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know_v that_o elijah_n prophesy_v against_o jehoram_n in_o writing_n say_v 21.12_o 2._o chr_n 21.12_o thus_o say_v the_o lord_n because_o thou_o have_v not_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o jehoshaphat_n thy_o father_n nor_o in_o the_o way_n of_o asa_n king_n of_o judah_n 14_o vers_fw-la 14_o behold_v with_o a_o great_a plague_n will_v the_o lord_n smite_v thy_o people_n and_o thy_o child_n and_o thy_o wife_n and_o all_o thy_o good_n 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o and_o thou_o shall_v have_v great_a sickness_n by_o disease_n of_o thy_o bowel_n until_o thy_o bowel_n fall_v out_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o sickness_n day_n by_o day_n 11.10_o job_n 11.10_o and_o i_o know_v also_o that_o if_o he_o cut_v off_o and_o shut_v up_o or_o gather_v together_o none_o can_v hinder_v he_o but_o what_o then_o what_o though_o he_o have_v shut_v i_o up_o shall_v i_o therefore_o rage_n and_o rave_v like_o one_o distract_v 30_o c._n 30.29_o vers_fw-la 30_o what_o though_o i_o be_o a_o sister_n to_o dragon_n and_o a_o companion_n to_o owl_n what_o though_o my_o skin_n shall_v be_v black_a upon_o i_o and_o my_o bone_n be_v burn_v up_o with_o heat_n 3.3_o c._n 3.3_o shall_v i_o therefore_o cry_v let_v the_o day_n perish_v wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o the_o night_n in_o which_o it_o be_v say_v there_o be_v a_o child_n conceive_v o_o no_o i_o will_v rather_o resolve_v with_o afflict_a job_n though_o he_o slay_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o he_o 13.15_o c._n 13.15_o why_o shall_v i_o offer_v to_o be_v dismay_v that_o god_n which_o dwell_v in_o the_o heaven_n have_v take_v up_o my_o house_n and_o be_v come_v to_o sojourn_v with_o i_o upon_o earth_n i_o will_v speak_v in_o the_o phrase_n of_o a_o king_n but_o will_v god_n indeed_o dwell_v on_o the_o earth_n 8.27_o 1._o king_n 8.27_o behold_v the_o heaven_n and_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n can_v contain_v thou_o how_o much_o less_o this_o house_n of_o i_o which_o thou_o now_o do_v visit_v o_o what_o a_o happiness_n it_o be_v to_o have_v god_n for_o our_o visitant_n though_o he_o come_v in_o wrath_n yet_o be_v he_o welcome_a o_o let_v i_o have_v my_o god_n any_o way_n rather_o than_o not_o have_v he_o at_o all_o if_o he_o shall_v not_o sometime_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o i_o shall_v suspect_v that_o he_o love_v i_o not_o but_o if_o for_o ever_o he_o shall_v be_v angry_a with_o i_o i_o shall_v feel_v that_o he_o love_v i_o not_o he_o be_v never_o angry_a with_o i_o but_o when_o i_o be_o not_o angry_a with_o myself_o i_o will_v
my_o rage_a outcry_n which_o have_v give_v a_o evil_a example_n of_o impatience_n unto_o other_o &_o a_o scandal_n to_o â—…y_a religion_n it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n to_o free_v my_o infant_n from_o the_o tyranny_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v thy_o â—ove_n it_o be_v thy_o mercy_n to_o take_v he_o that_o so_o he_o â—ight_a sin_n no_o more_o lord_n unto_o thy_o will_n 〈◊〉_d submit_v my_o will_n and_o for_o thy_o love_n for_o thy_o mercy_n for_o thy_o goodness_n i_o praise_v thou_o i_o blesseâ—hee_o â—hee_z i_o magnify_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n vipe_v i_o besiech_v thou_o from_o my_o eye_n all_o ear_n of_o discontent_n remove_v from_o my_o heart_n he_o excess_n of_o sorrow_n and_o make_v i_o walk_v in_o â—…y_a vocation_n with_o cheerfulness_n and_o in_o my_o religion_n with_o settledness_n &_o resolution_n the_o mortality_n of_o my_o child_n have_v teach_v i_o the_o â—…ailty_n even_o of_o myself_o grant_v therefore_o blessed_a god_n that_o the_o long_o i_o live_v the_o better_a i_o may_v â—…ow_o both_o in_o grace_n and_o goodness_n that_o so_o when_o his_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n i_o may_v â—eete_v thou_o my_o god_n with_o comfort_n thou_o my_o jesus_n with_o joy_n and_o rejoice_v and_o my_o decease_a child_n together_o with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o choir_n of_o saint_n with_o heavenly_a halelujah_n and_o sing_v praise_n 5.13_o reu._n 5.13_o and_o honour_n and_o glory_n unto_o thou_o who_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o ever_o mere_a amen_n subject_n 18_o the_o eighteen_o subject_a tear_n of_o a_o wife_n for_o the_o sickness_n of_o her_o husband_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lordâ—_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v lord_n how_o various_a be_v the_o condition_n of_o mortal_n sometime_o we_o be_v sick_a and_o sometime_o we_o be_v well_o sometime_o in_o sickness_n we_o draw_v near_o to_o the_o grave_n and_o sometime_o again_o we_o be_v in_o hope_n of_o recovery_n it_o be_v thus_o o_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o my_o dear_a husband_n he_o who_o be_v my_o comfort_n and_o joy_n in_o his_o health_n be_v now_o my_o griefâ—_n and_o sorrow_n in_o his_o sickness_n the_o extremity_n oâ—_n his_o anguish_n enforce_v my_o tear_n and_o those_o conflict_n of_o his_o between_o life_n and_o death_n do_v pierce_v i_o even_o to_o the_o soul_n i_o be_o i_o think_v so_o divide_v in_o my_o tear_n that_o i_o can_v well_o determine_v whether_o the_o great_a number_n of_o they_o â—re_n shed_v for_o the_o torment_n which_o he_o suffer_v â—r_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o own_o content_a or_o for_o the_o â—aines_n which_o love_n and_o loyalty_n enforce_v i_o to_o â—ake_v or_o for_o fear_n of_o his_o departure_n all_o of_o they_o â—ow_o from_o the_o spring_n of_o love_n and_o be_v ready_a â—o_o convert_v i_o into_o a_o glide_a streamâ—…_n when_o eve_n be_v arraign_v for_o entice_v she_o 〈…〉_o â—o_o the_o act_n of_o disobedience_n 3.16_o gen_n 3.16_o it_o be_v part_n of_o her_o punishment_n that_o her_o desire_n shall_v be_v subject_a â—nto_o her_o husband_n and_o he_o shall_v rule_v over_o she_o i_o be_v i_o can_v be_v well_o content_v to_o under_o go_v this_o servitude_n so_o that_o my_o husband_n may_v not_o undergo_a this_o sickness_n alas_o his_o â—isease_n be_v grow_v so_o violent_a that_o it_o even_o darken_v his_o reason_n and_o make_v he_o desire_v he_o know_v not_o what_o i_o will_v glad_o obey_v himen'_v â—n_z whatsoëver_o he_o command_v but_o that_o i_o must_v not_o yield_v unto_o all_o his_o desire_n in_o this_o time_n of_o his_o weakness_n i_o must_v now_o obey_v the_o physician_n be_v order_n and_o follow_v those_o direction_n which_o he_o prescribe_v o_o the_o misery_n of_o sickness_n which_o so_o enfeeble_v the_o brain_n that_o it_o un-man_n a_o husband_n and_o pretend_v to_o free_v the_o wife_n from_o the_o yoke_n of_o obedience_n now_o my_o desire_n must_v not_o be_v subject_a to_o my_o dear_a husband_n if_o he_o require_v that_o which_o may_v hinder_v his_o recovery_n yet_o howsoever_o my_o desire_n shall_v be_v for_o he_o when_o they_o may_v not_o be_v to_o he_o for_o i_o will_v beg_v of_o the_o lord_n to_o ease_v he_o of_o his_o misery_n and_o to_o restore_v he_o to_o health_n o_o i_o be_v i_o be_o not_o as_o i_o shall_v be_v because_o i_o want_v the_o comfort_n and_o direction_n of_o my_o head_n he_o poor_a man_n iâ—_n grow_v as_o feeble_a by_o sickness_n as_o i_o be_o by_o sex_n and_o although_o the_o torment_n be_v his_o yet_o the_o sorrow_n be_v i_o when_o i_o remember_v the_o unâ—kindnesse_n of_o the_o amalekite_n to_o his_o sick_a servant_n i_o can_v choose_v but_o wonder_n at_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o inhumanity_n 30.13_o 1._o sam._n 30.13_o the_o master_n leave_v his_o sick_a egyptian_a when_o the_o enemy_n pursue_v as_o if_o it_o hâ—d_v be_v a_o high_a offence_n to_o want_v his_o health_n io_o sickness_n we_o have_v a_o certain_a trial_n of_o a_o friend_n he_o that_o only_o affect_v we_o in_o health_n &_o leave_v we_o in_o weakness_n be_v but_o a_o pretender_n to_o friendship_n and_o true_o love_v we_o not_o o_o who_o will_v leave_v a_o languish_a man_n that_o know_v not_o how_o to_o help_v himself_o i_o be_v i_o rejoice_v though_o in_o my_o great_a perplexity_n that_o godhath_a give_v i_o both_o power_n and_o ability_n to_o comfort_v my_o dear_a i_o hourly_o visit_v he_o though_o not_o without_o tear_n and_o when_o i_o most_o endeavour_n to_o be_v a_o comforter_n unto_o he_o even_o then_o alas_o i_o be_o enforce_v to_o weep_v thus_o his_o very_a potiens_n be_v mix_v with_o the_o drop_n that_o distil_v from_o my_o eye_n and_o at_o every_o turn_n i_o be_o so_o sensible_a of_o his_o misery_n that_o i_o do_v in_o a_o manner_n embalm_v he_o alive_a with_o my_o abundant_a tear_n although_o i_o yet_o have_v hope_n of_o his_o recovery_n 8.7_o 2._o king_n 8.7_o when_o benhadad_o the_o king_n of_o assyria_n be_v sick_a he_o send_v hazaël_n to_o meet_v elisha_n the_o man_n of_o god_n and_o inquire_v of_o the_o lord_n by_o he_o say_v shall_v i_o recover_v of_o this_o disease_n 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o i_o be_v i_o can_v glad_o perform_v that_o office_n of_o hazaël_n but_o where_o shall_v i_o meet_v with-such_a a_o prophet_n as_o elisha_n alas_o it_o be_v not_o in_o the_o power_n of_o man_n to_o limit_v our_o time_n it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o number_v our_o day_n i_o must_v therefore_o leave_v my_o curiosity_n and_o submit_v to_o his_o pleasure_n and_o yet_o in_o my_o submission_n i_o can_v leave_v weep_v for_o even_o nature_n allow_v i_o a_o freedom_n to_o mourn_v david_n grieve_v when_o his_o very_a enemy_n be_v sick_a for_o so_o he_o say_v as_o for_o i_o 35.13_o ps_n 35.13_o when_o they_o be_v sick_a my_o clothing_n be_v sackcloth_n i_o humble_v my_o soul_n with_o fast_v how_o much_o rather_o may_v i_o be_v allow_v to_o grieve_v for_o my_o friend_n for_o my_o husband_n who_o know_v but_o that_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o misery_n by_o my_o tear_n of_o sorrow_n i_o will_v therefore_o strive_v to_o remove_v the_o cause_n it_o be_v in_o the_o power_n of_o my_o redeemer_n both_o to_o forgive_v i_o and_o to_o recover_v he_o but_o alas_o so_o long_o as_o he_o be_v sick_a i_o can_v be_v well_o so_o long_o as_o the_o head_n be_v trouble_v the_o body_n must_v needs_o be_v disturb_v he_o be_v my_o head_n and_o i_o be_o his_o glory_n 7._o 1._o cor._n 11.3_o vers_fw-la 7._o alas_o what_o comfort_n can_v i_o receive_v when_o my_o head_n be_v sick_a what_o glory_n can_v he_o take_v in_o the_o wife_n of_o his_o bosom_n when_o the_o violence_n of_o his_o pain_n deprive_v he_o of_o my_o society_n but_o why_o do_v i_o utter_v these_o word_n of_o discontent_a as_o if_o it_o be_v in_o the_o power_n of_o man_n to_o recover_v my_o beloved_a it_o be_v god_n alone_o that_o send_v sickness_n and_o that_o send_v health_n on_o he_o therefore_o alone_o will_v i_o depend_v and_o in_o he_o alone_o will_v i_o hope_v saint_n paul_n relate_v that_o epaphroditus_n be_v sick_a 2.27_o phil._n 2.27_o nigh_o unto_o death_n but_o god_n say_v he_o have_v mercy_n on_o he_o and_o not_o on_o he_o only_o but_o on_o i_o also_o lest_o i_o shall_v have_v sorrow_n upon_o sorrow_n my_o dear_a husband_n be_v sick_a as_o be_v epaphroditus_n yea_o and_o for_o aught_o that_o i_o know_v he_o may_v be_v sick_a unto_o death_n too_o but_o i_o will_v trust_v in_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o and_o restore_v
be_v none_o to_o deliver_v we_o o_o thou_o who_o do_v suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n be_v please_v to_o cure_v the_o wound_n and_o malady_n both_o of_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n of_o thy_o distress_a servant_n thou_o know_v lord_n that_o the_o feeble_a soul_n can_v praise_v thou_o with_o cheerfulness_n nor_o serve_v thou_o with_o alacrity_n the_o sickness_n of_o the_o body_n disturb_v the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o un-apt_a to_o serve_v thou_o with_o readiness_n o_o say_v of_o his_o disease_n that_o it_o be_v enough_o and_o remove_v from_o he_o speedy_o this_o heavy_a visitation_n thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n be_v lay_v upon_o he_o and_o the_o stroke_n be_v so_o heavy_a that_o it_o wound_v we_o both_o merciful_a god_n let_v the_o sin_n of_o both_o of_o we_o be_v blot_v out_o of_o thy_o remembrance_n like_o a_o cloud_n 44.22_o be_v 44.22_o and_o be_v appease_v with_o we_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n 2.17_o mar_n 2.17_o the_o whole_a have_v no_o need_n of_o thou_o the_o physician_n but_o we_o that_o be_v sick_a o_o be_v thou_o the_o physician_n to_o cure_v our_o soul_n and_o then_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n restore_v thy_o disease_a servant_n to_o his_o former_a health_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o this_o sickness_n as_o a_o messenger_n of_o death_n o_o give_v he_o patience_n to_o bear_v and_o willingness_n to_o suffer_v whatsoever_o thou_o send_v rank_n he_o not_o in_o the_o number_n of_o those_o rich_a and_o wicked_a 5.17_o eccl._n 5.17_o who_o have_v much_o sorrow_n and_o wrath_n in_o their_o sickness_n but_o ease_v his_o sorrow_n and_o appease_v thy_o wrath_n make_v he_o willing_a to_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n that_o so_o whether_o he_o live_v 14.8_o rom._n 14.8_o he_o may_v live_v unto_o thou_o or_o whether_o he_o die_v he_o may_v die_v unto_o thou_o yea_o whether_o he_o live_v or_o die_v that_o he_o may_v be_v thou_o 13._o luc._n 18_o 13._o lord_n be_v likewise_o merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n thou_o know_v how_o deep_o this_o affliction_n wound_v i_o to_o he_o thou_o give_v i_o who_o now_o thou_o visite_a that_o so_o he_o may_v be_v both_o my_o head_n and_o my_o director_n and_o thou_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o my_o frailty_n that_o i_o can_v understand_v i_o can_v walk_v in_o thy_o way_n without_o a_o counsellor_n i_o can_v apprehend_v what_o i_o read_v 8.31_o act._n 8.31_o except_o some_o man_n shall_v guide_v i_o o_o be_v thou_o please_v therefore_o to_o spare_v his_o life_n who_o i_o be_o command_v to_o learn_v of_o at_o home_n 14.35_o 1._o cor._n 14.35_o for_o if_o thou_o call_v he_o to_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n let_v it_o be_v thy_o goodness_n to_o moderate_v my_o sorrow_n upon_o earth_n if_o thou_o take_v he_o from_o my_o society_n let_v i_o not_o be_v leave_v alone_o but_o send_v i_o the_o comforter_n even_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o be_v my_o protector_n and_o my_o guide_n unto_o death_n 48.14_o ps_n 48.14_o release_v he_o of_o his_o torment_n who_o thou_o visite_a with_o this_o sickness_n and_o ease_n thou_o my_o sorrow_n which_o arise_v from_o his_o pain_n give_v the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o spirit_n both_o to_o he_o and_o i_o that_o when_o this_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n we_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o in_o peace_n 9.6_o 2._o pet._n 3.14_o be_v 9.6_o through_o the_o merit_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o prince_n of_o peace_n even_a jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n and_o only_a saviour_n amen_n the_o nineteenth_o subject_a tear_n of_o a_o woman_n lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o belove_a husband_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o mary_n come_v where_o jesus_n be_v 11.32_o io._n 11.32_o and_o see_v he_o she_o fall_v down_o at_o his_o foot_n say_v unto_o he_o lord_z if_o thou_o have_v be_v here_o my_o brother_n have_v not_o dye_v she_o weep_v indeed_o yet_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o brother_n and_o the_o jew_n also_o weep_v 33._o vers_fw-la 33._o yet_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o common_a friend_n but_o what_o be_v all_o that_o to_o the_o death_n of_o a_o husband_n o_o my_o husband_n my_o husband_n that_o very_a name_n of_o husband_n i_o be_v woo_a flatter_v i_o with_o comfort_n as_o if_o i_o may_v imagine_v that_o he_o can_v hear_v i_o but_o oh_o he_o be_v dead_a he_o be_v dead_a he_o can_v hear_v i_o he_o can_v behold_v i_o he_o can_v answer_v i_o his_o ear_n be_v lock_v up_o his_o eye_n be_v close_v his_o mouth_n be_v seal_v his_o soul_n be_v go_v o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v for_o my_o head_n my_o guide_n my_o heart_n my_o husband_n be_v my_o saviour_n upon_o earth_n again_o i_o can_v send_v one_o to_o he_o as_o mary_n do_v 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o who_o shall_v say_v lord_z behold_v he_o who_o thou_o love_v be_v dead_a dead_a say_v i_o o_o 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it_o be_v a_o cozen_a deceitful_a heart_n it_o be_v deceit_n full_a above_o all_o thing_n and_o desperate_o wicked_a even_o more_o than_o i_o can_v know_v &_o full_o it_o be_v of_o trick_n full_a of_o delusion_n there_o be_v many_o device_n in_o it_o 101.4_o prov_n 19.21_o ps_n 38.8_o ps_n 64.6_o ps_n 101.4_o it_o be_v a_o troublsome_a heart_n in_o so_o much_o as_o many_o time_n i_o have_v roar_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o disquietness_n of_o it_o it_o be_v a_o deep_a heart_n &_o not_o easy_o pry_v into_o both_o my_o inward_a thought_n &_o my_o heartit_a self_n have_v be_v very_o deep_a it_o be_v a_o froâ—…ard_a heart_n so_o froward_a that_o now_o it_o be_v run_v away_o from_o i_o 19_o zech_n 8.17_o mar_n 15_o 19_o it_o be_v depart_v it_o be_v a_o evil_a heart_n a_o heart_n that_o be_v always_o imagine_v evil_a and_o so_o great_a evil_n that_o out_o of_o it_o have_v proceed_v evil_a thought_n murder_n adultery_n fornication_n theft_n false_a witness_n &_o blasphemy_n 27.6_o gen_n 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heart_n and_o bid_v i_o to_o prepare_v for_o my_o last_o farewell_n every_o toul_n awaken_v my_o conscience_n and_o bid_v i_o remember_v what_o my_o sin_n have_v merit_v thus_o my_o ear_n receive_v a_o sound_n and_o thus_o my_o tremble_a heart_n feel_v a_o throb_v a_o heat_n a_o pant_a for_o my_o particular_a sin_n which_o have_v be_v some_o cause_n of_o this_o general_a sickness_n moses_n go_v unto_o the_o lord_n 32.31_o 3._o exit_fw-la 32.31_o and_o say_v oh_o this_o people_n have_v sin_v a_o great_a sin_n and_o have_v make_v they_o god_n of_o gold_n but_o what_o follow_v the_o lord_n plague_v the_o people_n 35_o vers_fw-la 35_o because_o they_o worship_v the_o calse_a which_o aaron_n have_v make_v there_o be_v the_o sin_n &_o there_o be_v the_o punishment_n but_o be_v that_o plague_n the_o same_o as_o this_o which_o now_o do_v rave_v and_o rage_n among_o we_o sure_o our_o sin_n be_v the_o same_o as_o be_v they_o for_o we_o dig_v the_o entrails_n of_o our_o mother_n earth_n and_o 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and_o village_n the_o disease_a groan_n through_o the_o extremity_n of_o their_o pain_n and_o for_o want_v of_o comfort_n both_o of_o body_n and_o soul_n the_o sound_n be_v weep_v for_o the_o misery_n of_o the_o sick_a and_o long_o for_o the_o deliverance_n even_o of_o their_o whole_a family_n from_o the_o burden_n of_o the_o flesh_n some_o habitation_n be_v make_v both_o hospital_n and_o charnel_n house_n where_o many_o a_o one_o lie_v sick_a and_o for_o want_v of_o help_n they_o sicken_v without_o hope_n they_o die_v without_o comfort_n and_o they_o consume_v without_o interment_n sometime_o again_o the_o mother_n who_o dandle_v her_o infant_n in_o her_o clasp_a arm_n be_v enforce_v in_o those_o arm_n to_o carry_v it_o to_o the_o grave_n sometime_o the_o husband_n who_o dear_o affect_v the_o wife_n of_o his_o bosom_n be_v enforce_v to_o make_v she_o the_o burden_n of_o his_o shoulder_n and_o to_o bear_v her_o dead_a corpse_n to_o the_o devour_a earth_n for_o want_v of_o friend_n &_o neighbour_n to_o ease_v he_o of_o the_o burden_n yea_o sometime_o the_o child_n be_v enforce_v to_o assist_v their_o father_n in_o the_o carriage_n of_o their_o mother_n to_o her_o long_a home_n o_o horror_n horror_n horror_n can_v pity_n find_v no_o entrance_n at_o the_o heart_n of_o stranger_n can_v compassionfind_a no_o harbour_n in_o the_o bowel_n of_o neighbour_n will_v none_o perform_v this_o act_n of_o piety_n to_o key-cold_a woman_n to_o the_o carkeise_n of_o a_o woman_n but_o only_o her_o husband_n the_o husband_n of_o her_o affection_n and_o her_o child_n the_o labour_n and_o the_o fruit_n of_o her_o womb_n o_o how_o divers_a in_o the_o world_n will_v stand_v amaze_v at_o the_o sight_n &_o hardly_o determine_v whether_o the_o drop_n which_o fall_v from_o the_o face_n of_o the_o bearer_n be_v the_o sweat_n of_o their_o brow_n or_o the_o tear_n of_o their_o eye_n oh_o what_o adreadfull_a time_n be_v this_o do_v ever_o any_o age_n produce_v a_o parallel_n to_o this_o severe_a contagion_n be_v it_o ever_o know_v that_o a_o pestilence_n be_v so_o general_a and_o so_o malignant_a do_v ever_o any_o people_n drink_v so_o deep_a of_o the_o cup_n of_o sorrow_n astonishment_n 4._o eze_n 23_o 33._o vers_fw-la 4._o and_o desolation_n as_o we_o do_v be_v ever_o samaria_n or_o aholah_n or_o aholibah_n or_o babylon_n or_o jerusalem_n 25.20_o jer_n 25.20_o be_v ever_o the_o king_n of_o the_o land_n of_o the_o philistine_n or_o askelon_n or_o azzah_n or_o ekron_n 21_o vers_fw-la 21_o or_o ashdod_n be_v ever_o edom_n or_o moab_n or_o ammon_n or_o tyrus_n or_o zidon_n 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o be_v ever_o dedan_n or_o tema_n 23_o vers_fw-la 23_o or_o any_o other_o place_n so_o drink_v with_o the_o cup_n of_o fury_n from_o the_o lord_n hand_n as_o we_o be_v 4.18_o hos_fw-la 4.18_o our_o drink_n be_v former_o sour_a with_o our_o whoredom_n with_o our_o abomination_n now_o therefore_o we_o have_v water_n of_o gall_n to_o drink_v 1.12_o jer_n 8.14_o c_o 23.15_o c_o 25.15_o eze_n 39_o 17._o vers_fw-la 18_o vers_fw-la 19_o lam_n 1.12_o we_o be_v feed_v with_o wormwood_n and_o our_o cup_n be_v a_o cup_n of_o fury_n of_o tremble_a and_o of_o astonishment_n o_o the_o plague_n the_o plague_n it_o be_v that_o eat_v our_o flesh_n and_o drink_v our_o blood_n it_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o the_o mighty_a and_o drink_v the_o blood_n of_o prince_n it_o drink_v even_o until_o it_o be_v drunken_a with_o our_o blood_n be_v there_o ever_o any_o sorrow_n like_a unto_o our_o sorrow_n where_o with_o the_o lord_n do_v afflict_v we_o in_o this_o day_n of_o his_o fierce_a wrath_n but_o why_o do_v i_o thus_o cry_v out_o why_o
let_v the_o sickness_n of_o our_o body_n put_v we_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o disease_n of_o our_o soul_n good_a god_n either_o preserve_v we_o from_o sickness_n or_o protect_v we_o in_o sickness_n be_v thou_o our_o god_n and_o make_v we_o thy_o servant_n and_o then_o come_v either_o with_o health_n or_o with_o sickness_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v 91.7_o ps_n 91.7_o thou_o can_v cause_v a_o thousand_o to_o fall_v at_o our_o side_n and_o ten_o thousand_o at_o our_o right_a hand_n and_o yet_o preserve_v we_o thou_o can_v if_o thou_o please_v 10_o vers_fw-la 10_o so_o protect_v we_o that_o no_o evil_a may_v befall_v we_o nor_o any_o plague_n come_v nigh_o our_o dwell_n o_o grant_v therefore_o that_o we_o may_v make_v thou_o our_o refuge_n 38.6_o vers_fw-la 9_o ps_n 38.6_o yea_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o most_o high_a our_o habitation_n we_o be_v trouble_v o_o lord_n we_o be_v bow_v down_o great_o we_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o 10_o ps_n 102_o 9_o vers_fw-la 10_o we_o eat_v ash_n as_o it_o be_v bread_n and_o mingle_v our_o drink_n with_o weep_v because_o of_o thy_o indignation_n and_o thy_o wrath_n for_o thou_o have_v lift_v we_o up_o and_o cast_v we_o down_o but_o o_o thou_o who_o be_v my_o only_a rock_n 42.9_o ps_n 42.9_o why_o have_v thou_o forget_v we_o o_o why_o go_v we_o thus_o mourn_v by_o reason_n of_o this_o affliction_n 43.2_o ps_n 43.2_o thou_o be_v the_o god_n of_o our_o strength_n why_o do_v thou_o cast_v we_o off_o o_o give_v i_o leave_v with_o queen_n esther_n to_o speak_v yet_o again_o before_o thou_o the_o king_n of_o king_n 8.3_o est_fw-la 8.3_o and_o to_o fall_v down_o at_o thy_o foot_n as_o she_o do_v at_o the_o foot_n of_o king_n ahasuerus_n and_o to_o besiech_v thou_o with_o tear_n to_o withdraw_v thy_o visitation_n 22._o job._n 14_o 22._o o_o lord_n our_o very_a soul_n within_o we_o do_v mourn_v for_o thou_o do_v cause_v our_o sun_n to_o go_v down_o at_o noon_n and_o do_v darken_v our_o earth_n in_o the_o clear_a day_n 10_o amos._n 8.9_o vers_fw-la 10_o thou_o have_v turn_v our_o fast_n into_o mourning_n and_o all_o our_o song_n into_o lamentation_n thou_o have_v bring_v sackcloth_n upon_o our_o loin_n 16_o lam._n 5.15_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o make_v our_o mourning_n as_o the_o mourning_n of_o a_o only_a son_n the_o joy_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v cease_v and_o the_o crown_n be_v fall_v from_o our_o head_n woe_n unto_o we_o that_o we_o have_v sin_v but_o o_o thou_o who_o be_v anoint_v to_o preach_v good_a tiding_n unto_o the_o meek_a 61.1_o be_v 61.1_o who_o be_v send_v to_o bind_v up_o the_o brokenhearted_a 2._o vers_fw-la 2._o to_o proclaim_v liberty_n to_o the_o captive_n and_o the_o open_n of_o the_o prison_n to_o they_o that_o be_v bind_v to_o proclaim_v the_o acceptable_a year_n of_o the_o lord_n yea_o and_o the_o day_n of_o vengeance_n of_o our_o god_n to_o comfort_v all_o that_o mourn_n 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o to_o appoint_v unto_o they_o that_o mourn_v in_o zion_n to_o give_v unto_o they_o beauty_n for_o ash_n the_o oil_n of_o joy_n for_o mourning_n the_o garment_n of_o praise_n for_o the_o spirit_n of_o heaviness_n thou_o who_o set_v up_o on_o high_a those_o that_o be_v low_a 17._o job._n 5.11_o ps_n 102_o 17._o that_o those_o which_o mourn_n may_v be_v exalt_v to_o safety_n regard_v thou_o i_o most_o humble_o and_o earnest_o besiech_v thou_o the_o prayer_n of_o we_o the_o poor_a destitute_a &_o despise_v not_o our_o desire_n thou_o have_v see_v our_o way_n 57.18_o be_v 57.18_o o_o do_v thou_o heal_v we_o lead_v we_o also_o and_o restore_v comfort_n unto_o we_o that_o we_o may_v be_v call_v tree_n of_o righteousness_n the_o plant_n of_o thou_o our_o lord_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v glorify_v wound_v we_o not_o 30.14_o jer._n 30.14_o o_o father_n with_o the_o wound_n of_o a_o enemy_n with_o the_o chastisement_n of_o a_o cruel_a one_o for_o the_o multitude_n of_o our_o iniquity_n 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o let_v not_o our_o sorrow_n be_v incurable_a because_o our_o sin_n be_v increase_v though_o for_o a_o small_a moment_n thou_o have_v seem_v to_o forsake_v we_o 54.7_o be_v 54.7_o yet_o with_o thy_o great_a mercy_n gather_v we_o again_o 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o in_o aditle_a wrath_n thou_o do_v hide_v thy_o face_n from_o we_o for_o a_o moment_n but_o with_o everlasting_a kindness_n have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o o_o lord_n our_o redeemer_n o_o thou_o who_o be_v our_o redeemer_n 37.17_o vers_fw-la 5._o ps_n 34.15_o be_v 37.17_o the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n the_o god_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n let_v thy_o ear_n be_v open_a unto_o our_o cry_n open_v thy_o eye_n and_o see_v our_o affliction_n how_o we_o be_v shut_v up_o from_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o godly_a and_o from_o the_o society_n of_o our_o endear_a friend_n 13.3_o ps_n 13.3_o consider_v and_o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n lighten_v our_o eye_n lest_o we_o sleep_v the_o sleep_n of_o death_n 123.2_o ps_n 123.2_o behold_v as_o the_o eye_n of_o servant_n look_v unto_o the_o hand_n of_o their_o master_n and_o as_o the_o eye_n of_o a_o maiden_n unto_o the_o hand_n of_o her_o mistress_n so_o our_o eye_n wait_v upon_o thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n until_o thou_o have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o o_o do_v thou_o grant_v unto_o we_o remisston_fw-mi of_o our_o sin_n patience_n in_o our_o misery_n comfort_n in_o our_o distress_n physic_n for_o our_o health_n and_o recovery_n and_o in_o thy_o bless_a time_n bring_v our_o soul_n out_o of_o prison_n 142.7_o ps_n 142.7_o that_o we_o may_v give_v thanks_o unto_o thy_o name_n which_o thing_n if_o thou_o will_v grant_v unto_o we_o then_o shall_v the_o righteous_a resort_n again_o unto_o our_o company_n 79.13_o ps_n 79.13_o so_o shall_v we_o that_o be_v thy_o people_n and_o sheep_n of_o thy_o pasture_n give_v thou_o thanks_o for_o ever_o and_o show_v forth_o thy_o praise_n from_o generation_n to_o generation_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n subject_n 15_o the_o fifteen_o subject_a tear_n of_o she_o who_o be_v visit_v with_o the_o pestilence_n be_v 1_o either_o wound_v with_o a_o 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and_o confess_v my_o own_o sinnt_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o this_o people_n and_o present_v my_o supplication_n before_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o thus_o i_o will_v say_v the_o first_o prayer_n wherein_o be_v set_v down_o 1_o god_n justice_n in_o punish_v his_o own_o people_n in_o former_a time_n 2_o his_o justice_n also_o in_o the_o present_a punish_v we_o for_o our_o offence_n 3_o a_o earnest_a supplication_n for_o our_o repentance_n and_o his_o forgiveness_n o_o righteous_a father_n thou_o who_o be_v righteous_a in_o all_o thy_o way_n 145.17_o ps_n 145.17_o and_o holy_a in_o all_o thy_o work_n i_o thy_o unworthy_a creature_n in_o the_o very_a grief_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o with_o a_o sad_a and_o bleed_a soul_n can_v choose_v but_o sit_v down_o and_o weep_v 8._o ps_n 13â—_n 1._o vers_fw-la 8._o in_o the_o consideration_n of_o our_o poor_a zion_n waste_v with_o misery_n yet_o great_a and_o grievous_a though_o our_o affliction_n be_v and_o the_o increase_n and_o growth_n which_o 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transgression_n be_v with_o we_o and_o as_o for_o our_o iniquity_n i_o desire_v of_o thou_o lord_n that_o we_o may_v know_v they_o when_o thy_o own_o dear_a people_n of_o israel_n will_v not_o be_v reform_v by_o terror_n 17_o leu._n 26_o 16._o vers_fw-la 17_o and_o consumption_n and_o the_o burn_a ague_n by_o their_o enemy_n eat_v that_o which_o they_o have_v sow_v and_o reign_v over_o they_o by_o their_o flee_v when_o none_o do_v pursue_v they_o by_o make_v their_o heaven_n iron_n &_o their_o earth_n as_o brass_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o by_o suffer_v they_o to_o spend_v their_o strength_n in_o vain_a 19_o vers_fw-la 19_o and_o cause_v their_o land_n not_o to_o yield_v her_o increase_n nâ—_n the_o tree_n their_o fruit_n 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o by_o the_o wild_a beast_n rob_v they_o of_o their_o child_n by_o destroy_v their_o cattle_n and_o make_v they_o few_o in_o number_n and_o their_o high_a way_n desolate_a then_o do_v thou_o threaten_v they_o 23_o vers_fw-la 23_o say_v if_o you_o will_v yet_o walk_v contrary_a to_o i_o then_o will_v i_o walk_v contrary_a to_o you_o 25_o vers_fw-la 24_o vers_fw-la 25_o and_o will_v punish_v you_o yet_o seven_o time_n for_o your_o sin_n i_o will_v bring_v a_o sword_n upon_o you_o that_o shall_v avenge_v the_o quarrel_n of_o my_o covenant_n &_o when_o you_o be_v gather_v together_o within_o your_o city_n i_o will_v send_v the_o pestilence_n among_o you_o 28.15_o deut._n 28.15_o &_o you_o shall_v be_v deliver_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o enemy_n again_o thou_o do_v also_o threaten_v they_o say_v if_o thou_o will_v not_o hearken_v to_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n to_o observe_v to_o do_v all_o his_o
and_o lean_v his_o hand_n on_o the_o wall_n and_o a_o serpent_n bit_n he_o wail_v be_v in_o all_o our_o street_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o we_o sayâ—_n all_o the_o high_a way_n alas_o alas_o wâ—_n call_v the_o husbandman_n to_o mourning_n and_o such_o be_v skilful_a of_o lamentation_n to_o wail_v 17_o vers_fw-la 17_o &_o â—…_n all_o vineyard_n be_v wail_v for_o the_o lord_n do_v pâ—…_n through_o we_o o_o that_o now_o at_o last_o we_o wouâ—_n serious_o lay_v this_o to_o our_o heart_n 14_o vers_fw-la 14_o and_o seeh_a good_a and_o not_o evil_a that_o we_o may_v live_v and_o so_o the_o lord_n the_o god_n of_o host_n may_v be_v with_o we_o o_o that_o we_o will_v once_o hate_v the_o evil_a 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o and_o love_v the_o good_a and_o establish_v judgement_n in_o the_o gate_n it_o may_v be_v that_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n will_v be_v gracious_a unto_o the_o remnant_n of_o joseph_n but_o while_o we_o remain_v in_o our_o rebellion_n we_o must_v look_v to_o lie_v down_o in_o our_o misery_n as_o at_o this_o day_n 79.2_o ps_n 79.2_o the_o dead_a body_n of_o the_o servant_n of_o the_o most_o high_a be_v give_v to_o be_v meat_n unto_o the_o fowl_n of_o the_o heaven_n and_o the_o flesh_n of_o his_o saint_n unto_o the_o beast_n of_o the_o earth_n 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o their_o blood_n be_v shed_v like_o water_n round_o about_o the_o kingdom_n and_o there_o be_v none_o to_o bury_v they_o we_o be_v become_v a_o reproach_n to_o our_o neighbour_n 4._o vers_fw-la 4._o a_o scorn_n and_o derision_n to_o they_o that_o be_v round_o about_o we_o 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o how_o long_a lord_n will_v thou_o be_v angry_a for_o ever_o 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o shall_v thy_o jealousy_n burn_v like_o fire_n o_o remember_v not_o against_o we_o our_o former_a iniquity_n let_v thy_o tender_a mercy_n speedy_o prevent_v we_o for_o we_o be_v bring_v very_o love_n 9_o vers_fw-la 9_o help_v we_o o_o god_n of_o our_o salvation_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o name_n o_o deliver_v we_o 3._o ps_n 125_o 3._o and_o purge_v away_o our_o sin_n for_o thy_o name_n sake_n o_o let_v not_o the_o rod_n of_o the_o wicked_a 〈◊〉_d upon_o the_o lot_n of_o the_o righteous_a lest_o the_o righteous_a 〈◊〉_d forth_o their_o hand_n to_o iniquity_n oh_o how_o our_o â—eres_n do_v enforce_v we_o to_o flee_v to_o save_v our_o life_n 22._o jer_n 48.6_o prov_n 28.1_o gen_n 19_o 22._o &_o â—…ke_v we_o like_o the_o heath_n in_o the_o wilderness_n &_o â—…e_v sometime_o flee_v when_o none_o pursue_v we_o â—hen_o sodom_n be_v destroy_v lot_n have_v a_o zoar_a 〈◊〉_d flee_v unto_o when_o jerusalem_n be_v lay_v waist_n â—…ne_v of_o the_o inhabitant_n have_v a_o pella_n to_o escape_v â—…to_o o_o that_o i_o now_o have_v wing_n like_o a_o dove_n 55.6_o ps_n 55.6_o 〈◊〉_d then_o will_v i_o flee_v away_o too_o and_o be_v at_o â—…st_n lo_o then_o will_v i_o wander_v far_o off_o 7._o vers_fw-la 7._o and_o â—…maine_v in_o the_o wilderness_n 2.11_o joel_n 2.11_o for_o the_o day_n of_o the_o â—ord_n be_v great_a and_o very_o verrible_a and_o who_o can_v â—ide_v it_o he_o be_v the_o true_a god_n 10.10_o jer._n 10.10_o he_o be_v the_o liâ—ing_n god_n and_o a_o everlasting_a king_n at_o his_o â—rath_n the_o earth_n do_v tremble_v and_o the_o nation_n 〈◊〉_d not_o able_a to_o abide_v his_o indignation_n you_o â—hat_n do_v i_o talk_v of_o flee_v and_o wish_v for_o the_o wing_n of_o a_o dove_n that_o i_o may_v flee_v alas_o whither_o will_v i_o flee_v can_v the_o mountain_n â—…r_v the_o hill_n cover_v i_o from_o the_o all-seeing_a lord_n of_o host_n 139.7_o ps_n 139.7_o whither_o shall_v i_o go_v from_o his_o spirit_n or_o whither_o shall_v i_o flee_v from_o his_o presence_n if_o i_o ascend_v up_o to_o heaven_n he_o be_v there_o if_o i_o make_v my_o bed_n in_o hell_n behold_v he_o be_v there_o also_o 10_o vers_fw-la 8._o vers_fw-la 9_o vers_fw-la 10_o if_o i_o take_v the_o wing_n of_o the_o morning_n and_o dwell_v in_o the_o uttermost_a part_n of_o the_o sea_n even_o there_o shall_v his_o hand_n lead_v i_o and_o his_o right_a hand_n shall_v hold_v i_o if_o i_o say_v 11_o vers_fw-la 11_o sure_o the_o darkness_n shall_v cover_v i_o even_o the_o night_n shall_v be_v light_n about_o i_o yea_o 12_o vers_fw-la 12_o the_o darkness_n hide_v not_o from_o he_o but_o the_o night_n shine_v as_o the_o day_n the_o dâ—…nesse_n and_o the_o light_n to_o he_o be_v both_o alike_o wâ—…_n then_o shall_v i_o yet_o do_v abide_v his_o wrath_n i_o can_v endure_v these_o trouble_n &_o vexatioâ—…_n and_o impoverishing_n and_o heart-breaking_n aâ—…_n soule-bleeding_a perturbation_n any_o long_o i_o can_v and_o yet_o whither_o to_o go_v or_o flee_v to_o shun_v and_o avoid_v they_o i_o know_v not_o well_o i_o be_o yet_o resolve_v what_o i_o will_v do_v yes_o it_o be_v my_o only_a way_n and_o do_v it_o i_o must_v ay_o will_n since_o i_o can_v flee_v from_o god_n i_o will_v flee_v to_o god_n and_o yet_o i_o will_v flee_v from_o he_o from_o his_o wrath_n from_o his_o anger_n from_o his_o displeasure_n and_o for_o all_o that_o i_o will_v flee_v to_o he_o also_o and_o to_o none_o but_o he_o to_o his_o mercy_n to_o his_o promise_n to_o his_o tender_a compassion_n which_o never_o fail_v i_o have_v displease_v he_o with_o my_o sin_n but_o i_o will_v displease_v myself_o for_o thus_o displease_v my_o kind_n my_o good_a my_o love_a god_n i_o have_v move_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n to_o anger_n by_o my_o iniquity_n but_o i_o will_v be_v angry_a with_o myself_o for_o move_v he_o in_o who_o i_o live_v 28._o act_n 17_o 28._o and_o move_v and_o have_v my_o be_v i_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o with_o tear_n i_o think_v my_o eye_n already_o begin_v to_o water_n and_o i_o will_v cry_v unto_o he_o 65.2_o job._n 34.28_o ps_n 65.2_o for_o he_o hear_v the_o cry_n of_o the_o afflict_a and_o i_o will_v pray_v unto_o he_o for_o he_o be_v a_o god_n that_o hear_v prayer_n and_o i_o will_v sigh_v unto_o he_o for_o he_o cause_v a_o mark_n to_o be_v set_v upon_o the_o forehead_n of_o those_o in_o jerusalem_n who_o do_v sigh_v 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displeasure_n and_o yet_o i_o be_o afraid_a i_o think_v to_o have_v the_o orifice_n make_v i_o will_v be_v content_a to_o grieve_v but_o i_o think_v i_o will_v not_o have_v it_o painful_a i_o will_v do_v it_o at_o cheap_a rate_n o_o but_o i_o must_v both_o grieve_v and_o i_o must_v be_v pain_v too_o yea_o i_o must_v be_v cut_v to_o the_o heart_n yet_o not_o as_o be_v the_o high_a priest_n and_o the_o counsel_n 5.29_o act._n 5.29_o when_o peter_n and_o john_n tell_v they_o that_o they_o ought_v to_o obey_v god_n rather_o than_o man_n where_o upon_o they_o be_v cut_v to_o the_o heart_n and_o take_v counsel_n to_o slay_v they_o 7.54_o vers_fw-la 33_o c._n 7.54_o nor_o as_o they_o be_v cut_v to_o the_o heart_n when_o they_o gnash_v with_o their_o tooth_n upon_o stephen_n but_o i_o must_v howsoever_o be_v cut_v or_o at_o least_o i_o must_v be_v prick_v at_o the_o heart_n as_o be_v peter_n convert_n 2.37_o c_o 2.37_o when_o they_o say_v unto_o he_o and_o to_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o 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