nature of this conviction of sin which you say you have Is it not made up of these two ingredients 1. A general notion that you are sinners as all men also are 2. Particular troublesome reflections upon your selves when on any eruption of sin Conscience accuses rebukes condemns You will say yes what would you require more This is not the Conviction we are enquiring after That is a work of the Spirit by the Word this you speak of a meer Natural work which you can no more be without than you can cease to be men This will give no Assistance unto the receiving of forgiveness But it may be you will say you have proceeded farther than so and these things have had an improvement in you Let us then a little try whether your process have been according to the mind of God And so whether this invincible barr in your way be removed or no. For although every convinced person do not believe forgiveness yet no one who is not convinced doth so Have you then been made sensible of your condition by Nature what it is to be alienated from the life of God and to be obnoxious to his wrath Have you been convinced of the Universal Enmity that is in your hearts to the mind of God and what it is to be at Enmity against God Hath the unspeakable multitude of the sins of your lives been set in order by the Law before you And have you considered what it is for sinners such sinners as you are to have to deal with a Righteous and a holy God Hath the Holy Ghost wrought a serious Recognition in your hearts of all these things and caused them to abide with you and upon you If you will answer truly you must say many of you that indeed you have not been so exercised You have heard of these things many times but to say that you have gone through with this work and have had Experience of them that you cannot do Then I say you are strangers to forgiveness because you are strangers unto sin But and if you shall say that you have had thoughts to this purpose and are perswaded that you have been throughly convinced of sin I shall yet ask you one Question more what Effects hath your Conviction produced in your hearts and lives Have you been filled with perplexities and consternation of Spirit thereupon Have you had fears dreads or terrors to wrestle withall It may be you will say No Nor will I insist upon that enquiry but this I deal with you in Hath it filled you with self-loathing and Abhorrency with self-condemnation and abasement If it will do any thing this it will do If you come short here it is justly to be feared that all your other pretences are of no value Now where there is no work of conviction there is no faith of forgiveness whatever is pretended And how many vain boasters this sword will cut off is evident 7. We have yet a greater evidence than all these Men live in sin and therefore they do not believe forgiveness of sin Faith in general purifies the heart Acts 15. 19. Our souls are purified in obeying the Truth 1 Pet. 1. 22. and the life is made fruitful by it James 2. 22. Faith worketh by works and makes it self perfect by them And the Doctrine concerning forgiveness hath a special influence into all Holiness Tit. 2. 11 12. The Grace of God which bringeth salvation teacheth us to deny all unrighteousness and worldly lusts to live soberly righteously and godly in this present world And that is the Grace whereof we speak No man can then believe forgiveness of sin without a detestation and relinquishment of it The ground of this might be farther manifested and the way of the Efficacy of faith of forgiveness unto a forsaking of sin if need were But all that own the Gospel must acknowledge this principle The real belief of the Pardon of sin is prevalent with men not to live longer in sin But now what are the greatest number of those who pretend to receive this Truth Are their hearts purified by it Are their consciences purged Are their lives changed Do they deny all ungodliness and worldly lusts Doth forgiveness teach them so to do Have they found it effectual to these purposes Whence is it then that there is such a bleating and bellowing to the contrary amongst them Some of you are Drunkards some of you Swearers some of you unclean persons some of you lyars some of you worldly some of you haters of all the wayes of Christ and all his concernments upon the Earth proud covetous boasters self-seekers envious wrathful backbiters malitious praters slanderers and the like And shall we think that such as these believe forgiveness of sin God forbid Again Some of you are dark ignorant blind utterly unacquainted with the mysterie of the Gospel nor do at all make it your business to enquire into it Either you hear it not at all or negligently slothfully customarily to no purpose Let not such persons deceive their own souls to live in sin and yet to believe the forgiveness of sin is utterly impossible Christ will not be a Minister of sin nor give his Gospel to be a Doctrine of licentiousness for your sakes Nor shall you be forgiven that you may be delivered to do more Abominations God forbid If any shall say that they thank God they are no such Publicans as those mentioned they are no drunkards no swearers no unclean persons nor the like so that they are not concerned in this consideration Their lives and their duties give another account of them then yet consider further That the Pharisees were all that you say of your selves and yet the greatest despisers of forgiveness that ever were in the world and that because they hated the light on this account that their deeds were evil And for your duties you mention what I pray is the root and spring of them are they influenced from this Faith of forgiveness you boast of or no May it not be feared that it is utterly otherwise you do not perform them because you love the Gospel but because you fear the Law If the truth were known I doubt it would appear that you get nothing by your believing of pardon but an encouragement unto sin Your Goodness such as it is springs from another root It may be also that you ward your selves by it against the strokes of Conscience or the guilt of particular sins this is as bad as the other It is as good be encouraged unto sin to commit it as be encouraged under sin so as to be kept from humiliation for it None under Heaven are more remote from the belief of Grace and Pardon than such persons are All their Righteousness is from the Law and their Sin in a great measure from the Gospel 8. They that believe forgiveness in a due manner believe it for the Ends and Purposes for which it is revealed of God
of us This is that which gives life unto our duties without which the best of our works are but dead works and renders them acceptable unto the Living God It is not my business at large to pursue and declare these things I only mention them that persons who are kept back from a participation of the Consolation tendred from the forgiveness that is with God because they cannot comfortably conclude that they are born again as knowing that it is unto such persons alone unto whom these Consolations do truly and really belong may know how to make a right judgement of themselves Let such persons then not fluctuate up and down in Generals and Uncertainties with heartless complaints which is the ruine of the peace of their souls but let them really put things to the trial by the examination of the Causes and Effects of the work they enquire after It is by the use of such means whereby God will be pleased to give them all the Assurance and Establishment concerning their State and Condition which is needfull for them and which may give them incouragement in their course of obedience But supposing all that hath been spoken what if a man by the utmost search and enquiry that he is able to make cannot attain any satisfactory perswasion that indeed this great work of Gods Grace hath passed upon his soul is this a sufficient ground to keep him off from accepting of supportment and consolation from this Truth that there is forgiveness with God which is the design of the Objection laid down before I say therefore further that 1. Regeneration doth not in Order of time precede the souls interest in the forgiveness that is with God or its being made partaker of the pardon of sin I say no more but that it doth not precede it in order of time not determining which hath precedency in order of nature That I confess which the method of the Gospel leads unto is that Absolution Acquitment or the pardon of sin is the foundation of the communication of all saving Grace unto the soul and so precedeth all Grace in the sinner whatever But because this Absolution or pardon of sin is to be received by faith whereby the soul is really made partaker of it and all the benefits belonging thereunto and that faith also is the radical grace which we receive in our Regeneration for it is by faith that our hearts are purified as an Instrument in the hand of the great purifier the Spirit of God I place these two together and shall not dispute as to their priority in nature but in time the one doth not precede the other 2. It is hence evident that an Assurance of being Regenerate is no way previously necessary unto the believing of an interest in forgiveness so that although a man have not the former it is or may be his duty to endeavour the latter When convinced persons cryed out What shall we do to be saved the answer was believe and you shall be so Believe in Christ and in the remission of sin by his blood is the first thing that convinced sinners are called unto They are not directed first to secure their souls that they are born again and then afterwards to believe But they are first to believe that the Remission of sin is tendred unto them in the blood of Christ and that by him they may be justified from all things from which they could not be justified by the Law Nor upon this proposition is it the duty of men to question whether they have faith or no but actually to believe And faith in its operation will evidence it self See Acts 13. 38 39. Suppose then that you do not know that you are Regenerate that you are born of God that you have no prevailing refreshing constant evidence or perswasion thereof should this hinder you should this discourage you from believing forgiveness from closing with the promises and thereby obtaining in your selves an interest in that forgiveness that is with God Not at all Nay this ought exceedingly to excite and stir you up unto your duty herein For 1. Suppose that it is otherwise that indeed you are yet in the state of sin and are only brought under the power of Light and Conviction this is the way for a translation into an estate of spiritual life and Grace If you will forbear the acting of faith upon and for forgiveness until you are Regenerate you may and probably you will come short both of Forgiveness and Regeneration also Here lay your foundation and then your building will go on This will open the door unto you and give you an entrance into the Kingdom of God Christ is the door do not think to climb up over the wall enter by him or you will be kept out 2. Suppose that you are born again but yet know it not as is the condition of many This is a way whereby you may receive an evidence thereof It is good embracing of all signs tokens and pledges of our spiritual condition and it is so to improve them But the best course is to follow the genuine natural actings of faith which will lead us into the most setled apprehensions concerning our Relation unto God and acceptance with him Believe first the forgiveness of sin as the effect of meer grace and mercy in Christ. Let the faith hereof be nourished and strengthened in your souls This will insensibly influence your hearts into a comforting Gospel perswasion of your state and condition towards God which will be accompanied with assured rest and peace To winde up this discourse remember that that which hath been spoken with reference unto the state of Regeneration in General may be applyed unto every particular objection or cause of fear or discouragement that may be reduced to that head Such are all Objections that arise from particular sins from Aggravations of sin by their greatness or circumstances or relapses into them The way that the consideration of these things prevail upon the mind unto fears is by begetting an apprehension in men that they are not Regenerate for if they were they suppose they could not be so overtaken or entangled The Rules therefore laid down are suited to the streights of the souls of sinners in all such particular cases Lastly There was somewhat in particular added in the close of the Objection which although it be not directly in our way nor of any great importance in it self yet having been mentioned it is not unmeet to remove it out of the way that it may not leave intanglement upon the minds of any Now this is that some know not nor can give an account of the Time of their conversion unto God and therefore cannot be satisfied that the saving work of his grace hath passed upon them This is usually and ordinarily spoken unto And I shall therefore briefly give an account concerning it 1. It hath been shewed that in this matter there are many things whereon
way of God we shall not be overtaken with it Consider the Lord Christ saith the Apostle the Captain of your salvation lest you be wearied and faint in your minds Heb. 12. 3. Nothing else can cause you to come short of the mark aimed at And they saith the Prophet who wait on the Lord that is in the use of the means by him appointed shall not faint Isa. 40. 11. This continuance then in waiting is to accompany this duty upon the account of both the things mentioned in the Proposition that it is indispensibly necessary on our own account and it is assuredly prevailing in the end it will not fail 1. It is necessary They that watch for the morning to whose frame and actings the waiting of the soul for God is compared give not over until the Light doth appear or if they do if they are wearied and faint and so cease watching all their former pains will be lost and they will lye down in disappointments So will it be with the soul that deserts its watch and faints in its waiting If upon the eruption of new lusts or corruptions if upon the return of old temptations or the Assaults of new ones if upon a revived perplexing sense of guilt or on the tediousness of working and labouring so much and so long in the dark the soul begins to say in it self I have looked for light and behold darkness for peace and yet trouble cometh the Summer is past the Harvest is ended and I am not relieved such and such blessed means have been enjoyed and yet I have not attained rest and so gives over its waiting in the way and course before prescribed it will at length utterly fail and come short of the Grace aimed at Thou hast laboured and hast not fainted brings in the reward Rev. 2. 3. 2. Perseverance in waiting is assuredly prevalent and this renders it a necessary part of the duty it self If we continue to wait for the vision of peace it will come it will not tarry but answer our expectation of it Never soul miscarried that abode in this duty unto the end The Joyes of Heaven may sometimes prevent consolations in this life God sometimes gives in the full Harvest without sending of the first fruits aforehand But Spiritual or Eternal peace and Rest is the infallible End of permanent waiting for God This is the Duty that the Psalmist declares himself to be ingaged in upon the incouraging discovery which was made unto him of forgiveness in God There is forgiveness with thee that thou maist be feared I wait for the Lord my soul doth wait and in his word do I hope And this is that which in the like condition is required of us This is the great direction which was given us in the Example and practice of the Psalmist as to our Duty and deportment in the condition described This was the Way whereby he rose out of his depths and escaped out of his entanglements Is this then the state of any of us let such take directions from hence 1. Encourage your souls unto waiting on God Do new fears arise do old disconsolations continue say unto your souls yet wait on God why are you cast down O our souls and why are you disquieted within us hope in God for we shall yet praise him who is the health of our countenance and our God as the Psalmist doth in the like case Psal. 43. 5. so he speaks elsewhere wait on God and be of good courage shake of sloth rouse up your selves from under despondencies let not fears prevail This is the only way for success and it will assuredly be prevalent Oppose this Resolution to every discouragement and it will give new life to faith and hope say my flesh faileth and my heart faileth but God is the rock of my heart and my portion for ever as Psal. 73. 26. Though thy perplexed thoughts have even wearied and worn out the outward man as in many they do so that flesh faileth and though thou hast no refreshing evidence from within from thy self or thy own Experience so that thy heart faileth yet resolve to look unto God there is strength in him and satisfaction in him for the whole man he is a Rock and a portion this will strengthen things which otherwise will be ready to dye This will keep life in thy course and stir thee up to plead it with God in an acceptable season when he will be found Job carryed up his condition unto a supposition that God might slay him that is add one stroke one rebuke unto another untill he was consumed and so take him out of the world in darkness and in sorrow Yet he resolved to trust to hope to wait on him as knowing that he should not utterly miscarry so doing this frame the Church expresseth so admirably that nothing can be added thereunto Lament 3. 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Thou hast removed my soul far off from peace I forgat prosperity and my hope is perished from the Lord remembring mine Affliction and my misery my Wormwood and my Gall My soul hath them still in remembrance and is humbled in me This I recall to my mind therefore have I hope It is of the Lords mercy that we are not consumed because his compassions fail not They are new every Morning great is thy faithfulness The Lord is my portion saith my soul therefore will I hope in him The Lord is good unto them that wait for him to the soul that seeketh him It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of God We have here both the Condition and the Duty insisted on with the method of the souls actings in reference unto the one and the other fully expressed The Condition is sad and bitter the soul is in depths far from peace and rest v. 14. in this state it is ready utterly to faint and to give all for lost and gone both strength for the present and hopes for the future v. 18. This makes its condition full of sorrow and bitterness and its own thoughts become unto it like Wormwood and Gall v. 19 20. But doth he lye down under the burden of all this trouble doth he despond and give over no saith he I call to mind that there is forgiveness with God Grace Mercy Goodness for the relief of distressed souls such as are in my condition v. 21 22 23. Thence the conclusion is that as all help is to be looked for all relief expected from him alone so it is good that a man should quietly wait and hope for the salvation of God This he stirs up himself unto as the best as the most blessed course for his deliverance 2. Remember that diligent use of the means for the end aimed at is a necessary concomitant of and ingredient unto waiting on God Take in the consideration of this direction also Do not think to be freed from your entanglements by
proceed at all in the farther opening of the words they having all of them respect unto the Proposition first laid down I shall explain and confirm the truth contained in it that so it may be understood what we say and whereof we do affirm in the whole process of our Discourse It is a sad Truth that we have proposed unto consideration He that hears it ought to tremble in himself that he may rest in the day of trouble It speaks out the Apostles advice Rom. 11. 20. Be not high minded but fear and that also 1 Cor. 10. 12. Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall When Peter had learned this truth by woful experience after all his boldness and forwardness he gives this Councel to all Saints that they would pass the time of their sojourning here in fear 1 Pet. 1. 14. Knowing how near in our greatest peace and serenity evil and danger may lye at the door Some few instances of the many that are left on record wherein this Truth is exemplified may be mentioned Gen. 6. 9. Noah was a just man perfect in his Generation and Noah walked with God He did so a long season and that in an evil time amidst all sorts of Temptations When all flesh had corrupted its way upon the earth ver 12. This put an eminency upon his obedience and doubtless rendred the Communion which he had with God in walking before him most sweet and precious to him He was a gracious soul upon the redoubled Testimony of God himself But we know what befell this holy Person He that shall read the story that is recorded of him Gen. 9. 21. will easily grant that he was brought into inextricable distress on the account of sin His own drunkenness ver 21. with the consequent of it gives scandal unto and provokes the unnatural lust of his Son v. 22. and this leads him to the devoting of that Son and his Posterity unto Destruction v. 24 25. all which joyned with the sense of Gods just indignation from whom he had newly received that tremendously miraculous deliverance must needs overwhelm him with sorrow and anxiety of Spirit The matter is more clear in David Under the Old Testament none loved God more than he none was loved of God more than he The Paths of Faith and Love wherein he walked are unto the most of us like the way of an Eagle in the Air too high and hard for us Yet to this very day do the cryes of this Man after Gods own heart sound in our Ears Sometimes he complains of broken bones sometimes of drowning depths sometimes of waves and water-spouts sometimes of wounds and diseases sometimes of Wrath and the sorrows of Hell every where of his sins the burden and trouble of them Some of the occasions of his Depths Darkness Intanglements and Distresses we all know As no man had more Grace than he so none is a greater instance of the power of sin and the effects of its guilt upon the conscience than he But Instances of this kind are obvious and occurr to the thoughts of all so that they need not be repeated I shall then shew First What in particular is intended by the depths and intanglements on the account of sin whereinto gracious souls after much Communion with God may be cast Secondly Whence it comes to pass that so they may be and that oftentimes so they are First For the First some or all of these things following do concurr to the Depths here complained of First Loss of the wonted sense of the Love of God which the soul did formerly enjoy There is a twofold sense of the Love of God whereof Believers in this world may be made partakers There is the transient affecting of the heart by the Holy Ghost with ravishing unspeakable joyes in apprehension of Gods Love and our Relation unto him in Christ. This or the immediate effect of it is called joy unspeakable and full of glory 1 Pet. 1. 8. The Holy Ghost shining into the heart with a clear evidence of the souls interest in all Gospel Mercies causeth it to leap for joy to exult and triumph in the Lord as being for a season carried above all sense and thought of sin self temptation or trouble But as God gives the bread of his House unto all his Children so these dainties and high Cordials he reserveth only for the seasons and Persons wherein and to whom he knows them to be needful and useful Believers may be without this sense of Love and yet be in no depths A man may be strong and healthy who hath wholsom food though he never drink Spirits and Cordials Again There is an abiding dwelling sense of Gods Love upon the hearts of the most of those of whom we speak who have had long communion with God consisting in a prevailing Gospel perswasion that they are accepted with God in Christ. Rom. 5. 1. Being justified by faith we have peace with God I call it a prevailing perswasion denoting both the opposition that is made unto it by Satan and unbelief and its efficacy in the conquest thereof This is the root from whence all that peace and ordinary consolation which Believers in this world are made partakers of do spring and grow This is that which quickens and enlivens them unto Duty Psal. 116. 12 13. and is the salt that renders their Sacrifices and Performances savoury to God and refreshing to themselves This supports them under their tryals gives them peace hope and comfort in Life and Death Psal. 23. 4. Though I walk in the valley of the shaddow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me A sense of Gods Presence in Love is sufficient to rebuke all anxiety and fears in the worst and most dreadful condition And not only so but to give in the midst of them solid Consolation and Joy So the Prophet expresseth it Hab. 3. 17 18. Although the Fig-tree shall not blessom neither shall fruit be in the Vines the labour of the Olive shall fail and the fields shall yield no meat the flocks shall be cut off from the fold and there shall be no herd in the stalls yet I will rejoyce in the Lord I will joy in the God of my salvation And this is that sense of Love which the choicest Believers may lose on the account of sin This is one step into their depths They shall not retain any such Gospel apprehension of it as that it should give them rest peace or consolation that it should influence their souls with delight in Duty or supportment in tryal And the Nature hereof will be afterwards more fully explained Secondly Perplexed thoughtfulness about their great and wretched unkindness towards God are another part of the Depths of sin-intangled souls So David complains Psal. 77. 3. I remembred God saith he and was troubled How comes the Remembrance of God to be unto him a matter of trouble in other Places he
As ever you desire to come to rest avoid not this entrance of your passage unto it Weigh well and attend unto what the Law speaks of your sin and its desert or you will never make a due application to God for forgiveness As ever you would have your souls justified by Grace take care to have your sins judged by the Law Secondly There is a respect in it to the Love of God And this breaks the heart of the poor returning sinner Sorrow from the Law shuts it self up in the soul and strangleth it Sorrow from the thoughts of the Love of God opens it and causseth it to flow forth Thoughts of sinning against the Love of God managed by the Holy Ghost what shall I say their effects in the heart are not to be expressed This made Ezra cry out O my God I blush and am ashamed to lift up my face to thee Chap. 9. 6. and v. 10. What shall we say after this After what why all the fruits of love and kindness they had been made partakers of Thoughts of love and sin laid together make the soul blush mourn be ashamed and confounded in its self So Ezek. 36. 31. Then shall you remember your own evil wayes and your doings that were not good When shall they do so when thoughts and apprehensions of love shall be brought home to them and saith he then shall you loath your selves in your own sight The soul now calls to mind what Love what kindness what mercy what grace what patience hath been exercised towards it and whereof it hath been made partaker The thoughts of all these now come in upon him as streams of water Such Mercy such Communion such Priviledges such hopes of Glory such tastes of Heaven such Peace such Consolation such Joy such Communications of the Spirit all to a poor wretched cursed lost forlorn sinner and all this despised neglected the God of them all provoked forsaken Ah saith the soul Whither shall I cause my sorrow to go This fills him with shame and confusion of face makes him mourn in secret and sigh to the breaking of the loyns and then Thirdly The blood and Cross of Christ is also brought to remembrance by the Holy Ghost Ah saith the soul have I thus requited the wonderful astonishing Love of my Redeemer Is this the return the requital I have made unto him Are not Heaven and Earth astonished at the despising of that Love at which they are astonished This brake Peters heart upon the look of Christ. Such words as these from Christ will in this condition sound in the ears of the soul. Did I love thee and leave my glory to become a scorn and reproach for thy sake Did I not think my life and all that was dear unto me too good for thee to save thee from the wrath to come Have I been a Wilderness unto thee or a land of darkness What could I have done more for thee when I had nothing left but my life blood and soul they went all for thee that thou mightest live by my death be washed in my blood and be saved through my souls being made an offering for thee And hast thou thus requited my love to prefer a lust before me the world before me or by meer sloth and folly to be turned away from me go unkind and unthankful soul and see if thou canst find another Redeemer This overwhelms the soul and even drowns it in tears and sorrow And then the bitterness also of the sufferings of Christ are brought to mind They look on him whom they have pierced and mourn Zech. 12. 10. They remember his gall and wormwood his cryes and tears his agony and sweat his desertion and anguish his blood and death the sharpness of the Sword that was in his soul and the bitterness of the Cup that was put into his hand Such a soul now looks on Christ bleeding dying wrestling with wrath and curse for him and seeth his sin in the streams of blood that issued from his side And all this encreaseth that sense of sin whereof we speak Also Fourthly It relates to the communion and consolations of the Holy Ghost with all the priviledges and fruits of Love we are by him made partakers of The Spirit is given to Believers upon the promise of Christ to dwell in them He takes up their hearts to be his dwelling place to what ends and purposes that he may purifie and sanctifie them make them holy and dedicate them to God to furnish them with Graces and gifts to interest them in priviledges to guide lead direct comfort them to seal them unto the day of Redemption Now this Spirit is grieved by sin Ephes. 4. 30. and his dwelling place defiled thereby 1 Cor. 6. 19. and 3. 17. Thoughts hereof greatly sharpen the spiritual sense of sin in a recovering soul. He considers what Light what Love what Joy what Consolation what Priviledges it hath by him been made partaker of what motions warnings workings to keep it from sin it hath found from him and sayes within it self What have I done whom have I grieved whom have I provoked what if the Lord should now for my folly and ingratitude utterly take his holy Spirit from me What if I should have so grieved him that he will dwell in me no more delight in me no more What dismal darkness and disconsolation yea what utter ruine should I be left unto However what shame and confusion of face belongs to me for my wretched disingenuity and ingratitude towards him This is the first thing that appears in the returning souls actings and frame a sincere sense of sin on the accounts mentioned wrought in it by the Holy Ghost And this a soul in the depths described must come unto if ever it expect or look for deliverance and a recovery Let not such persons expect to have a renewed sense of mercy without a revived sense of sin Secondly From hence proceedeth an ingenious free gracious Acknowledgement of sin Men may have a sense of sin and yet suffer it to lye burning as a fire shut up in their bones to their continual disquietment and not be able to come off unto a free soul opening acknowledgement Yea confession may be made in general and mention therein of that very sin wherewith the soul is most intangled and yet the soul come short of a due performance of this Duty Consider how the case stood with David Psal. 32. 3. When I kept silence my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long How could David keep silence and yet roar all the day long What is that silence which is consistent with roaring It is a meer negation of that duty which is expressed v. 5. that is intended I acknowledge my sins unto thee and mine iniquities I have not hid It was not a silence of submission and waiting on God that he intends That would not have produced a wasting of his spiritual strength as he complains
By the Fear of the Lord in the Old Testament the whole Worship of God moral and instituted all the Obedience which we owe unto him both for matter and manner is intended Whatever we are to perform unto God being to be carried on and performed with Reverence and godly fear by a Metonymy of the Adjunct that name is given to the whole That thou mayst be feared then is that thou maist be served worshipped that I who am ready to faint and give over on the account of sin may yet be encouraged unto and yet continue in that Obedience which thou requirest at my hands And this appears to be the sense of the whole Verse as influenced by and from those foregoing Although O Lord no man can approach unto thee stand before thee or walk with thee if thou shouldst mark their sins and follies according to the tenor of the Law nor could they serve so great and holy a God as thou art yet because I know from thy Revelation of it that there is also with thee on the account of Jesus Christ the propitiation pardon and forgiveness I am encouraged to continue with thee waiting for thee worshipping of thee when without this discovery I should rather chuse to have Rocks and Mountains fall upon me to hide me from thy presence But there is forgiveness with thee and therefore thou shalt be feared The words being thus opened we may take a full view in them of the state and condition of the soul expressed in this Psalm and that answering the experiences of all who have had any thing to do with God in and about the Depths and Entanglements of sin Having in and from his great depths v. 1. addressed himself with servent redoubled cryes yea outcryes to God and to him alone for relief v. 1 2. having also acknowledged his iniquities and considered them according to the tenor of the Law v. 3. he consesseth himself to be lost and undone for ever on that account v. 3. But he abides not in this state of self-condemnation and dejection of soul He sayes not there is no hope God is a jealous God an holy God I cannot serve him his Law is a fiery Law which I cannot stand before so that I had as good give over sit down and perish as contend any longer no but searching by faith into the discovery that God makes of himself in Christ through the Covenant of Grace he finds a stable foundation of encouragement to continue waiting on him with expectation of mercy and pardon Propositions or Observations from the former Exposition of the words The first proposed to confirmation No encouragement for any sinner to approach unto God without a discovery of forgiveness From the words unfolded as they lye in their contexture in the Psalm the ensuing Propositions do arise 1. Faiths discovery of forgiveness in God though it have no present sense of its own peculiar interest therein is the great supportment of a sin perplexed soul. 2. Gospel Forgiveness whose discovery is the sole supportment of sin distressed souls relates to the gracious heart or good will of the Father the God of forgiveness the propitiation that is made by the blood of the Son and free condonation or pardon according to the tenor of the Covenant of Grace 3. Faiths discovery of Forgiveness in God is the sole bottom of adherence to him in acceptable Worship and reverential obedience The first of these is that whose confirmation and improvement I principally aim at and the other only so far as they have a coincidence therewith or may be used in a subserviency to the illustration or demonstration thereof In the handling then of this truth that it may be of the more advantage unto them whose good is sought and intended in the proposal and management of it I shall steer this course and shew 1. That there is not the least encouragement to the soul of a sinner to deal with God without this discovery 2. That this discovery of forgiveness in God is a matter great holy and mysterious and which very few on Gospel abiding grounds do attain unto 3. That yet this is a great sacred and certain Truth as from the manifold Evidences of it may be made to appear 4. That this is a stable supportment unto a sin distressed soul shall be manifested and the whole applyed according to the several concernments of those who shall consider it First There is not the least encouragement for the soul of a sinner to entertain any thoughts of approaching unto God without this discovery All the rest of the world is covered with a deluge of wrath This is the only Ark whereunto the soul may repair and find rest All without it is darkness curse and terror We have an instance and example of it beyond all exception in Adam When he knew himself to be a sinner and it was impossible for him as we shall shew afterwards to make a discovery of any such thing as forgiveness with God he laid aside all thoughts of treating with him the best of his foolish contrivance was for an escape Gen. 3. 10. I heard thy voyce saith he to God in the Garden and was AFRAID because I was naked and I HID my self Nothing but thou shalt dye the death founded in his ears In the morning of that day he was made by the hand of God a few hours before he had converse and communion with him with boldness and peace why then doth nothing now but FEAR Flying and HIDING possess him Adam had sinned the Promise was not yet given no Revelation made of forgiveness in God and what other course than that vain and foolish one to fix upon he knew not No more can any of his Posterity without this Revelation What else any of them hath fixed on in this case hath been no less foolish than his hiding and in most more pernicious When Cain had received his sentence from God it is said he went out 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 from the presence or face of the Lord Gen. 4. 16. From his providential presence he could never subduct himself So the Psalmist informs us at large Psal. 139. 7 8 9. The very Heathen knew by the light of nature that guilt could never drive men out of the reach of God Quo fugis Encelade quascunque accesseris oras Sub Jove semper eris They knew that 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the Vengeance of God would not spare sinners nor could be avoided Acts 28. 4. From Gods Gracious Presence which he never enjoyed he could not depart It was then his Presence as to his Worship and all outward acts of Communion that he forsook and departed from He had no discovery by faith of forgiveness and therefore resolved to have no more to do with God nor those who cleaved to him for it respects his course and not any one particular action This also is stated Isa. 33. 14. The sinners in Sion are afraid fearfulness
We will then bring our guilty souls into his presence and attend the pleasure of his Grace what he speaks concerning us we will willingly submit unto And this sometimes proves an Anchor to a tossed soul which though it gives it not rest and peace yet it saves it from the rock of despair Here it abides until Light do more and more break forth upon it Thirdly Faith dealing about forgiveness doth commonly eye in a peculiar manner its relation to the mediation and blood of Christ. So the Apostle directs 1 John 2. 2. If any man sin we have an Advocate with the Father Jesus Christ the Righteous and he is the propitiation for our sins If any one hath sinned and is in depths and entanglements about it what course shall he take how shall he proceed to obtain deliverance why he must unto God for pardon but what shall he rely upon to encourage him in his so doing saith the Apostle consider by faith the Attonement and propitiation made for sin by the blood of Christ and that he is still pursuing the work of Love to the suing out of pardon for us and rest thy soul thereon This I say most commonly is that which faith in the first place immediately fixes on Fourthly Faith eyes actual pardon or condonation So God proposeth it as a motive to further believing Isa. 44. 22. I have blotted out as a thick cloud thy transgressions and as a cloud thy sins return unto me for I have redeemed thee Actual pardon of sin is proposed to faith as an encouragement unto a full returning unto God in all things 2 Sam. 23. 5. And the like may be said of all the other particulars which we have insisted on There is not any of them but will yield peculiar relief unto a soul dealing with God about forgiveness as having some one special concernment or other of forgiveness in wrapped in them Only as I said they do it not exclusively but are the special doors whereby believing enters into the whole And these things must be spoken unto afterwards Let us now take along with us the end for which all these considerations have been insisted on It is to manifest that a real discovery of Gospel Forgiveness is a matter of greater consequence and importance than at first proposal it may be it appeared unto some to be Who is not in hopes in expectation of pardon Who thinks not that they know well enough at least what it is if they might but obtain it But men may have general thoughts of impunity and yet be far enough from any saving acquaintance with Gospel mercy Forgiveness discovered or Revealed only to Faith Reasons thereof For a close of this Discourse I shall only add what is included in that Proposition which is the foundation of the whole namely that this discovery of forgiveness is and can be made to faith alone The nature of it is such as that nothing else can discover it or receive it No Reasonings no enquiries of the heart of man can reach unto it That guess or glimpse which the Heathens had of old of somewhat so called and which false Worshippers have at present is not the forgiveness we insist upon but a meer imagination of their own hearts This the Apostle informs us Rom. 1. 17. The Righteousness of God is in the Gospel revealed from faith to faith Nothing but faith hath any thing to do with it It is that Righteousness of God whereof he speaks that consists in the forgiveness of sins by the blood of Christ declared in the Gospel And this is revealed from the faith of God in the Promise to the faith of the Believer to him that mixes the Promise with faith And again more fully 1 Cor. 2. 9. Eye hath not seen nor ear heard neither have entred into the heart of man the things which God hath prepared for them that love him The wayes whereby we may come to the knowledge of any thing are by the seeing of the eye or the hearing of the ear or the Reasonings and meditations of the heart but now none of these will reach to the matter in hand by none of these wayes can we come to an acquaintance with the things of the Gospel that are prepared for us in Christ. How then shall we obtain the knowledge of them that he declares v. 10. God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit Now it is faith only that receives the Revelations of the Spirit nothing else hath to do with them To give evidence hereunto we may consider that this great mysterie 1. Is too Deep 2. Is too Great for ought else to discover and 3. That nothing else but faith is suited to the making of this discovery First It is too deep and mysterious to be fathomed and reached by any thing else Reasons line is too short to fathom the depths of the Fathers Love of the blood of the Son and the Promises of the Gospel built thereon wherein forgiveness dwells Men cannot by their rational considerations launch out into these deeps nor draw water by them from these Wells of Salvation Reason stands by amazed and cryes how can these things be it can but gather Cockle shells like him of old at the shoar of this Ocean a few Criticisms upon the outward letter and so bring an evil report upon the Land as did the Spies All it can do is but to hinder faith from venturing into it crying spare thy self this attempt is vain these things are impossible It is among the things that faith puts off and layes aside when it engageth the soul into this great work This then that it may come to a discovery of forgiveness causeth the soul to deny it self and all its own Reasonings and to give up it self to an infinite fulness of Goodness and Truth Though it cannot go into the bottom of these depths yet it enters into them and finds rest in them Nothing but faith is suited to rest to satiate and content it self in mysterious bottomless unsearchable depths Being a soul emptying a Reason denying Grace the more it meets withal beyond its search and reach the more satisfaction it finds This is that which I looked for saith Faith even for that which is infinite and unsearchable When I know that there is abundantly more beyond me that I do not comprehend than what I have attained unto for I know that nothing else will do good to the soul. Now this is that which really puzzles and overwhelms Reason rendring it useless What it cannot compass it will neglect or despise It is either amazed and confounded and dazled like weak eyes at too great a light or fortifying of it self by inbred pride and obstinacy it concludes that this preaching of the Cross of forgiveness from the Love of God by the blood of Christ is plain folly a thing not for a wise man to take notice of or to trouble himself about So it appeared to the wise Greeks
if it did not deserve the name of faith Now as hath been made to appear this discovery of forgiveness is the souls perswasion on Gospel grounds that however it be with him and whatever his state and condition be or is like to be yet that God in his own Nature is infinitely gracious and that he hath determined in a Soveraign Act of his Will from Eternity to be gracious to sinners and that he hath made way for the Administration of forgiveness by the Blood of his Son according as he hath abundantly manisested and declared in the Promises of the Gospel However it be with me yet thus it is with God There is forgiveness with him This is the first thing that a soul in its depths riseth up unto And it is a supportment for it enabling it unto all present duties until consolation come from above Thus hath it been to and with the Saints of old Hos. 14. 3. Ashur shall not save us we will not ride upon Horses neither will we say any more to the work of our hands ye are our Gods for in thee the fatherless findeth mercy A solemn Renunciation we have of all other helps Reliefs or Assistances Civil or Religious that are not Gods Therein a solemn Resolution in their great distress of cleaving unto God alone Both which are great and blessed effects of faith What is the bottom and foundation of this blessed Resolution namely that Proposition in thee the fatherless findeth mercy that is there is forgiveness with thee for helpless sinners This listed up their hearts in their depths and supported them in waiting unto the receiving of the blessed Promises of Mercy Pardon Grace and Holiness which ensue in the next Verses Until they came home unto them in their Efficacy and Effects they made a Life on this in thee the fatherless findeth mercy The state and condition of things seems to lye yet lower in that proposal we have Joel 2. 13 14. Rend your hearts and not your garments and turn unto the Lord your God for he is gracious and merciful slow to anger and of great kindness and repenteth him of the evil who knoweth if he will return and repent and leave a blessing That which is proposed to the faith of those here spoken unto is that the Lord is gracious and merciful that there is forgiveness in him The Duty they are provoked unto hereupon is Gospel Repentance The Assent unto the Proposition demanded as to their own interest amounts but unto this who knowes but that the Lord may return and leave a blessing or deal with us according to the manifestation he hath made of himself that he is merciful and gracious This is far enough from any comfortable perswasion of a particular interest in that Grace mercy or Pardon But yet saith the Prophet come but thus far and here is a firm foundation of dealing with God about further discoveries of himself in a way of Grace and Mercy When a soul sees but so much in God as to conclude well Who knoweth but that he may return and have mercy upon me also it will support him and give him an entrance into further light The Church in the Lamentations gives a sad account of her state and condition in this matter For she maketh that hard conclusion against her self Chap. 3. 8. My strength and my hope is perished from the Lord. And when I cry and shout he shuts out my prayer v. 18. So far is she from a comfortable perswasion of a particular interest in Mercy and Acceptance that under her Pressures and in her Temptations she is ready positively to determine on the other side namely that she is rejected and cast off for ever What course then shall she take Shall she give over waiting on God and say there is no hope no saith she I will not take that way for v. 26. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of God But yet there seems small encouragement for her so to do if things be with her as was expressed Things indeed saith she are very sad with me My soul hath them still in remembrance and is bowed down in me v. 20. but yet somewhat I recall to mind and therefore have I hope v. 21. It is of the Lords mercy that we are not consumed because his compassions fail not There is mercy and never failing compassion in God so that though my own present condition be full of darkness and I see no deliverance Yet I purpose still to abide waiting on him who knows what those infinite stores and treasures of mercy and relief that are with him may at length afford unto me and many instances of the like kind might be added We may observe by the way how far this Relief extends it self and what it enables the soul unto As 1. The soul is enabled thereby to resign it self unto the disposal of Soveraign Grace in self-abhorrency and a Renunciation of all other wayes of Relief Lam. 3. 29. He putteth his mouth in the dust if so be there may be hope What God will is his Language Here he lyes at his disposal humble broken but abiding his pleasure Though he slay me saith Job yet I will trust in him Chap. 13. 15. It is all one how he deals with me whatever be the event I will abide cleaving unto him I will not think of any other way of extricating my self from my distress I will neither fly like Jonah nor bide like Adam nor take any other course for deliverance Saith the soul God is a God that hideth himself from me Isa. 45. 15. I walk in darkness and have no light Chap. 50. 10. My flesh faileth and my heart faileth Psal. 73. 26. So that I am overwhelmed with trouble Mine Iniquities have taken such hold on me that I cannot look up Psal. 40. 12. The Lord hath forsaken me and my God hath forgotten me Every day am I in dread and terror and am ready utterly to saint and no relief can I obtain What then shall I do Shall I curse God and dye or cry this evil is of the Lord why should I wait for him any longer Shall I take the course of the world and seeing it will be no better be wholly regardless of my latter end No I know what ever my lot and portion be that there is forgiveness with God This and that poor man trusted in him they cryed unto him and were delivered So did David in his greatest distress he encouraged his heart in the Lord his God 2 Sam. 15. 25 26. It is good for me to cast my self into his arms it may be he will frown it may be he is wroth still but all is one this way I will go as it seems good unto him to deal with me so let it be And unspeakable are the Advantages which a soul obtains by this self Resignation which the faith treated of will infallibly produce 2. It extends it self
unto a Resolution of waiting in the condition wherein the soul is This the Church comes unto Lam. 3. 26. It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord. I will not give over my expectation I will not make haste nor limit God but I will lye at his foot until his own appointed time of mercy shall come Expectation and Quietness make up waiting These the soul attains unto with this supportment It looks upwards as a servant that looks to the hands of his Master still fixed on God to see what he will do to hear what he will speak concerning him missing no season no opportunity wherein any discovery of the Will of God may be made to him And this he doth in quietness without repining or murmuring turning all his complaints against himself and his own vileness that hath cut him short from a participation of that fulness of Love and Grace which is with God That this Effect also attends this Faith will fully appear in the close of the Psalm 3. It supports unto waiting in the use of all means for the attainment of a sense of forgiveness and so hath its Effect in the whole course of our obedience There is forgiveness with thee that thou maist be feared To fear the Lord is an expression comprehensive of his whole Worship and all our duty This I am encouraged saith the Psalmist unto in my depths because there is forgiveness with thee I will abide in all duties in all the wayes of thy Worship wherein thou maist be found And however it be for a while the latter end of that soul who thus abideth with God will be peace Let us then nextly see by what wayes and means it yields this supportment 1. It begets a liking of God in the soul and consequently some love unto him The soul apprehends God as one infinitely to be desired and delighted in by those who have a share in forgiveness It cannot but consider him as good and gracious however its own estate be hazardous Psal. 73. 1 2. Yet God is good to Israel to such as are of a clean heart as for me my feet were almost gone my steps had well nigh slipt However the state stands with me yet I know that God is good good to Israel and therewith shall I support my self When once this ground is got upon the soul that it considers God in Christ as one to be delighted in and loved great and blessed effects will ensue 1. Self-abhorrency and Condemnation with Resignation of all to God and permanency therein do certainly attend it 2. Still somewhat or other in God will be brought to mind to relieve it under faintings some new springs of hope will be every day opened 3. And the soul will be insensibly wrought upon to delight it self in dealing with God Though in its own particular it meets with frowns chidings and repulses yet this still relieves him that God is so as hath been declared so that he sayes however it be yet God is good and it is good for me to wait upon him Without this discovery the soul likes not God and whatever it doth with respect unto him it is because it dares do no otherwise being overawed with his terror and greatness And such Obedience God may have from Devils 2. It removes sundry overwhelming difficulties that lye in the souls way before it close with this discovery of forgiveness As 1. It takes away all those Hinderances that were formerly insisted on from the Greatness Holiness and severity of God the inexorableness and strictness of the Law and the natural actings of conscience rising up against all hopes of forgiveness All these are by this faith removed and taken out of the way Where this faith is it discovers not only forgiveness as hath been shewed but also the true nature of Gospel forgiveness It reveals it as flowing from the Gracious Heart of the Father through the blood of the Son Now this Propitiation in the blood of the Son removeth all these difficulties even antecedently unto our special sense of an interest therein It shews how all the properties of God may be exalted and the Law fulfilled and yet forgiveness given out to sinners And herein lyes no small advantage unto a soul in its approaches unto God All those dreadful Apprehensions of God which were wont to beset him in the first thoughts of coming to him are now taken out of the way so that he can quietly apply himself unto his own particular concernments before him 2. In particular it removes the overwhelming consideration of the unspeakable greatness of sin This presseth the soul to death when once the heart is possessed with it Were not their sins so great such as no heart can imagine or tongue declare it might possibly be well with them say distressed sinners They are not so troubled that they are sinners as that they are great sinners Not that these and those sins they are guilty of but that they are great sins attended with fearful aggravations Otherwise they could deal well enough with them Now though this discovery free men not from the entanglement of their sins as theirs yet it doth from the whole entanglement of their sins as great and many This consideration may be abstracted The soul sees enough in God to forgive great sins though it doth not as yet to forgive his sins That great sins shall be pardoned this discovery puts out of Question Whether his sin shall be pardoned is now all the enquiry Whatever any faith can do that this faith will do unless it be the making of particular Application of the things believed unto it self The soul then can no longer justly be troubled about the greatness of sin the infiniteness of forgiveness that he sees in God will relieve him against it All that remains is that it is his own sin about which he hath to deal whereof afterwards These and the like difficulties are removed by it 3. It gives some Life in and Encouragement unto duty And that First Unto duty as duty Eying God by faith in such a fulness of Grace the soul cannot but be encouraged to meet him in every way of duty and to lay hold upon him thereby Every way leading to him as leading to him must be well liked and approved of and Secondly To all duties and herein lyes no small advantage God is oftentimes found in duties but in what or of what kind he will be found of any one in particular is uncertain This faith puts the soul on all So it did the Spouse in the parallel to that in hand Cant. 3. 2 3 4. Now what supportment may be hence obtained is easily apprehended supportment not from them or by them but in them as the means of entercourse between God and the soul. From these Effects of this discovery of forgiveness in God there things will ensue which are sufficient to maintain the spiritual life
that sinned he spared them not but inflicted on them the punishment due to sin shutting them up under chains of darkness for the Judgement of the great Day Hitherto then God keeps all thoughts of forgiveness in his own Eternal Bosom There is not so much as the least dawning of it upon the world And this was at first no small prejudice against any thoughts of forgiveness The world is made sin enters by the most glorious part of the Creation whose recovery by pardon might seem to be most desirable but not the least appearance of it is discovered Thus it was hid in God from the foundation of the world Eph. 3. 9. III. God gave unto Man a Law of Obedience immediately upon his Creation Yea for the main of it he implanted it in him by and in his Creation This Law it was supposed that man might transgress The very nature of a Law prescribed unto free Agents attended with Threatnings and Promises of Reward requires that supposition Now there was not annexed unto this Law or revealed with it the least intimation of pardon to be obtained if Transgression should ensue Gen. 2. 17. we have this Law In the day thou eatest thou shalt surely dye dying thou shalt dye or bring upon thy self assuredly the guilt of death temporal and eternal There God leaves the sinner under the power of that commination Of forgiveness or pardoning mercy there is not the least intimation To this very day that Law which was then the whole Rule of life and Acceptance with God knows no such thing Dying thou shalt dye O sinner is the precise and final voyce of it From these previous considerations added to what was formerly spoken some things preparatory to the ensuing discourse may be inferred as 1. That it is a great and rare thing to have forgiveness in God discovered unto a sinful soul. A thing it is that as hath been shewed Conscience and Law with the inbred Notions that are in the heart of man about Gods Holiness and Vindictive Justice do lye against A matter whereof we have no natural presumption whereof there is no common notion in the mind of man A thing which no consideration of the Works of God either of Creation or Providence will reveal and which the great Instance of Gods dealing with sinning Angels renders deep admirable and mysterious Men who have common and slight thoughts of God of themselves of Sin of Obedience of the Judgement to come of Eternity that feed upon the ashes of rumors reports hearsayes traditions without looking into the reality of things may and do take this to be an ordinary and acknowledged truth easie to be entertained which upon the matter no man disbelieves But convinced sinners who make a tryal of these things as running into Eternity have other thoughts of them And as to that which it is pretended every one believes we have great cause to cry out Lord who hath believed our report to whom hath this arm of the Lord been revealed 2. That the discovery of forgiveness in God being a matter of so great difficulty is a thing precious and excellent as being the foundation of all our Communion with God here and of all undeceiving Expectation of our enjoyment of him hereafter It is a pure Gospel truth that hath neither shaddow footstep nor intimation elsewhere the whole creation hath not the least obscure impression of it left thereon so that 3. It is undoubtedly greatly incumbent on us to enquire diligently as the Prophets did of old into this Salvation to consider what sure Evidences faith hath of it such as will not as cannot fail us To be slight and common in this matter to take it up at random is an Argument of an unsound rotten heart He that is not serious in his enquiry into the Revelation of this matter is serious in nothing wherein God or his soul is concerned The Holy Ghost knows what our frame of heart is and how slow we are to receive this blessed truth in a gracious saving manner Therefore doth he confirm it unto us with such weighty considerations as Heb. 6. 17 18. God willing more abundantly to shew unto the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsell confirmed it by an oath that by two immutable things in which it was impossible for God to lye we might have strong consolation It is of forgiveness of sin that the Apostle treats as hath been made evident by the description of it before given Now to give evidence hereunto and to beget a belief of it in us he first engages a Property of Gods Nature in that business He with whom we deal is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as Tit. 1. 2. The God that cannot lye that cannot deceive or be deceived It is impossible it should be so with him Now as this extends it self in general to all the Words and Works of God so there is peculiarly in this whereof he treats 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 an especial immutability of his counsel Men may think that although there be words spoken about forgiveness yet it is possible it may be otherwise no saith the Apostle it is spoken by God and it is impossible he should lye Yea but upon the manifold provocations of sinners he may change his mind and thoughts therein no saith the Apostle there is a peculiar immutability in his counsel concerning the execution of this thing there can be no change in it But how doth this appear that indeed this is the counsel of his will Why saith he he hath declared it by his Word and that given in a way of promise which as in its own nature it is suited to raise an expectation in him or them to whom it is made or given so it requires exact faithfulness in the discharge and performance of it which God on his part will assuredly answer But neither is this all but that no place might be left for any cavilling Objection in this matter 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he interposed himself by an oath Thus we have this Truth deduced from the veracity of Gods nature one of his Essential Excellencies established in the immutable purpose of his Will brought forth by a word of promise and confirmed by Gods interposing himself against all occasions of exception so to put an end unto all strife about it by an Oath swearing by himself that so it should be I have mentioned this only to shew what weight the Holy Ghost layes upon the delivery of this great Truth and thence how deeply it concerns us to enquire diligently into it and after the grounds and evidences which may be tendred of it which among others are these that follow Discovery of Forgiveness in the first Promise The Evidence of the Truth that lyes therein And by the Institution of Sacrifices Their Use and End Also by the prescription of Repentance unto sinners The first Discovery of forgiveness in God and which I place as the first Evidence of it
be encouraged by it to use it unto the end and purpose for which it is exercised towards us You that are yet in doubt of your condition consider that the patience of God was extended unto you this day this very day that you might use it for the obtaining of the remission of your sins Lose not this day not one day more as you love your souls For wosul will be their condition who shall perish for despising or abusing of the patience of God VI. The faith and experience of the Saints in this world give in testimony unto this truth and we know that their Record in this matter is true Let us then ask of them what they believe what they have found what they have Experience of as to the forgiveness of sin This God himself directs and leads us unto by appealing unto our own experience whence he shews us that we may take relief and supportment in our distresses Isa. 40. 28. Hast thou not heard hast not thou known Hast not thou thy self who now cryest out that thou art lost and undone because God hath forsaken thee sound and known by experience the contrary from his former dealings with thee And if our own Experiences may confirm us against the workings of our unbelief so may those of others also And this is that which Eliphas directs Job unto Chap. 6. 1. Call now if there be any that will answer thee and to which of the Saints wilt thou look It is not a supplication to them for help that is intended but an enquiry after the Experience in the case in hand wherein he wrongfully thought they could not justifie Job 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 to which of the Saints on the right hand or left wilt thou have regard in this matter Some would foolishly hence seek to confirm the Invocation of the Saints departed when indeed if they were intended it is rather forbidden and discountenanced than directed unto But the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 here are the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Psal. 16. 2. The Saints that are in the Earth whose experiences Job is directed to enquire into and after David makes it a great encouragement unto waiting upon God as a God hearing prayers that others had done so and found success Psal. 34. 6. This poor man cryed unto the Lord and the Lord heard him and saved him out of his troubles If he did so and had that blessed Issue why should not we do so also The experiences of one are often proposed for the confirmation and establishment of others so the same David Come saith he and hear all ye that fear God and I will declare what he hath done for my soul. He contents not himself to mind them of the Word Promises and Providence of God which he doth most frequently but he will give them the encouragement and supportment also of his own Experience So Paul tells us that he was comforted of God in all his tribulation that he might be able to comfort them which are in any trouble by the comfort wherewith he himself was comforted of God 2 Cor. 1. 4. That is that he might be able to communicate unto them his own experience of Gods dealing with him and the satisfaction and Assurance that he found therein So also he proposeth the example of Gods dealing with him in the pardon of his sins as a great motive unto others to believe 1 Tim. 1. 13 14 15 16. And this mutual communication of satisfying experiences in the things of God or of our spiritual sense and evidence of the Power Efficacy and Reality of Gospel Truths being rightly managed is of singular use to all sorts of Believers So the same Great Apostle acquaints us in his own Example Rom. 1. 11 12. I long to see you that I may impart unto you some spiritual gift to the end you may be established that is that I may be comforted together with you by the mutual faith both of you and me He longed not only to be instructing of them in the pursuit of the work of the Ministry committed unto him but to confer also with them about their mutual faith and what Experiences of the peace of God in Believing they had attained We have in our case called in the Testimony of the Saints in Heaven with whom these on earth do make up one family even that one family in Heaven and Earth which is called after the name of the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ Eph. 3. 14 15. And they all agree in their Testimonie as becomes the Family and Children of God But these below we may deal personally with whereas we gather the Witness of the other only from what is left upon record concerning them And for the clearing of this Evidence sundry things are to be observed As 1. Men living under the profession of Religion and not experiencing the power vertue and efficacy of it in their hearts are whatever they profess very near to Atheism or at least exposed to great temptations thereunto If they profess they know God but in works deny him they are abominable and disobedient and unto every good work reprobate Tit. 1. 16. Let such men lay aside Tradition and Custome let them give up themselves to a free and a rational consideration of things and they will quickly find that all their profession is but a miserable self-deceiving and that indeed they believe not one word of the Religion which they profess For of what their Religion affirms to be in themselves they find not any thing true or real And what Reason have they then to believe that the things which it speaks of that are without them are one jot better If they have no Experience of what it affirms to be within them what confidence can they have of the Reality of what it reveals to be without them John tells us that he who saith he loves God whom he hath not seen and doth not love his Brother whom he hath seen is a lyar Men who do not things of an equal concernment unto them wherein they may be tryed are not to be believed in what they profess about greater things whereof no tryal can be had So he that believes not who experienceth not the power of that which the Religion he professeth affirms to be in him if he sayes that he doth believe other things which he can have no Experience of he is a lyar For instance he that professeth the Gospel avows that the death of Christ doth crucifie sin that faith purifieth the heart that the Holy Ghost quickens and enables the soul unto duty that God is good and gracious unto all that come unto him that there is precious Communion to be obtained with him by Christ that there is great Joy in believing These things are plainly openly frequently insisted on in the Gospel Hence the Apostle presseth men unto Obedience on the account of them and as it were leaves them at liberty from it if
〈◊〉 will multiply to pardon He hath forgiveness with him to outdo all the multiplied sins of any that turn unto him and seek for it But this is very hard very difficult for us to apprehend This is not the way and manner of men We deal not thus with profligate Offenders against us True saith God But your wayes are not my wayes I do not act in this matter like unto you nor as you are accustomed to do How then shall we apprehend it how shall we conceive of it You can never do it by your Reason or Imaginations For as the Heavens is above the Earth so are my thoughts in this matter above your thoughts This is an expression to set out the largest and most unconceivable distance that may be The creation will afford no more significant expression or representation of it The Heavens are inconceivably distant from the Earth and inconceivably glorious above it So are the Thoughts of God they are not only distant from ours but have a Glory in them also that we cannot rise up unto For the most part when we come to deal with God about forgiveness we hang in every bryar of disputing quarelsom unbelief This or that Circumstance or Aggravation this or that unparalleld particular bereaves us of our Confidence Want of a due Consideration of him with whom we have to do measuring him by that line of our own imaginations bringing him down unto our Thoughts and our Wayes is the cause of all our disquietments Because we find it hard to forgive our pence we think he cannot forgive Talents But he hath provided to obviate such thoughts in us Hos. 11. 9. I will not execute the fierceness of my wrath I will not return to destroy Ephraim for I AM GOD AND NOT MAN Our satisfaction in this matter is to be taken from his Nature where he a man or as the Sons of men it were impossible that upon such and so many provocations he should turn away from the fierceness of his Anger But he is God This gives an Infiniteness and an inconceivable boundlesness to the forgiveness that is with him and exalts it above all our thoughts and wayes This is to be lamented Presumption which turns God into an Idol ascribes unto that Idol a greater largeness in forgiveness than faith is able to rise up unto when it deals with him as a God of infinite Excellencies and Perfections The reasons of it I confess are obvious But this is certain no presumption can falsly imagine that forgiveness to it self from the Idol of its heart as faith may in the way of God find in him and obtain from him For Secondly God engageth his infinite Excellencies to demonstrate the Greatness and Boundlesness of his forgiveness He proposeth them unto our Considerations to convince us that we shall find pardon with him suitable and answerable unto them See Isa. 40. 27 28 29 30 31. Why sayest thou O Jacob and speakest O Israel my way is hid from the Lord and my judgement is passed over from my God Hast thou not known hast thou not heard that the Everlasting God the Lord the Creator of the ends of the Earth fainteth not neither is weary there is no searching of his understanding He giveth power to the faint and to them that have no might he encreaseth strength even the youths shall faint and be weary and the young men shall utterly fail but they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength they shall mount up with wings as Eagles they shall run and not be weary and they shall walk and not be faint The matter in question is whether Acceptance with God which is only by forgiveness is to be obtained or no This sinful Jacob either despairs of or at least desponds about But saith God My thoughts are not as your thoughts in this matter And what course doth he take to convince them of their mistake therein What Argument doth he make use of to free them from their unbelief and to rebuke their fears Plainly he calls them to the consideration of himself both Who and What he is with whom they had to do That they might expect acceptance and forgiveness such as did become him Minding them of his power his Immensity his Infinite Wisdom his Unchangableness all the Excellencies and Properties of his nature he demands of them whether they have not just ground to expect Forgiveness and Grace above all their thoughts and apprehensions because answering the infinite largeness of his heart from whence it doth proceed And Moses manageth this plea for the forgiveness of that people under an high provocation and a most severe threatning of their destruction thereon Numb 14. 17 18. He pleads for pardon in such a way and manner as may answer the great and glorious Properties of the Nature of God and which would manifest an infiniteness of Power and Al-sufficiency to be in him This I say is an encouragement in general unto Believers We have as I hope upon unquestionable grounds evinced that there is forgiveness with God which is the hinge on which turneth the issue of our eternal condition Now this is like himself such as becomes him that answers the infinite perfections of his nature that is exercised and given forth by him as God We are apt to narrow and streighten it by our unbelief and to render it unbecoming of him He less dishonours God or as little who being wholly under the power of the Law believes that there is no forgiveness with him none to be obtained from him or doth not believe it that so it is or is so to be obtained for which he hath the voice and sentence of the Law to countenance him then those who being convinced of the principles and grounds of it before mentioned and of the Truth of the Testimony given unto it do yet by streigthning and narrowing of it render it unworthy of him whose Excellencies are all infinite and whose wayes on that account are incomprehensible If then we resolve to rreat with God about this matter which is the business now in hand let us do it as it becomes his Greatness that is indeed as the wants of our souls do require Let us not entangle our own Spirits by limiting his Grace The Father of the Child possessed with a Devil being in a great Agony when he came to our Saviour cryes out If thou canst do any thing have compassion on us and help us Mark 9. 22. He would fain be delivered but the matter was so great that he questioned whether the Lord Christ had either Compassion or Power enough for his relief And what did he obtain hereby nothing but the retarding of the Cure of his Child for a season For our Saviour holds him off untill he had instructed him in this matter saith he v. 23. If thou canst believe all things are possible unto him that believeth Mistake not if thy Child be not cured it is not for
unto us that is wanting in this matter For 1. There is forgiveness with God and this manifested revealed declared This manifestation of it is that which makes it the Object of our faith We believe things to be in God and with him not meerly and formally because they are so but because he hath manifested and revealed them so to be 1 John 1. 2. What he so declares it is our duty to believe or we frustrate the end of his Revelation 2. We are expresly commanded to believe and that upon the highest Promises and under the greatest penalties This Command is that which makes believing formally a duty Faith is a Grace as it is freely wrought in us by the Holy Ghost the root of all Obedience and duties as it is radically fixed in the heart But as it is commanded it is a duty and these Commands you know are several wayes expressed by Invitations Exhortations Propositions which all have in them the nature of Commands which take up a great part of the Books of the New Testament 3. It is a duty as we have shewed of the greatest concernment unto the Glory of God 4. Of the greatest importance unto our souls here and hereafter And these things were necessary to be added to bottom our ensuing Exhortations upon Evidences that most men do not believe Forgiveness That which should now ensue is the peculiar improvement of this Truth all along aimed at namely to give Exhortations and encouragements unto believing But I can take few steps in this work wherein methinks I do hear some saying Surely all this is needless Who is there that doth not believe all that you go about to prove And so these pains are spent to little or no purpose I shall therefore before I perswade any unto it endeavour to shew that they do it not already Many I say the most of men who live under the dispensation of the Gospel do wofully deceive their own souls in this matter They do not believe what they profess themselves to believe and what they think they believe Men talk of fundamental Errors this is to me the most fundamental error that any can fall into and the most pernitious It is made up of these two parts 1. They do not indeed believe forgiveness 2. They suppose they do believe it which keeps them from seeking after their only remedy Both these mistakes are in the foundation and do ruine the souls of them that live and die in them I shall then by a brief enquiry put this matter to a tryal By some plain Rules and Principles may this important Question whether we do indeed believe forgiveness or no be answered and decided But to the Resolution intended I shall premise two Observations 1. Men in this case are very apt to deceive themselves Self-love vain Hopes liking of Lust common false Principles sloth unwillingness unto self-examination Reputation with the World and it may be in the Church all vigorously concurr unto mens self-deceivings in this matter It is no easie thing for a soul to break through all these and all self-reasonings that rise from them to come unto a clear judgement of its own acting in dealing with God about forgiveness Men also find a Common Presumption of this Truth and its being an easie relief against gripings of Conscience and disturbing thoughts about sin which they daily meet withall Aiming therefore only at the removal of trouble and finding their present Imagination of it sufficient thereunto they never bring their perswasion to the tryal 2. As men are apt to do thus so they actually do so they do deceive themselves and know not that they do so The last day will make this evident if men will no sooner be convinced of their folly When our Saviour told his Disciples that one of them twelve should betray him though it were but one of twelve that was in danger yet every one of the twelve made a particular enquiry about himself I will not say that one in each twelve is here mistaken But I am sure the Truth tells us That many are called and but few are chosen they are but few who do really believe forgiveness Is it not then incumbent on every one to be enquiring in what number he is likely to be found at the last day Whilst men put this enquiry off from themselves and think or say it may be the Concernment of others it is not mine they perish and that without remedy Remember what poor Jacob said when he had lost one Child and was afraid of the loss of another Gen. 43. 14. If I be bereaved of my Children I am bereaved As if he should have said if I lose my Children I have no more to lose they are my all Nothing worse can befall me in this world Comfort Joy yea Life and all go with them How much more may men say in this Case If we are deceived here we are deceived all is lost hope and life and soul all must perish and that for ever There is no help or relief for them who deceive themselves in this matter They have found out a way to go quietly down into the pit Now these things are premised only that they may be incentives unto self-examination in this matter and so render the ensuing Considerations usefull Let us then address our selves unto them 1. In General This is a Gospel Truth yea the great fundamental and most important Truth of the Gospel It is the turning point of the two Covenants as God himself declares Heb. 7. 7 8 9 10 11 12 13. Now a very easie Consideration of the wayes and walkings of men will satisfie us as to this Enquiry whether they do indeed believe the Gospel the Covenant of Grace and the fundamental Principles of it Certainly their Ignorance Darkness Blindness their Corrupt Affections and Worldly Conversations their Earthly-mindedness and open disavowing of the Spirit Wayes and Yoke of Christ speak no such language Shall we think that proud heady worldly self-seckers haters of the people of God and his wayes despisers of the Spirit of Grace and his work Sacrificers to their own lusts and such like do believe the Covenant of Grace or Remission of sins God forbid we should entertain any one thought of so great dishonour to the Gospel Where ever that is received or believed it produceth other effects Tit. 2. 11 12. Isa. 11 6 7 8 9. It teacheth men to deny all ungodliness and worldly lusts It changeth their hearts natures and wayes It is not such a barren impotent and fruitless thing as such an Apprehension would represent it 2. They that really believe forgiveness in God do thereby obtain forgiveness Believing gives an interest in it it brings it home to the soul concerned This is the inviolable Law of the Gospel Believing and forgiveness are inseparably conjoyned Among the Evidences that we may have of any one being interested in forgiveness I shall only name one They prize and value
will undoubtedly flourish 3. A deep sense of the indwelling power of sin is consistent with Gospel Assurance Sense of indwelling sin will cause manifold perplexities in the Soul Trouble disquietments sorrow and anguish of heart expressing themselves in sighs mourning groaning for deliverance alwayes attend it To what purpose do you speak to a Soul highly sensible of the restless power of indwelling sin concerning Assurance Alas saith he I am ready to perish every moment my lusts are strong active restless yea outragious they give me no rest no liberty and but little success do I obtain Assurance is for Conquerours for them that live at rest and peace I lie groveling on the ground all my dayes and must needs be uncertain what will be the issue But when such an one hath done all he can he will not be able to make more wofull complaints of this matter than Paul hath done before him Rom. 7. and yet he closeth the discourse of it with as high an expression of assurance as any person needs to seek after v. last and chap. 8. 1. It is not Assurance but Enjoyment that excludes this sense and trouble But if men will think they can have no Assurance because they have that without which it is impossible they should have any it is hard to give them relief A little Cruse of Salt of the Gospel cast into these bitter waters will make them sweet and wholsom Sense of the guilt of sin may consist with faith of its pardon and forgiveness in the blood of Christ. Godly sorrow may dwell in the same heart at the same time with Joy in the Holy Ghost and groaning after deliverance from the power of sin with a Gracious perswasion that sin shall not have dominion over us because we are not under the Law but Grace 4. Doubtings Fears Temptations if not ordinarily prevailing are consistent with Gospel Assurance Though the Devils power he limited in reference unto the Saints yet his hands are not tyed Though he cannot prevail against them yet he can assault them And although there be not an evil heart of unbelief in Believers yet there will still be unbelief in their hearts Such an evidence conviction and perswasion of Acceptance with God as are exclusive of all contrary reasonings that suffer the Soul to hear nothing of Objections that free and quiet it from all assaults are neither mentioned in the Scripture nor consistent with that state wherein we walk before God nor possible on the account of Sathans will and ability to tempt or of our own remaining unbelief Assurance encourageth us in our Combate it delivereth us not from it We may have peace with God when we have none from the assaults of Sathan Now unless a man do duly consider the tenor of the Covenant wherein we walk with God and the nature of that Gospel Obedience which he requires at our hands with the state and Condition which is our Lot and portion whilest we live in this World the dayly sense of these things with the trouble that must be undergone on their account may keep him in the dark unto himself and hinder him from that establishment in believing which otherwise he might attain unto On this account some as holy persons as any in this World being wholly taken up with the consideration of these home bred perplexities and not clearly acquainted with the way and tenor of assuring their Souls before God according to the Rule of the Covenant of Grace have passed away their dayes in a bondage frame of spirit and unacquaintance with that strong consolation which God is abundantly willing that all the Heirs of promise should receive 5. Evangelical Assurance is not a thing that consisteth in any point and so incapable of variation It may be higher or lower greater or less obscure or attended with more Evidence It is not quite lost when it is not quite at its highest God sometimes marvellously raiseth the Souls of his Saints with some close and neer approaches unto them gives them a sense of his Eternal Love a taste of the embraces of his Son and the inhabitation of the Spirit without the least intervening disturbance then this is their Assurance But this life is not a season to be alwayes taking wages in our work is not yet done we are not alwayes to abide in this Mount we must down again into the battle fight again cry again complain again Shall the Soul be thought now to have lost its assurance Not at all it had before assurance with Joy Triumph and Exultation it hath it now or may have with wrestling cryes tears and supplications And a mans Assurance may be as Good as true when he lyes on the earth with a sense of sin as when he is carryed up to the third Heaven with a sense of Love and foretaste of Glory In brief this Assurance of Salvation is such a Gracious Evangelical perswasion of Acceptance with God in Christ and of an interest in the promises of preservation unto the End wrought in Believers by the Holy Ghost in and through the exercise of Faith as for the most part produceth these effects following 1. It gives delight in obedience and draws out Love in the duties that unto God we do perform So much Assurance of a Comfortable Issue of their Obedience of a blessed End of their labours and duties of their purifying their hearts and pressing after universal Renovation of mind and life as may make them Chearfull in them as may give Love and Delight in the pursuit of what they are engaged in is needfull for the Saints and they they do not often go without it and where this is there is Gospel Assurance To run as men uncertain to fight as those that beat the Air to travel as not any way perswaded of a comfortable entertainment or refreshment at the Journeys End is a state and condition that God doth not frequently leave his people unto And when he doth it is a season wherein he receives very little of Glory from them and they very little increase of grace in themselves Many things as hath been shewed do interpose many doubts arise and intangling perplexities but still there is a Comfortable perswasion kept alive that there is a Rest provided which makes them willing unto and chearfull in their most difficult duties This prevaileth in them that their labour in the Lord their watchings praying suffering alms mortification fighting against temptation crucifying the flesh with the lusts thereof shall not be in vain This gives them such a delight in their most difficult duties as men have in a hard Journey towards a desirable home or a place of Rest. 2. It casts out fear tormenting fear such as fills the soul with perplexing uncertainties hard thoughts of God and dreadfull apprehensions of wrath to come There are three things spoken concerning that fear which is inconsistent with the Assurance of forgiveness First With respect unto
to what end is this Namely that they may all mutually perform those duties one towards another which are incumbent mutually on Regenerate persons If these are omitted there is an End of all profitable use of Church Society Churches without this are but meer husks and shells of Churches Carkasses without souls For as there is no real Union unto Christ without faith so there is no real Union among the members of any Church without Love and that acting its self in all the Duties mentioned Let not this Ordinance be in vain But we must return from this digression to that which lies before us which is concerning what a man may discern concerning his own being Regenerate or born again I say then Secondly Men may come to an assured Satisfactory perswasion that themselves are regenerate and that such as is so far insallible as that it will not deceive them when it is brought unto the tryal For there are many Duties whose performance in faith unto the glory of God and the Edification of our own souls doth depend on this perswasion and Conviction As 1. A due sense of our Relation unto God and an answerable comportment of our spirits and hearts towards him He that is born again is born of God He is begotten of God by the immortal seed of the Word Without a perswasion hereof how can a man on grounds of faith carry himself towards God as his Father and how great a part of our Obedience towards him and communion with him depends hereon we all know If men fluctuate all their dayes in this matter if they come to no settlement in it no comfortable perswasion of it they scarce ever act any genuine childlike acts of Love or Delight towards God which exceedingly impeacheth their whole Obedience 2. Thankfulness for Grace received is one of the principal duties that is incumbent on Believers in this World Now how can a man in faith bless God for that which he is utterly uncertain whether he have received it from him or no. I know some men run on in a Road in this matter They will bless God in a formal way for their Regeneration Sanctification Justification and the like But if you ask them whether themselves are regenerate or no they will be ready to scoff at it or at least to profess that they know no such thing What is this but to mock God and in a presumptuous manner to take his name in vain But if we will praise God as we ought for his Grace as we are guided and directed in the Scripture as the nature of the matter requires with such a frame of heart as may influence our whole Obedience surely it cannot but be our duty to know the Grace that we have received 3. Again the main of our Spiritual watch and diligence consisteth in the cherishing improving and increasing of the Grace that we have received the strengthening of the new Creature that is wrought in us Herein consists principally the Life of faith and the exercise of that Spiritual Wisdom which faith furnisheth the soul withall Now how can any man apply himself hereunto whilest he is altogether uncertain whether he hath received any principle of Living Saving Grace or no whereas therefore God requires our utmost Diligence Watchfulness and Care in this matter It is certain that he requires also of us and grants unto us that which is the foundation of all these duties which lyes in an Acquaintance with that state and condition whereunto we do belong In brief there is nothing we have to do in reference unto Eternity but one way or other it hath a respect unto our light and convictions as to our State and Condition in this World And those who are negligent in the tryal and Examination thereof do leave all things between God and their souls at absolute uncertainties and dubious hazards which is not to lead the Life of Faith We shall now upon these premises return unto that part of the Objection which is under consideration Say some We know not whether we are regenerate or no and are therefore altogether uncertain whether we have an interest in that forgiveness that is with God nor dare we on that account admit of the consolation that is tendred on the Truth insisted on Supposing what hath been spoken in general I shall lay down the grounds of resolving this perplexing doubt in the ensuing Rules RULE I. See that the perswasion and Assurance hereof which you look after and desire be regular and not such as is suited meerly unto your own Imaginations Our second and third General Rules about the nature of all spiritual Assurance and what is consistent therewithall are here to be taken into consideration If you look to have such an Evidence Light into and absolute conviction of this matter as shall admit of no doubts fears questionings just occasions and causes of new trials teachings and self-examinations you will be greatly deceived Regeneration induceth a new principle into the soul but it doth not utterly expel the old some would have security not Assurance The principle of sin and unbelief will still abide in us and still work in us Their abiding and their acting must needs put the soul upon a severe enquiry whether they are not prevalent in it beyond what the condition of Regeneration will admit The constant conflicts we must have with sin will not suffer us to have alwaies so clear an Evidence of our condition as we would desire Such a perswasion as is prevalent against strong objections to the contrary keeping up the heart to a due performance of those duties in faith which belong unto the state of Regeneration is the substance of what in this kind you are to look after RULE II. If you are doubtfull concerning your state and condition do not expect an extraordinary determination of it by an Immediate Testimony of the Spirit of God I do grant that God doth sometimes by this means bring in peace and satisfaction unto the soul he gives his own Spirit immediately to bear witness with ours that we are the children of God both upon the account of Regeneration and Adoption He doth so but as far as we can observe in a way of Soveraignty when and to whom he pleaseth Besides that men may content and satisfie themselves with his ordinary Teachings Consolations and Communications of his Grace he hath left the nature of that peculiar Testimony of the Spirit very dark and difficult to be found out few agreeing wherein it doth consist or what is the nature of it No one mans Experience is a Rule unto others And an undue Apprehension of it is a matter of great danger Yet it is certain that humble souls in extraordinary cases may have recourse unto it with benefit and relief thereby This then you may desire you may pray for but not with such a frame of spirit as to refuse that other satisfaction which in the waies of Truth and
because he hath more opposition more Temptation Isa. 41. 17. And sense of the want of all is a great sign of somewhat in the soul. 2. As to what was alledged to the nothingness the selfishness of Duty I say It is certain whilest we are in the flesh our duties will taste of the vessel whence they proceed Weakness defilements treachery hypocrisie will attend them To this purpose whatever some pretend to the contrary is the Complaint of the Church Isa. 64. 6. The Chaffe oftentimes is so mixed with the Wheat that Corn can scarce be discerned And this know that the more spiritual any man is the more be sees of his unspiritualness in his spiritual Duties An outside performance will satisfie an outside Christian. Job abhorred himself most when he knew himself best The clearer discoveries we have had of God the viler will every thing of self appear Nay further duties and performances are oftentimes very ill measured by us and those seem to be first which indeed are last and those to be last which indeed are first I do not doubt but a man when he hath had distractions to wrestle withall no outward advantage to further him no extraordinary provocations of hope fear or sorrow on a natural account in his duty may rise from his knees with thoughts that he hath done nothing in his duty but provoked God when there hath been more workings of Grace in contending with the deadness cast on the soul by the condition that it is in than when by a concurrence of moved natural affections and outward provocations a frame hath been raised that hath to the party himself seemed to reach to Heaven so that it may be this perplexity about duties is nothing but what is common to the people of God and which ought to be no obstruction to peace and settlement 2. As to the pretence of Hypocrisie you know what is usually answered it is one thing to do a thing in hypocrisie another not to do it without a mixture of hypocrisie Hypocrisie in its long extent is every thing that for matter or manner comes short of sincerity Now our sincerity is no more perfect than our other graces so that in its measure it abides with us and adheres to all we do In like manner it is one thing to do a thing for vain glory and to be seen of men another not to be able wholly to keep off the subtle insinuations of self and vain glory He that doth a thing in hypocrisie and for vain glory is satisfied with some corrupt end obtained though he be sensible that he sought such an end He that doth a thing with a mixture of hypocrisie that is with some breaches upon the degrees of his sincerity with some insensible advancements in performance on outward considerations is not satisfied with a self end attained and is dissatisfied with the defect of his sincerity In a word wouldst thou yet be sincere and dost endeavour so to be in private duties and in publick performances in praying hearing giving alms zealous actings for Gods glory and the Love of the Saints though these duties are not it may be sometimes done without sensible hypocrisie I mean as traced to its most subtle insinuations of self and vain glory yet are they not done in hypocrisie nor do not denominate the persons by whom they are performed hypocrites Yet I say of this as of all that is spoken before it is of use to relieve us under a troubled condition of none to support us or incourage us unto an abode in it 3. Know that God despiseth not small things he takes notice of the least breathings of our hearts after him when we our selves can see nor perceive no such thing He knows the mind of the spirit in those workings which are never formed to that height that we can reflect upon them with our observation Every thing that is of him is noted in his Book though not in ours He took notice that when Sarah was acting unbelief towards him yet that she shewed respect and regard to her Husband calling him Lord Gen. 18. 12. 1 Pet. 3. 6. And even whilst his people are sinning he can find something in their hearts words or waies that pleaseth him much more in their duties He is a skilfull refiner that can find much Gold in that Ore where we see nothing but Lead or Clay He remembers the duties which we forget and forgets the sins which we remember He justifies our persons though ungodly and will also our duties though not perfectly godly 4. To give a little further support in reference unto our wretched miserable duties and to them that are in perplexities on that account know that Jesus Christ takes out whatever is evil and unsavoury out of them and makes them acceptable When an unskilfull servant gathers many herbs flowers and weeds in a Garden you gather them out that are usefull and cast the rest out of sight Christ deals so with our performances All the ingredients of self that are in them on any account he takes away and adds Incense to what remains and presents it to God Exod. 28. 36. This is the cause that the Saints at the last day when they meet their own duties and performances they know them not they are so changed from what they were when they went of their hand Lord when saw we thee naked or hungry so that God accepts a little and Christ makes our little a great deal 5. Is this an Argument to keep thee from believing The Reason why thou art no more Holy is because thou hast no more faith If thou hast no holiness it is because thou hast no saith Holiness is the purifying of the heart by faith or our Obedience unto the Truth And the reason why thou art no more in duty is because thou art no more in believing the reason why thy duties are weak and imperfect is because thy faith is weak and imperfect Hast thou no holiness believe that thou maist have hast thou but a little or that which is imperceptible be stedfast in believing that thou maist abound in Obedience Do not resolve not to eat thy meat until thou art strong when thou hast no means of being strong but by eating thy bread which strengthens the heart of man Object 4. The powerfull tumulating of indwelling sin or corruption is another cause of the same kind of trouble and despondency They that are Christs have crucified the flesh with the lusts thereof But we find say some several corruptions working effectually in our hearts carrying us captive to the Law of sin They disquiet with their power as well as with their guilt Had we been made partakers of the Law of the Spirit of Life we had ere this been more set free from the Law of sin and death Had sin been pardoned fully it would have been subdued more effectually There are three Considerations which make the actings of indwelling sin to be so perplexing to