to_o the_o emperor_n of_o misgovernment_n and_o of_o unfaithfulness_n to_o his_o master_n and_o that_o turn_v the_o scale_n and_o tempt_v he_o to_o change_v his_o resolution_n in_o this_o misdemeanour_n lord_n i_o read_v my_o own_o thus_o have_v profit_n and_o gain_n and_o fear_v of_o lose_v the_o favour_n of_o man_n change_v my_o good_a and_o pious_a purpose_n when_o i_o have_v think_v to_o reprove_v a_o person_n great_a than_o myself_o fear_v of_o draw_v his_o frown_n upon_o i_o have_v make_v i_o give_v over_o those_o religious_a thought_n when_o i_o have_v resolve_v not_o to_o comply_v with_o a_o sinful_a design_n or_o proposal_n make_v to_o i_o how_o have_v the_o temptation_n of_o a_o considerable_a advantage_n turn_v the_o bias_n oh_o make_v this_o fickleness_n and_o inconstancy_n very_o odious_a to_o i_o and_o let_v i_o count_v nothing_o gain_n that_o be_v accompany_v with_o the_o loss_n of_o thy_o favour_n let_v that_o be_v dear_a to_o i_o than_o gold_n yea_o dear_a than_o fine_a gold_n and_o let_v i_o hate_v every_o false_a way_n 25._o and_o he_o release_v unto_o they_o him_z who_o for_o sedition_n and_o murder_n be_v cast_v into_o prison_n who_o they_o have_v desire_v but_o he_o deliver_v jesus_n to_o their_o will._n how_o please_v be_v sinful_a nature_n when_o its_o wicked_a desire_n be_v gratify_v when_o it_o obtain_v its_o wish_n and_o get_v possession_n of_o what_o it_o crave_v with_o eagerness_n it_o fancy_v it_o drink_v nectar_n and_o cordial_n though_o in_o good_a truth_n it_o be_v nothing_o but_o poison_n no_o doubt_n the_o apple_n or_o fruit_n our_o first_o parent_n eat_v of_o seem_v very_o delicious_a but_o it_o appear_v soon_o after_o that_o they_o have_v swallow_v death_n and_o god_n indignation_n such_o sweetness_n have_v i_o dream_v of_o in_o commit_v sin_n and_o how_o have_v my_o sense_n be_v tickle_v when_o i_o have_v enjoy_v the_o dangerous_a meat_n my_o appetite_n long_v for_o but_o it_o have_v prove_v very_o bitter_a in_o my_o bowel_n thus_o the_o unwary_a fish_n swallow_v the_o bait_n but_o know_v not_o that_o the_o hook_n which_o will_v certain_o kill_v it_o lie_v under_o it_o o_o jesus_n my_o desire_n never_o move_v more_o orderly_o than_o when_o they_o move_v within_o the_o sphere_n and_o circle_n of_o thy_o law_n oh_o charm_v they_o to_o that_o circle_n and_o i_o shall_v never_o perish_v 26._o and_o as_o they_o lead_v he_o away_o they_o lay_v hold_v upon_o one_o simon_n a_o cyrenian_a come_v out_o of_o the_o country_n and_o on_o he_o they_o lay_v the_o cross_n that_o he_o may_v bear_v it_o after_o jesus_n happy_a man_n that_o be_v count_v worthy_a to_o bear_v the_o cross_n with_o the_o lord_n jesus_n how_o light_n do_v the_o burden_n seem_v to_o himâ—_n when_o jesus_n be_v at_o one_o end_n of_o it_o so_o thy_o holy_a apostle_n my_o dear_a lord_n think_v themselves_o bless_v that_o they_o be_v count_v worthy_a to_o suffer_v shame_n for_o thy_o name_n how_o content_a shall_v i_o be_v under_o any_o affliction_n do_v i_o believe_v that_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o and_o help_v to_o bear_v my_o load_n sure_o thou_o be_v not_o far_o off_o when_o the_o cross_n be_v lay_v upon_o my_o shoulder_n in_o all_o my_o affliction_n thou_o be_v afflict_v o_o let_v i_o think_v of_o it_o and_o be_v cheerful_a under_o it_o i_o know_v thou_o lay_v it_o on_o i_o for_o my_o good_a and_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o feel_n of_o my_o infirmity_n let_v i_o have_v no_o hard_a thought_n of_o any_o trouble_n for_o i_o suffer_v in_o thy_o company_n shall_v i_o think_v much_o of_o the_o burden_n when_o thou_o endure_v far_o great_a for_o my_o sake_n in_o all_o my_o distress_n be_v thou_o with_o i_o and_o convince_v i_o that_o thou_o be_v so_o that_o i_o may_v never_o repine_v never_o murmur_v never_o fret_v but_o may_v bear_v thy_o yoke_n with_o a_o willing_a mind_n be_v confident_a i_o shall_v not_o be_v a_o loser_n by_o it_o but_o when_o i_o be_o try_v receive_v the_o crown_n of_o righteousness_n which_o thou_o have_v promise_v to_o all_o that_o love_v thy_o name_n 27._o and_o there_o follow_v he_o a_o great_a company_n of_o people_n and_o of_o woman_n which_o also_o bewail_v and_o lament_v he_o tenderness_n and_o compassion_n to_o person_n in_o distress_n be_v a_o tribute_n that_o nature_n require_v and_o to_o have_v deny_v it_o thou_o in_o thy_o suffering_n my_o bless_a lord_n have_v be_v barbarous_a those_o that_o follow_v thou_o and_o weep_v do_v not_o know_v how_o great_a and_o good_a thou_o be_v if_o they_o have_v their_o tear_n have_v be_v turn_v into_o blood_n they_o believe_v thou_o innocent_a that_o make_v they_o wet_a their_o cheek_n but_o have_v they_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o dear_o belove_v of_o the_o eternal_a father_n they_o will_v have_v wish_v that_o their_o head_n be_v fountain_n of_o water_n o_o that_o i_o can_v never_o think_v of_o thy_o cross_n without_o tear_n in_o my_o eye_n o_o that_o i_o can_v never_o behold_v thou_o bleed_v in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n without_o deep_a compunction_n lord_n touch_v the_o rock_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o the_o water_n may_v flow_v to_o the_o everlasting_a comfort_n of_o my_o soul_n 28._o but_o jesus_n turn_v unto_o they_o say_v daughter_n of_o jerusalem_n weep_v not_o for_o i_o but_o weep_v for_o yourselves_o and_o for_o your_o child_n lord_n jesus_n thou_o see_v what_o misery_n be_v come_v upon_o that_o nation_n and_o be_v concern_v for_o they_o more_o than_o thou_o be_v for_o thyself_o in_o all_o thy_o suffering_n thou_o do_v not_o consult_v thy_o own_o welfare_n so_o much_o as_o we_o it_o be_v for_o our_o sake_n it_o be_v for_o my_o sake_n that_o thou_o do_v endure_v the_o torment_n which_o fall_v upon_o thou_o thou_o be_v loath_a i_o shall_v perish_v and_o therefore_o will_v rather_o die_v than_o i_o shall_v be_v undo_v thy_o father_n wrath_n be_v level_v at_o i_o and_o thou_o step_v in_o and_o take_v the_o blow_n that_o i_o may_v escape_v the_o curse_n of_o the_o law_n be_v pronounce_v against_o i_o who_o be_v the_o offender_n thou_o go_v into_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o fire_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v burn_v the_o flood_n go_v high_a and_o their_o commission_n be_v to_o drown_v i_o thou_o venture_v into_o that_o sea_n and_o do_v divide_v the_o water_n that_o i_o may_v go_v through_o the_o midst_n and_o be_v safe_a and_o if_o this_o mercy_n do_v not_o melt_v my_o affection_n and_o make_v they_o thou_o how_o unexcusable_a must_v i_o make_v myself_o o_o let_v these_o thought_n for_o ever_o dwell_v in_o my_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v live_v as_o become_v the_o gospel_n of_o christ_n and_o may_v think_v no_o service_n so_o sweet_a as_o thou_o 29._o for_o behold_v the_o day_n be_v come_v in_o the_o which_o they_o shall_v say_v bless_a be_v the_o barren_a and_o the_o womb_n that_o never_o bear_v and_o the_o pap_n which_o never_o give_v suck_v these_o be_v the_o day_n of_o jerusalem_n destruction_n than_o which_o never_o worse_a time_n be_v see_v and_o man_n and_o woman_n wish_v that_o they_o have_v never_o be_v bear_v lord_n thou_o will_v have_v i_o prepare_v for_o the_o worst_a of_o time_n that_o when_o they_o come_v i_o may_v not_o be_v surprise_v but_o know_v where_o to_o flee_v for_o refuge_n sweet_a jesus_n teach_v i_o how_o to_o prepare_v for_o the_o evil_a to_o come_v that_o it_o may_v not_o touch_v i_o or_o if_o it_o touch_v i_o it_o may_v not_o hurt_v i_o to_o be_v always_o good_a always_o watchful_a always_o do_v thy_o will_n be_v the_o way_n to_o be_v always_o safe_a even_o then_o when_o the_o earth_n be_v move_v and_o all_o thing_n be_v turn_v upside_o down_o when_o the_o sea_n rage_v when_o the_o water_n thereof_o roar_v and_o be_v trouble_v and_o the_o mountain_n shake_v with_o the_o swell_a thereof_o let_v i_o ever_o preserve_v a_o pure_a heart_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n and_o faith_n unfeigned_a that_o however_o thou_o dispose_v of_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n i_o may_v not_o lose_v the_o felicity_n of_o that_o which_o be_v to_o come_v 30._o then_o shall_v they_o begin_v to_o say_v to_o the_o mountain_n fall_v on_o we_o and_o to_o the_o hill_n cover_v we_o when_o man_n have_v forsake_v god_n and_o his_o judgement_n break_v forth_o upon_o they_o how_o do_v they_o lay_v hold_v on_o every_o bulrush_n to_o save_v themselves_o from_o ruin_n what_o good_a can_v hill_n or_o mountain_n do_v when_o god_n be_v angry_a they_o can_v hide_v from_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n thus_o it_o will_v be_v in_o the_o great_a day_n of_o judgement_n of_o which_o the_o destruction_n of_o jerusalem_n be_v a_o emblem_n when_o man_n shall_v see_v the_o frown_a judge_n who_o they_o have_v
sensible_a of_o it_o and_o so_o much_o more_o grievous_a by_o how_o much_o it_o be_v spiritual_a our_o body_n indeed_o be_v not_o lay_v in_o iron_n nor_o with_o the_o israelite_n force_v to_o make_v brick_n without_o straw_n there_o be_v no_o taskmaster_n set_v over_o we_o to_o beat_v and_o will_v and_o bruise_v we_o we_o be_v not_o chain_v to_o triumphal_a chariot_n nor_o force_v to_o work_v in_o mine_n and_o galley_n but_o it_o be_v far_o worse_a our_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o far_o better_a part_n of_o we_o be_v lead_v captive_a by_o the_o worst_a of_o tyrant_n the_o law_n we_o be_v govern_v by_o be_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n the_o prison_n we_o be_v doom_v to_o be_v eternal_a darkness_n the_o burden_n which_o be_v lay_v upon_o we_o be_v intolerable_a and_o we_o be_v under_o the_o power_n of_o a_o usurper_n who_o smile_n be_v death_n who_o favour_n be_v punishment_n and_o who_o kindness_n be_v destruction_n and_o ruin_n under_o he_o we_o labour_v and_o toil_v in_o vain_a and_o when_o at_o night_n after_o our_o travel_n we_o look_v for_o wage_n we_o can_v expect_v nothing_o but_o fire_n and_o flame_n we_o read_v of_o dracula_n the_o transylvanian_a that_o have_v one_o day_n invite_v all_o the_o beggar_n and_o poor_a man_n he_o can_v light_v of_o to_o a_o splendid_a dinner_n or_o entertainment_n after_o they_o have_v fill_v their_o belly_n he_o set_v fire_n to_o the_o hall_n where_o they_o be_v and_o burn_v they_o all_o the_o same_o fare_v we_o must_v have_v expect_v of_o that_o tyrannical_a master_n under_o who_o bondage_n we_o groan_v but_o from_o this_o slavery_n the_o son_n of_o god_n by_o die_v for_o we_o redeem_v and_o rescue_v we_o a_o mercy_n which_o as_o it_o deserve_v to_o be_v remember_v above_o all_o the_o deliverance_n that_o ever_o happen_v to_o we_o so_o where_o can_v the_o remembrance_n be_v more_o proper_a than_o in_o the_o sacrament_n of_o his_o death_n and_o passion_n 4._o in_o vain_a be_v all_o this_o remember_v if_o we_o do_v not_o remember_v to_o imitate_v this_o saviour_n in_o his_o self-denying_a act_n for_o therefore_o all_o this_o mercy_n and_o love_n and_o charity_n be_v represent_v to_o we_o in_o this_o sacrament_n that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o obligation_n upon_o we_o to_o deport_v ourselves_o in_o the_o world_n after_o his_o example_n so_o that_o as_o he_o pray_v for_o his_o enemy_n so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o bless_v they_o that_o curse_v he_o so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o free_o forgive_v the_o man_n that_o wrong_v he_o so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o die_v for_o the_o truth_n so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o defend_v it_o to_o the_o last_o without_o waver_v so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o will_v not_o suffer_v any_o outward_a respect_n to_o discourage_v he_o from_o conscientiousness_n so_o neither_o must_v we_o as_o he_o before_o his_o foe_n witness_v a_o good_a confession_n so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o do_v good_a for_o evil_a so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o show_v pity_n to_o man_n in_o distress_n though_o they_o have_v affront_v and_o do_v he_o a_o injury_n so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o bear_v his_o cross_n content_o so_o must_v we_o as_o he_o despise_v the_o world_n so_o must_v we_o he_o that_o remember_v not_o his_o death_n so_o as_o to_o endeavour_v to_o be_v like_o he_o forget_v the_o end_n of_o his_o redemption_n and_o dishonour_v the_o cross_n on_o which_o his_o satisfaction_n be_v wrought_v for_o the_o honour_n due_a to_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n be_v not_o with_o the_o church_n of_o rome_n to_o pray_v to_o a_o piece_n of_o wood_n call_v the_o cross_n of_o christ_n hail_o christ_n cross_n our_o only_a hope_n in_o this_o most_o bless_a passion-week_n increase_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o good_a and_o pardon_v to_o the_o guilty_a give_v but_o to_o live_v in_o the_o world_n as_o the_o lord_n jesus_n do_v who_o be_v crucify_v for_o we_o and_o by_o live_v so_o to_o adorn_v the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n jesus_n that_o be_v to_o admire_v and_o reverence_v his_o cross._n iii_o from_o such_o a_o remembrance_n flow_v more_o than_o ordinary_a advantage_n for_o thing_n be_v useful_a according_a as_o they_o be_v manage_v and_o consequent_o if_o the_o remembrance_n here_o require_v be_v use_v according_a to_o the_o rule_v lay_v down_o these_o follow_a benefit_n will_v certain_o ensue_v upon_o it_o for_o 1._o hereby_o our_o love_n to_o god_n be_v kindle_v and_o renew_v love_n kindle_v love_n as_o fire_n kindle_v fire_n and_o therefore_o god_n appear_v in_o this_o sacrament_n as_o he_o do_v to_o moses_n in_o the_o bush_n all_o in_o flame_n of_o love_n that_o those_o flame_n may_v warm_v our_o breast_n and_o o_o happy_a soul_n that_o feel_v those_o flame_n warm_a and_o heat_n all_o that_o be_v within_o she_o when_o love_n take_v possession_n of_o the_o soul_n or_o rather_o when_o the_o love_n of_o god_n represent_v in_o the_o sacrament_n raise_v love_n in_o the_o holy_a soul_n than_o the_o soul_n become_v the_o seat_n of_o wisdom_n the_o tabernacle_n of_o holiness_n the_o chamber_n of_o the_o celestial_a bridegroom_n a_o spiritual_a heaven_n a_o field_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v bless_v a_o spouse_n dear_o belove_v a_o garden_n of_o pleasure_n the_o marriage-house_n a_o paradise_n of_o virtue_n into_o which_o the_o lord_n descend_v not_o to_o find_v out_o the_o malefactor_n and_o to_o discover_v his_o nakedness_n but_o to_o betrothe_v to_o himself_o the_o belove_a virgin_n languish_v with_o love_n wait_v for_o her_o belove_a and_o long_v for_o the_o bridegroom_n be_v come_v and_o where_o this_o divine_a love_n take_v place_n there_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n expire_v for_o as_o st._n austin_n speak_v he_o can_v love_v that_o which_o be_v eternal_a that_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o love_v that_o which_o be_v temporal_a and_o from_o this_o love_n arise_v those_o happy_a breathe_n o_o fountain_n of_o love_n 4_o nothing_o be_v sweet_a than_o thy_o love_n nothing_o more_o pleasant_a nothing_o more_o beneficial_a thy_o love_n be_v not_o troublesome_a where_o thy_o love_n be_v there_o be_v true_a pleasure_n it_o be_v content_v with_o itself_o it_o know_v no_o bound_n it_o watch_v opportunity_n to_o vent_v itself_o it_o triumph_v in_o its_o own_o cell_n and_o captivate_v all_o the_o faculty_n thy_o love_n o_o lord_n gives_z liberty_n drive_v out_o fear_v trample_v upon_o humane_a merit_n it_o give_v rest_n to_o the_o weary_a strength_n to_o the_o weak_a joy_n to_o the_o mourner_n it_o feel_v no_o weariness_n it_o feed_v the_o hungry_a and_o keep_v the_o faint_a from_o sink_v 2._o hereby_o our_o conscience_n be_v purge_v from_o dead_a work_n this_o as_o it_o be_v ascribe_v express_o to_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o everlasting_a covenant_n heb._n 9_o 14._o so_o it_o must_v be_v attribute_v to_o the_o true_a remembrance_n of_o that_o blood_n in_o this_o everlasting_a sacrament_n such_o a_o remembrance_n cleanse_v the_o heart_n purify_v the_o soul_n make_v the_o dross_n of_o sin_n vanish_v and_o the_o impurity_n the_o mind_n be_v oppress_v withal_o wear_v away_o such_o a_o remembrance_n like_o the_o gift_n of_o prophecy_n jer._n 20._o 9_o be_v as_o a_o burn_a fire_n shut_v up_o in_o the_o bone_n which_o consume_v the_o hay_n and_o straw_n and_o stubble_n that_o annoy_v the_o house_n of_o god_n for_o the_o beauty_n of_o god_n love_n make_v sin_n appear_v black_a and_o ugly_a and_o cause_v a_o loathe_v of_o it_o hereby_o holiness_n be_v advance_v and_o grace_n begin_v to_o flourish_v and_o the_o rubbish_n be_v remove_v the_o winter_n of_o iniquity_n go_v the_o frost_n in_o the_o soul_n dissolve_v the_o flower_n of_o the_o glorious_a spring_n appear_v this_o remembrance_n chase_v lust_n and_o luxury_n and_o therefore_o those_o in_o who_o it_o have_v these_o effect_n be_v say_v to_o wash_v their_o robe_n and_o make_v they_o white_a in_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb_n rev._n 7._o 14._o 3._o hereby_o christ_n be_v invite_v to_o dwell_v in_o we_o the_o house_n be_v thus_o cleanse_v and_o sweep_v the_o noble_a guest_n be_v invite_v to_o make_v his_o abide_v there_o this_o remembrance_n be_v attractive_a and_o where_o the_o soul_n be_v thus_o affect_v with_o the_o remembrance_n of_o christ_n death_n he_o come_v and_o inhabit_v that_o beautiful_a palace_n for_o such_o a_o person_n seem_v resolve_v to_o keep_v his_o word_n and_o to_o he_o the_o promise_n run_v if_o a_o man_n love_v i_o he_o will_v keep_v my_o word_n and_o my_o father_n will_v love_v he_o and_o we_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o and_o make_v our_o abide_v with_o he_o john_n 14._o 23._o a_o wonderful_a favour_n this_o to_o have_v he_o dwell_v in_o we_o who_o be_v the_o light_n of_o the_o world_n the_o light_n of_o heaven_n the_o light_n of_o angel_n and_o the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n
such_o bond_n and_o obligation_n the_o god_n thou_o have_v to_o deal_v withal_o be_v a_o jealous_a god_n and_o if_o these_o engagement_n can_v oblige_v thy_o soul_n to_o a_o serious_a conversation_n they_o will_v be_v witness_n to_o promote_v and_o hasten_v thy_o condemnation_n ii_o see_v here_o what_o a_o miserrble_n and_o doleful_a state_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o god_n he_o that_o be_v not_o have_v no_o security_n from_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n the_o threaten_n of_o the_o gospel_n be_v in_o force_n against_o he_o and_o he_o know_v not_o how_o soon_o the_o thunderbolt_n will_v fall_v upon_o his_o head_n like_o a_o condemn_a malefactor_n he_o be_v reprieve_v for_o a_o while_n and_o can_v promise_v himself_o a_o share_n only_o of_o the_o common_a blessing_n which_o the_o great_a creator_n bestow_v indifferent_o upon_o his_o friend_n and_o enemy_n not_o to_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o he_o be_v to_o be_v dead_a to_o his_o paternal_a grace_n and_o favour_n and_o to_o be_v deprive_v of_o those_o influence_n which_o make_v the_o saint_n joyful_a in_o glory_n and_o cause_v they_o to_o sing_v aloud_o upon_o their_o bed_n till_o you_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o your_o god_n you_o can_v have_v no_o hope_n of_o pardon_n your_o sin_n remain_v upon_o you_o and_o that_o load_n will_v crush_v you_o at_o last_o into_o despair_n o_o think_v of_o it_o you_o that_o never_o make_v such_o a_o covenant_n with_o your_o god_n in_o good_a earnest_n notbeing_n in_o covenant_n with_o he_o christ_n blood_n and_o death_n and_o wound_n and_o agony_n do_v not_o profit_v you_o and_o for_o you_o o_o miserable_a creature_n christ_n die_v in_o vain_a that_o damnation_n christ_n come_v to_o deliver_v the_o world_n from_o continues_z to_o be_v your_o portion_n and_o shall_v you_o die_v in_o that_o condition_n you_o be_v undo_v to_o all_o intent_n and_o purpose_n till_o you_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o god_n you_o be_v under_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o under_o the_o government_n of_o the_o worst_a of_o tyrant_n you_o be_v slave_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o your_o jollity_n bondman_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o your_o pleasure_n you_o laugh_v in_o chain_n triumph_n in_o your_o fetter_n and_o stand_v upon_o the_o brink_n of_o destruction_n o_o do_v not_o make_v light_n of_o this_o unhappy_a state_n your_o make_v light_a of_o it_o speak_v you_o desperate_a but_o be_v concern_v at_o your_o danger_n may_v yet_o be_v a_o mean_n to_o free_v yourselves_o from_o the_o net_n you_o be_v at_o present_a entangle_v in_o fear_v of_o be_v undo_v may_v yet_o keep_v you_o from_o it_o and_o sorrow_n that_o you_o have_v not_o serious_o think_v of_o it_o may_v yet_o turn_v the_o stream_n and_o convert_v the_o heart_n of_o god_n to_o you_o into_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n therefore_o it_o be_v that_o we_o instruct_v you_o in_o meekness_n if_o god_n peradventure_o will_v give_v you_o repentance_n to_o the_o acknowledge_v of_o the_o truth_n and_o that_o you_o may_v recover_v yourselves_o out_o of_o the_o snare_n of_o the_o devil_n who_o have_v be_v take_v captive_a by_o he_o at_o his_o will_n 2_o tim._n 2._o 26._o iii_o from_o hence_o it_o appear_v how_o necessary_a it_o be_v for_o people_n when_o young_a to_o make_v or_o renew_v this_o covenant_n with_o their_o god_n as_o no_o man_n can_v close_v too_o early_o with_o the_o offer_v of_o grace_n so_o if_o this_o covenant_n be_v make_v by_o all_o young_a man_n and_o woman_n serious_o and_o with_o deliberation_n what_o a_o restraint_n will_v it_o be_v upon_o their_o juvenal_a desire_n what_o a_o curb_n to_o their_o extravagant_a fancy_n what_o a_o armour_n against_o sin_n and_o the_o ill_a example_n of_o the_o world_n how_o will_v this_o considerate_a engagement_n keep_v they_o in_o and_o fright_v they_o from_o consent_v when_o sinner_n do_v entice_v they_o the_o reason_n why_o it_o have_v not_o this_o effect_n upon_o they_o be_v because_o it_o be_v not_o make_v with_o suitable_a application_n of_o the_o mind_n to_o the_o importance_n of_o it_o or_o to_o the_o greatness_n and_o majesty_n of_o that_o god_n with_o who_o it_o be_v make_v and_o to_o the_o danger_n and_o hazard_n they_o run_v in_o break_v of_o it_o for_o every_o trifle_n that_o come_v in_o their_o way_n and_o when_o they_o have_v make_v it_o they_o do_v not_o keep_v their_o heart_n warm_a by_o ruminate_v upon_o what_o they_o have_v do_v nor_o do_v they_o renew_v it_o so_o often_o as_o they_o may_v and_o shall_v do_v be_v it_o preserve_v fresh_a and_o green_a and_o flourish_v in_o their_o mind_n it_o will_v harden_v they_o against_o impression_n of_o all_o those_o little_a allurement_n which_o now_o draw_v their_o affection_n and_o their_o soul_n another_o way_n do_v they_o think_v when_o a_o sinful_a show_n when_o vain_a company_n when_o a_o gloze_a pleasure_n when_o a_o base_a suggestion_n invite_v they_o to_o consent_v i_o have_v wash_v my_o foot_n how_o shall_v i_o defile_v they_o again_o i_o have_v give_v myself_o up_o to_o the_o disposal_n of_o he_o to_o who_o all_o power_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v give_v how_o can_v i_o be_v faithless_a and_o escape_v his_o anger_n i_o have_v in_o this_o sacrament_n make_v a_o resignation_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o he_o that_o rescue_v i_o from_o the_o burn_a lake_n how_o shall_v i_o break_v with_o he_o and_o escape_v his_o displeasure_n i_o have_v consecrate_v myself_o to_o a_o great_a master_n how_o shall_v i_o debase_v myself_o and_o serve_v such_o pitiful_a nothing_o i_o have_v but_o one_o soul_n and_o have_v give_v that_o away_o to_o my_o redeemer_n how_o shall_v i_o espouse_v this_o vanity_n i_o have_v promise_v obedience_n to_o he_o that_o wash_v i_o with_o his_o blood_n how_o shall_v i_o obey_v his_o enemy_n such_o thought_n as_o these_o repeat_v often_o will_v make_v the_o heart_n inflexible_a to_o all_o the_o charm_a entreaty_n of_o the_o world_n or_o the_o devil_n and_o oh_o that_o you_o will_v but_o make_v this_o trial_n you_o will_v find_v that_o we_o be_v not_o mad_a but_o speak_v the_o word_n of_o truth_n and_o soberness_n as_o st._n paul_n tell_v festus_n in_o a_o case_n not_o much_o unlike_o this_o act_v 26._o 25._o iu._n it_o be_v no_o very_a difficult_a thing_n to_o come_v to_o a_o holy_a certainty_n and_o assurance_n that_o we_o be_v in_o covenant_n with_o god_n it_o must_v needs_o be_v difficult_a to_o the_o unwilling_a and_o to_o he_o that_o hope_n god_n favour_n will_v fly_v into_o his_o mouth_n without_o seek_v it_o any_o thing_n seem_v hard_a and_o if_o it_o be_v difficult_a the_o difficulty_n be_v not_o insuperable_a especial_o if_o we_o look_v into_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o covenant_n there_o be_v no_o man_n that_o be_v in_o his_o wit_n but_o may_v upon_o a_o diligent_a search_n find_v and_o know_v whether_o he_o hearty_o agree_v to_o the_o condition_n and_o whether_o he_o promise_v what_o be_v require_v on_o his_o part_n out_o of_o love_n to_o the_o way_n of_o religion_n and_o whether_o he_o make_v conscience_n of_o perform_v his_o promise_n it_o be_v true_a the_o heart_n be_v deceitful_a but_o that_o it_o be_v so_o be_v our_o own_o fault_n we_o may_v remedy_v that_o deceitfulness_n if_o we_o will_v search_v it_o and_o by_o the_o rule_v christ_n have_v prescribe_v in_o the_o gospel_n bring_v it_o into_o order_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v imagine_v that_o god_n will_v leave_v we_o in_o uncertainty_n in_o so_o great_a a_o concern_v as_o this_o and_o he_o that_o bid_v we_o apply_v the_o comfort_n of_o this_o covenant_n must_v be_v suppose_v to_o have_v leave_v we_o sign_n and_o character_n whereby_o we_o may_v know_v that_o we_o be_v confederate_n with_o he_o and_o have_v a_o right_n to_o what_o he_o have_v say_v he_o will_v do_v for_o we_o and_o there_o can_v be_v no_o great_a character_n than_o the_o testimony_n of_o our_o conscience_n that_o our_o engagement_n influence_n our_o spirit_n keep_v we_o in_o awe_n prevail_v with_o we_o to_o be_v cautious_a and_o can_v do_v more_o with_o we_o than_o a_o base_a lust_n or_o any_o sinful_a gain_n and_o pleasure_n if_o thou_o free_o resign_a thyself_o to_o the_o guidance_n and_o direction_n of_o thy_o creator_n redeemer_n and_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n manifest_v in_o this_o covenant_n work_v upon_o thy_o affection_n and_o thou_o be_v content_a to_o be_v rule_v by_o ois_fw-fr law_n be_v sensible_a of_o the_o equity_n and_o reasonableness_n of_o it_o consente_v to_o his_o injunction_n not_o only_o profess_v subjection_n but_o actual_o endeavoure_v to_o submit_v to_o what_o he_o command_v and_o be_v willing_a without_o any_o reserve_v that_o not_o only_o thy_o understanding_n will_n and_o desire_n but_o thy_o outward_a man_n too_o thy_o eye_n and_o ear_n
of_o the_o old_a testament_n do_v all_o eat_v the_o same_o spiritual_a meat_n and_o do_v all_o drink_n the_o same_o spiritual_a drink_n for_o they_o drink_v of_o the_o spiritual_a rock_n that_o follow_v they_o and_o that_o rock_n be_v christ_n 1_o cor._n 10._o 3_o 4._o we_o must_v conclude_v that_o since_o under_o the_o new_a testament_n expiation_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o allow_v of_o without_o repentance_n the_o father_n under_o the_o law_n can_v have_v no_o other_o apprehension_n of_o expiation_n and_o though_o they_o mention_v the_o removal_n of_o the_o temporal_a judgement_n as_o a_o external_n sign_n of_o the_o expiation_n of_o their_o sin_n yet_o the_o internal_a mark_n of_o it_o and_o the_o principal_a be_v their_o repentance_n and_o while_o they_o name_v the_o one_o they_o do_v not_o exclude_v the_o other_o the_o jew_n at_o this_o day_n lay_v the_o stress_n of_o pardon_n upon_o the_o removal_n of_o the_o judgement_n whether_o they_o repent_v of_o the_o sin_n that_o cause_v it_o or_o not_o â—ay_n they_o go_v so_o far_o as_o to_o make_v their_o death_n a_o expiation_n for_o all_o their_o sin_n by_o which_o rule_n no_o jew_n can_v be_v damn_v and_o this_o come_v in_o a_o great_a measure_n from_o their_o misunderstanding_n of_o that_o passage_n isa._n 22._o 14._o and_o it_o be_v reveal_v in_o my_o ear_n by_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n sure_o this_o iniquity_n shall_v not_o be_v purge_v from_o you_o till_o you_o die_v say_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n which_o word_n import_v no_o more_o than_o this_o that_o god_n with_o the_o death_n of_o those_o wicked_a man_n will_v put_v a_o end_n to_o the_o scandal_n they_o have_v give_v to_o other_o by_o their_o iniquity_n and_o that_o by_o their_o death_n god_n will_v purge_v the_o city_n or_o the_o land_n from_o such_o abomination_n but_o not_o that_o their_o death_n shall_v be_v a_o atonement_n for_o their_o sin_n and_o therefore_o 2._o nothing_o do_v proper_o expiate_v sin_n but_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o as_o without_o shed_v of_o blood_n there_o be_v no_o remission_n so_o by_o the_o shed_n of_o christ_n blood_n man_n be_v put_v in_o a_o possibility_n of_o be_v pardon_v but_o repentance_n be_v the_o preparative_a for_o the_o application_n of_o that_o blood_n till_o a_o man_n repent_v he_o have_v no_o title_n to_o that_o blood_n or_o the_o benefit_n of_o it_o and_o though_o god_n may_v remove_v the_o temporal_a judgement_n yet_o if_o it_o work_v no_o repentance_n the_o sin_n shall_v be_v produce_v against_o the_o offender_n in_o the_o last_o day_n all_o temporal_a judgement_n though_o they_o speak_v god_n displeasure_n at_o sin_n yet_o they_o be_v intend_v withal_o for_o the_o offender_n reformation_n and_o to_o this_o purpose_n elihu_n speak_v excellent_o well_o job_n 33._o 19_o 20_o 27._o he_o be_v chastened_a also_o with_o pain_n upon_o his_o bed_n and_o the_o multitude_n of_o his_o bone_n with_o strong_a pain_n so_o that_o his_o life_n abhor_v bread_n and_o his_o soul_n dainty_a meat_n his_o flesh_n be_v consume_v away_o that_o it_o can_v be_v see_v and_o his_o bone_n that_o be_v not_o see_v stick_v out_o he_o look_v upon_o man_n and_o if_o any_o say_v i_o have_v â—inned_v and_o pervert_v that_o which_o be_v right_a and_o it_o profit_v i_o not_o he_o will_v deliver_v his_o soul_n from_o go_v to_o the_o pit_n and_o his_o life_n shall_v see_v the_o light_n and_o therefore_o if_o this_o judgement_n which_o fall_v upon_o a_o unworthy_a receiver_n instead_o of_o soften_a and_o melt_v his_o heart_n do_v but_o harden_v he_o there_o the_o judgement_n be_v so_o far_o from_o expiate_v his_o offence_n that_o it_o hasten_v and_o aggravate_v his_o everlasting_a condemnation_n and_o this_o very_a sin_n will_v be_v remember_v in_o hell_n and_o double_a his_o shriek_n and_o agony_n and_o this_o be_v rational_a to_o believe_v for_o when_o god_n by_o that_o temporal_a judgement_n can_v reclaim_v he_o the_o last_o remedy_n that_o god_n make_v use_v of_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o a_o better_a mind_n be_v lose_v his_o folly_n be_v incorrigible_a and_o as_o that_o judgement_n be_v a_o talon_n he_o shall_v have_v improve_v into_o repentance_n so_o dis-regarding_a it_o and_o make_v no_o other_o use_n of_o it_o than_o pharaoh_n of_o his_o plague_n and_o become_v more_o settle_v upon_o his_o lees_n he_o justify_v god_n proceed_n against_o he_o in_o the_o last_o day_n which_o though_o they_o seem_v â—evere_a to_o the_o sufferer_n who_o be_v loath_a to_o feel_v the_o pain_n yet_o they_o be_v reasonable_a and_o he_o who_o temporal_a judgement_n can_v not_o reclaim_v must_v know_v at_o last_o to_o his_o cost_n there_o be_v no_o jest_n with_o the_o anger_n of_o a_o infinite_a majesty_n the_o precede_a consideration_n reduce_v to_o far_a practice_n i._o the_o apostle_n be_v in_o the_o right_n when_o he_o tell_v we_o heb._n 12._o 29._o our_o god_n be_v a_o consume_a fire_n indeed_o to_o the_o tractable_a and_o docile_a who_o consider_v his_o providence_n and_o take_v notice_n of_o his_o lovingkindness_n who_o see_v the_o vanity_n and_o uncertainty_n of_o the_o world_n and_o build_v their_o nest_n among_o the_o star_n of_o heaven_n who_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o danger_n of_o walk_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o deliberate_o choose_v to_o walk_v after_o the_o spirit_n who_o run_v away_o from_o sodom_n get_v themselves_o out_o of_o babylon_n will_v not_o be_v infect_v by_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n and_o earnest_o desire_v to_o be_v strengthen_v in_o the_o inward_a man_n with_o all_o may_v to_o such_o he_o be_v all_o kindness_n all_o love_n all_o mercy_n all_o light_n all_o compassion_n all_o charity_n as_o we_o see_v in_o the_o parable_n of_o the_o prodigal_n where_o the_o father_n act_n towards_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n be_v so_o full_a of_o sweetness_n so_o full_a of_o affection_n and_o tenderness_n that_o nothing_o can_v be_v imagine_v more_o kind_a or_o love_v or_o favourable_a but_o man_n who_o undervalue_v the_o method_n of_o salvation_n will_v be_v happy_a their_o own_o way_n make_v light_n of_o that_o which_o they_o ought_v to_o prize_v above_o their_o life_n be_v unconcern_v about_o the_o sin_n that_o cost_v the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n his_o life_n will_v needs_o dream_v of_o god_n mercy_n while_o they_o obstruct_v it_o by_o their_o ingratitude_n and_o hope_v to_o enter_v into_o heaven_n notwithstanding_o their_o neglect_n of_o purify_n their_o heart_n and_o life_n nay_o can_v come_v to_o this_o sacrament_n and_o will_v not_o be_v divorce_v from_o those_o sin_n which_o here_o they_o profess_v a_o unfeigned_a sorrow_n for_o such_o person_n shall_v know_v and_o feel_v that_o god_n be_v jealous_a and_o that_o the_o lord_n revenge_n that_o the_o lord_n revenge_n and_o be_v furious_a that_o the_o lord_n will_v take_v vengeance_n of_o his_o adversary_n and_o reserve_v wrath_n for_o his_o enemy_n nah._n 1._o 2._o he_o be_v indeed_o slow_a to_o anger_n and_o do_v not_o wllful_o afflict_v the_o child_n of_o man_n but_o boldness_n in_o impenitence_n wake_v his_o vengeance_n and_o where_o his_o patience_n tempt_v they_o to_o great_a wantonness_n there_o be_v no_o dally_v with_o their_o error_n these_o thing_n have_v thou_o do_v say_v god_n and_o i_o keep_v silence_n and_o thou_o think_v that_o i_o be_v altogether_o such_o a_o one_o as_o thyself_o but_o i_o will_v reprove_v thou_o and_o set_v they_o in_o order_n before_o thy_o eye_n psal._n 50._o 21._o ii_o because_o it_o be_v so_o dangerous_a to_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o yet_o that_o ought_v not_o to_o discourage_v any_o person_n from_o eat_v and_o drink_v in_o this_o sacrament_n worthy_a eat_v and_o drink_v here_o be_v not_o dangerous_a at_o all_o so_o far_o from_o be_v dangerous_a that_o it_o be_v a_o duty_n and_o beneficial_a and_o a_o key_n to_o the_o choice_a mercy_n and_o if_o it_o be_v dangerous_a why_o shall_v it_o fright_v any_o soul_n from_o come_v it_o be_v dangerous_a to_o go_v to_o sea_n yet_o do_v the_o seaman_n therefore_o forbear_v his_o voyage_n it_o be_v dangerous_a to_o climb_v a_o tree_n yet_o do_v the_o husbandman_n therefore_o let_v his_o better_a fruit_n drop_v down_o without_o get_v up_o to_o gather_v it_o it_o be_v dangerous_a to_o fight_v against_o a_o numerous_a enemy_n but_o be_v the_o soldier_n therefore_o disheartened_a from_o venture_v into_o the_o battle_n danger_n help_v we_o to_o look_v to_o our_o step_n and_o if_o there_o be_v difficulty_n in_o a_o attempt_n it_o whet_v our_o courage_n and_o make_v we_o fall_v on_o with_o the_o great_a force_n and_o earnestness_n so_o that_o if_o worthy_a eat_v and_o drink_v be_v dangerous_a it_o be_v a_o invitation_n to_o a_o ingenuous_a temper_n to_o apply_v himself_o to_o it_o but_o in_o this_o there_o be_v no_o danger_n what_o danger_n can_v there_o be_v in_o
singular_a mercy_n a_o prince_n may_v send_v two_o person_n one_o who_o he_o hate_v another_o who_o he_o love_v to_o prison_n with_o very_o different_a intent_n the_o one_o with_o a_o intent_n to_o have_v he_o execute_v according_a to_o law_n the_o other_o to_o preserve_v he_o from_o the_o rage_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o the_o same_o may_v be_v say_v of_o sickness_n which_o we_o see_v light_v indifferent_o upon_o good_a and_o bad._n 2._o though_o sickness_n and_o untimely_a death_n be_v govern_v by_o second_o cause_n by_o cold_n and_o heat_n by_o hard_a labour_n and_o strain_v by_o excessive_a passion_n and_o grief_n and_o joy_n by_o tedious_a journey_n and_o dangerous_a voyage_n by_o fever_n in_o the_o blood_n and_o contrariety_n of_o pugnant_fw-la humour_n by_o wind_n and_o storm_n by_o fire_n and_o water_n by_o a_o pestilential_a breath_n and_o go_v to_o infect_a place_n etc._n etc._n yet_o he_o that_o sit_v at_o the_o stern_a of_o the_o great_a vessel_n must_v not_o be_v suppose_v to_o look_v on_o careless_o or_o to_o be_v nothing_o but_o a_o spectator_n of_o the_o conspiration_n of_o the_o second_o cause_n these_o second_o cause_n be_v constant_o govern_v by_o a_o power_n supreme_a and_o by_o his_o order_n and_o influence_n they_o move_v he_o direct_v and_o bid_v they_o concur_v to_o produce_v such_o effect_n and_o while_o they_o seem_v to_o act_v by_o chance_n and_o in_o the_o dark_a he_o himself_o have_v pregnant_a reason_n why_o he_o cause_v such_o a_o concourse_n of_o inferior_a cause_n and_o these_o reason_n he_o have_v think_v fit_a to_o reveal_v in_o his_o word_n where_o we_o be_v to_o seek_v they_o so_o that_o though_o a_o unworthy_a receiver_n may_v get_v his_o sickness_n and_o death_n by_o quarrel_v by_o gluttony_n by_o drunkenness_n and_o intemperance_n by_o be_v wound_v and_o bruise_v by_o rude_a and_o insolent_a man_n yet_o providence_n be_v not_o asleep_o all_o this_o while_n and_o though_o he_o do_v not_o command_n or_o approve_v the_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o occasion_n or_o the_o immediate_a cause_n of_o the_o ensue_a sickness_n yet_o he_o wise_o permit_v they_o resolve_v not_o to_o hinder_v they_o from_o produce_v such_o effect_n for_o reason_n his_o eternal_a and_o infinite_a wisdom_n have_v pitch_v upon_o so_o that_o they_o may_v very_o well_o be_v intend_v as_o punishment_n and_o judgement_n even_o while_o they_o be_v the_o natural_a effect_n of_o second_o cause_n and_o god_n in_o punish_v the_o unworthy_a receiver_n with_o sickness_n and_o untimely_a death_n lay_v righteousness_n to_o the_o line_n and_o justice_n to_o the_o plummet_n there_o be_v nothing_o more_o just_a than_o that_o he_o shall_v fall_v sick_a that_o have_v be_v sick_a of_o god_n service_n and_o he_o come_v to_o a_o untimely_a death_n that_o have_v disregard_v the_o death_n of_o christ_n jesus_n and_o count_v it_o a_o unworthy_a thing_n and_o what_o if_o some_o unworthy_a receiver_n live_v as_o long_o as_o other_o man_n and_o perhaps_o to_o a_o very_a great_a age_n yet_o that_o do_v not_o make_v the_o apostle_n word_n less_o true_a nor_o be_v it_o any_o security_n to_o the_o offender_n that_o therefore_o they_o shall_v go_v scotfree_a the_o threaten_n of_o god_n that_o concern_v this_o present_a life_n if_o they_o be_v not_o execute_v in_o this_o life_n show_v however_o what_o the_o sinner_n have_v deserve_v and_o not_o be_v execute_v here_o if_o that_o which_o shall_v have_v be_v inflict_v here_o be_v add_v to_o the_o punishment_n hereafter_o he_o have_v no_o great_a reason_n to_o brag_v of_o his_o escape_v here_o sometime_o the_o sinner_n bethink_v himself_o and_o repent_v and_o turn_v from_o his_o error_n and_o by_o that_o mean_n escape_v the_o sad_a effect_n of_o his_o threaten_v for_o all_o threaten_n have_v this_o implicit_a condition_n include_v in_o case_n the_o offender_n do_v not_o make_v his_o peace_n with_o god_n add_v to_o all_o this_o that_o if_o the_o threaten_n of_o god_n be_v execute_v upon_o some_o person_n guilty_a of_o the_o sin_n to_o which_o the_o threaten_v be_v make_v it_o be_v enough_o to_o vindicate_v the_o veracity_n of_o god_n and_o if_o any_o sinner_n of_o the_o same_o size_n and_o degree_n do_v escape_n still_o the_o threaten_v show_n what_o they_o may_v expect_v if_o they_o turn_v not_o the_o precede_a consideration_n reduce_v to_o practice_n i._o the_o wise_a man_n advice_n sure_o be_v very_a reasonahle_n eccles._n 7._o 14._o in_o the_o day_n of_o adversity_n consider_v time_n of_o affliction_n be_v consider_v time_n affliction_n be_v send_v on_o purpose_n to_o teach_v and_o to_o instruct_v we_o it_o be_v intend_v to_o put_v we_o in_o mind_n of_o the_o sin_n we_o have_v forget_v or_o be_v wilful_o ignorant_a of_o the_o sin_n of_o our_o childhood_n the_o sin_n of_o our_o youth_n the_o sin_n of_o our_o ripe_a age_n and_o the_o various_a neglect_v and_o defect_n of_o our_o holy_a service_n and_o therefore_o in_o the_o old_a testament_n the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d jasar_n which_o stand_v for_o affliction_n import_v not_o only_a correction_n and_o chastisement_n but_o instruction_n too_o it_o be_v a_o excellent_a schoolmaster_n and_o he_o that_o submit_v to_o its_o teach_n will_v become_v wise_a than_o a_o multitude_n of_o book_n will_v make_v he_o therefore_o my_o son_n despise_v not_o thou_o the_o chasten_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o faint_v when_o thou_o be_v rebuke_v of_o he_o heb._n 12._o 5._o consider_v who_o it_o be_v that_o send_v the_o rod_n and_o what_o the_o design_n of_o the_o unwelcome_a messenger_n be_v consider_v how_o much_o thou_o need_v it_o and_o how_o just_o thou_o have_v deserve_v it_o consider_v how_o it_o be_v intend_v for_o thy_o good_a and_o how_o thou_o shall_v have_v forget_v why_o thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n but_o for_o this_o remembrancer_n consider_v how_o little_a reason_n thou_o have_v to_o take_v it_o ill_o when_o the_o dear_a servant_n of_o god_n have_v pass_v through_o this_o fire_n and_o how_o without_o it_o thou_o will_v have_v continue_v a_o stranger_n to_o thyself_o consider_v its_o mercy_n that_o he_o will_v call_v home_o the_o stray_a sheep_n and_o will_v not_o let_v thou_o wander_v in_o the_o wilderness_n of_o sin_n and_o that_o when_o he_o strike_v his_o intent_n only_o be_v to_o beat_v the_o dust_n out_o of_o thy_o clothes_n not_o to_o hurt_v the_o better_a part_n this_o consideration_n will_v go_v near_o to_o produce_v that_o excellent_a temper_n in_o thou_o which_o david_n speak_v of_o sure_o i_o have_v behave_v and_o quiet_v myself_o as_o a_o child_n that_o be_v wean_v of_o his_o mother_n my_o soul_n be_v even_o as_o a_o wean_a child_n psal._n 131._o 2._o ii_o let_v not_o he_o that_o be_v weak_a in_o faith_n yet_o love_v the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n in_o sincerity_n make_v conscience_n of_o his_o law_n and_o will_v not_o willing_o offend_v he_o to_o gain_v the_o world_n let_v he_o not_o be_v fright_v when_o sickness_n or_o any_o outward_a disaster_n and_o sad_a accident_n befall_v he_o as_o if_o that_o be_v a_o certain_a argument_n that_o therefore_o he_o have_v receive_v unworthy_o the_o enemy_n may_v suggest_v such_o a_o thought_n but_o christian_n explode_v it_o as_o bold_o as_o it_o come_v they_o be_v other_o reason_n that_o make_v thy_o heavenly_a father_n lie_v his_o chasten_a hand_n upon_o thou_o his_o design_n be_v to_o make_v thou_o entire_o conformable_a to_o his_o own_o son_n to_o that_o son_n who_o for_o the_o glory_n set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross._n he_o be_v make_v perfect_a through_o suffer_v so_o will_v god_n make_v thou_o perfect_a through_o affliction_n if_o a_o person_n be_v never_o so_o holy_a yet_o if_o he_o have_v not_o pass_v through_o the_o furnace_n of_o affliction_n he_o want_v perfection_n affliction_n give_v the_o son_n of_o god_n as_o he_o be_v man_n a_o title_n to_o his_o father_n kingdom_n and_o they_o be_v item_n to_o thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v reign_v with_o christ_n for_o ever_o these_o trouble_n that_o encompass_v thou_o be_v to_o make_v thy_o future_a joy_n the_o great_a and_o thy_o crown_n more_o bright_a and_o shine_a fear_v not_o that_o thou_o have_v receive_v unworthy_o while_o thy_o conscience_n bear_v witness_v that_o thy_o eye_n thy_o heart_n thy_o affection_n be_v towards_o he_o in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n and_o be_v so_o still_o if_o thy_o treasure_n and_o thy_o heart_n be_v in_o heaven_n then_o and_o thou_o still_o endeavoure_v to_o preserve_v that_o frame_n thy_o eat_v and_o drink_v have_v do_v thou_o good_a and_o thou_o have_v be_v refresh_v by_o it_o and_o the_o line_n do_v fall_v to_o thou_o in_o pleasant_a place_n these_o present_a affliction_n be_v thy_o security_n that_o god_n love_v thou_o and_o as_o they_o tell_v thou_o that_o thou_o have_v no_o continue_a city_n here_o so_o
jesus_n christ_n 1_o pet._n 2._o 2_o 3_o 4._o weak_a and_o sickly_a person_n have_v need_n of_o milk_n we_o use_v it_o in_o bodily_a disease_n when_o they_o have_v weaken_a the_o body_n and_o it_o seem_v it_o be_v necessary_a also_o for_o the_o recovery_n of_o soul_n weaken_a by_o sin_n but_o then_o the_o milk_n be_v not_o such_o as_o cow_n and_o sheep_n and_o goat_n do_v give_v but_o it_o be_v the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n which_o endure_v for_o ever_o and_o to_o apply_v ourselves_o to_o ponder_v and_o meditate_v in_o it_o and_o to_o make_v it_o the_o rule_n of_o our_o life_n and_o manner_n be_v drink_v of_o that_o milk_n 2._o to_o pull_v out_o the_o right_a eye_n and_o to_o cut_v off_o the_o right_a hand_n matth._n 5._o 29_o 30._o i._n e._n to_o shun_v those_o look_n and_o action_n which_o be_v provocation_n to_o sin_n as_o he_o that_o mean_v to_o recover_v of_o bodily_a sickness_n must_v avoid_v all_o thing_n that_o will_v irritate_fw-la the_o morbific_a matter_n so_o he_o who_o soul_n be_v sick_a and_o will_v be_v cure_v must_v careful_o avoid_v the_o occasion_n of_o those_o sin_n which_o have_v make_v he_o sick_a and_o he_o that_o will_v be_v drink_v no_o more_o must_v avoid_v the_o company_n that_o use_v to_o persuade_v he_o to_o intemperance_n and_o he_o that_o will_v be_v tempt_v no_o more_o by_o the_o harlot_n that_o draw_v he_o in_o must_v not_o come_v near_o her_o house_n prov._n 5._o 8._o 3._o not_o to_o repine_v at_o the_o bitter_a draught_n christ_n give_v you_o to_o drink_v of_o but_o to_o say_v as_o he_o in_o his_o agony_n the_o cup_n which_o my_o father_n have_v give_v i_o shall_v not_o i_o drink_v it_o joh._n 18._o 11._o whether_o this_o bitter_a cup_n be_v the_o cup_n of_o mortification_n of_o fast_v of_o severity_n of_o be_v revenge_v upon_o thyself_o and_o of_o deep_a humiliation_n or_o the_o cup_n of_o bodily_a affliction_n if_o he_o bid_v you_o drink_v of_o it_o it_o must_v be_v thankful_o take_v else_o expect_v no_o cure_n and_o that_o which_o ought_v to_o encourage_v we_o to_o drink_v of_o it_o be_v this_o that_o this_o bitterness_n will_v end_v at_o last_o in_o sweetness_n unspeakable_a and_o ineffable_a consolation_n 4._o to_o sell_v all_o with_o the_o merchant_n in_o the_o gospel_n to_o get_v the_o pearl_n of_o price_n i._n e._n god_n love_n and_o favour_n matth._n 13._o 45_o 46._o the_o meaning_n be_v nothing_o must_v come_v in_o competition_n with_o the_o great_a concern_v of_o your_o salvation_n nothing_o must_v be_v suffer_v to_o be_v lay_v in_o the_o balance_n with_o eternal_a happiness_n whatever_o will_v prejudice_v that_o must_v be_v reject_v and_o leave_v to_o those_o that_o know_v not_o how_o to_o prize_v it_o to_o secure_v that_o all_o must_v be_v venture_v and_o if_o even_a father_n and_o mother_n shall_v be_v the_o tempter_n to_o discourage_v we_o from_o it_o even_o their_o friendship_n must_v be_v lose_v and_o all_o that_o we_o expect_v from_o they_o count_v unworthy_a to_o be_v compare_v with_o the_o glory_n which_o ere_o long_o shall_v be_v reveal_v in_o we_o the_o prayer_n most_o glorious_a god_n and_o father_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n heaven_n be_v thy_o throne_n and_o the_o earth_n be_v thy_o footstool_n where_o be_v the_o house_n that_o man_n can_v build_v unto_o thou_o and_o where_o be_v the_o place_n of_o thy_o rest_n thou_o dwell_v not_o in_o temple_n make_v with_o hand_n yet_o in_o a_o humble_a sound_a sincere_a and_o pure_a heart_n thou_o have_v promise_v to_o fix_v thy_o habitation_n oh_o that_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o when_o shall_v i_o be_v rid_v of_o my_o vain_a foolish_a wicked_a and_o dangerous_a thought_n oh_o when_o will_v thou_o purge_v and_o cleanse_v this_o house_n from_o the_o rubbish_n which_o annoy_v it_o when_o will_v thou_o adorn_v my_o soul_n with_o profound_a humility_n which_o may_v be_v a_o invitation_n of_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n how_o apt_a be_o i_o to_o look_v off_o from_o thou_o how_o apt_a to_o mind_v poor_a transitory_a thing_n how_o little_a be_o i_o acquaint_v with_o that_o fervency_n of_o spirit_n which_o i_o see_v in_o other_o great_a physician_n heal_n thou_o i_o thou_o have_v heal_v thousand_o oh_o let_v i_o be_v one_o of_o that_o number_n it_o may_v be_v of_o all_o that_o multitude_n there_o be_v none_o so_o miserable_a as_o i_o be_o yet_o no_o spot_n no_o stain_n be_v too_o hard_o for_o thou_o to_o wash_v out_o i_o have_v delight_v in_o my_o filthiness_n and_o with_o the_o swine_n take_v pleasure_n in_o the_o mire_n oh_o let_v i_o consider_v how_o noble_o i_o be_o bear_v and_o hate_v that_o mean_a and_o servile_a spirit_n i_o be_o bear_v of_o god_n so_o thy_o apostle_n tell_v i_o oh_o let_v my_o god_n be_v ever_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o let_v i_o do_v godlike_a thing_n even_o thing_n that_o savour_v of_o heaven_n and_o a_o supernatural_a temper_n touch_v my_o soul_n sweet_a jesus_n touch_v it_o with_o the_o ray_n of_o thy_o favour_n in_o this_o sacrament_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v after_o thou_o alone_o think_v on_o thou_o alone_o and_o love_v thou_o alone_o chase_v away_o all_o sinful_a sickness_n from_o i_o and_o make_v i_o sick_a of_o love_n that_o joyful_o without_o tediousness_n i_o may_v continue_v in_o welldoing_a thou_o be_v a_o saviour_n be_v thou_o so_o to_o i_o and_o save_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n give_v i_o a_o healthful_a soul_n a_o good_a conscience_n and_o a_o sound_a mind_n and_o purity_n of_o heart_n and_o with_o that_o purity_n frequent_a rejoice_v in_o thy_o name_n tranquillity_n of_o spirit_n multitude_n of_o holy_a thought_n innocence_n of_o life_n ardent_a love_n and_o everlasting_a charity_n let_v no_o temptation_n defile_v i_o but_o let_v these_o rather_o purge_v and_o join_v and_o unite_v i_o to_o thou_o give_v i_o a_o constant_a zeal_n for_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n and_o let_v i_o be_v for_o ever_o delight_v with_o thy_o praise_n amen_n amen_n chap._n xxi_o of_o damnation_n which_o the_o unworthy_a receiver_n eat_v and_o drink_v to_o himself_o the_o content_n the_o word_n make_v use_v of_o by_o st._n paul_n in_o threaten_v unworthy_a receiver_n ambiguous_a on_o purpose_n to_o fright_v they_o from_o the_o sin_n how_o man_n eat_v and_o drink_v their_o damnation_n in_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n the_o justice_n of_o god_n in_o inflict_a damnation_n on_o unworthy_a receiver_n vindicate_v the_o threaten_v of_o damnation_n be_v denounce_v by_o st._n paul_n to_o the_o profane_a corinthian_n that_o come_v drink_v to_o this_o holy_a ordinance_n how_o that_o can_v be_v apply_v to_o sinful_a man_n in_o this_o age_n who_o be_v not_o in_o a_o possibility_n of_o come_v drink_v to_o the_o lord_n table_n since_o the_o eucharist_n be_v with_o we_o administer_v and_o receive_v in_o the_o morning_n and_o most_o of_o those_o who_o come_v do_v come_v with_o some_o preparation_n whence_o it_o come_v that_o damnation_n do_v not_o fright_v man_n more_o it_o be_v the_o great_a misery_n man_n be_v capable_a of_o the_o severity_n of_o this_o threaten_v put_v communicant_n in_o mind_n what_o a_o value_n and_o esteem_v they_o be_v to_o have_v for_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n yet_o it_o be_v no_o just_a discouragement_n from_o approach_v with_o sincere_a desire_n and_o resolution_n to_o become_v conformable_a to_o christ_n jesus_n the_o prayer_n i._o the_o judgement_n the_o unworthy_a receiver_n pull_v upon_o himself_o be_v not_o only_o temporal_a but_o eternal_a too_o to_o this_o end_n i_o have_v already_o tell_v you_o that_o the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d use_v by_o the_o apostle_n in_o his_o threaten_v denounce_v against_o unworthy_a receiver_n signify_v not_o only_a judgement_n in_o general_n but_o also_o damnation_n and_o indeed_o the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v purposely_o make_v use_n sometime_o of_o ambiguous_a word_n especial_o in_o threaten_n to_o rouse_v man_n the_o more_o from_o their_o slumber_n and_o to_o give_v they_o notice_n that_o if_o the_o lesser_a punishment_n threaten_v in_o the_o expression_n be_v either_o delay_v or_o can_v prevail_v that_o then_o the_o great_a include_v in_o the_o same_o word_n shall_v take_v place_n thus_o the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d sheol_n in_o the_o old_a testament_n use_v much_o in_o threaten_n import_v both_o the_o grave_a and_o hell_n and_o in_o commination_n against_o wicked_a man_n it_o do_v not_o only_o signify_v a_o untimely_a grave_a but_o a_o far_o great_a punishment_n beyond_o it_o even_o eternal_a darkness_n and_o everlasting_a howl_n to_o show_n that_o if_o the_o former_a danger_n can_v fright_v the_o late_a shall_v when_o it_o be_v too_o late_o to_o repent_v and_o so_o here_o the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d include_v both_o temporal_a judgement_n and_o damnation_n we_o must_v believe_v the_o apostle_n have_v
sacrament_n in_o such_o a_o method_n this_o self-examination_n must_v proceed_v and_o then_o it_o be_v like_a to_o produce_v the_o effect_n we_o desire_v and_o god_n expect_v at_o our_o hand_n iu._n but_o still_o you_o will_v say_v that_o be_v a_o very_a operose_fw-la and_o laborious_a business_n and_o full_a of_o intricacy_n and_o difficulty_n and_o scarce_o possible_a to_o be_v do_v every_o time_n a_o person_n receive_v the_o holy_a communion_n especial_o if_o accidental_o a_o christian_n be_v to_o communicate_v with_o a_o sick_a or_o die_a neighbour_n nor_o can_v minister_n themselves_o be_v suppose_v capable_a of_o do_v all_o this_o when_o they_o be_v on_o a_o sudden_a call_v upon_o to_o administer_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o person_n that_o send_v for_o they_o but_o to_o give_v a_o satisfactory_a answer_n to_o this_o point_n it_o will_v be_v necessary_a to_o lay_v down_o the_o reply_n in_o these_o follow_a position_n 1._o the_o trouble_n be_v imagine_v to_o be_v great_a than_o real_o it_o be_v if_o people_n be_v unwilling_a it_o be_v a_o easy_a matter_n to_o pretend_v difficulty_n and_o impossibility_n all_o that_o i_o have_v mention_v may_v be_v do_v in_o a_o hour_n time_n or_o less_o for_o it_o be_v to_o be_v suppose_v that_o every_o person_n be_v not_o guilty_a of_o all_o the_o sin_n nor_o guilty_a of_o the_o neglect_v of_o all_o the_o duty_n in_o the_o precede_a list_n and_o how_o easy_o may_v a_o person_n spy_v those_o sin_n and_o neglect_v he_o be_v prone_a to_o and_o then_o by_o the_o rule_n of_o query_n mention_v before_o see_v how_o his_o heart_n stand_v affect_v but_o suppose_v it_o be_v a_o task_n of_o some_o difficulty_n be_v heaven_n worth_n nothing_o and_o be_v the_o labour_n for_o the_o body_n of_o that_o consequence_n that_o the_o soul_n deserve_v to_o be_v neglect_v what_o if_o god_n will_v not_o part_v with_o a_o interest_n in_o his_o love_n upon_o cheap_a term_n will_v you_o refuse_v it_o and_o choose_v to_o be_v miserable_a sure_o you_o will_v not_o think_v so_o if_o you_o have_v be_v but_o one_o moment_n in_o hell_n however_o as_o i_o say_v the_o task_n be_v not_o so_o laborious_a as_o be_v imagine_v by_o person_n who_o have_v a_o aversion_n from_o goodness_n 2._o it_o be_v confess_v that_o the_o command_n about_o self-examination_n be_v general_a and_o concern_v both_o the_o good_a and_o bad_a both_o worthy_a and_o unworthy_a receiver_n both_o those_o who_o be_v void_a of_o grace_n and_o those_o that_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n but_o though_o the_o command_n be_v general_a and_o oblige_v the_o serious_a as_o well_o as_o the_o profane_a the_o complete_a as_o well_o as_o the_o half-christian_a equal_o yet_o in_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o performance_n of_o it_o there_o can_v but_o be_v a_o very_a great_a difference_n because_o the_o person_n concern_v do_v differ_v much_o in_o their_o temper_n progress_n in_o goodness_n and_o in_o their_o want_n and_o necessity_n and_o consequent_o to_o the_o one_o it_o must_v be_v more_o laborious_a than_o to_o the_o other_o and_o the_o one_o have_v reason_n to_o spend_v more_o time_n in_o this_o self-examination_n than_o the_o other_o as_o he_o who_o have_v suffer_v his_o house_n to_o become_v very_o full_a of_o filth_n and_o dirt_n must_v be_v at_o great_a cost_n and_o pain_n to_o cleanse_v it_o than_o he_o that_o every_o day_n take_v care_n to_o keep_v it_o sweep_v and_o therefore_o 3._o a_o man_n who_o have_v lead_v a_o ill_a life_n and_o think_v of_o come_v to_o the_o table_n of_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n or_o if_o he_o have_v communicate_v former_o and_o after_o that_o be_v fall_v into_o any_o grosser_n sin_n and_o go_v on_o in_o it_o whenever_o he_o approach_v have_v need_v set_v all_o the_o particular_a sin_n god_n have_v forbid_v in_o his_o gospel_n and_o all_o the_o particular_a duty_n command_v in_o that_o book_n before_o he_o and_o ransack_v all_o the_o action_n of_o his_o life_n he_o can_v remember_v to_o see_v how_o far_o he_o have_v be_v from_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o how_o his_o heart_n be_v now_o resolve_v and_o dispose_v as_o to_o his_o particular_a sin_n and_o neglect_v whether_o he_o intend_v to_o take_v up_o and_o to_o set_v his_o face_n against_o they_o and_o whether_o it_o be_v his_o unfeigned_a desire_n purpose_n and_o deliberate_a resolution_n to_o submit_v his_o neck_n to_o the_o sweet_a and_o easy_a yoke_n of_o christ_n of_o who_o he_o expect_v pardon_n and_o salvation_n both_o in_o this_o sacrament_n and_o in_o the_o last_o day_n and_o as_o tedious_a as_o this_o self-examination_n may_v appear_v to_o such_o a_o person_n yet_o he_o may_v thank_v himself_o that_o his_o long_a continuance_n and_o boldness_n in_o a_o sinful_a life_n have_v make_v the_o task_n so_o laborious_a to_o he_o and_o indeed_o till_o such_o a_o man_n love_n to_o sin_n and_o a_o sinful_a life_n do_v signal_o abate_v and_o the_o bias_n of_o his_o soul_n be_v change_v and_o turn_v it_o will_v be_v necessary_a for_o he_o for_o some_o time_n at_o least_o as_o often_o as_o he_o receive_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o iterate_v and_o repeat_v this_o large_a self-examination_n to_o see_v what_o advance_v he_o make_v in_o holiness_n and_o whether_o there_o be_v not_o some_o sin_n lurk_v in_o his_o breast_n he_o take_v no_o notice_n of_o before_o but_o then_o 4._o if_o he_o find_v that_o after_o receive_v several_a time_n his_o faith_n and_o love_n to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n do_v signal_o grow_v and_o his_o relish_n of_o a_o sinful_a life_n die_v and_o a_o noble_a taste_n of_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n insinuate_v into_o his_o breast_n as_o his_o sin_n grow_v few_o so_o his_o self-examination_n before_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n need_v not_o be_v so_o laborious_a as_o before_o it_o be_v find_v he_o have_v get_v a_o settle_a hatred_n and_o abhorrency_n of_o several_a sin_n he_o former_o delight_v in_o instead_o of_o examine_v himself_o about_o they_o he_o have_v reason_n to_o break_v forth_o into_o praise_n and_o admiration_n of_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n who_o have_v deliver_v he_o from_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o lead_v he_o to_o his_o marvellous_a light_n in_o a_o word_n the_o holy_a the_o more_o melt_a towards_o god_n and_o goodness_n the_o more_o spiritual_a the_o more_o obedient_a to_o the_o command_v of_o the_o gospel_n a_o man_n or_o woman_n grow_v the_o less_o self-examination_n will_v serve_v turn_n for_o as_o he_o grow_v in_o grace_n so_o his_o error_n and_o infirmity_n abate_v and_o those_o which_o remain_v against_o his_o will_n may_v be_v easy_o know_v and_o he_o may_v easy_o take_v a_o view_n of_o they_o nor_o will_v it_o cost_v he_o so_o much_o time_n to_o take_v they_o into_o consideration_n as_o the_o great_a heap_n of_o they_o former_o do_v and_o let_v he_o separate_v those_o sin_n he_o have_v leave_v and_o get_v the_o mastery_n and_o conquest_n of_o from_o those_o infirmity_n which_o yet_o against_o his_o desire_n or_o approbation_n cleave_v to_o he_o and_o the_o remainder_n will_v soon_o be_v examine_v and_o he_o may_v soon_o satisfy_v himself_o whether_o he_o be_v resolve_v to_o labour_v more_o and_o more_o to_o exterminate_v they_o from_o his_o soul_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n come_v to_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o get_v great_a strength_n and_o courage_n against_o they_o by_o contemplate_v the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o the_o cross_n the_o agony_n and_o the_o tremble_n the_o lord_n jesus_n endure_v for_o they_o the_o sin_v a_o man_n have_v actual_o leave_v need_v not_o be_v examine_v over_o again_o every_o time_n he_o receive_v but_o those_o only_o he_o be_v yet_o very_o prone_a to_o slip_v into_o and_o will_v fain_o be_v rid_v of_o to_o become_v more_o conformable_a to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n so_o that_o 5._o he_o that_o make_v it_o the_o business_n of_o his_o life_n to_o please_v god_n in_o all_o place_n and_o in_o all_o the_o condition_n and_o concern_v of_o his_o life_n and_o be_v arrive_v to_o a_o cordial_n and_o practical_a love_n of_o goodness_n may_v very_o conscientious_o after_o a_o very_a small_a examination_n of_o his_o life_n and_o action_n especial_o if_o he_o be_v straighten_a in_o time_n come_v to_o the_o holy_a communion_n for_o the_o sin_n he_o will_v fain_o be_v rid_v of_o he_o may_v soon_o run_v over_o and_o see_v whether_o he_o go_v to_o this_o holy_a ordinance_n with_o a_o design_n to_o become_v more_o spiritual_a and_o take_v a_o final_a leave_n of_o his_o sin_n at_o the_o awful_a sight_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o christ._n and_o for_o this_o reason_n not_o only_o a_o serious_a minister_n of_o the_o gospel_n who_o endeavour_v to_o lead_v a_o very_a exemplary_a life_n and_o to_o practice_v what_o he_o preach_v but_o even_o a_o conscientious_a layman_n who_o