upright and just man Job 1. 1. Or another Ionathan 1 Sam. 23. 16 17. Or Eliâ—zer Gen. 15. 2. who could rejoice in others welfare by whom themselves were deprived of great honour and reveâ—ues Or one that does unto all others as he would have others do unto him Matth. 7. 12. CHAP. II. 1. THis Christian indeed this true Beleever is one that God of his free grace and good pleasure hath chosen and elected to eternall life before the foundation of the world and whom Christ hath redeemed with his prâ—cious bloud 2. He is effectually called and become a new Creature by regeneration being both begotten and born anew of God by the immortall sâ—ed of the Word and the Spirits powerfull working with it And without this new birth there is no being saved as our Saviour himself affirms Iohn 3. 5. 3. He is industrious after the means of grace loves to hear Christs voice and delights in it as finding a sweet rellish therein is able to know when Christ speaketh and when the tempter he receives the Word not as the word of men but as it is indeed the Word of God with all readinesse for he resists not as the wicked do but obeys Christs call which worketh in him mightily for he findes it by experience quick and powerfull and sharper then any two edged sword piercing even to the dividing asunder of the soul and spirit and of the joynts and marrow and to the discerning of the very thoughts and the most secret intents of the heart 4. His heart is circumcised or rather God takes away the stony heart out of his flesh and gives him a new heart in which he writes his Law and puts a new spirit into him â—vâ—n his own Spirit causing him to walk in his statutes and keep his ordinances so as to do them 5. God sheds his love abroad in his heart by the holy Ghost who witnesseth to his conscience that he is become the childe of God whereby he hath union and communion with Christ partakes of the divine nature and becomes like God in holinesse 6. He is brought out of darknesse into marvellous light hath his eyes opened to see the wonders of Gods Law and that vail or curtain which before was dâ—awn over his heart 2 Cor. 3. 15 16. taken away and is turned from the power of Satan unto God 7. He is ashamed of his former conversation bewailes and mourns bitterly 〈◊〉 sins actuall and originall of omission and commission secâ—et as 〈◊〉 known lesser as well as greater yea as well for the evil which cleaves to his best works as for his evil works being more grieved for offending so good a God then for that it doth or might bring him shame or punishment in this life or in hâ—ll 8. He now findes that the Law is spirituall binding the heart as well as the hands to which holy and just rule he brings all his thoughts words and actions and so sees himself out of measure sinfull as being guilty of all manner of concupiscence having broken every one of those righteous precepts Exodus 20. more times and waies then he hath haires on his head not bâ—ing able of himself to think a good thought for that all the powers of his soul and members of his body are whoâ—ly and originally corrupted 9. He sees himself as guilty of Adams sinne being in his loyns as any Heir is liable to his Fathers debt and esteems it the Mother and Nurse of all finding it like the great wheel in a clock that sets all the wheels on moving while it seems to move slowest and therefore hates and bewails it as the most foul hatefull secret deceitfull and powerfull evil CHAP. III. 1. VVHereupon finding himself in a lost condition and confessing that he hath deserved all the plagues of this life and of that which is to come and groaning under the burthen of sinne utterly dispairing of all help in himself he is solicitously carefull in the use of the means to attain faith in the promise of Gods merey made in Christ finding no rest untill he get some assurance vehemently hungring and thirsting after and earnestly praying for the pardon of sinne waiting on the Lord with patience 2. He humbly unfainedly and freely confesseth all his sins so far â—s he is able with the severall circumstances which aggravate the same to his own shame and Gods glory 3. He will take a holy revenge on himself even to the denying of his own reason and affections his credit carnall friends profits pleasures and whatever else might hinder and by restoring goods or monies evil gotten though it were long since and when he was a servant in case he be able 4. He unfainedly desires to forsake all sinne as being in some measure dead to it Christ by his Spirit having freed him from the power and dominion thereof and in part abolished it at least he so parts from all iniquity and hates every false way that no one sinne doth raigne in him for when he doth commit any evil it is full sore against his will as being led captive to it by the strength of Satans temptations and his own corruptions for he never commits it freely and willingly and with full consent he allowes not of the evil he does no he will not premeditately and in times not utterly deserted do the least evil that the greatest good may come of it neither is there any sinne he knows by himself were it formerly never so pleasing to him but he desires as heartily that he might never commit it as that God should never impute it He likewise haâ—es sinne throughly and universally and therefore is throughly grieved for the abominations that are done by others to the dishonour of God and slander of religion or the ruin of mens souls 5. Nor does he only abhor and depart from evil but he cleaves unto that which is good he is not only dead to and made free from sin but as he hath once been the servant of sin so he becomes the servant of righteousnesse and as he hath been instrumentall to Satan so he will now be as active to serve Christ and be as fruitfull in good works as he haâ—h foâ—merly been in evil works 6. He is conformed to the Image of Christ and is led by the Spirit walks in newnesse of life lives holily justly and unblameably for now he walks not after the flesh but after the Spirit and brings forth the fruits of the Spirit mentioned Gal. 5. 22. so that he is changed and renewed in every part power and faculty his understanding is enlightned his minde renewed his will changed his affections sanctified c. and he who thinks he beleeves and findes not a paâ—pable change in his judgement affections and actions does but deceive himself CHAP. IV. 1. HE goes often and upon all occasions unto God in prayer in which lies all his strength yet not as his but as it is the intercession of Gods own
favour with God so that he can truly apply Christ and all his benefits and promises unto his own soul trusting in him and casting himself only upon him for pardon and salvation 4. He hath a sweet and sanctified peace in his conscience arising from the assured forgivenâ—sse of his sins a sound and strong joy in the Lord and in his Word through beleeving not seldom the holy Ghost inwardly setting to Gods privy seal by sudden refreshings falling like the dew upon his heart and establishing his soul before the Lord especially after holy duties yea his hope as being built upon Gods word and promises fills him with such joy unspeakable that is makes him rejoyce even in tribulation 5. He sometimes loseth the efficacie feeling and comfort of faith but the seed and habit of faith alwaies remaineth He is often and grievously assaulted with fears and doubtings but in the issue he alwaies gets the conquest and is the more asâ—ured for having been so much assaulted and does so much the more strive to make his calling and election sure and to be assured of future happinessâ— after this his earthly pilgrimage 6. Or if he have but a weak faith yet it is sound against which the very gates of hell shall never prevail for he never utterly falls away from the grace of God but perseveres in the truth and in well doing to the end and therein finds also a blessed thriving and gracious progresse in true holinesse 7. He is perfectly justified by the bloud of Christ freed from the rigour of the Law and in some good measure from the spirit of bondage is often in combate between the flesh and the spirit but the spirit in the end ever gets the upper hand CHAP. VI 1. ANd as he beleeves in his heart so he is not ashamed of the crosse of Christ but will professe the truth boldly in all estates and in times of suffering and publish what Christ hath done for his soul to Gods glory and the comfort of others yea if called to it he will God assisting him lay down his life for Christ and the Gospel and rejoyce also that he is counted worthy 2. Neither is he high-minded but more fears the want of grace then confides in what he hath for he works out his salvation with fear and trembling and trusts not in the least to his own strength but is ever jealous and suspitious lest his heart should deceive him but he resolves by Gods grace not to use any unlawfull means nor yeeld to any thing against the truth for the avoiding of what he fears be it burning at a stake as knowing and being fully perswaded that all things shall work together for the best unto him And indeed the fear of God which is his continuall guardian keeps him in some measure from the fear of death and terrour of the world for he fears not them that can only kill the body in any degree like him that after he hath killed can cast both body and soul into hell Nor does he grutch to losâ— a temporall life when in lieu thereof he shall obtain an eternall Crown of glory 3. He is wonderfully inflamed with the love and estimation of God and of Christ especially upon the retâ—rn of his prayers or the obtaining of some mercy the which he shews by his hating of evil and by his constant obedience and the delight he hath in keeping of God Commandements and by his willingnesse to be at cost or suffer for him Neither is he so in love with the world or any thing in it as that it shall diminish his love to God yea he so loves and longs for Christs appearing that he may be united to him and enjoy his presence that his daily prayer is Come Lord Jesus come quickly 4. Again He intirely loves and highly esteems Gods people not out of any carnall or selâ— ends but for their graces the truths sake and because they are born of God more loving and honoâ—ring the poor that wâ—lk uprightly then they that pervert their wayes though they be rich and loving them best that serve God most He is prone to justifie them and speak in their defence when he hears them reviled slandered or contemned by wicked and ungodly men though he incur their displeasure by it 5. He does not estrange himself from the people of God in their misery but is ready to minister unto them when they stand in need and use any means for their relief He will solicit great ones in their behalf and in Christs cause though he indanger himself thereby and can be as earnest a suitor at the throne of Grace for others that are in distresse as for himself even thirsting and studying how he may do them most good as participating and being touched with compassion and having a fellow-feeling both of the misery and felicity of others as one member hath of another especially of the Churches as a member hath of the whole body Neither can he rejoyce in his own peace and welfare while the Church and people of God are in distresse whose welfare he prefers before his own 6. He delights in the Saints company above all others as finding an heavenly sweetnesse in their conference and society where every ones words do savour of grace and wisedom and when in every company he shall either do good or receive good 7. And as he loves and delights in holy company so he loathes evil company neither will he have any fellowship with the workers of iniquity or be in league with the wicked as Swearers Drunkards Whoremongers Scoffers c. but avoid all needlesse society with them 8. He rejoyceth when the righteous are exalted and grieves when the wickâ—d bear rule He is no enemy to reformation but earnestly desires the same and furthers it all he can CHAP. VII 1. HE makâ—s conscience of sanctifying the Sabbath and sees that all under him do the same He will not give liberty to his servants â—pon the Lords day to do what they list 2. He reforms his family and sâ—ts up Gods Worship therein perâ—orming the duties of Prayer reading repeating c. and instructing his children and servants 3. He is zealous to admonish reclaim and reduce such as go astray and to save those among whom he lives out of duty and thankfulnesâ—e to God and his Redeemer and out of love to them 4. He is haâ—ed of the world for goodnesse and suffers some way for Christ at least he is evil spoken of for well doing and rejoyceth therein or in whatsoever he suffers well considering that all his sufferings in this life are not worthy that glory â—e shall enjoy in the next 5. His graces and goodnesse gains him more enemies and breeds him more danger then vice and wickednesse does another man but he is more pleased then displeased at it for he knows by the worlds hating of him that he is not of the world but that Christ hath chosen him out of
well troubled for original guilt for sins of omission for the evil which cleaves to thy best works and for thy very thoughts as for thy actual and manifest evil deeds if thou hast made vowes and promised amendment when the rod was on thy bacâ— but never cared to perform the same when thou wert released if thou art not industrious after the means of grace if thou lovest not to hear Christ voyce if thou findest not the Word more quick and powerfull and sweet and efficacious then any other writings if it and the Spirit going along with it hath not brought thee out of darknesse into marvellous light in comparison of thy former darknesse if thou art ignorant of the principles of Religion in the midst of so much light and means and canst not yeeld a reason of the hope that is in thee if thou dost not find a manifest change in thy judgment affections and actions from what they were by nature if the old man hath not changed with the new man worldly wisdome with heavenly wisdom carnal love for spiritual love servile fear for Christian and filial fear idle thoughts for holy thoughts vain words for holy and wholsome words fleshly works for works of righteousnesse c. as if thou wert cast into a new mould even hating what thou formerly lovedst and loving what thou formerly hatedst if thou art not ashamed of thy former conversation if thou hast not been often and grievously assaulted with fears and doubtings and often in combate between the flesh and the Spirit the Spirit getting the better if thou dost not more fear the want of grace then confide in what thou hast if thou are not jealous lest thy heart should deceive thee yea if thou art not hated of the world and evil spoken of for well doing thou art the Devils servant and not as yet one of that small number whom Christ hath chosen out of the world to believe in his name for these or any one of these signs sufficiently brand thee for a wicked man CHAP. XXV 1. BUt least any weak Christian should think himself unsound and so none of Christs because he falls short of this description of a true Believer and finds wanting in himself perhaps many of the former signs or evidences herein set forth or should be discouraged by reason of his many and great failings together with the weaknesse of his faith and love as for the most part the true Christian is as â—earful to entertain a good opinion of himself as the false is unwilling to be driven from it let such an one take special notice in the first place that there are three sorts of true and sound Christians as the Apostle Saint Iohn makes the distinction 1 Ioh. 2. 12 13. the first sort are babes in Christ viz. such as are new born or but weakly qualified with the graces of Gods Spirit A second are strong men as having the gifts of the Spirit lively and in power The third are Fathers such as have had long experience in the powerful practice of Christianity and been long exercised in all kinds of well doing This done 2. Secondly let him know That as God requires no other obedience in the best then Evangelical so he looks not for the same measure and degree of grace from Bubes and strong men or from strong men and Fathers for God accepteth of every man according to the grace he hath received be it more or lesse 2 Cor. 8. 12. as is manifest by that Parable of the Talents Matth. 25. 20. â—o 24. yea what Father or Master will not from his young and newly weaned Child or sick and weak servant accept of the will for the deed and shall not God much morâ— who is both the Father of mercies and the Authour of mercy and compassion in others Yes undoubtedly as let it be granted that thy knowledge is still small thy faith weak thy charity cold thy heart dull and hard thy good works few and imperfect and all thy zealous resolutions easily hindered and quite overthrown with every small temptation yet God that worketh in us both the will and the work will accept the will for the work and that which is wanting in us Christ will supply with his own righteousnesse he respecteth not what we can do so much as what we would do and that which we would perform and cannot he esteemeth it as though it were performed thus he taketh an heart desirous to repent and believe for a penitent and believing heart whereas take away the will and all acts in Gods sight are equal Well might I doubt of my salvation sayes Bradford feeling the weaknesse of my faith love hope c. if these were the causeâ— of my salvation but there is no other cause of it or of Gods mercy but his mercy Again 3. Thirdly you are to observe that as Nature so Grace rises by many degrees to perfection we grow in grace and saving knowledge as a child does in statuâ—e and understanding untill we attain to glory which is grace perfected yea grace in its growth is but like the change of a mans hair from black to grey or the growth of a Tree which is not accomplisht in a moneth or a year but in many yeares we not perceiving how 4. Fourthly consider also that the best have their failâ—ngs as had Abraham Iacoh David Peter c. you have heard of the patience of Ioh saith Saint Iames and have we not heard also of his fits of impatiency Yes but it pleased God mercifully to over-look that and so of Asah who had divers and those no small faults yet with one breath doth God report both these the high places were not removed and neverthelesse Asahs heart was perfect so our failings be not wilful though they be many and great yet they cannot hinder our interest in the promises of God an honest and sincere heart bears out many errours in the eye of mercy God will not see weaknesses where he sees truth yea if we hate our corruptions and strive against them they shall not be counted ours It is not I saith Paul but the sin that dwelleth in me Rom. 7. 20. And indeed were it not so what would become of us for the work of grace though it doth not suffer Christians to live as they list yet it doth not inable them to live as they would it is not so broad as to allow of corruption nor so narrow but it will permit of corruption 5. But fifthly least the former considerations should not serve answer me ingeniously to these questions Dost thou not find that the Word and Spirit hath wrought an apparant change in thy judgment affections and actions to what they were formerly Is not Christ thy greatest joy sin thy greatest sorrow and grace the prime object of thy desires Art thou not careful in the use of the means to attain faith in the promise of Gods mercy made in Christ Dost thou not love God and