for that is given as the reason so that a Sam. 24.10 11 12. I do not say the word is alwayes thus powerfull or in all some are more hardened by such a ministery as the anvile by the strokes of the hammer God justly denying them his grace and not working in power with his word onely I say if the word thus preached do not prick if the word do it not nothing will do it wound and mollifie the heart nothing will do it If God by his word and spirit breath not upon the soul the soul cannot breath out so much as a sigh for sin if that wind blow not the waters of repentance will not flow if he send not out his word Psal 147.17 18. Exod. 17.6 our icy hearts will not be thawen if Gods presence promise and power be not there mans indeavours are not of effect If God stand not upon the rock our rocky hearts though Moses smiting the same shall never bring forth water onely where God will soften and wound the heart he by such a Ministery as is named shews out his power and poures out his spirit and makes his word effectuall to that purpose Wherefore if indeed we would have such hearts wrought in us we must indeavour to live under such a ministery we must desire yea and strive to live under a searching and forcible Ministery where we may hear such doctrine and so handled and applyed as that the secrets of our soul our secret sins and our hearts may be ransacked sifted and tried we may be made known to our selves and become vile in our own eys the deceits of our false hearts discovered and our sin and danger fully revealed to us without all flattery and partiality Till we be within such a distance and compass as within which the word is onely except extraordinarily active wee can expect no such at least saving effect from it Buy the truth then and spare for no cost rather then want it and accordingly to spare for no cost that is such wholsome and powerfull teaching account
Isa 46.8 and shew your selves men bring it again to minde O ye transgressors This is the way to bring men to true shame and compuction withall for their sins yee shall remember your wayes saith the Lord and all your doings wherein ye have been defiled Ezek. 20.43 36.31 and ye shall your selves in your own sight for all your iniquities and for your abominations So David when upon Nathans coming to him hee confessed and bewayled his sins complaining of broken bones Psalm 51.3 8. indeed of a broken heart and sorrowfull soul which he desired might be made to rejoyce he set his sin ever before him This helped to humble him when he considered what he had done Remembrance of sin causeth sorrow whom he had offended and that his sins had deprived him of the comfortable presence of God without which consideration and viewing of a mans wayes no trouble of heart or repentance can be expected I hearkened and heard saith the Lord but they spake not aright no man repented him of his wickednesse Jer. 8.6 saying what have I done As the remembrance of a deceased deer friend reneweth a mans sorrow As of our deceased friends when he so thinks of his losse so the remembrance of such sins as whereby wee have estranged God from us or hazarded the losse of him altogether wil at least should wound the soul and cause it grieve for grieving him so good a God and particularly 1 Gather Catalogues of thy sins or read them in Mr Perkins Mr Bifield Mr Brinsley in his first part of the Watch. Dr Downams Abstract Now to this end it were good 1. To gather a Catalogue of thy daily sins both omissions or neglects of duty and commissions and to set them down in writing as some have done or often to make use of such helps as are afforded by some good Writers of late who have gathered the particular sins under each commandement and often to read the same and examine our selves therewith 2 To take the advantage of sins newly committed and presently whilest conscience is not hardened through delay to work upon thy heart 2 Look on sins newly committed seeing sin is then better known and all such circumstances better remembred by which it may be aggravated so some upon their drunkennesse have come to repentance 3 Often remember some of thy foulest faults 3 Howsoever labour to keep in memory some of thy foulest and grossest faults whether lately or longer since committed two three or moe of them being such as by which thou hast most wounded thy conscience or such as thou wouldst most of all be ashamed of if they were written in thy forehead and publickly known and compell thy self daily or often to remember them as God would have Israel do Thus the Lord would humble Israel Remember and forget not how thou provokedst the Lord to wrath in the wildernesse Deut. 9.7 So did Paul 1 Cor. 15.9 This kept Paul low in his own eyes and no question much wounded his spirit when he called often to minde and recorded it how he had been a blasphemer and a persecuter 1 Tim. 1.13 Thus David remembred the sins of his youth Psal David 25.17 intreating the Lord not to remember them and Job and Job in reading such bitter things as God did write against him had his soul imbittered whilest he was made to possesse the iniquities of his youth Job 13.26 Thou whosoever whose heart tels thee of thy wickedness or whose sins are or have been more gross and scandalous think thou of this Grosse sinners sooner repent then civil men and justiciaries Matth. 21.31 By making good use hereof thou mayst be neerer the Kingdom of heaven then such as seem to be not far from it much neerer then such as live or have lived more civilly as that rich young man Matth. 19.20 who could say All these things that is the duties of the second Table have I kept from my youth up who yet went away from Christ sorrowful So did not Publicans and harlots those great and known sinners who coming to Christ sorrowful went away from him rejoycingâ— Such commonly repent sooner then civill Pharisees Matth. 21.32 as being sooner convinced of their sins The heart of a Turk Jew or Pagan is not so hard as of a ceremonious hypocrite The vail of the Temple rent in twain the earth did quake and the rocks rent and the graves were opened and many bodies of dead Saints arose at Christs death and resurrection Matth. 27.51 52. when none of the hypocriticall Pharisees so much as trembled but remained hard-hearted senseless and still dead in their sins 4 But seeing the least sin is gross bad and foul enough it will behove thee to think and consider how foul a thing sin is 4 Consider the foul nature of every sin which made of Angels such foul fiends being impurity it self how it is compared to mire to the filthy vomit of a dog and they no better then dogs and swine that defile themselves therewith 2 Pet. 2.22 This should make thee hate and loath it and for ever to have an aversion of will from it But considering also that it is unthankfulness disobedience and the provocations in it and dishonour to God and is against his goodness and mercies against his Soveraignty yea and glory it should make thee quake pierce thy heart and bring thee to true contrition and repentance left for such thy provocations thou be utterly consumed in his wrath 5 Above p. 113. Look on thy sins in all the aggravations thereof especially 1 In their multitude 2 Thy relapses 3 Thy willingness with the weaknesse of the temptation 4 and strength of means to resist it 5 Consider thy sins in all the aggravations thereof many whereof wee have touched already to which I referr Think moreover of the multitude of thy sins how often in the same kinde thou hast relapsed how voluntarily thou hast sinned how weak and light the temptations have been nay how thou hast tempted thy self yea tempted Satan to tempt thee by walking carelesly and not watching lastly against how many and strong means of grace thou hast sinned which makes thy sin and condemnation greater then that of Sodom Matth. 11.24 So that if such Infidels as never heard of Christ shall yet perish and suffer the vengeance of hell fire Rom. 2.12 Jude 7. yea if poor Infants as one well noteth deserve death and damnation Rom. 5.24 who yet sin not actually or yet against knowledge or means what dost thou deserve and what will be thy doom Sin would thus be weighed and poised Thus take up thy sins and weigh them and though they may seem light and little and thou be not sensible of them yet thou shalt feel the burthen of them at length and be laden with them Thou perhaps now goest as lightly away with thy sins as Samson with the brazen gates of
the Almighty hath afflicted me Thus the good woman was humbled in Gods sight who had deprived her of her husband and two sonnes in a strange land and that doubtlesse in sight of her sin and unworthinesse and acknowledgement of Gods just hand upon her 2 To joyn with God 1 By justifying him 2. Secondly when God by afflictions humbles and bruiseth thee joyn with him in humbling thy selfe 1. Justifie God in his chastisements confesse him righteous and thy selfe the sinner and justly met withall this is one main end of Gods chastisements Levit. 26.41 that our hard and uncircumcised hearts be humbled and that we when his hand is upon us accept of the punishment of our iniquity and condemning our selves Do thou then follow home the affliction lament thine own unto wardnesse and if especially his hand lie long on thee or that his strokes be multiplied say Lord what an hard heart have I and senslesse that needs all this hammering and melting this battering and bruising that none of this could be spared Thus at length by Gods mercy thy hard and unrelenting heart shall be bruised softened and humbled 2. 2 By taking advantage of the occasion and time Take the advantage of the time when Gods hand is upon thee Men of the World both know and are carefull to observe the fittest Seasons for ploughing and breaking up of their grounds and God lookes that we do the like for the breaking up of the fallow and hard ground of our hearts Jer. 4.3 which he expects from us as a duty Eccles 3.4 There is a time to weep and a time to mourn God by his judgements on us by crosses and afflictions softens bowes and masters our stout stomackes brings down our high lookes and thoughts when we finde him stronger than our selves which perhaps we thought not on before and to take from us such stayes and props whether wealth friends health c. as on which we rested our selves more than on him Seeing men commonly under cresses are somewhat softened Job 23.15 16. Now hereby God workes in men more selfe deniall at least remorse and some more fitnesse and pronenesse to repent then at other times Thus saith Job I am troubled at his presence when I consider I am afraid of him for God maketh my heart soft and the Almighty troubleth me And in regard of troubles and distresses David complaineth to God saying I am poured out like water Psal 22.14 and all my bones are out of joynt my heart is like wax it is melted in the midst of my bowels And thus in some measure the unregenerate finde it with them in their troubles and feares whereby they finde themselves more disposed to pray and more disposed to pray and to repent and to repent as the Israelites though unsound and unconstant when God slew them they sought him and returned Psal 78.34 Isay 26.16 and Lord in trouble have they visited thee saith Isay they poured out a prayer when thy chastening was upon them At such times the hearts even of hypocrites become more remorsefull as we see in men in their sicknesse and distresse Now as Ministers should take such opportunities to worke upon mens hearts Job 33.22 so should they themselves especially as the iron when it is hot is soon bowed and fashioned by hammering and as the Wax when it is warme and soft may better be wrought and formed as we please which opportunity would be followed home My advice then to thee who desirest this pliable and sensible heart is to take the oportunitie of thy deep afflictions and crosses to follow home this worke Is any afflicted Let him pray saith Saint James Let him humble himselfe in prayer Jam. 5.13 confesse heartily his sin and seek mercy Art thou affected with sorrow upon the death suppose of some dear Friend Parent Childe or Associate Husband or Wife Whatsoever the occasion of thy grief be yea or if a secret sadnesse or pensivenesse come upon thee so as thou findest thy selfe disposed to weep omit not such a fit season now that thy countenance is sad the heart is made better Eccles 7.3 that is more soft and yielding to good impressions and our sorrow turned the right way the Lord thus softens and inclines thy soul to fresh sorrow for sin and would have thee to turne the stream of thy natural sorrow or melacholicke pensivenesse into the right chanel from the out ward or inward occasion from the known or unknown cause of thy heavinesse to sorrow and mourning for thy sin from the effect to the cause seeing nothing is truly to be sorrowed for but sin which is the onely true cause of all our other sorrowes and afflictions Blessed is such a crosse losse or affliction as bereaving us of earthly if not sinfull comforts and confidence sends us to seek our comfort and to place our trust onely in God by seeking our peace with him with true teares of godly sorrow sor our sin by which he was offended 3 To come 3. Thirdly for evils to come and judgements threatened or feared in this life or at and after the end of it Death it selfe Hell and the last Judgement the dreadfulnesse and terrour of which should make us afraid and such fear will or should worke sensiblenesse and tendernesse in us as apprehension but of temporal judgements made Josiahs heart to melt though there was in him some mixture also of love to God and zeal to his honour howsoever As 1. Temporal judgements threatened it made him with teares seek peace with God for himselfe and his people for the aversion of his judgements from them If an earthly Prince should threaten us how would we fear and by humbling our selves seek to make our peace again with him How submissively did Jacob carry himselfe toward his brother Esau when he came towards wards him as an enemie Thy servant Jacob and Let me finde grace in the sight of my lord Gen. 32.20 33.15 How much more should we fear and humble our selves Amos 38. when the Lord God hath spoken when this Lion roares who will not fear and humble himselfe before him How also did the thought of death humble not onely a good King Hezekiah but an hypocrite King Ahab 2 Death Isay 38.1 2 3. 1 Kings 21 19-21 27.29 Jon. 3.5 c. and the Ninivites Let the living then lay death to heart Eccles 7 2 and apprehend it as near that as men in apparent danger of death both by sea or land on their death-beds or as men condemned to die they may be humbled sorrowfull and penitent Let us thinke often also of Hell and of that place of torments 3 Hell and how it is prepared as for all impenitent sinners so also for the secure and voluptuous livers Luke 16.27 c. 4 The last judgement such as was Dives and his brethren so of the dreadfull
day of the general judgement when Christ shall come in flaming fire c. as 2 Thess 1.5 6 7 8 9. Matth. 25.31 32 to the end That so by serious thoughts thereof and by timely judging of our selves we may prevent the Lords judging of us O let the terrour of that day fall upon us that at the least fear of that judgement and true love to our selves may now bring us on our knees before Christ to seek our peace with him in time by hearty sorrow for our many and great offences before we come to be judged SECT 4. Others sufferings especially Christs should move us 2. 2 God would soften us by his judgements on others so that we are to go to the house of mourning Eccles 7.2 GOd would also humble us and teach us to mourne by looking on the afflictions and mournfull condition and dispositions of others like our selves but especially on the sufferings of his onely and beloved Son Jesus Christ for us That then we may be softened in heart made sensible and learne truly to mourne let us often repair and go to the house of mourning that is much better than in our securitie to go to the house of feasting and drinking Go to to the house of mourners both bodily and in practise go also in minde and in thy meditation and so go and consider the case and condition both of private Christians of the Churches of Christ yea and of Christ the head of all Christians and Christian Churches 1 To private Christians 1 Even Enemies And for private Christians 1. It were much to bid thee go to the house of such as other wise are thine enemies and yet thus to go or thus to consider of their evils and afflictions is both a meanes to humble us and hath been done by such as knew well enough what did belong to their dutie as by David Psal 35.12 13 14. who speaking of his enemies saith They rewarded me evil for good But as for me when they were sicke my cloathing was sackcloath 2 Friends Whether their trouble be 1 outward I humbled or afflicted my soul with fasting I bowed down heavily as one that mourneth for his mother 2. But howsoever go resort to such and consort thy selfe with such as be in sorrow for the hand of God upon them whether it be by outward crosses losse of friends estate libertie or health whom thou shouldest often visit in their sorrowes sicknesse and imprisonment if especially they suffer for Christ and his cause The constancie and comfort which such do manifest in their sufferings and death 2 in minde and as they are mourners in Israel So we shall profit hath been by Gods blessing an occasion of the conversion and like sufferings even of their persecutours as hath been said or whether it be from a fight or sense of their sinnes and through tender heartednesse for so thou mayest and by Gods blessing shalt be much furthered in this worke 1. By their example 1 By their example for thou wilt readily within thy selfe reason and say Doth such an one mourne for the neglects of Dutie and is his conscience so troubled for smaller failings and slips yea to see others sin so as to question the love of God and whether he be in the state of grace or no Doth he or she make such conscience of an Oath or of prophaning and neglecting the duties of the Sabbath in publike and private yea and doth he so mourne for the miseries of the Church O then what an hard heart have I that being guilty of many mo and much greater sinnes never yet shed a tear never yet was wounded in spirit for the same yea never sorrowed either for mine own or others sinnes and miseries 2. By their exhortation and encouragement 2 By their exhortation the benefit of which we get by conversing with godly and humble Christians what is that we are kept from departing from the living God but how It followes Hebr. 3.13 But exhort one another dayly while it is called to day least any of you be hardened by the deceitfulnesse of sin Mutual exhortation then is a good meanes to prevent hardnesse of heart and to keep us from securitie and from the prophanenesse of the Times and to work and preserve tendernesse and sensiblenesse of heart in us when in this manner we in evil Times especially fearing the Lord Mal. 3.16 do oft speak one to another And how were the Disciples hearts wrought upon and as it were melted even burning within them Luke 24.35 while Christ talked with them by the way 3. By their admonitions and reproâ—fs 3. By their admonitions and seasonable reproofes which as it is a Dutie Lev. 19.17 so it hath a blessing being ordained and sanctified of God to bring men to a saving sight and sense of their sin and to keep them from hardening their hearts therein as Matth. 18.15 16 17. 2 Thess 3.15 Count not his case desperate till this course hath been taken with him In a word and generally we must seek helpe to mourn from true mourners si vis me flere c. seeing the best men and Christians are generally though chearfull in God yet of mournfull dispositions and apt to weep its good to be much in their companie that we by them may learne and be excited to be of like temper and to weep by their example Christians and especially Ministers must shew themselves sensible and reprove sin fellingly and first mourne to those whom they would bring to mourne for their sin Matth. 11.17 And such as would so do must seek this helpe not onely in publike but in private from them and from such godly Christians as justly may be called mourners in Israel as in a like case the Lord provoking his people to humiliation and repentance bids them consider and call for the mourning women Jer. 9.17 18. to take up a wailing for them to what end but that their own eyes might run down with toares and their eye-lids gush out with waters Thus allusion is made to their custome in funerals and other mournfull occasions which was it seemes to hire certain women and why not men and minstrels skilfull in singing and playing dolefull songs to increase their heavinesse and to make them more apt to mourne By like proportion we are to make use of the best helpes to provoke our selves to mourne for our sinnes and to that end to associate unto us such as are true mourners in Israel 2. 2 We are to consider lay to heart and be affected with the miseries of other Churches Go in thy meditation and present to thine own thoughts the afflictions miseries and oppressions and dolefull condition of the Churches of God in other places by the incursions violence spoiles done and evils perpetrated by the enemies of Gods Church and people by Turkes and Turkish Pyrats violently taking divers of good note
joyn thereunto 1 Religious Fasting as it will give an edge to thy prayer so the afflicting of thy body if it be done without superstition will help well to the afflicting and humbling of thy soul and heart for so fasting is called And wee know that the hearts of Gods people have been wonderfully softned at such times as Judg. 20.26 1 Sam. 7.6 So David I humbled my self with fasting Psalm 35.13 and 69.10 2 Watchfulness especially against worldly cares and distractions 2 Watchfulnesse watch and pray Watch against all the former Lets named but especially against all worldly cares take heed of a heart busied with the world and earthly thoughts Distractions from the world keep the heart from minding such things as might affect it with godly sorrow as a man hastily and suddenly smitten whiles hee mindes his business is less sensible at least for the present of pain and grief from the hurt Simil. then hee would be in the apprehension of it beforehand and for the present when especially he cannot avoid or divert the blow And as a man forgets his pain when a friend talks with him which is the reason why such as are sick and sorrowfull for the loss of friends are comforted by company as having their thoughts and mindes by conference taken off in good part from thinking of their sorrow and why on the night time and in solitariness men are more sensible of their sickness and sorrow as in their other senses of hearing c. seeing all sense is from the soul Alex. Probl. l. 1. Prob. 118. it is the soul which sees which hears which feels and which accordingly being distracted with many objects is the less sensible in each So by like reason if the soul and thoughts be taken up with wordly cares and distracted therewith it can less be afflicted with such things as otherwise by gods blessing would prick and wound it To which end in our prayer andâ— meditation wee are to retire our selves In which regard it will help wel when we would meditate and pray to retire and withdraw our selves from company into some solitary place which we are also taught both by precept and practice of Christ himself His precept wee have Matth. 6.6 so Psam 4.4 Commune with your hearts upon your bed His practice Mark 1.35 So Peter went up to the top of the house to pray Acts 10.9 So Jeremiah's soul did weep in secret chap. 13.17 And of these Jews and Converts it was foretold they should mourn every family apart the husband apart and the wife apart Zech. 12.12 Retiredness both of place and thoughts is fittest to work our hearts unto goldly sorrow SECT 7. A reproof of the secure with an Exhortation and Caveat Conclusion of the Directions NOw for conclusion of these Directions It were good and it is needfull that such as have heard or now read the same would well consider with themselves whether they have in any measure followed or yet so much as do resolve to follow the same or to take any pains with their hearts hereabout Where 1 A triall and reproof of such as yet remain secure and sensless 1 It is to be suspected that many continue still secure careless and slothfull and do still go on in their old courses as inconsiderately as ever without a right knowledge of the power of Gods anger and are as stout-hearted partiall and self-loving both flattering themselves and as desirous to be flattered by time-serving and false Prophets and as much hardened against the true and faithfull servants of God by unbelief as ever And that they are still sensuall and worldly and remain still senseless without fear of being hardened either by great sins which lay waste the conscience or by giving way to smaller sins against conscience or by custome of sinning or yet by and in Gods secret vengeance giving them up to this heavie and dismal judgement of an hard impenitent heart neither afraid of it as the worst of Gods judgements on earth and as the first and irrecoverable entrance into hell nor praying against it nor carefull to avoid evill company and examples and such other things and sins in speciall which are the procurers of it whilest they still make as light of sin of reproof of the word and of Gods threatnings as ever before all of them signes of an hard and dedolent heart especially considering how little they care for hearing of such teachers as would most help them in this work of conviction pricking and wounding their conscience or for calling to minde Gods word and such truths as have come neer them or for applying it to themselves And as for their sins Originall or Actuall they are far from raking into that dunghill from questioning or yet loathing themselves for the same from keeping an account or catalogue of their sins either for number or foulness or aggravation of the same never weighing or pondering with themselves how thereby they draw upon themselves the heavie weight of Gods vengeance And as little do they make use of Gods severe judgements and corrections whether on themselves past present or threatned and in expectation as of death hell and the last generall judgement or on others either private Christians in their sorrows and true mourners in Sion or whole Churches of Christ or of the sorrows of Christ for them or of the unparalleld love of Christ so dying for them and of other the mercies yea and high majestie of God against whom without all ingenuity or fear they daily trespass And as for the exercise of prayer accompanied with fasting and watchfulnesse it s a duty they are wholly strangers unto they are without sense of their wants they have no true desire of this so needfull a work of humiliation they can spend no serious thoughts thereon nor time being so taken up with their delights vain pleasures worldly cares and imployments Now what may a man think of such men This their little care and study after true compunction this their disaffection to the means thereof is an apparant signe of their unsensibleness and securitie and consequently that all the evils and miseries mentioned formerly lie heavie upon them as that they are still in their natural and damned condition dead in and by sin in Satans possession farre from the first step to repentance and salvation and that they come short of very reprobates Pharaoh Felix Saul Cain and Judas and under certain expectation of eternal wrath seeing their sin will have sorrow if not here yet undoubtedly hereafter even such as made the eternal Son of God crie out on the Crosse as he did for a time and which they must suffer and undergo eternally without end or ease 2 An exhortation and a caveat to take heed that repentant sorrow be not swallowed up of Ah then dear Sirs ye that yet cannot say or give any good proofe that your hearts are or have been pricked for your
either seeking their comfort too soon and so by hastning out of their anguish make waste of all they have done or suffered like the Israelites in the wildernesse expecting a land flowing with milk and honey onely because promised without induring with patience what God was pleased to exercise them withall in the wildernesse which was the cause that they came short of Canaan or els mistaking the nature and measure of true humiliation and so for want of a little more sorow or of meâ—â— sincerity they come short of salvation which wee must endeavour 1 God else will not accept us 2 Our pride is not easily subdued Pains then would be taken with our hearts in humbling of our selves as for the aforesaid reasons so because first God wil not otherwise accept of this work unless it be done throughly and to the purpose Yea because there is a great deal of pride in our uncircumcised hearts and hardness which is not easily subdued as we see in Job otherwise a good man What a great deal ado was there before hee was brought to humble himself so much as it became him to see and acknowledge his own vileness God himself must second his sore afflictions by shewing his majesty might wisdom justice and holiness to him by his own voice more immediately Job chapters 38 39 40 41 and 42. And we need not doubt but that our hearts stand in need of as much humbling as ever Jobs did CHAP. XVII SECT I. A Case shewing when a man is humbled enough with Directions what to do in case of a seeming defect in our sorrow A case of conscience How to know when one is humbled enough 1 All men are not humbled alike BUt the main question and case of conscience now will be How a man may judge of himself whether and when hee is humbled enough In answer to which wee must know first That all are not wounded and humbled alike who yet are savingly touched and pricked in heart and so as that they may have true and found comfort of the same Now who these are and the reasons of Gods different dealing with those whom yet he savingly humbleth as it may be considered with respect to their different conditions present past and to come as see above pag. 68. to 74. I have shewed distinctly before unto which I must intreat the Reader to have recourse 2 Others measure of sorrow should be no rule to us Secondly That which follows hence is That wee measure not the truth of our sorrow and humiliation by other mens scantling Be not thou 〈◊〉 dejected hence as some who can say Oh if I had been or were so wounded or might or had been so long kept under as such and such as I could name I would think better of my humiliation No measure not neither judge of the truth of thy humiliation by the degree but by the quality of it not by that measure which others and yet but some others find but by the sincerity of it Otherwise a childe of the Divell may have more legall sorrow and greater affrightments in his conscience then Gods own deer children To stand too much on measure argues pride and carnal confidence And the truth is to stand so much on the measure greatnesse depth and continuance of our sorrow and humiliation may savour too much of inward pride and self confidence as if either Christs sorrows for us were not sufficient unlesse we helped or made some supply by our own which is a proud conceit and such as prevails with the Popish sort who make a mixture of their works and pretended merits with his to make them fully and to all purposes satisfactory whereas our humiliation is onely to dispose and make us fit ready and willing to receive seek to or at least to accept with thankfulnesse mercy from him and to rest onely in his merits Or as if God did not more look to truth and soundnesse in our sorrow then to the measure of it It is true God will have all in some measure to be broken-hearted and bruised Wee if humbled enough with less dejections should rather acknowledge Gods mercy to us but not all alike If then God be pleased not to lay such load on thee as he might and as he doth on some other acknowledge his mercy pity and gentle dealing with thee therein who best knows what is fit for thee thou mightest otherwise with Cain soon have more laid upon thee then thou canst bear and take notice of Satans cunning rather herein espy the fraud and cunning of the Divell whose manner is before men be humbled to keep them from contrition and to perswade them that any grief is too much and more then needs Christ suffered enough for them and God is mercifull but seeing them made truly sorry and in a godly manner he labours then to debar them of that comfort which hee himself despairs of and would make them proudly beleeve that all their sorrow now is too little that scarce any measure of it will be accepted Directions what to do in case our sorrow seem not enough For direction in this case seeing God and his grace and acceptation of us is onely in and for Christ neither is tyed to every proportion of sorrow in us 1 See it be sincere Let us first see that our sorrow and grief for sin be sincere sound hearty though perhaps it be not so much as we may think needfull Which shall be tryed anon 2. Look to Christs sorrows 2. If thou think it not enough look to Christs sorrows for thee which alone God accepts as satisfactory and sufficient regarding no mans measure of sorrow but onely in Christ nor rejecting the measure if it be true and in him 3 Grieve that thou canst not grieve enough 3. If thou hast sorrowed and thinkst thou hast not sorrowed enough take occasion thence to renew thy sorrow and grieve afresh that thou canst not grieve enough make it a part of thy sorrow that thou canst not so heartily sorrow as thou wouldest and what is wanting in the act and expression of it shall be made good in the heart and affection which shall of God in Christ be accepted for the thing it self and God will accept it as sufficient It shall be accounted enough which thou truely desirest may be enough 4. If thy sorrow for sin be not so much as either it should be 4 See the defect of sorrow supplied by a greater measure of other graces as 1. Of hatred of sin Psal 119.104 and 128. 2 Of stronger resolution or as thou wouldst have it see it be made up by the greater measure of some other grace as by a more perfect hatred of sin and dislike of it in thy will upon a true judgement of the hatefulnesse of it as David I hate every false way I esteem all thy precepts concerning all things to be right and I
sorrow is sound and good and such as God accepts of More for the present thou needest not to stay and assure thee and lesse will be too little SECT 2. The truth of sorrow shewed from two Properties seven Effects and six Concomitants of it 2. Particular Trials of the truth of our sorrow 1. By two properties of godly sorrow It is 1. Voluntary BUt now more particularly not to speak of the properties of godly sorrow which some observe as that it where it is is 1. Voluntary whereby men are not so much humbled so was Pharaoh as humble and humbling themselves as did Josiah 2 Chron. 34.27 working their hearts thereunto and grieving that they cannot more grieve yea turning their laughter into weeping making their fond and foolish mirth the matter of their sorrow Of which enough already when I shewed that it must be as well in prosperity as extorted by adversity and feares 2 Durable 2. Durable and a thorough humiliation not for a fit when they as some fitly compare it are only sermon-sick and therein like to such as are sea-sick who are presently well when they come to land or into calm water so when they turn their backs on the Church and preacher and come into merry company and among their old companions whereas true sorrow which is according to God Psal 51.3 is more constant and durable as was Davids My sin is ever before me and so it differs from unsound sorrow and such as is from naturall causes as hath been partly said already and this thorough humiliation is the thing now to bee tried 2 By seven effects of it Neither will I speak or largely discourse of those seven Effects of godly sorrow whereby was wrought repentance to salvation not to be repented of which the Apostle noteth in the Corinthians and which his former Epistle had wrought in them For behold saith he 2 Cor. 7.9 10 11. this self same thing that yee sorrowed after a godly sort what carefulness it wrought in you yea what clearing of your selves yea what indignation yea what fear yea what vehement desire yea what zeal yea what revenge Dyke of Repentance Chap. 14 15. I will rather refer the Reader to that worthy Treatise of Repentance where they are sufficiently handled and which is in many hands and easily procured Only as occasion shall serve I shall touch upon some of them 3. By divers concomitants and consequents of it Only now I shall mention such concomitants consequents and effects as I find elsewhere in Scripture to be coupled and joyned to such sorrow as God will accept of as sound and sufficient and which he both requires of all and hath accepted of in true penitents reserving such last as my Text will afford or occasion us to take notice of more specially 1. Acceptation of punishment 1. I find Acceptation of the punishment joyned to such humiliation as God looks for so that when we accept willingly of the one God will accept graciously of the other If they shall confesse their iniquity Levit. 26.40 41. c. and that I have walked contrary unto them and have brought them into the land of their enemies if then their uncircumcised hearts be humbled and they then accept of the punishment of their iniquity then will I remember my Covenant c. This requires an humble not extorted only by an humble patience or yet simply a willing patience and submission unto Gods will and a willing and humble bearing of the indignation of God because we have sinned against him And it is the truer note of sound repentance Micah 7.9 with respect to sin because it brings some evidence with it that sin more then punishment doth trouble that soul and that we grieve and are pricked and broken in heart chiesly because we have grieved and peirced so good a God by our sins according to that in Ezekiel And they that escape of you Ezek. 6.9 shall remember me among the nations whither they shall be carried captives because I am broken with their whorish heart which hath departed from me And they shall loath themselves for the evils which they have committed in all their abominations such as was in the good Theef Such a convert was he whose words on the crosse with Christ in reproof of his fellow who in his suffering only sought deliverance saying to Christ Save thy selfe and us were these Doest thou not fear God Luke 23.39 40 41. seeing thou art in the same condemnation And we indeed justly for we receive the due reward of our deeds But of this before when we spake of the procuring cause of godly sorrow 2 Weeping and other outward expressions 2 Chron. 34.27 2. With true sorrow and tenderness of heart and humiliation of soul before God I find that in good Josiah there went weeping and rending of clothes which were outward expressions of true inward and hearty sorrow which accordingly God graciously accepted Because thine heart was tender and thou didst humble thy self before me and didst rend thy clothes and weep before me I have even heard thee also saith the Lord. Whence we will conclude that though all cannot in their sorrow shed teares and that shedding of teares in some as in Esau is deceitfull as also rending of clothes a custome out of use with us now yet true sorrow of heart cannot be without some out-ward expressions of it Nehe. 2.2 Matth. 26.75 Luke 18.13 as sadness of countenance so it was in Nehemiah teares as in Peter smiting on the breast as in the Publican and such like so that though Hypocrites may counterfeit all these whose hypocrisie by other notes hath been and shall be discovered yet for such as give themselves either excessively to mirth laughter and carnall delights or constantly So that a sensuall life cannot consist with godly sorrow Luke 16.19 without the exercise of godly fasting and humiliation as Dives did who was clothed in purple and fine linnen and fared sumptuously every day they are far from true sorrow for sin whatsoever they may pretend It s but like the sorrow of some drunkards who never weep but when they are drunk their hearts are not so much at any time seemingly burthened with sin as when they are overburthened and oppressed with surfetting and drunkenness As in such as seek to put away sorrow by carnall mirth but then is the heart farthest off from true and godly sorrow yea they feeling some qualms of grief through conscience of sin to seize upon them have no readier way to be shut and rid of them then eagerly to pursue their pleasures that so they may forget their sorrow and stop the mouth of their pursuing Conscience as some when they are arrested get the Serjeant into a Tavern and make him drunke that so they may escape him So it was with those whom God colled to weeping and to mourning c. and
did from Christ but come not sorrowfull to Christ or his Ministers seeking ease to their burthened conscience yea many mens sorrow is such as drives them from God and Christ as Judas and Cain in their pangs of conscience Judas came not to Christ for mercy though he were at hand yea a Saviour at hand but to the high Priest and at length hastened to the Divell Cain flees from the presence of God to build him a City for his safety Others in distresse and anguish of conscience do not betake themselves to prayer or to God his Ordinances and Ministers but with Saul to musick to the Witch of Endor to the Divell Of which more hereafter 5. With coming to God and to the throne of grace 5 Prayer there is prayer and deprecation for pardon where the soul is truly humbled as in Manasseh and in the humbled Publican Lord be mercifull to mee a sinner Luke 18.13 Here is a sinner that is one laden and touch'd in heart for his sin and here is his prayer for pardon and mercy But this follows upon the former and belongs partly to somewhat following Yet it convinceth many who never seek ease by hearty prayer for mercy from God unlesse it be for removall onely of their justly deserved punishment 6 Reformation of life and a holy walking with God 6. True humiliation is accompanied with reformation of life and with a holy walking with God onely such humiliation is acceptable to God which is so followed Therefore the Lord shewing how we may come and bow our selves acceptably before him and what is good this is the chief That we walk humbly or humble our selves to walk with God Micah 6.2 8. such a soul as hath been truely pricked hath been taught its lesson for medling again with sin as hath been said And godly sorrow changeth the heart works in it an hatred of sin a love of righteousnesse in a word Repentance 2 Cor. 7.10 that is a change and alteration both of heart and life whilest the unfained tears of true sorrow do not onely like the waters of the red sea drown the whole army of our sins but like the dew and rain from heaven water and refresh our earthy hearts yea make the soul to bring forth and bud Isa 55.10 and to be fruitfull in all righteousnesse and in the fruits thereof Without returning again to sins formerly repented Such a soul returns not at least habitually unto wickedness as we have shewn Ahab Pharaoh Felix and Judas did and as is the guise of hypocrites who after some seeming sorrow and forced tears return with the swine to the same or worser sins again But do thou examine thy heart and consider well with thy self whether thy humiliation have effectually taught thee to walk both humbly and constantly in a course of humiliation yea and reformation with thy God An unreformed life is inconsistent with an humbled heart SECT 3. Other Concomitants gathered from the Text as 1. Confession of sin Other effects and concomitants of godly sorrow gathered more specially from the text it self TO proceed As the afore-named particulars have been afforded us from other Texts of Scripture which more expresly couple them with humiliation sorrow of heart and feeling the load and burthen of sin so though we will exclude none of them from having been in these converts yet we will fetch some signes Effects and Concomitants of true Contrition more specially from the Text it selfe Some besides Hope of which I have spoken formerly gather hence these two Effects of true Contrition 1. Confession 2. Detestation of sin 1 Confession of sin even to man 1. Here is implied if not expressed an open and free Confession of their sin of murther and of crucifying their Saviour wherewith v. 36. they were charged they deny not their guiltinesse nor are ashamed to lay open their disease to their spirituall Physicians they in effect confesse themselves guilty and onely seek direction what to do to be saved from deserved wrath saying Men and Brethren What shall we do And to say truth where the soul feels the burthen and load of sin it will seek ease by disburthening it self by free and willing confession of the same as to God especially so also to man to men of God especially to able and mercifull men and Ministers who are not onely able to speak a word in season for comfort and direction but tender-hearted pitifull and mercifull who will sympathize with it yea are faithfull both for their unpartial dealing with the wounded spirit not healing it with fair words and flatteries and also for secrecie No ease without this in some cases so far as it is fit It is with the soul in this case as with the stomack if it be overcharged with surfetting and thereupon sick and pained it seeks and gets ease by vomiting so in like proportion the soul having surfetted on sin and now sensible of the load of its sin will seek ease by confessing thereof both to God and in some cases to man too where either his sin hath been open and scandalous or personall to the hurt and wrong of any or where he finds not comfort and sense of pardon from God for by making it known to some faithfull Minister or experienced Christian he may hope for some help by their prayers and wise directions Have you who pretend sorrow for sin thus done or have ye not rather Application and do you not stand out against the reproofs of Gods word and Ministers to such as will not be convinced denying justifying or at least extenuating and lessening your sins I tell you a heart truely contrite and broken will soon be convinced None will sooner take shame to themselves by a free and ingenuous confession of sin or take shame to themselves then such as are most sensible of their dishonours done to Gods great name thereby If by taking shame to themselves they can any whit redeem Gods honour they will readily do it And therefore I ask again In case you have made some confession of your sin as even a Pharaoh and a Judas may do have ye therein aimed at Gods honour and do you therefore by confession take shame to your selves that you may give to God the honour of his Omnisciency Justice Holinesse as is fit Many as condemned persons rather then they will shame themselves by a true confession of the sins for which they justly suffer or thereby honour Gods justice which hath found them out or yet the justice of the Law by which they stand condemned as yet the good thief did on the crosse will with that other gracelesse thief chuse rather presently to go to hell with the guilt and load of their sins upon them Such are the Pseudo-martyrs of the Romish Synagogue and thousands moe wherein they come short of Judas who confessed his treason against the innocent Lamb of God Or if with
Judas some doe confess their sin or if they confess sin do it either meerly out of terror not hatred is it not meerly out of horror of conscience and a while to stop the mouth of it do they not return with Judas and Pharaoh to the same or like sins again till at length they utterly perish herein like the dog which casts up his meat not because he loaths it Simile but because his stomack is burthened and troubled with it and therefore after a little ease he returns to lick up his vomit again Or if not so wholly yet doe not many when they are called urged and pressed to confesse their faults or hypocritically and cunningly or that conscience on their sick-bed or otherwise drives them to their Minister I say do not many go cunningly to work to deceive others but indeed themselves worst of all confessing some known or smaller sins whilest confessing sins known sufficiently already and which they cannot deny or it may be some such infirmities as may stand with grace as distractions in good duties some hardnesse of heart some hastiness but concealing their bosome and greater saults angry and peevish disposition of nature and the like yet wittingly hide under their tongues and in the secret cabinet of their heart their beloved darling and bosome sin be it some base and noysome lust pride ambition covetousnesse revenge or some such like secret sin by which meanes sin still sticks at the bottome the coar comes not away Satan who hath filled their hearts keeps his hold and is uncast out though the room seem somwhat swept or at least returns to his old lodging in the heart with seven worse spirits then himself which these conveâ—ts did not It was not so here with these converts in my Text who though deeply charged by Peter and that with sins of as foul a nature as any could be even murther parricide unbeliefe ingratiude ignorance disobedience impenitency all which and more being included in the sin of crucifying Christ vers 36. yet neither denied the same nor went about to lay the blame on their rulers who perswaded them to it but in effect acknowledge all to be true they were charged withall and accordingly seek direction what to do to get comfort to their guilty and wounded consciences SECT 4. 2. Detestation of Sin an Effect of true Sorrow for Sin 2 Detestation of sin accompanieth true sorrow for it NOw secondly with confession went an inward dislike hatred and detestation of their sin and both these the fruits and effects of their contrition They finding the weight and burthen of their sin hate and abominate the same their heart is turned from it for ever and they cast it from them as a filthy and polluted thing they with Ephraim will have no more to do with it Hos 14.9 as in these here They now loath it and themselves for it and accordingly to shew their dislike of it and of all the occasions of it they forsake the society of the obstinate Iewes who as yet were not pricked in heart and of the Priests Scribes and Pharisees and joyn themselves to the despised and persecuted church of God and in other converts And thus it is with other converts they now loath what formerly they liked and hate what once they loved yea thus it should be with us if we would approve our sorrow for sin to be sound Is thy sorrow then for sin followed with hatred and loathing of it and of thy selfe for it Application To such as may seem angry with sin but hate it not It may be thou art only a little angry with it but fallest in with it presently again such indeed is the nature of anger but true hatred which is bent against an enemie aimes at his utter destruction and death so true hatred of sin seeks the death or mortification of it at least cannot endure the sight of it but through an inward loathing of it Arist Rhet. lib. 2. and seek not the death of it wisheth it and whatsoever might represent it to the soul as lovely quite out of sight as the Prophet brings in the repenting Church throwing away Idolatrous ornaments as one throwing away a menstruous clout Isai 30.12 saying to it get thee hence Sin would bee looked upon as an enemie to Gods glory and to our souls as of an enemy now the more true love we bear to God and to our selves the greater hatred we will bear against sin And as it seeks our lives for the soul that sinneth shall die death is the wages thereof so should we seek the death and mortification of that which otherwise will be our death as if we met with any venemous poysonfull Simile or hurtfull creature such especially as hath formerly end angered us or stung us we cease not so far as is in our power till we see it dead Now sin is as dangerous an enemy to the soul as any such creature or enemy can be to our bodies I now only ask Neither are well affected to the meanes of mortifying it if thy behaviour be such towards those sins of thine which thou sayest have bâ—en thy sorrow seekest thou and usest thou the meanes by which sin may be truly mortified in thee doth thine heart rise against the occasions and first approaches of sin and art thou afraid of hurt by it when it first begins to arise in thine heart as not nipping it in the head when it first riseth then seeking to dash it in the shell as a man would be loth to give a known and malicious enemy the least welcome or entertainment in his house or otherwise neer him how likest thou it when Gods Word and thy Minister seeks to make thy sin hatefull and loathsome to thee when he layes about him neither liking that Word of God which would by sharp reproofs kill it in them and not only discovers and layeth open the vileness thereof but by sharp reproofs and threatnings seeks to hit wound and kill it in thee canst thou blesse God for it c. desire or at least approve well of such teaching and teachers Thus thou shouldest do even in true love to thine own soul if thou truly batest or yet hast truly mourned for thy sin whereas wee should bitterly hate it as each thing seeks its own preservation so shouldest thou hate sin as well as sorrow for it accounting it the greatest evill of all evill as separating between thy soul and God and our hearts fret at it Thus shouldest thou not only weep for thy sin but with Peter weep bitterly as having the bitter gall of godly indignation hatred and detestation mingled with thy brinish and salt teares thy heart will not only be pricked Cant. 5.4 Frementibus visceribus Jun. but will fret within thee yet not against the Word or Minister but against thy sin and self Thus for these
least injurie true or supposed so censorious of others so ambitious and scornful in their proud censuring of others disdaining that others should be any wayes preferred before them or to perform any mean office for their inferiours that whatsoever conceit of repentance and sorrow for sins against God they otherwise have wee cannot say that they are truely deeply or savingly humbled in their standing out against Gods word greatnesse stroaks True humiliation would make them that with respect to God they would tremble at his word Isa 66.2 and greatnesse as did Job Chap. 39.3 4 and 42.5 6. and humbly submit to his strokes Levit 26.41 yea to his righteousness righteousness and not goe about to establish their own righteousnesse Rom. 10.3 and with respect to others In their impatience of wrongs Numb 12. In their speaking evill of others it would make them patient in bearing wrongs as worthy of greater evils as we see in David when in his affliction Shimei so railed on him and in Moses who in silence passed by the envy and grudging of Aaron and Miriam till God on his behalf took notice of it It would also stop their mouthes from speaking evill one of another which is the very next direction which the Apostle James gives after that of humbling themselves in the sight of God Jam. 4.10 11. vers 5.6 7 8 9 10. whilest he dehorts first from pride and next from detraction and rash judgement of others shewing thereby that the latter is a proof of the former that is detraction of pride and the not speaking evill one of another In their envying others their honour Rom. 12.10 of humbling a mans self in the sight of the Lord. It would make men seek their honour and so to go one before another by giving honour one to another and by serving others in love Self-deniall stands not upon termes either with God or man it teacheth true humility and is taught by true humiliation of the soul howsoever they go together so that where no self-deniall is so far there is no true sorrow of soul for sin no thorough Humiliation both which shew themselves more by that which followeth SECT 7. The contrite heart is an obedient heart 3 True sorrow makes a man ready to obey God 3. ANd now accordingly and in speciall True Contrition teacheth a man to deny himself in his own will and makes the will pliable to Gods will only ready willing fit and apt to obey God in all things when his will is only made known as in these here and in others This is that which these converts being in heart pricked desire in the first place to be directed in saying What shall we doe So Paul Acts 9.6 the Jaylor Acts 16.30 So the Jewes of all sorts whose heart John the Baptist touched Luke 3.9 10 11 12 14. So the Prophet Isaiah once tamed by the vision of the Lord in his glory and terrified thereby Isai 6.8 to Gods question which was Whom shall I send Lo saith he Here I am send me In a word Isai 6.8 an humble heart is a tender and pliable heart and till it be humbled pricked broken and contrite it is not fit for instruction or to receive the impressions of grace The soft and humbled heart only is the obedient heart and yeelds to his will which it repels and resists so that Gods first work is to wound and humble the heart to take away the stoniness and hardness of it and then his precepts commands will and instructions take place so that when the heart is once softned and molten it like soft waxe yeelds to the impressions of his word and grace and frames like metall being once made liquid to the mould Rom 6.17 and obeyes that form of doctrine which is delivered to it or as the phrase is into which it or ye saith the Apostle were or are delivered This is the end why God humbles us and we should humble our selves even as is lately said to walk with our God And why doe men walk in the waies of God they are first humbled Therefore is that 2 Chron. 30.8 and 11. First Be not stiffenecked as your fathers were but yeeld your selves unto the Lord Micah 6. By humility men walk with God c. Then divers of Asher c. humbled themselves and came to Jerusalem to renue their Covenant there and to do the commandment of the King Hezekiah and of the Princes by the word of the Lord. Mens disobedience is from want of humbling Jer. 4.4.10 2 Chro. 36.12 without which they may be broken but not molten or made pliable as the truly contrite are As contrariwise why walk not men in the waies of the Lord but because they are not humbled before him thus of the Idolatrous captived Jews it is said They are not humbled or as it is in the Hebrew contrite even unto this day neither have they feared nor walked in my Law c. And of King Zedekiah it is said He did that which was evill in the sight of the Lord his God and humbled not himself before Jeremiah the Prophet speaking from the mouth of the Lord. He had judgements denounced and enough said unto him to break his hard heart but his heart remaining still hard received no impression from the Word as an humble and truly contrite heart will do which yeelds presently to the Word according to the nature of it it melts at promises trembles at threatnings yeelds obedience to commands c. Yea the greatest cause of its sorrow is to find so much hardness of heart in it selfe so much corruption in it whose sorrow is increased when they cannot doe as they would that it cannot do the good it would do but that it doth that which otherwise it hateth it was with Paul who therefore cried out O wretched man that I am c. Mens sorrow then for sin may he judged of by their readiness or unreadiness to obey God in all things and not only in such things as are prescribed as meanes of their present ease and distress of conscience True Contrition at the first so fits and disposeth the heart that ever after it shewes it self willing and ready to hear what God will say unto it and accordingly to do it but of this and those other two signs last named Conclusion of the Trials of Contrition more when in the conclusion of all we shall consider them as duties And thus much at length for the Trials of godly Sorrow and Contrition which it will behoove all not only to know but to make good use of even Gods dearest children who so often and so much complaine of their hard hearts Isai 63.17 O Lord why hast thou hardned our hearts from thy fear And O that they had such soft and melting hearts that they could weep for sin as they should but alas they cannot and yet they are true mourners How
a lying tongue a deceitfull tongue as Psalm 109.2 and 120.2 3. Psal 50.19 and 52.2 4. such as God will cut out and as is but for a moment Prov. 12.19 a signe of a gross hypocrite and of a fool Prov. 10.18 -20 Such dissembling with God and man argues abundance of wickedness in the heart which if it were truly and sincerely affected would without all simulation and dissimulation accordingly vent it self to others as it did in these here who being soundly and savingly pricked in heart and humbled did in all humility meekness and reverence to the Apostles of Christ truly and sincerely beg their advice with full purpose of heart to follow the same which they also did See Deut. 5.28 29. Others perhaps purpose and promise fair but their hearts deceive them CHAP. XXIV Shewing that in trouble of Conscience for sin Means would presently be used 2 When Presently BUt secondly When did they this When sought they after ease and after the means of their cure forthwith presently and immediately It s said They hearing were pricked in heart and said They did not suffer the Apostles to depart from them till they had sought their advice and obtained it I know many seek ease too soon but I have fully I hope warned such of that deceit These here were truly and sufficiently humbled as hath been shewed from pregnant proofs from the Text and when thou findest thy self so then defer not to seek relief so thy joy and comfort shall be seasonable and not over-hasty as it is in many hypocrites signified by the stony ground who immediately without any touch of conscience or true humiliation going before receive the word with joy Matth. 13.20 Note Means would presently be used for the cure and ease of consciences truly touched The Observation hence is That when mens Consciences are truly pricked and wounded by the word good means would presently be sought after and used as we see here in Paul Acts 8. and in the jaylor Acts 16. and in King Josiah 2 Chr. 34.19 20 21. It s not enough that a man be sensible of his pain but he must also seek to the Physician as it is not enough that a man that is wounded in a fray complain of his sore cry out of brawling and repent of his anger rashnesse and hastiness yea and resolve not to be so hasty again but it will behove him presently to seek to the Surgeon for help and cure So is it here in the prickings and woundings of conscience where a man must not desay to seek to Christ and to his word and Ministers for direction and comfort and afterward he must follow and practise the same Why 1 Wounds as of body so of soul neglected prove dangerous And good reason for it 1 Nature and experience tels us that green wounds are soonest cured if balsome be presently poured in an hurt breach or sore long neglected doth the more deeply fester and so may prove gangrained and deathfull so a bleeding upon a little wound or prick not stayed in time may prove mortall and desperate or as a bone dislocated or out of joynt the longer the setting of it is forborn the cure and setting of it will be with much greater pain to the Patient and with much more difficultie yea it may so long be neglected that no skill or art of man can bring it right again So it is in the cure of a wounded spirit and of a bleeding conscience 2 The heart being sofined is fittest to be wrought upon 2 The heart being newly pricked softned and made sensible is more plyable and soft to receive the impressions of grace as the ground is fittest to receive the seed after it is newly riven up and plowed and wax the impreffion of the seal when it is once softned and molten We use to say It is good striking while the iron is hot for as iron after heating being suffered to cool is less malleable and frameable then before and as water once heated will sooner cool and freez into ice then other water so is it with the heart of man if being once softned through sense of sin we take not the time to bind it up and to work upon it it will be more uncapable of cure and comfort 3 To neglect or defer cure 3 Yea men once touched in conscience for sin if they neglect to seek for remedy or to submit unto it when it is shewed as they are apter to forget their sorrows and to be carried away by many occasions and worldly affairs Psal 51.3 when sin newly committed is better known and remembred with all the aggravating circumstances of it so it is just with God to deny them cure that with Esan they shall find no place of repentance though they seek it carefully with teares provokes God to deny it Hebr. 12.17 and to reject them as he did the five foolish Virgins when they would inherit the blessing and to shut the door of mercy and of heaven upon them who when they stood in need and were some way sensible of their need of mercy seeing we so refuse his first offers yet neglected and deferred to seek it or to accept it when it was offered Now God by such prickings of the conscience comes near us and would awaken us out of the deep sleep of our sins which his mercie if we do neglect we provoke him to leave us to depart from us and must not expect he should come so near us again but leavens wholly to our own hardnesse even to perish in the same Use 1. Not to conceal our sin and anguish for it either through love to sin This is of Use 1. For such as in their anguish of conscience for some sin or sins of theirs do conceal and smother the same some through pride and love to their sins which they will though inwardly they smart for them desire to hide under their tongues as sweet morsels till at length they become as the gall of Aspes within them Job 20.11 12. They would be comforted but secretly in heart still cleaving to their sin they resolve not to confesse the same though to such as are both able to direct and comfort them and faithfull to conceal their shame Thus concealing the true cause of their inward maladie the wound festers and at length it may be on their deathbed if not sooner they are so overwhelmed with horror and despair and that by Gods just judgement that all the spirituall Physitians in the Town or City can afford them no true comfort or ease They may thank their love to their sin for this in that though they smarted inwardly for it yet they were loth to bewray it or make it known even then loving it when they were in torment for it Others 2. Or through shame fac'dness through shame and bashfulnesse keep close their sin which yet they both sorrow for and do hate and so
teach and write so that their doctrine now written was to be the only Canon and rule of all Christian doctrine and religion to the end of the world Though the office cease who had speciall gifts of miracles to confirm the same whose office though in regard of the speciall priviledges of it which were many was temporary and ceased with them yet their doctrine unto which the Church of God ever since is tied and ministery which was as to pray so to preach the Gospel and to administer the Sacraments ceaseth not yet not according to the common duties of it prayer preaching c. which continue still but is to continue in such as succeed them therein to the end of the world Mat. 28.19 20. God promising the direction and assistance of his Spirit to them and to all such as shall teach the same doctrine These were they who by preaching Christ unto these Jewes and by the extraordinary work of the holy Ghost now sent down upon them pricked and wounded their consciences unto whom accordingly they seek for direction ease and comfort as to their only spirituall Physitians Doctr. The only way to be directed and eased in conscience is to seek to Gods faithfull ministers Whence from their example men are taught how to get ease to their wounded consciences namely by having recourse to the messengers of God and faithfull ministers of Christ For so the Apostles are to be considered here namely as preachers of the Gospel and such as under Christ did know how to speak a word in season to him that is weary Isai 50.4 Quest Why did not these here seek to their own Rabbines to the chief Priests learned Scribes Quest Why did not these here seek to the Scribes and Pharises devout and zealous Pharisees as they would be taken who sate in Moses seat Answ Alas They could expect poor comfort or direction from them whom they saw to be in the same condemnation with themselves Answ They were guilty Mat. 27.3 4 and the crucifiers of Christ more then they were They might consider what little comfort Judas in the distresse of his conscience found from them he might go hang himself for any comfort they either could or would give him and so he went from them immediately to the gallows or Tree Where the heart is truly touched it seeks only to Gods faithful messengers for cure and help It is ill seeking comfort to our consciences from such as are deep in sin yea in the same sins as we our selves Such great Rabbies as these in all ages know better how to wound and intangle mens consciences then to heal them and knew better to intangle consciences then to cure them They care least for men of scrupulous and tender consciences Such as make no conscience at all of sin unlesse in hypocrisie like themselves who Matth. 27.6 seemed to make some conscience of putting into their Treasury the price of blood but none at all of taking it out such I say are fittest for their turnes Only the faithfull Ministers of Christ can afford true comfort Why No they must be the faithfull Ministers of God and of Christ that can afford true comfort to troubled Consciences and that for these Reasons 1. This comfort and cure of Consciences is originally only in God and Christ that good Samaritan who was sent to heal the broken in heart 1. They only are in Christs stead who is the author of comfort as we have heard out of Isai 61.1 2 c. and Luke 4.18 19. Yet thus he is not alwaies in person or yet by his Spirit alone but by his word and the preaching of it which is the ministration of the Spirit So that those only and they are rare that dispense the Gospel most faithfully as the Ministers of Christ in his name and according to his will and word are they by whom Christ affords true and solid comfort to wounded consciences and by whow he refresheth the weary soul See Job 33.19 20. to 26. The blessing to be expected only from Gods ordinance These and none but these have commission from him and the power as to bind so to loose Mat. 16.19 John 20.23 Gods ordinance then is to be looked unto who having appointed the preaching of the Gospel to the same end hath also annexed his promise thereunto where his word is faithfully dispensed from which ordinance only of his we may expect a blessing 2. The same hand of the Surgeon which wounds is fittest to heal 2. The same hand that wounds is fittest to heal seeing the wounds made by the word are not the wounds of an enemy but friend Surgeon and Physitian If the Surgeon lance and cut as he doth it with intention to heal so he onely is the fittest to undertake that cure he that pours in wine is fittest to pour in oyl also Such an ones words are like if any truth be in it the sword which making the wound doth also the cure if the weapon-salve be applyed unto it or as they say concerning the wounds made by the darts of Achilles which could no otherwise be cured but by his salves Onely Gods faithful Ministers are the men that savingly both wound and heal We had need then be well directed and guided yea know well to whom or to what to have recourse for comfort to our grieved hearts SECT 2. False means of cure to be abandoned Vse 1 1 IN such case then when thou art pricked in conscience or inwardly troubled in soul To seek for cure of conscience only to Gods faithful Ministers seek onely to such as have been named and seek directions chiefly from Gods faithfull Ministers not neglecting the advice of godly faithful and experienced Christians and not 1 To merry company and drinking And here take heed Satan is a Mountebank and his Apothecaries will prescribe poysons Some yea thine own false heart perhaps will bid thee go to mirth and merry company so to drink away sorrow which yet will return and prove like the hand-writing to Belshazzer on the wall 2 To musick some to other sports and to musick as Saul when the evill spirit came on him must have a Musician to play unto him 3 To sleep some lie down and sleep that they may forget their sorrow 4 To their wealth some seek to comfort themselves in the sight or thought of their gold and silver store and abundance which no more can cure these prickings of conscience then the stone or gout or not so much some in trouble of conscience 5 To physick as if it were but meer melancholy fly to physick and to the bodily Physician with neglect of the spirituall as King Asa 6 To the Divell and witches some will send thee to the godâ— of Ekron with King Ahaziah 2 King 1.2 or to the witch of Endor with King Saul in his great straits 1 Sam. 28.15
our lives for the brethren 1 Joh. 3.16 and to refuse no hazards be we in never so great even for the temporall good and safety of many especially as we see in the resolution of noble Queen Esther Esther 4.16 I will go in unto the King which is not according to the Law and if I perish I perish Yea of some one it may be if eminent and of great use to the Church as Paul was for whose life Priscilla and Aquila laid down their own necks Rom. 16.4 SECT 6. Secondly in things spirituall as in duties gifts c. 2. Things spirituall in which we are to deny our selves 2. THe things spirituall in which we are in some case to deny our selves whether they be of a more common nature or peculiar to the Elect after their calling for I list not here curiously to distinguish they are both duties and graces or gifts received 1. For duties 1. Duties I have instanced already in profession of Christ in faith in repentance in obedience yea and in some kind of Self-deniall it self 1. Ordinary unto all which self-deniall is requisite unto which I refer Only I may adde that not any of these Page 326. both spirituall being otherwise performed in the best manner are to be rested in as they are duties required of us or as they are workes wrought and acted by us And as they are Graces and gifts of God in us I shall shew how we are to deny our selves in them under that head and outward The like I say of all other duties whatsoever of mens hearing and coming to Church of mens preaching praying fasting giving almes and in the doing of other good works and great works if it were building of Churches casting out divels though in Christs name if it were the giving of mens bodies to be burned or what else soever it were which men doe in obedience active or passive Men in all these must deny themselves All which must be done in submission 1. To Go and his glory Matth. 6.1 2 5 16. and ch 23.5 and 7.22 Phil. 1.15 16. Isai 58.2 3. Zach. 7.5 6.2 In love towards others 1 Cor. 13.1 2 3. not stand upon them as their works or as things promeriting God and binding him simply unto them not ascribe merit or satisfaction unto them but subordinate them all in humble submission to Gods only glory not their own as yet the Scribes and Pharisees false Apostles and generally hypocrites do who doe all to be seen of men and so they pray fast not to God but to themselves Secondly in charitie to the good and edification of the Church and of their brethren and with such intention and respects more to others then to themselves without which others may reap some good but themselves lose all thanks yea and reward with God 2 Extraordinary God only is to be obeyed by a blind obedience by the example of Abraham Yea in some case and in some kind of duty injoyned by God though the same seem contrary not only to nature and to right reason but to some other precept or promise of God there when once his will is evidently made known God is simply and in some sence blindly to be obeyed Such blind obedience as this is due not to man at all in the things of God especially but only to God himselfe So Abraham who against hope beleeved in hope Rom. 4.18 and being bid to take his son Isaac his only Isaac whom he loved and offer him for a burnt offering unto God he obeyed Gen. 22.2 3. though it might seem to be against humanity fatherly affection in him against the Law of God in his heart Thou shalt not kill yea which more is against the truth and promise of God seeing if Isaac perished the whole salvation of all the seed and children of Abrahams saith Hebr. 11.17 18 19. might seem in him to perish yet it s said By faith Abraham when he was tried offered up Isaac and he that had received the promises offered up his only begotten son of whom it was said Israelites Exod. 11.3 and 12.35 that in Isaac shall thy seed be called c. So the Israelites borrowed Jewels of silver and gold and raiment of the Egyptians at Gods command at their going out of Egypt and so spoiled the Egyptians though it seem contrary to the Law in their hearts Phinehas Numb 25.7 8. and shortly after written by Moses Thou shalt not steal So in other extraordinary cases instincts heroicall motions from God as in the examples of Phinehas killing offendors though he were no publique Magistrate of Ehud slaying Eglon. In such cases which now are ceased or become very rare Gods will once distinctly known and revealed and Ehud Judg. 3.15 16 21. must without any questioning or disputing against it be obeyed and not man and men deny themselves in their own reason otherwise Their only reason is Gods command And this honour belongs only unto God whom his people ought obey without asking a reason But for men they are only to be obeyed in God and for God and not without other reason from Gods word given then their will and command so that the tyrannicall will of the Pope and Popish superiours Hebr. 13.17 who command or injoyn the murthering of Princes and others and the observation of many things contrary to Gods law cannot hereby be justified 2. Gifts and graces of all sorts are to be denied Secondly for gifts and graces received of what sort soever they be common or proper and those either Ministeriall or saving and peculiar to the Elect In all these I say we are to denie our selves and subordinate all unto God to his power and glory and to the good and edification of others In all which be what they will be we must learn to say and that from the heart Psal 115 1. Not unto us O Lord not unto us but unto thy Name give glory for thy mercie and for thy truths sake Mercie in promising and Truth in performing As 1. our knowledge 1. Is it knowledge we have though we understood all mysteries and all knowledge if we deny not our selves in it glorifie not God and in charity edifie not others by it all is nothing It puffeth up so that if any thinke that he knoweth any thing he knoweth nothing yet as he ought to know 1 Tim. 6.3 4. 1 Cor. 8.1 2. and 13.2 Such an one is proud or a fool knowing nothing The more any truly knowes himselfe the more he will deny himself 2. Abilitie to do well as to beleeve c. 2. Is it any ability to do well to convert beleeve repent which we receive or suppose we receive from the word we must not stand upon it with God but denie our selves so far therein as to seek further strength and power from God to will actually and do what otherwise is in our power
word and presently to yeeld our selves in obedience to it offering our selves ready to obey God according to his word and will to shew our selves ready to obey God in the matter and businesse 1 Of salvation as especially in matter of salvation so also of Religion and generally of Obedience both active and passive 1 For the great businesse of salvation we are to deny our selves as is said in all our own works and worth and in all humble acknowledgement of our guiltinesse to be content to be directed by the word and to follow cheerfully the directions of the same totally submitting our selves to obey God in all things even to the cutting off of hand and foot and plucking out of the eye and parting with all even with every lust for Christ where especially we are to take heed of hypocrisie and self-deceit and that sincerely such as might seem to be in him that said Lord I will follow thee whithersoever thou goest and in those other who would follow Christ but upon conditions Luke 9.57 58 59 c. and more especially in that young man and Ruler not as the young Ruler who in all haste to shew his readinesse came running to Christ and in all humility as it might seem Mark 10.17 c. Matth. 19.16 c. Luke 18.18 c. kneeled to him and said Good Master what good thing shall I do that I may have and inherit eternall life Herein in shew like these sincere Converts in my Text and like the Jaylour What must I do to be saved All of them seeming ready to offer themselves ready to obey and follow direction in all things that young man being directed by Christ of all others seemed most ready as having done already as much as Christ now directed him unto saying All these things have I done kept and observed from my youth up And as if like another Hercules it had been more easie for him to do then for Christ to bid him do What lack I yet who wanted sincerity and would keep his bosome sin saith he But the truth is he lacked the main of all and that was sincerity and a good heart and honest his heart was glued and wedded to his wealth and to the world which he truely and heartily loved more then Christ or yet his own soul and the salvation of it if he could enjoy and have both well and good he liked Christ well and salvation well if he might have had them upon his own conditions but when Christ touched and tryed him in his beloved sin his covetousnesse which he well hoped he might have by way of surplusage in the bargain and bade him sell all and give to the poor though he were promised better treasure in heaven yet he went away from Christ sorrowful for he had great possessions Of this stamp at best are our begging Friers who build their Order upon this personall command which yet was onely for conviction of this forward mans hypocrisie and all such as pretend they can do all that Christ commands them yea more in and by their works of supererrogation and by following Councels more then commands of perfection in effect with their Ancestours and Predecessours of old asking of God the Ordinances of justice Isa 58.2 as if God had been wanting to their readinesse to obey him But these here in my Text which these converts did not onely ask what they shall do being truly willing and sincerely resolved to do that even to forsake all and every lust for Christ and yet presumed nothing on their own strength but hoped as for direction from his Apostles so for power from him to do accordingly being otherwise pinched in heart and poorer in spirit then any proud hypocrite that either in love to some lust or open presumption of his own worth or power of wel-doing shall deceive himself nor Paul who sincerely submitted himself to God in all things Such a sincere convert was also Paul who though he was going on a wicked errand and upon a malicious designe against the faithfull people of God yet when Christ met with him by the way humbled him and convinced him of his sin of persecution he trembling and astonished said Lord what wilt thou have me to do Acts 9.4 5 6. And this he said out of an honest and good heart with a true and stedfast purpose to perform accordingly which he also fully and constantly did even unto the end Which his sincerity will better appear if we compare and consider it with Balaams deceit of heart who whose sincerity is compared with Balaams hypocrisie riding on with a like wicked intention and purpose of destroying the lives of Gods people and being also met withall by an Angel in the way and reproved for his sin so directly against the charge given him Numb 22.12 Thou shalt not go thou shalt not curse the people seemed to relent and repent I have sinned and to offer himself ready to get him back again saying Now therefore if it displease thee I will return back again yet for all this his heart carried him secretly on in the way of his covetousnesse and of cursing Fain he would go on such was his love to the wages of unrighteousness yet seeing apparent danger if he did he faintly offereth to turn back with an If it please thee He could not be ignorant that his evill intent to curse Gods people for his own promotion was most evill in the Lords eyes and the cause why the Angel came out as an adversary against him yet he conceals that and makes a fair shew of repentance and obedience which his hypocrisie God in wrath punished by giving him his desire and leaving him to his own lusts which he followed to his destruction a just reward of such as not hearkening to the expresse and known will of the Lord are given up by Gods withdrawing of his grace to the perverse intendments of their own hearts to walk and perish in their own counsels Psalm 81.11 12. Here then we see that there must be true and hearty submission of soul to God and a totall resignation of our wils to Gods will with a readinesse to obey both heartily and totally in all things made known to us No lust may be reserved without reservation of any lust whatsoever no true conversion without this universall obedience and hearty willingness and readiness to obey in all things as it was with these converts here and with Paul but not with the young man nor with Balaam nor with Herod who though when he heard John preach which he did gladly he did many things yet keeping in his heart the love of his whore by an incestuous marriage of his Brothers Wife he could not when he was reproved for it obey John or God in that and so with the other and with all such hypocrites came short of Christ of God and of salvation 2 Of Religion and worship
my face my heart said unto thee thy face Lord will I seek And elsewhere Lo I come Psal 40.7 8. I delight to do thy will O my God yea thy law is within my heart This was chiefly verified in Christ who herein is an example to us Hebr. 10.5 so if God call us to suffer of whom also we must learn to become obedient if need be unto death even the death of the Crosse that is the most shamefull painfull and accursed death if we bee called thereunto for his names sake Rev. 2.10 In all these we must obey First before laying aside 1. All excuses Now in all these whether in matters of salvation religion and worship or of obedience generally we are being called to obey God cheerfully and sincerely as is said laying aside before 1. all excuses whereby we shew our selves both to obey as did Moses Exod. 4.1 2. 10.13 with whom God was therefore angry vers 14. Where God injoynes any thing hard dangerous and impossible to us we must trust to his promised assistance which is ever implied 2. 2. All delayes All delayes I made haste said David and delayed not to keep thy Commandments 3. All feares Psal 119.60 3. All feares such feares would not excuse Saul in his disobedience but increased his sin as fearing man more then God 1 Sam. 15.24 Let us hear what God said to Jeremy Whatsoever I command thee thou shalt speake Be not afraid of their faces for I am with thee to deliver thee saith the Lord be not dismayed at their faces lest I confound thee before them Jer. 1.7 8 17. Yea let us consider what Christ saith to his Disciples and to us incouraging and comforting against persecution Fear not them which kill the body but are not able to kill the soul but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell Matth. 10.28 2. After we have done any thing which is good 1. Let us lay aside all opinion of merit Secondly After we must 1. Renounce merit and empty and cast down our selves before him confessing that as Christ adviseth us when we shall have done all those things which are commanded us we are unprofitable servants we have done that which was our duty to do Luke 17.10 Can a man be profitable unto God as he that is wise may be profitable to himself Is it any pleasure to the Almighty that thou art righteous Job 22.2 3. understand it of our gratifying and adding ought to God which he hath not otherwise our obedience rightly performed is a thing pleasing and acceptable to him If thou be righteous what givest thou him or what receiveth he at thine hand Job 35.7 Our well doing extendeth not to him Psal 16.2 neither for our works faith or any other grace done or foreseen to be done Rom. 3.28 and 9 11. hath he saved us and called us but according to his own purpose and grace which was given us in Christ Iesus before the world began 2 Tim. 1.9 and Tit. 2.5 2. And as we are to renounce merit so are we not to rest in any duty done by us though never so good and holy and not performed without some assistance from Christ 2. Not rest in the duty done so as to thinke the duty is good and commanded which we have done yea and we as we thinke have done it with a good heart and intention too therefore our estate is good and we doubt not of salvation Indeed duties sincerely and in poverty of spirit and self-deniall performed are testimonies of true faith and so of election as being effects of the same and may assure us as hath been said of our finall perseverance and salvation 2 Pet. 1.10 But then we must not take up therewith and rest therein as done by our selves or own strength or for our selves and our own ends unlesse as we acknowledge them to proceed from the free and powerfull grace of God in us so they carry us further even to Christ and that wee give God the glory of his grace in us and expect acceptance only from his favour and grace and good will in his Christ with whom only he is well pleased and accept of us and all we doe in his beloved Eph. 1.6 It s a sign of one left to himself and out of Christ as yet to rest in his own legall righteousness and to take up with the performance simply of his duty but of denying our selves in duty formerly SECT 2. An Exhortation to obedience with the comfort of it at Christs coming contra Conclusion of all exhorting and shewing the needfulness 1 Of submitting our selves to the word at first NOw for the conclusion of this and of the whole Treatise how will it concern us all first to become and truly to be as these converts here ready to submit in all things to the convictions and ordering of Gods holy word in the ministerie of it to be guided by it to embrace Christ upon his own termes not barely by outward profession but by answering effectually our baptisme and by performing the vowes and promises there made wherein we seem to make as free an offer and to profess as much if not more and as fair as these here and by an effectuall faith in Christ and obedience and submission to the Gospell 2. Of living according to it over after Secondly to walk constantly with God throughout the course of our whole lives according to the only rule of his Word framing our selves to the obedience thereof as in the main business of our salvation so in the religion worship and service of God and generally in all duties both of our generall and particular callings and that constantly to the end Thus doing besides the true and full content and satisfaction 1. The comfort of so doing at Christs coming which for the present we shall find to our wounded 02 consciences if ever we be truly pricked in heart for our sins it will be matter of unspeakeable comfort for us to be found when Christ comes to us either by death or by the last judgement and shall find us each one walking in his uprightness or before him Isa 57.2 Oh blessed and for ever blessed is that servant whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing Matth. 24.46 When Christ shall come and find us his servants hard at work watching and in a readiness nor only to every good work but at his coming ready to give up our acounts to him with joy With what boldness may such stand before the Lamb as not only being now at peace with him but found in his service and doing his work when hee comes and his reward with him Paul was such an one who as at his first conversion submitted to the voice of Christ as we see in Paul and by his confidence at death and freely offered himself to do whatsoever Christ should direct him to saying Lord what
wilt thou have me to do so receiving his direction from the Lord both then and afterwards he did punctually and constantly follow and observe the same unto the end So that when he was ready to be offered and that the time of his departure was at hand he could boldly with comfort and much assurance say I have sought a good sight I have finished my course I have kept the faith Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness which the Lord the righteous Judge shall give me at that day And lest he should in a singular manner ingrosse and challenge all to himself as an extraordinary person and servant of God he adds not to me only but to all them also that love his appearing 2 Tim. 4.6 7 8. This boldness he had though he elsewhere cry out of his infirmities and weakness notwithstanding the infirmities of his life either to do the good he would or to withstand the evill he would not Rom. 7.18 19 and 24. Which is yet more comfort to such as with Paul shall truly indeavour to do their duty when to their hearty grief they cannot do as they would With what comfort may such die and how willingly and confidently resigne their souls with Stephen into the hands of Christ So in Stephen Simeon who now have him in their hearts as old Simeon when hee imbraced him in the arms of his body so of his soul also Luke 2.25 26 -28 29 30. Such onely can be truly willing to die as Paul Phil. 1.23 and may be comforted in and at their death Ki. Hezekiah and John as Hezekia Isa 38.1 2 3. yea may long and pray for Christs second coming as did John and say Even so Come Lord Jesus Rev. 22.20 for such onely are blessed Behold saith Christ I come quickly Blessed is he that keepeth the sayings of the prophesie of this book my reward is with me to give every man as his work shall be Blessed are they that do his commandements that they may have right to the tree of life c. Rev. 22.7 -12 -14. This should excite us so to be doing How should this teach and excite us all ever to be doing that or those things which we desire or could wish that Christ when he comes to us by death or judgement should find us doing Oh what an Euge or well done good servant might we so expect from him who else can from the heart or dares say Come Lord Jesus that is not resolved to keep his sayings and to do his Commandements Nay who when he so saith is not working the works of Christ This would be thought on by all sorts of men according to their callings generall and particular Kings and Magistrates that we according to our several callings may be found of Christ 1. In peace 2 Blameless Ministers Masters and all others in their places that they may be found of him at his coming 1 In peace that is justified and reconciled to him 2 Without spot and blamelesse 2 Pet. 3.11 12 -14. yea so and in such sort blamelesse that God and Christ shall at that day judge us so So as God shall approve of our obedience otherwise doubtlesse some will then be found to justifie and flatter themselves and say as Saul to Samuel I have done the commandement of the Lord 1 Sam. 15.13 or to plead their good and great works Lord have we not prophesied in thy Name and in thy Name done many wonderfull works Matth. 7.22 23. And when saw we thee an hungred or a thirst or a stranger or naked on sick or in prison and did not minister unto thee Matth. 25.44 45 46. To whom God will answer as Samuel to Saul what then meaneth the loud cry of your sins unsorrowed for and unpardoned Depart from me ye workers of iniquity and so whilest the righteous shall go into life eternall these shall go away into everlasting punishment 2 Terrour to the rebellious impenitent and disobedient Ah deer Brethren and you especially to whom by preaching this large Discourse of Conversion hath been addressed Consider what ye have heard and meditate on these things and the Lord in his rich mercy give you understanding in all things And know that God who will not be mocked or dallied withall will require an account of you concerning the things you have heard Now advise and see what answer you will return unto him what accounts you will give unto him when either now in your consciences or at death or the last judgement he most certainly wil call you to give up the same who have not yet begun to do well If yet you have not been so pricked and wounded in conscience by what you have heard or now read as to be made plyable to Gods will and to say what shall we do to your work again Consider the helps you have had to humiliation pray hard and from the heart desire that God would make them effectuall to you or to obey the Gospel But if through your negligence or love to your sins and vain wayes or through self-deceit and flattery you be yet to begin think seriously of your danger lo now you are again warned and lose no more time but to day hear the voyce that hath called you and no longer harden your hearts against his call yeeld your selves in obedience to the Lord. And take heed that Christ will come against them when Christ comes by death or otherwise you be not found in a posture of disobedience and rebellion against him or as the Scripture phrase is walking contrary unto him for so you will finde him to walk contrary to you and that in fury Levit. 26.21 -24 -28. You that now break his hands asunder and cast away his cords from you shall finde him to speak unto you in his wrath as he hath in great love and gentlenesse spoken to you in his word and to vex you in his sone displeasure crush them He shall break you with a rod of iron and dash you in pieces like a potters vessell Psal 2.3 4 5 -9. You that will not now have Christ to reign over you when he returns which to you will be in death and after at the last judgement shall hear him calling you forth after he hath rewarded others and saying But those mine enemies lo how Christ even when he comes to judge the world accounts of such as now are disobedient to his Gospel which would not that I should reign over them bring them hither and slay them before me Luke 19.27 punish them everlastingly Now that slaying is a punishing with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power when the Lord Jesus shall be revealed from heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God and that obey not the Gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ 2 Thess 1.9
prophesie falsely witness the Arminian and Popish doctrine taught by many and the Priests bear rule for whose demerits Princes are left to themselves and are strengthened by their meanes and that the people also love to have it so what will we doe in the end thereof Jer. 5.30 31. What can be expected that good is It is said The anger of the Lord was first kindled against Israel and then he moved or suffered Satan to move King David against Israel to say to Joab though unwilling go number Israel and Judah and all to the end that a plague might come upon Israel 2 Sam. 24.1 Now our people have besides all their other provocations so generally complied with their Priests for so in a more Popish sence they will be called and with their Prophets and strengthned them by their readiness to entertain their opinions superstititions and new Ceremonies and are yet such enemies to Reformation yea and yet so generally senceless of our present sufferings in the true causes thereof that we have just cause to thinke that his Majesty whose Throne ever be guiltlesse is what by the demerit of their ill deeds what by their ill counsell and instigation moved to say go number England and Wales array as many as you can c. and all that the deserved wrath may at length fall upon themselves as the first and chief procurers of these evills and that withall the better affected among them may be further tried humbled approved and prepared for after mercies Yet good hope upon our humiliation and reformation Howsoever our good hope is that upon our more solemn yea and daily humiliations in compunction of heart for our own sins and the sins of the land and times God after some triall will graciously be pleased to crown the pious laborious and constant indeavours of this present Parliament with an happy end both for our selves with a peaceable and blessed conclusion and happy Reformation now to be begun and in due time further to be setled according to his word in our own Churches of great Brittain and Ireland other nations and as our hope is to be followed in his good time also by others in other Countries by degrees and so long till the great stumbling block and main hinderance of the Jewes conversion and calling again in and by the downfall of Rome be removed out of the way and especially the Jewes Now that the Iewes shall be called and again received as from the dead and graffed into their own Olive-tree their sins according to Gods election and love taken away and the vail of their ignorance removed we need not doubt whose calling and conversion we expect See Rom. 11 12.-15-23 24. to 29.2 Cor. 3.14 15 16. And for the occasions and grounds thereof we may more then probably conclude when they shall be pricked in heart upon like grounds that by Gods blessing they shall be the same for effect and in the general which they were by the same grace working effectually to these in this my Text where that old prophesie of Zachary only began to be fulfilled God having on that day of Pentecost in outward and visible signs and otherwise poured upon them the hearers as well as teachers the spirit of grace and supplications And saith the Lord Zach. 19.9 10 11. they shall look upon me whom they have pierced and they shall mourn for him as one mourneth for his only son and shall be in bitternesse for him as one that is in bitterness for his first born Now when was it that these were so pricked in heart and mourned as were these Jewes here in my Text but when they were convicted first of Christs glory and that Jesus the son of Mary being now advanced to glory at the right hand of the Father was made and declared of God to be both Lord and Christ Secondly or withall of their own sin and unworthy carriage towards him whom they were truly charged to have crucified as appeares by the close of Peters Sermon in the words immediatly preceding my Text Acts 2.36 And when shall the body of the scattered Nation of the Jewes mourn and convert to God but when they also shall be convinced namely first of the glory and power of Jesus Christ and withall of their own wicked blasphemies and sins against him so loving a Saviour Vpon conviction and fight 1. Of the glory of Christ 1. Christ to their conviction will at length even here on earth though I will not say by a bodily appearance and residence amongst us shew himself King of his Church and deliver as once the Israelites from Pharaoh and the Ark from the Philistines and himself out of the power of death and the grave so it from the tyranny of Antichrist and from all yokes of superstitious ceremonies and of his power and victory over Antichrist and other enemies spirituall and bodily and tyrannicall government which hath so long and that in part even since the time of Reformation lien upon the necks of his people as also from all licentious doctrines and practises The Kings of the earth and of the world whom those three unclean spirits coming out of the mouth of the Dragon Beast and false Prophet shall gather to the battell of that great day of God Almighty into a place called Armageddon to make war against Christ Rev. 16. or as he is called the word of God King of Kings and Lord of Lords who sits on the white Horse and against his Army Rev. 19.11,12 -18 19. those Kings I say by their ill successe shall at length see and acknowledge as the power of Christ against whom they warred so their own madness in opposing him and his people and how they have been deluded and so not knowing what to do or how to be saved in their own Religion and way shall at length abandon the same embrace the truth and way of Christ and submit to his Scepter Then shall they hate the whore and see the abominations of poperie and so shall Euphrates be dried up that is as a good Author doth interpret the succours Mr. Cotton on the sixt viall supplies and revenues of Rome that the way of the Kings of the East whom the best Interpreters make the Jewes may be prepared Revel 16.12 13 c. for then also by the same successe of the battel in Armageddon shall the Jewes see the mighty power of Christ in rooting out all Idolatry and superstitions and prophanenesse of Professors which have so long kept and hindred them from comming to the knowledge and acknowledgement of their Messias 2. Of their own sin in crucifying and rejecting him 2. Then also upon conviction of their sin against their Messias and King now acknowledged by them there shall be great mourning but in a godly manner as at the mourning of Hadadrimmon upon the death of good King Josiah in the valley of Mageddon unto which this Armageddon may allude Which mourning shall be in compunction such as this in my Text was and with contrition of heart not only because Jesus now acknowledged their Messias and the King of glory was crucified by them but also for them and his blood shed even for them that spilt it Yet their sin in crucifying and rejecting him so long yea of cursing the name the Lord Jesus in their Liturgies praying that it might perish from under these heavens and from above this earth shall be their sorrow also as having so long brought them and their fathers under the curse of Cain Gen. 4.14 and made them no better then fugitives and vagabonds in the earth Thus when the enemies of the Church and that man of sin shall as well by the mouth â—f the sword as by the sword of the mouth be destroyed Rev. 19.21 these Jewes convinced by them both shall mourn and come to true repentance After which Christ shall reign in the purity and power of his Ordinances here on earth and in due time after make his appearance as a glorious King and judge of quick and dead and come to wipe all teares from the eyes of true mourners according to his gracious promise Joh. 14.3 I will come again and receive you unto my self that where I am there may yee be also Rev. 22.20 Surely I come quickly Amen Even so Come Lord Jesus Dantzick October 30. 1642. 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shall despair of fastening any nailes in you by the hammer of the word by which ye may be surely nailed sewed and fastened to Jesus Christ a sensuall heart is a senselesse heart like that of Nabals whose drunken heart 1 Sam. 25.37 though merry within him died and he became as a stone CHAP. XIIII SECT 3. Where three more lets removed which are great sins lesser sins custome in sinning 2 Great and hâ—inous sinnes 2 SEcondly and more brieflly take heed of great sins such as lay wast and dead the conscience As the body is subject to two kinds of diseases and maimes some that affect and afflict sense some that deprive of sense as violent blows so is the soul also As then a prick will make a man start but a heavy blow will dazzle and stond or astonish him which astonish and make us unsensible of lesser sins so some lesser sinnes will be felt when greater shall not at least not so soon or easily as we see in David who no sooner had received the muster of the people whom in pride he would needs have to be numbred but his heart did smite him and he was pricked and wounded in conscience but in the case of Bathsheba but especially of Vriah he lay long dead and senselesse till after many months Nathan being sent of God brought life at least sense into him again Watch then and pray with David Keep back thy servant from presumptuous sins let them not have dominion over mee so shalt thou be innocent from the great transgression Psal 19.13 If a man once by some great blow be stonded he is not easily sensible of smaller hurts or prickings so for one that is cast into a deep or dead sleep or being the divels vassal is marked by him by his sucking life and sense out of him or casting him into a trance c. Give once way to grosse impiety to wilfull profannesse or obstinate contempt of God his word and ministers and never look that lesser sins shall any why annoy or trouble thy conscience of which thou wilt never make bones as we say or scruple the soul so becomes desperate and carelesse hardened and past feeling to work all uncleannesse with greedinesse this is when men once give themselves over unto lasciviousnesse Ephes 4.19 or to any other like grosse sin The heart is so full of corruption and filthy matter as it is not sensible grieved or pained when otherwise it is pierced and met withall by the word and threatenings yea curses woundings and hewings of the Law and Prophets of God 3 Lesser sins against conscience 3 Yet neglect not small sins as they may be accounted or beginnings to give way wittingly and against conscience to the least sin leads the way to hardnesse of heart to senselesnesse and stupidity of conscience Tendernesse of conscience would be preserved The heart commonly of young men especially if wel educated 2 Chro. 34.27 as we see in King Josiah is tender and startles at the least sin and thought of Gods judgements is soon pierced and troubled the least sin will trouble it and make it tremble which being given way unto make way for hardnesse of heart but if once least way be given to such small sins or to beginnings especially against knowledge or that a man begins once to detain the truth in unrighteousnesse to quench the spirit and to quell checks of conscience the heart by degrees grows hard and senselesse and at length can swallow and without any great trouble digest even greater and grosser evils without all sense of sin or fear of wrath One well compares it thus The heart at first being tender will endure nothing but the least sin will trouble it as water when it begins to freeze will not endure any thing no not so much as the weight of a pin upon it but after a while will bear the weight of a laden cart against which we must watch Let young men especially make use of this yea let all men take heed of giving way to the least sins against conscience Sin at first to a conscience not enured thereunto may seem intolerable and unsupportable but unlesse the heart watch well over it self and maintain its life tendernesse and sensiblenesse or if once it begin to favour it self and wittingly give way to the least beginnings of sin lest we become at length senseless as in examples it shall be given over by degrees to senselesnesse and searednesse of conscience yea to delight in desire defend and plead for it as in King Hazaâ—l first abominating that cruelty which he after practised and in Alipius Saint Austine's friend first abhorring the bloudy spectacles of the gladiatory combatants but giving himself leave by the importunity of friends to be but present though at first he winked and would not open his eys to behold the same yet at length not onely beheld them and that with delight but drew others to behold that which at first himself loathed Thus the soul by steps descends to hell when men shew not themselves from first to last sensible of sin Bernard makes the steps to be seven Seven steps to hell whereby sin seems 1 Insupportable a burthen not to be born 2 afterwards onely Heavie 3 Light 4 Insensible 5 Delightfull 6 Desirable 7 Defensible or pleaded for and justified If ever then thou wouldst be truely sensible of and sorrowfull for sin It s not to dally with suggestions first thoughts of sin take heed and watch against the first suggestions and occasions of sin and that especially by the government of the senses as two things especially undid David Otium Oculus his ease and his eye so against Cogitation or of tossing any sinful objects in thy thoughts or of dallying with them These are the divels baits at which wee must not nioble and his harbingers which if kindly entertained he is invited to come with his legions and so thou art intangled with delight and drawn on to consent resolution practice yea custome and so to senselesnesse defence and boasting as Isa 3.9 Jer. 6.15 Psal 52.1 And thus sin like a serpent whilest â—tstings benums us and casts us into a deadly sleep and lethargie of which we die 4 Custome of stnning ab assuetis non fit passio 4. Specially beware of Custome of sinning It s an old and experienced saying Custome of sinning takes away all sense of sin neither are we much moved with such things as wee are much used to use and custome makes men sleep quietly by the falls of great waters and where much noise is and not to be afraid of that which at first was terrible as in Nottingham-shire upon the murther of a woman Which bereaves of sense of sin buried and hid under a tree in a wood a voyce was heard in that place of one hollowing and whooping at which all were afraid and passengers left that way but
Saviour Mat. 18.6 Who so shall offend one of these little ones which beleeve in me it were better for him that a milstone were hanged about his neck and that he were drowned in the depth of the Sea CHAP. XXII An Exhortation to men of all sorts to get this mournfull disposition of soul for sin LAstly A Second use of exhortation to all that we labour after a sorrowfull disposition of soul for sin in our selves as a thing 1. Necessary 2. Seasonable and befitting 1. The times 2. The persons 1. Of Kings and great ones 2 Chron. 37.27 Why to conclude all Be we again exhorted all of us to be so far from condemning this mournful disposition in others that we rather conceive it needfull and necessary for our selves seeing mourn we must for sin either here savingly if we willingly undertake it and frame our hearts to it or hereafter eternally and hellishly as hath been said And it is a disposition not only such as befits the times it being the time of Jacobs trouble and of the Churches miseries in many parts of the world but all sorts and conditions of men and women 1. Kings and great ones who are tenderly brought up may seem if any most of all exempt yet behold David a King watering his couch with his teares King Hezekiah turning to the wall and weeping but above all King Josiah humbling himself rending his clothes and weeping before the Lord Why Though to other men they be as gods yet to God whom by their sin they offend they are but men and it is the great God they are to deal withall and who will deal with them as well as with others seeing he is no respecter of persons It s no shame but the honour of the best and greatest on earth to humble and abase themselves before the great and dreadfull God Who should not be ashamed to humble themselves But I am sure it shall be pride and matter of shame in meaner men not to do it when such great and godly Kings as have been named have not been ashamed so to do 2. Rich men if they be as yet unhumbled are called on to weep and howl 2. Rich men their danger being so great and their salvation so difficult by being told what else in the end will befall them Jam. 5.1 2 c. 3. And poor men should strive to be also poor in spirit 3. Poor men their outward poverty and wants inviting them thereunto as we see in the Prodigall whose poverty and wants though deeper matters be implied humbled him and sent him home unto God his Father 4. Young men should begin betimes 4. Young men and so by godly sorrow prepare themselves to do God long and cheerfull service they should make use of and maintain that naturall tenderness which is in them least by time and continuance in sin they grow more sencelesse and hard-hearted 5. And older men though perhaps lesse disposed to weep 5. Old men yet have the greater cause by reason of their long continuance in sin and as being in all probability nearer either heaven or if they have not formerly mourned hell and the everlasting torments thereof which cannot otherwise be prevented but by timely sorrow here on earth 6. Nay it concerns us all generally whatsoever our relations are on earth 6. All generally whether considered 1. As men Jam. 4.9.10 who by St. James are called on to be afflicted and mourn and weep Let your laughter your carnall rejoycing saith he be turned to mourning let it be the matter of your sorrow that you have so carnally rejoyced and your joy to heaviness Humble your selves under the mighty hand of God c. It becomes us all thus to do Are we men since sin came into the world the world it self is but a vale of teares whose condition is to be here on earth as in a vale of misery a house of mourning and mortality and surely mad mirth and laughter doth not become it or us being as men banished into a strange land from heaven the place of joy But are we Christians are we members of Christ 2. As Christians that we may Phil. 3.10 be conformable to Christ Then weeping and mourning will well become and befit us that we may be conformable to him our Head in his death and sufferings here as we hope be like him in glory hereafter 2 Tim. 2.11 12. This is a faithfull saying If we be dead with him we shall also live with him If we suffer with him we shall also raign with him saith the Apostle and suffer with him Matth. 26.37 38. Now his sufferings were for our sins when his soul was exceeding sorrowfull even to the death and he offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and teares Heb. 5.7 Now though his sorrows and sufferings being alone satisfactory were to ease and free us from everlasting sorrows yet sorrow we must not by way of satisfaction but of sympathie not by way of satisfaction but of sympathy and so far only as by tasting the bitterness of our own sin we may not only so far suffer with him but feel and expresse the more joy and thankfulnesse to him who drunke the very dregs of that cup of trembling and of wrath which we should have been made to swallow down as shall the damned who now by not sorrowing in time lose the benefit of Christs death and sufferings but whereof we who are now touched and pricked in heart for our sins do only sip and taste a little Moe lets of godly sorrow with their remedies barely named You have heard of Le ts to this godly sorrow which I endeavoured to remove and to which I do refer some moe might here be added such as are from the suggestions of Satan telling us such an austere course is a needless strictness from distractions occasioned by other men and other businesses from our selves and from that naturall indisposition unto duties of this nature and from a love of pleasures and lothnesse to bid vain pleasures adieu unto all which must be opposed watchfulnesse prayer good consideration of the straitnesse of the way and gate of life and the necessity of the duty The sweet content and true pleasure which is in these waies of God when sensuall men can find no pleasure no not in things otherwise necessary naturall and lawfull unlesse there be sin in them and some tang of the forbidden fruit and leaven of corruption Whereas there is no such pleasure as to overcome pleasure no such delight in the acting of sin as pleasure in resisting the temptation thereunto c. But we may seem to have said enough already of such things Conclusion exhorting to get soft hearts Therefore let us as we love our soules shew care to make good use of the things we have heard and known aboue all things labouring in the use of the meanes abovesaid to get